Halimbawa ng solicitation letter sa basketball

GOOOOOOOOOOD MORNING SUPERSTONKERS! HAHA. It's me again. Yeah, i slipped past the defenses again to drop this off so you can all refresh yourselves on the state of FUD and disinformation in this protracted fight against the legal larcenists doing their best to try and get you to sell. Please spread this amongst the holders, the more people know the less power they have over us holders. We don't sell until we get a call from marge, and that's always been the play.
TLDR: This is a set of tactics used by the Alphabet Boys(CIA, FBI, DEA) to control and manipulate us into drama to collapse our communities and movements. And should be read in full by anyone willing and wanting to learn how these things work.
I've come to notice recently, people keep asking me to repost this for the sake of keeping the new people abreast on what needs to be done to protect the holders of GME. Beneath here will be a detailed account on what you need to be aware of in your online interactions, to avoid being taken for a fool!
_______________________________________________________________________

1. COINTELPRO Techniques for dilution, misdirection and control of a internet forum
2. Twenty-Five Rules of Disinformation
3. Eight Traits of the Disinformationalist
4. How to Spot a Spy (Cointelpro Agent)
5. Seventeen Techniques for Truth Suppression

_______________________________________________________________________
COINTELPRO Techniques for dilution, misdirection and control of a internet forum..
There are several techniques for the control and manipulation of a internet forum no matter what, or who is on it. We will go over each technique and demonstrate that only a minimal number of operatives can be used to eventually and effectively gain a control of a 'uncontrolled forum.'
Technique #1 - 'FORUM SLIDING'
If a very sensitive posting of a critical nature has been posted on a forum - it can be quickly removed from public view by 'forum sliding.' In this technique a number of unrelated posts are quietly prepositioned on the forum and allowed to 'age.' Each of these misdirectional forum postings can then be called upon at will to trigger a 'forum slide.' The second requirement is that several fake accounts exist, which can be called upon, to ensure that this technique is not exposed to the public. To trigger a 'forum slide' and 'flush' the critical post out of public view it is simply a matter of logging into each account both real and fake and then 'replying' to prepositioned postings with a simple 1 or 2 line comment. This brings the unrelated postings to the top of the forum list, and the critical posting 'slides' down the front page, and quickly out of public view. Although it is difficult or impossible to censor the posting it is now lost in a sea of unrelated and unuseful postings. By this means it becomes effective to keep the readers of the forum reading unrelated and non-issue items.
Technique #2 - 'CONSENSUS CRACKING'
A second highly effective technique (which you can see in operation all the time at www.abovetopsecret.com
) is 'consensus cracking.' To develop a consensus crack, the following technique is used. Under the guise of a fake account a posting is made which looks legitimate and is towards the truth is made - but the critical point is that it has a VERY WEAK PREMISE without substantive proof to back the posting. Once this is done then under alternative fake accounts a very strong position in your favor is slowly introduced over the life of the posting. It is IMPERATIVE that both sides are initially presented, so the uninformed reader cannot determine which side is the truth. As postings and replies are made the stronger 'evidence' or disinformation in your favor is slowly 'seeded in.' Thus the uninformed reader will most like develop the same position as you, and if their position is against you their opposition to your posting will be most likely dropped. However in some cases where the forum members are highly educated and can counter your disinformation with real facts and linked postings, you can then 'abort' the consensus cracking by initiating a 'forum slide.'
Technique #3 - 'TOPIC DILUTION'
Topic dilution is not only effective in forum sliding it is also very useful in keeping the forum readers on unrelated and non-productive issues. This is a critical and useful technique to cause a 'RESOURCE BURN.' By implementing continual and non-related postings that distract and disrupt (trolling ) the forum readers they are more effectively stopped from anything of any real productivity. If the intensity of gradual dilution is intense enough, the readers will effectively stop researching and simply slip into a 'gossip mode.' In this state they can be more easily misdirected away from facts towards uninformed conjecture and opinion. The less informed they are the more effective and easy it becomes to control the entire group in the direction that you would desire the group to go in. It must be stressed that a proper assessment of the psychological capabilities and levels of education is first determined of the group to determine at what level to 'drive in the wedge.' By being too far off topic too quickly it may trigger censorship by a forum moderator.
Technique #4 - 'INFORMATION COLLECTION'
Information collection is also a very effective method to determine the psychological level of the forum members, and to gather intelligence that can be used against them. In this technique in a light and positive environment a 'show you mine so me yours' posting is initiated. From the number of replies and the answers that are provided much statistical information can be gathered. An example is to post your 'favorite weapon' and then encourage other members of the forum to showcase what they have. In this matter it can be determined by reverse proration what percentage of the forum community owns a firearm, and or a illegal weapon. This same method can be used by posing as one of the form members and posting your favorite 'technique of operation.' From the replies various methods that the group utilizes can be studied and effective methods developed to stop them from their activities.
Technique #5 - 'ANGER TROLLING'
Statistically, there is always a percentage of the forum posters who are more inclined to violence. In order to determine who these individuals are, it is a requirement to present a image to the forum to deliberately incite a strong psychological reaction. From this the most violent in the group can be effectively singled out for reverse IP location and possibly local enforcement tracking. To accomplish this only requires posting a link to a video depicting a local police officer massively abusing his power against a very innocent individual. Statistically of the million or so police officers in America there is always one or two being caught abusing there powers and the taping of the activity can be then used for intelligence gathering purposes - without the requirement to 'stage' a fake abuse video. This method is extremely effective, and the more so the more abusive the video can be made to look. Sometimes it is useful to 'lead' the forum by replying to your own posting with your own statement of violent intent, and that you 'do not care what the authorities think!!' inflammation. By doing this and showing no fear it may be more effective in getting the more silent and self-disciplined violent intent members of the forum to slip and post their real intentions. This can be used later in a court of law during prosecution.
Technique #6 - 'GAINING FULL CONTROL'
It is important to also be harvesting and continually maneuvering for a forum moderator position. Once this position is obtained, the forum can then be effectively and quietly controlled by deleting unfavourable postings - and one can eventually steer the forum into complete failure and lack of interest by the general public. This is the 'ultimate victory' as the forum is no longer participated with by the general public and no longer useful in maintaining their freedoms. Depending on the level of control you can obtain, you can deliberately steer a forum into defeat by censoring postings, deleting memberships, flooding, and or accidentally taking the forum offline. By this method the forum can be quickly killed. However it is not always in the interest to kill a forum as it can be converted into a 'honey pot' gathering center to collect and misdirect newcomers and from this point be completely used for your control for your agenda purposes.
CONCLUSION
Remember these techniques are only effective if the forum participants DO NOT KNOW ABOUT THEM. Once they are aware of these techniques the operation can completely fail, and the forum can become uncontrolled. At this point other avenues must be considered such as initiating a false legal precidence to simply have the forum shut down and taken offline. This is not desirable as it then leaves the enforcement agencies unable to track the percentage of those in the population who always resist attempts for control against them. Many other techniques can be utilized and developed by the individual and as you develop further techniques of infiltration and control it is imperative to share then with HQ.
_______________________________________________________________________
Twenty-Five Rules of Disinformation
Note: The first rule and last five (or six, depending on situation) rules are generally not directly within the ability of the traditional disinfo artist to apply. These rules are generally used more directly by those at the leadership, key players, or planning level of the criminal conspiracy or conspiracy to cover up.
1. Hear no evil, see no evil, speak no evil. Regardless of what you know, don't discuss it -- especially if you are a public figure, news anchor, etc. If it's not reported, it didn't happen, and you never have to deal with the issues.
2. Become incredulous and indignant. Avoid discussing key issues and instead focus on side issues which can be used show the topic as being critical of some otherwise sacrosanct group or theme. This is also known as the 'How dare you!' gambit.
3. Create rumor mongers. Avoid discussing issues by describing all charges, regardless of venue or evidence, as mere rumors and wild accusations. Other derogatory terms mutually exclusive of truth may work as well. This method which works especially well with a silent press, because the only way the public can learn of the facts are through such 'arguable rumors'. If you can associate the material with the Internet, use this fact to certify it a 'wild rumor' from a 'bunch of kids on the Internet' which can have no basis in fact.
4. Use a straw man. Find or create a seeming element of your opponent's argument which you can easily knock down to make yourself look good and the opponent to look bad. Either make up an issue you may safely imply exists based on your interpretation of the opponent/opponent arguments/situation, or select the weakest aspect of the weakest charges. Amplify their significance and destroy them in a way which appears to debunk all the charges, real and fabricated alike, while actually avoiding discussion of the real issues.
5. Sidetrack opponents with name calling and ridicule. This is also known as the primary 'attack the messenger' ploy, though other methods qualify as variants of that approach. Associate opponents with unpopular titles such as 'kooks', 'right-wing', 'liberal', 'left-wing', 'terrorists', 'conspiracy buffs', 'radicals', 'militia', 'racists', 'religious fanatics', 'sexual deviates', and so forth. This makes others shrink from support out of fear of gaining the same label, and you avoid dealing with issues.
6. Hit and Run. In any public forum, make a brief attack of your opponent or the opponent position and then scamper off before an answer can be fielded, or simply ignore any answer. This works extremely well in Internet and letters-to-the-editor environments where a steady stream of new identities can be called upon without having to explain criticism, reasoning -- simply make an accusation or other attack, never discussing issues, and never answering any subsequent response, for that would dignify the opponent's viewpoint.
7. Question motives. Twist or amplify any fact which could be taken to imply that the opponent operates out of a hidden personal agenda or other bias. This avoids discussing issues and forces the accuser on the defensive.
8. Invoke authority. Claim for yourself or associate yourself with authority and present your argument with enough 'jargon' and 'minutia' to illustrate you are 'one who knows', and simply say it isn't so without discussing issues or demonstrating concretely why or citing sources.
9. Play Dumb. No matter what evidence or logical argument is offered, avoid discussing issues except with denials they have any credibility, make any sense, provide any proof, contain or make a point, have logic, or support a conclusion. Mix well for maximum effect.
10. Associate opponent charges with old news. A derivative of the straw man -- usually, in any large-scale matter of high visibility, someone will make charges early on which can be or were already easily dealt with - a kind of investment for the future should the matter not be so easily contained.) Where it can be foreseen, have your own side raise a straw man issue and have it dealt with early on as part of the initial contingency plans. Subsequent charges, regardless of validity or new ground uncovered, can usually then be associated with the original charge and dismissed as simply being a rehash without need to address current issues -- so much the better where the opponent is or was involved with the original source.
11. Establish and rely upon fall-back positions. Using a minor matter or element of the facts, take the 'high road' and 'confess' with candor that some innocent mistake, in hindsight, was made -- but that opponents have seized on the opportunity to blow it all out of proportion and imply greater criminalities which, 'just isn't so.' Others can reinforce this on your behalf, later, and even publicly 'call for an end to the nonsense' because you have already 'done the right thing.' Done properly, this can garner sympathy and respect for 'coming clean' and 'owning up' to your mistakes without addressing more serious issues.
12. Enigmas have no solution. Drawing upon the overall umbrella of events surrounding the crime and the multitude of players and events, paint the entire affair as too complex to solve. This causes those otherwise following the matter to begin to lose interest more quickly without having to address the actual issues.
13. Alice in Wonderland Logic. Avoid discussion of the issues by reasoning backwards or with an apparent deductive logic which forbears any actual material fact.
14. Demand complete solutions. Avoid the issues by requiring opponents to solve the crime at hand completely, a ploy which works best with issues qualifying for rule 10.
15. Fit the facts to alternate conclusions. This requires creative thinking unless the crime was planned with contingency conclusions in place.
16. Vanish evidence and witnesses. If it does not exist, it is not fact, and you won't have to address the issue.
17. Change the subject. Usually in connection with one of the other ploys listed here, find a way to side-track the discussion with abrasive or controversial comments in hopes of turning attention to a new, more manageable topic. This works especially well with companions who can 'argue' with you over the new topic and polarize the discussion arena in order to avoid discussing more key issues.
18. Emotionalize, Antagonize, and Goad Opponents. If you can't do anything else, chide and taunt your opponents and draw them into emotional responses which will tend to make them look foolish and overly motivated, and generally render their material somewhat less coherent. Not only will you avoid discussing the issues in the first instance, but even if their emotional response addresses the issue, you can further avoid the issues by then focusing on how 'sensitive they are to criticism.'
19. Ignore proof presented, demand impossible proofs. This is perhaps a variant of the 'play dumb' rule. Regardless of what material may be presented by an opponent in public forums, claim the material irrelevant and demand proof that is impossible for the opponent to come by (it may exist, but not be at his disposal, or it may be something which is known to be safely destroyed or withheld, such as a murder weapon.) In order to completely avoid discussing issues, it may be required that you to categorically deny and be critical of media or books as valid sources, deny that witnesses are acceptable, or even deny that statements made by government or other authorities have any meaning or relevance.
20. False evidence. Whenever possible, introduce new facts or clues designed and manufactured to conflict with opponent presentations -- as useful tools to neutralize sensitive issues or impede resolution. This works best when the crime was designed with contingencies for the purpose, and the facts cannot be easily separated from the fabrications.
21. Call a Grand Jury, Special Prosecutor, or other empowered investigative body. Subvert the (process) to your benefit and effectively neutralize all sensitive issues without open discussion. Once convened, the evidence and testimony are required to be secret when properly handled. For instance, if you own the prosecuting attorney, it can insure a Grand Jury hears no useful evidence and that the evidence is sealed and unavailable to subsequent investigators. Once a favorable verdict is achieved, the matter can be considered officially closed. Usually, this technique is applied to find the guilty innocent, but it can also be used to obtain charges when seeking to frame a victim.
22. Manufacture a new truth. Create your own expert(s), group(s), author(s), leader(s) or influence existing ones willing to forge new ground via scientific, investigative, or social research or testimony which concludes favorably. In this way, if you must actually address issues, you can do so authoritatively.
23. Create bigger distractions. If the above does not seem to be working to distract from sensitive issues, or to prevent unwanted media coverage of unstoppable events such as trials, create bigger news stories (or treat them as such) to distract the multitudes.
24. Silence critics. If the above methods do not prevail, consider removing opponents from circulation by some definitive solution so that the need to address issues is removed entirely. This can be by their death, arrest and detention, blackmail or destruction of their character by release of blackmail information, or merely by destroying them financially, emotionally, or severely damaging their health.
25. Vanish. If you are a key holder of secrets or otherwise overly illuminated and you think the heat is getting too hot, to avoid the issues, vacate the kitchen.
_______________________________________________________________________
Eight Traits of the Disinformationalist
1) Avoidance. They never actually discuss issues head-on or provide constructive input, generally avoiding citation of references or credentials. Rather, they merely imply this, that, and the other. Virtually everything about their presentation implies their authority and expert knowledge in the matter without any further justification for credibility.
2) Selectivity. They tend to pick and choose opponents carefully, either applying the hit-and-run approach against mere commentators supportive of opponents, or focusing heavier attacks on key opponents who are known to directly address issues. Should a commentator become argumentative with any success, the focus will shift to include the commentator as well.
3) Coincidental. They tend to surface suddenly and somewhat coincidentally with a new controversial topic with no clear prior record of participation in general discussions in the particular public arena involved. They likewise tend to vanish once the topic is no longer of general concern. They were likely directed or elected to be there for a reason, and vanish with the reason.
4) Teamwork. They tend to operate in self-congratulatory and complementary packs or teams. Of course, this can happen naturally in any public forum, but there will likely be an ongoing pattern of frequent exchanges of this sort where professionals are involved. Sometimes one of the players will infiltrate the opponent camp to become a source for straw man or other tactics designed to dilute opponent presentation strength.
5) Anti-conspiratorial. They almost always have disdain for 'conspiracy theorists' and, usually, for those who in any way believe JFK was not killed by LHO. Ask yourself why, if they hold such disdain for conspiracy theorists, do they focus on defending a single topic discussed in a NG focusing on conspiracies? One might think they would either be trying to make fools of everyone on every topic, or simply ignore the group they hold in such disdain. Or, one might more rightly conclude they have an ulterior motive for their actions in going out of their way to focus as they do.
6) Artificial Emotions. An odd kind of 'artificial' emotionalism and an unusually thick skin -- an ability to persevere and persist even in the face of overwhelming criticism and unacceptance. This likely stems from intelligence community training that, no matter how condemning the evidence, deny everything, and never become emotionally involved or reactive. The net result for a disinfo artist is that emotions can seem artificial.
Most people, if responding in anger, for instance, will express their animosity throughout their rebuttal. But disinfo types usually have trouble maintaining the 'image' and are hot and cold with respect to pretended emotions and their usually more calm or unemotional communications style. It's just a job, and they often seem unable to 'act their role in character' as well in a communications medium as they might be able in a real face-to-face conversation/confrontation. You might have outright rage and indignation one moment, ho-hum the next, and more anger later -- an emotional yo-yo.
With respect to being thick-skinned, no amount of criticism will deter them from doing their job, and they will generally continue their old disinfo patterns without any adjustments to criticisms of how obvious it is that they play that game -- where a more rational individual who truly cares what others think might seek to improve their communications style, substance, and so forth, or simply give up.
7) Inconsistent. There is also a tendency to make mistakes which betray their true self/motives. This may stem from not really knowing their topic, or it may be somewhat 'freudian', so to speak, in that perhaps they really root for the side of truth deep within.
I have noted that often, they will simply cite contradictory information which neutralizes itself and the author. For instance, one such player claimed to be a Navy pilot, but blamed his poor communicating skills (spelling, grammar, incoherent style) on having only a grade-school education. I'm not aware of too many Navy pilots who don't have a college degree. Another claimed no knowledge of a particular topic/situation but later claimed first-hand knowledge of it.
8) Time Constant. Recently discovered, with respect to News Groups, is the response time factor. There are three ways this can be seen to work, especially when the government or other empowered player is involved in a cover up operation:
a) ANY NG posting by a targeted proponent for truth can result in an IMMEDIATE response. The government and other empowered players can afford to pay people to sit there and watch for an opportunity to do some damage. SINCE DISINFO IN A NG ONLY WORKS IF THE READER SEES IT - FAST RESPONSE IS CALLED FOR, or the visitor may be swayed towards truth.
b) When dealing in more direct ways with a disinformationalist, such as email, DELAY IS CALLED FOR - there will usually be a minimum of a 48-72 hour delay. This allows a sit-down team discussion on response strategy for best effect, and even enough time to 'get permission' or instruction from a formal chain of command.
c) In the NG example 1) above, it will often ALSO be seen that bigger guns are drawn and fired after the same 48-72 hours delay - the team approach in play. This is especially true when the targeted truth seeker or their comments are considered more important with respect to potential to reveal truth. Thus, a serious truth sayer will be attacked twice for the same sin.
_______________________________________________________________________
How to Spot a Spy (Cointelpro Agent)
One way to neutralize a potential activist is to get them to be in a group that does all the wrong things. Why?
1) The message doesn't get out.
2) A lot of time is wasted
3) The activist is frustrated and discouraged
4) Nothing good is accomplished.
FBI and Police Informers and Infiltrators will infest any group and they have phoney activist organizations established.
Their purpose is to prevent any real movement for justice or eco-peace from developing in this country.
Agents come in small, medium or large. They can be of any ethnic background. They can be male or female.
The actual size of the group or movement being infiltrated is irrelevant. It is the potential the movement has for becoming large which brings on the spies and saboteurs.
This booklet lists tactics agents use to slow things down, foul things up, destroy the movement and keep tabs on activists.
It is the agent's job to keep the activist from quitting such a group, thus keeping him/her under control.
In some situations, to get control, the agent will tell the activist:

• "You're dividing the movement."

[Here, I have added the psychological reasons as to WHY this maneuver works to control people]
This invites guilty feelings. Many people can be controlled by guilt. The agents begin relationships with activists behind a well-developed mask of "dedication to the cause." Because of their often declared dedication, (and actions designed to prove this), when they criticize the activist, he or she - being truly dedicated to the movement - becomes convinced that somehow, any issues are THEIR fault. This is because a truly dedicated person tends to believe that everyone has a conscience and that nobody would dissimulate and lie like that "on purpose." It's amazing how far agents can go in manipulating an activist because the activist will constantly make excuses for the agent who regularly declares their dedication to the cause. Even if they do, occasionally, suspect the agent, they will pull the wool over their own eyes by rationalizing: "they did that unconsciously... they didn't really mean it... I can help them by being forgiving and accepting " and so on and so forth.
The agent will tell the activist:

• "You're a leader!"

This is designed to enhance the activist's self-esteem. His or her narcissistic admiration of his/her own activist/altruistic intentions increase as he or she identifies with and consciously admires the altruistic declarations of the agent which are deliberately set up to mirror those of the activist.
This is "malignant pseudo identification." It is the process by which the agent consciously imitates or simulates a certain behavior to foster the activist's identification with him/her, thus increasing the activist's vulnerability to exploitation. The agent will simulate the more subtle self-concepts of the activist.
Activists and those who have altruistic self-concepts are most vulnerable to malignant pseudo identification especially during work with the agent when the interaction includes matter relating to their competency, autonomy, or knowledge.
The goal of the agent is to increase the activist's general empathy for the agent through pseudo-identification with the activist's self-concepts.
The most common example of this is the agent who will compliment the activist for his competency or knowledge or value to the movement. On a more subtle level, the agent will simulate affects and mannerisms of the activist which promotes identification via mirroring and feelings of "twinship". It is not unheard of for activists, enamored by the perceived helpfulness and competence of a good agent, to find themselves considering ethical violations and perhaps, even illegal behavior, in the service of their agent/handler.
The activist's "felt quality of perfection" [self-concept] is enhanced, and a strong empathic bond is developed with the agent through his/her imitation and simulation of the victim's own narcissistic investments. [self-concepts] That is, if the activist knows, deep inside, their own dedication to the cause, they will project that onto the agent who is "mirroring" them.
The activist will be deluded into thinking that the agent shares this feeling of identification and bonding. In an activist/social movement setting, the adversarial roles that activists naturally play vis a vis the establishment/government, fosters ongoing processes of intrapsychic splitting so that "twinship alliances" between activist and agent may render whole sectors or reality testing unavailable to the activist. They literally "lose touch with reality."
Activists who deny their own narcissistic investments [do not have a good idea of their own self-concepts and that they ARE concepts] and consciously perceive themselves (accurately, as it were) to be "helpers" endowed with a special amount of altruism are exceedingly vulnerable to the affective (emotional) simulation of the accomplished agent.
Empathy is fostered in the activist through the expression of quite visible affects. The presentation of tearfulness, sadness, longing, fear, remorse, and guilt, may induce in the helper-oriented activist a strong sense of compassion, while unconsciously enhancing the activist's narcissistic investment in self as the embodiment of goodness.
The agent's expresssion of such simulated affects may be quite compelling to the observer and difficult to distinguish from deep emotion.
It can usually be identified by two events, however:
First, the activist who has analyzed his/her own narcissistic roots and is aware of his/her own potential for being "emotionally hooked," will be able to remain cool and unaffected by such emotional outpourings by the agent.
As a result of this unaffected, cool, attitude, the Second event will occur: The agent will recompensate much too quickly following such an affective expression leaving the activist with the impression that "the play has ended, the curtain has fallen," and the imposture, for the moment, has finished. The agent will then move quickly to another activist/victim.
The fact is, the movement doesn't need leaders, it needs MOVERS. "Follow the leader" is a waste of time.
A good agent will want to meet as often as possible. He or she will talk a lot and say little. One can expect an onslaught of long, unresolved discussions.
Some agents take on a pushy, arrogant, or defensive manner:
1) To disrupt the agenda
2) To side-track the discussion
3) To interrupt repeatedly
4) To feign ignorance
5) To make an unfounded accusation against a person.
Calling someone a racist, for example. This tactic is used to discredit a person in the eyes of all other group members.
Saboteurs
Some saboteurs pretend to be activists. She or he will ....
1) Write encyclopedic flyers (in the present day, websites)
2) Print flyers in English only.
3) Have demonstrations in places where no one cares.
4) Solicit funding from rich people instead of grass roots support
5) Display banners with too many words that are confusing.
6) Confuse issues.
7) Make the wrong demands.
8) Compromise the goal.
9) Have endless discussions that waste everyone's time. The agent may accompany the endless discussions with drinking, pot smoking or other amusement to slow down the activist's work.
Provocateurs
1) Want to establish "leaders" to set them up for a fall in order to stop the movement.
2) Suggest doing foolish, illegal things to get the activists in trouble.
3) Encourage militancy.
4) Want to taunt the authorities.
5) Attempt to make the activist compromise their values.
6) Attempt to instigate violence. Activism ought to always be non-violent.
7) Attempt to provoke revolt among people who are ill-prepared to deal with the reaction of the authorities to such violence.
Informants
1) Want everyone to sign up and sing in and sign everything.
2) Ask a lot of questions (gathering data).
3) Want to know what events the activist is planning to attend.
4) Attempt to make the activist defend him or herself to identify his or her beliefs, goals, and level of commitment.
Recruiting
Legitimate activists do not subject people to hours of persuasive dialog. Their actions, beliefs, and goals speak for themselves.
Groups that DO recruit are missionaries, military, and fake political parties or movements set up by agents.
Surveillance
ALWAYS assume that you are under surveillance.
At this point, if you are NOT under surveillance, you are not a very good activist!
Scare Tactics
They use them.
Such tactics include slander, defamation, threats, getting close to disaffected or minimally committed fellow activists to persuade them (via psychological tactics described above) to turn against the movement and give false testimony against their former compatriots. They will plant illegal substances on the activist and set up an arrest; they will plant false information and set up "exposure," they will send incriminating letters [emails] in the name of the activist; and more; they will do whatever society will allow.
This booklet in no way covers all the ways agents use to sabotage the lives of sincere an dedicated activists.
If an agent is "exposed," he or she will be transferred or replaced.
COINTELPRO is still in operation today under a different code name. It is no longer placed on paper where it can be discovered through the freedom of information act.
The FBI counterintelligence program's stated purpose: To expose, disrupt, misdirect, discredit, and otherwise neutralize individuals who the FBI categorize as opposed to the National Interests. "National Security" means the FBI's security from the people ever finding out the vicious things it does in violation of people's civil liberties.
_______________________________________________________________________
Seventeen Techniques for Truth Suppression
Strong, credible allegations of high-level criminal activity can bring down a government. When the government lacks an effective, fact-based defense, other techniques must be employed. The success of these techniques depends heavily upon a cooperative, compliant press and a mere token opposition party.
1. Dummy up. If it's not reported, if it's not news, it didn't happen.
2. Wax indignant. This is also known as the "How dare you?" gambit.
3. Characterize the charges as "rumors" or, better yet, "wild rumors." If, in spite of the news blackout, the public is still able to learn about the suspicious facts, it can only be through "rumors." (If they tend to believe the "rumors" it must be because they are simply "paranoid" or "hysterical.")
4. Knock down straw men. Deal only with the weakest aspects of the weakest charges. Even better, create your own straw men. Make up wild rumors (or plant false stories) and give them lead play when you appear to debunk all the charges, real and fanciful alike.
5. Call the skeptics names like "conspiracy theorist," "nutcase," "ranter," "kook," "crackpot," and, of course, "rumor monger." Be sure, too, to use heavily loaded verbs and adjectives when characterizing their charges and defending the "more reasonable" government and its defenders. You must then carefully avoid fair and open debate with any of the people you have thus maligned. For insurance, set up your own "skeptics" to shoot down.
6. Impugn motives. Attempt to marginalize the critics by suggesting strongly that they are not really interested in the truth but are simply pursuing a partisan political agenda or are out to make money (compared to over-compensated adherents to the government line who, presumably, are not).
7. Invoke authority. Here the controlled press and the sham opposition can be very useful.
8. Dismiss the charges as "old news."
9. Come half-clean. This is also known as "confession and avoidance" or "taking the limited hangout route." This way, you create the impression of candor and honesty while you admit only to relatively harmless, less-than-criminal "mistakes." This stratagem often requires the embrace of a fall-back position quite different from the one originally taken. With effective damage control, the fall-back position need only be peddled by stooge skeptics to carefully limited markets.
10. Characterize the crimes as impossibly complex and the truth as ultimately unknowable.
11. Reason backward, using the deductive method with a vengeance. With thoroughly rigorous deduction, troublesome evidence is irrelevant. E.g. We have a completely free press. If evidence exists that the Vince Foster "suicide" note was forged, they would have reported it. They haven't reported it so there is no such evidence. Another variation on this theme involves the likelihood of a conspiracy leaker and a press who would report the leak.
12. Require the skeptics to solve the crime completely. E.g. If Foster was murdered, who did it and why?
13. Change the subject. This technique includes creating and/or publicizing distractions.
14. Lightly report incriminating facts, and then make nothing of them. This is sometimes referred to as "bump and run" reporting.
15. Baldly and brazenly lie. A favorite way of doing this is to attribute the "facts" furnished the public to a plausible-sounding, but anonymous, source.
16. Expanding further on numbers 4 and 5, have your own stooges "expose" scandals and champion popular causes. Their job is to pre-empt real opponents and to play 99-yard football. A variation is to pay rich people for the job who will pretend to spend their own money.
17. Flood the Internet with agents. This is the answer to the question, "What could possibly motivate a person to spend hour upon hour on Internet news groups defending the government and/or the press and harassing genuine critics?" Don t the authorities have defenders enough in all the newspapers, magazines, radio, and television? One would think refusing to print critical letters and screening out serious callers or dumping them from radio talk shows would be control enough, but, obviously, it is not.

Hello i just wanna share this, recent lang ito. 3 years and 6 months na kami. Akala ko our relationship was smooth, lagi naman kami umaalis or nagbabonding. Not until last February sobrang busy namin to the point na ilang weeks na kami hindi nagkikita or lumalabas. Bigla na lang siya naging cold sa akin, before lagi siya nag a i love you walang palya everyday. Noong mga araw na yun wala ng i love you. Tapos out of a sudden nag chat siya sa akin ayaw na daw niya, burned out na daw siya. Tinanong ko kung meron na bang iba and sahi niya yes and may nangyari na daw sa kanila and baka daw may mabuo. (we tried several times if makakabuo kami and sadly wala talaga)
Fast forward… It was March nag chat siya akin kaso ayon na nga marupok ako kasi he was my first serious relationship and hindi ko kinaya nung bigla na lang siya nakipag break sa akin so i gave him a chance. Pero hindi na ako super attached kasi nga baka mangyari na naman. Ayon months passed and okay naman kami as in all good bumalik ung dati niyang sigla. He even gave me a gift nung birthday ko with a letter. 3 days after my birthday nag message ung girl sa kanya, she sent him an ultrasound picture and confirmed pregnant si girl 10 weeks. Sobrang nawindang ako and sabi ko ay shet ito na naman. So i decided to leave him for good kasi i don’t deserve this sobra sobra na lahat. Alam niyo ba nagdududa pa siya na kanya at baka daw pinapaakonlang sa kanya and i doubt kasi ung babae ay very soft girl at bata pa walang bahid na fu** girl, kasi ilang beses pa siya hinabol ng girl before ghinost niya kasi ito.
Also the nerve kasi bread winner siya, lagi siya kinakapos tapos gumawa pa siya ng malaking ikakagastos lifetime pa. Karma na kaya ito?
So ayon, lesson learned for me. Wag maging sobrang marupok lalo na he disrespected me ng sobra. May ganito din ba kayo na experience?

Hi po. Meron kaming Car loan na pinasalo sa amin ng friend ko. Internal arrangement lang. Parang kaliwaan. Nag bigay lng kami ng amount tas ayun binigay na sa amin ang passbook at kami na ang mag babayad monthly
This year na matatapos pero di ko alam kung kelan. I tried asking sa bank pero hindi kasi naka pangalan sa akin ang car loan so laging decline ang inquiries ko (hinahanapan ako ng authorization letter to inquire the remaining balance).
So kinocumpute ko na lang.
Bale ang monthly amort ko is 26,101 for 60 months:
26,101 x 60 = 1,566,060
Then amount paid up until today is
1,454,957
So ginagawa ko is
1,566, 060 - 1,454,957 = 111,103
Then the difference is dinidivide ko sa 26, 101
111, 103 / 26,101 = 4.256
So estimated time will be 4 months remaining.
Is this correct po ba? I mean malapit ba sa katotohanan?
Hahahahha PS: Dumb Computation

Hello question lang as someone na nakapagpasa na na ng letter sa g form, nilagay ko kasi sa application ko na i dont have any alumni pero recently ko lang din nalaman na my aunt graduated from ust with latin honors. I added sa letter ko na i have an alumni pero i forgot to write sino or added na recently ko lang nalaman. What should I do? Will it be okay? baka kasi hndi nila tanggapin 🥲 really need answerss asap huhu

I know marriage is a love & hate journey. But what if I’m just turning a blind eye to these red flags just because I wanna protect our marriage? Gusto ko lang talaga makakuha ng advice from random people para kahit papano maliwanagan ako. Wala kasi akong ibang nakakausap about this matter.
Ever since we were bf/gf, I observed that he is wandering eye. Mahilig sya mag check ng ibang girls or magpapansin even sa mga tropa ko. And akala ko naman pag na-bring up ko sakanya, magbabago na. Actually, he’s a nonchalant person kaya maninibago ka talaga kapag nagiging hyper sya bigla pag may ibang babaeng around lalo na pag may itsura. Kaya doon na pala unti-unting nag build up mga insecurities ko. Feel ko, I’m not enough to satisfy his eyes. Still, I shrugged it off kasi nga baka OA lang ako.
1st scenario, we were out of town with my friends. I was preggy that time and super notice ko talaga na kakaiba yung treatment nya sa friend ‘kong isa as in to the point na inaalalayan nya bumaba, magdala ng maleta, magsoot ng life vest. Parang sasabog puso ko nun. Pinagsusuntok ko yung tyan ko para malaglag yung bata. (Sorry anak) When I opened it up to him sabi nya clueless sya. Wala daw malisya. He’s just being caring lang daw. OA daw ako.
2nd is nagpupumilit sumama sa team bldg for 2 nights knowing na mag isa lang ako sa apartment and nasa province ang mga family namin. Preggy din ako nyan.
3rd kauuwi ko lang galing hospital from CS and wala iba mag aasikaso sakin at samin ni baby kaya nag request ako kung pwede ba umabsent muna sya para makapag pahinga ako but he said di pwede.
4th sinundo ko sya once sa inuman and nagwala sya at pinalayas ako. Sinabihan ng palamunin, pabigat, etc. pero pag mama nya susundo sakanya, wala lang.
5th naging kawork nya yung college crush nya then nag partner sila sa sayaw na may mga holding hands moves. Di nya sinabi sakin yun, nakita ko lang sa gc nila ung vid ng sayaw.
6th Nakita ko sa live ng kawork nila na magkatabi sila sa upuan nung xmas party nila. Kaya pala yung video na sinend nya sakin para mag update is putol sa kabilang side. Yun pala andon ang ate girl.
7th he changed his sports from basketball to volleyball sa sportsfest nila sa work. akala ko naman change of heart lang talaga. Then malaman laman ko kasali pala sa womens volleyball yung girl and araw araw silang mga nagppractice during work hours.
And many-many more. Gusto ko matutunan ilayo loob ko sakanya ng paunti-unti. Ayoko na ma gaslight. Gusto ko na mawalan ng pake hanggang sa isang araw aalis nalang ako. Ano ba pwede kong gawin

Sorry if petty yung entry ko pero need ko lang ilabas to. I (F24) working in a bank for more than a year. Before ako pumasok sa bank, post grad student na ako for three years. Tapos last week nag release na yung school namin ng list of graduating students, fortunately, nandun name ko.
So eto na, bale ang position ko naka direct sa Head office pero nasa branch ako kasi kulang talaga tao dun. Need ko mag pasa ng letter of intent for study leave. Kaso, instead sa branch manager ako pumasa, sa area head ako directly pumunta.
Now nag overthink ako baka na insult si branch manager sa ginawa ko. Tama ba ginawa ko? I feel stupid rn huhu.

Sobrang laway concious ko tangina, bukod don sobrang arte pa.
Wala naman akong mysophobia pero hindi ako kumakain kahit saan, bukod sa bahay at sa mga fastfood/restaurants. Kahit birthday ng relatives ko hindi ako kumakain. Alam na alam ko pati kung hindi si mama ang nagluto, halimbawa nag bigay tita ko ng ulam sa bahay mag luluto nalang ako ng hotdog para ayun ulam ko.
Sobrang nahirapan ako nung nag work na ko sa city since taga tanay rizal ako, need ko talaga bumukod. So nag stay ako sa bahay ng bf ko. Di talaga ako sanay kumain sa luto ng ibang tao, tapos ang lambot nila mag saing ng kanin. Nahihiya ako hindi kumain pero hindi ako nabubusog. Masarap naman sila mag luto ng ulam pero di ako ginaganahan.
Pati bf ko naiirita na sakin, nahihirapan na siya pakainin ako. Tapos naiinsulto pa siya kasi ayoko maki share ng food or drinks sakanya kasi LC nga ako. Sobrang LC, nag hahalikan naman kami pero di ko kaya mag share ng drinks or food.
Nung sinama nila ko sa batangas last year, nakalimutan ko magdala ng aquaflask. Uhaw na uhaw na ko sa byahe, nag alok kapatid niya na uminom ako sa aquaflask niya. Girlll tiniis ko talaga 1 hour na uhaw na uhaw ako.
Galit na galit ibang tao na nakakaalam kung gaano ako kaarte di nila alam ayoko rin naman ng ganito. Hindi rin ako ganito kaarte dati. Maarte ako pero hindi sobra like now. Nakaka share ko pa ex ko ng drinks and food e. LC ako pero sa bf hindi. Ngayon di ko talaga kaya kahit pilitin ko, naduduwal ako. Hindi ako makakain ng maayos unless sa restaurant or fast food. E syempre minsan need ko magtipid. Sobrang hirap as in, pano kaya to gamutin? Palala siya ng palala e.

hello po ! as per the acceptance letter, may 31 ang end ng confirmation for the slots and i suppose po na after that, more details will proceed to be released. for the past UPCAT passers po, what happens next after the confirmation period? telling your experience din po sa process before the acad year started would be most helpful para i can anticipate what will happen po, tysm !!

Bago idetalye ang usapan sa mga klasipikasyon ng Bitcoin wallet at uri ng Bitcoin addresses, binanggit muna ang hierarchical deterministic (HD) wallet. Dito na tayo nag-umpisa, at hindi na ininda pa ang ibang sinaunang wallets. Ano nga ba ang HD wallet? Himayin natin.
Sa BIP-0032 tinatalakay ang Hierarchical Deterministic Wallets. Ang wallet ay deterministic kapag gumagamit ito ng seed para makakuha ng private key (na pinanggagalingan ng public key). Ang pares ng private-public keys o key pair ay pwede pang pagkuhanan ng bagong pares ng keys, at manganganak pa ng bagong pares, atbp. Parang kadena (chain) ng mga susi, na lahat nagmula sa iisang seed.
Sa BIP-0032 iminungkahi ang mas advanced na deterministic wallet, kung saan maraming key pair chains ang pwedeng mabuo mula sa iisang seed.
Tignan dito ang key tree na maaaring mabuo sa HD wallet. Ito ang mga antas nun:

• Master Seed - kung ano ang pagmumulan ng lahat, mula sa entropy ay mabubuo ang seed (buto) byte sequence
• Master Node (m) - kung nasaan ang master secret key at master chain code na mabubuo mula seed byte sequence; pag-uusapan natin sa isang saglit.
• Wallets/Accounts (m/i) - mula sa master secret key at master chain code, makakabuo na ng helera ng key pairs at chain codes na bawat isa ay katumbas ang isang account.
• Wallet Chains (m/i/0 o 1) - Sa bawat wallet, may external at internal na chains. Ang external chain ang pagmumulan ng mga address gamit sa mga bayaran na transaksyon, at ang internal ang para sa mga change (sukli).
• Addresses (m/i/(0 o 1)/k) - Sa external chain, maraming address na pwedeng buuin; ganun din sa internal chain. Ang external addresses ang naipapakita ng mga tao sa isa’t isa, samantalang ang internal addresses ay yung gagawin ng wallet para dun ibalik ang change (sukli). Pero sa usapang antas na ito, secret key pa ang tinutukoy natin.

Sa dami ng pwedeng sanga, parang puno talaga ang istrakturang napapaloob sa isang HD wallet! Mapapansin mo rin sa ilustrasyon ang gamit na pantukoy sa pagsanga-sanga at kung gaano na kalalim sa loob ng wallet ang mga antas na nabanggit.
Maraming pwedeng mabuo na accounts mula sa master node (m). Sa bawat account (m/0…i), may 2 wallet chains (m/i/(0 o 1)): 0 kapag external, 1 kapag internal. Sa bawat wallet chain, maraming addresses (m/i/(0 o 1)/(0…k)) ang pwedeng mabuo.
Halimbawa, ang ikalimang external o receive address ko sa ikalawang account ay nasa lalim ng private key na may notasyong: m/1/0/4. Hindi direktang Sinabi na address ito. Tandaan, mga susi at chain code ang tinutukoy natin. Kapag maliit na titik m ang umpisa, tumutukoy ito sa private key.
May kaparehas na notasyon pag public key ang tinutukoy: gagamit lang ng malaking titik M. Kaya ang public key sa parehas na lalim sa halimbawa ay: M/1/0/4. At alam mo na, mula pa sa public key (o di kaya’y script) makukuha ang aktwal na Bitcoin address.
Hanggang dito na muna. Sa susunod pag-usapan natin ang konsepto ng pagbuo ng wallet address mula sa master seed.

hello meron ba sa inyo dito na inacknowledge ng pgh ang endorsement letter nyo from apmc? meron na ba kayo nakuha na acceptance letter from them? salamat po sa sasagot ;(

hello meron ba sa inyo dito na inacknowledge ng pgh ang endorsement letter nyo from apmc? meron na ba kayo nakuha na acceptance letter from them? salamat po sa sasagot ;(

Part 1: https://www.reddit.com/OffMyChestPH/s/JPmEf0aCn6
So since people were asking for an update. Here we go.
We did not end up having a following date. She got tired from paragliding the next day(yesterday) I even went and nag relax sa beach malapit sa resort n'ya para if ever na mag reply s'ya na gusto n'yang lumabas eh malapit na'ko hahah. So when I asked her to hangout today she declined dahil she's done going outside. And she's leaving tomorrow morning na ren. She's introverted autistic so understandable. I respect it. But I tried asking for one more night kahit na sa hotel lang at mag usap just like the first night. I was gonna get flowers otw pa naman and give her my bracelet that I'm wearing during the time na I was with her and one of our photo booth picture na may hand written letter ko sa likod. But oh well 🤷‍♂️. Am I upset? A lil bit but I came in terms with it. She was probably overwhelmed den dahil sa bagong experience at talagang I did my best talaga.
Now, were just chatting online na lang pero not like fast replying talking stage type shit.
Honestly, I wasn't expecting anything naman talaga after she leaves dahil considering every circumstances I know na di kame mag wowork as an ldr. Pero I love to think na what made it special between us was the underlying bittersweet part nga na we know there's an ending and have an idea about it. Just like a movie, may umpisa at may katapusan. Yes, it was like a movie(pinanood ko yung Before Sunset na sinabe nung unang comment sa first part ng post ko) so yeah for the most part it was really like that.
So now, from what I'm seeing between us we would just keep in touch through discord pero that's about it. I didn't ask her to get connected sa socmed na ren. Because it would make me keep my memory of her from those nights. This beautiful, interesting, mysterious, and weirdly fun woman I met.
I even told her to my friends. I told them the story and what happened. I told them what I'm telling you guys rn.
I honestly just wish she had an amazing time with me. Like something she'll remember for good amount of time. I really hope the best for her. I hope I've set the standard for her and she won't settle for less than me if she ever starts dating.
As for me? She changed me. Remember how I said I'm not the ideal guy sa first post ko? Yeah. I would frequently hookup. Had fwb/fubus. Would to multiple girls at the same time. I was like that.
But after meeting her and finally experiencing something like that and romanticizing everything about us, I liked it.
I long for something like that again but not right now. In the future sure.
So I deleted all my dating apps. Kinausap ko mga current girls na kinakausap ko and told them what happened which is unusual for me dahil almost everytime when I'm done talking with a girl I would just ghost them because it's easier for me. Stuffs like that, talagang binago n'ya ako. One of my friends is even proud of me. Kaya I even gave them the condoms that I'm supposed to use pa. Some of them aren't fond den sa lifestyle ko e hahah
But yeah, I'm done chasing girls and being sexually motivated. I would rather instead romanticize my own life. Make my own adventure and connect with people I meet along the way.
I even had my friend help me to make a bucket list for me. After namen mag usap kanina I submitted my leave request. I'm planning on going to a vacation on a different place na ren. Who knows? I might find someone who I'll go out with on wherever I go. I'm not gonna actively chase it but that does sounds fun naman haha parang sa perspective n'ya.
It might be not the kind of ending that you guys were hoping(me too) but it's an ending. So yeah, I hope she'll have a good life. I told myself na babatiin ko s'ya ng happy birthday ever.
And thank you everyone sa mga comments. I didn't expect to have people actually get invested on it and ask for updates.

Laking 70s ako kaya familiar sa Crispa vs Toyota. Familiar din nung nakapasok ang Purefoods at si Patrimonio. Kung sa mga ka-edad ko, alam nila na basketball ang nasa tv kung may game.
Naka alis ako ng mid 90s at sikat pa rin ang PBA. Hanggang mid 2000-2010s, AFAIK, sikat pa rin.
Ano ang nangyari at bakit naging ganito?
Kung may play by play kayo kung bakit ganito ka-laos or na laos na ang PBA, pa share naman.

Hi, any advice for my sister who really wants to resign pero now, undecided na.
So ito yung nangyari: -Napuna ko na umiiyak na sya araw araw at stress na. -Then, napapahiya sya sa office. Yung inuutos sa kanya, end up pinapagawa sa iba. -Hindi nya feel na may contribution sya. -If pinapapasok sila ng linggo, offset na raw yun sa saturday (if hindi papasok ng saturday)
She submitted her resignation letter but her manager urge her to rethink kasi daw need 2 yrs experience kapag nag apply(first job nya ito, kaka 1yr lang nya sa company and tiniis nya lahat yun kasi ayaw nyang ipakita na mahina sya if magquit/resign).
Now, she doesn't know if she'll push through it. Nakikita ko na very matamlay na sya, sometimes isolates herself.

Hi, any advice for my sister who really wants to resign pero now, undecided na.
So ito yung nangyari: -Napuna ko na umiiyak na sya araw araw at stress na. -Then, napapahiya sya sa office. Yung inuutos sa kanya, end up pinapagawa sa iba. -Hindi nya feel na may contribution sya. -If pinapapasok sila ng linggo, offset na raw yun sa saturday (if hindi papasok ng saturday)
She submitted her resignation letter but her manager urge her to rethink kasi daw need 2 yrs experience kapag nag apply(first job nya ito, kaka 1yr lang nya sa company and tiniis nya lahat yun kasi ayaw nyang ipakita na mahina sya if magquit/resign).
Now, she doesn't know if she'll push through it. Nakikita ko na very matamlay na sya, sometimes isolates herself.

Hello! Ask ko lang if possible ba na makapagtake ng isang course na di offered sa semester na yun? My internship application got rejected by our Department kasi. Gagraduate na sana ako by first semester next academic year if matatake ko siya this midyear.
Possible pa kaya na ma-take ko siya ng 2nd semester if wala na akong subjects by that time and kung mag-susubmit ako ng letter to the Department Head and College Dean?

Hi. I just think this is the right time for me to write you a letter because I also want to move forward in my life. This is me stepping out again of my comfort zone.
Back then when we were in college, I was awestruck by your beauty. You looked mature and every features that you have are my type. I told to myself, “sana mapasaakin ka balang araw”. I started making moves to you but dahil torpe ako nauudlot palagi. Hahahaha pasensiya na, mahina pa eh. I had to back-out as well when someone tries to make move on you also because I can’t compete with them. Like sino ba naman ako? I waited and waited and waited until you noticed me. I was happiest person back then. Tangina, yung gusto ko napansin na ako. You were my first girlfriend after 19 years. I told myself, “Lord, thank you. My patience was never in vain.” We were happy, we shared memories. Even though you have a baby boy, I accepted it wholeheartedly and treated him like my son. I grew up being “family-oriented” so I was scared to introduce you to my family. Baka kasi hindi siya tanggapin. I had a cousin who became pregnant in a young age and believe me, the whole family was extremely upset. I just don’t want them to hurt you because I really loved you that time. But against all odds, I mustered up myself. Wala akong pakielam. Ikaw ang mahal ko. Fast forward, they accepted you. Because I fought for you. Blood and sweat.
Every moment with you was a joy. We were inseparable. I was always there for you. Through thick and thin. We fought until break up numerous of times. You even cheated on me three times. Gaya nang sabi nga nila, “mahal ko eh, wala akong magagawa kundi patawarin ka.” But hindi palaging ganon tumatakbo and isang relationship. I have to put myself first as well. I know my worth and I also respect myself. I decided to cut you off my life. Masakit syempre. Tangina sobrang sakit. I gave my everything. Every.Single.Thing. I gave you my world because I thought you were the one. I thought we will have a bright future. Silly me,I never thought my first love will also became my first heartbreak.
I know masaya ka na sa pinalit mo sakin beause your son changed his profile picture of you three smiling. Congratulations! You deserve my middle finger. Your son tried to call me so many times before and it hurts me not to answer it because he is not at fault for everything. Fuck you from the bottom of my sincerest heart. It’s time to redeem myself. Tama na. This is the time that I will officially close my doors for u. Officially forgetting you right after I finish typing this. Goodbye and see you never. :)
***P.S
sorry sa mga bad words nadala lang ng emosyon hehe.
Know your worth guys. Set the bar high. Y’all deserve to be happy. Trust in the Lord’s timing. What is meant for you, will always be for you.

Uuwi sa madaling araw, gutom na nga lasing na lasing pa. Nakakapagod na. walang progress. Pag tinanong mo pa kung may plano bang pakasalan ako or ialis man lang kami ng mga anak nya sa poder ng inlaws ko, sa sagot pa lang alam mong wala. Mahal ko naman pero parang lately inis na lang ang nararamdaman ko at feeling ko ang bigat bigat ng buhay namin ngayon kahit ok naman sana sweldo ko. puro kamalasan lately nangyayari sa akin and sa kanya parang wala lang kahit anong sabi sa kanaya na tulungan ako. katwiran nya di sya makapagwork kasi hinihintay nya kung kelan sya idedeploy for OJT. pero maghapon lang naman sya sa bahay. what to do? gusto ko na ialis mga bata sa kanila pero di enough salary ko now to rent a house dahil nagbabayad pa ako because I was scammed. feeling ko I have more to do and accomplish pero feels like he is dragging me down with him to misery.
Edit: forgot to tell, pinilit nya kong maglabas ng motor assuring me na sya magbabayad monthly. Had to loan from the bank for the downpayment. Nagwork naman sya, for 6 months sya naghuhulog. Then suddenly nagresign! All the burden ng motor sinalo ko. 5k/month that's a huge chunk of my salary na minimum lang naman. Told him that I can't handle it anymore, pero parang wala lang sa kanya. tiwala sya na always kong gagawan ng paraan makapaghulog knowing that manghihinayang ako sa dinown ko. i am drowning in debt to cover all expenses. first born got sick last week, told him gumawa ng paraan to have money for the check up because I had nothing anymore. Wala syang ginawa, pero nakagawa sya ng paraan para mabayaran yung jersey nya for basketball.

First time ko maglalabas ng sama ng loob because of a school I'm attending. I have never been a part of an institution na sobrang walang consideration pag nagkasakit ka. Naging student ako ng prestigious schools before and never ko naranasan ung pinadama sakin ng pipitchuging school na wala pang 100 ung students. I swear if meron lang talagang iba pang schools na malapit at affordable ung tuition di talaga ako papasok sa school na to eh.
So context, ever since then naiirita na ako sa linyahan ng school admin namin na "Be healthy, wag magaabsent". In general parang wala lang naman ung linyahan na yon diba? Pero what triggers me is yung context in which this phrase is being used. Whenever kasi may magaabsent sa school, and yes sobrang halata kasi nga wala pa naman 100 ung students ng school na to eh, mag sesend ung admin ng school ng chat sa gc na "sinabi na namin live healthy at wag magaabsent diba?" or something in the like. And everytime na makikita ko ung message na yon na ttrigger ako, kasi diba kasalanan ba ng student na magkasakit dahil sa panahon?
Ever since nag start kasi ung malalang heat wave, they kept saying na walang karapatan mga students magabsent and wala din daw kami karapatan na humiling ng online classes kasi may aircon naman daw ung school. So like how did they expect ung students pumasok and umuwi? Do they expect us na di mainitan ng bonggang bongga while traveling to and from the school? Imagine bbyahe ka under almost 40° heat index and suddenly papasok ka sa room na laging nakaset sa 16°. Hindi ka magkakasakit non?. Tapos masaya pa nagkasakit ung isang kaklase ko as in malala ung lagnat niya tapos sinisipon at inuubo. Nagpm sa kanya ung admin nagbabanta na if ituloy tuloy daw niya ung pagabsent ay hindi na daw siya ggraduate. Grabe ung kawalang consideration hahahahaha it's as if gusto nila pumasok uh tao while rthey are not feeling well at magsabog ng lagim sa classroom, which in fact nangyari na last sem causing an "epidemic" sa classroom namin. Tapos as one might guess, wala pa din silang pakielam and continued to shower us with threats na walang magiging achievement awardees samin at worst is walang ggraduate samin kakaabsent namin. And the reason that makes my blood boil more is the fact na un excuse letter which, sa mga dating school ko would warrant that you'll ne able to take the activities you've missed but with a ceiling grade is napakawalang kwenta sa kanila. Pag nagabsent ka, kailangan mo na agad magfile ng certificate of completion na nagkakahalaga ng 400 pesos each document. Ewan ko hahaha sobrang walang kwenta ng school na to. Isa pa sa pinakakinaiirita ko ay ung linyahan na ung school daw ay "Non stock, non profit" tapos pag tinitignan ung monthly Tax report nila sa BIR di nagtutugma HAHAHAHA.