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2015.06.09 12:00 alexrohan How to stop smoking weed
How to stop smoking weed when you are addicted? Starting with weed is always an adventure to most of the addicts. but most of them do not know how to stop it and back to the normal life. We will discuss the topic how to stop smoking weed forever. quit smoking marijuana and best of luck.
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2011.01.08 19:08 Subduction A support community to help stop smoking cannabis, marijuana, pot, weed, edibles, or getting high.
This is a support and recovery community for practical discussions about how to quit pot, weed, cannabis, edibles, BHO, shatter, Delta 8, or whatever THC-related product you're using, and getting support in staying stopped.
2024.05.16 00:55 emeraldashtray Weird dreams since I stopped smoking weed
I stopped smoking weed a couple months ago after being a chronic user for 10 years. Since stopping, I have begun to have the most vivid, intense, detailed dreams. Sometimes even between 5-10 dreams a night, and I’ll remember every detail of them. I just woke up from a short nap, and had my first nightmare. I’ve been under a very intense amount of stress the last couple days so I assume it stems from that. This dream was so weird, that as soon as I woke up I immediately typed it down in my notes app. I think I’m going to start a dream journal, because these are unlike anything I’ve ever experienced.
The dream:
I invited a friend to come and get something, there was a ladder in my closet that i had always seen but never climbed all the way up it bc it was hot and creepy i had stashed the stuff on top of the closet, and could see a handrail that looked like it matched the rest of the house friend convinced me to climb and check it out. it looked like its own finished house with tons of doors and rooms, all of the lights were on it was unbearably hot but we were so curious since i had lived there for 4 years and never been up there the first door was at the end of the hallway. it was a kids room, with toys and books and had a lookout to the back yard, had a broken window that you could see the backyard with. at first glance, it looked like there was 2 small confederate flags at the edge of the house. after looking closer, it was powerpuff girls flags that i had never noticed before. we looked at the toys and books that were on the shelf. the next room was a bathroom with a huge jetted hot tub. it looked perfectly clean. i remember being excited bc i had always wanted a jetted bath tub. there was also a computer plugged in. the computer looked 20 years old and was sitting on the edge of the tub, like someone was using it while in the tub. we were curious about the computer, but there was so much more for us to explore so we said we would come back to investigate later down the hall there was another bathroom. the entire bathroom had padding on the walls so that you could close the door and fill the entire room w water. thought it was very strange. my friend (and now their friend showed up outta nowhere) both stayed in that bathroom while i kept exploring. 3rd room had another bathroom, but it also had tall stairs that led somewhere else, like another story of the house. it had a drain in the middle of the floor, and in the drain there was a chameleon type lizard with its tail stuck in the drain. at first i thought it was dead (as i’ve lived there for 4 years and never been up there) it saw me and franticly tried to pull itself out of the drain, and ripped its tail off. blood started spewing out its body and it was moving weird coming for me, so i shut the door. it was creepy, but i wasnt scared enough to stop exploring. i didnt get to explore the stairs in that room, but wanted to go back for it. last door that i opened had a king sized bed. the bed was made and there was stuff on the bed. the floor had brown shag carpet. there was a wardrobe on wheels, with clothes and an empty flat screen tv box. upon further inspection, the sheets were completely soiled. and it looked like 2 either dead dogs (bulldog and golden retriever type) or taxidermied dogs were laying in the bed. it looked like they had been dead and decomposing for a long time, as they were kinda just flat. upon further inspection they were alive, and dogs woke up and started to come to me. they were basically like zombies all fucked up and rotted but moving, the bulldog had stitches all across its face. we shut the door immediately and ran away from that room. i remember thinking how the fuck did this get missed in my home inspection, and wondering if the previous owners had left their pets up there. i remember wanted to contact the previous owners about it there were still more rooms to explore, but the dogs must be freaked me out a lot, bc i woke up immediately after that
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The dream:
I invited a friend to come and get something, there was a ladder in my closet that i had always seen but never climbed all the way up it bc it was hot and creepy i had stashed the stuff on top of the closet, and could see a handrail that looked like it matched the rest of the house friend convinced me to climb and check it out. it looked like its own finished house with tons of doors and rooms, all of the lights were on it was unbearably hot but we were so curious since i had lived there for 4 years and never been up there the first door was at the end of the hallway. it was a kids room, with toys and books and had a lookout to the back yard, had a broken window that you could see the backyard with. at first glance, it looked like there was 2 small confederate flags at the edge of the house. after looking closer, it was powerpuff girls flags that i had never noticed before. we looked at the toys and books that were on the shelf. the next room was a bathroom with a huge jetted hot tub. it looked perfectly clean. i remember being excited bc i had always wanted a jetted bath tub. there was also a computer plugged in. the computer looked 20 years old and was sitting on the edge of the tub, like someone was using it while in the tub. we were curious about the computer, but there was so much more for us to explore so we said we would come back to investigate later down the hall there was another bathroom. the entire bathroom had padding on the walls so that you could close the door and fill the entire room w water. thought it was very strange. my friend (and now their friend showed up outta nowhere) both stayed in that bathroom while i kept exploring. 3rd room had another bathroom, but it also had tall stairs that led somewhere else, like another story of the house. it had a drain in the middle of the floor, and in the drain there was a chameleon type lizard with its tail stuck in the drain. at first i thought it was dead (as i’ve lived there for 4 years and never been up there) it saw me and franticly tried to pull itself out of the drain, and ripped its tail off. blood started spewing out its body and it was moving weird coming for me, so i shut the door. it was creepy, but i wasnt scared enough to stop exploring. i didnt get to explore the stairs in that room, but wanted to go back for it. last door that i opened had a king sized bed. the bed was made and there was stuff on the bed. the floor had brown shag carpet. there was a wardrobe on wheels, with clothes and an empty flat screen tv box. upon further inspection, the sheets were completely soiled. and it looked like 2 either dead dogs (bulldog and golden retriever type) or taxidermied dogs were laying in the bed. it looked like they had been dead and decomposing for a long time, as they were kinda just flat. upon further inspection they were alive, and dogs woke up and started to come to me. they were basically like zombies all fucked up and rotted but moving, the bulldog had stitches all across its face. we shut the door immediately and ran away from that room. i remember thinking how the fuck did this get missed in my home inspection, and wondering if the previous owners had left their pets up there. i remember wanted to contact the previous owners about it there were still more rooms to explore, but the dogs must be freaked me out a lot, bc i woke up immediately after that
2024.05.16 00:52 Ok-Magician2878 How do I explain why I don’t want to buy my parents alcohol without offending them?
I stopped drinking about 3 years ago and my parents are pretty heavy drinkers. I still smoke weed and sometimes when I go out my parents will ask them to pick them up some booze. I live with them so I like to help them out as much as I can but I hate buying them alcohol. They are pretty much both functional alcoholics and I just have a weird feeling when buying them booze. I can’t really pin point how to explain why in a way that won’t offend them. It’s not like going into the store makes me want to drink or anything it doesn’t. I just feel weird about it and don’t like doing it. But if I say no I am met with lots of anger and they stay mad at me for a few days for it every time. Any advice?
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2024.05.16 00:41 dee3jx Help pls!!!
Stomach issues / Nausea + Throwing up
Just started taking 10MG of lexapro again about a week ago everyday (I used to take it every other day or even waited days in between bc i would either forget or not take it at all due to me feeling better with just smoking). I’m already a full week in and I’m still very anxious with stomach pain and nausea, and I even throw up even though I haven’t eaten pretty well this whole week (I’ve either haven’t eaten or barely can keep the food I do down because I start to gag for some reason and throw it up).
Any advice?
(Also, I stopped smoking weed this entire week as well after doing it for about a year, so could the withdrawal of that affect this too?)
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Just started taking 10MG of lexapro again about a week ago everyday (I used to take it every other day or even waited days in between bc i would either forget or not take it at all due to me feeling better with just smoking). I’m already a full week in and I’m still very anxious with stomach pain and nausea, and I even throw up even though I haven’t eaten pretty well this whole week (I’ve either haven’t eaten or barely can keep the food I do down because I start to gag for some reason and throw it up).
Any advice?
(Also, I stopped smoking weed this entire week as well after doing it for about a year, so could the withdrawal of that affect this too?)
2024.05.16 00:40 dee3jx Help
Stomach issues / Nausea + Throwing up
Just started taking 10MG of lexapro again about a week ago everyday (I used to take it every other day or even waited days in between bc i would either forget or not take it at all due to me feeling better with just smoking). I’m already a full week in and I’m still very anxious with stomach pain and nausea, and I even throw up even though I haven’t eaten pretty well this whole week (I’ve either haven’t eaten or barely can keep the food I do down because I start to gag for some reason and throw it up).
Any advice?
(Also, I stopped smoking weed this entire week as well after doing it for about a year, so could the withdrawal of that affect this too?)
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Just started taking 10MG of lexapro again about a week ago everyday (I used to take it every other day or even waited days in between bc i would either forget or not take it at all due to me feeling better with just smoking). I’m already a full week in and I’m still very anxious with stomach pain and nausea, and I even throw up even though I haven’t eaten pretty well this whole week (I’ve either haven’t eaten or barely can keep the food I do down because I start to gag for some reason and throw it up).
Any advice?
(Also, I stopped smoking weed this entire week as well after doing it for about a year, so could the withdrawal of that affect this too?)
2024.05.16 00:39 isometrixk Walmart Exclusive 36" w/Air Fryers - First cook & initial thoughts
 | https://preview.redd.it/xbntjw3u3o0d1.jpg?width=1170&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=265dc9c80708134e57ec336c724e8aff0d623da1 submitted by isometrixk to blackstonegriddle [link] [comments] Yesterday I received my Walmart 36" Blackstone with 2 Air Fryers & 1 Warmer. Today, I seasoned it made air-fried buffalo wings and (frozen) sweet potato fries! Here are my thoughts. Unboxing & Setup Box is heavy. Unboxing was straight forward but you want it delivered where you plan to place it or where you can roll it to - it's a heavy box. The instructions were easy with some misprints but I was able to piece it together myself in 45 minutes. The hardest part was screwing in the lid - definitely get a person to hold it for you because it is an awkward step. First Seasoning After a lot of research I kept it simple - quick wipe with water & small dish soap, then wiped several times with damp cloths. Turned the heat to MAX and applied a thin coat of olive oil with tongs and paper towel. I made sure I wiped in different motions to get full, even, thin coverage. Waited for the smoke to slow down, then applied another thin coat of oil. I did this step 3 times. After the 3rd time, I turned off the burners and waited for it to cool down before wiping another thin layer of olive oil. https://preview.redd.it/cmqvd8gs3o0d1.jpg?width=1170&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=d7afd4fd44457b3a99e1f07428a773bb05b5a09d Quick Pros/Cons Air Fryers worked great - surprised how well they evenly cook tops and bottoms without flipping. Griddle seemed to season pretty evenly. Warmer basket was pointless for my fries. Purchase Background So why this unit? The air fryers. I did not use the griddle yet, only the air fryers for the first time today. Wednesdays the wife and I go out for wings but the only restaurant nearby with good wings is inconsistent. I bought this particular air fryer because on most days we have 3 hungry boys with us (17, 13, 4). We are all particular about our wings - crispy yet saucey! I thought it would be convenient to have a single place where I can cook a variety of foods and textures with minimum pots. But I wanted to make sure I could make wings - good wings. Crispy, juicy wings...and I did. Wing Recipe https://preview.redd.it/3h1yp1x04o0d1.jpg?width=1170&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=c2fa062ce07dc32b215aea25bee03e099d4dd877 Shout out to CookingWithDoug for his video that convinced me this unit will crispy wings. Specifically this video -> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Aegs-jTomQ We also wanted to ensure we could replicate the restaurant's buffalo sauce we'd come to love....which turns out just Franks Red Hot and a little Ranch Dressing mixed lol. (I stumbled on this by accident and it's delicious - definitely the same taste as the local restaurant we like our wings from most) After some research I combined what I think (at this time) is the best combination for this unit:
https://preview.redd.it/swwhyox54o0d1.jpg?width=1170&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=599037a3daa333373bcd857b2ad2febe42d582a1 This is all I can think of for this write up but I'd be happy to answer questions I might have missed. |
2024.05.16 00:34 talonevouyager I am not providing weed for your party.
My roommates are throwing a party this week and (as per usual) didn't let me know until the last minute. They're going to have a lot more people over than usual and they all plan on getting shitfaced. So I already know I'm not going to get any sleep. Their friends are obnoxiously loud and wake me up every time they're over (they have get-togethers on Wednesdays starting at 10pm when I have work early in the morning), so having more people over means even less sleep. But the party theme actually sounded fun and I'd like to hang out with them for once, so I asked my boss if I could come in late the next day. She surprisingly said yes despite the short notice and I let my roommates know that I'd be joining them. They let me know that it's BYOB, so if I wanted to drink I'd need to bring my own. Not a problem.
I told them that I still had to work the next day and couldn't drink so I wouldn't be bringing any but was still down to hang out. My roommates were understanding and figured that I'd be smoking anyways, since I do that daily. My one roommate then told me to "bring the smokes" and I was like, "Yeah, I already plan on being high." But then he was like, "No, like BRING the smokes..." He wants me to bring my weed to a party that's BYOB and provide it for everyone.
I'm not providing weed for the class just to participate in a party being thrown in the house that I pay to be in. One gram of weed from the dispensary with tax costs about the same as a 12 pack of beer that could satisfy 2-4 people depending. And I'm a broke bitch, I can't afford to provide, I'm not fucking doing that. But when I told my roommate that it wasn't fair for him to expect me to provide weed to a bunch of people, half of whom I don't even know, who are only bringing things to provide for themselves, he called me stingy and said I couldn't participate.
It's not fair to hold me hostage in my bedroom when, again, I pay to live in this HOUSE. They're throwing the party at an inconvenient time on an inconvenient day; I'm already opting out of half a day's pay just because I won't be able to sleep with their obnoxious shitfaced friends over. And they want me to essentially "spend" even more money on their friends by providing weed. It's just all BS.
I'm not looking for advice, I just needed to vent. Because this definitely isn't the first time they've thrown bullshit and an obvious lack of respect my way, despite literally begging me not to move out because they need my rent money. Part of me wants to call the cops on this party but I know I won't do that. I'm just so angry. I'm the only one that's expected to provide for other people, otherwise I can't hang, even though I LIVE here.
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I told them that I still had to work the next day and couldn't drink so I wouldn't be bringing any but was still down to hang out. My roommates were understanding and figured that I'd be smoking anyways, since I do that daily. My one roommate then told me to "bring the smokes" and I was like, "Yeah, I already plan on being high." But then he was like, "No, like BRING the smokes..." He wants me to bring my weed to a party that's BYOB and provide it for everyone.
I'm not providing weed for the class just to participate in a party being thrown in the house that I pay to be in. One gram of weed from the dispensary with tax costs about the same as a 12 pack of beer that could satisfy 2-4 people depending. And I'm a broke bitch, I can't afford to provide, I'm not fucking doing that. But when I told my roommate that it wasn't fair for him to expect me to provide weed to a bunch of people, half of whom I don't even know, who are only bringing things to provide for themselves, he called me stingy and said I couldn't participate.
It's not fair to hold me hostage in my bedroom when, again, I pay to live in this HOUSE. They're throwing the party at an inconvenient time on an inconvenient day; I'm already opting out of half a day's pay just because I won't be able to sleep with their obnoxious shitfaced friends over. And they want me to essentially "spend" even more money on their friends by providing weed. It's just all BS.
I'm not looking for advice, I just needed to vent. Because this definitely isn't the first time they've thrown bullshit and an obvious lack of respect my way, despite literally begging me not to move out because they need my rent money. Part of me wants to call the cops on this party but I know I won't do that. I'm just so angry. I'm the only one that's expected to provide for other people, otherwise I can't hang, even though I LIVE here.
2024.05.16 00:29 parktoon I can't relax and enjoy life
I'm reaching out for some guidance and support as I navigate through some challenging issues in my life. I'm a 29-year-old struggling with anxiety, tension, irritability and have ADHD, and I'm finding it increasingly difficult to cope with these feelings on a day-to-day basis. Im alwaysI feel I can not feel relaxed and enjoy life. I feel Heavy and sad Here's a bit about my background: Over the past 10 years, I've heavily used cannabis and experimented with other drugs sporadically. However, I've recently made the decision to quit smoking weed, and I'm now one month and a half clean. (I quit for 7 months 2years ago but even after 7 months I still have all those anxiety/social problems) Additionally, I've been taking Strattera 40mg for the past month, but unfortunately, I haven't noticed any significant improvements in my symptoms.I started 60mg 3 days ago. My struggles with ADHD have been longstanding, and anxiety being my most challenging thing,dating back to my childhood where I often felt singled out and humiliated by teachers for being hyperactive and forgetful. These experiences have left me with very low self-esteem, and I constantly feel like people see me as different. As a result, I find sometimes socializing to be particularly challenging, as I often fear coming across as strange or experiencing mood swings or people feel im not relaxed My difficulties with socialization have also impacted my sexual life, as I've been without sexual relations for the past five years. Each passing day, it feels increasingly challenging. Additionally, I have trouble accepting compliments or positive feedback from others, which sometimes leaves me feeling upset and dont know how to react.Sometimes I have also intrusive thoughts that say bad things or judge things I suposed to like or love. Even when I call my family I dont like to open the camera because I would like to give a true smile and talk in relaxed way but I a feel is tension. Recently, I noticed that after a night of hanging out with friends, drinking beer, and smoking cigarettes (something I do very occasionally), I felt surprisingly relaxed the next day .This got me thinking about the potential role of alcohol and nicotine in alleviating my symptoms temporarily. I'm at a crossroads now, feeling tempted to return to smoking pot as a coping mechanism, I know deep down it's not a sustainable solution but Im on my limit I cant still living like that. I'm seeking advice, support, and perhaps some insights from those who may have experienced similar struggles or have suggestions for alternative coping strategies. Thank you for taking the time to read my story, and I appreciate any advice or support you can offer.
May Strattera can help me releasing all of those tension? I think 90÷ of my problems comes from this anxiety/tension and low self esteem my ADHD gives me Im already 1 month using 40mg and started 60mg few days ago but I didn't feel nothing . Maybe I'm little bit worse . It can take time to see benefits ?
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May Strattera can help me releasing all of those tension? I think 90÷ of my problems comes from this anxiety/tension and low self esteem my ADHD gives me Im already 1 month using 40mg and started 60mg few days ago but I didn't feel nothing . Maybe I'm little bit worse . It can take time to see benefits ?
2024.05.16 00:27 brickinthew4ll My boyfriend hid his addiction from me
My boyfriend (m28) and I (f26) have been together for two years. We do not live together and see eachother once or twice a week. When we got together he had just gotten clean from an opioid addiction that lasted a few years. He has been smoking weed for a long time though and he used that throughout our entire relationship, multiple times a day. This was not that big of a deal to me. He does not have a job which I was okay with at first since he just got clean but it has started to bother me.
Basically he just told me that he has gotten addicted again to smoking heroin and he has been using that for most of our relationship. He never told me up until now. He has been mixing it with his weed which is why I never noticed him smoking. He said he was scared i would leave him if he told me.
Now he wants to give getting clean one last try (he said he has tried before but didn’t succeed). He says this addiction is the only thing holding him back from being succesful in life.
I love him, he is smart and caring but i do have second thoughts about this relationship. What would you do in this situation.
Tl;dr: boyfriend hid his heroin addiction from me for two years of our relationship
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Basically he just told me that he has gotten addicted again to smoking heroin and he has been using that for most of our relationship. He never told me up until now. He has been mixing it with his weed which is why I never noticed him smoking. He said he was scared i would leave him if he told me.
Now he wants to give getting clean one last try (he said he has tried before but didn’t succeed). He says this addiction is the only thing holding him back from being succesful in life.
I love him, he is smart and caring but i do have second thoughts about this relationship. What would you do in this situation.
Tl;dr: boyfriend hid his heroin addiction from me for two years of our relationship
2024.05.16 00:21 Electrical_Month4979 My mom hit me and I called the cops
My mom hit me last week and slapped my baby daddy, she hates him and hates that I'm with him. I called the cops & theh came and talked to all of us . She ended getting arrested for hitting me even though I told them I don't wanna press charges or want her going to jail but in Florida they said it's mandatory. My baby daddy didn't press charges either. My mom told them we are on drugs and don't take cate of our kids witch is 1000% bullshit! I have been with my kids every single day since they where born , i take damn good care of my kids. We smoke weed but that's it. Cps came to my kids school and talked them them and then came to my house and talked my 4 year old. They also talked to me and my baby daddy , she said since my mom said we are on drugs we have to take a drug test but we both refused. She said ok that's fine. She said since we declined drug test she would have to let some other people know and they are the ones that will force you to take a drug test if they deem nesssaserry. I'm so worried now. I don't want my kids taken away from me !!! My 5 year old has autism & is attached To me, he needs me !! Do you think they will make me take a drug test? Will my kids get taken away? Who will they go to? Only "family" I have in Florida is my mom. Any advice...
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2024.05.16 00:21 KarlosHungus36 "When did you last speak with her?"/"The boys found this, on the floor in back of the Caddy."
 | "When did you last speak with her?" submitted by KarlosHungus36 to twinpeaks [link] [comments] P14 Gordon asks Diane about her half sister Jane. 'speak' -- Peaks. Shortly before that, Albert told Tammy about Lois Duffy and mentioned that she did not have a twin sister (Tammy said 'conjured' alt 'conjoined;' an alt version of Duffys are twins? link to 'doubleheader in Vegas?'); so we have twin & alt 'speak' mentioned close together (alt 'Twin Peaks'). Twin alt 'twine' - Diane on the chair, alt bound like Laura was in the cabin? Finley's 'Fine' Twine, alt 'fair' city. The FBI room is alt Jacque's cabin? Gordon alt Jacques (alt Cousteau, alt team on underwater expedition, 'before I came up'), Albert alt Leo, Tammy alt Ronette. A couple times the trio were waiting for Diane to arrive ("Diane's on her way" P12 and P14), alt trio by the Corvette waiting for Laura; Diane when she came in talked about Cooper returning and raping her, Cooper is alt James and she's alt Laura? (visual with Cooper kissing Diane). So Diane & Cooper blend into the roles of James & Laura, FBI team alt the trio on the night of Laura's death. Gordon alt Jacques - 'high school sandwich,' P9 Gordon stands between Tammy and Diane, alt they are smoking outside the HS, Bill a HS principal is questioned in the next scene, Bobby linked directly to the TP HS in the previous scene, Lucy was just eating a giant sandwich; conference room alt a teacher's lounge, grown up Bobby alt the assistant principal (alt Betty) the assistant to Bill? Frank alt the principal? his office alt the principal's office? and a link between Bill Hastings and Frank Truman? more below. FBI trio alt trio of Jacques (Gordon), Leo (Albert) & Ronette (Tammy). Waiting for Laura alt Diane 'on her way'; Diane sits on the chair alt 'bound' like Laura. "The boys found this, on the floor in back of the Caddy." Mulholland Dr., Detective Neal Domgaard played by Brent Briscoe (Dave Macklay) - his boys found a pearl earring inside the Cadillac at the scene of the car accident, belonging to Rita/Camilla. P1, Detectives Harrison and Macklay arrive to the Hastings home with 'the boys' and search Bill's house and car. Phyllis is not happy about it, turns to look inside and we get a long look at her pearl earring {Phyllis alt Rita? killed at her home, alt from the hit in MD; MrC alt the hitman "you did good...you follow human nature perfectly" cryptic comment, similar to Joe at Winkie's "when it's finished you'll find this where I told you."}. The other detective in MD, Harry McKnight, played by Forster (Frank Truman). P5 Frank's wife Doris storms into Hawk's office and complains and berates Frank about various issues at the house, she's alt Phyllis, Frank alt the husband? (in Bill's spot, see above). Macklay says that he knows Bill from high school alt Frank/Forster, his former partner whose prints were found at the crime scene and who he interrogates in P1? (Dave alt 'Neal Macklay'). Mack said Bill's prints were 'all over' Ruth's apartment. P9 Frank is given Garland's 'tube' by Betty, he touches all around it looking for a seam or button to open it (P11 Frank also touches Hawk's map, which had been rolled up like the notes inside the tube). 'Garland's tube' alt to 'Ruth's apartment?' Former contains two notes, latter contained two partial bodies. Officers Olson and Douglas P1 needed help getting into Ruth's apartment, had to go back outside to find maintenance man Hank, alt Frank & Hawk need Bobby's help to open the tube, had to go back outside; an alt version of Bobby, maintenance man at the station? So [Garland's tube] is alt to [Ruth's apartment] (two rolled up notes inside the tube alt bodies; Hawk's map also was rolled up, alt a body? Frank touches it, link to P17 Cooper to Frank "don't touch that body!"). In MD, there's another Ruth (Elms), the girls stay at her apartment and bring back another strange device that opens like the tube - the blue box. Betty, like Frank and the tube touches it all over (a different Betty gave Frank the tube) (maps - Betty & Rita look at a map before going to Sierra Bonita alt Frank & Hawk looking at the map before going to Jack Rabbit's, both scenarios involve long walks leading to bodies - the corpse or Naido; alt - Naido is a map? ("she's alive" alt to Hawk's map being a 'living entity') merges with MrC at death in P17 ("don't touch that body!") (who was also at the same site where Naido was found in P17, before he went to the station) going backwards into the story (like getting rolled back up into a 'map'; alt a rug, Frank Lebowski alt). Garland's 'tube' alt the blue box in MD. Frank touches it all over link to prints all over Ruth's apartment. What's inside the blue box? We see a black void, link to the black symbol on Hawk's map? (might be alt Judy's, where Cooper goes P18, alt he was following the map, curiosity alt 'Caddy?' version where he arrives in a Cadillac in place of the Lincoln Towncar (link to the Chevy dealership P5); link to Blue Velvet, Kyle's character was just 'really curious;' killed the cat, Judy alt a cat? black?). Alt - the blue box was found by Macklay's boys at the crime scene (in MD the box ends up in Ruth's apartment and in P1 the crime scene is also in a Ruth's apartment); scenario where Macklay has it but can't open it? P1 Constance running prints at her computer, monitor black and blue background alt it's the box itself? (Rita's fingers alt Constance's in the POV shot) (the box also analyzes things? link to the glass box in the same part, [computer processing softly] in captions, Tammy is paired with Macklay P11 brining coffee and donuts, alt Tracey with Sam, Mack has the box alt Sam and the glass box; computeequipment also linked to the FBI's hotel room, inside of Diane's purse POV alt inside the box; inside/out in flux?). Constance, besides running analyses, holds Garland's body, alt there's a body inside the box? (layer collapses - with no Constance, the box itself = a body? link to Betty vanishing in a collapsed layer? corresponds with Frank finding the tube, no Betty? maybe merged with Hawk, alt finding the tube inside something in place of the pages). Rita opens the box in MD - numerous parallels between her and Cooper from the perspective of Watts (Betty or Janey-E), alt it's who Cooper opens it? (Pilot: Cooper and Harry in the conference room try to open Laura's diary, which was hidden in her bedroom alt the box hidden in Ruth's bedroom closet, but no key for the diary, so Dale just breaks its open, link to P9 and the tube which they couldn't open. Opening the box sends him to Judy's (possible link to the map symbol) and combines his 'head' with Garland's body? He wakes up at the hospital in Las Vegas (female doctor alt Constance overseeing Garland's body in Buckhorn) ('Headley' alt to 'Macklay?' LV vs Buckhorn versions; Headly signifies a 'head' level of the story? Mack signifies a 'truck' level, or world? world of truck 'drivers' alt doppelgangers? Cooper P2 looks out of the red room and sees his doppelganger (who is 'in Buckhorn') driving, alt a truck). Two mountain peaks behind clouds in P5 alt Blue Pine Mountain & White Tail Peak? The cross symbol alt the Chevy logo. Cooper P18 alt driving (in 'Caddy' in place of Towncar) looking for Judy's alt black symbol on the map. Blue box alt Constance's computer; black and blue. Macklay alt has the box from the crime scene. Summary: Macklay (alt Neal) and his boys find the box at the crime scene from P1, old partner's prints (alt Frank) are on it, Cooper (alt Lt Knox) arrives to investigate and alt to him and Harry in S1 and the diary in the conference room (and link to Hawk's map and the 'Judy' symbol also in the conference room), he opens it using force, transports him to a world where he's the 'head' that combines with someone else's body (which was inside or represented by the box). Since Ruth Davenport's head is combined with Garland's body in P1, is Cooper is alt 'Ruth?' [Both Ruths are red haired like Lt Knox (also like Linney James who walked down the hallway at Universal Studios like Cindy Knox at the morgue in Buckhorn), alt Cooper in her spot who was sent by Gordon alt Col Davis?]. Ruth link to 'Roth' (Tim)? Hutch in P9 parallels the maintenance man Hank in P1 (both have mystery bags and stand by trucks); maintenance man also alt Bobby who broke open the box outside with force alt using tools, in place of Dale in the conference room forcing open the diary. {P5 Doris "I told you this!" link to 'Soulja Boy I told you' (soak link), Crank That; next scene P5 a boy Sonny Jim alt Soulja (dance link to Teach Me How To Dougie); Cooper P4 alt a maintenance man in the Jones kitchen fixing something? links between Briggs and Jones houses (visual 1 and visual 2); Garland mentions his soul when he went to the white lodge, returns home in S2 parallel to Cooper P18. So 'soul' linked to the Jones house and Cooper's presence there, alt Ruth/Roth}. Alt to a simple head & body (opener of box and box) - soul and body? Or soul and mind? Alt - a golden box represents a soul? (close to the cardboard box in P11?). Box or cube alt to the spherical 'seed?' The vehicle (shape like box or tube) represents a physical body, inside it (alt an apartment) or merged with the soul; which is 'opened' by a 'mind'? P17 - Gordon says that Jeffries was on to Judy (alt looking the place indicated by the black symbol on the map) and that Garland and Cooper were also onto Judy. Jeffries no longer exists, at least not in the normal sense, alt he lost his mind? Cooper takes over as the 'mind' (or alt curiosity) who combines with the soul (Garland) to continue the quest for Judy? A story with Cooper alt Roth, literal maintenance man, fixes something in the Jones house/kitchen (link to Hawk stopping by to check in on and help Sarah who is a widow), has or acquires the soul of her late husband? 'Mend' (to repair) alt 'mind'; Cooper following in the footsteps of Jeffries, literal repair man in the body of Roth/Hutch alt 'apartment' of Ruth ('story' alt body; two stories alluded to by Charlie, link to "3 bodies?" Lorraine, alt 3 stories?). Summary 2: repair main has or acquires the soul of late husband, falls in love with a widow, named Judy? Flip side: curiosity killed the cat, named Judy, black cat? (alt the bum in MD?) Like a black trap that a curious person falls into; alt scenario - Cooper (alt Jeffery, in BV?) digs up dirt on the girl he's falling for, which ends up killing the romance? Link to Diane in S3 "none of your fucking business" she's alt Sandy if the romance with Jeffery didn't pan out. Hallway walks, Lt Knox parallels Linney James. -P9 outside in the parking lot Bobby throws the tube against the ground, police cars blue and black in the lot link, to the blue box in MD (black void inside), 'throwing' link to the Mitchums (Bradley doesn't trust that rat fuck Anthony as far as he can throw a car), Frank & Hawk alt the brothers who can't open the box; Candie alt Bobby their sidekick, link to Castigliane Brother; Bobby alt or 'Bobby Mitchum?' (brothers Brad & Rod, B & R, alt Betty and Rita?). Mitchums place P10, has pool alt to Adam's house on MD, alt they have the blue box or something similaalt and can't open it? (gold box? similar to the cardboard box Cooper brings P11, alt he's the tool man who helps them open it). Mitchum brothers alt Frank & Hawk; or alt 'Bobby Mitchum' opens the device (alt a box), Brad & Rod, B & R, alt Betty & Rita? Cooper P11 brings the cardboard box and it's opened, alt helps them open a box? -P9, Dave Macklay walks at the morgue and tells Albert details around the body (alt Gerard walks with Cooper), says Ruth's head was 'atop' the body of Major Briggs. 'atop' alt stop, link to Richard, alt Richard and Linda as the body & head? Richard and Linda - 'ra' and 'la' missing a 'u' to make 'Laura?' alt version where Laura is found dead in bed in her room? Pete finds corpse in the Pilot, alt he's her younger brother? "oh dear" calls the sheriff etc. parents not home, on road trip alt Gordon (alt Garland) and Diane (alt wife Betty) traveling P9 ("is it alright if we make a short trip to Buckhorn"), daughter alt 'Laura Briggs?' The 'U' - link to Silver Mustang? (casino logo is a horseshoe, U). P5, Lucy 7 Insurance L/R with 'u' (alt casino - transition P5 from agency to casino; Mitchum Brothers MB alt Bushnell Mullins BM), with a conference room alt the station P4 (Laura's case evidence spread out). Conference room links to bedroom - rolled up map alt rug in Ruth's, where Dale opens the diary (and where the tube is not opened) alt the blue box. |
2024.05.16 00:21 Artistic_Ad6175 Is there anyone that can give me advice?
Looking for some guidance from anybody i am a 20 year old living with my parents still, im feeling a little down only because i still work a shitty retail job that pays 17.50 i applied for full time but since the company isnt doing "so well" they cut hours so im averagely working 27-33 hrs a week making averagely between 400-500. I still haven't bought my first car yet, the car i use was from my cousin that was given to us, a 2012 honda civic running at 260000 miles, not saying im not grateful for it its truly a blessing what i have. i waste money on weed and some necessities at the house i help out my parents with utilities at the house (rent, garbage, electricity oil ect...) so my money goes by quick i feel like i cant save my money either i have a girlfriend also i love her dearly i cant tell her i dont really have money cause that's embarrassing but i also try my best to buy her anything she asks she is a sweetest honest prettiest girl ive ever met so she deserves it, i never met a person like that in my life we plan to have do TON of things in the future i dont have a passport either i want to travel so bad with her i had a appointment to get a new passport cause at the time i was just 12 years old it expired when i was 18 but the employee from the post office said the lady that does the passports isnt here i was upset (happened twice*) this was in February of this year and never went back to this day that i dont feel very happy with myself right now i am seeing my friends doing things good in life while i feel stuck doing this same routine over and over again i want to do better in life i want more money respect to myself and have a truly happy life with my girlfriend right now i feel such shame to myself i had told her that i go to college to study as data analyst that was my goal to do but my laziness took over telling her that and her still believing that i go to college to this day is so embarrassing to me i feel ashamed i want stop being this way if there is anybody out there that can listen to me and give me advice i will take it to heart thankyou bless your hearts ❤️🙏
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2024.05.16 00:17 Parrotboy03 Should I apply 2025 or do a masters first
Currently I do not have the best GPA. Due to switching my major to something more stem based my sophomore year I just now finished my gen chem and gen Bios. I got a D in gen chem 2 and retook it and got a measly C (I know). Gen chem is the weed out class at my college so naturally I also took a B in gen chem 1 and C’s in both labs. I also received a C in my calculus class. All my bios and genetics I have earned an A tho. I also withdrew from physics so I have a W on my transcript. Everything else I have an A in though. With All this I’m left with a 3.3 GPA.
I’m taking both organic chemistry’s in the summer at a college which is known to have it a little easier so hopefully I earn As and keep on earning As in future semester’s. Hopefully that will bump my GPA high enough.
Some of my experiences include 400 hours shadowing a large animal vet, currently working at a small animal vet and currently have about 50 hours and counting, worked as a farrier for a summer, having two leadership positions in clubs at my school, and 600+ hours in a research lab and soon publishing.
My biggest worry is the damage that has been done to my GPA/transcript already. I’m not trying to get into any top vet school, frankly I would be happy to just go to SGU.
Should I do a masters before applying? I have been wanting too anyways since a thesis based masters is funded and I am competitive for that at least and I feel like it would strengthen my application.
Ps. SGU vet students lmk what got you in :)
Also I am OOS.
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I’m taking both organic chemistry’s in the summer at a college which is known to have it a little easier so hopefully I earn As and keep on earning As in future semester’s. Hopefully that will bump my GPA high enough.
Some of my experiences include 400 hours shadowing a large animal vet, currently working at a small animal vet and currently have about 50 hours and counting, worked as a farrier for a summer, having two leadership positions in clubs at my school, and 600+ hours in a research lab and soon publishing.
My biggest worry is the damage that has been done to my GPA/transcript already. I’m not trying to get into any top vet school, frankly I would be happy to just go to SGU.
Should I do a masters before applying? I have been wanting too anyways since a thesis based masters is funded and I am competitive for that at least and I feel like it would strengthen my application.
Ps. SGU vet students lmk what got you in :)
Also I am OOS.
2024.05.16 00:14 Significant_Dot_9766 MAJOR SCAM ALERT
I am visiting Frankfurt as a tourist and wanted to try some weed. I googled and came across (germanweedstore) online website - a very well designed and maintained website. Through their website I went on to reach out to their customer services via WhatsApp on (+49 1521 6481108). The customer service team was very quick with their replies and gave all the satisfactory answers. However, I first got suspicious of this as a scam when they asked me to make the purchase via bitcoin. To make me feel confident; they were happy to do a bank transfer and guaranteed a delivery in 2 hours time. I asked them to pay half before delivery and half after? I asked them for collection. I even showed them that they have 1 start review on trustpilot already but they still denied every request and said it will be deliver to my doorstep in 2 hours and I do not need to worry. As I am a tourist and just wanted to get high with friends and have a good time I went ahead and agreed to make a bank transfer. They provided me with below bank details
(Account no 65715256 Sort Code 041404 Account holders name: DROZDOVSKYI OLEH Bank account name: Monzo)
After the payment, the replies immediately slowed down and I started receiving excuses why the delivery haven't been made yet. 4 hours after now, they have stopped replying to my messages and still no sign of delivery (they haven’t even asked me delivery address yet).
I have now given up and have accepted that I got scammed for £120. I can only hope now to stop you from making the same mistake.
Trust me; if you’re looking to buy weed. Just look anywhere else, try some local parks and area where youngsters chill. This website is a pure scam. It’s a very detailed website which can be very tricky but trust me on this one please, it’s a SCAM!
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(Account no 65715256 Sort Code 041404 Account holders name: DROZDOVSKYI OLEH Bank account name: Monzo)
After the payment, the replies immediately slowed down and I started receiving excuses why the delivery haven't been made yet. 4 hours after now, they have stopped replying to my messages and still no sign of delivery (they haven’t even asked me delivery address yet).
I have now given up and have accepted that I got scammed for £120. I can only hope now to stop you from making the same mistake.
Trust me; if you’re looking to buy weed. Just look anywhere else, try some local parks and area where youngsters chill. This website is a pure scam. It’s a very detailed website which can be very tricky but trust me on this one please, it’s a SCAM!
2024.05.16 00:14 Artistic_Ad6175 Can i please get advice for a 20 year old stressing?
Looking for some guidance from anybody i am a 20 year old living with my parents still, im feeling a little down only because i still work a shitty retail job that pays 17.50 i applied for full time but since the company isnt doing "so well" they cut hours so im averagely working 27-33 hrs a week making averagely between 400-500. I still haven't bought my first car yet, the car i use was from my cousin that was given to us, a 2012 honda civic running at 260000 miles, not saying im not grateful for it its truly a blessing what i have. i waste money on weed and some necessities at the house i help out my parents with utilities at the house (rent, garbage, electricity oil ect...) so my money goes by quick i feel like i cant save my money either i have a girlfriend also i love her dearly i cant tell her i dont really have money cause that's embarrassing but i also try my best to buy her anything she asks she is a sweetest honest prettiest girl ive ever met so she deserves it, i never met a person like that in my life we plan to have do TON of things in the future i dont have a passport either i want to travel so bad with her i had a appointment to get a new passport cause at the time i was just 12 years old it expired when i was 18 but the employee from the post office said the lady that does the passports isnt here i was upset (happened twice*) this was in February of this year and never went back to this day that i dont feel very happy with myself right now i am seeing my friends doing things good in life while i feel stuck doing this same routine over and over again i want to do better in life i want more money respect to myself and have a truly happy life with my girlfriend right now i feel such shame to myself i had told her that i go to college to study as data analyst that was my goal to do but my laziness took over telling her that and her still believing that i go to college to this day is so embarrassing to me i feel ashamed i want stop being this way if there is anybody out there that can listen to me and give me advice i will take it to heart thankyou bless your hearts ❤️🙏
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2024.05.16 00:13 johnsonjohnson Need to store a baby car seat until June 3
Hi all - we are in Sapporo for the next few days and need to store our baby car seat here until we come back at the beginning of next month.
Luggage storage services are quoting 15,000 which is higher than our budget.
Would anyone be willing to hold onto our car seat for a few weeks? Happy to compensate 5,000 for the trouble! Thanks in advance.
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Luggage storage services are quoting 15,000 which is higher than our budget.
Would anyone be willing to hold onto our car seat for a few weeks? Happy to compensate 5,000 for the trouble! Thanks in advance.
2024.05.16 00:10 Ok-Biscotti-1779 I can never win.
Last year during an argument my husband (23M) said to me, (20F) "Are you seriously mad at me? This is why you women should never ask these stupid fucking questions!"
So naturally I stopped opening up about my anxieties and worries to him.
Whenever he would disrespect me in front of his friends, or disregard me and my thoughts and feelings I would turn to my mother.
I know I shouldn't of aired his dirty laundry out to her but I was terrified of how he might react if I had questioned him about his behavior.
As he has dealt with being cheated on in a previous relationship he would drill into me if I ever cheated on him he would kill me. He would accuse me almost everyday, even though I always made sure men and his male friends were always at an arm's length with me as I never wanted to entertain the idea of crossinh any boundaries and because I was madly in love with him and could literally care less about other men's opinion of me. He would go through my phone every night after I fell asleep and he eventually found out about my messages to my mother.
He was furious I told her about our personal problems instead of coming to him but I explained as to why I did so. He then shut down, shut me out, gave me the silent treatment and then jerked off to porn in the shower for two hours.
This would be a reoccuring pattern.
Two months ago I told him I wanted to learn how to drive and become more independent as I should know how to drive by now but let my severe anxieties of being on the road stop me.
He said he was worried because and I quote, "When a he says she wants to be independent..." Literally calling me a he when I have literally never ever exuded any energy of the sort.
Obviously I took offense to this and told him, "Please do not call me that."
To which he replied, "That's not what I meant." and then proceeded to tell gaslight me into thinking that wasn't what he meant at all.
When I stood my ground and said, "Regardless of what you meant I would appreciate if you would rather not do that again."
He looked like a puppy that had just been kicked and kept going on about how awful of a husband he is. When I sat there staring at him, he then shut down, shuts me out, gave me the silent treatment went upstairs and jerked off to porn in the shower for two hours again.
I am constantly in a damned if I do, damned if I don't situation, If he upsets me and I tell him he is unable to take any criticism or own up to his mistake like an adult and says he's the most horrible man alive and uses that self loathing to then give me the silent treatment and jerk off to porn. If he upsets me and I tell my mother instead he snoops through my phone gets angry at me for turning to her instead uses that resentment to then give me the silent treatment and jerk off to porn. He says indulging in porn is his number one solution to stress.
I HAVE BEEN BROKEN DOWN, SHATTERED TO PIECES AND DRAINED OF ALL LIFE AND NOT ONCE HAVE I THOUGHT TO BETRAY HIM IN ANY SHAPE OR FORM.
He uses me standing up for myself as a reason to jerk off because apparently I'm just the evil, shrewd, nagging wife who is the worst person on the planet.
The crazy thing is, I have a high sex drive and was more than happy to have sex with him everyday. But that wasn't enough, and rapidly throughout our relationship he declined my iniations for intimacy and started favoring his porn.
If it were infrequent uses of free porn when I wasn't in the mood maybe I would've been okay with it but he was legitimately rejecting me for sex and then waiting til i fell asleep to then indulge in porn.
It was paying for onlyfans subscriptions, generating thousands of images of AI porn, paying animators to animate pornography of his favorite characters, watching porn and playing pornographic video games and the worst to me was him using fake AI dating apps that let you swipe through images of real women to then sext with AI bots pretending to be them.
He would spend upwards to several hundreds on all of this every month.
I find myself apologizing in times when it should be him.
I cannot stand to look myself in the mirror as I think I'm the most hideous creature to ever roam the earth.
I can't go anywhere or engage in any media (completely SFW) without getting triggered and thinking would he rather be with someone who looked like her as opposed to me.
And when he saw me looking at this subreddit one day at my laptop he got so frustrated to think I would ever need a support group like this.
I have no friends, I only talk to my mother on a daily basis besides him.
I am married and yet I feel so incredibly lonely.
Fortunately I have a picnic set up with a mutual female acquaintance tomorrow and I am excited and I want to tell her everything but I know I shouldn't and it would be wrong of me and it would bite me back in the ass.
I just want someone to hug me.
I feel so empty.
I can never win.
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So naturally I stopped opening up about my anxieties and worries to him.
Whenever he would disrespect me in front of his friends, or disregard me and my thoughts and feelings I would turn to my mother.
I know I shouldn't of aired his dirty laundry out to her but I was terrified of how he might react if I had questioned him about his behavior.
As he has dealt with being cheated on in a previous relationship he would drill into me if I ever cheated on him he would kill me. He would accuse me almost everyday, even though I always made sure men and his male friends were always at an arm's length with me as I never wanted to entertain the idea of crossinh any boundaries and because I was madly in love with him and could literally care less about other men's opinion of me. He would go through my phone every night after I fell asleep and he eventually found out about my messages to my mother.
He was furious I told her about our personal problems instead of coming to him but I explained as to why I did so. He then shut down, shut me out, gave me the silent treatment and then jerked off to porn in the shower for two hours.
This would be a reoccuring pattern.
Two months ago I told him I wanted to learn how to drive and become more independent as I should know how to drive by now but let my severe anxieties of being on the road stop me.
He said he was worried because and I quote, "When a he says she wants to be independent..." Literally calling me a he when I have literally never ever exuded any energy of the sort.
Obviously I took offense to this and told him, "Please do not call me that."
To which he replied, "That's not what I meant." and then proceeded to tell gaslight me into thinking that wasn't what he meant at all.
When I stood my ground and said, "Regardless of what you meant I would appreciate if you would rather not do that again."
He looked like a puppy that had just been kicked and kept going on about how awful of a husband he is. When I sat there staring at him, he then shut down, shuts me out, gave me the silent treatment went upstairs and jerked off to porn in the shower for two hours again.
I am constantly in a damned if I do, damned if I don't situation, If he upsets me and I tell him he is unable to take any criticism or own up to his mistake like an adult and says he's the most horrible man alive and uses that self loathing to then give me the silent treatment and jerk off to porn. If he upsets me and I tell my mother instead he snoops through my phone gets angry at me for turning to her instead uses that resentment to then give me the silent treatment and jerk off to porn. He says indulging in porn is his number one solution to stress.
I HAVE BEEN BROKEN DOWN, SHATTERED TO PIECES AND DRAINED OF ALL LIFE AND NOT ONCE HAVE I THOUGHT TO BETRAY HIM IN ANY SHAPE OR FORM.
He uses me standing up for myself as a reason to jerk off because apparently I'm just the evil, shrewd, nagging wife who is the worst person on the planet.
The crazy thing is, I have a high sex drive and was more than happy to have sex with him everyday. But that wasn't enough, and rapidly throughout our relationship he declined my iniations for intimacy and started favoring his porn.
If it were infrequent uses of free porn when I wasn't in the mood maybe I would've been okay with it but he was legitimately rejecting me for sex and then waiting til i fell asleep to then indulge in porn.
It was paying for onlyfans subscriptions, generating thousands of images of AI porn, paying animators to animate pornography of his favorite characters, watching porn and playing pornographic video games and the worst to me was him using fake AI dating apps that let you swipe through images of real women to then sext with AI bots pretending to be them.
He would spend upwards to several hundreds on all of this every month.
I find myself apologizing in times when it should be him.
I cannot stand to look myself in the mirror as I think I'm the most hideous creature to ever roam the earth.
I can't go anywhere or engage in any media (completely SFW) without getting triggered and thinking would he rather be with someone who looked like her as opposed to me.
And when he saw me looking at this subreddit one day at my laptop he got so frustrated to think I would ever need a support group like this.
I have no friends, I only talk to my mother on a daily basis besides him.
I am married and yet I feel so incredibly lonely.
Fortunately I have a picnic set up with a mutual female acquaintance tomorrow and I am excited and I want to tell her everything but I know I shouldn't and it would be wrong of me and it would bite me back in the ass.
I just want someone to hug me.
I feel so empty.
I can never win.
2024.05.16 00:07 Alarming_Quail3687 Health/healing mystery illness
i have recently been experiencing health issues that no doctor can figure out/help with. i have been trying everything. for 7 months. does anyone have experience with this? it’s extremely painful (nerve pain) and manifests in my throat, ears, neck, chest and head. I feel like now that no docs have been able to help, it may be a place for magic. there is a girl who threatened to hex me years ago and actually assaulted me on the street last year. i’m wondering if she could have anything to do with it. it all began after i had a wisdom tooth surgery, it seems like i was in a weak vulnerable place and this all began. It’s been rough. i’ve smoked weed since i was young for ptsd and i can’t use cannabis at all (even edibles) anymore because it flares me so bad. i believe in manifestation and that i can heal this mystery illness. any advice, ideas as to what could be happening, or spells/success stories of healing are appreciated. Blessings🤍🤍🤍
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2024.05.16 00:00 Careless_Wonderingz Found out my IUD moved + i have cysts in my ovaries and i have no one will similar experiences
ABOVE ALL IM SEEING DOCTORS RN!! just looking for similar experiences:( and PLEASE dont fear monger, i just want to feel like im not crazy for how im feeling
TLDR: this week my ovaries and uterus felt weird? mainly my right ovary, feels like a bar is being pressed against my ovary (idk how else to describe it other than what it feels like to press your hips against a gymnastics bar when youre doing those flips on them?) and i found out my IUD moved and my right ovary at least has a 5cm cyst. they couldnt get a view of the left ovary. i also just feel exhausted most of the time and crappy. i cannot explain the feeling other than it washes over me completely.
main questions are; should i avoid certain things? silly problem but my 21st bday is coming up and i was gonna drink with friends, is that going to be something thatll cause a cyst to be irritated (in any other persons personal experience?) + i also smoke weed/disposables pretty regularly and wonder if that also has effects (probably does bc life is just peachy that way)
More Details: In january of this year i had a termination of pregnancy and an IUD put in. For a while it was okay, definitely had to get used to it but its also a foreign object inside of you changing your hormones so..i can understand that. Before I had an IUD i had very heavy periods up until 17 (im trans ftmtnb & was on t for 3 years but had to stop bc of other personal complications + testosterone just wasnt helping) and then my uterus ‘went to sleep’ for 3 years and then came back. it came back ANGRIER. i would be doubled over in pain and wincing and over are struggling during my period. but i knew my body well enough at this point to know besides it being annoying it was what usually happened before. i also know when id get my period bc 3 days before id FEEL it, y’know? like cramps. Now that i have my IUD, my period is irregular and at first was less painful (i have mirena(?) and im well aware that it can cause irregular periods or stop it completely over time) but this past week i have been able to realize how things have changed a lot. i work most days so i never have the time to sit there and feel it how i feel but ive realized by my pelvic where my ovaries should be it feels so uncomfortable and painful. i also dont have my period atm (legit just got brown discharge) and discharge way way different than before when i get it. i know IUDs can cause these things but i just feel so alone and unsure. im getting my IUD taken out next week, but if it gets worse i will probably push them to have it done sooner. thats kinda it tbh. im just scared. ive been sobbing a lot and feeling anxious every time i feel uncomfortable because im so scared its gonna burst and ill be in agony. i hear stories about women/females going in for these issues and never being taken seriously or everyone never knowing. i dont wanna celebrate my 21st birthday and end up on the floor crying in pain (and ik its probably dramatic but im just very scared. i hear how awful its been for others)
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TLDR: this week my ovaries and uterus felt weird? mainly my right ovary, feels like a bar is being pressed against my ovary (idk how else to describe it other than what it feels like to press your hips against a gymnastics bar when youre doing those flips on them?) and i found out my IUD moved and my right ovary at least has a 5cm cyst. they couldnt get a view of the left ovary. i also just feel exhausted most of the time and crappy. i cannot explain the feeling other than it washes over me completely.
main questions are; should i avoid certain things? silly problem but my 21st bday is coming up and i was gonna drink with friends, is that going to be something thatll cause a cyst to be irritated (in any other persons personal experience?) + i also smoke weed/disposables pretty regularly and wonder if that also has effects (probably does bc life is just peachy that way)
More Details: In january of this year i had a termination of pregnancy and an IUD put in. For a while it was okay, definitely had to get used to it but its also a foreign object inside of you changing your hormones so..i can understand that. Before I had an IUD i had very heavy periods up until 17 (im trans ftmtnb & was on t for 3 years but had to stop bc of other personal complications + testosterone just wasnt helping) and then my uterus ‘went to sleep’ for 3 years and then came back. it came back ANGRIER. i would be doubled over in pain and wincing and over are struggling during my period. but i knew my body well enough at this point to know besides it being annoying it was what usually happened before. i also know when id get my period bc 3 days before id FEEL it, y’know? like cramps. Now that i have my IUD, my period is irregular and at first was less painful (i have mirena(?) and im well aware that it can cause irregular periods or stop it completely over time) but this past week i have been able to realize how things have changed a lot. i work most days so i never have the time to sit there and feel it how i feel but ive realized by my pelvic where my ovaries should be it feels so uncomfortable and painful. i also dont have my period atm (legit just got brown discharge) and discharge way way different than before when i get it. i know IUDs can cause these things but i just feel so alone and unsure. im getting my IUD taken out next week, but if it gets worse i will probably push them to have it done sooner. thats kinda it tbh. im just scared. ive been sobbing a lot and feeling anxious every time i feel uncomfortable because im so scared its gonna burst and ill be in agony. i hear stories about women/females going in for these issues and never being taken seriously or everyone never knowing. i dont wanna celebrate my 21st birthday and end up on the floor crying in pain (and ik its probably dramatic but im just very scared. i hear how awful its been for others)
2024.05.15 23:58 RedDevil_Forever [Post Match Quotes] Ten Hag : "It's always nice to win any game. It's important to win the last game at Old Trafford this season. The fans deserve this because they've had difficult times and always stayed with us. We are here together. We wanted to pay the fans back. Fantastic. Great goals."
Erik Ten Hag
Erik ten Hag: "Absolutely the club wants to keep Bruno, no question about that. As far as I know, he loves to play for ManUtd."https://x.com/sistoney67/status/1790862893933596916
Ten Hag on Bruno Fernandes: "He loves Manchester United, he loves to play for Manchester United. Especially with the injuries around him, he has to carry the team, he keeps a high level."
https://x.com/RichFay/status/1790863092248670231
Erik ten Hag: "After the season we have had so far, I don’t talk about pride. We are all disappointed with the season."
https://x.com/sistoney67/status/1790863597142216977
'I promise you those players will give everything'
Manchester United boss Erik ten Hag addressing the Old Trafford crowd:"On behalf of the players, staff and myself I want to thank you all for the brilliant support during this season.
"As you know it wasn’t an easy season, but one thing remained constant and that was the backing of you for the team.
"This season is not over yet. First we go to Brighton where we travel for three points and then we go to Wembley. And I promise you those players will give everything to get that cup and bring it to Old Trafford.
"We are sure you will be there supporting us - thank you, you are the best supporters in the world."
'We found the really good balance'
Manchester United boss Erik ten Hag told BBC Sport:"It's always nice to win any game. It's important to win the last game at Old Trafford this season. The fans deserve this because they've had difficult times and always stayed with us.
"We are here together. We wanted to pay the fans back.
"Fantastic. Great goals. But it was a team effort how we made the goals. But I'm always happy at young players who are progressing very good and scored some brilliant goals.
"Newcastle have a lot of physical power and you have to match that but you also have to play football. We had found the really good balance in this.
"I think he [Hojlund] needs some rest so he's fresh. Strikers live for goals. It's very important for his confidence so I'm really pleased he scored."
On the FA Cup final: "We don't think about this yet. First we have Brighton in the last game which is important in the ranking. We don't have it in our hands but we have to do our job."
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Bruno Fernandes
Bruno Fernandes on his future: “I will be here till when the club wants me and the club wants me to be a part of the future”. “If for some reason they don’t want me, then I will go”.https://x.com/FabrizioRomano/status/1790857608057733261
'The job isn’t finished yet'
Manchester United skipper Bruno Fernandes, speaking to Sky Sports:“Obviously the job isn’t finished yet. We still have one game in the Premier League then the biggest game of the season, the FA Cup final.
“It has been a tough season. The table shows that and we are all aware of that. The fans have been amazing and behind us all season. We all appreciate what they have been doing for us.
“We want to do better and do differently and they [fans] deserve that.
“They have been amazing for us and we had to do something, we have been trying but results don’t show that. We have been working hard and everyone has been giving their best it is not enough and we have to do more.
“We still have two games to go and we have to finish in the best way.
“It doesn’t exist, a captain's performance, it is a team performance.
"I am no different from anyone just because I have the armband. I always try my best and we always do the best we can for the club – nobody hides that we play for a big club and we have to lift our standards every game.”
On his future: “I will be here till when the club wants me and the club wants me to be a part of the future. If for some reason they don’t want me, then I will go.”
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Eddie Howe
Eddie Howe on first-half incident: "It was an absolute stonewall penalty."https://x.com/RichFay/status/1790858968459342013
Eddie Howe: "We had chances & I felt we could score at any moment. But we have lost the game because of how we defended their goals. We should hang our heads really. The game got away from us in key moments"
https://x.com/CraigHope\_DM/status/1790859629389332521
'We were let down by some of our defending'
Newcastle boss Eddie Howe to BBC Sport: "Frustrating for us. Away from home this year our record hasn't been good enough. Familiar scene for us. We conceded poor goals and ultimately that has cost us the game."It was a decent performance. We looked a good team but were let down by some of our defending.
"Attacking-wise we were good and had a threat all game. We took our goals well. Frustrated we didn't get more.
"There's a chance and while there's a chance we'll give it everything we can.
"Anthony Gordon has been excellent for us. He took his goal well. He should have had a penalty as well."
'It was an opportunity to grab Europe'
Newcastle United boss Eddie Howe, speaking to Sky Sports:“We had chances to do more, but the way we defended the three goals wasn’t good enough - this season compared to last we have conceded goals.
“It's something we have to change longer term."
On Kieran Trippier's position for the opening goal: ”Reluctant to focus on one player.
“When you look back through the goals we have conceded today there are multiple errors in all three goals.
“I don’t think Man Utd hurt us a great deal but we conceded three goals. We looked good going forward, we did create chances but didn’t get enough bodies in the key chances, but we scored two goals and it should be enough to get something from the game.
“You feel momentum is with us and there is a much better feel with us in the second half. Then a second goal from a set-play. It is a combination of errors and we know we have to do better."
On Anthony Gordon’s penalty call: “I thought it was a penalty. You have to see it one to three times to see where the contact is. I thought that’s what VAR was good at.”
On scrapping VAR: “I have always been in an era where the referee makes a decision and I back it.
“I would possibly keep it [VAR] with offsides, but I want more power with referees.”
On Europe: “I don’t know. In this moment we are disappointed to not win today. It was an opportunity to grab Europe instead of looking around at other results.”
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Anthony Gordon
'Either get rid of it or get better' - Gordon on VAR
Newcastle forward Anthony Gordon, speaking to Sky Sports: "I thought we played alright."Defensively away from home we have been poor - we have to fix that.
"We created a lot, but we didn't take our chances. We cannot blame anything else but ourselves.
"But, today wasn't our day."
On a potential ankle injury and penalty call: "Really sore. Not too sure how good my ankle will be.
"I have watched it back and it is a clear penalty. I don't mind the referee getting it wrong on the pitch, but I don't understand the point of VAR.
"He [Sofyan Amrabat] goes down my Achilles and pushes me in the back.
"I knew straight away, that is why I didn't appeal. I waited for the VAR to check, I told my team-mates 'it was a clear penalty'. I don't understand the point of it, either get rid of it or get better - it's that simple.
"I think I am quite fond of it. Fond of the idea and it should work, but there are too many mistakes."
On his hopes of Euro 2024: "I won't let a sore ankle get in the way of that.
Quotes via BBC
2024.05.15 23:58 Stopcopcity69 Day 1 semaglutide and MIC
Just a few hours ago, I got the beginning dosage of semaglutide combined with the lipo MIC shot. Feeling pretty ok, a little wiped out. Smoked some weed and now I feel hungry and im considering taking myself to Olive Garden for a last hurrah with my eating binges.
Hello semaglutide community! Y’all may be hearing from me periodically over the next few months!
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Hello semaglutide community! Y’all may be hearing from me periodically over the next few months!
2024.05.15 23:55 Kitchen_Minimum6754 It’s bad and not sure what to do?
I’ve been trying to stop. But I can’t. I rub thinning parts of my scalp, I pick at scabs on my scalp or bumps, I notice an itch on my nose I’ll scratch or rub it. I can’t get myself to stop. If it’s not the scalp, it’s the face, if it’s not the face it’s the back of neck. I’ve used ketoconazole and I’ve tried to stay clean but nope it just doesn’t work. I don’t know how I’ve gotten this far but I know it’s probably from the compulsive weed smoking and letting go of myself because of depression. Now I’m mentally stronger yet this habit sticks. It’s such a bad look. I look like a crackhead itching my scalp. That’s if I catch myself….
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2024.05.15 23:55 Careless_Wonderingz Found out my IUD moved + i have cysts in my ovaries and i have no one will similar experiences
ABOVE ALL IM SEEING DOCTORS RN!! just looking for similar experiences:( and PLEASE dont fear monger, i just want to feel like im not crazy for how im feeling
TLDR: this week my ovaries and uterus felt weird? mainly my right ovary, feels like a bar is being pressed against my ovary (idk how else to describe it other than what it feels like to press your hips against a gymnastics bar when youre doing those flips on them?) and i found out my IUD moved and my right ovary at least has a 5cm cyst. they couldnt get a view of the left ovary. i also just feel exhausted most of the time and crappy. i cannot explain the feeling other than it washes over me completely.
main questions are; should i avoid certain things? silly problem but my 21st bday is coming up and i was gonna drink with friends, is that going to be something thatll cause a cyst to be irritated (in any other persons personal experience?) + i also smoke weed/disposables pretty regularly and wonder if that also has effects (probably does bc life is just peachy that way)
More Details: In january of this year i had a termination of pregnancy and an IUD put in. For a while it was okay, definitely had to get used to it but its also a foreign object inside of you changing your hormones so..i can understand that. Before I had an IUD i had very heavy periods up until 17 (im trans ftmtnb & was on t for 3 years but had to stop bc of other personal complications + testosterone just wasnt helping) and then my uterus ‘went to sleep’ for 3 years and then came back. it came back ANGRIER. i would be doubled over in pain and wincing and over are struggling during my period. but i knew my body well enough at this point to know besides it being annoying it was what usually happened before. i also know when id get my period bc 3 days before id FEEL it, y’know? like cramps. Now that i have my IUD, my period is irregular and at first was less painful (i have mirena(?) and im well aware that it can cause irregular periods or stop it completely over time) but this past week i have been able to realize how things have changed a lot. i work most days so i never have the time to sit there and feel it how i feel but ive realized by my pelvic where my ovaries should be it feels so uncomfortable and painful. i also dont have my period atm (legit just got brown discharge) and discharge way way different than before when i get it. i know IUDs can cause these things but i just feel so alone and unsure. im getting my IUD taken out next week, but if it gets worse i will probably push them to have it done sooner. thats kinda it tbh. im just scared. ive been sobbing a lot and feeling anxious every time i feel uncomfortable because im so scared its gonna burst and ill be in agony. i hear stories about women/females going in for these issues and never being taken seriously or everyone never knowing. i dont wanna celebrate my 21st birthday and end up on the floor crying in pain (and ik its probably dramatic but im just very scared. i hear how awful its been for others)
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TLDR: this week my ovaries and uterus felt weird? mainly my right ovary, feels like a bar is being pressed against my ovary (idk how else to describe it other than what it feels like to press your hips against a gymnastics bar when youre doing those flips on them?) and i found out my IUD moved and my right ovary at least has a 5cm cyst. they couldnt get a view of the left ovary. i also just feel exhausted most of the time and crappy. i cannot explain the feeling other than it washes over me completely.
main questions are; should i avoid certain things? silly problem but my 21st bday is coming up and i was gonna drink with friends, is that going to be something thatll cause a cyst to be irritated (in any other persons personal experience?) + i also smoke weed/disposables pretty regularly and wonder if that also has effects (probably does bc life is just peachy that way)
More Details: In january of this year i had a termination of pregnancy and an IUD put in. For a while it was okay, definitely had to get used to it but its also a foreign object inside of you changing your hormones so..i can understand that. Before I had an IUD i had very heavy periods up until 17 (im trans ftmtnb & was on t for 3 years but had to stop bc of other personal complications + testosterone just wasnt helping) and then my uterus ‘went to sleep’ for 3 years and then came back. it came back ANGRIER. i would be doubled over in pain and wincing and over are struggling during my period. but i knew my body well enough at this point to know besides it being annoying it was what usually happened before. i also know when id get my period bc 3 days before id FEEL it, y’know? like cramps. Now that i have my IUD, my period is irregular and at first was less painful (i have mirena(?) and im well aware that it can cause irregular periods or stop it completely over time) but this past week i have been able to realize how things have changed a lot. i work most days so i never have the time to sit there and feel it how i feel but ive realized by my pelvic where my ovaries should be it feels so uncomfortable and painful. i also dont have my period atm (legit just got brown discharge) and discharge way way different than before when i get it. i know IUDs can cause these things but i just feel so alone and unsure. im getting my IUD taken out next week, but if it gets worse i will probably push them to have it done sooner. thats kinda it tbh. im just scared. ive been sobbing a lot and feeling anxious every time i feel uncomfortable because im so scared its gonna burst and ill be in agony. i hear stories about women/females going in for these issues and never being taken seriously or everyone never knowing. i dont wanna celebrate my 21st birthday and end up on the floor crying in pain (and ik its probably dramatic but im just very scared. i hear how awful its been for others)