Throwaway account.
I’m in a relationship that I don’t know if I can save, or if I’m even capable of saving. My (M,30) partner (F,40) and I met 3 or 4 years ago working at the same location, and began dating 2 years ago. We clicked immediately. We’ve had many ups and downs, but some really high highs, and really low lows. I love this woman so so much, and she’s very smart, caring and compassionate. She’s been a wonderful partner to me and has supported me. We’ve had our consistent struggles along the way pertaining to communication, in which I know I’m not very good at. We’ve known that there is an age gap between us, and that shouldn’t technically matter, but people do grow and learn and change and evolve, and that life experience really makes a difference in understanding the world. We are currently at a crossroads. The relationship is on the verge of ending. There is lots of arguing, lots of crying and lots of therapy. The biggest killers for us have been pertaining to communication on my end, which I am severely struggling to understand. My partner has told me time and time again that I am passive aggressive, and won’t think much before I speak. She says I don’t know how to be supportive and I take things incredibly literally. I don’t take initiative and I’m a passive and timid person. It’s hard for me to understand when someone is needing something unless they tell me point blank to my face. I’ve missed countless cues and opportunities to be supportive and step in because I thought that if she needed something, she would just straight up tell me. I feel like I’m crossing boundaries if someone tells me something and expects something else. She’s even explained to me in a general sense how to “be there” but with each situation being so different, I can’t just apply that information in the same way every time in my head so I freeze up and try to just work in the moment. I also forget lots of small details and will forget lots of things in schedules and around the house that lead to frustrations. I’ll cut her off without realizing it and I’ll say things that can be taken as passive without realizing I’m doing it and it’s pushed her to a breaking point. And when things get so heatedI have tried working on it, journaling, therapy, being present, active listening techniques, everything I can think of. It didn’t work. Things never changed even though I was putting in effort. She feels defeated and I feel useless. As this has grown over the years, I discussed these things with my therapist and tried to understand why I could be coming across that way, because In my head my intentions are always good but I know that actions speak louder than words. We’ve gone through speech and childhood upbringing to see if there are any underlying reasons or causes. Then something hit me, and I’m ashamed and embarrassed that I didn’t consider it before. I’ve had Tourette’s Syndrome (diagnosed at 5) and have always had a nagging thought in the back of my head that I was on the autism spectrum, but it never REALLY crossed my mind until recently when I started reading about how people with ADHD or autism struggle in long-term relationships, and the specific dynamics that come with them. “if your partner has ADD, you may feel ignored and lonely. Your partner can focus on things that interest them, but not on you. They never seem to follow through on what they agree to do. They may seem to act like a child instead of an adult. You nag them, and you’ve started to dislike the person you’ve become. The two of you either fight or clam up. Worst of all, you are stressed about being saddled with the household responsibilities while your partner gets to have all the fun. If you have ADHD, you may feel your partner has become a nagging monster. The person you loved has become a control freak, trying to manage the details of your life. No matter how hard you try, you can’t meet your partner’s expectations. The easiest way to deal with them is to leave them alone.” - ADDitude Mag
This whole time I had been trying to adjust things about my communication and thinking when in reality, I’m coming to find out that I’m not sure that it’s possible for me without help. And I feel so stupid. Went and got tested with my therapist (a 22 year practicing APRN) and sure enough, “Yeah it’s pretty clear you have ADHD”. I also, YOU GUESSED IT, might be on the spectrum, she says. Doing further testing currently. This is a jarring and honestly, a kind of traumatizing realization for me to have at 30. So I was prescribed low doses of Adderall to combat the forgetfulness and communication and it seems to be working. I feel focused, my emotions are regulated, I take more initiative, the loudness in my brain is quiet now, but I’m 24 hours into the new medication and things are so bad in the relationship that my partner has lost all trust in my ability to change and my ability to take initiative, take action and lead with my words without being passive aggressive or direct. It’s at the spot where she’s so angry about it all that It feels like even if I make a lot of progress, any slip-up I make leads to an argument and a blow-up. She voiced anger that I didn’t look into ADHD sooner. I agree. I truly feel like a fuck-up. I feel like I’ve hurt her for 2 years straight and didn’t even fully understand how I was doing it. But at the same time, I also feel like she doesn’t and can’t understand that my brain has a lot of trouble grasping these concepts, and it’s not just a yes/no switch for me to do. I sincerely struggle with comprehension in intimate settings and I want to be better at it so bad. I’m not choosing to be passive aggressive or not supportive or not take action, I just truly don’t understand how to do that. I looked back at my past relationships and saw similarities at why they ended. I’m ashamed. -I’m ashamed for going this long without knowing about my condition. I’m almost 30. -I feel guilty for letting my relationship get bad even though I thought I was trying my hardest to be better. -I’m embarrassed to be in a spot where I also now have to deal with the emotions that come with knowing my brain works differently than other people’s. I feel like an idiot overall now and my view of myself has changed. -I feel regret for my past relationships and how heartbreak could’ve been averted if I had just looked into this sooner. At the end of the day, I feel like I’ve been trying so hard to be a good person and partner and take criticism with stride and work hard on bettering myself, but I’ve ended up in a spot where past relationships & current ones likely hate me because of my inability to understand communication on an intimate level.
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I want to preface that I don’t mean to sound selfish talking about myself like this. I know that it may even come across pity-party ish, because I know that my partner is the one hurting the most, but I don’t know what else to do and I’m struggling so bad and need some direction. I’m putting this here because I feel like I have no one to talk to about the situation from an outside perspective and I’m feeling physically sick to my stomach every day because of everything and I feel like I’m going to break down. I love this person so much and don’t want things to end, but I’m worried it’s too far gone to save, and pushing onward is just going to hurt us both deeper and deeper with every passing day. I’ve set up couple’s counseling and I’m truly hoping she gives me some time to adjust to medication to see if things make a shift for the better, but things are looking bleak.
We are pursuing couple's counseling and individual counseling.
I am pursuing active treatment and study into my condition.
Is there anything else I can be doing? TL;DR : Partner and I have struggled bad with communication for 2 years. She’s been justifiably angry that I’m not trying to learn or take action and fix the issues, and that things never change. Turns out I’ve had ADHD and possible autism the whole time and just legitimately don’t know how to understand cues and communication on an intimate level. On Adderall, things seem to be improving. Relationship may be fucked because of how long it look me to understand. I don't know what to do.

My boyfriend and I have been together for 2 years. Our relationship may not be perfect but he and I are really faithful with each other.
Now, what I'm telling you is what I've seen in his imessage exactly 1 week after that 'thing'.
One late night, I was busy cramming my school works and haven't sent him a message for more than an hour. That's why I don't have any knowledge that he came to his friends house alone just to get his assignment (he asked his friend, which is a girl, to make him a painting since he do not have any talent to do that). I thought that he already cut ties to this friend of him because they have had 'something' in the past and he knows I am jealous of her for that. The girl and I are not in good terms because she was jealous of me too (she likes my boyfriend years ago). But he still came to her house without my knowledge.
He's been there probably for an hour or less. He messaged me right after he came home and cheered me up (cause he knows I'm really tired of school works).
He never done this before. He used to tell me whenever he's going somewhere. Even if he'll be gone out of house for just minutes to buy something, he'd tell me. So I am really hurt to know he go to his friends house, without my knowledge. Don't get me wrong, I trust my partner won't do sexual things with others so let's get out of that thing here. But I am just here, hurt, overthinking, why would he hide that thing to me? Am I just overreacting? Am I being childish?

I'm sure many of you have come across "trad-wife" content at some point or another online. I've been fed this content more and more lately, which had me thinking about what this "trend" means for mothers and families, and what impact it has overall for the mothers who are still "in the trenches" today. Whether it's a trend you participate in, or one you roll your eyes at, I think for the most part, it garners an emotional response from women, especially mothers, in either a positive or negative light. I also want to make it clear that "trad-wives" and SAHM are NOT the same thing at all, and should not ever be used interchangeably. These are two completely different things. A SAHM is still a working independent woman whos job inside of the home to be viewed equally as important as any work outside of the home.
I fall under the category of someone who is triggered by "trad-wife" content and generally have a pretty negative, critical response every time I run into it. But today, as I came across a video of yet another "trad-wife" influencer, who was defending her lifestyle, and call to "traditional" ways, I decided to stop and actually take a minute and be honest with what emotion I was really feeling when I come across this content. It isn't actually rage, disappointment or fear, like I tell myself it is. It's jealousy.
The truth is, my first reaction is jealousy and a sense of inadequacy that feeds off of my deepest insecurities as a mother. Jealousy for the mothers that can stay at home all day with their children, who can clean, bake, garden and cook with their little ones at their side. And as someone who is a working mum, but not by choice, I feel jealous of the extra time these women can spend with their children during these short pre-school years. I feel inadequate because I secretly fear I am failing as a mother by choosing a double income, over the financial insecurity of a one-income household. Inadequate because my house is a mess and I'm burned out from work from a job I hate by the time I get home, that I worry my children aren't getting the best version of me.
After the initial emotional response of jealousy, my logical brain kicks in and reminds myself that this lifestyle they are showcasing isn't reality. Most SAHM's aren't baking sourdough on homesteads all day. They aren't showing the 3AM wakeups or the teething drama. This isn't an accurate representation of motherhood for 95% of us. This leads me to my next emotional response, which is to then to substitute jealousy for criticism. I begin to list all the ways their lifestyle is flawed, naive and unsustainable to give myself some false sense of superiority to these women who are essentially just cosplaying.
I'm sure this reaction isn't uncommon. I feel it's a natural response for people to substitute the emotion of jealousy with criticism to justify their own lifestyles and choices that feel attacked. You could argue that the "trad-wife" movement is just that--a way for some SAHM's who may feel the need to justify their lifestyle and choices of not be in the work force, when surrounded by a world that places outside work in higher esteem than domestic work.
However, I would like to clarify that just because I feel jealous when watching this content, doesn't mean I wish I was a "trad-wife". I find the entire concept to be just as toxic as the "hustle"/"girl boss" culture they are fighting against. Not to mention, a completely misinformed and myopic view of what a "traditional" wife or family looked/looks like throughout the world. The "traditional" wife they are cosplaying as is just ONE example of a historic "traditional" family and a woman/mothers role within one. Yes, women have always been charged with domestic duties and childrearing. The home has always been where women have traditionally been taught to focus on, however, women have also ALWAYS worked outside of the home too—either on farms, factories or kitchens (etc). And women have ALWAYS outsourced childrearing to either a nanny or governess (if wealthy) or they had their eldest kids stay home and look after the younger ones. Working mothers, and hired childcare are not new concepts to the female history.
But, I do see how this trend came about. It’s an allergic reaction to the extreme push for women to get out of the homes and into the workforce. To climb the corporate ladder while breastfeeding. To pity the girl with the college degree and spit up stains on her shirt at home with unused potential. To take “equal rights” so literally we act like a man’s life or parental journey is identical to our own. Ignoring our monthly hormonal fluctuations and pretend we're fine to sit through that 2 hour meeting while popping Midol. That we add more value to society as another cog in a machine sitting in a cubicle, then managing your home and family, because that's just "sitting at home" all day, right? And maternity leave is really such an inconvenience…
Looking at both extremes, I found it funny how both sides share the same core issues/beliefs which do nothing but hold mothers, and families on both ends of the spectrum back. This is what I found were the major issues in the perception of motherhood at both extremes, when I took a step back and away from my own biases as a working mother.

1. We need to recognise that both lifestyles come with the enormous privilege many women don't have-- The ability to live off of one income is a privilege just like having enough money for childcare or family support is a privilege. For many, our family set up wasn’t a choice, it’s a necessity. The reasons to be or not to be a SAHM are not always a choice or preference. A lot of times these are hard decisions that include major sacrifices. Before you judge either lifestyle, acknowledge the privilege you might have in the CHOICE to follow either life path. A woman who HAS to work to keep her family fed, even if all she could afford were Poptarts for breakfast, is just as good of a mum as the one who made fresh sourdough that morning. The mum who has to go back to school shopping at the second hand store, and mend hand me downs to dress her kids on one income is just as good of a mum as the corporate baddie who bought her kids the trendy shoes their kid asked for. Both kids are fed, both kids are dressed, both kids are loved.
2. No matter what they say, we all love our kids, and how they turnout does NOT come down to your choice to work in or outside the home -- At the end of the day, I don’t think kids of working mums turn out much differently than kids of SAHM. I think we all know personal examples of rotten kids or adults with both types of mothers. Neither dictates your relationship with your child. As kids get older, they naturally drift away from us. The truth is we may mess up in ways we didn’t even consider. Our kids may always blame us for being overbearing by not having a life outside of the home. Or resent us for never being around because of work. Bad/toxic mothers can be found both in the home or the work force. Just think back to how the adults in our lives talk about their mothers--sometimes it was "mum had 6 kids at home, but she somehow managed to keep us all fed and cared for", or "mum had to work a full day cleaning houses, but she'd always make sure we read a book together after work". All mothers make sacrifices, no matter what type of sacrifice it is. Our kids aren't going to love or resent us for our choices to work or stay at home, but how we show up for them. Don't underestimate our children's ability to recognise our sacrifices on either end.
3. Full time domestic work and homemaking is a real full time job that hold just as much value as working outside of the home and should be treated and respected as such.-- Childcare is a full time job. Full time nanny's and daycares prove that. Homemaking is a full time job. We hire cleaners, interior designers and household staffs that prove it. Cooking, is a full time job. We hire chefs and nutritionists that prove it. So, when a woman is a SAHM does one (or more likely) all of the above jobs for her family, it’s given lesser value or consideration than someone who works outside the home? You hear “I like to get dinner ready and the house clean for my husband who worked all day he deserves to relax when he gets home”, as if you sat around watching tv all day? Just because you enjoy it, or it’s for your own benefit doesn’t make it any less of a real fulltime job. You deserve sick days and breaks throughout the day like any corporate job would...except you never actually get them. The person bringing in a paycheck doesn’t contribute a greater value to your family than you. And same goes for working mums—you already have one full time job, don’t discredit the work left at home as just “chores” that you additionally take on as “lesser value” expected tasks. If two people work outside of the home then two people need to be responsible for domestic work. These are full time jobs. Spouses cutting the grass and taking out the trash is not equivalent to cooking, childcare and cleaning. We need to stop ignoring the home in the overall picture of a healthy family life. We all need a safe place to live that is clean, we all need to eat nutritious food, and our children NEED someone to look after them. These things have a real invaluable place in society. As a working mum, I'm finding more and more how hard it is to bridge that gap, to manage two workplaces essentially, the home AND the outside work. All attention and focus goes to work outside of the home, but the home life doesn't just sustain itself. We are neglecting the importance of our domestic life in favour of the outside working life. This goes for both working mums and SAHM's. We need to stop ignoring that piece of the puzzle if we want to create the complete picture. As it stands now, most working mums cannot afford help in the home which is effecting our mental and physical health--SAHM's don't get any sort of financial nest eggs or assistance at basically working for free, which makes them more vulnerable to abuse.
4. Men need to be included in the domestic work in a way that sets them up for success. You are doing your family or spouse more harm than good by taking it all on yourself. -- By not giving dads a real opportunity to be involved in domestic duties you are depriving them and the children the full depth of a parent child bond and perpetuating that domestic life isn’t as valuable as outside work, or that domestic work is strictly a "woman's" domain. If you are a SAHM, and your job is to care for the house and kids, you just worked a full 8 hour day, just like your spouse. Because you stayed at home all day, most likely the basic chores have been done (though, kids are wild and even things like unloading a dishwasher can't be tackled), and maybe dinner is cooking. That alone is taking so much off of your spouses plate. Every family situation is different, every work situation is different, however, both you and your spouse are entitled to decompress a little after a full day. Dads need to be incorporated into the childcare aspect at the very least when they come home. Maybe since you spent all day with the kids, your husband gives them a bath and puts them to bed. Or, if you are a dual income house, maybe you split the bedtime duties, giving you the chance to spend SOME time with your children, after being gone all day--and just "play time" alone isn't enough or fair. I think a big way we fall down in including men into the domestic responsibilities, is for the same reason working mothers are struggling. The workforce was never set up with women or mothers in mind, and homemaking was never set up with men in mind. Now, some people will use this as an excuse to perpetuate that it shows that "a woman's place is at home", but studies have shown that over and over again, that fathers who are more involved at home make happier, more successful children. Children gain an enormous value from having fathers be just as involved in their upbringing as the mothers. And, I argue that men also gain just as much value from this. My husband is an equal partner in childrearing, and I'm in awe to see how much he has completely flourished and grown in this role. The truth is, most of us don't find fulfillment in our jobs. It's a paycheck. But a lot of us do find fulfillment in parenting. But to my point, we aren't setting men up to be successful in these roles, because men don't always think or approach things the same way as women. How many times have we had arguments with our partners because they ignored a mess, or didn't clean/do something properly, or we had to "nag" them to follow up on a chore...I know I have. But then I decided to take a step back and change my perspective on the home and family, and look at it as almost a military or corporate environment. Women don't thrive on deadlines and assigned tasks. We are better able to multitask, switch gears. To be too hyperfocused on one thing doesn't work so well when you have so many jobs to tackle at once. But men seem to work better with structure and direction. I feel like women see the big picture, and can zoom in from there, but men need to break things into smaller tasks before they can see the bigger picture. When a man retorts with "I'm not a mind reader", they are being just as dismissive to your needs and views as you would be by saying "you should just know". The truth is we are different. We were raised different, our brains function differently...but, I've found my partner excels in the household if he is given clear directions and expectations within the household. If instead of viewing it as two separate worlds, work and home, I approach it as equal sectors of one unit. Like how accounting is just as valuable to a corporation as their sales team. We are all operating for one goal, and one greater good. If your partner works outside the home, and you stay at home, then you need to view yourself as the manager of the home and delegate accordingly. How can you help your partner in their work day, and how can they help you in yours? You are on the same team. If you both work outside of the home, then you both need to take equal responsibility for the domestic work. You are both managers of the home, how can you support each other? What does one person do better than the other? Being passive aggressive because your spouse doesn't naturally see what needs to be done like you do, doesn't help anyone. Your spouse becomes defensive, and never learns, and feels out of place in home where you have inserted yourself as manager instead of an equal partner.
5. Other people’s choices don’t discredit yours no matter what they say. -- Everything seems to be a targeted attack these days. People can’t seem to live in a way that makes them happy without you feeling threatened by it. If a woman is happiest at home catering to their husbands whims, that has no effect on your choice to be a stay at home dad. One is not a threat to the other unless you begin to feel superior to another. That the way you choose to live your life is so superior you want to control the narrative and influence personal choices of others in your life by attacking someone else to lift yourself up. I can’t help but ask myself who is benefiting from staging us against each others? Definitely not the mothers. Lumping one group as “those people” keep us divided. Each side more extreme in their POV echoed by peers and targeted social media. We have been fed that it's an "us" versus "them" issue. That one side is pushing us back into the stone age, and undoing all the progress we have made in the feminist movement. The other side feels attacked for finding joy and value in living a life at home and as a mother, that society has stopped valuing their contribution...really, society as a whole hasn't changed much in the past 40 years. The workforce has more working mothers than ever before, but work culture and regulations have not changed to accommodate that. We have to change to accommodate them. SAHM's have always existed, but we have not elevated their status to show the equal contribution they have in our society. In the end, society is still just exploiting women. A capitalistic profit driven society benefits more from more people in the workforce. I think we are all angry at the same thing, a lack of choice and a lack of respect. Women fought hard to enter the workforce and gain independence and equal rights so that we could have the CHOICE of what our life would look like. But are choices are still being under attack. Being a SAHM or a working mum is no longer a choice for a lot of us. We are being goaded into believing one is more valuable than the other, and that's just not true. If you find peace and fulfillment at home, that doesn't make you any less educated or independent of a woman. And if you love your career and thrive in your work, that doesn't make you any less feminine (because apparently we can't be feminine and work anymore according to some...) or as good of a mother. We are humans and multifaceted and cannot and should not be defined by one singular role.

This ended up being some sort of weird feminist manifesto, which isn't want I intended, but I guess I had a lot to say on the subject. I suppose I'm just scared at how well social media has gotten at dividing us. Social media isn't inherently good or bad, it's a tool for connection, but now even mothers are being pitted against each other. We all know it takes a village to raise a family, but we've pitted the village against each other. We are too busy claiming we are "under attack" from our peers, when we're just puppets--they want us to feel "triggered", and I'm glad. Because now I'm triggered, but it's not at the "trad wife" who is harkening back to a world that never existed, but at the people who are instigating this. Who are filling women's heads with this nonsense, and trying to box up our "values" or what "femininity" means...what it means to be a woman and mother. Because being a woman and mother has meant a lot of different things throughout history. We control our own narratives. We need to stop insinuating that our way is the "right" way, or that society is faltering because women are no longer "feminine" or because women want to go back to staying at home. All of this is "right", all of this is "feminine". Being a woman can mean whatever you want it to mean, and being a mother just means loving your kids and doing your best everyday.
***NOTES: I know this was a very hetero/cis centric post that focused a lot of perceived gender norms that excludes the same-sex or trans families...even single mothers. It was written as a reaction to a "trad wife" trend that is extremely hetero/cis centric, so my reaction to it is from this perspective as a hetero/cis mother. However, I know these values and views totally effect all families no matter what they look like. So, I just wanted to put it out there that I see you, and would love to hear your voice on this as well.
Also, a lot of sweeping generalities in here as well. These are broad sweeping statements and generalisations based on societies general assumptions about genders and family life. Right, wrong or myopic, it's what we live in. My point in all this IS that every family and every person is unique, and that we can't keep functioning under the assumption that there is only one way or one family dynamic out there.

Hey everyone,
I recently moved down to Bethesda last fall. The house I rent hasn't needed its grass cut until now. We had someone come out and cut the grass recently and they charged us $60. That seems too high for a simple cut of a small yard with no backyard. 15-20 minutes of work if that.
I could be completely wrong, this price may be good but I feel like I'm getting scammed. Again, I could be completely wrong. This is my first time hiring any lawn services, so I really don't know whats right and wrong. Any recommendations you share I would be grateful as well. Thank you!

I need help. Background: I (22 F) and my boyfriend (23M) have been dating for 5 years. He just graduated grad school and I am still in college wanting to go to medical school. I have not lived with my parents since I was 18 and he has been able to live with his parents because he has a great relationship with them. I have a great relationship with his family. My relationship with my family is very rocky, especially with my sister, but this is the first time my mother has threatened to cut me out. Recently he spoke with his mother about moving out to live with me, and she gave the idea that we should save our money and I could move in with them in their house. (He hates the idea of renting because of how expensive it is and how you lose money, he likes the idea of buying a house instead and having an investment.) I also loved this idea of living with his family, they have a very stable lifestyle, dinner every night, rent would be free, free laundry, a clean house, and I get to live with my amazing boyfriend. I went to my parents about this idea and my mother threatened to disown me, saying I was picking his family over mine, how to build a relationship I needed to financially struggle with him, how I would be living middle class and I would be influenced by his family constantly. Also a lot of mean words about their view on my relationship. Another background needed, all of my friends and my boyfriend hate my mother and how emotionally manipulative she is, so he doesn't come around my family for that very reason. They don't mind me living with him, they think it's a great idea but they hate the idea of me moving in with his family (they said if I was married it would be a different story.)
I want to move in with his family, but I am scared of how my mother is going to react, I don't want to break up my family when I just want to live with my boyfriend and not spend money on rent and food. Everyone is telling me to do what I want, but I am so scared.

Jesus was confused with Satan by some cultures and even worshipped as such – despite the fact that he was considered a "good" Satan and a "positive" Devil that sided with the weak and vulnerable and betrayed the "powerful ones" in order to dedicate himself and his life completely to the poor. (Such notion is not alien at all even to the texts – because Jesus is expressly called the Morning Star in 2 Peter 1:19 and in Revelation 2:28).
This is apparent in the fact that the Hebrews for example did not recognize Christ as the Messiah and they even called him "evil" and applied to him the title "Satan" (from the Hebrew: "śāṭān" meaning: "adversary, enemy"). The definition of "evil" here is relative – because since Jesus went against the teachings that the Hebrews held as sacred and he also went against the teachings that the Muslims for example also regarded as sacred (and he went against many other cultures as well for that matter; because the figure of Jesus was pagan and it actually belonged worldwide to all cultures of the world and he was claimed to have opposed all of them trying to reform them) – he was thus called "evil" in relative terms by some of these cultures; meaning an "enemy" or "adversary" of those doctrines. Originally not even the Christians considered Christ as a positive figure; because Christ professed a lot of ideals that were inconceivable and impossible to apply according to the mentality of the powerful castes that rule society – like the priesthood for example; because Jesus claimed many times that the wealthy ones must renounce everything they have, they must give their money to the poor and then and only then – will they be allowed to follow Christ.
But the Church completely ignored and bypassed this teaching of Christ because they knew that if they had started preaching this to their believers; they would lose all believers in one second since no one wants to give up their house, their wealth and their life to follow the Church. So even the Church had to rearrange and modify a lot of the teachings of Christ while straight up censoring and ignoring others; in order to create a religion out of it. The only difference is that the Christian Church decided that it was worth investing their time and money in turning Jesus into the symbol of their faith and into a figure that would appeal to the masses (basically deifying him and using his name and memory to attract people into the religion) – while the other two religions (Judaism and Islam) completely disregarded Jesus altogether and considered him a madman instead and even went as far as to call him "evil" and a "Devil" precisely because he had preached such revolutionary notions that were just impossible to accept for the rich and wealthy. (Another reason for this is also because Judaism had a different idea of the Messiah altogether and they followed a different Messiah – and this other idea of the Messiah along with the other Messiah – were also very different from the "Jesus Christ" concept altogether – but that’s besides the point).
The symbology of the spring refers to the blood of Christ which gives life and makes vegetation grow on the earth much like the water of a spring; but it also holds literal meaning because the pagan figures who correspond to "Jesus" were all claimed to have met their demise or to have had a life-changing experience happen near a spring or near a water-source more generally speaking. Such is the case for Hermaphroditus who was rendered female by his union with Salmacis near a spring; or also the castration of one of the gods called "Uranus" – because according to Cicero in his "De Natura Deorum" there were multiple Uranuses and one of them was the "younger" one – and he’s the same who was said to have been castrated near a spring by Phoenician mythology. (The fact that Hermaphroditus was joined to Salmacis thus becoming definitively feminine near the waters of a spring – refers to the confusion that happened in the myth due to the nature of the two characters taken into analysis; because Hermaphroditus and Salmacis were actually brother and sister in other iterations of the story and they were claimed to have been conjoined thus essentially making up a single being who was a "man-woman" united. But then after their birth they were separated and their bodies were not conjoined anymore; although the male – in this case Hermaphroditus – was claimed to have been castrated in further iterations of the story so it looked as though he had returned to being a female and was thus "rejoined" to his female nature which is why the Greek myth confused it and claimed that Hermaphroditus lost his manhood but he lost it by being rejoined to his twin-sister Salmacis. In reality he was castrated near the waters of that spring – the "conjoined" part referring instead to the myth of their birth, but the two accounts were later confused and amalgamated into a single story for the Hermaphroditus myth; thus confusing also the timeline on when exactly was it that the two siblings were conjoined – whether it was at the beginning of their lives or at the end of it as in the case of Hermaphroditus and Salmacis).
The god Attar of the planet Venus was worshipped as "Atarsamain" (Attar of heaven) by the Arabs and equated with Allat i.e. Athena (a fact that has left academics dumbfounded even to this day as for how is it possible that a male god was completely equated and identified with a female one. But the answer is found in the mythology and themes of the god himself – where he was considered of androgynous nature and was claimed to have underwent castration which made him be perceived as a female by some cultures). He was furthermore equated with the goddess Anat in the form of "Ninurta" – because the Mesopotamian warrior-god Ninurta being equivalent to Attar (and Atarsamain) himself – he was directly equated with the Canaanite goddess "Anat" and the name of Anat was also written as "NIN.URTA" in cuneiform. There is an epithet of Anat which calls the deity: "the strength of life" and this particular epithet is applied to Ninurta continuously throughout Sumerian mythology because he’s consistently called the "strength of Enlil" – the "one with superior strength" – the "son in whose strength the father rejoices" – the one with the "strength of a lion" and Ninurta was also in charge of ditches and canals being the one who created the canal-system in Sumer and who was claimed to have brought to everyone the waters of the Tigris and Euphrates rivers as a result. The epithet of Anat – in this case referring to the male Anat who was though still worshipped as female regardless because the god possessed androgynous qualities (and not coincidentally the term "Nin" which comprises the name "Nin-urta" is actually more often than not utilized for female goddesses in Sumerian culture; for example "Ninhursag", "Ninisina", "Ninlil" etc. as it usually means "lady" – but in this case the word assumes a neutral meaning and its connotation is given by the context; so since the god is male it’s translated as "lord" – but the androgynous aspect of this deity is still kept intact nonetheless by using "Nin" instead of "En" ("En" being more traditionally used in Sumerian to mean "lord") – and the title thus refers for the concept of "the strength of life" to the strength of life as a life-giver; because Ninurta being associated with water and with the fertilizing effects of water having been the one who brought canals and ditches to Sumer; the meaning of the term thus acquired such connotation.
This deity is also always associated with physical beauty; for example in the case of Dumuzi (the Mesopotamian god of vegetation) who was called "the one with the beautiful eyes" and even in the form of "Ishtaran" (a form of Dumuzi worshipped as the "heavenly serpent") – where there are several references to his "beautiful face". This notion of beauty is once again reinforced and repeated for all other versions of this pagan god as he was called by many different names throughout cultures – for example also in the form of "Joseph" the biblical son of Jacob; who was claimed to be so beautiful that while a slave in Egypt the women could not resist him – or even in the form of Japheth the third son of Noah (who corresponds still to the same character) – where the word "Japheth" is connected to the root meaning "to be beautiful".
Thus the ideals of "strength and beauty" refer to him. (The pagan imagery of this god depicts him joyous and free as he dances through the flower-fields and while bringing the springing of vegetation to the seasons – often times represented with ears of corn or garlands adorning his head; as in the case of his Slavic counterpart "Potrimpo" for example).
Christ furthermore corresponds also to the pagan god Dionysus as mentioned in other posts; and Dionysus had a particular epithet in Rome which later ended up becoming his main name (or one of his many names alongside the more renown "Bacchus") and this particular title was that of "Liber" i.e. "the free one", one who embodies "freedom".
In form of "Ishtaran" Dumuzi was worshipped as "Anu" as well – since they called Ishtaran with the epithet "AN.GAL" i.e. "great Anu"; thus meaning that Dumuzi was so beloved and his cult had risen to such prominence at some point – that some local traditions (smaller ones) worshiped him as God the Creator himself and substituted him in place of Anu or at the very least differentiated him from the main "Anu" by calling him "AN.GAL" – "the great Anu" or "greater Anu". This is why Hermaphroditus/Jesus corresponds also in Phoenician mythology to the one "Uranus" who was said to have been castrated near a fountain-spring – Uranus being the Greek equivalent of the Sumerian "Anu" and this is why he was addressed with the name "Uranus" and worshipped as one of the "Uranuses" (the younger Uranus, because the older Uranus is instead the father of Cronus/Saturn and he’s a much older Uranus).
Given how Dumuzi was worshipped as the male Ishtar and as Attar in Canaanite lands (from whom the name "Ishtar" came from because the name of the goddess "Ishtar" is actually in the masculine gender and the goddess inherited that name from the male god who was called "Attar", "Ashtar" and "Ishtar" himself); one has to take into account that the male god was worshipped as androgynous though – which is why he was later equated with the female goddess Inanna in Mesopotamia and became indistinguishable from her to the point that she also came to be called Ishtar herself. The rosette is the symbol of Venus and of this male god of Venus who corresponds to Christ himself.
But at the same time the rosette is also the symbol of the female Venus as well and of the goddess Inanna (the female form of Ishtar) so the rosette refers to both Ishtars; the male and female one referring to the planet Venus in general.
Now, seeing as to how the figure of the "son of god" was worshipped as "the creator" himself by some more local cultures who idolized him to such degree that they ended up seeing him as the superior god over others – this explains one of the symbologies present on the modern representation of the apparent "pagan god" of the Templars; where he’s depicted with the head of a goat and the five pointed star facing downward. The five pointed star being a symbol of the divine – it represents through the symbology present on the idol the fact that the god in question is not the one who resides in the sky (in which case the five pointed star would have to be pointing upwards instead); but they worshipped on the other hand a creator who was "the creator on earth" thus being "the one below" – so their god was represented by the pointed star facing downwards. (This is for the representations that depict the idol with the star facing down; otherwise in other cases the star is absent altogether).
Now, according to the Atbash ciphering interpretation done on the name "Baphomet" which becomes: "Sophia" – if the interpretation is indeed correct (that Baphomet=Sophia) it would make total sense given how the name of Christ himself was actually "Sophia" and the why that is was explained in this previous post: https://www.reddit.com/EsotericOccult/s/P3ZkDJvXdM – where essentially there was talk on the Christ’s physical appearance and the fact that he was born with androgynous traits. This for example made it so that the character in question also displayed overly-sized pectorals that were rather exposed when compared to the rest of his body and were also rounded and protruding; sometimes even resembling female breasts (and that’s where the symbology of the rooster sticking its chest out and of Christ "with breasts" came from: – the rooster in the act of sticking its chest out: https://i.pinimg.com/originals/81/a6/a5/81a6a5da3c527f3ce0fe1648a7650001.jpg – and the depiction of Christ "with breasts" on the Notre-Dame church: https://gcm.rmnet.be/clients/rmnet/content/medias/christus_750.jpg). This (physical) androgynous nature of the "son of god" was then explained through metaphors and in spiritual terms by Christianity and Gnosticism with the fact that when Sophia incarnated she incarnated as "Jesus Christ".
But – there was also a female-incarnated Sophia; which incarnated as a woman and the figure in question is sometimes identified with the "Thetokos" i.e. "mother of god" Mary – or alternatively substituted by Mary Magdalene the consort of Jesus (being called the "Bride of Christ"). The fact that the Templars were claimed to have worshipped the prophetic head of a female alongside their god refers to the cult of the pagan goddess who corresponded to the Magdalene – where; she was claimed in pagan mythology to have been decapitated or to have been "half-decapitated" (her throat cut significantly to the point of almost detaching her head from her neck) and the goddess in question possessed oracular as well as prophetic gifts. The notion of Magdalene who corresponds to this pagan goddess was addressed in this previous post: https://www.reddit.com/EsotericOccult/s/iHlaRrZnzL. (The head that the Templars held was of course symbolic and not the literal real head. But what was important is what that symbol represented to them – rather than to whom the skull belonged because it was a simple human skull taken from a cadaver).
So essentially the Templars were worshipping both Christ and Magdalene through pagan imagery (Christ being "Sophia" himself and Magdalene being the "female Sophia" who’s the counterpart of the Messiah); something which was not acceptable to the Church – and also because they were worshipping Christ in his real nature as opposed to the heavily filtered and altered version that Christianity gave of him – thus opposing the "official" canon established by the Church altogether.

multiple content warnings, i’m sorry, this will be long, this isn’t even everything and it’s a damn book i am 19. i was 11 when i had to grow up. my parents decided to divorce after months of fighting, letting us know a week before my 12th birthday. you know, the classic divorce story. my dad moved out and my mom started dating people. it moved so fast. we moved to a different area, even though we had just moved into a new house a year earlier, leaving my childhood hometown behind. my mom was trying to pursue school so we were living on student aid and stamps. (i have 3 siblings, so there were 5 of us) i started middle school in that area and was doing pretty well off. then my mom got pretty serious with someone i’m going to call SOB, he doesn’t deserve a name. my mom and SOB were dating for two months before that thing proposed to my mom. we met him once before he was labeled our step dad. my mom sat us down and told us we’d be moving to idaho to be closer to her family. come to find out, the whole reason for going there was because SOB is an ex convict and he couldn’t leave idaho because that’s were his parole was.
we were told at the time that he was framed for kidnapping and he had a whole story crafted to back it up. being a kid and needing my mom, i didn’t ask or dig about it. so we moved to idaho. i started school there and immediately got death threats. i got called a hoe relentlessly for seemingly being pretty. eventually things calmed down and i had friends, but that place was tiny and once people have formed an opinion of you, there’s no changing it, so it was hard to get around.
SOB was awful to my younger brother. we’ll call this brother zayn. zayn has bad adhd and has always struggled with school. he’s one of the smartest people i know, but getting assignments in is not his forte. so as a result he’s never had the highest grades. SOB hated the fact that my brother wasn’t doing great and would literally stand there and scream at him to get his work done. there was one time that i was in my room and i started to hear my brother screaming so immediately i’m upstairs to help him, SOB was literally chasing my brother around our house with a damn bat screaming at him like a demon was coming out. i yelled at him to leave my brother alone and things just got darker after that. me and my brother were scum to him and he ran our house like the hunger games. my other little brother and my older sister were prized jewels, they got everything they wanted and more, and SOB would rub it in our faces. he even gave my dog away, i went days worrying about her and looking because i thought she had ran away, to find out that some other person had my dog now and i wouldn’t ever get her back.
fasting forward a little, SOB violated his parole by going on a trip that wasn’t fully approved and got put back in jail right before christmas. my mom completely threw herself into trying to get him out. me and my sister noticed that my mom hadn’t gotten a single thing to be santa for my brothers, so we scraped up the money we had to get gifts so my brothers wouldn’t lose their christmas spirit seeing that santa didn’t come when things were already so bad as it was. i love that i was able to do this for them, the smiles on their faces, i will never forget that christmas.
after a long time of having a very absent mother, she was able to get SOB out of jail. he came back even worse of a monster then when he left. he sexually assaulted my mom, committed all kinds of fraud, basically stole all of my papa’s retirement money, the list goes on. my mom decided she wanted a divorce and when he found out, he went crazy. he locked all of us out of our house and threw our things on the lawn. it rained, i lost so many things, a one of a kind paper mache venitian mask i had gotten on a trip with my dad to italy included.
it’s 2020 by now and we went on a trip to Texas, to meet the person my dad was dating. on the trip, I very much learned that she was not for my dad. but, all reasoning was in vain. my dad proposed, and we had literally just met her. so that was that my dad was engaged now and focused on trying to move them out to him and getting a new house. my mom decided at that time that she wanted to move too so we had a choice, move to my dads and go back to the area i grew up in, or go with my mom to another ranch town in idaho. i chose my dads. my brothers came with, but my sister stayed with my grandparents where we lived in idaho so she could graduate.
things were fine for a bit. my mom was dating a lot and even got engaged. then she told us about this other guy she had been seeing, who had given her a 500 mile ride home from somewhere. immediately suspicious, especially because she wouldn’t drop a name. come to find out other guy was SOB. SOB proposes to her again and she’s got two engagement rings from two different people. everyone was like, what the actual shit are you doing. my mom was in a very cooky state of mind, broke things off with the other guy, and stayed with SOB. there was a weekend in september that my cousin had something going on so my extended family and everything was all there and we decided there needed to be some kind of intervention. to keep things short, it didn’t go well. my mom ended up leaving and she told me and my sister that she didn’t want to be our mom anymore. found out through facebook a couple days later that my mom and SOB were married.
then came the everlasting fun of a custody battle. my step mom had gotten into my dads head saying he needed to take full custody. now i wasn’t the biggest fan of my mom at the time, but that didn’t mean i never wanted to see her. my parents hated each other. there were a few times in exchanges that the cops ended up being called.
for a while my dad had pretty bad anger issues. low blood sugar, overstimulation, bad smells, anything could set him off. i just so happened to have a very large target on my back so i got the brunt of everything. i wouldn’t let him yell at my brothers and this resulted in me getting the lashings, but i would do it all again if that meant protecting my brothers. he wasn’t angry all the time, there were a lot of good days, but it was definitely pretty tortuous for a while. a lot of the problem, which i knew would happen to begin with, was my step mom. she is one of the laziest people i’ve ever known, which is the complete opposite of my dad. my dad likes to do things, he’s always active. so he was frustrated because he would want to do things with his wife there, and she would almost always refuse, so she could have a quiet day in bed. my step mom had also convinced herself that i was stealing from her. she ransacked my room multiple times, to no avail. she took my car keys ‘until she could prove i was taking things from her’ and i only got them back because they were sick of giving me rides places. she actually ended up stealing some of my things trying to claim they were hers, so she hid them and i haven’t seen them since.
so yeah i got yelled at a lot, accused of being a thief, and my relationship with my mom was shit + the joys of high school. i have been doing musical theater my whole life. when i first got to my new high school i was so excited because, although i wasn’t able to audition for the productions companies that year, the teacher told me i was a shoe in for the next year. she ended up leaving and we got a new teacher, if you can even call her that. so it’s my junior year, the first year with her, and it wasn’t bad, i got some good parts and did really well. i ended up getting nominated for an award for one of my performances and it was at this time, i don’t know what happened, but she did not like me anymore. she told me that she accepted the nomination for me, but i found out not too long later that she never accepted it and i was in favor to win so the judges were very puzzled by it. she accepted my friends nominations and kinda rubbed it in my face that i never got anything back. like’ awe are you sad because you didn’t hear anything from the judges? well so and so over here did😈’
the summer after that year i cut my hair pretty short. i wouldn’t say i’m not ‘girly’ but i definitely have a more masculine ‘bro’ persona comparatively. so now it’s my senior year, it matters a lot more at this point to try for good parts because it’s my last run. to keep it simple, my teacher wouldn’t cast me because i was too masculine, not even as a guy ?? idk make it make sense. i got one part my entire senior year, and i know it’s not because i’m bad. but i wrote and produced my own show that ended up being 100x the quality of the shows she produced, so i did get redemption. long story short, it really sucks to watch the peers your just as good as continue to succeed, while you get kicked out of the room for being distracting when you haven’t said a word. the reason they didn’t like me ? i’m good at improv, i kid you not i was told i was too creative and it bothered them. i know my presence scared the teachers there because i’m not a classic conformist theater kid that does anything and everything the teacher says.
anyways, so after years of trying to rekindle a relationship with my mom, fighting with an ass teacher and getting yelled at almost daily, a lot of worth questioning, and a flurry of weed later, i graduated.
both of my brothers in this time attempted to end their lives and were in facilities for a bit. i decided at that time to move in with my mom to hopefully help our relationship. it did a lot. me and my mom are best friends now. but it hasn’t been because of nothing. SOB had become the most controlling narcissistic asshole and my mom was just acting having any feelings for him so he wouldn’t take everything away from her. he monitored everything my mom did. he hit my mom in an intimate moment, and almost beat zayn, but i covered him and ended up slicing my arm open on our fireplace, once again i would do this 100 times over to protect my brother. i decided i wanted to dig everything up on him that i could. what i found was mortifying. i won’t go into too much detail, but there were a lot of charges, multiple of them being SA of a child. i vowed at that moment that i would do anything it takes to get him back behind bars. he’s actively on the offender list and he works across the street from a preschool, not on my fukin watch ass hat.
i will never forget the true terror on my moms face that that man caused. it got to the point where my mom would get really scared if she started crying because she knew he’d freak out at her if he noticed. i came back to my locked room, that i have the only key to, with holes in my walls in weird places, and in my bathroom too. a couple days before, my brother found a camera in his room, so i knew what it was and that SOB was spying on me. i taped them all up and came to stay at my bfs house and have been here since. after months of his treacherous cycle my mom had enough and left to a safe house, she’s there now. the divorce is going though but from some reason the stupid system denied my mom a protective order against him. he has full access to our house and things right now, and he’s trying to make 90,000 so he can baile his way out of the insurance fraud case against him that could get him back in jail in june. i’m so worried he’s selling my things because he so would. everything i have left is in that house and it’s all at his whim now.
when i moved in with my mom, i started a job at a fancy high end restaurant because i knew it would be good money. i’ve had problems with this my entire life, but ever since starting my job there, i have experienced countless creeps who have sexualized me in more ways then i thought possible. it’s made me feel so worthless. it’s people i work with and people who come in. drunk guys from the bar are the worst, and they’re all filthy rich so they don’t care about a thing in the world. i need to quit but i don’t know where else to go
my dad has now decided as of like two weeks ago, that he will be moving to florida. i never anticipated him moving across the country and leaving the last place i could call home. he also started therapy a couple months ago and his anger issues are pretty much nonexistent at this point. so i got my dad back but now he’s leaving again. i always hoped that as i got older, my family would always be pretty close, close enough that i could seem them once a week if i wanted. it’s really killing me because i was so close to that, to getting my family back. my sister has been in france the last couple years and she’s coming back in a couple weeks. my dad will be moving almost immediately after. we finally got to a point where my mom is free, my dad is happy, we’re all healing, and now my family will be broken up more then ever before by distance. my parents don’t hate each other anymore, my sister is coming home, we would all be able to spend time together again, never more.
so i’m at this point now, where i’ve been fighting for my family, taking every hit with hope in my heart for something i was so close to having, for 7 years i’ve been hoping. and just like that, the light at the end of this very long, cold and dark tunnel fades, and i’m left once again, in the cold dark nothingness that is hoping for a better day, that will never come.
so i’m left questioning, is overcoming another mountain worth it if there’s a whole range of painful climbing ahead of me? i’m so tired, my whole body hurts every day, my mind and soul are toiled with the pain of my lifetime, everyone in my family is moving on with their own paths and it’s only a matter of time before i’m only hearing from them every once in a while. i don’t want to do life, the world is so messed up right now and i don’t see it getting better. there’s too much pain and i can’t handle it. nothing seems worth hoping let alone living for anymore. i bid you adieu and wish you all the best 💗

Yesterday I made a post about asking what cleaning games are out there. Since a few people seemed interested in this type of games too, I thought I would post again with a list of games that I either played or got recommended in my previous post. Feel free to comment more games if you think of any!
Organizing:
Wilmot's warehouse - organizing a warehouse full of products
A little to the left - organizing random items according to sizes, patterns, etc
Unpacking - you unpack boxes after moving and follow the story of the main character through their items, pixelated
Inbento - you organize bento boxes
Cats organized neatly - you organize cats lol
Supermarket simulator - you run a supermarket and have to stock shelves, didn't really hit the spot for me though
Cleaning: Powerwash simulator - you powerwash buildings, vehicles, etc, as stupid as it sounds, is genuinely one of my favorite games ever lol
Loddlenaut - you clean up underwater, feed fish, etc
Werecleaner - free game about being a werewolf cleaner who has to avoid being caught while he works night shifts, very short and you gotta be stealthy but it's still fun
Viscera cleanup detail - you're a space station janitor who cleans up after these sci-fi/horror events
Lawnmower simulator - a little different type of cleaning but still satisfying
House flipper 1 - you clean/paint/renovate and decorate houses, so many DLCs, workshop items
House flipper 2 - has better gameplay mechanics than the first one in my opinion but there is a lack of furniture and decorations for now, it just came out a few months ago, I would recommend playing the first game first
WW2 renovator - you renovate areas in England destroyed during WW2
Tran station renovation - you clean, recycle trash and decorate train stations
Hotel renovator - you renovate and decorate hotel rooms
Arcade paradise - you run an arcade and a laundromat at the same time, has cleaning elements but it didn't really hit that spot for me
Other satisfying games that kind of scratch the itch in one way or another:
Doronko Wanko - you play as a dog and try to get everything as messy as possible
Hardspace: shipbreake Ship graveyard simulator - you disassemble starships/ships and sell the parts for profit, VERY relaxing.
No place like home - game about sucking up trash and destroying rocks to clean up the land, it's great but a little repetitive
House builder - it's more about building houses from scratch rather than cleaning but it also scratched the itch for me in a way.
Katamari damacy reroll - you roll a ball around and get things stuck to it, making the ball bigger, very fun to play, has a sequel too.
Luigi's mansion 3 - a little different but you have a vacuum you can use to suck up everything around you
Donut county - you control a sinkhole that goes around town and swallows things, making it bigger
Haven't played:
Barn Finders
Fresh Start
The Gunk
Island Saver
House Cleaning Survival
Mess Quest
Super Mario Sunshine
Hasn't come out:
Crime Scene Cleaner
Spilled
Monster Mop Up
Pixel Washer
Hope this helps. Enjoy having no life from now on. It's worth it. Speaking from experience lol

Hello, it's past 2:30 and I cannot stop thinking:(
My boyfriend and I have been together for 2 years. Our relationship may not be perfect but he and I are really faithful with each other.
Now, what I'm telling you is what I've seen in his imessage exactly 1 week after that 'thing'.
One night, I was busy doing school works and haven't sent him a message for more than an hour. That's why I don't have any knowledge that he came to his friends house alone just to get his assignment (he asked his friend, which is a girl, to make him a painting since he do not have any talent to do that). I thought that he already cut ties to this friend of him because they have had 'something' in the past and he knows I am jealous of her for that. The girl and I are not in good terms because she was jealous of me too (she likes my boyfriend years ago). But he still came to her house without my knowledge.
He's been there probably for an hour or less. He messaged me right after he came home and cheered me up (cause he knows I'm really tired of school works).
He never done this before. He used to tell me whenever he's going somewhere. Even if he'll be gone out of house for just minutes to buy something, he'd tell me. So I am really hurt to know he go to his friends house, without my knowledge. Don't get me wrong, I trust my partner won't do sexual things with others so let's get out of that thing here. But I am just here, hurt, overthinking, why would he hide that thing to me? Am I just overreacting? Am I being childish?

Yesterday I made a post about asking what cleaning games are out there. Since a few people seemed interested in this type of games too, I thought I would post again with a list of games that I either played or got recommended in my previous post. Feel free to comment more games if you think of any!
Organizing:
Wilmot's warehouse - organizing a warehouse full of products
A little to the left - organizing random items according to sizes, patterns, etc
Unpacking - you unpack boxes after moving and follow the story of the main character through their items, pixelated
Inbento - you organize bento boxes
Cats organized neatly - you organize cats lol
Supermarket simulator - you run a supermarket and have to stock shelves, didn't really hit the spot for me though
Cleaning: Powerwash simulator - you powerwash buildings, vehicles, etc, as stupid as it sounds, is genuinely one of my favorite games ever lol
Loddlenaut - you clean up underwater, feed fish, etc
Werecleaner - free game about being a werewolf cleaner who has to avoid being caught while he works night shifts, very short and you gotta be stealthy but it's still fun
Viscera cleanup detail - you're a space station janitor who cleans up after these sci-fi/horror events
Lawnmower simulator - a little different type of cleaning but still satisfying
House flipper 1 - you clean/paint/renovate and decorate houses, so many DLCs, workshop items
House flipper 2 - has better gameplay mechanics than the first one in my opinion but there is a lack of furniture and decorations for now, it just came out a few months ago, I would recommend playing the first game first
WW2 renovator - you renovate areas in England destroyed during WW2
Tran station renovation - you clean, recycle trash and decorate train stations
Hotel renovator - you renovate and decorate hotel rooms
Arcade paradise - you run an arcade and a laundromat at the same time, has cleaning elements but it didn't really hit that spot for me
Other satisfying games that kind of scratch the itch in one way or another:
Doronko Wanko - you play as a dog and try to get everything as messy as possible
Hardspace: shipbreake Ship graveyard simulator - you disassemble starships/ships and sell the parts for profit, VERY relaxing.
No place like home - game about sucking up trash and destroying rocks to clean up the land, it's great but a little repetitive
House builder - it's more about building houses from scratch rather than cleaning but it also scratched the itch for me in a way.
Katamari damacy reroll - you roll a ball around and get things stuck to it, making the ball bigger, very fun to play, has a sequel too.
Luigi's mansion 3 - a little different but you have a vacuum you can use to suck up everything around you
Donut county - you control a sinkhole that goes around town and swallows things, making it bigger
Haven't played:
Barn Finders
Fresh Start
The Gunk
Island Saver
House Cleaning Survival
Mess Quest
Super Mario Sunshine
Hasn't come out:
Crime Scene Cleaner
Spilled
Monster Mop Up
Pixel Washer
Hope this helps. Enjoy having no life from now on. It's worth it. Speaking from experience lol

Folks, Brazil needs your help!
I come here today asking for your help. The State I live in Brazil (Rio Grande do Sul) is going through the biggest flood in its history.
So far, 446 out of 497 cities in the region were affected by this tragic event. So far, we have over 50.000 people in refugee camps, 500.000 people without homes, and over 1.7 million people affected. Not to mention the death toll and missing people. In addition, the whole State is destroyed, with many cities cut off and stranded. Roads are gone, bridges fell... The international airport is closed off until September. Logistics and infrastructure will be heavily affect, so will the economy.
Right now, the people of our State could really use any help possible, so I'm using my reach through CZRPG to run a Charity Bundle in hope to any amount of money to help all the displaced people who lost everything. Can you imagine losing all your furniture, clothes, or even your house?? Many people are grateful simply for being alive. Must be devastating.
Below are some links for your reference:
https://www.bbc.com/news/articles/c0w03627kq4o
https://www.nytimes.com/2024/05/02/world/americas/brazil-rain-floods.html?smid=url-share
The funds of this bundle will be used to help flood victims who lost everything. There are several local donation campaigns going on, from the Government to private organizations. Specifically for this charity, the funds will go to ACNUR:
https://doar.acnur.org/page/ACNURBdoe/enchentes-no-sul-do-brasil
This Bundle counts with 22 TTRPG products of all types, with a total amount of $ 164, which you can get for $ 20.
If you feel like helping out through this TTRPG Charity Bundle, that would be much appreciated.
https://legacy.drivethrurpg.com/product/480569/Rio-Grande-Flood-Charity-BUNDLE?affiliate_id=1011135&src=czreddit

So not 100% an Iowa issue. I live in Florida with my wife and kids. Before we moved there from Iowa, I got another woman pregnant (long story). She cut off all contact with me and threatened to get a NC order citing harassment and domestic abuse if I tried to contact her (Abuse would have been a straight lie, and I don't know that asking once per week for an update on our child counts as harassment). But now she's after Child Support, I know that technically I'm responsible but hear me out....
This woman lied and manipulated me, as well as abusing me. I've also seen how she uses her other kids as a weapon against her ex-husband. She refuses to have a job and has a 3 year plan to have at least 3 more children, and does not intend to have a long term relationship in the future. She says that by her calculations she expects at least 35K per year from me and she has no intention of ever allowing me any sort of visitation. (Note: I already requested a paternity test)
In Florida, I was told my wife could take me to court for child support even though we're still together. She is considering doing this to protect our finances. We have 4 kids (19, 17, 15, 14) but by the time I get to court I will technically only have 2 minors, and friends in Iowa have advised me that if I don't have a CS order for my other children they may not be counted as credits to lower the order for the new child. Since I make double what my wife does, if this other woman does get a third of my income we will loose our house. So if my wife does put me on child support in Florida, will that limit what this other woman can take from us? I'm not trying to dodge CS, I'll put the child on my health insurance no problem, but I do not want to end up paying some woman who targeted me for a fat CS paycheck more than a minimum wage salary. She chose to knowingly be living in poverty and bring another child she could not afford to care for into this world without my consent. I need to protect the people I love, and that actually love me back.

Folks, Brazil needs your help!
I come here today asking for your help. The State I live in Brazil (Rio Grande do Sul) is going through the biggest flood in its history.
So far, 446 out of 497 cities in the region were affected by this tragic event. So far, we have over 50.000 people in refugee camps, 500.000 people without homes, and over 1.7 million people affected. Not to mention the death toll and missing people. In addition, the whole State is destroyed, with many cities cut off and stranded. Roads are gone, bridges fell... The international airport is closed off until September. Logistics and infrastructure will be heavily affect, so will the economy.
Right now, the people of our State could really use any help possible, so I'm using my reach through CZRPG to run a Charity Bundle in hope to any amount of money to help all the displaced people who lost everything. Can you imagine losing all your furniture, clothes, or even your house?? Many people are grateful simply for being alive. Must be devastating.
Below are some links for your reference:
https://www.bbc.com/news/articles/c0w03627kq4ohttps://www.nytimes.com/2024/05/02/world/americas/brazil-rain-floods.html?smid=url-share
The funds of this bundle will be used to help flood victims who lost everything. There are several local donation campaigns going on, from the Government to private organizations. Specifically for this charity, the funds will go to ACNUR:
https://doar.acnur.org/page/ACNURBdoe/enchentes-no-sul-do-brasil
This Bundle counts with 22 TTRPG products of all types, with a total amount of $ 164, which you can get for $ 20.
If you feel like helping out through this TTRPG Charity Bundle, that would be much appreciated.
https://legacy.drivethrurpg.com/product/480569/Rio-Grande-Flood-Charity-BUNDLE

I have been seeing a guy for two months now. We went on two dates, but he never called a “date”. We went on a beer and a dinner. The third time, he invited me to his house, but in a weird way, he said that I am organizing a gathering, something like that. I thought there will be other people but there wasn’t. It’s only two of us. I don’t mind because I liked him already and we slept together that night. I thought that it could be my only chance to be with him. I didn’t have any further expectations other than that. After that night, we continued to talk each other, and spent two more nights together. I felt like we had a connection but he acted weirdly, and I always hesitate and don’t know how he feels about me. There is this pattern, he usually reaches me out in weekdays, and in the weekend he disappears. Sometimes hot and sometimes cold, inconsistent communication between us. And I saw that in instagram, he constantly adds new girls. When I pull myself back, he seems like he is interested but when I show some interest, he acts distant. So I don’t know what to do with that. I have feelings and I couldn’t cut the communication off. Any suggestions what would you do with that?

One day, in the folds of time, a person was born in the city of Marrakesh. They all had many brothers, and they were poor and their condition was miserable and extremely poor. This person, whose name was Ibrahim, worked the entire summer to buy school supplies for the next year, and if his shoes were torn, Or he sewed his clothes, but he had no shoes, so his clothes were worn out and old. Ibrahim’s father was in the service, so he was absent from the house, not being with his family much. Days passed and Ibrahim grew up, so his father gave him two choices: either to go to the Education Academy to study and graduate as a professor, or to enter the service. The military, and this choice was not recommended by the father, Ibrahim, because he did not want his son to go through a difficult experience like him, but Ibrahim had an opinion and was very stubborn, so he chose military service, so he went, and after a few years he graduated with the rank of colonel, and at that time his mother proposed to him, a girl from the neighborhood in which he They lived in it, and at that time he married a son, and after that she became pregnant and they had a son, a male, and they named him Muhammad, and from here our story will begin. Muhammad was an ordinary child, and he studied well and excelled in his studies. He always went to the mosque in order to memorize the Qur’an, and he was not an honest, trustworthy child with good morals. He respected people and never insulted anyone. He was a pure and pure child. As the years passed, Muhammad grew up and took the baccalaureate degree. And all these years, Muhammad was influenced by the Islamic conquests and the personality of the Prophet Muhammad, may God bless him and grant him peace, and the Companions, may God be pleased with them, especially Omar ibn Al-Khattab and Ali bin Abi Talib, so he devoted himself to reading the biography of the Prophet and watching videos whose topics were Islam. The important thing is that we go back and said that Muhammad reached the age of 18 and did not find in Morocco job opportunities or even a good position, so he decided to immigrate to America like other young people, so he was registered in the American lottery and after a few months had passed. Acceptance came to him, and he was very happy because he would find a decent living and a decent life. But in reality, there is something else. The important thing is that Muhammad collected all the documents he would need and applied for the visa. Before and after that, he collected his beliefs and booked the plane ticket. On the night of the flight, he was so excited that he did not sleep a lot, and in the morning. He went to the airport, his parents said goodbye to him, and he went to the plane, and after hours he found himself in America, and the reality was something else. There were many racists, and they always insulted him with the name Muhammad because he idolized the Prophet Muhammad, may God bless him and grant him peace, and they even called the Messenger lustful, and he married Aisha for 6 years. And God forbid, as they curse the honorable companions, may God be pleased with them. The important thing is that Muhammad completed his studies in America and obtained several certificates, so he submitted his application to enter the police because he had just obtained American citizenship. The important thing is that he submitted his application and they approved it, so he took the written and physical test and passed it, so he passed them, and now Muhammad has become An official policeman for the state of Chicago, Muhammad was sincere in his work and dedicated to it. He always did not accept bribery and punished criminals severely. Years passed and Muhammad rose in his position and became in the anti-gang department. He became the one carrying out executions and began killing and exterminating everyone. Killer gangs because the state gives him the decision to kill them because they incite fear in people, kill them, and rape their daughters. Muhammad killed, or rather executed, thousands of people, and he exterminated hundreds of gangs from existence, and all the criminals feared him and were afraid to even mention his important name. Hours passed, and one day of the daysOne day, Muhammad found a volume containing the story of the revolution and the Soviet Union. He read it all and was influenced by revolutionary thought. He began to imagine himself as the king of the world, and he was one of the most supportive of the Palestinian cause. They always sent thousands of dollars to Palestinian associations, and Muhammad was stable even though he was stable. In America, but he hates its corrupt regime and the racism towards foreigners that is abundant in it, so Muhammad decided to go to Russia in order to settle there and submitted his application to Russian intelligence and gave up his service in America, but he still possessed American citizenship. The important thing is that Muhammad worked in Russian intelligence and began every day. It is getting more and more popular and everyone loves it until one day there was a parade for President Vladimir Putin And then Muhammad met President Putin, and Putin liked Muhammad’s personality and the way he treated and respected him, so he decided to hire him as his bodyguard, and Muhammad was very happy with this news. The next day, he started working with the president, and he accompanied him wherever he went. The president was subjected to a series of assassination attempts, and Muhammad was always He was his savior. Meanwhile, Muhammad became a loyal friend of Putin and became Vice President. One day, Putin became seriously ill, and when he was on his deathbed, he said goodbye to Muhammad. Muhammad was very affected by his death, but he moved forward and now he has become the President of the Republic of Russia, so it began. His ambitions to reshape the Soviet Union, so he began to forcefully occupy the countries that were on his side. He did not kill innocent people or women. He implemented the commandments of the Prophet Muhammad, may God bless him and grant him peace, to the letter. At this time, America began to threaten Muhammad that it would occupy Russia and destroy it. Muhammad was aware of this matter and was He planned in advance, as he intended to obey America and eliminate it, and the opportunity came to him. He restored the Soviet Union a hundred times stronger and stronger than it was during the era of Stalin and the other leaders. He only developed the nuclear arsenal and developed advanced weapons, and at this time Muhammad brought his father because He had experience in the army and gave him the position of first commander of the army staff, so his father trained the armyHis father was very strict, and he trained the soldiers very hard, and this would benefit them later. Muhammad also gave his grandfather the position of the chief president of all the central banks in the Soviet Union. He was the state’s accountant. All of the revenues of the Soviet Union passed through Muhammad’s grandfather. He also gave his great uncle the position of governor. He was in charge of all the car factories in the country, so he was in charge of all the car factories and all the companies. He was the president of them and the first factory because he had experience. He also entrusted him with the tasks of building power plants and manufacturing high-precision surveillance cameras. Muhammad gave his middle uncle the position of president of the iron and aluminum mining companies. All types of metal. He also gave his younger uncle the head of the taxi unions, as he is responsible for companies and all taxis and driving licenses for taxis, as well as their taxes. Muhammad also gave his younger uncle the position of head of the Ministry of Education and responsible for all schools in the country, as well as the head of the professors’ body. As he is responsible for the education and study sector, Muhammad also gave his great uncle the position of head of the body of lawyers, judges and courts in the state because his great uncle had more than 20 years of experience in the field. Muhammad also gave his other grandfather the position of head of arms manufacturing and export companies because his grandfather also had In military service, he had a lot of experience in questions, because this is all his specialty in politics Thanks to these positions that he gave to some members of his family, each of whom had great experience in the field in which he specialized, which helped the Soviet Union develop greatly and become stronger and stronger. At that time, Muhammad consulted his Soviet advisors and his father in his capacity as Supreme Commander. And the highest ranks of the army, intelligence, and security in the country. Ibrahim, Muhammad’s father, was the second most important authority in the country after his son Muhammad. The important thing is that after the long Shura period, Muhammad took the appropriate decision, so he bombed Washington, D.C., with a large nuclear bomb, which led to the erasure of Washington from the map and the destruction of the White House, so America rose. He responded with a nuclear missile, but Ibrahim, Muhammad's father, was able to dismantle it, repel it, and turn it towards America. From here, a fierce battle began between the Soviet Union and the United States of America. In the end, the Soviet Union was able to overthrow and eliminate America. It also occupied Canada and South America and brought it back. Alaska to Soviet ruleThe Soviet Union seized all the wealth of North and South America, and even Canada, and annexed them to the Soviet Union. Muhammad rebuilt America on the Soviet system, and even Canada and Brazil. The power of the Soviet Union increased 1,000 times, and the Soviet Union became the most powerful country in the world. Muhammad’s ambitions increased, so he occupied North Korea. He eliminated President Kim Jong-un and also occupied South Korea, Japan, and China. The thing that distinguished Muhammad was not killing innocent people. He only killed those participating in the war, and when he occupied the country, he rebuilt it and employed its citizens with a better salary than they had been, so everyone saluted him. There were also those who hated him, but they were very few. The important thing is that the Soviet Union became from the Republic of Russia to the most powerful country in history. Muhammad also liberated Palestine and gathered all the lions of the world and burned them, slaughtered them, and exterminated them from the globe. Only Muhammad eliminated all the Jews and it was Palestine. It was filled with ululations and joy at her liberation, and all the people were chanting the name Muhammad Muhammad and calling him Muhammad the Savior. Meanwhile, the grandfather of the first and second Muhammad died of old age, so Muhammad became very sad for them. At the funeral, someone poisoned Muhammad’s food with the most severe type of poison, and when he ate it, he choked and died. He almost died, but when he came out of the coma, the doctor told him while he was crying, “The poison has spread through your body, my lord Muhammad. You have only a few days left of your life.” Muhammad began to cry, but he was patient. Then Muhammad made his farewell conference in which he gave a speech and advised the people. When he dies, the rule will pass to his father, and when his father dies, it will pass to his great uncle, and this sequence will remainAfter a few days, Muhammad died and was buried in a grave of gold and diamonds. He became the most important figure in the world, so people began to visit him from all parts of the Soviet Union and even from the Arab countries. Millions of people visited him daily. As for him, when he died, power passed to him and he ruled with justice. Here the story of Muhammad has ended and has been folded between the pages of the past I forgot to mention that Muhammad was fighting with the soldiers, but he was covering his face with a mask so that the opponents would not recognize him and focus on him to kill him. If the president was killed, the Soviet Union would collapse. Muhammad was fighting with the soldiers and killing a lot of the enemy. He and his father were fighting, even though his father He was old, but he was stronger than Muhammad himself. Muhammad’s father was fighting 10 soldiers at the same time and killing them. Muhammad also occupied France, demolished the Eiffel Tower, and occupied almost all of Europe. Muhammad donated billions of dollars to Palestine until Palestine became very advanced and became a more ornate city. Muhammad also occupied Iran and exterminated the extremist Shiites. The one who poisoned Muhammad was a black man from Ethiopia, and the soldiers shot him dead when Muhammad died.Also, Muhammad could also have eliminated Morocco and wiped it from the map, but Muhammad did not want to do that out of respect for the Almoravids, Almohads, and Idrisids. When Muhammad died, power passed to his father and he began to rule the world. Muhammad’s tomb, built of pure gold and all precious stones, became a place of pilgrimage for millions of people every day, to the point that airports were filled with people and thousands of people were lining up in queues to obtain a visa. There were also thousands of people in the street chanting the name of Muhammad the Leader. The great and even they are queuing up to go to the Soviet capital, as there are people from far away places in the world such as Australia who go to the Soviet capital to visit the grave of Muhammad, and he was the most important and holiest person in the world after the Prophet Muhammad. And his companions, I am talking about his military clothes and weapons, all of them were sold for millions of dollars to Arab museums. As for the Soviet museums, they contain Muhammad’s necklace and his favorite weapon, and even the Soviet museum is crowded with people every day just to see its antiquities. Mohammed. Everyone loved him, so Muhammad became the second legend that history will not repeat. The first legend is the Prophet MuhammadWhen Muhammad died, they wrapped him in very advanced materials to prevent his body from decomposing. Muhammad's body did not decompose, but remained as it was. One of the materials used to preserve Muhammad's body was formalin, so Muhammad's body remained intact throughout the years.There are also some very wealthy Arabs who wanted to move Muhammad’s grave from the Soviet Union to Mecca in order to increase the state’s economy, but the entire world, billions of people, categorically refused, whether from within the Soviet Union or from outside it, and they wanted to buy his body for billions of dollars, but the entire world categorically refused. A wave of anger has erupted against Saudi Arabia because of this, because a person like Muhammad cannot be violated and his grave opened When Muhammad's father, Ibrahim, assumed power, and due to his old age, he was 61 years old. He found many difficulties because he found himself facing a great challenge in front of him, ruling millions of people. The Soviet Union, during Muhammad's era, was at the height of its power. He had sat on the throne of the most powerful country in history. Only the area of the Soviet Union was estimated at 400 million kilometers, so Ibrahim had to make a lot of effort, and in some of the Union’s colonies, some civil wars broke out between supporters of Muhammad and his supporters and among those who hated him, as most of those who hated Muhammad were from Central Europe, from the Greek islands and elsewhere. Next to it was the leader of the movement named Johann Gospiel. The latter sought revenge on Muhammad’s followers, and they all wanted to kill Ibrahim and destroy the Soviet Union. He was very hateful, and events will show you why the latter was so hateful of Muhammad and the main family. We will go back in time a little to when Muhammad committed mischief. America and occupied North and South Korea. His ambitions began in Europe, and he started with Italy, so he overthrew it, even though he respected Mussolini, the Italian fascist leader, but Muhammad’s ambitions were to occupy all of Europe, so he occupied Italy, eliminated its leader, and demolished all the ancient Roman idols and gods, and when he headed to occupy the Vatican. Muhammad remembered the words of the Prophet Muhammad, may God bless him and grant him peace, at the sign of the Hour, that in the Vatican there is the staff of Moses and the Thapoth of the Covenant, according to what the commentators and hadith scholars say, so Muhammad retreated.With his army, he went to occupy Greece and wanted to destroy Athens. He met the other army, headed by Johann Gaspiel's brother, called Nicholas Gaspiel. The two armies faced each other. Nicholas' army consisted of 45,000 tanks, a fleet of planes, and 980,000 soldiers, while Muhammad had 60,000 tanks. 2 million soldiers, and the two armies faced each other at the famous Evros River in Greece. The war began, and it was so bloody that the Evros River was filled to the brim with corpses and its color became red with blood. Muhammad was killing the enemies, and his father Ibrahim was also fighting, as he was 51 years old and he was very strong. Stronger than Muhammad himself. The important thing was that Muhammad was fighting. He tore off his mask. Nicholas the commander saw him and said: Here you are, Muhammad. I swear to Zeus, Poseidon, and Athena that you will not survive today. Medusa's curse will fall on you. Today I will hang your head before the gods. Muhammad did not answer him verbally, so his response was to arrest him, cut off his head, and hang his body on a treeThey continued fighting for several hours, and Muhammad was able to eliminate the entire army and occupied Greece at five in the morning. He prayed dawn in the city and began his entry with the soldiers. 200,000 soldiers had died in the war. Muhammad made a broadcast on television and consoled all the families and gave them a salary. For life and huge sums of money. The important thing is that Muhammad passed by the fields and saw some peasants. When they saw him, one of them called out and said, “Where is Muhammad?” Muhammad said to him, “Here is Muhammad.” The man came to him and hugged him and said, “O Muhammad, we have been saved from a tyrant who was torturing us and making our lives miserable.” Nicholas Gaspiel) and gave Muhammad some apples and lemons, so Muhammad bought 300 cows from him and the soldiers slaughtered them, so they ate until their stomachs were full and they slept that night while Muhammad was standing praying. This is just going back in time to explain to you why Johann Gaspial hates Muhammad.Johann Gaspel was telling his experience when he saw Muhammad and saying when Muhammad conquered all of Greece, and the people were chanting his name. I said that Muhammad was not killing ordinary citizens and women because he was carrying out the orders of the Prophet Muhammad and his law of war. Johan Gaspel was 12 years old. He said: “I saw large crowds chanting the name of Muhammad, then I was looking out the window, and suddenly I saw Muhammad passing in front of me and hundreds of thousands of people.” Behind him were hundreds of thousands of soldiers armed with the most modern weapons in the world. He said that Muhammad was strong, broad-chested, not more than 180 centimeters tall, and had a black beard, black hair, and brown eyes. Dark brown, and when Johann saw him, he felt an unusual tremor and said that Muhammad was a person that everyone feared
This is a fictional story written by me. Give me your opinion in the comments

It's amazing how the city will take forever to do something you actually need - and then do something when you don't actually need them to.
Yesterday evening around 6 or 7 I cut down some trees in my backyard, as I'm planning on gardening. After using the chainsaw (which I am admittedly not used to using) my arms were in no shape to keep pruning and stuff, so I was going to wait until today to finish. I'd planned on using said trees to make a trellis, and use it to make raised garden beds, etc. They weren't huge old trees or anything, but definitely more than several years old, so a few inches around the trunk area. I stacked them next to my fence on the side of my house, planning to use them today.
So of course when I go outside to continue working, they're all gone XD I called the streets department and they said normally they need a call to come pick up stuff like that, but maybe they were already in the area and just assumed it was waste to be picked up.
I'm just glad I didn't actually pay anything, and already found a source of free wood logs in the area. But I tell you what, I had only just found the ENERGY to go outside to do this today...Like, I seriously didn't want to get out of bed. And that's when I had the brilliant idea to use the thin tree parts to create a teepee-like shape of a trellis for the morning glory seedlings I had, to grow up on. Like damn, not even a day later...

Mo

By Copious Garlic Bread (not putting my irl name here for privacy)
Era 0
Suicide Mo
In the second floor of a 5-story apartment complex lay the utterly fucked body of a man that looked, somewhat comically, identical to Richard Nixon. Mind you this wasn’t Richard Nixon at all but rather some man who happened to look a lot like him. This is not a form of symbolism, I just thought I might mention it.
Non-Nixon’s head was, for all intents and purposes, not present. It may be strange to give someone the attribute of Nixon-like if you can’t even see their face but the police has identified the man, and back in the times when he was alive and had a face he did indeed, look like Richard Nixon.
Non-Nixon killed himself approximately 2 weeks ago give or take, with the help of a 12 gauge. It’s doubtful he experienced pain for long before the lights went out. However I wouldn’t know this because I haven’t killed myself yet, pretty apparent by me writing this manuscript you fucking shithead. While the police took like 30 minutes to get there and found his ID almost immediately, a little DNA testing doesn’t hurt. Very quickly, the case was ruled out as a suicide. They had been correct.
Non-Nixon’s brains were splattered across several corners of the room. One of the strandules kinda looked like a weiner which made one of the blaséd crime scene cleaners have a hearty little giggle. The landchad that owned the complex wasn’t too happy about the holes in the ceiling.
In the second floor of a 5-story apartment complex, at around 9:08 PM EDT, Non-Nixon shot himself in the head with a 12 gauge shotgun because life wasn’t going quite well. No-one really cared but the people that lived in the apartment complex bought him some plastic flowers and someone put a cross at his door and another even laminated a google slide memorial for him to tape at his door which was promptly taken down once the landlord figured out all the shit he caused with the lease. Non-Nixon did not have any living family or friends, and no real funeral was held.
In the second floor of a 5-story apartment complex, at around 9:08 PM EDT, Non-Nixon shot himself in the head with a 12 gauge shotgun because life wasn’t going quite well. As his head was split apart like sticky, undercooked pancake batter in a pan, his synapses fired one last time, trying to make sense of things that couldn’t be made sense of. Frequently-traveled thought patterns struggled to make a whole cohesive thought when they were flying towards shitty drywall at mach 10. Despite this, Non-Nixon birthed a brief existence before the lights went out. An entire universe emerged and died, because that's the only thing that he could make sense of in the fleeting moments of hyperawareness.
When Non-Nixon killed himself, it, for a brief place in time, rented out the throne of God.
Era 1
Birth
𒀭 (Diĝir) was taking a ridiculously fat fucking piss in the innerwall northwesteast bathroom. He was actually pretty surprised that the stream didn’t cut through the porcelain like a cheese wire through a malleable butter. Needless to say the little urinal sponge did not survive the offensive.
𒀭 walked out. 𒀭 did not wash his hands, the dirty fucking animal. Not like he could even if he wanted to, the plumbing was shitted to 3 weeks from Sunday, not enough funding was going into building upkeep.
𒀭 arrived to class. It’s his first day here so as per usual in the life experience of all, traversing an unknown campus tends to take up time people generally do not have.
𒀭 reached out his hand to open the door, but it opened before him. This is because he was going to open the door anyways, so the door didn’t see why it should bother waiting for him, especially given his tardiness.
As the door opened and 𒀭 entered, several students in the lecture hall glanced over to him in a reaction to the door opening, and promptly recalibrated their attentions to the lecturer, who in lieu of the students glanced over at 𒀭 as well. He annoyedly ordered 𒀭 to sit down, to which he began traversing to the closest unused seat.
It took 𒀭 972 months to reach his seat.
By the time 𒀭 reached his seat, class has long since ended. In fact, not only has class ended, but the college in which 𒀭 was enrolled in has seen its demolition, firstly bombed, then from the rubble arose an apartment complex, which was bombed again. The lecturer’s desk remained, as did the lecturer himself.
“𒀭, please take no more steps. You’ve shown me you aren’t effective at traversal” said the lecturer.
𒀭 felt shamed yet angered at the absurdity. “Sir- I believe you saw me approach the nearest desk. I do not understand why it took me such a long time but I was on the fastest available route” said 𒀭.
“And yet it took you 972 months to do so. Not to mention your tardiness in general isn’t a good look. Look around you, the university doesn’t even exist anymore. We stand among rubble” said the lecturer.
“I do not understand”, said 𒀭.
“And neither do I. You and I exist in 0 dimensions. It should take you non-time to arrive anywhere, really” said the lecturer.
“This is my first time on campus. I don’t have any previous reference of the layout” said 𒀭.
“I reinstate, traversal in 0 dimensions is trivial. Literally just arrive” said the lecturer.
“How does one simply arrive if it takes time to walk to a location?” said 𒀭.
The lecturer took an amusing sort of astonishment from the stupidity of the student. A freshman at university, especially one as hard to get into as this one, is absolutely a peculiar sight.
“I believe you may be asking the wrong question. We do not exist on a one, a two dimensional plane- nor one of three, four, or more. In fact dimensional space does not exist in the way you’d think it should. Therefore arriving anywhere is an instantaneous process given that there’s no real space to traverse. Your non-acquaintance with our campus does not hinder this process. Just arrive to class. Preferably in the time in which the class still exists” said the lecturer.
“That doesn’t explain why it took me 972 months to reach my desk when I was already inside the lecture hall” said 𒀭.
“Well, obviously reaching a place that's further away from oneself takes more time. Not that long, though” said the lecturer.
𒀭 stood on-top the shiny vinyl plank floor, rendered unreflective by the dusts of once-pink insulate and finely mashed concrete. He thought about the logistics of what the lecturer set forth. T
he lecturer bent over, his back cracking and him emitting a discomforting grunt of age. Behind the lecturer’s desk emerged his hand clutching his duffel bag full of whatever items lecturers tended to drag around.
“Have a nice day, 𒀭. I’d advise you to vacate the building, your enrollment period’s long gone. As is the university itself. I’m going home, my wife said she cooked me filet mignon tonight” said the lecturer.
The lecturer went home in an instant- as in a literal instant, clearly showing the trueness of the 0-dimensional traversal which he lectured to 𒀭. At the same time, 𒀭 had no trouble at all seeing him slowly shamble and awkwardly step over haphazardly placed miscellaneous chunks of was-university and was-apartmentcomplex and head down the street, and into the metro station adjacent to the rubble building. As 𒀭 stayed stood, an air raid siren slowly picked up its wail which was the final prompter telling 𒀭 to get moving.
In an instant, or maybe it took a couple years, 𒀭 left the debris.

Continuing with the failed love stories, as I mentioned in my first story, I used to attend church. I was 19 years old and about to turn 20. One weekend, I attended the youth meetings, and the worship leader was a 25-year-old guy, quite attractive. During the meeting, he couldn't stop looking at me, and his gaze made me quite nervous, feeling like he saw me as if there was no one else around. After the meeting, he greeted me, and over several weekends, we got to know each other better.
The church started a self-learning system school and required English teachers. I applied for a part-time job, and to my surprise, he would be the one to interview me. The interview didn't last long, and I didn't make a great effort, but he praised me to the director as if I were the best fit for the position, which, of course, I got. I imagine he did it with the intention of being able to talk more. One day he invited me out, and he made me feel like the most beautiful princess in the world. To cut it short, we became a couple, and for me, it was the most incredible thing in the world. I don't know how, but he had the ability to make me feel that even though there were attractive women around him, he never stopped looking at me.
However, it wasn't the same for my sister and my mom, who saw things from a different perspective. We lasted as a couple for about 4 years with a rollercoaster of emotions due to the bad relationship with my family. I turned 20, and he serenaded me, sang and composed songs for me, picked me up wherever I was, and never left me alone. But the red flags started, which I ignored for a long time. I couldn't talk to anyone, I couldn't go out with anyone, he dropped me off at my school and picked me up, if we went out and someone looked at me, he would stand in between and hold my hand, he changed the passwords to my emails and checked them constantly.
When everything started to get out of control was when I received emails from a schoolmate who asked me out. He replied that I had a boyfriend and that I shouldn't write again. He replied that he understood and wished me luck in my relationship, and I found it easy to reply, "Thank you for the wishes," and this made him very angry. He stopped writing for a whole day, it wasn't because of me, and he didn't want to talk to me. The next day, he picked me up to go to the church meeting, and on the way, I noticed hair of a different color stuck to the window and very strange handprints. When I asked him, I was able to describe that he had been unfaithful to me, so I broke up with him and asked him to drop me off at my house, which he didn't allow. He took me to church and forbade me to say anything. I was very upset, sad, and wanted to leave, but every time I tried to leave, he followed me, and I didn't want to cause a scene.
The pastor of the church noticed something strange and asked to talk to me, and when I told her, he arrived angry and asked me to leave with him. My acquaintances, unaware of what was happening, asked me not to leave with him because they saw me in bad shape, but I agreed to go with him to talk. On the way, he started shouting, hitting me, I tried to get out of the car, and he pulled me to keep hitting me on the arms and legs. In the middle of traffic, I saw the opportunity and escaped, nervous and feeling safe, I ran to take a taxi. When he caught up with me, he began to pull, push, and strangle me; I managed to escape and get into a taxi. I told all my closest friends and family about it, and we ended the relationship. I should have seen several signs, but I ignored them, like when he threw a coffee at me for receiving messages on my phone from a friend, but it finally ended.

Continuing with the failed love stories, as I mentioned in my first story, I used to attend church. I was 19 years old and about to turn 20. One weekend, I attended the youth meetings, and the worship leader was a 25-year-old guy, quite attractive. During the meeting, he couldn't stop looking at me, and his gaze made me quite nervous, feeling like he saw me as if there was no one else around. After the meeting, he greeted me, and over several weekends, we got to know each other better.
The church started a self-learning system school and required English teachers. I applied for a part-time job, and to my surprise, he would be the one to interview me. The interview didn't last long, and I didn't make a great effort, but he praised me to the director as if I were the best fit for the position, which, of course, I got. I imagine he did it with the intention of being able to talk more. One day he invited me out, and he made me feel like the most beautiful princess in the world. To cut it short, we became a couple, and for me, it was the most incredible thing in the world. I don't know how, but he had the ability to make me feel that even though there were attractive women around him, he never stopped looking at me.
However, it wasn't the same for my sister and my mom, who saw things from a different perspective. We lasted as a couple for about 4 years with a rollercoaster of emotions due to the bad relationship with my family. I turned 20, and he serenaded me, sang and composed songs for me, picked me up wherever I was, and never left me alone. But the red flags started, which I ignored for a long time. I couldn't talk to anyone, I couldn't go out with anyone, he dropped me off at my school and picked me up, if we went out and someone looked at me, he would stand in between and hold my hand, he changed the passwords to my emails and checked them constantly.
When everything started to get out of control was when I received emails from a schoolmate who asked me out. He replied that I had a boyfriend and that I shouldn't write again. He replied that he understood and wished me luck in my relationship, and I found it easy to reply, "Thank you for the wishes," and this made him very angry. He stopped writing for a whole day, it wasn't because of me, and he didn't want to talk to me. The next day, he picked me up to go to the church meeting, and on the way, I noticed hair of a different color stuck to the window and very strange handprints. When I asked him, I was able to describe that he had been unfaithful to me, so I broke up with him and asked him to drop me off at my house, which he didn't allow. He took me to church and forbade me to say anything. I was very upset, sad, and wanted to leave, but every time I tried to leave, he followed me, and I didn't want to cause a scene.
The pastor of the church noticed something strange and asked to talk to me, and when I told her, he arrived angry and asked me to leave with him. My acquaintances, unaware of what was happening, asked me not to leave with him because they saw me in bad shape, but I agreed to go with him to talk. On the way, he started shouting, hitting me, I tried to get out of the car, and he pulled me to keep hitting me on the arms and legs. In the middle of traffic, I saw the opportunity and escaped, nervous and feeling safe, I ran to take a taxi. When he caught up with me, he began to pull, push, and strangle me; I managed to escape and get into a taxi. I told all my closest friends and family about it, and we ended the relationship. I should have seen several signs, but I ignored them, like when he threw a coffee at me for receiving messages on my phone from a friend, but it finally ended.

From nothingness to sanctity
One day, in the folds of time, a person was born in the city of Marrakesh. They all had many brothers, and they were poor and their condition was miserable and extremely poor. This person, whose name was Ibrahim, worked the entire summer to buy school supplies for the next year, and if his shoes were torn, Or he sewed his clothes, but he had no shoes, so his clothes were worn out and old. Ibrahim’s father was in the service, so he was absent from the house, not being with his family much. Days passed and Ibrahim grew up, so his father gave him two choices: either to go to the Education Academy to study and graduate as a professor, or to enter the service. The military, and this choice was not recommended by the father, Ibrahim, because he did not want his son to go through a difficult experience like him, but Ibrahim had an opinion and was very stubborn, so he chose military service, so he went, and after a few years he graduated with the rank of colonel, and at that time his mother proposed to him, a girl from the neighborhood in which he They lived in it, and at that time he married a son, and after that she became pregnant and they had a son, a male, and they named him Muhammad, and from here our story will begin. Muhammad was an ordinary child, and he studied well and excelled in his studies. He always went to the mosque in order to memorize the Qur’an, and he was not an honest, trustworthy child with good morals. He respected people and never insulted anyone. He was a pure and pure child. As the years passed, Muhammad grew up and took the baccalaureate degree. And all these years, Muhammad was influenced by the Islamic conquests and the personality of the Prophet Muhammad, may God bless him and grant him peace, and the Companions, may God be pleased with them, especially Omar ibn Al-Khattab and Ali bin Abi Talib, so he devoted himself to reading the biography of the Prophet and watching videos whose topics were Islam. The important thing is that we go back and said that Muhammad reached the age of 18 and did not find in Morocco job opportunities or even a good position, so he decided to immigrate to America like other young people, so he was registered in the American lottery and after a few months had passed. Acceptance came to him, and he was very happy because he would find a decent living and a decent life. But in reality, there is something else. The important thing is that Muhammad collected all the documents he would need and applied for the visa. Before and after that, he collected his beliefs and booked the plane ticket. On the night of the flight, he was so excited that he did not sleep a lot, and in the morning. He went to the airport, his parents said goodbye to him, and he went to the plane, and after hours he found himself in America, and the reality was something else. There were many racists, and they always insulted him with the name Muhammad because he idolized the Prophet Muhammad, may God bless him and grant him peace, and they even called the Messenger lustful, and he married Aisha for 6 years. And God forbid, as they curse the honorable companions, may God be pleased with them. The important thing is that Muhammad completed his studies in America and obtained several certificates, so he submitted his application to enter the police because he had just obtained American citizenship. The important thing is that he submitted his application and they approved it, so he took the written and physical test and passed it, so he passed them, and now Muhammad has become An official policeman for the state of Chicago, Muhammad was sincere in his work and dedicated to it. He always did not accept bribery and punished criminals severely. Years passed and Muhammad rose in his position and became in the anti-gang department. He became the one carrying out executions and began killing and exterminating everyone. Killer gangs because the state gives him the decision to kill them because they incite fear in people, kill them, and rape their daughters. Muhammad killed, or rather executed, thousands of people, and he exterminated hundreds of gangs from existence, and all the criminals feared him and were afraid to even mention his important name. Hours passed, and one day of the daysOne day, Muhammad found a volume containing the story of the revolution and the Soviet Union. He read it all and was influenced by revolutionary thought. He began to imagine himself as the king of the world, and he was one of the most supportive of the Palestinian cause. They always sent thousands of dollars to Palestinian associations, and Muhammad was stable even though he was stable. In America, but he hates its corrupt regime and the racism towards foreigners that is abundant in it, so Muhammad decided to go to Russia in order to settle there and submitted his application to Russian intelligence and gave up his service in America, but he still possessed American citizenship. The important thing is that Muhammad worked in Russian intelligence and began every day. It is getting more and more popular and everyone loves it until one day there was a parade for President Vladimir Putin And then Muhammad met President Putin, and Putin liked Muhammad’s personality and the way he treated and respected him, so he decided to hire him as his bodyguard, and Muhammad was very happy with this news. The next day, he started working with the president, and he accompanied him wherever he went. The president was subjected to a series of assassination attempts, and Muhammad was always He was his savior. Meanwhile, Muhammad became a loyal friend of Putin and became Vice President. One day, Putin became seriously ill, and when he was on his deathbed, he said goodbye to Muhammad. Muhammad was very affected by his death, but he moved forward and now he has become the President of the Republic of Russia, so it began. His ambitions to reshape the Soviet Union, so he began to forcefully occupy the countries that were on his side. He did not kill innocent people or women. He implemented the commandments of the Prophet Muhammad, may God bless him and grant him peace, to the letter. At this time, America began to threaten Muhammad that it would occupy Russia and destroy it. Muhammad was aware of this matter and was He planned in advance, as he intended to obey America and eliminate it, and the opportunity came to him. He restored the Soviet Union a hundred times stronger and stronger than it was during the era of Stalin and the other leaders. He only developed the nuclear arsenal and developed advanced weapons, and at this time Muhammad brought his father because He had experience in the army and gave him the position of first commander of the army staff, so his father trained the armyHis father was very strict, and he trained the soldiers very hard, and this would benefit them later. Muhammad also gave his grandfather the position of the chief president of all the central banks in the Soviet Union. He was the state’s accountant. All of the revenues of the Soviet Union passed through Muhammad’s grandfather. He also gave his great uncle the position of governor. He was in charge of all the car factories in the country, so he was in charge of all the car factories and all the companies. He was the president of them and the first factory because he had experience. He also entrusted him with the tasks of building power plants and manufacturing high-precision surveillance cameras. Muhammad gave his middle uncle the position of president of the iron and aluminum mining companies. All types of metal. He also gave his younger uncle the head of the taxi unions, as he is responsible for companies and all taxis and driving licenses for taxis, as well as their taxes. Muhammad also gave his younger uncle the position of head of the Ministry of Education and responsible for all schools in the country, as well as the head of the professors’ body. As he is responsible for the education and study sector, Muhammad also gave his great uncle the position of head of the body of lawyers, judges and courts in the state because his great uncle had more than 20 years of experience in the field. Muhammad also gave his other grandfather the position of head of arms manufacturing and export companies because his grandfather also had In military service, he had a lot of experience in questions, because this is all his specialty in politics Thanks to these positions that he gave to some members of his family, each of whom had great experience in the field in which he specialized, which helped the Soviet Union develop greatly and become stronger and stronger. At that time, Muhammad consulted his Soviet advisors and his father in his capacity as Supreme Commander. And the highest ranks of the army, intelligence, and security in the country. Ibrahim, Muhammad’s father, was the second most important authority in the country after his son Muhammad. The important thing is that after the long Shura period, Muhammad took the appropriate decision, so he bombed Washington, D.C., with a large nuclear bomb, which led to the erasure of Washington from the map and the destruction of the White House, so America rose. He responded with a nuclear missile, but Ibrahim, Muhammad's father, was able to dismantle it, repel it, and turn it towards America. From here, a fierce battle began between the Soviet Union and the United States of America. In the end, the Soviet Union was able to overthrow and eliminate America. It also occupied Canada and South America and brought it back. Alaska to Soviet ruleThe Soviet Union seized all the wealth of North and South America, and even Canada, and annexed them to the Soviet Union. Muhammad rebuilt America on the Soviet system, and even Canada and Brazil. The power of the Soviet Union increased 1,000 times, and the Soviet Union became the most powerful country in the world. Muhammad’s ambitions increased, so he occupied North Korea. He eliminated President Kim Jong-un and also occupied South Korea, Japan, and China. The thing that distinguished Muhammad was not killing innocent people. He only killed those participating in the war, and when he occupied the country, he rebuilt it and employed its citizens with a better salary than they had been, so everyone saluted him. There were also those who hated him, but they were very few. The important thing is that the Soviet Union became from the Republic of Russia to the most powerful country in history. Muhammad also liberated Palestine and gathered all the lions of the world and burned them, slaughtered them, and exterminated them from the globe. Only Muhammad eliminated all the Jews and it was Palestine. It was filled with ululations and joy at her liberation, and all the people were chanting the name Muhammad Muhammad and calling him Muhammad the Savior. Meanwhile, the grandfather of the first and second Muhammad died of old age, so Muhammad became very sad for them. At the funeral, someone poisoned Muhammad’s food with the most severe type of poison, and when he ate it, he choked and died. He almost died, but when he came out of the coma, the doctor told him while he was crying, “The poison has spread through your body, my lord Muhammad. You have only a few days left of your life.” Muhammad began to cry, but he was patient. Then Muhammad made his farewell conference in which he gave a speech and advised the people. When he dies, the rule will pass to his father, and when his father dies, it will pass to his great uncle, and this sequence will remainAfter a few days, Muhammad died and was buried in a grave of gold and diamonds. He became the most important figure in the world, so people began to visit him from all parts of the Soviet Union and even from the Arab countries. Millions of people visited him daily. As for him, when he died, power passed to him and he ruled with justice. Here the story of Muhammad has ended and has been folded between the pages of the past I forgot to mention that Muhammad was fighting with the soldiers, but he was covering his face with a mask so that the opponents would not recognize him and focus on him to kill him. If the president was killed, the Soviet Union would collapse. Muhammad was fighting with the soldiers and killing a lot of the enemy. He and his father were fighting, even though his father He was old, but he was stronger than Muhammad himself. Muhammad’s father was fighting 10 soldiers at the same time and killing them. Muhammad also occupied France, demolished the Eiffel Tower, and occupied almost all of Europe. Muhammad donated billions of dollars to Palestine until Palestine became very advanced and became a more ornate city. Muhammad also occupied Iran and exterminated the extremist Shiites. The one who poisoned Muhammad was a black man from Ethiopia, and the soldiers shot him dead when Muhammad died.Also, Muhammad could also have eliminated Morocco and wiped it from the map, but Muhammad did not want to do that out of respect for the Almoravids, Almohads, and Idrisids. When Muhammad died, power passed to his father and he began to rule the world. Muhammad’s tomb, built of pure gold and all precious stones, became a place of pilgrimage for millions of people every day, to the point that airports were filled with people and thousands of people were lining up in queues to obtain a visa. There were also thousands of people in the street chanting the name of Muhammad the Leader. The great and even they are queuing up to go to the Soviet capital, as there are people from far away places in the world such as Australia who go to the Soviet capital to visit the grave of Muhammad, and he was the most important and holiest person in the world after the Prophet Muhammad. And his companions, I am talking about his military clothes and weapons, all of them were sold for millions of dollars to Arab museums. As for the Soviet museums, they contain Muhammad’s necklace and his favorite weapon, and even the Soviet museum is crowded with people every day just to see its antiquities. Mohammed. Everyone loved him, so Muhammad became the second legend that history will not repeat. The first legend is the Prophet MuhammadWhen Muhammad died, they wrapped him in very advanced materials to prevent his body from decomposing. Muhammad's body did not decompose, but remained as it was. One of the materials used to preserve Muhammad's body was formalin, so Muhammad's body remained intact throughout the years.There are also some very wealthy Arabs who wanted to move Muhammad’s grave from the Soviet Union to Mecca in order to increase the state’s economy, but the entire world, billions of people, categorically refused, whether from within the Soviet Union or from outside it, and they wanted to buy his body for billions of dollars, but the entire world categorically refused. A wave of anger has erupted against Saudi Arabia because of this, because a person like Muhammad cannot be violated and his grave opened When Muhammad's father, Ibrahim, assumed power, and due to his old age, he was 61 years old. He found many difficulties because he found himself facing a great challenge in front of him, ruling millions of people. The Soviet Union, during Muhammad's era, was at the height of its power. He had sat on the throne of the most powerful country in history. Only the area of the Soviet Union was estimated at 400 million kilometers, so Ibrahim had to make a lot of effort, and in some of the Union’s colonies, some civil wars broke out between supporters of Muhammad and his supporters and among those who hated him, as most of those who hated Muhammad were from Central Europe, from the Greek islands and elsewhere. Next to it was the leader of the movement named Johann Gospiel. The latter sought revenge on Muhammad’s followers, and they all wanted to kill Ibrahim and destroy the Soviet Union. He was very hateful, and events will show you why the latter was so hateful of Muhammad and the main family. We will go back in time a little to when Muhammad committed mischief. America and occupied North and South Korea. His ambitions began in Europe, and he started with Italy, so he overthrew it, even though he respected Mussolini, the Italian fascist leader, but Muhammad’s ambitions were to occupy all of Europe, so he occupied Italy, eliminated its leader, and demolished all the ancient Roman idols and gods, and when he headed to occupy the Vatican. Muhammad remembered the words of the Prophet Muhammad, may God bless him and grant him peace, at the sign of the Hour, that in the Vatican there is the staff of Moses and the Thapoth of the Covenant, according to what the commentators and hadith scholars say, so Muhammad retreated.With his army, he went to occupy Greece and wanted to destroy Athens. He met the other army, headed by Johann Gaspiel's brother, called Nicholas Gaspiel. The two armies faced each other. Nicholas' army consisted of 45,000 tanks, a fleet of planes, and 980,000 soldiers, while Muhammad had 60,000 tanks. 2 million soldiers, and the two armies faced each other at the famous Evros River in Greece. The war began, and it was so bloody that the Evros River was filled to the brim with corpses and its color became red with blood. Muhammad was killing the enemies, and his father Ibrahim was also fighting, as he was 51 years old and he was very strong. Stronger than Muhammad himself. The important thing was that Muhammad was fighting. He tore off his mask. Nicholas the commander saw him and said: Here you are, Muhammad. I swear to Zeus, Poseidon, and Athena that you will not survive today. Medusa's curse will fall on you. Today I will hang your head before the gods. Muhammad did not answer him verbally, so his response was to arrest him, cut off his head, and hang his body on a treeThey continued fighting for several hours, and Muhammad was able to eliminate the entire army and occupied Greece at five in the morning. He prayed dawn in the city and began his entry with the soldiers. 200,000 soldiers had died in the war. Muhammad made a broadcast on television and consoled all the families and gave them a salary. For life and huge sums of money. The important thing is that Muhammad passed by the fields and saw some peasants. When they saw him, one of them called out and said, “Where is Muhammad?” Muhammad said to him, “Here is Muhammad.” The man came to him and hugged him and said, “O Muhammad, we have been saved from a tyrant who was torturing us and making our lives miserable.” Nicholas Gaspiel) and gave Muhammad some apples and lemons, so Muhammad bought 300 cows from him and the soldiers slaughtered them, so they ate until their stomachs were full and they slept that night while Muhammad was standing praying. This is just going back in time to explain to you why Johann Gaspial hates Muhammad.Johann Gaspel was telling his experience when he saw Muhammad and saying when Muhammad conquered all of Greece, and the people were chanting his name. I said that Muhammad was not killing ordinary citizens and women because he was carrying out the orders of the Prophet Muhammad and his law of war. Johan Gaspel was 12 years old. He said: “I saw large crowds chanting the name of Muhammad, then I was looking out the window, and suddenly I saw Muhammad passing in front of me and hundreds of thousands of people.” Behind him were hundreds of thousands of soldiers armed with the most modern weapons in the world. He said that Muhammad was strong, broad-chested, not more than 180 centimeters tall, and had a black beard, black hair, and brown eyes. Dark brown, and when Johann saw him, he felt an unusual tremor and said that Muhammad was a person that everyone feared
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