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Hi, just looking for consistent na kausap, hindi yung mag intro na into good convos and consistent shit tapos after a day multo na. Hirap ng paulit ulit na intro mga pards.
Walang natutuwa sa puro HAHA na reply.
About me: • morena • 5’6 • madaldal • may substance kausap, from bfidobacterium longum to “H4mbog ng Sagpro” • pagod na kaka intro sa mga ghosters • other details ay pwede nyo na lang itanong haha
Please be consistent.

I am a cam girl. I watch porn, not just simple mild porn. I masturbate everyday.
Ito ang mga tingin kong mga bagay na maaaring nakaapekto kung bakit ako ganito ngayon:

1. Na-try ko nang makasiping sa isang kama yung pinsan ko, dati. Siping lang, walang sex. Pero we kissed. At dinry hump niya ako. I felt his bulge behind me. After that, he would keep on ask me to do some sexual stuffs with him. Buti na lang malakas pa sense of morality ko dati. Lagi akong tumatanggi at umiwas na ako sa kaniya after the first incident.
   
2. Hindi ko sure kung nangyari to o hindi. Sobrang tagal na nito, bata pa ako, elementary. Habang natutulog ako ng tanghali, may naramdaman akong malamig na kamay na humahaplos sa hita ko. Ang hinala ko dati is tito ko yun. Hindi ko na alam kung bakit siya ang pinaghinalaan ko. Basta ang alam ko kasama namin siya dati sa bahay.
   
3. I saw our neighbors having sex. Siguro around grade 1 ako nito. I was so confused that time at hindi ko alam kung tama ang nakita ko dahil as in, wala pa talaga akong alam.
   
4. My parents used to have sex while I’m “sleeping” beside them.
   
5. Siguro after Christmas to o New Year. All of us cousins slept in one room. Kaniya-kaniyang higa na lang. At yun na naman, may naramdaman na naman akong malamig na kamay na humahaplos sa hita ko. I know na yun yung younger cousin ko yun kasi siya lang nakahiga sa side ko na yun.
   
6. I shared a room with the same cousin in #5 kasi wala nang space sa room kung saan kaming magpipinsan na babae natutulog. So wala akong choice. He touched me, fingered me, while I’m “sleeping”. Every time na ita-try niya akong i-kiss, I would move na kunwari e parang nagigising. Kaya mapapabalik siya sa kama niya. The night after, dun uli ako natulog. Kasi kung hindi ako, yung kapatid ko ang kailangang matulog dun. Kaya ako na lang. Ayokong maranasan niya yun. Nagsuot ako ng fitted jeans sa pagtulog ko para di makapasok kamay niya. But he tried to do it again.
   

Walang ibang nakakaalam ng lahat ng nangyaring ito maliban sa akin.
I know I am responsible for all the choices and decisions I did which led me to who I am today. Pero I know na big factors ang mga past experiences ko kung bakit ganito ako ngayon. I want to change myself. I want to get help but I’m too embarrassed and afraid to expose my past to other people.

Di ko alam anong klaseng kwento yan pero parang mali lol, Hope you find your peace of mind, matagal na'kong over him kahit walang closure, i hope ikaw lang makaka pabago sa ugali nyan kase sa nanay(Lola) nya lang sya nakikinig/sumusunod, don't overthink what you just saw na vid namin sorry for clout lang yon, stay strong im genuinely happy for y'all, ok na din naman kase buhay ko and im excited for my future without looking back at my toxic past, alam kong big impact din sa kanya yung nangyare hindi lang sakin ++ wala akong interest makipag balikan kaya wag mo na ibigdeal, genuinely thought makaibigan ka bc you seem sweet & kind naman, and sorry sa mga ex "Kaibigan" namin immatures lang talaga yon sarili lang iniisip, ++ i am so so bothered kase everytime nakikita ko repost/likes mo about insecurities, and comparing ganon naranasan ko nayan and ayokong maranasan ng iba yan, don't think nag put ako ng effort para dito eto lang talaga iniisip ko kase matagal na talaga akong na bobother, ayokong masama tingin sakin tas tingin ko sainyo genuinely sweet & kind.

Taod taod nako ga plan nga mo start apil ug mga marathon. First marathon nga akong apilan supposedly is katung IPI run but unfortunately I got into accident few weeks before the marathon so wa ko na dayun. Karon ga plan ko mo apil na gyud kay I'm feeling better naman. I am a newbie for this thing so medyo wala kayko alamag when it comes to it. Any suggestion that you can share or any tips? Medyu introvert ko and akong mga friends are really not into this type of thing so technically I am alone but ganahan kayko mo try basin naay ganahan diha plan pod mo apil ug mga marathon or maybe naay sub reddit for it? I dunno

Hello po! I am a med student who is planning to transfer sa MMC. May alam po ba kayong mga dorms or apartments na malapit dun? Baka may alam or maissuggest po kayo? Thank you in advance.

My husband is a seafarer.. We're 14yrs married with 2 kids. Last March nag vacation sya. 1st time nangyari samin 'to..
umattend sya ng Elem reunion nila. Mga 2days after ata, nahawakan ko cp nya. Nabasa ko na may kalandian sya sa gc nila na classmate nya dati. I confronted him, but sabi nya is biruan lng daw. Pero tinutukso din kasi sila ng iba nilang classmates dhil elem crush pala ito ni hubby. At patol naman itong c girl sa harot kahit pamilyada na din. My nagsabi pa na kinilig sila sa harutan ni hubby at nitong si girl. Nung huli ay nag sorry si hubby pero pinandigan pa din nya na wala lng daw yun at ako lng daw ang mahal nya. Ni ndi nga daw nya yun pini em, so wala lng daw tlga. Dun plng sobrang nasaktan na ako. Nkita ko nman na ndi na sya uli nagchat sa gc na yun. Pinatawad ko sya, pero gang ngayon pag naaalala ko, nasasaktan pdin ako.
Lastly, kinabukasan flight nya. Pagkahawak ko ng cp nya, may nakita akong conversation, na may nakalagay na ok, love you. Ung ibang nakalagay ndi ko na nabasa, kasi biglang nawala. Sbi nya notification lng daw yun ng share it. Paranoid na daw ako. Pero ung conversation na yun is full screen na biglang nawala nlng. Ndi ung katulad ng ibang notif na nasa taas lng. Ndi na nahagip ng mata ko anong name, at ung iba pang nkalagay. Kasi na back ko sya agad. Tapos ang lumabas nlng is yung messenger. Ung list ng mga kchat. Wala ako nkita na ibang name pa. Sa sama ng loob ko na gusto kong umamin sya, nahampas ko sya ng hawak ko. Pero pinangatawanan tlaga nya na ndi daw nya alam yung sinasabi ko. At baka notif lng daw ng share it un. Bigla nlng daw kung ano2ng notif ang share it. Ganun ba un tlga? Umiyak pa sya at hanggang pag alis daw nya paranoid ako. Wala daw syang iba. Nagsimula lng daw yun nung una ko syang pinaghinalaan na may iba sya. Wala akong matinding evidence, kasi ndi ko nga nakita yung name at ung iba pang laman ng convo. Kaya nkipag ayos uli ako sa knya. In-assure nya na ako lng daw tlga ang mahal nya at wala daw syang ibang babae. Kinabukasan bumalik na sya ng barko.
Mabait ang asawa ko. Good provider. 1st time namin naging problem to. Kaya ngayon, grabe yung emotional stress ko. Hingi lng sana ako ng help. Ndi ako nkktulog ng maayos kka isip kung my iba ba ang asawa ko o ano. Ndi ko alam kung kkalimutan ko nlng ba yun o ano. Ndi ako matahimik.. Feeling ko, malapit nkong ma-deppress.. Need ko ng advice nyo.. 😔

Hi, my gf has anxiety for months now and it got worsen lately when a problem occur sa relationship namin and pag inaatake siya ng anxiety lagi na siya sumusuka despite being physically okay. San po pwede makakuha ng help or any suggestions on what to do po, ano pwede inumin or itake na as much as possible di need ng prescriptions like herbs? I only made her take anxiety tests online and all of them were higher than normal.
note were only students so much better if low cost or free mga isusuggest thank you so much :(

hello po! i am curious lang po sa mga naging journey ng mga nag drop sa UP due to a discussion with my cousin. for your reference, i intend to shift programs (to BSBAA) dahil ayaw ko yung major ko. i took 2 LOAs as a freshie due to unforeseen problems so i have not earned any college unit. also po, idk if dahil first time ko lang sa college but nahirapan po ako noong ilang months ako nasa UP, first LE lang po naabutan ko but wala naman ako nafail iirc.
anyway, she encouraged me po to just go to a university sa province ko because it would be more practical. also, i can go to my preferred program instead of waiting for another year. minention niya rin po importance ng latin honors, mas okay daw po na guaranteed ang laude sa name kahit na sa “normal” university lang instead of graduating sa up na mataas nga, but mahirap makakakuha ng honors.
for you, totoo po ba points niya? kasi naeencourage ako di na mag up EME huhu. hirap po kasi pakawalan kasi nakapasok na ako. also, parang nafefeel ko po now na kung nakakayanan naman ng iba, baka kaya ko rin. maybe i need to be slapped with reality.
if babalik po kayo sa “day” na yun, pipigilan niyo po ba sarili niyo from droppping out?

May nagsabi lang sakin na magkakaroon daw landers sa tabi ng SNR, tapat ng SM Sto tomas. How true eto mga kabatang?

Hello po! I am a med student who is planning to transfer sa MMC. May alam po ba kayong mga dorms or apartments na malapit dun? Baka may alam or maissuggest po kayo? Thank you in advance.

pinipilit ako ng mama ko na kausapin yung daddy ko and this is really hard for me. 3 years na kaming walang communication ng dad ko. nag cheat siya sa mom ko habang nasa dubai siya, kasama niya sa iisang bahay yung babae niya. nung una nagalit ako sa mama ko kasi akala ko sinisiraan niya lang yung dad ko. daddy's girl kasi ako at sobrang hirap para sa akin na tanggapin lahat. my dad was my first love at siya rin ang first na sumira ng tiwala ko. i blocked him sa lahat ng socials ko, kahit tumatawag siya sa mga kapatid ko hindi ko siya kinakausap. it hurts pero anong magagawa ko? hindi ko siya kayang kausapin.
yesterday, he sent a friend request. gumawa siya ng bagong account and he messaged me, sabi niya “kumusta ka, sorry anak.” idk kung anong irereply kaya hanggang ngayon hindi ko siya siniseen.
i really need some advice. thank you.

Hi guys sino dito magsisimula na sa May 23? Nakatanggap na ba kayo ng email about sa training? Kung kelan ang start? Nag aantay din kasi ako e. Wala pa kasing update. Magsstart na sa thursday ih.
Baka mamaya eto na naman ung mga ghosting! HAHAHAHA katakot.

Hi Guys! Matumal na ang jeep now, super stressful as a fresh grad na commuter :((, ask ko lang san ba nagbaba yung mga van na nakapila sa district imus na pa makati? Nadaan ba sya ng One Ayala? guys comment kayo nakakapagod na everyday. thank you sa help!

hahahahahaha welcome me back to reddit pls, i just got fumbled by the guy i saw and built a future with 😆 i really wanted to see where it'll go pa kasi i really liked him and we had so many plans for us, kaso wala lol when i was actually ABOUT to risk na and all he had to do was to reassure me and assert na he wants to pursue me, saka pa sya nagbago soooooo lol i know someone out there can ACTUALLY reciprocate my energy, no more no less, and someone who can PULL THRU with their words and match it with actions, so here i am! :)
for your reference, i am: - in the med field, will enter med school 🤓 - from big 4 - yapper!!!!! but i'm an intj - 5'0 🤭 - easy on the eyes, confident w my looks!!! - ive been told i have a soothing speaking voice(?) pero idk back when im handling patients, matinis daw boses ko lol - can do calls when i'm comfy! - i'm very patient and mataas bar ko sa mga bagay na need ng high tol (like if ure busy and need time off, have a lot on your plate, hectic sched, etc - i'll try to understand) pero once i feel disrespected, i will detach :D - with my weird humor, make me laugh lang, sayo na ko agad ako na bahala sa paghahabol sayo after lol JK 😡 - clingy when im SUPER comfy :) - the rest is for u to ask abt!
about you, i prefer someone sana who's: - mestizo/chinito/moreno - any! easy on the eyes 🤭 - 5'6 up! - good speaking voice 😼 lakas nyo sakin - around my age (22-27) - big 4 grad (SANA but not required ok wag nyo ko awayin lol) - in med or law or in a field ure good at - would respect my non negos and work around it - someone who'll actually CONSIDER them and keep them in mind hahahahaha - communicates 🗣️ communicates 🗣️ COMMUNICATES 🗣️ - clingy is okay! pero slowburn tayo pls? 😁 - funny and has the same humor as me! - ekis sa nonchalant utang na loob paawat kayo 🫵🏻 - interested abt getting to know me, hindi yung gagawin lang akong placeholder para may magfill ng void habang wala pa yung gusto ko
notes: - no situationships (dm me only IF ure in it for the long run) - let me vibe check muna. once we mutually agree on being exclusive, that's the only time na pwede ka na/ako mambakod 😆 - i'm icked when someone is inconsistent and refuses to communicate 😁 so if ure nonchalant and cant even text back and spare 5 mins, pls shoo away 🫵🏻 - not swapping pics til im comfy, will take a while so if deal breaker sayo, i respect that naman :)
that's all! send me an intro of u and tell me a joke na rin 🤭 see you!

I'm currently learning JavaScript, I'm learning loops in particular. And I have some knowledge in HTML and CSS, ang tanong ko is kailan ko p'wedeng masabi sa sarili ko na kaya ko na magtrabaho in programming? I'm an upcoming Computer Engineer student and I want to have some experience during/before college so I'm thinking of freelancing as a programmer, kaso hindi ko alam kung ano pang mga basics ang dapat ko malaman to apply for a job in programming.

2 years ago, I used to settle for anything less. I used to accept attention from boys who only want one thing. Akala ko dati ang ganda ganda ko na nun. Haha. Pero di tumagal, narealize ko, “ay, ambaba pala ng tingin ko sa sarili kung sa ganong bagay eh tuwang tuwa na ko.”
Here I am, 2 years later, still single pero wala na sa ganong “scene”. Its peaceful. Malungkot, laging mag isa. Pag may happy moment, wala agad akong nasasabihan. Like, its different if its someone really special eh. Pag uwi ko ng bahay, tahimik. Wala akong inaabang text or call from someone. No one to share my random thoughts late at night.
Pero masaya. Walang nagtatake advantage saken. Kasi I know better na. I know what I deserve. I know kung san ko gusto mag settle. I know kung anong klaseng guy ang gusto ko. I know yung mga traits and behaviour ang hindi ko itotolerate. First sign ng red flag, bounce agad! No more looking back. Once I feel na they dont want me or only want one thing, I take a hundred steps back.
Ganito pala yung feeling kapag alam mo yung worth mo as a woman, as a person. Ganito pala feeling kapag pinili mo yung sarili mo.

There was this position sa company namin which I've been eyeing for a while. The salary package for the role was an open secret, no one talks about it in public pero alam namin lahat na it's 32k. Now for context, half of the team in that position quit after siya icombine recently with 2 other roles without pay increase it's fucking disgusting. Literally sinusuka ng previous employees role na yun kasi triple ang task and wala man lang adjustments sa compensation or yearly increase. However, para sa mga kagaya kong di pinanganak ng mayaman, wala kaming choice pero kumagat. Fully WFH din kasi ung position na yun kaya ganun nalang siya ka enticing.
Every member of our team who got "promoted" in that position last year were offered the same 32k. However, this year, nalaman namin na bumaba ung offer sa mga new hires kasi 30k nalang yung offer. This caused a mild stir sa team kasi pare-parehas lang ang work pero magkakaiba ang offer. However, the issue quickly faded kasi as I've said, only the desperate are willing to take that role so it's easy to brush off the unfair treatment.
Now, recently may nagquit ulit so I sent my application. I only had this very short call with our client and almost immediately after the interview they confirmed na I'm being hired. Everything went so fast I wasn't even given the time to ask questions. In my mind i'm thinking, maybe becuase lahat ng senior ko and mga top performers other than me sa current team have either quit or are already hired in that team so I'm the next best choice kaya ganun.
Since I'm weary of the possibility na malowball ako, I sent a query after maconfirm na I was hired through email and eto na nga, to my surprise, 28k nalang ung offer para sa role!! I was so ready to sell myself, become a slave working a 3-in-1 role with already watered-down salary, pero 28k??? Yun nalang ba ang worth ko as an employee? I've been working for this company for the past year and pinilit ko i-exceed KPIs nila no matter how unreasonable just so I can have this chance but still I got offered 6k less from my already overworked predecessors???
Sadyang nakakapanlumo lang talaga. I asked HR if possible pa inegotiate ung salary and they said they'll try to raise it with our client daw pero right now im not too optimistic. What's even more sad is that even if super baba na ng offer sakin, I'm pretty sure kukunin ko parin ung role since my family needs support and the pay hike would still help no matter how small. Yun nga lang, I would have to sacrifice my fucking pride. It's so sad, so, so, fucking sad.
Anyway, if you're still reading sorry for the long vent. I just don't have anyone to share my frustrations right now. If you guys have any career tips, negotiation tips, mental health tips or any advise I'd be glad to hear them as well. I'm still fresh out of college and this is my first time experiencing corporate greed in flesh so all of these are new to me. Thanks for lending your ears.

Nagulat ako na 289 na lang balance ng debit card ko eh as far as I know nasa 1k plus pa dapat yun. Then nakita ko tong mga transactions na to. Duda ko nung nagpaload ako sa DITO last saturday then tong account na to ginamit ko as mode of payment. However laging declined yung payment at wala namang pumasok na load. After nun may mga charges from Google amounting to 60 pesos each transaction. Napansin ko rin na may isang 60 pesos na nacredit. So yun what should I do???

Last April 2024, with 2 months left before 2nd semester of 2nd year ended, I decided to leave medical school. I didn’t think it was worth it anymore and I was slowly dying piece by piece. Before I left, I started going into therapy. So pag-alis ko (and until now), I have to admit na I’m struggling to find a distinct path. Hindi ko alam kung anong gusto kong gawin ngayon.
Umuwi ako sa province to be with my family and my relatives have not asked any questions. Feeling ko kasi na-brief na sila ng nanay ko which was okay with me because I didn’t feel like answering anything. Lalo na, I felt like I disappointed them too.
Tonight, birthday ng lolo ko and complete kaming pamilya. Recently, my brother started dating a doctor from UPM. When one of my nurse cousins heard this, sinabi niya sa doctor mom ko “Sa wakas magkakatotoo na magkakaroon ka rin ng doctor, tita.” Sinabi ‘to ng kuya ko sa’kin sa harap ng isa ko pang kapatid and mga pamangkin kasi idk to be funny siguro habang kumakain? It wasn’t. Sumagot ako ng “That’s offensive.” Nawalan ako ng gana at nagkulong nalang sa kwarto habang umiiyak.
Feeling ko ang OA pero dahil dito mas may ick ako sa bago niyang dinedate hahahaha idk maybe because she reminds me of where I should and could have been? Feeling ko rin ang insensitive. Hahahahahaha or ewan baka OA lang ako. Lately naman, walang intact sa emotions ko eh. Ayun lang.