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2024.05.21 14:07 Eraserhead32 First new relationship in 15 years

Hi all
I was with my ex girlfriend for 13 years, we split up around 2 years ago. The break up fucked me up big time, really wrecked my self confidence.
I have finally met someone after a year and a half of fruitless online dating, and i'm very keen on her indeed. I've known her for almost a year (she is a friend of a friend), however we've only been dating for around 6 weeks.
She has been by far the more assertive one since we started dating, initiating most of the dates, expressing her positive feelings towards me etc. This is fine, as i'm insecure so it's been nice to know she's feeling positive about things. She's also expressed that she's very nervous about things and has been single for 3 years with similarly bad break up and dating stories to me. However . . . . .
I have noticed over the past few days, something has changed. We last met in person around a week ago, and had a great time, really fun, she was very physically affectionate and it couldn't have gone better. This was probably our 6th or 7th date I think, and possibly the best one so far.
The messaging in the couple of days after was good, lots of affection and openness from both sides.
But it's suddenly gone very flat over the past 3 or 4 of days. And i'm not just being a little bitch worrying for no reason, I mean it's gone from 100 to about 20 very quickly. The messages are short and empty, and the response times are waaaaaay longer. Last night was the first time we haven't facetimed or called for 2 weeks.
Now, i'm a grown ass man, so I realise this sounds fucking pathetic and i'm cringing at my own insecurity, however it's making me feel so anxious and I wish it wasn't. We had plans to meet after work later today, she sounded somewhat keen initially, but then she messaged me saying the weather looks crap and hasn't really elaborated as to whether she wants to do something else together instead (it was an outdoor date we had planned).
I messaged her back to suggest we could do something else instead, and she's replied to say 'I really don't mind, up to you'.
Like, for fuck sake honestly. I don't want to get any deeper into this if she's just going to walk away months in. Am i being a raging pussy? It's only been a few of days of this awkward communication, but for it to go from so positive to so negative this quickly makes me think it's done, and I am loathe to get further invested in this.
Should I just ask her if there's a problem, or am I being a major league bitch?
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2024.05.21 14:06 WASTEDEXHIBITION Random thought: Mitch Robinson

If I could bring any player who's currently not playing in the AFL to St Kilda Mitch Robinson would be an excellent choice, he has that confidence we lack and is always hungry behind the ball. Please please please can we start a petition to recruit the big man!!!
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2024.05.21 14:06 kaylaobv Anyone need me for a squad?

Anyone need me for a squad?
I play ranked everyday mcl if I have the ticket
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2024.05.21 14:06 TipWest6611 Strong resident cat vs spunky new cat

RC is 1 year, male, 10lbs. NC is 6 months, female, 4.5 pounds. It’s been 3 weeks. We did slow intro, and the two cats can eat next to each other just fine.
The trouble is, except for when they eat, RC is fixated on playing with NC but NC gets scared, flattens ears, and yowls.
The two can’t read each others signals. That RC wants to play and that NC is scared of this faster, stronger cat. We tire RC out before they see each other and still, he will jump and wrestle her (clearly playing—not aggressive) but NC interprets it as being attacked. Still, NC will curiously seek out RC at times.
Any advice?
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2024.05.21 14:06 DCM_128 [A3][WW2][Recruiting] 11th Armoured Division "The Black Bull"

[A3][WW2][Recruiting] 11th Armoured Division

Introduction

The 11th Armoured Division is an Arma 3 unit that aims to provide an enjoyable and casual Arma 3 experience, whilst remaining realistic and professional. The main campaign aims to follow the British 11th Armoured Division's advance from D-Day, through France, the Benelux and into Germany.
The unit consists of mechanised forces within the 29th Armoured Brigade: the 8th Battalion of the Rifle Brigade which is the infantry, and the 23rd Hussars which primarily use Cromwells and Sherman Fireflies, as well as other vehicles of the British Commonwealth.
We welcome any new members, whether you have 2 hours or 7000 hours in the game. You will not be forced to get used to solely British WW2 gameplay either, there will be as much variety as possible; at the same time as the main campaign we will host missions as other countries and in different theatres of WW2, Vietnam, Soviet conflicts, Afghanistan, Iraq, and virtually anything else Arma mods will allow us to achieve. DLC is also not a necessity to play.
Come try it out, we will primarily host missions on Fridays, Saturdays and Sundays at 20:00 GMT/BST.

Available and future roles:

Rifle Brigade:
  • Section Leaders
  • Team Leaders
  • Riflemen
  • Grenadiers
  • Marksmen
  • Machine Gunners
  • Medics
  • Signallers
  • Mortar Operators
23rd Hussars:
  • Tank Commanders
  • Tank Crewmen
Experienced Zeus/Mission Makers

Commitments and how to join:

If you are over the age of 16, can attend at least a couple times a month (Sundays at 20:00 BST / 15:00 EST), then you're good to join. Further information will be provided in the discord server.
Discord: https://discord.gg/b96je2JJYr
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2024.05.21 14:05 Acidic_Toast theres "hidden" oddities available, dont miss them!

for the 1v2 handicap usos match, in the lower level rewards there are oddities, i almost missed them because i dont play every match in live events, theres also another one in the lower level rewards for the 4v4, 8 man tag match.
make sure every time theres a live event with multiple rewards, press to check the rewards so you dont miss anything like i almost did. if this is common knowledge, im sorry, just thought i could help a little for anyone who didnt know
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2024.05.21 14:05 cheems_samurai i just had the best dream about this girl and it made me feel lonely

there is a girl in my class who i think is cute but i haven't had the courage to talk to her for months.
anyways, i had a dream where we were in PE (we were playing pickleball) and she was looking pretty lonely so i went over to play with her.
we had a great time playing and eventually i hit the ball and it broke when i hit it, which made us both laugh pretty hard.
then in the hallways afterwards, we would smile and give each other a little wave and keep moving to our own class.
the weird thing is that not a word was said between us, but i still had a great time. it's like we were communicating through our emotions and the things happening around us.
it was an amazing dream. we weren't trying to make out, we weren't trying to have s*x, we weren't trying anything. we were just simply enjoying each other's company and it made me feel really happy.
i'm really sad because i know that my social anxiety is too severe to ever approach somebody who i don't know, let alone somebody of the opposite gender.
i'm scared of being alone forever
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2024.05.21 14:05 Region_Vivid United Crafters SMP

United CrafterS sMP
Welcome to UnitedCrafters SMP, a vibrant and chill community for players aged 15 and up! We maintain a vanilla feel with some fantastic plugins that enhance gameplay. Claim your spot and build freely, just be mindful of others' space.
It will runs on the newest version(not snapshot) and is here to stay. No playtime expectations; take a break for six months, and we'll still be here. Play your way - whether you're a redstoner, builder, or collector. Our economy mirrors Hermitcraft, with diamonds as the primary currency.
For Java players, we offer a alot of QOF features like double shulker shells etc more listed on our discord. Our community is welcoming and helpful to new players. Good vibes only, but we love a bit of friendly banter.
Griefing, stealing, and any behavior that ruins the fun are not tolerated. Join us to make new friends, explore builds, and discuss future plans. We're committed to growth and welcome suggestions. Our active staff team values your input.
We take pride in creating a Hermitcraft-like experience. If this sounds like your kind of server, Join the discord below to join and apply there to join UnitedCrafters SMP and be part of something big!
add me on discord instead at loops69 or look at my reddit profile for the discord
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2024.05.21 14:05 Region_Vivid United Crafters SMP

United CrafterS sMP
Welcome to UnitedCrafters SMP, a vibrant and chill community for players aged 15 and up! We maintain a vanilla feel with some fantastic plugins that enhance gameplay. Claim your spot and build freely, just be mindful of others' space.
It will runs on the newest version(not snapshot) and is here to stay. No playtime expectations; take a break for six months, and we'll still be here. Play your way - whether you're a redstoner, builder, or collector. Our economy mirrors Hermitcraft, with diamonds as the primary currency.
For Java players, we offer a alot of QOF features like double shulker shells etc more listed on our discord. Our community is welcoming and helpful to new players. Good vibes only, but we love a bit of friendly banter.
Griefing, stealing, and any behavior that ruins the fun are not tolerated. Join us to make new friends, explore builds, and discuss future plans. We're committed to growth and welcome suggestions. Our active staff team values your input.
We take pride in creating a Hermitcraft-like experience. If this sounds like your kind of server, Join the discord below to join and apply there to join UnitedCrafters SMP and be part of something big!
add me on discord instead at loops69 or look at my reddit profile for the discord
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2024.05.21 14:04 Region_Vivid United Crafters SMP

United CrafterS sMP
Welcome to UnitedCrafters SMP, a vibrant and chill community for players aged 15 and up! We maintain a vanilla feel with some fantastic plugins that enhance gameplay. Claim your spot and build freely, just be mindful of others' space.
It will runs on the newest version(not snapshot) and is here to stay. No playtime expectations; take a break for six months, and we'll still be here. Play your way - whether you're a redstoner, builder, or collector. Our economy mirrors Hermitcraft, with diamonds as the primary currency.
For Java players, we offer a alot of QOF features like double shulker shells etc more listed on our discord. Our community is welcoming and helpful to new players. Good vibes only, but we love a bit of friendly banter.
Griefing, stealing, and any behavior that ruins the fun are not tolerated. Join us to make new friends, explore builds, and discuss future plans. We're committed to growth and welcome suggestions. Our active staff team values your input.
We take pride in creating a Hermitcraft-like experience. If this sounds like your kind of server, Join the discord below to join and apply there to join UnitedCrafters SMP and be part of something big!
add me on discord instead at loops69 or look at my reddit profile for the discord
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2024.05.21 14:04 ThrowRA-throwmeout How do I (24F) tell my bf (35M) that I cheated on him?

I F24 messed up everything. I’ve been with my partner M35 for almost 3 years. I know the age difference is big, but in his defence I lied about my age on the dating app so that I could meet older men. He knew from the first date and decided to still give it a try. Anyways, we’ve always been perfect. Never a single argument, we always resolve everything. He’s bought a new flat and is waiting for the keys, which should’ve happened weeks ago but solicitors are awful. For the last 2-3 months we’ve been living at my mums house as he had to move out quickly of his old flat due to a crazy roommate and my mum was more than happy to have him here. This is where the issues started. My mum is very dependant on me emotionally, more than what is healthy, so is my younger sister. I’ve been struggling to be a daughter and a girlfriend. I’ve been feeling suffocated etc, whatever.
Anyways, thoughts started running through my mind about the relationship and doubts, I’ve never moved in with a man before, what if it all becomes a shit show? We usually have sex everyday but that’s been difficult at my mums. We always reconnect with each other through sex and without it, we’ve been tense. So to the cheating- he went on a business trip for 2 weeks. I meet up with friends on a weekly basis for an activity. I’d like to say my partner and I are very flirty with everyone, it’s just how we are together and separately. My friends know this and we always have a little flirt. It’s 2 girls and 1 guy. When we travel for dinner after our activity, the two girls go together as they’re closer and I go with the guy, someone I’ve known since I was 5. We were always flirty as kids and teens but were never close or anything. Anyways, in the car he kisses me and after a while I kiss back. I really enjoyed it, we were flirty all night. I knew it was wrong but it felt so good to have something new and exciting. I didn’t want him, I knew he wouldn’t be as good as my partner or anywhere near as fun, but for some reason I loved it. For the rest of the week I was excited about it. I don’t know why, I’m young and dumb and then it hit me how bad it all was. It wasn’t just a kiss, it was quite passionate, there was grabbing and touching and afterwards flirty messages that I’ve had to delete out of disgust and guilt.
The guilt is eating me alive. I know I need to tell him but I don’t know how. It’s his birthday in 2 days, we have a huge party on the weekend. Regardless of that, how do I tell him while he’s still living at my mums? What if he wants to go somewhere else, where will he go? I don’t know how he’ll react. He loves me so much. I love him so much, but clearly I lack respect. I can’t even use the drunk excuse as I was sober when I was texting the days after. Do I wait until he gets the new flat so he can make the decision to leave and have his own space? He’s my best friend, my confidant, my comedian, my sexy man, my home, and i fucked it all for what? A passionate kiss to make me forget my living situation?
This is no excuse, but it has been hard at home. My mum goes through a lot, I am basically a second parent to my sister who is now experimenting with drugs, things aren’t easy and I always went to my boyfriends as an escape at times. I think I went crazy without that escape and made a stupid mistake. The worst part is that I enjoyed the thrill when it happened. I’m so angry at myself. I still get butterflies for my boyfriend, I’ve been thrilled enough. Now I can’t believe I’ve done something to hurt him. I feel it’s best to not tell him and move on but at the same time it’s eating me alive and he needs to know so he can decide what to do. He’s said in the past he’d forgive me for cheating (it was a weird topic we were on) but I can’t hold him to that. I have to tell him, but when? How? If he does forgive me, how do I forgive myself? I can’t imagine him looking at me differently. I’ve been acting weird for weeks because I feel I don’t deserve him, and I don’t. He makes these grand gestures of his love, he genuinely loves me so so much and I’m about to ruin it all.. I can’t sleep, I can’t eat, I’m descending into madness, all deserved, but I want it to stop. Please help me
TLDR- I doubted my relationship with my partner of almost 3 years and kissed an old friend, it’s eating me alive. Don’t know how to tell my bf as we are both currently living in my mother’s house until he gets his flat keys.
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2024.05.21 14:04 Region_Vivid United Crafters SMP

United CrafterS sMP
Welcome to UnitedCrafters SMP, a vibrant and chill community for players aged 15 and up! We maintain a vanilla feel with some fantastic plugins that enhance gameplay. Claim your spot and build freely, just be mindful of others' space.
It will runs on the newest version(not snapshot) and is here to stay. No playtime expectations; take a break for six months, and we'll still be here. Play your way - whether you're a redstoner, builder, or collector. Our economy mirrors Hermitcraft, with diamonds as the primary currency.
For Java players, we offer a alot of QOF features like double shulker shells etc more listed on our discord. Our community is welcoming and helpful to new players. Good vibes only, but we love a bit of friendly banter.
Griefing, stealing, and any behavior that ruins the fun are not tolerated. Join us to make new friends, explore builds, and discuss future plans. We're committed to growth and welcome suggestions. Our active staff team values your input.
We take pride in creating a Hermitcraft-like experience. If this sounds like your kind of server, Join the discord below to join and apply there to join UnitedCrafters SMP and be part of something big!
add me on discord instead at loops69 or look at my reddit profile for the discord
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2024.05.21 14:04 SEND_MILKERS PSA: Log into your old character if this is your first Seasonal character since launch.

Found out after logging on my original character and back to seasonal my map was uncovered and I had all my altars. Haven't played the game since the first couple of months of launch so I'm sure other folks out there probably are also unaware of this
Went 50 levels with a covered map and no altars, don't be me :s
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2024.05.21 14:03 kayakero Smart Money Concept: The Inner Circle Trader Theory

Smart Money Concept: The Inner Circle Trader Theory
Surely in recent months you will have begun to hear about concepts such as Order Blocks, Break of Structure or Liquidity Voids, all related in some way to a new philosophy of understanding trading called Smart Money Concepts.
To put some order and explain these concepts with some clarity, shedding some light on all this mass of names, we begin here this series of articles with which I hope to clear up all doubts.

The Origin: The Inner Circle Trader

To understand what Smart Money Concepts is, it is inevitable to talk about the creator of this trading philosophy: Michael J. Huddleston.
Known online as The Inner Circle Trader (ICT), Huddleston became popular more than 10 years ago when he started the eponymous YouTube channel, posting videos in which he discussed his trading ideas, his approach to trading in the currencies and his vision about the impact of psychology on trading.
In case you dare to watch all the videos published by this good man from the beginning, I can tell you that some of them last more than 2 hours! Apparently, this long duration is completely intentional, because as he himself points out, he likes to leave hidden clues about his methodology in the videos, with the student being the one who must take the time to look for them and investigate them in depth.
Huddleston initially published all of his materials openly (in fact, you can find links to his old videos on BabyPips under the pseudonym System, although they no longer work), but he later decided to eliminate much of the original material and create a mentoring service in 2017, which provoked the ire of his followers, receiving a multitude of negative reviews since then (especially because he originally said he would never charge for information).
All this adds to the black legend that circulates in the forums that he managed several million dollars for a family of Greek millionaires settled in the US, to whom he lost a lot of money. In this way, Huddleston has become a quite controversial character, defended and hated in equal parts on the Internet.
But there is no doubt that, today, its methodology based on Price Action has spread widely among traders .

Smart Money Drives the Markets

The starting point of the ICT philosophy is that Smart Money (basically, banks and institutional traders) basically acts as a price manipulator, looking for large accumulations of resident stop orders in the market to make them jump and achieve its goal to execute its orders and those of its clients at the best possible prices. And, in the words of Huddleston:
Huddleston calls the algorithm that manages the markets IPDA (Interbank Price Delivery Algorithm) . The function of the IPDA is to manipulate prices in order to create liquidity in the market. Smart Money, which understands how this algorithm works, manages to take advantage of price movement by exploiting two aspects:
  1. Liquidity above/below old highs and lows. 2. Inefficient price action areas.
For all this, understanding when and where the IPDA will manipulate the price is the only way for the retail trader to make money, taking advantage of the upward and downward movements that Smart Money creates. And absolutely all the patterns seen on the charts, such as shoulder-head-shoulders or trend lines, are generated by the IPDA to attract retail money to the market. Thus, the correct question to ask if we want to make money in trading is: “ Where are the retail stops located?”
After reviewing a little what the philosophical basis of this method is, perhaps it is advisable to adopt a critical view (in fact, you always have to be critical with any trading methodology): although at first glance, the idea that the market is manipulated may seem seductive for many retail traders who seek to justify their losses due to this type of manipulation (how many times have we heard that: they have gone for my stop!?), the theory behind Smart Money Concepts must be taken with a grain of salt, since It is evident that:
  • It is unlikely that the price action will be generated by a single algorithm designed for it.
  • Institutionals play in a very different league to that of retailers, with the latter's volumes being too small to be relevant.
  • It is true that price sweeps and false breakouts sometimes occur, but this does not prove that they are necessarily the result of continued market manipulation.
However, and although the starting point of this method is surely wrong, one thing I have learned in trading is that we should never discard any idea, no matter how crazy it may seem to us (perhaps we are discarding the Holy Grail and we don't know it: P).

Fundamental concepts

We now move on to define some of the most important concepts used in the methodology developed by ICT and that we will use throughout the following articles.

1. Order Blocks

Order Blocks are specific candles that, when properly analyzed in an institutional context, can highlight smart money buying and selling. In particular, we will say that:
  • A Bullish Order Block is the lowest candle that has a bearish close, that has the largest body (that is, the distance between the open and the close), and that is close to a Support level. The pattern is confirmed when the maximum of the candle that forms the Order Block is surpassed by a candle formed later, which closes above said maximum.
  • A Bearish Order Block is the highest candle that has a bullish close, that has the largest body (that is, the distance between the open and the close), and that is close to a Resistance level. The pattern will be confirmed when the minimum of the candle that forms the Order Block is pierced by a candle formed later, which closes below said minimum.
Graphically you can see in the following graph what a Bullish Order Block looks like (the bearish case would be the opposite):
https://preview.redd.it/nzdsr5azpr1d1.png?width=273&format=png&auto=webp&s=96a352636e93174212567279d9d5b74418574caa

2. Imbalance / Fair Value Gap

The Imbalance or Fair Value Gap (FVG) pattern is a clear sign of market imbalance. To identify this pattern, simply take sequences of three candles and look for wide-range candles that barely overlap the upper and lower wicks of adjacent candles. That is, there is a price range in that large candle that does not touch the range of the previous and subsequent candle , leaving a kind of gap called Fair Value Gap.
The size of this gap is obtained by measuring the distance between the maximum of the previous candle and the minimum of the subsequent one (bullish case), or the minimum of the previous candle and the maximum of the subsequent candle (bearish case).
In the following graph, you can see a schematic explanation of what an FVG looks like within a bearish movement:
https://preview.redd.it/sho820l1qr1d1.png?width=956&format=png&auto=webp&s=7de12836a101c240c887985a6c258f853123b088

3. Mitigation Block

In this case, we are dealing with market failure structures, in which the price fails to exceed a previously established maximum or minimum. In particular:
  • Bearish Mitigation Blocks are formed when the market forms a short-term resistance, then the price turns around marking a minimum and then turns upward again but fails to overcome the established highs, forming a new high below the resistance. Finally, the market breaks the intermediate low downwards, closing below said level. The candle that closes below this minimum is called Bearish Mitigation Block.
  • In the case of Bullish Mitigation Blocks , the market marks short-term support; The price then turns, marking a maximum and then falls again but fails to break the established minimums, forming a new minimum above the resistance. Finally, the market breaks the intermediate high upwards, closing above said level. The candle that closes above said maximum is called the Bullish Mitigation Block.
Graphically you can see a Bearish Mitigation Block schematically in the following figure:
https://preview.redd.it/j7e4vrv3qr1d1.png?width=513&format=png&auto=webp&s=f7ab92f4e5f25c580726e6d4a7854f4769855705

4. Liquidity Voids

This term, which we can translate as “liquidity gaps,” refers to explosive movements , generally broad and without pauses in a single direction, that occur after consolidation, and as a consequence of the lack of liquidity for a given address.
These types of long-term movements are usually “filled in” later , with the price making a reverse movement that sometimes even manages to reach the order block prior to the explosive movement.
In the following chart you can see an example of Liquidity Void in a bullish context:
https://preview.redd.it/8ymm2w26qr1d1.png?width=768&format=png&auto=webp&s=8b5f319229a6dd89fc951e69a6d91959cae82611
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2024.05.21 14:02 Informal-Pound-3393 TSN Tyson Food

Tyson foods has been an easy play for the past month. I just keep calls each week and buy more. Hope someone else likes this and gets blessed.
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2024.05.21 14:01 liliumne To my future boyfriend, husband, and soulmate

Dear, the guy who might be the one for me for eternity. I just feel like now is a time for me to write this because there is no other ways to feel better if I keep it in.
I'm 20 years old, I've been single my whole life. There has been a guy I thought was the one for me, but turns out they were not. Now they ran off happily with some other girl. Leaving me breathless and heart broken. Being single for 20 years has been okay, and peaceful. I enjoy being single, but then again I feel also that there are times where I love myself enough and know my standards, I can't seem to help but feel that I want to have a man, the one that will hold my heart gentle. Someone I can go to, EVERYTIME, to cry on and lean on when I'm in desperate need of comfort. I want to feel that love with a man that I read in my books and see in movies. I know there are guys like that out there, and they got their woman just to make them live in that reality. I wish someone could do that for me. Why I plan to write this now? Well, I met a girl not so long ago. She and I share the same interest of reading books. We talked for almost 2 hours until we had to leave to sleep and wake up for the next morning. She told me she was going to the beach the next day with her friends, and I was happy for her. I love beaches but it's not often I go there because where I live, the weather gets quickly cold. But even if a day comes where it's so hot. I can't even afford to get there. I will get my driver license soon and plan on doing so much with a car for the sake of enjoying even if it's little by little. Anyhow, she tells me a moment later that there was a guy and his friends at the beach joining her and her friends playing volleyball. And this certain guy has been eyeing her for a long time. This is where the feeling started, the feeling of ''Wow, she's so lucky'', ''I wish that could happen to me.'' or, ''Why can't that be me, too?''. She explains to me about the guy like a whole romance book started, and there, in the moment, I didn't feel jealous, nor hard feelings on her because she experiencing something all girls who have been single for too long wants it too. I just felt, too happy for her, too happy for her I felt more lonely inside even if i got my soulmate friends. It's just those feelings that pass by but will eventually go away, but will come back naturally and what do I do with it? Just vent it out to myself, anyone, stranger, or a friend. In truth, I'm really tired of how this society of men are going forward. I'm so tired I wonder sometimes if it's even possible. I've interacted with so many guys in my life, it may be hard to believe but really I am speechless how guys are these days. Talking to 30 men, not flirting with all of them at the same time, but just one by one that comes and goes. Not even one, not a single one was never gentle in love. It was rather quick and fast. It makes me wonder where has the slow and gentle love gone? Where is it? Where are you? Where are you in this twisted world that can really love me in a way that feels really love? Home and warm. Safe and comfort. I find it stupid that I come here now writing all this. I'm not sure what I'm trying to gain from here. Maybe I just want someone to truly relate to me. Someone that can speak to my heart in a correct way I'd been wanting someone to do.
So, dear future soulmate, There is so much love I have in me that I truly wanna share with you, even if you're not next to me, not even close, yet further away. I still wait, maybe look for you somewhere and hoping you'd find me. There are many ways I want to say than just ''I love you'', but I want to let you know this way: I've been waiting for you my whole life, for you to be the one and last until i share my last breath. My heart yearns for you in the morning until evening. Every time I look at the sun and feel the warm in my body. I think of you, I think of how you make me feel safe in every way that makes me more in love with you. You truly are magnificent that I could never turn away from the sun you are to me. I'm truly stupid to write this for nobody, but I just want to make my heart heard, I want my heart to feel known by you. If I can hold your heart for one day and more, please let me do it for infinity. I want to give you my heart because that's how much I'd be in love with you, and never give it back to me because you're my reality i've been wanting in my dreams. You are every bit if existence that puts my world on fire in the most extraordinary way. If I could yell out what love feels like, i'd say your name out loud and proud. Knowing that, having you, I can feel like I can do anything because I know, from heart and soul, you'd support me in every way. I love you to an extend that stop loving you feels like an endgame for me. I want to grow old with you and have beautiful kids with you. Finally, I want to know what loves feels like with you. If you are out there. Your most long lost soulmate, A
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2024.05.21 14:01 not_Gio_he maybe a event?

I have been playing for a month and i dont think Kinglegacy has ever got an easter update. Idk if im right or wrong. i only starter plying the game in May 28 2024. And i dont remember a thing. Put a comment and say yes and no
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2024.05.21 14:01 No-Chemistry5053 My husband destroyed our marriage in 3 months

I deleted a post that I’d written here detailing that something was off about my husband, how much he’d chanced in the three brief months of our marriage since moving in together and that thoughts of divorce had flashed into my mind. To summarise, immediately after our wedding he had lost his job, began drinking heavily in bars with friends, smoking weed daily, spending the day in bed, neglecting his hygiene and almost completely neglecting me sexually and emotionally.
Many in the thread began commenting that he was likely depressed because of his job loss and worried about finances. I took this on board and attempted to speak with him about his mental state - he was defensive and didn’t want to discuss finances or his mental health.
I’ll be honest, I felt like I was living with a stranger. We’d dated for two years and I’d always known him to be someone who was hard working, good with money, didn’t drink or smoke unless socially, very attentive, affectionate and mindful of my feelings. This huge change in character made me feel as though he was not the man I’d married or fallen in love with - but I felt guilty for considering divorce so early into marriage. I’d also considered that maybe he was like this all along and just showed me his pleasant side whilst dating, but showing the true him when we’d moved in together.
Fast forward to three days ago, my husband came out of a shower with strange scratches on his body after hitting the bar with friends the previous night and staying out until 3am/4am. I asked about the scratches and who he’d been with the previous night, he was defensive and gave a lame excuse. We got into an argument because questioned his faithful which resulted in me packing a bag to stay the night with my family, he denied everything and slammed the door in my face.
That night I logged into all his social media accounts and emails for the very first time (don’t judge me) and found heinous things. Since the start of our two year long relationship he had active dating profiles, was sexting with various women ranging from only fans models to regular girls he met in the street, sent enquiries to escorts, had accounts on various adult sites (porn and hookups), plus he had hooked up with girls throughout our entire relationship.
In my stomach, as soon as I moved in with him and saw changes in his behaviour I knew something was up with our relationship, I just didn’t know the extent of it. Maybe I’m to blame in some aspects by not doing my due diligence and looking into his dating habits before marriage or maybe I’d never satisfied him sexually, I don’t know why he did what he did but I feel like a naive little girl. But I also feel a huge sense of relief and validation that I knew something was wrong, I wasn’t crazy.
Maybe it’s self righteous of me, but I feel vindicated to finally have an excuse to leave him. He claims he loves me and those were just sexual encounters, nothing more, but I just can’t get past the betrayal and lies. I feel sick at the thought of him possibly bringing me stds or getting another woman pregnant. I’ve lost all respect for my husband and I no longer see him as a man, I see him as a dirtbag. He says he wants to stay married and will do “anything” to make me happy but I just don’t see how things can be repaired.I guess now he is completely tarnished in my eyes, I’ll never see him as the same person again.
I feel like a failure to have to get a divorce only three months in, but I guess so be it.
Anyway, rant over.
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2024.05.21 14:00 TechSombra I think I like my online friend but idk what to do

So we're both 18 and met on Valorant (ikik) just over a month ago, we play Valorant or Minecraft almost every day for hours into the night.
I usually struggle with online friendships but I just find speaking to her so easy and constantly want to text her but also don't want to scare her off.
Because of my autism I become obsessed with certain people and last time it happened to this degree, I was ditched (despite the two year friendship turning into a slight situationship) because I confessed and it caused me to struggle with my mental health for months after, not wanting to meet new people in fear it would happen again.
Anyways, with my current friend, I flirt with her in a half-joking manner and I get a few teasing comments or a joking "shut uppp" in response, but I'm horrible at reading ppl, especially online.
At the moment I'm planning on waiting for a while, wanting to ignore the constant want to text her. I just don't want to scare her off or get too attached, but I might ask her out in the future (she doesn't live too far away) but idk if that's a good idea or not.
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2024.05.21 14:00 THROWRAConstan I(25M) am getting exhausted of having to give constant reassurance to my partner(26F). What do I do?

I've been dating my partner for 3 years now, our relationship is pretty ok for the most part. I work an overnight job, have a bedridden mother and stress from other circumstances. So when we first started dating, there were no signs of insecurity or lack of self esteem. When it reared its head, I've always been on top of reassuring but now it's tiring. I'm an emotional repressed man due to my upbringing(currently seeking therapy). I've offered love through several means, ordered food, given massages, spending quality time with her. But when I keep getting the, do you still love me texts or the constant need for reassurance. I've almost flipped my lid because it feels like she authentically is ungrateful. I also hate having to play therapist or being accused of feeling some type of way because of intrusive thoughts/feelings. Plus with my overnight job, she will drop hard conversations and intrusive thoughts on me while at work. Call me because she can't sleep, text me insecure thoughts seeking reassurance at 4 am, go off on me because the imps in her head are telling her one thing. I've tried putting up these boundaries of not bothering me during my shift. But it's never going to be listened to.
TLDR:Gf seeks constant reassurance from and I'm at my wits end. Any advice will help
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2024.05.21 14:00 TheLotStore 805 Ash Flat Drive, Horseshoe Bend, AR 72512

805 Ash Flat Drive, Horseshoe Bend, AR 72512
805 Ash Flat Drive, Horseshoe Bend, AR 72512
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2024.05.21 14:00 Sea_Speed_824 Question about ranks and the pass.

For season pass. Ive had it for months but I have been playing the game very leisurely. I am so far behind. I am now at Rank: Freebooter. I realize I'm 5 captain ranks behind.
how long does it take to reach Kingpin to unlock the NPC for the season pass in St Anne?. is this doable before a week when reset happens? also just wondering how many smuggler ranks are required for the outfits etc. is it 90? i barely have many so was jw if im able to catch up in time or not.
also is it kingpin 1 rank needed?
please let me know any info on the ranks or season pass that I should know. kicking myself gor waiting till a week left. i just like sailing around and shooting ships getting resources etc.. but im interested in the po8 stuff also and endgame..
please help u.u thank you.
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