My wife and I have had a bad marriage and we’ve both made many mistakes. My wife is still not saved nor has an interest in Jesus. She is into new age spirituality and witchcraft.
Anyways, we’ve been separated a couple of times . We still live together but my wife wants a divorce (though she hasn’t filed papers). I made a terrible mistake years ago and cheated on her. I should have left the relationship but didn’t because I was embarrassed to end the marriage after a year. I did it because she still had a strong attachment to her ex, would constantly sexually compare me to him and would constantly text him and ask for his input instead of coming to me when it came to certain personal questions pertaining to our relationship. Doesn’t make what I did right, but at the time due to that and due to her having been physically violent with me in the past because she has other emotional issues —I acted emotionally and basically ended out going out one night after a argument and threw up a big middle finger to her. I felt like due to that and the fact that she also used to do online porn stuff even earlier on in our relationship made me feel like she wasn’t taking the relationship seriously and I wanted a excape for feeling hurt. With the porn thing, I didn’t like it but she begged me to solo stuff online and claimed that she was depressed and it would make her happy. Yeah, I know. I was a doormat then.
Anyways, it started a whole loop. She eventually ended up having sex with her ex later on when we were separated the first time. I did had sex with a girl while we were separated after she told me what she would be doing with her ex and there was nothing I could do to stop it. We have kids. She moved out of state. I didn’t want to get a lawyer involved. She told me the only way she would move back to state with the kids and get back with me is if I allowed an open relationship. I was animatedly against it but desperately wanted her to move back with my kids and figured it would be better than to lose the marriage entirely.
It wasn’t. She had sex with her ex. Literally went to an orgy. Met another friend off of a sex website that she invited over while I wasn’t home that she said she didn’t have sex with but just cuddled and watched a movie naked with. Literally worst time of my life.
I eventually started finding a different partner after a long period and soon after I started with this new partner she suddenly wants to end the open marriage. I agree to shut it down. Honestly, I was falling for the new woman.
Months later I end up messaging her. We end up having an affair for a couple of months. I come clean.
She moves out. But eventually moves back in. She says that she still wants a divorce but made no plans to set it in motion.
She has been living here for over a year now. She and I communicate very little. I’m interested in fixing this but she isn’t much. Since then a lot has happened and I’ve honestly given my life to God and started turning from many of my sinful ways. She seems to have taken the opposite route. She has been into witchcraft for some years now. She is even more than before into new age spirituality. She constantly sneaks off and sometimes doesn’t come home until the morning. One time we got into a big argument about this friend she has from the sex website and her hanging out with him. It blew up and she went into the room. When I went into the room apparently she has snuck out of the window because she wanted to go out so bad.
I know this is all bad. I know I had my part in this. I pray all of the time for God to help me and to show himself to her. If God fixes the marriage he fixes it. Honestly I’m more worried about my kids. I worry if we divorce what type of people will be around my kids. What type of spiritual influences will be around them.
But also, regarding divorce and remarriage am I allowed to remarry? I know the Bible speaks about infidelity being a reason one can divorce. I think you can remarry in that case right? I have committed infedelity but so has she. Does that mean we can both remarry?

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2. A black conservative woman.
3. A Mexican male migrant.
4. A conversative white trans woman
5. A 14 yo girl, who assaulted a boy in her class
6. A queer thief
7. A cis Christian woman
8. A cis Palestinian man
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I am feeling extremely sick with all the bullshit online. I really want to hold a discussion. No room for any BS. Write your answer and explain your reason.
Note: you can also arrange the numbers based on the priority, from ascending to descending order.
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I have had a black moor goldfish and a calico fantail goldfish for almost 3 years now. Their names are Ollie and Ziggy. I also have a very small pleco named Percy, who I have had for closer to 4 years. He is only about 2 inches long. I have had them in a 50 gallon tank, which I know is a bit overcrowded but it's all I could afford.
Anyways, while I was away at college (my parents take care of them while I'm gone. I come home to visit every few weeks), Ollie developed what appeared to be slime coat syndrome. I began treating it as soon as I got home, but it was too late. He passed away 2 days ago and I buried him.
Yesterday morning, I noticed that Ziggy suddenly was showing some of the same signs of slime coat syndrome (I wasn't aware it was contagious) so I continued the treatment that I had started for Ollie. Last night, I went to do the third treatment on the tank and found Ziggy dead. I am heartbroken. All I have left is Percy. I know they're "just fish," but I have had them through some of the toughest years of my life and loved sitting and watching them swim around. I loved taking care of them.
My question now is, what do I do with Percy? He is showing no signs of disease or anything really bothering him. Would it be appropriate to move him into a smaller tank? Again, he is tiny, but I dont know how much of a difference that makes on tank needs. He pretty much just hangs out in his cave all day and occasionally comes out at night to explore and clean the bottom a little bit. What size tank would be appropriate for one 2-inch pleco? I have a spare nano tank (i believe it's 6.5 gallons) and a spare 10 gallon that have nothing in them. I'm not looking to get any more fish as I am fully moving out of my parent's house in a couple of months and don't have space for this huge tank in my apartment. I also don't want my parents to have to take care of extra pets because I left them behind only 2 months after getting them. However, I have talked to my mom and she said that if Percy needs to stay in his current tank, she'd be happy to care for him as she finds him "funny and mysterious." If he can go in a smaller tank, I will likely take him with me. Thoughts?
TL;DR: Both my goldfish died in a span of 2 days, and now I am left with a tiny (2-inch) pleco alone in a 50 gallon tank. Can I move him into a smaller tank?

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Hey guys, frequent lurker of the sub looking to get my first rep.
Currently my only watch and my daily wear is a gen OP 36mm with a black dial on an oyster bracelet, I love it to death. I’ve had it since October 2023.
The three reps I’ve been eyeing up are either : the 37mm 15450 AP with the white dial or a 36mm DJ with a white dial, or a Kermit submariner
My concern with the datejust is that it’ll feel too similar to my OP right now, and my concern with the AP is that I wouldn’t be able to afford this watch in gen so it might look out of place (for context I’m 21M making 100k~ a year in tech) I think the sub makes the most sense as a ‘realistic’ purchase but I just love the 15450 so much lol.
Does anybody have any thoughts / recommendations for any other pieces I might like? Looking for something with a date.
Thanks so much everyone!

I don't think this would count as malicious compliance, but I think I'd be doing my company a favor with it, and somewhat stick it to my bosses who likely would take issue with it. I generally like my job, and my bosses. This is moreso a result of my district manager, let'scall him John. That's not to say I wasn't, at fault. I did in fact fuck things up royally, with no one to blame on certain aspects but myself. A while ago, I wanted to become a key carrier for my store, I thought it'd be nice to earn 25 more cents for every hour at my store, and be a bit more capable. For context, the company uses an online training system we're expected to do at work when we have no customers, or, if it wasn't a station that dealt with customers, just straight up nothing to do. Becoming a key carrier was something you had to go out of your way to find on the training site, and do. Finding and doing it wasn't hard. In fact, I got it done within an hour. I told my general manager, let's call him Matt, the next day that I was looking to be a key carrier, and had already done the online part. I could tell by his look that he was impressed with my taking initiative, but not much came from it. About a month later, Matt finally got me started doing actual in-person training with other key carriers, and seeing as how I could only close on Fridays and Saturdays, it would've been a slow process. At least it should've been. Given how Matt had been cutting back on people's hours, with everyone saying that John was pressuring him to do so, I have reason to believe that John is responsible for how long it took me to actually get started with in-person training. However, I only got 2 weeks until I had to close the store on my own. That was 4 nights worth of learning, and safe to say: I WAS NOT READY. I couldn't remember where I was supposed to look to see how much I was supposed to take out of each register, or how much variance there was. Not helping was how the other 2 people up front were a little new, the guy in the back was a bit lazy, and the 2 of the 4 computers we had to ring people up were crapping out for some reason. Things weren't going smoothly, and I was losing patience as the night went on. Once we closed for the night, I sent 2 of my coworkers home for the night, as we weren't allowed to count registers or safe without at least one other person in the store. The registers ended up being incredibly for the next day, but confusingly to my general manager in training, let's call him Elliott, the deposit that was accurate. He ended up having to scrub through security footage to be sure that I didn't steal any money, which I didn't. The most damning thing I did was forget to ask about actually getting the physical key. This is one area where I am objectively at fault. No denying it. So when the other guy and I left for the night, we locked the front door, put in the alarm code, and made a mad dash for the back door. It was about an hour and a half after we were supposed to have left, and we were very tired, so we didn't bother to make sure the door closed all the way, and just went home. It was just left open, and I am INCREDIBLY lucky that no one snuck in. I showed up the next day and asked just how horribly I fucked up. Elliott calmly said that it was by a lot, but understood that I wasn't entirely at fault. We quickly made a few schedule changes so that a key carrier would be watching over me, ensuring that I actually knew what I was doing. A while later, I would be closing with someone who was previously a key carrier for another company, let's call him Greg, and he is a pretty solid guy. I asked Greg why he wasn't a key carrier for our company, to which he said: "The amount of added duties weren't worth the 25 cent raise. You're pretty much a manager, with all of the overrides you'd get access to, and things you'd be responsible for signing off on, but you aren't called a manager, or payed like one." After seeing me close once he noted how, at least compared to his previous company, the closing process had way more possibilities for mistakes. I don't know just how much better the closing procedures are at Greg's previous company, but I found it noteworthy. What my general manager and district manager might take issue with is my plan to head straight to my store and ensure that any new key carriers were capable. I fully intend to do so for every night they close without another key carrier scheduled until they can confidently do so with me just watching them. I imagine my John and Matt will be taking issue with the fact that I'll be off the clock when helping with closing procedures. My response to that would be: having a key carrier come in for an hour at most for a few nights would be less expensive to the company than the two people already be there for 2 hours longer than they're supposed to be, combined with someone coming in early the next morning to fix whatever mistakes were made, and maybe scrub through footage, for the same amount of nights. Again, I don't think this counts as malicious compliance, but I'd be sticking it to an incompetent boss, and saving the company a bit.

"In the heart of this darkness, the human spirit alit and led the world to peace. The contest between the Surgix and the Arfim had escalated and the Surgix had shown that they were capable of harmful actions equal to those that humans are capable of. The Surgix continued to cause harm to the Arfim until the humans intervened. It is not the fault of the humans that the Surgix refused to cease, and that the humans resorted to eliminating all of the Surgix and dismantling their infrastructure with the use of projected explosive tools they categorize as 'weapons'. The humans obviously hesitated when the Surgix were in orbit to continue the contest. See the evidence that the humans attempted to warn the Surgix that they were being perceived as a threat before they reduced the star fleet to zero." Grand Defender Osowl Fitten described the actions of the humans of Tarnak. To the humans in the courtroom, she looked like some kind of armored sea otter and her setting on the servo preferred to translate her words in the voice of Park Eun-Bin, a human she admired. Her defense relied on showing that the humans had fought humanely and to protect the Arfim from the aggressions of the Surgix.
"In conclusion, I'd like to mention that projections of what the Surgix would have done to the Arfim would result in the extinction of the Arfim, had not the humans intervened. Because the humans do not have the means or the methods that would have resolved this any other way, their only other option would be to step aside and allow the Surgix to continue their campaign against the Arfim. It is not in human nature to stand idle and watch innocents suffer, without feeling compelled to intervene.
We have already accepted human nature, but we have not accepted the human species into Cave Gods And Friends Association. Since humans are not part of our allegiance, should their actions be held to our governing, or to our policies? Should they be required to follow our rules, and also receive no privileges or protections? The humans acted independently, and yet, with the exception of the nature of their actions, the spirit of their efforts does seem to align with our way of doing things."
Osowl Fitten sat down and closed her flax-colored eyes. Behind her the commanders of the human military were seated, wearing their uniforms with chevrons representing their degree of knowledge of warfare, a distinctly human endeavor. Unfortunately, the degree of human warfare so greatly exceeded the nasty business of the Surgix horde, that the result was the swift and efficient eradication of all Surgix equipment, fortifications and the Surgix themselves, who were actually killed by the humans - but only as a last resort when the Arfim refugees were pursued into human territory. Images of the humans firing warning shots and using sound amplifiers with recordings of Surgix in distress to attempt to warn the Surgix before they committed to using harmful actions on them.
When nothing would stop the Surgix advance, the humans were triggered into a state of war, and then they used harmful actions to remove all things Surgix, resulting in a morbid peace, during which the Arfim began to recover and rebuild, with human assistance.
"Ladies and gentlemen, bringers of peace and harmony, esteemed artists, conflict-resolvers, lend to me your attention." The Blue Light Watcher, a species the humans saw as anthropomorphic tarantulas, had a device that instantly spoke in perfect mechanical English, whatever her urticators vibrated. Her name was Exalted Inquisitor Ghox Byle, and like Osowl Fitten, she had an exceptionally successful career.
"Two years ago, the Surgix sued for peace. This is because the humans attacked them on Tarnak IV, the last remaining colony of the Surgix in the Tarnak System. The severity and brutality of this attack must be noted. It does not show any sort of restraint until after the Surgix surrendered. Even after the Surgix had surrendered, individual human soldiers killed Surgix that were trying to surrender. Therefore, despite the description of the Battle of Tarnak and the repelled Surgix Invasion of Tarnak, there was a third, much darker chapter in which the human generals decided to attack the remaining Surgix forces before they could possibly launch a second invasion attempt.
This sort of excessive use of violence is a uniquely human capability. Not even the Surgix were ready to engage humans in this sort of contest. The Surgix have renounced war, disarmed themselves and have applied for membership in Cave Gods And Friends Association. The humans, they don't even want to join, they have said to us that they don't need our guidance, that they are capable of making moral choices on their own. This arrogance, coupled with their extreme capabilities in conflict resolution, should mean that those among us who have made preparations to deal with the humans, should be allowed to utilize those preparations." Exalted Inquisitor Ghox Byle concluded.
Osowl Fitten stood alone in the interrogation suite. The memory of that courtroom moment was considered by the Sunder tribunal. No Cave Gods were summoned, and Osowl had already stated that she found this to be a court-martial, and her compulsory cooperation was only because her friends were held captive.
An artificial human-sounding voice, not too different from a famous K-Pop singer from the twenty-second century of the humans before their ascension spoke disembodied, translated from the Sunder administration's shadow government, on some distant moon in the Basilik system.
"You think the humans are just trying to get help from the Sunder to make new weapons in preparation for a possible invasion by the Unknown. Why wouldn't you consider that we have no recognition of this mythology? We are not as sentimental about superstitions as the Cave Gods, and we will be the judges this time, for once. No Cave Gods will sit there groveling in prayer and meditation trying to make some higher moral decision. It has become tedious."
"You disregard what unites us. Your cowardice is beneath me. Take me to a proper courtroom and we will formally debate this. Where is Eshka Layenna?" Osowl's eyes were bright red and tinted with jagged black veins. She was outraged by the indignity.
"We have decided to dispose of the prisoners on a timeline aligned with the conclusion of these proceedings." The Sunder said, oddly accenting the English, as though the voice preferred another language, and it was just one more layer to the indignations.
"You show them these defenses of mine, then?" Osowl flittered a yellow shimmer across her eyes and fell silent, considering a different approach.
"Well, are you without any argument? This concludes these proceedings." The hidden Sunder spoke.
"You would not consider the thespian nature of our arrest to be sufficient trade, to warrant our expedition a circus, and therefore overturn the verdict?" Osowl asked. "When I leave I will mention these proceeding concluded with such a question. Perhaps you will consider your reputation as ruthful judges to prioritize over the satisfaction of a precedent of victory over human crime won only with this silly court-martial."
"Uh. No. Well. Actually, we have reconsidered. We admit such a question is entered into these proceedings and that we have heard that question."
"And?" Osowl prompted their response, making a prompting coughing noise.
"We have noted the popularity and uniqueness of the Phoenix Hawk's arrival classifies it as a circus, technically. If that is really what you are claiming, and not to buy weapons?"
"I never intended to buy weapons, nor can I confirm that my companions expected to be able to either. Mostly we just wanted to visit and articulate in-character the mythologies you have said are never more than sentiment. Sounds to me like a circus." Osowl had already thought of her words before they asked, and answered with a quickness that assured her veracity was intact.
"In that case, the verdict is overturned. Unbelievable." said the voice of the Sunder.
"One more thing. Since Eshka Layenna is now free, I veto her reparations be in the form of restoring all forms of her authority as an Exalted Inquisitor, that way you aren't embarrassed by these proceedings." Osowl big brained.
"Of course. That makes perfect sense." the voice decided.
Eshka Layenna was released and her authority was restored promptly. She took her seal and issued a command for the research and development of mass-scale plasma shielding that might protect a fleet of ships from bombardment in space and the manufacture of all forms of ammunition on Admiral Jinar's shopping list. This infuriated Administrator Ihanna Kelele, who was obligated to obey the orders.
As they left, the humans asked about Tarnak IV and Tarnac, the home world of the Riftin. It turned out they were coincidentally named very similarly, but the two planets were in different systems and quite distinct. The humans thought this was funny for some reason.
"Historically your species has the most adaptive sense of humor, but I fear the Riftin might give you humans a run for your money?" Osowl attempted, botching it horribly.
"No! - that's just hilarious, a what for our what?" Jinar and her soldier died laughing.

hello ^_^ this is a throwaway acc because ive never actually used reddit before and i'm nervous about people knowing my identity, since the things im going to discuss give me a lot of anxiety. additionally, i'd like to say that if this is not the space to ask this, i completely understand and feel free to remove my post ^^ i just can't stand struggling with myself anymore, and if this isn't the space, could someone maybe direct me to somewhere else where i can discuss?
for the past ~four weeks or so i've been questioning if i'm a system. i completely acknowledge i may not be, but i'm struggling to find disorders that fit my symptoms, and i know the did/osdd spectrum is a varied experience. i am also aware you all are not mental health professionals and cannot diagnose me, nor know exactly what is going on in my head, but i suppose i'm just looking for advice. i'm a minor and currently do not have access to a therapist or mental health professionals. i live in an abusive household, and i have heavily suspected social anxiety and autism. obviously i am not diagnosed, but my experience heavily relates to these two, and people i know who are say its likely i have them. i have several friends who are systems, online and irl, and my partner is also one. ive caught myself sometime.. wondering what its like to be a system, for lack of a better word? sometimes it feels like im mentally glorifying it, which i correct as soon as i notice, because i understand did and osdd id a trauma disorder and can cause so much distress and disorder (hence the name) in someone's life. i've been doing a lot of research but i still feel unsure, and i've also talked to one of my sys friends about my experience, and they also said its possible, but also possible that i'm not. the main issue i have is memory loss. ive struggled with my memory since i was a kid and i always just labelled myself as 'forgetful', but all of my peers have told me its not normal, and the past few months its been really stressing me out. i frequently forget things people tell me, things i say or do, and sometimes why i am somewhere, although i feel that last one is a relatively normal experience; the 'walking into a room then forgetting why you're there' sort of thing. ive caught myself feeling like im on autopilot, lost in my own thoughts and being unaware of my surroundings, which sometimes makes me do nonsensical things until i sort of 'snap back into reality'- i've put salt into the fridge, thrown my tv remote into the garbage, ran into walls or doors or stubbed my toes too many times. sometimes i forget my meals for so long that i end up eating two dinners, then remember the next day that i had two dinners. just recently i made rice. i remember cooking it, and eating it, but the next day my mom asked me why i put the rice into the pots cupboard. i don't remember doing this at all. additionally, i am very very bad at time; i'll think something happened two months ago, then my friend will tell me its been a week. ive always been an extremely emotion-oriented person, so when i act out of the ordinary, i considered it mood swings. i'm a trans guy, so i thought hormones, or maybe its the autism, or maybe its a normal experience, but recently an incident happened where i was talking to my partner in a groupchat with a mutual friend and i told them some very passive aggressive things which i would normally never say and once i had calmed down and apologized for the ordeal i realized i didn't even know why i'd reacted that way. they hadn't done anything at all wrong and one of the main traits i'd say about myself is i rarely every get mad/angry, and when i do, i never express this to the people around me. several of my friends share this sentiment. due to the abuse in my household, sometimes i'll have a mental breakdown and cry for an hour, but then be completely fine afterward. the next day i almost forget the thing that upset me ever happened- meaning like, i know it did happen, and i know it made me upset, but it just doesn't feel like that big of a deal anymore, and i don't feel upset at all. its almost like, emotional amnesia, for lack of a better term. i don't feel any of the emotion i know i felt at all, and sometimes even find it hard to understand why i was upset in the first place. apparently this isn't normal, either.
the big thing that makes me believe maybe its not did or osdd is i don't often disassociate, or maybe i do? i can't really tell.. most of the time i feel its me piloting my body, if that makes sense, but i zone out a lot. something i do struggle with is knowing the world is 'real'; often it feels like im.. in virtual reality, or looking at a painting, or a screen or something, but i'm chronically online (online every moment i physically can be) so i connected it to that. sometimes when it gets late i do things i wouldnt normally do, but i believe thats also quite a general experience- sleep deprivation changing your behaviour. ive dissociated during traumatic events, which is a normal trauma response, but one specific thing i can remember is in.. 7-8th grade, i can't remember which specifically (i'm in tenth now, i'll be in eleventh next year), there was a period of about two weeks where i felt extremely derealized. it felt like i was watching my body move and do things from outside, and it wasn't caused by anything, as far as i know. it just sort of happened.
another thing that makes me think i'm not a system is i dont really hear voices in my head i hear. my own but ive always thought its my own and its like narrating what i think, i guess its never changed unless its like i randomly read what someone said in their own voice or whatever and it doesnt really say anything that im not thinking unless i have intrusive thoughts, although i can sort of.. debate, with myself. but its always felt like me, like im weighing the pros and cons of somethin, or arguing for both perspectives of an issue. i've always tried to be an open minded person and see all sides. i do talk to myself sometimes, but i do it pretty mindlessly. i never thought anything different of it, but maybe its not normal? when i was a kid, i would talk to myself out loud. i also felt lonely and in 4-7th grade i had convinced myself the wind was my friend and that i could control it. i called him 'mr wind'. don't really think this has anything to do with being a system, but some background knowledge, i suppose?
when i first started actually doing research after denying even the possibility of me being a system for ~two weeks, i did try ti communicate with my possible other parts, but i wasnt very successful. i laid down in a dark room and focused on my mind, trying to call out to anyone at all, but all the responses i got only responded after i asked a question, and refused to answer if i myself could not think of a response to the question. for that reason, i believe this was simply myself attempting to come up with a response. i also started keeping a small digital journal, in case they'd prefer to communicate that way, but nothing i havent wrote or remember writing has showed up, either.
in terms of identity, i've been.. somewhat sure of myself? i think i know who i am kind of well, but sometimes i question myself. i don't have anything significant to say on this topic, which is why i didn't bring it up earlier in the post, but i understand identity is a huge part of being a system, which is why it felt important to address somewhere.
im hesitant to talk about this, but in relation to fiction, i don't have many 'kins'. however, there is one character i feel like IS me. i have no idea how to describe it. its just whenever i see him, i feel like he IS me, like we're the same, even though we have practically nothing in common. this character is loud and confident and a perfectionist and im none of those things, quite the opposite, actually. i know this probably isn't evidence but i just find it so weird.
food is a very sensitive topic for me. i am very very picky about food, because certain textures, tastes, etc make me very prone to not liking food, and when i don't like a food i eat i vomit. like many other autistic people, i have "safe" foods, which i typically will always feel comfortable eating. but every once in a while, a food that has been "safe" for years will suddenly taste horrible or have a bad texture and it makes me vomit, which then makes me scared to eat it again. sometimes i try these foods again in the future and they become "safe" once more. i'm not sure if this can be related to being a system, but i thought perhaps it was different alters having different preferences? no idea.
i once had a dream i was a system. it wasn't like, the main focus, i just was, the plot still unfolded as usual. i know dreams are just dreams, but since im mentioning everything ever, i might as well mention this too.
i'm not sure if these can be connected to being a system at all, but i figured maaaaybe they could be, so i'll mention them anyway: feel free to disregard this section if physical symptoms don't apply
-sometimes my knees will randomly feel weak, and like its hard to walk
-sometimes a random wave of heat will wash over me for a few seconds then disappear, this can also be accompanied by ear ringing
-sometimes a certain part of my lip will twitch and no matter how hard i try it won't stop, but it only ever lasts a few minutes
-for the past few days, i've had incessant eye twitching in only my left eye, and similar to my lip no matter how hard i try it won't stop, but its a lot more common than my lip twitched and only started happening recently. i've had the lip twitch for years, but it only happens once a few months. with my eye, although it only lasts short periods like my lip, its been happening multiple times a day. i don't really treat these as part of my 'evidence', just in case, i guess
this is pretty much all of my "evidence", feel free to ask any questions in the comments. my feelings won't be hurt if you say you think i'm not a system. i'm just looking for an honest opinion, because the way i can't remember shit ever is driving me crazy. i feel like i'm faking because i subconsciously "want" to be a system to fit in and better relate to my friends and my partner, and i didn't have suspicions before they brought up how they were, so how weird is that, right? but at the same time, i'm trying to be very very honest in my experiences, because i understand misdiagnosing myself could really damage my mental health. i just don't know anymore. if you believe i'm not a system, could you perhaps point me in the direction of something else my symptoms might fit into? thank you very for your time, and your help if you decide to comment ^-^

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I just day dream about you. I can’t see you I’m not watching. I want to though. I miss you. I’m going to stream thiis summer I hope. Eeeek lol I’m chilling out bc I still just know how I feel. Idk. It’s weird. I’m okay I guess. I’d still run just to you if I could and I think I can. I crying now.. bc it’s just so sweet. 🥹 I care so much. <—— I could go off on those lines. lol
I’ve been talking to some guy that want to just come over and on my computer write the beats after I make the song. (Idk, everyone has their own ways… but I think I can work with whatever at the moment.). Which is cool like, opening my requests has been a good thing bc I’m smart enough to check people out u know..!.!.!.! I’ve had a lot of music talk w peeps hitting me up bc of our mutual friends and they haven’t seen me out before and I gotta go through the motions- asking 1,2,3 out of 25 mutual friends are they cool, are they a crackhead, do they have a home, are they black, jk but I’m pretty smart w it, I think I am anyway. But if there is one thing I’ve learned in the last year and a half it’s nothing is as easy as it seems it’s about to be. Bc if it was…
Anyway, I wish I was just next to you.. at some point… for a while.

I have a Sony UBP-X700. I paid extra to get a modded one that has region free capability (for blu-ray’s, I import sometimes.)
I have a lot of 4K discs from various companies. The Sony works fine, MOST of the time. I’ve had it freeze a few times on multi-layer 4K discs for long movies.
Tonight, the player did something I had never seen it do before. I put in the 4K for The Company of Wolves, it’s a 90min film but the disc apparently has high bitrate or multiple layers. The movie will play for a bit, and then lose signal to the TV completely (black screen) for about 5 seconds, then it comes back. It’ll do this completely randomly, even with the film paused. I’ve never had it do this on any other disc.
Desperate for a solution, I turned off Dolby Vision on the player menu, and now the movie plays fine. However, that’s extremely annoying because the disc is actually graded for DV! So, obviously I’d like to watch and utilize the DV, and should be able to!
What pisses me off is, spending over $250 for a player that can’t perform a task that MOST 4K discs (especially new films) nowadays utilize. And apparently, this is an issue with MOST 4K players! I’m so irritated, I’m almost tempted to get the Panasonic UB820 out of spite alone. That appears to be the gold standard of 4K players, but of course it costs $400+ which is honestly a hard pill to swallow… Ugh!
My gripe is, can anyone explain why we can’t get working 4K players in 2024, that don’t cost so much? Why are there so few players on the market, and the one that seems to do its job well is the most expensive, can’t we just have normal players that work??? Dolby Vision and triple layer discs aren’t a rarity, so why can’t these companies just fix their shit? There are countless blu-ray players that work perfectly, but you spend hundreds on 4K for higher quality, and the players are shabby. Is my only fix to get the Panasonic???

I am genuinely going to break something dude, I have been trying for 3 days straight to fix Black Ops 2 not connecting to the online service on PC. Nothing works, I've only got it to work one time and that was a pure fluke that hasn't been replicated since. I spent $56 on this game and I can't even play it anymore with friends.
Help

I know there will be the typical "it's god tier" or "it's trash" responses, but I'm hoping for more level headed takes.
Is Fairy Tail worth watching?

1. Are the battles rewarding / are they strategic?
2. Do the villains have longevity / clever writing?
3. Does the story build / do lore details matter?
4. Is it a tearjerker? Is it deep?

I've seen it compared to One Piece and Black Clover, I've seen both. One Piece is a solid 9 for me and Black Clover a 7.
My absolute favorites are HxH, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Shiki and Naruto.
Also love Death Note, Bleach, JJK, Chainsaw Man, YYH, Jojo's, Rurouni Kenshin, Samurai Champloo, Cowboy Bebop, Afro Samurai, Gintama and stuff like that. Generally the darker, more psychological or sad stuff, or the very meta clever humor, or deep tricky storylines. I don't mind breezy starts or humble beginnings as the plot builds.
I've seen the first episode and I don't mind the setup, I like this protag and the animation is nice. His power is unique and seems like it could lead to smart fights.
I've seen so many mixed things about this series and I'm curious what the consensus is around here. Long detailed posts are 100% welcome.

I (F19) am 6 DPO (days post ovulation) and have been having intriguing dreams. My husband and I have been trying to conceive for several months. I know I am young, and I ask no one blabber on about it. However my biological clock is ticking, we have our own house vehicles etc, we’re stable and I have wanted to be a mom for as long as I can remember. I have been having odd dreams the last few nights. I am a vivid dreamer and tend to dream every single time I sleep, always remembering most of the dream. I mostly have bad dreams as I have CPTSD. But the last few days have been different. I have had dreams about baby bunnies, baby hamsters, and baby koalas. In the rabbit/hamster dream, I was at some kind of hangout spot of what I can only describe as similar to a secret society, everyone there was very caring and all called eachother family. I was walking with my little cousin who just turned 14 a couple days ago, I have always been very motherly towards him and close, we talk almost everyday. We go down a path where there are real bushes in flower beds but they’re indoors. All the sudden little black baby bunnies start to spring back and forth across the path, ducking in and out of the bushes. My cousin tells me in the dream he hopes I get pregnant soon and I can have “baby bunnies” of my own. We hugged and continued to watch them jump about. The hamster dream took place in this little pizza shop I used to work in. They had renovated the location(they were expecting renovations the year I stopped working there, I’ve never seen them) the lobby area was filled wall to wall with aquarium tanks filled with hamsters. My husband loves hamsters, so we began to look closely at all the tanks and were laughing and giggling like little kids watching them jump around and play. We bend over and peek into one of their little hides and see two hamsters caring for a fresh litter of babies. We talked about how sweet it was to watch the parents of the babies sniff at them and nuzzle them. My husband goes to order our pizza and I turn around and see one singular tank of more baby bunnies. (I am more of a “rabbit” person but in both dreams I called them bunnies, not rabbits) they are huddled all in a pile together, sleeping. I asked an employee where their parents were, as they were obviously too small to be away from their mother. They told me they had none. I began to get very sad for them being motherless, knowing they likely would not survive. I teared up and told the baby bunnies it was all going to be okay and not to be scared. My husband hugged me and we left. The koala dream, I was walking down a dirt path, as if I were in Australia. I’m not sure what I was doing there but as im walking down the trail, several baby koalas fall from the sky into my arms. I catch them and begin to nurture them. Saying the same things I said to the rabbits at the pizza place. Telling them they will be okay, that I’ve got them now and not to worry that I will take care of them. They were in distress, wiggling and squirming about, after I soothed them they calmed and began to snuggle into my chest. What do these dreams mean? Are they any sort of sign maybe this is finally our month? Mothers, what were your dreams like before finding out you were pregnant?

:D=GREAT :)=good :(=bad (quit watching midway)

• [x] One Punch man :D
• [x] Dr. Stone :D Early 2025
• [x] Spy X Family :D
• [x] Attack on Titan :D
• [x] Mashle: muscles and magic :D
• [x] Jujutsu Kaisen :D
• [x] Demon slayer :D
• [x] Shangri-La Frontier :D
• [x] Frieren: Beyond Journey’s End :D
• [x] Yona of the dawn :D
• [x] Naruto :D
• [x] Your Name :D
• [x] The day I became a god :D
• [x] Great Pretender :D
• [x] Death Parade :D
• [x] Hell’s paradise :D
• [x] Hunter x hunter :D
• [x] The Promised Neverland :D
• [x] Violet Evergarden :D
• [x] Your lie in April :D
• [x] Erased :D
• [x] Steins; Gate :D
• [x] A returners magic should be special :)
• [x] A Silent Voice :)
• [x] FullMetal Alchemist :)
• [x] Sword Art Online :)
• [x] Assassination classroom :)
• [x] Danganrompa :)
• [x] Solo leveling :)
• [x] Chainsaw Man :)
• [x] Tengoku Daimakyo :)
  • [ ] One piece :(
  • [ ] My hero Academia :(👎
  • [ ] BOFURI :(
  • [ ] By the Grace of the Gods :(

So I’m trying to to watch love is war but when I put it to watch in Japanese the quality is so bad why? When it’s in English it looks fine but when I switch it to Japanese the quality just drops, even though I have it set to 1080p, also why are the subtitles different from what they are on the CrunchyRoll clips of anime in youtube. Are desktop and mobile versions different, I tried to watch it online but it redirects me to the app

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Introduction: Harnessing Biblical Wisdom for a Positive Life

Positive thinking and visualization are not modern inventions; they are deeply rooted in ancient wisdom, including the teachings found in the Bible. This age-old book is not only a source of spiritual guidance but also a treasure trove of insights on leading a hopeful and optimistic life. Through exploring biblical characters, stories, and verses, we can uncover powerful principles that encourage us to visualize a blessed future and foster positive thinking. Ready to embark on this transformative journey? Let’s dive into the world of the Bible and discover how its timeless wisdom can propel us toward a life filled with faith, hope, and positive action.

The Biblical Foundation of Positive Thinking and Visualization

The Bible is replete with stories and teachings that lay the groundwork for positive thinking and visualization. From the faith of Abraham to the wisdom of Solomon, the scriptures offer ample evidence that visualizing positive outcomes and maintaining an optimistic outlook is central to leading a God-pleasing life. Let’s explore some examples:

• Philippians 4:8 – “Finally, brethren, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is of good repute, if there is any excellence and if anything worthy of praise, dwell on these things.” This verse encapsulates the essence of positive thinking by instructing believers to focus their minds on what is uplifting and praiseworthy.
• Hebrews 11:1 – “Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen.” Here, the Bible stresses the importance of visualization and faith — visualizing what we cannot yet see and trusting God to bring those visions to fruition.
• Proverbs 23:7 – “For as he thinks in his heart, so is he.” This proverb highlights how our thoughts can shape our reality and underscores the power of maintaining a positive, God-centered mindset.

These verses are just the tip of the iceberg, revealing how deeply the Bible embraces the concepts of positive thinking and visualization.

Applying Biblical Principles to Foster Positivity

Embracing positive thinking and visualization in our daily lives can be incredibly empowering. Here are practical ways to apply biblical principles to nurture a positive outlook:

1. Start Your Day with Scripture: Begin each morning by reading and meditating on uplifting Bible verses. Let God’s word set a positive tone for your day.
2. Practice Gratitude: Follow the biblical tradition of giving thanks to God. Keeping a gratitude journal can help shift your focus from what you lack to the abundance of blessings in your life.
3. Visualize Your Faith: Like Abraham, who visualized the stars in the sky as a representation of his future descendants, envision God’s promises coming true in your life. This act of faith can strengthen your trust in God’s plan.
4. Embody Positivity: Reflect God’s love and positivity in your interactions. Encourage others with words of hope and affirmations, just as the apostles uplifted the early Christians through their letters.

Conclusion: Manifesting a Life of Hope and Positivity

The Bible not only encourages us to think positively but also shows us how to visualize and manifest a life aligned with God’s goodness and promises. By integrating biblical wisdom into our daily routines, we can cultivate a mindset that not only benefits us but also blesses those around us. As we reflect on the teachings and stories found in the scriptures, let them inspire us to hold onto faith, to dream boldly, and to walk confidently in the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen.
Ready to embrace the power of positive thinking and visualization in your life? Start today by immersing yourself in biblical wisdom, and watch how it transforms your mindset and your life. Remember, with God, all things are possible to those who believe. Share this journey with others, encouraging them to discover the life-changing power of positive thinking according to the Bible.
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Just A femboy looking for a serious ltr , so I’ll get to the point 🤗. I’m not here for the games , or ghosting . I’m here for something long term. Dating apps don’t work for me sadly.
Located: Texas . Willing to move to another state or have my future partner live with me .
Appearance :
A thick black femboy who loves dressing up sometimes . Height : 5’3. I wear glasses to read manga . My style is mostly goth/casual clothes from mostly anime shirts and chokers.
💙My hobbies:

• Anime : Some of my favorites animes are Tokyo ghoul , Sword Art Online , Yuri on ice , Future Diary, JJK, MHA, Yaoi(Love stage , Sasaki and Miyano)
• Manga : I’ve completed so many mangas from yaoi , Ouran high school host club , berserk , ect .
• Cosplay : I’ve done Pokémon & a Tokyo Ghoul cosplay before .
• Anime cons: I’ve been to at least 11 anime/Comic cons.
• Dueling (Yu-Gi-Oh!)
• Pokémon
• Yaoi
• Pc gaming
• Overwatch. I love this game have over 500 hrs .
• Marvel/DC
• Tv drama : The Vampire Diaries , Supernatural, Buffy The Vampire Slayer, The 100.
• Horror- big fan of tv shows , movies like AHS
• Consoles I have are : Ps5, Nintendo switch , psp, ps vita, Nintendo 3ds , wii, gameboy , ect .

🩷What im looking for in a Relationship🩷

• [ ] Monogamous
• [ ] Single
• [ ] Loyalty
• [ ] Communication
• [ ] No kids
• [ ] Open-minded
• [ ] Common interest : Nerdy (Anime, Games, Star Wars or anything nerdy)
• [ ] Sure on what you want
• [ ] Mature
• [ ] 21+ in age

▶️MY TYPE:
TALL (taller than my own height) , very communicative, masculine(mostly beards and body hair) gamers/anime nerds. These are just preferences not a deal breaker .
✅Ps: for compatibility reasons I’m a 100% bottom.
If you made it this far, please message me an introduction about yourself. This is extremely important as it tells me alot about you and for me to give you a well detailed response. Mostly a name to call you , hobbies, location (state wise) and what you’re looking for . You may send pics in the first message if you may like 😊

To make this more even I broke this up into a few major regions of ethnic background although it takes place in present time. Some races would be heavily underpowered on their own. I know this still doesn't make the fight that fair.
50/50 perfect mixes are banned(not that this really matters but fir example a perfectly half east Asian half European descendant)
The race groups are broken into
1.)sub Saharan african/black-these include those of sub Sharan african descent(Mali Burkina Faso Somalia chad and most of sudan/north Sudan are included). Majority black descendants(many african Americans and caribeans have white blood in them) are included. All of the caribean except the dominican republic, Cuba, and Puerto Rico are included. The only exception is for latinos(will be discussed later) are included as latino. (Trinidadians and west Indians if they are majority black will count).
2.)white-all people of European descent(including those identifying as Irish Bulgarian Icelandic Russian, Georgian, Armenian, Azerbaijani, Greek, italian) and those of the the European part of turkey. Uzbekistan is also included. White identifying and/or ashwekanazi israelis are included. And yes white(mainly british) Americans who consider themselves american are counted.
3.)polynesian+aboriginal oceanic. People of the pacific Islands, aboriginal Australians and tribes from Indonesia and Papua new guinea are included.
4.)latino-people who identify as of South and Central american(despite race) origin, including those in the southwestern US who don't consider themselves native american. This also includes people from Puerto Rico the dominican Republic and Cuba. As long as they have origin from these regions and consider themselves latino they are latino, no matter their racial background.
5.)native american+inuit. This includes those originating in North america(tribes of the now USA and canada(first nation)) along with people of Alaska and the arctic circle.
6.)south and Central asian-this includes people from India Bangladesh Sri Lanka Afghanistan Pakistan Nepal Bhutan Turkmenistan krygzstan and Tajikistan.
7.)east asian-this includes people from China(yes Taiwan is included depending on your political definition) Japan the Koreas Myanmar Thailand Vietnam Laos Cambodia the Philippines mongolia kazahkstan and malaysia.
8.)middle east-this includes people from north Africa, Egypt, the Arabian peninsula, the Asian part of turkey, Iraq and Iran. Not white identifying Israelis are included.
Round 1:
All races have 2 days to prepare. People cannot leave houses during this time. Interracial couples would be teleported to their closest families houses. Online access arms etc are all permitted. Only nukes are banned. People are anti money lusted(can't buy allegiance from person of another race). People can fight over eachothers right to weapons/take them including those in their own organizations. Police and other groups would need to fight over their equipment if need be. All races are intelligently bloodlusted towards eachother. Warships and such are legal as long as their missiles are regulated to not include nukes.countries. different races in countries would have to fight for resources in said countries. Social media is allowed and such albeit races can spy on eachother if they have the means(there could be race only groupchats).
Round 2:same as 1 but all races now can use seafaring boats but cannot use guns and said ships aren't armed. Races can still use knives and such.
Round 3:same as 2 but weapons banned. Only hand to hand, unarmed shios still allowrd for seafaring to battle. Using chemicals or weapons to destroy food sources is banned.
Battle is over when only descendants of one race/group remain.

Demon Gate: Dreamcatcher

1. Setting: Demon Gate: (a dark/ high fantasy campaign)
2. System: Chaos System by Arcanum Syndicate
3. Time/ Day: Saturday 10pm EST till 1 am EST
4. Platforms: Roll20 & Discord
5. Character Classes: Create your own or choose a premade

About the Campaign: It is the Year of the Crow in the 11th Era. You have watched the twin suns set outside the arched window many times ever since you arrived here. The great city known as The Nine Towers. It is a place of powerful and esoteric knowledge, filled with some of the greatest libraries in the north. The city sits on the borderlands of Thead and Kauldane, two northern kingdoms that were once at war long ago. Yet, now, these two countries are united for the sake of power and peace. For not far away are the countries Varagoth, the land of the goblinoids, and Vasgar to the south, where the vatagi dwell... a race of mutants that many call half demons.
Magic is untrusted in this world. Many blame magic and those who use it on the arrival of the Pale Plague. Necromancers, once hired by the empire during the Black Arbitration, were meant to quell this pandemic. Yet, they could not stop it. For the sick were not undead, they were something else entirely. They were not able to be controlled by black magic. Now, the Arbiters have been disbanded, blamed for the disease by the Aticraulian Empire, the very ones that gave them power to stop it. Now, they are hunted down to be burned at the stake. It is true that magic is dangerous, but the elves believe they can control it. They believe that great things lay hidden within its mysterious secrets.
You have come here to some of the finest schools of magic in the northern lands. All manner of species dwell here, living in harmony in their quest for knowledge. You have come to the Academy of Thaumaturgical Investigation to advance your career, gain power, reputation, coin... well, the rest is for you to decide. Not all of you need to be spell casters. We have plenty of jobs for you to do. For we need all the heroes we can get.
Setting and System: We are playing Demon Gate, and the system is the Chaos System. This particular campaign is a mix of dark fantasy and high fantasy. Some of you can play as new students to a school of magic. Where you are learning your skills for the first time. Even those who are not playing caster classes will be training in combat or other skills they will be learning. During the course of the stay, it will become apparent that there is something amiss.
Platform: Roll20 and Discord: If accepted, I will send you a link to my Discord for the game to be set up in a private room. We are using it as a home base and the link to the Roll20 game is there.
Game Time: 10pm EST Bi-weekly every other Saturday until the campaign is complete. The game runs about 2 and a half to 3 hours where we have a hard stop.
GM: I am a GM with many years of experience, but I am fine with beginning players and I am happy to help out. There are character sheets available or you may choose a premade. This is a module I am creating and would love to run you through it as a playtester. If you are okay with it I will use your name or alias in the publication as a playtester. There will be a questionnaire to fill out so I can get to know what style of play you like and a bit about yourself. Please feel free to message me if you have any questions.

I am a teaching assistant. I’ve been 19 for a reasonably short amount of time. I work while taking community college courses, and have $11117 in my savings account from my job (was a sub, am now an assistant and have been one since January. Next month I receive a dollar raise, becoming an assistant means I work daily. I should have more saved after I’ve been paid through the end of this month.) I’m admittedly not positive that this is what I see myself doing for my entire life, but also don’t know what I want to major in and am partly here because it’s supposed to be a learning experience for me.
I have grown up in, and still live in, an area that has a very large white population (and a sizable population of one specific non-white ethnic group that is not black. I am from a place that has a low population of black people.) I am a black woman who is from a low income family, and have grown up in an apartment complex (my parents allow me to live with them and not pay rent, which is what has helped me save my money.) I look: https://www.instagram.com/p/C6IR_UzLjTM/?igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA== and https://www.instagram.com/p/C6z0F4bptE4/?igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA== and https://www.instagram.com/p/C6IW3nlLufV/?igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==
I have noticed, ever since graduating from high school, that I am no longer terribly attracted to white men. I pass average looking white men on the street, and there’s no attraction present. I have felt attraction toward average and above looking black men, particularly those who are dark skinned, although I felt very strong attraction toward a light skinned 1/2 black 1/2 white boy in my senior year of high school (had colored eyes and was commonly considered to be above average/conventionally attractive. I also had a crush on another mixed boy who was slightly above average as a freshman, yet average by the time he was a junior - I was no longer attracted to him after he became average, and also started to dislike him because he had criticized my physical appearance behind my back.) The non-black men I have been attracted to were Mexican/Latino, yet were typically above average (I occasionally feel attraction toward an average looking Mexican/Latino man. Occasionally.) I will admit that I am very specific about what I like. I have found Jake Gyllenhaal attractive (about two years ago I was wildly attracted to him when watching Donnie Darko,) and had a crush on David Bowie in middle school, but think I was more attracted to white men then than I am now. My only boyfriend, two years ago, was black, and was what I think of as average looking. The white men I have typically been attracted to have had blonde hair and blue eyes, but I don’t know why.
I’m introverted. I do have to interact with people because of the nature of my job, but I have no friends. Whenever I am not working, I generally watch television (as of right now, that has typically been “Laverne and Shirley” and “twilight zone” - I’ve actually been marathoning twilight zone every year since I was about 11 or 12 ever since my middle school science teacher turned on two episodes, “eye of the beholder” and “number 12 looks just like you” for our class. I’ve always wanted to introduce a group of youth to the series in that manner, because I remember that it actually got me hooked on the series.)
Black men in my area typically take out and prefer white women, or otherwise seem to be colorists. In high school, I remember that black boys specifically dating white girls was a “thing.” I don’t really tend to receive attention in my area, I have not received any attention this year. However, I also recall that the lighter skinned girls who looked mixed (1/2 black 1/2 white) didn’t struggle to date even if they were average, whereas it seemed that the darker skinned girls who weren’t above average were undeniably having a much harder time.
My mother was above average at some point in her life (always average without makeup, which is the case for most women,) average throughout my childhood because she gradually became overweight, and would now likely commonly be considered a little below average (in part due to things such as colorism yet also because she has always smoked cigarettes and has gained a lot of weight whilst never leaving the apartment so she is unhealthy looking now.)
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