Boys backpack pattern

Do you think that they would allow this in?

2024.05.21 15:05 TheUpliftingArtist Do you think that they would allow this in?

Do you think that they would allow this in?
So this year me and my two friends themed out in USA wrestlings singlets and had a blast.. so now I'm looking to theme again. I wanted to bring in some water guns... but like one with a larger backpack and help keep people cool.
Potential issues..
Tank is 2.5L which breaks the rule for "water container".
Would it piss people off if I was refilling it at the water stations?
I was hoping that me and my two buddies could do this one day to help beat the heat.
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2024.05.21 14:24 ramdytis3c Unsorted New Tracks - Part 1 [Out Date 2024-05-21] [Chocs Pro Sound]



2Soulmates - Follow Me (Instrumental) [Chocs Pro Sound] / Key Ebm, BPM 120, 3:02, MP3 7.40 Mb
2Soulmates - Follow Me [Chocs Pro Sound] / Key Ebm, BPM 120, 3:02, MP3 7.40 Mb
A$K & Radiant Child - Easy (Original mix) [Kassetnik] / Key Am, BPM 138, 3:57, MP3 9.78 Mb
Alex Atmiks - Love For The Stars [Yeiskomp Records] / Key Eb, BPM 140, 7:05, MP3 17.22 Mb
Amer Bros - Champions (Original mix) [Sound Recording Studio] / Key Cm, BPM 125, 6:55, MP3 16.86 Mb
Amer Bros - Complex (Original mix) [Sound Recording Studio] / Key Cm, BPM 125, 7:57, MP3 19.33 Mb
Amer Bros - Dub Berlin (Original mix) [Sound Recording Studio] / Key Cm, BPM 125, 6:56, MP3 16.89 Mb
Amer Bros - House Spiraling (Original mix) [Sound Recording Studio] / Key Cm, BPM 125, 6:48, MP3 16.57 Mb
Amer Bros - Insanity (Original mix) [Sound Recording Studio] / Key Cm, BPM 120, 7:22, MP3 17.93 Mb
Amer Bros - Piano Deep (Original mix) [Sound Recording Studio] / Key Abm, BPM 128, 4:46, MP3 11.69 Mb
Amer Bros - Saxo (Original mix) [Sound Recording Studio] / Key Cm, BPM 125, 4:26, MP3 10.89 Mb
Amer Bros - Up Drop (Original mix) [Sound Recording Studio] / Key Cm, BPM 120, 6:09, MP3 14.99 Mb
Amon Tobin - Keep Your Distance (Edit) [Ninja Tune] / Key Fm, BPM 94, 2:10, MP3 5.78 Mb
Anton Dolgushin - Minimalisto [Nature Is Pure Love] / Key B, BPM 120, 3:42, MP3 9.00 Mb
Axel Knox - Feel The Sun (feat. Conor McLoughlin) [Dim Mak Records] / Key Cm, BPM 135, 3:40, MP3 9.13 Mb
Big Bunny - Came to the Underground (Afro Dub Remix) [ROOM ID] / Key F#m, BPM 125, 6:09, MP3 14.87 Mb
Big Bunny - Came to the Underground (Afro Remix) [ROOM ID] / Key F#m, BPM 125, 6:09, MP3 14.87 Mb
Big Bunny - Came to the Underground (House Dub Remix) [ROOM ID] / Key Gm, BPM 125, 6:13, MP3 15.02 Mb
Big Bunny - Came to the Underground (House Remix) [ROOM ID] / Key Gm, BPM 125, 6:13, MP3 15.02 Mb
Big Bunny - Came to the Underground (Lel Dub Remix) [ROOM ID] / Key F#m, BPM 125, 6:09, MP3 14.87 Mb
Big Bunny - Came to the Underground (Lel Remix) [ROOM ID] / Key F#m, BPM 125, 6:09, MP3 14.87 Mb
Big Bunny - Came to the Underground (Oziriz Dub Remix) [ROOM ID] / Key Abm, BPM 125, 6:09, MP3 14.87 Mb
Big Bunny - Came to the Underground (Oziriz Remix) [ROOM ID] / Key Abm, BPM 125, 6:09, MP3 14.87 Mb
BioKoi - Eastern Lasers (Entangled Mind Remix) [The Rust Music] / Key E, BPM 93, 4:55, MP3 12.41 Mb
Brittanni, Emanuele Caponetto - Cyclic Obsession [Music Department] / Key Am, BPM 119, 4:09, MP3 10.09 Mb
Brittanni, Emanuele Caponetto - Fatten [Music Department] / Key Bbm, BPM 120, 3:01, MP3 7.39 Mb
Brittanni, Emanuele Caponetto - Happy Man [Music Department] / Key Cm, BPM 116, 3:09, MP3 7.69 Mb
Brittanni, Emanuele Caponetto - Hey Little Girl [Music Department] / Key Dbm, BPM 120, 3:32, MP3 8.61 Mb
Brittanni, Emanuele Caponetto - Lift Boy [Music Department] / Key Em, BPM 119, 2:58, MP3 7.28 Mb
Brittanni, Kiara B, Emanuele Caponetto - Alavanca [Music Department] / Key Abm, BPM 119, 3:11, MP3 7.79 Mb
Brittanni, Kiara B, Emanuele Caponetto - Blu Box [Music Department] / Key B, BPM 109, 2:56, MP3 7.17 Mb
Brittanni, Kiara B, Emanuele Caponetto - One Day for Fly [Music Department] / Key Dm, BPM 115, 3:32, MP3 8.61 Mb
Brittanni, Kiara B, Emanuele Caponetto - The Promise of Summer [Music Department] / Key Bm, BPM 118, 3:19, MP3 8.11 Mb
Bruno Fernz - Brazilian Fest [House Lab Recordings] / Key Gm, BPM 127, 6:03, MP3 15.17 Mb
Bruno Fernz - Tim [House Lab Recordings] / Key Cm, BPM 129, 5:59, MP3 15.02 Mb
Burak Özan - Mindreader [EYRA Music] / Key Cm, BPM 100, 3:35, MP3 8.96 Mb
Cafe De Anatolia, M i c h e l M e z h e r - Oriented Dialogue [Cafe De Anatolia LAB] / Key Dm, BPM 110, 4:42, MP3 11.55 Mb
Cafe De Anatolia, M i c h e l M e z h e r - Sands of Serenity [Cafe De Anatolia LAB] / Key Cm, BPM 120, 3:16, MP3 8.12 Mb
Chisari - Jazz School [RawTech Nation Records] / Key Abm, BPM 142, 4:35, MP3 11.20 Mb
Chisari - Santa Fe At Night [RawTech Nation Records] / Key Cm, BPM 140, 4:59, MP3 12.16 Mb
Coster - Freestyle [IPUNKZ MUSIC] / Key Bm, BPM 127, 2:56, MP3 7.37 Mb
Countryman Jim - Mitt hjärta [Bee Music] / Key Am, BPM 163, 3:36, MP3 8.91 Mb
Cyber Zero - Detail [Cyber Zero] / Key Dbm, BPM 95, 3:48, MP3 9.75 Mb
CØRDINATE - Listen To Your Heart [Forever Young Recordings] / Key Dbm, BPM 124, 3:18, MP3 8.17 Mb
DARCOS LIFE - In My Area [DARCOSLIFE RECORDS] / Key Cm, BPM 130, 3:23, MP3 8.28 Mb
Danny L Harle, Shygirl - encore [Because Music] / Key Fm, BPM 127, 2:49, MP3 6.97 Mb
Deep Deviant - Music Makes... (Nu Ground Foundation Beatappella) [Rushmore] / Key Gm, BPM 125, 1:50, MP3 4.49 Mb
Deep Deviant - Music Makes... (Nu Ground Foundation Classic Instrumental) [Rushmore] / Key Bbm, BPM 125, 8:29, MP3 20.46 Mb
Deep Deviant - Music Makes... (Nu Ground Foundation Classic Mix) [Rushmore] / Key Bb, BPM 125, 8:29, MP3 20.46 Mb
Detroit 95 Project, Rowland Dowens - I Wish (Dub Mix) [Love Is the Only Way] / Key Bm, BPM 131, 4:12, MP3 10.25 Mb
Detroit 95 Project, Rowland Dowens - I Wish [Love Is the Only Way] / Key Bm, BPM 131, 4:42, MP3 11.44 Mb
Double Shot - Homeless [Keep Control Records] / Key Dm, BPM 126, 4:20, MP3 10.59 Mb
Dr. Suds - Fresh Stepper [D3tergent] / Key Bbm, BPM 123, 4:20, MP3 10.60 Mb
Entangled Mind - The Seventh Sister [The Rust Music] / Key Cm, BPM 112, 5:12, MP3 13.13 Mb
Entangled Mind, Amy Naylor, R!llo - Orbit [The Rust Music] / Key Dm, BPM 114, 5:13, MP3 13.14 Mb
Entangled Mind, Delgira, Eric Fraser - Creation [The Rust Music] / Key Dm, BPM 110, 5:47, MP3 14.49 Mb
Entangled Mind, Janeth Gonda - Breakthrough [The Rust Music] / Key Dm, BPM 130, 5:02, MP3 12.70 Mb
Entangled Mind, Matthew Rennick - Tree of Life [The Rust Music] / Key Am, BPM 94, 5:12, MP3 13.09 Mb
Entangled Mind, Mattie Rosi - Ossicle [The Rust Music] / Key Dm, BPM 170, 4:00, MP3 10.23 Mb
Entangled Mind, R!llo, Eric Fraser - A Sunny Spot [The Rust Music] / Key F, BPM 116, 4:58, MP3 12.53 Mb
EthnoLink - Lost in Space [EthnoLink] / Key Em, BPM 124, 3:33, MP3 8.84 Mb
GSSPP - A fuego [Varitune] / Key Ebm, BPM 128, 4:00, MP3 9.83 Mb
HYPER MOOD - Empty Promises - Techno Version [Tikraudona] / Key Bm, BPM 138, 2:05, MP3 5.30 Mb
HYPER MOOD - Empty Promises - Techno Version (Sped Up) [Tikraudona] / Key Gm, BPM 146, 1:58, MP3 5.02 Mb
Howen, Max Vermeulen - Meant To Be [Forever Young Recordings] / Key Bbm, BPM 104, 3:14, MP3 8.08 Mb
J-Break - Euphoria (Alexandria's Genesis remix) [Docka Records] / Key F#m, BPM 126, 3:37, MP3 8.77 Mb
J-Break - Euphoria (Lord Of Light remix) [Docka Records] / Key F#m, BPM 138, 7:36, MP3 18.31 Mb
J-Break - Euphoria [Docka Records] / Key F#m, BPM 128, 5:00, MP3 12.09 Mb
JC Brown - Dance Floor [Mar de Fóra Records] / Key Gm, BPM 126, 6:23, MP3 15.57 Mb
JakoJako - Modus [novamute] / Key Em, BPM 142, 4:14, MP3 10.47 Mb
Jarl Flamar - Ayahuasca [Flamar Records] / Key Am, BPM 126, 6:40, MP3 16.64 Mb
Jason Rivas, Future 3000, Glitch Vuu - Hi Everyone [Electronic Potatoes] / Key Gm, BPM 128, 4:13, MP3 10.30 Mb
John Murphy - Bland Land [Bulabeats Records] / Key Bm, BPM 135, 6:52, MP3 16.69 Mb
Johnnypluse - Big In Your Own Town [Bulabeats Records] / Key Fm, BPM 110, 3:41, MP3 9.04 Mb
Johnnypluse - How Ya Friday [Bulabeats Records] / Key Fm, BPM 120, 3:59, MP3 9.74 Mb
Johnnypluse - Loike Loike You Loike [Bulabeats Records] / Key Cm, BPM 110, 5:21, MP3 13.03 Mb
Johnnypluse - M8x3 [Bulabeats Records] / Key Dm, BPM 130, 3:46, MP3 9.22 Mb
Johnnypluse - No Rivers (DJ Mix) [Bulabeats Records] / Key Cm, BPM 130, 3:50, MP3 9.39 Mb
Johnnypluse - Sloppy Beats [Bulabeats Records] / Key Am, BPM 123, 4:56, MP3 12.01 Mb
Johnnypluse - Slow Rave In Your 40s [Bulabeats Records] / Key Am, BPM 120, 2:55, MP3 7.21 Mb
Johnnypluse - Take It To The Top (DJ Version) [Bulabeats Records] / Key Gm, BPM 125, 5:55, MP3 14.41 Mb
Johnnypluse - The Dreamscape [Bulabeats Records] / Key Fm, BPM 120, 3:06, MP3 7.64 Mb
Johnnypluse - The Warriors (Dub Mix) [Bulabeats Records] / Key Gm, BPM 130, 2:54, MP3 7.15 Mb
Johnnypluse - You Are Home (DJ Edit) [Bulabeats Records] / Key G, BPM 130, 5:22, MP3 13.09 Mb
Kapote, Sam Ruffillo - La La Tune (Extended Version) [Toy Tonics] / Key Cm, BPM 123, 8:32, MP3 20.64 Mb
Kevin Borges, Buker - Bytebeat [Sound Kleckse GROOVES] / Key Gm, BPM 126, 5:20, MP3 12.93 Mb
KinAhau - me encanta mi gitana [Pocket Change] / Key Fm, BPM 118, 4:51, MP3 12.07 Mb
Kingbastard - GLAZE [Odd John Records] / Key Gm, BPM 110, 4:26, MP3 10.81 Mb
Kingbastard - NO TRICKS [Odd John Records] / Key Em, BPM 81, 4:15, MP3 10.38 Mb
Kingbastard - NOT GONNA LIE [Odd John Records] / Key Dbm, BPM 176, 5:26, MP3 13.24 Mb
Kingbastard - VEIL [Odd John Records] / Key C, BPM 116, 6:26, MP3 15.64 Mb
Kingbastard - WELL WELL WELL [Odd John Records] / Key Dbm, BPM 132, 3:31, MP3 8.62 Mb
Kmru, Kevin Richard Martin - Ark [Phantom Limb] / Key Bm, BPM 100, 4:33, MP3 11.33 Mb
Kmru, Kevin Richard Martin - Differ [Phantom Limb] / Key Ebm, BPM 132, 4:56, MP3 12.28 Mb
Langston - My Universe [Tama's Little Music Shop] / Key E, BPM 80, 2:15, MP3 5.51 Mb
Levantine - Ecstasy and Desperation (David Garcet Remix) [Mélopée Records] / Key Cm, BPM 126, 6:08, MP3 15.09 Mb
Levantine - Ecstasy and Desperation [Mélopée Records] / Key Cm, BPM 127, 6:39, MP3 16.35 Mb
Levantine - Fever [Mélopée Records] / Key Dm, BPM 129, 7:05, MP3 17.37 Mb
Levantine - Interdimensional Love Triangle (My Secret Playground Remix) [Mélopée Records] / Key Bbm, BPM 128, 5:39, MP3 13.96 Mb
Levantine - Interdimensional Love Triangle [Mélopée Records] / Key Ebm, BPM 128, 6:36, MP3 16.23 Mb
Lewinsky - Make It [Alveda Subject] / Key Abm, BPM 125, 4:17, MP3 10.36 Mb
Lizzie Statham - Come Back [Sunbird House Music] / Key Dm, BPM 144, 2:47, MP3 6.96 Mb
Loyae - Kauai [Chillhop Music] / Key Dm, BPM 95, 2:11, MP3 5.51 Mb
Luke Gibson - Unique Freak [Digital Delight] / Key Abm, BPM 122, 8:07, MP3 19.64 Mb
Luke Gibson - Unleash the Funk [Digital Delight] / Key Dm, BPM 123, 7:28, MP3 18.05 Mb
Luke Gibson - Why [Digital Delight] / Key Am, BPM 125, 6:53, MP3 16.65 Mb
MENDA - Expensive [Mark Music] / Key Am, BPM 105, 3:43, MP3 9.13 Mb
Marcus Corcoran - As Within, so Without [Marcus Corcoran] / Key C, BPM 132, 4:00, MP3 9.88 Mb
Markus Eden - Breaking Free [Digital Delight] / Key Em, BPM 120, 6:10, MP3 14.94 Mb
Markus Eden - Dancehall [Digital Delight] / Key Cm, BPM 120, 7:10, MP3 17.34 Mb
Markus Eden - Go with the Flow [Digital Delight] / Key Dbm, BPM 123, 6:24, MP3 15.50 Mb
Markus Eden - Unity [Digital Delight] / Key Bbm, BPM 122, 7:50, MP3 18.94 Mb
Matt Williams, Kavoosi - Descend [High Vibe Records] / Key Gm, BPM 130, 1:39, MP3 4.07 Mb
MeloShade - Dusk's Delightful Dance [ArkaniC Records] / Key G, BPM 87, 2:10, MP3 5.49 Mb
MeloShade - Elysian Echoes [ArkaniC Records] / Key Dm, BPM 83, 2:13, MP3 5.58 Mb
MeloShade - Ember Glow Serenade [ArkaniC Records] / Key Gm, BPM 87, 3:32, MP3 8.76 Mb
MeloShade - Enigmatic Euphony [ArkaniC Records] / Key Fm, BPM 80, 2:36, MP3 6.52 Mb
MeloShade - Ethereal Veil of Silence [ArkaniC Records] / Key F#m, BPM 88, 2:32, MP3 6.35 Mb
MeloShade - Lunar Luminescence [ArkaniC Records] / Key G, BPM 87, 2:23, MP3 6.00 Mb
MeloShade - Nocturnal Nostalgia [ArkaniC Records] / Key F#m, BPM 86, 2:58, MP3 7.40 Mb
MeloShade - Seraphic Nightfall [ArkaniC Records] / Key D, BPM 75, 3:10, MP3 7.88 Mb
MeloShade - Stardust Staccato [ArkaniC Records] / Key C, BPM 87, 3:13, MP3 8.00 Mb
MeloShade - Tranquil Treetop Twilight [ArkaniC Records] / Key B, BPM 83, 2:33, MP3 6.41 Mb
MeloShade - Willow Waltz [ArkaniC Records] / Key F#, BPM 78, 3:04, MP3 7.65 Mb
Midnight Steak, Lazy Noodles - Flying Crickets [Lazy Noodles] / Key Em, BPM 140, 1:50, MP3 4.71 Mb
Mikas - Hardwill [Progressive Grooves Records] / Key Eb, BPM 132, 6:33, MP3 16.25 Mb
Myxzlplix - HYDDYN [Techniche] / Key Cm, BPM 140, 6:10, MP3 14.91 Mb
Myxzlplix - SYSTM [Techniche] / Key Fm, BPM 93, 5:46, MP3 13.95 Mb
NikNak - 12000RPM [Accidental] / Key Fm, BPM 150, 5:13, MP3 12.92 Mb
NikNak - Break My Bones [Accidental] / Key Cm, BPM 141, 3:28, MP3 8.75 Mb
NikNak - Burning Bright [Accidental] / Key Bm, BPM 120, 3:46, MP3 9.44 Mb
NikNak - LOAD OUT [Accidental] / Key Am, BPM 106, 2:55, MP3 7.41 Mb
NikNak - More Life [Accidental] / Key C, BPM 136, 2:21, MP3 6.06 Mb
NikNak - This Pile Of Rubble Is More Human [Accidental] / Key Em, BPM 137, 5:00, MP3 12.42 Mb
NikNak - Within Cells [Accidental] / Key G, BPM 123, 5:24, MP3 13.38 Mb
NikNak, AGAAMA - Pandora's Box (feat. Agaama) [Accidental] / Key Dm, BPM 130, 4:54, MP3 12.16 Mb
NikNak, Cassie Kinoshi, Grifton Forbes Amos - You Were Supposed To Be Good (feat. Grifton Forbes Amos & Cassie Kinoshi) [Accidental] / Key Abm, BPM 146, 3:47, MP3 9.48 Mb
NikNak, Cassie Kinoshi, Chisara Agor - You've Never Seen A Miracle (feat. Chisara Agor & Cassie Kinoshi) [Accidental] / Key Bm, BPM 141, 5:41, MP3 14.06 Mb
NikNak, SlowPitchSound - Mere Data (feat. SlowPitchSound) [Accidental] / Key Bbm, BPM 137, 4:38, MP3 11.54 Mb
Olga Kouklaki - Hard Heart [Little Doll Music] / Key Ebm, BPM 118, 4:00, MP3 9.86 Mb
Olga Kouklaki - Haze (I Will Fly Club Remix) [Little Doll Music] / Key Bbm, BPM 124, 4:41, MP3 11.49 Mb
Olga Kouklaki - Haze (I Will Fly Remix) [Little Doll Music] / Key Bbm, BPM 124, 4:56, MP3 12.11 Mb
Opio I.D. Project - I Feel Alive [Candy&Smile Records] / Key Am, BPM 155, 3:50, MP3 9.42 Mb
PACCI - Aurora [Nyx Records] / Key Gm, BPM 145, 8:50, MP3 21.52 Mb
PACCI - Dawn of Time [Nyx Records] / Key Dm, BPM 142, 7:43, MP3 18.85 Mb
Pattern 1 - Mirage (Nu Ground Foundation Classic Edit) [RSI] / Key Gm, BPM 129, 2:30, MP3 6.39 Mb
Pattern 1 - Mirage (Nu Ground Foundation Classic Mix) [RSI] / Key Gm, BPM 129, 6:14, MP3 15.35 Mb
Pete Callard, Entangled Mind, Janeth Gonda - Feral Noodle [The Rust Music] / Key C, BPM 110, 5:14, MP3 13.20 Mb
Ralo - 1985 [Digital Delight] / Key Gm, BPM 121, 6:21, MP3 15.38 Mb
Ralo - Where the Party At [Digital Delight] / Key Bbm, BPM 120, 5:38, MP3 13.67 Mb
Ralo, Trill - Rollin' It Up [Digital Delight] / Key Am, BPM 119, 5:08, MP3 12.46 Mb
Ralo, Trill - Who's Bad [Digital Delight] / Key Gm, BPM 122, 6:03, MP3 14.66 Mb
Recardo - Accelerator [Sifting Sands] / Key Em, BPM 136, 4:25, MP3 10.69 Mb
Recardo - Aerosol [Sifting Sands] / Key Gm, BPM 118, 4:10, MP3 10.06 Mb
Recardo - Bleed [Sifting Sands] / Key Cm, BPM 133, 5:52, MP3 14.12 Mb
Recardo - Chance it to Leave [Sifting Sands] / Key Abm, BPM 134, 5:41, MP3 13.71 Mb
Recardo - Consume I [Sifting Sands] / Key Ebm, BPM 121, 6:40, MP3 16.08 Mb
Recardo - Consume II [Sifting Sands] / Key Dm, BPM 128, 8:37, MP3 20.75 Mb
Recardo - Consume III [Sifting Sands] / Key Dbm, BPM 134, 6:25, MP3 15.45 Mb
Recardo - Consume IV [Sifting Sands] / Key Fm, BPM 122, 6:58, MP3 16.78 Mb
Recardo - Consume V [Sifting Sands] / Key Am, BPM 120, 5:44, MP3 13.82 Mb
Recardo - Consume VI [Sifting Sands] / Key Gm, BPM 120, 7:47, MP3 18.75 Mb
Recardo - Consume VII [Sifting Sands] / Key Fm, BPM 133, 5:54, MP3 14.21 Mb
Recardo - Consume VIII [Sifting Sands] / Key Dm, BPM 128, 11:47, MP3 28.35 Mb
Recardo - Contain [Sifting Sands] / Key Bbm, BPM 110, 7:27, MP3 17.94 Mb
Recardo - Cut the Chord [Sifting Sands] / Key A, BPM 129, 7:00, MP3 16.87 Mb
Recardo - Deapocean [Sifting Sands] / Key Am, BPM 127, 5:34, MP3 13.46 Mb
Recardo - Fat Cat Go Hungry [Sifting Sands] / Key C, BPM 127, 9:36, MP3 23.13 Mb
Recardo - Fernax [Sifting Sands] / Key Cm, BPM 127, 6:00, MP3 14.49 Mb
Recardo - Festival [Sifting Sands] / Key Abm, BPM 134, 7:57, MP3 19.14 Mb
Recardo - Force the Future [Sifting Sands] / Key Ab, BPM 132, 9:22, MP3 22.55 Mb
Recardo - Get Clear [Sifting Sands] / Key F, BPM 126, 7:38, MP3 18.37 Mb
Recardo - Inf 48 [Sifting Sands] / Key Am, BPM 100, 1:45, MP3 4.28 Mb
Recardo - Limit [Sifting Sands] / Key Db, BPM 135, 5:44, MP3 13.84 Mb
Recardo - Mainstream [Sifting Sands] / Key Bbm, BPM 132, 7:01, MP3 16.92 Mb
Recardo - Minor Tweaks [Sifting Sands] / Key C, BPM 127, 7:44, MP3 18.64 Mb
Recardo - Oort [Sifting Sands] / Key C, BPM 127, 8:03, MP3 19.41 Mb
Recardo - Overseer [Sifting Sands] / Key F#m, BPM 140, 3:20, MP3 8.06 Mb
Recardo - Return [Sifting Sands] / Key Dm, BPM 128, 4:36, MP3 11.09 Mb
Recardo - Stanza Inter [Sifting Sands] / Key Am, BPM 133, 8:46, MP3 21.13 Mb
Recardo - Techno 365 [Sifting Sands] / Key Gm, BPM 125, 7:51, MP3 18.90 Mb
Recardo - Temple of Meh [Sifting Sands] / Key Gm, BPM 127, 1:56, MP3 4.71 Mb
Recardo - Trees [Sifting Sands] / Key Gm, BPM 123, 8:15, MP3 19.85 Mb
Ricky Chopra - Fly [Spectrum City] / Key Gm, BPM 122, 4:44, MP3 11.66 Mb
SG Lewis, Shygirl - mr useless (MK remix) [Because Music] / Key Em, BPM 132, 2:49, MP3 6.96 Mb
Saint Zurit, Matias Javier - AKU LIAR [08800 ROOM LABEL] / Key Dm, BPM 128, 6:30, MP3 15.82 Mb
Sinan Mercenk - Keep Movin [Strobe Records] / Key Bb, BPM 125, 6:59, MP3 16.90 Mb
Sinego - Mujer (Yulia Niko Remix (Extended)) [Higher Ground] / Key Am, BPM 126, 5:41, MP3 13.80 Mb
Soft Passage - Ascension [Friends of Friends Music] / Key F#, BPM 155, 3:34, MP3 8.76 Mb
Soft Passage - Gaia [Friends of Friends Music] / Key G, BPM 140, 3:19, MP3 8.16 Mb
Soft Passage - River Spirit [Friends of Friends Music] / Key F#, BPM 152, 3:34, MP3 8.76 Mb
Soft Passage - Tranquil Breath [Friends of Friends Music] / Key G, BPM 171, 3:29, MP3 8.54 Mb
TP One, D-Myo, DJ-Elven - Hypnotia [Ultima Audio] / Key Dm, BPM 140, 6:03, MP3 14.99 Mb
Taleesa, De La Cruz - My Love Is A DJ (Dance Mix Extended) [Previous Records] / Key Em, BPM 136, 6:30, MP3 15.79 Mb
Taleesa, De La Cruz - My Love Is A DJ [Previous Records] / Key Em, BPM 137, 5:29, MP3 13.35 Mb
Thaguima - Dreamscape [MODULI] / Key C, BPM 126, 3:33, MP3 8.62 Mb
Tiam Wills, Kinishao - Dreams & Stars at Dawn feat. Kinishao (Mercury 82 Remix) [Rockwool Records] / Key Ebm, BPM 85, 3:42, MP3 9.35 Mb
VeNt0Karma - Despondency [Multiza Distribution] / Key Fm, BPM 110, 3:10, MP3 7.84 Mb
Vince Vega Manchester - Industrial Nation (Electro Juno Mix) [Redd Recordings] / Key C, BPM 125, 4:22, MP3 10.78 Mb
WLADIMIR TEGARID - Just Feeling [Voko Records] / Key Abm, BPM 128, 6:00, MP3 14.70 Mb
Wan Symphony - 21 Hungarian Dances (Piano), WoO 1: V. Allegro (F♯ minor) [Classential] / Key F#m, BPM 140, 1:55, MP3 4.80 Mb
Wan Symphony - Harpsichord Concerto No. 1 in D minor, BWV 1052: III. Allegro [Classential] / Key Dm, BPM 120, 7:12, MP3 17.48 Mb
Wan Symphony - Invention in A minor, BWV 784 [Classential] / Key Am, BPM 132, 1:34, MP3 3.99 Mb
Wan Symphony - Lucia di Lammermoor, Act. 1: Verranno a te sull'aure [Classential] / Key Bb, BPM 141, 3:56, MP3 9.65 Mb
Wan Symphony - Piano Sonata No. 1, Op. 2 No. 1: II. Adagio [Classential] / Key F, BPM 120, 1:36, MP3 4.03 Mb
Wan Symphony - Piano Sonata No. 10 in C major, K. 330/300h: III. Allegretto [Classential] / Key G, BPM 178, 7:53, MP3 19.12 Mb
Wan Symphony - Piano Sonata No. 11 in A major, K. 331/300i: III. Alla Turca [Classential] / Key A, BPM 128, 3:34, MP3 8.78 Mb
Wan Symphony - Piano Sonata No. 5, Op. 10 No. 1: II. Adagio molto (A♭ major) [Classential] / Key Cm, BPM 116, 5:12, MP3 12.70 Mb
Wan Symphony - Piano Sonata No. 7 in C major, K. 309/284b: I. Allegro con spirito [Classential] / Key C, BPM 127, 14:55, MP3 36.00 Mb
Wan Symphony - Piano Sonata No. 9 in D major, K. 311/284c: I. Allegro con spirito [Classential] / Key A, BPM 143, 4:19, MP3 10.58 Mb
Wan Symphony - Rhapsody in Blue [Classential] / Key Abm, BPM 135, 15:50, MP3 38.21 Mb
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2024.05.21 13:36 Calamander98 Pregnancy Anxiety

I know a lot of first time moms are anxious and feel concerned enough to go get checked when they feel something is wrong. I just can’t help but feel like I am a frequent flyer so to speak and am too anxious. I feel like the boy who cried wolf.
I’ve been checked 3 times throughout my pregnancy (I am in my 34th week) and am about to go in for a 4th today due to having lasting Braxton Hick’s after intercourse. It started Sunday night and lasted consistently for at least 6 hours. I timed them through an app and they were on average lasting 50 seconds and were about 6 minutes apart. Never increased in intensity but were painful and wouldn’t go away with tylenol, water, or getting up and moving. I finally was able to sleep and when I woke up 3 hours later they had stopped but resumed off and on throughout the day and through last night. Any physical exertion brought them on in a relatively normal pattern with at least 4 per hour.
My midwife recommended getting checked once more and said I probably need IV fluids and checked for dilation. My previous checks were for spotting and another case of Braxton Hicks and seeing “fireflies” that ended up needed a muscle relaxer to stop.
I guess I just needed to vent. Thankfully, I had enough PTO accrued to take the last two days off but my maternity leave will be unpaid and I plan on hopefully working until I go into labor. I’m terrified I won’t be able to physically do it and sacrifice my income earlier than expected.
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2024.05.21 12:52 12nb34 You see? I have the thing with restricted and repetitive patterns of interests, behaviour and activities 🙂

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2024.05.21 12:31 Weird-One8451 Did I do something wrong?

My first best friend, who I'll call Melissa, and I met in kindergarten and were both 5 at the time. We both looked and smiled at each other. That was the day we became friends and it was the most happiest day of my childhood. I sat next to her and we were hanging out with each other every day.
We would do so many things at school with each other. We would sit on the carpet to play with the items the teacher put out for the class each morning. We would always do fun activities in the gym. We would sit at lunch, laugh about funny things we told each other, and hang out at recess every day. My favorite moment was when we were on the swings to see who would go the highest and just look at each other and smile. We did go to other parts of the playground but the swings was our favorite.
When we weren't in a classroom together with our teachers due to them having a different assigned classroom, we would still hang out in lunch and in recess because they released everyone at a certain time by grade level. For example, if we were in 1st grade and students were in a different classroom, the 1st graders would all be released at the same time while the other students in different grades remained in the same classroom. So even if Melissa and I were in different classrooms, we would always meet up and have a great time.
In 3rd grade, I found this girl who I'll call Leah. Leah and I would do pretty fun things together since we were in the same classroom and were hanging out with each other, but I'd still go and hang out with Melissa sometimes. I introduced Melissa to Leah and we basically became a friend group, or at least I thought it was a friend group.
During this time I was constantly having to pick sides with some of our things we were making up as kids. First, it was who I was to sit with at lunch. (Sometimes I wasn't lucky enough to sit with either of them because of a rule where we had to sit in a boy-girl pattern to apparently make everyone quieter during lunch time.) Then it was with some group or clan we made up during recess, Melissa was in "unicorn squad" and Leah was in "girl squad" (I made up the name of girl squad.) I would try to bring them both together but Melissa's friends and Leah's friends didn't get along too well. I had no other best friends besides the both of them and it kinda broke my heart to see them not get along as well as I was with them. Then on a very traumatic day in fourth grade that I still regret for the rest of my life, Melissa and Leah both came up to me and said "You have to pick one best friend." I said I wanted them both to be my best friends but Leah kept pushing that I only pick one. Then we made up a stupid contest to see who would win (my idea) and I was a little tired of it and made Leah win. I have never seen such a sad look on Melissa's face when we were about to leave for home. I ran after her and apologized, I tried to comfort her and I think it worked since we stopped the argument.
Later on in the year of 4th grade, Melissa and Leah had some new friends they were hanging out with. I was fine with it at first, but seeing as their friends were experiencing many joyful moments with my best friends without me, I grew hatred towards their friends. I became jealous of what they were doing. I tried everything as a 9 year old girl could possibly do to keep the relationship going between me and my best friends. I still sat with both of them at lunch and joined them in recess. When they were busy hanging out with their friends, I was left alone, wandering around the playground, doing the things my best friends and I used to do but alone this time. It became depressing just thinking about memories of me and my friends playing together in the past and having fun. Now I had to have fun but alone as I watch my best friends have fun with theirs instead of me. I became even more depressed and angry seeing other random friendships because they were having fun and not me. I felt so alone, hurt, betrayed, so much emotion. This grew into more extreme hate towards the friends of my best friends.
In 5th grade, I did everything I could to have fun with them, but for some reason, something felt off. We hung out less. We didn't sit at lunch every day. Then I found out something shocking. Leah was hanging out with other girls who would give her lunch money, (I gave her lunch money for quite a long time now so we would get snacks with my money I gave her) and was making videos with these girls. I then hated the girls because apparently in my mind, they were controlling and possessing my friend. They stole her away from me. Leah and I still hung out and I considered her my friend because I didn't understand the concept of being used for money. Leah would always invite me to make videos but I wasn't comfortable. I realized how much of a fake friend she was but I still gave her a chance to change but never happened. I went to hang out with Melissa more after this but this felt a bit off too. She was hanging out with this one girl a lot. She seems pretty happy to be with her instead of me more. Melissa was into anime and I wasn't, so that drifted us apart but I didn't see it. I wasn't really into any of my best friend's interests because I was still depressed and full of rage against these girls. I grew to hate everyone and everything and I only wanted to be with Melissa.
It was near the end of the year when I went to go with Melissa in the playground where we always used to go, the swings. She constantly kept moving away, switching swings of just walking away from me. This hurt a lot coming from a close friend like her. I went to hang out with Leah because I still had no friends besides the two of them. Leah as well, left me behind and I was there alone again. All this just fueled my anger against everything. I hated other people, I hated activities, I hated everything, including myself. I thought this was weird since I didn't express my hate that badly towards these other girls, although I did want them to through horrible and horrendous things because in my mind, they were stealing my friends. They took away the people who made me happy. I was getting worse from my mental health because I wanted nothing but my happiness and my best friends back. I had a few thoughts of kidnapping my best friends so they could be with me forever. I would be happy and experience all the happy moments we would share together again. It was pointless anyway because I was just a 10 year old and couldn't do anything.
During these final months before everyone was all homeschooled for a year, I noticed whenever I tried to be with Melissa, she moved away from me again. I tried many times to catch up with her but she continued moving away. I thought absolutely nothing of it because of a funny joke by the teachers saying we hung out too much and we should be separated. I found it funny because at the time, our friendship was strong and I thought nothing would ever separate us from having fun. So I just thought about it as if she was playing around with that joke. I gave up catching up after Melissa because I was tired and I thought she was playing the joke on me. It turns out, I overheard something she said and she said I was too clingy. I didn't know what it meant and I thought she said a funny word and thought nothing of it. Later on she asked me for a break. I said that it was fine and I thought she meant a break for one day (I thought breaks were meant to be short at the time) and we left each other alone.
It came a few days later where she said she didn't want to be my friend anymore. I then went to hang out with Leah, who I didn't hang out with for a long while, said she also didn't want to be friends with me anymore. I was broken by their words but I just thought it was all a joke to me, because I thought it was dumb to unfriend someone for hanging out with them every day.
Fast forward to 6th grade where we were homeschooled for a year, I was full of hope that I was going to be friends with Melissa again after a long time. Then came 7th grade where I was 12 and I continued to sit with her at lunch again, but this time I felt nothing. There were no fun conversations like we usually had back in elementary. I just felt like I wasn't meant to be there. I still felt the same loneliness, rage, and sadness back like I was in 5th grade. That's when I finally realized I was no longer her friend, and I had so much hate in myself for taking a year to realize I had been blind to all of this. I never felt so much sadness like that in my life. The two friends I had left me, I was really depressed by this reason, and now I constantly question myself wondering what I did wrong. I still grovel over them both. It's been a few years now. Did I do something wrong?
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2024.05.21 11:37 Ashurnibibi I'm an unapologetic bot enjoyer who plays diff 9 and rarely dies. Here's my no 1 favourite bot loadout.

Hi all. Every day I see people saying they struggle with bots and how they just aren’t fun. As a certified bot diver, I know how those missions can turn into absolute disasters in a second. However, there is a loadout that I think is the most flexible and efficient in almost all situations that I think will greatly help you and might even change your mind about playing bots. If not, at least I tried. This is what I take with myself when I just want to win.
A summary first, then some explanations.
Armour: heavy fortified (explosion resistance) Primary: Pummeler SMG Secondary: grenade pistol Grenade: stun
Stratagems: ballistic shield, AMR, rest to taste. I like Eagle airstrike and railcannon.
Armour: go heavy. While mobility is everything against the bugs, positioning is everything against bots. Speed isn’t essential, so pick protection. The Fortified perk gives you explosion resistance which is crucial because trust me, there will be times when it feels like the entire world is blowing up around you. There is also the white heavier medium suit whose name I forget, that one works well too if you find yourself too slow.
Primary: the Pummeler. If you don’t have it, the Defender works well too. They both reliably kill everything except the following: hulks, tanks, scout striders, factory striders. The reason we’re taking the Pummeler instead of the higher DPS Defender is the stagger effect it has. Its time to kill isn’t fantastic but you can lock down groups of enemies by alternating between them, kind of like how you used to with the pre-nerf Slugger. The reason for taking an SMG in the first place is the ballistic shield. More on that later.
Secondary: the grenade pistol. Two reasons: fabricators and close scout striders. We’re not bringing other explosives, so the GP is our factory killer besides any Eagles or orbitals you might take. Its real strength, however, is its ability to one-shot scout striders at ranges too close for the AMR. It’s not always consistent and you might have to hit them another time, but that’s not a problem because you’ll be reloading behind your shield, which the striders cannot penetrate. You can also use it against devastators but probably not much, since it does have limited ammo. Although it is fun arcing a grenade over a heavy dev shield and nailing them in the face.
Grenade: stun. We’re taking this for hulk hunting. I don’t know how long exactly the stun is, but it’s really good. Easily long enough to switch to the AMR, line up a shot, fire, line up another, and fire again. No more hulk. It can also shut down groups of smaller enemies but that’s mostly handled by our primary.
Now for the stratagems.
Ballistic shield: this is the centerpiece of the loadout. Underrated, underutilised, unbelievably good. This thing is bulletproof, literally. It will block everything ranged except explosions and fire. Small arms? No problem. Raider or heavy dev machine guns? Ping right off. Scout strider cannons, tank MGs, even the heavy frontal miniguns on factory striders? Not getting through this bad boy. The best thing about it is that it’s directional, meaning that you can choose which side you want to protect. Just carrying it covers your left, aiming covers your front, and pulling out your support weapon covers your back.
Now I did say it doesn’t work against explosives. This is a downside, but that’s why we’re bringing armour with the fortified perk. I suggest against trying to block rockets and cannons since they can break the shield, but this is unlikely to happen if you use it as intended. It’s also useless against flamethrowers, which is why we’re carrying stun grenades for disabling and hopefully eliminating those hulks that carry them.
What’s great about bringing the shield is that it makes you think about your positioning in a way fighting bugs never does. Against bugs you run and kite, never stopping because if you do, you’re dead. Against bots, this will not work. You will be killed, over and over again. You have to be slower, more methodical. Unlike bugs, bots are easy to outrun, but if they catch you out of cover, especially if they get a flank on you, you’re toast. With the shield, however, you can pick the weaker flank, take a deep breath, and attack them instead of them attacking you. What’s neat about this is that this tactic is viable even without the shield but doing it with it first builds up your skill and especially confidence; it’s a bit daunting at first.
I could ramble on and on about the ballistic shield but I think I’ve gone on long enough already. Let’s move on to the last part of the loadout, which is...
The anti-materiel rifle, or AMR: yes, materiEl. In my opinion, the true Swiss army knife of the automaton front. Some might protest and say the autocannon is it. I disagree, because while the AC is a great weapon, it lacks two things the AMR has: a free backpack slot needed for the shield, and good sights. If I’m not bringing the shield, I do take the AC sometimes. Despite its name, the AMR is perfectly good against personnel too. Since we’re bringing an SMG, we’ll be using the AMR for long-range chaff clear too. It’s also usable, if not ideal, for close range, although the massive recoil makes it challenging for that purpose. Still, if you get cornered with it you can forsake accuracy and just mag dump anything in front of you and chances are it’ll work because despite appearances, this thing has an insane fire rate. It’s not ammo efficient, but it’s better than dying. However, we’ll primarily be using the AMR for precise shots at weak points. It kills all devastators with one shot to the head, scout striders with one or two shots to where the legs attach, and hulks with two shots to the optic. It destroys the factory strider’s miniguns with four-ish shots, kills them outright with one and a half mags to the underside. It downs gunships with four to an engine. It’s useless against tanks unless you can get a shot at the backs of their turrets, but we still have two unused stratagem slots for those.
As for those, nothing else is “mandatory" for this build so pick what you like or what suits the mission. I like the basic Eagle strike because of its utility in killing everything. The railcannon is great for those moments when you see a hulk you want to absolutely, positively just delete in an instant. Precision strike works wonders against tanks, as do the 110mm rockets. 120mm is great for groups and factory striders. 380mm levels big bases and stuff like dropship depots and command bunkers. You get the idea.
So there you have it, IMO the most versatile bot loadout you can bring. As I said, this is my win button for when I’m not interested in experimenting and just want to get the job done. It’s effective and it’s fun. If you’re a bugdiver struggling against the socialist menace or just need something different to mix up your Scorcher & AC life, give it a try. I promise you won’t be disappointed. Any questions, feel free to ask. SES Queen of the Stars, over and out.
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2024.05.21 10:50 purplecoffe3 To my ex’s baby mama,

[ lengthy post ahead ]
Hello Be*, idk if you’ll ever see this but I’ll send it anyway. We met once at his birthday celebration. When we were still together. With the cheater I know he is, I knew he was eyeing for you since you are attractive. Without a doubt, I was mesmerized by your beauty as well, and I saw that as a chance to finally end that relationship. I joked with you pa nga "Gusto mo sa’yo na lang (ex ko)? Toxic naman yan e." That was true, yet I wasn’t wrong though. You ended up dating and even having a baby.
Fast forward to now, I came across your tiktok account, and there were no posts from you, just reposts from other accounts explaining the situation you were having—Cheating, living with a narcissist-pathological liar, and being emotionally, verbally, and mentally abused. I feel so sorry for you since I have experienced all you are going through. Don't get me wrong, I don't pity you; it's just that I wish you knew that I went through everything he made you feel while we were together. He was disrespectful to my parents and his mom, always came to our house at the middle of the night, intoxicated, and I was always afraid of what he would do if I did not accompany him because he had anger issues. The reason why I experienced trauma bonding with him. Idk, if he shared this with you, but we also had a baby.
That was our difference. You chose motherhood, I didn't. When I found out I was pregnant with him, we weren’t talking for a while (our whole rs was like that, on & off). Still informed him about it, and when he found out? he told me, "Mag-PT ka ulit, baka niloloko mo lang ako para bumalik ako." (ew) but I was afraid back then, so I did in front of him kasi akala ko gusto niya. I thought having a baby with him would change him, but it didn't. He still cheated on me despite knowing the fact that I was pregnant, so I decided not to continue my pregnancy because I had so many ambitions and couldn't risk them for someone who is incapable of loving. That includes both of us. I wasn't ready, and I couldn't imagine him being a good father to my child, nor could I because I didn't know how to love myself. Before that decision was made, a lot of “fixing” happened, I begged him several times, cried, and was still called insane while going through pregnancy just bc I was asking for assurance..
When I finally decided that there were no hopes for us, I finally blocked him everywhere and he was calling me thru his mom’s phone number— It was chaotic, and the only thing on my mind at the moment was that I needed to get rid of 'this' because my kid did not deserve what he was about to see, if he made it. I went to the OB alone and was terrified. I took three f*king PTs, and they were all as clear as water, indicating "positive". However, when they were checking up on me, the physicians informed me that they had trouble finding the baby's heartbeat. Yes, it was ectopic.
Am I a bad person if I felt relieved? Because I did. I was in anguish, too. I felt compelled to blame someone, and so I blamed it all on him. Ofc, he branded me "crazy" and had the audacity to say, "Kung di ka lang sana nag-isip nang nag-isip. Kasalanan mo yan!” After losing my kid, I never went back, but I still sobbed every fking day, wondering how in the world I could have met someone with no heart. I never even got an apology. Until December 202 (we were in no contact for 2 months, after losing my baby) he was following one of my best friends and saw me on her story, he sent my best friend a DM to introduce me to him again ‘para makabawi’ he said, I didn’t really understood what he meant by that, makabawi para sa nagawa niya? O para lokohin ulit ako? that’s when he began booty calling me again. I met with him while I was still in the process of moving on from everything and the trauma bond remained strong bc he told me he was sorry, that’s what I thought. I had no idea you were already with him at that moment, till the morning when he and I were still together, and saw that you were bomboarding his phone with messages and calls at 6 a.m. That’s when I knew. I saw myself in you. I went home feeling ashamed and disgusted with myself. Cried myself to sleep because I didn’t know anything, he fooled me once again. Worse, he made me his sidechick, something I wouldn’t even dream of becoming.
I’m sorry. I was about to confront you, but shame consumed me. I never intended to hurt another woman. But believe me, I never met him again despite of him sending me messages every now and then, despite the fact that I already blocked him everywhere & even changed my phone number, but still he asked where I was, if I was available, and anything else you can think of while you and him were together. The only thing I want from him is my money, which he owed me. Damn, I was so stupid.
But, anyhow, all I wanted to say was that while this may sound cliché, you did not deserve it, all the pain and self loathing. Scrolling over your reposts, I see you're also in pain because of your baby daddy. I am very sorry that you and your kid had to meet a monster. If you and him are still together and came across this, and the patterns remain the same. Do me a favor: get you your baby out of that boy's life because HE WILL NEVER MAN UP. I hope your find the strength to walk away because you don’t need someone who makes you feel unworthy of the right kind of love. You deserve a love you ought to give, and nothing less.
I assumed he told you about how I was the toxic one? Heck, I was. It's because he cheated on me several times, lied straight to my face after crying and running to me to come back over and over again, and still managed to hit up on girls while knowing I was pregnant. That’s what a narcissist does, I’ve had trust issues and anxiety as a result of him. In my perception, your existence was a blessing to me, it freed me from that situation. It was never easy, it really felt like I was going insane, bc how in the hell could someone do that to me— who had full of love in my heart, but shattered into pieces after offering a love that’s genuine. But I did, I was able to walk away and I hope you will too.
Girl, I sincerely hope that things will work out for you in the long run. Losing my angel, opened my eyes, and I pray it will do the same for you and your little one. I apologize if I also caused you pain. You deserve a love that is safe, calm, and at peace. Most of all, your baby do not deserve a father like that, you’ll both do fine on your own.
Please save yourself; no one will. I dodged a bullet, unaware that you would be the one to catch it. Please, just live even if it feels like dying; I promise you, it will be over shortly. Above all, prioritize your own well-being. We never deserved it; no one ever does. From woman to a woman, I am rooting for your healing, Mama. ❤️‍🩹
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2024.05.21 10:00 DesignerFit1893 T480 or T480s ? Coming from a 100Wh L540

Hey! I own a L540 and have been using it for 7 years. I recently changed its battery for a 100Wh one the 1st of March and it's been fantastic.
The thing is, the poor boy has been dropped many times (being in my backpack), so some plastic parts are broken or don't fit. I do not intend to change to another laptop as soon as this one works fine, but its weigh is too much and I believe around this chrismas I'll get a T480/T480s, I've carried it for 3 years to the UNI and I think that's enough xD.
In case you were wondering, the battery was BAD, less than 63% health.
The thing is, I don't know if the 54Wh of the T480s will be enough, while it's true the screen comes down from 15,6 inches to 14, and CPU's TDP Comes from 37w to just 15, I don't know if I will get similar battery life times than now with my L540 100Wh.
That's why I was thinking of the T480 with the 96Wh configuration, but the great materials of T480s and double heatpipe are calling for me xD
What should I do? Do you think I'll get similar lifetime to what I have now?
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2024.05.21 07:50 Character_Guest4543 90's or early 2000's fantasy book with black and yellow checkered cover about a king, possibly?

Please help me find this book! It was always hanging around in the shelves of the library when I was a kid and it's cover is black and yellow. Maybe like damask patterned? Or possibly checkers? I think the style of the cover is that there is an archway shaped picture in the middle and all of the surrounding cover is the black and yellow. It's a fantasy book that I want to say has something to do with a boy who is becoming a king or is an apprentice to someone who's becoming a king. I think they traveled a lot and there might have been a wolf. It would have been 80s 90s or very early 2000s.
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2024.05.21 06:40 Character_Guest4543 Old '90s or early 2000 fantasy

Please help me find this book! It was always hanging around in the shelves of the library when I was a kid and it's cover is black and yellow. Maybe like damask patterned? Or possibly checkers? I think the style of the cover is that there is an archway shaped picture in the middle and all of the surrounding cover is the black and yellow. It's a fantasy book that I want to say has something to do with a boy who is becoming a king or is an apprentice to someone who's becoming a king. I think they traveled a lot and there might have been a wolf. It would have been 80s 90s or very early 2000s.
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2024.05.21 06:20 evillittleweirdguy Content wishlist from HD1, what would you like to see in the game?

Leaving aside the contentious issue of weapon balancing, what additions would you like to see in HD2? Are there any QoL changes that you think would improve the game?
Just in case you've not played HD1, here's my wishlist of things that don't really have equivalents in HD2 (yet).

Missions

Mission Types

The regular mission objectives from HD1 have mostly returned in one form or another. Mission types we haven't seen yet:

Terrain Types

The only glaring omission currently is the urban environments seen in the HD1 defensive operations. These are relatively simple city grids with plenty of buildings and the occasional civic space (which may or may not contain artillery or anti-air emplacements).

Weapons (Primary/Secondary)

Every weapon in HD1 has a couple of upgrades that are purchased with samples. While HD2 doesn't follow up in the same way, there's definitely space to add in weapons that bring back those properties. Here's a few of the weapons and/or upgrades that we're currently missing out on (or at least, it feels like it)

Primary:

Secondary:

Stratagems

Support Weapons and Backpacks

Most of the support weapons have resurfaced in the new galactic war, but there are a couple that are still collecting dust in the Super earth arsenal.

Vehicles

We're likely going to see some form of a few of these showing up in the future.

Defensive Stratagems

Offensive

We've got almost all of the HD1 offensive stratagems in some form.

Perks

Instead of boosters and armor traits, you selected perks in each mission. These perks applied only to yourself.
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2024.05.21 05:55 SunShy970 I posted on a looksmaxxing reddit and it completely ruined me.

Hi reddit, this happened a few months ago and i guess it's still bothering me... sorry if my grammer is bad, it's later than what i'm used to.
I'm 18 female and a few months ago I decided it'd be fun to post photos on a looksmaxxing subreddit, all for 100% fun and curiousity. At the time i felt really confident with myself, I have a pixie hair cut, I started my career, (I'm a mechanic), and I felt really confident and cute, but I guess I just look fucking hideous to others.I was finaly feeling comfort in my own skin sincei was SA'D, and it was the worst day of my life. It led to long and painful patterns of self destruction, Maybe it was my fault, i dunno.
I'm 5'6" and i weigh 190 pounds, and a lot of people hated that. People called me obese and wasn't really helpful/ didn't give me a lot of advice on how to fix t. Just called me fat. I understand that it's not healthy, I understand it's bad according to the bmi scale. I lift heavy tires and sweat my ass off everyday because I work on cars, which is such a hardwoking job anyways. i take my dog out on walks and I even walk on the trendmill. I thought i was doing okay, i thought i was gaining weight because I was gaining muscle. I have congenital hypothyroidism and i do not have a thyrod, i was born without it. I just saw my enocrynologist and she didn't mention anything bad about my weight, only that i needed to slow down on my caffiene intake.
I started to grow out my hair despite not liking it. I either look like a lesbian or a little boy, but i liked the alternative style. hate looking at myself in the mirror unless i'm doingmakeup. I cry every night after my boyfriendgoes to bed because he tells me that i'm beautiful and that I don't need to change. WHy do i feel so shitty, why do i feel so so so shitty. At work i feel shitty. I can't even eat in front of my coworkers because it makes me feel gross. I fel terrible eatng in front of my family anf my friends. I can't o this anymore. I just want to be pretty and I want to feel pretty.
I've noticed that I haven't been eating as much and i know it's not a healthy way to cope with this. I can't help it. On top pf that, the post was never deleted, only the photos that were attatched. so everytime i go on reddit, i still see the comments. I try to ignore it, but i somehow see them again. I hate this world. I hate myself. I just want to be pretty and i've been working so hard to be pretty. Why is society so judgemental. Why. Why. Why.
If anyone from that sub reads this, fuck you. You fucking ruined me. I fucking hate you. I hope you fucking suffer. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you.
sorry that this was so long, sorry if it didn;t make sense. I feel as though i'm spiraling. Idont know what to do anymore.
i'm going to sleep now. goodnight reddit. Thanks for reading if yu got this far
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2024.05.21 05:19 DubbsBunny Feel Like Giving Up/Need Help With Peculiar Student

I'm running out of ideas and patience for a particularly strange case of a student. They are 8-years-old-ish and I've been teaching them for around 1.5-2 years. Despite this time that we've been work together, they demonstrate a few problematic issues that I just for the life of me can't pin down or address:
Despite all of this, I'd really like to push through and succeed with this student. They and their parents consistently tell me how much they enjoy the piano. They're the only one of my students that wants to continue lessons throughout the summer months and they'll demonstrate initiative by trying to teach themselves songs that we're not working on (at which point I'll usually create sheet music for them and bring it into the repertoire). I just cannot understand why these issues persist when they should have been corrected ages ago.
Does anybody have a similar sounding student and have any tips for things that might work?
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2024.05.21 04:46 TamiGoGo HALLUGREG theory (There’s evidence to suggest that the mimic used Dittophobia gas on Gregory while he was GGY)

HALLUGREG theory (There’s evidence to suggest that the mimic used Dittophobia gas on Gregory while he was GGY)
HALLUGREG THEORY: The Mimic used the gas from Dittophobia on Gregory while he was being controlled as GGY
Key:
GGY: Gregory under the control of the mimc
‘GGY’: Book from Tales from the pizzaplex
TFTP: Tales From the Pizzaplex
CC: The Crying child (fnaf 4 protag)
SB: Security Breach
The premise behind HalluGreg theory is the idea that The Mimic used the gas featured in the last TFTP book, Dittophobia, on Gregory while he was GGY. Using evidence from the book itself, parts of the game, and ‘GGY’, it is implied Gregory endured the same torture Rory experienced under William Afton. To understand why this is the case, it’s necessary to understand the experiments in Dittophobia themselves.
To summarize, the Dittophobia experiments, or hallucination experiments, were a series of studies designed to gauge how children react under intense amounts of fear. The subjects in this study were unwilling, and all those who participated were kidnapped or manipulated into it. The experiments were conducted by William Afton and it’s implied that he even used the gases administered in the study on his own kids, most notably CC and Michael Afton. We see in Michael’s logbook that he knows what the nightmare animatronics look like, concluding that he must have been under the influence of the gas at some point. For cc, we play as him in fnaf 4, experiencing the nightmares caused by the dittophobia gas.
Connecting this, it has long been theorized that the mimic is copying some parts of William. Most notably with its digital persona, Glitchtrap, and its construction of the Afton family in the sticky note room. This theory speculates that the mimic gained access to yet another part of Afton’s life, the part of his life torturing young children in the Sister Location Basement.
First, I’d like to emphasize the clear connection Gregory has to one of the victims of the experiment, CC. Gregory is a near perfect copy of CC, carrying many of the motifs that make up CC’s character. Both boys are fighting against robotic entities or what they perceive to be robotic entities, both have a bear companion, and both were used to further the main antagonists’ goals (GGY for Mimic and the dittophobia experiments for cc). It’s also been pointed out that they have extremely similar appearances. Gregory and cc both have brown hair with a strand falling down the middle, they also wear similar shirts with Gregory copying the two striped shirt that was unique to cc originally.
By definition, they are parallels, however, I’d like to emphasize that them being parallels does not mean they cannot coexist. With this in mind, there is a suggested connection between them. Not all parallels mean correlation, but it allows for a base to structure this theory which will further be supported by hard evidence. With that in mind, I’d like to point out another character that Gregory parallels too, that being David Murray. For the sake of keeping this concise, Gregory and David are parallels to each other due to their appearances and their relationship with the mimic. I won’t go into detail as the David parallelism is not a massive part of this theory, however, AnotherDavid theory explains the connection between the two quite nicely. There is a thread that goes more in depth about this linked below:
Reddit link: https://www.reddit.com/fnaftheories/s/pR2UqkFFeN
Twitter thread link (recommended because there is more visual evidence): https://x.com/gregorysarmy/status/1741712311344308356?s=46
The connection between David and Gregory is important because there are direct references to David in Dittophobia, which in turn, relates Gregory to Dittophobia as well. In the book, both Rory and David wear the exact same zebra pajamas. In fact, there is a lot of emphasis placed on these specific pajamas because Rory puts them on twice during separate occasions in the book (unfortunately, I cannot attach images in the manner I would like to, so I will use MLA cited quotes from the book. Scroll up to the images above to see the visual evidence)
Quote 1: “Then he put on his favorite pjs-they were black-and-white zebra striped.” (Dittophobia pg 120)
Quote 2: “Edwin looked at David’s rumpled bed and the zebra pajamas that lay crumpled on the floor next to it. As David started to skip past Edwin, who grabbed Edwin’s shoulder. He pointed at the pajamas. “What have I told you?” Edwin asked.” (The mimic pg 142)
The zebra pajamas that Rory wears are also noted to be the only pajamas that fit him in his teenager form, implying that they are big. This could be a reference to the fact that David was tall for his age before he died and he also wore that brand of PJ.
Quote 3: “David, remarkably big for his age, in spite of having two short parents, wasn’t an easy carry. He weighed close to fifty pounds, and he was three- and-a-half-feet tall. Pretty soon, Edwin, only five-foot-five himself, wasn’t going to be able to cart his son around. Perhaps he could build a robot to do the job for him.” (The mimic pg 126)
To add on, Rory also says things that are eerily similar to what David says in “the mimic”. In “the mimic”, David is described to talk about fairies in the walls of Edwin’s factory. Rory describes a similar thing in dittophobia when exploring the ‘house’. They both talk about imaginary “pipe fairies”.
Quote 4: “It’s the pipe fairy, Daddy.” (The mimic pg 121)
Quote 5: “The knocking sound wasn’t a knocking like a person would do. There wasn’t some little trapped fairy or something in the walls. (Although the idea of that made Rory smile.)” (Dittophobia pg 126)
To clarify, I’m not trying to push the claim that David WAS part of the experiment. However, the zebra pajamas are symbolism for David in general. The same can be said for the “pipe fairies”. Due to the fact that Gregory is heavily related to David Murray, and there’s multiple David references in the book, Gregory is implicated in the dittophobia experiments.
Moving on to more direct evidence regarding Gregory himself, there is evidence that these experiments took place within the pizzaplex. This means the mimic would have access to them and would have the ability to reenact them itself. In the endo nursery, there is a picture of a young girl in the same exact bed used in the fnaf 4. Rory ALSO has this same bed in dittophobia which implies this specific design was part of the experiment. This means that whoever was involved in the construction of the pizzaplex somehow had access to the details of the experiments and went as far as to place imagery of an experiment in progress in the endo nursery. Considering that the mimic is the only one who seems to be copying William, it’s safe to say that it was the reason that this imagery was put up. Even if it wasn’t, it obviously saw the image considering the graffiti placed on the walls displaying Glitchtrap. (Image 1) With that in mind, the way that the fear experiments work in general would explain why there are numerous active endos in the same location that this picture is found in. When the gas in dittophobia stops working, Rory realizes that his nightmares were simply moving mannequins on a set course. For the pizzaplex, these mannequins could be replaced with the naked endos.
“Even though it made no sense, Rory was still terrified of the creatures. Knowing they were nothing but motorized mannequins didn’t take away his terror. He guessed that after so many years, the dread was too much a part of him to go away that quickly.” (Dittophobia pg 149)
It’s also a possibility that the staffbots themselves could have also been used. Numerous staffbots in the game have the words “in your dreams” (image 2) inscribed on them which seems to be referencing dittophobia in the way the experiments were simply illusions in the children’s minds, not based on reality. Hence being in their dreams. Ironically, the endo section is also the section that Gregory seems the most scared of. We get some of the most characterizing dialogue out of him here.
It’s also ironic that the reason Gregory has to go through the endo section in the first place is because Moon kidnapped Freddy. Moon, a character who makes it their goal to put Gregory to sleep, might be yet another reference the experiments as well, perhaps even enforcing them considering the endo section is heavily Moon themed.
Besides the bed in endo nursery, there are other references to fnaf 4 as well. For example, littered throughout Ruin and SB there are various nightmarionne plushies. Nighmarionne is a character who originated from fnaf 4 (image 3)
As a side note, it’s also notable that Rory’s name is extremely similar to Gregory’s. While that’s not concrete evidence, it’s an interesting detail to include.
Another important detail to mention is that the mimic was looking for ways to induce compliance in its followers. While it seems like the mimic was originally looking for ways to make Vanessa submissive, it may have also been looking for ways to make Gregory submissive as well. It’s not confirmed when Gregory was kidnapped and made into a follower, and it’s possible that he was kidnapped before the pizzaplex was made. This could mean that the email sent in AR by Luis talking about Vanessa’s search history may have occurred not just because Vanessa was resisting the mimic, but because Gregory was being defiant as well. (Image 4) Using the hallucination gas on Gregory would crush this defiance as seen in Dittophobia. Rory can barely function, let alone escape when the fumes are being expelled into the house. This means that Gregory would be trapped in a constant state of exhaustion and confusion which is exactly what the mimic wants.
“Rory risked slipping an arm from beneath his covers to turn off his bedside lamp. He closed his eyes, letting the steady hiss from the vents lull him to sleep as the drowsiness he’d felt all day finally claimed him.” (Dittophobia of 121)
Even with all this evidence, there’s not enough to conclude that Gregory experienced these experiments without a reliable location for them to be preformed. Even though the endo nursery may seem like a good place for them to occur because of all the cameras and children toys, there’s no actual bed for Gregory to sleep in nor a way for the nursery to be gassed. It’s also pretty obvious the children toys present in the nursery are for the endos developing their intelligence, not actually for real kids.
However, there is another location that matches all the criteria needed for these experiments to be performed, and that would be in the mimics lair. (Image 5) In the book dittophobia, Rory describes the layout of his room as having 2 doors, a vent from above, a closet in the middle, and a bed behind him. (Basically a copy of the fnaf 4 room) In the mimic’s lair, as seen in the burntrap ending pre-Ruin, it is set up similarly. There is a small bed directly under the sinkhole, two doors, a vent from above, and an interactive camera station that would replace the closet. (Image 6) The blue bed with stars present in burntraps lair is heavily theorized to be the bed Gregory used as GGY because it is child sized and the mimic seems to make its followers sleep in the pizzaplex considering the existence Vanny’s room in Fazerblast. (Image 7)
With that being said, the mimic has cameras on the opposite side of the lair which it could use to observe Gregory like Afton did with his victims. We see the mimic utilize these cameras to hack into Freddy during the boss fight. (Image 8) Additionally, there is a vent that leads to Gregory’s ‘room’ could be used to administer gas similarly to how it’s administered in Dittophobia. (Image 9)
Inside the Burntrap room, there is also a gas canister where the Dittophobia gas would be held for use. (Image 10) There’s also the fact that Gregory doesn’t really recognize the mimic in Ruin or SB. It’s possible the gas made the mimic look entirely different in Gregory’s eyes. Additionally, there’s evidence to suggest that Gregory is being gassed DURING the burntrap fight. When burntrap leaves its charging station, purple fumes are present, meaning that Gregory could have been hallucinating the entire time. (Image 11) This could explain why the fight itself is so nonsensical. It’s all being made up in Gregory’s head, Gregory is experiencing a nightmare he has had over and over again during his time as GGY. This would also WHY Gregory draws Burntrap after SB and why Burntrap is so inaccurate to the mimic. He is drawing the fake nightmares only he remembers experiencing. (Image 12) It would also provide some insight as to why Gregory doesn’t remember anything relating to hacking into the animatronics, killing counselors, or the mimic. His mind is foggy because the mimic keeps gassing him. Dittophobia gas has been shown to make people FORGET things.
At the end of Dittophobia, Rory, despite finding out the truth about his situation, turns back on the gas. As a result, he seems to forget everything that happened. He’s reduced back to the state he was in when the gas was first administered when he was seven.
“Rory’s gaze landed on his red backpack. He frowned. Hadn’t he gone to school today? He chewed on the inside of his cheek. He couldn’t remember. Rory sighed and shrugged. It didn’t matter. What mattered was that he needed to get in bed. Rory left the great room and started scampering down the long left-side hall, eager to get to his room. His hand trailed along the curved wood chair rail as he went. Pausing by the bathroom door, Rory canted his head and tried to remember whether he’d brushed his teeth already. He was pretty sure he had. So why had he been in the kitchen?” (Dittophobia pg 156)
Dittophobia doesn’t just make people sleepy or hallucinate, it makes people FORGET. The mimic utilized this to make sure Gregory couldn’t wander away or disobey him. It used the same strategy Afton used to manipulate his victims.
Finally, I’d like to bring up the fact that we seemingly get extra insight into Gregory’s hallucinations in the book ‘GGY’. In ‘GGY’, Gregory writes an interesting story related to his situation. (Image 13) He claims that he was the most favored apprentice of some wizard and that he was involved in fighting a conspiracy on another planet against a tangled entity. This, obviously, didn’t actually happen, but it’s clearly a dramatized version of what is ACTUALLY happening to Gregory. The story he writes is based on reality but it is distorted to make it seem nonsensical. This mimics the nightmares Rory experiences. The mannequins that visit him during the night DO exist, but they are distorted by the gas. It’s possible that the same thing happened to Gregory.
Perhaps the gas truly did make him believe he was fighting some wild, nonsensical tangled villain on another planet. After all, the blob, otherwise known as the tangle, is right above where Gregory sleeps. It’s possible that it too, was involved in torturing Gregory and guarding his prison.
To conclude, it seems that the mimic set up a room in its lair that copies the Dittophobia room so it could experiment on Gregory. It was made to reduce Gregory’s will and make him submit to the mimics control. As a result, the gas made Grgeory forget many of his actions in “GGY” and beyond. It also made it incredibly harder for Gregory to escape due to the sedating properties present in the gas.
TLDR: The mimic made a mini FNAF 4 in its lair to sedate/control Gregory like Afton did to kids while he was alive.
Additional info: I didn’t want to clog up this post but here are a few other pieces of evidence that are notable but not important enough to include in my opinion. Mostly just color and physical similarities.
1.) Rory talks on a walkie talkie like device to his friend Wade when contacting the outside world for the first time in ten years. The first conversation they have mimics the conversation Gregory and Cassie have when they reunite in Ruin. 2.) The elevator to escape to the outside world is broken due to a lack of power. Could be slightly referencing the elevator ending in Ruin 3.) Both the mimic’s experiments and Aftons experiments would take place underground according to this theory. 4.) There’s a lot of pieces of furniture that match Gregory’s color scheme in dittophobia. One of them is even blue with white stripes. 5.) both Rory and Gregory are described to be some of the shortest in their class. 6.) Both Rory and Gregory seem to be fond of bunnies. 7.) In the bad ending, Gregory draws himself sleeping next to a green leaking gas. This could be a reference to the experiments where a gas would be leaking into his room while he slept normally.
Additional quotes:
“All he needed to do was get the radio working. If the batteries were still good (please, please be good, he silently begged), he could at least try to reach Wade. If Wade was real, maybe he’d still have his radio. If he wasn’t, maybe someone else would answer Rory.” (Dittophobia pg 145)
“The radio spit a couple of buzzing sounds, then Rory was able to hear a voice clearly. “Rory! Is that you? Really?” “Wade?” “Yeah, dude,” Wade shouted. “Where are you?” “You’re real?” Rory asked.” (Dittophobia pg 145)
“-was labeled UNDERGROUND TESTING FACILITY. So that’s where he was! He was underground!” (Dittophobia pg 143)
“The fact that this monster was bunny-like made it the worst of the three for Rory because he loved bunnies.” (Dittophobia pg 110)
Sources:
Cawthon, Scott, et al. B7-2. (Five Nights at Freddy’s: Tales from the PIZZAPLEX, Vol. 8.). Scholastic, Inc., 2023.
Cawthon, Scott, et al. Nexie. (Five Nights at Freddy’s: Tales from the PIZZAPLEX, Vol. 6.). Scholastic, Inc., 2023.
Cawthon, Scott. The Bobbiedots Conclusion: An AFK Book (Five Nights at Freddy’s: Tales from the Pizzaplex #5). Scholastic Inc, 2023. 
Original thread from Twitter: https://x.com/gregorysarmy/status/1791966831844196585?s=46
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2024.05.21 04:20 bagladyboo Spring cleaning! Please direct message me for additional photos or questions

Spring cleaning! Please direct message me for additional photos or questions
Item: Chanel medium 25cm ib Tiffany Blue abs barbie pink. C19 jumbo 30cm in orange, ivory and light blue. LeBoy 25CM in purple with RHW. Black Duma backpack small.
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2024.05.21 04:16 StudentSwimming2895 Rant

I know school is coming to an end soon but man the day I had was insane! I’ve subbed this third grade class before earlier this year and told myself never again! They’re dysfunctional I don’t know how this teacher gets anything done. Half of the kids can’t read or need extra help and it’s hard to to give your attention to them bc there is someone who constantly gets up without permission and those who refuse to their work or they take things out of their backpacks and play with them. Then there is a student with ADHD who apparently does their work “at home” but that’s an excuse and just wants to play with the Stem blocks all day. They put me in the classroom today again bc it was an emergency and I went in a postive mindset but boy was I wrong! I usually bring a treat bag to reward for good behavior, but constantly every 5 minutes “when do I get my treat I’m sitting down!” Excuse me that’s what you’re supposed to be doing?? The 3 kids she has that listen well and follow directions got their treat early and everyone is annoyed. I tell them if you improve your behavior maybe you’ll get one. Nope! Some could not grasp they had to earn something and would continue to beg. The student with ADHD refuses to do any work and when he went to the bathroom he tried flushing it down the toilet before he left home (got picked up early) the custodian comes in and tells me?! There’s another student who is on the spectrum with no aide who keeps trying to leave the classroom and opens the door the kids yell at him and make it worse he throws himself on the floor.. I was able to calm him down with a sticker (it worked thank god) and thankfully someone picked him up. Then another student tells someone they’re adopted and starts crying??? Teacher comes back for a bit to give more instructions the students basically ignored everything she said. Then I thought well if they don’t listen to you they won’t listen to anyone! Then she leaves me 2 stars on frontline??! I gave instructions as best as I could we went through everything she left on her plans. I tried my best to help the students who needed help but there is always a student distracting or causing chaos.She only has 3 students who follow directions well I feel so bad for them because i basically raised my voice all day! Rant over sorry this was long 😭
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2024.05.21 03:56 Sufficient-Row-2173 Looking for a boy doll hair pattern that could match this

Posted this somewhere else but no responses yet. this guy
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2024.05.21 03:47 MrMopp8 David Schneider Answers Questions about Raising Human Kids.

Sort of a reference to this https://www.reddit.com/NatureofPredators/s/ASiX51M6GI
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Hey all! Welcome to the Tellus Child Services Q&A thread. If you got any questions about raising and/or caring for human children, ask away below or PM me directly. Your email address will not be publicly displayed and we will be discrete about your personal info, but we would appreciate if you would give your species so we can have some context to answer your questions with. Unless you chose otherwise, your species will be public and represented by an initial at the side of your user tag.
Please note that racist commentary will not be tolerated and will be taken down. I know there’s some hard feelings going on out there, but leave our kids out of it.
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  • [ ] I am not a robot
What Species are you? - [ ] Smigli - [ ] Krev - [ ] Resket - [ ] Jaslip - [ ] Trombil - [ ] Ulchid
  • [ ] (Hide race?)
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SCALEOF1210 (K): What kinda of toys do human pups like?
DAVID: I dunno, what kinda toys do Krev pups like?
SCALEOF1210 (K): Oh.
DAVID: It’s alright. Just try to think through that lens and you’ll do fine.
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GUEST (S): Why is being without your “clothes” so embarrassing? Is it religious?
DAVID: Not exactly. It started out as a way to stay warm when we migrated out jungles and savanna’s, but the side effect was that it made the absence of coverings a) feel insecure, and b) an open floodgate of carnal attraction. So actually, to answer your question, we’re covering our reproductive organs. It’s a modesty thing. The practice got applied to the kids anyway.
GUEST (S): Female humans have sex organs on their chests?
DAVID: No. but female mammaries become more pronounced as they mature and tend to draw male sexual attention.
GUEST (S): Whyyyyyyyy?
DAVID: Simply put: they remind us of mom.
GUEST (S): Ahhhhhhh!
DAVID: I was really trying to avoid spelling that out, y’know?
GUEST (S): Hey man, I don’t have have feet. Why would I care about tiptoeing?
DAVID: Huh. You know, I really think I’m learning a lot about Smiglis.
GUEST (S): Hey! Good for you! 🎉
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GUEST (R): What’s wrong with regurgitation feeding? It helps with digestion.
DAVID: Maybe for avians, but It’s not sanitary for humans. We have a different digestion/immune setup. And no offense, It’s also just really, really gross to us.
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GUEST (K): How do you hold a human pup?
DAVID: For Krev, cradle them in the your arm and be sure to support their head. That’s important because it’s too heavy for them to hold up by themselves. Again, no tail rides until they’re at least two years old.
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SNOWFLOWER333 (J): Do humans kits really need to nurse well into adolescence? I don’t think I can keep it up for that long….
DAVID: Hang on, are you saying you’ve been NURSING one of your charges?
SNOWFLOWER333 (J): Right along side my own. I know Tommy’s not a jaslip and that it’s not human milk, but I figure it’s still better for him than formula. Should I not?
DAVID: Uhhhh… dunno. I’m gonna discuss this with my colleagues. In the meantime, stick to the formula we sent.
SNOWFLOWER333 (J): Alright, David. Though, about that first question….
DAVID: Long story short: we’d harvest milk from domestic bovines as a culinary ingredient and breakfast time staple, but breast feeding stops with infancy. You wouldn’t be sucking a teenager.
SNOWFLOWER333 (J): 😅oh good!
DAVID: Would be a little awkward, huh?
SNOWFLOWER333 (J):🤣A little.
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GUEST (U): How do you hold a human pup?
DAVID: Cradled in your…. flipper. I guess. Just keep their head supported, it too heavy for them to hold up. You can also hold them to your chest with their head resting over your shoulder.
GUEST (U): We don’t really have shoulders.
DAVID: Nnnnnevermind then.
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OBORSHINE (K): Is it okay to post my human child on the Internet?
DAVID: I suppose, but try not to embarrass him. OBORSHINE (K): 😜Aww but I’m a mom! Embarrassing him is my job! DAVID: In that case, we’ll send you his baby pics. 
OBORSHINE (K): Yeeeeeeeeeeeesssssssssss.
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CALLMESPEED (T) Is it okay to give my child cybernetic implants to cure conditions?
DAVID: That will depend on what condition we’re talking about, but yes, probably. Be sure that they are approved by a human doctor, though.
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GUEST (S): "Why do you have so many wiggly bits!"
DAVID: Erm, wiggly bits?
GUEST (S): “Yeah! With all the toesy toes and fingery things”
DAVID: Oh! Um, well other race have them too, but I guess ours ARE quite long and nimble. Well, we specialized pretty early on in tool manipulation, soooooooo.
GUEST (S): Raaaaaaaad!
DAVID: Happy to impress. I guess?
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GUEST (J): How do you hold a human Kit?
DAVID: I wouldn’t know how to hold anything with a prehensile tail, you’re the experts there. But however you do it, be sure that you support the kids head. A human infants head is too heavy for them to hold up by themselves.
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CALLMESPEED (T): Damn Schieder, always forcing us to cope with the weaknesses of the flesh, and denying us the certainty of steel.
DAVID: Ah, hello Malcom. Does Speed know you’ve hacked his account?
DAVID: Look, that’s not solely my decision kiddo. We put it to a vote. Maybe things will change in the future, but in the meantime, just wait till you’re 18 before you chop your limbs off. You can probably still get an implant, though.”
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SHOPCLASSREJECT (S): Yeesh, David! How can my kid hit me with a ball from across the room?
DAVID: 😁Talent, my friend. Did you know that humans are being trained as grenadiers in the Consortium army? We have excellent throwing arms. Oh! Uh, you weren’t hurt though, were you?
SHOPCLASSREJECT (S): Eh, A little. My cheek is swollen, but it’s not like I had any bones or teeth to break.. I was mostly just surprised at how fast it came at me.
DAVID: Sorry Shopclass, He should have known better, but it’s a pretty common childhood offense for humans.
SHOPCLASSREJECT (S): Got a new rule, though: no throwing things in the house.
DAVID: Sounds like a good rule.
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MRS.DOGGY (J): Hey, just got home with my kids and when I was helping Heather remove her foot coverings….. having 5 hind toes is normal for humans, correct? I just want to make sure.
DAVID: 😁 Correct. And we don’t have dewclaws either. MRS.DOGGY (J): Oh good! MRS.DOGGY (J): Erm , that it’s normal, I mean. 
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GUEST (K): WHY WAS I REJECTED! WHAT DID I DO WRONG?
DAVID: Im sorry sir, I don’t know, but I’m sure it was anything against your character. Given our situation and our unfamiliarity with non-humans, we are being excessively cautious with our young and more than 75 percent of applicants were turned down as a result. Perhaps you can try again in a year or two when humanity is a little more accustomed to other sapient species. Please forgive us.
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BUNCHBERRIES (K): So I noticed one of my female charges has enlarged mammories. Does that mean she secretly has children?
DAVID: No. It’s means she’s a teenager.
DAVID: That’s a normal development.
BUNCHBERRIES (K): 😮‍💨 Oh, thank you .
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GUEST (R): How do you hold a human hatchling?
DAVID: Cradled in your wing-thing. Just keep their head supported, it too heavy for them to hold up themselves.
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GUEST (S): How would one hold a human hatchling?
DAVID: cradled in your…. noodley appendage. Support their head.
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GUEST (K): Me and my wife would like to foster, but- forgive me for asking- can we expect dung throwing to be a problem?
DAVID: 🤣HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Nah. I understand why you’re asking, but we’re higher evolved than that.
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GUEST (K): Can I have one?
DAVID: You can apply to adopt or foster a child, but that’s no guarantee. We are VERY discriminate about applicants, especially nonhuman ones. Before you put pen to paper, I would consider very carefully whether it’s a child you’re looking for or a pet.
GUEST (K): What’s a pen?
DAVID: Ah, the times we live in…
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NANNYBIRD35 (R): Jackie has accurately described me as a “Big Bird”, but I cannot for the life of me figure out why he sings a song asking how to get to a place called Sess-Me Street every other time he sees me. Was there something special about that place? What does it have to do with ME?
DAVID: Ok, that’s funny! He thinks you’re a character named Big Bird from a children’s show called Sesame Street [Video link]. Btw, let me know if she ever calls a Krev “Oscar”. I’m gonna laugh.
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MRS.DOGGY (J): What is a “doggie” anyway, and why do my kids call me that?
DAVID: I was WONDERING when that would come up. I didn’t think it would be useful to explain before, but we had these domestic canines back home called Dogs and you kinda resemble one. They were intelligent, trusty, loyal creatures that helped us hunt, herd livestock, guard our turf, and and were beloved members of our families. None of the kids have met a dog in the flesh, but they’ve been lionized in books and cartoons and your resemblance to them is strong enough to trigger an instinctive adoration we had towards them.
MRS.DOGGY (J): They…. think I’m a pet? Like with you and the Krev?
DAVID: Hey, if they haven’t told you to ”Sit” or “Roll over” I think you’re good. But the point is, the kids trust you implicitly, and when you’ve suddenly been thrown to aliens after living in a hole all your life, having a comforting face to keep you stable counts for a lot.
MRS.DOGGY (J): Oh! 😊Well, I think I can live with that.
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OBORSHINE (K): How do I take care of Samsons head fur? It’s getting so long and tangled!
DAVID: Oh right. Only jaslips need to brush. We’ll send you a proper hair brush. In the meantime. Get a jaslip brush- one with wide bristle spacing- and gently comb the knots out, starting from the bottom and slowly working your way up. We can also try to get you in contact with a human who has experience cutting hair.
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TEACUPGUY (K): Dang, I had no idea human fur would get longer. How much longer does it get?
DAVID: Down to their hips or farther. Doesn’t really stop. You’ll either want to get it trimmed or let grow so you can tie it up behind their heads.
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GUEST (T): How do you hold a human hatchling?
DAVID: Cradled comfortably in whichever bionic limb is not capable of crushing a car. Make sure to keep their head supported. They don’t have the neck muscles to hold it up
GUEST (T): 😊 Oh that’s fixable.
DAVID: Thanks but NO.
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BUNCHABERRIES (K): David! Jeremy’s caught the MONKEY POX!
DAVID: … The what?
BUNCHABERRIES (K): What do I do?! He’s been getting worse and worse all week!
DAVID: Stay cam Berries, What are the symptoms?
BUNCHABERRIES (K): He’s broken out in purple spots! And he’s aslo listless. Stomach ach. Head ach. Poor boy can’t even get out of bed! He just sits there and groans and today he asked if I was an “angel” I’m at wits end!
DAVID: Ah. THAT monkey pox. School’s in session, right?
BUNCHABERRIES (K): Is that really relevant?!
DAVID: Just trust me. Check his backpack. Is there a pen or marker that is the EXACT same color as the spots?
BUNCHABERRIES (K): There is.
BUNCHABERRIES (K): Why?
DAVID: Take it and draw a little dot next to the ones on his skin. Make it roughly the same size.
BUNCHABERRIES (K): Ok. Done.
BUNCHABERRIES (K): OH THAT SEAKY LITTLE-!
DAVID: My work here is done.
BUNCHABERRIES (K): HE IS SO GROUNDED!
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HAPPYHATCHLINGS: David, this is Tisa at Happy Hatchlings Early Learning School. We’ve noticed that our human students can’t seem to get comfortable in their napping nests and keep hanging their feet over the edges. It’s like they can’t curl up!
DAVID: They can’t. Not long term, anyway, and not as tightly as other Consiortium races. You’re going to need longer, flatter beds that they can stretch out on and keep their spines relatively straight. We’ll be sure to send you some cots.
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DADJOKE (K): 😉 Thanks for the sponges, but I think my wife’s got bathtime covered.
[Folder Attachments: 7 photos ]
[Pic 1: A shot of two shirtless human boys [ages 5 and 6] in makeshift “war paint” running screaming past the camera as a jaslip with a wild grin skids around the corner after them.]
[Pic 2: The victorious jaslip sits on her haunches with one of the boy hopelessly tangled in her tails and the other grappled between her forelegs. The latter is getting her full professional attention as she licks the warpaint off his face, ignoring his cries of disgust and attempts to wiggle free.]
[Pic 3: Said boy apparently opened his mouth at an inopportune moment and is now spitting and sputtering while Mama Jaslip laughs herself to tears.]
[Pic 4: One of the boys laughing hysterically as the jaslip pins him down across her forelegs and licks his belly.]
[Pic 5: a close up on one boy getting his hair worked on, wincing uncomfortably as Mama Jaslip get a blunt claw in his eyebrow while maneuvering his head this way and that for the right grooming angle.]
[Pic 6: Arm around the boys shoulder, Mama proudly presents her work to the camera; one mostly warpaint free human with a complimentary cowlick. The lock of hair is stuck straight up, stiff with spit, like an alfalfa leaf. Mama is winking at the camera and doing her best thumbs-up while the boy is shooting a disgruntled side eye at his brother who is laughing at the abominable hairdo.]
[Pic 7: Mama has one of the boys lying on his stomach while she leisurely grooming his back. He’s resting his chin on his arms, looking sleepy. His brother, nestled among Mama’s tails in the back ground, is yawning. Mama kinda looks tired herself.]
[Pic 8: All three of them are asleep. Mama seems to have nodded off on top of the boy she was cleaning, her head draped across his back. The other is lying against her side, his head barely visible above the nest of tails blanketing him].
DADJOKE (K): The kids have started calling her “The Kissy Monster” when she gets like this.
DAVID: Oh my gosh! This is so freaking cute! Do have them use the sponges, though. Tongue bathing isn’t really doable for longterm human hygiene.
DADJOKE (K): 😊Glad you liked it. But yeah, I get it. Most consortium races aren’t keen on the slobber fest either.
CRAZYTAILS (J): 😏Funny, YOU didn’t seem to mind the other night.
DADJOKE (K): 😳…
DAVID: 😳…
CRAZYTAILS (J):😏 You forgot this was a joint account, didn’t you?
DADJOKE (K): Just wasn’t expecting you to be logged in right now. Hi sweetheart.
CRAZYTAILS (J): 😊Hey scalyboi.
DAVID: Um, hey, before you two keep flirting dirty, what was it the boys were marked with?
CRAZYTAILS (J): Hm? Oh, just washable marker. They were playing “Viking Warriors” or something, running around, slaying monsters, ambushing DadJoke in his den, and beating each other silly with pool noodles for a two hour straight. That until I, the dreaded Kissy Monster, vanquished them both and subjected them to bath and bedtime! Muahaha!
DADJOKE (K): As for what you really wanted to know, she didn’t suffer from licking the stuff. The markers are made with Jaslip kits in mind, so they needed to be nontoxic and tasteless in case they or their parents have to clean up some body doodling.
CRAZYTAILS (J): same with Jaslip cosmetics, btw. Some are even flavored. Makes cleaning up after dates pretty fun, right Daddy?
DADJOKE (K): Fluffykins, if I say I’ll be leaving the office in half an hour, will you stop embarrassing me on a public forum?
CRAZYTAILS (J): 🥰I’ll be waiting with the candles.
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GUEST (K): Is it ok to pet humans pups?
DAVID: Lemme put it this way; what do you call a Krev who goes around petting Krev children?
GUEST (K): Creepy?
DAVID: 👉Bingo.
GUEST (K): Huh? What’s that mean?
DAVID: It means yes, petting kids is creepy.
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DR.WORM (guess): Hey, what’s an appropriate amount of holopad time for the kids, 10 hours or 12?
DAVID:…
DAVID: Doc- First of all; not a real doctor, i presume?
DR.WORM (S): Sure ain’t!
DAVID: 😉👉👉But you ARE a real worm?
DR.WORM (S): YES! I KNEW I picked the right pop culture reference!
DAVID: 👍👏🏻Sure did. Sure did.
DAVID: Sooooo let’s talk screen time.
DR.WORM (S): Yeeeeeaaaaah aright, I was kiiiiinda guessing 10 was a too much. Is 8 right?
DAVID: Try two.
DR.WORM (S): TWO?!?!
DAVID: Yup.
DR.WORM (S): TWO HOURS?!?!
DAVID: Yup, yup, yup.
DR.WORM (S): HOLY [expletive] MAN! I’VE BEEN FRYING THEIR BRAINS!
DAVID: You open sometime this week, Doc? We’re gonna help you out.
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GUEST (R): You let jaslip take care of your hatchlings? Are you crazy?! [COMMENT DELETED]
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CRAZYTAILS (J): What IS a wolf? The boys Insisted I be one in one of their games.
DAVID: This guy [attachment]
CRAZYTAILS (J): Woah. Now THAT’s a handsome face.
DADJOKE (K): Eh-hem.
CRAZYTAILS (J): Well, not handsomer than my husband’s.
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CRAZYTAILS (J): Is growing long head-fur some sort of defense mechanism against grooming? Because it’s starting to work. Hard to get the stringy stuff off my tongue. Bleugh.
DAVID: heh. Sounds like the boys need a haircut. Swing by Tellus, we got some barbers that can shape em up.
DAVID: Or just let them grow it out until they can tie it behind their heads
CRAZYTAILS (J): The latter sounds like less trouble honestly.
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BETWEENBILLOWS (U): Should I be concerned that Maria has a figurine of a dead human nailed to a T on a necklace? It’s kinda morbid.
DAVID: Believe it or not, that’s a religious symbol. Did she not tell you about it?
BETWEENBILLOWS (U): David, she barely talks to us at all. It’s been three weeks and she hardly leaves her room.
DAVID: Hmm... Well THAT might be cause for concern. Let’s talk over PM.
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2024.05.21 03:33 Atoraxic PSYCHIC DRIVING: DYNAMIC IMPLANT BY D. EWEN CAMERON

  1. ill just copy and paste.. your auto mod is standing up for filth like Cameron or backing paywall research.. wow thats not admirable.
PSYCHIC DRIVING: DYNAMIC IMPLANT BY D. EWEN CAMERON
In an earlier communication, the procedure of psychic driving has been described in some detail.** Briefly, it is the exposure of the patient to continued replaying, under controlled conditions, of a cue communication derived from one of the original areas from which his current difficulties arise. A major consequence of such exposure is to activate and bring progressively into his awareness more recollections and responses generally from this area. The ultimate result is the accelerating of therapeutic re- organization.
It was early noted that continued replaying of a cue communi- cation sets up a persistent tendency in the patient to act in a way which can be predetenaained with respect to its general characteristics. In other words, by driving a cue statement one can, without exception, set up in the patient a persisting tendency for the cue statement and other components of the relevant "com- nmnity of action tendencies" to return to his awareness. This tendency has been termed the dynamic implant. By "community of action tendencies," a group of related activities and attitudes is meant--such as, for instance, those existing between the patient and his mother, or those related to his feelings of inadequacy.
Since, clearly, this continuing result of psychic driving might greatly enhance its effects, considerable study has been directed to the conditions controlling the setting up of the dynamic implant and to the effects of the implant. The findings are reported here- with.
PROCEDURE
The dynamic implant may be set up either by autopsychic or heteropsychic driving. The first procedure consists in the repeated playing of a cue communication made by the patient. The second is the replaying of a communication devised by the therapist from his knowledge of the patient's dynamics.
*From the Allan ~emorial Institute of Psychiatry, Montreal, Canada. This paper was read at the l l l t h annual meeting 'of the American PSychiatric Association in Atlantic City, M~y 11, 1955.
*'*Cameron, D. Ewen: Psychic driving. Am. J. Psychiat., 112:7, 502-509, January 1956.
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Since autopsyehic driving is more easily carried out, this re- port has been based upon that type, with implants set up by means of periods of 10 to 30 minutes' driving--repeated, if neees- sary, once a week.
Preferably, the communication should deal with one topic only and should not be longer than about 20 seeonds. In practice, the material is derived from a psychotherapeutie hour whieh has been recorded on magnetic tape. It has been found useful to transfer these communications to 14-inch records and to reproduce them through a high fidelity phonograph adjusted for continuous playing.
The communication should be derived from a community of action tendencies which are of basic signifieanee to the patient. Moreover, it is most effeetive if taken from the time of origin of this eomlnunieation. It may, for instance, be selected as ex- pressive of one of the great formative relationships of the earlier part of the patient's life, as in the following eommunieation, in which the patient is reliving her early relationships with her mother :
"Everything about me was wrong--the way I acted, the way I spoke, the way I dressed.., everything, everything I did. Many times she [the patient's mother] would just talk and talk and talk, and . . . well, I ean't go thinking up these things."
Or it may be drawn from a long-eontinuing elimate of rejection, insecurity, or hostility whieh prevailed during a critical early period in the patient's personality growth:
"Now that I think about it, seems to me that my parents had me just to even up the family . . . not because they wanted me 9 . . because of eourse their attitude towards me . . . Gee, I don't remember the boys getting as much hell as I did.., or my sister." The signifieanee of the eue eommunieation must be assessed, not only in terms of the therapist's conception, but also in terms of the patient's response. The two do not neeessarily eoineide.
The second is the more realistic guide. The following is an example of the patient's immediate response
to the implanting of a eae eommunieation. For the purposes of presentation, a response at the upper level of intensity has been seleeted. The ease is that of a woman suffering from anxiety
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hysteria with many conversion symptoms. The cue communica- tion ran as follows:
"I stayed home all the time when my mother lived. I stayed with her.., didn't want to leave her. I was always left staying home with her and... I didn't have any life like all.., the other girls."
On the first implanting on January 4, 1955, the patient, who had come in that day and rather gaily said that she had nothing on her mind and nothing to talk about, was silent. At the end of five sdnutes she said, "It makes me nervous, you'd better stop it... it makes me feel bad." She was now restless and anxious and very different from the gay person she had been when she came at the beginning of the hour. At eigl~t minutes: "Doctor doctor, I've had enough, please stop it." Holds head. Nine min- ut,es: "That's enough. It makes me nervous to hear that." Ten minut,es: "Why don't you stop it, doctor. I've heard enough. It is always the same."
At the end of 10 minutes, the patient was asked: "What did you think about it?" Answer : "It made me nervous all over again. Everything hurt me all over as it did before. My voice sounds like I am going to die." She then went on to bring out a great deal of new material, saying: ")~iy mother almost might not have had me, I was so quiet as a child." And again: "After my mother died, my father gave up his music and began to drink. I tried to take her place for him. I wanted so badly to please him and I cried every night and I tried to carry on. i kept everything very much to myself. My father was like a child. I had no friends by the time my mother died, I had stayed at home so much."
If the cue communication evokes too great a response from the patient, it will, in a measure, defeat its own purpose, since defenses will be erected which may take a considerable time to reduce.
The writer would like to state here clearly an answer to a question which he is sure will arise in everybody's mind. In two years of exploration into this new field, covering more than 100 cases, in only one has there been seen a possible persisting trauma resulting from the implant; and even here, current events ---such as the breakdown of a love affair and threatened deporta-
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tion--undoubtedly contributed to, if they did not cause, the panic state through which the patient passed.
As an example of a cue communication which is not well chosen, the following is presented. It was selected earlier in the writer's experience and, as can be seen, is drawn from a period when the patient's personMity structure was already well developed; it is representative of current stress and is not expressive of those forces which brought about a formation of the early neurotic traits which have got the patient into continual dif~.culties through her insatiable seeking for affection and endless understanding:
"Well... because... I%obert doesn't care.., and I have always thought I would have it in time [a house] . . . and I have been very patient . . . and I don't know whether it has just suddenly 9 . . I realize now it is all so hopeless, thinking about it."
After considerable experimentation, two additional procedures which facilitate the establishment of the implant have been found. The first is tha~ the sound should be conducted to the patient's ears through headphones. This causes the patient to experience the driving with much greater impact, the more particularly since he frequently describes it as being like a voice within his head. For instance, one patient said: "I've heard enough. It goes right through my head." Another reported: "It's too close; it's horrible; I hear all the stuttering."
A second procedure is to produce a filtered record: that is, having a recording made of the cue communication with the emphasis first upon treble notes and then upon bass; or, again, with the emphasis upon a low volume or a high volume; or with spacing or repetition of key phrases; or with the introduction of an echo-back into the communication. All these variations serve to keep the patient continuously oriented toward each repe- tition and, hence, serve to diminish the most common defense-- not listening.
On November 9, 1954, the first attempt was made, using an ordinary record to implant the following communication:
"I was afraid of them all the time. I mean I didn't dare... talk anything over with them whenever I went out on a date or something like that . . . I mean a lot of kids . . . you know . . . they'd come home and tell everything they did and everything .,. I never.. 9I always felt as if I would be scolded, I mean if
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I ever did mention what I had done and then I wouldn't do it." At the end of 10 minutes, the patient, who had shown no re- sponse, said, "Is that a record, doetorf' Asked what she felt, she said: "I had no feeling at all as I listened; I was thinking
of something else." The same communication was then set up in filtered form. To
this the patient's response was at once different. ,She eommented that she felt extremely tired after listening to it, that the voice sounded as though it were inside her head; and she said: "It brought back a lot of memories of my childhood days." A few weeks later, when it was used again, the patient said: "When I listen to that voice now, I feel like screaming and putting on a tantrum. The voice seems to scream at me all the time. It is like the voice of a stranger, though I know it is my own. It seems to say, 'I was afraid of being scolded.' It says it over and over again. It makes me think that even with my husband and my father and my father-in-law I have to hide things from them. I feel trapped. I feel I can't talk to anyone."
Experience shows that the implant can most readily be set up if the driving is carried out during the last 10 minutes of the psychotherapeutic period, the reason for this apparently being that best results are obtained if nothing is done to interrupt the ongoing response of the patient to the fresh implant--as would be the ease if one continued therapy afterward. It is some- times useful, however, to spend some five minutes asking the patient what fresh recollections the implant has brought up. This inm~ediately widens the area of the patient's response and probably tends to stabilize the implant.
A question which must be met at this juncture is: Why is it that statements which the patients have already made, had for- mulated in their own minds, and had listened to themselves utter- ing, should be so potentially disturbing when replayed to t h e m - f a r more so than when they first made them, never more than a week before and sometimes only 10 minutes before. This question has been explored in some detail and reported earlier. Discussion will be limited to three brief statements: (1) The work involved in listening is far less than the work involved in speaking; hence the patient, when listening, is much freer to respond to what he hears. (2) The law of the summation of subliminal stimuli
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seems to be operative: The longer one listens to a statement, the more response it evokes. (3) In all of us, a defense is set up against responding to all the implications of what we say. This defense appears to be with respect to a synthesis of air- conducted and tissue-conducted sound. The recorder, making use as it does of air-conducted sound only, evades this defense.
A. Findings R,el;ative to Process of Setting up of Implant
Several factors governing the establishment of an implant have been identified:
Intensity of Response. The intensity of the response of the individual to the driving period tends to increase the dynamic character of the implant which is thus set up. This is true whether t h e response takes the form of tension, anxiety, hostility, un- happiness or any other facet of the intensification response. This statement must be qualified in that, as the area involved becomes progressively activated by the patient and worked through by him, the intensity of the response will, after having risen to its maximum intensity, graduMly decline. Factors limiting the in- tensity of the response are: the patient's defense, his stress toler- ance, and his capacity for desensitization. These will be discussed la~er.
Amount and R.epet#i:on of Driving. Repetition of the driving of the cue communication on subsequent days will reinforce the dynamic aspects of the implant. Less clear is what the optimum amount should be, either of the driving on any given day, or the frequency of the driving within a series of .days. The practice has been to limit driving to 10 or 15 minutes on any given day, as it is found that thereafter the patient usually succeeds in establishing defenses or becomes so disturbed as to be unwilling to continue. The repetition of the driving thus far has been limited to a maximum of once a week and a. minimum o~[ about once a month.
Defenses. The defenses against the setting up of an implant are essentially the defenses against psychic driving itself.* The chief of these defenses are: (a) inhibitory reaction to implanting by thinking of other things; (b) suppression of emotional reaction to the material; (e) denial of responsibility for the statement,
'~Cameron, D. Ewea: Ibid.
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as where the patient states, "I listen to it as though it were a stranger talking"; and (d) misinterpretation; this is much less frequent, but on occasion patients succeed in completely reversing the sense of a statement, even when repeated 30 or 40 times, by changing it from an affirmative to a negation.
Methods of penetrating the defense which have been most successful are: (1) continued repetition; (2) the use of the ear- phones; and (3) the use of the filtered record, as indicated earlier in this paper. This last procedure, by its continuous shift in pitch, in volume, in spacing, and by other devices, penetrates the patient's defenses by repeated evoking of what Pavlov has termed in the animal the "orientation reflex." Other methods, such as psychic driving carried out during mild sodium amytal narcosis or during continuous sleep or during the induction phase of ni- trous oxide, have not been nearly so successful. In practice, the penetration of defenses has not been found to be a serious prob- lem.
  1. Stress Tolerence. Knowledge concerning this is rather limited; but it would appear, from preliminary observations, that patients vary considerably in their ability to bear stress. Those who can tolerate stress well will, in general, show less tendency to react to psychic driving by the setting up of a lasting implant. On the other hand, those who tolerate stress very poorly are likely to respond, either by withdrawal from the driving situation alto- gether or by the setting up of powerful defenses.
  2. Capacity for Desensitization. Concerning this phenomenon, there is still less information. But~ from experience in other fields, it would appear that here, again, patients vary considerably in their ability to desensitize themselves; and those who cannot de- sensitize themselves readily will show a persistence of the implant for longer periods.
B. Findings ReLativ:e to the Effects of the Dynamic Implan.t
Mobi:li.zation of Action Tendencies and Progressive Problem Identificc~tion. The dynamic implant, especially when reinforced by repeated driving, tends to mobilize more and more of the com- ponents of the community of action tendencies from which it was taken. These components tend to appear in the patient's awaxe- ness. This fact, in turn, facilitates problem identification by the
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patient and the therapist. This progress may be assessed in the following ways: (a) by the extent to which the patient thinks about the cue communication in the period between his treat- ments, and the extent to which his ruminating over the cue com- munication evokes new material; (b) by the new material which is evoked at the time of reinforcement of the implant--namely, by playing the material back again on a subsequent occasion; (c) possibly by general shifts in the behavior of ~he individual subsequent to implantation; for instance, it may be possible to demonstrate that the fact that the patient is now sleeping better is related tooreorganization brought about by the implant; (d) dreams and psyehologieM testing may also reveal the reorganiz- ing force being exerted by the hnplant.
The first two methods of assessment are obviously the most direct and scientifically satisfying.
Illustrative of the progressive problem identification brought about by the dynamic implant, is the case of a girl who had come to therapy suffering from long-term feelings of inadequacy, marked dependency and a highly ambivalent attitude toward the male figure. The cue statement was:
"... and there's . . . uh... there's still that tendency to idolize or despise.., that tendency still exists.., uh... I perhaps don't do either quite as strongly now.., or feel either, I should say... But...uh... there still is that feeling, that one is a king and the other is a piece of dirt. Well...I mean...uh.., as you very well know.., you know exactly the type of feltow that I go for, and.., uh... all others I just seem to have no use for."
Immediately after the first implanting, the patient stated: "I sound bitter and dissatisfied ; I sound as though I am reaching for something I can't have." A change in behavior took place follow- ing this first implanting. After reinforcement, a further change took pla~e, the patient saying that her boss whom she had hitherto found extremely attractive to her because of his ability and business drive was now no longer so;she did not think of him any more as being a tyeoon, and a love affair with him ter- minated. A third period of driving brought about no change at the time; but a week afterward the implant had most considerable consequences: She gave up, she sMd, the whole idea of a "king"; she had now fMlen in love with a man of her own age. Asked how
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this came about, she said: "I simply made up my mind that since I can't get a 'king,' I would give myself a chance to like John. I don't put people on a pedestal like I used to.; I don't feel the same way I used to about the boss. I used to have a bitter grudge against my father for my troubles; now I see him as a weak person I don't admire."
  1. Durability of Implant. The writer's experience has shown that the implant, if not reinforced, declines in its activity fairly rapidly after two weeks; although, on occasion, it can be found operative as long as two or three months after the first implant- ing. As indicated earlier in this paper, the intensity of the implant can actually be progressively increased by a suitable reinforce- ment at rates of once a week to once a month.
  2. Shift.ing At~itud,es Towa.rd Cu.e Comm~nication. The writer has frequently encountered the interesting phenomenon of the according of negative values to the pattern of behavior repre- sented in the cue communication: "I hate my whining voice"; or: "I don't have to please people all the time; I'm not like that any more." This imparting of negative values is particularly likely to occur either after repeated implanting or with the progress of psychotherapy in general. A working premise concerning it is that, since the patient comes more clearly to identify the neurotic components in the cue communication and to organize more efficient behavioral patterns, he tends to reject the neurotic patterns and to express negative feelings toward them.
  3. Mobilization of Action Tenc~e~c~es. An interesting question which arises is whether an implant can mobilize action tendencies laid down before the event embodied in the implant. Experience indicates that, while this does occur, it is much less usual than the mobilization of action tendencies laid down subsequent to the implant and derived from the basic situation outlined in the cue communication used in implanting.
By continued replaying of a cue communication, a persistent tendency to act in a way which can be predetermined in its general characteristics can be established. In other words~ by driving a cue communication, one can, without exception, set up in the patient a persisting tendency for that cue statement, and other
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components of the "community of action tendencies" from which it was drawn, to return to his awareness.
  1. The dynamic implant thus established, and especially if re- inforced by repeated driving, tends to activate more and more of the components of the relevant community of action tend- encies. These components tend to appear in the patient's aware- heSS.
  2. This materia]]y contributes to problem identification by the patient and the therapist, and, hence, facilitates the processes of therapeutic reorganization.
  3. The dynamic qualities of the implant are functions of: (a) the amount and repetition of driving; (b) the intensity of the response; (c) defenses; (d) stress tolerance; (e) capacity for desensitization.
(5) The major continuing effects of the dynamic implant are: (a) progressive problem identification; (b) resulting reorganiza- tion of behavioral patterns; (c) negative evaluation of the neu- rotic patterns present in the cue communication used in driving.
Allan Memorial Institute of Psychiatry 1025 Pine Avenue, West Montreal 2, Canada
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2024.05.21 03:12 RianRsA Transcription of the entire video of BTMC's Reaction to worst hr player Rabbit Hole score

(My inspiration to do this was ChemicalHome4305, that person transcribed Ascension to Heaven)
Before you go to rsg, do you wanna see the really crazy worst hr player rabbit hole score? Ok fine. fine. 1k if fc, wait what the fuck? This is not the map I saw on tiktok. hoooly shit WHAT IS THIS MAP bro?? DUDE! Brother what are these PATTERNS? Wait is he doubletapping on some of them? the fuck? Also I can't tell if- if- he- this is a local recording right? he plays with snaking sliders? that's so disgusting. DUDE! WHAT THE FUCK ARE THESE JuUmPS? OH MY GOD ARE THESE JUMPS OR STREAMS? BROTHER I CAN'T EVEN TELL WHERE THEY'RE GOING. Too bad they didn't use the softcore nsfw storyboard, otherwise this would have 5 million views, am I right boys? the fuck, what the fuck man? does anyone have the map? any linkers? it's deleted? wait it is submitted? *chuckles* hehe, it's 9.87 stars, it's only 173 bpm though, what the. ughh i guess i'll play one last map. this is fucked up.
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2024.05.21 02:55 sungo8 St. Paul Show!

Ok, so I was the one who posted a few weeks ago about going in completely blind about the new songs and boy am I happy with that decision! I've been watching the setlists and went in last night with low expectations (I really didn't love the last couple albums) but they absolutely killed it last night. After a perfunctory performance two years ago at Surly it was really nice to see them back having more fun. No, it's not the same as it was 15 years ago, but I thought the new stuff was mostly good. I am probably in the minority in that I like "test-pattern-music" so during the weird part of Joan in the Garden I was actually really into it, even as Colin and company turned their backs on the audience in what I can only assume was an effort not to notice people leaving. I loved it, but I saw more than a few people give up.
Oh, and during The Soldiering Life the Minnesota Timberwolves won Game 7 against the Denver Nuggets; someone (not me) yelled "LET'S GOOOO WOLVES!" and then a sizable chunk of the audience (me, this time) started howling. Colin was noticeably confused and said "I assume you're cheering for Bob Beahen, a local guy who's helping us out on rhythm tonight!" Bob is the brother of a friend of mine, but no, we were not cheering for him. Go Wolves!
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