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2018.05.17 15:32 CosmicBreadBox Tutorials, News, and Networking

You know that people make millions online, but you aren't sure how to they do it? Browse the many tips and tricks that successful web entrepreneurs have proven time and time again to be winners. Feel free to network and do what you need to build your online empire!
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2015.01.26 14:52 Ghost_Animator I bet you will /r/BeAmazed!

I bet you will /BeAmazed! A place to find and share amazing things
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2021.06.05 14:19 LongJonSiIver Palworld

[Unaffiliated with Pocketpair] Palworld is a brand-new multiplayer, open-world survival crafting game where you can befriend and collect mysterious creatures called "Pals" in a vast new world! Make your Pals fight, build, farm, work in factories, and more!
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2024.05.18 23:07 biltongboy How i uncovered a hidden talent with ethical hacking

Hey everyone! I wanted to share a little story about how I stumbled upon a hidden talent of mine through ethical hacking. A few years back, I was just an average Joe working a 9-5 job, feeling pretty uninspired. One day, I decided to dive into the world of ethical hacking, purely out of curiosity. I started with some basic tutorials and gradually moved on to more advanced stuff. It was like opening a door to a whole new world. I was hooked! šŸ•µļøā€ā™‚ļøšŸ’»
I remember this one time when I was helping a friend who had been getting some suspicious emails. It was a perfect opportunity to put my new skills to the test. I traced the emails back to a sketchy source and even helped her secure her accounts. It felt amazing to use my skills for good and to actually make a difference. That experience really solidified my passion for ethical hacking.
Fast forward to today, and Iā€™ve managed to turn this passion into a side gig. Iā€™ve helped small businesses secure their networks and even conducted a few penetration tests for local companies. It's been a wild ride, and Iā€™ve learned so much along the way. One of the tools that really helped me gather information efficiently was this open-source research platform I came across, which allows you to search for publicly available info on individuals. Itā€™s super handy for gathering strategic data without breaking any laws.
If youā€™re just starting out or looking to sharpen your skills, I highly recommend diving into the resources available in this subreddit. Thereā€™s a wealth of knowledge here, and the community is super supportive. Keep it legal and ethical, and youā€™ll be amazed at what you can achieve!
Oh, and by the way, based on my journey, I actually ended up creating a project called [Effect Group](https://effectgroup.io). Itā€™s an open-source research platform that helps users like journalists, lawyers, and private investigators gather publicly available information efficiently. Feel free to check it out if youā€™re interested. Happy hacking! šŸš€
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2024.05.18 23:07 kbonitta Online PSS training in CA

Hi everyone! Iā€™m looking for online self-pace PSS training. I started the training through Lutheran Social Services Southern California (LSSSC), however Iā€™ve been waiting two days on my first assignment to be graded in order to move to the next chapter. I even emailed the program administrator but have not received a response. I can only imagine this will be the same way other assignments will be graded.
Does anyone know of other online programs? Or locations where I can get certified while training? I donā€™t mind doing volunteer work on the weekends and evenings if necessary.
Iā€™ve been working in a field where I donā€™t have job satisfaction and itā€™s not like Iā€™m making bank to continue with this demoralizing lifestyle. Iā€™m available to work any day, anytime anywhere in LA County and remotely as well. Iā€™ve been looking, and applying on indeed and LinkedIn.
Thank you!
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2024.05.18 23:06 Affectionate_Bat5876 Am I a horrible person for just wishing my sister didn't exist?

My sister seems like the worst person in the world to me and I need some outside opinions on this. Right now, I'm a minor in middle school, I would not like to specify my age, and the sister mentioned in the title is 24. My oldest sister is currently 26. I'll call the sister I really hate Sarah (24), and the other one that I really love Katie (26). As more context, Katie works a great job in a big city, she's super independent, and she treats the family to lots of nice things. Sarah lives at home and freeloads off my parents. Sarah has diagnosed ADHD, depression, OCD, anxiety, and probably more that I don't know about. I understand that when she was little my parents had very different parenting styles and I know that lots of things traumatized her mostly parents and teachers. The thing is, ever since I was little, she's been the one traumatizing me. I remember very clearly there was this one time where she had locked me in her room again (she did this multiple times a week to me) so she could yell at me about things I didn't understand. I was probably between the ages of 3-5 at that time. I remember that one specific time I was crying really really hard and as a child if I cried too hard I would have this feeling like I would need to puke. This specific time I remember my mom was banging on my sisters door to tell her to let me out, and I remember thinking if I could just throw up on her bed them she could definitely let me out, so I forced myself to cry harder until I threw up, and she let me out. Even after that, she would still always shut me in a room with her, and since my parents told her that she wasn't allowed to lock the door with only me and her inside a room, she would just hold the door shut and I couldn't open it because she was 10+ years older than me. Even today I hate being in the same room as her alone even with the door open for that reason. From when I was in preschool to probably 2nd grade in elementary school, she would always argue super loudly with my parents, specifically my dad, and she would always scream at him to divorce my mom and I just remember it was really scary. In recent years, her depression has been bad, so I've been trying to help out. When she needs food to be cooked, I cook for her, and when she moved back to our house from her apartment, she didn't do any work and it was just me my parents and my oldest sister moving her stuff for her. This is important because of an argument we had today. My mom was helping me clean out my room because my cat had been sick so we decided to deep clean my room to have a better environment for her, and while my mom was wiping stuff down, I was fixing a waterbottle, which was a task I had put off for months. She walked to me, told me to help my mom, and then got mad at me when I told her I wanted to finish fixing my water bottle first. For context for the next part, she always yells at me about things I do wrong and how I'm so entitled all the time. I understand that the way I'm raised is very different than the way she was because my parents have changed a lot in 10 years. I hate it when she yells at me, I can't even defend myself or say anything back, and if I ever say something mean to her she can't take it because she's struggling with mental health and it impacts her so badly. I don't get it, she always tells me to tell her what she can fix, and when I do, I admit I say those things at not the best times like during argument and stuff, she gets so pressed about what I say. Apparently its ok for her to insult every family member, but they can't say anything back to her. (mostly me and my dad, she always yells at him about how my mom always does all the work around the house, which is mostly true, but I also see him putting in an effort to take on chores. He does work until 6-8pm every day, but my mom is almost the only one taking care of me. My sister acts so proud of herself when she drives me to class, which I'm grateful for, but then she insults my dad for not doing it. As a literal freeloader, I don't get why she thinks she gets to insult him so so much. I am a feminist, I get what she's saying, but my dad is far from the horrible man she probably sees him as.) I've been struggling with suicide ideation for around 4 years, I've always hated school because it kills my creativity and it makes my life feel like a never ending cycle, and I always use home as my safe space. Sarah ruins the safe space and makes me unable to enjoy my own home. She is a huge part of why I literally don't want to live. The argument today escalated because when she called me entitled and lazy for not helping my mom with cleaning my room, which I did previously, I had just stopped to fix my water bottle when she had started talking at me, and so I said she can't speak on that because when she was moving back to our house everyone in the family helped move furniture except for her. She got so angry, told me that I was throwing her depressive episode in her face, and told me I was demonizing her mental health. I understand that depression is hard to handle, I've had two friends go to both hospitals and recovery places for depression and attempts. I completely understand that depression stops you from doing things, but I don't think that those things should just be ignored either. It's ok for her to not be able to move her own things because of depression, but I don't think its ok for her to preach about it to me and call me a horrible person when I bring it up. I'm not blaming her for having depression, I'm just calling her out for being a hypocrite. Another problem I have with her is that she's always trying to parent me. When I was little, whenever she was crying and sobbing and screaming I always brought her water and tissue paper, but she did nothing for me. I remember Katie always taking care of me when my parents were to busy with Sarah. I love Katie so so much, she does so much for me, she inspires me so much, and whenever she raises her voice at me it's because I'm in danger and whenever she lectures me its because I actually did something wrong. I always listen to Katie because I always feel like she's qualified to tell me things, because she's a great person and I know she will never tell me to do something that she herself cannot do. I don't think Sarah is qualified to take care of me. I hate how she tries to act like a big sister to me when I'm literally ashamed to have the same last name as her. I don't know what to do, I can't get away from Sarah because she still lives in my parent's house, has no job, and has not shown any sign of a plan for her future. Please help, I just want to stop letting my life be this impacted by her.
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2024.05.18 23:06 Karflowe Someone is trying to ruin my marriage

Someone is trying to ruin my marriage
A couple days ago my husband got a text from a person claiming im cheating with them. My husband has been texting this person for 2 days now. He wont show me the messages or give me details. I think because heā€™s believing them.
The little tidbits my husband has let slip is the phone number (itā€™s a TextNow number-I tried calling it), that this person told him I said heā€™s a bad dad, and that this person has sent ā€œevidenceā€ or ā€œproof.ā€ I also know they called me by name.
I canā€™t even begin to imagine what this person has said. Me and my husband are both active duty military. The number has the area code of where we live, so this person is most likely local. We donā€™t have friends really outside our units so itā€™s someone one of us works with. I suspect someone I work with more than my husbands coworkers because Iā€™ve had issues with some higher ups at work in the last year. I think itā€™s probably someone with kids because I donā€™t think someone without kids would think to make up the ā€œbad dadā€ lie. The other alternative in my mind is that thereā€™s some crazy woman who is secretly obsessed with my husband and trying to ruin our marriage. Whoever it is obviously has something wrong with them mentally.
Another reason I suspect someone I work with is because they would know all the times my husband is gone (heā€™s gone often) and in my mind thatā€™s the only logical ā€œevidenceā€ they could have is mentioning times I would have been cheating. That and the fact that this is obviously an attack on me and not him. This is meant to hurt me. And I have people in my work center who donā€™t like me. Never thought any of them would do something this deranged though.
Im frustrated with my husband and freaking out because of the situation. Adultery is against the UCMJ and this accusation could ruin my career. If this person is ballsy enough to message my husband lies with a clear intent to break us up or cause issues between us. And is dedicated enough to use a fake number and continue on talking to him, they are absolutely capable of making a report to my commander. Even if itā€™s found not to be true it will still negatively effect my career. You canā€™t do damage control after an accusation like that.
Without knowing the context of the messages Iā€™m speculating a lot. I know my husband stayed up all night messaging this person and he made a comment about how he was obviously drunk and then this morning he suddenly didnā€™t have a lot to say.
My husband is trying to find out who it is and says heā€™ll share the identity if he finds out, but thatā€™s it. Im also trying to find out who it is but have been wildly unsuccessful because of the use of a texting app. Iā€™ve thought about filing a police report for defamation and seeing if theyā€™ll trace the number, but I donā€™t have any proof because my husband wonā€™t share the messages.
To be clear I have never cheated on my husband, messaged another man, anything. Weā€™ve been rocky for a good bit of our marriage which may explain why heā€™s not believing me, but I love the hell out of him and things were just starting to get better in the last couple months.
All that to ask, does anyone have any advice? Know of a way to trace this person? Anything?
Also is you know a better place to post this please tell me. Im struggling to figure out where to post
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2024.05.18 23:06 the_ghost_in_me_ I am creating something for this sub and I need your help and screenshots!

I don't have a lot of time, but I desperately want a succinct, damning collection of screenshots from JRK's attacks on female victims of powerful men. If people could see these examples all lined up, they'd see what a disgusting woman Jessica is, and the damage she's doing to SA survivors. When I was raped, I remembered the treatment of Kobe Bryant's victim in court and didn't report it immediately. There are women and girls out there who haven't been SA'd yet, but when they are, they'll remember how Amber Heard & other women were treated and think, "I can't possibly put myself through that right now." She is doing so much damage to FUTURE victims and ensuring these men can continue their crimes against more women!
So I'm going to create either a sub wiki or a post that can be pinned to the top of the sub (assuming the mods will be cool with it), and it's going to be DAMNING. I don't want to get bogged down with other shitty things Jessica has done, like her behavior during covid or her shitty parenting. I just want the absolute worst of her behavior to showcase to people. I think that's her treatment of women who have been SA'd by powerful men. If you think something else is as important, please comment below and i'll consider including it. But right now I will focus on this one area.
If you have screenshots of Jessica doing this, please post them below. Or if you simply remember something especially abhorrent that you want to make sure I remember to include, please comment here. If I can't search for the screenshot, someone else here may have it.
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2024.05.18 23:05 topshelf_23 Queens CS or Guelph CS (+ co-op)?

Yo! I'm trying to finalize my decision on which university I should go to and it's between Guelph (+ their co-op) and Queens (+ obviously, their internship) for CS. I think what's really holding me from making a decision is the whole co-op situation. Would you rather have a 1 year internship and save money from having to move to various places or would you rather have multiple 3 month co-ops where you can explore different companies and such.
Any help would be awesome, thanks guys! :D
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2024.05.18 23:05 dinojack1000 Fnaf theory about the Mimic and Glitchtrap

So we all thought that Glitchtrap was the digital consciousness of Afton, then the Mimic came along and threw everything off. Now we think that Glitchtrap is just the Mimic mimicking Aftonā€™s behavior. However, I think that Glitchtrap could still be Aftonā€™s consciousness hooked up to Help Wanted. Now Iā€™m going to pull a Candy Cadet and tell you a story.
Vanessa was working for Fazbear Entertainment on their new VR game. She knew this really was just a big cover up, but she was powerless to do anything about it. She had an inexplicable interest in the history of Freddyā€™s. More specifically the mysterious killings and the unidentified murderer that ruined Fazbearā€™s brand. One day, when she was testing the game, she noticed something strange in the corner of her eye. A purple tape on the track in the introduction section. Once she collected it, she entered the main hub and saw it. The green figure of a humanoid rabbit costume was standing in the doorway. It didnā€™t look like Bonnie. She wanted to notify management, but once she listened to the tape, she wanted to take matters into her own hands. And besides, itā€™s not like management was going to do anything about it anyway. Vanessa continued to collect tapes. As she collected them, she learned what had actually happened to one of her coworkers Jeremey. Management just said that he had an accident and had to be put out of work. But it was so much worse than that. He cut off his own face with a paper cutter! She needed to find out why he would do that. But each tape she collected, the rabbit would come closer and closer. She noticed more details as it came closer. The costume looked hand sewn and very low tech. And that smile. It was so unnerving, yet somewhat comforting to Vanessa. Once she gathered 15 tapes, the woman on the other side told her to stop collecting them. But she came this far and her curiosity got the best of her. She found the last one and was surprised by the switch of mood the person on the tape had. She said that bring the tapes together was the only way to get rid of whatever this virus was. But that was not correct. Venessa unknowingly brought together all of the parts that this thing needed. She tried to manually face this virus, and it seemed to have worked. The game ran nominally, minus the weird green rabbit plush in the hub. But as the days passed, Vanessa began to hear voices in her head. She would spend more and more time in the game. Coworkers said that on occasions, she would be found talking to herself when the headset was on. She had the ability to communicate with this virus. It told her to make an in-game rabbit mask, and she obeyed. She didnā€™t know why, but it was like she couldnā€™t help but obey. She had the mask and the plush, so now she could have an actual conversation with this being. It explained that it was William Afton, and that he was trapped in this game to escape death. But that was impossible! Mr. Afton died many years ago. Fazbearā€™s higher ups said that he retired and lived the rest of his life in his house on a hill. But he told her his fate was much, much worse. He was so close to death, but he had a safety measure. He figured out how to copy part of his consciousness into a circuit board so that his memories, thoughts, his very essence can live on in case anything happened to his physical body. Vanessa remembered that the game scanned old circuit boards to expedite the process of making the VR game. That must have been how he appeared in the game. He also explained that he was the one that killed all of those kids back in the day. Vanessa couldnā€™t believe it. The co-founder of Fazbear Entertainment was the man behind all of these slaughters? At first she was horrified, but then she felt a sort of happiness. In some sort of twisted way, she found it funny that a man so bent on making children happy was the one that took the lives of so many of them. She knew in the back of her mind that it was wrong, but she couldnā€™t help but laugh. Over time, Vanessa, now given the new name of Vanny by Afton, continued to complete tasks for Afton, because he couldnā€™t do them in his predicament. She was reluctant to say the least about doing these things, but Aftonā€™s influence was so strong that she couldnā€™t say no. One day, she quit being a beta tester for the VR game, and instead was hired on to be a security guard for the new Mega Pizza Plex. In this position, she would have access to areas that were of importance to Afton. More specifically, under the Pizza Plex. The entire building was built over an old Freddyā€™s location. The one where Aftonā€™s body still is. Vanny was tasked with finally freeing Afton from his digital prison and creating a new body for him. While this was happening, Vanessaā€™s coworkers took notice of her odd behavior. From her spending a lot of time in the basement, to her incriminating search history, it was clear that she needed help. So management sent her to therapy. There, she was always so distracted by that voice in her head. She would talk and answer questions, but if the therapist ever got too close to knowing the truth, Afton made sure that they were silenced. Vanessa didnā€™t want to do it, she just wanted a way out. But she was in too deep. It was finally time to put Aftonā€™s plan into action. To do this, Vanny needed some way to create a new body for Afton. She read through old files and eventually stumbled across the solution. Deep under the Pizza Plex, in the storage section, held the key. An endoskeleton that was specifically designed to mimic things. It has the ability to mold into any animatronic costume. All Vanny needed to do was activate the robot, and transfer Aftonā€™s consciousness into the robot, which will be in Aftonā€™s old burnt costume. But after she turned on the robot, she got a bit preoccupied with Freddy and a small child. They could hinder her plans, so she had to go and stop them. But when the kid stepped out of Vannyā€™s hideout, she could feel a weight come off of her shoulders and the voiceā€™s suddenly stopped. Vanessa was unknowingly freed for Aftonā€™s control. Without Aftonā€™s puppet, he is stuck in VR indefinitely. However, the robot that was supposed to be Aftonā€™s new body is now freed under the pizza plex. The program that was inside it initially is still there and still dangerous. Vanessa knowing this, goes back with the help of Gregory and Freddy to trap the Mimic in the basement. But the Mimic heard Gregoryā€™s voice, so now it has a tool to escape. Vanessa now feels like she is finally free from this horrible nightmare.
That was my interpretation of the Glitchtrap/Mimic/Vanny story so far. Sorry it was a long read but I think itā€™s worth it. Iā€™d like to know your thoughts.
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2024.05.18 23:05 Equivalent-Matter550 Is this bashing or belittling the mother of the child?

Hi there,I won't make this story as long so my friend, so her kid father on the public transportation.he saw her then he made a comment saying that his child mother took him to court an took his kid.mind you the guy was a real asshole and he try to do some shady shit with the baby.who is 6 btw she also said that he sat behind her on the bus an he didn't say nothing to her is there any advice I can give her?
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2024.05.18 23:05 Ohio_gal I love my mom. I hate when she comes to visit

First let me say I love my mom. Sheā€™s awesome. I hate when comes to visit because she has no boundaries.
Background: I am a fully functional middle aged adult a special needs kid. I own my home, pay my own bills and I work 60 hours a week. On any given day I am sleep deprived, and stressed out. My home is my safe space.
She retired 20 years ago but is still younger. She has her own home (not the one I grew up in)and is not in danger of being homeless or abused.
When my mom visits it immediately goes to a weird place. She parks in my one car driveway, sits in my recliner even though there are other chairs including other recliners. She rummages through the cupboards and eats whatever she wants and then I feel bad if whatever sheā€™s eaten was earmarked for something else like a class/work party the next day. (Leaving me with not enough time to replace). She regularly unplugs whatever she wants, moving my chargers, computers, whatever at a whim and of course doesnā€™t move them back. She goes through my medicine cabinets and if she decides to spend the night she expects my bed (and her visits used to be for an indeterminate numbers of days). All these things make me feel like itā€™s not my home. She certainly does behave like this at my brother (and sister in lawā€™s) home.
But yaā€™ll, sheā€™s my mom. I canā€™t say anything because sheā€™s my mom. But I would never go to someoneā€™s house, even hers and act like that. She feels the tension too. I want her to be a comfortable guest not a comfortable house mate.
I welcome all advice and even mean comments telling me to get over it. Thank you.
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2024.05.18 23:05 batouttahell24 [REQUEST] [STEAM] Balatro ($14.99) (Attempt 2)

Hey there all, back with another request, this time for a cool poker game.
So what is Balatro? Allow me to explain in casino terms...you go to a casino with $5 in hand and a full standard deck of 52 cards. The dealer draws 7 cards to the table and asks you to form any poker hand you want with those 7 cards. You manage to pull a Straight Flush out of those cards and easily beat his blind...but then you're brought to a shop where you can enhance your deck and buy jokers to increase your score either with more chips or more mult. Eventually, you reach a point where that standard deck of 52 cards is now 124 cards large that consists of all polychrome red seal King of Diamonds and a set of 15 jokers that upon playing JUST one card exponentially increase your mult AND chips causing a black hole to open right in the casino and suck everything in...then after you cash out $10. THAT is Balatro. A fun and entertaining roguelike deckbuilder where your aim is to play poker hands to buy jokers and other things to increase the scoring potential of those poker hands.
Why do I want it? That's a very simple answer...I've always wanted to learn how to play poker since I've never done so in my life. Add the fact that this also seems like an AMAZING twist on the roguelike genre, and you have yourself (maybe) the first ever casino roguelike game! Plus, I've heard that people have actually started to learn how poker works from playing this game...and I want to be one of them.
Hopefully my explanation of the game isn't TOO out there, tried my best to make it as accurate to the game as possible. And I really hope you take the time out of your day to read this request and consider getting the game for me.
Steam Account: https://steamcommunity.com/id/thelupinedevil
Game Link: https://store.steampowered.com/app/2379780/Balatro/
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2024.05.18 23:05 throwawayvio94 My husband always forces me to dress seductive everywhere although I don't want it. I'm worried about him and our marriage.

Me (30F) and he (33M) is married for 3 years. We met in college so we have a relationship for 10 years. The first 2 years of our marriage was like a dream, I was pretty sure he is the one and he always said he thinks the same for me. Is he still gentle and loving? Yes. But he changed so much. Sometimes I'm just disgusted of him because he is becoming a cuck.
One year ago, he suddenly started to criticize the way I dress. Literally the opposite way you might think, he was saying I was not dressing "good enough". I generally wear blouses, jeans dresses etc. He said for a hot woman like me I dress like a granny. At the first he said that like a joke, but as he started to repeat it many times I was a bit pissed off so eventually I asked him what's his problem. He said he just wants to see me beautiful as his woman.
By time, I thought he will be fixed but he got even worse. I generally chose long t-shirts when I wear leggings, not wanting unnecessary stares. I was getting ready for gym and he made a comment on that too, told me I dress like a sister in the church and that's not how women dress for workout. Next day, he came with literally ten pairs of leggings and cropped tops. He told me to try them. I was happy for his surprise at first but when I tried them I was a bit shocked. Not being offensive against anyone who wears it, but it turns out he bought these "butt lift leggings" which completely fits the butt and shows it so detailed. I thanked him although it was a bit awkward, and told him there was no need for such a buy. He said he will like to see me wearing them for gym and take pictures. Strange right, well this is only the beginning.
He went even worse. By time, he started to come home buying supermini dresses with deep cleavages, even more butt lift leggings, lingeries, really short skirts etc. I'm definitely not conservative and I have no problems with the way people dress, but wearing these was making me uncomfortable. When I rejected, he was making a drama and one time he even cried for it. Once I rejected it all and threatened him to throw them away, he cried again and screamed at me. After that, he literally never talked a word with me for a straight week. I was loving him so much, so eventually I agreed to dress the way he wants.
Last summer, we planned a vacation. He bought micro bikinis for me although I didn't want. I told him I'm not gonna wear any of these, but he threatened me to cancel the vacation which I longed for so much. He made me wear these micro bikinis all the time during our vacation, and he didn't seem a sign of jealousy when I could even feel all other men's eyes on me although I tried to ignore.
The time I was really starting to concern about him to be a cuck, was when he took me to meet one of his coworkers at a cafe. I took a bath and when I went to our bedroom for getting dressed he immediately stepped in, he just picked a crop top -with deep cleavage of course- and a really really short tiered skirt, it was barely covering my butt. When I asked what's all this about, he told me to not wear any underwears. We started arguing again and he was about to make a scene again... So I said whatever and accepted. I was disturbed of all these other men's looks on me, especially his coworker. He didn't seem like he cares.
I was starting to get used to this life although I hated it. It only went worse by time. I was going everywhere in the way he wants. But I was loving him still, and I knew he is manipulating me. By time, he discarded all my previous clothes from our wardrobe and filled it with the seductive and revealing ones he wanted. As I tried ignore and move on, he made it far. One morning, I caught him recording my butt while I was sleeping. It was the breaking point and I argued with him about it again. It was the biggest one so far. I forced him to give me his phone and I was literally horrified by what I saw. It turns out he was doing this repeatedly, there were dozens of pictures he took secretly. Me sleeping, in the bath, tons of our vacation pics, my naked pictures etc. I left house for a week and stood at my parents, but not telling them about any of these.
He eventually apologized and said he is sorry. He said he just wants to be proud of having a hot wife, and he started crying AGAIN when I called him a cuck. And eventually, I came back to our house while he didn't even change a bit.
This situation is traumatizing me everyday. A few years ago, I was dreaming of a happy family with that guy, not he enjoying while I dress like a pornstar and other guys fuck me with their eyes. I completely lost my hope on him, and although I loved him so much I can feel it's finally waning everyday. I'm planning on a divorce already but didn't tell anyone anything.
What should I do? Is divorce the way? I always hoped he will get better with therapy, but at this point I completely lost my hope. Sorry for any grammatical issues, I'm Croatian and I moved to USA with my parents 15 years ago, I still try my best while I write and speak.
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2024.05.18 23:05 SAMl_06 Claiming to have 80gb of horse porn doesn't make you cool

Claiming to have 80gb of horse porn doesn't make you cool or hilarious, it just shows that you have awful taste in horse porn.
Horses only last for a minute or two tops when fucking, most horse porn is like 240p so they take up very little megabytes, if you have long 10-20 minute videos this isn't the horse fucking it is some girl just sucking on and jerking the soft dick of a horse for most of the 10-20 minutes, most horse porn is poorly performed meaning the girls stand on the side and try to 'dildo' themselves with the horse dick rather than actually getting fucked and that's not in the spirit of horse porn. 80 gigabytes of that shit would be 99% low quality videos of women standing around fondling soft horse dick, if you can even find 80 gigabytes to begin with.
Somehow horse porn is legal in the US but actually fucking horses is a felony, it doesn't make sense. Gays don't get stoned to death anymore, why are we being hypocrites towards people who fuck horses?
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2024.05.18 23:04 Potential-Smile4757 This is pure insanity

This is pure insanity
lol some things she says had me rolling ā€œwe all know Iā€™m the real presidentā€. šŸ¤£šŸ¤£šŸ¤£. Actually, no! Mr Pringles aka Abel won fair and square so just stop! Sheā€™s Such a narcissist!!!ā€¦ Also she is flat out crazy to expect them to acknowledge any type of abuse or neglect in writing. I thought you were sooooooo educated, Lauren šŸ™„. Even if it were true that she was abused or neglected (which I absolutely do not believe) what kind of IDIOT thinks theyā€™d cop to it in a written communication?! šŸ¤£šŸ¤£šŸ¤£. Is this insane ranting all the ā€œworkā€ she claims she does that is much more than any of us common folk who have actual jobs? I know it must be so exhausting Lauren. Where do you find the energy to rant on livestreams all night while pounding taco bell and starbies? /s
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2024.05.18 23:04 AgitatedAlps6 Am i insane to change job from professional to security guard?

Iā€™m currently working as a civil engineer in a highrise building and, as a massive introvert who dislikes coordinating with people, this job or profession isnā€™t for me. Paperworks, decision making, controlling my men really affects my mental health after 2 months of working with sunday overtime almost no rest.
So i was curious is security guard being boring job yet my task is just to be there and fuck around in the building, i think thatā€™s my kind of job. But people say Iā€™m insane if i did that, what can you say about this path i might take??
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2024.05.18 23:04 ValuableLimp3326 Crazy Middles on a posting streak. Beyond Crazy (and Crazy Worth It) hit a wall without Joe keeping them on task.

We havenā€™t seen Crazy Middles take posting seriously in months, years? But wow, now theyā€™re on like 8 days in a row?! Here are my takeaways- 1. Usually when they disappear for a while they return to explain they were sick, someone died or they had some house repairs to doā€”- But in just the past week, the Uncle died- they made it a video, Shelly & Jared got sick, they made videos anyway, even on their dating channel. Then today, the power went out in their house and instead of taking the excuse, they took out the camera. Other than the child exploitation, from a viewer perspective- Iā€™m glad for the content. And I hope theyā€™ve proven to themselves- even YouTubers can work thru an inconvenience - just like the rest of us do.
But I wonder how long this diligence will last? They have obviously taken a financial hit with their intermittent posting over the past year- they talked about the expense of keeping the St. Johnā€™s house, and then this week they mentioned canceling internet in St. Johnā€™s to cut costs. I also noticed that early on they had big renovation plans for the new house- but those have never manifested- I expect cost is a major part of the reason. My summary- this is a happy family, they love Bishop, they love Mindy, they want to keep both houses, they want to preserve their lifestyle but, the math isnā€™t mathing. This feast or famine posting style makes me nervous for them. I think theyā€™re panicking about building their channel back up- doing this passionate posting boom, but they wonā€™t do it long enough to have a video go viral or see an impact on their income so, theyā€™ll hit their wall, cut expenses (who would go first Mindy or Bishop?) and itā€™s the beginning of the end.
As far as Beyond Crazy goes and Crazy Worth It and the podcast for that matter goes- Joe was a little weird but he was diligent and kept those channels on task. Now with it just up to Aaron, Max and Hannah to keep the momentum going on those things- just like with Alexā€™s channel, Ariana and Hallie- they will all fade away- no one in that family- other than Crystal has any discipline at all. Just a bunch of lazy numnuts who were given a platform but all they have the capacity to do with that platform is curl up and take a nap.
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2024.05.18 23:04 ClassicalConcerned3 Trying to be an ex vegan - Iā€™m exhausted

Hi everyone.
Some backstory: (28F)
I became vegan about six years ago due to having a chronic headache diagnosis along with severe neck pain. I used to be a power lifter. And when my symptoms started , my doctors kept saying to eliminate everything until I had nothing left but veganism.
Since about 2019, Iā€™ve been completely vegan that is until the last month or so. I started eating eggs again and Iā€™ve tried chicken. More details to come:
2020-2023: got severe Covid twice. Doctors kept saying and encouraging me to stop lifting and relax. My body went into ā€œshockā€(my term) and basically I became a lazy fuck , which exasperated my symptoms . Weight gain of 20 lbs and a huge gut now which I canā€™t get rid of. Prior had almost no stomach fat when working out in 2017-2019.
Current symptoms. ; SEVERE exhaustion, chronic headaches from when I wake up to sleep, canā€™t sleep much , always feeling like Iā€™m slumped over, restless, tight muscles , dizziness, loss of strength (canā€™t even do a body weight squat) , weight gain, sinus pressure, god the list goes on ..,
Doctors; started seeing a new physical therapist who said my vegan diet was what could be making me extremely worse. All of my bloodwork test, MRIs, etc. come back fine. Doctors get just give me the I donā€™t know whatā€™s going on with you ,
Ex vegan: I canā€™t have dairy due to intolerance. . I started introducing eggs and have a decent time eating those, but when it comes to chicken, I find myself gagging at the though started seeing a new physical therapist who said my vegan diet was what could be making me extremely worse. I started introducing eggs and have a decent time eating those, but when it comes to chicken, I find myself gagging at the taste of chicken.. I have no problems eating meat, but I think the taste puts me off now. I can eat chicken nuggets, but unfortunately, I canā€™t get myself to eat o I can eat chicken nuggets, but unfortunately, I canā€™t get myself to eat a chicken breast. I donā€™t like the smell of fish in my apartment all day for seafood options. I think I can tolerate beef if I make it into like taco meat or a burger or something.
My main question is has anyone have any feedback for me? Or experience with a similar background?
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2024.05.18 23:04 Theworstbeing Emotional distance

you came to the door. The mix of emotions rushed through me like an intoxicating narcotic I wanted to embrace we had a normal conversation it was our soon to be "new normal" my face betrayed my cool and collected stance...I shook tears welled in my eyes you handed me what I requested. I accepted birthday wishes my heart hurts and I feel now that you will never come to the place we grew so much in. Ill never understand the Covent but wish you the best the future has to offer the boundless love I feel is a fog I must move on from I see your happy now you can be with your people. I wish I could feel more then shattered glass inside when I see you cool calm and collected. I will await the decisions of the court and realize you have the upper hand in all things. I am the trash you had to wade through to get a better shot at life. The warmth of our embrace the mutual pride of watching the family grow and explore will become a distant memory. Ill make my quiet exit as the kids become adults and then I can just be a bad memory. The best thing we ever did was have our wonderful kids. I wish our visions could have aligned that we could have counted on each other. I now know that it's not to be. It hurts to know that if you hugged me I wouldn't stop you that if you kissed me this could a be a bad temporary dream and a distant memory.
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2024.05.18 23:03 markjonsom Chochlear implant sound simulation

Hello, guys, my hearing is actually considered better than average, but I'm afraid I'll lose it by the time I'm an adult. Language comprehension is getting harder, sometimes one ear gets temporarily deaf, with loud tinnitus. When I was younger, my parents made me go to a Pentecostal church with them to celebrate new year's. Then a woman grabbed me and started screaming to my ear (it's a common thing among pentecostais), and after this, my right ear doesn't feel the same, my hearing tests also indicated it got a bit quieter, even if below the average. So, I get anxious almost every day. I've heard simulations of cochlear implants, but few of them about music. I'm a musician myself and music if important to me. If anyone who knows how to do there simulations, could you simulate based on the tracks in my Drive folder? About model, it would be an average model because that's what my health care would provide. Link below.
Tl;Dr and link:
The possibility of losing my hearing is making me anxious. Can you simulate the sound of Cochlear Implants with the tracks in the Drive folder, please?
FOLDER LINK
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2024.05.18 23:03 joSpeakNow {f4GM} Human to Dinosaur. A time-travel adventure on a Land Before Time! šŸ¦•

... where even was I?
The air was humid and warm, almost as if I had stepped into a sauna. And it didn't help that there was a thin layer of mist that sprawled everything my eyes could see a few yards away from me. Plentiful tree trunks adorned my surroundings, and my bare feet were disgusted by the wet, fuzzy moss they were stepping on. This felt to be some forest - obviously - but where could I even be?
Then I head something new. A roar like I'd never seen before. It sounded like a trumpet mixed with some elephant's cries.
Oh god.
Before I could even find myself somewhere to hide, though, I began to feel something in my hands. It was almost as if someone was pumping air into my fingers...
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Hi everyone!
I am looking for someone who'd be up to TF'ing my character into a feral dinosaur - more specifically a stegosaurus, but willing to change it, perhaps -, getting her zapped to the Jurassic Period, and help me build a great adventure.
So what's the story? A woman wakes up in the middle of the Jurassic period, only to then eventually be turned into a dinosaur. She'd now have to deal with all the challenges this new life entails (quite literally, haha!). Can she find a herd and survive the deadly predators around herself? Is she awed by the landscapes around her as she follows this group of dinosaurs across the land, in search for grazing ground? Is there a fabled lake deep into the forest where she could dream to become human again? Does she find out being a huge reptile isn't as bad...?
One of the big things I'd love to focus on in this story is the mental changes that'd come with having a walnut-sized brain. Bye-bye math, hello survival skills! Alongside this, it's the adventure and action potential in this story. Go through many biomes... fight off raptors and allosauruses...
I'd love to brainstorm the story even further and make this a great experience for the two of us! Could reality begin to collapse if I don't make it back to humanity? Does my mind slowly start regressing into a dinosaur's...? So many questions!
Thank you for reading! I hope to hear from you. My time zone is LAX time.
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2024.05.18 23:03 Visible_Muffin4340 AI Styling Assistant App

Hey guys, Iā€™m a new grad trying to get better at building apps, so I built style.ai.
You can upload a photo of your outfit and get advice like:

Iā€™m looking for feedback on this app as well as ideas to market it better!
App link: https://apps.apple.com/us/app/style-ai-outfit-analysis/id6476942167
FAQ:
How does the app make money?
It doesn't (yet). I'm trying to get some initial feedback to improve the product. I'm leaning towards clever ads as I'm not a fan of subscriptions.
Are my images safe?
The images are processed by OpenAI API and deleted from their servers. The image is only ever stored locally in your device.
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2024.05.18 23:03 Neat-Post659 Gangplank at 3 items feels pretty ok?

I played a lot of gp since season 8 during the end of last season I havenā€™t played much gp because he felt pretty bad to play. Now this season Iā€™ve been trying him out again he feels even weaker early with low kp unless the laner walks into you like a bot since you canā€™t rush your sheen (futures market gone) and the nerfs to first strike, essence reaver(no sheen higher price) and navori price of triforce making his build path into crit clunky limiting your haste unless you build navori. Now has anyone else noticed how decent it feels building IE again? Iā€™ve been going triforce > IE > navori and if I crit even once they kinda just die instantly even from behind that 3item spike feels really strong I donā€™t really see people talking about how it feels the extra attack speed also feels decent on gp what are you alls thoughts?
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