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Ugly ducklings that turned to swans

2013.01.07 04:36 externals Ugly ducklings that turned to swans

For all you guys and gals out there who turned into butterflies.
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2015.04.22 06:28 SwagmasterEDP the thicker the skin, the better the roast

Roasting (v.) - To humorously mock or humiliate someone with a well-timed joke, diss or comeback. (As defined by urbandictionary) Hone your roasting skills, meet other roasters, and get yourself roasted! Everybody needs to laugh at themselves! And other people, of course!
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2011.05.24 00:33 767 Polandball

Wiggly mouse-drawn comics where balls represent different countries. They poke fun at national stereotypes and the "international drama" of their diplomatic relations, combining history, geography, Engrish, and an inferiority complex.
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2024.05.19 21:32 ambatakam8 I think I got catfished

so a girl followed me on Instagram and we started talking, she told me that my "friend" gave her my insta and was extremely flirty like asking for pics and shit like that, well fast forward a week we met up at school but the girl wasn't the one from the pictures, but I said I'll kiss her, so yeah I kissed her bc of a promise, I didn't wanted to kiss her tbh and I ghosted her after that, then a guy called me that he was going to beat my ass, I ignored that guy, so a week later him and 2 of his friends jumped me when I was on my way home, I got my ass beaten and they broke my glasses and I ended with a black eye, and then they continued sending me messages on ig telling me I didn't have balls and when I asked why they jumped me they told me that I called the girl a whore, I just ghosted her , I was hospitalized for a week bcs of that, my school offers free insurance so I didn't pay anything for that, so me and my parents digged deeper on their ig we found their names and age, they were adults like 18 to 19 years old, and we found that the girl that catfished me is known on her city bc she fights a lot but when things don't go her way she plays the victim, so we pressed charges for assault and battery from the people that jumped me they were charged with 3 years and a 1000 dollar fine
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2024.05.19 21:32 AggressiveEstate1528 I lost my high school sweetheart.

I 24 m lost my high school sweetheart 25f 2 years back. we have been together ever since we were 16, I was the new kid in the school and was happy to go to the highschool, I wanted to go to as my most of my childhood friends has went it, I noticed a quiet girl in the corner of the room as I entered my classroom, she seemed quiet and kept to her self. Immediately I wanted to become friends with her as I had an outgoing personality, and didn’t like seeing people being alone, as time went on, I would approach her to make conversation and she responded to me but in a very shy way, she seemed happy to be talking with me as well, there were instances that we would catch each other looking, I felt very nervous around her because she seemed so cute. so I invited her to hang out with me one day in the winter, we were just hanging around on the winter, then soon after we added each other on social media, we stopped talking for a bit. I think life and school was happening but in the spring she asked me to hang out with her and I agreed to it, I went over to her house and picked her up. We were walking around my neighbourhood at the park , I met up with a few friends of mine and then we went to a house party. We ended up staying out all night together. I ended up asking her if we could be together, She happily agreed. Soon after we were inseparable, always together, laughing being each other’s best friends and high school sweet hearts. we went to the same college after highschool. I loved this girl with all my heart. After a few years we started to be toxic to each other, more so me. But no matter how much arguments and I would always apologize for my behaviour because it wasn’t right. We started to have an alcohol addiction which made us even more toxic. I knew that our relationship wasn’t okay with how life at the time was being worked out. She would often fly back to her hometown to spend time with family, I on the other hand would just stay home. Life became really difficult for the both of us to live during the pandemic, that’s when our relationship got worse. We would get mad at each other all the time, even being homeless for a period, had to move in with a friend because my parents couldn’t take us in. Our health was terrible from the constant drinking, and my friend introduced us to bad substances, so basically we were at rock bottom, and I hated living with every aspect of it but I didn’t know how to leave her or make our situation better. We were to codependent on each other that it was really unhealthy. But I couldn’t bear the thought of her being with someone else, and I think she felt the same way. I always thought we would get through everything together, no matter how bad and how terrible life was at the time, because at the end of the day, I loved her and she loved me. I always had hope that our future would be better, then it was starting to turn around after we got into the same program to help us out with our life style, but we messed it up due do alcohol. It was really bad but we tried to get through it. Then one summer we got evicted from our place, we ended up staying at our other friends place.our health was seriously declining. I started to go into psychosis and hearing things that weren’t there, she soon started to go into psychosis. I tried to get her into the hospital and begged her to stay there. But she wouldn’t listen. After that I had a panic attack and ran away because of the psychosis I was experiencing. I was walking around like I was homeless and scared. After a few days I snapped out of it then called my parents to tell them where I was and they picked me up right away because all I had on me was my clothes and no shoes. They took me in, and sat me down and informed me she passed away. I didn’t believe them right away because I thought she was safe and sound. I still wasn’t all there because of the lingering psychosis. But when it hit me I couldn’t stop crying and felt so defeated, Life felt so meaningless, I got a bunch of messages from her father saying I killed her, and that whenever he sees me he’s gonna rip my throat open. I showed the texts to my father and mother. They got the same texts but didn’t wanna tell me because of everything that has been happening. Her funeral happened, I kept crying at her casket, holding her cheek, saying how much I wish I could turn that day around. I felt like if I didn’t have a panic attack thinking the world was an evil place and seeing things, I would have still been by her side to protect her. but she was gone in front of my eyes and all I could do was kiss her one last time. Her parents got the full story of what happened to her and they thought I was responsible for what happened but no. It’s been 3 years since then, I’m in a better place. Mentally it still haunts me of what happened those few days. I love her so much, and I miss her dearly. She will always be in my heart. It sucks that everything reminds me of her, her laughter, her silliness, her kindness, her love. Her presence. I’ve been wanting to let this out for a while now. Thanks for reading.
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2024.05.19 21:30 Southern-Gas7031 When should I(21f) end things with my bf(27m) after his grandma recently passed away?

I (21f) have been with my bf (27m) for 3 years. A week ago his grandmother passed. He was very close with her, my bf spent summers as a child and teen living at her house and we’ve lived at her house together during the summer last year too. I feel terrible thinking about how much he’s grieving her now and want to support him in any way I can. The problem is that I think our relationship has run its course and I was planning on ending things with him before she passed, her passing was pretty sudden. We’ve had our struggles as a couple good times (ex traveling, being at each others graduations, getting pets together) and bad times (ex, caught him messaging his ex and OF girls, caught him sexting men & women on apps, caught him lying about drug use). I gave him time to change and prove things would be different but I’m just not seeing the results I need to continue being with him. I sleep over at his place almost every night but even when I’m there I find myself alone in his bed watching tv while he’s upstairs or outside doing whatever majority of the time or he’ll be on his phone beside me when he’s with me. I’ve communicated my needs in the relationship before and not much has changed.
I don’t wanna make him look like the bad guy because Ik I haven’t been the perfect gf but I don’t feel like I can continue being with him anymore. I think I’ve outgrown the relationship and realized that our futures and goals do not align. I think he recognizes this too but we’ve both been playing chicken on breaking things off. We don’t communicate, barley have sex and went on our first date this whole year 2 days ago for my birthday dinner. He isn’t around to celebrate my birthday this weekend because he’s at his deceased grandmothers house cleaning things out, which I totally understand because it’s out of his control.
I’ve never been in a situation like this before and need some advice on a timeline here. I don’t want to sound insensitive to his loss but I also gotta put myself first. I don’t want to abandon him when he needs me the most to deal with his grief but I can support his as a friend going forward instead of as a gf. So when would be an appropriate time to end things with him? And how do I approach this situation without being insensitive to his loss?
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2024.05.19 21:28 Dizzy-Explorer-7038 I thought he’s the one and I don’t know what went wrong, I need your help

Hi, so I talked to someone and it’s kinda over now but I want to see what y’all think. Sorry if it’s very long idk how to tell stories lol and for my English it’s not my first language🙁 Thank you.
He’s a soldier and we started talking like a month ago he was sweet, complimented me a lot, talked to me even when he barely could or training (made an actual effort), even when he went to a place related to the military (I can’t say but dangerous), where they can’t have their phones, he took my phone number on a paper and said when they give them Nokias for a few minutes he will contact me, he actually called a few times and wasted most of his minutes calls on me, even before we met! also they didn’t give them Nokias in the end and called me from his commander phone, it was nice and romantic, I loved talking to him, he’s so sweet. And yeah before and after (in general) we talked a lot on the phone, and chatted everyday. Anyways, we met when he came back, actually it was kinda awkward in the beginning I was so nervous I felt like he was too even tho he said he’s not, I said to him I’m nervous too lol, he brought blanket, wine, chocolate and we kissed, the problem is he wanted to kiss a lott and even tried to touch me you know, so I said no it’s too early and he respected me but I asked beforehand, at the start, what’s he looking for and he said a relationship not hookups (like me), so I was wondering if he lied to me, he also lied about being my age even tho I found out he’s a year younger, he thought I would care, After the date he texted me “I enjoyed❤️” I answered me too. Also it’s important to mention that he’s very very apathetic from the start, but because he showed interest I didn’t care if it’s his personality. And then the day after he was more apathetic and barely talked, He went home from the military so then I was like ok I need to stop overthinking and let him be with his family & friends, I talked to him on the phone, and said that he barely show interest about my day, what I did.. And he didn’t even know what I talked about so I let it go and it just kept this way kinda, also delayed messages from him, still loved talking to him everyday still complimented me,and I felt he’s insecure too, the day before he was supposed to leave he said he goes to his friends in my city, so he wanted to see me it took me 2 seconds to answer so he said “never mind you don’t want no need”🤷🏽‍♀️ then he asked would I let him in my house I said not this time, I don’t feel comfortable yet, and I can’t today but you can come give me a hug and go loll cuz I wanted to see him, then we didn’t talk about it and he didn’t come, He came back to his base, that’s when he needed to comeback to the place I mentioned before, I didn’t even thought he will text me again I even thought he left and didn’t tell me bc he don’t care but then I see a text “what’s up? I leave tomorrow” we talk lil bit and then he called, I said comeback fast and he said for you, so I was happy it wasn’t over, thenn the day after, again I didn’t think he will text me fr but he texted me I was happyy, we talk and then he called me, I mentioned to him that we barely talk now and he said he knows he’s very busy, and that he will call me today before he goes in, he actually called and I said keep yourself safe I’m worried, after a week on Wednesday, he came back and called me to say he’s back and ok, (till Sunday, then he goes back there.. and for like month or 2) day after, I called to talk to him in the little time we have.. we talked, he’s not home yet but at the base, day after he texted me his WhatsApp is back, probably chatted like 10 messages that’s it, when he didn’t have WhatsApp he didn’t even tried to talk to me anywhere else and it’s sounds like I’m exaggerating but I really don’t care on the usual days but he have 4 days!! Then he leave! For a long time, So I didn’t get why he doesn’t make effort to talk to me, Anyways we talk here and there, day after.. nothing. they let them rest so I knew he’s not that busy anymore, and then I saw him online on Okcupid too, that’s when I knew he’s probably played me, it’s not like it’s cheating we’re not dating but if he was online he’s probably not thinking of me like I’m thinking of him, now it’s Sunday and he’s probably left. So yeah it’s over and I’m very sad but I’m trying to stay positive and think he’s just not the one.. I just don’t get what happened
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2024.05.19 21:27 Embarrassed_Roll_728 Fired on disability

In California I was fired three times from the same company while out on disability. I didn’t return to work while out on disability but received three separate termination letters all months apart with different dates. My supervisor was actually the one who recommended that I go out due to some traumatic events so that I wouldn’t lose my job since I didn’t qualify for fmla. While out on disability the company texted me nonstop asking when I was returning. They would occasionally say my fmla was denied and I would reply that I know, I’m on disability not fmla. They never once provided me with a form they needed. My doctor filled out all the forms they faxed to her and she has to confirmations that they went through. I reached out to them asking if they had everything they needed from me and they did not reply. My first termination stated I went AWOL. I asked them to explain this further and stated the above info to them. My second termination two months later was for not turning in required documents, which I had asked for and never got a response to. I even called and was told someone would call back. A week later no one called back so I called again. Same thing. The third termination I didn’t even bother to read because why at this point. My doctor suggested suing them for wrongful termination because the constant contacting and texting me truly did worsen my symptoms from stress and anxiety and caused me to be out longer. Is this even worth filing a lawsuit over? I’m sure the company has great attorneys on hand. I don’t even know if I could win. Just looking for opinions or suggestions I guess.
Eta: I could probably fight to get my job back but I feel it would be so toxic against me at this point that I don’t want to go back even though I loved working there and enjoyed the work I did. I was also complimented on my work and had never received a write up or any negative feedback. I was good at my job and I love working in general and feeling productive. So being out in disability hasn’t been a fun vacation and I was looking forward to going back. I’ve never in my life been fired before so I have no idea how to explain this in job interviews.
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2024.05.19 21:26 DS_Ford I wish I would be used

At this point...I am so lonely and desperate for a friend or someone to talk to that I wish someone would use me for my money or use me to give them rides places like a taxi. Or anything. Just to recieve a damn text message.
I'm 37...and this loneliness is killing me at this point. I can't keep up with it. I spend most of my day just crying.i've done everything alone for so long...
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2024.05.19 21:24 VisualSearch7224 God, please forgive me! 🙏

Well, my ex fiancé broke it off with me about a month ago. We had talked for over a decade on social media. Started when we were 16! We had breaks in between with others, but always found our way back to one another. As he lived in Brazil and I here in the U.S. There was and is this chemistry between us that I cannot explain, it is almost like out of a movie or some fairytale I read as a kid. Finally he came to New York to visit and my good god did we fall so ever in love. I never fell so hard in my life, it was magical and beautiful. Surreal honestly. We swore we would marry one another soon and start a life together. That we would never stop loving one another or give up! We talked everyday, all day!I felt for the first time in my life I had found my perfect person! Holy shit did I love this man!! I had consulted a lawyer for a visa and even told my mother that I had finally found the one! Everything was just too perfect…
6 months after this beautiful weekend… he messages me saying that the distance was too much… and we should end it here, move on and then he just blocked me. Has not spoken a word since. What a coward! I am not even worthy of a phone call?!? It was all out of no where too, no signs or anything out of the ordinary , literally the night before we were researching marriage licenses in Brazil. I had spent all this damn money on a passport and was about to book tickets to go see him! Even got a stupid ring with some small diamonds in it…I was beyond pissed! So, I did some digging as I didn’t buy the reasoning behind this abrupt end and found out that he had went back to his ex a month or so before, but never had the stones to tell me! The ex of 8 years that he swore was just a friend now. Well, that was a crock of you know what as I saw pictures of them holding hands at a concert and the ex had his picture in the insta bio…I felt my heart sink and my blood pressure rise. How stupid of me to believe this man! I felt like my head and heart were going to explode. It was an out of body experience and I have used this rage to fuel me since…
Fast forward to last week, I got a little buzzed on some wine and set my tindr (premium, I know so cool and fancy) to his city! Long story short, I matched with his first cousin… one that does not know who I am. We have been talking for a week now and he wants me to come visit and is super into me…. I do not love this cousin, nor want to really even see him. I want to have his cousin like me just enough to show his family pictures of me! To talk to my ex fiancé about this dreamy American! Oh what I would not give to see the look on his face when he notices that it is me!!! The shock, the horror, the heartbreak! Maybe he will even faint?! I would really love that! Haha
Yes, wrong, cold hearted and messed right up! But I truly love this for me. What are the odds I matched with this person in the biggest city in Brazil?!? Revenge is a dish best served cold and unfortunately I am not above it! What is wrong with me? Will god forgive me for this? I wish I could stop, but I cannot until the mission is complete….
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What is the salary and job outlook?
Salaries for perfusionists are generally higher than $150,000 per year. There are a wide variety of pay structures that will affect total compensation packages.
The future of perfusion is unclear, mostly due to concerns of market saturation. A search through /Perfusion will reveal a wide variety of opinions on the matter. The American Board of Cardiovascular Perfusion (ABCP) publishes an annual report listing the number of certifications gained and lost. Included in the most current report (2023) is a historical list going back to 2000. Included in the 2022 report is the number of students admitted and graduated in 2021 and 2022.
 
Professional Organizations and Resources:  
 

Education and Credentialing

 
How do I become a perfusionist?
To become a practicing perfusionist in the United States, you must become a Certified Clinical Perfusionist (CCP). This credential is governed by the American Board of Cardiovascular Perfusion (ABCP) and is awarded after passing two board examinations: the Perfusion Basic Science Examination (PBSE) and the Clinical Applications in Perfusion Examination (CAPE).
Qualification to sit for the board exams is achieved by completing a certified program. The accrediting body for programs is the Commission on Accreditation of Allied Health Education Programs (CAAHEP) and a current list of programs may be found by going to this page, selecting “Profession” and choosing “Perfusion.” Unfortunately, this does not include programs that are defunct or programs that are undergoing the preliminary accreditation process. All schools require an undergraduate degree before entry regardless of outcome: degree or certificate.
The list of schools maintained at Perfusion.com and at SpecialtyCare are not current.
Programs currently undergoing preliminary certification include (alphabetical):
Program lengths vary from 18 to 21 months and cost varies from approximately $30,000 to $140,000.
 

Common Questions About the Application Process

 
Is it competitive?
The application process is extremely competitive. Schools are typically receiving several hundred applications and most take 20 or fewer students.
When does the application cycle begin?
The application cycle is different for each school, but typically start as early as June 1 for start dates the following year.
That means that for the beginning of the 2025-2026 academic year, applications will begin opening on June 1, 2024.
When do applications close?
Again, each program will be different. Some programs close earlier than others. Some programs have processes that take awhile to complete, so it is advisable to complete your application before the process closes.
Which school should I apply to?
You should apply to every school you're qualified for.
What prerequisites are required for perfusion school?
Each of the programs have different requirements. Contacting each of the programs with program specific questions is going to result in much more accurate answers than asking here. Programs can and do change requirements on an ongoing basis.
Nearly all programs require at least a documented conversation with a perfusionist or shadowing a case as part of the application process.
How do I find a perfusionist to shadow?
LinkedIn is your best resource. You may also post a request for a specific geographical area using the flair “Shadow Request.” You can also try contacting hospitals that do open heart surgery and arranging to shadow a perfusionist.
What kind of work experience is useful when applying to perfusion school?
Perfusion assistant jobs are sometimes referred to as a “golden ticket” for admission to a school. Many schools seem to value healthcare experience, through what type varies from school to school. Traditionally, RNs with critical care or operating room experience and respiratory techs seem to have a high degree of success. Other perfusion / OR adjacent jobs like anesthesia techs also seem to correlate with higher acceptance rates. As the application process becomes more competitive, it may be worth reaching out to current students to see what class make ups look like or Program Directors to see what advice they may give. Unfortunately, the application process is a “black box” and each institution has different qualities, traits, and experience they seem to value.
What are my chances of getting into School X? / Should I apply this year or wait until I have more experience?
No one knows. Your chances of getting into a school that you haven't applied to are zero. Contact the program for specific questions and guidance about your situation. The application process is a "black box" process with only the Program Directors and Admissions Council Members knowing how they work and what they are looking for in the current cohort. If you have specific questions about feedback you have received, feel free to ask them. Generic "what if" questions have a low likelihood of being approved in this subreddit.
Social Media
Look over all your social media accounts. Clean them up. Present yourself well online.
Additional Resources
/prospective_perfusion - subreddit dedicated to the application process and questions
/perfusion_accepted - subreddit dedicated to accepted students
 
 
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2024.05.19 21:24 bonelesstick My mom doesn't listen to me

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Today I realized that my biggest issue with my mom is that she doesn't listen. I've never gotten along with my mom, and at this point, I do not care enough to try and mend our relationship. 'Small' issues and arguments with my mom make me absolutely livid.
Yesterday, I washed my sheets and blankets and they were still very damp even though they went through the dryer three times, and noticed that our dryer says it needs to have it's vent cleared. I thought this would be an easy thing to fix. So I told my mom that the dryer should be looked at, or if we can fix it ourselves, that would be better. My mom completely dismissed my complaint and said she didn't have any problems with the dryer. This morning, I did a load of laundry, and mom noticed and she told me to split it into two loads so the dryer could actually dry my clothes. I was like, 'alright,' even thought that doesn't fix the main issue. I told her she should still get the vent cleared. As I was putting my clothes in the washer, I hit my head against the wall somehow, and my mom asked me if I was okay. I was already mad at her because she was dismissing a problem that affects our entire family, and I told her to shut the fuck up. I know I shouldn't have said that, and I was in the wrong for that. Understandably so, my mom got mad at me for saying that, but she told me she wouldn't fix the dryer. My mom won't listen to any issue unless it's said in a 'nice' way.
A few months ago, my mom started taking our measuring cups and using the tablespoon to measure her coffee grounds. She wouldn't even rinse it out, and just put it back as if it were clean. I told her to please stop doing this, and she told me I wasn't being 'nice' about it so she wouldn't. I have no idea how I was voicing a complaint 'wrong' but okay. I ended up buying another measuring cup set, and I didn't want her to touch it at all. I told her this, and somehow, that was a 'nice' way to tell her to stop. I was specifically trying to tell her that I was so mad at her for not changing that I had to deal with it myself, but oh kay. She currently uses both sets of measuring cups for her coffee grounds, and I have given up.
3 or 4 years ago, my mom used to put bread in the freezer to keep it fresh longer. No one in my family liked this because we're a family of 6, we'll eat the bread. I told my mom that the bread gets soggy when it's thawing, and it was just more inconvenient to have the bread in the freezer. Of course, she didn't listen, so I sent her a lengthy text message about how I didn't want the bread in the freezer. Apparently, it was too mean, and if I was "freaking out," then she didn't want to help me. She is so frustrating to deal with, I don't think she understood she was genuinely being unreasonable. My mom only stopped putting bread in the freezer once every person in my family complained to her.
My family usually eats dinner at 5pm, sometimes earlier. My mom usually makes dinner, so she gets to pick what time we eat, and no one in my family likes eating this early except her. When my dad makes food, we eat at about 7pm, which is a far more reasonable time. Anytime we complain about eating so early, my mom just says, "Well, I was hungry. If you want to eat later, you can." It's so frustrating. And if we get irritated at her for having an event we didn't know about, she just tells us to look at the calendar. No one is looking at the calendar, and only she uses it. I guess we could read the calendar, but she could also just tell us when we have something.
My mom has had similar arguments with the rest of my family, so I know it's not just me. I know I argue with her more than than anyone else in my family, but we all have similar issues with her. She once signed up my sisters for a reading at mass and didn't tell them about it, and my youngest sister was pissed. My sister said she didn't want to do it and tried to tell my mom that it wasn't okay to sign her up for something she didn't want to do and wasn't told about, and my mom was completely dismissive about it. She completely refuses to accept she did something wrong. I don't apologize to her because she never does, maybe I'm really petty, but at this point, I do not care. About a year ago, my parents had a very large argument and almost got divorced (honestly, I wish they would, but they decided they never will :/), and my dad was telling me about how my mom thinks she never did anything wrong. Sigh.
These are just incidents, but I think they do show how my mom doesn't listen to me, or other people. I understand that I am part of the reason why our relationship sucks. I get that, I know relationships are a two way thing, but I feel like I'm trying harder to communicate my issues, and she just isn't listening.
Also, when I was younger, I was confused as to why other people got along with their mom. I went to Mother's Day mass with my mom and her sister's family when I was 6 or 7, and I noticed that my cousin hugged my aunt, and I was so confused on why someone would willingly hug their mother. My mom used to say that I yelled at her a lot, so one time I sent her the definition of yell to prove to her that I don't, and she got irritated at me for that. When my mom found out I'm not religious, she cried, and I think she still denies it because she still tells me to pray, and makes me go to mass occasionally. I used to make rubber band bracelets, and I gave one to my mom, and my sister also made one for her. I asked my mom where she got the other rubber band bracelet, because I was genuinely curious, and my mom told me she didn't know. My sister told me she made it, and my mom told me that she only said she didn't know because she didn't want me to be mad. Seriously, she thinks that little of me? Why would I be mad at her for wearing a bracelet my sister made for her? Both of my parents have made comments about me stealing money before, and it hurts my feelings because I wouldn't do that. I wouldn't steal, please don't think that poorly of me. Also, I'm trans and my mom completely refuses to use my name and correct pronouns. Only my friends and siblings are good about it. Anytime I argue with my mom, I think, "I fucking hate that goddamn woman," but I don't know if that's true. We're fine most of the time, but the second I get irritated at her, I immediately think about how we argue and how I'm mad at her. I don't do this with anyone else, and I almost never argue with anyone except her. Anyway, I've never gotten along with my mom and I don't think it will ever change. But hey, I'm 16, so I don't have many more years of living with her.
Thanks for reading, I hope you have a better than alright day or night!
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2024.05.19 21:22 Oatpebbles This guy

This guy I talked to before, is literally my dream man. He the around the same age as me and is way taller than me. Not just that, he’s so funny and cute. I dream about him a lot but the thing is. He is just like me… is the wrong ways though. We were talking and out of nowhere he had block me, I took this really hard. I still respect his wishes… until about a month later he was still in my head. So I followed him waited about 3 days and decided to send him a message. “ hey “ he replied back with “All I want to say is sorry for what I did to you”. For context about that we had phone $3X Ig he felt bad just blocking me. I just unfollowed and block him for a bit until now 4 months later I followed him back and haven’t texted him. Should I text him or just stay the way it is?
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2024.05.19 21:20 Beginning_Badger_56 My ex bestfriend is on his way to turn into the next Harrison Butker

I (20M) had a bestfriend (19M) of more than 8 years, I am from a muslim country and I am gay, my best friend is also from my country, he's also queer but he is deep in the nile river.
We met when we were in 12 in school, we bacame best friends and did all things bestfriends do. At the time I knew I was gay, but I did not know if he was also gay or not.
We were classmates for 3 years and then him and his family moved abroad. For 2 years I had no contact with him. But after two years he found my contacts and we were in touch again. It was like we had always been in contact. He was my best friend. So naturally I wanted to tell him about who I was the way I told my other close friends who I could trust and I wanted to tell him about a classmate I had a crush on.
Upon telling him, he immediately denied it and said that I was not gay (as if he knows I am not). Here's how the conversation went: "Hey bestie just so you know I am gay and I like boys" "What? No way you are not gay! I also like a boy but I am not gay so you are not gay as well!!" "That made no sense? How can you like a boy a person from the same sex and not be queer?"
He went on a rant on how it is just lust and how he has not done anything with the same sex so according to him he was not "gay". The conversation came to the boiling point when I threatened to cut ties even though he had judt found me a week ago. Then he agreed to respect MY identity.
I felt bad for him so I tried as much as I can to help him come to acceptance with who he is. And to a point I was successful. He was coming to term that he cannot control his feelings and who he loves. I helped him get over a 5 year old crush on a boy that was still back in our school.
He was getting comfortable, we would joke about things and put on lil scarfs and pretend we are middle aged khalas(aunties), gossiping and cussing each other out over the phone, it was funny and harmless, might I mention that the dress up was his idea.
Unfortunately his father found out about these photos by invading his privacy, my ex friend was so scared he wanted to k word himself, after lots of convincing he stopped thinking about it. And his father told him to not dress like that again after he made some excuses. But his father was restrict on him.
After that I think he started feeling guilty for having feelings for boys. He started talking about how he will not be able to keep it a secret for long. I tried to help him as much as I could from thousands of miles away, think practically, how you cannot do this until you are not independent, cuz it can be dangerous, but to no avail he went and told his mother.
After that he slowly started mentioning how he's a top in the most random times. I did not think too much of it. Then he started telling me that he was Bisexual and hoe he also likes girls. I did not know if he was actually bisexual or was him and his mother gaslighting him into liking girls. Cuz I had never seen him talk about girls. He then became very distant.
I noticed he would block me at times and then text me back when he wanted to talk. He would only message me when he needed to talk about something that he wanted. I dont know from when but he stopped prioritizing me and how I was feeling. It was always about him. When I needed him, he was never there.
He slowly turned into an incel. Idolizing Andrew Tate. He pushed me towards the edge when he made a subtle racist remark about my ethnic group. Knowing How sensitive the topic of ethnicity was to me.
That's when I cut off all contacts with him. I could not believe my best friend of almost a decade thought so little of my ethnicity. I cut him off and went with my life and the struggles of it (which I have to tell is alot).
After 9 months he messaged me again. I felt bad for cutting him off like that so I started up a conversation with him. But to my surprise my best friend had turned into a full on incel. He told me how he is straight now. And he is homophobic. And told me he respects my decisions (which makes no sense, how can you hate gay people and "respect" my decision?). That was when I knew I had enough of him. I blocked him. I cannot believe I was friends with a guy like him. I tried to help him I guess some people do not want to be helped.
Do you think I made the right decision?
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2024.05.19 21:20 freddiemercurial 45 [M4F] UK/Anywhere - There must be someone special out there for me. There has to be, right?

I miss having someone in my arms, having someone to hold and to be held by. I miss that connection, that bond that you can only have with someone special. I miss all of that. And it's killing me.
I’m after the relationship that goes the distance, the one that results in love and, when the time is right, the ‘m word’. I can’t think of anything I look forward to more than spending my life with the woman I love.
I love physical displays of affection, both public and otherwise. Gestures like holding, hugging, etc, are something I adore and would always welcome, especially because I love the excitement and warm feeling that come with being close to the one you love.
The person I am after is someone who is kind and caring, somebody that I can relaxed around. I don’t want the stress of being around someone who gets set off my the smallest thing. My sense of humour is varied, although it can best be described as something of a mix of Chandler Bing (RIP) and Edmund Blackadder.
When we’re together, my ideal night would involve spending our time at home, curled up on the sofa together and watching a film, or playing a game, although I’m not against the occasional day/night out if it’s just the two of us.I watch little in the way of current TV or films, and almost no sport. My main solo hobbies can be found on my friends post.
If we’re apart, as I presume we would be in the early days of our relationship, then, because I game a fair bit, I’d be open to you watching me play something, or vice versa if you game as well. We could also chat while we play our own individual games. We can also watch films, TV, etc, or whatever may bring us closer together.
I’m in the UK, so I would prefer to talk to someone who is also in the UK, as it would make things convenient for the both of us, and it would also make meeting up easier, and I would want to meet up if things progress well. However, I am open to talking to people who are overseas, as long as you’re moving to the UK in the near future, and that the move is, if not set in stone, then is at least guaranteed to happen or to be able to happen. Be aware that I am unable to travel overseas, although not for any nefarious reason.
I’m a vegetarian, though I don’t mind being around meat eaters as long as they’re respectful of how I feel. I don’t drink and, while I’m okay being with someone who does, it won’t work if you’re a person who drinks frequently. I’m non-religious and non-spiritual, and this will never change, and my views are generally what you’d call progressive and liberal. Disparate views are one thing, but if you use terms like ‘PC/PC culture’, ‘liberal’ or ‘woke’ as pejoratives, we will not get along. In addition, I do not smoke and will not be with a smoker.
I’m okay with either private messaging or Reddit chat, though I’d like to move off Reddit once we both feel comfortable doing so. Once we’ve moved to a different platform, exchanging pictures is then also something that would be done once we’re both comfortable, as would voice and video chat, especially because the best way to really get to know someone is through real-time communication.
Your opening message doesn’t have to be that long, just give me something to work with, something that can spark conversation. If you have any questions, queries, posers, then feel free to ask.
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2024.05.19 21:20 Han517 3 tickets for Detroit 5/20. FCFS message me and they are yours.

Grandmother is dying and I refuse to be away from family for the night. Third ticket was for a buddy but he doesn't want to go alone. First person to message me gets them for free. All I ask is you don't take them to resell. Let me pay it forward to someone who may not of had the money and would love to be there tomorrow night. I would absolutely love to give someone a night like we have had seeing them twice before. I won't respond for awhile because I will be with the family, but the first person in my inbox that's genuine will get them emailed over. I will respond before the end of the night.
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2024.05.19 21:19 Fenrisw01f Landlord falsifies invoices in court for security deposit

(Writing on mobile, apologize for any errors)
We lived in a home for 2 years, took pictures of all the things that were an issue when we moved in as well as filled it in on the moving inspection.
Landlord deducted 1400 from our 2600 security deposit. Of which about 250 was legitimate (charged $500 to clean an oven that my cleaners missed and had barely been used dirty scale 1.5 on 1-10), but many things were insanely inflated charges, work wasn’t performed, or was the state of the home when we moved in.
Went to small claims court. The hearing officer was not in any mood to help, she wanted us out of her courtroom and tried to rush us out as fast as possible. We had 13 different items that we had been fraudulently charged for, but she only wanted to hear one and be done with it.
Claimed they had to pay a third party vendor over $3000 for work done. They claim the vendor is a licensed, bonded, insured contractor.
Ignored the items on the move in inspection because she felt over the course of two years we would have fixed those items. She also took the invoice as gospel even though we pointed out:
  1. Numerous items on the invoice had not been fixed, proving it was fraudulent (when I stated they were committing fraud with the invoice the hearing officer, stopped me and rapid fire asked how I knew it was fraud, so I know all the steps for proving fraud, if not don’t come in here telling something is fraud when I don’t know what fraud is. Overall just combative the whole hearing)
  2. I had spoken with the new tenant and had text messages from them stating they had not been fixed when they had been living there for a month after the invoices claimed the work was done
  3. I had dated photos from the property after they moved in showing it had not been fixed
Problem is: the contractor is the same person that comes out for all their work. The contractor always wears the company’s branded clothing when he comes. The contractor is the same person that performed the move out inspection claiming the issues. But they claim he isn’t an employee even though he only works for them. (He’s most likely 1099 and a separate entity SPECIFICALLY to make it appear they aren’t profiting from security deposit deductions)
Upon further investigation I found that the contractor isn’t even licensed in the state (Arizona) so they cannot perform work over $3,000.
Additionally the cleaning company said that the invoice that the property manager supplied was not one of theirs and they had not done work for that amount.
What should I do about this? There is not an option for an appeal in small claims court in Arizona, and I don’t think they would handle fraud like this anyway.
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2024.05.19 21:17 couchpotatoheree I feel am trapped and am so scared

This dude who has been my bestf for the past 5 years broke my heart completely today. Guess I was at the breaking point? We have been bestf for last 5 years or more and two years back I fell in love w him. I did long back actually when I had met him but he already was dating so I never saw us being together and thought I had moved on but I've always wanted him. Two years back we got even more closer and it was the best time of my life. He used to do those sweet talks and stuffs and gimme those goddamn butterflies and dang man I never felt better. I thought it was meant to be? We didn't speak about what we felt cuz we both knew we can't date or anything cuz we won't have time for it for the next two years.
But still I decided to talk cuz I wanted to know what we were doing. He would touch me, pull me closer by the waist, keep his hands on my thigh and I was shocked at how comfortable I felt w him and let him do that after being sexually harassed multiple times and not letting anyone touch me. It was the first time I wasn't scared of a dude touching me and I felt so much at peace? He said he can't date me rn which I understood and he said let's make a pact. We marry eachother by the time we 30 if we still got none, i would be lucky to have you. Anyone would be stupid to say no to u.
Fast forward, I confessed at one point and he says I don't feel the same way. It was just a hookup. THAT BROKE MY HEART and yet I couldn't hate him, I couldn't let him go and stayed even though i knew it was toxic. Cuz I loved him so much I would let him touch me to stay close now and was scared he would go away if I won't let him touch me. Pathetic ik.
Later I got tired of mind games and he was just- everytime I felt smth and would try to talk it out, he would give a reason which would make me look stupid and deep down ik am not stupid. What I felt was valid but in the moment, I always felt omg he makes sense and would apologise. This another dude who he was always insecure of was treating me right and he got pissed at me and says I liked you but I don't anymore cuz you play around. I left that dude for him then and there and blocked him.
Fast forward again to today, he flirted w my bestfriend today and she texted me up saying that and sending ss. And I got pissed because he chose her as his next prey. He fucked me up mentally in the two most important years of my life and he's on the top while am struggling. And now he toying around with her but I won't let him. So I lashed out and told him to get the fuck out and he simply went.
Now am having doubts whether what i did was right or not. I miss him so much but I dont wanna live that pain again. I don't want that adrenaline rush from him anymore but I do. I regret losing him cuz I've known him for so long but I don't know. Has he manipulated me? Am I stupid fr? I feel so trapped. Everytime I think he's wrong the next moment am forced to think am I wrong?
What did he do to me? Why do i feel like this? Why do I feel stuck in a circle that's so frustrating? How do I get out? Am I delusional?
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Hello gents,
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It's a win win. I'm going to write down my list of games feel free to pick, I wish I had known about these links earlier on. It'd have saved me a ton of money lol:
• £23 (UK) Device Referral (If you're a new user, feel free to send me a message and I'll happily help you setup your Quest and pick games) - https://www.meta.com/referrals/link/KFCisLIFE
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• Stride - https://www.oculus.com/appreferrals/KFCisLIFE/4901911359882668/?utm_source=oculus&utm_location=2&utm_parent=frl&utm_medium=app_referral
• The Walking Saints and Sinners - https://www.oculus.com/appreferrals/KFCisLIFE/2897337400373711/?utm_source=oculus&utm_location=2&utm_parent=frl&utm_medium=app_referral
• Ghost of Tabor - https://www.oculus.com/appreferrals/KFCisLIFE/7614022262006379/?utm_source=oculus&utm_location=3&utm_parent=frl&utm_medium=app_referral
• Asgard's Wrath 2 - https://www.oculus.com/appreferrals/KFCisLIFE/2603836099654226/?utm_source=oculus&utm_location=2&utm_parent=frl&utm_medium=app_referral
• Vail - https://www.oculus.com/appreferrals/KFCisLIFE/6625826934127580/?utm_source=oculus&utm_location=2&utm_parent=frl&utm_medium=app_referral
• Assassin's Creed Nexus - https://www.oculus.com/appreferrals/KFCisLIFE/5812519008825194/?utm_source=oculus&utm_location=2&utm_parent=frl&utm_medium=app_referral
• Arizona Sunshine 2 - https://www.oculus.com/appreferrals/KFCisLIFE/5245041552210029/?utm_source=oculus&utm_location=2&utm_parent=frl&utm_medium=app_referral
This is all, if any of you gents wish to trade links for Sniper Elite VR: Winter, Resident Evil 4, Eleven table tennis, Espire 2 or Beat Saber I'd love to hear you out in my messages. I really want to get these games, and I will be using the credit I get from my codes to get them. I love referral codes, literally everyone wins!
I hope you enjoy your codes, and your discounts. Once the codes are used up I will edit them, please notify me in the comments about this as it will be helpful!
Also, Device Referrals are region locked. All games aren't however, if you need to get a Device referral link remember to pick ones with your countries name in it. Example, I live in the United Kingdom. So I picked a code that was in the UK!
Have a good day all,
• Memememeguy
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2024.05.19 21:16 thatmemememeguy Recieve 25% off Pavlov Shack, Ghost of Tabor, Red Matter (1 & 2), The Walking Dead, Into the Radius, Blade and Sorcery, Assassin's Creed Nexus, Bonelab, Asgard's Wrath 2, Breachers, Arizona Sunshine 2, Vail and SO much more!

Hello gents,
I'm trying to save up to get me some games, I only started sending referral links recently so all of them are fresh, if you use my codes you'd be helping me out a lot and you'd be saving yourself 25%.
It's a win win. I'm going to write down my list of games feel free to pick, I wish I had known about these links earlier on. It'd have saved me a ton of money lol:
• £23 (UK) Device Referral (If you're a new user, feel free to send me a message and I'll happily help you setup your Quest and pick games) - https://www.meta.com/referrals/link/KFCisLIFE
• Bonelab - https://www.oculus.com/appreferrals/KFCisLIFE/4215734068529064/?utm_source=oculus&utm_location=2&utm_parent=frl&utm_medium=app_referral (It has by far the largest modding community on the Quest platform.
Developers are porting entire games to Bonelab. Buying this is like an investment which keeps getting better. You get bored? Download some more mods. I can't rate it high enough)
• Blade and Scorcery - https://www.oculus.com/appreferrals/KFCisLIFE/2031826350263349/?utm_source=oculus&utm_location=2&utm_parent=frl&utm_medium=app_referral
• Breachers - https://www.oculus.com/appreferrals/KFCisLIFE/5740397619319389/?utm_source=oculus&utm_location=2&utm_parent=frl&utm_medium=app_referral (Only recently just bought this, takes some time getting used to but it really is a fun game)
• Contractors - https://www.oculus.com/appreferrals/KFCisLIFE/2436897736439055/?utm_source=oculus&utm_location=2&utm_parent=frl&utm_medium=app_referral
• Into the Radius - https://www.oculus.com/appreferrals/KFCisLIFE/5817243991680545/?utm_source=oculus&utm_location=2&utm_parent=frl&utm_medium=app_referral (Words cannot describe how much shit there is in my pants after playing this game, 10/10. Fallout if Fallout made you shit your pants.)
• Onward - https://www.oculus.com/appreferrals/KFCisLIFE/2677344882310094/?utm_source=oculus&utm_location=2&utm_parent=frl&utm_medium=app_referral
• Pavlov Shack - https://www.oculus.com/appreferrals/KFCisLIFE/2443267419018232/?utm_source=oculus&utm_location=2&utm_parent=frl&utm_medium=app_referral
• Red Matter 1 - https://www.oculus.com/appreferrals/KFCisLIFE/2180753588712484/?utm_source=oculus&utm_location=2&utm_parent=frl&utm_medium=app_referral
• Red Matter 2 - https://www.oculus.com/appreferrals/KFCisLIFE/3682089508520212/?utm_source=oculus&utm_location=2&utm_parent=frl&utm_medium=app_referral (Playing this game should be a requirement for all Quest 3 players, the graphics are beautiful and the storytelling will leave a lasting impact afterwards.)
• Stride - https://www.oculus.com/appreferrals/KFCisLIFE/4901911359882668/?utm_source=oculus&utm_location=2&utm_parent=frl&utm_medium=app_referral
• The Walking Saints and Sinners - https://www.oculus.com/appreferrals/KFCisLIFE/2897337400373711/?utm_source=oculus&utm_location=2&utm_parent=frl&utm_medium=app_referral
• Ghost of Tabor - https://www.oculus.com/appreferrals/KFCisLIFE/7614022262006379/?utm_source=oculus&utm_location=3&utm_parent=frl&utm_medium=app_referral
• Asgard's Wrath 2 - https://www.oculus.com/appreferrals/KFCisLIFE/2603836099654226/?utm_source=oculus&utm_location=2&utm_parent=frl&utm_medium=app_referral
• Vail - https://www.oculus.com/appreferrals/KFCisLIFE/6625826934127580/?utm_source=oculus&utm_location=2&utm_parent=frl&utm_medium=app_referral
• Assassin's Creed Nexus - https://www.oculus.com/appreferrals/KFCisLIFE/5812519008825194/?utm_source=oculus&utm_location=2&utm_parent=frl&utm_medium=app_referral
• Arizona Sunshine 2 - https://www.oculus.com/appreferrals/KFCisLIFE/5245041552210029/?utm_source=oculus&utm_location=2&utm_parent=frl&utm_medium=app_referral
This is all, if any of you gents wish to trade links for Sniper Elite VR: Winter, Resident Evil 4, Eleven table tennis, Espire 2 or Beat Saber I'd love to hear you out in my messages. I really want to get these games, and I will be using the credit I get from my codes to get them. I love referral codes, literally everyone wins!
I hope you enjoy your codes, and your discounts. Once the codes are used up I will edit them, please notify me in the comments about this as it will be helpful!
Also, Device Referrals are region locked. All games aren't however, if you need to get a Device referral link remember to pick ones with your countries name in it. Example, I live in the United Kingdom. So I picked a code that was in the UK!
Have a good day all,
• Memememeguy
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