Behan aur uski saheli ko choda

Haan sahi padha aapne, maine farts hi likha hai. Jaise Bachpan mein school mein sikhate the na God is omnipresent. Waise hi farts bhi omnipresent hain. Sab jagah hote hain. Ek baar mujhe kaam tha ek teacher se toh main unki class mein gayi. Jaise hi maine unki class mein enter kiya. Mujhe bohot hi gandi smell aayi. Kisi bachche ne fart kiya tha. It smelled putrid, it actually smelled like dead animal.
Main ek baar dusre ek teacher ke class mein gayi thi toh woh apne dupatta muh pe rakh ke khade the aur bol rahe the ki subah toilet jake aana chahiye school mein.
Mere tuition mein bhi ek ladke ka digestion itna kharab tha ki kya kahoon. Woh baitha baitha itna ganda fart karta tha. Upar se dusre ladke bhi usko dekhle khud bhi fart karne lage. Phir do teen ladke aise the ki woh shamelessly zor zor se fart karne lage aur phir hanste the. Mujhe us ladke ki mummy ko batana pada ki woh bohot fart karta hai. Toh uski mummy ne kaha ki uski dawai li hai.
Mere khud ke class mein pichle saal sirf ek baar aisa hua tha ki kisine bohot hi smelly fart kiya tha. Mujhe already pata tha ki woh kaun ho sakta hai. Ek hi ladki aisi thi jo underweight thi aur theek se khana nahi khati thi, uski mummy ne mujhe kaha tha ki aap isko bolna khaye. Maine us ladki ko puchha aur usne accept kiya ki usne hi fart kiya hai.
Mere Nani jab mere Ghar rehne aaye the na. Toh jab mujhe fart karna hota toh main unse dur chali jati thi. Maine nani se kaha I respect you so, I am standing away from you while I fart. My Nani said it's okay, you don't have to. She said that sometimes nanaji used to fart and cover her face with the blanket.
Mere papa ek baar bata rahe the ki unke ek neighborhood mein ek family rehti thi. Unki beti chhoti thi toh woh bolti thi humare Ghar mein koi fart nahi karta hai.
I don't know why par mujhe farts Hindi mein bolna achha nahi lagta. Family ke samne bol leti hoon. Lekin bahar ke logon ke samne farts hi bolti hoon.
Apne kabhi yeh omnipresent farts experience kare hain, aisi jagah mein jahan aap kuch bol nahi sakte out of respect?

long story short
usne humanities li thi and ik ke voh banda mast jeeta tha,insta pe humesha kahi ghum rha hai aur ya kabhi party kar rha hai.Tanne iss baath ke nhi ke mere usse kam hai,baath yeh hai ke relatives ne bataya ke usne toh padhna december ke end mein suru kara tha and they keep saying that their son is too smart and told me that"I should have studied harder!!"
I managed jee and boards together but still i got taunted for i studied for 2 years(11 and 12th) but still i am only three percent ahead of him.I feel so bad that day,like meine itni mehnat kari aur meri family ko fark nhi pada,pure dinn uski wajah se mujhe tane mile and i even think that my mental health is damaged. Am i the only one suffering or anyone else was similarly treat?

heard some of them saying MBBS nhi mil rha toh BAMS lelo...nothing against BAMS but wht the fuck is this going on these days...'BAMS se surgeon ban jaoge' , 'Gov BAMS promote kr rhi hai' and the most stupid one 'Rural areas mein BAMS waale accha kamate hai' etc
First of all BAMS pseudoscience hai...bc aisi degree hi kyu leni jisme aadhi cheeze galat padhayi jaa rhi hai Jo tumko pata hai ki galat hai tum phir bhi padh rhe ho...evidence based cheezo ko bhi galat maante hai bhai ab tak Ayurveda mein
second tum surgeon bann skte ho...lol appendix aur piles ke operation krne waale ko surgeon nhi bolte bhai...aur khud logically socho tumhe yeh krwana bhi hoga toh tum BAMS ke doctor ke paas jaoge ya MBBS ke doctor ke paas
'rural areas mein bohot scope hai' bc mere baap-dada ne mehnat krke gaand ghis kr paise kamaye taaki hum dhang ki jagah pr reh paaye aur mein wapas wahi chala jau...kyu?kyunki meine ek degree leli jis se mai acchi jagah pr reh kr kama nhi skta
aur bc tum kabhi apni job kyu nhi batate ho alternate career mein...teacher banwao logo ko...tumhe bhi toh lauda padhana aata nhi hai bas wahi ncert ki lines mug-up krke baccho ko chutiya bana rhe ho(woh kaun hai Anmol krke uski baat kr rha mai)
Edit:aur yeh bkl BDS ko itna downgrade kyu krte hai...kam se kam bc usme science toh hai jo kaam krti hai kuch bhi toh nhi padha dete na

Attention: A big rant coming your way so dekh lena padhne hain ki nhi
Hah toh background about me I am class 12 student with commerce and maths student IDK it is the best place to talk about things like mental breakdown all. So let's start mere 11th ke exams 14th of March se khatam huye and uske agle din se maine coaching join kar li with all the peak levels of motivations that I could gain from earlier bahut maja ata tha 1-2 classes hoti thee accounts ki ata tha practice karta tha eak alag hi maja aa rha tha april start hote hi maths and eco ki class shuru ho gyi and even school bhi shuru ho gaye. Thoda sa pressure hua but somehow main kafi ressilient rha roj ache se padhta backlog nhi hone deta lekin fir aya mera official breakdoen ka point accounts me test hua lekin number bilkul chude hue aye jisme main padh kar bhi gya frustration hua but koi nhi lekin sir ko dekh ke aisa laga ki yar BC is admi ne toh mere kuch expectation rakhi thee woh bhi nhi puri kar pya coaching me main starting woh overexcited bacha tha joh sabse pehle answer nikalne ki koshish karta doubts puchta and eak alag sa CHIGMA male attitude aa gya tha shayd thodi ego bhi coaching ki ladkiyon se bhi bat hone woh momint hi alag tha jab unhone pucha Ansh itna kaise padh lete ho tum? main toh eak bar hi pigal gya lekin woh hi chutiya reply maine bhi diya arey kha lekin MKC test me gande numbers ane se pura self-respect ki amma behn eak ho gyi and main eak alag hi rha me nikal gya pichle eak mahine se mere me woh Richyard Fenyman wali vibe ane lagi joh koi bhi physics ka numerical aur ghand phad questions bar me jake lap dance lete hu karta tha yah BJ. Lekin BC woh kismat humari kha meyesain muthi baji ki rha me kuch jyada hi age nikal gya rat ko 12 baje muthi marta tha suabh 5 baje uth ke school jata lekin yar woh post nut clarity wala kuch scene hi nhi hua dimag maa ki eyes chal hi nhi rha ladkiyon ke bat karne me eak jijhak. Hah pta hain ki ap koi ayega niche loduuuuuu hilaya mat kar leikin BC 1 week hote hi tharak roof top phad dete hain hormones peak par aa jate hain. Us time pe mera dimag aise trick karta hain ki lodu sun dekh abhi badhiya lag rha hain hain top of the world coaching me ijjat bani hui hain muth mar aur stress bhula de afsos main apne is dimag ke sharyantra me aa hi jta hua (bhayankar rone wala emoji) . Lekin tum soch rhe hoge ki nhi yar isme toh sab kuch theek hain main bat yeh hain ki maine IPMAT ki class bhi join kar rakhi hain toh time ka pta hi nhi chalta aur coaching me downfall hi chal rha hain whi school me comeback lekin wah ka kya hain andhe ghante exam se cum karne se bhi cumbak ho jta hain don't ask me why. Lekin main problem hain coaching eak toh BC joh maine yeh nyi coaching join kari hain sare hi kuch jyada hi ammeri ke ghode lagete hain. BSDK maths ki class me 150 rupee ki coffee lake questions solve karte hain bolte hain "Bruh you know what coffee is the best invention of this humankind I can't fucking imagine a day without it" tab toh indeed bol deta hun lekin man me main bhi bolta hun in bhak bsdk ke. Main toh galti se eak vada pav hi kha ke aja toh mami ko pura explanation dena padhta hain hain ki kyon main is dhuvidha me fassa and ghar ake kyon nhi kha lekin fir woh hi mummiyon ke dialogue paise kya ped pe ugte hain toh jah mere liye bori bhar kar la kaun samajye. Age badhte hain I wish thoda sa mera balance bane and eak kafi possitivity aye academic comebak hoye and female interactions aur badhe. (Kash woh sote huye yeh sochti ho ki yar main kabhi zinadagi me Ansh ke sath betray nhi karungi eak bar uski bandi ban jau toh and Ansh kitna shi banda hain padhta bhi hain topper bhi hain and nerd bhi nhi aur top notch meme language me bat karta hain) Chalo fir bhai ke prathana karne DM karna ho toh thodi der backchodi karte hain stress relief ke liye

its gonna be a long trauma dump.
im 19f, appeared in 12th this year, this would be my first drop. vaise to iss sun pe lurker rehti thi, aaj laga maybe kuch bol hi du to atleast relief rahega kisko dhang se bataya to. vaise to life meri bekar nhi hai overall dekha jaye to. yaha pe logo ka padho bc achhi lagne lagti hai life, and phir agle din vahi rr.
i was five almost, jb mere nana ne pehli baar mujhe touch kiya tha. mummy papa ka office rehta tha and bhaiya ka school to akele chhodne ki jagah nana ko bula lete the vo log ki mera dhyaan rakhe. achha dhyan rakhe the (apna lolzzz). now that i think about the movements and the way he'd shake afterwards, pyare nanaji was most probably cumming in his dhoti holding his five year old granddaughter on his thigh. (i mean, ladke shayad better jaane, kabhi kisi se detail mein puchha nhi iss baare mein. after it had got some action and y'all are ejaculating, do you guys like, freeze for a bit a breathe hard? agar nhi to im sorry for the wrong allegations). anyways that happened for a while. uske baad ka mujhe kuch yaad nhi. tbh ye bhi nhi yaad tha, until 3-4 saal pehle jb i read a similar scene in a book and ye yaad aaya phir shock mein chali gayi. had two beautiful frnds jinko bataya iss baare mein and they tried to help me out as best as they could. andar se ye bhi lagta tha ki mummy ko kabhi pata bhi chala to nahi manengi, isiliye parents se thoda grudge rehta tha and ladti jhagadati rehti thi.
fast forward to present, mai apne best friend ke saath relationship mein aa gayi and slowly but surely, he made a great impact on my relationship with my family. like uski uske parents ke saath achhe relations hain and ladka bhi sahi hai (haa pyar krti hu usse, mar jaungi ek din) to convince kr liya mujhe ki mere parents bhi pasand krte hain mujhe. and tb se mere relations meri family ke saath significantly improve hue. i even started to trust them.
to kya hai na, mummy and nana ki jamti nhi hai (he's neither a good husband nor a good father), isiliye mummy unse baat nhi krti. ek din recently mummy unhi ke baare mein upset thi and maine mummy se bol diya ki "uss aadmi se to mujhe nafrat hai. royi hu bestfriend ko batate hue" and mummy was like mujhe batao but mana kar di ki abhi nhi.
agle din she came to me and said ki unhe raat mein neend nhi aa rahi thi ye sochte hue ki aisa unhone kya kar diya ki I don't trust her but trust my frnds? phir bohot bolne pe mai unhe puri baat bata di (utni detail mein nhi obviously) and she was very supportive. boli ki "maa baap important hote hain par bachcho se zyada nhi. mai to vaise bhi unhe ghar na bulati but ab to sawal hi nhi uthata. shakal nhi dekhungi unki". and mai apne room mein aake rone lagi ki maine apni maa ko galat samjha ki vo mujhpe yakeen nhi karengi.
then agle din, i think jb mai ghar pe nhi thi tb mummy bhaiya ko ye baat batayi and he told her abt how once i confessed to him i was a lesbian (bisexual boli thi but lauda hai), and pata nhi kaise, mummy ko convince kr doya ki im making this whole story up for sympathy and to seem cool.
mummy aayi and mujhse boli ki "tum jo batayi ho, vo sach mein hua hai ya jo tum ghatiya books padhti ho, uski vajah se dimag mein baitha li ho ki mere saath bhi kuch galat hua hai?" and phir asked me abt that lesbian wala and told me ki inhi sab vajah se my face has lost its innocence and mai kuch nahi kar paayi hu. kaise i didn't deserve the marks i got in boards and sabka entrance exam tha but sab ek event mein aa rahe the but tumne kuch padha nhi tha isiliye nhi aayi (true but jisko neet dena hota vo aise bhi na aata). and how she feels ashamed and unsafe to go out with me varna i would wander off with "bhaiya log". that other girls of my age look smart and innocent and good even of they're fat. and gori ladkiyo ka chehra nhi pink hai, but you have yellowish tone and you never look smart, tumhare andar vo cheez hi nhi. she ended her speech with, "tumhari vajah se maine apne baap ko galat samjha. agar tum jhoote ilzam laga rahi ho to uska anjam dikhega." and then very lightly said, as if she didn't believe it, "aur agar mere baap ne kuch kiya hoga to bhagwan batayenge."
since that day, i haven't been able to look at my family the same way. the love, trust and respect i had for them seems gone. uss din ke baad mummy achhe se baa ki but bhul nhi paa rahi unn words ko. isse pehle bhi aisa bohot kuch boli hain vo jo bura laga tha but ye Dil tod diya. i can't believe my first heartbreak is from my mother itself.
isse pehle bhi she'd questioned my character. mai maanti hu, mai chutiye bachchi thi. nhi samjhti thi kuch. school bus mein achhe bhaiya log mile the to sabko achha samajhti thi and apne age ke logo se ghul mil nhi paati thi. isiliye almost got tricked by a senior jo uss time 11th mein the (i was in 6th, koi dost nhi tha to attention ki bhukhi rehti thi). uske liye mummy branded me as "characterless". I WAS IN SIXTH, NHI PATA THA MUJHE KUCH. phir ek baar humlog kahi gaye the and mummy dusri seat pe chali gayi mujhko leke jbki meri dost pichhe ki seat pe thi. i tried going to her to uss time to mummy bas gusse se dekhi but ghar aake boli ki how im such a bad daughter, achhe ghaf ki ladkiya sirf apne mummy papa ke paas rehti hain but tumko to matakna rehta hai. tumhare jaisi ladkiyo ko characterless rehte hain, kisi ki nhi hoti hain. (this was in class 9th).
ho sakta hai mai apna side leke dekh rahi hu isiliye mai khud ko sahi samajh rahi. but galti kya ki maine ye to koi achhe se explain karo???
recent ye nana wala batane ke baad to bas yahi manati hu roz bhagwan se ki maar daale mujhe. sach nata rahi, jb dekhega na koi sirf meri mummy papa aur bhaiya ko saath mein, to itne perfect lagte hain. and mai manhoos ki yarah aa jaati hu beech mein. (mumma thinks ki mera chehra normal rehne pe mahoos lagta hai, i should be smiling har samay varna apni life barbaad ke dungi aisi shakal bana ke).
marne ka ya relapse krne ka (i used to self harm) roz mann krta hai, but apni best friend aur apne bf ke baare mein sochke ruk jaati hu. sach mein doni pagal pyaar krte hain mujhse. bestfriend ki life already laudi ho rakhi hai, aur nhi pareshan krna, bf ki life mein pehle hi bohot trauma the, ab badhane ka mann nhi. i promised him I'd helo him heal.
ab 15 aur 16 ko cuet hai but padha nhi hai kuch and pata nhi kaise niklega. nikalka bhi zaruri hai varna home life aur fucked up ho jaayegi plus ghar se niklungi to insabme dimag nhi lagega.
samajh nhi aa raha kaise padhu ab, aakhiri din bacha hai, sab kuch padha hai but revise krna hai. idk bhai, higheay sach mein sundar lagne laga hai (srsly)
edit: aaj matashree ko therapy de rahi thi. and pata chala she has shit communication skills and she meant to say ki hopefully ye sab mera vehem hai but boldi kuch aur. and batayi mumma bhaiya bhi bola ho sakta hai vehem ho but he cried when he first heard it. matashree se phir ladi khub ki baat nhi krne aata achhe se ro rahi hu kb se. tumlogo ke comments+ mummy se baat krke jo relief Mila hai na, thankyou yaar. literally verge of suicide se happy kr diye ho.

So Mera eak dost hai uspe 6 subject hai uski agar 5 subject mai cs ko jode toh 74.6 arahe hai aur PE ko jode toh 76.2 arahe hai uski querry yeh hai ki josaa mai 75% criteria ke lie eligible hai ki nhi please help him 🙏 specially seniors

Bhai ye bakchodi bahot ho gayi ye thode log aakar ek cheez bolte hai inse number poocho to 200 aate the aur 3 4 saal ke droppers hote hai aur random yt inst comment utha ke bolte hai leak hua har saal ye leak to hogai hi aur jab inse kabo un scammers ko pakdho to nhi ji scammers ko kyn pakhde wE wAnT ReNEeT humare 100 number isliye aae kynki leak ho gaya aur jab indian country chodte hai phir log popchte hai kyn choda

Jaab khule jagah mai hawa ati hai, toh kitna sukoon milta hai kabhi socha hai. Ehsaas kiya hai tumne bohot baar, lekin kabhi socha uske baarein mai? Uss sukoon kai baatein mai, uss hawa kai baatein mai? Ajeeb nahi ki ek aisi cheeze Jo ek paal hai aur dusre paal nahi woh tumhe itna sukoon de payegi. Baas, yahi sochra hu abhi.
Mai jo likh raha hu koi exception nahi hai, it's the same old story. Ek.... nahi, doh tutte dilo ki dastan.
Uske baarein mai ab likhu bhi kya, likhdunga toh soh nahi paunga, itna hai Maan mai samundar pyaar ka uske liye, baas is samundar nai apana aasman kho Diya.
11th mai mulaqat hui thi usse, shayad taab mujhe pata nahi chala lekin uski muskurahat sai mere dil ko pata chal Gaya. Phir, wakt beeta, mid sems, school ko bakchodi, prep ki padhai, krte krte ayi 12th. Iss wakt Tak mai use acche sai Jaan Gaya tha, haamein ek dusre sai baatein kare Bina din raat adhure lagte thai. Kuch toh tha un dino, kuch haseen, kuch pyaara jisse abhi taak bahar ki duniya nai kharab nahi kiya tha.
Phir ek din, usne mujhe ek khat diya. Yes, a letter 💌, a love letter. Usme usne apna Maan mere saamne rakh Diya, aur maine usse apana liye. Uske baad mujhe asli mai ehsaas hua ki mai kitna bada Aashiq hu, kitna bada rotdu, aur kitna bada chutiya.
Bohot kuch baatein sikha gaya yeh silsila, bohot saari yaadein aur kuch aise lamhey de Gaya jo shayad mai aakhri saas taak nahi bhulnga. Abhi bhi uske khat sambhal kar rakhe hai maine, dekhte dekhte 2 mahine nikal Gaye jaise 2 paal ho, dekhte dekhte 2 saal bhi bitt jayenge.
Mai bolra tha ki kaise hawa, jo ek paal hai aur dusre mai nahi, haamein itna sukoon de jaati hai. Kuch log bhi hawa jaise hote hai, zindagi kai ek paal kai liye sath rehkar khushiya, yaadein aur aasu de jaatein hai, aur dusre paal gayab.
Abhi bhi is andheri raat ko dekh kar usse yaad karta hu, Chand toh haar koi keheta tha mai usse apana raat ka aasman bulata tha, baas mera. Ab issi aasman ko taakte hue hawayein aur uski yaad aati hai, ek paal yaha aur dusre paal nahi, ek paal mere paas sur dusre paal nahi
~ ❤️‍🩹

Tum unn auruton ki category mein aati ho jiska maksad hota hai ladki jese hi badi huye uski shaadi Kara do!!! You are mentally toxic jaahil aurat!!!
Tum un teen ladkiyon ko sikha Rahi ho itni sensetive ( adolescence) umra mein ki ab jab bhi kahin bahar niklo makeup karke niklo!! Bol rahi thi ab hum jab bhi bahar jayenge toh tum teeno apna makeup khud karke niklogi !!!
Iss age mein girls ko jab motivation dena chahiye apne life ke goal,career and hard work se set karne ka, tum unhe encourage kar rahi ho makeup karke bahar nikalne ka!!!
Jahan inn ladkiyon ko apna time padayi mein lagana chahiye wahan yeh ab apne makeup kit ko explore karne mein time waste karengi!!
You are using Meher and spoiling her for your content!!! Pehle bola unlimited clothes shopping aur ab makeup kit!!!! Uska pura mind career, padayi, hard work se hata ke dhyaan modelling, vlogging, quick earning money mein laga rahi ho!!!
Shame on you!!! God! I feel like punching her hard on her face!!

Aaj ka din roz ki tarah start hua subah parents se daant khake utha ki itna late uthta hai etc. Fir padhne baitha (cuet) 12 baje tak padhta hu fir 1-1.5 hours game khelta hu uski wajah se roz mummy se daant padti hai so nothing new. Then my father came from office and khana khane ke baad parents se daant padi kyun- mera phone 4 saal se jyada purana ho gaya hai new phone order kiya tha 4 ko par galat address par kar dia to cancel karna pada and refund nahi aya abhi tak (SBI op) to daant padi uske liye aur fir meri mummy ne entry mari, she started scolding me saying "kitna careless attitude hai khar mein pada hai padhta nahi hai jee mein bhi acche nahi aye NDA bhi nahi niklega boards me bhi acche nahi ayenge etc" (this is my fault because i can't meet their expectation). I cried a lot. Khudko gaali dera tha man mein ki bhenchod kya chutiya hu mein loda nahi ukhad paya.
So now you might be thinking what is good in this so this all changed at evening, I was going to play as I got outside the gate my father called me saying kuch kaam hai aja jab mein upar gaya tab wo madir ke pas baithe the toh mein samajh gya ki NDA ka result a gaya hai and negative thoughts started coming in my mind ki agar nahi hua to kya hoga etc. papa ne dekha written clear ho gaya. Everyone was very happy. Apne teacher ko call kiya as soon as I said hello he realized by my voice (I was close to crying) ki hogaya and asked "hogaya" and then congratulated me. My mother and father then hugged me and I started crying fir behen ka call aaya wo bhi boht khus thi. Khelne jaate wakt papa ne 100rs diye bole kuch kha lena. Jab wapis aya tab mandir gaye. Ghar wapis aya tab papa ne bol dia ke manga le phone dusra refund ata rahega.
This day was unlike any in the past 7-8 months and I very happy. Padhne ke liye thanks and hope you also have a good time ahead.

If nalla couple is focusing on meher so what's wrong in this? Atleast kuch initiative to le rahe hain. Meher must be happy ye sab attention se. Kuch din mein maudaha wapas chali hi jayegi atleast kuch achchi memories le kar jayegi. Reddit pe discuss hua to uska kuch benefit to mila aur naja aur beti uske sath galat kar hi rahe hain already she's fed up of naja in recent Shoaib's vlog also when naja said jo kuch dekhta hai( in context of ghost, as meher seen it first) use hi saboot dena padta hai, to meher said hum koi saboot nahi denge in an irritated voice. Koi bhi fed up hojayega agar continuous target hoga wo to bachchi hai uspe Agar meher ko nalla couple bhi ignore karte to heavyheart ke sath wapas jati wo. I appreciate janab and madam yahan dekh ke hi sahi par kuch to kar rahe hain. Unlike chalu uska sach bahar la ke paise kamaye uspe jata bhi rahi hai hum ye karte hain wo karte hain. Usko challenge bhi nahi jitaya koi. Nalla as gift kuch offer kar raha hai meher ko. Varna chalu bas sara aur riza ko highlight rakhti hai. Views ke liye hi ho par isse meher ka confidence boost hoga ke usne kuch jeeta hai. Chalu ki tarah use dukhi nahi kiya uski personal baat nikal ke nalla couple ne.

tho i’ve had a reddit account for awhile i never used it as much aur ye mera pehla post h toh this can be messy
im in 12th standard currently and preparing for neet 2025. im the only daughter of my single mother, that is a surgeon so she never rlly had any time for me. i have no family in this city either so i used to attend school for the sake of social interaction and my sanity all throughout my childhood.
11vi se dummy schooling krli aur ofcourse 10svi tk ke saare friend groups fade hogye. Aakash join kr rkha h, to keep up with studies and maybe some socialising. However staff raddi h bilkul toh bs tests dene jaati hu aur upar se udhar har koi ek dusre ko mere “competition” ki tarah dekhta toh dosti yaari ka mtlb hi nhi
ye sb mei 11vi maine mushkil se kaati jo kher kaafi backlogs h, mai uspr bhi focus nahi kar paarhi kyuki apne hi thoughts mei khatam hone lagi hu. Dec 2023 se ive been together with this very sweet and loveable guy. hes preparing for jee as well. he has helped me alot to be more “present” in the world and rlly just keep my guard up. Lekin wobhi meri tarah ek aspirant hi h, uski khud ki life h. jbse 12vi start hui hum dono hi aur busy hogye hain ki samay nhi mil paata milne ka. uska apna bando ka group h jisme wo ghumta rehta milta rehta mere saath utna nhi hopata and im not complaining about that. i just figured out how dependent ive been on him for my mental health. aise koi tha nhi ab jo h sb wahi bangya. mujhe bilkul ichcha nhi usse disturb krne ki i want both of us to succeed but the fact that as a woman i dont have any friends who go out as much or are even willing to meet, well girls dont get to do so tbh. i keep rotting everyday alone in my fucking house with these same fucking books over n over again, ive started to engage in self harm. i feel like physical pain distracts me easily from the mess going on in my brain and i cant rlly tell my mom or my bf ab this they’d breakdown. i rlly need some desperate advice i want to be better.

So hi guys My mains wasn't much good but yeah qualified for adv Mains ke through koi accha nit toh nhi mil raha
Then gave ugee but I don't think I will be able to clear the cutoff
Abhi kal cet hai mera uski mock me bhi 130/200 aaye bs so usase bhi no umeed
Aur rahi baat adv ki toh usme confidence nahi hai itna kyu ki bs maths me no aa rahe hai Total 100 ke aas pass ja raha hai bs
So I was just thinking ki should I give SAT Like I think aise hi dena toh chahiye but not sure 16 ko registration ki last date hai I'm bit confused
Or should I just give a mock pehele aur no acche aaye toh hi SAT du?
I don't know just everything's fcked up 🙂 Kuch help krdo

Guys mein 11th mein hu aur jee ki coaching le rahi hu VMC se aur maths mein tho sab theek chal raha hai par physics aur chemistry mein kaffi backlog hai aur hw questions bade tough hote hai especially physics ke so pls help kardo meri aur upar se hamara 27 may ko test bhi hai waha pe uske liye alag se gaand phati hui hai waha ke test bade tough bante hai aur mere ghar wale mujhe jaala denge test marks dekh ke pls advise dedo koi. Mera class topper ( 10th tak ) bhi mere hi batch mein hai aur uski halat bhi kharab chal rahi hai. Usko dekh kar aur demotivation ho raha hai banda 10th tak top marta tha ab use bhi paadai tough lag rahi hai mein tho kabhi topper thi bhi nhi mera kya hoga