Maikling kwentong may aral
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2024.05.13 22:28 CompetitiveFee3025 VA Ventout
Hello everyone, pa vent lang ng frustrations ko or pahinga narin ng advice. Basically, I was a full time working student a few months ago but due to stress i decided to leave work and focus muna sa studies(since di narin sapat yung salary sa frustrations ko sa kumpanya) but a lot of things happened and napatigil din ako bigla sa pag aaral. Now, inintroduce sakin ng kuya ko yung VA and I decided na subukan din since wfh siya and baka maka ipon ako dito para makapag aral ulit. I went under a training program for VA's and okay na yung portfolio ko( pero BPO experience lang talaga ang meron akong WORK exp.) and ilang weeks na ako nag a-apply pero puro rejections lang bumabalik sakin and hindi pa ata ako nakakaabot ng ni isang final interview. Napanghihinaan na ako ng loob and mukhang mapapabalik nanaman ako sa BPO industry(ayoko sana kasi mas prefer ko wfh).
Baka po may advices kayo or kind words with my dilemma.
PS. OLJ lang po ako nag a-apply.
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Baka po may advices kayo or kind words with my dilemma.
PS. OLJ lang po ako nag a-apply.
2024.05.13 21:47 Jas02252002 Parents
Hello, gusto ko lang maglabas ng sama ng loob regarding my mother. Alam ko sasabihin nyo na dapat hindi nagtatanim ng sama ng loob pero iba kasi talaga naranasan ko sa mother ko.
Some info: hiwalay na parents ko and both may parehong sariling family na at dahil first apo ako, sa grandparents ako lumaki.
So here is the story. Nagaabroad kasi si Mama and doon nagtatrabaho, syempre dahil OFW, sagot nya pag aaral ko ng college or kahit ambag lang ganon. Pero sobrang hirap nya hingan ng pangbayad ko ng tuition dati. Sa private ako nag aral ng college kasi gusto ng lola at lolo ko and kilala kasi yung school na yon doon sa Major na napili ko. Minsan sa isang sem 1 installment lang binibigay ni Mama, pahirapan pa. Minsan pa sa isang sem, walang binibigay. Sagot lahat ng grandparents ko and ng papa ko yung tuition ko. Minsan nalalaman ko lagi nagpapadala si Mama doon sa bago nyang asawa ng pera tapos nalalaman ko rin na pinangbababae lang non tsaka pinangsusugal at pinangiinom. Naranasan ko rin yung pinsan ni Mama binilhan nya sapatos galing ibang bansa tapos sakin kahit pag bibigyan ako, masama pa loob. Yung tipong magaling ba sa ibang tao pero sa sariling anak, walang amor. Last year nakapunta rin ako sa Ibang bansa kasi kinuha kami ng Tita ko, kapatid ni Mama. Tapos nalaman ko roon sinasabi nya pala sa mga kamag-anak namin sa side nya na ang nagpaaral sa akin noong college is yung kapatid noong bagong asawa nya. Ayon ang kwentong alam ng mga kamag anak namin sa side nila, which is Hindi naman totoo. Ako mismo saksi doon sa nagkautang utang na mga lola ko para lang mapagaral ako.
Naranasan ko rin yung mas papaburan yung mga kapatid ko kesa sa akin. Dati nagpapabili ako ng cellphone kasi wala nga ako gagamitin, syempre gagamitin din for school. Gusto nya bibilhan nya ako yung worth 3K lang daw. Max na daw yon. Eh sa halaga ng cellphone na maayos, ano mabibili ko roon? Tapos malalaman ko bibilhan nya ng iphone yung mga batang kapatid ko na mga nasa elementary pa lang that time. Naalala ko pa dati noong high school ako, dahil ako paborito ng tita ko na nasa ibang bansa, niregaluhan ako ng iphone. Tapos after 2 months lang kinuha ni Mama kasi pinapakuha raw ni Tita. Dahil uto uto ako, naniwala ako tapos binigay ko sa kanya. Hindi ko kasi nakakausap si Tita ng private, kay Mama ko lang nakakausap. Ang ginawa ni Mama at noong asawa nya sa cellphone ko, sinangla. Last year lang din namin nalaman ni Tita na hindi naman pala nya kinukuha yung cellphone sakin kasi nga regalo nya raw yon, bakit nya kukunin.
Last, sobrang dami kasi pero eto na lang, eto kasi pinakakinaiinisan ko talaga, kay Mama tsaka sa asawa nya at sa kapatid ko. Umuwi kasi ng pinas si Mama noong pandemic and pahirapan makabalik sa ibang bansa so nagstay muna sya dito sa pinas. Nauso yung online casino noong pandemic and dahil wala naman kami ginagawa ni Mama, nag agent kami sa online casino. Kumikita naman kami roon, extra income na nga rin. Yung kita nya ginagawa nya pangtustos doon sa asawa nya na walang trabaho at sa mga kapatid ko. Yung akin naman, ako na nagbabayad ng bills sa bahay nila lolo at nagbibigay ako pera kay lolo kapag sinasabi nya na wala syang pera. Yung ibang pera na kinikita ko, pinapautang namin sa mga kaibigan ni Mama. May tubo pero maliit lang at pwede na huhulugan. Tulong na lang kumbaga. Fast forward, may mga naiwan na pautang sa mga kaibigan ni Mama at nalaman ko na kapag nakakasingil sila, hindi binibigay sakin yung pera. May times pa na yung asawa nya yung naniningil tapos ginagamit pang bisyo nya. Pagsinasabi ko kay Mama na need ko yung pera, sasagot lang sakin is wala raw nagbabayad.
Ano kaya pwede ko gawin? Kapag kinakausap ko si Mama at sinasabi mga hinaing ko sa kanya, sya pa magagalit, minsan sasabihin pa sakin sya raw nag ire sakin kaya kulang pa raw yung gastos nya sa akin which is not true, kasi ever since, lola ko na gumagastos sa akin simula bata pa ako.
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Some info: hiwalay na parents ko and both may parehong sariling family na at dahil first apo ako, sa grandparents ako lumaki.
So here is the story. Nagaabroad kasi si Mama and doon nagtatrabaho, syempre dahil OFW, sagot nya pag aaral ko ng college or kahit ambag lang ganon. Pero sobrang hirap nya hingan ng pangbayad ko ng tuition dati. Sa private ako nag aral ng college kasi gusto ng lola at lolo ko and kilala kasi yung school na yon doon sa Major na napili ko. Minsan sa isang sem 1 installment lang binibigay ni Mama, pahirapan pa. Minsan pa sa isang sem, walang binibigay. Sagot lahat ng grandparents ko and ng papa ko yung tuition ko. Minsan nalalaman ko lagi nagpapadala si Mama doon sa bago nyang asawa ng pera tapos nalalaman ko rin na pinangbababae lang non tsaka pinangsusugal at pinangiinom. Naranasan ko rin yung pinsan ni Mama binilhan nya sapatos galing ibang bansa tapos sakin kahit pag bibigyan ako, masama pa loob. Yung tipong magaling ba sa ibang tao pero sa sariling anak, walang amor. Last year nakapunta rin ako sa Ibang bansa kasi kinuha kami ng Tita ko, kapatid ni Mama. Tapos nalaman ko roon sinasabi nya pala sa mga kamag-anak namin sa side nya na ang nagpaaral sa akin noong college is yung kapatid noong bagong asawa nya. Ayon ang kwentong alam ng mga kamag anak namin sa side nila, which is Hindi naman totoo. Ako mismo saksi doon sa nagkautang utang na mga lola ko para lang mapagaral ako.
Naranasan ko rin yung mas papaburan yung mga kapatid ko kesa sa akin. Dati nagpapabili ako ng cellphone kasi wala nga ako gagamitin, syempre gagamitin din for school. Gusto nya bibilhan nya ako yung worth 3K lang daw. Max na daw yon. Eh sa halaga ng cellphone na maayos, ano mabibili ko roon? Tapos malalaman ko bibilhan nya ng iphone yung mga batang kapatid ko na mga nasa elementary pa lang that time. Naalala ko pa dati noong high school ako, dahil ako paborito ng tita ko na nasa ibang bansa, niregaluhan ako ng iphone. Tapos after 2 months lang kinuha ni Mama kasi pinapakuha raw ni Tita. Dahil uto uto ako, naniwala ako tapos binigay ko sa kanya. Hindi ko kasi nakakausap si Tita ng private, kay Mama ko lang nakakausap. Ang ginawa ni Mama at noong asawa nya sa cellphone ko, sinangla. Last year lang din namin nalaman ni Tita na hindi naman pala nya kinukuha yung cellphone sakin kasi nga regalo nya raw yon, bakit nya kukunin.
Last, sobrang dami kasi pero eto na lang, eto kasi pinakakinaiinisan ko talaga, kay Mama tsaka sa asawa nya at sa kapatid ko. Umuwi kasi ng pinas si Mama noong pandemic and pahirapan makabalik sa ibang bansa so nagstay muna sya dito sa pinas. Nauso yung online casino noong pandemic and dahil wala naman kami ginagawa ni Mama, nag agent kami sa online casino. Kumikita naman kami roon, extra income na nga rin. Yung kita nya ginagawa nya pangtustos doon sa asawa nya na walang trabaho at sa mga kapatid ko. Yung akin naman, ako na nagbabayad ng bills sa bahay nila lolo at nagbibigay ako pera kay lolo kapag sinasabi nya na wala syang pera. Yung ibang pera na kinikita ko, pinapautang namin sa mga kaibigan ni Mama. May tubo pero maliit lang at pwede na huhulugan. Tulong na lang kumbaga. Fast forward, may mga naiwan na pautang sa mga kaibigan ni Mama at nalaman ko na kapag nakakasingil sila, hindi binibigay sakin yung pera. May times pa na yung asawa nya yung naniningil tapos ginagamit pang bisyo nya. Pagsinasabi ko kay Mama na need ko yung pera, sasagot lang sakin is wala raw nagbabayad.
Ano kaya pwede ko gawin? Kapag kinakausap ko si Mama at sinasabi mga hinaing ko sa kanya, sya pa magagalit, minsan sasabihin pa sakin sya raw nag ire sakin kaya kulang pa raw yung gastos nya sa akin which is not true, kasi ever since, lola ko na gumagastos sa akin simula bata pa ako.
2024.05.13 21:00 In_care_of 23 [M4A] Looking for a virtual study buddy
Dapat ata dito ako nag post hindi sa kabilang r4r haha. As the title suggest lf a study buddy nakakapagod mag aral mag isa gusto ko may karamay ako hahaha. Finals week namin so if finals nyo din sabay tayo mag aral or break down depende sa trip. Pwede din kung may work ka and want mo may kasama. Kung gising kapa see you in my dms.
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2024.05.13 20:34 NervousLettypie My Filipino family blamed me for not talking about my rape
I was raped when I was 13 years old by a family member. Hindi sya tumigil dun. After that, everytime he hugged me tsinatsansingan nya private parts ko; minsan nahalikan nya ako sa cheeks to say na proud sya sa achievements ko pero he also kissed the corner of my lips. Then nararamdaman ko rin minsan pag gabi na may naghihimas ng pwet ko tapos I remember na minsan sinisipa ko sya kahit antok na antok ako (maliit lang kwarto namin noon kaya sa paanan sya namin nakatulog) then titigil sya. Then makakatulog na ako ulit at minsan mararamdaman ko naman ulit yun. Like, di ba sya natutulog?????
Ang tao na iyon ay ang ama ko.
Bakit di ko sinabi sa mama ko? Dahil takot ako noon at na feel ko na di ko maaasahan ang sarili kong ina. Sya kasi yung type ng ina na maliit na problema lang nagpapanic attack, nagha-hyperventilate, naoospital, o minsan nagagalit na as in super galit. So minsan makokoksensya ka talaga kaya tahimik nalang. Dapat yung sinasabi ay good news lagi. Like noong nag 3rd honors "nalang" ako sa school instead of 1st or 2nd, grabe yung sermon na naabot ko kasi di daw ako nag-aaral at pinapahiya ko raw yung pamilya. Bawal kaming mga anak na magsalits ng bad words pero sa kanya ko rin naman natutunan ang mga iyon. Bawal din yung sobrang happiness kasi maingay daw at pangit ko daw tumawa eh wala namang dapat ikasiya.
Ilang taon kong tinago ang sakit na nararamdaman ko. Di ko mayakap ang ama ko at iba kong male relatives kasi nandidiri ako. Di na rin ako kumakapit sa kanya tuwing nakamotor, bahala na kung lumipad ako.
Many years later I moved abroad and got married. I found out that my dad also cheated on my mom at sa bahay ko pa niya dinala yung babae. I have a post about that too. It took months to tell that to my mom kasi akala ko rin mamamatay sya habang wala ako sa Pinas. But I finally did through video call. Surprisingly, she took it well. However, later on, they acted like nothing happened at sinasabihan nya pa ako na tatay ko parin yun. She is also trying to make him look good like telling me na sya daw nagpapakain sa mga alaga na naiwan ko, etc. Sinabi ko rin ito sa kuya ko pero sabi nya rin na tatay parin namin yun at nag party party pa sila.
My husband knows about the rape. Sya yung una kong sinabihan kung sino talaga and he got so angry kasi he gave gifts to this person, he paid for the medical needs of this person, etc. He supported me all the way and feel ko sya nalang natitira kong kakampi ngayon.
Just recently, I decided to come out about my rape case to my family pero di ko parin sinabi sa kanila kung sino. Inexplain ko sa kanila na yan yung rason kung bakit ang dali para sakin na mangibang bansa. Yan yung reason kung bakit di na ako yumayakap o tumatawa sa bahay, o nag aattend ng party with relatives. Naging black sheep talaga ako. Pero mahal ko sila. Ako nagbabayad ng pangangailangan nila kahit may mga sweldo naman sila. Di lang namin alam kung saan napupunta yung sweldo nila. Ako nagpapaaral sa youngest namin and in charge of wifi, groceries, medications and birthdays, pero for some reason wala silang pambayad ng kuryente?
My mom recently messaged my husband, may bill daw sya na mga 4000+, pero nanghihingi ng 50k.
After confessing, akala ko noon na they will finally understand na. Pero hindi. Actually, galit sila. Spoiled daw ako at sinabi ko daw yun dahil hindi ko sila mahal at dahil daw galit ako na di ako nakapag-aral sa gusto kong university.
The audacity talaga to tell me na spoiled lang ako after I just spilled all of the pain I felt dahil na rape ako.
My mom and my older brother messaged me and my husband na culture daw namin yun na mga Filipino families at dapat respetuhin ko parin ang pamilya ko. Kasalanan ko daw na di ako nagsalita noon kaya nag-iinarte ako ngayon. Sana daw sinabi ko para napakulong yung tao. Kung sinabi ko kaya kung sino talaga, ipapakulong nga ba talaga nila after nilang paulit-ulit na kinampihan? Sinabi din nila na patawarin ko na daw kung sino man yun kasi Kristiyano naman daw ako and the seed of God‘s word. Sinabihan din nila husband ko na "kahit di kami mahal ni ____ mahal namin sya."
Nagpost din mama ko sa wall ko na pasensya na dahil di ko nabigay mga gusto mo. Baka may iba ka pang gustong sabihin ipost mo na lahat para ang lahat ay magsaya.
Ako talaga pinalabas na masama.
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Ang tao na iyon ay ang ama ko.
Bakit di ko sinabi sa mama ko? Dahil takot ako noon at na feel ko na di ko maaasahan ang sarili kong ina. Sya kasi yung type ng ina na maliit na problema lang nagpapanic attack, nagha-hyperventilate, naoospital, o minsan nagagalit na as in super galit. So minsan makokoksensya ka talaga kaya tahimik nalang. Dapat yung sinasabi ay good news lagi. Like noong nag 3rd honors "nalang" ako sa school instead of 1st or 2nd, grabe yung sermon na naabot ko kasi di daw ako nag-aaral at pinapahiya ko raw yung pamilya. Bawal kaming mga anak na magsalits ng bad words pero sa kanya ko rin naman natutunan ang mga iyon. Bawal din yung sobrang happiness kasi maingay daw at pangit ko daw tumawa eh wala namang dapat ikasiya.
Ilang taon kong tinago ang sakit na nararamdaman ko. Di ko mayakap ang ama ko at iba kong male relatives kasi nandidiri ako. Di na rin ako kumakapit sa kanya tuwing nakamotor, bahala na kung lumipad ako.
Many years later I moved abroad and got married. I found out that my dad also cheated on my mom at sa bahay ko pa niya dinala yung babae. I have a post about that too. It took months to tell that to my mom kasi akala ko rin mamamatay sya habang wala ako sa Pinas. But I finally did through video call. Surprisingly, she took it well. However, later on, they acted like nothing happened at sinasabihan nya pa ako na tatay ko parin yun. She is also trying to make him look good like telling me na sya daw nagpapakain sa mga alaga na naiwan ko, etc. Sinabi ko rin ito sa kuya ko pero sabi nya rin na tatay parin namin yun at nag party party pa sila.
My husband knows about the rape. Sya yung una kong sinabihan kung sino talaga and he got so angry kasi he gave gifts to this person, he paid for the medical needs of this person, etc. He supported me all the way and feel ko sya nalang natitira kong kakampi ngayon.
Just recently, I decided to come out about my rape case to my family pero di ko parin sinabi sa kanila kung sino. Inexplain ko sa kanila na yan yung rason kung bakit ang dali para sakin na mangibang bansa. Yan yung reason kung bakit di na ako yumayakap o tumatawa sa bahay, o nag aattend ng party with relatives. Naging black sheep talaga ako. Pero mahal ko sila. Ako nagbabayad ng pangangailangan nila kahit may mga sweldo naman sila. Di lang namin alam kung saan napupunta yung sweldo nila. Ako nagpapaaral sa youngest namin and in charge of wifi, groceries, medications and birthdays, pero for some reason wala silang pambayad ng kuryente?
My mom recently messaged my husband, may bill daw sya na mga 4000+, pero nanghihingi ng 50k.
After confessing, akala ko noon na they will finally understand na. Pero hindi. Actually, galit sila. Spoiled daw ako at sinabi ko daw yun dahil hindi ko sila mahal at dahil daw galit ako na di ako nakapag-aral sa gusto kong university.
The audacity talaga to tell me na spoiled lang ako after I just spilled all of the pain I felt dahil na rape ako.
My mom and my older brother messaged me and my husband na culture daw namin yun na mga Filipino families at dapat respetuhin ko parin ang pamilya ko. Kasalanan ko daw na di ako nagsalita noon kaya nag-iinarte ako ngayon. Sana daw sinabi ko para napakulong yung tao. Kung sinabi ko kaya kung sino talaga, ipapakulong nga ba talaga nila after nilang paulit-ulit na kinampihan? Sinabi din nila na patawarin ko na daw kung sino man yun kasi Kristiyano naman daw ako and the seed of God‘s word. Sinabihan din nila husband ko na "kahit di kami mahal ni ____ mahal namin sya."
Nagpost din mama ko sa wall ko na pasensya na dahil di ko nabigay mga gusto mo. Baka may iba ka pang gustong sabihin ipost mo na lahat para ang lahat ay magsaya.
Ako talaga pinalabas na masama.
2024.05.13 20:07 easykreyamporsale Won Minutes Luzon 2 Review (Part 2/2)
Part 1
Magkakaroon ng Leg 3! Pero sabi ni Anygma, kung talagang suportang lokal ka, hindi mo na kailangang hintayin pang makatapak sa FlipTop yung mga emcees. Walang katapusang dyamante ang matutuklasan sa underground.
7th Battle. Keelan def. Dave Denver. Dikit ang laban hanggang sa dulo. Mas naging entertaining lang siguro overall si Keelandagdag mo pa yung pagkalaglag ng kanyang pustiso HAHA.Pwede mapunta kahit kanino yung laban pero preference ko na lang siguro si Keelan.
8th Battle. Bisente def. BLZR. Sobrang dikit ulit ng laban. Lamang sa aggression, energy, at stage presence si Bisente habang sa angles, multis, at wordplay naman lamang si BLZR. Nakatanggal lang siguro sa momentum yung summoning technique rebuttal ni BLZR dahil medyo laylay ang pagkakaspit ng kanyang pinalabas.Kung hindi ka talaga preparado, lalamunin ni Bisente ang kaluluwa mo. Ibibigay ko kay Bisente 'to pero kahit sino pwede rin talaga manalo.
9th Battle. Supremo def. Philos. Masyado sila maraming 3rdy references at sa tingin ko na-didillute nito ang kanilang performance kung nagiging center of attention yung kanilang kagrupo. Anyway, wala namang duda na malakas sila pareho at obvious naman na bitbit nila ang Motus brand ng pag-battle. Kahit magkagrupo sila, hindi sila prumeno sa mga bara nila. Kahit sino pwede rin manalo. Tabla 'to para sa akin pero parang natahimik yung crowd nang ideklara na 3-0 Supremo ang nanalo.
Last Battle. Eveready vs Carlito. Sobrang FlipTop-ready na sila pareho. Sa sobrang lakas ng battle, ginawa na lang promo ni Anygma. Nasa ilalim sila ng poster pero ginawa silang main event. Ganun sila kagaling. Nakakapangilabot si Carlito at nakakatakot ang kanyang stage aura. Nahahaluan niya ng internals mapa-Tagalog or English. Si Eveready naman napakahusay mag-rebut at umanggulo. Para magawa nila 'yon sa maikling format, talaga namang handa na sila sa big stage at hindi nakakapagtaka kung makita na natin sila agad sa Ahon. Promo dahil masyadong malakas walang gusto mag-judge.
Notes:
-Halimaw si Bisente. Mas malupit pa raw aggression nito sa Zaki ng Kumugan.
-Mas madaling makipagkwentuhan sa mga emcee sa ganitong mas intimate na venue gaya ng 88Fryer.
-Based sa perspective ko ang review na 'to. We may agree to disagree. Feel free to comment or DM kung kailangan ng paglilinaw.
Battle of the Night (excluding Eveready vs Carlito kasi ibang lebel na sila): Bisente vs BLZR
Runner-Ups: Kalixs vs Razick, Don Rafael vs Ets
Performance of the NIght: Aubrey
Runner-Ups: Bisente, Don Rafael, Keelan
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Magkakaroon ng Leg 3! Pero sabi ni Anygma, kung talagang suportang lokal ka, hindi mo na kailangang hintayin pang makatapak sa FlipTop yung mga emcees. Walang katapusang dyamante ang matutuklasan sa underground.
7th Battle. Keelan def. Dave Denver. Dikit ang laban hanggang sa dulo. Mas naging entertaining lang siguro overall si Keelandagdag mo pa yung pagkalaglag ng kanyang pustiso HAHA.Pwede mapunta kahit kanino yung laban pero preference ko na lang siguro si Keelan.
| Content | Flow | Performance | |
|---|---|---|---|
| Keelan | 4 | 5 | 5 |
| Dave Denver | 4 | 4 | 4.5 |
| Content | Flow | Performance | |
|---|---|---|---|
| Bisente | 4.5 | 5 | 5 |
| BLZR | 4.5 | 4.5 | 4 |
| Content | Flow | Performance | |
|---|---|---|---|
| Supremo | 4 | 4.5 | 4.5 |
| Philos | 4 | 4.5 | 4.5 |
Notes:
-Halimaw si Bisente. Mas malupit pa raw aggression nito sa Zaki ng Kumugan.
-Mas madaling makipagkwentuhan sa mga emcee sa ganitong mas intimate na venue gaya ng 88Fryer.
-Based sa perspective ko ang review na 'to. We may agree to disagree. Feel free to comment or DM kung kailangan ng paglilinaw.
Battle of the Night (excluding Eveready vs Carlito kasi ibang lebel na sila): Bisente vs BLZR
Runner-Ups: Kalixs vs Razick, Don Rafael vs Ets
Performance of the NIght: Aubrey
Runner-Ups: Bisente, Don Rafael, Keelan
2024.05.13 18:39 jj1xo is FEU Tech worth it?
FEU Tech is one of my choices alongside CIIT since they both offer BMMA (multimedia arts).
Inuna kong mag-apply sa CIIT since well-known college sya for bmma (prio course ko), marami ring nag-college dito from the previous batch of our strand (so seniors namin) kaya nasa choices ko tlga. I passed their cet then binigyan ako ng isang buwan to reserve my slot, I asked for an extension and they gave me until april 7. During that time, nagcocontemplate akong tumuloy kasi parang di nman gusto ni mama don hagahahha ndi raw kasi nagpapapunta sa campus do hindi nya ma-vibe check (ewan ko rin guys hagahha) tas hirap daw magtiwala sa ganyan kasi college pa lng tas recent lng din na-establish. So instead of reserving like I initially planned, nag-exam ako sa FEU on april 6, then took my chance for a scholarship. (also note, ndi ako nakapasa sa interweave scholarship ng CIIT so isang factor din un kaya hesitant ako tumuloy)
Nagreserve na ko ng slot sa FEU para maging eligible sa president's scholarship program nila shortly after makapasa sa FEUCAT. It was then when I discoverd how fucking costly FEU Tech is for my course, 60k per sem and trisem sila. There's also a chance na tumaas yon the longer I stayed, so I'm looking at least 180k of tuition fees every academic year. Matagal pa before matuloy i-process ung scholarship application ko sa FEU kasi mga hinihingi nilang requirements ay final na, ung makukuha ko sa grad na; Gr. 12 report card with 1st and 2nd sem, Gr. 12 cert of honor, etc. kaya matatagalan tlga ung results. Hesitant ulit ako kasi hindi uli sure ung scholarship and talagang makakatulong sya kung mabibigyan ako, also nakakakita ako ng mga reklamo na pangit sa FEU and hindi sya worth it.
Now, I have some questions (especially for BMMA students):
FEU TECH
is FEU tech a bad school?
How's the campus overall?
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Inuna kong mag-apply sa CIIT since well-known college sya for bmma (prio course ko), marami ring nag-college dito from the previous batch of our strand (so seniors namin) kaya nasa choices ko tlga. I passed their cet then binigyan ako ng isang buwan to reserve my slot, I asked for an extension and they gave me until april 7. During that time, nagcocontemplate akong tumuloy kasi parang di nman gusto ni mama don hagahahha ndi raw kasi nagpapapunta sa campus do hindi nya ma-vibe check (ewan ko rin guys hagahha) tas hirap daw magtiwala sa ganyan kasi college pa lng tas recent lng din na-establish. So instead of reserving like I initially planned, nag-exam ako sa FEU on april 6, then took my chance for a scholarship. (also note, ndi ako nakapasa sa interweave scholarship ng CIIT so isang factor din un kaya hesitant ako tumuloy)
Nagreserve na ko ng slot sa FEU para maging eligible sa president's scholarship program nila shortly after makapasa sa FEUCAT. It was then when I discoverd how fucking costly FEU Tech is for my course, 60k per sem and trisem sila. There's also a chance na tumaas yon the longer I stayed, so I'm looking at least 180k of tuition fees every academic year. Matagal pa before matuloy i-process ung scholarship application ko sa FEU kasi mga hinihingi nilang requirements ay final na, ung makukuha ko sa grad na; Gr. 12 report card with 1st and 2nd sem, Gr. 12 cert of honor, etc. kaya matatagalan tlga ung results. Hesitant ulit ako kasi hindi uli sure ung scholarship and talagang makakatulong sya kung mabibigyan ako, also nakakakita ako ng mga reklamo na pangit sa FEU and hindi sya worth it.
Now, I have some questions (especially for BMMA students):
FEU TECH
is FEU tech a bad school?
- I need specifics. Maayos ba ung admin?
- May mga orgs ba na pwede salihan? If so, eventful nman? Like may chance yung students na magparticipate and hindi lang nakatengga?
- Lively ba ung university life?
- Puro aral lang ba or may chance ung students mag-unwind and de-stress through school events/extracurricular activities?
- Paano sila magconduct ng events? Rushed ba or may adequate time naman?
- Maayos ba ung facilities?
- Neglected ba ung concerns ng BMMA students?
- Maayos ba ung turo for BMMA subjects? problem ko kasi sya sa current school ko, puro IT teachers yung nagtuturo sa strand namin (digital arts) and kahit nagtatry sila hindi tlga kami natututo kasi halata mong di sila well-versed sa subjects. Sayang lang ung pera.
- How are the profs? Madalas ba ung nambabagsak for no reason?
- Ung workload masyado bang marami?
- Fast paced ba masyado since trisem?
- Totoo ba ung claims nila sa internships? or for other courses lang yon, excluded and BMA?
How's the campus overall?
- I noticed na may orgs available, just like my prev. questions, may mga events and activities naman?
- Hindi ba masyadong maliit ung campus? Parang di kasi kalakihan nung pinapanood ko ung tours nila sa tiktok
- Puro aral lang ba or may chance ung students mag-unwind and de-stress through school events/extracurricular activities?
- Paano sila magconduct ng events? Rushed ba or may adequate time naman?
- Could you really use their facilities if walang gumagamit? Like comlabs and other similar rooms.
- Are profs well-versed sa tinuturo nila? I short, could I expect a higher quality of education in arts?
- May magagandang offers ba for internships? Alam ko kasi FEU offers those advantages.
2024.05.13 18:34 bongsunni 26 [F4F] Study buddy
Hello! I'm looking for a study buddy po. We can study in a cafe (later sana May 14, 2024)
About me: - 2nd year nursing student - From novaliches
About you: - Any field ang program - Yung malapit lang sana sa SM Fairview - Seryoso and dedicated mag-aral
See you in my dm! 💕
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About me: - 2nd year nursing student - From novaliches
About you: - Any field ang program - Yung malapit lang sana sa SM Fairview - Seryoso and dedicated mag-aral
See you in my dm! 💕
2024.05.13 18:00 Hinata_2-8 Baka ganito talaga ang Iglesia aka MCGI:
 | 1) May halay si Jesus, ang Diyos kakaiba itsura. 2) Di nagkamali kailanman sina Brother Eli at Kuya Daniel. 3) Mas mataas ang pagturing sa magtito kesa sa Diyos, let alone Hesus. 4) In denial na kulto rin sila, sabay turo sa iba na kulto sila. They will point anybody except themselves. 5) Wala na sa hulog at Aral ang pinagga gagawa. Wala sa Biblia ang KDRAC, ang Wish Concerts, wala sa Biblia ang quarterly Fiesta. 6) Wala rin sa Biblia ang pagkakaroon ng kalayawan at karangyaan. Mga lider ng Iglesia ng Dios, dapat humility at simpleness ang pinapairal. 7) Marunong tumalima sa nakasulat sa Banal na Aklat, hindi yung may exemption or exception to the rule. submitted by Hinata_2-8 to ExAndClosetADD [link] [comments] |
2024.05.13 16:46 NotWarrenPeace09 My sister is "depressed?" and I want to motivate her
She's not clinically diagnosed as depressed pero more on malungkot lang and she avoids serious conversation. Still I can't judge kasi bumukod na ako samin.
She graduated last year and now working sa city hall as a minimum wager. Pinag aral ko sya thinking makakatulong sya sa bahay or if hindi man maka tulong at least hindi maging sakit ng ulo. I know hindi naman dapat sya iobliga pero kasi I'm being guilt tripped into helping the house for the last 6 years of working. Siguro what I'm just asking is tumulong sya sa bahay kahit kalahati since nakabukod naman na ako. All I want is fairness samin ng kapatid ko na if I give this x amount kay mama she wouldn't ask for more sakin but sana sa kapatid ko naman. She doesn't give anything kasi wala pa daw sahod as we know naman kapag government employee. Okay lang naman sana as long as I see the drive to get better income. She recently did not pass csc exam. Mom told her to try again na lang next time pero failing that exam made her less interactive. Puro roblox na lang sya and she's 23 na.
So now, I want sana ma motivate sya to work. Like yung may maayos na sahod sana. I know mahirap maka hanap ng good paying job sa bansang ito pero anything that will alleviate yung extra expenses sa bahay. Also, it's for her own good din naman. Parang I need her to hustle up in this cruel world or else it will only go harder and harsher for her.
I already tried giving her stuff na pang work like aquaflask, dress pamasok, etc. I know na I need a gentle approach pero kasi ayoko maging incompetent na tao yung kapatid ko.
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She graduated last year and now working sa city hall as a minimum wager. Pinag aral ko sya thinking makakatulong sya sa bahay or if hindi man maka tulong at least hindi maging sakit ng ulo. I know hindi naman dapat sya iobliga pero kasi I'm being guilt tripped into helping the house for the last 6 years of working. Siguro what I'm just asking is tumulong sya sa bahay kahit kalahati since nakabukod naman na ako. All I want is fairness samin ng kapatid ko na if I give this x amount kay mama she wouldn't ask for more sakin but sana sa kapatid ko naman. She doesn't give anything kasi wala pa daw sahod as we know naman kapag government employee. Okay lang naman sana as long as I see the drive to get better income. She recently did not pass csc exam. Mom told her to try again na lang next time pero failing that exam made her less interactive. Puro roblox na lang sya and she's 23 na.
So now, I want sana ma motivate sya to work. Like yung may maayos na sahod sana. I know mahirap maka hanap ng good paying job sa bansang ito pero anything that will alleviate yung extra expenses sa bahay. Also, it's for her own good din naman. Parang I need her to hustle up in this cruel world or else it will only go harder and harsher for her.
I already tried giving her stuff na pang work like aquaflask, dress pamasok, etc. I know na I need a gentle approach pero kasi ayoko maging incompetent na tao yung kapatid ko.
2024.05.13 16:20 lulu_vashk I went for a jog today because I am just so tired of being sad all the time.
Gusto ko na maging better. Maging consistent sa mga gusto kong gawin. Napapagod na ako na maging malungkot nalang palagi, nagmumukmok, nakahiga lang.
Yes, may mga oras na okay naman ako, masaya naman, pero yung mga times na nakapako nalang ako sa kama, di makaligo, babangon lang para umihi or uminom ng tubig, ayoko na nuuuun. Pagod na pagod na ako. Pakiramdam ko ang daming opportunities na nasasayang dahil sa pakiramdam na ganito.
Gusto ko lang maging consistent sa mga habits na magpapagaan ng pakiramdam ko. Gusto kong makatapos ng novel, magkulay ulit ng buhok, matuto mag crochet, mag exercise palagi kahit 15mins lang, mag aral ng photography. Ang dami ko pang gustong gawin.
Sana okay ulit ako bukas. Sana hindi ako biglang magcrash at mauntog sa pader at biglang ayoko nanaman na lahat. Nakakapagod na
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Yes, may mga oras na okay naman ako, masaya naman, pero yung mga times na nakapako nalang ako sa kama, di makaligo, babangon lang para umihi or uminom ng tubig, ayoko na nuuuun. Pagod na pagod na ako. Pakiramdam ko ang daming opportunities na nasasayang dahil sa pakiramdam na ganito.
Gusto ko lang maging consistent sa mga habits na magpapagaan ng pakiramdam ko. Gusto kong makatapos ng novel, magkulay ulit ng buhok, matuto mag crochet, mag exercise palagi kahit 15mins lang, mag aral ng photography. Ang dami ko pang gustong gawin.
Sana okay ulit ako bukas. Sana hindi ako biglang magcrash at mauntog sa pader at biglang ayoko nanaman na lahat. Nakakapagod na
2024.05.13 16:05 Benigmatica Nakamachi Arale (Mugendai Mewtype) plays Gift. Part 2 starts tonight (May 13, 2024) at 23:00 JST!
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2024.05.13 15:00 Over_Ad2368 ABYG KUNG AYAW KO TUMULONG SA FAM KO?
Hi! 24F, isang empleyadong walang binubuhay (currently) na kumikita ng lagpas lang ng kaunti sa minimum wage.
Parents ko? Nanay ko walang trabaho. Stepdad ko nagttrabaho as a tricycle driver. Sila ba nagpaaral sakin? No. Lolo ko ang nagpa-aral sa akin at pati sa dalawa ko pang mas batang kapatid.
Tapos na ako mag-aral pero ang lolo ko mukhang sasagarin yung retirement niya para makatapos hanggang yung bunso.
Now, sa nakikita kong katamaran ng magulang ko, umaasa sa kinikita ng lolo ko na nagttrabaho sa Canada, abyg kung ayaw ko tumulong?
At the same time, naaawa ako sa lolo ko. Matanda na sya at mahina. Pero anoyon? Gagatasan lang din ba ako ng mga magulang ko pag nangyari yon? Eh pucha ayoko nga magpamilya eh kasi alam kong gastos lang yan.
Tapos hayahay nanay at tatay ko? Nag anak ng tatlo tapos wala palang plano pano kami bubuhayin? Eh pano pala kung di tumutulong lolo ko? Mabubuhay ba kami sa 300-500 na kinikita ng tamad kong tatay?
Isa pa, harap harapan na sinabi sakin ng nanay ko na sana naman alagaan daw namin sila pagtanda. Inangyan, inaalagaan ba nila kami? Baka nga di nila kami napalamon kung di dahil sa tulong ng lolo ko eh.
Kung may tutulungan man ako, lolo ko yon.
Abyg kung ayaw ko tumulong sa pinansyal ngayon kahit alam kong matanda na lolo ko?
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Parents ko? Nanay ko walang trabaho. Stepdad ko nagttrabaho as a tricycle driver. Sila ba nagpaaral sakin? No. Lolo ko ang nagpa-aral sa akin at pati sa dalawa ko pang mas batang kapatid.
Tapos na ako mag-aral pero ang lolo ko mukhang sasagarin yung retirement niya para makatapos hanggang yung bunso.
Now, sa nakikita kong katamaran ng magulang ko, umaasa sa kinikita ng lolo ko na nagttrabaho sa Canada, abyg kung ayaw ko tumulong?
At the same time, naaawa ako sa lolo ko. Matanda na sya at mahina. Pero anoyon? Gagatasan lang din ba ako ng mga magulang ko pag nangyari yon? Eh pucha ayoko nga magpamilya eh kasi alam kong gastos lang yan.
Tapos hayahay nanay at tatay ko? Nag anak ng tatlo tapos wala palang plano pano kami bubuhayin? Eh pano pala kung di tumutulong lolo ko? Mabubuhay ba kami sa 300-500 na kinikita ng tamad kong tatay?
Isa pa, harap harapan na sinabi sakin ng nanay ko na sana naman alagaan daw namin sila pagtanda. Inangyan, inaalagaan ba nila kami? Baka nga di nila kami napalamon kung di dahil sa tulong ng lolo ko eh.
Kung may tutulungan man ako, lolo ko yon.
Abyg kung ayaw ko tumulong sa pinansyal ngayon kahit alam kong matanda na lolo ko?
2024.05.13 12:37 Ok_Falcon_2448 I am "abnormal"
Trigger Warning: SA and Homophobia
Hello. This will be my very first post in this subreddit. Actually, I find myself uncertain of the purpose behind this writing. Perhaps it serves as a channel for me to unravel the complexities of my life while maintaining anonymity.
Let me start by "introducing" myself. I am a 22-year-old college student who remains financially reliant on my parents. Over time, I've perceived my thoughts and perspectives as diverging from the norm, a perception that endures to this day. Despite encountering individuals with shared experiences within the community, I find it challenging to establish meaningful connections—a somewhat unexpected occurrence given my self-awareness as an empath.
It all started when I was really young. I got exposed to concept of sex at a really young age. My memory of it is vague. I was probably around 7 or a couple of years older. A cousin from my father's side has been living with us for several years; he was around 15 when he first came to stay. During one of his visits, two of his older brothers, who were on vacation, also stayed with us. One of them, who was particularly talented in drawing, was studying to be a seminarian. As a child who loved art, I admired him greatly and eagerly anticipated his visits to our home. One day he and the cousin that was living with us invited me to their room while my parents and sister was away. They told me "Tuturuan ka ni Kuya mag drawing if laroan mo to". I'm sure you know where this is going naman na. Both of them were able to convince me to do it to both of them. The reason I mention this because I have become hypersexual and I think this is the main factor. Ever since then, I craved the feeling and became engaged in hook-up culture during grade 7. I did have interest in romance but it never really worked out since I really craved it and I was always seen as dirty and in turn I see myself that way as well.
My family is far from perfect, like any other family, I will not be talking about it here. I will just mention a part of it that is relevant to what I'm trying to convey (whatever that may be to be honest). For context, my father is extremely homophobic and emotionally unavailable. Most of the loving that I receive is from my mommy. Anyways, I have a medical condition that manifested during late high school and got worse in senior during high school. An incident happened at school wherein I had one of the attacks caused by my condition so I needed to be sent home. My mom was unavailable at that time so they had to call my Father. When he came to pick me up from school, he put up a good face sa infirmary nurses and doctors. But when we reached the car. Sobrang galit niya sakin because apparently I inconvenienced him. Our house is far from my school and the entire 30-minute ride home he just kept shouting at me and telling me how much of a burden I am to the family and to him. We arrived and he immediately left. As soon as heard gate close I broke down. I screamed and shouted "I wanna kill myself" our helper was there trying to comfort me. But then my Father came back cause he forgot his wallet and he saw the whole thing. His rage came back. He went straight to the kitchen and took a knife out and pointed it at me. "Sige na ako na gagawa para sayo" our helper dragged me out of the house and into our outhouse and our other helper was there and locked the door and she called my mom. All we heard from there was plates and glass breaking and screams. My mom rushed home and tried to calm my Father down. My mom has long known about my sexuality and she thought the only way he would calm down was telling him about it. And it "worked". The ruckus stopped and I was called to go back. They were all seated sa lounge and he talked to me. Told me these words non-verbatim "Tanggap kita. Pero sana di mo makalimutan kung sino ka. And di mo kalimutaan na alagaan sarili mo. Simula ngayon kailangan mo mag-aral mabuti para yumaman ka kasi mga katulad mo kailangan ng pera para may magmahal sayo. Tingnan mo sina Vice Ganda mayaman kasi sila kaya may nagmamahal. Si Ate mo may magmamahal diyan kasi babae yan. Eh ikaw wala. Kaya tandaan mo yan." So that's basically how I came out to my Father. His words still echo in my mind. Until now, I believe that no one will love me. Damaged goods some would say. I'm ugly, an "adaptive" personality that some perceive to be a flaw, and extremely low self-esteem."
This homophobia from my Father continued throughout and has continued to haunt me. I once brought a male friend over for a sleepover that I asked permission for. He apparently did not know that I brought a guy. He immediately assumed that I was gonna have sex with that guy in my room. He went to my room gun in hand and called me out. Talked to me outside while my friend was inside. Sabi niya sakin "Wala ka na ba respeto sakin sa bahay ko pa talaga? Anong klaseng tao ka na ba talaga? Demonyo ka na ba? Ang dumi-dumi mo na. Pauwiin mo na yan." It was 12 am that time, and I had to ask my friend to leave. I wasn't even allowed to take him home or even walk him to our gate. After he left, my dad sat me on the dinner table and continued his sermon "Ano na ba plano mo sa buhay? May sakit ka na nga tapos ganyan ka pa? Abnormal ka na tao! Hirap mo na nga tawagin na tao! Kailangan mo na bumawi kaya sana naman bumawi ka gumawa ka ng mabuti."
While all of this is happening I have never cried. I have grown used to all of this. Sometimes, in order to cry, I just need to look at rain or listen to something or just sit in silence, or even experience something happy. And for context, I am not a rebellious child. I have always asked for permission, and I do well in school. "Nasa culto ka na ba. Ano na nasa future mo? Ano na gusto mo mangyari? Abnormal ka eh wala na ako makita para sayo? Paano ka na magfufunction. Sa sakit mo palang tapos ganyan ka pa na tao! Ang hirap!" He continued.
Another time is when I was hospitalized for a month, and one night he was the only one available to be my guardian he told me this "If given the choice na sasabihan ako ng doctor na hahayaan ka nalang na mamatay. Papayag ako, mas pipiliin ko mommy mo at sister mo." He told me those words while I was in a hospital bed with tubes and wires attached to me as he held my hand. These are just some examples of the words and memories that echo and are engraved deep in my mind. I titled this post I am abnormal because it is what I believe to be true now. It's how I see now. I think writing this now will help me unpack everything. In any case, I will strive for change because amidst all of it, I really love my mother. No matter how much I hate myself. My love for my mother is what keeps me going. Perhaps in the future, my personal outlook will change. Perhaps, I may find the person I can feel love for and can feel love for me no matter how ugly I am both inside and out. We never really know. So cheers to everyone struggling, I believe that we all have the capacity to thrive in our own ways. As for me, I am on a journey to find my strength for that capacity.
Anway, that was pretty long. I'm sorry I had a lot to say. Thank you for reading this rant/storytime. Advice and Inputs are very much welcome.
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Hello. This will be my very first post in this subreddit. Actually, I find myself uncertain of the purpose behind this writing. Perhaps it serves as a channel for me to unravel the complexities of my life while maintaining anonymity.
Let me start by "introducing" myself. I am a 22-year-old college student who remains financially reliant on my parents. Over time, I've perceived my thoughts and perspectives as diverging from the norm, a perception that endures to this day. Despite encountering individuals with shared experiences within the community, I find it challenging to establish meaningful connections—a somewhat unexpected occurrence given my self-awareness as an empath.
It all started when I was really young. I got exposed to concept of sex at a really young age. My memory of it is vague. I was probably around 7 or a couple of years older. A cousin from my father's side has been living with us for several years; he was around 15 when he first came to stay. During one of his visits, two of his older brothers, who were on vacation, also stayed with us. One of them, who was particularly talented in drawing, was studying to be a seminarian. As a child who loved art, I admired him greatly and eagerly anticipated his visits to our home. One day he and the cousin that was living with us invited me to their room while my parents and sister was away. They told me "Tuturuan ka ni Kuya mag drawing if laroan mo to". I'm sure you know where this is going naman na. Both of them were able to convince me to do it to both of them. The reason I mention this because I have become hypersexual and I think this is the main factor. Ever since then, I craved the feeling and became engaged in hook-up culture during grade 7. I did have interest in romance but it never really worked out since I really craved it and I was always seen as dirty and in turn I see myself that way as well.
My family is far from perfect, like any other family, I will not be talking about it here. I will just mention a part of it that is relevant to what I'm trying to convey (whatever that may be to be honest). For context, my father is extremely homophobic and emotionally unavailable. Most of the loving that I receive is from my mommy. Anyways, I have a medical condition that manifested during late high school and got worse in senior during high school. An incident happened at school wherein I had one of the attacks caused by my condition so I needed to be sent home. My mom was unavailable at that time so they had to call my Father. When he came to pick me up from school, he put up a good face sa infirmary nurses and doctors. But when we reached the car. Sobrang galit niya sakin because apparently I inconvenienced him. Our house is far from my school and the entire 30-minute ride home he just kept shouting at me and telling me how much of a burden I am to the family and to him. We arrived and he immediately left. As soon as heard gate close I broke down. I screamed and shouted "I wanna kill myself" our helper was there trying to comfort me. But then my Father came back cause he forgot his wallet and he saw the whole thing. His rage came back. He went straight to the kitchen and took a knife out and pointed it at me. "Sige na ako na gagawa para sayo" our helper dragged me out of the house and into our outhouse and our other helper was there and locked the door and she called my mom. All we heard from there was plates and glass breaking and screams. My mom rushed home and tried to calm my Father down. My mom has long known about my sexuality and she thought the only way he would calm down was telling him about it. And it "worked". The ruckus stopped and I was called to go back. They were all seated sa lounge and he talked to me. Told me these words non-verbatim "Tanggap kita. Pero sana di mo makalimutan kung sino ka. And di mo kalimutaan na alagaan sarili mo. Simula ngayon kailangan mo mag-aral mabuti para yumaman ka kasi mga katulad mo kailangan ng pera para may magmahal sayo. Tingnan mo sina Vice Ganda mayaman kasi sila kaya may nagmamahal. Si Ate mo may magmamahal diyan kasi babae yan. Eh ikaw wala. Kaya tandaan mo yan." So that's basically how I came out to my Father. His words still echo in my mind. Until now, I believe that no one will love me. Damaged goods some would say. I'm ugly, an "adaptive" personality that some perceive to be a flaw, and extremely low self-esteem."
This homophobia from my Father continued throughout and has continued to haunt me. I once brought a male friend over for a sleepover that I asked permission for. He apparently did not know that I brought a guy. He immediately assumed that I was gonna have sex with that guy in my room. He went to my room gun in hand and called me out. Talked to me outside while my friend was inside. Sabi niya sakin "Wala ka na ba respeto sakin sa bahay ko pa talaga? Anong klaseng tao ka na ba talaga? Demonyo ka na ba? Ang dumi-dumi mo na. Pauwiin mo na yan." It was 12 am that time, and I had to ask my friend to leave. I wasn't even allowed to take him home or even walk him to our gate. After he left, my dad sat me on the dinner table and continued his sermon "Ano na ba plano mo sa buhay? May sakit ka na nga tapos ganyan ka pa? Abnormal ka na tao! Hirap mo na nga tawagin na tao! Kailangan mo na bumawi kaya sana naman bumawi ka gumawa ka ng mabuti."
While all of this is happening I have never cried. I have grown used to all of this. Sometimes, in order to cry, I just need to look at rain or listen to something or just sit in silence, or even experience something happy. And for context, I am not a rebellious child. I have always asked for permission, and I do well in school. "Nasa culto ka na ba. Ano na nasa future mo? Ano na gusto mo mangyari? Abnormal ka eh wala na ako makita para sayo? Paano ka na magfufunction. Sa sakit mo palang tapos ganyan ka pa na tao! Ang hirap!" He continued.
Another time is when I was hospitalized for a month, and one night he was the only one available to be my guardian he told me this "If given the choice na sasabihan ako ng doctor na hahayaan ka nalang na mamatay. Papayag ako, mas pipiliin ko mommy mo at sister mo." He told me those words while I was in a hospital bed with tubes and wires attached to me as he held my hand. These are just some examples of the words and memories that echo and are engraved deep in my mind. I titled this post I am abnormal because it is what I believe to be true now. It's how I see now. I think writing this now will help me unpack everything. In any case, I will strive for change because amidst all of it, I really love my mother. No matter how much I hate myself. My love for my mother is what keeps me going. Perhaps in the future, my personal outlook will change. Perhaps, I may find the person I can feel love for and can feel love for me no matter how ugly I am both inside and out. We never really know. So cheers to everyone struggling, I believe that we all have the capacity to thrive in our own ways. As for me, I am on a journey to find my strength for that capacity.
Anway, that was pretty long. I'm sorry I had a lot to say. Thank you for reading this rant/storytime. Advice and Inputs are very much welcome.
2024.05.13 11:25 RuinProfessional5003 Dream course or Dream University?
Hi you can call me Akisha, 18 (F), currently in my gradwaiting phase bc Grade 12 school year is about to end. Syempre part na sa pag preprepare for college is getting a College Entrance Exam in some universities you prefer. Sasabihin ko na agad, I didn't pass the UPCAT and to my dream campus, UPLB. Masakit malamang, both of my older siblings studied sa UPLB and my parents, relatives and friends all expected me na mapasok din ako sa UPLB just like my siblings. Sadly, my UPG didn't make to final cut with only 2.718 in my hand.
Sobra akong nasaktan, lahat ng pangarap ko naglaho na parang bula. Eversince I was a Grade 8, I dreamt of studying at UPLB bc I instantly fell in love dun sa campus. I loved the vibes, place and wished that someday, I can be an iska just like my ate and kuya. Pero that madaling araw when the upcat was released, my heart intantly shattered. I expected too much, kapag may magtatanong if saan ako papasok for college, I instantly say na "sa UPLB po", but when I saw quote "Thank you", my heart was shattered into pieces.
"Di ako nakapasa" "Magiging disappointed sila mama" "Di na sila magiging proud sakin" these lines went through my head when I saw "Thank you" from my portal. "Di na ako magiging Clinical Microbiologist". Kase and kinuha kong 1st choice is BS Bio in hopes to pursue med school din in the future or become a clinical microbiologist.
On the other hand, I passed in a state uni here in Laguna lang din and I passed BS Biology, but I am not thrilled. "Di yan UP e".
Up until now nasasaktan parin ako kasi di ako nakapasa sa UPLB... Di ko na alam gagawin ko, super sakit for me kasi I had to sacrifice. I moved here in Los Banos last 2022 and decided na mag-aral here ng shs in a school na maraming nakakapasa sa UP. But unfortunately, I am one of the students who got her school disappointed bc I didn't pass the UPCAT.
Di ko alam if ang pipiliin ko ba is yung dream school or dream course ko which is Bio. Super sakit lang for me na di nakapasa ng upcat. Pero sinasabi nila na magparecon ako or mag-apply ng Associate degree which I did. I applied for the Associate Degree in Foresty, but, it is not my dream course and 50/50 parin ako if ever marerecon ako kasi masyadong mababa UPG ko (2.718).
What do you think I should choose? Dream Course or Dream University
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Sobra akong nasaktan, lahat ng pangarap ko naglaho na parang bula. Eversince I was a Grade 8, I dreamt of studying at UPLB bc I instantly fell in love dun sa campus. I loved the vibes, place and wished that someday, I can be an iska just like my ate and kuya. Pero that madaling araw when the upcat was released, my heart intantly shattered. I expected too much, kapag may magtatanong if saan ako papasok for college, I instantly say na "sa UPLB po", but when I saw quote "Thank you", my heart was shattered into pieces.
"Di ako nakapasa" "Magiging disappointed sila mama" "Di na sila magiging proud sakin" these lines went through my head when I saw "Thank you" from my portal. "Di na ako magiging Clinical Microbiologist". Kase and kinuha kong 1st choice is BS Bio in hopes to pursue med school din in the future or become a clinical microbiologist.
On the other hand, I passed in a state uni here in Laguna lang din and I passed BS Biology, but I am not thrilled. "Di yan UP e".
Up until now nasasaktan parin ako kasi di ako nakapasa sa UPLB... Di ko na alam gagawin ko, super sakit for me kasi I had to sacrifice. I moved here in Los Banos last 2022 and decided na mag-aral here ng shs in a school na maraming nakakapasa sa UP. But unfortunately, I am one of the students who got her school disappointed bc I didn't pass the UPCAT.
Di ko alam if ang pipiliin ko ba is yung dream school or dream course ko which is Bio. Super sakit lang for me na di nakapasa ng upcat. Pero sinasabi nila na magparecon ako or mag-apply ng Associate degree which I did. I applied for the Associate Degree in Foresty, but, it is not my dream course and 50/50 parin ako if ever marerecon ako kasi masyadong mababa UPG ko (2.718).
What do you think I should choose? Dream Course or Dream University
2024.05.13 08:49 Wide-Junket5293 How to not be a Sayangtist
I'm not a total loser naman pero just a few things how my career could have gone better if I did/avoided these when I was still a DOST scholar.
Learn from my mistakes:
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Learn from my mistakes:
- Wag masyado masipag mag-aral. Given na iskolar ka, syempre mahilig ka mag-aral di ba. Kung katulad kita na madalas lang nasa library, hay nako, itigili mo na yan. Go out and build friendships and expand your network. In the end, at hindi lang sa Pilipinas ito, the world just really goes around through connections. At the end of the day, hindi about kung gano ka katalino o kagaling, but how you were able to communicate contribute your knowledge and skills to impact other people.
- Wag mag-aksaya ng panahon sa mga school org applications at events na walang katuturan. May mga mas makabuluhan naman na org na simple lang ang application at mas may sense yung activities that would help develop your practical experience while also building network. Better get connected with organization na wider ang scope, yung hindi lang sa school mo lang, at kumbaga mas relevant na pag naging professional ka na. Join orgs that accept students as members pero yung marami kang makakahalubilo na professionals na in your future career. That would also help you get better ideas of your future prospects.
- Wag mo na hintaying maging prof mo sya. Kung meron faculty na tanyag talaga sa iyong field of study, first year pa lang lapitan mo na and act as an apprentice. Learn outside the classroom. Volunteer to assist in their lab or field work. Hindi natin alam kung hanggang kelan lang sila andyan. So make the most of opportunity to learn from their expertise before they are gone.
2024.05.13 08:20 gustokoicecream nakakapagod
dati, pangarap ko ang magwork sa café kasi sabi ko, magaan lang, makakapagbake ako and alam kong hanggang dito lang yung kakayanan ko.
I'm an undergrad kaya wala akong tinapos.
ngayon, nakuha ko na yang work na yan pero fuck, nakakapagod pala. di ko alam if dahil sa di ako physically fit ngayon dahil may sakit ako, di ko alam basta nakakapagod. :(
ngayon, nasa isip ko tuloy na mag-aral na lang ulit kasi I know deserve more than this...
kapag nag-aral, mas maganda ang darating na chance saakin. di pwedeng dito lang ako, diba?
am I too late? 29 na ko. :(
tapos not to ano pero di sapat yung kikitain ko sa pagod na nararamdaman ko. haay.. parang di worth it.
haaay. naaawa ako sa sarili ko....
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I'm an undergrad kaya wala akong tinapos.
ngayon, nakuha ko na yang work na yan pero fuck, nakakapagod pala. di ko alam if dahil sa di ako physically fit ngayon dahil may sakit ako, di ko alam basta nakakapagod. :(
ngayon, nasa isip ko tuloy na mag-aral na lang ulit kasi I know deserve more than this...
kapag nag-aral, mas maganda ang darating na chance saakin. di pwedeng dito lang ako, diba?
am I too late? 29 na ko. :(
tapos not to ano pero di sapat yung kikitain ko sa pagod na nararamdaman ko. haay.. parang di worth it.
haaay. naaawa ako sa sarili ko....
2024.05.13 07:14 Big-Cup8296 INC is not for weak
so may mother ako who is very abusive after my father died (my father is a active member of inc pati mother ko and ako) super active ako sa church namin before kasali ako sa choir nung 7-11 years old ako and babalak sana na mag organista but then after my father died nagbago lahat. My mom started to blame me kasi di ko nasave si papa, and she became abusive. She oftenly threaten me with knives or kahit anong matatalim na bagay then bigla nalang mag pray together like nothing happen. Nangyayari to for the 5 years, akala ko normal lang to since depress sya. But then napuno nako and lumayas samin nung nahanap nya pinag tataguan ko sabi nya "nanalangin talaga ako sa ama na mahanap kita, at makarma kung sino man yan" then I was shocked dahil ang aral na sinasabi samin noon since bata kami ay "wag kang mananalangin na against sa kapwa mo liban nalang kung para sa ikabubuti mo" then after that tumakbo ako palayo sa mother ko and dumiretso sa gf ko na worried nadin sakin so pumunta kaming baranggay and shit they didn't do a single thing. Ang ginawa nila is tinanong ako "are you a active member of inc?" so sabi ko "opo" then sinakay nla ako sa sasakyan bigla and sabi "wala kaminh pwedeng gawin sayo dahil inc kayo pareho ng mother mo pastor na ang bahala sayo" I was fucking mad kasi I've been dealing with this bullshit since I was a kid tapos ibabalik ako sa mother ko like nothing happened??? pag balik sakin sa harap ng village namin na puro inc lang, hinawakan ako ng guard sa braso ko dahil alam nyang tatakas ako, pag dating ng mother ko sa gate she continuously beat me up hanggang sa I can move my body na then dumating yung pastor and wala ding nangyari, they didn't let me na umalis sa mother ko and intindihin ko nalang daw since mama ko sya. After that, never nakong pumunta sa mga inc gatherings and events, kahit makipag usap sa mga ministro or pastor.
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2024.05.13 06:40 Unusual-Protection82 Aldrin Palanca
 | Number 1 gaslighter bishop sa PMCC 4th Watch. Lakas magpreach about pagkakaloob, na kesyo ibigay ang lahat lahat kahit wala na matira sayo at kahit halos wala ka na makain. Lagi niyang message ay kwentong barbero na may kapatid na nag aawol para lang makaattend ng convention, camp, etc. Tama ba yon?! Lakas magpreach ng pagiging irresponsible sa trabaho at sa sarili wtf!!!! Palibhasa wala naman silang mga trabahong nakasalalay at pamilyang magugutom dahil lahat silang mga malalakas na bishop ay sustentado ng simbahan! Para siyang batang version ni Osie. Sobrang sipsip din niya sa apostol nila, isipin mo ipangalan sa anak niya Arsenio 🤣🤣🤣🤣 Pangarap din ata nito maging apostol eh. Ngayon namang mahina na yung apostol nila, kay Jonathan naman siya sumisipsip. Basta isa siya sa pinaka arrogant magsalita sa kulto na yan. submitted by Unusual-Protection82 to ExKultoPH [link] [comments] |
2024.05.13 05:25 sushilemonn My cheating father is an a$$hole
I am sharing this kasi gusto ko lang ilabas ung sama ng loob ko dahil pakiramdam ko anytime sasabog na ako at baka kung ano pa magawa ko sa sarili ko.
Hindi ako galing sa well off na family. My father, which I wanted to call ex-father, works abroad when I was still in highschool until makatapos ako ng college. Nagresign siya sa abroad na may plan if ever babalik siya, isasama niya ako para makahanap ako doon ng work. Hindi yun nangyari dahil paguwi niya and nakahanap ako ng work after a month graduating, he said na gusto niya magbakasyon sa province niya. After couple of months na nagstay siya don, ung asawa ng kapatid niya is nagtext sa mother ko letting her know na may affair ang ex father ko at doon siya umuwi. After namin malaman yun, tsaka lumabas lahat na pati ung money he got from his resignation is binigay niya doon sa babae. As I say, we are not well off, ung bahay namin, hindi tapos, wala kisame, semento ang sahig, tumutulo ang bubong kapag umuulan, pero the audacity na ibigay niya ung pera sa babae niya kesa unahin ung sarili niya pamilya is just.
Totoo nga ang sinabi nila na mas matapang pa ung kabit kesa sa totoong asawa, kasi ganun ang nangyari sa amin noon, mas matapang pa ung mistress na akala mo naman kagandahan. I told my mother na hayaan na lang since graduate na ako and may work, ako ang naging bread winner sa pamilya namin since ang ate ko is may asawa na, sinagot ko ang pagpapa-aral sa bunso ko kapatid hanggang maka graduate with the help of one of my tita on my mother's side. Years na hindi namin kinakausap at never kami nagkaroon ng communication with my ex father until last 2022 when my older sister died because of lupus. Pero wala kahit piso siya inambag, ung money na nga doesn't really needed e pero ung effort na umuwi man lang sa wake ng sister ko he never did.
Last year tinawagan niya ang kapatid ko saying na ung lupa na iniwan ng father niya is plan nila ibenta and he was asking if magkano daw ang gusto niya ibigay sa amin. Hindi ko siya kinausap kasi first I have work and may work na din ang bunso namin so medyo nakakaluwag na ako sa gastusin dahil dalawa na kami naghahati. Ang pagkaka-alala ko nanghihingi siya ng pera sa kapatid ko para daw ipambayad sa attorney, which I find weird wala ako idea sa bentahan ng lupa so hindi ako nagsalita about don and I let my brother decide na if bibigyan niya, di ako nangingi-elam since pera naman niya yon at hindi sa akin.
March this year, he called me, this time I answered his call na, nangangamusta and was saying na malapit na daw mabenta ang lupa and makuha na niya ung pera suppposedly nung April. He is talking about the amount of money na ibibigay niya sa amin and sa pamangkin ko naiwan ng ate ko. Still in doubt, umu-oo na lang ako.
This time din kasi nagrender nadin ako sa work dahil plan ko na magpahinga din sa pagttrabaho for so long and look for a job na nag offer ng perma wfh. Also, we are planning to have a baby nadin ng boyfriend ko and me (29) working on a bpo industry na nasa graveyard shift makes it hard for us to conceive. Hindi pa kami nag live-in, pero we are planning na din until makalipat siya sa Manila since he is working in a different place dito sa Luzon because of his line of work.
To make it short, he starts asking us for money, una sa akin mga simple load lang PHP150 weekly and nung medyo napapansin ko napapadalas, and he even asking me for money, di na ako nagrereply sa text and di na sumasagot sa calls niya. Nakapag resign na ako neto and hindi ko sinasabi sa kanya na wala na ako work but I still try naman na magbigay since meron naman ako ipon kahit papano.
Nalaman ko din na tumatawag siya sa kapatid ko asking for money, pero nagdadahilan ang kapatid ko na wala siya mabibigay since wala na ako work. Doon niya lang nalaman na wala ako trabaho na and he keeps on asking my brother bakit daw ako nagresign. After that, naka receive ulit ako ng call from my ex father, pero hindi ko sinagot, may idea na kasi ako kung ano ang reason ng pagtawag niya.
Take note, I have enough money pa naman na magagamit until makahanap ako ng bago work and still giving shares for food, bills, etc. Then today, tumawag siya ulit sa kapatid ko, asking if my brother can give him 5k. Which he declines giving the same reason na hindi pa ako ulit nagwo-work.
After that call, yung kapatid ko is tumatawa nagkwento sa mother ko which I overheard na sinabi daw ng ex father ko na ano ba daw ang hinihintay ko bat di ako nagtrabaho pa, ung milyones daw ba niya?
Saying that I'm mad is understatement, I'm livid, gusto ko maiyak sa galit, sa inis na ang kapal ng mukha niya sabihin yun to think na iniwan niya sa akin ung responsibilidad na hindi ko naman dapat responsibilidad. Tiniis ko yung hirap na buhayin ung pamilya namin noon na kahit makabili nga ng sapatos pamasok ko sa work dati is hindi ko magawa, nagtitiis ako pumasok na butas ang sapatos, magbabaon ng tsinelas kapag umuulan para lang di mabasa, my first ever branded shoes is regalo pa sakin ng brother ko after niya makagraduate and magkawork. Hindi ako kumakain sa mga fastfood noon kahit takam na takam ako kasi yung sahod ko is enough lang to support ung family namin and bills, at pamasahe ko. Nagtitiis ako magbaon ng pagkain kapag papasok sa work kasi wala ako pambili sa labas. Lahat ng hirap na naexperience ko bumalik sa akin after hearing that. Pakiramdam ko sinampal niya ako ng non-existing niyang pera na akala mo kung sino siya tapos manghihingi lang naman ng pera.
Sobrang galit na galit ako na if madali lang magpapalit ng surname ginawa ko na dahil ayaw ko na dalhin ang apelyido ng ex father ko.
Yes, thankful ako na pinag-aral niya ako, pero di pa ba enough na bayad pinag aral ko bunsong anak niya? Inuunti-unti ipaayos ung bahay na iniwan niya? Binayaran ng hulugan ung lupa na di niya man lang binayaran kasi mas inuna niya yung kabit niya? I don't even know what to say, nagkukulong ako sa cr now dahil gusto ko umiyak, and I can only do that sa shower, gusto ko basagin ung salamin sa cr maglaslas kasi why ang sh*ty ng buhay ko? Do I deserve that? Fk that. Yes pinalamon niya ako nung hindi ko pa kaya palamunin ang sarili ko pero yung sabihan niya ako ng ganon na hindi naman ako nanghihingi sa kanya and I don't care kasi bubuhayin ko ang sarili ko at hindi ko kailangan ng pera niya lunukin niya pa milyones niya.
Kaway sa mga breadwinners dyan. Alam ko ang hirap, sobra hirap pero kaya natin 'to. Pero minsan talaga gusto mo na lang mag give up.
Sorry sa long post. Gusto ko lang talaga maglabas ng sama ng loob.
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Hindi ako galing sa well off na family. My father, which I wanted to call ex-father, works abroad when I was still in highschool until makatapos ako ng college. Nagresign siya sa abroad na may plan if ever babalik siya, isasama niya ako para makahanap ako doon ng work. Hindi yun nangyari dahil paguwi niya and nakahanap ako ng work after a month graduating, he said na gusto niya magbakasyon sa province niya. After couple of months na nagstay siya don, ung asawa ng kapatid niya is nagtext sa mother ko letting her know na may affair ang ex father ko at doon siya umuwi. After namin malaman yun, tsaka lumabas lahat na pati ung money he got from his resignation is binigay niya doon sa babae. As I say, we are not well off, ung bahay namin, hindi tapos, wala kisame, semento ang sahig, tumutulo ang bubong kapag umuulan, pero the audacity na ibigay niya ung pera sa babae niya kesa unahin ung sarili niya pamilya is just.
Totoo nga ang sinabi nila na mas matapang pa ung kabit kesa sa totoong asawa, kasi ganun ang nangyari sa amin noon, mas matapang pa ung mistress na akala mo naman kagandahan. I told my mother na hayaan na lang since graduate na ako and may work, ako ang naging bread winner sa pamilya namin since ang ate ko is may asawa na, sinagot ko ang pagpapa-aral sa bunso ko kapatid hanggang maka graduate with the help of one of my tita on my mother's side. Years na hindi namin kinakausap at never kami nagkaroon ng communication with my ex father until last 2022 when my older sister died because of lupus. Pero wala kahit piso siya inambag, ung money na nga doesn't really needed e pero ung effort na umuwi man lang sa wake ng sister ko he never did.
Last year tinawagan niya ang kapatid ko saying na ung lupa na iniwan ng father niya is plan nila ibenta and he was asking if magkano daw ang gusto niya ibigay sa amin. Hindi ko siya kinausap kasi first I have work and may work na din ang bunso namin so medyo nakakaluwag na ako sa gastusin dahil dalawa na kami naghahati. Ang pagkaka-alala ko nanghihingi siya ng pera sa kapatid ko para daw ipambayad sa attorney, which I find weird wala ako idea sa bentahan ng lupa so hindi ako nagsalita about don and I let my brother decide na if bibigyan niya, di ako nangingi-elam since pera naman niya yon at hindi sa akin.
March this year, he called me, this time I answered his call na, nangangamusta and was saying na malapit na daw mabenta ang lupa and makuha na niya ung pera suppposedly nung April. He is talking about the amount of money na ibibigay niya sa amin and sa pamangkin ko naiwan ng ate ko. Still in doubt, umu-oo na lang ako.
This time din kasi nagrender nadin ako sa work dahil plan ko na magpahinga din sa pagttrabaho for so long and look for a job na nag offer ng perma wfh. Also, we are planning to have a baby nadin ng boyfriend ko and me (29) working on a bpo industry na nasa graveyard shift makes it hard for us to conceive. Hindi pa kami nag live-in, pero we are planning na din until makalipat siya sa Manila since he is working in a different place dito sa Luzon because of his line of work.
To make it short, he starts asking us for money, una sa akin mga simple load lang PHP150 weekly and nung medyo napapansin ko napapadalas, and he even asking me for money, di na ako nagrereply sa text and di na sumasagot sa calls niya. Nakapag resign na ako neto and hindi ko sinasabi sa kanya na wala na ako work but I still try naman na magbigay since meron naman ako ipon kahit papano.
Nalaman ko din na tumatawag siya sa kapatid ko asking for money, pero nagdadahilan ang kapatid ko na wala siya mabibigay since wala na ako work. Doon niya lang nalaman na wala ako trabaho na and he keeps on asking my brother bakit daw ako nagresign. After that, naka receive ulit ako ng call from my ex father, pero hindi ko sinagot, may idea na kasi ako kung ano ang reason ng pagtawag niya.
Take note, I have enough money pa naman na magagamit until makahanap ako ng bago work and still giving shares for food, bills, etc. Then today, tumawag siya ulit sa kapatid ko, asking if my brother can give him 5k. Which he declines giving the same reason na hindi pa ako ulit nagwo-work.
After that call, yung kapatid ko is tumatawa nagkwento sa mother ko which I overheard na sinabi daw ng ex father ko na ano ba daw ang hinihintay ko bat di ako nagtrabaho pa, ung milyones daw ba niya?
Saying that I'm mad is understatement, I'm livid, gusto ko maiyak sa galit, sa inis na ang kapal ng mukha niya sabihin yun to think na iniwan niya sa akin ung responsibilidad na hindi ko naman dapat responsibilidad. Tiniis ko yung hirap na buhayin ung pamilya namin noon na kahit makabili nga ng sapatos pamasok ko sa work dati is hindi ko magawa, nagtitiis ako pumasok na butas ang sapatos, magbabaon ng tsinelas kapag umuulan para lang di mabasa, my first ever branded shoes is regalo pa sakin ng brother ko after niya makagraduate and magkawork. Hindi ako kumakain sa mga fastfood noon kahit takam na takam ako kasi yung sahod ko is enough lang to support ung family namin and bills, at pamasahe ko. Nagtitiis ako magbaon ng pagkain kapag papasok sa work kasi wala ako pambili sa labas. Lahat ng hirap na naexperience ko bumalik sa akin after hearing that. Pakiramdam ko sinampal niya ako ng non-existing niyang pera na akala mo kung sino siya tapos manghihingi lang naman ng pera.
Sobrang galit na galit ako na if madali lang magpapalit ng surname ginawa ko na dahil ayaw ko na dalhin ang apelyido ng ex father ko.
Yes, thankful ako na pinag-aral niya ako, pero di pa ba enough na bayad pinag aral ko bunsong anak niya? Inuunti-unti ipaayos ung bahay na iniwan niya? Binayaran ng hulugan ung lupa na di niya man lang binayaran kasi mas inuna niya yung kabit niya? I don't even know what to say, nagkukulong ako sa cr now dahil gusto ko umiyak, and I can only do that sa shower, gusto ko basagin ung salamin sa cr maglaslas kasi why ang sh*ty ng buhay ko? Do I deserve that? Fk that. Yes pinalamon niya ako nung hindi ko pa kaya palamunin ang sarili ko pero yung sabihan niya ako ng ganon na hindi naman ako nanghihingi sa kanya and I don't care kasi bubuhayin ko ang sarili ko at hindi ko kailangan ng pera niya lunukin niya pa milyones niya.
Kaway sa mga breadwinners dyan. Alam ko ang hirap, sobra hirap pero kaya natin 'to. Pero minsan talaga gusto mo na lang mag give up.
Sorry sa long post. Gusto ko lang talaga maglabas ng sama ng loob.
2024.05.13 04:43 Life_Status4967 forced to study and pursue nursing/nursing
i am currently a g12 ABM student, I really know na nag eexcel ako sa business related subjects, i enjoy it and ito yung way ko to express my creativity. I know some jobs here in the philippines ay kayang magcompensate ng maayos na salary at hindi toxic ang work as what i see sa tita ko na HR
I am forced to study nursing/medtech. Kase daw madali makapunta ng US at malaki ang sweldo, at in demand. Pero i know na ayaw ko talaga mag med, kase takot ako sa dugo, i even hate entering hopitals and nakakakita ng mga tao may skait at naka wheel chair kase nakakapanghina. My dad is the one finacing my studies nasa US, and im scared na maybe he wont finance my studies if hindi ko susundun yung course na gusto niya para sakin. and tinatakot ako na hidni na ako susutentuhan kase hindi ko mabigay s akanya yung gusto ko at masyado daw ako nag ddecide para sa sarili ko
Matagal na nilang plano na kuhanan kami ng visa sa US, i am turning 20 this year, at ang pag ffile ng US visa under your parents is hanggang 21 years old lang.
So hindi rin guaranteed na makakapaunta ako sa US kung pipilitin ako mag nurse. The other option is mag sself petition ako ay kukuha ng working visa.
my stuggle in college doesn’t even end there, even if tapusin ko yung nursing, i have to work in a hospital which i really dont like.
my dad is forcing to take med, kahit ako naman yung mahihirapan sa acads at hindi siya, papasok ako sa trabahong hindi ko gusto.
I currently dont know what to do, alam kong mahina ang loob ko pag dating sa mga medical things, college is hard kahit anong course pa, what more kung hindi mo gusyo yung course na inaaral mo mas lalo kang mabburnt out. sabi niya sakin pag daw natapos ko nursing mag aral nalang daw ulit ako ng business course pero ako na daw magpapaaral sa sarili ko. which is lugi ako, kase why would i waste 4 years ng nursing? what do you think should i do.
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I am forced to study nursing/medtech. Kase daw madali makapunta ng US at malaki ang sweldo, at in demand. Pero i know na ayaw ko talaga mag med, kase takot ako sa dugo, i even hate entering hopitals and nakakakita ng mga tao may skait at naka wheel chair kase nakakapanghina. My dad is the one finacing my studies nasa US, and im scared na maybe he wont finance my studies if hindi ko susundun yung course na gusto niya para sakin. and tinatakot ako na hidni na ako susutentuhan kase hindi ko mabigay s akanya yung gusto ko at masyado daw ako nag ddecide para sa sarili ko
Matagal na nilang plano na kuhanan kami ng visa sa US, i am turning 20 this year, at ang pag ffile ng US visa under your parents is hanggang 21 years old lang.
So hindi rin guaranteed na makakapaunta ako sa US kung pipilitin ako mag nurse. The other option is mag sself petition ako ay kukuha ng working visa.
my stuggle in college doesn’t even end there, even if tapusin ko yung nursing, i have to work in a hospital which i really dont like.
my dad is forcing to take med, kahit ako naman yung mahihirapan sa acads at hindi siya, papasok ako sa trabahong hindi ko gusto.
I currently dont know what to do, alam kong mahina ang loob ko pag dating sa mga medical things, college is hard kahit anong course pa, what more kung hindi mo gusyo yung course na inaaral mo mas lalo kang mabburnt out. sabi niya sakin pag daw natapos ko nursing mag aral nalang daw ulit ako ng business course pero ako na daw magpapaaral sa sarili ko. which is lugi ako, kase why would i waste 4 years ng nursing? what do you think should i do.
2024.05.13 03:42 Chance_Ad_5620 Tinatawanan ako ng family ko dahil gusto ko mag aral ng Law.
Hi, gusto ko lang ishare sa inyo itong rant.
First of all magandang umaga,tbh mabigat sa dibdib yung pakiramdam ko ngayon nalaman ko kasing behind my back pinagtatawanan ako ng sarili kong family about sa plan ko na magaral ng Law. Kung sino pa mismong kapamilya mo sila pa talga ang unang unang nagdodown sayo. My SIL is now a full pledge lawyer with a Law Firm in QC. Yung circle of friends ni utol noon pa man kapag sa umpukan halos maiyak iyak ako sa pang mamaliit nila sa akin porket nag oofice lang ako. Tapos ngayon nalaman nilang nagbabalak ako mag Law imbes na inspirational words matanggap ko kabalitakaran.
As if pang matalino lang ba o pang may kaya lang ba ang mag aral ng Law? Alam ko naman na average student lang ako pero kahit ganun matiyaga ako sa buhay. Right now I cut all my connections with them even sa mga friends grabe tingin nila sa akin bobo ako para sa maging isang lawyer.
I really want to prove them wrong about what they think about me. Kaya kahit anong mangayari di ko na susukuan ito.
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First of all magandang umaga,tbh mabigat sa dibdib yung pakiramdam ko ngayon nalaman ko kasing behind my back pinagtatawanan ako ng sarili kong family about sa plan ko na magaral ng Law. Kung sino pa mismong kapamilya mo sila pa talga ang unang unang nagdodown sayo. My SIL is now a full pledge lawyer with a Law Firm in QC. Yung circle of friends ni utol noon pa man kapag sa umpukan halos maiyak iyak ako sa pang mamaliit nila sa akin porket nag oofice lang ako. Tapos ngayon nalaman nilang nagbabalak ako mag Law imbes na inspirational words matanggap ko kabalitakaran.
As if pang matalino lang ba o pang may kaya lang ba ang mag aral ng Law? Alam ko naman na average student lang ako pero kahit ganun matiyaga ako sa buhay. Right now I cut all my connections with them even sa mga friends grabe tingin nila sa akin bobo ako para sa maging isang lawyer.
I really want to prove them wrong about what they think about me. Kaya kahit anong mangayari di ko na susukuan ito.
2024.05.13 02:46 stanelope pano mo nilalabanan ang iyong insecurities?
- para sa akin gumagawa nalang ako ng mabuti para sa sarili ko.
- kung ano ung kinaya ng income ko maging masaya na sa kasalukuyan. pero di na ngangahulugan na makuntento na ako, kailangan din maggrow. kaya mainam maging concern ka sa kalusugan at mag-exercise at aktibo sa buhay.
- bawasan ang social media at umiwas sa mga kaibigan na mga mapanira. (alak, sigarilyo, sugal, mambabae/manglalaki)
- mahalin ang sariling pamilya kahit gaano pa kagaspang pag uugali nila, wag lang magpapaabuso at matutong magsabi ng "Hindi"
- mag-aral at matutong makisama sa mga taong karapatdapat.
- magshare ng nalalaman at bukal sa kalooban.
- wag mainggit at makipagsabayan sa ibang tao lalo na kung hindi sapat ang iyong kinikita.
- maging totoo sa iyong partner o kaibigan at wag idaan pa sa ibang tao ang iyong saloobin.
- matutong rumespeto sa sarili at sa ibang tao.
- ienjoy ang buhay na hindi nakakasama sa kalusugan.