Funny sorority sister sayings

Its funny because death is not a burning flame that chars your skin if you love it enough, it's a warmth in a freezing night. I feel now as if the warmth is washing over me. With God there's the pressure of being without sin but without God there is the pressure of being without anyone. Inshallah the Lord Jesus Christ will lay me to eternal rest soon, a rest which is the finality of My existence period. I say it all the time, friends are important and without friends I truly have nothing to live for so I have no reason to be alive anymore. Let me be jealous no more, I am in so much pain over something I cannot even comprehend. It would have been better for me to have never been born so that I would not have to feel this sense of unbelonging, I am an alien to all I am not worthy of this world and anyone who says otherwise doesn't know what I feel. I'm scared of the blade, it hurts a lot against my skin and makes no progress despite the pain I am in, how beautiful of a feeling would hope be had I had a gun, it would make death feel so much closer and had I had one from the beginning I would not be here suffering on my own. I would be where I was before my birth, where I belong truly, that's my home but it's far and I have to suffer to get there. Its a mercy on myself to be there, anyone who thinks otherwise doesn't care for me but rather an idea of me, an idea of a human who doesn't actually exist, stop pretending to see me when you have never seen me

I(29M) am married to my wife(44f) and have two kids (7yrs,8mo) recently, my sister in law(29f) held a party to celebrate her recovery from breast cancer after battling it for 5 years, i was very happy for her because she was my only friend in middle school. i had what you would call "high functioning autism" so others thought that i was weird and acted out and didn't think that i had problems getting social cues to be fair i did not find out that i was autistic until i turned 17 but nonetheless, i was very miserable in elementary school because they thought i was to normal to be autistic but to weird to be normal so i was often ostracized from others in school but i didn't know because my clueless autistic brain thought that they were my friends. i was very depressed when i found out in my 6th year that they hated me.(technically my 4th year because both my parents are professors and they took us abroad when they had sabbatical so i did 1 and half years of primary education in korea was abroad for two years,then came back (the funny thing is i had many friends before moving abroad for a while and was never suspected to be autistic maybe the conspiracy theorists are right and getting vaccinated in america does give you autism.) so in middle school i was afraid of talking to others and became a hikikomori and missed school a lot but she(my sister in law) saw that i was lonely and became my friend me,my brother,and sister in law playing halo reach and me,him and her arguing over console war shit (we had a ps3 and she had a 360 i was a sony pony so i never admitted to her that i liked coming over and playing halo and she never accepted that killzone 2 had better graphics.) but still they are some of my fondest memories and always thought of her as a sister and was very happy when she started dating my younger brother and became my real sister if it wasn't for her and my wife(who was my homeroom teacher when i was 15) i would have not gotten out of this depressive spiral i was in. but her twin sister is a cunt and she tried to get my brother to cheat on his gf(her sister!) who had undergone mastectomy and chemotherapy by saying that she has no breasts and hair and he should leave her and be with her(cunt) instead obviously he refused and never invited her to their social gatherings but never told sister in law about it as she really loves her sister and would be heartbroken. he always told her that her sister couldn't make it due to circumstances but this time she really wanted to see her sister and contacted her, she then happily told my brother about it and he pretended to be happy. he then called me and said that i can't talk about it and have to treat her(the cunt) normally and i was going to until she made my daughter cry by saying that her mom is a pedo and a groomer and that she gave me good grades for fucking her (this is fucking bs as i had terrible grades in middle school and couldnt get into any high schools so i had to take geds(not geds but the korean equivalent) and two entrance exams to enter university) although, it did work out in that thanks to that i was able to graduate early and get a well paying job and my years playing final fantasy 13 in japanese during my cringe hikikomori otaku days helped me get that job because i hadn't been studying at all in school but i did pull all nighters to learning japanese fueled by my desire to read trashy rom-com light novels which really came clutch during entrance exams and help me get into a good university in japan and got me a well paying job and for those of you saying that "oh even if she didnt do any thing with your grades,she still is a pedo) she never thought of me romantically until i was 21 and even then she rejected me and told me that she still sees me as a kid and it took me crying about how i loved her since i was 15,i much i studied even though i hate maths and science and only like history when it's fate(the vn) because i wanted to get her to see me as a possible partner she didnt budge so i did the lamest shit ever and threw a fit and started screaming about how i make 140k a year now and that i never played bloodborne even though i really wanted to and never even bought a ps4 to get a high paying job and embarassed her by being a grown ass 180cm man throwing tantrums i didnt even stop when the restaurant kicked me out and she had to call my mom to take me home but i didnt stop and facetimed her shit faced in my shin chan pajamas crying and told her please give me chance i really like you and that no one loves her like i do and had a fit again and she finally said she'll give me a chance and if she said no i probably would have said that i will commit suicide if she does not date me so if anything im the one with the red flag and the manipulative creep is me luckily, my wife knew i was retarded and accepted my apology for all the stupid shit i tried to pull and she agreed to date me because she thought that i was cute when i was throwing a tantrum (do i still do this? no i did take my meds that day but my brain decided to be more retarded than usual and she finds it cute but shows the recording of 21 year old me being a manbaby to our daughter because she would always burst into laughter every time she sees me being retarded obviously my brain developed more and i am less retarded now) my wife is very positive and never gets into verbal altercations so i wouldnt normally care because we know we didnt do anything to be ashamed of but my daughter loves her mom very much and started to cry which made me very mad so i took the mic from my brothers hands and talked about how she(that cunt) tried to get her sisters bf to leave your sister for you and that she used to bully other girls and my wife was hard on her for that in middle school but instead of talking to my wife she bullied our kid because she is a loser who only fights kids. my brother called me the next day and said that i was an asshole for making his wife cry and that she has been crying her eyes out i felt bad but i do feel like she deserves to know about her sisters betrayal and i would have respected my brothers wishes had she(the cunt) not insulted my wife and made my daughter cry so am i the asshole?

bfr this song has to be about no one ;-; "15 and already has tattoos" yeah I'm sure not being at school you'll find someone like that. All these flippin teenage girls simping over him i honestly don't get it. Bi has such an unlikable personality, i mean don't get me wrong i think brain rot jokes are funny and all (i say them myself) but when he says them its just so ick. Hes so cringe he clearly uses yt shorts unironically and needs to be humbled. You can tell they do read SOME of the negative stuff said about them and then quote it but ig it doesn't go through his thick skull of yt brain rot for 5 year olds. Anyways i know no one finds the song good...i mean if you actually think its good listen to flippin vocaloids or metal. The song is so zamn random and all the "supporters" are just little girls wishing they could get recognized or date him. like i see so many tt saying that he's their future husband...you're actually so delulu #deluluisNOTthesolulu!!!! i actual swear he just wrote random stuff cause...erm i don't think he's dated anyone like that (or anyone at all)

Sorry for the long update but after my last post my husband was quite annoyed with the way i was acting about this whole situation and wanted to talk with Nia and Emilea to try and clears this up, he seems generally over this already and just wants to be done with it but i dont understand how he's generally so calm about this. After some time i think the idea of it didn't actually seem so bad. So last monday he asked if Nia and Emilea could over and after a little convincing they agreed. They arrived at our house and we talked in the living room. Emilea admitted that the roommate she said she'd been having for the last, that we never met, was actually Nia and they've been living together for the last 2 ½ years. My husband actually knew this after the first year but thought i already knew so he didn't bother to say anythiny. After a year, my step daughter told him out of guilt, he didn't see any major red flags with this and honestly didn't care but didn't think they were actually in a relationship. I dont know how i didn't figure that out. for the first year, before my husband found out, she had always said that we were only to come Tuesday's and Thursdays since that was when her roommate wasn't there, but that was actually just apart of how they were trying to hide it to avoid us seeing each other. We talked even more tho, Nia looked over at Emilea and asked if she could tell us something. I looked over at Emilea who gave her a hesitant nod, i was a little uneasy about this and my husband just looked confused and curious. Nia took a deep breathe before speaking up, she admitted that they've been legally married on paper for the last two years, they just hadn't had a reception or anything like that. I was shocked, the fact that my own sister never told me, i thought we had a good relationship, i was the first to know she was trans, helped her pay for her hormone reducers, and helped her pay for and recover after she had top surgery, note she has not had bottom surgery yet, i dont think she even wants tbh. I just couldn't get why she hadn't told me this earlier. We talked for a while longer and actually were getting somewhere when Emilea said they had something else important to tell us. She was obviously very nervous and seemingly a little fidgety, Nia grabbed ber hand tightly and gave it a small squeeze before saying that Nia was 2 months pregnant they wanted to wait as they only found out a few weeks ago. I was obviously surprised as this was a lot to take in in one conversation, my husband was too, he didn't exactly say anything right away but after few moments he seemed pretty Happy. I've think I've grown on the idea of this a lot better now though after our conversation, and im quite excited at the idea of being an aunt. Anyways, thanks for listening.

My whole life my mom has favored my older sister.
All my parents’ friends know that my sister is a lawyer. I will be asked if I’m the lawyer and when I say no, I’m the teacher, you can hear crickets. It’s like they didn’t even know I existed and don’t know what to say.
Another example: I went back to school to get my second credential for special education in early childhood. My mom kept telling me that dad is not good and to quit to help her help him. But my sister decided to run for office as a District Attorney right before my dad died. My mom decides to help my sister run for office because “it was a life long dream of hers (sister’s dream). I turned in my last assignment 4 week early so I could help more with my dad. (BTW, I have young children and worked a teaching job with a teaching partner for 50% contract. I never slept during that time.)
Today, my mom went to a music thing at my son’s school with me. I saw a former family of mine and student. I talked for a minute or two, then walked away to join my mom and daughter to get my son from his classroom. I told her they were a former family. She starts talking rude to me and said, “You didn’t introduce me to them.” I said, “I didn’t think about.” Mom said: “you never do.” Me: “I’m sorry I’m not perfect like my sister.” Mom: “No, you’re not and you never will be.” Me: “I know and I have accepted it.” And walk away into the building to get my son. I decided I’m not getting in the same car as her. So, I called my husband to pick us up now. I didn’t tell my mom we were leaving. *** there are two entrances/exits to the building and my mom didn’t know about it.
I just wanted to let out. And the sad part is I haven’t shed a tear. I wish my dad was still here.

Hello. I (24M) am currently living with my sister (28F) who is in university. She has a friend (27F) who I will call Y.
I met Y on my sister's birthday. She had a small dinner with myself and two of her friends. Her other friend is (30F) who i will call M. M made an offhanded remark that Y was single and that my sister should set us up. My sister said what happens happens jokingly, and we all laughed and the dinner went on.
After dinner we decided to bar hop for the night. We were having lots of fun and mostly playing pool when M started asking me about my job as her husband is looking to change occupations. I ended up giving M my phone number so that she could discuss the details and pass it on to her husband. Immediately Y asked if she could also have my phone number. I didn't understand her in the beginning, and asked her 'pardon' and that's when my sister said 'shes asking for your phone number' and so I also gave it to Y. The night went on, we decided to play some billiards and M said she wanted to be on my sister's team, leaving Y and me to the other team. At one point my sister started talking to a guy she met. M, Y and myself were talking, and then M said she was just going to wander around for a while leaving Y and myself to talk. Y was shy, but I told quite a few jokes and we had a good time. At the end of the night the three decided to stay at Y's place, and I went home.
The next day Y texted me. We had a good conversation about her cats. Later the same day M texted me saying that Y liked me. I was honestly shocked as I usually don't get attention from girls, and I thought that Y was way out of my league. Once my sister returned home I told her about it, and she originally was telling me to do what I want. Later however, she asked to have another conversation and basically said while their isn't anything inherently wrong with the two of us dating (according to her we are both 'good people') she wasn't personally comfortable with it and so she forbbid a romantic relationship (although she was very adamant we could be friends).
I was going to respect my sisters wishes, when Y asked me out later that day I told her she is very pretty and sweet, but that I didn't want to interfere with her and my sister's relationship. She was alright with that and asked if we could still talk as friends, I agreed.
It has been about two months now and Y and I have talked almost every single day. Surprisingly, she shared interests with me in science (related to my field of work) gaming, and actually seems interested in me and my life. She is also is very sweet and has brought me alot of baked goods and a rose quartz crystal (which apparently to people who like rocks is supposed to help me find a girlfriend hahaha).
Frankly I'm finding myself falling for Y more and more every day. This week alone we have texted for 3 hours a day everyday about ourselves but also the most random stuff. However my sister has forbidden it. Apart of me feels like Y and I are two adults who can make our own decisions... But another part of me doesn't want to betray my sister.
I guess the predicament is that I really like Y (and she seems to still like me) but I don't want to go against my sisters wishes.
Would I be the asshole for dating my sister's friend?
TLDR: My sister's friend and I have been crushing on each other for a couple months but my sister has forbidden us from dating.

not really sure how to start this but-
my mother has been emotionally abusing me for months now, almost a year. comparing my health condition to her ptsd, other family members depression, ED and anxiety.
i also suffer from ptsd, depression, extreme anxiety (both general anxiety, social anxiety and separation anxiety), and struggle with an ED of my own although they haven’t realised and just think i’m a fatty who can’t control my appetite.
at first it was extremely subtle and i didn’t even realise what was happening until my pet died. my rabbit was 8 years old and died suddenly (my guess it was due to GI stasis) when i found him he had already become stiff due to rigor mortis. i was scared to even touch him. my mother just began to ball her eyes out sobbing, so i had to be the parent and told her that i could handle it and so on because she kept saying that she couldn’t.
after i finally managed to pick him up and take him to place where he’d be safe before we could bury him i went to my room and called my bf. i wanted support and to be allowed to cry. not 10 minutes later my mother comes back in and demands i get rid of all of his stuff, she wanted me to throw it all in the trash. i obviously said no and then cried even more.
Not long after that she comes in again and says that she broke a nail and that my younger sister is out the front digging his grave and that i have to go out and help.
i couldn’t leave my younger sister to do it so i managed to get my mum to allow my sister back inside and so i was left to dig my friends grave all on my own in the blistering heat. i have a condition called pots and it causes me to pass out, muscle weakness, chronic fatigue and much more. not only was this the worst day of my life but after i confronted her about it to tell her how it had made me feel she denied everything. she denied ever making me dig his grave, to pick his body up and move it, throwing all his things away. everything.
she said that i chose to do those things and then demanded to know who exactly i had told this “version” of the story to. she began to cry and talked about how much she’d sacrificed for me. it ended up with me comforting her and saying sorry and doubting my own feelings, thoughts and memories of that day. Luckily my bf had witnessed all of it and was able to confirm that i wasn’t remembering it wrong.
since then the emotional abuse has only gotten worse. she gaslights me, screams in my face, calls me horrible names and says i’m a burden, worthless and a waste of space.
i don’t know what to do. does anyone have any advice?

My(M26) girlfriend (F27) appears to be acting different when we’re around my best friend (M29). To give some back story all three of us work together. My GF and I have only been together for 3 months. Now I’d like to note that my GF has never given me a reason to not trust her. This is merely based on body language that I’ve observed when we’re all together.
Tonight, we had a company bowling event. I can’t shake the feeling that at every point tonight my gf was making it a point to want to get the attention of my best friend and hardly make it a point to interact with me. As I type this I feel like my points may be childish but I can’t shake off how I’m feeling in my gut.
It’s like every time he opens his mouth what he says is golden and she makes it a point to laugh at every joke he makes. Every time he stepped up to bowl she made sure to cheer him on and give him props/words of encouragement even if he wasn’t doing that great. Me on the other hand, every time I’d walk back she either was not bothering to look at my go (again every time my best friend went she made it a point to speculate and cheer him on) or just did not give me any props at all. Except the ONE time I made a strike. In my mind I was thinking “okay is this what it’s going to take for her to cheer me on? She can root for my best friend but I have to roll a perfect strike for her to even acknowledge me?”
I just thought it was weird. Like, why is my GF cheering on this other guy and not paying any mind when it’s my turn.
I also want to point out that when I walked back to my seat she was offering to buy him a beer and him being my best friend told her “no but you can buy (my name) a beer.” I bring this up because I am the provider in the relationship. I basically pay for everything. It’s rare that she offers anything and it just made me upset that I know she wasn’t going to even offer to buy me anything and I knew that she was more than happy offering to buy my best friend a drink. It just so happened that I walked by when she was offering it to him so I basically made her get me a drink because she only asked me after the fact that my best friend noticed I had just walked up.
We were finally leaving the bowling alley and we’re hanging out by our cars afterwards. It was me, my Gf, my best friend and two other friends. She just kept laughing at everything he said! Even if it was not funny at all! So intrigued with everything that came out of his mouth. Don’t get me wrong, my best friend is a FUNNY guy. But I even read the body language of my two other friends and I feel like to the three of us it was obvious she was over doing it . I mean at one point I know I was making some funny jokes and had my two other friends busting up and get this, she was was not paying attention at all and was just more intrigued on how hard my best friend was laughing at my jokes! I just feel like okay, at that point I just feel like you’ll laugh and cherish anything this guys does so there’s got to be some level of attraction.
I know these are super small details and most of you will think I’m overreacting but when I think about mine and my gf’s night as a whole I just think about how she was more focused on engaging with my best friend and joking with him/ the cheering him on and nothing for me / offering to buy him a drink which she will rarely do that for me (only bought me one because he recommended it).
Btw, I also can’t shake the feeling that my best friend is also feeding off of this. He’s great at reading body language as well and I know he tries to be funnier around her. He has a GF and is expecting his first child so I know he would never do anything and neither would my gf (I hope) . But how do I deal with this? When I feel like there is chemistry between them unraveling right in front of me? This is my first serious relationship and i think I’m the jealous type if I’m being completely honest. But I think I’m also very realistic and aware when something is going on right in front of me. Should I bring up this concern I have to my Gf?

My aunt has 3 kids all from separate dads , she works I believe two jobs. She lives with my grandma , her brother (my uncle) and another sister (my aunt) with a total of 4 kids (3 are hers ,1 is her brothers , my uncle) she’s always had problems with her eldest daughter they get into screaming matches and from what I’ve heard the daughter has even put hands on her , her second oldest is a boy and he has anger issues too he tells them that he plans on killing them whenever he gets really angry they push it off as a joke (I don’t think he kidding - but she doesn’t listen) her youngest is still a baby and he’s such a sweetheart right now - this post is about the daughter and my aunt , her daughter is 20 almost 21 in December - she pays no bills , no rent other than a 100$ to help with the phone bill - my aunt tells her to take care of her brother and she refuses telling my aunt that she “should’ve kept her legs closed” other things like “whore” and “I hate you” now I could never think of even telling my mom something like that , I feel like her daughter is mad about the life they have , no father present and not doing the best financially but still the daughter goes out of town with friends to concerts but refuses to help her mom out with bills. My grandma and aunt are no help towards my aunt they side with her daughter saying “well she has a right to be mad , you’re not a good mom” and let me tell you this ! last year they made my aunt give her daughter half of her taxes ! Which was about $2000 saying that money was basically “her daughters money” and laughed about it. Anyways today my mom gets a call from my aunt and she’s crying she goes on to tell my mom that her daughter was helping her pay a bill because the person on the phone only spoke English (my aunt only speaks Spanish) and with that her daughter ended up going through her phone and found that she was still having connections with the father of her youngest son , this part is so crazy to me she then proceeds to throw my aunts phone breaking it and lunges at her pulling her from the hair and telling her “she never learns” , “she’s such a whore” and no one helped my aunt get her off with both my grandma and aunt being there ASWELL AS THE CHILDREN! & get this my grandma and aunt still sided with her daughter!!! I feel so bad for my aunt like even I’m at a lost of words but what advice would you guys even give ? I know my aunt may not be the best mother but she tries you know , a month ago with her tax money she took all her three children to Disney land for their first time. What sucks even more is that literally that all happened today and she got in a car crash earlier today as well. It really makes me so sad. (“Her daughter” is also my cousin) anyways please lmk your thoughts cause I just can’t -

I had no real idea about the jade discourse going on until I saw some misinformation and wild accusations about her. People are calling her a slave owner, saying she whips the stonehearts, that she personally put aventurine on death row, and stuff like that. I understand most are either trolls or people who love to start nonsense, but do people actually believe this? Like this is insanity, she isn't out yet, so all we have are 5 mins worth of content, some character story crumbs, and a leaked light cone. Is that all it takes for people to go left?
The funny part in all this is what happens when she was another victim of a genocide? What happens when her entire family was cooked and eaten in front of her or some other sad stuff like that. Then people will love her and obsess over her, calling out everyone who dares critic her actions or say she isn't the most precious thing in hsr. And the worst part of this is that it shouldn't take a character having a terrible past for you to stop and think that maybe we don't know anything yet.
I'm not saying we can't have nuanced conversations about things such as the lack of diversity in hoyo games. I'm not saying we can't have a conversation about how the music in penacony (jazz) as well as some of the influences that the world pulls from are from black artists but black people are not being seen and uplifted. I'm not saying you can't dislike a character. What i am saying though is that you shouldn't make baseless accusations and assumptions about a character who you don't know anything about, and then use those said accusations to try and talk about actual problems that are valid. It's not going to do anything but make your argument and points you bring up sound as though they are from a crazy person, even though you may bring up a few important things.
I don't like yanqing. Do I go around calling him a racist and say that he hates women because he fought against kafka in that one story quest? No. So why are we doing that with Jade?
Anyway, all this is making me wanna pull for her so I might have to start panic saving. I could probably get her and her light cone if I get lucky with my pulls, but I might just end up having to get that next time. Wish me luck, let all jade wanters be jade havers.

Maybe a bit dramatic title but I just can’t with my parents anymore. My parents have done nothing for me. In fact like many African parents all they did was abuse me and traumatize me and take advantage of me then send me out into the world unprepared with no social, romantic, or professional skills and experience. You know how our parents say we are ungrateful, etc but I have stopped to think about it and really they just did enough to keep me alive as a kid but by the time I was around 8 or 9 years old I took care of myself and my younger siblings. My parents made me quit any extracurricular activities I wanted to pursue after 2-3 months because they said it was a waste of time since I wasn’t good at them (how can a 9yo who has been doing gymnastics be some kind of prodigy after just a few weeks, most kids start these activities as toddlers). My parents were very strict, emotionally abusive, used religion as a weapon, etc as many African parents do but the craziest thing is that I didn’t need it. I was a good kid. I did as I was told, was obedient and respectful and everything else. When I was a teenager my parents were expecting some big rebellion and got even more strict and controlling. The things I wanted to do were play volleyball on my high school team and go to the museum or the movies with friends and they acted liked I wanted to sneak out at night to get drunk and do drugs at parties. The other crazy thing is my younger siblings were the ones who snuck out, had friends going down a bad path, would go out shoplifting, smoke and drank, one of my sisters friends even got pregnant…. But my parents were clueless and didn’t listen to me when I brought these things up because they said I was the one in charge of raising my siblings. How was I supposed to handle it these are not my kids and I’m a child myself.
When I was graduating high school I only applied to universities out of province, my parents said I couldn’t just go out at 18 and live without family. So I accepted a school that was in the city my grandma lived in and she said I could stay with her. My parents “surprised” me a few days before I was set to leave by telling me that they sold the house and are moving with me so that we could still live together. All through uni I paid for my own stuff (tuition, supplies, food, bills, etc) while working and still helping my parents around the house, with my siblings, and with their business. I moved out during Covid lockdown and was still working my way through school and began to help my family financially when they lost everything. Now 4 years later my credit is screwy because I’m renting 3 apartments, have 7 phone contracts, 3 internet contracts, 4 cars, and a bunch of other stuff taken out in my name by my parents. I was working myself ragged trying to keep up with everything and after all I have sacrificed my whole life for my family, my parents continue to take advantage and expect more from me. I can’t support a family of 7 working my barely over minimum wage jobs.
I’ve been in therapy since I moved out and have been trying to distance myself and set boundaries with my family but it’s hard while they’re still so codependent on me but I seriously don’t think I will make it until the next year when certain conditions and contracts and things are over and I can start separating myself from them again. Idk what has changed in the last 8-10 months but my parents have been trying to get back into my life and control me again and I have been fighting it but I’m running out of energy and they keep surprising me in the worst way possible. A few months ago my mom got rid of my cat while I was at work because she doesn’t like cats. I’ve started dating again and almost every day she calls me while I’m out or says she needs something and just interrupts my dates. I have been unemployed for a bit and now my mom is trying to convince me to get rid of my apartment and buy a house so we can all live together again. Buy a house in this economy on my barely over minimum wage salary?? Sick joke first of all. Live under the same roof as my parents again? I would die before even considering that as a valid option.
I really started writing this post with a different direction in mind but it has turned into a rant and the reminder or motivation I needed to keep going. I’ve got a loose 3 year plan going to get away once and for all. In 1 year most of the financial obligations will be ending and I won’t be renewing them in my name so I can start to fix my credit and actually save money towards my goals. After about a year and a half of fixing my finances I hope to be able to save enough to move out of province or even out of country. Ive still been looking for a job in my area of study but the job market is insane right now. I’ve been strategically applying for positions in national companies so that I can relocate when I fix my financial situation with my family. When it gets closer to the time I also plan on looking internationally because I fear my parents will pull a “surprise” like my high school graduation where they end up following me because they can’t give up control.
I feel pretty good about my plan most of the time but just knowing how long it’s realistically going to take is the discouraging part. Any advice on how to speed things up or anything about my plan you would do differently?

Like yes of course le funny cowboy gun but, in the context of CA's restrictive laws on semi auto rifles, is there any reason a lever action might be considered over, say, a mini 14, or some other neutered CA compliant semi auto?

I took 5 psykers to maxed veil degradation areas to test out how bad perils are. I took one psyker of each style with the following features:
mercs, all iconoclast, imperial, no gear (except staff), all warriors, arch militant, level 48, with wildfire and their builds consisted of mostly their psyker talents and abilities.
First a preamble: Perils and phenomenons differ as follows. Phenomenons are small text and a momentum change, positive, negative, or neutral though the game says they are suppose to be bad so...
Perils is when shit happens. Can only be triggered by major powers and only at 15 or above veil degradation. Game contradicts itself a bit on if this next formula is for perils or not but here it is
(10+psy rating+ veil degradation)% with a +10% for unsanctioned psykers.
So first a list of major powers that can trigger perils (minor power in brackets for those who want to know what you can use in high veil areas safely):

• Most staffs are major (telepath staff is minor, didn't test diviner staff)
• Sanctic - Hammer of the emperor / Sword of faith / Purge soul / Light of the emperor (word and shield of the emperor, sword of faith's first and second attack, 3rd and 4th don't affect veil)
• Telepath - Mind Rupture / Psychic Assault (Psychic Shriek, dominate, sensory deprivation and mind bond)
• Bio - Invigorate / Warp Speed / Metabolic Overcharge (Enfeeble, Iron arm, Regeneration)
• Diviner - Perfect timing / Foreboding / Prophetic intervention (prescience, forewarning, precognition)
• Pyro - Incinerate / Molten beam (Ignite, Inflame, Firestorm, Orchestrated flames)

So as you can see you can still do something without triggering perils. But what are the perils. Well I made each of the 5 psykers trigger at least 30 perils to see their effects (PS: sanctic psykers are a menace) and try to understand what they do.
out of 150+..... out of 197 (fuck you sanctic psyker not rolling rebound) perils we got:

Peril	Descriptions	Frequency
Unnamed (only "Perils of the warp:" appears so it doesn't have a specific name)	Instant death and summons a daemon. Likely the "daemonic attention" peril but when the daemon fails the save but I'll register them separately	4/197 (2%)
Daemonic Attention	Spawns a daemon and forces a willpower save on the daemon (49 save), never seen the daemon fail so I assume the unnamed one is the fail	15/197 (8%)
Earth Protests	psy rating direct damage and prone but doesn't affect psyker	28/197 (14%)
Reality Quake	AoE 11+psy rating direct damage	8/197 (4%)
Rebound	psy rating damage back to caster	19/197 (10%)
Untamed Power	chain lightning, always targets self first then jumps 3 times, psy rating x 2 damage, benefits from a lot of modifiers...including hammer of the emperor.	28/197 (14%)
Warp Blast	AoE fire with (1+PS/2) direct damage with knock back (KB does damage as well) if not against something, and prone (agility save), doesn't hit the psyker	37/197 (19%)
Warp Tremor	Psy rating direct damage and aoe prone (agility test)	33/197 (17%)
Whiplash	damage to others in the area and push + prone (agility save for prone)	25/197 (13%)

Hopefully this helps people play psyker in max veil degradation areas. Also Sanctic psykers are a menace to society (cause of the talent that increases psy rating mostly), some powers are comically bugged (in a good way) and Sanctics refuse to roll rebound.
PS: this really should be in the game logs and "Corpus Valancius"
Also mind rupture + AM heroic gives 6 free uses of it, the ability has infinite range (though not line of sight) but it's funny to see.
Hammer of the emperor buffs untamed power so you get your face exploded
And Agility is a great stat for Psykers to avoid falling on their ass

Hi all,
I am a 22 year old male and honestly very dumb to knowing the signs of a girl liking me. This girl in question is a coworker (27F) and I have know her for about 3 years and for the past year shes been acting weird towards me. She laughs at almost any joke I make. She loves to slap my arm and would on occasion slap my back and laugh and another time she squeezed my forearm. She once pinched my back and laughed. Another time, I was walking to my car and she ran behind me and poked my butt cheeks. She says Im a good person and very funny and that the place I work at would not be the same without me. One day at work, she said she wanted to dissect me and find my secrets. Another time she asked to invite my dad to come to work. I heard her once talking to my other coworkers and jokingly saying she would marry me. I hear her somtimes say my name to someone and when I ask her whats up she would reply with nothing.
She really doesnt do this to anyone else that I have worked with. In my opinion, I feel that I am overthinking it and its nothing especially since she is older than me. My friends say the opposite and that there could be something.
I am gonna be honest I dont think Im that good looking and I would say that she is pretty hot and definitely way out of my league. So thats kinda why I think its just her being playful and nothing else.
I am here just to get yall opinions on this situation. How should I approach this situation? I appreciate any tips and wanna apologize for any grammar and spelling errors.

I have been having really drowsy days recently at work and basically can’t converse when this tired without at least slightly putting my foot in my mouth. My coworkers are all very social and from the media/journalism industry so are generally really great with words. Normally I’m good if I’m not tired.
Durinf a webinar today I was like “autistic and artistic” As my response to describing myself. Completely deadpan and no one laughed and I was like 👁️👄👁️
I think people were afraid to laugh maybe because I said I was autistic lol but I was trying to be light hearted haha
Oh also this is super funny, during the webinar we were told to say what immediately came to mind and they were random strings of text in different colors like “Fgfr” but say, the color green. It was an unconscious bias test
Anyway I’m in a zoom with like 30 people and it clicks the first one and I answered right away just like a second before anyone else so it stuck out and Iwas like
“Yellow RSLB” and then heard everyone else just say yellow in unison haha
Like we obviously weren’t supposed to say the letters 🤦🏽‍♀️
THE INSTRUCTIONS WERE NOT CLEAR

when i say 80s music, i mean the new wave and more specifically the synthesizer music/pop that was dominating the charts basically the whole decade.
songs like jump by the pointer sisters, blue monday by new order, she bop by cyndi lauper, she works hard for the money by donna summer, party all the time by eddie murphy, etc.
do you guys think that modern audiences (more specifically people who weren’t around in the 80s or really old enough to remember them) generally like this because of the instrumental part created with synthesizers or for the lyrics or both? what makes this music so great and held in high regard?

Getting my first nexplanon sometime next week. My sister has been on nexplanon for over 10 years now and she loves it, so the doctor said genetically i have a pretty good chance at responding well to it.
Any wisdom you'd like to impart on a partly excited partly scared newcomer?
Advice, tips, funny stories about unexpected moments, anything and everything is welcome!

My husband (33 m) and I (23f) have been together for almost 7 years and he is/was the lolm. we met when I was 16 fresh out of HS going to college, he met my family when I was 18. I was a virgin and we couldn’t be intimate without getting married ( we’re Muslim btw), he proposed when I was 20 and we got married when I was 22 right after graduating from grad school, I never wanted to be a stay at home mom or wife( b4,we even began to date, he was aware of my expectations) . From 2017 to the end of February 2024, my husband was loving, caring, supportive and handsome. he was my best friend, my mentor. He is an engineer and I work in finance, we ( mostly him) built a house from the ground together, we have a garden where we don’t have to buy fruits and veggies, I was his princess. On November 2023, I saw my face was getting swollen and my belly became longer than usual, I didn’t really paid attention because I was blooded. 6 days later, I ended up at the hospital bc I wasn’t feeling normal, the doctor told me that I was pregnant. Husband was soo happy!! I didn’t know how to feel about it but I was happy just because he was. He took great care of me, he went over and beyond to make sure that I was happy specially when he found out that I was caring a pair of babies and I was grateful for that. This relationship was not perfect but we always find a solution or a way to make things work between us until February 2024. Out of nowhere, My husband started to give me ultimatum to choose between my career or my family and he also started commenting and complaining about my look, the length of my belly, he has spent an entire week making nasty comments about my body he kept saying how my belly occupied more than half of the bed, and after delivering the baby my next stop should be at the gym instead of home because I looked “ funny”. Those comments hurt me still now and he could see the pain in my eyes. He didn’t want to go work or outside he told the way I looked will made him looked bad. He got mad for the simplest things/cause, he yelled at met, he husband that I knew for the pas 7 years was a completely different one, he made me cried every day for the last two months straight, but I was still holding because I thought it was a “phase” and everything will be okay and I refused to believe it until a week before my due date. He told me that In order for him to sign the birth certificate a DNA test is required, innocent looking girls are always the biggest whore, proceeded to tell me “who knows, you might have one of those work husband”. I was so hurt, exhausted and mad the only word that came out of my mouth was OK, and that was my last word with him. On the delivery day, I took all stuff that I packed for babies and I, I took an Uber to the hospital I was meeting with my best friend ( her husband is a lawyer specializing in divorce IYKYJ) who was there with me during the delivery and god. Husband knew the delivery date, but didn’t have the address of the hospital,I give my babies the name with my grandfather’s last name. I told the nurses that I am the mom and dad. My husband he showed up the next day after I gave birth, and still demanding the DNA test and complaining on the type of wife that I am. Again I ignored. I went home with my babies, I was exhausted bc he didn’t help me with them at all to a point that I moved to my best friend’s house just she helped me with them. He called all his family members saying that I am cheating on him and the twin aren’t his,They are calling me every single day calling me names, I am tired, depressed and fed up. I contacted my husband and told him that I agree to do the DNA test, but expect a divorce soon and I am not going to change the name. We did and he was the father, all his family were calling to apologies and wanted to meet the babies including the dad and begging me to come back. I said NO and that was my final decision. All his family again texting me and threatened me for not letting them see the kids and divorcing their boy. AITAH?
Edit Sorry for the long text, typos and and any confusion. I haven’t say anything about my family because I’m an orphan. My mom and dad died in a car accident when I was 8, and I was living with my grandparents until 2020 on Covid.

Salam alaikum everyone!
I am personally a (M) 20-year old Turkish-American who was born and raised in the US my whole life. On this reddit forum I would like to share something that I have been wanting to speak about for a long time..
Since I grew up my whole life in America, I grew up with mostly the Muslim community here which consists of Arabs and South Asians as you guys know, Me and my family here choose to stay away from our own country's people here since unfortunately their arrogance, unfriendliness, and betrayals have broken our hearts. That's why I try to stay and get along with the Muslim community here in the US so at least I can feel like that I belong somewhere..
While growing up here in the US, My parents brought me up Islamically as a Muslim and taught me about Allah and Islam. In the neighborhood where I live, There is a local masjid where I have been attending ever since I was a kid, I go there for Jumah every Friday and they have a significant South Asian/Desi community over there.
Brothers and sisters, If I can please say this without any judgement, hesitation, or criticism. I feel like that I don't fit in with the Muslim community here and that I feel somewhat uncomfortable, I believe these are the reasons why!
1- Cultural differences always get in the way..
I most of the time feel like an outsider when being together with Other Muslims here, They get together with their people and talk about their homeland/culture, When this happens, I personally feel intimidated and feel like that I don't fit in with them..
I personally also have a friend that is from Syria. He's a really nice guy and we get along actually pretty well. Just that when Cultural differences occur, My mind unfortunately get crossed with the Syrian prejudice/hate that happens in Turkey and sometimes I compare that to him whenever I feel left out..
2- Turkish culture is brainwashing me...
Growing up in this cultural milieu, even as a diaspora, I have internalized some of these secular values. For instance, the idea that religion is a private matter and should not dominate public or social life is a common secular belief. This can sometimes make me feel out of place in the Muslim community, where religious identity often takes precedence in public and social interactions.
Additionally, Turkish nationalism can create a sense of superiority or exclusivity, making it difficult to fully embrace the diverse cultures within the Muslim ummah. This nationalistic mindset might inadvertently foster a sense of 'us versus them,' even within a religious community, leading to feelings of isolation or discomfort.
For example, when I attend the local masjid with a significant Foreign Muslim population, I sometimes struggle to connect because my upbringing has instilled in me a different set of social norms and values. The emphasis on Turkish national pride and secularism often clashes with the more religiously integrated and community-oriented lifestyle of my Muslim brothers and sisters. This dissonance can make me feel like an outsider, despite our shared faith.
3- I don't understand their personalities..
Understanding someone's personality is deeply rooted in understanding their cultural context. The way people communicate, express emotions, and interact socially can vary greatly between different cultures. For instance, in my Turkish upbringing, there is a strong emphasis on directness and straightforwardness. We often express our opinions and emotions openly, which is seen as a sign of honesty and integrity.
However, in the South Asian and Arab communities I've encountered, there can be a different approach to communication. These cultures often value indirect communication and may prioritize maintaining harmony and avoiding confrontation. This can sometimes make interactions feel more formal or restrained to me, and I struggle to read between the lines or understand the subtleties of their communication styles.
Another aspect is the expression of religiosity. While we all share the same faith, the ways in which religious practices are integrated into daily life can vary. For example, some communities might have specific cultural traditions tied to Islamic practices that are unfamiliar to me. This can create a sense of alienation when I don't fully understand or relate to these customs.
I unfortunately can't talk to these also with my Mom and Dad because My Dad is a strict parent and My Mom is mostly indifferent when it comes to this topic.. That's why I have to seek advice here!
Brothers If you can help me with my situation, I would gladly and respectfully appreciate it, Jzk khair!

Written 5/8/2024- updates attached below

I tried posting this on kendrick almost a week ago and it got no response, I messaged the mods to ask about Karma restrictions or account age requirements and they never replied. I made a new account and it was the same issue, but I found out last night I wasn’t fully banned, so I figured I’d throw it up and see if anyone finds it valuable. It’s written for people who have no prior knowledge of the rap game/music business. I don’t have to go as hard on obscuring names this time. One of the influencers I mentioned in my last post is known for doxxing and threatening violence against people who mention the many contradictions in their stories. (Sorry for any typos/mistakes I want to go to bed.)
Origins
I believe the current Drake and Kendrick Lamar beef is either completely or partially fabricated by certain industry leaders or the parties involved in an effort to distract from something bigger going down behind the scenes. If you were an influential label owner facing major accusations, and you needed to deflect media attention from yourself, recreating one of the most defining moments in rap history during the social media era would be a way to do it. It also wouldn’t hurt that two of the biggest rappers in the world were already sending shots at each other in their music for years prior. The public consensus is they are simply two famous rappers who hate each other and fighting over the spot for the top like in the 90’s. Only people who were directly involved could paint a more cohesive picture of the whole story. Even when all the cards drop, there is a good chance the average person won’t be able to find direct sources on their own and will continue to support their favorite artists and dismiss any evidence of their crimes like the drizzy subreddit or Ak fans.

As I said the beef between Kendrick and Drake has been brewing in the background for years, with both rappers sending shots and sneak dissing each other over the course of at least 8 years. The most agreed upon origin story is the first diss was the 2016 Big Sean and Kendrick collaboration, “Control,” and Drake responded with, “The Language”. Things stayed relatively lighthearted for a while and both were intentionally vague for many years. Before I go deep into the Kendrick and Drake stuff, it’s really important to examine some of Drake’s prior beefs because they add a ton of context to my theory. In my opinion Kendrick and Co. started scheming all of this some time around Mid 2020-Mid 2022, well after the whole Pusha T beef had transitioned into the Kanye beef.

What exactly started the beef is debatable, but at the time many attributed it to rumors of Drake pursuing Ye’s ex Amber Rose. Unfortunately the timeline isn’t 100 percent clear, and if I included every detail this would be at least 200+ pages so I’ll stick with the important stuff. The ultimate outcome of the Pusha T battle in 2018 was the revelation of Drake’s son Adidon that he had previously been hiding from the world along with getting Ye directly involved in the beef.

Here are some more examples of Drake antagonizing Ye and of him trying to use women as pawns to get material for his diss tracks. The Drake line, “Yeah, I probably go link to Yeezy, I need me some Jesus, but as soon as I start confessin' my sins, he wouldn't believe us," could be a reference to sleeping with Kim Kardashian, trying to double down on his threats to harm him or his family, or it could be a double entendre. Another example is using the name Kiki in another song, which was apparently one of Kim’s nicknames. Some other possible examples include the theories he may have tried the same thing with Kendrick’s wife Whitney around 2020-2021 in an attempt to use as ammo against Kendrick, which I’ll go into later. I don’t listen to much of either artist's music, but there are probably many of other examples in Drake’s catalogue that I’m leaving out. There is also his song Omerta released in 2019, which I'll go into below.

“Your baby mother call me when she lonely My tailor see me twice a week, he like my homie Forever grateful, forever thankful Diamond necklace, but she wears it on her ankle”

(Probably referring to Kim Kardashian since she had a few pictures with her wearing diamond ankle bracelets and was trying to make it into a trend.

“I plan to buy your most personal belongings when they up for auction”

(There were various rumors floating around for a while that Drake was blackmailing Ye with something and he was fighting to keep it from the public. I thought about it and this line might be referencing a sex tape with Kim or her little sister who me was very touch before she turned 18. In 2022 there was a whole storyline on Kim’s show where Ye flies to LA to prevent her second sex tape from being released.)

West Hollywood, know my presence is menacing
Cosa Nostra, shady dealings
Racketeering, the syndicate got they hand in plenty things The things that we've done to protect the name are unsettling But no regrets, though, the name'll echo Years later, none greater
Death to a coward and a traitor, that's just in my nature, yeah
(Drake and Ye both frequented the Delilah Nightclub located in West Hollywood and lived closeby on the same street for a while.)
"I don't carry cash 'cause the money is digital
It's the American Expresser, the debt collector"

(Sounds a lot more like it could be crypto to launder or send large amounts of ill gotten gains. It started becoming mainstream around them)

"Last year, niggas really feel like they rode on me
Last year, niggas got hot 'cause they told on me
I'm 'bout to call the bluff of anybody the fold on me"

These lines stood out because they could be referring to Ye telling the public about Drake's alleged threats a couple months before the songs release. This happened not long after the release of Sicko mode which was towards the end of 2018 as well. Ye was discussing the incident on Twitter and reached out to Drake and Travis to talk to him in private. In the next set of tweets Kanye publicly accused Drake of threatening him and his family in a major way. Surprisingly Ye seemed genuinely scared and amongst his, “crazy rants,” some of the stuff he said makes a ton of sense in hindsight. This also the beginning of his second serious public struggles with Bipolar disorder after being committed in 2016 shortly after an on stage rant where he calls out Jay Z for selling out and says he's afraid he might kill him.. As someone who shares the same diagnosis, I have a pretty good understanding of mania and psychosis and firmly believe that it's important not to write people off right away due to their mental illness. Some of my most thoughtful, creative, and productive periods were inspired by mania. Industry bigwigs have also been using mental illness to discredit influential black celebrities and visionaries going back decades, but it really picked up in the 80’s.

Dave Chappelle has gone into this a lot in the past and claims he experienced something similar before he quit show business and dipped to Africa. Their stories have a lot of interesting parallels if you’re familiar or curious. I remember he actually visited Ye at his house in Wyoming after he was reported to have had a, "mental breakdown," during his presidential run in 2020 thus marking his third breakown in six years.. The reason I put it in quotes is because it happened right after he publicly accused Kim of cheating and delivered his legendary speech on abortion. Dave went as far as going on live tv and telling the public he wasn’t crazy, he was just really struggling because he was the only one at the time fighting against the narrative, which can often be a suicide mission or a ticket to obscurity. These are three examples of someone speaking up and being deemed crazy, two years later came the nazi stuff and I'm sure we'll have plenty in store for 2024.

This is just the tip of the iceberg when it comes to the very common pattern of artists dying or having their careers destroyed either after they try to leave their label or threaten to reveal industry secrets. A few more interesting industry connections I made in my research include the connections between:

T.U.G. records and J Cole's independent label Dreamville are both managed by Interscope Records, whose parent company is Universal Music Group.

Universal Music Group also hac Drake's label OvO label as well as Ye and Kendrick's old labels on their roster before they left to form their own independent labels in 2022 (around the same time the disses between Kendrick and Drake started escalating). Finally Bad Boy Records, which is owned by Diddy, and Motown Records who own Diddy's other R&B label Love Records, are also both owned by Universal. This means every label I mention is currently or was previously owned by Universal Music Group.

Ye tried for years to get out of his contract with Defjam, which happens to be ran by Jay Z who is known to be a close associate of Diddy. Jay would always used his money and power to fight against it. Ye even spoke out publicly on a few occasions, including when he said Jay Z was trying to kill him during one of his concerts. My theory is after years of getting nowhere and having his reputation skewered, in 2022 Ye finally said, "Fuck it," and dropped all the anti- Semetic stuff intentionally in a successful attempt to force his label to into using their morality clause, which requires labels to drop an artist if they're accused of any major controversy that could hurt the label’s profits. For the fourth time in four years the media reported he was having a breakdown. Even though they tried to punish him by cutting off all of his sources of income and freezing his accounts he still managed to bounce back pretty quickly. It was often reported how much he was losing, but it rarely discussed how he still was filthy rich in spite of the retrictions. His label wanted to discourage other artists from trying the same thing. My theory is he might have bought Kim or Kylie's alleged sex tape and used it for his own leverage. For Kendrick, his transition to his independent label ApLang went a lot smoother, but he had to split ownership of his new label with the previous manager owner Dave Free. Sadly it's still difficult for new or more niche artists to establish themselves without the some help.

He may be a lot of things but Ye isn’t dumb just because he has a mood disorder and the guys at the top know this, which is why I think he has really played up his diagnosis when it benefitted him. He’s still one of the most talented musicians in the game and I really think he sees his bipolar like a superpower as he says. It’s like his own invisibility cloak. He can go off his meds for a little, make an album after staying up for 72 hours, go on a “psychotic” twitter rant dropping facts throughout, then start up again once he makes enough news headlines. I think it’s worth noting the first divorce rumors in 2020 coincided with Ye’s abortion speech during his presidential run and the cheating accusations. that led to him dropping out and moving to Wyoming, and a couple months ago in February 2024 he was committed again.

The point I’m making is bipolar is complex, but pretty manageable especially if you have a ton of money to find meds that work for you and a good doctor and can keep substance abuse and stress at a manageable level. I think Ye is smart enough to know this, but it’s just safer for him to really play up the mental issues in the media. He’s proven he can literally say whatever he wants after getting cancelled and the average person is just going to write it off as psycho babble. While bias in health care is a sad fact of society, if you can use it to your advantage I say go for it. It might’ve just kept the microscope off of him long enough to plan his attack.

Ye v. Drake: Quotes of 2018
(Start of the beef, drake threats, and suspicion towards Kardashian family. )

“ It’s not about rap. It’s about family. We have to be close as a family and never let these people infiltrate just for radio spins”

“We need to show the world that people can talk without people ending up dead or in jail.”

”This is a man speaking to a man that has been placed in the program to fuck with Kanye West head and set me up“

”See when you care about your family you don’t let no man push you to do nothing that could risk your freedom“

These first four tweets by Ye were all in reference to perceived threats made by Drake after their beef escalated circa 2018. He began speaking on the industry and talking more about his psych hospital commitment two years prior and how he thought they were going to kill him. It's pretty obvious how the whole thing was planned by the sketchy doctor who called it in and his physical trainer who has a ton of connections to weird shit involving his celebrity clients.

I found interesting that Ye might not have been the first major league rapper whose life Drake threatened. During a similar period of mental illness the up and coming rapper XXXtentacion accused Drake of stealing his flow and dissed him a few times. Not long after he made a post online saying if he dies, it was Drake who did it. There are tons of conspiracies online, but none of the evidence is strong enough to draw a definitive connection. Also while it maybe be coincidental, Kendrick’s latest album Mr Morale also painted the picture that Kendrick was dealing with some serious personal issues. Some lines throughout the album may have been used to bait Drake into escalating, but it wasn’t until The Weekend, Future, and Metro Booming dropped, “We Don’t Trust You,” then Drake and J. Cole dropped, “First Person Shooter,” which was followed a couple days later with, “Like That,” where Kendrick started the chain of events that has led us to today.

Kanye vs. Drake: Quotes of 2020

Summary: Ye runs for president and gets suppressed for saying what very well could be the truth and was immediately deemed insane by the media. Kim did a couple interviews and everything he said was immediatly false. There is almost guarenteed to be some sketchy shit going down revolving her and her family. Ye was absolutely terrified of her keeping the kids away from him and it seems like there are still efforts being made to this day to paint a certain image of him for ulterior motives.

Below are six more quotes from a fan taking a deep dive into his 2020 tweets courtesy of u/ thehatstore42069 on Yeezy
”NORTHY I AM GOING TO WAR AND PUTTING MY LIFE ON THE LINE AND IF I AM MURDERED DON’T EVER LET WHITE MEDIA TELL YOU I WASNT A GOOD MAN,” West, 43, wrote in the tweet, adding, “WHEN PEOPLE THREATEN TO TAKE YOU OUT OF MY LIFE JUST KNOW I LOVE YOU”

"I need a public apology from J Cole and Drake to start with immediately... I'm Nat Turner... I'm fighting for us."

"the utmost respect for all brothers" and said "we need to link and respect each other... no more dissing each other on labels we don't own"

"Ye is constantly trying to tell people that his family does not have his or his kids best interests at heart. He goes on to list others, linking them together with the thinking emoji. These people include rap artist Drake and Larsa Pippen, wife of Scottie Pippe. Kim K is goddaughter to Pippen's daughter, showing how close the families actually are. All of these families that associate with Ye through Kardashian connections, as well as Drake, have been accused of the same thing Kris has. EVERY SINGLE ONE of these people have mixed race children that are groomed from a young age to fuck around with celebrities so the parents can remain famous. Drake on numerous occasions has been accused of grooming girls and then getting handsy on their 18th birthday.”

“These labels want their artists to make them money and they dont care about anything else. When Kanye says things like this in an attempt to expose him, the first thing they wanna do is drug him up and put him back in the studio.”
“Righteous indignation is typically a reactive emotion of anger over mistreatment, insult, or malice of another. It is akin to what is called the sense of injustice. This is how they keep the black man down. Keep people outraged about trivial things and distract them from the real issues in the world. The real problems in the industry. If you tell people enough times that they are unequal or discriminated against they start to believe it. Drug them when they step out of line and toss them aside when the checks run out. Ye is realizing he is pawn in a bigger game, and now that he has all these roots in the game such as Yeezy or the Gap or his music, too many people cant risk (Afford) a Ye who speaks his mind.”
(End of quotes)

Amongst the twitter rant, Ye warned about the predatory nature of record deals and discussed trying to get out of his own deal, and said again how his life may be in danger if it wasn’t already and was doing anything he could to protect his kids. The most fascinating part to me though is the public call to arms he made to Drake, J Cole, and Kendrick on twitter. After inviting them to all link up, he said, “It’s time to get free, we will not argue amongst each other while some guy we don’t know in Europe is getting paid and putting that money in a hedge fund.” I believe if Ye was able to pull off this meeting, there is an ever so slight chance that all four artists might be working together to take down a greater enemy. Weirdly there have been times throughout the last couple years where these supposed enemies were photographed together being friendly or praise each other in interviews, then out of no where the disses would start flying again.

To wrap things up I want to share my a few of my theories about the Drake/Kanye beef

A. Everything is exactly as it seems and the beef is over. Ye let his mental illness ruin his life and career so Drake simply picked another target after Ye stopped putting out disses. All of these connections are just a coincidence and all of this was choreographed to boost Drake and Kendrick’s music sales and possibly distract people from the Diddy trial and possibly the complicated geopolitical issues currently facing the U.S.

C. There is also the possibility that all four rappers are in cahoots and Drake’s dirt isn’t as extreme as people are theorizing, at least in comparison to the rest of the business. This could explain why everything has played out like a movie and how they were able to predict each other’s moves so well. This could either mean they’re all just trying to boost their sales or they’re all trying to take down the “slave masters,” as Ye calls them, and change the dynamic of the music industry in favor of the artist.

D. They may be trying to help their friends in the industry who are being abused or in shitty contracts. I know a lot of famous rappers have done a lot of collaborations with Jhene Aiko and Anderson Paak, who were both signed to T.U.G. records which I mentioned above in the connections to Universal Music Group. Considering they are both frequent collaborators with all of the artists involved on both sides, it’s not unlikely they may have played some part in influencing the takedown.

T.U.G was started by Chris Stokes with his partner Ketrina Askew. Back in the early to mid 90’s were gaining popularity attracting lots of young up and coming talent. They often collaborated with Diddy and his associates. In the 2000’s Raz B from the boy band B2K claimed he was molested by Stokes and his friend Marques Houston, then quickly retracted his claims. Years later he came forward again and said we was bribed into silence and that the rest of the victims were bribed with hush money and had another singer corroborate his story and they came forward together to level the accusations. After some of his former B2K members made fun of him for his claims and accused it of being a shakedown, Raz B revealed Stokes and Houston had preyed a lot of the children associated with the label including at least one of the former bandmates and paid them off.

I thought it was worth noting that the second whistleblower named Quindon Tarver died young in a car crash after mentioning his abuse again a few years prior. He seems to have left the industry not long after the incidents occurred and has few credits to his name. To this day Raz B is still trying to get his justice, while Stokes and his partner Askew, who was also involved in the abuse are still running the label to this day. Askew also has a ton of lawsuits, accusing her of using shady tactics to try to foreclose on houses. (Don’t quote me if a lawyer wants to take a look just google her full name), and has been tied to a ton of LLCs, similar to Drake. This is a good example of a shitty record deal, but I'm sure they have countless other friends in the industry who have even worse. While they were never convicted even Chris Stokes' wife confirmed it to be true.

E. The theory I personally think fits the narrative best and is the most realistic conspiracy is that Kendrick and possibly J. Cole went to the meeting, but not Drake due to his close relationship with Lucian Grange, the president of Drake’s label. Silence often speaks louder than words and this could explain why Kendrick was so ruthless and put so much effort into finding dirt on Drake. Ye, Cole, and Kendrick co-writing would be like the rap allstar team and if J. Cole wasn’t involved, it would also answer the question of whether or not he baited Drake into the battle by asking him to feature. I don’t think Drake is really their primary target though, which would explain letting him off easy. Compared to his bosses and their bosses he’s a small fish. If you take the big guys down you stand a better chance of landing a bigger blow on their operation.

Another really interesting connection is Kendrick and Ye were both signed under Universal Music Group and they both got out of their deals around couple months apart in 2022. As we speak U.M.G’s CEO Lucian Grange, who is often acccused of giving Drake special treatment, is facing charges related to sex trafficking by no other than P Diddy. This could very well explain the timing of it all. The craziest timeline would be Diddy masterminding all of this and using his connections to get it done and all the allegations are bullshit. The guy does seem pretty confident all things considered and constantly posts himself in his Batman costume which could mean he’s a vigilante.

It seems like there's a slight religious angle as well. (Ye and Diddy are both very vocal advocates of Christianity and Drake and Lucian Grange are both Jewish.) Obviously this is a reach, but they’ve been saying rap music was specifically promoted by mostly white label owners in the 80’s to help in the ongoing effort to expedite the systematic oppression of those living in black neighborhoods and the destruction of their family systems. Apparently it was an intentional decision to heavily promote rappers that promoted the very things that were destroying their neighborhoods. (So people know I'm and atheist and have zero agenda, I just thought it was interesting, please stay away from anything antisemitic. War is wrong on both sides.)

*** If my favorite theory is true, there is a possibility the Kendrick and Ye are going after Drake due to their mutual disdain for him and because he’s got a ton of power to dominate the charts and hog the radio airtime like Meek Mill and OG Maco claimed years ago. Even him dropping a record the same day as you could really fuck your album sales up. I’m also sure some of the many rumors throughout the years have had a least some truth and he will most likely snitch to avoid cell block one. I think that Drake could have been instructed to instigate this whole mess in order to draw attention away from the UMG charges brought about by Diddy. Or on the other hand it could be that Kendrick, Ye, and possibly Cole, may have had intel that Drake was going to be involved in the Diddy trial and are just gonna let the receipts show themselves. It might not have been the original plan, but they’ve already accomplished their mission of humiliating him, assuring he couldn’t use his influence to slide through the cracks, and taking over the throne.

Please take everything I say with a grain of salt I have no connection to this world or lifestyle. Regardless I believe all of the knowledge above does a pretty solid job at painting a picture of what may have let up to this and what may have been the source.
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More details found the last couple days…

Drake and Diddy Connections+Coincidences

Drake- In the P Diddy wig video from 2016 he talks about going to party with Drake, Cash, and The Weeknd in Toronto. Drake is also one of Birdman’s protégées who is known for being a predator and is rumored to have used label artists to lure young women.

Travis Scott- Interview where he comes out and says Diddy tried to lure him. Still has a long history of associating with him, video of him running from Diddy, his connection to Ruby Rose while underage.

Tim Westwood- Diddy had connections with sex offender Tim Westwood who also inspired the Drake song, “Westwood”. They also both were victims of drive by shootings along with The Weekend and they were all facing some type of allegations.

T.I.- Also has been associate with Diddy through the years, in 2021 his kid died and 11 women can forward at the same time to accuse him and his wife of drugging and assaulting them. Clearly someone wanted to fuck his life up. Possibly due to him getting arrested so many times for wild shit and people wondering how he continued to get away with it shining a light on how powerful industry lawyers are. He also had recently talked about having a gynecologist check to see if his daughter is still a Virgin, which sounds like it could have been an industrty secret. Could have been because he worried about someone trying to take advantage of her to get to him? Regardless that shit is fucking insane.

50 Cent- Has been saying pretty much the same thing as Travis Scott and has trolled Diddy for most of his career. It came out that his wife was a sex worker who was possibly recruited Diddy to help ruin his career. It sort of worked, which raises the question if 50 Cent is the only victim.

Ray J- Him and his sister worked with T.U.G. records when they were very young. Chris Stokes in the nineties who had connections with Diddy. He has been involved in a lot of sex scandals and allegedly may have played a part in Whitney Houston's death. (Which is also allegedly connected to Michael Jackson's death and both were deemed suspicious and happened during their final tours when their masters (song rights), became more valuable than their lives. Sony Records and Tommy Motolla, who also abused Mariah Carey when she was trying to start her career. These are just a few of the alleged examples of labels taking out musicians when they were worth more dead, another is the signing of high risk artists and requiring them to get life insurance so they can profit beyond releasing all their posthumous records. Also the ever so common story of the rising star artist that die at 21 after their first album or two.

He also partied with Diddy in Vegas with along Floyd Mayweather and a bunch of other famous industry people and athletes.

Tory Lanez- Tons of blackmail, also was signed by Interscope under UMG. got sent to prison for ten years after trying to leave his label. Also history of SA and and other allegations of violence towards women.

French Montana- On Diddy's label, close with Rick and Khaled, tons of drug and sexual assault allegations, also dated a Kardashian. Generally grimy.

DJ Khaled- Diddy said he could get anything in Miami, either referring to drugs or women, could explain his connections and lack of any notable talent. (New update, he was one of the first to promote Chris Alvarez’s instagram not long after he turned 18).

Rick Ross- Diddy said some weird shit about him and licked his lips and kissed him at a show. Ross is also signed to Bad Boy under Diddy. He ended up getting involved in the current feud and spamming social media nonstop dissing and threatening Drake.

A lot of the back and forth was both of them threatening to release dirt on each other. One strange coincidence I found was Drake recently trolled Ross about the 20 million dollar renovation to his home on Star island, where Diddy is currently residing. It’s rumored back in the day that P Diddy was caught in a room full of rich guys on ecstasy possibly at the beginning stages of a gay orgy. Drake also mentioned in the same tweets about Rick Ross that Birdman owned a house on the island and asked Rick Ross why he didn’t help him out.

Considering Ross is so sketchy and Drake claims the house isn’t that big, that’s a ridiculous amount of money. He may be covering up evidence, or creating tunnels in his house to escape if shit pops off and Drake might know what’s good. Interestingly enough Ross is very close with French Montana and also signed to Bad. He said his beef was related to something involving French, and Drake’s tweet popped up the same day the info came out concerning the Chris Alvarez stuff.

The famous line from U.O.E.N.O.

Meek Mill- “OG Maco called himself defending his friend Quentin Miller by substantiating the ghostwriting claims and agreeing with Meek. He hit up Twitter saying, "Some of us been knew. Meek just put it in the air. Sucks to have to compete with 6 n****s and get compared to”

Meek mill also had a short beef with Drake, some disses included lines referring to TI’s homie pissing on Drake at the movie theater, which is also interesting considering the current case against him. He also dropped a line saying Diddy almost got a domestic charge when he smacked Drake, which could either be saying that Drake is like a woman, or saying he was Drake’s boyfriend/sugar daddy.
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I thought it was interesting how the beef just kind of disappeared and even Meek said it didn’t seem genuine. Considering the allegations against Meek in the Diddy trial, and his rumored affair with Kim contributing to ending Kanye’s marriage, Meek Mill definitely did some dirt on him.

“Niggas frauds I told the truth, don't ask me shit
All this industry fake enemy and rap shit”

“Money make a sucker that told look trill again”

One of the many chapters in Drake's history in which he is seen paying his way out of trouble and starting beefs randomly.
“Now when that shit went down with Chris, you wrote a check”
This line is referring to Chris brown beef, another beef that was lost to time. All I can remember off the top was someone throwing a champagne bottle at the other’s entourage.

Ty Dolla $ign- Huge feature artist, close with Ye. Grew up in the industry and talks about growing up on the road and being in the studio with his dad and Rick James who was should have already been in prison for life for dragging, torturing, and S assaulting multiple women and children throughout his career and was himself a victim of the industry. May be part of Ye's motivation, considering their recent close working relationship.
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The Randomest Moniker

Long story short I work with children and I whole heartedly agree they are the most free abundant spirits in that form. So while I was on the playground a group of 5-6 year old girls came over to me and randomly asked me how old I am. Now I’m a sports coach so I don’t have to many interactions with these girls but from time to time we will stand in a little group and have conversations for a few minutes as I believe it’s important to entertain their crazy little zoomie moments hahahah and it is really funny most of the time, they come out with the most unhinged quotes and stories. But this time was creepy so after one of them asked how old I am, this new little girl who doesn’t really join in with these group convos blurts out in a straight face monotone manner, “you’re going to die when you are 24”. Now when I tell you me and the other little girls looked at her like emmmm wth was that haha. BUT I realised I just turned 24 last month. It’s almost as she was taken over by something and the message was delivered. Oh also to add I have never told them my age EVER.
I know it’s just a crazy things kids say but what are your thoughts ?

Emily says "she's your father's grandmother's sister girl". That would make Lorelai and Claudia 2nd cousins right?
Because Trix and Claudia would 1st cousins, Richard her 1st cousin once removed. Then Lorelai and Clauidia 2nd cousins?
But how does the whole Trix and her husband being second cousins fit into that? Does that change the order of cousins?
Am I overthinking the last part?