Bhabi ki ajeeb chudai

Mere legit sirf 0.2% se 90 aane se ruk gaye 🙃
I think mere sst me galat lage hai. I swear paper bohto acha gaya tha. Infact jin bacho ne last ke 1 mahine me padha unke tak mujhse zaada agaye I don't get how this is possible. Recheck ke liye bhejna is no use kyuki marks badne wale hai ni faltu me kangal aur hojaungi.

Bhai 10th grader (14M) mujhe log bhot attitude wala aur serious batate hai. Kehte hai shakal hamesha aisi rehti hai jaise pata nhi kya koi issue (like a serious one) to nahi hai. Close friends sare normal Banda hi batate hai ( shayad tassalli Dene ke loye par honest lagta hai) . Mei thoda Western humour wala hu to mere jokes bhi kuch logo ko ajeeb lagte hai shayad Aisa bhi lagtta hai kabhi kabhi. Andar se to ni lagta ki attitude hai mujhme but fir bhi cheeze improve krne ki koshish krta hu . Chehre pe fake smile bhot ajeeb lagti h isliye neutral lagta hu par shakal hi aisi hai. Yaha Tak koi teachers aur mere parents bhi serious or ki duniya ko apne se neecha samjhta hai waisa batate hai. Kya hi Karu dosto...

Bc kitni bhi koshish Karu ,nhi bhul paa rhi use .Uski smell , uske saath padhe hue chapters ,uski baaten ,sb yaad hai .1.5 years ho gye uski shakal dekhe , use mujhse ghanta kabhi koi fark pda , uski kuch antics se vaapas delusion me aa jati thi ki probably vo bhi kuch sochta hoga ,well , mat Mari gyi thi meri.Insta pe use stalk kar kar ke usse ajeeb sa parasocial attachment bna liya hai where I know his entire kundali without him telling me ,his taste in women(jisse main koson dur hu), everything about his college(I've become an expert at iit now). Neet khatm ho gya, use batane ki formality bhi kr li(aur bekar ke 1 ghante ki baaten🤡) ,ab khatm ho jaye ye .I can't listen to the music I like cause it reminds me of him , bhul jana chahu to bhi papa bhi use ek fortnight me mention kr hi dete hai (vhi in sab fasad ki jad hai) , universe hi har cheez mujhe use bhulne hi nhi deti .I wish vo kbhi mujhse aise baat nhi krta .Uske compassion aur empathy ne meri maar li . College jaungi is sal to shayad koi aur mil jaye ,but I still wish to eradicate his memories forever .

They say when a person does not get enough attention from their homes, they look for it outside to fill in the voids. Well, in my case, it was pure loneliness that lead me to look for friends online. It's not that I don't have any friends in my real life. The truth is, for them, I am the shoulder they will always need for crying but when it comes to me, I am so closed off that I don't feel like telling anyone anything. Also, my self respect > anything.
My thoughts are a bit messed up and dark too. I have always experienced not getting whatever I wanted. All my life, I was always told 'ismein tumhari koi behtari hogi', 'yeh mil gaya, isi mein khush hojao', and stuff like that. This has lead me to believe that nothing good can ever happen to me. Even at this point in my life, I am waiting to reappear in an important postgraduate exam that I just can't seem to clear by a narrow margin (again, never get what I want so easily!). I'm a negative thinker yes, but mein kis basis per achi umeed rakhun? I do hope for good things to happen because this hope just doesn't die in my heart, but see, things never work out! And yeh abhi ki nahi, there are plenty of things that have always gone south in my life.
Anyways, with people online, I am very closed off, but yes, insaan hun, I slip too. The same has happened twice to me. Once, an online friend of 4 years developed feelings for me and the very next day, he decided that we won't work out because of our age difference (he was 1 year younger than me, yes), and so, he left just like that without asking what I wanted. Then, just very recently, another online person tried so hard just so I could reply to his 'Hi/Hello', which I finally did after 2-3 months, only to learn that he wants to 'see my picture and match it with my personality'. Once I gave in, he ghosted me and here I am, ranting on Reddit while both of them continue to do the same with other girls (the latter guy is doing the same as we speak) with no remorse or nothing. He even ended up flirting with my backup account thinking it was someone else, I mean, kuch tou sharam karou yaar.
Now I'm not a faarigh person to dwell over broken 'online' friendships, but it's just this nagging feeling that keeps telling me that fault meray under hi hai, although I never even cross any limits. Na mera career agay barh raha hai, na mein jo chah rahi hun woh hou raha jai, bus kuch na kuch ajeeb hou raha hai. I am getting fed-up of this cursed routine/failing life now. I wonder where I am going wrong. I don't even feel like making dua because I know it won't be granted. (Astaghfirullah) But where is my choice in all of this? I'm feeling so low that I can't even focus on my preparation.
If you can't help me through your words, please pray that I find peace somehow. Thank you.

saare mocks nhi bana paya spcc ke :(, revision nhi kar paaya thikh se, deleted topics bohat weak hai, english touch bhi nhi kari, but don't worry, mocks ko sacrifice karke book se padh kar 800/800 launga aur tab GothamChess bolega and he sacrifices his money!!! kal Shipra Mishra ma'am ke channel se jo english me rule wagera ajeeb cheze hoti hain wo dekhunga, GT toh completely ignore kar rakha hai maine, fir ghar aakar eco ki yt pe last day video jo bhi hongi dekh lenge same for the next day, bas ab ye NTA waale admit card na change karen nhi toh mera time aur paisa dono barbaad hoga aaj toh bilkul padh hi nhi paaya ek toh chess fir result fir break fir mandir fir print... fuck it we ball

Jaab khule jagah mai hawa ati hai, toh kitna sukoon milta hai kabhi socha hai. Ehsaas kiya hai tumne bohot baar, lekin kabhi socha uske baarein mai? Uss sukoon kai baatein mai, uss hawa kai baatein mai? Ajeeb nahi ki ek aisi cheeze Jo ek paal hai aur dusre paal nahi woh tumhe itna sukoon de payegi. Baas, yahi sochra hu abhi.
Mai jo likh raha hu koi exception nahi hai, it's the same old story. Ek.... nahi, doh tutte dilo ki dastan.
Uske baarein mai ab likhu bhi kya, likhdunga toh soh nahi paunga, itna hai Maan mai samundar pyaar ka uske liye, baas is samundar nai apana aasman kho Diya.
11th mai mulaqat hui thi usse, shayad taab mujhe pata nahi chala lekin uski muskurahat sai mere dil ko pata chal Gaya. Phir, wakt beeta, mid sems, school ko bakchodi, prep ki padhai, krte krte ayi 12th. Iss wakt Tak mai use acche sai Jaan Gaya tha, haamein ek dusre sai baatein kare Bina din raat adhure lagte thai. Kuch toh tha un dino, kuch haseen, kuch pyaara jisse abhi taak bahar ki duniya nai kharab nahi kiya tha.
Phir ek din, usne mujhe ek khat diya. Yes, a letter 💌, a love letter. Usme usne apna Maan mere saamne rakh Diya, aur maine usse apana liye. Uske baad mujhe asli mai ehsaas hua ki mai kitna bada Aashiq hu, kitna bada rotdu, aur kitna bada chutiya.
Bohot kuch baatein sikha gaya yeh silsila, bohot saari yaadein aur kuch aise lamhey de Gaya jo shayad mai aakhri saas taak nahi bhulnga. Abhi bhi uske khat sambhal kar rakhe hai maine, dekhte dekhte 2 mahine nikal Gaye jaise 2 paal ho, dekhte dekhte 2 saal bhi bitt jayenge.
Mai bolra tha ki kaise hawa, jo ek paal hai aur dusre mai nahi, haamein itna sukoon de jaati hai. Kuch log bhi hawa jaise hote hai, zindagi kai ek paal kai liye sath rehkar khushiya, yaadein aur aasu de jaatein hai, aur dusre paal gayab.
Abhi bhi is andheri raat ko dekh kar usse yaad karta hu, Chand toh haar koi keheta tha mai usse apana raat ka aasman bulata tha, baas mera. Ab issi aasman ko taakte hue hawayein aur uski yaad aati hai, ek paal yaha aur dusre paal nahi, ek paal mere paas sur dusre paal nahi
~ ❤️‍🩹

I don’t understand why she has to wear those zabardasti ki frocks like tent all the time. Are they trying to make her feel like a Choti bacchhi ? There are so many options in the market these days she can wear comfortable co ord sets or kurta sets along with some stole. She will look well groomed and better. Saba use ajeeb jhalli banake kahi bhi le jaati. Instead of giving these girls lecture on makeup these ladies should teach them dressing up confidently and in style

Do you ever feel like everyone is ahead of you? Like people are getting much better in life and you are stuck even after grinding........I have seen people in my class who used to perform average till 10th but now everyone has achieved such great percentile.......I do not feel jealous or smth but I am developing this self doubt ki whether I am just retarded
Some people are taking drop and after seeing them lagta hai ki mai peeche rah gayi......Ek ajeeb se guilt rehta hai har din......If IIT is not everything then why come this many people cry over it, some even start from an early age
Parents dont really express that but they compare a lot which is clearly visible in their tone and expressions......Was ambitious from the start but with all these dream shattering ,I feel so hollow and scared ki jo sapne the woh sapne hi reh jaayenge

Do you ever feel like everyone is ahead of you? Like people are getting much better in life and you are stuck even after grinding........I have seen people in my class who used to perform average till 10th but now everyone has achieved such great percentile.......I do not feel jealous or smth but I am developing this self doubt ki whether I am just retarded
Some people are taking drop and after seeing them lagta hai ki mai peeche rah gayi......Ek ajeeb se guilt rehta hai har din......If IIT is not everything then why come this many people cry over it, some even start from an early age
Parents dont really express that but they compare a lot which is clearly visible in their tone and expressions......Was ambitious from the start but with all these dream shattering ,I feel so hollow and scared ki jo sapne the woh sapne hi reh jaayenge

Hello everyone I just want to knowl SAT EXAM Dena sahi rahega jabse me kota aaya hu jo bhi respect jee ke liye thi vo das tarah ki bate sunkar idk mtlb ajeeb sa lgta h aab thinking to give sat tell me if am doing wrong n also if doing right then please advice that JEE prep enough for sat also ye mt kehna ki 11th ka h aisi bate bolega blah blah yha pe bahut sun lia hu dar lg ra h number of aspirants dekh kr infinity complex bahutt ho ra h pls tell what to do.

ma nay is community ma apna pehla post 4 months pehly kia tha, uska baad say ab tak 134 members (to be exact) mujh say at least aik baar deal kr chuky hein while most of them are regular buyers and I have never once asked any of these to pay in advance, Not even once. And I have never sold outside twin cities. Obviously mery paas sub chats hein, jo ma provide kr sakta hon to prove my point lekin aap logon ki privacy mery liye zyada important hai.
Mery last post per 2,3 accounts nay comment kiye to pose me as a scammer oor phir time nikal kr detailed post bhi kia. u/m4xedout u/Scared-Pomelo-497 u/Long-Conflict2222 u/LibraFive Mazy ki baat yeh hai k in may say kisi ko nhi janta ma siwaye u/Long-Conflict2222 k saath chat history hai lekin us ma aisa kuch nhi. u/LibraFive nay parsu msg request bheija oor order book krwaya, tabhi yeh ajeeb sound kr rha tha lekin still ma nay aagy forward kr dia. Dealer say jo iski baat hui woh chats b us nay mujhy send ki, btaya k yeh scam krna chahta hai, us nay isay saaf mana kr dia. (I can provide SS) maxedout or scaredpomelo k saath kabhi chat nhi hui is account per. lekin agar kisi ka koi masla hai tou dm ma btaye mujhy instantly hal ho jaye ga unless intentions drama create krna yah defame krna ho.
Long story short, is community ma aap logon k paas koi aik b real dealer hai nhi, sab k sab scammers hein oor aap sub logon ko yeh baat achy say pata hai.. aik ma hon jo aapko time pay oor kahin bhi cheez pohancha deta hon, kabhi prepayment ka nhi kaha infact aap ma say jisky paas nhi hui ho gi payment usko b di ho gi cheez... Many of you guys can vouch for this since many of you are buying regularly.
I will be posting here no matter what some might say, even i can post somewhere else and its all the same. The point is what you guys would want? thanks

Bkl kya paper tha ye phy mei radioactivity ka e capture , solar cell ka graph,earth magnetism etc etc puch rkha tha thora ajeeb toh tha paper aur lengthy bhi Koi umeed ki gir jaaye cutoff

Ajeeb sa lund ka jeevan hai bhai , behenchod harr semester 1 exam mei fail ho jaata hu phir re exam mei gaand marwao dobara same cheez padho jiska Lund se jeevan mei kuch kaam nahi aayega. Chemistry mei fail kar diya iss semester bc itna padh ke gaya thaa par yeh JEE ki di hui failure aur exam anxiety apni maa chudana band kare tab na. Formule galat likh kar aa raha, theory yaad nahi aa rahi. Yaha betichod ek raat padh ke logo ke ache marks aa jaate aur mujhse 1 week padh kar pass bhi nahi hua jaa raha Ab summer vacation ke beech aana padega chemistry ka exam dene jiska second year se meri life mei koi kaam nahi rahega. Sirf panic aur chaos hai life ke around failures ruk nahi rahe hai JEE mei fail ho drop mei fail ho tier 3 college aao uske bhi exams mei fail ho. Bhagwan ne agar alternate career option de Diya toh mai engineering pe sirf thukne ke liye exist karunga

allen mai 570-590 laata tha end mai kam hur 550+ tak fir aakash ka fts psts deta tha 650+ bante the and pyp bhi diya 680+ aare the
And kal 590 bangaye Idek what to feel at this point bahot bura lagra bhai bahot bura lagra jo log mere se bhi kam marks laate the allen ke tests mai unko bhi merese jyda aaye hai jo log londiyabaazi krte the aur vape daaru peete the unko bhi merese jyada aaya bhai
Bhai yaar itna bura kabhi nai laga meko mom dad ne bhi bahot daata dad ne bola itna hi bura lagra tha toh neet nikaalta
Aur maine aise mistakes kiye hi ki aane wale questions galat krke aaya huun bhai itne gande mistakes questions thikse nai padha aise type Bahot ajeeb lagra
Pura khaandaan ko merese hopes the at some pt mom used to say mat padh abhi bahot hogaya still I used to refuse
Middle class general huun I should kms at this point

Bc board ke marks ajeeb se aaye, 95+ ka likh ke aaya tha, utne nhi aaye, re-eval karunga. Mains me bhi hagg diya. Pta nhi bc adv me kya karunga. Mog ke mocks likh rha hu. Vit ka likha tha. Bitsat deunga lekin bc iss saal fees aur badh gayi saala 30lakh me gaadi na khareed lu, upar se papa nhi bhejenge kyuki no attendance policy. State NIT bhi nhi mila kyuki Trichy hai iss state me, state quota ke baad bhi 99.8%ile kuch chahiye. Upar se saala ek bkl bhi hu. Gen male aur. Mere kafi doston ne reservations laga liye.
maanta hu mai chutiya hu, lekin pta chala mai toh maha chutiya nikla. Ulta seedha kuch nahi karunga, itna dam nhi hai iss bsdk me. Bas ek do gaaliyan deni thi apne aap ko. Logo ne toh isse worse situations me comeback kara hai toh meri koi bhi boli hui chiz sirf ek excuse hai isiliye koi rr nhi karunga, aur sacchai toh yehi hai ki mai ek bkl hu. Kal aur aaj padhai hui hi nhi.
Iss duniya me meri koi jageh nhi hai🙏lekin kabhi kabhi angrezi ki kavitaayein likhta tha.

Assalam u alikum. I hope everyone is fine. Me aj apse University of karachi se related ek khofnak waqia share krunga jo k mere kuch doston k sath 2019 me pesh aya tha. Jo jo log yahan k passed out han unhe idea hoga arts lobby se silver jubilee gate ka rasta kitna lamba hai. Or jab wahe rasta apne akele sar karna hoto khtm hone ka naam he ni leta.
Baharhaal mera dost or uske 3 class fellows usse raste par chalna shru hua. Yea log aj late hgae the exam ki tayari me kitna waqt guzar gea pata he ni chala tha esha ka waqt guzar gea tha. Yea log baten krte krte shade k nchy chlte jrhe the k achnanak inhe ek larki ki ronay ki awaz ae jo taqreban inse 10 qadam k faasle par ek pathar pe sar jhukae ro rhe the. Inho ne socha iswaqt ek akele larki wo bhe ku me is time yahan bethe ro q rhe ha??
Kahen yea koi prank waghra to shoot ni kr rhe or ham inke shikaar hon. Ya sach me koi masla hai. Baharhaal yea kareeb jane lage poochne k lea to achanak wo larki yakdam khre hgae or inke kareeb anay se pahle he inke agay agay chalna shru hgae.
Kher yea smjhe k shayd wo koi parday daar khaaton hge or bat ni krna chah rhe hge. Kher yea bhe uske piche kch faasle pe chlne lge.
Achanak us larki ne bht he ajeeb o ghreeb andaaz me chlna shru krdea. Kabhe asa lagta k wo seedhe hath pe gir rhe ha kabhe ulte hath pe. Or wo grte grte yakdam seedhi hjate or phr ksi simt girne k andaz me chlne lagte ha. Asa lg rha tha jase wo agay jane ka rassta rok rhe ho.
Yea log uske is andaaz ko dekh kar buri trhan ghbra gae q k ab yea normal ni tha. Baqol ek larke k uska ek paer kabhe bara hrha tha or kabhe dousra bara hrha tha or phr normal hjata.
Yea log yea manzar dekh kr bht khauf zada hgae. Inhe yea to pata tha k KU bht haunted jaga ha lekin kabhe samna ni hua tha.
Lekin aj inko apni kher mehsoos ni hrhe the. Mre dost ne rukne ka ishara kara k isko agay jane do. Yea log ahista se blkul opposite wale road per pedal chalna shru hgae or gate anay se pahle wo makhlooq kahen andhere me ojhal hgae. Yea log bht khauf zada hgae or tez tez qadmon se gate ki janib chalne lage or bridge cross kr k bus stop agae.
Aksar wahan bus 10 se 5 min k time k bd ate the. Tab tak yea musalsal idhr udhr dekhte the k kahen wo cheez inke piche to ni agae. Bus k aty he yea bus me chrhe to akhri larke ne us larki numah makhlooq ko k gate k samne khara inhe ghoorte hua dekha. Or ajeeb bat yea the k wahan wo ksi or ko nazar he ni arhe the. Jasa uska hoolea tha. Na guard ko na guzarne walon ko. Lekin isne saaf usko dekha tha jski ankhen wo btata ha angara hona shru hrhe then.
In sabko ghr akar bukhaar hgea or na he yea agaly din paper dene gae. Inho wahan raat tak ab rukna bhe bnd krdea is waqia k bd.

So its nothing but just everything that I went through in last 1 year and I think so it might motivate you guys.
So maine class 12 ke saath neet diya tha and I scored 205 in the first attempt. Was not sad Or happy bcz kuch nhi padha tha. Coaching join ki offline and just had this one thing in my mind ki jaan laga denge. Coaching jaana shuru kiya and I started to realise ki bhai kaafi logon ko toh mere se zyada aata hai. Ajeeb lgta tha start mein but then offline ka ek perk sahi tha ki teachers se baat kr skte ho toh he said one simple thing ki agar inko itna hii aata toh aaj yeh tumhare saath nhi hote. So I started to work my ass off and ab paper dekar ke I am totally relaxed. Bhai 205 se uthakar agar mere jaisa awara 668 laa skta hai to bhai tum log kyo nhi jo iss saal 400 yaa 500 laa rhe. Aaram se chill kro. 10-15 din fir padhne baith jaana zyada mat sochna ki kya kaise hoga just keep on doing the right thing dekho sabka toh nhi hoga par itna hai ki jo bhi poore man se mehnat krega uska achha hii hoga.
The only motivation I had was ki yaar 5th of May ko regret nhi rkhna hai. And so everyone promise to yourself ki 4th may ko paper acha jaaye naa jaaye par itna hai jaise abhi tumko regret ho rha naa bas waise nhi krna hai 4th May 2025 ko. Dukh paper me marks kam aane ka nhi hota hai dukh hota hai toh bas yeh pta rhne se ki yes aapne apna best nhi diya. To bas be happy on 4th May 2025 ki bas regret naa rahe kisi baat ka bhi. Keep smiling and unlock your potential.