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2024.06.09 15:33 KitchenReasonable776 I Can’t Stop Thinking About Leaving my Bipolar Boyfriend
Hi. My boyfriend (25M) and I (24F) have been dating for almost 7 years. We went engagement ring shopping a few months ago and in an effort to get ahead of the game put a deposit down on a wedding venue for next June. All of this happened before he was hospitalized for a manic episode and diagnosed with BP1. He was doing better for a week after he got home but now the signs of mania are clear again.
I have never felt or experienced anything like this in my life. I wake up physically sick from stress and have been crying for days. I love him but I don’t know if I can do this. I worry about him losing his job everyday even though there isn’t really anything I can do.
I had some doubts about a year ago. He is the only partner I’ve ever had and I was wondering if there might be someone out there who is better for me. But I spoke to my bf about these thoughts and he assured me that he would step up and be the partner I needed, and he did.
But now I can’t stand to be around him. He’s not himself. I feel like I’m living in an apartment with someone I don’t know. He is still kind and still cares for me very much, which is why I feel so guilty for wondering whether or not I can do this.
I worry that he’ll blow all of our savings one day, or buy a car or house out of the blue, or pass BP1 onto our potential kids. I don’t know if that’s something I can handle the stress of.
If his diagnosis happened a year from now, we’d be married and I would have vowed to stay with him in sickness and health. I struggle with the idea of leaving now just because we didn’t officially make any vows yet.
I know our friends and my family would judge me for leaving if that’s what I end up doing. I’m going to wait and hope that his treatment plan works, but there are time restraints like the wedding venue and our lease being up at the end of the month.
Some days I wake up and feel so sick I think it might actually kill me. I love him so much but this isn’t what I thought the rest of my life would look like.
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I have never felt or experienced anything like this in my life. I wake up physically sick from stress and have been crying for days. I love him but I don’t know if I can do this. I worry about him losing his job everyday even though there isn’t really anything I can do.
I had some doubts about a year ago. He is the only partner I’ve ever had and I was wondering if there might be someone out there who is better for me. But I spoke to my bf about these thoughts and he assured me that he would step up and be the partner I needed, and he did.
But now I can’t stand to be around him. He’s not himself. I feel like I’m living in an apartment with someone I don’t know. He is still kind and still cares for me very much, which is why I feel so guilty for wondering whether or not I can do this.
I worry that he’ll blow all of our savings one day, or buy a car or house out of the blue, or pass BP1 onto our potential kids. I don’t know if that’s something I can handle the stress of.
If his diagnosis happened a year from now, we’d be married and I would have vowed to stay with him in sickness and health. I struggle with the idea of leaving now just because we didn’t officially make any vows yet.
I know our friends and my family would judge me for leaving if that’s what I end up doing. I’m going to wait and hope that his treatment plan works, but there are time restraints like the wedding venue and our lease being up at the end of the month.
Some days I wake up and feel so sick I think it might actually kill me. I love him so much but this isn’t what I thought the rest of my life would look like.
2024.06.09 10:17 ThrowRA6797879 My ex with Bipolar and BPD
My BipolaBPD ex I was with for a year did some things after we broke up. We’ve been broken up for about six months now.
She was in psychosis and manic for a few months, hence our breakup. I didn’t know how to handle it. She said she wanted to fuck a black guy, a woman, and an old man and that she was in love with her old female roommate. She also spoke of people out to get her and that she has to die or else. These things caught me off guard and tore my heart apart. I later on found out none of that was real but it still hurt me and I’m not sure why I didn’t try to understand her or what was happening at the time.
During her mania, she spoke to her old coworker, one I was worried about while we were together, and they exchanged “pictures”. She ended up sleeping with a transgender to figure out her sexuality and drunkenly sucked someone off to which she says was a mistake and wish never happened. There was also a guy whom I am insecure about that I know she finds attractive that recently shopped at her job (small world) and she told me she went up to him and had small talk. I know she didn’t have sex with him.
She recently reached out to me breaking no contact by texting me a picture that says “I love you so much” and I couldn’t help but respond because I’ve been longing for her.
Our last messages before no contact she said things and I just chose not to respond which I now regret. One of the last messages was “time to move on”.
Yes we’ve been broken up but the things she has done during this time, I don’t think I could move past it or look at her the same. I don’t see her as pure anymore. It really bothers me and hurts me.
She says it’s not her, when she was in psychosis and going through that state. She says I’m valid for my feelings but we were broken up and thought we were done for good. Which is true because I didn’t insinuate we would get back together. I just had hoped deep down she would work on herself and we would come back together but I didn’t communicate that to her which is my fault.
I just can’t look at her the same after having sex with another person. I said some awful things to her out of my pain, even the words “go die”. I called her a whore among other things. I know this hurt her and I can’t take it back.
Is there any fixing this? I really love her and wish this could work.
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She was in psychosis and manic for a few months, hence our breakup. I didn’t know how to handle it. She said she wanted to fuck a black guy, a woman, and an old man and that she was in love with her old female roommate. She also spoke of people out to get her and that she has to die or else. These things caught me off guard and tore my heart apart. I later on found out none of that was real but it still hurt me and I’m not sure why I didn’t try to understand her or what was happening at the time.
During her mania, she spoke to her old coworker, one I was worried about while we were together, and they exchanged “pictures”. She ended up sleeping with a transgender to figure out her sexuality and drunkenly sucked someone off to which she says was a mistake and wish never happened. There was also a guy whom I am insecure about that I know she finds attractive that recently shopped at her job (small world) and she told me she went up to him and had small talk. I know she didn’t have sex with him.
She recently reached out to me breaking no contact by texting me a picture that says “I love you so much” and I couldn’t help but respond because I’ve been longing for her.
Our last messages before no contact she said things and I just chose not to respond which I now regret. One of the last messages was “time to move on”.
Yes we’ve been broken up but the things she has done during this time, I don’t think I could move past it or look at her the same. I don’t see her as pure anymore. It really bothers me and hurts me.
She says it’s not her, when she was in psychosis and going through that state. She says I’m valid for my feelings but we were broken up and thought we were done for good. Which is true because I didn’t insinuate we would get back together. I just had hoped deep down she would work on herself and we would come back together but I didn’t communicate that to her which is my fault.
I just can’t look at her the same after having sex with another person. I said some awful things to her out of my pain, even the words “go die”. I called her a whore among other things. I know this hurt her and I can’t take it back.
Is there any fixing this? I really love her and wish this could work.
2024.06.09 10:16 ThrowRA6797879 Ex with Bipolar/BPD
My BipolaBPD ex I was with for a year did some things after we broke up. We’ve been broken up for about six months now.
She was in psychosis and manic for a few months, hence our breakup. I didn’t know how to handle it. She said she wanted to fuck a black guy, a woman, and an old man and that she was in love with her old female roommate. She also spoke of people out to get her and that she has to die or else. These things caught me off guard and tore my heart apart. I later on found out none of that was real but it still hurt me and I’m not sure why I didn’t try to understand her or what was happening at the time.
During her mania, she spoke to her old coworker, one I was worried about while we were together, and they exchanged “pictures”. She ended up sleeping with a transgender to figure out her sexuality and drunkenly sucked someone off to which she says was a mistake and wish never happened. There was also a guy whom I am insecure about that I know she finds attractive that recently shopped at her job (small world) and she told me she went up to him and had small talk. I know she didn’t have sex with him.
She recently reached out to me breaking no contact by texting me a picture that says “I love you so much” and I couldn’t help but respond because I’ve been longing for her.
Our last messages before no contact she said things and I just chose not to respond which I now regret. One of the last messages was “time to move on”.
Yes we’ve been broken up but the things she has done during this time, I don’t think I could move past it or look at her the same. I don’t see her as pure anymore. It really bothers me and hurts me.
She says it’s not her, when she was in psychosis and going through that state. She says I’m valid for my feelings but we were broken up and thought we were done for good. Which is true because I didn’t insinuate we would get back together. I just had hoped deep down she would work on herself and we would come back together but I didn’t communicate that to her which is my fault.
I just can’t look at her the same after having sex with another person. I said some awful things to her out of my pain, even the words “go die”. I called her a whore among other things. I know this hurt her and I can’t take it back.
Is there any fixing this? I really love her and wish this could work.
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She was in psychosis and manic for a few months, hence our breakup. I didn’t know how to handle it. She said she wanted to fuck a black guy, a woman, and an old man and that she was in love with her old female roommate. She also spoke of people out to get her and that she has to die or else. These things caught me off guard and tore my heart apart. I later on found out none of that was real but it still hurt me and I’m not sure why I didn’t try to understand her or what was happening at the time.
During her mania, she spoke to her old coworker, one I was worried about while we were together, and they exchanged “pictures”. She ended up sleeping with a transgender to figure out her sexuality and drunkenly sucked someone off to which she says was a mistake and wish never happened. There was also a guy whom I am insecure about that I know she finds attractive that recently shopped at her job (small world) and she told me she went up to him and had small talk. I know she didn’t have sex with him.
She recently reached out to me breaking no contact by texting me a picture that says “I love you so much” and I couldn’t help but respond because I’ve been longing for her.
Our last messages before no contact she said things and I just chose not to respond which I now regret. One of the last messages was “time to move on”.
Yes we’ve been broken up but the things she has done during this time, I don’t think I could move past it or look at her the same. I don’t see her as pure anymore. It really bothers me and hurts me.
She says it’s not her, when she was in psychosis and going through that state. She says I’m valid for my feelings but we were broken up and thought we were done for good. Which is true because I didn’t insinuate we would get back together. I just had hoped deep down she would work on herself and we would come back together but I didn’t communicate that to her which is my fault.
I just can’t look at her the same after having sex with another person. I said some awful things to her out of my pain, even the words “go die”. I called her a whore among other things. I know this hurt her and I can’t take it back.
Is there any fixing this? I really love her and wish this could work.
2024.06.09 10:15 ThrowRA6797879 Ex with Bipolar and BPD
My BipolaBPD ex I was with for a year did some things after we broke up. We’ve been broken up for about six months now.
She was in psychosis and manic for a few months, hence our breakup. I didn’t know how to handle it. She said she wanted to fuck a black guy, a woman, and an old man and that she was in love with her old female roommate. She also spoke of people out to get her and that she has to die or else. These things caught me off guard and tore my heart apart. I later on found out none of that was real but it still hurt me and I’m not sure why I didn’t try to understand her or what was happening at the time.
During her mania, she spoke to her old coworker, one I was worried about while we were together, and they exchanged “pictures”. She ended up sleeping with a transgender to figure out her sexuality and drunkenly sucked someone off to which she says was a mistake and wish never happened. There was also a guy whom I am insecure about that I know she finds attractive that recently shopped at her job (small world) and she told me she went up to him and had small talk. I know she didn’t have sex with him.
She recently reached out to me breaking no contact by texting me a picture that says “I love you so much” and I couldn’t help but respond because I’ve been longing for her.
Our last messages before no contact she said things and I just chose not to respond which I now regret. One of the last messages was “time to move on”.
Yes we’ve been broken up but the things she has done during this time, I don’t think I could move past it or look at her the same. I don’t see her as pure anymore. It really bothers me and hurts me.
She says it’s not her, when she was in psychosis and going through that state. She says I’m valid for my feelings but we were broken up and thought we were done for good. Which is true because I didn’t insinuate we would get back together. I just had hoped deep down she would work on herself and we would come back together but I didn’t communicate that to her which is my fault.
I just can’t look at her the same after having sex with another person. I said some awful things to her out of my pain, even the words “go die”. I called her a whore among other things. I know this hurt her and I can’t take it back.
Is there any fixing this? I really love her and wish this could work.
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She was in psychosis and manic for a few months, hence our breakup. I didn’t know how to handle it. She said she wanted to fuck a black guy, a woman, and an old man and that she was in love with her old female roommate. She also spoke of people out to get her and that she has to die or else. These things caught me off guard and tore my heart apart. I later on found out none of that was real but it still hurt me and I’m not sure why I didn’t try to understand her or what was happening at the time.
During her mania, she spoke to her old coworker, one I was worried about while we were together, and they exchanged “pictures”. She ended up sleeping with a transgender to figure out her sexuality and drunkenly sucked someone off to which she says was a mistake and wish never happened. There was also a guy whom I am insecure about that I know she finds attractive that recently shopped at her job (small world) and she told me she went up to him and had small talk. I know she didn’t have sex with him.
She recently reached out to me breaking no contact by texting me a picture that says “I love you so much” and I couldn’t help but respond because I’ve been longing for her.
Our last messages before no contact she said things and I just chose not to respond which I now regret. One of the last messages was “time to move on”.
Yes we’ve been broken up but the things she has done during this time, I don’t think I could move past it or look at her the same. I don’t see her as pure anymore. It really bothers me and hurts me.
She says it’s not her, when she was in psychosis and going through that state. She says I’m valid for my feelings but we were broken up and thought we were done for good. Which is true because I didn’t insinuate we would get back together. I just had hoped deep down she would work on herself and we would come back together but I didn’t communicate that to her which is my fault.
I just can’t look at her the same after having sex with another person. I said some awful things to her out of my pain, even the words “go die”. I called her a whore among other things. I know this hurt her and I can’t take it back.
Is there any fixing this? I really love her and wish this could work.
2024.06.09 09:56 BurnerCool Man it never ends
I genuinely thought I’ve healed this time. I was over it all, meeting new people and working on myself again. I moved on. I was finally ACTUALLY consistently happy for the first time in ages. It all fell apart today though.
She’s roommates with one of my friends (how I met her) and I’m still in contact with this friend. He’s received as much of the abuse as I have, and understands what I’ve gone through more than anyone else. Today I was on a call with him for a while talking about video games, music, etc. when I hear her walk into the room and talk to him about a date she’s going on with her new partner. In that moment all the trauma came flooding back, and I panicked for at least an hour and got sent into a severe state of mania. I left the call and broke down for at least an hour, and almost gave into the blade. My friend confirmed that she figured he was on the phone with me and she knew what she was doing.
Why can’t I just be left alone man? All the progress I made is back to square one now yet again. Why does this keep happening?
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She’s roommates with one of my friends (how I met her) and I’m still in contact with this friend. He’s received as much of the abuse as I have, and understands what I’ve gone through more than anyone else. Today I was on a call with him for a while talking about video games, music, etc. when I hear her walk into the room and talk to him about a date she’s going on with her new partner. In that moment all the trauma came flooding back, and I panicked for at least an hour and got sent into a severe state of mania. I left the call and broke down for at least an hour, and almost gave into the blade. My friend confirmed that she figured he was on the phone with me and she knew what she was doing.
Why can’t I just be left alone man? All the progress I made is back to square one now yet again. Why does this keep happening?
2024.06.09 09:21 Impressive-Fee-407 Estrogen Deficiency - Hormone Imbalance - Endometriosis - Heart Health
I hope I can get some answers, some stories, something maybe. I am 25 with stage 4 endometriosis & reoccurring endometriomas (ovarian cysts). I have had 4 ovarian cystectomy laparoscopic surgeries. This most recent one was January 18th of this year.
I have been seeing my doctors for years over arthritis, dry cracked skin that wouldn’t heal, low libido, GI issues, low creatinine, low vitamin D, we tried so many things & nothing was ever helping. They continued to manage my symptoms but hardly did anything honestly. My ovarian cysts reached the point of being there for 6 years & gynecologists kept saying it wasn’t causing an issue until my ovaries tripled in size, nobody cared about how much pain I was in from anything & everything I did. Eventually my cortisol got really high, I was addicted to sugars, I didn’t need to sleep, I felt nearly no pain except the pulling from coughing & sneezing with scar tissue connecting my ovaries to my bowels & abdomen wall. I was in mania for years but a couple months before surgery, while waiting for the surgery date, I fell into straight psychosis (everything in my life flipped, I left my partner, I quit my job, I was trying to move, I threw everything away) but a couple days after surgery I really woke the fuck up & realized I destroyed everything for nothing. I felt myself go back to who I grew up as, I could think about so much, I wasn’t short fuzed, I loved my partner again & I was completely devastated from what I did to her. I couldn’t believe I really broke the heart & left the one girlfriend I’ve had for SIX years straight. I fell into mania when we were about 2.5 years in, she tried to manage me & deal with me & we would fight about the shit I was doing & I would try to be better but it wasn’t consistent.
Now I’m healed, my skin is healthy, my hair is healthy, I do not have arthritis, my head rarely hurts, my hypoglycemia is coming back & my chest HURTS. My chest started to hurt really bad with my heart beating out of my chest, every doctor & hospital I have been to finds that my heart rate is higher than it should be no matter what I’m doing. Over the last couple months, it’s gotten a little better. It does get worse with anxiety, crying, running, etc. I’ve had my ultrasounds & I’m wearing a heart monitor for 3 days currently. I have to wait until July 2nd for results.
Has anybody else been through this? Does anybody know of anything similar? To have estrogen cut off for at least 4 years, high cortisol for 1-2 years & also a vegetarian diet. In that time I had CHS (cannabinoid hypermesis syndrome) from late 2021-early 2022. I dropped 20 pounds in 2 months. Got healthy, healed from it, gained it back then dropped 20 pounds again for no reason. I haven’t put that weight back on either but my BMI is healthy.
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I have been seeing my doctors for years over arthritis, dry cracked skin that wouldn’t heal, low libido, GI issues, low creatinine, low vitamin D, we tried so many things & nothing was ever helping. They continued to manage my symptoms but hardly did anything honestly. My ovarian cysts reached the point of being there for 6 years & gynecologists kept saying it wasn’t causing an issue until my ovaries tripled in size, nobody cared about how much pain I was in from anything & everything I did. Eventually my cortisol got really high, I was addicted to sugars, I didn’t need to sleep, I felt nearly no pain except the pulling from coughing & sneezing with scar tissue connecting my ovaries to my bowels & abdomen wall. I was in mania for years but a couple months before surgery, while waiting for the surgery date, I fell into straight psychosis (everything in my life flipped, I left my partner, I quit my job, I was trying to move, I threw everything away) but a couple days after surgery I really woke the fuck up & realized I destroyed everything for nothing. I felt myself go back to who I grew up as, I could think about so much, I wasn’t short fuzed, I loved my partner again & I was completely devastated from what I did to her. I couldn’t believe I really broke the heart & left the one girlfriend I’ve had for SIX years straight. I fell into mania when we were about 2.5 years in, she tried to manage me & deal with me & we would fight about the shit I was doing & I would try to be better but it wasn’t consistent.
Now I’m healed, my skin is healthy, my hair is healthy, I do not have arthritis, my head rarely hurts, my hypoglycemia is coming back & my chest HURTS. My chest started to hurt really bad with my heart beating out of my chest, every doctor & hospital I have been to finds that my heart rate is higher than it should be no matter what I’m doing. Over the last couple months, it’s gotten a little better. It does get worse with anxiety, crying, running, etc. I’ve had my ultrasounds & I’m wearing a heart monitor for 3 days currently. I have to wait until July 2nd for results.
Has anybody else been through this? Does anybody know of anything similar? To have estrogen cut off for at least 4 years, high cortisol for 1-2 years & also a vegetarian diet. In that time I had CHS (cannabinoid hypermesis syndrome) from late 2021-early 2022. I dropped 20 pounds in 2 months. Got healthy, healed from it, gained it back then dropped 20 pounds again for no reason. I haven’t put that weight back on either but my BMI is healthy.
2024.06.09 06:50 brittpeeks Solo Trip Report 5/16-5/25
I expected to have this posted very soon after my trip, but time got away from me! Even the prospect of writing this out is kind of daunting lol so props to all of you who post your trip reports (and I greedily read every word!). Whenever people say stuff like “this is so long, I don’t expect anyone to read this!” I’m always like “of course I’m going to read every word and love it!” But now I am the one telling you guys, this is very long and I can’t imagine who out there is going to read this lol
Thursday 5/16 - Travel Day
Flew to Naples where my friend lives. Plan was to stay two nights with her before we headed to Orlando for one “girls night” before my solo trip began.
Saturday 5/18 - Travel to Disney!
Left at 6:30am to drive to Orlando. It was her and her two girls (age 11 and 5). We had reservations for one night at Beach Club. We bounded as princesses (Tiana, Ariel, Aurora, Jasmine). We walked to Epcot at 11:30am and that short walk was INCREDIBLE. I can’t believe how close the park is!!! Beach Club is amazing for location alone! Here are the things we ate and experienced:
~~Toasted Pretzel Bread (Germany): 20/10 This was absolutely delicious and over the course of the week I think I ate it like 5-6 times lol
~~Raspberry Radler (Germany): same as above, LOVED
~~Harvested a Pearl (Japan): This was seriously THE BEST experience! We all got them put in necklaces. One of her daughters got a gray/blue pearl and it was gorgeous. Lots of attention when she showed mine bc it looked big and she kept moving it up the sizing plate. I ended up with an 8.5mm pearl! It was very exciting and lots of celebration by the workers and crowd. They said it was the largest of the day. Honestly, I recommend this to ANYONE. It was less expensive than I expected, $29 to harvest the pearl, then I think I spent $23 on a cage for it, and I chose to buy a necklace for it to wear right away and that was $26. I am 100% doing it again in September when I go back for my 40th birthday (and I told my hubby he is doing it too and will love it!)
~~Lemon Drop Shandy (The Citrus Blossom): 7/10 good! nothing exceptional, I liked the radler better
~~Cinnamon Roll Bites (Brunchcot): 6/10, I was so excited for these but they were just average. I think maybe if we had a batch that had more frosting it might have been better. They weren’t bad, just not outstanding. Loved the bacon crumbles though!
~~Guardians of the Galaxy: the only reason this is making it into the notes is bc of my Reliefband. I get motion sickness. I tried Guardians last fall (after 2 dramamine) and still had to sit for about an hour afterward to chill and not be sick. I decided to purchase a Reliefband (classic version, Amazon, $129) to try out this trip and see if it would work. I was very skeptical. But I am here to say it worked 1000000000%. I was so blown away. Absolutely ZERO feelings of motion sickness during or after the ride. Kept my eyes open the whole time (it’s the visual speed that usually gets me, screen rides get me too). I am not a big thrill ride person, so incidentally this time around I realized this isn’t the ride for me. I just don’t enjoy it that much, BUT the big deal is to find out that is my ride preference and has nothing to do with motion sickness. It was so liberating not having my motion sickness control me! Ooooo, also, I was absolutely ecstatic that I got the song I’ve always wanted!! Everybody Wants to Rule the World!
We left Epcot at 4pm and went back to the resort to check in. First of all, it’s so gorgeous there. The room was wonderful, the lobby is beautiful and smells amazing. I wish we had the money to always stay deluxe bc I get why people love deluxe resorts so much!
Dinner at Ale & Compass (Yacht Club): 7/10, again, food was decent but nothing exceptional. Actually the Parker House Rolls were 1000% worth the hype, I got the NY Strip Steak though, asked for medium rare and I think it was more medium and that ruined it a bit for me (also taste was just meh)
We spent about an hour and half swimming at Stormalong Bay after dinner. That pool is seriously incredible. I never want to experience anything but a sand bottom pool again. The. Absolute. Best.
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Sunday 5/19 - Girls Leave and Solo Begins
We checked out and then had a Beaches and Cream reservation at 11:30am. We shared the Bacon Ranch Totchos (7/10 tasty but too much topping for me), Grilled Cheese and Tomato Soup (grilled cheese 9/10, tomato soup 6/10), aaaaand the Kitchen Sink Sundae (9/10)! Was it smart for us to get this with only two adult women and two children? Probably not. But boy was it fun and delicious and we put way more of a dent in it than I thought we would lol. A little siren goes off in the restaurant when one is brought to a table and there is a back and forth with kitchen staff and customers (they say something about a “whole can of whipped cream” and customers answer back as a group) and it was a very fun vibe! In fact that is one of the reasons I rate it a 9/10 haha, bc I think there is just too much whipped cream and a lot of the ice cream is just buried.
We swam at Stormalong bay for 2 more hours before they dropped me off at All-Star Movies and they headed home to Naples.
Magic Kingdom (solo)
I got into my room at All-Star Movies (Love Bug building 6) and tbh I didn’t mind its distance to the bus stop, maybe bc it was just me, but I didn’t have a problem with it, I thought the walk was quick enough. I was in Magic Kingdom by 5:30pm.
6pm PeopleMover (walk on) 5 min posted
6:30pm Pirates of the Caribbean (walk on) 10 min posted
6:45pm Thunder Mountain (10 min) 15 min posted
7:10pm Enchanted Tiki Room (10 min) 15 min posted
7:40pm Haunted Mansion (20 min) 20 min posted
8:25pm Got the Sweet and Spicy Chicken Waffle sandwich at Sleepy Hollow: 7/10, the taste was great, I don’t like spicy stuff but this wasn’t too spicy. The only con is that the bottom of the waffle was kind of soggy and I didn’t really eat that part.
8:55pm in spot for HEA
9:40pm Peter Pan’s Flight (25 min) 10 min posted
Spent a lot of time in gift shops and doing photopass on my way out of park
11:10pm On bus back to resort
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Monday 5/20 - Animal Kingdom
6:45am On the bus to AK
7:22am Scanned into the park
7:32am Nav’i River Journey (6 min) 10 min posted
8:05am Kilimanjaro Safari (18 min) 25 min posted, was off the safari at 8:45am
9:05am Pongu Pongu - tried the Pongu Lumpia! I know this snack is controversial, it seemed like it was up my alley, but others have said the same and didn’t end up liking it so I was expecting to ultimately dislike it. I enjoyed it! 8/10 would eat again!
9:15am Gorilla Falls Trek, walked for 20 mins
9:45am It’s Tough to be a Bug - this was my first time, honestly, I think I have read articles and seen so many vlogs calling it startling and scary that I think I was expecting the worst so much that it wasn't….that….bad? I didn’t mind it? (side note: the ONLY time this entire trip that I wore tennis shoes was the morning of Animal Kingdom. My feet were hurting by the time I went into this show, so while it was going on I switched to my flip flops and my feet took a complete 180 degrees. I wore flip flops the rest of the trip and had zero issues with sore feet. I guess I’m just a flip flop girly???)
10:15am Feathered Friends in Flight - was actually heading to 11am Lion King but a CM I passed was announcing to people that the bird show was starting at 10:30 so I decided to detour there. It was great!
11:00am Maharajah Jungle Trek, walked for 20 mins, this was the most beautiful trail for me, absolutely lovely!
11:30am Eight Spoon Cafe - got the BBQ pork MacnCheese, found a spot to sit down by Drinkwallah and that is my go-to spot now. It is shaded and the carved tables and chairs are so pretty. I really like that little (hidden?) sit-down area!
12:00pm Discovery Trails, walked for 10 mins, then looked around shops in Discovery Island and Asia
12:50pm Rafiki’s Planet Watch (5 min) I did not get off the train, at this point I needed a break but I did not want to go back to resort, so I sat on the Wildlife Train and drank lots of water, I went around the circuit twice, got off at 1:30pm
1:45pm Festival of the Lion King, got in line for 2pm show, this was my first time…it BLEW MY MIND, absolutely loooooooved this. So so much. It was wonderful!
3:00pm Dinosaur (5 min) 15 min posted - first time! Honestly, I have heard so many disparaging comments about this ride I expected it to be terrifying, painful and just not fun. Again, I had an opposite experience! I love dinosaur movies (like Jurassic park) so I really enjoyed this one. I hope it is still there to ride when I am back in the fall!
3:30pm Nomad Lounge (added myself to waitlist on app, there was no “wait” got the text pretty much immediately) This was such an important break out of the heat. I spent an hour here to recharge. I drank a lot of water, had a delicious cocktail Lamu Libation 10/10, Ahi Tuna Poke Bowl 8/10, and Churros 10/10. I was able to charge my phone in an outlet at the bar. It was the perfect break!
5:00pm Left AK and headed back to resort
7:20pm Scanned into Hollywood Studios, walked around, looked through gift shops
8:20pm Catalina Eddie’s: got the Toffee and Coconut Blondie to take with me into Fantasmic! You guys…this is an absolute favorite of mine! My friend got it at NYE and forced me to try it (I didn’t want to bc I am not a coconut fan) but I fell in LOVE. Definitely a 20/10. I was so excited to get it again this trip. If you don’t love coconut, I find it very mild, you should definitely give it a shot.
9:00pm Fantasmic!
10:00pm Got on the bus to All-Star Sports instead of Movies bc in the gift shop at my resort the worker had told me I could find the pin I was looking for at the Sports gift shop. It was the 30 yr Anniversary pin of All-Star Resorts. I bought that and walked all the way back to my building, was back by 10:30pm
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Tuesday 5/21 - EPCOT
10:00am Scanned in at Epcot - kind of embarrassing…I was “that person” to hold everyone up. The past two days I did not need a park reservation, so I didn’t even think anything of it, but they told me one was required this day and he was setting one up for me on his ipad but then it kept erroring out, I felt TERRIBLE.
10:25am - Living with the Land (5 min) 5 min posted
10:50am - Nemo and Friends (15 min) 15 min posted
11:15am - Journey of Water walkthrough
11:40am - bought the Spike’s Pollination Exploration Scavenger hunt, it was nice bc it was 30% off with the rest of the F&G merch and I got my 20% discount on it. I mean it was only $10 regular price but I was still pretty happy lol
11:50am - got food!!! Toasted Pretzel Bread and Raspberry Radler (Germany) still 20/10, Frushi (Japan) 8/10, Fruit Punch Ale (America) 8/10 good but I would get the radler over this every time
1:00pm Frozen (40 min) 60 min posted, I got splashed a lot more than normal this time for some reason! Sat next to a girl who was videoing on a go-pro, asked if she was a vlogger but she said no and then we chatted for a min about our love of Disney vlogs, it was nice!
2:10pm Kringla Bakeri - Viking Coffee, 9/10 excellent!
2:30pm The Honey Bee-stro - Liquid Nitro Honey-Mascarpone Cheesecake, 10/10 LOVED, the cheesecake was smooth and creamy (even while “frozen”) and the tart blueberry compote that comes with it is a perfect pairing. Plus I was able to Pixie Dust someone here! There was a young girl in line in front of me by herself, she was maybe 13? Anyway she was trying to scan her magic band for payment and the CM told her the band was not authorized to be used for payment, she seemed a bit surprised and embarrassed and I stepped in and started scanning my magic band. It was honestly only $6.50. She tried to tell me no and that she would go get her mom, but I just overrode her and said “It’s Disney! Let me!” with a smile. We were both at the window to pick up our items together and when she got hers she unexpectedly leaned in and gave me a hug and thanked me again. I was so surprised and heartwarmed (and also felt bad that I was kinda sweaty lol). But anyway it was a wonderful moment!
2:45pm Bought the Spaceship Earth cookie jar that I have been wanting so badly! I got it with my gift card I got for “mothers day” from our pets :D
2:55pm Spaceship Earth (walk on) 5 min posted
4:00pm Bus back to resort for a break and shower bc it was a very hot day!
6:40pm Scanned back into EPCOT
6:45pm Spaceship Earth (walk on) 5 min posted
Walked around to find Spike for scavenger hunt
7:35pm Toasted Pretzel Bread and Raspberry Radler (again! lol)
8:00pm watched Garden Rocks concert
More Spike hunting!
9:00pm Luminous
9:10pm Started heading out of park
This was my toughest day of my whole solo trip for several reasons. 1) I don’t think I did enough sit down things, I was on my feet a ton 2) I was not being “park smart”. Epcot is huge enough in the first place but I was not navigating the park in an efficient way and ended up walking WAY more than I should have. Around 7:30-8pm I started to feel something pulled in my leg (after googling later maybe a mild issue with adductor tendon?) it was high up in my inner thigh, I decided to leave the park only 10 mins after Luminous started bc I really wanted to not push myself, the next day was going to be my Magic Kingdom day and that is my favorite park and would likely be a long day and I just didn’t want to ruin it.
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Wednesday 5/22 - Hollywood Studios (not Magic Kingdom!)
Woke up before 7am and decided to pivot on my plans bc of my leg. I decided to stay in the resort room until midday to rest my leg, and due to that decision I switched my park day from MK to HS. I figured if I was going to be in a park for less hours of the day I would rather sacrifice time in Hollywood Studios than Magic Kingdom. I bought Genie+ and bought an ILL for Rise of the Resistance for 1:40pm. This ended up being THE BEST decision I could have made. By the time I left my room, my leg was feeling 100% better and I did not have any issues with it for the rest of the trip!
1:15pm Scanned into Hollywood Studios
1:30pm Frozen Sing Along - I love this fricken show, I always want to see it every time I go to HS, I could watch it a million times, I am always impressed by the Arendelle Historians bc they are so funny, and while they will make jokes in a similar vein, they still have so much variety that you don’t see the same jokes when you watch shows with different historians. A++, this will always be one of my faves.
2:15pm Rise of the Resistance ILL - full A mode, also…bc I was wearing my Reliefband I was able to keep my eyes open during the drop with the simulation of flying through space. It was great!!!
3:00pm Smuggler's Run (G+) - okaayyyyyy, I have never been on this (due to motion sickness fears) but I decided to take the plunge. I got all the way to sitting in the seat and tbh I was terrified. I was by myself, I didn’t know exactly what to expect and I was not so much scared that I would be sick, I was confident in the Reliefband, but I was worried I would hate the simulated feeling of flying. That kinda freaks me out. So then, the ride doesn’t actually start and they tell us that a CM will be in to let us out bc it has malfunctioned and we will be given a LL back. I was quite literally SO RELIEVED. I will try that ride, but in September when I am with my husband!
3:30pm Woody’s Lunchbox - Adult Lemonade 10/10 and Raspberry Lunchbox Tart 7/10. I ended up getting two more Adult Lemonades throughout the night bc I thought they were delicious!! The tart was fine, it tasted “good” but nothing unique or outstanding.
4:00pm Beauty and the Beast Live
4:35pm Mickey and Minnie’s Runaway Railway (G+)
5:15pm Toy Story Mania (G+)
6:00pm Baseline Taphouse - Charcuterie Board 9/10 and Blood Orange Hard Cider 7/10
6:30pm Frozen Sing Along - I am not kidding about how much I like this show lol
7:10pm Mickey and Minnie’s Runaway Railway (40 mins) 45 min posted
8:20pm Rise of the Resistance (used the anytime pass I got for Smuggler Run going down) this time around we ended up having to walk down a hallway bc there was a technical difficulty with the 2nd pre show (where you enter the craft and get pulled in by the first order) we skipped that part and walked down a hallway straight into the storm trooper room. Everything else worked except for Finn.
8:45pm Ran my ass through Toy Story land (picked up an Adult Lemonade!) and hightailed it to Fantasmic! This ended up being a very good lesson for me. Getting to Fantasmic! just as it was starting was NOT a good idea. I was in the bleachers in the last section at the top, like with the walkway in front of you. You can hardly see anything back there. I will not make this mistake again. I left just as the floats started bc I could not even see them at all.
Browsed a lot of gift shops!
10:20pm Got on bus back to resort
I go back and forth on whether G+ was worth it today. Ultimately, I side on yes bc I didn’t even get to the park until 1pm, got to walk the park a ton, I did the most photopass spots here than I did on any other day, so Genie+ allowing me to just hop on 3 rides with no wait gave me the time to do all of that (and watch Frozen twice and B&B show), and I had the time to wait for Runaway Railway standby again. Also, bc the Smugglers Run malfunction allowed me to use a “LL” on Rise again, that alone made it worth it!
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Thursday 5/23 - Magic Kingdom
Wooooohoooo! My favorite park! I decided to get G+ today and get an ILL for Seven Dwarfs Mine Train for 7:40pm
9:10 Scanned into MK
9:25am Thunder Mountain (walk on) 10 min posted, this ride has never gotten to me in the past (motion sickness) but I was in the second to last cart and that made this ride feel faster and “dippier” and I did not care for it lol
9:40am Westward Ho - Crispy Chicken/egg/pepper jack breakfast biscuit, 9/10 would get again!
9:55am Pirates of the Caribbean (10 min) 15 min posted
10:25am Enchanted Tiki Room (walk on, got there just as they were ushering people in)
10:45am Enchanted Tales with Belle (12 min) 20 min posted
11:20am Little Mermaid (G+)
11:35am Mickey’s Philharmagic (10 min) 15 min posted
12:20 Carousel (15 min) 5 min posted - tbh this one pissed me off lol, bc I would have never gone on it had I realized I would wait 15 mins, 5 mins was a cruel trick haha
12:50pm Winnie the Pooh (G+)
1:05pm it’s a small world (G+)
1:35pm PeopleMover (8 min) 15 min posted
2:05pm Buzz Lightyear Space Ranger Spin (G+) - I didn’t remember thinking this ride was this hard! But after having just done Toy Story Mania the day before, I did not find this one to be as easy to “play”, I prefer Toy Story Mania!
2:20pm Monsters Inc Laugh Floor (17 min) 10 min posted
3:05 Peter Pan’s Flight (G+)
3:25pm Pecos Bills - slugged some water, had a coke (12/10 refreshing!) and nachos (4/10, I did not remember these being so spicy, I mean I don’t like spice so I am probably a wimp saying this but I did not enjoy these bc of the spiciness, will not get again)
4:00pm Stopped in Columbia Harbour house which was not too busy and found an empty table next to an outlet to charge my phone
4:45pm Haunted Mansion (G+)
Walked to First Aid station for Tylenol (headache)
5:20pm Pirates of the Caribbean (G+)
5:50pm Sunshine Tree Terrace - I tried the I Lava You Float, and I was sure it was going to be too sweet even though I have read many people’s reviews who loved it. I LAVA THIS FLOAT! 10/10 very much looking forward to getting again in fall!
6:05 WDW Train (Frontierland) (6 min) 10 min posted - I felt like chilling for a bit again so I did a full circuit and then went on to Fantasyland
7:05 Mickey’s Philharmagic (5 min) 10 min posted
7:35pm Seven Dwarfs Mine Train ILL - felt the same way about this one as BTM earlier, I was in one of the last carts (row 8) and it felt faster and dippier than in the past, no thanks!
8:10pm PeopleMover (20 min) 5 min posted - this should have been a walk on, but the ride went down as I was in line, I kept debating back and forth about leaving the line and coming back, but I just kept sticking it out a few more mins and a few more mins. Some people in line behind me were speculating if someone had puked on the ride bc of the workers going up. Not sure, doesn’t really matter, PeopleMover is the BEST at night!
8:50pm Seven Dwarfs Mine Train (35 min) 35 min posted - Listen, I wasn’t expecting to be on this ride during HEA, I was just trying to hop in line while everyone was waiting for fireworks bc the wait would be shorter, but the fact that I actually got on it in perfect timing to see fireworks?! Let me just say it is just as cool as everyone says it is! Also, they put me in row 8 again, grrrrr, is that the designated solo rider lane?
9:30pm TRON - I tried getting a boarding group at 7am and didn’t get in. So then my plan was to get in at 1pm but I totallyyyyyyy forgot about it and I remembered at 1:55pm and I was like “crap! I guess I will see if I can still buy an ILL”. I was about to do that and then I thought to myself, “maybe I should just see if the VQ is still open?” AND IT WAS! So I literally got a boarding group at 2pm, an hour after the VQ started, I was shocked and thrilled when I got one! Plus TRON is always so gorgeous at night. I actually have yet to ride it in the day lol And LISTEN, I get that most people prefer Guardians to TRON, I really do get it. BUT bc I am not that much of a thrill ride person, I like easier going coasters. I seriously love TRON so much. It is such a horizontal coaster that it’s like my ideal. You get the thrill from it being fast and a little dippy, but nothing crazy. It’s a fave for me!!!
10:30pm Casey’s Corner - French fries and coke, both 10/10 refreshing and needed the pick me up!
10:45pm Main Street Confectionary - It was on my to-do list to get the popcorn mix from here. I chose Butter Popcorn, dark chocolate sauce, pretzel pieces and snickers. 10/10 definitely recommend. Will be getting a mix again in September!
11:10pm Got on bus back to resort
Friday 5/24 - Bonus Day?!
This was supposed to be my travel day back home. My flight was set to leave at 5pm, but in the morning my husband told me about storms in the midwest and I got an email from the airline about “adverse weather conditions”, so I called and changed my flight to the next day at 7am. (It ended up being the right choice bc my original 5pm flight out of MCO was delayed multiple times until it was finally canceled at like 10:30pm) I was thankfully able to book another night at All-Star Movies and could stay in my same room. I quickly formed the plan to go back to Animal Kingdom to see Festival of the Lion King again bc I had enjoyed it so much earlier in the week and then go to EPCOT to finish the final 4 Spikes that I had not located yet for the scavenger hunt!
11:00am Scanned in at Animal Kingdom
11:50am Mr. Kamal’s - got the Chicken Dumplings that were on my list to try but I did not get the chance to on Monday, also went back to my favorite spot by Drinkwallah, the dumplings were like a 6/10. Idk just pretty average for a potsticker that you can get anywhere, I probably would not get them again
12:15pm walked around Dinoland to really soak it in just in case next time I come it is walled off!
1:pm Festival of the Lion King - man, this is just fantastic! Be Prepared is my favorite villain song and I get so pumped when they do that part!
1:50pm Satu’li Canteen - got the wood-grilled chicken protein bowl, with rice and black beans and the creamy herb sauce. Literally OH MY GOD, this was so flipping good! 20/10!!! Best thing I ate hands-down all week. I wasn’t sure I would eat the slaw in the bowl but that was delicious, the creamy herb sauce was amazing and those little boba balls that add the citrus burst?!?! So so good. I have already altered our plans for September to include two meals here so I can get this bowl twice next time lol
2:45pm Took bus back to Resort
5:30pm Scanned in at EPCOT
5:55pm Living with the Land (walkon) 10 min posted
6:15pm Awesome Planet (walkon, went into theater immediately and show started) This was my first time checking this out, I really enjoyed it! I will def watch again especially in the heat of the day when I just need to sit somewhere cool for a bit!
6:45pm Found Spike (1 of 4 left) by the Butterly Landing!
7:00pm Found Spike (2 of 4 left) in France
7:10pm Checked out the Annual Passholder lounge in Restaurant Marrakesh
7:35pm Gran Fiesta Tour (walk on) 5 min posted
7:50pm Found Spike (3 of 4 left) in Mexico
8:00pm Got another Toasted Pretzel Bread and Raspberry Radler from Germany (dont judge! lol)
8:10pm watched Lit at Garden Rocks concert (who doesn’t love “My own worst enemy”!?!?!?)
8:35pm Found final Spike in Japan!!! - this one was my ultimate nemesis. I had searched Japan on Tuesday, I had searched Japan (twice?) earlier on this day and I was all set to give up bc I couldn’t find the Kokedama garden. I just hadn’t looked up the stone path to the left of Japan. Finally saw it when it was dark out and got my final Spike!!!
8:50pm Journey of Water walkthrough (always better at night!)
9:05pm Shoutout to the photopass guy who I stopped by on my way out of the park, those were the most awkward poses I have ever done in front of spaceship earth but you tried your best and the photos make me laugh every time I see them!
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Overall Thoughts
10/10 Amazing Trip. I found out about people going on solo trips here on reddit late last year and I was immediately certain I had to book one. While I can be a very social person, I am also a loner in the fact that I do enjoy spending time in my own company (not everybody does) so I knew a solo trip was right up my alley. It was everything I hoped for and more. I didn’t have to consult anyone else, I could do what I want, when I want. Also, (not to brag….shhhhhh…I’m not bragging I swear) but I am not a complainer. The heat usually doesn’t affect me too much, I have a good amount of endurance so I get tired of course but it takes a lot. I’m pretty unflappable because I’m just happy to BE AT Disney World. Others I’ve gone with are not like this so much lol so it was nice to just be in my own company in the sense that I was always in a positive mood and didn’t have anyone dimming that? If that makes sense?
Safety
I am a petite woman. I am 4’10” and 118lbs so I am very aware of my size in terms of my safety. I can honestly say though that I felt safe throughout the whole trip. The one time that I got off the bus at All-Star Sports at 10pm to go to the gift shop and then walked all the way to Movies, that did worry me a bit but only as I was walking through the parking lot sections.
And I did get the crap scared out of me at the resort due to the requirement of a “visual check”. I had not ever heard of this, but I was in my room for a midday break and I had a knock at my door by housekeeping. I thought it was odd bc I had my “room occupied” sign out the whole time bc I didn’t feel the need for housekeeping, it was just me in the room. I said “no thank you” and they knocked and announced housekeeping again. I said “no thank you” louder. (internally I was thinking, can they not hear me through the door????) and they did it again! I finally went closer to the door and I heard the person mumble something about a “visual check” and I very sternly and loudly said “no!” bc I didn’t know what the heck they were talking about. I peeked through the curtain at my window and watched the guy walk past holding a phone in his hand. I think he was wearing a uniform shirt but I couldn’t totally tell. I decided to call the resort in the event this was someone trying to pose as housekeeping staff. They ended up relieving my fears by telling me it was legitimate. Apparently, you have to have your room checked at some point in your stay (I was staying 5 nights) if you choose not to get housekeeping. He explained this has to do with the Pulse Nightclub shooting. I guess they had stockpiled guns in their hotel room and kept not letting housekeeping in. He explained that is why they do the visual check, for the safety of all resort guests. I was 100% supportive once he told me that and I felt bad for yelling at the guy. But also, I am a solo woman and I had no idea what the hell was going on, and to be completely frank, I had just showered so I was in a tshirt and underwear which made me feel even more vulnerable bc I was not fully dressed! I was not letting that person in my room. The guy on the phone totally understood that and apologized for alarming me. I told him to have the guy come back and do the visual check. I apologized to him when he came in. He was in my room for all of 10 seconds and that was it. But it was certainly a crazy ordeal!
Walking
I was doing 20-30k steps each day and other than hurting my leg on Tuesday I was honestly fine. I had shin splints too but again, they weren’t terrible and by Thursday they were gone. I brought tennis shoes and flip flops intending to switch on and off throughout the week in order to prevent my feet from getting sore but that never happened. I spent 3 hours in the shoes on Monday before my feet started hurting and I never wore them again. I had 2 different pairs of flip flops the whole time. I guess that is what my feet like!
Backpack vs Loungefly
I typically wear a normal size backpack to the parks, but also I can usually share wearing it with my husband. I didn’t really consider how hard it would be to wear a backpack alllllllll day long. And it wasn’t even heavy, I didn’t put much in it at all, but still it wore on my shoulders and made them sore. On Wednesday I ended up getting a Loungefly even though they have never really been my thing. It honestly ended up being perfect. It felt different on my shoulders and I wasn’t getting sore like I was with a regular size backpack.
Waiting in Lines
I have often read that one of the things that bothers solo travelers the most is waiting in lines by themselves bc it’s boring and they have no one to keep them company. I thought I might feel this way too but waiting in lines was not bad at all to me. It’s so easy to be on your phone that whole time. I was looking at my photopass photos, browsing reddit, and inputting trip notes. I felt like waiting in line was not a hardship for me as a solo traveler.
Photopasses
This trip exceeded my expectations with photopasses! The number of photos each photographer took and the variety of positions and magic shots was awesome. I am assuming part of that is because I was solo? I am not sure but I just felt like the quantity and time spent at each photopass location was better than normal. Special shout out to Hollywood Studios, that day in particular was just awesome. Every photographer was awesome, but especially the ones in Galaxy’s Edge. I was having such an amazing time getting them!
Total Photopasses each day:
MK - 6 photopass spots
AK - 2 photopass spots
Epcot - 3 photopass spots
HS - 7 photopass spots
MK - 6 photopass spots
AK and EPCOT - 7 photopass spots
I can’t wait to do it all again in September with my husband!
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Thursday 5/16 - Travel Day
Flew to Naples where my friend lives. Plan was to stay two nights with her before we headed to Orlando for one “girls night” before my solo trip began.
Saturday 5/18 - Travel to Disney!
Left at 6:30am to drive to Orlando. It was her and her two girls (age 11 and 5). We had reservations for one night at Beach Club. We bounded as princesses (Tiana, Ariel, Aurora, Jasmine). We walked to Epcot at 11:30am and that short walk was INCREDIBLE. I can’t believe how close the park is!!! Beach Club is amazing for location alone! Here are the things we ate and experienced:
~~Toasted Pretzel Bread (Germany): 20/10 This was absolutely delicious and over the course of the week I think I ate it like 5-6 times lol
~~Raspberry Radler (Germany): same as above, LOVED
~~Harvested a Pearl (Japan): This was seriously THE BEST experience! We all got them put in necklaces. One of her daughters got a gray/blue pearl and it was gorgeous. Lots of attention when she showed mine bc it looked big and she kept moving it up the sizing plate. I ended up with an 8.5mm pearl! It was very exciting and lots of celebration by the workers and crowd. They said it was the largest of the day. Honestly, I recommend this to ANYONE. It was less expensive than I expected, $29 to harvest the pearl, then I think I spent $23 on a cage for it, and I chose to buy a necklace for it to wear right away and that was $26. I am 100% doing it again in September when I go back for my 40th birthday (and I told my hubby he is doing it too and will love it!)
~~Lemon Drop Shandy (The Citrus Blossom): 7/10 good! nothing exceptional, I liked the radler better
~~Cinnamon Roll Bites (Brunchcot): 6/10, I was so excited for these but they were just average. I think maybe if we had a batch that had more frosting it might have been better. They weren’t bad, just not outstanding. Loved the bacon crumbles though!
~~Guardians of the Galaxy: the only reason this is making it into the notes is bc of my Reliefband. I get motion sickness. I tried Guardians last fall (after 2 dramamine) and still had to sit for about an hour afterward to chill and not be sick. I decided to purchase a Reliefband (classic version, Amazon, $129) to try out this trip and see if it would work. I was very skeptical. But I am here to say it worked 1000000000%. I was so blown away. Absolutely ZERO feelings of motion sickness during or after the ride. Kept my eyes open the whole time (it’s the visual speed that usually gets me, screen rides get me too). I am not a big thrill ride person, so incidentally this time around I realized this isn’t the ride for me. I just don’t enjoy it that much, BUT the big deal is to find out that is my ride preference and has nothing to do with motion sickness. It was so liberating not having my motion sickness control me! Ooooo, also, I was absolutely ecstatic that I got the song I’ve always wanted!! Everybody Wants to Rule the World!
We left Epcot at 4pm and went back to the resort to check in. First of all, it’s so gorgeous there. The room was wonderful, the lobby is beautiful and smells amazing. I wish we had the money to always stay deluxe bc I get why people love deluxe resorts so much!
Dinner at Ale & Compass (Yacht Club): 7/10, again, food was decent but nothing exceptional. Actually the Parker House Rolls were 1000% worth the hype, I got the NY Strip Steak though, asked for medium rare and I think it was more medium and that ruined it a bit for me (also taste was just meh)
We spent about an hour and half swimming at Stormalong Bay after dinner. That pool is seriously incredible. I never want to experience anything but a sand bottom pool again. The. Absolute. Best.
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Sunday 5/19 - Girls Leave and Solo Begins
We checked out and then had a Beaches and Cream reservation at 11:30am. We shared the Bacon Ranch Totchos (7/10 tasty but too much topping for me), Grilled Cheese and Tomato Soup (grilled cheese 9/10, tomato soup 6/10), aaaaand the Kitchen Sink Sundae (9/10)! Was it smart for us to get this with only two adult women and two children? Probably not. But boy was it fun and delicious and we put way more of a dent in it than I thought we would lol. A little siren goes off in the restaurant when one is brought to a table and there is a back and forth with kitchen staff and customers (they say something about a “whole can of whipped cream” and customers answer back as a group) and it was a very fun vibe! In fact that is one of the reasons I rate it a 9/10 haha, bc I think there is just too much whipped cream and a lot of the ice cream is just buried.
We swam at Stormalong bay for 2 more hours before they dropped me off at All-Star Movies and they headed home to Naples.
Magic Kingdom (solo)
I got into my room at All-Star Movies (Love Bug building 6) and tbh I didn’t mind its distance to the bus stop, maybe bc it was just me, but I didn’t have a problem with it, I thought the walk was quick enough. I was in Magic Kingdom by 5:30pm.
6pm PeopleMover (walk on) 5 min posted
6:30pm Pirates of the Caribbean (walk on) 10 min posted
6:45pm Thunder Mountain (10 min) 15 min posted
7:10pm Enchanted Tiki Room (10 min) 15 min posted
7:40pm Haunted Mansion (20 min) 20 min posted
8:25pm Got the Sweet and Spicy Chicken Waffle sandwich at Sleepy Hollow: 7/10, the taste was great, I don’t like spicy stuff but this wasn’t too spicy. The only con is that the bottom of the waffle was kind of soggy and I didn’t really eat that part.
8:55pm in spot for HEA
9:40pm Peter Pan’s Flight (25 min) 10 min posted
Spent a lot of time in gift shops and doing photopass on my way out of park
11:10pm On bus back to resort
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Monday 5/20 - Animal Kingdom
6:45am On the bus to AK
7:22am Scanned into the park
7:32am Nav’i River Journey (6 min) 10 min posted
8:05am Kilimanjaro Safari (18 min) 25 min posted, was off the safari at 8:45am
9:05am Pongu Pongu - tried the Pongu Lumpia! I know this snack is controversial, it seemed like it was up my alley, but others have said the same and didn’t end up liking it so I was expecting to ultimately dislike it. I enjoyed it! 8/10 would eat again!
9:15am Gorilla Falls Trek, walked for 20 mins
9:45am It’s Tough to be a Bug - this was my first time, honestly, I think I have read articles and seen so many vlogs calling it startling and scary that I think I was expecting the worst so much that it wasn't….that….bad? I didn’t mind it? (side note: the ONLY time this entire trip that I wore tennis shoes was the morning of Animal Kingdom. My feet were hurting by the time I went into this show, so while it was going on I switched to my flip flops and my feet took a complete 180 degrees. I wore flip flops the rest of the trip and had zero issues with sore feet. I guess I’m just a flip flop girly???)
10:15am Feathered Friends in Flight - was actually heading to 11am Lion King but a CM I passed was announcing to people that the bird show was starting at 10:30 so I decided to detour there. It was great!
11:00am Maharajah Jungle Trek, walked for 20 mins, this was the most beautiful trail for me, absolutely lovely!
11:30am Eight Spoon Cafe - got the BBQ pork MacnCheese, found a spot to sit down by Drinkwallah and that is my go-to spot now. It is shaded and the carved tables and chairs are so pretty. I really like that little (hidden?) sit-down area!
12:00pm Discovery Trails, walked for 10 mins, then looked around shops in Discovery Island and Asia
12:50pm Rafiki’s Planet Watch (5 min) I did not get off the train, at this point I needed a break but I did not want to go back to resort, so I sat on the Wildlife Train and drank lots of water, I went around the circuit twice, got off at 1:30pm
1:45pm Festival of the Lion King, got in line for 2pm show, this was my first time…it BLEW MY MIND, absolutely loooooooved this. So so much. It was wonderful!
3:00pm Dinosaur (5 min) 15 min posted - first time! Honestly, I have heard so many disparaging comments about this ride I expected it to be terrifying, painful and just not fun. Again, I had an opposite experience! I love dinosaur movies (like Jurassic park) so I really enjoyed this one. I hope it is still there to ride when I am back in the fall!
3:30pm Nomad Lounge (added myself to waitlist on app, there was no “wait” got the text pretty much immediately) This was such an important break out of the heat. I spent an hour here to recharge. I drank a lot of water, had a delicious cocktail Lamu Libation 10/10, Ahi Tuna Poke Bowl 8/10, and Churros 10/10. I was able to charge my phone in an outlet at the bar. It was the perfect break!
5:00pm Left AK and headed back to resort
7:20pm Scanned into Hollywood Studios, walked around, looked through gift shops
8:20pm Catalina Eddie’s: got the Toffee and Coconut Blondie to take with me into Fantasmic! You guys…this is an absolute favorite of mine! My friend got it at NYE and forced me to try it (I didn’t want to bc I am not a coconut fan) but I fell in LOVE. Definitely a 20/10. I was so excited to get it again this trip. If you don’t love coconut, I find it very mild, you should definitely give it a shot.
9:00pm Fantasmic!
10:00pm Got on the bus to All-Star Sports instead of Movies bc in the gift shop at my resort the worker had told me I could find the pin I was looking for at the Sports gift shop. It was the 30 yr Anniversary pin of All-Star Resorts. I bought that and walked all the way back to my building, was back by 10:30pm
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Tuesday 5/21 - EPCOT
10:00am Scanned in at Epcot - kind of embarrassing…I was “that person” to hold everyone up. The past two days I did not need a park reservation, so I didn’t even think anything of it, but they told me one was required this day and he was setting one up for me on his ipad but then it kept erroring out, I felt TERRIBLE.
10:25am - Living with the Land (5 min) 5 min posted
10:50am - Nemo and Friends (15 min) 15 min posted
11:15am - Journey of Water walkthrough
11:40am - bought the Spike’s Pollination Exploration Scavenger hunt, it was nice bc it was 30% off with the rest of the F&G merch and I got my 20% discount on it. I mean it was only $10 regular price but I was still pretty happy lol
11:50am - got food!!! Toasted Pretzel Bread and Raspberry Radler (Germany) still 20/10, Frushi (Japan) 8/10, Fruit Punch Ale (America) 8/10 good but I would get the radler over this every time
1:00pm Frozen (40 min) 60 min posted, I got splashed a lot more than normal this time for some reason! Sat next to a girl who was videoing on a go-pro, asked if she was a vlogger but she said no and then we chatted for a min about our love of Disney vlogs, it was nice!
2:10pm Kringla Bakeri - Viking Coffee, 9/10 excellent!
2:30pm The Honey Bee-stro - Liquid Nitro Honey-Mascarpone Cheesecake, 10/10 LOVED, the cheesecake was smooth and creamy (even while “frozen”) and the tart blueberry compote that comes with it is a perfect pairing. Plus I was able to Pixie Dust someone here! There was a young girl in line in front of me by herself, she was maybe 13? Anyway she was trying to scan her magic band for payment and the CM told her the band was not authorized to be used for payment, she seemed a bit surprised and embarrassed and I stepped in and started scanning my magic band. It was honestly only $6.50. She tried to tell me no and that she would go get her mom, but I just overrode her and said “It’s Disney! Let me!” with a smile. We were both at the window to pick up our items together and when she got hers she unexpectedly leaned in and gave me a hug and thanked me again. I was so surprised and heartwarmed (and also felt bad that I was kinda sweaty lol). But anyway it was a wonderful moment!
2:45pm Bought the Spaceship Earth cookie jar that I have been wanting so badly! I got it with my gift card I got for “mothers day” from our pets :D
2:55pm Spaceship Earth (walk on) 5 min posted
4:00pm Bus back to resort for a break and shower bc it was a very hot day!
6:40pm Scanned back into EPCOT
6:45pm Spaceship Earth (walk on) 5 min posted
Walked around to find Spike for scavenger hunt
7:35pm Toasted Pretzel Bread and Raspberry Radler (again! lol)
8:00pm watched Garden Rocks concert
More Spike hunting!
9:00pm Luminous
9:10pm Started heading out of park
This was my toughest day of my whole solo trip for several reasons. 1) I don’t think I did enough sit down things, I was on my feet a ton 2) I was not being “park smart”. Epcot is huge enough in the first place but I was not navigating the park in an efficient way and ended up walking WAY more than I should have. Around 7:30-8pm I started to feel something pulled in my leg (after googling later maybe a mild issue with adductor tendon?) it was high up in my inner thigh, I decided to leave the park only 10 mins after Luminous started bc I really wanted to not push myself, the next day was going to be my Magic Kingdom day and that is my favorite park and would likely be a long day and I just didn’t want to ruin it.
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Wednesday 5/22 - Hollywood Studios (not Magic Kingdom!)
Woke up before 7am and decided to pivot on my plans bc of my leg. I decided to stay in the resort room until midday to rest my leg, and due to that decision I switched my park day from MK to HS. I figured if I was going to be in a park for less hours of the day I would rather sacrifice time in Hollywood Studios than Magic Kingdom. I bought Genie+ and bought an ILL for Rise of the Resistance for 1:40pm. This ended up being THE BEST decision I could have made. By the time I left my room, my leg was feeling 100% better and I did not have any issues with it for the rest of the trip!
1:15pm Scanned into Hollywood Studios
1:30pm Frozen Sing Along - I love this fricken show, I always want to see it every time I go to HS, I could watch it a million times, I am always impressed by the Arendelle Historians bc they are so funny, and while they will make jokes in a similar vein, they still have so much variety that you don’t see the same jokes when you watch shows with different historians. A++, this will always be one of my faves.
2:15pm Rise of the Resistance ILL - full A mode, also…bc I was wearing my Reliefband I was able to keep my eyes open during the drop with the simulation of flying through space. It was great!!!
3:00pm Smuggler's Run (G+) - okaayyyyyy, I have never been on this (due to motion sickness fears) but I decided to take the plunge. I got all the way to sitting in the seat and tbh I was terrified. I was by myself, I didn’t know exactly what to expect and I was not so much scared that I would be sick, I was confident in the Reliefband, but I was worried I would hate the simulated feeling of flying. That kinda freaks me out. So then, the ride doesn’t actually start and they tell us that a CM will be in to let us out bc it has malfunctioned and we will be given a LL back. I was quite literally SO RELIEVED. I will try that ride, but in September when I am with my husband!
3:30pm Woody’s Lunchbox - Adult Lemonade 10/10 and Raspberry Lunchbox Tart 7/10. I ended up getting two more Adult Lemonades throughout the night bc I thought they were delicious!! The tart was fine, it tasted “good” but nothing unique or outstanding.
4:00pm Beauty and the Beast Live
4:35pm Mickey and Minnie’s Runaway Railway (G+)
5:15pm Toy Story Mania (G+)
6:00pm Baseline Taphouse - Charcuterie Board 9/10 and Blood Orange Hard Cider 7/10
6:30pm Frozen Sing Along - I am not kidding about how much I like this show lol
7:10pm Mickey and Minnie’s Runaway Railway (40 mins) 45 min posted
8:20pm Rise of the Resistance (used the anytime pass I got for Smuggler Run going down) this time around we ended up having to walk down a hallway bc there was a technical difficulty with the 2nd pre show (where you enter the craft and get pulled in by the first order) we skipped that part and walked down a hallway straight into the storm trooper room. Everything else worked except for Finn.
8:45pm Ran my ass through Toy Story land (picked up an Adult Lemonade!) and hightailed it to Fantasmic! This ended up being a very good lesson for me. Getting to Fantasmic! just as it was starting was NOT a good idea. I was in the bleachers in the last section at the top, like with the walkway in front of you. You can hardly see anything back there. I will not make this mistake again. I left just as the floats started bc I could not even see them at all.
Browsed a lot of gift shops!
10:20pm Got on bus back to resort
I go back and forth on whether G+ was worth it today. Ultimately, I side on yes bc I didn’t even get to the park until 1pm, got to walk the park a ton, I did the most photopass spots here than I did on any other day, so Genie+ allowing me to just hop on 3 rides with no wait gave me the time to do all of that (and watch Frozen twice and B&B show), and I had the time to wait for Runaway Railway standby again. Also, bc the Smugglers Run malfunction allowed me to use a “LL” on Rise again, that alone made it worth it!
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Thursday 5/23 - Magic Kingdom
Wooooohoooo! My favorite park! I decided to get G+ today and get an ILL for Seven Dwarfs Mine Train for 7:40pm
9:10 Scanned into MK
9:25am Thunder Mountain (walk on) 10 min posted, this ride has never gotten to me in the past (motion sickness) but I was in the second to last cart and that made this ride feel faster and “dippier” and I did not care for it lol
9:40am Westward Ho - Crispy Chicken/egg/pepper jack breakfast biscuit, 9/10 would get again!
9:55am Pirates of the Caribbean (10 min) 15 min posted
10:25am Enchanted Tiki Room (walk on, got there just as they were ushering people in)
10:45am Enchanted Tales with Belle (12 min) 20 min posted
11:20am Little Mermaid (G+)
11:35am Mickey’s Philharmagic (10 min) 15 min posted
12:20 Carousel (15 min) 5 min posted - tbh this one pissed me off lol, bc I would have never gone on it had I realized I would wait 15 mins, 5 mins was a cruel trick haha
12:50pm Winnie the Pooh (G+)
1:05pm it’s a small world (G+)
1:35pm PeopleMover (8 min) 15 min posted
2:05pm Buzz Lightyear Space Ranger Spin (G+) - I didn’t remember thinking this ride was this hard! But after having just done Toy Story Mania the day before, I did not find this one to be as easy to “play”, I prefer Toy Story Mania!
2:20pm Monsters Inc Laugh Floor (17 min) 10 min posted
3:05 Peter Pan’s Flight (G+)
3:25pm Pecos Bills - slugged some water, had a coke (12/10 refreshing!) and nachos (4/10, I did not remember these being so spicy, I mean I don’t like spice so I am probably a wimp saying this but I did not enjoy these bc of the spiciness, will not get again)
4:00pm Stopped in Columbia Harbour house which was not too busy and found an empty table next to an outlet to charge my phone
4:45pm Haunted Mansion (G+)
Walked to First Aid station for Tylenol (headache)
5:20pm Pirates of the Caribbean (G+)
5:50pm Sunshine Tree Terrace - I tried the I Lava You Float, and I was sure it was going to be too sweet even though I have read many people’s reviews who loved it. I LAVA THIS FLOAT! 10/10 very much looking forward to getting again in fall!
6:05 WDW Train (Frontierland) (6 min) 10 min posted - I felt like chilling for a bit again so I did a full circuit and then went on to Fantasyland
7:05 Mickey’s Philharmagic (5 min) 10 min posted
7:35pm Seven Dwarfs Mine Train ILL - felt the same way about this one as BTM earlier, I was in one of the last carts (row 8) and it felt faster and dippier than in the past, no thanks!
8:10pm PeopleMover (20 min) 5 min posted - this should have been a walk on, but the ride went down as I was in line, I kept debating back and forth about leaving the line and coming back, but I just kept sticking it out a few more mins and a few more mins. Some people in line behind me were speculating if someone had puked on the ride bc of the workers going up. Not sure, doesn’t really matter, PeopleMover is the BEST at night!
8:50pm Seven Dwarfs Mine Train (35 min) 35 min posted - Listen, I wasn’t expecting to be on this ride during HEA, I was just trying to hop in line while everyone was waiting for fireworks bc the wait would be shorter, but the fact that I actually got on it in perfect timing to see fireworks?! Let me just say it is just as cool as everyone says it is! Also, they put me in row 8 again, grrrrr, is that the designated solo rider lane?
9:30pm TRON - I tried getting a boarding group at 7am and didn’t get in. So then my plan was to get in at 1pm but I totallyyyyyyy forgot about it and I remembered at 1:55pm and I was like “crap! I guess I will see if I can still buy an ILL”. I was about to do that and then I thought to myself, “maybe I should just see if the VQ is still open?” AND IT WAS! So I literally got a boarding group at 2pm, an hour after the VQ started, I was shocked and thrilled when I got one! Plus TRON is always so gorgeous at night. I actually have yet to ride it in the day lol And LISTEN, I get that most people prefer Guardians to TRON, I really do get it. BUT bc I am not that much of a thrill ride person, I like easier going coasters. I seriously love TRON so much. It is such a horizontal coaster that it’s like my ideal. You get the thrill from it being fast and a little dippy, but nothing crazy. It’s a fave for me!!!
10:30pm Casey’s Corner - French fries and coke, both 10/10 refreshing and needed the pick me up!
10:45pm Main Street Confectionary - It was on my to-do list to get the popcorn mix from here. I chose Butter Popcorn, dark chocolate sauce, pretzel pieces and snickers. 10/10 definitely recommend. Will be getting a mix again in September!
11:10pm Got on bus back to resort
Friday 5/24 - Bonus Day?!
This was supposed to be my travel day back home. My flight was set to leave at 5pm, but in the morning my husband told me about storms in the midwest and I got an email from the airline about “adverse weather conditions”, so I called and changed my flight to the next day at 7am. (It ended up being the right choice bc my original 5pm flight out of MCO was delayed multiple times until it was finally canceled at like 10:30pm) I was thankfully able to book another night at All-Star Movies and could stay in my same room. I quickly formed the plan to go back to Animal Kingdom to see Festival of the Lion King again bc I had enjoyed it so much earlier in the week and then go to EPCOT to finish the final 4 Spikes that I had not located yet for the scavenger hunt!
11:00am Scanned in at Animal Kingdom
11:50am Mr. Kamal’s - got the Chicken Dumplings that were on my list to try but I did not get the chance to on Monday, also went back to my favorite spot by Drinkwallah, the dumplings were like a 6/10. Idk just pretty average for a potsticker that you can get anywhere, I probably would not get them again
12:15pm walked around Dinoland to really soak it in just in case next time I come it is walled off!
1:pm Festival of the Lion King - man, this is just fantastic! Be Prepared is my favorite villain song and I get so pumped when they do that part!
1:50pm Satu’li Canteen - got the wood-grilled chicken protein bowl, with rice and black beans and the creamy herb sauce. Literally OH MY GOD, this was so flipping good! 20/10!!! Best thing I ate hands-down all week. I wasn’t sure I would eat the slaw in the bowl but that was delicious, the creamy herb sauce was amazing and those little boba balls that add the citrus burst?!?! So so good. I have already altered our plans for September to include two meals here so I can get this bowl twice next time lol
2:45pm Took bus back to Resort
5:30pm Scanned in at EPCOT
5:55pm Living with the Land (walkon) 10 min posted
6:15pm Awesome Planet (walkon, went into theater immediately and show started) This was my first time checking this out, I really enjoyed it! I will def watch again especially in the heat of the day when I just need to sit somewhere cool for a bit!
6:45pm Found Spike (1 of 4 left) by the Butterly Landing!
7:00pm Found Spike (2 of 4 left) in France
7:10pm Checked out the Annual Passholder lounge in Restaurant Marrakesh
7:35pm Gran Fiesta Tour (walk on) 5 min posted
7:50pm Found Spike (3 of 4 left) in Mexico
8:00pm Got another Toasted Pretzel Bread and Raspberry Radler from Germany (dont judge! lol)
8:10pm watched Lit at Garden Rocks concert (who doesn’t love “My own worst enemy”!?!?!?)
8:35pm Found final Spike in Japan!!! - this one was my ultimate nemesis. I had searched Japan on Tuesday, I had searched Japan (twice?) earlier on this day and I was all set to give up bc I couldn’t find the Kokedama garden. I just hadn’t looked up the stone path to the left of Japan. Finally saw it when it was dark out and got my final Spike!!!
8:50pm Journey of Water walkthrough (always better at night!)
9:05pm Shoutout to the photopass guy who I stopped by on my way out of the park, those were the most awkward poses I have ever done in front of spaceship earth but you tried your best and the photos make me laugh every time I see them!
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Overall Thoughts
10/10 Amazing Trip. I found out about people going on solo trips here on reddit late last year and I was immediately certain I had to book one. While I can be a very social person, I am also a loner in the fact that I do enjoy spending time in my own company (not everybody does) so I knew a solo trip was right up my alley. It was everything I hoped for and more. I didn’t have to consult anyone else, I could do what I want, when I want. Also, (not to brag….shhhhhh…I’m not bragging I swear) but I am not a complainer. The heat usually doesn’t affect me too much, I have a good amount of endurance so I get tired of course but it takes a lot. I’m pretty unflappable because I’m just happy to BE AT Disney World. Others I’ve gone with are not like this so much lol so it was nice to just be in my own company in the sense that I was always in a positive mood and didn’t have anyone dimming that? If that makes sense?
Safety
I am a petite woman. I am 4’10” and 118lbs so I am very aware of my size in terms of my safety. I can honestly say though that I felt safe throughout the whole trip. The one time that I got off the bus at All-Star Sports at 10pm to go to the gift shop and then walked all the way to Movies, that did worry me a bit but only as I was walking through the parking lot sections.
And I did get the crap scared out of me at the resort due to the requirement of a “visual check”. I had not ever heard of this, but I was in my room for a midday break and I had a knock at my door by housekeeping. I thought it was odd bc I had my “room occupied” sign out the whole time bc I didn’t feel the need for housekeeping, it was just me in the room. I said “no thank you” and they knocked and announced housekeeping again. I said “no thank you” louder. (internally I was thinking, can they not hear me through the door????) and they did it again! I finally went closer to the door and I heard the person mumble something about a “visual check” and I very sternly and loudly said “no!” bc I didn’t know what the heck they were talking about. I peeked through the curtain at my window and watched the guy walk past holding a phone in his hand. I think he was wearing a uniform shirt but I couldn’t totally tell. I decided to call the resort in the event this was someone trying to pose as housekeeping staff. They ended up relieving my fears by telling me it was legitimate. Apparently, you have to have your room checked at some point in your stay (I was staying 5 nights) if you choose not to get housekeeping. He explained this has to do with the Pulse Nightclub shooting. I guess they had stockpiled guns in their hotel room and kept not letting housekeeping in. He explained that is why they do the visual check, for the safety of all resort guests. I was 100% supportive once he told me that and I felt bad for yelling at the guy. But also, I am a solo woman and I had no idea what the hell was going on, and to be completely frank, I had just showered so I was in a tshirt and underwear which made me feel even more vulnerable bc I was not fully dressed! I was not letting that person in my room. The guy on the phone totally understood that and apologized for alarming me. I told him to have the guy come back and do the visual check. I apologized to him when he came in. He was in my room for all of 10 seconds and that was it. But it was certainly a crazy ordeal!
Walking
I was doing 20-30k steps each day and other than hurting my leg on Tuesday I was honestly fine. I had shin splints too but again, they weren’t terrible and by Thursday they were gone. I brought tennis shoes and flip flops intending to switch on and off throughout the week in order to prevent my feet from getting sore but that never happened. I spent 3 hours in the shoes on Monday before my feet started hurting and I never wore them again. I had 2 different pairs of flip flops the whole time. I guess that is what my feet like!
Backpack vs Loungefly
I typically wear a normal size backpack to the parks, but also I can usually share wearing it with my husband. I didn’t really consider how hard it would be to wear a backpack alllllllll day long. And it wasn’t even heavy, I didn’t put much in it at all, but still it wore on my shoulders and made them sore. On Wednesday I ended up getting a Loungefly even though they have never really been my thing. It honestly ended up being perfect. It felt different on my shoulders and I wasn’t getting sore like I was with a regular size backpack.
Waiting in Lines
I have often read that one of the things that bothers solo travelers the most is waiting in lines by themselves bc it’s boring and they have no one to keep them company. I thought I might feel this way too but waiting in lines was not bad at all to me. It’s so easy to be on your phone that whole time. I was looking at my photopass photos, browsing reddit, and inputting trip notes. I felt like waiting in line was not a hardship for me as a solo traveler.
Photopasses
This trip exceeded my expectations with photopasses! The number of photos each photographer took and the variety of positions and magic shots was awesome. I am assuming part of that is because I was solo? I am not sure but I just felt like the quantity and time spent at each photopass location was better than normal. Special shout out to Hollywood Studios, that day in particular was just awesome. Every photographer was awesome, but especially the ones in Galaxy’s Edge. I was having such an amazing time getting them!
Total Photopasses each day:
MK - 6 photopass spots
AK - 2 photopass spots
Epcot - 3 photopass spots
HS - 7 photopass spots
MK - 6 photopass spots
AK and EPCOT - 7 photopass spots
I can’t wait to do it all again in September with my husband!
2024.06.09 06:37 Parking_Fix5163 So much calmer - 4 weeks later 😬😄
It’s taken 4 weeks following anti depressant induced mania (not sure right word for it), but last few days I have felt calmer. That was so scary 😟. I thought would never feel even slightly calmer ever again (I know dramatic but hey 🤣). Don’t get me wrong I know I have experienced mania before and lows, but I had never ever experienced the negative, irritability, paranoia, negative energy from the start of mania before and mixed emotions that seemed to be hourly or daily following coming off antidepressants.
I know I potentially have a long road ahead as have diagnostic assessment in a week and half but wanted to share 🤣❤️
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2024.06.09 05:34 penguinpants1993 Trip Report 6/4 - 6/8
Yay! Finally my turn for a trip report! Overall, I give this a 9/10. Am also on mobile so sorry for any format issues!
We arrived to All Star Movies and get our First Time buttons for the kids and Anniversary buttons for the grown ups. I love a good value resort! We got preferred rooming in the Fantasia building, which is the closest to the cafeteria and pool. We were on the backside so the noise was minimal. First thing we did was get some hats at the gift shop. Our cashier gave us an AP discount, which we are not and it was so sweet! Started the trip off with a little pixie dust was the best feeling.
Day 1 - Hollywood Studios We rope dropped and did Rise first thing. Amazing. Did Smugglers next. Then headed to slinky dog for our LL. It was toasty at 10:30a so we knew we were in for a hot day. Our kids are 7 and 9 and they started out strong. Probably lasted till 2p ish when the walking became too much and we got a stroller. After that it was pretty smooth sailing. We did Toy Story mania, tower of terror, and star tours. Also met Sully! There was a sneak peak of Inside Out 2, which we are all excited about. A little bummed we missed some of the Inside Out meet and greets by a couple days. There’s probably more but completely forgot! It was a blur. We did a whole park day as well as they closed early for a private event at 5p. Apparently Maroon 5 was booked to play that night! We also saw the Lost Bros (the clothing designers) walking around. If you saw their IG stories, they were doing all parks in one day.
Day 2 - ‘rest’ day We slept in this day and went to Topolino’s for breakfast. It was delicious. The pastries were delish. We got the salmon bagel and then the steak and eggs, kids of course got the Mickey waffles. 9yo is a big fan of Donald, so it was cute to see them meet. We wished him an early happy birthday as today is his birthday! 92 years old! After breakfast we grabbed some more coffee and then drove back for some swimming. Spouse had booked a DVC presentation at 3p so me and kids took a room break to cool off. We got the $200 which was a nice bit and allowed for some extra souvenirs. We swam some more and then did Epcot after hours. Loved it. It downpoured the first hour we were there but we brought ponchos and walked to spaceship earth. We did all the rides, got the free treats, and ended the night at 1am. Would do again!
Day 3 - Magic Kingdom We saved the biggest for last. Got strollers immediately this time and headed to Haunted Mansion for our first lightning lane. Stopped to grab ornaments first to check off some gifts for relatives. We did tea cups, phillarmagic, jungle cruise, buzz lightyear, laugh factory, Winnie the Pooh, Little Mermaid, Peter Pan, Big Thunder, people mover, space mountain, pirates, and magic carpets. Seven Dwarves was down the whole day. We got a Tron virtual queue but it was down during our time, bummer. We missed out on the Circus area. We took a midday break and came back for a dinner reservation at Tony’s which was super good! We all really enjoyed it. We ended the night with the affogato, which was surprisingly all vegan!! You really couldn’t tell. We had a LL to get to so couldn’t enjoy it as much as I wanted, but a good last meal.
This was a great first family trip. The first day was a little hairy as we were getting our bearings. We brought fans and cooling towels which paired together were great. Highly recommend. We chose this week knowing it would be super hot, so thankfully we went in with the mindset it would be hot. We brought electrolytes, which I could definitely tell helped. The crowds were also manageable so don’t discount the first week of June in the future if you aren’t sure crowd levels!
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We arrived to All Star Movies and get our First Time buttons for the kids and Anniversary buttons for the grown ups. I love a good value resort! We got preferred rooming in the Fantasia building, which is the closest to the cafeteria and pool. We were on the backside so the noise was minimal. First thing we did was get some hats at the gift shop. Our cashier gave us an AP discount, which we are not and it was so sweet! Started the trip off with a little pixie dust was the best feeling.
Day 1 - Hollywood Studios We rope dropped and did Rise first thing. Amazing. Did Smugglers next. Then headed to slinky dog for our LL. It was toasty at 10:30a so we knew we were in for a hot day. Our kids are 7 and 9 and they started out strong. Probably lasted till 2p ish when the walking became too much and we got a stroller. After that it was pretty smooth sailing. We did Toy Story mania, tower of terror, and star tours. Also met Sully! There was a sneak peak of Inside Out 2, which we are all excited about. A little bummed we missed some of the Inside Out meet and greets by a couple days. There’s probably more but completely forgot! It was a blur. We did a whole park day as well as they closed early for a private event at 5p. Apparently Maroon 5 was booked to play that night! We also saw the Lost Bros (the clothing designers) walking around. If you saw their IG stories, they were doing all parks in one day.
Day 2 - ‘rest’ day We slept in this day and went to Topolino’s for breakfast. It was delicious. The pastries were delish. We got the salmon bagel and then the steak and eggs, kids of course got the Mickey waffles. 9yo is a big fan of Donald, so it was cute to see them meet. We wished him an early happy birthday as today is his birthday! 92 years old! After breakfast we grabbed some more coffee and then drove back for some swimming. Spouse had booked a DVC presentation at 3p so me and kids took a room break to cool off. We got the $200 which was a nice bit and allowed for some extra souvenirs. We swam some more and then did Epcot after hours. Loved it. It downpoured the first hour we were there but we brought ponchos and walked to spaceship earth. We did all the rides, got the free treats, and ended the night at 1am. Would do again!
Day 3 - Magic Kingdom We saved the biggest for last. Got strollers immediately this time and headed to Haunted Mansion for our first lightning lane. Stopped to grab ornaments first to check off some gifts for relatives. We did tea cups, phillarmagic, jungle cruise, buzz lightyear, laugh factory, Winnie the Pooh, Little Mermaid, Peter Pan, Big Thunder, people mover, space mountain, pirates, and magic carpets. Seven Dwarves was down the whole day. We got a Tron virtual queue but it was down during our time, bummer. We missed out on the Circus area. We took a midday break and came back for a dinner reservation at Tony’s which was super good! We all really enjoyed it. We ended the night with the affogato, which was surprisingly all vegan!! You really couldn’t tell. We had a LL to get to so couldn’t enjoy it as much as I wanted, but a good last meal.
This was a great first family trip. The first day was a little hairy as we were getting our bearings. We brought fans and cooling towels which paired together were great. Highly recommend. We chose this week knowing it would be super hot, so thankfully we went in with the mindset it would be hot. We brought electrolytes, which I could definitely tell helped. The crowds were also manageable so don’t discount the first week of June in the future if you aren’t sure crowd levels!
2024.06.09 05:24 StepRevolutionary460 Paranoia and mania..What did it look like to you?
I was wondering what everyone’s experiences was with both paranoia and mania. I know I’m not alone on this and paranoia isn’t talked much about, that I’ve seen… anyone want to share experiences?
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2024.06.09 05:15 Ashamed_Ball_3239 I (33M) just broke up with the love of my life (32F). It’s a long story. Did I do enough? Did I make a mistake?
Yesterday, seemingly out of nowhere, unbeknownst to my friends and family (other than my brother) I (33M) told my girlfriend (32F) we can no longer be together.
I am from England and now reside Los Angeles California where I work as a waiter (no I don’t want to be an actor I just want to be happy). I am from a working class but new money background who had a good up bringing despite the separation of my mother and father when I was born. I moved to the USA ten years ago to see what else life had to offer. I have always been care-free, happy and, I’d like to think, nice to be around. I have many friends in the UK and here and have an excellent(and fought for) relationships with both sides of my family.
My ex-girlfriend is French Tunisian, Jewish and was schooled in Taiwan, the US French School system and France. She is from a fairly dogmatic Jewish family and her father is an internationally recognised entrepreneur, one of the most successful in France (and no slouch in the US). Her family home is in Bel Air and her family split time between a few different countries.
We have been together for nearly two years after meeting through a shared friend. Our love of dancing, dining and pseudo intellectualism led to a chaotic early relationship where we would argue furiously, but enjoyably, about a myriad of topics and found our vast chasms of differences to be great pools of shared interests. Despite not having been in a relationship since I was left by my girlfriend in 2014 and having dated many women she was the first time I’d felt love in a long time. A feeling I thought might never come back.
As time went on we settled into a rhythm that would occasionally be disturbed by what I can only describe as moments of mania in my partner. She eventually told me she suffers from BPD and has an anxiety disorder. As I grew up with a step-father who suffered from depression who loved my mother and helped raise myself and my brother with dignity and care I knew I could separate the disease from the person and have worked to help her rise to the challenge of her illness. Eventually we reached a point where she realised she needed medicine to fight this battle and sought help and she has emerged the best version of herself.
This all took place as she, a chef, sold her business, struggled with stress induced hair loss, irrational temper, misplaced feelings of betrayal (she once found a pair of underpants that were not my own or hers and accused me of cheating to the point that I started to question what I actually knew to be true. I have never cheated on anyone and never would) and would occasionally act in a way that would reduce me to tears. I have always had an argumentative streak, but I am not aggressive. I once remarked that I had more arguments with my partner in a few months than I’d had in my entire life. This was a difference in upbringing in my mind, I saw rage and love to be separate roads but my partner saw them as natural, converging parts of love and passion (French!) I was willing to believe I could learn to understand those differences and grow. I knew we could overcome these things. I believed I knew.
There were certain differences that were insignificant in the face of love so I learnt to change. I am not keen on public displays of affection or at least her style of it, this is something I tried to change despite my discomfort. She would happily kiss me passionately and furiously and touch me in a way I felt was sometimes…mistimed.I was happy to exchange love, to kiss briefly, to hold her, to be by her side, I did all the things I felt were right, she was never without affection (naturally these things are from my perspective, I would hope she never felt unloved or ‘sexy’). I eventually relented in these hang ups and began to act in public more as she would want, I’m still unsure, due to her unbelievable conviction in her beliefs if this was the first compromise of many in who I was.
She did have hang-ups about her looks, she had been bullied when she was younger and in some small way by her family. I thought she was absolutely beautiful, she was so different from anyone I’d met, the way she moved and danced, the way she sang in French in the shower(she was an incredible talent in many things, spoke 3 languages fluently and understood many others). She did however believe that I, physically, was out of her league and I could never convince her otherwise, I could never give her enough confidence in our aesthetic compatibility and whenever she did see us as equals it was fleeting, quickly replaced by her anxieties about her weight (she had an a world beating physique, a body most women would have to buy).
Now for me.
I have suffered with a lifelong issues surrounding erectile dysfunction and the shame and distress it can cause, including poor treatment by certain women that has worsened my anxiety around sex which I treat with viagra and heavy pot smoking in the evening (I do realise this isn’t exactly ‘doing the work’ but I felt i’d found a structure). My partner helped in my growth in this issue and treated me with care and love bringing me to a point where occasionally I could make love without assistance. This was one of the greatest feelings in my life, to feel respected and loved, to be seen as a man. I felt like I didn’t have to avoid sex anymore. This took a great toll on her and in some ways I think my issues, despite her denial, made her feel unattractive. These issues still persist today and may last the rest of my life, I hope to keep working on them and plan to seek therapy.
This journey, for both of us, was stressful but she started to shine outside of her illness, finding a peace with herself. I should mention that she is a very forceful, powerful and demanding woman, while also being, serene, calm and kind. It is an intoxicating blend and I always found her company wonderful, though occasionally, as my father once put it, it would be like “standing too close to the sun” (I told her about this and we both found it funny. In fact there was very little I wouldn’t share with her, I am honest to a fault).
There are however some caveats that I must be clear about, or as clear as I can understand them. I had a nagging sense that in order to allow my partners ‘light to shine’ so to speak that I must diminish mine (she never asked this of me or implied I must change). This led to my , normally extroverted , personality to start to fade and be replaced with this sometimes timid, sometimes briefly extroverted behaviour, but always with a concerned mind to how I’m behaving, or how she was behaving. I felt, particularly when she had too much to drink , I was concerned about her behaviour, her slight habit of dominating conversations. , sometimes she would go overboard in the way she spoke to other people and I would feel embarrassed (I started to defend these behaviours rather than confront them - another weakness in me not her).
I was frequently unable to stay out late on nights and out and find myself wondering if my partner is okay if she were at home alone, if I should be with her or if I would disrespect her by speaking to other people. I began to actively ignore platonic conversations with women in order to retain some outsized idea of ‘honour’. I suppose I had started to absorb her slight Co-dependency.
Side bar: My partner had come from a myriad of failed previous relationships that involved infidelity on both sides, sexual violence, addiction in her partners, a cancelled marriage in her twenties and various other things I imagine would destroy a lesser person. She has no real friends in the USA and has no girlfriends preferring, from what I understand, the company of her partners male friends. She likes being ‘one of the lads’ so to speak.
This is not the person I saw, nor did a person’s past concern me. I have loved many people in my life who had made mistakes and I judge people by their treatment of me. I suppose a result of a ‘colourful’ upbringing.
Un…side bar?
My partner is a jealous and possessive person, sometimes in jest and occasionally with an air of seriousness, and I am incredibly relaxed and do not experience real jealousy. I once joked that if I came home to find the plumber shagging her I’d ask if he’d like a cup of tea and when he’d be done with the plumbing.
As my partners star rose in our relationship, as she shedded the skins of her past I think I started to pick them up and wear them. I became a sort of low-rent Jesus. A rubbish bargain-bin Jesus. I started to become quieter and more anxious, I began to smoke weed with more frequency and began bottling my problems and hiding behind video games (my first love). Looking back I think this was the onset of my depression.
As a result of these feelings my sexual problems returned and I looked to testosterone therapy to try and change who I was for her. Once again - she did not ask this of me, but my inclination to please her led me to believe I must. Eventually, after some short term successes, (two months or so of a high sex drive and a feeling of real, raw, masculine power, something I’d never felt before) the medication I was taking pushed my oestrogen so high I began to experience huge bouts of anger and sadness, losing my temper quickly and crying with abundance. My drug induced personality changes reached a point where my hair began to fall out, a combination of stress, increased testosterone/an adverse reaction to the medicine. This combination of symptoms resulted in me immediately, after conversation with my partner, stopping the drug.
Since stopping in March my mood started to become more erratic, my feelings of perpetual happiness disappeared leaving thin wisps of who I was before. I lost my hope, my love of life and my feelings of freedom, in who I was and how I felt. In some ways I felt I had become my partner when I met her. Fractious and broken, despairing and resentful, suspicious of my friends.
There was also the issue of the war in Gaza. I never believed a political/cultural issue could drive a wedge between two people who loved each other, mostly because being English boils down to a few interchangeable stereotypes. I am, however, an outspoken and staunch atheist, a lover of Christopher Hitchens, a pacifist and someone who believes people are inherently good. Despite our shared atheism she did not share my positive outlook on humanity and she had very strong, somewhat ‘fundamentalist’ beliefs about Israel and their enemies (her brother was an ex-IDF sniper who, despite this unusual vocation, I liked and enjoyed the company of, we are all products of our environment after all).
I found myself burying my disgust with the ongoing conflict, stifling my beliefs about the war and adjusting my own opinions. I even allowed her father (who would not speak to me other than a ‘hello’) to hang religious symbols in our home. I did this because I wanted her to reforge the fractious relationship she had with her family. I was however, despite these concessions, never truly welcomed by them, particularly her father (family is incredibly important to me) I would always be an outsider regardless of how much I loved her or how well I treated her. Only being Jewish would be enough. This hurt me but I buried it as deep as I could, believing I needed to earn THEIR respect. This was a mistake.
She would sometimes laugh or rejoice in the pain of Gaza’s civilians, there was a blood thirsty element that I couldn’t comprehend fully. I, from what I now understand of American culture, believe it is born of fear - I must destroy them before they destroy me. And I do not deny that both sides are wrong in their, ironically (and historically) similar beliefs and that given an exchange of opinions power Hamas would do as to Israel as Israel is doing to Hamas. I felt I was baited into debates where no ground could be given, I would find myself screaming and angry, our arguments would reach huge, borderline dangerous (never physical) crescendos. She would recover from these quickly. I would feel like a piece of me had been carved off, chipped away.
I suppose at this point I’ve written enough to explain that these buried feelings, these differences, these arguments, my extinguishing personality and my weakened mental state led to me, in a moment and after a small argument surrounding her feelings of anxiety over our relationship led to me snapping.
I told her I could no longer continue the relationship as the road we were taking would lead to assured mutual destruction. Or at least it would lead to my destruction. Or that’s how i felt (this is what I’m trying to reconcile).
I do not know whether I should have asked for more of her, been strong enough to not change (but then would we still be together?) or communicated more honestly about my feelings. I feel like I did everything I could to help her and hurt myself.
I am left a less sure person, a less confident person who cannot remember how to be who he was before. And now I am without the person I loved, despite all our differences, and I feel I have hurt her beyond measure as an act of self preservation. I feel selfish, wounded and victimised. I feel cold to what I have done, I feel distant from who I am and now for the first time I am seeking validation from the faceless snake of the internet. I am concerned I will be judged, I fear people will see through me and tell me I’m weak and wrong. But I need clarity, I need to understand.
I’m sorry for how confused this story is, i’m sorry the timeline is Nolan-like and my grammar variable and inconsistent. I’m sorry I can’t stop saying sorry.
I still love her but I know I have to let her go.
I hope, like Don Henley crooned, ‘it wasn’t really wasted time’
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I am from England and now reside Los Angeles California where I work as a waiter (no I don’t want to be an actor I just want to be happy). I am from a working class but new money background who had a good up bringing despite the separation of my mother and father when I was born. I moved to the USA ten years ago to see what else life had to offer. I have always been care-free, happy and, I’d like to think, nice to be around. I have many friends in the UK and here and have an excellent(and fought for) relationships with both sides of my family.
My ex-girlfriend is French Tunisian, Jewish and was schooled in Taiwan, the US French School system and France. She is from a fairly dogmatic Jewish family and her father is an internationally recognised entrepreneur, one of the most successful in France (and no slouch in the US). Her family home is in Bel Air and her family split time between a few different countries.
We have been together for nearly two years after meeting through a shared friend. Our love of dancing, dining and pseudo intellectualism led to a chaotic early relationship where we would argue furiously, but enjoyably, about a myriad of topics and found our vast chasms of differences to be great pools of shared interests. Despite not having been in a relationship since I was left by my girlfriend in 2014 and having dated many women she was the first time I’d felt love in a long time. A feeling I thought might never come back.
As time went on we settled into a rhythm that would occasionally be disturbed by what I can only describe as moments of mania in my partner. She eventually told me she suffers from BPD and has an anxiety disorder. As I grew up with a step-father who suffered from depression who loved my mother and helped raise myself and my brother with dignity and care I knew I could separate the disease from the person and have worked to help her rise to the challenge of her illness. Eventually we reached a point where she realised she needed medicine to fight this battle and sought help and she has emerged the best version of herself.
This all took place as she, a chef, sold her business, struggled with stress induced hair loss, irrational temper, misplaced feelings of betrayal (she once found a pair of underpants that were not my own or hers and accused me of cheating to the point that I started to question what I actually knew to be true. I have never cheated on anyone and never would) and would occasionally act in a way that would reduce me to tears. I have always had an argumentative streak, but I am not aggressive. I once remarked that I had more arguments with my partner in a few months than I’d had in my entire life. This was a difference in upbringing in my mind, I saw rage and love to be separate roads but my partner saw them as natural, converging parts of love and passion (French!) I was willing to believe I could learn to understand those differences and grow. I knew we could overcome these things. I believed I knew.
There were certain differences that were insignificant in the face of love so I learnt to change. I am not keen on public displays of affection or at least her style of it, this is something I tried to change despite my discomfort. She would happily kiss me passionately and furiously and touch me in a way I felt was sometimes…mistimed.I was happy to exchange love, to kiss briefly, to hold her, to be by her side, I did all the things I felt were right, she was never without affection (naturally these things are from my perspective, I would hope she never felt unloved or ‘sexy’). I eventually relented in these hang ups and began to act in public more as she would want, I’m still unsure, due to her unbelievable conviction in her beliefs if this was the first compromise of many in who I was.
She did have hang-ups about her looks, she had been bullied when she was younger and in some small way by her family. I thought she was absolutely beautiful, she was so different from anyone I’d met, the way she moved and danced, the way she sang in French in the shower(she was an incredible talent in many things, spoke 3 languages fluently and understood many others). She did however believe that I, physically, was out of her league and I could never convince her otherwise, I could never give her enough confidence in our aesthetic compatibility and whenever she did see us as equals it was fleeting, quickly replaced by her anxieties about her weight (she had an a world beating physique, a body most women would have to buy).
Now for me.
I have suffered with a lifelong issues surrounding erectile dysfunction and the shame and distress it can cause, including poor treatment by certain women that has worsened my anxiety around sex which I treat with viagra and heavy pot smoking in the evening (I do realise this isn’t exactly ‘doing the work’ but I felt i’d found a structure). My partner helped in my growth in this issue and treated me with care and love bringing me to a point where occasionally I could make love without assistance. This was one of the greatest feelings in my life, to feel respected and loved, to be seen as a man. I felt like I didn’t have to avoid sex anymore. This took a great toll on her and in some ways I think my issues, despite her denial, made her feel unattractive. These issues still persist today and may last the rest of my life, I hope to keep working on them and plan to seek therapy.
This journey, for both of us, was stressful but she started to shine outside of her illness, finding a peace with herself. I should mention that she is a very forceful, powerful and demanding woman, while also being, serene, calm and kind. It is an intoxicating blend and I always found her company wonderful, though occasionally, as my father once put it, it would be like “standing too close to the sun” (I told her about this and we both found it funny. In fact there was very little I wouldn’t share with her, I am honest to a fault).
There are however some caveats that I must be clear about, or as clear as I can understand them. I had a nagging sense that in order to allow my partners ‘light to shine’ so to speak that I must diminish mine (she never asked this of me or implied I must change). This led to my , normally extroverted , personality to start to fade and be replaced with this sometimes timid, sometimes briefly extroverted behaviour, but always with a concerned mind to how I’m behaving, or how she was behaving. I felt, particularly when she had too much to drink , I was concerned about her behaviour, her slight habit of dominating conversations. , sometimes she would go overboard in the way she spoke to other people and I would feel embarrassed (I started to defend these behaviours rather than confront them - another weakness in me not her).
I was frequently unable to stay out late on nights and out and find myself wondering if my partner is okay if she were at home alone, if I should be with her or if I would disrespect her by speaking to other people. I began to actively ignore platonic conversations with women in order to retain some outsized idea of ‘honour’. I suppose I had started to absorb her slight Co-dependency.
Side bar: My partner had come from a myriad of failed previous relationships that involved infidelity on both sides, sexual violence, addiction in her partners, a cancelled marriage in her twenties and various other things I imagine would destroy a lesser person. She has no real friends in the USA and has no girlfriends preferring, from what I understand, the company of her partners male friends. She likes being ‘one of the lads’ so to speak.
This is not the person I saw, nor did a person’s past concern me. I have loved many people in my life who had made mistakes and I judge people by their treatment of me. I suppose a result of a ‘colourful’ upbringing.
Un…side bar?
My partner is a jealous and possessive person, sometimes in jest and occasionally with an air of seriousness, and I am incredibly relaxed and do not experience real jealousy. I once joked that if I came home to find the plumber shagging her I’d ask if he’d like a cup of tea and when he’d be done with the plumbing.
As my partners star rose in our relationship, as she shedded the skins of her past I think I started to pick them up and wear them. I became a sort of low-rent Jesus. A rubbish bargain-bin Jesus. I started to become quieter and more anxious, I began to smoke weed with more frequency and began bottling my problems and hiding behind video games (my first love). Looking back I think this was the onset of my depression.
As a result of these feelings my sexual problems returned and I looked to testosterone therapy to try and change who I was for her. Once again - she did not ask this of me, but my inclination to please her led me to believe I must. Eventually, after some short term successes, (two months or so of a high sex drive and a feeling of real, raw, masculine power, something I’d never felt before) the medication I was taking pushed my oestrogen so high I began to experience huge bouts of anger and sadness, losing my temper quickly and crying with abundance. My drug induced personality changes reached a point where my hair began to fall out, a combination of stress, increased testosterone/an adverse reaction to the medicine. This combination of symptoms resulted in me immediately, after conversation with my partner, stopping the drug.
Since stopping in March my mood started to become more erratic, my feelings of perpetual happiness disappeared leaving thin wisps of who I was before. I lost my hope, my love of life and my feelings of freedom, in who I was and how I felt. In some ways I felt I had become my partner when I met her. Fractious and broken, despairing and resentful, suspicious of my friends.
There was also the issue of the war in Gaza. I never believed a political/cultural issue could drive a wedge between two people who loved each other, mostly because being English boils down to a few interchangeable stereotypes. I am, however, an outspoken and staunch atheist, a lover of Christopher Hitchens, a pacifist and someone who believes people are inherently good. Despite our shared atheism she did not share my positive outlook on humanity and she had very strong, somewhat ‘fundamentalist’ beliefs about Israel and their enemies (her brother was an ex-IDF sniper who, despite this unusual vocation, I liked and enjoyed the company of, we are all products of our environment after all).
I found myself burying my disgust with the ongoing conflict, stifling my beliefs about the war and adjusting my own opinions. I even allowed her father (who would not speak to me other than a ‘hello’) to hang religious symbols in our home. I did this because I wanted her to reforge the fractious relationship she had with her family. I was however, despite these concessions, never truly welcomed by them, particularly her father (family is incredibly important to me) I would always be an outsider regardless of how much I loved her or how well I treated her. Only being Jewish would be enough. This hurt me but I buried it as deep as I could, believing I needed to earn THEIR respect. This was a mistake.
She would sometimes laugh or rejoice in the pain of Gaza’s civilians, there was a blood thirsty element that I couldn’t comprehend fully. I, from what I now understand of American culture, believe it is born of fear - I must destroy them before they destroy me. And I do not deny that both sides are wrong in their, ironically (and historically) similar beliefs and that given an exchange of opinions power Hamas would do as to Israel as Israel is doing to Hamas. I felt I was baited into debates where no ground could be given, I would find myself screaming and angry, our arguments would reach huge, borderline dangerous (never physical) crescendos. She would recover from these quickly. I would feel like a piece of me had been carved off, chipped away.
I suppose at this point I’ve written enough to explain that these buried feelings, these differences, these arguments, my extinguishing personality and my weakened mental state led to me, in a moment and after a small argument surrounding her feelings of anxiety over our relationship led to me snapping.
I told her I could no longer continue the relationship as the road we were taking would lead to assured mutual destruction. Or at least it would lead to my destruction. Or that’s how i felt (this is what I’m trying to reconcile).
I do not know whether I should have asked for more of her, been strong enough to not change (but then would we still be together?) or communicated more honestly about my feelings. I feel like I did everything I could to help her and hurt myself.
I am left a less sure person, a less confident person who cannot remember how to be who he was before. And now I am without the person I loved, despite all our differences, and I feel I have hurt her beyond measure as an act of self preservation. I feel selfish, wounded and victimised. I feel cold to what I have done, I feel distant from who I am and now for the first time I am seeking validation from the faceless snake of the internet. I am concerned I will be judged, I fear people will see through me and tell me I’m weak and wrong. But I need clarity, I need to understand.
I’m sorry for how confused this story is, i’m sorry the timeline is Nolan-like and my grammar variable and inconsistent. I’m sorry I can’t stop saying sorry.
I still love her but I know I have to let her go.
I hope, like Don Henley crooned, ‘it wasn’t really wasted time’
2024.06.09 05:04 Ashamed_Ball_3239 I just broke up with the love of my life. This is my story. It’s bloody long.
Yesterday, seemingly out of nowhere, unbeknownst to my friends and family (other than my brother) I (33M) told my girlfriend (32F) we can no longer be together.
I am from England and now reside Los Angeles California where I work as a waiter (no I don’t want to be an actor I just want to be happy). I am from a working class but new money background who had a good up bringing despite the separation of my mother and father when I was born. I moved to the USA ten years ago to see what else life had to offer. I have always been care-free, happy and, I’d like to think, nice to be around. I have many friends in the UK and here and have an excellent(and fought for) relationships with both sides of my family.
My ex-girlfriend is French Tunisian, Jewish and was schooled in Taiwan, the US French School system and France. She is from a fairly dogmatic Jewish family and her father is an internationally recognised entrepreneur, one of the most successful in France (and no slouch in the US). Her family home is in Bel Air and her family split time between a few different countries.
We have been together for nearly two years after meeting through a shared friend. Our love of dancing, dining and pseudo intellectualism led to a chaotic early relationship where we would argue furiously, but enjoyably, about a myriad of topics and found our vast chasms of differences to be great pools of shared interests. Despite not having been in a relationship since I was left by my girlfriend in 2014 and having dated many women she was the first time I’d felt love in a long time. A feeling I thought might never come back.
As time went on we settled into a rhythm that would occasionally be disturbed by what I can only describe as moments of mania in my partner. She eventually told me she suffers from BPD and has an anxiety disorder. As I grew up with a step-father who suffered from depression who loved my mother and helped raise myself and my brother with dignity and care I knew I could separate the disease from the person and have worked to help her rise to the challenge of her illness. Eventually we reached a point where she realised she needed medicine to fight this battle and sought help and she has emerged the best version of herself.
This all took place as she, a chef, sold her business, struggled with stress induced hair loss, irrational temper, misplaced feelings of betrayal (she once found a pair of underpants that were not my own or hers and accused me of cheating to the point that I started to question what I actually knew to be true. I have never cheated on anyone and never would) and would occasionally act in a way that would reduce me to tears. I have always had an argumentative streak, but I am not aggressive. I once remarked that I had more arguments with my partner in a few months than I’d had in my entire life. This was a difference in upbringing in my mind, I saw rage and love to be separate roads but my partner saw them as natural, converging parts of love and passion (French!) I was willing to believe I could learn to understand those differences and grow. I knew we could overcome these things. I believed I knew.
There were certain differences that were insignificant in the face of love so I learnt to change. I am not keen on public displays of affection or at least her style of it, this is something I tried to change despite my discomfort. She would happily kiss me passionately and furiously and touch me in a way I felt was sometimes…mistimed.I was happy to exchange love, to kiss briefly, to hold her, to be by her side, I did all the things I felt were right, she was never without affection (naturally these things are from my perspective, I would hope she never felt unloved or ‘sexy’). I eventually relented in these hang ups and began to act in public more as she would want, I’m still unsure, due to her unbelievable conviction in her beliefs if this was the first compromise of many in who I was.
She did have hang-ups about her looks, she had been bullied when she was younger and in some small way by her family. I thought she was absolutely beautiful, she was so different from anyone I’d met, the way she moved and danced, the way she sang in French in the shower(she was an incredible talent in many things, spoke 3 languages fluently and understood many others). She did however believe that I, physically, was out of her league and I could never convince her otherwise, I could never give her enough confidence in our aesthetic compatibility and whenever she did see us as equals it was fleeting, quickly replaced by her anxieties about her weight (she had an a world beating physique, a body most women would have to buy).
Now for me.
I have suffered with a lifelong issues surrounding erectile dysfunction and the shame and distress it can cause, including poor treatment by certain women that has worsened my anxiety around sex which I treat with viagra and heavy pot smoking in the evening (I do realise this isn’t exactly ‘doing the work’ but I felt i’d found a structure). My partner helped in my growth in this issue and treated me with care and love bringing me to a point where occasionally I could make love without assistance. This was one of the greatest feelings in my life, to feel respected and loved, to be seen as a man. I felt like I didn’t have to avoid sex anymore. This took a great toll on her and in some ways I think my issues, despite her denial, made her feel unattractive. These issues still persist today and may last the rest of my life, I hope to keep working on them and plan to seek therapy.
This journey, for both of us, was stressful but she started to shine outside of her illness, finding a peace with herself. I should mention that she is a very forceful, powerful and demanding woman, while also being, serene, calm and kind. It is an intoxicating blend and I always found her company wonderful, though occasionally, as my father once put it, it would be like “standing too close to the sun” (I told her about this and we both found it funny. In fact there was very little I wouldn’t share with her, I am honest to a fault).
There are however some caveats that I must be clear about, or as clear as I can understand them. I had a nagging sense that in order to allow my partners ‘light to shine’ so to speak that I must diminish mine (she never asked this of me or implied I must change). This led to my , normally extroverted , personality to start to fade and be replaced with this sometimes timid, sometimes briefly extroverted behaviour, but always with a concerned mind to how I’m behaving, or how she was behaving. I felt, particularly when she had too much to drink , I was concerned about her behaviour, her slight habit of dominating conversations. , sometimes she would go overboard in the way she spoke to other people and I would feel embarrassed (I started to defend these behaviours rather than confront them - another weakness in me not her).
I was frequently unable to stay out late on nights and out and find myself wondering if my partner is okay if she were at home alone, if I should be with her or if I would disrespect her by speaking to other people. I began to actively ignore platonic conversations with women in order to retain some outsized idea of ‘honour’. I suppose I had started to absorb her slight Co-dependency.
Side bar: My partner had come from a myriad of failed previous relationships that involved infidelity on both sides, sexual violence, addiction in her partners, a cancelled marriage in her twenties and various other things I imagine would destroy a lesser person. She has no real friends in the USA and has no girlfriends preferring, from what I understand, the company of her partners male friends. She likes being ‘one of the lads’ so to speak.
This is not the person I saw, nor did a person’s past concern me. I have loved many people in my life who had made mistakes and I judge people by their treatment of me. I suppose a result of a ‘colourful’ upbringing.
Un…side bar?
My partner is a jealous and possessive person, sometimes in jest and occasionally with an air of seriousness, and I am incredibly relaxed and do not experience real jealousy. I once joked that if I came home to find the plumber shagging her I’d ask if he’d like a cup of tea and when he’d be done with the plumbing.
As my partners star rose in our relationship, as she shedded the skins of her past I think I started to pick them up and wear them. I became a sort of low-rent Jesus. A rubbish bargain-bin Jesus. I started to become quieter and more anxious, I began to smoke weed with more frequency and began bottling my problems and hiding behind video games (my first love). Looking back I think this was the onset of my depression.
As a result of these feelings my sexual problems returned and I looked to testosterone therapy to try and change who I was for her. Once again - she did not ask this of me, but my inclination to please her led me to believe I must. Eventually, after some short term successes, (two months or so of a high sex drive and a feeling of real, raw, masculine power, something I’d never felt before) the medication I was taking pushed my oestrogen so high I began to experience huge bouts of anger and sadness, losing my temper quickly and crying with abundance. My drug induced personality changes reached a point where my hair began to fall out, a combination of stress, increased testosterone/an adverse reaction to the medicine. This combination of symptoms resulted in me immediately, after conversation with my partner, stopping the drug.
Since stopping in March my mood started to become more erratic, my feelings of perpetual happiness disappeared leaving thin wisps of who I was before. I lost my hope, my love of life and my feelings of freedom, in who I was and how I felt. In some ways I felt I had become my partner when I met her. Fractious and broken, despairing and resentful, suspicious of my friends.
There was also the issue of the war in Gaza. I never believed a political/cultural issue could drive a wedge between two people who loved each other, mostly because being English boils down to a few interchangeable stereotypes. I am, however, an outspoken and staunch atheist, a lover of Christopher Hitchens, a pacifist and someone who believes people are inherently good. Despite our shared atheism she did not share my positive outlook on humanity and she had very strong, somewhat ‘fundamentalist’ beliefs about Israel and their enemies (her brother was an ex-IDF sniper who, despite this unusual vocation, I liked and enjoyed the company of, we are all products of our environment after all).
I found myself burying my disgust with the ongoing conflict, stifling my beliefs about the war and adjusting my own opinions. I even allowed her father (who would not speak to me other than a ‘hello’) to hang religious symbols in our home. I did this because I wanted her to reforge the fractious relationship she had with her family. I was however, despite these concessions, never truly welcomed by them, particularly her father (family is incredibly important to me) I would always be an outsider regardless of how much I loved her or how well I treated her. Only being Jewish would be enough. This hurt me but I buried it as deep as I could, believing I needed to earn THEIR respect. This was a mistake.
She would sometimes laugh or rejoice in the pain of Gaza’s civilians, there was a blood thirsty element that I couldn’t comprehend fully. I, from what I now understand of American culture, believe it is born of fear - I must destroy them before they destroy me. And I do not deny that both sides are wrong in their, ironically (and historically) similar beliefs and that given an exchange of opinions power Hamas would do as to Israel as Israel is doing to Hamas. I felt I was baited into debates where no ground could be given, I would find myself screaming and angry, our arguments would reach huge, borderline dangerous (never physical) crescendos. She would recover from these quickly. I would feel like a piece of me had been carved off, chipped away.
I suppose at this point I’ve written enough to explain that these buried feelings, these differences, these arguments, my extinguishing personality and my weakened mental state led to me, in a moment and after a small argument surrounding her feelings of anxiety over our relationship led to me snapping.
I told her I could no longer continue the relationship as the road we were taking would lead to assured mutual destruction. Or at least it would lead to my destruction. Or that’s how i felt (this is what I’m trying to reconcile).
I do not know whether I should have asked for more of her, been strong enough to not change (but then would we still be together?) or communicated more honestly about my feelings. I feel like I did everything I could to help her and hurt myself.
I am left a less sure person, a less confident person who cannot remember how to be who he was before. And now I am without the person I loved, despite all our differences, and I feel I have hurt her beyond measure as an act of self preservation. I feel selfish, wounded and victimised. I feel cold to what I have done, I feel distant from who I am and now for the first time I am seeking validation from the faceless snake of the internet. I am concerned I will be judged, I fear people will see through me and tell me I’m weak and wrong. But I need clarity, I need to understand.
I’m sorry for how confused this story is, i’m sorry the timeline is Nolan-like and my grammar variable and inconsistent. I’m sorry I can’t stop saying sorry.
I still love her but I know I have to let her go.
I hope, like Don Henley crooned, ‘it wasn’t really wasted time’
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I am from England and now reside Los Angeles California where I work as a waiter (no I don’t want to be an actor I just want to be happy). I am from a working class but new money background who had a good up bringing despite the separation of my mother and father when I was born. I moved to the USA ten years ago to see what else life had to offer. I have always been care-free, happy and, I’d like to think, nice to be around. I have many friends in the UK and here and have an excellent(and fought for) relationships with both sides of my family.
My ex-girlfriend is French Tunisian, Jewish and was schooled in Taiwan, the US French School system and France. She is from a fairly dogmatic Jewish family and her father is an internationally recognised entrepreneur, one of the most successful in France (and no slouch in the US). Her family home is in Bel Air and her family split time between a few different countries.
We have been together for nearly two years after meeting through a shared friend. Our love of dancing, dining and pseudo intellectualism led to a chaotic early relationship where we would argue furiously, but enjoyably, about a myriad of topics and found our vast chasms of differences to be great pools of shared interests. Despite not having been in a relationship since I was left by my girlfriend in 2014 and having dated many women she was the first time I’d felt love in a long time. A feeling I thought might never come back.
As time went on we settled into a rhythm that would occasionally be disturbed by what I can only describe as moments of mania in my partner. She eventually told me she suffers from BPD and has an anxiety disorder. As I grew up with a step-father who suffered from depression who loved my mother and helped raise myself and my brother with dignity and care I knew I could separate the disease from the person and have worked to help her rise to the challenge of her illness. Eventually we reached a point where she realised she needed medicine to fight this battle and sought help and she has emerged the best version of herself.
This all took place as she, a chef, sold her business, struggled with stress induced hair loss, irrational temper, misplaced feelings of betrayal (she once found a pair of underpants that were not my own or hers and accused me of cheating to the point that I started to question what I actually knew to be true. I have never cheated on anyone and never would) and would occasionally act in a way that would reduce me to tears. I have always had an argumentative streak, but I am not aggressive. I once remarked that I had more arguments with my partner in a few months than I’d had in my entire life. This was a difference in upbringing in my mind, I saw rage and love to be separate roads but my partner saw them as natural, converging parts of love and passion (French!) I was willing to believe I could learn to understand those differences and grow. I knew we could overcome these things. I believed I knew.
There were certain differences that were insignificant in the face of love so I learnt to change. I am not keen on public displays of affection or at least her style of it, this is something I tried to change despite my discomfort. She would happily kiss me passionately and furiously and touch me in a way I felt was sometimes…mistimed.I was happy to exchange love, to kiss briefly, to hold her, to be by her side, I did all the things I felt were right, she was never without affection (naturally these things are from my perspective, I would hope she never felt unloved or ‘sexy’). I eventually relented in these hang ups and began to act in public more as she would want, I’m still unsure, due to her unbelievable conviction in her beliefs if this was the first compromise of many in who I was.
She did have hang-ups about her looks, she had been bullied when she was younger and in some small way by her family. I thought she was absolutely beautiful, she was so different from anyone I’d met, the way she moved and danced, the way she sang in French in the shower(she was an incredible talent in many things, spoke 3 languages fluently and understood many others). She did however believe that I, physically, was out of her league and I could never convince her otherwise, I could never give her enough confidence in our aesthetic compatibility and whenever she did see us as equals it was fleeting, quickly replaced by her anxieties about her weight (she had an a world beating physique, a body most women would have to buy).
Now for me.
I have suffered with a lifelong issues surrounding erectile dysfunction and the shame and distress it can cause, including poor treatment by certain women that has worsened my anxiety around sex which I treat with viagra and heavy pot smoking in the evening (I do realise this isn’t exactly ‘doing the work’ but I felt i’d found a structure). My partner helped in my growth in this issue and treated me with care and love bringing me to a point where occasionally I could make love without assistance. This was one of the greatest feelings in my life, to feel respected and loved, to be seen as a man. I felt like I didn’t have to avoid sex anymore. This took a great toll on her and in some ways I think my issues, despite her denial, made her feel unattractive. These issues still persist today and may last the rest of my life, I hope to keep working on them and plan to seek therapy.
This journey, for both of us, was stressful but she started to shine outside of her illness, finding a peace with herself. I should mention that she is a very forceful, powerful and demanding woman, while also being, serene, calm and kind. It is an intoxicating blend and I always found her company wonderful, though occasionally, as my father once put it, it would be like “standing too close to the sun” (I told her about this and we both found it funny. In fact there was very little I wouldn’t share with her, I am honest to a fault).
There are however some caveats that I must be clear about, or as clear as I can understand them. I had a nagging sense that in order to allow my partners ‘light to shine’ so to speak that I must diminish mine (she never asked this of me or implied I must change). This led to my , normally extroverted , personality to start to fade and be replaced with this sometimes timid, sometimes briefly extroverted behaviour, but always with a concerned mind to how I’m behaving, or how she was behaving. I felt, particularly when she had too much to drink , I was concerned about her behaviour, her slight habit of dominating conversations. , sometimes she would go overboard in the way she spoke to other people and I would feel embarrassed (I started to defend these behaviours rather than confront them - another weakness in me not her).
I was frequently unable to stay out late on nights and out and find myself wondering if my partner is okay if she were at home alone, if I should be with her or if I would disrespect her by speaking to other people. I began to actively ignore platonic conversations with women in order to retain some outsized idea of ‘honour’. I suppose I had started to absorb her slight Co-dependency.
Side bar: My partner had come from a myriad of failed previous relationships that involved infidelity on both sides, sexual violence, addiction in her partners, a cancelled marriage in her twenties and various other things I imagine would destroy a lesser person. She has no real friends in the USA and has no girlfriends preferring, from what I understand, the company of her partners male friends. She likes being ‘one of the lads’ so to speak.
This is not the person I saw, nor did a person’s past concern me. I have loved many people in my life who had made mistakes and I judge people by their treatment of me. I suppose a result of a ‘colourful’ upbringing.
Un…side bar?
My partner is a jealous and possessive person, sometimes in jest and occasionally with an air of seriousness, and I am incredibly relaxed and do not experience real jealousy. I once joked that if I came home to find the plumber shagging her I’d ask if he’d like a cup of tea and when he’d be done with the plumbing.
As my partners star rose in our relationship, as she shedded the skins of her past I think I started to pick them up and wear them. I became a sort of low-rent Jesus. A rubbish bargain-bin Jesus. I started to become quieter and more anxious, I began to smoke weed with more frequency and began bottling my problems and hiding behind video games (my first love). Looking back I think this was the onset of my depression.
As a result of these feelings my sexual problems returned and I looked to testosterone therapy to try and change who I was for her. Once again - she did not ask this of me, but my inclination to please her led me to believe I must. Eventually, after some short term successes, (two months or so of a high sex drive and a feeling of real, raw, masculine power, something I’d never felt before) the medication I was taking pushed my oestrogen so high I began to experience huge bouts of anger and sadness, losing my temper quickly and crying with abundance. My drug induced personality changes reached a point where my hair began to fall out, a combination of stress, increased testosterone/an adverse reaction to the medicine. This combination of symptoms resulted in me immediately, after conversation with my partner, stopping the drug.
Since stopping in March my mood started to become more erratic, my feelings of perpetual happiness disappeared leaving thin wisps of who I was before. I lost my hope, my love of life and my feelings of freedom, in who I was and how I felt. In some ways I felt I had become my partner when I met her. Fractious and broken, despairing and resentful, suspicious of my friends.
There was also the issue of the war in Gaza. I never believed a political/cultural issue could drive a wedge between two people who loved each other, mostly because being English boils down to a few interchangeable stereotypes. I am, however, an outspoken and staunch atheist, a lover of Christopher Hitchens, a pacifist and someone who believes people are inherently good. Despite our shared atheism she did not share my positive outlook on humanity and she had very strong, somewhat ‘fundamentalist’ beliefs about Israel and their enemies (her brother was an ex-IDF sniper who, despite this unusual vocation, I liked and enjoyed the company of, we are all products of our environment after all).
I found myself burying my disgust with the ongoing conflict, stifling my beliefs about the war and adjusting my own opinions. I even allowed her father (who would not speak to me other than a ‘hello’) to hang religious symbols in our home. I did this because I wanted her to reforge the fractious relationship she had with her family. I was however, despite these concessions, never truly welcomed by them, particularly her father (family is incredibly important to me) I would always be an outsider regardless of how much I loved her or how well I treated her. Only being Jewish would be enough. This hurt me but I buried it as deep as I could, believing I needed to earn THEIR respect. This was a mistake.
She would sometimes laugh or rejoice in the pain of Gaza’s civilians, there was a blood thirsty element that I couldn’t comprehend fully. I, from what I now understand of American culture, believe it is born of fear - I must destroy them before they destroy me. And I do not deny that both sides are wrong in their, ironically (and historically) similar beliefs and that given an exchange of opinions power Hamas would do as to Israel as Israel is doing to Hamas. I felt I was baited into debates where no ground could be given, I would find myself screaming and angry, our arguments would reach huge, borderline dangerous (never physical) crescendos. She would recover from these quickly. I would feel like a piece of me had been carved off, chipped away.
I suppose at this point I’ve written enough to explain that these buried feelings, these differences, these arguments, my extinguishing personality and my weakened mental state led to me, in a moment and after a small argument surrounding her feelings of anxiety over our relationship led to me snapping.
I told her I could no longer continue the relationship as the road we were taking would lead to assured mutual destruction. Or at least it would lead to my destruction. Or that’s how i felt (this is what I’m trying to reconcile).
I do not know whether I should have asked for more of her, been strong enough to not change (but then would we still be together?) or communicated more honestly about my feelings. I feel like I did everything I could to help her and hurt myself.
I am left a less sure person, a less confident person who cannot remember how to be who he was before. And now I am without the person I loved, despite all our differences, and I feel I have hurt her beyond measure as an act of self preservation. I feel selfish, wounded and victimised. I feel cold to what I have done, I feel distant from who I am and now for the first time I am seeking validation from the faceless snake of the internet. I am concerned I will be judged, I fear people will see through me and tell me I’m weak and wrong. But I need clarity, I need to understand.
I’m sorry for how confused this story is, i’m sorry the timeline is Nolan-like and my grammar variable and inconsistent. I’m sorry I can’t stop saying sorry.
I still love her but I know I have to let her go.
I hope, like Don Henley crooned, ‘it wasn’t really wasted time’
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2024.06.09 01:23 Better_Row1327 Fight
 | This post confirms that they were clearing in a fight last night. He posted the 4 songs with one of them having lyrics like “it’s not love it’s mania” and clearly depressing songs and then posts this today. They are literally so predictable. submitted by Better_Row1327 to briannachickenfrsnark [link] [comments] |
2024.06.09 00:38 Zealousideal_Bee1123 [PC][Between 2000-2010s] 3D Graphics of a Temple-escaping themed Platformer Game
https://preview.redd.it/opd0usnmbf5d1.jpg?width=3986&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=fc56c886587425a5dafba078fe7a7569ce95e6c3
Platform/s: PC, windows
Genre: Platformer
Estimated year of release: Between 2000-2010s
Graphics/art style: 3D, but the style looks similar to Feeding Frenzy I guess
Notable characters:
You played as an anthropomorphic character with archeology outfit. He quite similar to Crash Bandicoot or Ratchet, but I can't remember what it looks like
Notable gameplay mechanics:
You can swim the character for a short time. And as I remember there's also some sliding rock tiles from top just like a temple.
Other details: This game aims to find the end point of all the levels encountered. This game requires us to run against obstacles in each temple we pass. The display on the level page looks like different biomes seen from a high angle point of view. Each level is arranged one by one horizontally, snaking from left to right. Specifically, between levels 40-50 is a snowy mountain, and of course the setting of that level. Among these levels, you could say that level 44 is a level without any creatures attacking the character we are playing. And, in the last biome, our character will be faced by yellow birds carrying bombs.
The coins you get while playing can be used to build the foundation of a base. The base building menu display is shown from an isometric angle. The house is like a private house, located in the middle of a small island. The color is white, and as we complete the game progress, we can upgrade the house to a luxurious level. There's also a yacht too
The games I played in that era were Nanny Mania, Coffee Rush, Running Sheep, and The Game of Life from Hasbro.
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Platform/s: PC, windows
Genre: Platformer
Estimated year of release: Between 2000-2010s
Graphics/art style: 3D, but the style looks similar to Feeding Frenzy I guess
Notable characters:
You played as an anthropomorphic character with archeology outfit. He quite similar to Crash Bandicoot or Ratchet, but I can't remember what it looks like
Notable gameplay mechanics:
You can swim the character for a short time. And as I remember there's also some sliding rock tiles from top just like a temple.
Other details: This game aims to find the end point of all the levels encountered. This game requires us to run against obstacles in each temple we pass. The display on the level page looks like different biomes seen from a high angle point of view. Each level is arranged one by one horizontally, snaking from left to right. Specifically, between levels 40-50 is a snowy mountain, and of course the setting of that level. Among these levels, you could say that level 44 is a level without any creatures attacking the character we are playing. And, in the last biome, our character will be faced by yellow birds carrying bombs.
The coins you get while playing can be used to build the foundation of a base. The base building menu display is shown from an isometric angle. The house is like a private house, located in the middle of a small island. The color is white, and as we complete the game progress, we can upgrade the house to a luxurious level. There's also a yacht too
The games I played in that era were Nanny Mania, Coffee Rush, Running Sheep, and The Game of Life from Hasbro.
2024.06.09 00:00 FappidyDat [H] TF2 Keys & PayPal [W] Humble Bundle Games (Also Games From Past Bundles), Bad Rats
Notes:
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I pay with the following:
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| I BUY HB Games | with TF2 | with PayPal | Currently Active Humble Bundle? |
|---|---|---|---|
| 7 Days to Die | 7.9 TF2 | $15.02 PP | - |
| Absolver | 1.2 TF2 | $2.2 PP | - |
| Arma 3 | 4.0 TF2 | $7.65 PP | - |
| Assetto Corsa - Dream Pack 1 | 0.4 TF2 | $0.78 PP | - |
| Automobilista 2 | 1.6 TF2 | $3.06 PP | - |
| Barotrauma | 8.6 TF2 | $16.37 PP | - |
| Code Vein | 1.1 TF2 | $2.17 PP | - |
| Contractors | 5.7 TF2 | $10.86 PP | - |
| Coromon | 5.7 TF2 | $10.86 PP | - |
| DEATH STRANDING DIRECTOR'S CUT | 4.4 TF2 | $8.43 PP | - |
| DRAGON BALL XENOVERSE 2 | 2.5 TF2 | $4.75 PP | - |
| DayZ | 10.5 TF2 | $19.95 PP | - |
| Dead Rising® 2: Off The Record | 1.0 TF2 | $1.97 PP | - |
| Deep Rock Galactic | 3.0 TF2 | $5.69 PP | - |
| Descenders | 1.2 TF2 | $2.3 PP | - |
| Destiny 2: Beyond Light | 0.9 TF2 | $1.79 PP | - |
| Doom Eternal | 2.2 TF2 | $4.21 PP | - |
| Dragon Ball FighterZ | 2.0 TF2 | $3.84 PP | - |
| Dragons Dogma - Dark Arisen | 0.9 TF2 | $1.79 PP | - |
| EARTH DEFENSE FORCE 5 | 4.7 TF2 | $8.97 PP | - |
| From The Depths | 0.4 TF2 | $0.82 PP | - |
| Generation Zero® | 0.7 TF2 | $1.38 PP | - |
| Graveyard Keeper | tinyBuild IGN Live Showcase Bundle | ||
| High On Life | tinyBuild Live At Home Bundle | ||
| Hotline Miami 2: Wrong Number | 5.1 TF2 | $9.65 PP | - |
| Into the Radius VR | 3.0 TF2 | $5.63 PP | - |
| Keep Talking and Nobody Explodes | 1.9 TF2 | $3.6 PP | - |
| Kerbal Space Program | 1.1 TF2 | $2.08 PP | - |
| Killing Floor 2 | 0.6 TF2 | $1.17 PP | - |
| LEGO Star Wars III: The Clone Wars | 5.7 TF2 | $10.86 PP | - |
| LEGO® Jurassic World™ | 0.8 TF2 | $1.55 PP | - |
| Lethal League Blaze | 1.8 TF2 | $3.45 PP | - |
| METAL GEAR SOLID V: The Definitive Experience | 10.4 TF2 | $19.73 PP | - |
| Mafia II: Definitive Edition | 2.5 TF2 | $4.83 PP | - |
| Mafia III: Definitive Edition | 2.5 TF2 | $4.7 PP | - |
| MechWarrior 5: Mercenaries | tinyBuild Live At Home Bundle | ||
| Monster Train | 0.9 TF2 | $1.74 PP | - |
| Mortal Kombat XL | 0.6 TF2 | $1.11 PP | - |
| NARUTO SHIPPUDEN: Ultimate Ninja STORM 4 - Road to Boruto | 2.5 TF2 | $4.66 PP | - |
| NASCAR Heat 5 - Ultimate Edition | 0.4 TF2 | $0.74 PP | - |
| Naruto Shippuden: Ultimate Ninja Storm 4 | 2.2 TF2 | $4.24 PP | - |
| Naruto to Boruto Shinobi Striker | 0.9 TF2 | $1.78 PP | - |
| Necesse | 0.6 TF2 | $1.21 PP | - |
| Nioh 2 - The Complete Edition | 3.5 TF2 | $6.63 PP | - |
| Nobody Saves the World | 0.5 TF2 | $0.97 PP | - |
| Overcooked! 2 | 1.3 TF2 | $2.38 PP | - |
| PC Building Simulator | 0.6 TF2 | $1.18 PP | - |
| PGA TOUR 2K21 | 1.0 TF2 | $1.81 PP | - |
| Planetary Annihilation: TITANS | 3.1 TF2 | $5.95 PP | - |
| PlateUp! | Let 'Em Cook Bundle | ||
| Prison Architect | 2.6 TF2 | $4.98 PP | - |
| Punch Club 2: Fast Forward | 2.7 TF2 | $5.05 PP | - |
| RESIDENT EVIL 3 | 21.0 TF2 | $39.89 PP | - |
| ROUNDS | 0.6 TF2 | $1.08 PP | - |
| Rain World | 0.9 TF2 | $1.78 PP | - |
| Ravenswatch | 3.6 TF2 | $6.91 PP | - |
| STAR WARS™ Knights of the Old Republic™ II - The Sith Lords™ | 0.5 TF2 | $0.98 PP | - |
| Scorn | 0.8 TF2 | $1.49 PP | - |
| Secret Neighbor | 0.4 TF2 | $0.82 PP | - |
| Slime Rancher | 1.1 TF2 | $2.1 PP | - |
| Sniper Elite 4 | 21.0 TF2 | $39.89 PP | - |
| Sonic Mania | 2.7 TF2 | $5.19 PP | - |
| Star Wars® Empire at War™: Gold Pack | 0.6 TF2 | $1.1 PP | - |
| Steelrising | 3.5 TF2 | $6.72 PP | - |
| Stronghold Crusader HD | 2.6 TF2 | $4.95 PP | - |
| TEKKEN 7 | 1.9 TF2 | $3.54 PP | - |
| The Dark Pictures Anthology: House of Ashes | 1.1 TF2 | $2.03 PP | - |
| The Dark Pictures Anthology: The Devil in Me | 4.6 TF2 | $8.67 PP | - |
| The Jackbox Party Pack 4 | 2.1 TF2 | $4.04 PP | - |
| The Jackbox Party Pack 6 | 3.4 TF2 | $6.37 PP | - |
| The Jackbox Party Pack 7 | 3.4 TF2 | $6.37 PP | - |
| The Jackbox Party Pack 9 | 2.8 TF2 | $5.35 PP | - |
| The Jackbox Party Pack | 0.4 TF2 | $0.8 PP | - |
| The Outer Worlds: Spacer's Choice Edition | 2.7 TF2 | $5.14 PP | - |
| The Quarry Deluxe Edition | 2.8 TF2 | $5.27 PP | - |
| The Walking Dead: The Telltale Definitive Series | 3.3 TF2 | $6.22 PP | - |
| The Witness | 0.8 TF2 | $1.6 PP | - |
| The Wolf Among Us | 1.3 TF2 | $2.49 PP | - |
| Total War: ROME II - Emperor Edition | 2.4 TF2 | $4.54 PP | - |
| Train Sim World® 4 | 2.0 TF2 | $3.82 PP | - |
| Two Point Campus | 1.0 TF2 | $1.85 PP | - |
| Ultra Street Fighter IV | 0.6 TF2 | $1.05 PP | - |
| VTOL VR | 4.7 TF2 | $8.85 PP | - |
| Viscera Cleanup Detail | 2.0 TF2 | $3.74 PP | - |
| Volcanoids | 1.3 TF2 | $2.53 PP | - |
| Warhammer 40,000: Battlesector | Humble Choice (Jun 2024) | ||
| Warhammer 40,000: Gladius - Relics of War | 1.5 TF2 | $2.94 PP | - |
| Warhammer: Vermintide 2 | 0.7 TF2 | $1.4 PP | - |
| Wasteland 3 | 1.8 TF2 | $3.45 PP | - |
| Witch It | 1.4 TF2 | $2.72 PP | - |
| Wizard of Legend | 5.4 TF2 | $10.32 PP | - |
| Worms Armageddon | 0.4 TF2 | $0.78 PP | - |
| Yakuza Kiwami | 1.4 TF2 | $2.6 PP | - |
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2024.06.08 23:18 ricotito23 [USA-PR] [H] Switch,PS2,PS4,PS5,Xbox,Vita,3DS Games [W] PayPal
Selling my personal collection. Over 800 Games.
Sorry my bad english. Paypal ff.
Free Shipping over $100. More photos at request. Offers are welcome. Most of these Prices are based on Pricharting (and pricecharting price are inaccurate so sorry im lazy to put my prices for these 800 games) Offers are welcome Worst can say is no.There's a problem with letter T jumps to C in switch and vita to A. working on it. Also i have all 3 blaster master games. Want to sell them together with Slipcover.
https://imgur.com/a/ntp4d6Q
submitted by ricotito23 to GameSale [link] [comments]
Sorry my bad english. Paypal ff.
Free Shipping over $100. More photos at request. Offers are welcome. Most of these Prices are based on Pricharting (and pricecharting price are inaccurate so sorry im lazy to put my prices for these 800 games) Offers are welcome Worst can say is no.There's a problem with letter T jumps to C in switch and vita to A. working on it. Also i have all 3 blaster master games. Want to sell them together with Slipcover.
https://imgur.com/a/ntp4d6Q
| Nintendo Switch | ||
|---|---|---|
| 13 Sentinels: Aegis Rim | CIB+ | 32.92 SOLD |
| 1971 Project Helios | New | 15.41 |
| AI: The Somnium Files | CIB+ | 60.5 |
| ARMS | CIB+ | 30.5 |
| Adventure Time: Pirates of the Enchiridion | New | 25.68 |
| AeternoBlade II | New | 35.5 |
| Afterparty | New | 38 |
| Aggelos | New | 38.22 |
| Alex Kidd in Miracle World DX | New | 18.98 |
| Alwa's Collection | New | 25.62 |
| American Hero | New | 40.49 |
| Ancestors Legacy | New | 24.07 |
| Annapurna Interactive [Deluxe Limited Edition Collection] | New | 230.00 |
| Ape Out [Special Reserve] | New | 40.00 |
| Ara Fell & Rise of the Third Power | New | 57.24 |
| Arcade Spirits | New | 20 |
| Archvale | New | 51.25 |
| Ary and the Secret of Seasons | New | 12.52 |
| Arzette: The Jewel of Faramore | New | 55.00 |
| Assassin's Creed: The Rebel Collection | CIB+ | 17.48 |
| Astalon: Tears of the Earth | New | 50.63 |
| Astral Chain | New | 48.99 SOLD |
| Astronite | New | 19.48 |
| Atelier Ryza 2: Lost Legends & the Secret Fairy | New | 55.00 SOLD |
| Atelier Ryza: Ever Darkness and the Secret Hideout | CIB+ | 49.5 |
| Atelier Ryza: Ever Darkness and the Secret Hideout | New | 60.1 |
| Attack on Titan 2: Final Battle | New | 65.00 |
| Azure Striker Gunvolt 3 | New | 48.5 |
| Azure Striker Gunvolt: Striker Pack | CIB+ | 25.79 |
| BROFORCE [SWITCH RESERVE] | New | 40.00 |
| BUTCHER | New | 36.9 |
| Balan Wonderworld | New | 11.77 |
| Baldur's Gate and Baldur's Gate II: Enhanced Editions | New | 120.00 SOLD |
| Battle Chef Brigade Deluxe | CIB+ | 32.61 |
| Battle Princess Madelyn: Royal Edition | New | 52.88 |
| Black Bird | New | 55.5 |
| Blade Runner: Enhanced Edition | New | 48.72 SOLD |
| Blasphemous | CIB+ | 108.49 SOLD |
| Blaster Master Zero III | New | 34.5 |
| Blaster Master Zero II | New | 40.49 |
| Blaster Master Zero | New | 44.14 |
| Blazing Beaks | New | 30.02 |
| Blazing Chrome | CIB+ | 65.92 |
| BloodRayne Betrayal: Fresh Bites | New | 40.49 |
| Bloodrayne 1 & 2: Revamped Dual Pack w/ Slipcover | New | 100.47 |
| Bloodstained: Curse Of The Moon 2 | New | 28.49 |
| Bloodstained: Ritual of the Night | New | 21.23 |
| Blossom Tales II: The Minotaur Prince | New | 46.48 |
| Blossom Tales: The Sleeping King | CIB+ | 150.47 SOLD |
| Blue Fire | CIB+ | 28.49 |
| Blue Reflection: Second Light | New | 59.83 |
| Bomb Chicken | CIB+ | 38.14 |
| Boy and His Blob | New | 50.49 |
| Bug Fables: The Everlasting Sapling | New | 55.93 |
| Bugsnax | CIB+ | 30.77 |
| Burnout Paradise Remastered | CIB+ | 14.98 |
| COGEN: Sword of Rewind & Gunvolt Chronicles: Luminous Avenger iX 2 Double Pack | New | 80.48 |
| Cannon Dancer: Osman | New | 54 |
| Captain Toad: Treasure Tracker | CIB+ | 30.49 |
| Captain Tsubasa: Rise of | New | Champions |
| Card Shark Collector's Edition | New | 40.00 |
| Carrion: Special Reserve Edition | New | 40.00 |
| Castlevania Anniversary Collection | New | 40.00 SOLD |
| Cat Girl Without Salad: Amuse-Bouche | New | 40.97 |
| Cat Quest + Cat Quest II: Pawsome Pack | New | 49.5 |
| Cathedral | New | 66.91 |
| Celeste | New | 62.39 |
| Chicken Police - Paint it RED! | CIB+ | 13.25 |
| Children of Morta | CIB+ | 22.09 |
| Children of Zodiarcs | New | 44.77 |
| Citizens Unite! Earth X Space | New | 29.49 |
| Coffee Talk | New | 42.15 |
| Collar X Malice | New | 30.49 |
| Contra Anniversary Collection Konami Version | New | 55.00 |
| Cooking Mama: Cookstar | New | 36.11 |
| Corpse Killer: 25th Anniversary Edition | New | 42.7 |
| Cosmo Dreamer & Like Dreamer: Double-D Collection | New | 25.00 |
| Cris Tales | New | 13.99 |
| Crisis Core: Final Fantasy VII Reunion | CIB+ | 25 |
| Crossing Souls - Special Reserve | New | 40.00 |
| Crystal Crisis | New | 31.52 |
| Cthulhu Saves Christmas | New | 45.17 |
| Cult of the Lamb [Special Reserve] | New | 72.48 |
| DARQ: Complete Edition | New | 38.97 |
| DISC ROOM [SWITCH RESERVE] | New | 30.00 |
| DISTRAINT Collection | New | 33.76 |
| DOOM Eternal | New | 89 SOLD |
| DOOM: The Classics Collection | New | 50.5 |
| DOOM | CIB+ | 28.9 |
| DRAINUS | New | 63.39 |
| Dandara: Trials of Fear Edition | CIB+ | 41.29 |
| Dark Devotion | New | 45.49 |
| Darksiders Genesis | CIB+ | 18 |
| Darkwood | CIB+ | 108.46 SOLD |
| Dawn of the Monsters | New | 50.36 |
| Dead Cells: Return to Castlevania Edition | New | 32.01 |
| Dead or School | New | 52.03 |
| Deadly Premonition 2: A Blessing in Disguise | CIB+ | 16.77 SOLD |
| Deadly Premonition Origins | New | 38.03 |
| Death Road to Canada | New | 40 |
| Death end re;Quest | New | 41.97 |
| Death's Door [Special Reserve] | New | 33.03 SOLD |
| Death's Gambit: Afterlife | New | 38.72 |
| Demon Throttle [Reserve Edition] | New | 25.25 |
| Demon Throttle [Reserve Edition] | New | 25.25 |
| Demon Turf | New | 40.82 |
| Demon's Tilt | New | 44.5 |
| Deponia Collection | New | 83.14 |
| Dex | New | 48.38 |
| Digimon Survive | New | 20.95 |
| Dimension Drive [Limited Edition] | New | 65.48 |
| DioField Chronicle | CIB+ | 25.46 SOLD |
| Disaster Report 4: Summer Memories | CIB+ | 25.5 |
| Disgaea 5 Complete | New | 39.5 |
| Disney Classic Games: Aladdin and the Lion King | New | 18.29 |
| Disney Tsum Tsum Festival | New | 26.55 |
| DoDonPachi Resurrection | New | 55.38 |
| Dodgeball Academia | New | 19.5 |
| Doki Doki Literature Club Plus! | New | 20.00 |
| Doom 64 | New | 45.45 |
| Double Dragon & Kunio-Kun Retro Brawler Bundle | New | 52.83 |
| Double Dragon IV | New | 33.97 |
| Double Dragon: Neon | New | 50.49 |
| Double Switch: 25th Anniversary Edition | New | 55.89 |
| Downwell [Special Reserve Edition] | New | 60.00 |
| Dragon Ball Z: Kakarot + A | New | Power Awakens Set Used 25.00 |
| Dragon Quest Treasures | New | 29.53 |
| Dragon Quest XI S: Echoes of an Elusive Age - Definitive Edition | New | 40.00 |
| Dragon Star Varnir | New | 45.49 |
| Dragon's Dogma: Dark Arisen | CIB+ | 24.74 |
| Dragon's Lair Trilogy | New | 144.25 |
| Dreamscaper | New | 44.72 |
| Dusk | New | 44.49 |
| Eastward | CIB+ | 20.3 SOLD |
| Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim | CIB+ | 35.31 |
| Eldest Souls | New | 45.5 |
| Elliot Quest | New | 28.48 |
| Enclave HD | New | 52.67 |
| Ender Lilies: Quietus of the Knights | New | 55.00 |
| Endling - Extinction is Forever | New | 25.76 |
| Epic Chef | New | 15.57 |
| Espgaluda II | New | 60.27 |
| FAR: Lone Sails | New | 49.69 |
| FINAL FANTASY VII & VIII REMASTERED TWIN PACK | CIB+ | 37.63 |
| Fairy Fencer F: Advent Dark Force | New | 48.41 |
| Falconeer: Warrior Edition | New | 18.88 |
| Fast RMX | New | 71.73 SOLD |
| Fatal Twelve | New | 44.49 |
| Fault Milestone One | New | 28.49 |
| Fight'N Rage | New | 45.49 |
| Final Fantasy XII: The Zodiac Age | New | 31.61 |
| Fire Emblem Warriors: Three Hopes | New | 20.17 |
| Flinthook | New | 45.49 |
| Flipping Death | CIB+ | 28.39 |
| Foretales | New | 19.29 |
| Forgotton Anne | CIB+ | 35.49 |
| Fran Bow | New | 111.48 |
| Freedom Finger | CIB+ | 77.4 |
| Freedom Planet | New | 57.39 |
| Friends Of Ringo Ishikawa | New | 26.73 |
| Furi | CIB+ | 48.64 |
| Gal Metal: World Tour Edition | CIB+ | 17.69 |
| Gato Roboto [Special Reserve Edition] | New | 40.00 |
| Ghost 1.0 + Unepic Collection: Standard Edition | New | 30.00 |
| Ghost of a Tale | New | 66.61 |
| Going Under | New | 37.47 |
| Golf Story | New | 82.75 |
| Gotta Protectors: Cart of Darkness | New | 45.35 |
| Grandia HD Collection | New | 82.51 |
| Great Ace Attorney Chronicles | CIB+ | 30.98 |
| GrimGrimoire OnceMore [Deluxe Edition] | New | 42.33 SOLD |
| Gunbrick: Reloaded | New | 24.68 |
| Gunlord X | New | 90.00 |
| Guns, Gore & Cannoli 1 & 2 | New | 140.00 |
| Gunvolt Chronicles: Luminous Avenger iX | New | 84.5 |
| Gyakuten Saiban 123: Naruhodo Selection | New | 41.49 |
| Hades | New | 39.19 |
| Haven | New | 45.49 |
| Heaven's Vault | New | 32.15 |
| Hero Must Die. Again | New | 56.5 |
| Heroland Knowble Edition | New | 18.63 |
| Hollow Knight | CIB+ | 31.5 |
| Horgihugh and Friends | New | 28.18 |
| Hot Wheels Unleashed | New | 22.03 |
| Hotline Miami Collection [Special Reserve] | New | 40.00 |
| ITTA [Steelbook Edition] | New | 50.00 |
| ITTA | CIB+ | 35.00 |
| Ib | New | 55.46 |
| Ikenfell | New | 42.56 |
| Immortals Fenyx Rising | New | 15.22 |
| In Sound Mind: Deluxe Edition | New | 21.81 |
| Indivisible | New | 19.41 |
| Infernax | New | 50.5 |
| Inscryption [Special Reserve] | New | 200.00 |
| Ion Fury | New | 35.35 |
| Ittle Dew 2+ | New | 43.45 |
| Jamestown+ | New | 50.98 |
| Joe Dever's Lone Wolf | New | 65.54 |
| Katamari Damacy REROLL | New | 23.45 |
| Katanakami | New | 42.3 |
| Kaze and the Wild Masks | New | 32.44 |
| KeyWe | New | 25.49 |
| Killer Queen Black | New | 16.13 |
| King's Bounty II | New | 17.85 |
| Kingdom Hearts: Melody of Memory | New | 20.59 |
| Kingdoms of Amalur: Re-Reckoning | CIB+ | 19.98 |
| Knights and Bikes | New | 45.49 |
| Kotodama: The 7 Mysteries of Fujisawa | New | 19.45 |
| L.A. Noire | CIB+ | 29.99 |
| LEGO Star Wars: The Skywalker Saga | New | 20.48 |
| LUNARK | New | 49.52 |
| Lair of the Clockwork God | New | 39.13 |
| Layers of Fear: Legacy | New | 147.86 |
| Legend of Heroes: Trails of Cold Steel III - Extracurricular Edition | CIB+ | 31.77 |
| Legend of Tianding | New | 45.00 |
| Legend of Zelda: Tears of the Kingdom | New | 47.46 |
| Letter: A Horror Visual Novel [Limited Edition] | New | 73.75 |
| Little Golf Journey | New | 29.62 |
| Little Nightmares II | CIB+ | 20.75 |
| Lonely Mountains: Downhill SRG#46 | New | 86.79 |
| Loop Hero [Collectors Edition] | New | 40.00 |
| Loop Hero | CIB+ | 25.00 |
| Love Esquire [Limited Edition] | New | 90.5 |
| LoveKami Trilogy | New | 35.00 |
| Lumines Remastered | New | 32.5 |
| MONARK Deluxe Edition | New | 37 |
| Mario + Rabbids Sparks of Hope | CIB+ | 15.42 |
| Marvel Ultimate Alliance 3: The Black Order | CIB | 30.00 SOLD |
| Mato Anomalies | New | 19.73 |
| Mega Man 11 | New | 20.48 |
| Mega Man Zero/ZX Legacy Collection | CIB+ | 24.5 |
| Megadimension Neptunia VII | New | 45.5 |
| Mighty Gunvolt Burst | New | 44.45 |
| Mighty Switch Force! Collection | CIB+ | 45.49 |
| Ministry of Broadcast | New | 26.72 |
| Minoria | New | 50.47 |
| Miracle Snack Shop [Limited Edition] | New | 35.00 |
| Missing | CIB+ | 35.5 |
| Moero Chronicle Hyper | New | 90.35 |
| Moero Crystal H | New | 50.77 |
| Momodora: Reverie Under the Moonlight | New | 71.68 |
| Monster Hunter Generations Ultimate | New | 42.69 |
| Monster Hunter Stories 2: Wings of Ruin | New | 31.49 |
| Monster Sanctuary | New | 58.46 |
| Monstrum | New | 38.5 |
| Mother Russia Bleeds [Special Reserve] | New | 45.00 |
| Mother Russia Bleeds [Special Reserve] | New | 45.00 |
| Ms. Splosion Man | CIB+ | 31.98 |
| Mulaka | New | 60.00 |
| Mummy Demastered | New | 57.71 |
| Murder By Numbers Collectors Edition | New | 80.36 |
| Mushihimesama | New | 60.7 |
| My Friend Pedro [Special Reserve Edition] | New | 45.00 |
| NEO: The World Ends With You | CIB+ | 20.5 SOLD |
| Narita Boy | New | 45.55 |
| NeoGeo Pocket Color Selection Vol. 1 | New | 43.06 |
| Neon Abyss | New | 42.38 |
| Neversong & Pinstripe | CIB+ | 37.5 |
| New Super Lucky's Tale | New | 33.59 |
| New Super Mario Bros. U Deluxe | New | 39.5 |
| Ni no Kuni: Wrath of the White Witch | New | 26.5 |
| NieR: Automata - The End of YoRHa Edition | New | 39.5 |
| Night Trap: 25th Anniversary Edition | New | 56.06 |
| Night in the Woods | New | 59.92 |
| Ninja Gaiden: Master Collection | New | 50.42 |
| No Man's Sky | CIB+ | 26.25 |
| No More Heroes 2: Desperate Struggle | CIB+ | 35.92 SOLD |
| No More Heroes III | CIB+ | 15.5 |
| No More Heroes | CIB+ | 40.5 SOLD |
| Ocean's Heart | New | 53.33 |
| Octahedron | New | 45.43 |
| Octopath Traveler II | New | 39.99 |
| Octopath Traveler | New | 52.43 SOLD |
| Oddworld - Collection | New | 36.25 |
| Okami HD | New | 32.99 |
| One Step From Eden | New | 34.15 |
| Oniken + Odallus Collection | New | 36.51 |
| Opus Collection | CIB+ | 22.49 |
| Ori: The Collection | New | 28.97 |
| Othercide | New | 32.45 |
| Outlast: Bundle of Terror / Outlast 2 | CIB+ | 250.00 |
| Overlord: Escape from Nazarick | New | 35.97 |
| Owlboy | CIB+ | 16.48 |
| Oxenfree | New | 99.53 |
| Panzer Dragoon | New | 40.5 |
| Panzer Paladin | New | 48.13 |
| Pathway | New | 27.6 |
| Phoenotopia: Awakening [Premium Edition] | New | 114.25 |
| Pikmin 3 Deluxe | CIB+ | 35.00 |
| Pikmin 4 | New | 42.79 |
| Piofiore: Fated Memories | New | 27.95 |
| PixelJunk Eden 2 | New | 25.49 |
| Pocky & Rocky Reshrined | New | 25.49 |
| Pokemon Legends: Arceus | New | 41.19 |
| Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Rescue Team DX | CIB+ | 40.5 |
| Pokemon Sword | CIB+ | 30.26 |
| Pokemon Violet | New | 44.5 |
| Postal Redux | New | 25.5 |
| PowerSlave: Exhumed | New | 55.00 |
| Prinny Presents NIS Classics Volume 2 [Deluxe Edition] | New | 43.99 |
| Prodeus | New | 40.67 |
| Project Warlock | New | 67.14 |
| Puyo Puyo Tetris | New | 17.5 |
| Q.U.B.E. 2 | New | 51.32 |
| Quake | New | 38.49 |
| RED STRINGS CLUB [SWITCH RESERVE] | New | 38.5 |
| RUINER [SWITCH RESERVE] | New | 45.00 |
| Radiant Silvergun | New | 58.09 |
| Rainbow Billy: The Curse of the Leviathan | New | 23.82 |
| Razion EX | New | 90.00 |
| Red Lantern | New | 58.5 |
| Republique: Anniversary Edition | New | 35.49 |
| Return of the Obra Dinn | New | 58.18 |
| Return to Monkey Island | CIB+ | 43.09 |
| Return to Shironagasu Island | CIB+ | 28.5 |
| Risk of Rain 2 | New | 14.7 |
| River City Girls 2 | New | 50.5 |
| River City Girls Zero | New | 44.49 |
| River City Girls [PAX Variant] | New | 142.6 |
| River City Girls | CIB+ | 80.23 |
| River City: Rival Showdown | New | 30.49 |
| Rogue Heroes: Ruins of Tasos | CIB+ | 30.00 |
| Roki | CIB+ | 30.00 |
| Rolling Sky Collection | CIB+ | 20.00 |
| Root Film | New | 34.09 |
| Rune Factory 3 Special | New | 23.41 |
| Rune Factory 3 Special | New | 23.41 |
| Rune Factory 4 Special [Archival Edition] | New | 90.00 |
| SENSEs: Midnight [Limited Edition] | New | 47.43 |
| SNK Heroines Tag Team Frenzy | New | 29.15 |
| Sakuna: Of Rice and Ruin | New | 27.5 |
| Sally Face [Deluxe Edition] | New | 224.81 |
| Sam & Max Save the World | New | 43.5 |
| Sam & Max: Beyond Time and Space Remastered | New | 44 |
| Samurai Jack: Battle Through Time | New | 70.48 |
| Save me Mr Tako: Definitive Edition | New | 33.5 |
| Scott Pilgrim vs. The World: The Game - Complete Edition | New | 32.49 |
| Sea Horizon [Limited Edition] | New | 42.49 |
| Sea of Solitude: The Director's Cut | New | 20.00 |
| SeaBed [Limited Edition] | New | 135.38 |
| Seabed | New | 40.42 |
| Senran Kagura Reflexions | New | 129.74 |
| Senren * Banka | New | 70.00 |
| Serious Sam Collection [Switch Reserve] | New | 50.00 |
| Seven Pirates H | New | 30.00 |
| Seven Pirates H | New | 30.00 |
| Seven Pirates H | New | 30.00 |
| Shadow Man Remastered | New | 48.39 |
| Shadowgate | New | 62.5 |
| Shadowrun Trilogy | New | 45.00 |
| Shadows of Adam | New | 34.49 |
| Shadowverse: Champion's Battle | New | 21.95 |
| Shantae and the Pirate's Curse | Box | 49.62 |
| Shantae and the Pirate's Curse | New | 381.21 SOLD |
| Shantae and the Seven Sirens | New | 50.2 SOLD |
| Shantae: Half-Genie Hero [Ultimate Edition] | New | 38.2 SOLD |
| Shantae: Risky's Revenge | New | 38.51 SOLD |
| Shantae | New | 39.34 SOLD |
| Shaq Fu: A Legend Reborn | New | 19.57 |
| Shikhondo: Soul Eater | New | 34.44 |
| Shin Megami Tensei III: Nocturne HD Remaster | New | 25.5 |
| Shin Megami Tensei V | New | 22.38 |
| Shin Megami Tensei V | New | 22.38 |
| Shining Resonance Refrain [Draconic Launch Edition] | New | 48.6 |
| Silver Case 2425 Deluxe Edition | CIB | 25.00 |
| Sine Mora EX | New | 23.02 |
| Skelattack | New | 45.00 |
| Slime-san | New | 43.74 |
| Smile For Me | New | 30.00 |
| Sol Cresta: Dramatic Edition | New | 45.48 |
| Sonic Colors Ultimate | CIB+ | 15.48 |
| Sonic Frontiers | CIB+ | 21.62 |
| Sonic Mania | New | 16.51 |
| Spiritfarer | New | 28.95 |
| Splatoon 2 | CIB+ | 19.67 |
| Splatoon 3 | New | 43.99 |
| Star Wars Pinball | New | 19.72 |
| Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic II - The Sith Lords | New | 59.79 |
| Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic II - The Sith Lords | New | 59.79 |
| Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic | New | 60.49 |
| Star Wars: Republic Commando | New | 26.45 |
| Steel Assault | New | 48 |
| Streets of Rage 4 | New | 33.45 |
| Strife: Veteran Edition | New | 30.00 |
| Subnautica + Subnautica: Below Zero | New | 32.49 |
| Super Blood Hockey | New | 60.96 |
| Super Bomberman R | New | 20.42 |
| Super Mario Maker 2 | CIB+ | 30.48 |
| Super Meat Boy Forever | New | 25.98 |
| Super Meat Boy | New | 38.5 |
| Super Monkey Ball Banana Mania | New | 13.48 |
| Supraland | New | 33.75 |
| Sushi Striker: The Way of Sushido | New | 12.17 |
| Taiko no Tatsujin Rhythm Festival | New | 15.5 |
| Tails of Iron [Crimson Knight Edition] | New | 42.89 |
| TakeOver | New | 47.41 |
| Tales of Vesperia: Definitive Edition | New | 30.41 |
| Talos Principle | New | 40.00 |
| Tandem: A Tale of Shadows | New | 20.48 |
| Terraria | New | 24.66 |
| The Messenger [Special Reserve Games Edition] | New | 280.00 SOLD |
| There Is No Game: Wrong Dimension | New | 53.51 |
| Thumper | New | 45.45 |
| Time on Frog Island | CIB+ | 17.43 |
| Timespinner [Limited Run] | CIB+ | 77.28 |
| Tiny Barbarian DX | New | 33.97 |
| To The Moon | New | 67.98 |
| ToeJam & Earl: Back in the Groove! | CIB+ | 49.86 |
| Tokyo Mirage Sessions #FE Encore | New | 66.72 |
| Tokyo Mirage Sessions #FE Encore | New | 66.72 |
| Touryst | New | 60.00 SOLD |
| TowerFall | New | 45.5 |
| Travis Strikes Again: No More Heroes | CIB+ | 24.99 SOLD |
| Treasures Of The Aegean | New | 17.98 |
| Trigger Witch - Limited Edition | New | 57.66 |
| Trigger Witch | New | 34.59 |
| Trover Saves the Universe | New | 37.76 SOLD |
| Turok / Turok 2: Seeds of Evil Double Pack | New | 180.00 |
| Twin Blades of the Three Kingdoms | New | 30.00 |
| Two Point Hospital | New | 26.5 |
| UnderMine | New | 51.08 SOLD |
| Unravel Two | CIB+ | 18.35 |
| Unreal Life | New | 39.15 |
| Unsighted | New | 47.2 |
| Untitled Goose Game | New | 22.45 |
| Valfaris | New | 39.64 |
| Valis: The Fantasm Soldier Collection II | New | 50.5 |
| Valis: The Fantasm Soldier Collection | New | 70.61 |
| Valkyria Chronicles 4 | New | 66.81 |
| Very Very Valet | New | 17.77 |
| Wandersong | CIB+ | 33.99 |
| Warborn | New | 16.6 |
| Warhammer 40,000: Mechanicus | CIB+ | 21 |
| WarioWare: Get it Together! | CIB+ | 24.55 |
| West of Dead | New | 39.1 |
| Wizard of Legend | New | 55.00 |
| Wonder Boy: The Dragon's Trap | New | 39.14 |
| Wonderful 101: Remastered | New | 23.5 |
| World Ends with You: Final Remix | New | 53.95 SOLD |
| World Of Simulators | New | 45 |
| Wreckfest | New | 25.5 |
| Wulverblade | New | 68.83 |
| Xenoblade Chronicles 2: Torna the Golden Country | Loose | 30 |
| Xenoblade Chronicles 2 | Loose | 30 |
| Xtreme Sports | New | 50.5 |
| Yoku's Island Express | CIB+ | 35.5 |
| Yooka-Laylee and the Impossible Lair | New | 35.5 |
| Young Souls | New | 34.49 |
| Yu-Gi-Oh! Legacy of the Duelist: Link Evolution | CIB+ | 17.69 |
| Yuppie Psycho: Executive Edition (Elite Edition) | New | 45.49 |
| Yurukill: The Calumniation Games (Deluxe Edition) | New | 20.73 |
| Zombies Ate My Neighbors and Ghoul Patrol | New | 40.09 |
| realMyst: Masterpiece Edition | New | 78.08 |
| PS2 | ||
|---|---|---|
| Armored Core Nexus | CIB | 105.33 |
| PS4 | ||
|---|---|---|
| 88 Antarctica | New | 45.00 |
| Antartica 88 [Variant Cover] | New | 185.5 |
| Deadpool | CIB+ | 76.33 |
| Death Park | New | 45 |
| Death Park | New | 45 |
| Death Park | New | 45 |
| Death Park | New | 45 |
| Digimon Survive | New | 16.55 |
| Divinity: Original Sin II - Definitive Edition | New | 71 |
| Doki Doki Literature Club Plus! | New | 21.17 |
| Helldivers [Super-Earth Ultimate Edition] | CIB+ | 45.00 |
| Minecraft: Story Mode - A Telltale Games Series - The Complete Adventure | CIB+ | 58.41 |
| Outriders: Worldslayer | New | 18.48 |
| Revenge of The Bird King | New | 31.99 |
| Saints Row: The Third Remastered | New | 15.1 |
| Senran Kagura Burst Re:Newal [At the Seams Edition] | New | 60.49 |
| Senran Kagura Burst Re:Newal [Tailor Made Edition] | New | 47.99 |
| Senran Kagura: Peach Beach Splash (No Shirt, No Shoes, All Service Edition) | New | 71.5 |
| Shadow Warrior 2 [Special Reserve Edition] | New | 235.52 |
| Super Perils of Baking Special Edition [SEGA Outerbox] | New | 120.00 |
| Swords of Ditto: Mormo's Curse [Special Reserve Edition] | New | 40.00 |
| Tamashii | New | 450.00 |
| Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles: Mutants in Manhattan | CIB+ | 40.00 |
| Valkyria Chronicles Remastered Steelbook Edition | New | 30.45 |
| VITA | ||
|---|---|---|
| 2064: Read Only Memories | New | 67.97 |
| 88 Heroes | New | 40.6 |
| 99Vidas | New | 125.97 |
| Aegis of Earth: Protonovus Assault | New | 26.49 |
| Akiba's Beat | New | 30.25 |
| Akiba's Trip: Undead & Undressed | CIB+ | 25.49 |
| Alone With You | New | 38.5 |
| Amazing Spider-Man | CIB+ | 64.75 |
| Amazing Spider-Man | CIB+ | 64.75 |
| Angry Birds Star Wars | New | 20.48 |
| Another World: 20th Anniversary Edition | New | 40.49 |
| Antiquia Lost | New | 34.75 |
| Aqua Kitty: Milk Mine Defender DX | New | 51.5 |
| Army Corps of Hell | New | 23.99 |
| Asdivine Hearts | New | 35.46 |
| Astro Aqua Kitty [Limited Edition] | New | 64.7 |
| Atari Flashback Classics | New | 60.61 |
| Atelier Escha & Logy Plus: Alchemists of the Dusk Sky (Limited Edition) | New | 168.49 |
| Awesome Pea Collection [Limited Edition] | CIB+ | 40.1 |
| Axiom Verge Multiverse Edition | New | 56.56 |
| Back in 1995 [Limited Edition] | New | 191.4 |
| Bard's Gold | New | 33 |
| Bard's Tale: Remastered and Resnarkled | New | 50.49 |
| Bastion | New | 64.16 |
| Batman: Arkham Origins Blackgate | CIB+ | 23.67 |
| Bit.Trip Limited Edition | New | 33.5 |
| Bit.Trip Presents...Runner2: Future Legend of Rhythm Alien | New | 33.49 |
| Bloodstained: Curse of the Moon | New | 118.23 |
| Borderlands 2 | CIB+ | 23.49 |
| Breach & Clear | New | 308.01 |
| Broken Age | New | 33.77 |
| Bunny Must Die: Chelsea and the 7 Devils | New | 95 |
| Call of Duty: Black Ops Declassified | CIB+ | 22.29 |
| Call of Duty: Black Ops Declassified | Loose | 18.98 |
| Chaos;Child | New | 45.61 |
| Chasm | CIB+ | 60.49 |
| Child of Light | CIB+ | 24.56 |
| Claire: Extended Cut | CIB+ | 35.17 |
| Code:Realize - Future Blessings | Loose | 14.9 |
| Code:Realize - Guardian of Rebirth | New | 25.5 |
| Code:Realize - Guardian of Rebirth | 14.2 | |
| Conga Master Go! [Limited Edition] | New | 51.83 |
| Corpse Party: Blood Drive | New | 58.77 |
| Cosmic Star Heroine | CIB+ | 43.25 |
| Count Lucanor [Signature Edition] | New | 144.47 |
| Criminal Girls 2: Party Favors | CIB+ | 74.09 |
| Criminal Girls: Invite Only | CIB+ | 54.49 |
| Croixleur Sigma | New | 40.49 |
| Cursed Castilla EX [Limited Edition] | New | 60.5 |
| Curses 'N Chaos | New | 38.72 |
| Damascus Gear: Operation Osaka | New | 40.51 |
| Damascus Gear: Operation Tokyo | New | 41 |
| Danganronpa 2: Goodbye Despair | CIB | 19.41 |
| Danganronpa 2: Goodbye Despair | Loose | 19.41 |
| Danganronpa Another Episode: Ultra Despair Girls | New | 31.5 |
| Danganronpa V3: Killing Harmony | CIB+ | 58.89 |
| Danganronpa: Trigger Happy Havoc | CIB+ | 25.97 |
| Dariusburst: Chronicle Saviours | New | 47.38 |
| Deadbolt | New | 42.44 |
| Death Mark | CIB+ | 23.22 |
| Death Tales [Limited Edition] | New | 40.4 |
| Deemo: The Last Recital | New | 34.22 |
| Defender's Quest: Valley of the Forgotten | New | 37.86 |
| Demon Gaze II | New | 74.66 |
| Demon Gaze | CIB+ | 25.81 |
| Demon Gaze | Loose | 22.22 |
| Demon's Tier+ [Limited Edition] | CIB+ | 55.49 |
| Dengeki Bunko: Fighting Climax | CIB+ | 25.5 |
| Devious Dungeon - Limited Edition | CIB+ | 67.38 |
| Devious Dungeon 2 [Limited Edition] | New | 84.5 |
| Digimon Story: Cyber Sleuth | CIB+ | 65.9 |
| Disgaea 4: A Promise Revisited | CIB+ | 25.49 |
| Dokuro | New | 52.94 |
| Dragon Fantasy: The Black Tome of Ice | New | 34.5 |
| Dragon Fantasy: The Volumes of Westeria | New | 40.49 |
| Dragon Sinker: Descendants of Legend | New | 35.5 |
| Dungeon Travelers 2: The Royal Library & The Monster Seal | CIB+ | 53 |
| Dynasty Warriors: Next | 16.66 | |
| EMMA: Lost in Memories [Limited Edition] | New | 52.49 |
| Earth Defense Force 2: Invaders from Planet Space | New | 28.19 |
| Exile's End | New | 39.65 |
| Exist Archive: The Other Side of The Sky | Loose | 18.48 |
| Fate/Extella: The Umbral Star Noble Phantasm Edition | New | 46.26 |
| Fernz Gate | New | 30.69 |
| Final Fantasy X / X-2 HD Remaster | Loose | 25.49 |
| Final Fantasy X-2 HD Remaster | New | 61.19 |
| Forma.8 | New | 32.5 |
| Freedom Wars | CIB+ | 13.48 |
| Furwind [Limited Edition] | CIB+ | 40.5 |
| Futuridium EP Deluxe | New | 45.97 |
| Gal*Gun: Double Peace | CIB+ | 32.34 |
| Ghoulboy [Limited Edition] | New | 160.5 |
| God of War Collection | New | 74.75 |
| Grand Kingdom | New | 47.6 |
| Gravity Rush | CIB+ | 44.5 |
| Guard Duty [Limited Edition] | CIB+ | 47.38 |
| Gundemoniums | New | 84.18 |
| Gunhouse | New | 30.38 |
| Habroxia 2 [Limited Edition] | New | 65.5 |
| Habroxia | New | 129.94 |
| Halloween Forever [Limited Edition] | New | 74.5 |
| Hole | New | World |
| Home: A Unique Horror Adventure | New | 35.92 |
| Horizon Chase Turbo [Limited Edition] | New | 76.81 |
| Hot Shots Golf: World Invitational | New | 26.19 |
| Hotaru no Nikki - The Firefly Diary: Limited Edition | New | 59.25 |
| House in Fata Morgana: Dreams of the Revenants Edition | CIB+ | 99.5 |
| House in Fata Morgana: Dreams of the Revenants Edition | M+B | 40.1 |
| Hue | New | 40.5 |
| Hyperdevotion Noire: Goddess Black Heart | CIB+ | 35.5 |
| Hyperdimension Neptunia PP: Producing Perfection | CIB+ | 35.97 |
| Hyperdimension Neptunia Re;Birth1 | CIB+ | 47.01 |
| Hyperdimension Neptunia Re;Birth1 | CIB+ | 47.01 |
| Hyperdimension Neptunia Re;Birth2: Sisters Generation | CIB+ | 60.49 |
| Hyperdimension Neptunia Re;Birth2: Sisters Generation | CIB+ | 60.49 |
| Hyperdimension Neptunia Re;Birth3: V Generation | CIB+ | 55.95 |
| Hyperdimension Neptunia Re;Birth3: V Generation | CIB+ | 55.95 |
| Hyperdimension Neptunia U: Action Unleashed | CIB+ | 43.81 |
| Iconoclasts | New | 96.5 |
| Indigo 7 : Quest for Love | New | ? |
| Jak and Daxter Collection | CIB+ | 50.49 |
| Jet Set Knights [Limited Edition] | New | 100.5 |
| Jet Set Knights [Limited Edition] | New | 100.5 |
| Just Ignore them + My Big Sister Collection | New | 60.49 |
| Kawaii Deathu Desu | New | 45.5 |
| Killzone: Mercenary | CIB+ | 32.68 |
| Killzone: Mercenary | Loose | 24.49 |
| King of Fighters '97: Global Match | New | 64.81 |
| Knightin' + [Limited Edition] | New | 60.45 |
| Knytt Underground | New | 128.14 |
| LEGO Batman 2: DC Super Heroes | Losse | 11.33 |
| LEGO Jurassic World | CIB+ | 13.44 |
| LEGO Ninjago: Shadow of Ronin | Loose | 17.12 |
| LEGO Star Wars: The Force Awakens | New | 28.75 |
| LEGO Star Wars: The Force Awakens | Loose | 12.21 |
| LEGO The Lord of the Rings | Loose | 10.49 |
| La-Mulana Ex | New | 38.03 |
| Legend of Heroes: Trails of Cold Steel (Lionheart Limited Edition) | New | 72.39 |
| Legend of Heroes: Trails of Cold Steel II | CIB+ | 57.82 |
| Legend of Heroes: Trails of Cold Steel | CIB+ | 36.49 |
| Lone Survivor: The Director's Cut | New | 42.49 |
| Longest Five Minutes | New | 32.5 |
| Lost Child | New | 56.03 |
| Lost Cube [Limited Edition] | New | 50.49 |
| Luckslinger [Limited Edition] | New | 60.41 |
| Lumines: Electronic Symphony | New | 18.61 |
| MUSYNX | New | 50.49 |
| Mary Skelter: Nightmares | CIB+ | 92.87 |
| MegaTagmension Blanc + Neptune VS Zombies | New | 37.58 |
| MeiQ: Labyrinth of Death | CIB+ | 25.39 |
| Mercenary Kings: Reloaded Edition [Limited Edition] | New | 106.71 |
| Metagal [Limited Edition] | CIB+ | 100.35 |
| Metal Gear Solid HD Collection | CIB+ | 46.49 |
| Metal Slug 3 | New | 115.48 |
| Mind Zero | CIB+ | 20.48 |
| Mooseman [Limited Edition] | New | 119.05 |
| Mortal Kombat | CIB+ | 26.99 |
| MotoGP 13 | CIB+ | 23.83 |
| Muv-Luv Alternative | New | 66.95 |
| Muv-Luv Complete Set | New | 90.5 |
| Muv-Luv | New | 53.36 |
| My Aunt is a Witch [Limited Edition] | New | 55.5 |
| Mystery Chronicle: One Way Heroics | New | 27.94 |
| Need for Speed: Most Wanted - A Criterion Game | CIB+ | 20.32 |
| Neurovoider | New | 35.5 |
| Nicole [Limited Edition] | New | 48.22 |
| Night Trap: 25th Anniversary Edition | New | 58.99 |
| Nova-111 | New | 28.67 |
| Nurse Love Addiction | New | 59.18 |
| Nurse Love Syndrome | New | 50.49 |
| Nurse Love Syndrome | Loose | 15.49 |
| Oceanhorn: Monster of Uncharted Seas | New | 52 |
| Octodad: Dadliest Catch | New | 46.36 |
| Oddworld: Abe's Oddysee - | New | 'n' Tasty |
| Oddworld: Munch's Oddysee HD | New | 52.5 |
| Oddworld: Stranger's Wrath HD | New | 69.73 |
| Odin Sphere Leifthrasir | CIB+ | 72.45 |
| Odin Sphere Leifthrasir | Loose | 70.5 |
| One More Dungeon | CIB+ | 60 |
| Operation Abyss: | New | Tokyo Legacy |
| Oreshika: Tainted Bloodlines | New | 93 |
| Papers, Please | New | 115.47 |
| Pato Box [Limited Edition] | New | 73.23 |
| Penny-Punching Princess | New | 45.41 |
| Period: Cube - Shackles of Amadeus | New | 54.65 |
| Persona 4 Golden | New | 61.12 |
| Persona 4 Golden | Loose | 25.37 |
| Persona 4: Dancing All Night - Disco Fever Edition | New | 145.5 |
| Phantom Breaker: Battle Grounds | New | 53.5 |
| Pix the Cat | New | 28.84 |
| Plague Road | New | 43.4 |
| PlayStation All-Stars Battle Royale | New | 31.74 |
| Proteus | New | 36.49 |
| Psychedelica of the Ashen Hawk | New | 51.5 |
| Psychedelica of the Ashen Hawk | New | 51.5 |
| Psychedelica of the Black Butterfly | CIB+ | 33.57 |
| Pushy and Pully in Block Land | New | 70.45 |
| Rabi-Ribi | New | 93.59 |
| Rainbow Moon | New | 44.89 |
| Ratchet and Clank Trilogy | CIB+ | 72.77 |
| Ray Gigant | New | 102.84 |
| Rayman Legends | CIB | 17.37 |
| Rayman Origins | CIB+ | 16.71 |
| Retro City Rampage DX [Re-Release] | New | 35.00 |
| Revenant Dogma | New | 35.36 |
| Revenant Saga | New | 29.44 |
| Reverie [Limited Edition] | CIB+ | 43.49 |
| Riddled Corpses EX | New | 40.49 |
| Risk of Rain | New | 38 |
| Rock Boshers DX | New | 29.34 |
| Rocketbirds 2: Evolution | New | 55.5 |
| Rocketbirds: Hardboiled Chicken | New | 43.2 |
| Root Double [Xtend Edition] | New | 53.5 |
| Root Letter | New | 46.11 |
| Rose in the Twilight | New | 192 |
| SUPERBEAT: XONiC | New | 28.49 |
| Salt and Sanctuary | New | 100.49 |
| Salt and Sanctuary | New | 100.49 |
| Saturday Morning RPG | New | 50.49 |
| Sayonara Umihara Kawase++ | New | 67.33 |
| ScourgeBringer [Limited Edition] | New | 59.97 |
| ScourgeBringer [Limited Edition] | New | 59.97 |
| Senran Kagura Shinovi Versus: Let's Get Physical Edition | New | 115.5 |
| Senran Kagura: Bon Appetit! Full Course - Collector's Edition | New | 185.13 |
| Senran Kagura: Bon Appetit! | New | 150.44 |
| Senran Kagura: Estival Versus Endless Summer Edition | New | 115.48 |
| Sense: A Cyberpunk Ghost Story | New | 155.5 |
| Severed [Limited Edition] | New | 100.81 |
| Shakedown: Hawaii | CIB+ | 36.85 |
| Shantae: Half-Genie Hero | CIB+ | 37.5 |
| Shinobido 2: Revenge of Zen | CIB+ | 38.67 |
| Shovel Knight | New | 96.49 |
| Sid Meier's Civilization Revolution 2+ | CIB+ | 76.26 |
| Silent Hill: Book of Memories | CIB+ | 76.38 |
| Sir Eatsalot [Limited Edition] | CIB+ | 53.08 |
| Siralim 2 | New | 30.49 |
| Siralim | New | 50.5 |
| Skullgirls: 2nd Encore | New | 52.81 |
| Sky Force Anniversary | New | 75.48 |
| Slain: Back From Hell [Signature Edition] | New | 150.65 |
| Sly Cooper Collection | CIB+ | 52.27 |
| Smart as... | CIB+ | 9.67 |
| Soldner-X 2: Final Prototype | New | 44.12 |
| Sonic & All-Stars Racing Transformed | CIB+ | 23.56 |
| Sorcery Saga: Curse of the Great Curry God [Limited edition] | New | 80.5 |
| Soul Sacrifice Delta | New | 105.5 |
| Soul Sacrifice | CIB+ | 17.36 |
| Spelunky | New | 70.5 |
| Spy Hunter | CIB+ | 24.31 |
| Stay [Limited Edition] | New | 130.5 |
| Stealth Inc: A Clone in the Dark (Ultimate Edition) | New | 29.13 |
| SteamWorld Dig | New | 55.72 |
| SteamWorld Heist | New | 52.97 |
| Steins;Gate 0 | CIB+ | 29.49 |
| Steins;Gate | CIB+ | 30.58 |
| Stranger of sword city limited edition | New | 63.57 |
| Super Hydorah | New | 47.9 |
| Super Meat Boy | New | 60.5 |
| Super Mutant Alien Assault | New | 34.9 |
| Super Skull Smash GO! 2 Turbo | New | 42.35 |
| Superdimension Neptune VS Sega Hard Girls | New | 58.5 |
| Swapper | New | 51.48 |
| Swindle | New | 27.51 |
| Sword Art Online: Hollow Fragment | New | 65.48 |
| Synergia [Limited Edition] | New | 110.49 |
| Tachyon Project Limited Edition | New | 55.35 |
| Takotan [Limited Edition] | New | 51.59 |
| Tales from Space: Mutant Blobs Attack | New | 50.24 |
| Tales of Hearts R | CIB+ | 69.48 |
| Tales of Hearts R | 50.5 | |
| Task Force Kampas | New | 36.5 |
| Tetris Ultimate | New | 70.47 |
| Tetris Ultimate | New | 70.47 |
| Thomas Was Alone | New | 33.5 |
| Tokyo Xanadu | New | 49.32 |
| Touch My Katamari | CIB+ | 33.72 |
| Twin Breaker: A Sacred Symbols Adventure [Limited Edition] | CIB+ | 47.09 |
| Ultimate Marvel Vs. Capcom 3 | CIB+ | 31.21 |
| UnMetal | New | 163.32 |
| Uncharted: Golden Abyss | CIB+ | 27.23 |
| Uncharted: Golden Abyss | CIB+ | 27.23 |
| Undertale | New | 66.38 |
| Unepic [Limited Edition] | New | 274.98 |
| Utawarerumono: Mask of Deception | New | 72.27 |
| Utawarerumono: Mask of Truth - Launch Edition | New | 36.5 |
| Utawarerumono: Mask of Truth - Launch Edition | New | 36.5 |
| VA-11 Hall-A | New | 79.91 |
| Valkyrie Drive: Bhikkhuni | CIB+ | 66.81 |
| Vasara Collection | New | 98.5 |
| Velocity 2X: Critical Mass Edition | New | 63.05 |
| Volume | New | 32.25 |
| Walking Dead: Season Two - A Telltale Games Series | New | 22.61 |
| Windjammers | New | 35.83 |
| Winter's Daydream [Limited Edition] | New | 64.1 |
| Wipeout 2048 | New | 31.24 |
| World of Final Fantasy | New | 33.99 |
| Xeno Crisis [Limited Edition] | New | 100.5 |
| Xeno Crisis [Limited Edition] | New | 100.5 |
| Xeno Crisis [Limited Edition] | New | 100.5 |
| Xenon Valkyrie+ | New | 68.11 |
| Xeodrifter | New | 44.2 |
| Yomawari: Midnight Shadows | CIB+ | 33.71 |
| Yomawari: Night Alone / htol#NiQ: The Firefly Diary | CIB+ | 40.5 |
| Ys Origin | New | 56.4 |
| Ys VIII: Lacrimosa of DANA | New | 72.34 |
| Ys: Memories of Celceta | CIB+ | 25.99 |
| Yumeutsutsu Re:After [Limited Edition] | New | 82.97 |
| Yumeutsutsu Re:Master [Limited Edition] | New | 75.48 |
| Zero Escape: Virtue's Last Reward | CIB+ | 15.5 |
| Zero Escape: Zero Time Dilemma | New | 33.17 |
| Zero Escape: Zero Time Dilemma | Loose | 24.51 |
| 3DS | ||
|---|---|---|
| Aliens: Infestation | Loose | 45.00 |
| Minecraft: New Nintendo 3DS Edition | New | 34.72 |
| Senran Kagura 2: Deep Crimson (Double D Edition) | New | 70.5 |
| Senran Kagura 2: Deep Crimson (Double D Edition) | New | 70.5 |
| Shantae and the Pirate's Curse [Collector's Edition] | New | 89.39 |
| Shantae and the Pirate's Curse [Collector's Edition] | New | 89.39 |
Xbox -Dead by daylight Nightmare edition CIB $25 -Fortnite Last Laugh NEW $50
2024.06.08 21:12 Alone_Ad3257 The Chosen & Gerald Cakes showdown idea
Recently rewatched the WrestleMania X7 vignette between Stone Cold and the Rock which featured My Way by Limp Bizkit. One of the best vignettes of all time and I thought it would be really funny to do a Chosen and Gerald Cakes cut with music by Fred Darts! It's been a number of years since I edited so don't think I have the chops to make this anymore but just thought it would be hilarious.
submitted by Alone_Ad3257 to smosh [link] [comments]
2024.06.08 19:37 Classicsonicsmash313 Day 20: Post Genesis wave Sally has been chosen as the best version of her. Who’s the best version of Classic Sonic?
 | Thank you everyone for all the love and support on the first best sonic character bracket. I hope you’ll enjoy the second! submitted by Classicsonicsmash313 to SonicTheHedgehog [link] [comments] |
2024.06.08 19:37 jacobbbccc [US][SELLING] a lot of manga
https://imgur.com/a/Uwyt7Pz
Selling a ton of manga, I’d look at the list below before pictures, some may not be shown/not great lighting. Please ask if you need more pictures since some condition ratings may be old as I’ve forgotten a lot of the volumes. Volumes under $10 need to be bought with another volume. I can negotiate, prices include US shipping only, thanks! I’ll price match/under volumes in similar condition on ebay/other places some of my stuff might be overpriced hopefully not. Some volumes may be in the pictures that are sold/not for sale, only items for sale will be below.
Fevered Kiss (yaoi) $11 G4
Inubaka 1 $5 G3
Genshiken 2 $4 G3
Dandadan 2 $4 G4
Ayashimon $4 G4
Muhyo and roji's 2 $4 G4
Ultimo 1 $7 G4
Black clover 4 $4 G4
x/1999 1 $3 G3
Pandora hearts 1,2 $4
One piece normal volumes 5,6,8 $4 each
Apollo's song 2 G4 $25
YUGIOH duelist 6 G4 $30
MPD Psycho 1 G3 $14
Blood lad 1 G4 $10
Poison candy G4 $4
Yugioh duelist 8 G3 $20
Inuyasha 35- $15 39-$30 41-$30 all G3/4
Mushishi 1 G2 pretty rough $40
Claymore 11 G3 $5
Pandora hearts 4 G3 $4
Passionate two face $5 G3
Warriors of tao $5
Private school $4
Pandora hearts 1,2,3,4,8 all $6
After hours $7
Your name 1-2 $16 G4
Sherlock bones 1-5 $20 G4
Become you G4 $7
One piece 9 G4 $4
Murcielago 2,3,15,12,16 $35
Muhyo and roji 1 $4
Black clover 2 $4
Pokemon box set $35 new sealed
Louie the rune soldier 1-4 $24 G4
Kekkaishi G2/3 1-9 (1-3 omni) $30
Magi 1 $4 4-$15 G4
Something inspector $4
Buso renkin 5 $4
Cowboy bebop 1, one piece 23 those volumes on that slide are pretty rough $2 each except bebop $6
Life 2 G4 $10
Ng life 3 $6
Nobari no ou 1-6 $60 1-5 G4 6 G2/3
Fruits baskets 18 $25 G4
Phantom tales of the night 1-7 G4 $65
Project 240z (inital d) G4 $40
Ubel Blatt 0-2 G4 $30
Toriko 3,2 $10 6,7 $6 G4 all
Blue exorcist 1,2,3,4,5,7,8 $30
Jojo bizarre adventure stardust crusaders singles 1,4,5,6,7,8,11,12,15 not too sure ill go with $200 G4
Toriko 12 G4 $40
Strawberry 100 7,6 G4 $24 for both
Eyeshield 2,5,8,11,13,14(2),15(2),17,18,21,31,32,35
14-$25 15-$20 21-$20 32-$25 rest are $8 all are G4
Airgear 29 G4 $8
Hxh 34 G$ $6
Eureka seven vol 1 $10 G4
Black clover 3 $5
One piece gold foil 10-$15 4-$10 G4
Mieruko chan 2 G4 $6
Cowboy bebop 1 G3/4 $25
Eyeshield 21 vol 22 G4 $30
Hellsing ultimate series free with purchase ½ dvds
Mars 4,10 $22 G3
Yellow volume below mars $3
Fullmetal alchemist 23 $3
One piece 17,12,23 normal $4 each
Red river 1 $15 G3
Alive 4 G3 $10
Alice in murderland G2/3 $125
Solo leveling 1-3 G4 $25
Tohyo game 1-2 $20
Variante 3 $20 G2/3
Orfina 3,4 $10
Attack on titan special omnibus hardcover not sure where from $40 G4/5
Persona 5 mementos missions 2,3 all sealed $50 each
Tokyo revengers omni 1 $10
Blue period 1-4 $20
Boys run the riot $8
High school boys $6
Barakamon 18 $8
Sweetness and lightning 2 $7
The witch witching witchers $7
Soulless $8
The hellbound 1 $9
Yoshi no zurikara $8
Made in abyss 3 $7
IGWP 3 $15
Secret 1 G4 $15
First light volume of a magical index tale $7 G4
Airgear omni 1 $10
Darling in the francxx 1-6 omnis 1-3 $30 G4 volume 1-2 G3
Neon genesis evangelion omni 4 G5 $15
The girl from the other side 1-11 G4 $75
Gantz 34 G4 $10
Nichijou 1,2,3,4 $18
Kikuri kill me 1-3 $20
Super hxroes 1,3 $14
Imaginary $7
Arifureta manga 2 $4
mob psycho $4
Gigant 1 $6
Gantz 1 G3/4 $10
The duke of death and his maid 1 $6
blood-C $20
Alive 6 $6
Goodnight punpun 1 G4 $15
Basilisk 1-4 $50
Resident evil 1-3 $75
20th century boys 13,14,16,20,21 all except 20 together is $40 G3 (volumes 13,14,16,21=$40)
Volume 20 G4 $40
Biomega manga 1-$15 G4
Inuyashiki 1-5 G4 $40…vol 10 $8
Legend 1 G3 $6
Fruits baskets 15 $8
One piece 23,22 $4 each, volumes in this picture $5 each
Psyren volume 13 G4 $40 11,12 $5 each
Red river 5 $10
Banana fish 5 $4
Dr slump 6 G4 $50
Danganronpa $5
Muhyo 3 $4
Rave master 14,15,16,17,18 16 and 18 are $20, rest $12..all G3/4
Air Gear 31 $7 each
DRRR! Saika arc 1-3 G4 $30
Psyren 1,14,15,3,6,9 all G4…1-$12 3-$35 6 and 9 are $7 each…14-$75 15-$40
Jojo stardust single 5 G4 $18
Made in abyss each $8
Wandering island 2 G4 $10
Downfall $12 G4
Inuyashiki volume each $7
Happiness $6
Dead demon dedededede $7
Other volumes here $7
Sanctuary 3 G3 $25
Eyeshield 21 manga 31 $6 28 $15 31 $5 32 $30 33 $50 35 $5 11 $5 27 $15 8-$12 18-$7 17-$6
22- $40 2- $12 5-$5 12-$15 13-$7
Volumes on slide next to this with one piece 57 $4 each
Vagabond 1 G4 $15 dragon ball vizbig $10 each
$2 each volume with one piece 63
Dragon knights manga 1-24 $140 G3/4
Kamisama kiss 1 $5
Tokyo ghoul RE BOX set G4 $105
Happy mania 1-11 G4 some are sealed $250
S * A 1-17 complete G4 $140
My Monster Secret 1-22 complete 90% of them are sealed some with sticker dots on I think they come off when opened $500
Olympus G4 $12
Rose hip zero $6
Attack on titan 30 $3
The third $4 hellgate $4
Kagerou daze 1-4 manga G4 $25
Air Gear 25 G3 $120 33,23,29 $6…9-$15 10-$20 11-$15 all G4
Nisekoi 17 $5
Love com 14 G4 $30
Please save my earth 4 $5 G4
How heavy are the dumbbells you lift? 1-2 $20 1 $12
Haganai 1,3,4,5,6,7,8,13,14,15 $100
Captain harlock $8
To love ru darkness 13,14,16 $30
Kokoro connect 3-$12 5-$25 g4
Steady beat $4
Bloody monday $8
10 beautiful assassins $9
Creature girls 1,3,4 $30
Is this a zombie 1-7 G4 $80
Ohikkoshi G3 $20
Freezing 1-2 $30 3-4 $30 9-10 $10 13-14 $10 15-16 $120 19-20 $30 all G4
Trigun 1, 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,9,10,11 $230
Attack on titan 29 $4
Toradora 1-6 $50G4
Senran kagura 1 $10 G4
Masamune kun 1-5 $75 1-4 $60 all G4
My monster secret 1-7,9 $150 4-$40 7-$125
Haganai 1 $7
Devils and the realist $5
The devil does exist 10-$30 11- $40 G4
Land of the blindfolded 8 $15
Soul liquid chambers 1 G4 $50
My girlfriend is a geek $5
Dragons rioting 2 $5
The tyrant falls in love 2 G4 $100
Mpd psycho 1,2,3,6,7, $110…11 $75
Mister mistress 1 $18 G4
Omamori himari 1-3 $15
Is this a zombie 1,3,4,5 $25
Aoharu x machinegun 4 $5
To love ru 7-8 and 9-10 $22
Oh my goddess 36 G4 $15
Shinji ikari project 3 G3 $14
Gantz G 2 G5 SEALED $30
Atelier marie and elie 2 G4 $12
Hybrid x heart 2,4 $40 G3
Deadman wonderland 1,2 $4
R.o.d $4
Satsuma gishiden G3 $40
I hear the sunspot $5
Ral grad 2 $4
Stepping on roses 1-2 $20 G4
Yokai hunger $20
Magical girl apocalypse 1-9 G4 $130 4-$50 8-$30
Soul liquid chamber 1 $50 3-$7 G4…gyo 1 G3 $20
Gigant 4-5 $14 G4
Psyren 1 $7
Triage x 20 $5
Omamori himari 10 G4 $40
Strike the blood manga 3 G4 $15
The twelve kingdoms $10
Yowamushi pedal 5,6,10 all G4…5-$90 6-$75 10-$50
Boys over flowers 31 G3 $40
GTO 10-$14 24-$40 21- $40 G2/3/4
Tramps like us 1,2,3,4,5,9,10,11 $120 G4
Blame! G4 $30
Rave master 11-$8 14-$8 17-$15 19- $20 22- $20 25- $25 29- $40
umineko when they cry episode 8 twilight of the golden witch volume 2 $80 G4
Uzumaki 1,2 $30 gyo $20
Battle royale 8 G4 $20
Perfect world 1-2 G4 $16
The world's greatest first love 6 G4 $70
Toilet bound kun 1-2 $14
Attack on titan 1 $4
Higurashi 1-2 $16
Fevered kiss $15
Cold Fever (yaoi) $25 G4
The Guilty 1-2 $24 G4 (yaoi)
Grand Blue DvD $20
Senran kagura shinobi summary (artbook) $20
Sleeping with money yaoi $12
Passion forbidden lovers $8
Secret moon yaoi $18 G3
Green light yaoi $65 G4
Shiki tsukai 6 $10 G4
Gon swimmin $15…gon underground $20…
Gunsmith cats bonnie and clyde…$15
Dr Slump 1 G4 $80
Blood the last vampire 2002 G4 $20
The wallflower 31 G4 $20
Blood C 03 G4 $25
Blood + Adagio 1 $15
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Selling a ton of manga, I’d look at the list below before pictures, some may not be shown/not great lighting. Please ask if you need more pictures since some condition ratings may be old as I’ve forgotten a lot of the volumes. Volumes under $10 need to be bought with another volume. I can negotiate, prices include US shipping only, thanks! I’ll price match/under volumes in similar condition on ebay/other places some of my stuff might be overpriced hopefully not. Some volumes may be in the pictures that are sold/not for sale, only items for sale will be below.
Fevered Kiss (yaoi) $11 G4
Inubaka 1 $5 G3
Genshiken 2 $4 G3
Dandadan 2 $4 G4
Ayashimon $4 G4
Muhyo and roji's 2 $4 G4
Ultimo 1 $7 G4
Black clover 4 $4 G4
x/1999 1 $3 G3
Pandora hearts 1,2 $4
One piece normal volumes 5,6,8 $4 each
Apollo's song 2 G4 $25
YUGIOH duelist 6 G4 $30
MPD Psycho 1 G3 $14
Blood lad 1 G4 $10
Poison candy G4 $4
Yugioh duelist 8 G3 $20
Inuyasha 35- $15 39-$30 41-$30 all G3/4
Mushishi 1 G2 pretty rough $40
Claymore 11 G3 $5
Pandora hearts 4 G3 $4
Passionate two face $5 G3
Warriors of tao $5
Private school $4
Pandora hearts 1,2,3,4,8 all $6
After hours $7
Your name 1-2 $16 G4
Sherlock bones 1-5 $20 G4
Become you G4 $7
One piece 9 G4 $4
Murcielago 2,3,15,12,16 $35
Muhyo and roji 1 $4
Black clover 2 $4
Pokemon box set $35 new sealed
Louie the rune soldier 1-4 $24 G4
Kekkaishi G2/3 1-9 (1-3 omni) $30
Magi 1 $4 4-$15 G4
Something inspector $4
Buso renkin 5 $4
Cowboy bebop 1, one piece 23 those volumes on that slide are pretty rough $2 each except bebop $6
Life 2 G4 $10
Ng life 3 $6
Nobari no ou 1-6 $60 1-5 G4 6 G2/3
Fruits baskets 18 $25 G4
Phantom tales of the night 1-7 G4 $65
Project 240z (inital d) G4 $40
Ubel Blatt 0-2 G4 $30
Toriko 3,2 $10 6,7 $6 G4 all
Blue exorcist 1,2,3,4,5,7,8 $30
Jojo bizarre adventure stardust crusaders singles 1,4,5,6,7,8,11,12,15 not too sure ill go with $200 G4
Toriko 12 G4 $40
Strawberry 100 7,6 G4 $24 for both
Eyeshield 2,5,8,11,13,14(2),15(2),17,18,21,31,32,35
14-$25 15-$20 21-$20 32-$25 rest are $8 all are G4
Airgear 29 G4 $8
Hxh 34 G$ $6
Eureka seven vol 1 $10 G4
Black clover 3 $5
One piece gold foil 10-$15 4-$10 G4
Mieruko chan 2 G4 $6
Cowboy bebop 1 G3/4 $25
Eyeshield 21 vol 22 G4 $30
Hellsing ultimate series free with purchase ½ dvds
Mars 4,10 $22 G3
Yellow volume below mars $3
Fullmetal alchemist 23 $3
One piece 17,12,23 normal $4 each
Red river 1 $15 G3
Alive 4 G3 $10
Alice in murderland G2/3 $125
Solo leveling 1-3 G4 $25
Tohyo game 1-2 $20
Variante 3 $20 G2/3
Orfina 3,4 $10
Attack on titan special omnibus hardcover not sure where from $40 G4/5
Persona 5 mementos missions 2,3 all sealed $50 each
Tokyo revengers omni 1 $10
Blue period 1-4 $20
Boys run the riot $8
High school boys $6
Barakamon 18 $8
Sweetness and lightning 2 $7
The witch witching witchers $7
Soulless $8
The hellbound 1 $9
Yoshi no zurikara $8
Made in abyss 3 $7
IGWP 3 $15
Secret 1 G4 $15
First light volume of a magical index tale $7 G4
Airgear omni 1 $10
Darling in the francxx 1-6 omnis 1-3 $30 G4 volume 1-2 G3
Neon genesis evangelion omni 4 G5 $15
The girl from the other side 1-11 G4 $75
Gantz 34 G4 $10
Nichijou 1,2,3,4 $18
Kikuri kill me 1-3 $20
Super hxroes 1,3 $14
Imaginary $7
Arifureta manga 2 $4
mob psycho $4
Gigant 1 $6
Gantz 1 G3/4 $10
The duke of death and his maid 1 $6
blood-C $20
Alive 6 $6
Goodnight punpun 1 G4 $15
Basilisk 1-4 $50
Resident evil 1-3 $75
20th century boys 13,14,16,20,21 all except 20 together is $40 G3 (volumes 13,14,16,21=$40)
Volume 20 G4 $40
Biomega manga 1-$15 G4
Inuyashiki 1-5 G4 $40…vol 10 $8
Legend 1 G3 $6
Fruits baskets 15 $8
One piece 23,22 $4 each, volumes in this picture $5 each
Psyren volume 13 G4 $40 11,12 $5 each
Red river 5 $10
Banana fish 5 $4
Dr slump 6 G4 $50
Danganronpa $5
Muhyo 3 $4
Rave master 14,15,16,17,18 16 and 18 are $20, rest $12..all G3/4
Air Gear 31 $7 each
DRRR! Saika arc 1-3 G4 $30
Psyren 1,14,15,3,6,9 all G4…1-$12 3-$35 6 and 9 are $7 each…14-$75 15-$40
Jojo stardust single 5 G4 $18
Made in abyss each $8
Wandering island 2 G4 $10
Downfall $12 G4
Inuyashiki volume each $7
Happiness $6
Dead demon dedededede $7
Other volumes here $7
Sanctuary 3 G3 $25
Eyeshield 21 manga 31 $6 28 $15 31 $5 32 $30 33 $50 35 $5 11 $5 27 $15 8-$12 18-$7 17-$6
22- $40 2- $12 5-$5 12-$15 13-$7
Volumes on slide next to this with one piece 57 $4 each
Vagabond 1 G4 $15 dragon ball vizbig $10 each
$2 each volume with one piece 63
Dragon knights manga 1-24 $140 G3/4
Kamisama kiss 1 $5
Tokyo ghoul RE BOX set G4 $105
Happy mania 1-11 G4 some are sealed $250
S * A 1-17 complete G4 $140
My Monster Secret 1-22 complete 90% of them are sealed some with sticker dots on I think they come off when opened $500
Olympus G4 $12
Rose hip zero $6
Attack on titan 30 $3
The third $4 hellgate $4
Kagerou daze 1-4 manga G4 $25
Air Gear 25 G3 $120 33,23,29 $6…9-$15 10-$20 11-$15 all G4
Nisekoi 17 $5
Love com 14 G4 $30
Please save my earth 4 $5 G4
How heavy are the dumbbells you lift? 1-2 $20 1 $12
Haganai 1,3,4,5,6,7,8,13,14,15 $100
Captain harlock $8
To love ru darkness 13,14,16 $30
Kokoro connect 3-$12 5-$25 g4
Steady beat $4
Bloody monday $8
10 beautiful assassins $9
Creature girls 1,3,4 $30
Is this a zombie 1-7 G4 $80
Ohikkoshi G3 $20
Freezing 1-2 $30 3-4 $30 9-10 $10 13-14 $10 15-16 $120 19-20 $30 all G4
Trigun 1, 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,9,10,11 $230
Attack on titan 29 $4
Toradora 1-6 $50G4
Senran kagura 1 $10 G4
Masamune kun 1-5 $75 1-4 $60 all G4
My monster secret 1-7,9 $150 4-$40 7-$125
Haganai 1 $7
Devils and the realist $5
The devil does exist 10-$30 11- $40 G4
Land of the blindfolded 8 $15
Soul liquid chambers 1 G4 $50
My girlfriend is a geek $5
Dragons rioting 2 $5
The tyrant falls in love 2 G4 $100
Mpd psycho 1,2,3,6,7, $110…11 $75
Mister mistress 1 $18 G4
Omamori himari 1-3 $15
Is this a zombie 1,3,4,5 $25
Aoharu x machinegun 4 $5
To love ru 7-8 and 9-10 $22
Oh my goddess 36 G4 $15
Shinji ikari project 3 G3 $14
Gantz G 2 G5 SEALED $30
Atelier marie and elie 2 G4 $12
Hybrid x heart 2,4 $40 G3
Deadman wonderland 1,2 $4
R.o.d $4
Satsuma gishiden G3 $40
I hear the sunspot $5
Ral grad 2 $4
Stepping on roses 1-2 $20 G4
Yokai hunger $20
Magical girl apocalypse 1-9 G4 $130 4-$50 8-$30
Soul liquid chamber 1 $50 3-$7 G4…gyo 1 G3 $20
Gigant 4-5 $14 G4
Psyren 1 $7
Triage x 20 $5
Omamori himari 10 G4 $40
Strike the blood manga 3 G4 $15
The twelve kingdoms $10
Yowamushi pedal 5,6,10 all G4…5-$90 6-$75 10-$50
Boys over flowers 31 G3 $40
GTO 10-$14 24-$40 21- $40 G2/3/4
Tramps like us 1,2,3,4,5,9,10,11 $120 G4
Blame! G4 $30
Rave master 11-$8 14-$8 17-$15 19- $20 22- $20 25- $25 29- $40
umineko when they cry episode 8 twilight of the golden witch volume 2 $80 G4
Uzumaki 1,2 $30 gyo $20
Battle royale 8 G4 $20
Perfect world 1-2 G4 $16
The world's greatest first love 6 G4 $70
Toilet bound kun 1-2 $14
Attack on titan 1 $4
Higurashi 1-2 $16
Fevered kiss $15
Cold Fever (yaoi) $25 G4
The Guilty 1-2 $24 G4 (yaoi)
Grand Blue DvD $20
Senran kagura shinobi summary (artbook) $20
Sleeping with money yaoi $12
Passion forbidden lovers $8
Secret moon yaoi $18 G3
Green light yaoi $65 G4
Shiki tsukai 6 $10 G4
Gon swimmin $15…gon underground $20…
Gunsmith cats bonnie and clyde…$15
Dr Slump 1 G4 $80
Blood the last vampire 2002 G4 $20
The wallflower 31 G4 $20
Blood C 03 G4 $25
Blood + Adagio 1 $15
2024.06.08 18:45 Justiceforwomen27 A VERY belated solo trip recap!
 | I wrote this in my notes when my trip was over and never posted it! I thought I’d still post it since I think people thinking about solo trips like hearing others experiences. submitted by Justiceforwomen27 to WaltDisneyWorld [link] [comments] I went to Disney January 7th - 12th for an impromptu solo trip and stayed at Beach Club. I had the absolute best time. This was my fourth Disney trip, catching the bug after my first real trip with my husband in December 2022. I was a little nervous to go on my own but also excited after seeing what people said in this sub (that it’s the best). Well it definitely lived up to its hype. I went to Epcot after checking in on Monday and enjoyed extended evening hours. My only complaint was the extra Guardians VQ for it went super quick. I park hopped for my other three days. Going to Epcot each day since it was right there, HS and AK once, and MK twice (extended evening hours one night). It was so nice to just do what I wanted when I wanted. I went to Hollywood Studios right as it started raining one night and the park emptied out. I rode Slinky Dog three times (at the end of the night when the rain let up) and got to pick my car for Toy Story Mania. I walked on three other ride - Minnie’s, Smuggler’s, and Star Tours. RoR I went ahead and bought an ILL and hoped to do a short standby to do again. But it was down for almost 1.5 hours so that didn’t happen. All to say Disney is the rain is the best. My husband and I typically spend more time at HS, but i prioritized MK because we never seem to get to the treats and I hadn’t ridden Tron yet. In AK I used Everest’s single rider line to ride it four times. I also sat at the bar at Nomad Lounge and had a great meal, delicious margs, and my bartender was so kind and engaging. There’s no judgment from other park goers for being solo. Most don’t even notice. CMs were awesome about giving me my own row/car for things. I didn’t mind sharing with other solo’s or other groups either, but it was nice to see the extra thought that saved me small talk. I love Beach Club (second time staying there). It’s beautiful and not overly themed. You also cannot beat the location if you are an Epcot and/or HS fan. If you’re thinking about taking a solo Disney trip - do it! |