Girl takes money

I (F29) and fiancé (M36) recently got engaged. We’ve been through a lot over the past few years which has only made us stronger as a couple. I love being able to effortlessly hangout with him and his two kids, they’re great and I’m so thankful they accepted me into their lives the way they did, I think they’re amazing. My now fiancé has been divorced 7 years and splits custody with his ex wife, they co parent well and it’s great for the kids. The other night we were hanging out and he brought up how he has to get his masters in order to move up in rank for the military. I’ve been wanting to go back to school for my masters but I don’t have the money right now so when he told me the military pays for It I was astonished that was even a thing and starting asking questions (I have no idea how the military works). He was talking about his GI bill and how his kids don’t have to worry about paying for college either. I asked when we have kids would they be able to go to college as well and he joked that they’d either have to take out loans or we would have to pay for It. I was confused because if the GI bill covered him and his ex’s kids why wouldn’t It cover ours? He said he only had 3 years of free education so he’s splitting It between HIS kids. I wanted to say “but these would be your kids too?” But I left It alone because It was late and we both had work in the morning. I always tell him that his kids come first and to prioritize them but I just keep thinking about the way he said It and if he can split It, wouldn’t he want to split It evenly between all of his kids? Again, I LOVE his kids but if his ex doesn’t have to pay for tuition and nor do their kids why should I have to and why should our kids have to take out loans? I know I overthink but am I wrong for thinking this is kind of unfair ?

Need quick advice my husband has a moving company and a guy called him up on WhatsApp so already suss. Instead of sending texts all of his responses are voice messages. This might be because he has bad English spelling who knows. He claims that his wife is in Nova Scotia and he wants to pay my husband to drive not ship about seven large boxes from London Ontario to Nova Scotia.
Reasons why I think it is suss: - in India - using WhatsApp and only voice messages - it's personal possessions like clothes and stuff yet he's willing to pay such a large price - says the boxes are currently in a storage locker and my husband needs to send him his personal ID so that he can in turn send it to the people who own the storage as evidence that he is allowed in
Reasons it might be okay: - he Bartered down from 900 to 750 but this could be to throw him off and seem legitimate - when my husband said he did not feel comfortable sending his ID on the internet and that can I just show it to the guy at the storage place the guy agreed that that would work just fine
Basically he's going to pay via email money transfer I mean could he take money out of our bank somehow with an email money transfer? I don't think so I don't see how. But could then he not cancel said email when he transfer and then we'd be screwed cuz we would pay to go down there for nothing.
Normally you transfers have a 24-hour cancellation time frame do they not?

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I left my hometown 11 years ago, I grew up in a very conservative and boring town and my parents were super strict and protective. I neve made any friends, until I moved by myself to the capital city of my country and started to travel alone. I love traveling, I’m very adventurous and curious but my family never understood this, they are super conformists and they don’t like to leave the house. After a few years living alone, working and taking care of myself, I made my biggest dream come true, I moved to my dream country to study my masters, and had the chance to live in the city of my dreams: Rome. After graduation, I couldn’t find a job and I had no money left, so I had to come back to my hometown.
I’ve been here for a year, unemployed because I can’t find a job in my country either, and during this time I’ve been diagnosed with severe depression and ADHD. I started therapy and psychiatric treatment and I planned to overdose on benzodiazepines last January, but I got a really nice job opportunity so I decided to give it a chance. I was in the final stages of the hiring process and told a friend about it. He applied and got the job because he has friends in that office. It was my only hope, I lost many opportunities before and after that experience, it wasn’t my fault the projects just failed, and now I have nothing.
I don’t see myself living 40 years more, I don’t want to have children and no one ever loved me so I won’t get married. I don’t have any dream left, I made my greatest dream come true and lost it. There's nothing else I want to do and I’m also broke. I can’t move out of my hometown again, not without support. I stopped enjoying food and music, I can’t even watch a movie anymore. I’m so bored. I used to be so passionate about life and creative and happy… People used to compliment my glow and nice energy.
I’m thinking about hanging myself, because I’m sure that if I ingest some pills or poison I’ll throw up, my stomach is very delicate. I’m just afraid that I won’t die and end up with permanent brain damage.
I am a failure to my parents, they never recognized my successes, they are disappointed that I don’t want children. I was raised to be a wife and a mom and to live next to them my whole life, but I escaped that future. They support my brother, they say he’s the future of the family because he is an engineer and he wants a wife and children, so I don’t have any emotional or financial support.
Is not that I want to go, but I would rather go than stay.

I suppose Trump was low energy and wasn't able to testify to prove his innocence. You would think all that sleep he did in court would given him energy but alas no.
I look forward to the NA analysis of Trump not testifying. They should have three shows to make a prediction of Trump being found innocent. Put it in the red book.
https://www.cnn.com/2024/05/21/politics/takeaways-from-donald-trumps-defense-in-the-hush-money-trial/index.html
"The defense rested its case in Donald Trump’s criminal hush money trial on Tuesday after roughly 90 minutes of testimony – and without the former president taking the stand."

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Not a true story!
Hi my name is Yuki and I have a brother and his name is Duri and he is a basketball team and this is how made a bond with his basketball team ok well umm so from the beginning when i was 11 ok i’m going to school I said you mean we are going to school said Duri yeah yeah whatever let’s go to school don’t act like you are the oldest remember so what if you are one year older it means that i am the more responsible child no just cause you are the oldest does not mean that you are the more responsible child oh yes it does no it does not oh really who takes care of you who takes care of the house fine you win but .…never mind let’s not get distracted Yuki said ok whatever at school I wonder what Yuki was about to say I was to scared to say that I was getting bullied can I go to bathroom yes you may Duri thank you Duri wash’s his face oh hey Duri you are working with Jey sweet hey Duri over here hey bro what’s up with the mood nothing just some weird stuff happened ok let’s work on the project later oh hi Jey hey Yuki how are you? good you? Perfect and what is up with Duri hi what are you talking about just a funny video yeah it super funny whatever let’s go get lunch ok but what is lunch today fries or chips btw they are in a private school ok thank you for telling me your welcome hello am i not here do you think that you are not here? No cause you are talking to me so then what does that mean? That i am here exactly Jey yeah yeah whatever I’m sorry can we go to the cafeteria please yes let’s go I’m hungry me too I hate waiting in line it’s always long I know right ok thank god that I’m not the only one think’s that oh yeah you and Duri have a basketball game today yeah we do at 4:48 pm you remember of course I do and it ends at 6:00 pm wow that’s a long game isn't well I’m coming to it we want us to win this game Yeah we will do our best for everyone
At the game ok you can do this I know you can ok everybody follow my lead yes sir! Captain am I going to be on the court yes you are going to be on it right now okay I’ll be right there come on guys is everybody where they are supposed to be Yes! Ok then let’s start calm down Jey pull yourself together you got yourself into this and there is no pulling back Rowan oh it’s Rowan he’s also Duri’s friend he is a first year in basketball and Duri is a second year so he is almost in high school PASS TO ME ROWAN Duri and Jey are both 12 and they are second years in basketball so they really good at it and practice everyday plus there’s going to be new characters in a bit don’t mess this up PASS THE BALL TO ME here we GO COME ON JEY I KNOW YOU CAN MAKE US WIN! I...made it YES you did amazing out there Jey thank you captain your welcome well we need to go now we will anyways meet her out there yeah true I’m coming after they went to the locker room man my legs hurt don’t blame you same here so are we going Celebrate Yes but we need one more person to celebrate And who is that going to be My sister she can be a little mean Her name is Yuki she'll introduce herself to you I am excited to meet her I bet you she's also excited to meet youI'm shy so I don't think I will talk to her that much come on man she is not going to kill you you all know that I do NOT talk to a lot of people but she is kind to people SO don’t need to be scared from her OH YES I DO NEED TO JEY NO YOU DO NOT HEY STOP IT THE BOTH OF YOU NOW what’s taking them so long I wonder if they will like me or hate me well I’m going to need introduce myself
Hi Jasmine Hi Yuki, how are you today?Good and bad Why?A girl made fun of me man I just wish that the world could be better you know yeah I do a lot so much that you would not Believe It Hey sis hey Duri this is my team team this my sister Yuki Hi Yuki Hi let me introduce myself I’m Yuki and I’m one year younger than Duri and I CAN be mean to the people WHO are mean to me so you don’t need to be scared from me and I want to introduce my friend Jasmine hi I’m Pleased to meet you all I am Yuki's friend and we have been friends for 4 years 4 years wow you guys must Know a lot about each other By the way I have a question when did you meet by the way I would like to know well I was doing a race with some other kids and Jasmine asked if she could join and I tripped in the middle of the race and she helped me up and all the other kids left me cuz they want to win the race and she helped me and I thanked her and We became friends And look at us now Those kids were Sad when they figured out that she fell and that they didn't bother to help her and they were a bit angry at themselves and then I told them to stay away from her cuz if you don't be nice to her then just get out of here
And that is a true story you could just ask me her brother for 11 years And Yuki has favor to ask you guys I would like to know why you join the basketball team My name is Lev And I joined the basketball team cuz it was my passion and I liked it when I was a child so that's why I Joined the basketball team I am Tyga I joined the basketball team cuz my brother used to do it and he taught me how to do it and it kind of was fun for me and he taught me he's really cool tricks and he just made it way more funner and easier to learn so I was happy cuz he taught me a lot of things So that's why I joined the basketball team I am Liam and I joined the basketball team cuz I joined multiple other sports and they were just kind of boring to me and I just didn't do basketball so I tried it out basketball cuz I thought it would be fun and nice to join basketball and would be a nice passion to do cuz I haven't tried it yet and I tried it I was bad at the beginning very bad and five months later I started shooting and I was very good at defense so that's why I joined Hi my name is Lucas and I joined the basketball team cuz my story is kind of like Liam's I used to play soccer and then I got kicked out cuz I was very bad at it and I was very good at using my hands so I decided to join the basketball team I hated the fact that I was terrible at the beginning and I was bare8ly good at using the hands for shooting and it was just like that for a few months I don't know how much it was I don't remember and I met Duri and the others and they taught me a bit how to shoot and I'm here now I’m Rowan I joined the basketball team cuz I wanted to play it with Duri And the others plus they taught me a lot of new tricks that's our stories thank you for sharing your stories guys but we sould go to the restaurant yeah we sould go.
after they went to restaurant and celebrated man I’m stuffed same don’t blame ya time to go back home seriously it’s 5:00 PM you kidding man but it was nice meeting you all today I had so much fun with you guys I hope we can do this again sometime later yeah I will try to get some free time I’m off friday let me check yeah i’m off friday what about you guys i’m also off friday I think everyone is off yeah I think so to so we meet again friday after school ok sure why not can I invite Jasmine ummm sure why not I think it will be more fun the more the merrier when they all go home I’m home where were you? You said that you were going to a basketball game we had to two games you went to celebrate didn’t you SO YOU DIDN’T EVEN COME TO MY BASKETBALL GAME hey wait I’m sorry my boss didn’t let me come to it LEAVE ME ALONE ok I will sometime later hi welcome who did she bring now hey Rowan can we come in …..fine come in. why did you guys come well friends are always there for you right come on you know we are there in the right time you can say no but you know it’s true yeah I know it’s true but how did you know that i’m upset your mom told us oh ok well thank you guys for coming to comfort me I really appreciate it your always welcome Rowan.
Well bye see you guys friday at 7:00 AM bye see ya friday GOOD MORNING DURI AHHH WHAT THE HECK omg why so Early in the morning it’s 7:00 a.m. just go back to bed and that's a no cuz it's Friday stupid did you forget we have to go to Train for basketball with the others Oh my God but why so early in the morning it's literally 7:00 a.m. can you stop being annoying I'm not being annoying you are because you're out of bed and wash your freaking face and then we Gotta Go the basketball court for training I was ready to go to Tell mom she whoop Out of bed if you don't want that to happen then get out of bed and wash our face I have the most annoying sister in the world okay fine but just go get ready in then I will get ready right after you cuz I don't take 5 hours to get ready I don't take 5 hours to get ready for your information I don't okay but you do you with that messy hair look at it it's like a freaking tornado My hair is not a tornado talk about yours in the morning Can you just get dressed please we Gotta Go Fine just leave the room ok 30 minutes later Okay I'm done finally okay now let's go because I don't have time for this and waiting for you to get done I was done 10 minutes ago Is there a problem yeah we're 10 minutes late cuz of you You hate it so much there's the door Oh ok let's go She doesn't understand a single thing Don't forget it's from 7:00 till 1:00 pm At the basketball court hey Yuki hey Duri hi hey oh you guys are here Hello I got invied to help you guys train WHAT! Yup you do know that it is hard to do all of this by myself
After everyone got to the basketball court, Ok everyone listen up Yuki and Jasmine is going to tell you guys have to work on. Ok so Lev,Liam and Rowan have to work on offense Tyga,Lucas,,Jey and Duri have to work on defense ok get to work. After training for 6 hours You will be doing this training for 3 months. WHAT ONE DAY WAS ENOUGH Look around Yuki the courts floor IS FILLED WITH SWEAT AND IS NOT JUST THE FLOOR BUT ALSO US you wanna get better right ? Yeah but this intense TO intense Liam said then went to get his water yeah Tyga said gasping for air can you at least make it 4 hours fine you want 4 hours you will get 4 hoursTHANK YOU a bit of the pain is gone nice i guess you guys still have to do this for 3 months my legs are in so much pain see you guys tomorrow at 7:00 hey Yuki can I to you yeah give me a sec…. Ok what is it? You have a bruise on your head what no i don’t tell me are you getting bullied……. Y-yes but please don't tell Duri ok but I can help you how? After telling her his plan WHAT YOU WANT BE MY FAKE BOY- shhh you do know that Duri will kill you yes here it’s my number I’ll tell you the rest on text ok after they all went home hey hi so your plan is to be MY fake boyfriend yes that's my plan do you realize how Duri is going to kill you when he finds out that YOU are my boyfriend well fake boyfriend yes i do so how about you keep this a secret just between you and me huh even if we do don’t you think that he might find out? I don’t know how to answer that of course you don’t why would you huh oh right you don’t know anything! Can you stop being so mean NO i will meet you tomorrow at school ok fine see you tomorrow see you at school the next day so what do you say? I say that I don’t agree with any of this but I was forced to do this so ….I-I will be…your..your girl-friend ok a deal is a deal so you know if you tell Duri I will die so how about you not tell him please with whip cream and a cherry on top ugh fine I won't tell him thank you or you can tell him you just have to tell him why yeah he will still kill you either way hey whatcha talking about AHHHHH OMG WHAT ARE YOU A GHOST OMG LEV ? sorry Lev said in a sorry tone YOU BETTER BE what's with the mood I’m not a morning person oh that makes a lot of sense anyway Rowan Duri wants to see you why to be exact Rowan said with a nervous tone yeah why Yuki said worrying i don't know he didn’t say why well i'll go with him okay Lev said before he left do you think he found out no he wasn't in the room at the time you sure YES MY GOD just how am i not dead bro you're going to be fine

Hello, I usually don’t post on here but I don’t know who else to ask and I really need some advice. This is a lifelong problem for our family so if anyone has any serious advice, it would be much appreciated. So my Mom has been dealing with my Dad for pretty much my whole life (I am 23). They have their highs and lows like all relationships but my Dad has done many things to cross the line over the years. As of recently, his activity has been impacting my Mom and his finances greatly. He has been draining their account for year and a half to pay someone who claims to be a famous girl. My Mom, brother and I have done the research and found it to be a scam around 6 months ago. Unfortunately, my Dad is so gullible that he refuses to believe that this is a scam, despite there being undeniable evidence. There has been multiple talks we have had with him to get him to stop but he still persists in his actions.
As expected, these actions are driving my Mom crazy and she has finally had enough. She has been hesitant to take further steps also because she is very Christian. It is clear she wants a divorce and me and my older brother are fed up as well, so we will support her to the fullest. Unfortunately, my Mom has been put in a tough spot financially because of this situation. Plus she is a teacher and doesn’t get paid well in the first place. The thought of paying for all the fees that will come from a divorce also keeps my Mom from taking further action. And my Dad refuses to leave the house, which also causes further problems.
I am really close with my Mom and she always tells me everything that is going on. She asks me for advice and I legitimately don’t know what to tell her. I have told her to go to an attorney but she tells me she already has and they told her “the partner must be separated from the main residence for 1 year to move forward with a divorce.” And to that, it leaves me even more clueless of where to go from here. She tells me I shouldn’t have to worry about this situation, but it’s hard to see someone you love go through something like this. And for me, I am already kinda stressed as I’m trying to navigate post-grad life. I do have a full time job, so I am totally down to help her financially. Can someone give me any pointers on where to go from here? Who should she contact? What’s the best course of action?

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First of all sorry for my bad English, it’s not my mother’s tongue. I (19F) have been friend with this girl (19F) since we were 12. We were really close when we were 15 but drift appart when we entered high school cause we didn’t go to the same one (different city with like 2h away from each others). But we were still close. I considered her my bestfriend for a long time. On day, when we were 16, we went on a week vacation at the beach (my parents had a small appartement there that they rent for the Holliday) with our friend groups, we’re five girls. Everything was fine when all of a sudden she snapped at me for being on my phone and not listening to the conv the 4 of them were having. I was really surprised because I thought everything was fine, cause I was in fact listening to there conv, I was just not talking. She started telling me how I seemed unintrested in their conv, about their life and everything. And I was very surprised cause I was in fact interested in everything that she listed. The only thing I wasn’t interested in was whatever they were smoking cause I’ve never smocked once in my life and never will. Things started getting worse and I ended up leaving back to where we were staying, cause I was angry at her for not understating that me not talking didn’t mean that I wasn’t happy to be there with them. I actually had a big panic attack back at the appartement . Things I didn’t know at that time was that I had depression. That explains a lot of why I didn’t really talked to anyone, didn’t mean that I wasn’t interested in their life, even if it was thing I didn’t enjoy at all, like drinking, talking about boys / sex, getting high, and everything. I was still interested because I loved the 4 of them and they made me happy and that was enough for me. But it wasn’t for her. Anyway we didn’t really talked to each others till the end of the vacation. She apologized at the end of the summer, while she was drunk. We didn’t really see each other’s for the next year cause I changed school and we were even more far appart. Anyway we had this groupe chat with the 5 of us for years literally, and we talked on this gc every single day. As I said before I’ve never been the type of person to talk a lot since nothing really interesting happened in my life, and I had undiagnosed depression. But I’ve always been the listener type of friend. But as we entered uni (all in different places again) we started talking less and less on this gc At least they did Cause I’ve never talked much I assumed that it was because they were very busy Anyway, at that time my depression started getting worse an worse I was having a hard time at work and at uni I tried my best to stay alive (literally) And so I didn’t have time to talk to anyway, cause I literally wasn’t mentally stable enough to even take care of myself properly. This lasted for a year. Fast forward this year, she told us on the gc that she was pregnant. I started crying, I was so happy for her, I was so happy to finally have some news on this gc. A few weeks passed and I had no news about her pregnancy. I thought about her everyday but I was so busy with school and so depressed that I didn’t send any text. This honestly is my biggest regret ever, cause I really wanted to send her a text, but the fight we had a few summer before was so bad that I was too scared to talk to her. Anyway, I finally started taking antidepressant after years being undiagnosed and literally suicidal (not really but I had suicidal thoughts) for years. I started feeling better and was finally able to talk with other people. They were the first person I told about my depression. They were the first person I reached out to. I was so happy to finally be able to properly apologize for not really being there, and being silence for a long time. Mind you I was silent but I was still watching every single of their stories, wishing them the best and everything. I also asked them how they were doing and especially how she was doing with her pregnancy. They saw my message and like talked like for 2 minutes and that was it. No « I hope you’re ok », no « im glad you finally know what was wrong » nothing. The only thing they told me was the she was waiting for a girl. I was so happy for her. They didn’t talk for another month till I send another text again, asking about them, how they were doing, how her pregnancy was going. I got no answer from her. I was feeling so bad, cause I knew it was my fault for not reaching out sooner, but at the same time I was incapable of doing so. But I still feel horrible for loosing her like that. Fast forward 2 weeks ago. I changed my antidepressant medication, took stronger ones cause those I had weren’t strong enough. So I’ve been on medication for 3 months now, and 2 weeks with the new ones. A few days ago I discovered via their private stories that they had a separate group chat without me, where they were talking every day. And here I was waiting for them to tell me when they were available for us to see each others again after months of not being able to. How am I supposed to ask them question if they don’t update me anymore about anything ??? And when I’m asking they don’t reply ???? I honestly felt broken, cause I for really thought that the reason they weren’t talking to our gc anymore was cause they were too busy with they life like I was. Turns out they have a whole ass gc without me where they talk not only everyday but also use to decide when to hand out together. They never asked me once when I was available to hand out with them. Cause I would have gladly clean up my schedule to finally see them again, and finally see her pregnant. But they didn’t think of asking me. Anyway today was what really made me feel like an asshole. As I said i have new medication atio. But this one give me really bad side effects. I have a really hard time breathing, I feel like vomiting, my head is spinning all the time, and above all my chest hurts. So today I called my therapist and she told me to immediately quite my medication. The thing is, my family has heart problems. And she think that’s probably what is happening to me. So today not only did I learn that I had to stop what was finally letting me smile for once, but also that I probably had heart problems and that I have to see a cardiologist as soon as possible. That shit scared me asf as you can imagine. I got out of work and immediately decided to text them, cause first I wanted to update them on my life, but I also wanted to have updates on theirs. They didn’t say anything, only one of them did, and She just told me not to bother to come see her the day she’ll give birth cause it’s gonna be « to hard for me to come anyway since of my work and my lack of money » (cause mind you she lives very far away from me). I told her it was no problem and that I wanted to be there, but she told me there’s no need to bother. And I know it’s her saying she doesn’t wanna see me anymore. So yeah. That was kinda a long story. But yeah, I’m really sad I wasn’t able to be there for her pregnancy, but I was so depressed it was too hard for me. I don’t expect her to forgive me, but I at least would have liked for her to understand my situation the way I understand why she’s upset.

My girlfriend and I were together for two years, part of it was long distance. We were previously good friends for 5 years, then she was the one that caught feelings and pursued me first. During our relationship she always told me things like “I’m the one”, we talked about how we would get married and grow old together, she made so many promises that she was 100% sure of me and that she’d never leave. She would say things like “we’ve known each other in every lifetime”. We got together even though I was leaving for a masters study, she said she thought she’d never do long distance again but for me it was worth it, bc she was 100% sure I’m the guy she wants. I left a week after we got together, and I was gone for about a year. During that time we visited once a month, it was always great. I eventually moved back and we spent another year together in person. I’m sorry if this post is too long.
She ended things about a month ago. During the breakup she gave me very vague answers so I couldn’t get the closure I needed. I decided to reach out a week after the breakup to ask why she did it, and what she said killed me inside.
She said that she knew we were compatible and I’m an amazing person but felt like she was settling for me, and she didn’t want to live her life like that when she thinks she can find something better. She said she believes in that soulmate connection with one person when you know deep inside you that this is “it”, and she didn’t feel like that with me, she didn’t think I was “it”. But we did say to each other during the relationship that this was “it”, she told me so many times that I’m the one, so I don’t know how a flip just switched in her brain. She also said she realized she didn’t love me in the way “real love” is, and maybe she just loved the idea of me. She said she always felt the need to be accepted and loved by people and I made her feel like that. She said when you truly love someone you’d sacrifice things for them, and she wouldn’t sacrifice things for me. She said she was forcing herself to be comfortable around me, and it wasn’t the type of comfort that it should be with “the one”.
How the fuck does it take you two years to realize you don’t love someone in the way “real love” is? Especially after all the emotional intimacy we shared. How could you be uncomfortable with me? I was her first kiss, her first hand hold, she said she was saving those things for the right person and she did them with me. Why would she feel like shes settling for me when she’s the one that pursued me first? She went all out to “get me” and be in a relationship with me. Am I really the type of guy that gets settled for? That hurts like hell. She said she was having all these thoughts during the last 4 months of the relationship. But literally a month ago, I felt that she’s been a bit cold, and I asked if everything was okay. She said “nothings wrong, I’ve been really stressed with school/work. But nothings wrong with us, maybe something’s just wrong with me with all the stress. But we’re good, that doesn’t mean I don’t love you or that I’d ever give up on us, I’d never do that. Don’t worry I still love you and I’ll always be here.” She said that word for word. So she was lying to me? Why would you lie instead of communicating openly? If she had told me she was having those thoughts it would’ve been easier for me, but she gave me that reassurance and then blindsided me a month later. I told her it’s normal to lose feelings in a relationship after a while, that eventually that initial spark or honeymoon phase ends, and that’s when the real relationship starts and you work on building a life together. Love eventually becomes a choice and not just a feeling. But she said she wouldn’t lose feelings with the right person. Now I’m the wrong person when she literally told me a million times that we were always meant for each other. I told her I think she’ll end up being disappointed when she realizes there is no “one” person that gives you that magical feeling for life, you eventually reach a point where you have to choose that person everyday. Relationships are hard and most of them end up losing that initial spark, but it’s an opportunity for a new kind of love to blossom, a love based off commitment and loyalty to each other. That’s the only way a relationship can last forever. And during our relationship we even acknowledged that fact together and we told each other that if the feelings fade we will always choose each other no matter what happens. It makes no sense to me. And if she actually lost feelings and fell out of love, that’s fine. But to say she never loved me in the way “real love” is, that makes no sense to me and it’s killing me inside. Have I just been blind and stupid the entire relationship? How does it take TWO YEARS to realize that? She said to me, “maybe you can choose someone and settle for them and learn to love them, but I believe there’s one person out there that is meant for me and when I find them I will know it deep inside me.” Yea, I believed that too. I believed it because I thought it was you. Just because I chose you doesn’t mean I’m settling for you or learning to love you. I thought you were meant for me. It’s so ridiculous I don’t understand, she used to be so sure that I was the one, she knew it deep inside her that I was. And now she’s saying that when she finds it, she’ll know. Well you knew it with me and now you don’t.
Part of me understands why she lost feelings, we didn’t really have a strong base. We were together for only a week before I left for a year. I feel like it wasn’t enough time for the physical attraction to build up and to get to know each other in person. By the time we visited each other, a lot of time had passed and the spark wasn’t the same as the beginning, it was kinda awkward at first. We got into a serious committed relationship talking about future marriage, before we ever hugged each other. She was scared to kiss me, maybe that’s why she said she was forcing herself to be comfortable. But eventually we kissed and it was great. During the visits it felt like everything was going great and that our relationship was getting stronger. I didn’t think that she was uncomfortable. I feel like if we had done all the intimate things in the beginning, we would have a base to build off of and the spark would be alive.
Also I keep blaming myself and wondering what I did wrong. I’m just certain that it’s my fault, that I made her lose attraction. Maybe I wasn’t manly enough or attractive enough. Maybe I was too boring or uninteresting or too “stable”. Being in love with someone basically means you have to be sexually attracted to them first, that’s what separates family love from romantic love. Maybe I didn’t do enough to keep her attracted to me, so she felt like she lost feelings. It was really hard with the distance. I tried, I really tried. I would always flirt and tease her, I tried not to let the relationship feel like it was a platonic friendship over time. I was always confident and “manly” with her, I stood my ground when she did things I didn’t like, I wasn’t needy. We sexted and video called all the time. I always planned amazing dates. I tried to keep the fun alive. I don’t know what else I could’ve done to keep her attracted. I truly feel like if we had been in person the whole time, it would’ve worked and she would’ve still been attracted to me. It’s just different when you’re there physically. But we both knew this, we acknowledged that it was gonna be hard and the feelings may fade, but we said we’d always choose each other no matter what. Maybe it was inevitable with the distance, but at the end she said it wasn’t because of the distance, she believes with the right person the distance wouldn’t matter. So I just wasn’t the right person for her, I was for a while, but I let her lose attraction for me. Your view on love and attraction may differ, but I learned that it’s the guy’s responsibility to keep a woman attracted, it’s about how he acts and behaves that keeps her attracted. So it’s my fault she lost attraction, it’s something I did. For example when I look back at the first visit, a mistake I made was asking to kiss her instead of just going for it. She said no, maybe because I came off as unconfident and that turned her off. I was so nervous during the first visit because there was so much expectation built up inside my head. Maybe that prevented me from being able to genuinely enjoy myself around her and attract her. Eventually though, we got comfortable with each other and we kissed and it was great. I felt the spark was there. I don’t think she met someone else, I asked her and she said no. Yea maybe she could’ve lied, but i know her and I don’t think she would do that. She said “you know me, I would never allow myself to do that while I’m in a relationship. The reasons are solely because I don’t feel in love with you anymore.”
We hit a little rut near the end because we were both very busy, but I didn’t think it was concerning because she always gave reassurance and made it seem like everything is fine. It feels like shit hearing that someone was settling for me. Why wasn’t I enough? I keep looking back and thinking what I could’ve done different to keep her attracted. I keep nitpicking at myself and feeling insecure about the way I am. She was so sure of me in the beginning so I must’ve done something along the way to make her lose feelings. She let me tear my walls down and trust her fully, then she left. It feels like I’m not worthy of love because she saw something in me and decided she didn’t want me. What hurts the most is that to me, she was “it”, to me she was the one. And she said that to me too and I believed her. I felt that she truly meant it when she said that. She would tell me she was always attracted to me and had feelings during our friendship but she “locked them in a box” because she was too afraid. She even told me that I was a walking green flag and that I was perfect and I did nothing wrong. It hurts to know she thinks that yet she still decided she didn’t want me. It kills to know that one day she’ll get married, he’ll get to hold her and kiss her and have a family, and it won’t be with me. I can’t stand the thought of her being intimate with someone else. And it’s the thought that, whoever she ends up with, will be better than me in a way. She will love him more than she loved me. He will make her feel what I couldn’t make her feel. And I’m blaming myself so much that I couldn’t make her feel like that anymore. I’m grieving the future that we both planned together. I feel so betrayed, I feel like shit. Most of all I just really miss her, we knew each other for 7 years and now we’re just strangers again.
I’ve been hurt before, I’ve had a few breakups, but this one hurts the most. I don’t know what it is about this girl that makes me feel like I’ll never find anyone better. I know that time heals everything but I feel like this has damaged me on a deep level, I feel like I can’t let my walls down again. I don’t want to love again and risk getting hurt. I can’t invest myself fully into someone if I’m always afraid they’re going to blindside me. I know a breakup shouldn’t define your self worth, but it’s just the idea that the person I loved doesn’t see herself spending her life with me anymore, that makes me feel really bad. It’s the thought that she saw something in me that made her decide she doesn’t love me. She analyzed our relationship and thought “I want someone better”. The thought that it’s my fault, that it’s something I did. I didn’t have enough “game”. I couldn’t keep her attraction high. I can’t stand the idea of her getting married one day and finding her “it”. Of course I want her to be happy but I’d be lying if I said that doesn’t kill me inside.
Nobody is perfect but she was close to it. She’s such a rare breed, she had everything I wanted in a woman and it’s so hard to come by. I wish I had a reason to hate her but she’s genuinely an amazing person. She did nothing bad to me, we barely fought and when we did it was very gentle. Our entire relationship was pretty much perfect up until the end. I’ve never been with someone that was this compatible with me. She’s the kindest human, she’s intelligent, she’s very mature, she’s beautiful inside and out, she’s very warm and gentle. And the fact that she’s such a sweet and genuine person makes it way harder. If she had cheated or something I think this would’ve been easier on me, because I’d see her as a bad person. But she’s not a bad person. It hurts way more knowing that she was feeling like she wanted to end things, but at the same time she was trying to convince herself to love me, because she didn’t want to hurt me. She didn’t want to break her promises, she was trying so hard not to, but in the end she couldn’t lie to herself anymore. Why do I have to feel like someone has to convince themselves to love me? Why does someone have to force themselves to believe I’m the one? Why can’t anyone ever just truly believe it with their entire soul, that they want to be with me. When I asked for reassurance and she told me she still loved me and would never give up, she was trying to convince herself because she didn’t want to hurt me. It was all lies. Every “I love you” in the last 4 months was a lie. I feel like such an idiot that I was sitting there for the past 4 months thinking that everything was going great. She was just faking her affection the whole time. Imagine hearing that someone was forcing themselves to love you. No one was forcing you! The exit door has always been open, no one forced her to stay, no one forced her to pursue me in the first place. I told her many times that I just want truth and transparency in our relationship, yet she hid all of those things. She said she hid them because she cared about me and didn’t want to hurt me, and she was trying to make it work. But if she truly cared for me, she would know that I deserve honesty, I deserve to know the truth even if it hurts. I don’t deserve to live in a lie. If she cared for me she would let me go find someone who truly loves me, instead of just pretending to love me. By lying, she was only caring about herself, to relieve herself of the guilt. The breakup would’ve been way smoother if she just told the truth from the start, but now I feel like an idiot who sat there for 4 months thinking that everything was going well, when in reality it wasn’t.
There’s so many things I loved about her. I loved the way she cries during every movie, she thinks she’s too sensitive but I think it’s beautiful to feel your emotions that deeply. I loved the way her face lights up when she smiles. I loved how she would call me just to tell me silly little things about her day. I loved her curiosity and wonder for the universe. I loved how she would run into my arms when she saw me. She just understood me, and I understood her. I can’t hate her, I wish I could, but I just love her with all my heart. I don’t think I’ll ever stop. Even when 20 years pass and I’m over this and we’re both married to other people, I will still love her and wish the best for her. I miss her so much, I miss talking to her. I know we can't be friends, but I really wish I could still have her in my life. But I shouldn't wish that I guess, because she decided she wants to live her life without me in it. I can’t believe she could decide to lose me forever when she always said she could never live without me.
The worst part is, I reacted to the break up very emotionally. I showed how hurt I was, I wrote a long paragraph, and I brought up all the promises she made. That was a mistake, it probably killed any ounce of attraction she had left. If there was any chance of her coming back or realizing it was a mistake, I destroyed that chance. I made it look like I can’t live without her. I didn’t beg for her back at all, but I kept pushing for answers and explanations. I asked her what I did wrong and stuff, and that made me look super desperate. I should’ve just accepted the break up immediately and cut off all communication. Maybe then she would’ve thought about it, she would wonder why I wasn’t upset and have second thoughts about her decision. It would make me look more attractive in her eyes. But no I ruined it forever. Now all I want to do is salvage some respect, to make her see me as a valuable person. Not as someone who can’t live without her. Deep down I really want her to have a change of heart, I want her to feel re-attracted somehow, after having some time and space away from the situation. But I ruined her image of me. Now I’m looking back and analyzing every little thing about our relationship and wondering what I should’ve done better. I realized I made a lot of mistakes, which at the time I didn’t think were mistakes, but now looking back it’s probably my fault she lost attraction. I didn’t do enough.
I told myself during the relationship that “everything is temporary, don’t get too attached, life can change at any moment”. I know those things because I’ve learned my lessons from the past, but this is still killing me. I know almost everyone has been heartbroken, I’m nothing special, every human has been through this before. I just need to hear that it wasn’t my fault or that I’ll find someone better eventually. I’m blaming myself a lot right now and I keep thinking that she wouldn’t have left if I had been attractive enough. I generally consider myself a confident person but this has set me back a lot, it’s ruining my self esteem. Maybe I have attachment issues that I need to work on. I know that time will heal this, but right now I can’t imagine myself finding someone that’s better. I feel like the idea of “the one” has been ruined for me. I want to believe it, but I don’t think I do anymore. Even if I find another person who I think is the one, there’s always the possibility that they will change their mind. There’s always a chance that all of their words and actions were just lies. A lot of people get into relationships because they love the idea of being in love, not because they are actually in love with the person.
Thank you for reading this far, I know it’s a long post. I needed somewhere to vent, I don’t have many people to talk to. When I cry, I cry alone. And during the act of crying I start to hate myself for being such a bitch. I know it’s perfectly okay to cry and feel your emotions but it’s hard to escape the conditioning that I’m used to. I have friends and family but, I can’t express my emotions the way I did in this post. People have their own lives and worries and they don’t want to deal with someone’s silly heartbreak I guess.
TL;DR - my gf and I broke up a month ago, she said she was settling for me and that I wasn’t the “one”, even though she made promises and assured me that she wouldn’t leave. I keep blaming myself and wondering what I did wrong.

I’m in my early 40s, and I’ve been a RN for about 10 years. I was one of the older students in my nursing school class, and nursing school was probably the most difficult thing I’ve voluntarily undertaken in life. I got through with grit and the acceptance that “C’s get degrees.” Not easy for a life-long perfectionist.
I started out working in a specialty med/surg unit, and I struggled so much with time management, which ended up being the impetus for an ADHD diagnosis (which would have been helpful to know about during school). I then worked in ambulatory surgery as a staff nurse, charge nurse, and nurse manager.
I didn’t hate any of my jobs. But I definitely job hopped to the extent that my BFF lovingly describes me as, “my nurse friend who always has a different job.” Sometimes it was burnout, sometimes it was a promotion, and sometimes I feared for my license.
My most recent job change was from a manager role back to a staff nurse. I was prepared to take a pay cut, but a market rate adjustment worked in my favor and I ended up making more money in my new role. But even better, my new role is it. I’ve always been an adrenaline junkie-type nurse, and I took a risk by accepting this role as part triage/part educatopart clinician in a very chill clinic. I worried I’d be bored, but instead, I get to work with an amazingly cohesive interdisciplinary team. I actual get to know and spend time with and advocate for patients with complex needs. (I’m trying not to doxx myself, so let’s say it’s a clinic for people with sickle cell. It isn’t, but it’s chronic and debilitating.) I learn something every day, I get to do detective work, and the attendings ask my perspective and ideas. I also don’t go home to ruminate about the day and then crash on my bed.
My new gig isn’t perfect, and it isn’t my intention to brag, but I wanted to offer a perspective about how you can do things “the wrong way” and end up exactly where you didn’t know you needed to be. Hang in there, friends.

Time to whine, sorry in advance.
Is anyone else starting to feel like there is not much point anymore? It feels like even though I'm pushing and advancing the goal posts just get moved to an entirely different field... And then they change the sport.
What's the point anymore? Oh, you're making more than your parents? What's the problem then? Well, I didn't get to buy a home 30 years ago when I could make minimal money and keep my mortgage payments. Oh yea and it takes both of us to work to make that happen. No one is home watching the kids, spending the day tidying up or home making ... We're at work and then come home and try to be better parents than ours were.
What's the point? Hard work has zero routes guaranteed success. I can bust my ass all day long but if there's no room to advance or no budget to get a raise I get nothing. I wonder why there's no room or budget? Could it be the upper end of management is past typical retirement age with all time high salaries accruing more and more wealth?
What's the point? The American dream is anyone can make a life for themselves, an equal opportunity to succeed. Is that really true? I come up with a great idea, I put all my capital into it and I venture out into the entrepreneur world only to get my idea stolen by Amazon and quickly put out of business. I get one shot at this. That's not equal at all, as I get one dart throw and wealthy can just throw unlimited dart throws until one hits a bullseye and then they can write some bullshit article about persistence and hard work.
What's the point? Go to college, that's how you make money. Education is so important... Take on these loans it won't matter. Also, we now don't like that woke ideology and we're literally banning books like some fucking post apocalypse the giver bullshit, suggesting women cannot decide what to do with their bodies, and have not argued about politics for what the ideals are in a decade... Not that it matters since there are so few people in our government that can understand what today is really like... Or not click phishing emails for that matter.
What's the point? I watch my youngest child grow up and spend most of my time away from her, catching up on chores and errands, and stressing than I do quality time with her. The taxes I pay get cut for her education or to tax breaks for companies.
I'm struggling to see the point. This is not like an I'm giving up and checking out thing at all. I've been fortunate enough to have access to therapy (wtf why is it so expensive). This is more of a general apathy and I can't really care about most shit anymore thing.
Thanks for letting me rant.

Am 21F , born and raised in Kenya , currently majoring in counseling/clinical psychology. Some back story ,
When I was choosing on what course to pursue in uni , I was a bit conflicted , I knew I always wanted to do a course that benefited my people and country(Somalia) as a whole so medicine was the only way as I couldn’t go be a soldier, am not brave enough to shoot lol.
My father decided It was going to be MBBS(bachelor of medicine and surgery)
Mind you ,I become light headed and nauseous at the sight of blood and most importantly I didn’t feel like it was my calling.
The turning point for me was , when I went to check the schools out before my admission. Mashallah I saw 100+ Somali girls/boys studying the same course I couldn’t be more proud. It felt familiar it felt easy for me to just join.
But then deep down I’ve always know I wanted to do pychology , I just didn’t know how to tell my parents.
I believe our country has experienced high rates of trauma ,stemming from the violence , misplacement and many other things .
Worst of all I researched and saw that the ratio of psychologists to the overall population is 0.0003% That’s like 50 qualified psychologists practicing and somalia is 18.7 million people ,
People who’ve lived thru wars , the amount of ,ptsd and panic disorder has to insanely high. Also depression , schizophrenia , mania , anxiety and psychosis .
This whole qabil extremism somehow stems from unresolved mental issues and hatred towards other qabil to the point of murdering each other.
I believe there’s a lot of unresolved generational traumas we suffer from . Keeping that in mind I chose to go ahead and do major in that as what other better way to contribute to my country and people. I believe we would be far ahead as a country if everyone healed from their traumas and other mental issues.
My father got super mad as of course the pay is clearly way less than it would be if I studied surgery. Then to make matters worse I told him I’d like to volunteer in Somalia even after I graduate and I wouldn’t charge for my services.
Well well , I started volunteering already while studying in my free time with kids and my heart breaks from all the sexual abuse cases I handle daily. The amount of anxiety these little kids have from being beaten by parents .
I often try to mediate and talk to parents on the negative effects shouting and beating kids has on not just mental development of children but also their social skills and how they will navigate in life later on but none of them take me seriously they believe there’s nothing like that.
Most of them believe that they turned out fine and they were beaten with way worse stuff and if u listen to them , u can tell they suffer from undiagnosed ptsd themselves.
How do I make people who don’t believe in mental health , start believing in it , they often tell me am just a kid who’s trying to teach the elders and apparently that’s disrespectful.
Just last week I had a 14 year come to me , she wouldn’t speak at first but after some sessions she started warming up to me and opened up about how her uncle sexually assaulted her when she was 11 . My heart dropped to my stomach ,
First am not qualified yet to handle a case of that caliber , second I can’t go report it as they would as for evidence and it’s been 3 years it would be her words against the uncles. After she told me not to tell her mom as her mom would beat her , I told her she wouldn’t, as I was afraid the uncle would do that again , only for her mom to tell me “ilmahena qurafaadka kaada “
Mind she’s the one who brought her to me because apparently her daughter has been quiet and distancing herself , after the local habaryars told her I was mediating between parents and kids all of a sudden am a qumayo
It’s so much but that’s the tip of the iceberg
What do I do. There’s only so much one can do
You can lead a horse to water but you can’t make it drink.
Is it any better in somalia?
Am ok with trials and tribulations but I can’t let my father down more so after refusing to do his choice of course.

I'm miserable, my father who I live with is 60 I pretty much take care of him and the house has cancer, my mother has never been there for me and pretty much abandoned me and my brother, me being the youngest I had an older brother to look up to, soon he would move out live with his girlfriend and take life from there, me being on the back burner having to manage school which I do fairly well in, football I start on the team but i just feel I don't deserve it. I've never had anyone who really showed me love, so when I meant this girl who was very kind and nice pretty I feel in love, things didn't get to far with that and she never liked me, I'm pretty much loser I have nothing to look for to in life everyday is the same repetitive cycle I can't stand myself or others around me I'm slowly losing it, I don't know what do and leaving earth seems like the best option. I talk to a doctor therapist counselor and nothing helps it just this same feeling same thoughts and memories, I don't want to live like this. No one loves me how could they, I don't know why I wrote this message maybe for pitty or attention but I want to give up.

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So I attend a college master's program where there's a small group of us that take every class together. There's this girl, we'll call her Haylee. She often chooses to sit infront of me, there's no assigned seats. I almost always sit near the exit, my classmates know this. We have really long days on campus, so many of us often eat during our night lectures. However, Haylee seems to have one sided beef with me. Every crunch, every time I sneeze or cough, etc, she will turn around and glare at me. It's really annoying and makes me self conscious. Well, the other day my friend brought popcorn. I understand popcorn is annoying, but I tried to eat it as slowly and quietly as humanly possible out of consideration. Well, the second I so much as made a single crunch, she'd be turning around and glaring at me. It's so petty but it's really getting under my skin. I went home and my roommate said that I'm TA for eating something crunchy in class. I would agree, but she seems to be annoyed with my mere existence whenever I make the slightest of noise. So therefore, I don't think I'm TA.
AITA?

I see in all the posts that people wasted years of their life with large bets, as in the hours it took to make that money. Another way of looking at it is that life is not about money, and the time you need to take to make it back, is not wasted ether. Life is life, how it is, is really all about perspective. If the big loss your feeling is because of time, and you really think time equals money, ur wrong. Try to make your life more enjoyable, find hobbies that doesn’t require money, adapt to a meaningful habit that doesn’t require money. It’s more to life then this, betting and only thinking abt money. Save your paychecks and try to live life.

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Recently saw a YouTube video that Arnold (actor for Terminator) saying he forgo his salary when he was a governor .
He said alot of people also ask him why did he serve instead of continue making movie that makes him more money
He said it's time to giveback to society and he ask the department to take the governor salary and help those who are in need instead
Have you ever giveback to society or anyone before ?

The theme for this fan album is Acoustic.
Here's the frame...

1. 14 tracks
2. All songs are mainly acoustic
3. Chronological. I just liked the way it sounded like that.

Note: Admittedly, outtake and demo heavy toward the end.

1. I'll Be Back
2. No Reply
3. I'll Follow The Sun
4. Norwegian Wood
5. Girl
6. You've Got To Hide Your Love Away
7. I've Just Seen A Face
8. Love You To (Take 1)
9. I'm Only Sleeping (Take 1)
10. While My Guitar Gently Weeps (Esher Demo)
11. Revolution (Esher Demo)
12. Child of Nature
13. The Ballad of John & Yoko (Take 7)
14. Across The Universe (Take 6)

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