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Here is the recap of the 10 monetized posts from Kylea and Joseph "Joe" Gomez of Kylea G Weight loss Journey on 05/15/24.
"Indecisive people are the most troublesome and frustrating type of persons." Kilroy J. Oldster
⚠️ Compulsive Buying Disorder (CBD) aka shopping addiction, Death, Domestic Violence, Disordered Eating, Gaslighting, Illness, and Religion will be discussed
Disclaimers: I am not a physician, influencer, or paid content creator. I am not affiliated with WW. I am semi-retired from the healthcare field with multiple college degrees. These opinions are my own based on social media content. I wish no harm to Kylea or Joe Gomez.
☎️ If you or someone you know is struggling or in crisis, please call or text 988 for assistance.
☎️ National Domestic Violence Helpline: Confidential Help is available 24/7 at 1-800-799-7233. Or text START to 88788.
https://www.thehotline.org/identify-abuse/power-and-control/
The tagline of Kylea G Weight loss Journey is, "I changed my life with prayer and a playlist of songs. No surgery, no meds. Just Jesus."
DAILY STATS 05/15/24:
0/10 posts discussed prayer
0/10 discussed music
2/10 discussed extra walking from sightseeing
0/10 shared a recipe
5/10 were about something Kylea ate or drank
1/10 was about 2 bandanas for Birdie
1/10 was about the weather
1/10 "Joe" posted about Arby's Kylea had delivered to the apartment
📢 For our friends at Meta, that means 30% of her monetized content had nothing to do with weight loss, which is the tagline and purpose of her page.
⚠️ Disordered Eating- Daily WW Points Used (Data compiled from monetized content):
1-2 WW Points?: Warm latte with almond milk, sugar free vanilla, and monkfruit. 🚨 No sugar-free options are available at the Parakeet Cafe. Per their website, only house-made organic vanilla syrup is available. Kylea did not list the WW points for this beverage. 🤔
0 WW Points: FOUR scrambled eggs, fresh berries, and water
0 WW Points: Fresh Pressed Juice 🚨 Kylea does not count points for this but the WW website counts blended and pressed juices as points.
0 WW Points: Southwest salad with chicken, corn, blackbeans, and salsa
7 WW Points: Poppi Root Beer, fresh pineapple, and a Quest Coconutty Caramel Bar with Almonds
📢 For our friends at Meta, that means Kylea consumed 8-9 out of (up to) 30 daily WW points in maintenance mode= Disordered Eating. This is dangerous messaging for her 140k+ followers on a weight loss journey. Please follow your policies on eating disorders and take action.
Recipes Shared: ZERO
🚨 Please speak with a medical professional about any questions or concerns you have about your health.
Comments: Kylea stopped showing the food and beverages her sister consumed today. Her sister is physically active, appears to practice moderation in eating with a more diverse palate. I think Kylea did not appreciate the praise her sister was receiving and it made Kylea's Disordered Eating more apparent to followers.
Most posts were edited 3+ times (a few rapidfire edits then multiple hours later.)

1. "Starting our day with a 30 minute walk to breakfast.👟 We wanted to explore as much as possible with our own two feet and that's exactly what we are doing!! The girl that showed up on July 5th of 2021 is so proud! 💖"

⏸️ People that have walked daily to a playlist for almost 3 years, should not make a BIG deal about walking 30 minutes.

1. Kylea spent approx. $34 on 2 more bandanas for Birdie at the Farmers Market.
   
2. Parakeet Cafe: Kylea was charmed by this Cafe and said, "I sat here enjoying my coffee and thinking of my grams. All the birds remind me of her 💖 ☕️"
   

⏸️ May Grams RIP. 🙏 To her family and friends, I am sorry that Kylea repeatedly monetizes her death.

1. Morning Glory for Breakfast: A large bowl of 4 scrambled eggs and berries are shown.

⏸️ This was not a choice on the online menu. To fear food in a wonderful culinary destination, like San Diego, is sad. Kylea needs medical care. ☮️

1. San Diego Zoo: "I've done a lot of walking here so I'm so thankful for my improved health. God is so good! 💖"

⏸️ Kylea does not look well in the picture. I feel her body is not used to this level of outside activity.

1. Fresh Pressed Juice: Kylea posts a green fresh pressed juice from the Farmers Market. The Reddit theory is that this stop occurred before breakfast and she waited to post it, since she had just consumed a latte.
   
2. "Joe" Posted about Arby's: "My wife is the best! She sent me one of my favorite meals for dinner tonight and enough for me to have for lunch tomorrow. I love the roast beef sandwich from Arby's! ❤️"
   

⏸️ Please see the link above on power and control in Domestic Violence. Why was Joe unable to purchase Arby's on his own? Why was it delivered? Why the goofy pictures of him holding the food bag? Although I realize "his" posts boost "her" engagement, fast food is triggering for those on a weight loss journey. Meta, please take action.

1. Southwest Salad: Kylea dined at an unnamed restaurant. "I tend to eat chicken, eggs, veggies, and fruit while on vacay because it is what I like the most! 💖"

⏸️ Kylea needs help for her Disordered Eating.

1. Post-Dinner Snacks: "Having some snacks after a long day of a lot of walking! 👟 I've never tried the poppi before or the quest candy bar and they are both SO good!! I got 12 grams of protein in while eating that quest candy bar and it was amazing!!!"

⏸️ That's right...her only WW points from food was a "candy bar" today and it was "SO good" and "amazing!!!" This is gaslighting. Food is fuel. Green beans and brownies are the same...The iced cookie cake was "fine," remember? 🤔

1. She's cold: This travel blogger must not have checked the weather for her backpack trip. "I packed a sweatshirt just in case and it turns out I'm probably going to be wearing it the entire time because I'm so cold."

Takeout: Parakeet Cafe latte= $6.50 est + tip; Unknown beverage for sister= $6.50 est + tip; Morning Glory for KG= $20 est + tip; Unknown bfast for sister= $20 est + tip; Juice Hut pressed juice= $10 + tip; Unknown beverage for sister= $10 est + tip; Arby's delivery for Joe= $25 est + fees; Unknown restaurant for dinner (Southwest Salad) for KG= $15 est + tip; Unknown dinner for sister= $15 est + tip; Poppi, Quest Bar & Fresh Pineapple= $10 est
Shopping/Travel Expenses: Unknown Accommodations= $120 est + fees; Airport Parking (up to 50% off with prebook)= $16 est; Barks & Crafts Dog Bandanas= $34 est; Go City Pass 3 days for 2 Adults= $488;
All info from Reddit. ✌️

I'm only 20. I've dealt with depression, anxiety, sensory issues, and other adjacent stuff for over a decade, if not more.
I'm in therapy, on medication, I have friends and hobbies... But I have no future. All of the things I'm interested in don't pay well. I've got work experience, but none in the fields I'm interested in or good at (writing/typing). I'm writing a book and it needs to be edited but I'm almost finished and that scares me. The publishing industry is a nightmare from what I've seen, and a lot of it seems like right-place right-time. I'm terrified that once I'm done if it'll even get published. And if it does, I'm terrified if it won't make me happy, let alone bring in income enough to survive.
I live in a small town, and would love to move someday-- but I'm terrified. My social anxiety is horrendous. I can function enough, but if I had a choice I'd stay inside consistently. I'm making income right now from Live2D commissions, but it's not a feasible job for the future. I live with my parents, and I love them both dearly. I've lost 3 family members one after the other, my grandfather's dementia is getting worse by the day, and I'm so tired of waiting for the other shoe to drop all the time. I was born later, so my parents are grandparent-aged comparatively to others my age. There's been some recent health scares.
I love my cat more than anything. But I know she's getting older, too. I think when I lose her, I might go with her.
Realistically speaking, I don't have a future set up for me besides one filled with unemployment and grief. I'm so tired of being sad all the time. The clock only keeps ticking. 21, 22, 23...
I know I'm young. God, I think 30 is still young. But expectations from the outside creep in, and the more birthdays that past the more worried I get. I don't have any goals for the future. I don't have anything I desperately want to do, I don't care about having a s/o (possibly ace? I don't know), I just want to be able to live. I know I need my independence, but my parents are only getting older and I'm an only-child. I don't know what I'll do if they die. I don't want to be a burden on them. I don't want to be 40 and stuck at home because I'm a terrified failure with no motivation or hope for anything.
My parents are fine with me staying at home, so for right now I'm stable. I don't know what to do. I didn't think I'd make it past 18. I feel like I'm too soft for this world. I don't think I'm meant to stay here. I don't want to be a burden on anyone, especially not my family. Every day that passes I grow more scared. I think if I can't make writing work out I'm genuinely thinking about OD'ing. At least then I'll know my future.
I'm the happiest I've ever been, and I'm still considering suicide as a choice for me. I'm so tired of being sad all the time. I'm so tired of this anxiousness that never goes away. I don't know what to do anymore. What do I even do? How can I feel that everyone has a right to just exist, but feel that if I'm not useful I should be killed off? My parents wanted me so badly, and that hurts even more. The pain of being alive and wanted but being a disappointment or burden seems less preferable than ending things soon and making it easier on them in the long run.
I don't know what to do but wait until some pills in the cabinet look like a good option.

I'm in the process of consolidating a multi-server SCCM infrastructure to one main server. Closing in on being done, but the DP role on the main server absolutely refuses to function even with extensive troubleshooting by myself and Microsoft support. Wondering if anyone can provide any insight. I've been working on this for roughly 2 months and it's still currently busted.
Main issue:
We are not able to install any apps from the new DP. Software Center shows 0% downloaded. The installer MSI file is not present in the client’s ccmcache folder.
A recap:
Original main site physical server had disk issues, which prompted a conversion to VM.
Original config had 2 site servers set up in high availability config.
We removed the HA setup and decommed the secondary site server.
We did a site backup and restore to a new VM with the same name for the main site server.
When trying to enable the DP role on the main server, Distribution Point was not an available role to be added in the GUI.
Content Library had been located on an external server. We used the UI tool to move it to a local disk and originally set the path to: \\SCCM01\d$\SCCMContentLib.
It was determined this was incorrect so we used the UI tool again to relocate to D:\SCCMContentLib instead of \\SCCM01\d$\SCCMContentLib.
The share SCCMContentLib$ was not present. I manually created the share.
After these changes, the DP role was now an available role to be added. Installed DP role.
At this point we found the DP role does not work.
Related contents of client C:\Windows\ccm\logs\DataTransferService.log:
[CCMHTTP] ERROR: URL=http://SCCM01.companydomain.com:80/SMS\_DP\_SMSPKG$/Content\_39008f74-1bb4-4a6f-92c3-3d0a6e3c358b.1, Port=80, Options=1248, Code=0, Text=CCM_E_BAD_HTTP_STATUS_CODE
[CCMHTTP] ERROR INFO: StatusCode=404 StatusText=Not Found
Raising event: instance of CCM_CcmHttp_Status
{

ClientID = "GUID:X-X-X-X-X"; DateTime = "20240516212750.464000+000"; HostName = "SCCM01.companydomain.com"; HRESULT = "0x87d0027e"; ProcessID = 1240; StatusCode = 404; ThreadID = 18092; 

};
Successfully queued event on HTTP/HTTPS failure for server 'SCCM01.companydomain.com'.
GetDirectoryList_HTTP Error sending DAV request. HTTP code 404, status 'Not Found'
Download timeout has met. DTS job {09AE46CC-A5F2-4A6E-B722-E4B99B06A980} will quit.
GetDirectoryList_HTTP GetDirectoryList_HTTP('http://SCCM01.companydomain.com:80/SMS\_DP\_SMSPKG$/Content\_39008f74-1bb4-4a6f-92c3-3d0a6e3c358b.1') failed with code 0x800705b4.
DTSJob({09AE46CC-A5F2-4A6E-B722-E4B99B06A980}):CDTSJob::ProcessManifestCallback - Error retrieving manifest (0x800705b4).
UpdateURLWithTransportSettings(): OLD URL - https://SCCM01.companydomain.com/CCMTOKENAUTH\_SMS\_DP\_SMSPKG$/Content\_39008f74-1bb4-4a6f-92c3-3d0a6e3c358b.1
UpdateURLWithTransportSettings(): NEW URL - https://SCCM01.companydomain.com:443/CCMTOKENAUTH\_SMS\_DP\_SMSPKG$/Content\_39008f74-1bb4-4a6f-92c3-3d0a6e3c358b.1
DTSJob({09AE46CC-A5F2-4A6E-B722-E4B99B06A980}):CDTSJob::ModifySource - switched to location 'https://SCCM01.companydomain.com:443/CCMTOKENAUTH\_SMS\_DP\_SMSPKG$/Content\_39008f74-1bb4-4a6f-92c3-3d0a6e3c358b.1'.
[CCMHTTP] ERROR: URL=https://SCCM01.companydomain.com:443/CCMTOKENAUTH\_SMS\_DP\_SMSPKG$/Content\_39008f74-1bb4-4a6f-92c3-3d0a6e3c358b.1, Port=443, Options=1248, Code=0, Text=CCM_E_BAD_HTTP_STATUS_CODE
[CCMHTTP] ERROR INFO: StatusCode=404 StatusText=
Raising event:
instance of CCM_CcmHttp_Status
{

ClientID = "GUID:X-X-X-X-X"; DateTime = "20240516212750.869000+000"; HostName = "SCCM01.companydomain.com"; HRESULT = "0x87d0027e"; ProcessID = 1240; StatusCode = 404; ThreadID = 18092; 

};
Successfully queued event on HTTP/HTTPS failure for server 'SCCM01.companydomain.com'.
GetDirectoryList_HTTP Error sending DAV request. HTTP code 404, status ''
Download timeout has met. DTS job {09AE46CC-A5F2-4A6E-B722-E4B99B06A980} will quit.
GetDirectoryList_HTTP GetDirectoryList_HTTP('https://SCCM01.companydomain.com:443/CCMTOKENAUTH\_SMS\_DP\_SMSPKG$/Content\_39008f74-1bb4-4a6f-92c3-3d0a6e3c358b.1') failed with code 0x800705b4.
DTSJob({09AE46CC-A5F2-4A6E-B722-E4B99B06A980}):CDTSJob::ProcessManifestCallback - Error retrieving manifest (0x800705b4).
DTSJob({09AE46CC-A5F2-4A6E-B722-E4B99B06A980}): state changing from 'DownloadingManifest' to state 'Suspended'.
[CCMHTTP] ERROR: URL=http://SCCM01.companydomain.com:80/SMS\_DP\_SMSPKG$/Content\_39008f74-1bb4-4a6f-92c3-3d0a6e3c358b.1, Port=80, Options=1248, Code=0, Text=CCM_E_BAD_HTTP_STATUS_CODE
[CCMHTTP] ERROR INFO: StatusCode=404 StatusText=Not Found
Raising event: instance of CCM_CcmHttp_Status
{

ClientID = "GUID:X-X-X-X-X"; DateTime = "20240516214246.989000+000"; HostName = "SCCM01.companydomain.com"; HRESULT = "0x87d0027e"; ProcessID = 1240; StatusCode = 404; ThreadID = 4164; 

};
Successfully queued event on HTTP/HTTPS failure for server 'SCCM01.companydomain.com'.
GetDirectoryList_HTTP Error sending DAV request. HTTP code 404, status 'Not Found'
Download timeout has met. DTS job {09AE46CC-A5F2-4A6E-B722-E4B99B06A980} will quit.
GetDirectoryList_HTTP GetDirectoryList_HTTP('http://SCCM01.companydomain.com:80/SMS\_DP\_SMSPKG$/Content\_39008f74-1bb4-4a6f-92c3-3d0a6e3c358b.1') failed with code 0x800705b4.
DTSJob({09AE46CC-A5F2-4A6E-B722-E4B99B06A980}):CDTSJob::ProcessManifestCallback - Error retrieving manifest (0x800705b4).
Corresponding IIS log entries:
2024-05-16 22:15:48 192.168.1.5 PROPFIND /SMS_DP_SMSPKG$/Content_39008f74-1bb4-4a6f-92c3-3d0a6e3c358b.1 - 80 - 192.168.1.15 SMS+CCM+5.0 - 401 2 5 8
2024-05-16 22:15:48 192.168.1.5 PROPFIND /SMS_DP_SMSPKG$/Content_39008f74-1bb4-4a6f-92c3-3d0a6e3c358b.1 - 80 COMPANYDOMAIN\CLIENTCOMPUTER5$ 192.168.1.15 SMS+CCM+5.0 - 404 0 0 22
2024-05-16 22:15:48 192.168.1.5 CCM_POST /ccm_system/request - 80 - 192.168.1.15 ccmhttp - 200 0 0 46
2024-05-16 22:15:48 192.168.1.5 POST /SMS_FSP/.sms_fsp - 80 - 192.168.1.15 ccmhttp - 200 0 0 12
2024-05-16 22:15:48 192.168.1.5 PROPFIND /CCMTOKENAUTH_SMS_DP_SMSPKG$/Content_39008f74-1bb4-4a6f-92c3-3d0a6e3c358b.1 - 443 - 192.168.1.15 SMS+CCM+5.0 - 404 0 0 23
2024-05-16 22:15:48 192.168.1.5 PROPFIND /SMS_DP_SMSPKG$/Content_39008f74-1bb4-4a6f-92c3-3d0a6e3c358b.1 - 80 - 192.168.1.15 SMS+CCM+5.0 - 401 2 5 4
2024-05-16 22:15:48 192.168.1.5 PROPFIND /SMS_DP_SMSPKG$/Content_39008f74-1bb4-4a6f-92c3-3d0a6e3c358b.1 - 80 COMPANYDOMAIN\CLIENTCOMPUTER5$ 192.168.1.15 SMS+CCM+5.0 - 404 0 0 23
2024-05-16 22:15:48 192.168.1.5 POST /SMS_FSP/.sms_fsp - 80 - 192.168.1.15 ccmhttp - 200 0 0 13

I’m a 21 y/o F and I have an extreme feaanxiety of getting a physical examination. I’m specifically worried about finding out something’s wrong, particularly in regards to the urinalysis, BP, or blood test. I am scared about the possibility of having elevated glucose levels or high cholesterol. The thought of going makes my blood pressure rise, stomach churn, and I will not be able to focus on anything else until the appointment is over.
This has caused lots of problems for me because there are jobs that I want to get but most of them require medical clearance and a physical examination. I’ve been putting off applying, and have already rejected an internship, solely based on the fact that I would need to get a physical examination done.
The last time I had an appointment was when I was 18 years old. Everything went fine, but I’m worried that somehow, in the span of 3 years, something might have gone wrong, especially bc I’ve been eating a lot of crap lately.
My fear is eating me up alive. Does anyone feel the same way?

I pursued a career as a firefighteEMT directly after highschool and was able to secure a full time career, I quickly realized that this Job did not align with my long term goals for what I wanted. I never felt like I fully fit in with my Coworkers, as well as experiencing occasional blatant disrespect due to me being neweyounger. I understood that this was a part of the culture for this industry and kept my head down and continued to focus on my Job. I never was disrespectful back or reacted to the occasional disrespect. I genuinely enjoyed the aspect of my job where I could make a difference and help people on an everyday basis but the culture combined with the brutal nature of the job made me feel isolated. I never felt like I had the ability to talk to anybody about how I felt after “Bad Calls” and I didnt feel that any of my family or friends outside of work could understand how certain “Bad Calls” were affecting me. One call in particular that left me feeling isolated and questioning if I even wanted to stay in this career was a self-inflicted gunshot wound to the head of a man I found inside of his bedroom where we had to console his grieving wife. I buried those feelings deep inside due to the fact that I didn't want to burden my family or friends with such information because what could they even say or do to help me? I experienced countless more events like this where I kept them to myself until eventually I couldn't take it anymore. I eventually started taking Online college classes for a degree in Construction Management due to the fact that I was interested in working for myself as a general contractor and would like to have the degree as a backup and wanted to quickly find a lateral move out of my career for my own mental health's sake. I lasted for a little over a year when I eventually quit and began to try this entrepreneurial route that I am pursuing right now. I can only see myself working for myself within Construction/General contracting and can't ever really see myself wanting to pursue an official construction manager role for a company, Id still like to have a college degree for my own accomplishment/to always have that peace of mind for a backup but this has brought doubts as to whether or not I should continue to study Construction Management. My other interests for backups include Finance, something intellectually stimulating regarding problem solving and maybe something where I'd have more autonomy over my own schedule/possibly remote. Potential degrees I've looked at include Economics, Finance, Mathematics, Physics because of the wide versatility they all have. I know this post has been one big rant and I really just needed somewhere I could get this off my chest and get unbiased life advice. If you've made it this far into my post and have Life Advice for me I'd greatly appreciate it.

I pursued a career as a firefighteEMT directly after high school and was able to secure a full time career, I quickly realized that this Job did not align with my long term goals for what I wanted. I never felt like I fully fit in with my Coworkers, as well as experiencing occasional blatant disrespect due to me being neweyounger. I understood that this was a part of the culture for this industry and kept my head down and continued to focus on my Job. I never was disrespectful back or reacted to the occasional disrespect. I genuinely enjoyed the aspect of my job where I could make a difference and help people on an everyday basis but the culture combined with the brutal nature of the job made me feel isolated. I never felt like I had the ability to talk to anybody about how I felt after “Bad Calls” and I didnt feel that any of my family or friends outside of work could understand how certain “Bad Calls” were affecting me. One call in particular that left me feeling isolated and questioning if I even wanted to stay in this career was a self-inflicted gunshot wound to the head of a man I found inside of his bedroom where we had to console his grieving wife. I buried those feelings deep inside due to the fact that I didn't want to burden my family or friends with such information because what could they even say or do to help me? I experienced countless more events like this where I kept them to myself until eventually I couldn't take it anymore. I eventually started taking Online college classes for a degree in Construction Management due to the fact that I was interested in working for myself as a general contractor and would like to have the degree as a backup and wanted to quickly find a lateral move out of my career for my own mental health's sake. I lasted for a little over a year when I eventually quit and began to try this entrepreneurial route that I am pursuing right now. I can only see myself working for myself within Construction/General contracting and can't ever really see myself wanting to pursue an official construction manager role for a company, Id still like to have a college degree for my own accomplishment/to always have that peace of mind for a backup but this has brought doubts as to whether or not I should continue to study Construction Management. My other interests for backups include Finance, something intellectually stimulating regarding problem solving and maybe something where I'd have more autonomy over my own schedule/possibly remote. Potential degrees I've looked at include Economics, Finance, Mathematics, Physics because of the wide versatility they all have. I know this post has been one big rant and I really just needed somewhere I could get this off my chest and get unbiased life advice. If you've made it this far into my post and have Life Advice for me I'd greatly appreciate it.

This will probably be long winded so apologies in advance. TW: partner relapse
My partner 30m(PA/Love Addict) is in recovery and has been going to meetings for several years and is quite dedicated to his sobriety from what I've (32f) seen but he's also become increasingly controlling in what seems to be every facet of my life he can sink his teeth into and I feel like this weekend it has reached a new level of red flag alert.
Backstory- We've been dating for a little over a year and I knew before our first date that he identified as a SA because I shared upfront that I was a recovering alcoholic w 2y sobriety; I never saw his addiction as a hinderance rather a minor inconvenience and a bit ironic as I had been involved in the world of FSSW for 8y and currently a stripper going on 6y. I'm sure you can smell the toxicity forming from whereever you're reading now..
We had some pretty heated convos and runins with his addiction last year and eventually broke up for several months in late 2023. Took some space and ultimately we decided to give it another shot in Feb 2024. Except he introduced an ultimatum/condition that I somehow became complicit in, despite mentioning it was an absolute no go for me initially. He said it was his "boundary' that he could not progress further in our relationship given my status as a stripper working in the club. We made plans to move in by May and I took into account the months of couples counseling we've been attending, hoping that would help ease the transition and give us time to work out some kinks. So, the ultimatum- he will not move in with me and commit to me long term if I do not stop working in the strip club (I made the decision to stop doing FS several months into our relationship last year so that isn't an issue). When I agreed to this proposal, I was already missing a lot of work due to chronic back pain and nerve damage from dancing for so long/not conditioning well enough, etc and knew I wanted to eventually transition into a more fulfilling and engaging work environment, something more aligned with me and my interests/education. No biggie I thought, just a hopeless romantic trusting in love that became convinced it's normal to meet a partner that can't handle their partner being a dancer as I've seen it so often with my coworkers. Anyhow, the ultimatum became a huge source of contention as I realized I wasn't ready to quit by our May move in date; I had been avoiding work altogether and depleted my emergency savings because he said by me going to work at the strip club is me choosing to engage in my addiction and middle circle- he is adamant I have a sex addiction and pushes on this often. I don't deny I have a dysfunctional relationship to sex and intimacy but I've been in trauma, talk, emdr therapy, etc for over a decade with various providers and have overcome an extensive amount of my trauma that has led to seeking validation via promiscuity. I digress, as an alcoholic that has 7+ cumulative years sober in my adult life, I do understand addiction, which always feels dismissed or discounted. He thinks I'm in denial and it sparks a whole separate issue.
Blah blah blah I could go on and on. Flash forward this weekend... Our first week moving in together. It's been an emotionally taxing few months between me incessantly looking to find a job to no avail, interviewing and submitting applications for hours a day on top of co-parenting my toddler with her bio dad, and feeling like I am constantly having to make myself available to cater to my partners emotional insecurity. Anyway, I flew out of town a few days ago to spend the weekend with my family and first mother's day with my mom and kiddo and he relapses the first night I'm gone. Not some two second middle circle engagement but full on masturbation/completion which is inner circle and something I've only known him to do one other time last year while we were dating. The nature of material and content consumer is what has me infuriated, feeling violated, beyond betrayed, fetishized, and secretly hated. When I tried to express this, he said I was shaming him and taking advantage of the vulnerability and honesty he's shared with me and it was essentially an entire day of screening texts from him that were hurtful and hateful and eventually ended on how he feels isolated and alone and disrespected bc I don't see him as a dad and the list goes on and on and on and on. Seriously I can't remember a day, much less an hour where I wasn't being criticized for saying something, believing something, doing something, feeling something that doesn't resonate with his worldview. He intellectualizes everything and he uses his intelligence to nitpick and debate until I am drained.
So back to the issue at hand- the nature of the material was forums where sex worker johns/tricks were discussing what it's like to be with sw providers and stripper porn vids so I'm like ............. Can you not see how this is completely deranged on some level? The level of control and manipulation to get me out of the club... He even went as far as to tell me how he was thinking about frequenting one of the strip clubs or picking up a destitute worker off the street as I'm out of town. With my daughter, for mother's day, hours before he relapsed. Something more alarming is that he fails to see much of a difference with this than other types of vids, etc even though it is extremely personal now (no this was not his go to before and he disclosed it was a new development as of this month). With this failure to hold himself accountable he just keeps asking me to inform him how it hurts and go into detail after detail so he can understand better. At this point a part of me feels like he enjoys hearing how it affects me so detrimentally as he often gets turned on after I am vulnerable with him.
I just don't know where to go from here. I told him I have made other temporary living accommodations since this transpired so quickly after moving in together. I'm torn bc a part of me wants to continue working on our relationship and build a future together. But another part of me knows that being alone and a little unhappy occasionally is a lot more manageable and desirable than being in a relationship and miserable with someone else that fails to see the very real pressure and angst being applied. The emotional and mental load it's taken has seriously decreased my ability to feel much on any given day aside from resentment, sadness, and fits of anger. I feel very alone and confused as to how to proceed and genuinely want to know how worth it is to other women that have gone through similar experiences, whether on not investing into someone like that pays off or if it's just a dead end with more trauma to overcome for myself eventually. Not to mention he told me I was getting fat on mother's day. For reference, I am 5'7 and 128 lbs currently. I will deflect and joke that my looks are the only thing I'm not self conscious about considering I get paid for them so IDC. Even though this has continually come up for months now that I haven't stuck to my continuous pole regimen, I've been dealing with back spasms, and just trying to exist as a single mom transitioning into a new career, having my own hobbies, etc.
I guess I want to post this to hold accountability for myself and have some of my concerns validated bc I do get wrapped up in the promises and emotional intimacy we share. I know I have a tendency to be codependent and am working on breaking this cycle but I guess that's why I'm also finding myself back at this point of sink or swim and just disappointed I believed in the bigger picture we painted together.

I pursued a career as a firefighteEMT directly after high school and was able to secure a full time career, I quickly realized that this Job did not align with my long term goals for what I wanted. I never felt like I fully fit in with my Coworkers, as well as experiencing occasional blatant disrespect due to me being neweyounger. I understood that this was a part of the culture for this industry and kept my head down and continued to focus on my Job. I never was disrespectful back or reacted to the occasional disrespect. I genuinely enjoyed the aspect of my job where I could make a difference and help people on an everyday basis but the culture combined with the brutal nature of the job made me feel isolated. I never felt like I had the ability to talk to anybody about how I felt after “Bad Calls” and I didnt feel that any of my family or friends outside of work could understand how certain “Bad Calls” were affecting me. One call in particular that left me feeling isolated and questioning if I even wanted to stay in this career was a self-inflicted gunshot wound to the head of a man I found inside of his bedroom where we had to console his grieving wife. I buried those feelings deep inside due to the fact that I didn't want to burden my family or friends with such information because what could they even say or do to help me? I experienced countless more events like this where I kept them to myself until eventually I couldn't take it anymore. I eventually started taking Online college classes for a degree in Construction Management due to the fact that I was interested in working for myself as a general contractor and would like to have the degree as a backup and wanted to quickly find a lateral move out of my career for my own mental health's sake. I lasted for a little over a year when I eventually quit and began to try this entrepreneurial route that I am pursuing right now. I can only see myself working for myself within Construction/General contracting and can't ever really see myself wanting to pursue an official construction manager role for a company, Id still like to have a college degree for my own accomplishment/to always have that peace of mind for a backup but this has brought doubts as to whether or not I should continue to study Construction Management. My other interests for backups include Finance, something intellectually stimulating regarding problem solving and maybe something where I'd have more autonomy over my own schedule/possibly remote. Potential degrees I've looked at include Economics, Finance, Mathematics, Physics because of the wide versatility they all have. I know this post has been one big rant and I really just needed somewhere I could get this off my chest and get unbiased life advice. If you've made it this far into my post and have Life Advice for me I'd greatly appreciate it.

So I have a friend who's got a new joh offer for let's say company A who's paying 80% more his current salary fully remote. He's just started with company B as a NewGrad Software Engineer and is 4 months in.
He wants more money and better career.
Company A:
-full remote anywhere in current location
-80% more current salary Total compensation
-Compensation.
Company B (current job):
-hybrid work model
-opportunity for travel
-3 months work from any country.
Both are medium size <10k employees and provide good opportunity for growing. Please help him decide whether he should risk it all for company A, and face consequences that comes with leaving a job 4 months in.
He thinks he can't put thay job in CV because it will look bad for managers and so he's stressed and doesn't know whay to do.
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8 months in and i want out at my company. Leadership are all from non-technical background and it shows. Org. design treats BI work as a factory assembly line. Quality of work sucks and performance is measured by output and not outcomes. This group is viewed as a cost center with work being outsourced to cheap labor contracting companies in india. General culture is top down and conformity is valued over individuality. Upper management is delusional about the issues probably because they don’t understand the nature of BI work.
During interviews they marketed themselves well and i couldn’t see through the BS. I don’t want to make the same mistake again because this job has definitely moved my career backwards and stress from the job has affected my physical health.
What questions do you ask during the interviews to spot red flags?

I have gotten a lot of great advice for travel nursing, and I want to find jobs from a trusted recruiter. What is the deal with Nomad Health and Trusted Health? Does anybody use those sites and have you had a good experience with getting jobs through them?

Hello! I'm looking to hire a USC student to help with some data collection work this summer. Pay will be $20/hour, fully remote and you can set your own schedule.
I am a USC PhD student in the business school working on an ongoing research project about corporate charitable contributions disclosed in press releases. The data collection involves reading press releases to identify entities and dollar amounts disclosed.
Job requirements:

• You must be a continuing USC student (enrolled in Fall 2024, not graduated Spring or Summer 2024)
• You must have either 1) worked as a student employee at USC before (preferred) or 2) physically be in LA so you can go to the student employee office in person for onboarding
• You must be willing to work 10-20 hours per week on average
• You should be familiar with Microsoft Excel and have access to the Factiva dataset:

I am looking for someone who can start as soon as possible. The bulk of the work will take place in May & June but the project will continue through August.
If you are interested, please message this account and let me know if you have any data collection experience, how many hours you would like to work, if you have had a USC job before, and when you can start. Also if you have any questions for me. If you have a resume you can send that too. Look forward to hearing from you!

I 20F have a 7 month old baby with my 23M husband. Ever since my son was born I do 95% of the childcare on top of household things. I don’t usually mind doing it because I like everything done a certain way and if I leave it to my husband it will end up a mess. He has a physically demanding job and works from 3pm-2:00am. The past month he’s decided to get into shape. He runs for an hour every day and then regular workouts. 3 times a week he goes to boxing classes and runs for an hour by the time he gets home it’s already 1-1:30. Then he cooks his food separate because he’s on a diet. By the time he’s done with everything it’s already time for him to go to work. Recently we’re arguing more because I’m feeling overwhelmed and exhausted. My baby doesn’t want to be held by anyone else but me and wants to be in my arms 24/7. He’s a big baby and holding him all day is hard but I have no options he hates baby carriers now. I’ve also felt myself becoming more depressed and some days I don’t even want to get out of bed. My husband has the mindset that i should do all the household chores because it’s my duty. I’ve tried to talk to him about me needing him to stay home and help me a little more and by help I just mean watching our baby while I sleep or playing with him. I know he’s tired when he gets home and he gets stressed. Yesterday I finally exploded and started screaming and crying about how I don’t feel appreciated for everything I do and how mentally exhausting it is to stay home with a Velcro baby all day. He said how stressed out he is with people at his job, his mom, and sometimes he just needs to relax. We’re ignoring each other right now but the more I think about it I feel guilty. I know he doesn’t respond well when I’m screaming at him and it makes him anxious. On the other hand I also feel that I’ve tried talking to him enough and I shouldn’t have to beg him to help me.

Just want to preface with, I’m going to the doctor’s office tomorrow morning, not just shaking a subreddit like a magic eight ball for important decisions on my physical health.
I don’t have an official diagnosis. I have had a doctor suggest ED as a strong possibility because of a number of health problems that have cropped up (always been there, but just gotten bad enough to severely inhibit mobility to the point my medical-gaslit-ass dragged myself to the doctor…a lot of them…because this is the worst game of telephone ever).
In the past 2 years, I have only started realizing how much hypermobility & subsequently chronic pain affect my quality of life and ability to perform simple self care like dishes, laundry, bathing, etc.
This morning I realized my toe was super sore and stiff. So I thought it needed to stretch (stupid in hindsight). And now I’m 95% sure that it is some flavor of dislocated…because it’s bent weird (subtle for anyone who isn’t me), it’s numb, it doesn’t move like the other one does, and it’s sending weird pain & weakness up all the way to the outside of my knee, causing it to buckle. I think it was dislocated beforehand, but I accidentally made it worse.
I’m afraid of going to the doctor to be gaslit once again. I’ve had to stop seeing 3 separate physical therapists because they dismissed my issue, acted condescending, and only replied to my questions/concerns with platitudes & acted like I was perfectly healthy and they were simply humoring me.
I’m trans, queer, autistic, & soft spoken. I have enough issues with communicating clearly as is, it’s infuriating to have to seek out help I so desperately need over and over and over again. I’m entirely financially reliant on my mother because I can’t hold down a job. I can’t stand up in the shower, I can’t bathe, do dishes, take out trash, do laundry, etc. nearly as often as I’d prefer (and is healthy). And my family doesn’t believe me. And my doctors are evasive.
I’m not giving up, I’m getting through it with gritted teeth and a bit more Ibuprofen than is recommended like I always have, but goddamned if I am not exhausted.
And angry, and so upset that I can’t do the things I want to do like see friends and respond to texts because of how much of my energy just goes into functioning on less than the bare minimum.
I’m going to bother all the right ppl until I find someone who listens, but fucking hell this sucks. I have a stupid high pain tolerance because of all the shit my body does on the regular, migraines so bad I throw up
So it makes it really hard to find anyone who will listen. I say pain and they hear drug seeker. I don’t even want any pain killers for a number of other physical & mental health reasons. I just want a diagnosis and some fucking help. Physical therapists who know how to work with someone with hypermobility.
I’m just so angry and disgusted and sad I’m spending so much time asking for anyone to listen to the words coming out of my mouth instead of making a laundry list of assumptions about me & my body that’s somehow boils down to being treated as subhuman. I’d never dream of treating my worst enemy half as bad as I’ve been treated by doctors.
So I guess any advice/ words of encouragement would be appreciated.
I’m 23, and I used to be active (not as much or as consistently as I’d prefer, but like I could do a 5 mile steep hilly hike with minimal/moderate soreness the next few days). I was the most active I’ve ever been in the year of 2020, had a house working job. I was doing anywhere from 10,000-30,000 steps a day, and I was tired, but I was functional (no serious mobility issues, able to complete everyday tasks/chores with relative ease).
During that year I sprained my ankle and it didn’t present as a classic sprain (minimal bruising/swelling to where it was almost unnoticeable & able to move almost normally—even though it was excruciating—). I begged my mom to take me to the doctor and she gaslit me, guilted me about money, asked family members who work in healthcare over the phone about it while completely minimizing the pain I was in. So I dropped it. She made me feel stupid and weak because she’s miserably insecure & can’t emotionally regulate herself without lashing out at everything & everyone around her.
I worked my super active job on a sprained ankle for months. I was in debilitating pain for 3 months after, my ankle would stop working and my leg would give out, but I didn’t know what to do. So I didn’t do anything. It eventually felt better bit by bit until the symptoms came and went. Until my ankle was unreliable but passable to walk & work on.
I moved away for college and got more sedentary in 2021. My ankle kept the on again off again symptoms until my dad died in 2021 & I was so depressed it was all I could do to feed myself, take a shower every 3-4 days, and attend my classes. Then the symptoms came & didn’t go away one day. And I tried to stay off my feet but they kept getting worse. I was nearly bed-bound by 2022, in so much I couldn’t sleep more than 2-4 hours at a time, and I finally sought help. I had to ask my roommate’s parents to take me to the physical therapist twice weekly for 6 weeks. Because I didn’t have a car, I couldn’t afford to Uber, and there was no one else.
I got better, but not good. I’m still struggling. I can’t go up my steps. I also developed moderate/severe carpal tunnel at the same time as my ankle getting fucked. Everything is tiring and difficult. And my mom keeps asking my to walk her monster dog, which makes everything worse, because she wants to keep me under her thumb.
I have a car now. I have a job that’s mostly sitting 4 days a week, so I have a little bit of money, enough for doctors visits & groceries. But I’m tired.
I’m here, I’m still fighting, but I’m tired and struggling to accept that I’m physically disabled. I already knew that I had a number of non-physical disabilities, I don’t know why it’s so hard for me to really accept that it’s more now. I mean I know why, because our social worth is ‘productivity’ based and I can’t do that anymore.
It would be so much easier if people understood that disabled doesn’t have a look. That it doesn’t matter that I’m young & have a smaller build, my body doesn’t give a shit about any of that, my joints are fucked up regardless of how old I am, how I look, or feel about it. 🙃
And it’s looking like I might have to up the doctor schedule a bit because my foot is now going numb. Just what I needed. /s 🙏

I am making a 1.19.2 Mega mod pack and I was able to load into the Minecraft loading screen and everything but the game instantly crashes once I create a world. The crash report is below and the main error I get is "Mixin transformation of net.minecraft.class_7196 failed" I tried looking up what mod is under class 7196 but I can't seem to pinpoint the mod that is responsible.
---- Minecraft Crash Report ----
// Daisy, daisy...
Time: 2024-05-16 15:25:45
Description: mouseClicked event handler
java.lang.RuntimeException: Mixin transformation of net.minecraft.class_7196 failed

`at net.fabricmc.loader.impl.launch.knot.KnotClassDelegate.getPostMixinClassByteArray(KnotClassDelegate.java:427)` `at net.fabricmc.loader.impl.launch.knot.KnotClassDelegate.tryLoadClass(KnotClassDelegate.java:323)` `at net.fabricmc.loader.impl.launch.knot.KnotClassDelegate.loadClass(KnotClassDelegate.java:218)` `at net.fabricmc.loader.impl.launch.knot.KnotClassLoader.loadClass(KnotClassLoader.java:119)` `at java.base/java.lang.ClassLoader.loadClass(ClassLoader.java:525)` `at net.minecraft.class_525.method_2736(class_525.java:310)` `at net.minecraft.class_525.method_19922(class_525.java:260)` `at net.minecraft.class_4185.method_25306(class_4185.java:43)` `at net.minecraft.class_4264.method_25348(class_4264.java:16)` `at net.minecraft.class_339.method_25402(class_339.java:120)` `at net.minecraft.class_4069.method_25402(class_4069.java:27)` `at net.minecraft.class_312.method_1611(class_312.java:94)` `at net.minecraft.class_437.method_25412(class_437.java:489)` `at net.minecraft.class_312.method_1601(class_312.java:94)` `at net.minecraft.class_312.method_22686(class_312.java:165)` `at net.minecraft.class_1255.execute(class_1255.java:103)` `at net.minecraft.class_312.method_22684(class_312.java:165)` `at org.lwjgl.glfw.GLFWMouseButtonCallbackI.callback(GLFWMouseButtonCallbackI.java:43)` `at org.lwjgl.system.JNI.invokeV(Native Method)` `at org.lwjgl.glfw.GLFW.glfwWaitEventsTimeout(GLFW.java:3474)` `at com.mojang.blaze3d.systems.RenderSystem.limitDisplayFPS(RenderSystem.java:222)` `at net.minecraft.class_310.method_1523(class_310.java:1208)` `at net.minecraft.class_310.method_1514(class_310.java:768)` `at net.minecraft.client.main.Main.method_44604(Main.java:244)` `at net.minecraft.client.main.Main.main(Main.java:51)` `at net.fabricmc.loader.impl.game.minecraft.MinecraftGameProvider.launch(MinecraftGameProvider.java:470)` `at net.fabricmc.loader.impl.launch.knot.Knot.launch(Knot.java:74)` `at net.fabricmc.loader.impl.launch.knot.KnotClient.main(KnotClient.java:23)` 

Caused by: org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.transformer.throwables.MixinTransformerError: An unexpected critical error was encountered

`at org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.transformer.MixinProcessor.applyMixins(MixinProcessor.java:392)` `at org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.transformer.MixinTransformer.transformClass(MixinTransformer.java:234)` `at org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.transformer.MixinTransformer.transformClassBytes(MixinTransformer.java:202)` `at net.fabricmc.loader.impl.launch.knot.KnotClassDelegate.getPostMixinClassByteArray(KnotClassDelegate.java:422)` `... 27 more` 

Caused by: org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.injection.throwables.InjectionError: Critical injection failure: Redirector removeAdviceOnLoad(Lnet/minecraft/class_5219;)Lcom/mojang/serialization/Lifecycle; in disable_custom_worlds_advice.mixins.json:MixinIntegratedServerLoader from mod disable_custom_worlds_advice failed injection check, (0/1) succeeded. Scanned 1 target(s). Using refmap DisableCustomWorldsAdvice-refmap.json

`at org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.injection.struct.InjectionInfo.postInject(InjectionInfo.java:468)` `at org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.transformer.MixinTargetContext.applyInjections(MixinTargetContext.java:1384)` `at org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.transformer.MixinApplicatorStandard.applyInjections(MixinApplicatorStandard.java:1062)` `at org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.transformer.MixinApplicatorStandard.applyMixin(MixinApplicatorStandard.java:402)` `at org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.transformer.MixinApplicatorStandard.apply(MixinApplicatorStandard.java:327)` `at org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.transformer.TargetClassContext.apply(TargetClassContext.java:422)` `at org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.transformer.TargetClassContext.applyMixins(TargetClassContext.java:403)` `at org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.transformer.MixinProcessor.applyMixins(MixinProcessor.java:363)` `... 30 more` 

A detailed walkthrough of the error, its code path and all known details is as follows:
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-- Head --
Thread: Render thread
Stacktrace:

`at net.fabricmc.loader.impl.launch.knot.KnotClassDelegate.getPostMixinClassByteArray(KnotClassDelegate.java:427)` `at net.fabricmc.loader.impl.launch.knot.KnotClassDelegate.tryLoadClass(KnotClassDelegate.java:323)` `at net.fabricmc.loader.impl.launch.knot.KnotClassDelegate.loadClass(KnotClassDelegate.java:218)` `at net.fabricmc.loader.impl.launch.knot.KnotClassLoader.loadClass(KnotClassLoader.java:119)` `at java.base/java.lang.ClassLoader.loadClass(ClassLoader.java:525)` `at net.minecraft.class_525.method_2736(class_525.java:310)` `at net.minecraft.class_525.method_19922(class_525.java:260)` `at net.minecraft.class_4185.method_25306(class_4185.java:43)` `at net.minecraft.class_4264.method_25348(class_4264.java:16)` `at net.minecraft.class_339.method_25402(class_339.java:120)` `at net.minecraft.class_4069.method_25402(class_4069.java:27)` `at net.minecraft.class_312.method_1611(class_312.java:94)` `at net.minecraft.class_437.method_25412(class_437.java:489)` `at net.minecraft.class_312.method_1601(class_312.java:94)` `at net.minecraft.class_312.method_22686(class_312.java:165)` `at net.minecraft.class_1255.execute(class_1255.java:103)` `at net.minecraft.class_312.method_22684(class_312.java:165)` `at org.lwjgl.glfw.GLFWMouseButtonCallbackI.callback(GLFWMouseButtonCallbackI.java:43)` `at org.lwjgl.system.JNI.invokeV(Native Method)` `at org.lwjgl.glfw.GLFW.glfwWaitEventsTimeout(GLFW.java:3474)` 

-- Affected screen --
Details:

`Screen name: net.minecraft.class_525` 

Stacktrace:

`at net.minecraft.class_437.method_25412(class_437.java:489)` `at net.minecraft.class_312.method_1601(class_312.java:94)` `at net.minecraft.class_312.method_22686(class_312.java:165)` `at net.minecraft.class_1255.execute(class_1255.java:103)` `at net.minecraft.class_312.method_22684(class_312.java:165)` `at org.lwjgl.glfw.GLFWMouseButtonCallbackI.callback(GLFWMouseButtonCallbackI.java:43)` `at org.lwjgl.system.JNI.invokeV(Native Method)` `at org.lwjgl.glfw.GLFW.glfwWaitEventsTimeout(GLFW.java:3474)` `at com.mojang.blaze3d.systems.RenderSystem.limitDisplayFPS(RenderSystem.java:222)` `at net.minecraft.class_310.method_1523(class_310.java:1208)` `at net.minecraft.class_310.method_1514(class_310.java:768)` `at net.minecraft.client.main.Main.method_44604(Main.java:244)` `at net.minecraft.client.main.Main.main(Main.java:51)` `at net.fabricmc.loader.impl.game.minecraft.MinecraftGameProvider.launch(MinecraftGameProvider.java:470)` `at net.fabricmc.loader.impl.launch.knot.Knot.launch(Knot.java:74)` `at net.fabricmc.loader.impl.launch.knot.KnotClient.main(KnotClient.java:23)` 

-- Last reload --
Details:

`Reload number: 1` `Reload reason: initial` `Finished: Yes` `Packs: Default, PFM-Runtime-RP, Fabric Mods, Everycomp Generated Pack, Snowyspirit Generated Pack, Essential (fabric_1.19.2).jar` 

Stacktrace:

`at net.minecraft.class_6360.method_36565(class_6360.java:49)` `at net.minecraft.class_310.method_1587(class_310.java:2348)` `at net.minecraft.class_310.method_1514(class_310.java:787)` `at net.minecraft.client.main.Main.method_44604(Main.java:244)` `at net.minecraft.client.main.Main.main(Main.java:51)` `at net.fabricmc.loader.impl.game.minecraft.MinecraftGameProvider.launch(MinecraftGameProvider.java:470)` `at net.fabricmc.loader.impl.launch.knot.Knot.launch(Knot.java:74)` `at net.fabricmc.loader.impl.launch.knot.KnotClient.main(KnotClient.java:23)` 

-- System Details --
Details:

`Minecraft Version: 1.19.2` `Minecraft Version ID: 1.19.2` `Operating System: Windows 10 (amd64) version 10.0` `Java Version: 17.0.8, Microsoft` `Java VM Version: OpenJDK 64-Bit Server VM (mixed mode), Microsoft` `Memory: 6762597352 bytes (6449 MiB) / 21474836480 bytes (20480 MiB) up to 21474836480 bytes (20480 MiB)` `CPUs: 16` `Processor Vendor: AuthenticAMD` `Processor Name: AMD Ryzen 7 5800X 8-Core Processor` `Identifier: AuthenticAMD Family 25 Model 33 Stepping 2` `Microarchitecture: Zen 3` `Frequency (GHz): 3.80` `Number of physical packages: 1` `Number of physical CPUs: 8` `Number of logical CPUs: 16` `Graphics card #0 name: AMD Radeon RX 6750 XT` `Graphics card #0 vendor: Advanced Micro Devices, Inc. (0x1002)` `Graphics card #0 VRAM (MB): 4095.00` `Graphics card #0 deviceId: 0x73df` `Graphics card #0 versionInfo: DriverVersion=31.0.24027.1012` `Memory slot #0 capacity (MB): 16384.00` `Memory slot #0 clockSpeed (GHz): 2.13` `Memory slot #0 type: DDR4` `Memory slot #1 capacity (MB): 16384.00` `Memory slot #1 clockSpeed (GHz): 2.13` `Memory slot #1 type: DDR4` `Virtual memory max (MB): 52209.99` `Virtual memory used (MB): 46311.93` `Swap memory total (MB): 19544.52` `Swap memory used (MB): 1083.90` `JVM Flags: 4 total; -XX:HeapDumpPath=MojangTricksIntelDriversForPerformance_javaw.exe_minecraft.exe.heapdump -Xss1M -Xmx20G -Xms19G` `Fabric Mods:` `additionaladditions: Additional Additions 5.1.0` `additionallanterns: Additional Lanterns 1.1.1a` `adorn: Adorn 3.9.1+1.19.2` `advancementplaques: Advancement Plaques 1.4.6` `adventurez: AdventureZ 1.4.18` `alloy_forgery: Alloy Forgery 2.1.1+1.19` `amecs: Amecs 1.3.8+mc.1.19-rc2` `another_furniture: Another Furniture 1.19.2-2.1.4` `appleskin: AppleSkin 2.5.1+mc1.19` `architectury: Architectury 6.6.92` `artifacts: Artifacts 7.1.1+fabric` `expandability: ExpandAbility 6.0.0` `step-height-entity-attribute: Step Height Entity Attribute 1.0.0` `attributefix: AttributeFix 17.2.8` `auudio: Auudio 1.0.3` `azurelib: AzureLib 1.0.41` `badpackets: Bad Packets 0.2.3` `bakery: Bakery 1.0.6` `balm-fabric: Balm 4.6.0` `bclib: BCLib 2.1.8` `beachparty: Beachparty 1.0.12` `beaconoverhaul: Beacon Overhaul 1.7.3+1.19.2` `reach-entity-attributes: Reach Entity Attributes 2.3.0` `beautify: Beautify 1.1.1+fabric-1.19.2` `cardinal-components-base: Cardinal Components API (base) 5.0.2` `cardinal-components-entity: Cardinal Components API (entities) 5.0.2` `cardinal-components-world: Cardinal Components API (worlds) 5.0.2` `beekeeperhut: Friends&Foes - Beekeeper Hut 2.0.0` `betterchunkloading: Better chunk loading mod 1.19.2-4.2` `bettercombat: Better Combat 1.7.1+1.19` `betterdeserttemples: YUNG's Better Desert Temples 1.19.2-Fabric-2.2.2` `org_reflections_reflections: reflections 0.10.2` `betterdungeons: YUNG's Better Dungeons 1.19.2-Fabric-3.2.1` `betterend: Better End 2.1.7` `betterendisland: YUNG's Better End Island 1.19.2-Fabric-1.0` `betterfortresses: YUNG's Better Nether Fortresses 1.19.2-Fabric-1.0.6` `betterjungletemples: YUNG's Better Jungle Temples 1.19.2-Fabric-1.0.1` `bettermineshafts: YUNG's Better Mineshafts 1.19.2-Fabric-3.2.1` `betternether: Better Nether 7.1.5` `betteroceanmonuments: YUNG's Better Ocean Monuments 1.19.2-Fabric-2.1.1` `betterstats: Better Statistics Screen 2.9.3+1.19.2` `tcdcommons: TCD Commons API 2.9.1+1.19.2` `betterstrongholds: YUNG's Better Strongholds 1.19.2-Fabric-3.2.0` `betterwitchhuts: YUNG's Better Witch Huts 1.19.2-Fabric-2.1.0` `bobby: Bobby 4.0.1` `com_typesafe_config: config 1.4.2` `io_leangen_geantyref_geantyref: geantyref 1.3.13` `org_spongepowered_configurate-core: configurate-core 4.1.2` `org_spongepowered_configurate-hocon: configurate-hocon 4.1.2` `bookshelf: Bookshelf 16.3.20` `bosses_of_mass_destruction: Bosses of Mass Destruction (Beta) 1.4.8-1.19.2` `maelstrom_library: Maelstrom Library 1.3.1-1.19.2` `multipart_entities: MultipartEntities 1.2-1.19-pre1` `botanypots: BotanyPots 9.0.43` `botarium: Botarium 1.9.2` `team_reborn_energy: Energy 2.2.0` `bountiful: Bountiful 3.0.0` `brewery: Brewery 1.0.1` `brewinandchewin: Brewin And Chewin fabric-2.1.5+1.19.2` `mm: Manningham Mills 2.3` `bwncr: Bad Wither No Cookie Reloaded 3.14.1` `byg: Oh The Biomes You'll Go` [`2.0.1.6`](http://2.0.1.6) `bygonenether: Bygone Nether 1.3.2` `candlelight: Candlelight 1.1.9` `capybara: Capybara 2.0.1` `cardinal-components: Cardinal Components API 5.0.2` `cardinal-components-block: Cardinal Components API (blocks) 5.0.2` `cardinal-components-chunk: Cardinal Components API (chunks) 5.0.2` `cardinal-components-item: Cardinal Components API (items) 5.0.2` `cardinal-components-level: Cardinal Components API (world saves) 5.0.2` `cardinal-components-scoreboard: Cardinal Components API (scoreboard) 5.0.2` `carryon: Carry On` [`2.1.2.23`](http://2.1.2.23) `cave_enhancements: Cave Enhancements 1.19.2-2.1.12-fabric` `charm: Charm 4.4.4` `com_moandjiezana_toml_toml4j: toml4j 0.7.2` `charmofundying: Charm of Undying 6.2.1+1.19.2` `chat_heads: Chat Heads 0.10.32` `chipped: Chipped 2.1.5` `chunksending: Chunksending Mod 1.19.2-2.8` `cloth-api: Cloth API 4.0.65` `cloth-basic-math: cloth-basic-math 0.6.1` `cloth-client-events-v0: Cloth Client Events v0 4.0.65` `cloth-common-events-v1: Cloth Common Events v1 4.0.65` `cloth-scissors-api-v1: Cloth Scissors API v1 4.0.65` `cloth-utils-v1: Cloth Utils v1 4.0.65` `cloth-config: Cloth Config v8 8.3.115` `clumps: Clumps 9.0.0+14` `cobblemon: Cobblemon 1.3.1+1.19.2` `cobblemon_chaining: Cobblemon Chaining 1.3-fabric-1.1.3` `omega-config: OmegaConfig 1.3.0+1.19.2` `cobblemon_counter: Cobblemon Counter 1.3-fabric-1.5.0` `cobblemon_spawn_notification: Cobblemon Spawn Notification 1.4.0` `cobblepedia: Cobblepedia 0.4.4+1.19.2` `collective: Collective 7.57` `comforts: Comforts 6.0.7+1.19.2` `spectrelib: SpectreLib 0.12.8+1.19.2` `configured: Configured 2.0.0` `connectedglass: Connected Glass 1.1.11` `connectiblechains: Connectible Chains 2.1.4+1.19.2` `connectivity: Connectivity Mod 1.19.2-4.5` `controlling: Controlling For Fabric 10.0+7` `convenientdecor: Convenient Decor 0.2.0` `convenientnametags: Convenient Name Tags 1.0.0` `coolcat_lib: CoolCatLib 1.0.4` `corgilib: CorgiLib` [`1.0.0.34`](http://1.0.0.34) `com_electronwill_night-config_core: core 3.6.6` `com_electronwill_night-config_toml: toml 3.6.6` `cosmetic-armor: Cosmetic Armor 1.4.2` `crafttweaker: CraftTweaker 10.1.55` `org_javassist_javassist: javassist 3.29.0-GA` `create: Create 0.5.1-f-build.1416+mc1.19.2` `com_google_code_findbugs_jsr305: jsr305 3.0.2` `flywheel: Flywheel 0.6.10-8` `forge_tags: Porting Lib Tags 3.0` `milk: Milk Lib 1.0.51` 

dripstone_fluid_lib: Dripstone Fluid Lib 2.0.1

 `porting_lib_accessors: Porting Lib Accessors 2.1.1305+1.19.2` `porting_lib_base: Porting Lib Base 2.1.1305+1.19.2` 

porting_lib_attributes: Porting Lib Attributes 2.1.1305+1.19.2
porting_lib_common: Porting Lib Common 2.1.1305+1.19.2
porting_lib_constants: Porting Lib Constants 2.1.1305+1.19.2
porting_lib_lazy_registration: Porting Lib Lazy Register 2.1.1305+1.19.2
porting_lib_loot: Porting Lib Loot 2.1.1305+1.19.2
porting_lib_model_generators: Porting Lib Model Generators 2.1.1305+1.19.2
porting_lib_model_loader: Porting Lib Model Loader 2.1.1305+1.19.2
porting_lib_models: Porting Lib Models 2.1.1305+1.19.2

 `porting_lib_entity: Porting Lib Entity 2.1.1305+1.19.2` `porting_lib_extensions: Porting Lib Extensions 2.1.1305+1.19.2` `porting_lib_fake_players: Porting Lib Fake Players 2.1.1305+1.19.2` `porting_lib_networking: Porting Lib Networking 2.1.1305+1.19.2` `porting_lib_obj_loader: Porting Lib Obj Loader 2.1.1305+1.19.2` `porting_lib_transfer: Porting Lib Transfer 2.1.1305+1.19.2` `registrate-fabric: Registrate for Fabric 1.1.58-MC1.19.2` `crittersandcompanions: Critters and Companions 1.19.2-2.0.2` `croptopia: Croptopia 2.2.2` `culturaldelights: Cultural Delights Fabric 0.14.10+1.19.2` `terraform-wood-api-v1: Terraform Wood API (v1) 4.2.0` `cupboard: cupboard 1.19.2-2.6` `darkpaintings: DarkPaintings 13.1.5` `darkutils: DarkUtilities 13.1.9` `darkwaters: Dark Waters 0.0.18` `debugify: Debugify 2.8.0` `decorative_blocks: Decorative Blocks 3.0.0` `deeperdarker: Deeper and Darker 1.2.5` `customportalapi: Custom Portal Api 0.0.1-beta63-1.19.X` `diagonalfences: Diagonal Fences 4.2.6` `diagonalwindows: Diagonal Windows 4.0.2` `doapi: Lets Do Api 1.1.0` `blue_endless_jankson: jankson 1.2.1` `dragonfight: Dragonfight Mod 1.19.2-4.4` `dragonloot: DragonLoot 1.1.2` `duckling: Duckling 2.0.8` `dummmmmmy: MmmMmmMmmMmm 1.19.2-1.7.1` `dungeon_difficulty: Dungeon Difficulty 2.0.5+1.19` `com_github_zsoltmolnarrr_tinyconfig: TinyConfig 2.3.2` `dungeon_now_loading: dungeon-now-loading-18.2 1.0.0` `dungeons_arise: When Dungeons Arise 2.1.54` `dungeons_arise_seven_seas: When Dungeons Arise: Seven Seas 1.0.2` `durabilitytooltip: Durability Tooltip 1.1.5+a` `easyanvils: Easy Anvils 4.0.11` `easymagic: Easy Magic 4.3.3` `eatinganimationid: Eating Animation 1.9.1` `ecologics: Ecologics 2.1.11` `elementa: Elementa 647` `elytraslot: Elytra Slot 6.1.1+1.19.2` `emeraldexpansion: Emerald Expansion 1.0` `emi: EMI 1.1.6+1.19.2+fabric` `emi_loot: EMI Loot 0.6.6+1.19` `enchdesc: EnchantmentDescriptions 13.0.14` `endermanoverhaul: Enderman Overhaul 0.0.0` `ends_delight: End's Delight 1.19.2-1.0` `essential: Essential 1.3.2.3+g6a2d13e09b` `essential-container: essential-container 1.0.0` `essential-loader: essential-loader 1.2.1` `everycomp: Every Compat 1.19.2-2.5.22` `exlinefurniture: Exline's Furniture 2.3.2` `expandeddelight: Expanded Delight` [`0.2.5.2`](http://0.2.5.2) `experiencebugfix: Experience Bug Fix 19` `explorify: Explorify v1.4.0` `extended_armor_bars: Extended Armor Bars 1.2.1` `extraalchemy: Extra Alchemy 1.9.0` `fabric-api: Fabric API 0.77.0+1.19.2` `fabric-api-base: Fabric API Base 0.4.15+8f4e8eb390` `fabric-api-lookup-api-v1: Fabric API Lookup API (v1) 1.6.14+93d8cb8290` `fabric-biome-api-v1: Fabric Biome API (v1) 9.1.1+16f1e31390` `fabric-block-api-v1: Fabric Block API (v1) 1.0.2+e415d50e90` `fabric-blockrenderlayer-v1: Fabric BlockRenderLayer Registration (v1) 1.1.25+cafc6e8e90` `fabric-client-tags-api-v1: Fabric Client Tags 1.0.5+b35fea8390` `fabric-command-api-v1: Fabric Command API (v1) 1.2.16+f71b366f90` `fabric-command-api-v2: Fabric Command API (v2) 2.2.1+413cbbc790` `fabric-commands-v0: Fabric Commands (v0) 0.2.33+df3654b390` `fabric-containers-v0: Fabric Containers (v0) 0.1.42+df3654b390` `fabric-content-registries-v0: Fabric Content Registries (v0) 3.5.2+7c6cd14d90` `fabric-convention-tags-v1: Fabric Convention Tags 1.3.0+4bc6e26290` `fabric-crash-report-info-v1: Fabric Crash Report Info (v1) 0.2.8+aeb40ebe90` `fabric-data-generation-api-v1: Fabric Data Generation API (v1) 5.3.9+413cbbc790` `fabric-dimensions-v1: Fabric Dimensions API (v1) 2.1.35+0d0f210290` `fabric-entity-events-v1: Fabric Entity Events (v1) 1.5.4+9244241690` `fabric-events-interaction-v0: Fabric Events Interaction (v0) 0.4.34+562bff6e90` `fabric-events-lifecycle-v0: Fabric Events Lifecycle (v0) 0.2.36+df3654b390` `fabric-game-rule-api-v1: Fabric Game Rule API (v1) 1.0.24+b6b6abb490` `fabric-item-api-v1: Fabric Item API (v1) 1.6.6+b7d1888890` `fabric-item-groups-v0: Fabric Item Groups (v0) 0.3.39+9244241690` `fabric-key-binding-api-v1: Fabric Key Binding API (v1) 1.0.25+5c4fce2890` `fabric-keybindings-v0: Fabric Key Bindings (v0) 0.2.23+df3654b390` `fabric-lifecycle-events-v1: Fabric Lifecycle Events (v1) 2.2.4+1b46dc7890` `fabric-loot-api-v2: Fabric Loot API (v2) 1.1.13+83a8659290` `fabric-loot-tables-v1: Fabric Loot Tables (v1) 1.1.16+9e7660c690` `fabric-message-api-v1: Fabric Message API (v1) 5.0.7+93d8cb8290` `fabric-mining-level-api-v1: Fabric Mining Level API (v1) 2.1.24+33fbc73890` `fabric-models-v0: Fabric Models (v0) 0.3.21+c6af733c90` `fabric-networking-api-v1: Fabric Networking API (v1) 1.2.12+def3f86d90` `fabric-networking-v0: Fabric Networking (v0) 0.3.29+df3654b390` `fabric-object-builder-api-v1: Fabric Object Builder API (v1) 4.2.2+d8ef690890` `fabric-particles-v1: Fabric Particles (v1) 1.1.0+ee641e7390` `fabric-recipe-api-v1: Fabric Recipe API (v1) 1.0.2+413cbbc790` `fabric-registry-sync-v0: Fabric Registry Sync (v0) 0.9.33+9244241690` `fabric-renderer-api-v1: Fabric Renderer API (v1) 1.2.1+1adbf27790` `fabric-renderer-indigo: Fabric Renderer - Indigo 0.8.0+1adbf27790` `fabric-renderer-registries-v1: Fabric Renderer Registries (v1) 3.2.25+df3654b390` `fabric-rendering-data-attachment-v1: Fabric Rendering Data Attachment (v1) 0.3.19+6e0787e690` `fabric-rendering-fluids-v1: Fabric Rendering Fluids (v1) 3.0.11+4d0d570390` `fabric-rendering-v0: Fabric Rendering (v0) 1.1.28+df3654b390` `fabric-rendering-v1: Fabric Rendering (v1) 1.13.0+526f2c6790` `fabric-resource-conditions-api-v1: Fabric Resource Conditions API (v1) 2.1.2+aae9039d90` `fabric-resource-loader-v0: Fabric Resource Loader (v0) 0.8.4+edbdcddb90` `fabric-screen-api-v1: Fabric Screen API (v1) 1.0.32+4d0d570390` `fabric-screen-handler-api-v1: Fabric Screen Handler API (v1) 1.3.8+1cc24b1b90` `fabric-sound-api-v1: Fabric Sound API (v1) 1.0.2+c4f28df590` `fabric-textures-v0: Fabric Textures (v0) 1.0.24+aeb40ebe90` `fabric-transfer-api-v1: Fabric Transfer API (v1) 2.1.6+413cbbc790` `fabric-transitive-access-wideners-v1: Fabric Transitive Access Wideners (v1) 1.3.3+08b73de490` `fabric-furnaces: Fabric Furnaces 2.2.0-1.19.2` `fabric-language-kotlin: Fabric Language Kotlin 1.10.20+kotlin.1.9.24` `org_jetbrains_kotlin_kotlin-reflect: kotlin-reflect 1.9.24` `org_jetbrains_kotlin_kotlin-stdlib: kotlin-stdlib 1.9.24` `org_jetbrains_kotlin_kotlin-stdlib-jdk7: kotlin-stdlib-jdk7 1.9.24` `org_jetbrains_kotlin_kotlin-stdlib-jdk8: kotlin-stdlib-jdk8 1.9.24` `org_jetbrains_kotlinx_atomicfu-jvm: atomicfu-jvm 0.24.0` `org_jetbrains_kotlinx_kotlinx-coroutines-core-jvm: kotlinx-coroutines-core-jvm 1.8.0` `org_jetbrains_kotlinx_kotlinx-coroutines-jdk8: kotlinx-coroutines-jdk8 1.8.0` `org_jetbrains_kotlinx_kotlinx-datetime-jvm: kotlinx-datetime-jvm 0.5.0` `org_jetbrains_kotlinx_kotlinx-serialization-cbor-jvm: kotlinx-serialization-cbor-jvm 1.6.3` `org_jetbrains_kotlinx_kotlinx-serialization-core-jvm: kotlinx-serialization-core-jvm 1.6.3` `org_jetbrains_kotlinx_kotlinx-serialization-json-jvm: kotlinx-serialization-json-jvm 1.6.3` `fabricloader: Fabric Loader 0.15.11` `mixinextras: MixinExtras 0.3.5` `fallingleaves: Falling Leaves 1.13.0+1.19.2` `fallingtree: FallingTree 3.10.1` `farmersdelight: Farmer's Delight 1.19.2-1.3.10.2` `farmersrespite: Farmer's Respite 2.2.5` `porting_lib: Porting Lib 2.1.815+1.19.2` 

serialization_hooks: Serialization Hooks 0.3.26

 `farsight: Farsight Mod 1.19.2-3.5` `org_jctools_jctools-core: jctools-core 4.0.1` `fastload: Fast Load 2.6.11` `faux-custom-entity-data: Faux-Custom-Entity-Data 2.0.2` `fdjei: Just Enough Farmer's Recipes 1.0.1` `findme: FindMe 3.1.0` `flowerymooblooms: Friends&Foes - Flowery Mooblooms 2.0.1` `forgeconfigapiport: Forge Config API Port 4.2.11` `friendlyfire: FriendlyFire 14.0.4` `friendsandfoes: Friends&Foes 2.0.10` `frostiful: Frostiful 0.5.8` `ftbchunks: FTB Chunks 1902.4.4-build.326` `ftblibrary: FTB Library 1902.4.1-build.236` `ftbpc: FTB Pack Companion 2.2.2+mc1.19.2` `ftbteams: FTB Teams 1902.2.14-build.123` `ftbultimine: FTB Ultimine 1902.4.1-build.90` `fusion: Fusion 1.1.1` `fwaystones: Fabric Waystones 3.0.8+mc1.19.2` `galosphere: Galosphere 1.19.2-1.3.0` `geckolib3: Geckolib 3.1.40` `com_eliotlash_mclib_mclib: mclib 20` `goated: You've Goat to be kidding me 1.19.2-1.3.1` `goblintraders: Goblin Traders 1.8.1` `goodall: Goodall 1.2.0` `goodending: Good Ending 1.19.2-1.0.2-fabric` `graveyard: The Graveyard 2.3.3` `handcrafted: Handcrafted 2.0.6` `harvestwithease: Harvest with ease` [`8.0.1.0`](http://8.0.1.0) `highlighter: Highlighter 1.1.4` `icarus: Icarus 1.14` `iceberg: Iceberg 1.0.46` `immersive_aircraft: Immersive Aircraft 0.7.9+1.19.2` `org_mariuszgromada_math_mathparser_org-mxparser: MathParser.org-mXparser 5.2.1` `immersive_armors: Immersive Armors 1.5.6+1.19.2` `incendium: Incendium 5.1.6` `indium: Indium 1.0.9+mc1.19.2` `ingredient-extension-api: Ingredient Extension API 3.0.6` `inmis: Inmis 2.7.1-1.19` `inmisaddon: InmisAddon 1.0.4` `ironbows: Iron Bows (Fabric) 1.4-FABRIC-1.19.2` `ironchests: Iron Chests 1.7.7` `libgui: LibGui 6.2.0+1.19` 

jankson: Jankson 4.1.1+j1.2.1
libninepatch: LibNinePatch 1.1.0

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polymer-registry-sync-manipulator: Polymer Registry Sync Manipulator 0.0.3+1.19.2

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Me (21f) and my mom (52f) don’t get along because when I was growing up she wasn’t a very good person/mom. She would hit me to the point I would bruise with anything she could find. She threw a brush at me from down the hall and it missed me but went through the wall leaving a hole in it. She loses her job or quits when it gets to hard. She is emotionally, mentally, physically abusive, she told me that I was fat because I’m her eyes I ate to much (In reality I ate very little). That caused me to have a very unhealthy relationship with food I still don’t eat as much as I should because I hear her voice in my head said I’m going to get fat. She neglected me growing up I had lot of health issues and she didn’t take me to the doctors unless I got really sick to the point that I had a 104 fever.
From the ages of 2-12 there was some things happening that I’m not going to talk about on here. I tired to tell her multiple times and she never cared or did anything about it. I told her that I was getting bullied at school and she didn’t care she asked me “what did it do to them”. I was raped in high school and I didn’t tell my parents because of the no trust I had for my mom and I got pregnant from the rape and I miscarried by myself. When things got bad the my rapist (He would follow me around school and threaten me if I told anyone). I went to the counselors office and told my counselor she informed my parents and DSS without my consent (I told her I didn’t want my parents involved I just wanted her to handle it and stop him from following me). I went home that day from school and my mom told me to sit down and have a talk with her, I thought I was in trouble but she asked me what exactly happened that night and I told her what happened and she told me “Are you lying to get attention or you think you’re going to get in trouble for having (smex)” . I told her no that everything I said was real and then told me that it was probably my fault and at this point I’m crying my other parent told her that I was lying.
I have issues with trusting people and I have health issues from being neglected and I have issues with people touching me in anyway my own fiancé doesn’t even know what kind of mood or state I’m going to be in and I struggled with SH. I’ve tried un-aliving myself and I struggle with self love from growing up like that. There is more to all of this but it will be a book by the time I’m done but (AITA) for wanting to block my mom. (Charlotte you have my consent post on your YT)

Hello! I have an associates degree. I'm thinking about getting my bachelor's. My work pays for degrees in finance, hr, etc only. I'm not interested in any of those, but I'm just wanting to further my income. I didn't plan on working for a credit union but I want to stay permanently because of the flexibility. (Good work from home balance, i work 4 and a half days, holidays off). I don't have a passion or interest for a certain job or degree. I thought about therapy because mental health is important to me. But with my company now I have a pension and 401k benefits. And it is less stressful than therapy would be.
So, should I aimlessly get a free bachelor's degree? Any advice would help.

All the supplements, doctor visits, therapy, good food!! Its just so unbelievably expensive. Emotionally, financially and physically draining😞 what did we do to deserve this!

For context, I come from a Muslim family, and in this religion as far as I'm aware you're not supposed to be with a man. I don't care for that aspect.
He's the only person who really understands me. I live in the Midwestern part of the US, he lives all the way in Alaska. He lives on his own, I live with my family. I don't have enough money to be able to live on my own. Even if I want to go see him, my siblings know that I'm with him (Was forced to come out because I had an onset of depression and failed a semester) and don't support my relationship with him. Last time I saw him was in the summer of 2022 during the week of his birthday. I am 100% sure I'd rather stay with him than end up in some kind of arranged marriage with any women, like is common in my family culture. But he doesn't make enough to where he can support me and because he lives in Kodiak (An island off the south coast of Alaska) jobs there are very limited, mostly manual labor and nothing really related to what I want to do. I also keep trying to run all these random online businesses in the hope I'll have enough money to see him again.
I'm currently a college student in cyber security and while I do have a job, I don't own my own car yet. So if I want to go to the airport for a flight to see him I'd have to take my own car. My brother pays for my phone service so if I just up and leave it would probably get shut off and I'd be stuck. Plus my family and I all live in the same house, so I'd also have nowhere to live if shit really hits the fan.
My boyfriend works at a pizza shop up there and he's barely making it by, but I try to help him when I can, even though I'm struggling too. We're both in positions in our lives where we aren't fully stable yet and things are rocky for us. We both miss each other greatly and I just wish I could see him again and comfort him physically. He recently started taking therapy and while I'm so proud of him for that, he told me he recently spoke to his therapist about us and they said that we should take a break and come back when we're both more financially stable/independent. He's been dealing with a lot of depressive and suicidal thoughts and I try as best as I can to be there for him like he's been for me.
I love my nieces and nephews as well. I don't want to have to choose between my family and him. I've never been in such a healthy relationship and yet it's hurting me to see him so broken like this, the fact that something so stupid as heteronormative society rules are holding me back from being with the one person who I feel completely safe and loved around. I've heard before true love can be about letting go.. Is this true? I don't want to walk away. I've never had anything this good in my life. But I wonder if I'm being selfish by staying..

By no means an exhaustive list, just some stuff from the top of my head

• Physical Interactions
• Relaxed pilot state
• New atmosphere flight model
• Control Surfaces
• Weapon Malfunctions
• Sliding, ladders
• Eva push and pull
• Radiation
• FPS scanning
• Ray Tracing
• Maelstrom
• New Quantum Travel

So obviously they already mentioned that things will likely be added to the roadmap as the features progress but there’s a lot in here that was slated for this year and I’m not sure if they can pull it all off. What are your thoughts? Do you think we’ll at least see some of the features moved into 4.0 or is it possible we could get a late 4.1 patch with some and of these and potentially that limited dynamic server meshing Chris mentioned? Personally I’d be surprised if we even get 4.0 by the end of the year but 3.23 made it with most of its features so who knows.

So I am not one who really believes in ultimatums. From what I have seen they fail more often than they work and even if they do, they breed resentment.
To make a long story short, my lady & I have been together for 7 years. She has struggled with mental health quite a lot and had highs and lows. At one point in 2019/2020 she hit rock bottom and sought therapy and got on medication. Over time she improved and was back to mostly normal by mid 2020. We then got engaged and bought a house.
Sadly, since about late 2021 she has been on a very very slow downward spiral. I mean very slow. So slow I didn't even realize until now. Now? she's basically at rock bottom. She's beyond depressed. Smokes weed all day every day to cope but is so high she basically turns into a mute. If I ever do catch her on a good day all she does is want to drink and when she drinks she has no self control and gets so sloppy and wasted and shes screaming in public and spilling on people and falling over and its just insane. This happens probably 2x/wk
The only thing i can compare it to is sort of manic episodes. But she moves in and out of them all day. Some moments she's super angry for no reason and gets mad at me, 30 min later she's super hyper bouncing off the walls literally running around and screaming and acting goofy, then she's exhausted and depressed. I never know in what moment which her I am going to get.
But all in all she is miserable. All she does is complain. She immerses herself in tiktok literally all day every day on the couch.
I have mentioned therapy she said hell no never again. I suggested stopping weed 5 months ago to get some energy back she swore up and down she would stop and never did. She gets worse by the month. She let her self go physically to the point that where we went on a hike recently we went up a hill (very moderate not at all hard) and fell over because she couldn't breathe.
Point is her mental and physical health are all in RAPID decline like falling off a cliff. All she does is "talk" about wanting to fix it but never doing anything to actually do that. It's been almost 3 years of this. Her anger is getting very intense. I have tried and tried and tried to get her the help she needs but refuses anything and gets very aggressive and angry now if i ever bring it up.
So my thought is, give her till fall. Be very clear I need her to get help. To get better. To get back to the girl I fell in love with. And if she doesn't, its over. I however will not tell her if she does not do this it will be over. Its the last straw. If for several years me telling her these things hasn't worked and if i give her 6 months to make sustained progress and she does not do that, it is clear nothing will ever change.
So, is it worth this approach? Should i tell her? not sure how to handle this. I am absolutely not ready to end it now. I want to make one last ditch effort to make this work and push her to get better. But i dont know how

A recent chat with a newly qualified mid 20's ANP where they explained that they did nurse training with a view to then go directly onto an ANP course which would enable them "to work like a doctor" got me thinking about their training.
Picking a course at random (Southampton University) I did some reading.
https://www.southampton.ac.uk/courses/modules/hlth6219#learning
They state that this course "will qualify you to independently assess, diagnose, treat and manage the care of people with complex clinical problems".
It can be studied over 2 to 5 years with no dissertation required for PGDip.
Here are the following modules:
Diagnostic assessment and decision making. 5 hours tutorial and 45 hours teaching.
History taking and physical assessment. 27 hours of classes and workshops.
Transition to ANP. 24 hours lectures and 18 hours tutorial.
Pharmacology and prescribing in clinical practice. 57 hours teaching.
The total teaching over 2 years divided over a typical 30 week university year comes out at around 3 hours teaching a WEEK.
So a 3 year nursing degree followed by the above to independently manage complex patients is deemed safe and appropriate?
When a doctor is required to undergo 4-6 years of medical school followed by 5 years post graduate training to CCT as a GP to be in the same position.
Again, we have been let down by the Royal Colleges. Who at the RCGP thought that this level of training would be acceptable to allow nurses to see undifferentiated patients and compete for jobs with doctors?