Daily ajit punjab di awaz

Kaka-hire lang sa'kin this month. BPO. WFH. Nasa Recruitment Team. I'm being 'lent' to a project under a foreigner boss.
Baka hindi lang talaga ko sanay sa mga patutsada nya na nagsasayang lang ako ng oras kasi konti lang output ko nung nakaraan tsaka sa pabago bago nyang instructions. Lagi nyang sinasabi na kesyo dapat alam ko na to, o kusa kong ginagawa yung isang bagay pero wala naman proper training. Basta dapat alam ko na daw. Dapat kaya kong gawin. Malalaman ko na lang na pwede ko pala gawin (e.g mag-edit ng file) habang nag rrant sya kasi di ko daw ginawa.
Sasabihin din nya na ang ganda ng output ko nung nakaraan kaya ituloy ko yung process na ginagawa ko, pero nung di naging maganda output ko nung isang araw, wag ko na daw gawin. Kesyo bakit daw ba ganun ginagawa ko at hindi yung process na sinasabi nya. Isang araw lang naman hindi nag work, hindi na ba agad okay?
Hindi ko alam yung limitations ng trabaho ko. Kasi nung i-ttrain dapat ako, mas nauna pa sya mag rant sa current state ng files kaya nasayang lang yung oras.
Kulang na lang i-remote yung pc ko para makita kung ano bang ginagawa ko. Nagagalit kasi sya na bakit daw konti lang nagawa ko for the day, wala syang pake kung umaattend ako ng meetings. I like the meetings sa totoo lang, nakakapagtanong ako sa colleagues ko kung tama ba ginagawa ko. Nakakatawa ko kasama yung actual Rec team.
Sasabihin din naman nga na pwede ko sya tanungin kung may concern ako, pero sasabihin nya din na dapat alam ko na. Dapat kaya ko na gawin. Di na nya ko dapat i-manage.
Nagagalit sya kapag di ko nasasagot yung tawag nya agad. Nawalan ako ng internet kaya inaayos ko yung connection. Message agad sya sa head ng Rec team. Di lang ako maka-reply agad, may message na sya agad na dapat daw we communicate daily.
Iniisip ko kung nag oover react lang ba ko. Alam ko naman na may mali din ako, at dapat i-take ko yung criticism at instructions professionally. Pero minsan kasi, masakit na din. Lalo na kapag pinaparamdam nya sa'kin na ang useless ko. Simpleng bagay, di ko magawa. Magawa ko man, malio kulang pa din.
Pinipilit ko na wag na isipin after work, pero ito ko, nag rrant sa reddit. Sobrang anxious na nawawalan na ko ng gana kumain at nagbibilang ng oras palagi para matapos na agad ang shift.

Just a background. Single mother ako with two kids. I live with my mom who is a very religious person as in everday nasa simbahan. Nagwowork from home ako. My daily routine is work, alaga kids. Halos di na ako lumalabas ng house without my kids as I feel that it will be a burden to my mom. I pay all the bills. She only helps taking care of the kids pag nasa meeting ako. Other than that, im looking after my kids while im working since. Then after work linis house for the kalat.
Today, biglaan na magayaan lumabas saglit with friends. Since kids are sleeping, I messaged my mom that I will be out for a while. She agreed. I feel free for the first time. Mind you, it was already 10pm when I left and went home at around 1AM. Wala akong data since di nga ako umaalis. Pag pasok ko ng bahay, ang dami niya palang messages na pagod na pagod na siya. Nagising pala mga bata. May kasunod pa na "pag nagyaya kayo 8hrs lang work ako maghapon" to think na hindi naman niya inalagaan whole day ung mga bata, so saan galing un? Sa bwiset ko kahit nasa kabilang room lang ako nagmessage back ako na minsan lang ako lumabas ng ako lang pagkakait pa sakin. And di naman araw araw ako umaalis. Parang I feel na burden sakanya mga anak ko. Hindi naman na yan bubuhatin pag inalagaan as they play lang naman pag gising sila.
Sobrang nakakainis lang na simpleng coffee lang naman gusto ko with my friends and ilang oras lang naman, ang dami na niya sinabi kahit nung nagpaalam ako eh okay lang sakanya. Lagi siyang ganyan. Di mapakiusapan. So sa petty ko sabi ko I will get my own yaya and mag share siya sa bills. Ako lahat sagot ko sa house without any help. I work 9hrs to 12hrs per day while taking care sa mga anak ko. Imagine ung pagod and stress. I jist want to relax kanina.
Naniniwala talaga ako na not all catholics ay mababait. Lalo na mga matatanda na masahol pa ugali kay satanas. Makasarili. Onting oras lang na titingnan ung bata dami ng sinabi. Oo anak ko sila, responsibility ko magalaga sakanila. Nakiusap lang naman ako na baka kahit onting oras lang.
Sorry di ko maexpress masyado sa kwento ko here kung ano nafifeel ko. Pero ever since bata ako malayo na rin talaga loob ko sa mom ko because of her narcissistic na ugali. Nasasad lang ako na parang if mom ka na bawal ka na sumaya and ienjoy pinagpaguran mo. :(

This has been going on for a while, like, palagi nalang akong pagod, di ko makontrol body clock ko, ang gulo ng sleeping sched ko. Like, minsan 4 hours lang tulog ko, minsan 6 hours, 7 hours tops, kinapos pa ng isa ToT. Tinatry ko lahat ng mga nareresearch ko about sleep sched and whatnot, but wala talaga. I dunno, either I’m doing it wrong or madali lang ako sumuko weheheh
Maybe factor din yung daily routine ko: Gigising, kakain, pupunta ng shop namin para magbantay (via bicycle), then procrastination wahahah. Yung pagba bike lang kasi tuwing umaga papunta shop yung kino-consider ko na exercise eh :3
I’m just frustrated kasi everytime itatry ko magsulat (rookie writer here btw) is pagod ako and wala akong energy. Ewan ko ba. Minsan tatry ko kape, dark chocolate, cobra, minsan medicol wahahah, pero wala naman epekto saken huhu :<
I really wanna do smth, but I don't have the energy to do it :<

I am bit confused and stressed since I am not Punjabi or Sikh. My boyfriend recently went to Punjab for his sister’s wedding and he started talking to his sister’s nanand. So that made me insecure and I asked him why do you talk to her daily like 1-2 hours on phone (we are in living together relationship in abroad). He told me you don’t have to feel insecure because in his culture he can’t marry anyone from same pind where his sister has been married. Is this true? Or I am just overthinking? (That girls knows that we are living relationship)

Napapansin ko lately, late mag credit ng daily interest nya si Maya. Ke booster or net interest di agad nag rereflect huhu. Sa inyo din ba?

Hello! Gusto ko lang mag rant dito abt my daily struggles. I am a civil engineering student and I don’t know how I can still manage to pass my subjects despite being a working student. Tbh, wala na akong natututunan masiyado. Before, I was an academic achiever, ‘di nawawala sa top and never nagkaroon ng grade na 85 below but after going to college dun nagstart na average student na lang ako. I can’t focus on my subjects kasi nga pagod ako from work. Puyat at palaging pagod. Breadwinner din kasi ako sa amin and wala talagang natitirang extra and kinukulang pa nga to the point na I had to file a leave for a sem sa school namin pero nauwi sa 3 sems kasi walang wala talaga ako. Pagbalik ko feeling ko napag-iwanan na ako ng lahat. Yung mga batchmates ko 3rd year na and ako 1st year pa rin. Palagi rin ako absent sa school kasi nga walang pera. Wala akong baon kahit pamasahe hindi talaga sapat. Sobrang hirap din makipagkaibigan as an irreg kasi sila sila may cof na. Actually nagdadalawang-isip na ako whether itutuloy ko pa ba ‘to kasi parang imposible naman o ititigil ko na lang kasi sobrang hirap na. The thing is may isa pang bagay na naghihinder sa akin to continue and ayun yung health ko. I have an illness tho ‘di naman ganun kalala. Seizures happen siguro mga once a month or every two months. Sobrang hirap na ako maging estudyante at breadwinner. Gusto ko ‘tong course na ‘to pero pakiramdam ko hindi siya para sa akin:,(

Having grown up in Punjab, surrounded by people from every religion, life was always a lot of fun, and communal harmony was at its peak. Despite of what the media or the internet might tell you about Sikhs, Punjab to me has always been a super tolerant community, with love shared by everyone, let them be Sikh, Hindu, Muslim, Christian, Jain, Buddhist etc. And I spent 2 months at home again, and nothing has changed, there is no support for a Khalistani movement or whatever people might think there is. Is there a distrust in the current central government? Yes, to an extent. Is there a hate for other communities or for India in general to be labelled as anti national? ABSOLUTELY NOT.
However, I have noticed this for a while now. Every single time someone who is visibly a Sikh posts anything on social media (which goes viral of course), the comments are full of "lassi this lassi that". When I was a kid and played video games online, the insults I would receive were always the classic MC BC which is also a terrible thing to say, and can be discussed sometime else, now if they open my profile and see I am from Punjab, it's usually being called a Khalistani (I didn't have anyone call me lassi yet, as I only spent 2 months earlier this year, and only played a handful of times, but enough number to be called a separatist).
Where did all of this come from? Why are we doing this to our own people? How insensitive can we be?
Because I don't want to violate rule four on the subreddit, I will just post the top 20 comments of a (super cringy) reel I saw last night, to highlight the growing problem.

1. Lassi mei Arora lemon dal li bhaii ne :smirk emoji :frog emoji
   
2. Lassi overflow ho gai :laughing emoji
   
3. Lassi at infinity :black check emoji
   
4. Perfect ad of red bull :laughing emoji
   
5. Lassi + bhang
   
6. Lassi mai chitta mila lia
   
7. aaram se bhai kahin milkha ka record na todh dio
   
8. Ab boldu lassi?
   
9. Lassi + sting
   
10. Lassi me sting mila di
    
11. Only Lawrence can control him :laughing emoji
    
12. After 3 pegs of lassi :thumbs up emoji
    
13. Lassi on steroids
    
14. Lassi me energy drink mila di :skull emoji x2
    
15. Lassi + bournvita
    
16. Smelled the comments from miles away :laughing emoji x5
    
17. Jungee X Junglee :check emoji
    

Bayaan - Top tier work by seedhe maut, beautifully expressing their hunger and skill and their will to establish themselves in the scene. Tracks like kyu and uss din help me a lot when I am low.
Nayaab - A vital part of their discography, A great Album, deemed as Best by a lot of people in this sub and i agree. This album expresses the fact that they have established themselves in the industry and that reflects in the writing.
Tabia - TBH a lot of you like this album but this did not hit as hard. Prolly I overexpected but I am from punjab and his punjabi seems very fake in this album, It has that hindi touch which is the only reason i dont listen to prabh deep a lot.
Tadipaar - A LOT OF people think that this is the best album of DHH and can never be replaced. This is the only work by stan that i like a lot and listen to on a regular basis. Stan showcases his lyrical as well as production skills in this album and I think this is a great album.
Khanabadosh - Album is something which has a central Idea or a common base which it touches in almost every track. I could not find the central Idea in this album. If it was marketed as a mixtape, i think it would have been better. However, I listen to it regularly.
Open letter - Talha Anjum's Only album, and he did not miss. The tracks which are considered a "skip" by almost everyone in this sub (kaam pura and flex) grew on me later. The outro track made me cry tbh.
Lostalgia - I have seen this being mentioned a lot, I LOVE this album, this got all type of tracks, I bumped it almost daily last month. The track "you owe me a life" stood out for me.
Sab chahiye - This album also helped me a lot in 2021 when i was low, The concept of 17 faces is great. I play it like once every two months but I live this album a LOT.
Meen - Yungsta DID NOT miss with his debut album. He snapped tbh. Acc to me, this was AOTY 2023. I played the track dilli and hona hi tha on a daily basis in 2023 lol, Every track is a banger in this album.
Rvab - Sorry, I could not understand it and the voice was very annoying. Dhanji just isnt for me.
Karam - People are not talking about it anymore, but i think it deserves a mention. The tracks were good but the retention rate was low. Only tracks i still play from this album are Legacy, Haath Varti, Bhussi, Tere bina and khoya sab. Khoya sab is my favourite though.
Street Dreams - Some tracks were balanced. Some tracks KA was better like overseas. In some tracks Divine was better like Hisaab. I love this album too, If umair had not released his album, This could be AOTY lol.
I have a lot of other albums but i dont wanna make this post any longer. I will probably make a part 2 in which i will cover more of divine, Emiway.
I have a job which requires me to do repetitive work, so i can have my headphones on and listen to albums all day. I dont have a playlist or anything. Suggest me more albums to describe, and hopefully i will make another part if mods dont remove this post lol.

Hey everyone,
I’m reaching out here because I’m in a really tough spot and could use some advice or support from those who might have experienced something similar.
Back in 11th grade, I was extremely driven due to low scores in 10th. I studied for 12-13 hours daily, cut off communication with everyone, and was always depressed even during family functions. I managed to finish the entire foundation syllabus during this time.
Last September, I visited a neurologist for tremors. When I mentioned my weird behavior, I was advised to see a well-known psychiatrist in my city. I was diagnosed with anxiety, ADHD, and OCD, and was put on medication. For the first time in years, I felt good, but then everything came crashing down.
From September onwards, I stopped studying and began socializing again after 2-3 years. I enjoyed myself until my 12th exams finished. Since then, I’ve struggled to study. Even on Inspiral (Indian Ritalin), I can’t focus. I get extreme headaches, and whenever I try to revise, I realize I’ve forgotten 99% of what I knew. The anti-anxiety meds make me not care about anything, which helps me socialize but has killed my motivation and memory.
I feel like my mental ability is so messed up. I can’t even remember calculations I did five minutes ago. I spend days revising short chapters that I used to know well. I had completed law thrice and was strong in other subjects, but now everything is a mess.
Has anyone dealt with something similar? Any advice or strategies would be greatly appreciated. I’m really struggling with my foundation exams coming up in just three weeks.
Thanks in advance.
TLDR:Psychotic meditation me maa chod di!!
Ps also cant leave the course kuuki gareeb bapp ki chutiya aulad hu!! Backup me kuch rakha hi nahi overconfidence ke vajah se

Hello fellow redditors, especially sa mga nasa Japan ngayon. as the title says. My company plans to send me to Tokyo this year (no final date yet). If this happens, I am considering bringing my family (my wife and two kids, ages 5 and 10) with me. Having already researched the cost of living in Japan, especially in Tokyo, would it be possible to commute to Tokyo for work while living outside the city?
Can anyone enlighten me on whether this strategy is feasible for a daily commute?
Here are the possible reasons (please correct me if I'm wrong, as I have never been there): - My company has a Hybrid setup, where we only report to office thrice a week. - Cheaper cost of living compared to Tokyo. - Less crowded. - Possibility of sending my kids to a nearby school. - Long-term rental options. - Are the trains efficient enough to help me commute to work on time? - What are some reasonable nearby places where I can rent with this idea in mind?
Please forgive my ignorance; I know my research skills are not very advanced. Thank you for reading 🙏
update: added my possible office location. (Near Tokyo Tower). Salamat po sa pag sagot kahit di pa pala fully detailed ang post ko.