Secondary school graph worksheet

As the SSLG President of our school, it's just my pet peeve na gawing utusan ng mga teacher ang mga officers ko and including me. It's your administrative job, so, why not do it? Hindi naman kami yung sumesweldo.
Napuno lang ako kase one of our SHS teacher is inutusan yung officer ko. Eh sabi ng officer ko hindi naging clear yung instructions kaya nagkamali. Edi nagalit yung ibang teachers sa kanya. Naririnig ko sila na sinasabihan ng faulty words yung officers ko dahil lang ginawa nya yung work na hindi naman nya talaga dapat gawin.
From the name itself, Supreme Secondary LEARNER Government. We're elected for the studentry NOT for the teachers. Hindi namin kayo responsibilidad and obligasyon! We're not your f*cking puppet!
Hindi kayo MAKABATA tulad ng ineendorse nyo.

TLDR: Got started on 30 mg felt great first 3 days but most significant benefits fizzled out quickly, took 2 tablets to see if it would bring them back but could only focus on my mental state instead of work & lowkey ended up doomer depressed.
(Apologies in advance for how convoluted and all over the place this is I’m really struggling to narrow down and pinpoint exactly what I’m feeling and why. Sorry guys lol)
This could be my general anxiety towards drugs/medication talking, but I (21M) got diagnosed just over 2 weeks ago and immediately prescribed Elvanse (30mg) and managed to get my first prescription roughly a week later. Day 1 was honestly surreal to put it dramatically, I felt the ‘putting on glasses for the first time’ moment that many people describe. My thoughts were so grounded, clearer and sharper, I didn’t irritably wait my turn to speak and interrupt like I usually do, however not entirely sure if all that was Placebo or not but I did feel the ‘pit in the stomach’ anxious feeling that I was warned about in the pamphlet from the pharmacy but this was manageable as I’ve had way worse. The few days following I still noticed significant differences however they were progressively getting more and more subtle and eventually the ‘sharpness’ of my thoughts went away and executive decision making became more difficult again (Evident right now by me yapping away on reddit) until one day I woke up extremely groggy, unmotivated and borderline depressed.
So rather stupidly I decided I’d take double my dose with one 30 mg tablet and then another over an hour or 2 later. Weirdly enough I didn’t feel overly anxious like I thought I would but what happened instead was practically nothing apart from my brain being quiet being the only benefit but apart from that nothing really. The day following I was feeling incredibly overwhelming emotions. I woke up and cried in my bed for hours because I felt like I was just always going to be “sick” coupled with other racing thoughts that I’m not going to air out here. I was absolutely glued to my phone that day more than ever and that’s a lot coming from me, I couldn’t even distract myself with things I enjoy (ps4/photography/music) I just wanted my brain to tell me I’d be ok but I haven’t had that low of a mood since my peak depressive period in secondary school.
The next day was even worse although I managed to make it out of bed and go do some work for ~ 5 hours (in reality about 1 hours worth was done), it wasn’t productive at all and once I got home I impulsively decided to cycle around West London for almost 2 hours and I couldn’t stop crying the whole time and broke down even further once I got inside my flat. I’m aware this rambling probably seems like I have issues deeper than the ADHD itself but I can confidently say any other condition that describes me is just a cascading one from the ADHD itself.
Now yesterday I tried to be good, had a full nights sleep, ate breakfast and took my pill hoping I could get something done today however what happened instead was extreme drowsiness that I’d only ever felt when waking up at 3 am to go to the airport, I managed around an hour of work before I genuinely couldn’t keep my eyes open and called it a day and went home for a fat nap, when I woke up I felt a lot better and more considerably the manic thoughts had went away thankfully.
This morning I’m feeling noticeably better but the fatigue is still somewhat residual and I’m still glued to my phone albeit not as chronically as that one bad day I mentioned above, I’ve had one tablet and my brain is quiet to be fair but I’m really really hyper fixated on researching ADHD (as I’ve been since my diagnosis) and meds and just doom scrolling for any knowledge I can gain that might help me understand what’s going on with me. It’s peaceful but I need to get things done and I’m not feeling the get up and go like I did on the first few days and I’m really just looking to get that “sharp” feeling back. What I noticed while working when I was on 60mg from two tablets I was still picking up my phone every 2 minutes at best.
I’ll end this rambling by saying I know everyone is different and I know experimenting with my dosage is probably not the smartest thing to do but I’m open to whatever fellow Elvanse users think whether it’s criticism or advice or sharing a similar or different experience. Happy to answer specific questions in the replies. Thank you all 🙏🫶

Hey everyone, I’m in need of some advice regarding how I can transition from my current career into the career that I actually want. I’m struggling to figure out how to do this so I was wondering if anybody would be willing to give some guidance.
So a bit of background, I’m 22 years old living in the UK, currently undertaking an apprenticeship in property maintenance. Since my days in secondary school, I haven’t really had a clue what to do with my life and I’ve tried a range of things: Going to university twice and eventually dropping out both times, then working a number of different jobs (retail, construction, delivery, restaurants, just to name a few) which usually lasts for 6 months before I get fed up and leave. I understand that my reason for leaving these jobs consistently aswell as dropping out of university twice is because I have no interest in the work that I’m doing, therefore it’s not sustainable.
I was somewhat interested in construction after doing labouring for a few months but wasn’t sure which trade to specialise in, hence why I went the maintenance route as you get to learn all trades on a basic level and then I could make an informed decision from there. However once again, 6 months later I find myself in the same predicament wanting to leave. The job in itself can be tolerable but the physical demands and being on your feet for 8 hours a day drains me and takes away from the things I like to do in my free time - the main thing being exercising and going to the gym. I come home and I’m too tired to do anything but lay down, sleep and prepare for the next day. On top of this I don’t see much career progression past a certain point, other than a management role, which doesn’t interest me and also won’t provide the salary or work life balance I’d want for my future.
One career that has been in my mind for the past few years is software development and for many reasons. One, I like to build things, and software development will allow me to do so in an unconventional way, as in I don’t have to physically build things but rather mentally, which will keep me stimulated enough to somewhat enjoy the job. Secondly I believe once I get to a certain point in this career, I will have a greater work life balance, a much better salary and overall improved quality of life than if I were to stay in my current role. Third, I studied computer science at GCSE and got a high grade but still struggled with some aspects of coding, so I gave up and never took it further. Now I want to return and develop these skills - Over the past 3 years, I keep finding myself going back to coding and spending 2-3 hours a day learning new languages on websites like Codecademy etc and it comes fairly naturally to me since I’ve done it in the past and I actually kind of enjoy it but then I get caught up with life and I forget about it for a few months before returning again.
Im not entering this field as a get rich quick scheme, ideally I want to land a degree apprenticeship which will take 3-5 years, but will give me all of the fundamental knowledge, qualifications and experience that I need to become a full fledged developer. I’d personally rather do this than go the self taught route, although I’d still consider it.
So my initial plan was to spend the rest of this year studying 2-3 hours every day and building upon my basic knowledge of a few programming languages and then applying for some apprenticeships but there’s some problems that I’m going to face.
I’m already enrolled in an apprenticeship, so to land a new apprenticeship this year I would have to leave this current apprenticeship within the next few months, find a normal job and then apply for some software apprenticeships when positions open up, however this will add ANOTHER 2 jobs on my CV that only lasted 3-6 months and will kind of show the employer that I’m not committed - I have nearly 10 jobs on my CV since 2018 and all of those have lasted 6 months so it’s a repeating pattern.
My other option is to finish this current apprenticeship which doesn’t end until December 2025, which just seems super long to me and I’d much rather spend that extra year and a half working towards my software career plus the job is genuinely starting to make me feel depressed. However, completing this apprenticeship will show my future employers that I can be committed to something and I’ll also have an extra 1.5 years to work on my coding skills further, so there are benefits.
What should I do?
Is it even possible to land an apprenticeship this year with only 6 months to teach myself the basics?
Any feedback is greatly appreciated!
Sorry for the long post, and thank you for taking the time to read this.

Hey everyone, I’m in need of some advice regarding how I can transition from my current career into the career that I actually want. I’m struggling to figure out how to do this so I was wondering if anybody would be willing to give some guidance.
So a bit of background, I’m 22 years old living in the UK, currently undertaking an apprenticeship in property maintenance. Since my days in secondary school, I haven’t really had a clue what to do with my life and I’ve tried a range of things: Going to university twice and eventually dropping out both times, then working a number of different jobs (retail, construction, delivery, restaurants, just to name a few) which usually lasts for 6 months before I get fed up and leave. I understand that my reason for leaving these jobs consistently aswell as dropping out of university twice is because I have no interest in the work that I’m doing, therefore it’s not sustainable.
I was somewhat interested in construction after doing labouring for a few months but wasn’t sure which trade to specialise in, hence why I went the maintenance route as you get to learn all trades on a basic level and then I could make an informed decision from there. However once again, 6 months later I find myself in the same predicament wanting to leave. The job in itself can be tolerable but the physical demands and being on your feet for 8 hours a day drains me and takes away from the things I like to do in my free time - the main thing being exercising and going to the gym. I come home and I’m too tired to do anything but lay down, sleep and prepare for the next day. On top of this I don’t see much career progression past a certain point, other than a management role, which doesn’t interest me and also won’t provide the salary or work life balance I’d want for my future.
One career that has been in my mind for the past few years is software development and for many reasons. One, I like to build things, and software development will allow me to do so in an unconventional way, as in I don’t have to physically build things but rather mentally, which will keep me stimulated enough to somewhat enjoy the job. Secondly I believe once I get to a certain point in this career, I will have a greater work life balance, a much better salary and overall improved quality of life than if I were to stay in my current role. Third, I studied computer science at GCSE and got a high grade but still struggled with some aspects of coding, so I gave up and never took it further. Now I want to return and develop these skills - Over the past 3 years, I keep finding myself going back to coding and spending 2-3 hours a day learning new languages on websites like Codecademy etc and it comes fairly naturally to me since I’ve done it in the past and I actually kind of enjoy it but then I get caught up with life and I forget about it for a few months before returning again.
Im not entering this field as a get rich quick scheme, ideally I want to land a degree apprenticeship which will take 3-5 years, but will give me all of the fundamental knowledge, qualifications and experience that I need to become a full fledged developer. I’d personally rather do this than go the self taught route, although I’d still consider it.
So my initial plan was to spend the rest of this year studying 2-3 hours every day and building upon my basic knowledge of a few programming languages and then applying for some apprenticeships but there’s some problems that I’m going to face.
I’m already enrolled in an apprenticeship, so to land a new apprenticeship this year I would have to leave this current apprenticeship within the next few months, find a normal job and then apply for some software apprenticeships when positions open up, however this will add ANOTHER 2 jobs on my CV that only lasted 3-6 months and will kind of show the employer that I’m not committed - I have nearly 10 jobs on my CV since 2018 and all of those have lasted 6 months so it’s a repeating pattern.
My other option is to finish this current apprenticeship which doesn’t end until December 2025, which just seems super long to me and I’d much rather spend that extra year and a half working towards my software career plus the job is genuinely starting to make me feel depressed. However, completing this apprenticeship will show my future employers that I can be committed to something and I’ll also have an extra 1.5 years to work on my coding skills further, so there are benefits.
What should I do?
Is it even possible to land an apprenticeship this year with only 6 months to teach myself the basics?
Any feedback is greatly appreciated!
Sorry for the long post, and thank you for taking the time to read this.

Hey everyone, I’m in need of some advice regarding how I can transition from my current career into the career that I actually want. I’m struggling to figure out how to do this so I was wondering if anybody would be willing to give some guidance.
So a bit of background, I’m 22 years old living in the UK, currently undertaking an apprenticeship in property maintenance. Since my days in secondary school, I haven’t really had a clue what to do with my life and I’ve tried a range of things: Going to university twice and eventually dropping out both times, then working a number of different jobs (retail, construction, delivery, restaurants, just to name a few) which usually lasts for 6 months before I get fed up and leave. I understand that my reason for leaving these jobs consistently aswell as dropping out of university twice is because I have no interest in the work that I’m doing, therefore it’s not sustainable.
I was somewhat interested in construction after doing labouring for a few months but wasn’t sure which trade to specialise in, hence why I went the maintenance route as you get to learn all trades on a basic level and then I could make an informed decision from there. However once again, 6 months later I find myself in the same predicament wanting to leave. The job in itself can be tolerable but the physical demands and being on your feet for 8 hours a day drains me and takes away from the things I like to do in my free time - the main thing being exercising and going to the gym. I come home and I’m too tired to do anything but lay down, sleep and prepare for the next day. On top of this I don’t see much career progression past a certain point, other than a management role, which doesn’t interest me and also won’t provide the salary or work life balance I’d want for my future.
One career that has been in my mind for the past few years is software development and for many reasons. One, I like to build things, and software development will allow me to do so in an unconventional way, as in I don’t have to physically build things but rather mentally, which will keep me stimulated enough to somewhat enjoy the job. Secondly I believe once I get to a certain point in this career, I will have a greater work life balance, a much better salary and overall improved quality of life than if I were to stay in my current role. Third, I studied computer science at GCSE and got a high grade but still struggled with some aspects of coding, so I gave up and never took it further. Now I want to return and develop these skills - Over the past 3 years, I keep finding myself going back to coding and spending 2-3 hours a day learning new languages on websites like Codecademy etc and it comes fairly naturally to me since I’ve done it in the past and I actually kind of enjoy it but then I get caught up with life and I forget about it for a few months before returning again.
Im not entering this field as a get rich quick scheme, ideally I want to land a degree apprenticeship which will take 3-5 years, but will give me all of the fundamental knowledge, qualifications and experience that I need to become a full fledged developer. I’d personally rather do this than go the self taught route, although I’d still consider it.
So my initial plan was to spend the rest of this year studying 2-3 hours every day and building upon my basic knowledge of a few programming languages and then applying for some apprenticeships but there’s some problems that I’m going to face.
I’m already enrolled in an apprenticeship, so to land a new apprenticeship this year I would have to leave this current apprenticeship within the next few months, find a normal job and then apply for some software apprenticeships when positions open up, however this will add ANOTHER 2 jobs on my CV that only lasted 3-6 months and will kind of show the employer that I’m not committed - I have nearly 10 jobs on my CV since 2018 and all of those have lasted 6 months so it’s a repeating pattern.
My other option is to finish this current apprenticeship which doesn’t end until December 2025, which just seems super long to me and I’d much rather spend that extra year and a half working towards my software career plus the job is genuinely starting to make me feel depressed. However, completing this apprenticeship will show my future employers that I can be committed to something and I’ll also have an extra 1.5 years to work on my coding skills further, so there are benefits.
What should I do?
Is it even possible to land an apprenticeship this year with only 6 months to teach myself the basics?
Any feedback is greatly appreciated!
Sorry for the long post, and thank you for taking the time to read this.

So for reference, during an assignment where students were allowed to listen to and pick music, a student asked to hear a song that was marked explicit. Since these were seniors, and it’s 8 days til graduation, I figured what could the harm be in playing a CENSORED version. Well, someone complained and HR had a talk with me about it. I was not blacklisted from the school or district. But now ESS wants to talk to me, would they be inclined to fire me even if the district wants me back? For reference, I am a certified secondary teacher and have worked in this school for a long time. I admitted it was a mistake and they understood. Does anyone think ESS would let me go if the district still wants me?

Hey everyone, I’m in need of some advice regarding how I can transition from my current career into the career that I actually want. I’m struggling to figure out how to do this so I was wondering if anybody would be willing to give some guidance.
So a bit of background, I’m 22 years old living in the UK, currently undertaking an apprenticeship in property maintenance. Since my days in secondary school, I haven’t really had a clue what to do with my life and I’ve tried a range of things: Going to university twice and eventually dropping out both times, then working a number of different jobs (retail, construction, delivery, restaurants, just to name a few) which usually lasts for 6 months before I get fed up and leave. I understand that my reason for leaving these jobs consistently aswell as dropping out of university twice is because I have no interest in the work that I’m doing, therefore it’s not sustainable.
I was somewhat interested in construction after doing labouring for a few months but wasn’t sure which trade to specialise in, hence why I went the maintenance route as you get to learn all trades on a basic level and then I could make an informed decision from there. However once again, 6 months later I find myself in the same predicament wanting to leave. The job in itself can be tolerable but the physical demands and being on your feet for 8 hours a day drains me and takes away from the things I like to do in my free time - the main thing being exercising and going to the gym. I come home and I’m too tired to do anything but lay down, sleep and prepare for the next day. On top of this I don’t see much career progression past a certain point, other than a management role, which doesn’t interest me and also won’t provide the salary or work life balance I’d want for my future.
One career that has been in my mind for the past few years is software development and for many reasons. One, I like to build things, and software development will allow me to do so in an unconventional way, as in I don’t have to physically build things but rather mentally, which will keep me stimulated enough to somewhat enjoy the job. Secondly I believe once I get to a certain point in this career, I will have a greater work life balance, a much better salary and overall improved quality of life than if I were to stay in my current role. Third, I studied computer science at GCSE and got a high grade but still struggled with some aspects of coding, so I gave up and never took it further. Now I want to return and develop these skills - Over the past 3 years, I keep finding myself going back to coding and spending 2-3 hours a day learning new languages on websites like Codecademy etc and it comes fairly naturally to me since I’ve done it in the past and I actually kind of enjoy it but then I get caught up with life and I forget about it for a few months before returning again.
Im not entering this field as a get rich quick scheme, ideally I want to land a degree apprenticeship which will take 3-5 years, but will give me all of the fundamental knowledge, qualifications and experience that I need to become a full fledged developer. I’d personally rather do this than go the self taught route, although I’d still consider it.
So my initial plan was to spend the rest of this year studying 2-3 hours every day and building upon my basic knowledge of a few programming languages and then applying for some apprenticeships but there’s some problems that I’m going to face.
I’m already enrolled in an apprenticeship, so to land a new apprenticeship this year I would have to leave this current apprenticeship within the next few months, find a normal job and then apply for some software apprenticeships when positions open up, however this will add ANOTHER 2 jobs on my CV that only lasted 3-6 months and will kind of show the employer that I’m not committed - I have nearly 10 jobs on my CV since 2018 and all of those have lasted 6 months so it’s a repeating pattern.
My other option is to finish this current apprenticeship which doesn’t end until December 2025, which just seems super long to me and I’d much rather spend that extra year and a half working towards my software career plus the job is genuinely starting to make me feel depressed. However, completing this apprenticeship will show my future employers that I can be committed to something and I’ll also have an extra 1.5 years to work on my coding skills further, so there are benefits.
What should I do?
Is it even possible to land an apprenticeship this year with only 6 months to teach myself the basics?
Any feedback is greatly appreciated!
Sorry for the long post, and thank you for taking the time to read this.

1. What will you be doing with this PC? Be as specific as possible, and include specific games (ex: resolution, FPS, settings) or programs you will be using.

I want to play Balders Gate 3 as well as some other new releases, and also set it up for emulation. I also want to throw in some controllers and hook it up to the tv for couch co-op, I won't be streaming anything.

1. What is your maximum PRE-TAX budget before rebates and shipping?

$1500-1800 CAD

1. When do you plan on building/buying the PC? Note: beyond a week or two from today means any build you receive will be out of date when you want to buy.

The timeline doesn't matter too much to me but probably a week or 2 after finding a parts list that meets the budget.

1. What, exactly, do you need included in the budget? (ex: toweOS/monitokeyboard/mouse/etc)

Tower, OS, wireless mouse, wireless keyboard.

1. If reusing any parts (including monitor(s)/keyboard/mouse/etc), what parts will you be reusing? How old are they? Brands and models are appreciated.

No reused parts.

1. Will you be overclocking (ex: CPU/GPU/RAM)? If yes, are you interested in overclocking right away, or down the line?

Maybe down the line but definitely not right away.

1. Are there any specific features or items you want/need in the build? (ex: SSDs, mass HDDs, Wi-Fi / Bluetooth, VR, VirtualLink, tensor cores, large amount of storage or a RAID setup, CUDA or OpenCL support, etc.)

I hear SSD is good. Wifi for sure, maybe Bluetooth if it doesn't skyrocket the price. A good amount of storage space would be great, I'm not sure what's overkill or not maybe 2tb?

1. Do you have any specific case preferences (ex: mITX/mATX/mid-towefull-tower sizes, styles, colours, window or not, LED lighting, etc.), or a particular color theme preference for the components?

Not necessary but if possible orange or color changing lights or trim but black for the rest of the case

1. Do you need a copy of Windows included in the budget? Note: some post-secondary students can get Windows 10 for free at OnTheHub or through their school's IT software distribution department.

Windows 11

1. Will you be upgrading this PC in the future (ie: will you swap out better parts later on or will you build an entirely new tower later)? If so, when?

Not for a long time

1. Do you have a brand preference? (ex: AMD/Intel for CPUs, AMD/NVIDIA for video cards, etc.)

AMD

1. What are the specs of your old PC / laptop? Do you want to see if it can be upgraded instead? If so, paste its build from PCPartPicker here.

No

1. Extra info or particulars:

I think that's everything, my experience when it comes to PC building is zero so thank you in advance to whomever can help.

During class activities, we had to complete worksheets, which posed several issues because my teammates did not listen in class. They often missed basic instructions on how to answer questions and submit assignments, communicated poorly during lessons, and handed in sloppy work. Despite this, they appointed me as the leader of a recent group project on mental health, even though I matriculated late.
The situation worsened when we had an assignment to interview someone for at least an hour on our chosen theme. I found a counselor from my school to interview, recommended by my teacher. My teacher said it was compulsory to include someone from my team in the interview, so I asked Guy A to join. Throughout the interview, I was surprised to see him being toxic and passive-aggressive in the group chat, especially considering he didn't seem to understand the assignments or know what to do.
During the interview, the counselor mentioned that I needed to email him officially first, but he would still answer some appropriate questions, and I would just have to email him for the approval after the interview. He did answer the interview questions provided by the teacher at the end.
While I was conducting the interview, Guy A was slandering me in the group chat and being passive-aggressive, which I wasn't aware of until I decided to check my telegram messages, instead of just talking in the call. I had to explain myself to the team while responding to the counselor. When I asked Guy A to ask questions, he sarcastically responded, "Oh, ask personal questions?" I was confused because I never asked personal questions; all my questions were related to the topic. The assignment required us to ask questions beyond those in the template, and I ensured all template questions were answered.
Guy A then claimed that the questions weren't related to the target audience or that it seemed like I was counseling the counselor, which was not true. It was frustrating because he didn't communicate his feelings during the call, and his passive-aggressive comments were childish. I noticed his messages 15 minutes into the interview, which was anxiety-inducing as I tried to manage the interview and address his comments simultaneously.
Additionally, another group member panicked, thinking she needed to join the interview, even though I had clarified that a minimum of two people was enough. I had to reassure her during the interview. When I asked Guy A if it was an appropriate time to end the interview, he responded with a meme, saying, "Nah, I'd win." I didn't understand what he meant, so I concluded the interview after covering most of the questions.
How am I supposed to communicate with teammates like this in the future? I don't understand what I did wrong. When Guy A was unsure about the assignment, despite the teacher explaining it multiple times, I explained the steps to him and shared screenshots of my conversation with the teacher.

During class activities, we had to complete worksheets, which posed several issues because my teammates did not listen in class. They often missed basic instructions on how to answer questions and submit assignments, communicated poorly during lessons, and handed in sloppy work. Despite this, they appointed me as the leader of a recent group project on mental health, even though I matriculated late.
The situation worsened when we had an assignment to interview someone for at least an hour on our chosen theme. I found a counselor from my school to interview, recommended by my teacher. My teacher said it was compulsory to include someone from my team in the interview, so I asked Guy A to join. Throughout the interview, I was surprised to see him being toxic and passive-aggressive in the group chat, especially considering he didn't seem to understand the assignments or know what to do.
During the interview, the counselor mentioned that I needed to email him officially first, but he would still answer some appropriate questions, and I would just have to email him for the approval after the interview. He did answer the interview questions provided by the teacher at the end.
While I was conducting the interview, Guy A was slandering me in the group chat and being passive-aggressive, which I wasn't aware of until I decided to check my telegram messages, instead of just talking in the call. I had to explain myself to the team while responding to the counselor. When I asked Guy A to ask questions, he sarcastically responded, "Oh, ask personal questions?" I was confused because I never asked personal questions; all my questions were related to the topic. The assignment required us to ask questions beyond those in the template, and I ensured all template questions were answered. Moreover, sometimes the counsellor would go a little off topic after a while and ask me about my other questions, which I guess Guy A couldn't understand or be patient enough for me to lead him back to the topic. By the way the interview was not more than an hour, which met the assignment requirements.
Guy A then claimed that the questions weren't related to the target audience or that it seemed like I was counseling the counselor, which was not true. It was frustrating because he didn't communicate his feelings during the call, and his passive-aggressive comments were childish. I noticed his messages 15 minutes into the interview, which was anxiety-inducing as I tried to manage the interview and address his comments simultaneously.
Additionally, another group member panicked, thinking she needed to join the interview, even though I had clarified that a minimum of two people was enough. I had to reassure her during the interview. When I asked Guy A if it was an appropriate time to end the interview, he responded with a meme, saying, "Nah, I'd win." I didn't understand what he meant, so I concluded the interview after covering most of the questions.
How am I supposed to communicate with teammates like this in the future? I don't understand what I did wrong. When Guy A was unsure about the assignment, despite the teacher explaining it multiple times, I explained the steps to him and shared screenshots of my conversation with the teacher.

Hi folks, I'm 38, an admin assistant with 2 small kids and a partner that works up north 75% of the year. I want to become a school psychologist. I'll be starting from scratch. I start my BS in Sept which I will complete online, part time. And then the goal would be to go for my masters, which I know admission is very competitive and in person, full time. I'll cross that bridge when I get there. I work for the school board. My partner is very supportive. In my province you just need a masters to practice. My back up plan is to work in student services in post secondary, advising or the likes if the Masters falls through as my city has many universities and colleges and it seems to pay well and still scratch my itch to help young adults in an educational setting.
My biggest hesitation- I'm 38 and barely have time to do the laundry...
But ... I want this.. I'm a late bloomer career wise I guess, when I was younger I never had the confidence or the maturity and couldn't figure it out. It's like my life experiences have led me to this realization, but the path to get there is daunting and long. And what if I can't even get into a masters program?
What if I waste my families money and don't reach my goals?
I had some advice, to go the social work path as it might be a little easier.. not sure if anyone had advice on that?

as per the title. i have always been a high scorer and this was my first time getting anything lower than a1 (i have no means to flex or anything and im actually disappointed in myself)
yet i got a devastating 12/19 (63%) for my history. the thing is, i got all the "supposedly" giveaway questions wrong. like i actually studied BUT I DONT GET MY DESIRED MARKS. now i feel like giving up history??
specifically on the marks i lost, i scored 1/5 marks on map work, which my teacher thinks is giveaway (actually i think that for some questions the teacher misinterpreted some of them and the rest were actually close to the actual answer. and the other 3 marks on an inference question which i inferred wrongly (i actually had the correct answer at first but i cancelled it out and now i regret it tons) but my explanation was correct, so i only got 1/4 marks for that qns when i could have gotten full.
before i joined secondary school, i had wanted to join my school's bicultural program. but i heard that it deals with source based questions and history stuff. BUT NOW IM SO DONE WITH HISTORY arghhh
if u have actually read this thanks lol i just had to vent a little😭

Some background on why I think I have ADHD
My whole childhood I have been struggling with focus. I remember in kindergarten that I never did my homework and my teacher forced me to do it on the spot and I was crying because it was quite painful for my brain to focus. During primary, school I never did my homework and I would always get canned as I was in a vernacular school which is more strict.
I could only do homework if someone sat with me and did it with me together, otherwise I wouldn’t be able to focus. My mom avoided going to my school report card day and sent my dad instead because she was so embarrassed on all the complaints of me being a difficult student. Despite this I got straight As because I was smart and my tuition teacher would really do a lot of one on one work with me. Secondary school was the same but grades got worst. Fast forward I only survived uni because because I studied media and 97 percent of my grades were project based but on my final sem I failed my research and had to retake it for another sem because I was struggling with the writing. No one knows that I always struggle with my teachers a lot, sending things late making excuses and always last minute work.
Personally my emotions are everywhere and I cry a lot and people say I’m sensitive so I don’t express myself. I literally just start bawling if someone asks me something personal even if it isn’t something sad as long as it’s something personal for me. I walk alot constantly, it’s the only thing that calms me and I listen to alot of music with earphones on. Noises in general distract me and I’m very sound sensitive when I’m doing my work.
Work has been really hard and I can’t focus and keep getting distracted as I have so many things on my to do list and if someone interrupts me I’m doomed as I forget abt it and suddenly remember the next day. Or few days later due to having many tasks. I’m only able to deliver my work as it has many deadlines so I really feel the pressure and have to deliver otherwise I cant (like my personal goals are non existent due to this)
This was hard for me all my life but last November I started having negative thoughts. The word “rape” popped into my mind and it just didn’t go away. It was tormenting me for months even until now day and night and every where I go… So in February I decided to get diagnosed for ADHD or whatever I have because I really couldn’t take it anymore.
They gave me an appointment which was today at HKL and I cried a lot during my appointment. I didn’t mention the “rape” word torment to my doctor as I was not ready as she’s a stranger to me and also I was just crying a lot while answering all her questions. But I told her all my above symptoms but she kept asking abt my self esteem and etc.
Towards the end she told me I have some childhood trauma and I don’t have adhd and that there’s no mental disorder which I guess is good idk. She said to diagnose ADHD I need to bring a parent or a teachers report from my old school. She was quite reluctant actually to proceed further and kept asking me what to do. I was hopeless as I came to her for help but she was asking me. I felt quite dismissed by her as she seemed like I was wasting her time but I told her I was open to coming for another talk therapy session as I feel that I’m doing this for myself.
I don’t really know what to do because when I tried to tell my mom last year and was sobbing, she said I don’t have it and she dismissed me, she went on to talk abt her childhood instead. I’m not sure if my old school would have had a report on this. I’m not sure if any of you faced this but I don’t know where to go or what to do. My life seems to be circling and always ending up at the same point. With people dismissing me at every corner.
Any advice would be helpful as I’m going through this alone and I’m really trying not to give up on myself.

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Chapter 1: the event
It was the fall of my intern year as I bean my off service trauma rotation. This month was ubiquitously notorious for being the most labor intrusive and least productive rotaion of our emergency medicine program. Knowing this I entered with the intention of simply surviving the month.
Another intern and I let’s call them A for sake of ambiguity, we’re the first emergency medicine residents to roste on the trauma services that year. A shaky start would be an understatement. In the words of chance the raper “like my grama with the Parkinson’s playing operation.” Would better describe it. Medically we did well. We were very competent and completed our work daily, but communication and coordination was non existent. Our Cheifs had informed us that Tuesday was our day of and the Trauma cheif residents had minimum communication with us, or our Cheifs as it seams when A and I did not report on Tuesday they sternly made their dissatisfaction known.
I have struggled with insomnia sense the age of 10. Had 2 sleep studies by this point in my life and been prescribed nearly every sleeping aid on the market. The 80-94 hr work weeks of our trauma rotaion only worsened my insomnia. My lack of sleep likely contributed to a less than prime adaptive immune system and 2 days out of my trauma rotaion I contracted strep like symptoms with associated nausea, requiring me to call for a sick day the next day. No the first day that I felt too ill to work. I was not fully aware of the reporting process. I reported to my Chiefs, but I did not believe I could come to work tomorrow with amble time and notice, however I was somewhat delayed in letting their Cheifs know, because the surgical chiefs rotated every few days and I did not know who my was going to be the next day. The second day which I had to call out sick I was able to locate the cheif for the next day and reprot according to our university’s protocol, which requires that if a resident feels they are not fit for work they must not come in and the university must have staff coverage without any fear or implementation of punitive actions.
I had finally survived to the last week of my trauma rotaion and I could see the light at the end of the tunnel. What I could not see was the pile of stress, shitty diet, lack of mental well ness and sleep deprivation which I was pushing down to reach the light. By this time I had seen a psychiatrist regularly for sleep medication. I had mentioned to him that I had been experiencing more stressed lately and feel that I might be depressed. he reassured me that it was likely only due to my circumstances, given the difficulty of the trauma rotation and wish to reassess once the rotation was over. Looking back I had to fill the habit of drinking more than I usually do. My only on nights before I have days off became 1-2 beers every other night. All of this repressed unhealthy shit finally pushed bad on September 23rd. That night I was at work even later than usual, I stayed up later than usual and couldn’t seem to fall asleep. With the stress of only having minimal sleep and knowing I only had 2 more days of trauma left, I took an extra dose of my sleeping medication.
I opened my eyes to the fighting sight of sun beaming in my window and I instantly knew I was late. (Sense I hadn’t seen the sun in a month) . Due to my need for scrupulous sleep hygiene I have been sleeping with my phone of and away for me. I rushed to grab it and watched as the little Apple logo seamed to glow on the screen for an eternity. Then in conjunction with its fading I saw 3 missed calls from my director, a text from college A and 2 missed calls from the surgical director. Still, I was able to calm myself, knowing that resident A had been late to this rotation by a few hours 2 other days and nothing came of it. I called my director back and he asked me to report to his office where I was greeted by my director, my coordinator and another emergency medicine facility.
With the only explanation of: “we just want you to get better”, I was handed a letter, to my relief it did not entail my termination, but a declaration of administrative leave and a requirement to undergo an evaluation at a well known university in Florida.
Lake any other savvy millennial, I did my research. By research I mean numerous google searches and screeches thru the depts of redit. To my dismay I discovered that in order for a residency program to fire you, they must first initiate an administrative suspension. I would soon find out however, being terminated would have been a delightful outcome compared to what ensued.
I spend the next few weeks in the wallos of regret and depression. I indulged in higher qualities of alchohol then I ever have before. I all but ceased communing with peers, and abruptly stoped any physical activity I had once enjoyed. Frightened as I was I was ensured, it will be ok “we just want you to get better”
Chapter 2 The evaluation : guilty until proven innocent I did exactly as instructed and scheduled an evaluation, I supposed that this was either a mental evaluation to assess if I’m fit for work with plans of termination or it actually was an evaluation to better treat my insomnia. To this day I regret my ignorance, and wish I had researched the process more. The Hindi / sand-skrt idea of Hamsa 🪬 is that in order to do any good you must have full knowledge or else good intentions can result in harm. I truely believe my director had good intentions, however but him and I did not have full knowledge of the nature of this evaluation.
Looking back see how easily I could have avoided my troubles by asserting legal aid at this point or even by researching this evaluation process more in depth. If one searches impaired practitioner program which I now know this evaluator works for, the search entire will populate 5 or 6 layferms along side their home website and there is a valid reason for this.
If one every finds themself in this process I employ you to bring a DSM to your evaluation or at least be familiar with the most common use disorders in the DSM-5, because your evaluation will turn into a dance of questions where the evaluator attempts to trap you in a round about way to stating something that may qualify for one of the diagnosis. I have provided an image from the DSM-5 below outlining AUD, which the evaluator concluded that I had the most severe from:
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Example***** Here are 10 examples of how he fraudulently assessed me taken directly from his assessment note.

1. Evaluator: Have you ever stoped drinking in the last year.

Me: yes I stoped every week day, I was only drinking on the weekends, until two weeks ago.
-Evaluator uses stoping and starting every week to qualify for 2 or more unsuccessful attempts to stop in the last year “There is a persistent desire or unsuccessful efforts to cut down or control alcohol use.”

1. Evaluator Have you ever had withdrawal symptoms

Me no
Evaluator Well Have you ever had a hangover? You know that’s a from of acute withdrawal
Me: yes in college, I had a few but that was years ago and I’m pretty sure the pathophysiology is different.
Evaluator uses this to count for withdrawal symptoms even tho is was more than a year ago

1. Evaluator: Have you even taken your sleeping medication on a day or night which you drank? Me: Yes, I took my prescriptions are prescribed but I never drank close to bed

Evaluator: qualified this as dangerous behavior with alcohol (where the DSM gives examples such as unprotected sex and drunk driving). The sleeping medication I was on is not a benzodiazepine therefore it is not deadly with alcohol. I personally have seen many patients in the ED who have taken their entire bottle of the medication and drank copious amounts, we just monitor them over night and rehydrate them

1. Evaluator Has anyone told you you drink to much or been worried about you Me: No I drink much less than my friends

Evaluator what about your girlfriend? Me: well she actually doesn’t drink at all she doesn’t like it. She often buys me beer for The Weeknd’s tho. One time we went to a movie and she got a little irritated because I waited for beer then complained about them not having any craft beer. So she said, “you couldn’t have just said no” and drank something else. However, she apologized after and said it’s worth waiting if it’s my only day off.
Evaluator said this qualifies for continued drinking despite causing significant relation consequences, ie divorce.

1. Evaluator : you have sleep issues I hear, and your chart says you’ve had depression in the past, don’t you know that alcohol can effect your sleep and mood Me: yes that’s why I never drink within 3 hours of sleep.

Evaluator but you knew this and still drank
Evaluator: qualifies for drinking despite unwanted physical or psychological effects (this should be recurring to effects the alcohol is causing, I have had insomnia sense the age of 10 long before I took my first sip)
7 evaluator you were late for work and told my you had a drink the day before
Me: Yes but I was late because I didn’t sleep and took double my sleeping meds, I will never do that again
Qualifies for 2 significant work or school issues in the past year ( a therapist and other psychologist ensured me that being late on or a few days doesn’t count they typically are getting fired or failing) ( moreover, this would assume I was late do to drinking it’s self and also assume if happened more than once)

1. • Alcohol is often taken in larger amounts or over a longer period than was intended

He never once asked anything related to this question yet said I qualified in his final report 9. A great deal of time is spent in activities necessary to obtain alcohol, use alcohol, or recover from its effects. The evaluators logic here was sense I was late for work and I had 2 beers the day before I must be taking long to recover from it (this is assuming I missed due to alcohol)

1. Tolerance drinking more to require the same effect: this he checked as true in his final note however it was never even discussed in our evaluation. I did mention to him that I’ve been drinking more than I had earlier in the year frequency wise, but they said nothing to do with quantity or needing more.
   
2. Wanting to drink so bad you can not think of anything else: this is the only qualification of SAUD my evaluator said I did not have.
   

Moreover, without legal help I was not aware that I could obtain a second evaluation or even oppose going to get evaluated at all, but that wouldn’t have mattered seeing I still thought this was for my health and wellbeing as seen when I was asked why do you think you are here to today, to which I replayed “so that I can be evaluated to see what is needed to get back to work”.
To maks the ordeal more infuriating the evaluator continues to ingratiate himself and lie through the process telling you, “it will be fine as long as you are 100% honest”, “anything you say in here is between you and me” or “you slipped up once with your meds, I know your residnecy program they will probably just want a few more out patient tests”
Two weeks later I received a phone call right before I left for an out of state vacation to visit my nice for her birthday. During the call I was informed that I would be required to complete a partial hospitalization program (PHP) lasting “6-10 weeks” which would coast from 15-50 grand not including doctor visits or housing which is billed separately. I suppressed this inconvenience, enjoyed my vocation and reported when I returned, knowing that I must complete this soon so I may return to work with due to the fact that my payed time off would soon be diminished. At this time I had not yet heard of the organization PRN.
Chapter 3 Guilty till proven innocent: The diagnosis
Shell shocked I arrived to a in patient psychiatric unit and was rapidly cleared to progress to treatment without detoxification. During my 90 day of forced rehabilitation I met a few other individuals who were unjustly and fraudulently forced into treatment. I began to look up to one of these such members of the men’s community, who I will refer to as patient X for ambiguity sake.
Unlike me patient X did have alcohol use disorder. He spent many clinic days drinking to avoid alcoholic withdraws. The curious component of his story is that he admitted his depravity, saught help and through his own journey became sober. The bodies at be, namely his local physician, Health monitoring program, rejected his personal path to sobriety and forced him to undergo 90 days of in patient treatment before he could practice medicine again. When he checked in to rehab he had been sober for over a year.
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As for me I spend many sleepless nights pondering how consuming a legal substance in a moderate amount could throw me into significant legal financial issues. My labs my toxicology, my story and my collateral from colleagues from colleagues all indicated light to moderate alcohol use but my evaluators word stood as the word of God.
More frightening was the director of this rehabs acknowledgment of this. The director who happens to also coincidentally be the evaluator, stated to me as well as to staff on multiple occasions: “ I suggest inpatient treatment for everyone who is reported”. “This is safer for me not to miss anyone who could harm patients, and I figure there must be a reason someone reported them.”
I am still elucidating the reason why I was determined guilty and proven innocent, however I can say from my 90 day stent that the majority of the patients at this rehab needed to be there. This program is saving lives of both providers and patients, however it is destroying the lives of those wrongfully accused.
Chapter 4 your lisense rehab or jail : Upon arivil I was sent to a detox hospital underwent a medical examination and was “one of the lucky ones” who required no detoxification and could report directly to PHP. Like everyone else, I spent 90 days in a PHP, being as 6-10 weeks is simply a lie they tell patients to decrease the change of resisting the treatment. When discussing the topic one therapist sated “if we told patients 90 days they would never come.” She then attempted to justify the treatment by outlining the story of a patient she had called who “didn’t make it to treatment” and killed themselves”. It is my belief that it is not the lack of PHP which impelled such professionals to take their life, but them realizing that they now will be obliged to undergo 90 days of PHP, 5 years of PRN monitoring with a loss of autonomy and hundreds of thousands of dollars taken from them that induced their hopelessness. For even if these professionals were truly mentally unstable in their addictions, in every case it was only following a phone call where they were informed they must undergo treatment that they took their life’s. By this time I still haven’t the slightest clue what PRN was.
Despite the security these programs provide for many my 6 main issues with them can be summarized in : 1. Kick backs: evaluators are directors of treatment clinics 2. The reported are guilty till proven innocent 3. The price, the overflow of money these places drag in from both patients and state universities is appalling, they charge separately for every visit and test 4. Although they make the claim that they are individualized, they are anything but. Every patient gets the same stay and treatment from the doctor drunk on the job and the one who was late to a shift 5. They force voluntary treatment. remember that friendly evaluator who promised he had your best interest at heart, so you opened up and told him everything about your substance use/ developmental / family history, well if you don’t stay for 90 days he will be “normally obliged” to tip the board of medical off to you.

1. The programs have overstepped their intended jurisdiction. -these programs work well if they function how they were intended at their inception. Cite original purpose. Originally these programs were designed to protect physicians and civilians from impaired practitioners; being healthcare workers who were impaired at work. Over the years, these organizations have extended their authority to encompass individuals with substance use disorders When not at work and also those who are in training to become healthcare professionals. Take for example myself compared to a physician who is impaired at work. A doctor who arrived for duty under the influence would surely benifit from the extensive testing, therapy and accountability enforced via these programs. In accordance the 20,000$ per year cost is appropriate when only making up roughly 7% of their yearly salary vs nearly half of a residents. In my case with my loss of income from employment, coast of treatment and monitoring, this year I will be required to pay 20,000$ to work. Yes, I will be losing money to work. Even if did indeed have a substance use disorder this level of monitoring wouldn’t not be considered appropriate.

Dispite all of the miscomings of this System My time spend in PHP was indeed helpful, as I believe it would be for anyone. Time for exercise, a reprieve from work and weekly counseling. A sample structure of my day to day schedule is provided below for insight:
Structure The general structure of these rehabitation centers is as follows: 1. One week of orientation phase, where you are not allowed in electronics or contact with the outside world world. Therefore, if you’re going, bring some things you would like to read or study. 2. In phase 2, you can use your phone however you cannot leave campus. You must stay in the dorm on campus. These shitty 1 room run down apartments with two other roommates will cost you about $1000 a week, they are required for at least four weeks and they are billed separately, no insurance will help you out here. 3. In phase 3 you can commute to campus if you beg your therapist and live very close. Whether you’re on campus or living off-campus, you are allowed to leave up to four hours per day. If you commute, you’ll be required to take a sober link decide you must Breath, alcohol test into every 6 hours. Like everything else in this program you must pay for this separately, a few hundred dollars a week. You advanced to other phases by completing assignments, however, assignments are limited by required built-in time, intrusive, scheduling, and reviewing. Therefore, if you do everything as rapidly as possible phase 1 will take one week phase 2 will take three weeks.
Every day schedule:
7:30: wake up, report to the front desk to inform them that you haven’t ran away yet and take and prescribed medications. They keep all your medications and require that you report to take them; for me this was antidepressants in an attempt to dispel the depression I contracted from being forced into treatment and whatever off label medication they were attempting to treat my ADHD with, since control medications were forbidden.
8 am: community group assessments This consisted of other patients presenting their assignments amongst the large group, on the weekends this was often an hour later and 12 study regularly took the place of assignment presentation.
10 am: process group. This was a two hour group therapy session with 6 to 12 other professionals in a therapist and training or occasionally a licensed mental health therapist.
1 pm: recreation This was generally about an hour of some sober themed craft or activity. Once a week this time slot was used for yoga.
2 pm: this was another time slot used for patients to present assignments as well as for individual therapy sessions. Each patient had one individual therapy session lasting 30 minutes per week.
3pm: This was time allotted to work on assignments or go to the gym on your sex specific scheduled gym day.
5pm: this time was used for guest speakers or another 12 step study group.
6 pm : this was generally an off-campus 12 step group
10 pm: report to the front desk and let them know you still haven’t ran away and take and Medication which are prescribed to take at night, then return to your cot bed in your room with 1-2 other roommates.
I found the community to be one of the most beneficial aspects of the PHP program. I was in a cohort of chill ass professionals of the same occupation who were always there to help each other.
Assignments The curriculum of the PHP consisted of assignment based on every step of the 12th step program. Generally, a patient would be required to complete an assignment on their own, review it with other patients, then faculty and finally present the assignment in front of the whole treatment group. You’re only given one assignment at a time and there are multiple steps to each which all requires scheduling this ensures that no matter how determined a patient is a full 90 days of treatment is required to complete all the assignments.
AA structure -the obsolete nature of AA has been verified in numbers studies, but I will refrain from divulging here and lend that endeavor to Dr. Lance Dodes very thorough discussion on the subject,in “the sober truth “
In all sincerity, if I truely did have a severe use disorder this experience could have been life saving. I only wish I could have used my 50 grand for someone who has spent their life time In addictive without reprieve. My first conversation when I was given my phone back was how I wish my father could be able to attend this PHP.
Chapter 5 reporting and PRN Self reporting What they ask you What you should tell them
There’s a third-party agency called professional resource network. Every state has their own. This agency works as a liaison between you and whatever credentialing service your occupation requires. Essentially they ensure your monitoring after treatment. Stake governments and licensing boards trust them, mainly because they monitor with the highest level of intrusiveness. This alleviates much work for state governments and licensing boards because once an individual is being monitored by a professional resource network, then they are deemed appropriate for duty and no further investigation/litigation needs to occur, as long as the monitored individual completely complies.
Because I was never impaired at work I was never reported to this agency. The general workflow of things someone would report you to professional resource network, then the resource network would contact you, and then you would be required to report for an evaluation at a treatment center, which would inevitably result in a suggestion I’ve treatment at that given treatment center. In my case I was sent to the treatment center without PRN being involved. Thus, two weeks into treatment. I was notified by my therapist that I needed to call PRN and self report. I attempted to resistance given that I did not have a problem and was not individually seeking help. I asked what happened if I didn’t self report. I was told that in order to stay in the treatment program I had to report to PRN. This meant either I report to PRN or I get kicked out of the treatment program and lose my job.
When you report to PRN they will ask you why you are in treatment. They will then list off every substance imaginable, asking you if you have ever tried the substance and when your last use was. Ultimately, they will obtain your discharge information from your treatment center, so it is in your best interest to report only what was found in your biochemical testing. If it wasn’t in your hair, I would argue that you don’t have a use disorder regarding that substance and it’s not relevant. I don’t believe it’s important for them to know that you smoked weed when you were 12.
Chapter 6 The contract:
Before being discharged from a treatment facility, a professional resource network will have you sign a contract. A little known fact which I was oblivious to is that contracts can be negotiated. Though this isn’t it possible, it is highly improbable that you can negotiate your contract since PRN has a power to delay your clearance to return to work.
Contractor almost never personalized, and I have not heard of a contract which is not a five-year agreement. You will sign releases of information so that PRN has access to all of your information which was gathered at the treatment facility. You must have a therapist, psychiatrist, primary care, doctor, and a addiction, medicine psychiatrist. You assign releases of information for all of them. You will be required To commit to: 1. three mutual aid meetings a week which you must log. I log smart recovery meetings. 2. Weekly therapy sessions with an approved mental health therapist from their list 3. Monthly doctors appointments with an addiction medicine psychiatrist 4. Yearly appointments with a primary care physician 5. Monthly appointments with a psychiatrist 6. Daily check-ins on a random drug testing app ( you will agree to weekly urine tests, a peth test 4 times a year, a hair test twice a year and a little caveat that says anything else they deem, clinically reasonable) 7. Quarterly update reports which you are required to obtain from a workplace monitor, therapist, addiction, medicine, psychiatrist, primary care physician and any other doctor you are seeing. 8. You must upload all of your prescriptions into a mobile application every single time you get them refilled and are not allowed to take them until they are approved. 9. Attendance of a PRN group via zoom. This is a local group you are assigned along with other monitored practitioners. There is a fee of roughly 130$ a month to attend this required group. For me all of these requirements coast around 20,000 a year. If you ever have a positive test even if it is the result of contamination from rubbing alcohol or unintentional ingestion of alcohol/ allergy medication your contract will rest to 5 years from the time of positive test. Once your five year contract is completed, you must ask to be released from monitoring. At that point they will search for any reason to keep you under monitoring. This could be dilute urines, daily check ins or a week where you did not attend mutual aid meetings. Every certification and license which you apply for will likely ask you if you were under a monitoring program/ have been treated for substance use. You must give an explanation and check yes. As far as licensing programs are concerned, if you were under the monitoring of PRN, you are safe, however they group practitioners who have had behavioral issues with practitioners who were diverting drugs from work. Therefore, keep in mind that you will be labeled as a sever addict.
7 Back to work and only work. During treatment your only goal is to return to work, however when you return your experience will be drastically distinct from what you remember. For me, I was now working in isolation. Missing six months of my training meant that no other Resident was on the same rotation as me. My coworkers at all formed friend groups. When I returned I was greeted with much concern for my well being. No one would speak to be about my absence, however everyone knew there is only one reason a resident would leave for 6 months then return. My Accdeemic meetings were consisting of attending telling me “I have a target on my back now” and “ I have to preform even better than others” in the light of my time missed. If this wasn’t alienating enough, the majority of Resident events, sponsored by recruiters and my university revolved around alcohol to which I had to give some excuse to why I can not partake with others. I’m fortunate that I do not have an addiction, because these stressful conditions along with the daunting amount of dead and requirements imposed by PRN are enough to make any addict relapse. While I was at treatment, I was in the dative with Samyr stories a physicians whose addictions got the best of them. Physicians who did not make it to treatment, often taking their own life. These stories were presented as a warning. Your addictions will kill you without our treatment was the message. When, in reality I did not hear one story in which the addiction killed physician. Every physician who didn’t make it to treatment took their life after being told they must report to a treatment facility. Perhaps they knew what this entailed and it was not their addiction or getting caught which caused them to end their lives, but the unmanageable and often unreasonable burden that treatment would put on their lives.
9 How to escape So your fucked your in PRN and should be or you should and now your recovered and want to terminated your contract.

1. You ask to be released early done at 1/2 time ( good luck)
2. You have “good reason” (no one has ever been let out of contract because of this reason, the verbiage is far too vague)
3. You serve all your time and they let you out(maybe, as discussed earlier, they would do everything they can to keep you in your contract as long as your practicing)
4. You can’t practice medicine anymore

10 Layer up butter cup : I cannot emphasize the extent to which legal help is required in this process. You much seek it and seek it early. Lawyers can provide many avenues to you early in the process. Once you have committed to treatment, gone for evaluation or are in a PRN contract , this is very little that you or legal help can do. Spend a few thousand dollars when you are accused and save the 20-30,000 later.
After you have been evaluated if you disagree as I did, then this is the process you must undergo. 1. Hire a occupation, defense, lawyer 2. Prove you don’t have an addiction, this is done by having an alternative evaluator with similar credentials state that either you don’t have an addiction or that PRN’s level of monitoring is not medically appropriate ( this will need to be a multi day neuropsychological evaluation, which will cost about $5000). 3. Your lawyer must draft in writing that the medical level of monitoring is not required such as another medical professional and send this to PRN 4. PRN will tattle on you to the board of medicine. 5. The board of medicine will conduct an investigation. 6. At the end or when they believe they have enough reasonable evidence to the board of medicine will suspend your license or claim, you must comply with the PRN contract to practice. 7. At this time your lawyer will defend you in the state court against the board. This is costly but much less than the coast of a 5 year PRN contract 8. If you win you will likely suggest an alternative level of care such as gonna get therapy every week. If you lose, than you wasted a fuck ton of money and are still bound by your PRN contract.
Overall this entire process has coast me Over all coast:
My finances for this year only including PRN and rent are as follows:
120-200$ every week for testing 480-800/ month
65 every week for therapy 195/month
125 every month for PRN group
About 50-69 every month for 2 doctor apts
So at least 745$/month at the lowest
Treatment at the recovery center coast 20,000 for me out of pocket and
I wasn’t payed for 6 months with no FMLA because I am a first year. At the 1 year mark I will have made 26,000 this year after taxes And payed About 29,000 on PRN alone
Rent is 1,000 so that’s 12,000 a year
Just in rent and PRN alone I will be at 26,000- 41,600 -15,600.
I will be in debt by at least 18,000 at the 1 year mark
Coast of treatment center 20,000 (with insurance) For each year of PRN roughly 20,000 Add that to 6 months of attending salary which was delayed due to my treatment time: at least 150,000 Layer coasts along with other evaluations 25,000 Missing 6 months of residency pay 30,000 Coast of 1 year in monitoring: 245,000 Coast of 5 years 325,000
If my case progress to a trail I will require an extra 20,000 in court coasts
Chapter 11 My secondary eval: Dr sushi After I arrived at my treatment center I challenge my evaluation multiple times. Each and every time I was discharged and often accused of alternate mental health/ substance abuse issues to discourage my advances. I was never given the opportunity to undergo alternative assessment, however PRN guidelines state that you can obtain a second option within 7 days of your first. This is a mute point, however, because you will not receive the results of your evaluation until over a week after it is conducted and the second evaluation must be conducted by another PRN hired evaluator of their choosing. During my stay in rehab I contacted PRN multiple times to attempt another evaluation/ legal help. They warned against both stating they were a “waste of money” and “pointless”.
After completing my treatment with the guidance of many addiction, experienced physicians, mental health counselors and psychiatrists recommendations I sought in a secondary evaluation. I chose a highly qualified professional with over 30 years of experience to conduct an extensive neuo psycho social evaluation of me. One that I was sure would be more extensive than the evaluation I received at treatment and more importantly an unbiased evaluation.
The results from my evaluation not only showed that I did not have a substance abuse problem warranting PRN level monitoring, but also that PRN was falling to allow adequate treatment of other conditions such as my ADHD. My evaluation showed my ADHD was not only untreated by PRNs attempt at using non controlled medication, but also in the top 3% most severe presentations of ADHD. My evaluator went on to explain my results by questioning why my treatment center even mandated I undergo neuro cognitive evaluation. The only neurodiverse findings were my IQ, my dyslexia and my ADHD. However, a neuo cognitive examination can be billed separately by treatment centers, therefore they always recommend one.
Chapter 12 Amongst its greed, intrusive nature and faulty accusations, professional recourse network function highly proficiently at the task they were designed to; protective physicians and patients from physicians who are impaired at work. In this domain they save lives, offer second changes and protect the public. When they act beyond their intended jurisdiction by imposing unnecessary monetary demands on practitionersin training, accuse practitioners without proof or act on behavior exemplified outside of a work setting they unjustly and inappropriately attack the week and innocent.
Proposed reform: As a trainee my universities malpractice insurance covers me for mistakes made at work. If a learner mistakenly harms a patient, then the university stands on their behalf. If the learner does something wrong under a teachers direct guidance, then the teacher is at fault. This makes sense logically as well as pragmatically. The state entrusts large amounts of money to hospital systems and universities to train resident physicians. A portion of this money is allocated to malpractice insurance. This should extend to accused impairment.
Suppose a training university was required to cover rehabilitation and monitoring of a resident of whom they claim is impaired. Alternatively they have the option of firing the trainee. This would reduce the number of innocent trainees being accused of impairment, make the process of rehabilitation more fair and provide a better use for tax payer derived dollars, which hospital systems are given to train residents. The truly impaired could still seek help, less false accusations would be made and with the employers having the ability to fire at the moment of impairment, there would be less chance of impairment at work.

I'm not sure if incels are a very outlandish concept here in SG. I'm not proud of being an incel and I never thought that I would become one. However, I do believe that one day I will get past this phase.
For context, I think I have it slightly better than most incels. I'd say my face looks below average, but I'm a lot taller than the average guy in SG, slightly above 190cm, am decently well built since I've been hitting the gym for over a year, am financially stable thanks to my savings, side income and family background.
So you must be thinking: I have everything a 23 year old could want in life. I ORDed around a month ago, I'm currently taking a few months to consider my future job and am figuring out how to expand my side businesses that I've been running for awhile. I'm free, I drive a nice Porsche (Dads 3rd vehicle so it's not mine), have money to do and buy whatever I please, am genetically advantaged in height and body build. Why would I become an incel?
I don't have any friends due to my lack of self confidence, which stems from being bullied in Secondary school. I'd consider myself to be introverted. Every guy my age is going to uni, where they get to make many new friends, experience the hall/uni life, talk to other girls. If not, almost every guy has a friend group that has a girl inside. Even if they don't, one of the friend in the group would have a friend that is a girl, and through him you'd be able to have mutuals etc. I have close to zero exposure with the outside world. It's not that I don't want to go out, it's that I don't have reason to. The only times I go out are to gym, have supper alone, pump petrol. I am on 3 different dating apps, at one point 5. I'll get to that in a second.
You know sometimes you see someone attractive, you'd glace at them? Throughout my life, even up till now, I've never caught a girl giving me attention. Which leads me to the incel mindset.
Think about it. I've seen girls on social media and in public sometimes. Most of them date guys that are either super handsome with thick eyebrows, tall and huge, clear skin, good fashion sense. You do occasionally see some girls date guys that are average or even below average looking, but the harsh truth is that the girls themselves aren't very attractive. I know I'm a hypocrite.
Girls don't want guys that treat them well or give them attention. For some reason, girls only like guys that don't know that they exist or treat them like trash. If an average looking guy kept giving a girl attention and tried chasing her, do you really think she'd fall for him if there's a good looking guy that she likes but doesn't like her back? In SG, girls can choose whoever they want, I don't know why. Guys will fall for you if you're even remotely attractive and if you spend enough time with him. Chances are, and a girl uses this to her advantage, the better looking guy will fall for her if she gives him attention. So she chooses to friendzone the average looking guy and take a chance at dating the better looking guy, because she knows that there is a high chance that he'd start to fall for her.
There's this saying where 80% of girls go for the top 10% of men. I am not in that 10% because of my trash social skills with girls and average/below average face. I've been on dating apps for 3 years, and at this point I'm done with them. At first, I'd slowly swipe the girls and consider if she's really my type. But now I just spam like because the girls that I like don't like me back. I get like 1 match every 2 weeks, even being on multiple dating apps. Skill issue? Do you really think she'd swipe on me when there are better looking guys on the apps? And the fucking shittiest part is when I match with a girl that i'm interested in, I send the first message (because in sg thats how its supposed to be), and then the next morning i wake up she unmatches. In the 3 years I've been on dating apps I've gone on 0 dates. I had 2 conversations with girls that I was interested in. only for 1 to ghost me and for the other to unmatch me.
This is what I deduce from my experience with girls on dating apps and my ex. I'm financially stable, I'm tall, I'm well built. Yet I'm unable to get the attention of a girl. This is because of my face and my awkwardness/lack of ability to speak to girls because I don't have much experience. If I were good looking, the second part wouldn't matter because the girl would be the one trying to carry on the conversation. Because of this mindset, I've slowly started to resent girls because of their mindsets. Whenever I'd see a girl at my gym/in public, I start to feel a sense of hatred and sadness. I can't explain why. I don't think I'd make a bad boyfriend. All I want is to start a family and my girlfriend and I work together to build our family and our own home. But I don't have the chance, no girl would want to even give me a chance because I'm not handsome.
TLDR: Height/muscles/mannerisms don't matter, as long as your face looks good you're set.
I know this post is going to get a lot of hate. I'm not posting this so that I'd get pity. I just wanted to share my experiences. I'd love to hear your opinions.

I’m an ALT at the junior high school and occasionally elementary level.
Lately I’ve become really tired of my students using Google translate for words in English class and am looking for an alternative, ideally an online dictionary aimed at Japanese students learning English with as many of the following features as possible:

• Japanese user interface
• The word with common nouns uncapitalised
• A definition in Japanese
• The word class (noun, adjective, verb, etc)
• Multiple example sentences
• An indication as to whether the word is in common usage or archaic term
• Recording of pronunciation

Problems with Google Translate have caused lots of issues in my students’ writings.
These are some of the issues I’ve faced:
Google Translate always has unnecessary capitalisation when they type in a word on its own, because it treats the word like the start of a new sentence and automatically capitalises it. The problem is the students don’t question the all-knowing Google-sensei and just copy what it comes out with as is into their work.
Result: ‘I like Fried Chicken.’
It also doesn’t tell them the word class (noun, adjective, verb, etc) so they end up using it incorrectly in their sentences.
Result: ‘I like her brave.’ (Should be the noun ‘bravery’, not the adjective ‘brave’)
It also causes issues when they input a word that covers many meanings in one language but has separate dedicated words in the other language.
E.g. ‘足’ (ashi) means both ‘foot’ or ‘leg’ in Japanese so when they put 足 into Google Translate, Google will just choose ‘foot’ or ‘leg’ randomly.
This also happens with words in English that have multiple meanings for the same word depending on the context.
E.g. ‘trip’ can mean 旅行 (‘trip’ as in going somewhere for a holiday/vacation) or 躓く(‘trip’ as in trip over something and fall over).
This is why I’d like them to use something that has example sentences so it shows them many options and then they can figure out which one to choose.
When I studied languages back home at secondary school and university, our teachers didn’t allow us to use Google Translate. Instead, they pointed us towards better online dictionaries with the features I listed above. Some examples were SpanishDict for Spanish and Jisho.org for Japanese (I love Jisho.org but the UI is very much designed for English-speaking learners of Japanese rather than Japanese-speaking learners of English). I still use these two sites and would love to show my students a website that they can continue to use well into the future.
I hope someone can help me out. Thanks in advance :)

Previously posted in discord by multiple group members.
Still WIP
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https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxvfeZp4-W4dBsgl07Hhc4o3h9RE93u7v0 Focus
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxZl8MctTB3beEa7pzjluNxQO3_VBCNAal Ignorance breeds emotion
https://www.twitch.tv/winternomics/clip/FaintFrozenHorseradishCoolCat?filter=clips&range=all&sort=time The Central Banker's Bankers
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxnTV9Et5R3hk_x_yju-oRrCGCY5xCkZ0w Bullflags bottoms - dead bodes - told you so
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxYJc_JkjrimMdIonC3qtD3WYcNb2dIALq Consumer sentiment 1
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxEPyYOKTzOGPZZrJa_2bHSBaOJYY2bOpo Consumer sentiment 2
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxYXuccyb_NeQMtgLCHFRjaFtZMCSkXdb3 Foresight minded
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxD-jrWFeozWA-gzozwYT8UKnBH7v7yx14 Thought preceeds action - graph is a behaviour
https://youtube.com/clip/Ugkxr-qbKm3Zfkp0cnQKUTKTBVOpj2SSWEoj losses are set and potential cost of doing business
https://www.twitch.tv/winternomics/clip/TsundereStrangeAubergineNerfRedBlaster?filter=clips&range=all&sort=time study the losses
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https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxpFIaKerCkrqEeazuZ17UvmSlGY-7jsWh Herd mentality 2
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https://youtube.com/clip/Ugkx29-VDu1Ihxz5WgOuk54PefxUkCPSWMGf What causes SPY gaps
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxbICssst49iuTwHOC1KR5ZBjIeLUfoqPy disappering ppl from the eco
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxkVOaqsCHu5j8dPcBMbH9-TLLBfygLPWP Sector subdivision sympathy
https://youtube.com/clip/Ugkx12T4L9E1Skui5p70m_rp_YEzJylG9fsA Never bet against the trend if you found one
https://youtube.com/clip/Ugkx3r5WpgGUK5TMmhKn3oTL5ktEAARjHqyK Don't fomo - think and plan
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxY8vV5jmQM3kzmvJ_L8mjik8RO1PyTIT5 Brics VS West 1
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxrCBo1Hi0Y2Xq4XelOvg7A-mjUb9vUQ24 Brics VS West 2
https://clips.twitch.tv/FantasticFunNightingaleM4xHeh Inflation - like water in the pool
https://clips.twitch.tv/DarkCrackyTermitePeteZaroll Fear is a mind killer
https://youtube.com/clip/Ugkxs51NcN8mahiWGxITSuGieipMQQ9mC2sy Psychology of trends and bullflag
https://youtube.com/clip/Ugkx3JUCvnfSEvKVqNCOD63SZfryoS7lYU83 Be proactive, be vigilent
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxdqZlIXfNBbRlKtxoT7Q8uvbF1AdfomGX Pusshing buttons -> take a breatherPusshing buttons -> take a breather
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxzeW-NTXGpX-XSfSn78ucvnROvJeKMGXT Expected earnings surprise - perception arbitrage 1
https://youtube.com/clip/Ugkxx86A594tRWrbcGFCMhqWYBoPUMNYg1MC Expected earnings surprise - perception arbitrage 2
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxCwxB01EJPXSqbq-yIeMrgHeWduE_y71- Being active is a habit most people don't have - most people are lazy
https://www.twitch.tv/winternomics/clip/EnjoyableTolerantFriesYee?filter=clips&range=all&sort=time Keep progressing, constantly become your better version
https://youtube.com/clip/Ugkx8CcBVtVEt62uF-m1HcjEc_JhksduoFwS Fractal analysis - add context and sentiments
https://clips.twitch.tv/AlertHelpfulTardigradePermaSmug Manage risk and increase capital systematically
https://youtube.com/clip/Ugkxs8_E7qC6tk4ni_nlNjyW71iJzEdl5W2e manage emotions - make plans - quantum paths
https://clips.twitch.tv/RichStrongBatteryPeteZaroll Be mechanical - have a business plan
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxPmYxjqI1gUHsRVgqFYs-BYTZth6vAuEB Price is people
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxVI3m4_GUlgYElHIMuTVIOJIBy-AA4wgR attention span - Organisation is everything - consistency - life pattern
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxX76aXOjDlKdGu-SpHU0OtypgBo7HHkue Government spending is the driver of the economy
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxFZBeTIfKWGYNOkPwF0rvy9idF79JICyN Drift is Real - can happen to all of us
https://youtube.com/clip/Ugkx949hC7BQ40bYdtVMkekP2ih-ZeF30kQ4?si=VpF4BfB4QNJPMAjK Perspective matters - 2 sides of the cup
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxngVpphKOi_hvcyf09g8LqNds4YMgAQrU Fed fighting inflation by preventing labour force from having pricing power over wages.
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxYdoI_l7Q0JOrAp2d5fZsZJHXIn-zD70J no one is in - AAPL gets to ATH because no one is ever in it. #AppleEvents
https://youtube.com/clip/Ugkx-AaE6dG173xUdBFE_MLU2geWUPSZMRej The habits for career trading is not something that everyone has.
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxPH2YtekA_hkIVwHbVSPMh8fH5eqPcqkB when it seems too bullish pause and reflect on that
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxZnlIU6yS9ACV0ehQJIbOuKrNGXfzoqDO world basket index
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxXxQQL8aiOlUqwMdY9zahI52idcWBlvSM if it's free, you are the product - People are the product in free to trade brokers
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxlDBkPy9nx5La4D6WAqgzWjTFwDmMKhwE Markets about a few making money -- value is about scarcity and utility -- universe hates socialist
https://youtube.com/clip/Ugkxpi1XcxdeqXBdVytLYUW5-GJGVzjGjpu3 Watch other sectors for catch up mode on SPY flag rotation
https://youtube.com/clip/Ugkx5f4tP4tKEEDskgMirStfIUgdZnAuRkEO Not trading is a trade
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxqNSmtWHN90fn3Vu-pw0ZjtSW8x9pppgN price has memory
https://youtube.com/clip/Ugkx-06loG1pjfXeMSKNcoFLOJO2NjFsxcJb Sentiment damage at he bottom of the bull flag led to the arch.
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxBd9GGCQ8tlxVgAMo5MPiF9aB0q1843e2 No one wants it till ATH. - major sentiment damage in the bottom
https://youtube.com/clip/Ugkx5ex9OC2B58MkYvMAZLFx_rNoRSPdGN9x Duration of the bottom rotation mind fucks people
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxOqS34ojsxMG4Vya3gqzczieprntJiBEM Fed derisking market == sending people back to work
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxscWAVJw_7Szlp98qZxsfJL_SY1p2tdWt Fed derisking market == sending people back to work --2
https://youtube.com/clip/Ugkx120HZOMQN-TTZL7bcHB2HfOd5YMsQNHp Dxy index and what it is
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxQmdDSdNiMPBVNnpuH5xzsldF1E5Uw8bf inflation / deflation = water illustration
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxC6ZW23V9pZzZO1tctMH5zW3K3vL-wlML inflation / deflation = water illustration - 2
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxG5Oe1QlKN_l1T-dCZqXM4q49-a1UvOuh inflation / deflation = water illustration - 3
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxTFxRy6t-ifxZ-mwaGgc3jGhlASaQm-_w Long attention span important for planning on macro resolutions
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxlLskc-W9jpUusxqHvDweDHJoERNGv-uz synchronicity, Objective analysis - observing without judgement
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxZ6rraHg_Sg7Ae1K0o1TDPv3iUHwEkazP observe without judgement - twitter greatest sample of population
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https://www.twitch.tv/winternomics/clip/NeighborlyFrailMallardCmonBruh Information bigotry - system to system
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https://youtube.com/clip/Ugkxq0ZnFYocliIk5g2u_UdUZRDwpxuc4FMh Debt base Economy explanation, government spending under Democrats
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxAk4Zm2lxbtvqEazMXu0FZ_lwK0rdjs_W Professional trader habits
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https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxDvijqhLZpj1PjHCMuB5lw06JVqqsPc1t Memo on good idea is seldom and value requires scarcity and utility
https://youtube.com/clip/Ugkxwg_tahfMcO6_nnCM2ZQAso_3DIgVS5gV Sentiment on rotation to the top memo - nobody wants it
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxZvuNUI5X3i0fOsntLwPU-fPQ-FfW6QBr Best of breed
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxAJLoZuWnTNDKc793xvBn_Z01bUphdpuv What the crowd does
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxR8iZck8a6EkmHOcBcVROpAOjEEo_QtGO Japan - The carry trade and why we watch the YEN
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxyvL3t1R3KbFCP5a-ROWrClRMkbkXE0fe Economists are clueless
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxsjVrJzJJ94eFpCc6V4299ZQww-stfOFP Tesla - Arc & Probably needs consolidation
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxzVwbfPERuc1DEWSj0WZqnlEPVwwc0Lpm Unity - Been a Long Time
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxB8ON2jDIFAIA_BADJC_RJsho0yp-MGfo Rotation of sentiments of crowd and marketing phase
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxfO1TqBMKTO1ZbngTU5jdZwsu6_5d1up6 smart money (e.g. goldman sachs in this clip) bullshitting the crowd
https://youtube.com/clip/Ugkxvw-yvYNdmPv9ekoM76iu8xJK7niQvdE7 TM_HMC_japan - don't sleep on Japan
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxMtNza7rjujyNMXZNvbDXPc9J2FpvHdq5 Bias & People deleting information
https://youtube.com/clip/Ugkx8YrM1Ps-AxSoUe1jtEuPO-vx-BbE1MpB Bias & People deleting information - emotion and ego
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxcDBNVvhDWXip8x2N4xV_55PL1hkBimSP Detecting Emotions within self is a skill to develop and how we correlate like a school of Fish.
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxLyW76I4Ykt6LZth9vVIeqBvbGvydhLd- SPY Emotional Levels - box ranges
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxXjaWFHn57-ME-auOaeKBMFo-0MJCK5mt 1/atometh memo - defi
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxdgPMMTveupZa-Jdr8dvME_lLFJuA5GaH 1/atometh memo second part
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxI3NOZJsydIBPZy3xQ2c8loPuRfGkCLeF Where bad ideas come from... memo on behavior! - dunning kruger effect, empty bell makes the most noise
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https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxbBOuFMfAzAaVou3l7z23HF7hcucrum0D backwadation explained
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxzagKnzgubOy-CSIYxiViUSZPZidGv_Cw How bias works - deletion of information

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So I've been pushed around between MBSP, Jambatan agama Islam Penang and the "Pejabat agama daerah BM", just to call them to either turn off or tune down the nearby/local "pondok" surau's (100-250meters) loudspeakers because since after this year's Puasa they've up their volume more to the current point I've been not getting enough sleep and ruined recordings. MBSP said they cant do anything and JHEAIPP just direct me to pejabat agama , and pejabat agmaa just effectively say "they wont do jack shit", not exact words but felt like they after a conversation and the day after effect(ie no improvement nor changes).
Basically from the pejabat agama they say that every surau "in penang" have been broadcasting WITH loudspeakers for the azan cermah pagi so they cant turn off nor tune down the loudspeaker volume which is a lie, casue I've been around the state especially odd morning because of school, sleepovers and visiting relatives over the years I have not heard a single surau cermah unless I was near the a mosque even then the most notable mosque (masjid negeri pinang) that was right next to my primary school almost never have cermah broadcasts when I arrived to school like every near 5am and got back home late 2-3pm from 2003-2008, the only notable exception was the village kampung outside of my secondary school (2010-2014), yes they did broadcast, but only audible when I was like passing over it about <50m beside a street if I choose walk home, but the in school pondok surau also almost never used loudspeakers even when I arrived at the odd mornings) my memory were solid then I may've forgotten names and faces and I remember things and where to go.
Hell the local surau either late opened or only started using loudspeakers few years ago, ever since I've moved here at about 2010 from Paya Terubong it was always quaint and quiet in my taman, not until late 2018 when the local pondok surau start using loudspeakers and I've been losing sleep and drooping grades/ worsen work quality since due to disrupted work and disturbed sleep. most of my mailed in complains were just ghosted. My only solution was just to tire myself out so I sleep in more deeply and plugging my ears if I do heard it but I really cant just plug my ears anymore nor tire myself out at the end of the day because both isnt working anymore and doctors are saying I've damaged my ear canal too much and really begged me to stop plugging my ears and as opening paragraph they've gotten louder.
I am just an "uneducated, uncultured" west aligned Chinese and alot of these information from contacting one pejabat to another is new to me but still very annoyed by linearly the whole process almost feel like I'm developing islamic phobia and turning racist like my relatives. I really need help and I feel like I'm going insane