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2023.01.21 20:09 SeussianRaps

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2024.05.21 18:44 mystryista Melt me.

Your smile, Your gestures, Melting my heart. What to do? Want it more, Wanna see your perfect face again. Feel your hand On my head, See you smile, Ruffling my hair. Can't wait— Meet me soon, Work your charm, Melt me again.
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2024.05.21 00:38 CornSyrup22 Love and Jealousy (also this is my first poem, so please be nice)

Love and Jealousy were identical twins
I had heard about them my entire life, and was told they didn’t look all that similar
But still, I mistook them for one another a lot
I’d catch a glimpse of Love, and chase him down
Only for it to be Jealousy I’d catch instead
The first time it happened was in the 5th grade
I saw Love sitting across the room
I never talked to him, just admired him from afar
It wasn't until middle school when I got close enough to see it was Jealousy the entire time
I always yearned to be close with Love
But I never actually saw him
The second time it happened was in the 8th grade
Again, I saw him from across the room.
I never talked to him though
It took me a lot less time to realize it wasn’t Love this time
I heard about Love a lot
People were always talking about how cool he was
But I was starting to think he was just a myth
The third time it happened was my sophomore year of high school
This time, he was sat right next to me
For an entire year, I snuck glances at him
I thought I had finally found Love
But, it wasn’t him, of course
It was Jealousy
I stopped trying to find Love after that
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2024.05.20 21:28 The_Middleman Why Ozymandias Sucks: The Definitive Guide

Conversation about Adrian Veidt (Ozymandias) on this subreddit tends to be really limited, with many people taking at face value the "smartest man in the world" claim (which was published in a magazine Veidt owns!) and interpreting the ending as a moral quandary over whether killing millions is worth it to avert nuclear war.
But that's not how Veidt's character is written. Veidt is written, instead, to show how ego, anxiety, and detachment from humanity can drive people to do horrific things.
I collected examples from the text on several facets of Veidt's character, hoping to highlight how -- both through analogy and through plot -- Moore worked to paint a complex picture of Veidt as a person driven mad by anxiety and impotence, his fears fueled by isolation and obsessive media consumption, who did something unthinkable and unnecessary.
Is this post, itself, a bit obsessive? Yes. But I hope that people can link this post in the future the next time someone inevitably asks: "Was Ozymandias right?"

I. Veidt is mentally unwell.

II. Veidt is detached from humanity.

III. Veidt is obsessed with media and pop culture, and it deeply influences his worldview.

IV. Veidt undercuts his plan for his ego.

V. Veidt’s plan is doomed and ill-conceived.

VI. Veidt's relationship to the Comedian is crucial, and Veidt may be the comic's true "comedian."

VII. Veidt is a Hitler analogue.

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2024.05.16 23:20 Significant_Song_220 Hiii sorry for the late post or probably a little bite early post

La llarona
Known as Maltinzin in her original nomenclature, today, the lore of La Llorona is well known in Mexico and the southwestern United States.
The earliest documentation of La Llorona is traced back to 1550 in Mexico City. But there are theories about her story being connected to specific Aztec mythological creation stories. "The Hungry Woman" includes a wailing woman constantly crying for food, which has been compared to La Llorona's signature nocturnal wailing for her children. The motherly nature of La Llorona's tragedy has been compared to Chihuacoatl, an Aztec goddess deity of motherhood. Her seeking of children to keep for herself is significantly compared to Coatlicue, known as "Our Lady Mother" or Tonantsi (who's also comparable to the Virgen de Guadalupe, another significant mother figure in Mexican-culture), also a monster that devours filth or sin.
The legend of La Llorona is traditionally told throughout Mexico, Central America and northern South America. La Llorona is sometimes conflated with La Malinche, the Nahua woman who served as Hernán Cortés' interpreter and also bore his son. La Malinche is considered both the mother of the modern Mexican people and a symbol of national treachery for her role in aiding the Spanish.
Stories of weeping female phantoms are common in the folklore of both Iberian and Amerindian cultures. Scholars have pointed out similarities between La Llorona and the Cihuacōātl of Aztec mythology,as well as Eve and Lilith of Hebrew mythology. Author Ben Radford's investigation into the legend of La Llorona, published in Mysterious New Mexico, found common elements of the story in the German folktale "Die Weisse Frau" dating from 1486.La Llorona also bears a resemblance to the ancient Greek tale of the demigoddess Lamia, in which Hera, Zeus' wife, learned of his affair with Lamia and killed all the children Lamia had with Zeus. Out of jealousy over the loss of her own children, Lamia kills other women's children.
The Florentine Codex is an important text that originated in late Mexico in 1519, a quote from which is, "The sixth omen was that many times a woman would be heard going along weeping and shouting. She cried out loudly at night, saying, "Oh my children, we are about to go forever." Sometimes she said, "Oh my children, where am I to take you?"
While the roots of the La Llorona legend appear to be pre-Hispanic, the earliest published reference to the legend is a 19th-century sonnet by Mexican poet Manuel Carpio.The poem makes no reference to infanticide, rather La Llorona is identified as the ghost of a woman named Rosalia who was murdered by her husband
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2024.05.13 23:30 Dr_Roma 34/M/US - Finally Taking the Leap! Any Other 30+ Working Professionals Out There?

Here we go—I'm finally making a post!
So, after months of lurking (and a handful of half-written posts), I'm finally taking the plunge and giving this a shot. I know they say the journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step, but in my case, it begins with a single post. So, here goes nothing, right? Haha.
What am I looking for?
In a nutshell—authentic, meaningful conversation. A few days ago, a few other faculty members and I met up for an evening out to celebrate the end of finals. A few of us stayed pretty late, pontificating about life, talking about the most random topics, and basically just enjoying each other's company. I don't know about you, but in today's world (where so many of us are glued to Zoom screens and remote work), we need more of that sort of dynamic—just genuine, authentic, long-form discourse. I like to believe with the right sort of person (and the right sort of conversational skills), you can cultivate that sort of vibe in online conversation.
For example, when I think back to the past, one of my favorite memories was a lengthy conversation I had with a random stranger at a cozy little coffee shop in a small town in Upstate New York. We talked about everything from philosophy to the best type of coffee beans. That's the sort of conversation I crave!
A bit about me:
So basically...
I'm hoping to find thoughtful interactions with folks who genuinely want to discuss all that life has to offer. I'm drawn to people with a natural zest and curiosity for life, who embrace a growth mindset, and who value emotional intelligence and strong communication skills. Whether we're delving into deep philosophical questions or sharing our favorite recipes, I'm looking for someone who appreciates the beauty of a well-rounded, engaging conversation.
If this sounds like you, send me a chat message! I'm looking forward to hearing from you!
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2024.05.12 20:49 Rebex999 Most sane SGI member response to why SGI is a cult

Full text: Im seeing all these threads Really .Iam a spiritual being ..!! So ive been chanting 31 years 2020 !! I dint let no oNe run out . Of sgi .Since the time I was excommunicatedI stood with President ikeda and show actual proof , Somehow I felt the oneness of mentor and disciple kind of like having a Jesus moment but you don’t always feel them right? But every time I chant in frint of the GOHONZON and with my mentor i get hugh results!! Actul proof . Fuck all the bullshit , The priesthood say we chanting to fake GOHONZON!! Thats crazy!! Do you know how many other sex of Nichiren diashonins is Buddhism there Is?? is and I’ll kinds of crazy stuff having a priest and have an answer to three part prayers????? it’s almost like you have to be a Buddhist monk!! Yes there’s a lot about president ikeda No worship !! but he actually wrote poems just because they might not be the best But they are powerful and some beautiful butore than Any other person on this thread anybody on this website it has something to say about this man is not done when he’s done he might have the most honorary doctorate’s but might not know a lick the science but he’s got it he’s got the most can anyone say that??????????? he actually took all those pictures even though some might be out of focus but he did that while fighting to have an organization of people who could chaNt together learning to chant And never give up !! and having an organization to use !! you supposed to use the organization!! for organization there for us -it’s not you have to follow and worship president ikeda ..Some peoples jealousy is overzealousness and maybe their inability to chaNt and bring forth the Buddha nature and great fortune just couldn’t stand up to idiot people in the organization organizations for the people not for the priest president ikeda !!! FORTUNE FORTUNE FORTUNE !!! Is all i have !! Chant over come laziness LMFAO !!!!
Source: Beaver Mac’s response on https://www.quora.com/Why-is-the-Soka-Gakkai-considered-a-Dangerous-Cult
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2024.05.10 20:04 Vukobasa An observer in the Near East: MONTENEGRO (1907)

An observer in the Near East: MONTENEGRO (1907)
ΜΟΝΤΕΝEGRO
CHAPTER I
THE CITY IN THE SKY
Why I went to the Balkans―The road to Montenegro―Cettinje and its petroleum tins―About the blood-feud―England and Montenegro―Warned not to attempt to go to Albania―My guide a marked man-The story of Tef―A woman's fickleness, and its sequel.
CHAPTER II
AN AUDIENCE OF PRINCE NICHOLAS
The Palace at Cettinje―A cigarette with the Prince―The policy of Montenegro―A confidential chat―His Royal Highness's admiration for England―His views upon Macedonia―He urges me not to attempt to go to Albania. but I persuade him to help me―His Highness's kindness―Souvenirs.
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CHAPTER I
THE CITY IN THE SKY
Why I went to the Balkans— The road to Montenegro — Cettinje and its petroleum tins — About the blood-feud — England and Montenegro — Warned not to attempt to go to Albania — My guide a marked man — The story of Tef — A woman's fickleness, and its sequel.
I ENTERED the Balkans by the back door. The luxuries of the Orient Express had no attraction for me. I wanted to see the Balkans as they really are, those great, wild, mountainous countries, so full of race hatreds, of political bickerings, of fierce blood-feuds, of feverish propa- gandas those nations with their interesting monarchs and their many mysteries.
The "Orient" runs direct from Paris to the Balkan capitals, it is true, but if one goes to study a people the capital is not the only place in which to discover the truth. One must go into the country, move among the peasantry, hear their grievances and investigate their wrongs. Therefore I decided to enter the East by Montenegro, and also visit the wild and little-known regions of Northern Albania.
The comfortable voyage by the Austrian-Lloyd mail steamer Graf Wurmbrand from Trieste down the Adriatic, touching at Pola, the Austrian naval station, Lussinpiccolo, Zara- famed for its maraschino-Sebenico, Spalato, and Gravosa to Cattaro, has been already described by many writers. Suffice it to say that it is perhaps one of the most picturesque of pleasure-trips in the world, for every moment one has a fresh panorama of mountain and blue sea, of green, fertile islands with subtropical vegetation, and tiny white villages nestling at the sea's edge, as the steamer threads her way through the narrow and often difficult channels.
At times the wild scenery, especially in the Bocche di Cattaro, reminds the traveller of the Norwegian fiords, and at others the coast is an almost exact reproduction of the French Riviera.
The object of my journey was, however, not in order to write a mere description of men and places. There have been other travellers in the Balkans who have related their story, therefore my mission was to make careful inquiry into the present unsettled state of affairs, try and discover the grievances of both sides, and endeavour to obtain from the rulers and statesmen of the various nations their aspirations for the future. This I succeeded in doing, for the various monarchs of the Balkans graciously gave me audience; and from their Ministers, from the middle classes, and from the peasants, I was enabled at last to form some conclusion as to the real situation-political, economical, social, and financial.
The writer who attempts to place the various Balkan questions impartially and clearly before the public will at once find himself utterly confused, and wallowing wildly in a morass of misstatement and misrepresentation. The Balkans are torn by race hatreds, party strife, and the intrigues of the Powers. The Turk hates the Bulgar, the Serb hates the Austrian, the Roumanian hates the Greek, the Albanian hates the Montenegrin, the Bosnian hates the Turk, while the Macedonian hates everybody all round. What is told to one authoritatively one hour, is flatly contradicted the next; therefore it is not in the least surprising that in the European Press there have been so many misstatements about the various Balkan questions, the real truth being so very difficult to obtain.
I have, however, endeavoured to obtain it, and at risk of being injudicious, to place before the reader the facts as they are, without any political bias, or any seeking to gloss over the many glaring defects of administration of which I have myself been witness.
To describe the beauties of the Bocche di Cattaro, that series of winding channels where the high grey mountains rise sheer from the water, would be only to traverse old ground. Suffice it to say that I landed at Cattaro on a bright, sunny noon, and found upon the quay a tall, lean mountaineer who had been sent to meet me.
To the traveller fresh from the West the Montenegrin costume of both women and men is very attractive, but a few days in the Balkans soon accustoms the eye to a perfect phantasmagoria of colour and of costume. Pero was my driver's name, and I noticed that around his waist was a revolver belt, but minus the weapon. I inquired where it was, and with a grin he informed me that Cattaro, being in Dalmatia, the Austrians would not allow Montenegrins to bring arms into their country; so they were compelled to leave them on the other side of the frontier, ten kilometres distant.
My bags packed upon the three-horse travelling carriage and secured with many strings, and Pero equipped with a plentiful stock of cigarettes, he mounted upon the box, whipped up his long-tailed ponies, and we started on our eight-hour ascent of that great wall of mountain that hides Montenegro from the sea.
As we ascended through the little village of Skaljari we entered upon a magnificent road, said to be one of the greatest engineering feats of modern times, and steadily ascended, until at the striped black-and-yellow Austrian boundary post we crossed the frontier, and were in the "Land of the Black Mountain"-Montenegro. Across the road, at an acute angle, a row of paving-stones marks the frontier, and soon after- wards we found ourselves in the wildest and most desolate mountain region. At a lonely roadside hut Pero obtained his big, serviceable-looking revolver, and I, of course, wore mine in my belt; for in Montenegro or Albania arms make the man. A man unarmed is looked upon as an effeminate coward. Indeed, by order of Prince Nicholas every Monte- negrin must wear the national dress, both men and women, and every man must carry his revolver when out of doors.
Four hours from Cattaro we were in a lonely mountain fastness, a wild, desolate, treeless region of huge limestone rocks of peculiar volcanic formation, which gave them the appearance of a boiling sea. The views over the Adriatic as we turned back were so superb that, despite photographing being strictly forbidden on account of the fortresses in the vicinity, I could not resist the temptation to take one or two surreptitiously. On, through a bleak, uninhabited country, we at last reached the guard-house of Kerstac, and then half an hour later found ourselves upon a plateau where, in the centre, stood the small clean village of Nyegush, the ancestral home of the reigning family, and the scene of most of the Montenegrin wars of independence. Here we halted for half an hour at the post-house, and before we left, the big, lumbering post-diligence, with its armed guard, came up behind us.
Before we moved off again it had grown dark, the moon shone, and for four hours longer we alternately climbed and descended through that wild region of silence and desolation, until at last we saw, deep below, the lights of Cettinje, the little capital, and an hour later brought us to the unpre- tending "Grand" Hotel.
Hardly had I entered my room when there came a loud knock at my door, and a tall, scarlet-coated Montenegrin warrior, armed to the teeth, entered and saluted. For a moment I looked up at him aghast, but the mystery was solved when, next second, he handed me with great ceremony a telegram from a dear friend in England wishing me God- speed. I had taken him to be, at least, one of the Prince's bodyguard, and he was only a plain telegraph messenger!
This was but one of many surprises in store for me in Montenegro. Next morning I went out to look round the clean little capital, when, on passing the Prince's palace, I saw a number of soldiers drawn up, and as I went by, the band suddenly struck up the British National Anthem! I raised my hat, halted, and stood puzzled. Surely they were not honouring me! Another moment, however, and I recognised the reason. In a carriage, accompanied by the Grand Marechal of the Court, there drove up my friend Mr. Charles des Graz, the newly-appointed British Chargé d'Affaires to Montenegro, who was about to present his creden- tials to His Royal Highness the Prince.
Montenegro is perhaps the most interesting country in all the Balkans. Cettinje, a small, clean town of broad streets and one-storeyed, whitewashed houses, is a little city in the sky, lying as it does in a cup-shaped depression at the summit of a high, bare mountain. Its long, straight, main street reminds one very much of a small country town in England, if it were not that everyone is, by law, compelled to wear the national dress, and every man has in his belt his big, long- barrelled revolver, without which he must never go out of doors.
The men, sturdy mountaineers, are of fine physique- handsome fellows, all of them. Their dress consists of dark blue baggy trousers, white woollen gaiters, raw-hide shoes, a scarlet jacket heavily braided with gold, and a small round cap, with black silk around the edge and the crown of the same colour as the jacket, bearing the Prince's initials in Servian letters, "H.I." The women, who are particularly good-looking, wear dark skirts, beautifully hand-embroidered blouses, and a kind of long coat, with open sleeves of soft, dove-grey cloth. Forbidden to wear European hats, they are compelled to adopt an exactly similar cap to the men, except that the crown is embroidered instead of bearing the royal initials.
Nowhere have I seen such glorification of the male as in Montenegro. To the men, born fighters as they are, work is undignified; therefore the women toil while the opposite sex look on. I saw women employed in building operations and performing work which, in other countries, is left to day- labourers.
Cettinje is quaint in the extreme. The only houses of foreigners are the various Legations, and the only foreigners are diplomats with their wives and families. The first thing that strikes the stranger is the number of petroleum tins. Opposite the hotel I saw a great ring of empty tins, numbering some hundreds, ranged around a fountain. A few women were squatting gossiping, and an armed policeman lounged against the water-source. On inquiry, I found that there was a water famine, and the tins had been placed there at dawn to await the moment when the authorities thought fit to allow the people to get their daily supply. The women had gone away to work, and would return later. The Monte- negrins a short time ago constructed a reservoir, but there was a crack in it, so the water ran away. Hence the famine.
The petroleum tin is never out of sight for a single moment in Cettinje. At any hour, and in any street, you see women and children carrying them. They are used for everything, from milk-pails to flower-pots.
In Cettinje one comes for the first time up against the dark-faced, scowling Albanian in his tightly fitting trousers of white wool striped with black, his dirty white fez, and the swagger of superiority in his gait. He is well armed, and for a good reason. The Montenegrin hates the Albanian, because of the constant border feuds over at Podgoritza, where blood is constantly spilt, and where I have seen a Montenegrin in the market squatting over a basket of apples with a loaded rifle.
That morning I was chatting to a man in Montenegrin dress, of whom I had bought some excellent cigarettes, manufactured by the Montenegro Tobacco Monopoly-an Italian syndicate, by the way and happened to mention that I was on my way to Albania. "Ah, gospodin!" he exclaimed, holding up both his hands, and glancing at the revolver in my belt. "Take my advice.
Don't go into Albania or Macedonia. You are not safe there from one moment to the other. For half a word they'll shoot you dead as easily as they drink a glass of wine. No man's life is worth a moment's purchase there. I'm Albanian myself from Kroja-and I know."
This was scarcely reassuring. I looked about me on every hand as I strolled through Cettinje. All was so quiet, so orderly, so very peaceful there, even though the big, burly mountaineers in the gold-laced jackets eyed me with askance as I passed. Not without some trepidation I took a number of photographs, for I had heard that, like the Turk, the Monte- negrin was averse to having his counterfeit presentment put upon paper. Nevertheless, the first feeling of insecurity having passed, I very soon found myself quite at home in Cettinje, and in the midst of very good and kind friends.
A good many foreigners come up from Cattaro to pry about Cettinje for a day or two, buy picture-postcards and antique arms, sneer at the honest Montenegrin, and return into Dalmatia. Towards such, the Montenegrin is not par- ticularly polite. But those who go to Cettinje to seriously and thoroughly study the people and their future will find a great deal of genuine and charming hospitality.
My first day in Cettinje was lonely. Afterwards, until I left, I was always with friends and officials, who took the greatest trouble to answer my questions and explain matters.
Montenegro is entirely unlike any other country in the world. Its air of antiquity is particularly pleasing, while on every hand the beneficent rule of Prince Nicholas is apparent. Every man in Montenegro swears by his Prince, whom he almost worships. They call him their "father," and if His Royal Highness raised the standard of war to- morrow, every man would rise and fight to the death. The Prince is accessible to all his people-more so to them, indeed, than to the diplomats. Sometimes, early in the morning, he will sit in an arm-chair on the steps leading to the entrance of his palace, and there hear the complaints or petitions of his people. In this patriarchal way he often ministers justice. Last year he granted Montenegro a Constitution, and there is now a Skupshtina similar to that of Servia; but the people have not yet quite understood that in future they must go to the Ministers, and not to their Prince. They will see him, and nobody else.
In no country is loyalty and patriotism so strong as in Montenegro. The army is well trained, and the whole country being one huge natural fortress, a foreign enemy would experience enormous difficulty in gaining entrance. In Cettinje, even a constant traveller like myself meets with continual surprises. One day, while walking at the rear of the Bigliardo, or old palace-so called because when built the first billiard table was introduced-I heard the sound of clanking chains behind me. At first I took no notice, but as it continued with regular rhythm I glanced behind, when, to my amaze- ment, I saw a convict in leg-fetters with difficulty taking his afternoon stroll beneath the trees! There were several others on the grass plot before the prison, idling in the shadow or gossiping with their friends, who had come to keep them company!
Inquiriesshowed that most of these prisoners were murderers, not for robbery but for vendetta. In Montenegro the blood- feud is constant, and life is held very cheap. It invariably commences by jealousy, and is of everyday occurrence. Two lovers quarrel, and one is shot. Then the blood-feud commences, and unlike in Italy or other Southern countries, the vendetta is not only upon the murderer, but upon his next-of-kin. Therefore, if the assassin escapes into Servia, Bosnia, or Turkey, as he so often does, the brother of the dead man takes up the feud and kills the assassin's brother without parley when next he meets him. I myself saw a man shot dead one night in Ryeka, at the head of the Lake of Scutari, and the murderer walked coolly away undeterred. It was the blood-feud, and no one took much notice.
"S'bogom!" (God be with you!) It is the expression you hear on every hand in the Balkans. In the streets the peasants touch their round caps in salute and exclaim, "S'bogom!" When you leave for a journey and when you return, when you rise and when you go to rest; even if you go for a short walk-it is the same. Life is so uncertain in those wild regions that the protection of the Almighty is invoked upon you always, and your revolver is ever ready in your belt.
In Cettinje I had a faithful guide and servant, a black-eyed, somewhat sinister-looking Albanian, named Palok. He travelled with me through Montenegro and Albania, and was most faithful and devoted. Besides Albanian and Serb he spoke a little Italian, and possessed a keen sense of humour.
One day, while we were travelling through the wild, bare mountain, a perfect wilderness of huge boulders without a single tree or even blade of grass, we halted for our midday meal, and while eating he told me of a great friend of his who had recently been killed at Spuz for vendetta, and he added, fondling the butt of his revolver, "I too, gospodin, shall die before long."
I looked at him in surprise. His usually humorous face had changed. It was dark and thoughtful, and his black eyes were fixed upon me.
"Is there a blood-feud upon you, then?" I asked, in surprise.
"Yes," he replied briefly; and though I endeavoured to persuade him to tell the story, it was not until the following day that with some reluctance he explained.
"A year ago my brother Tef, away in Scutari, fell in love with a beautiful girl. He had a rival-a young Albanian, a coppersmith in the bazaar. They quarrelled, but the girl-ah! she was very beautiful-preferred Tef. Where- upon the rival one night took his rifle and laid in wait for my brother in the main street of Scutari. Early in the evening he left the house of the girl's father, and as he passed the fellow shot poor Tef dead."
And he paused as his brow knit deeply, and his teeth were set tightly.
"Well?" I asked.
"Well, gospodin. What would you have done had your own brother died a dog's death? I took a rifle, and within a week the murderer was in his grave. I shot him through the heart and then I left Scutari."
"And you are safe here, in Montenegro ?"
"Safe! Oh dear, no," he answered. "One day-it may be to-day-the fellow's brother will kill me. He must kill me. It is Fate-why worry about it? It does one no good."
And the marked man, the man doomed to die at a moment when he least expects it, rolled a cigarette and lit it with perfect resignment.
"And are you not afraid to go with me back to Scutari?" I asked, amazed at his fearlessness.
"Afraid, gospodin!" he exclaimed, looking at me in reproach as his hand instinctively wandered to his weapon. "Afraid! No Albanian is afraid of the blood-feud. I have killed the murderer, and his brother must kill me. It is our law." And the doomed man smiled gravely.
"And the girl?" I asked.
"Ah! They are all the same," he answered, with a quick shrug of the shoulders. "A month ago she married a tobacco- seller a man old enough to be her father. Poor Tef! If he could but know!"
"And the blood-feud still continues?"
"Of course-until I am dead."
Then Palok smoked on in silence, entirely resigned to the fate that awaits him. He knows that one day, as he walks along the road, the sharp crack of a hidden rifle will sound, and he will fall to earth, another victim of a woman's fickleness.
S'bogom! God be with you!
CHAPTER II
AN AUDIENCE OF PRINCE NICHOLAS
The Palace at Cettinje-A cigarette with the Prince-The policy of Monte- negro-A confidential chat-His Royal Highness's admiration for England-His views upon Macedonia-He urges me not to attempt to go to Albania, but I persuade him to help me-His Highness's kindness -Souvenirs.
HIS Royal Highness the Prince will be pleased to grant you private audience at four o'clock this after- noon, gospodin."
The tall, burly aide-de-camp in the little round cap, high boots, pale blue overcoat, and pistols in his belt, saluted, and we shook hands.
It was then three o'clock, and I was just about to go out to visit Madame Constantinovitch, the mother of Princess Mirko. So I had to return at once to my room and dress for the audience. The kings and princes of the Balkans have a habit of summoning one at a moment's notice, and paying visits at unearthly hours.
Here, in Cettinje, in the heart of these wild, desolate fast- nesses, one seems so far removed from European influence, yet how great a part has this rocky, impregnable country, with its fierce soldier-inhabitants, played in the politics of Eastern Europe, and how great a part it is still destined to play in the near future!
The fact that everybody is armed gives the stranger an uncanny feeling. The man who brings one's coffee wears a perfect arsenal of weapons in his sash, and one quickly acquires the habit of carrying a revolver one's self. Indeed, if you are wise, you will carry a good serviceable weapon from the moment you enter the Balkans to the moment you quit them. But if you approach the Albanian frontier, you will be at once warned not to fire without just cause. A few shots is sufficient to alarm the whole neighbourhood for many miles, and on hearing the alarm every man seizes his rifle and flies to the rendezvous, fully equipped and eager for the fight with those Albanian border tribes, of whom I afterwards had the good fortune to be the guest.
I had already had a long chat with Prince Danilo, the Crown Prince of Montenegro, whom I found a very smart and highly educated man, fully alive to the political difficulties of the neighbouring states and the necessity of Montenegro preserving her independence. He held very strong views upon the terrible state of affairs in Macedonia, and gave me many interesting details about his own country.
Having met him, and also his younger brother, Prince Mirko, I was particularly anxious to make the acquaintance of their father, Prince Nicholas, the ruler of the sturdy, warlike dwellers of the "Land of the Black Mountain "-the principal and most striking figure in this remarkable country, where peace and war walk ever hand-in-hand.
Since 1860, when his uncle, Prince Danilo, was assassinated, he has ruled justly, if somewhat sternly, and has succeeded in raising his nation from a state of semi-civilisation to the high place it now occupies in the Eastern world. In 1888 he gave the country a Civil and Criminal Code, and last year he granted a Constitution. Indeed, he has done all in his power to induce his warriors to follow the arts of peace without forgetting those of war.
At the hour appointed, the royal aide-de-camp called in a carriage and drove me to the Palace, a long, dark brown building of somewhat plain exterior, as befits the home of a fighting race, where I was received in the great hall by half a dozen bowing servants in scarlet and gold. Here I was met by the chamberlain, who conducted me up the grand staircase and into the great audience-chamber, with its many fine paintings and highly polished floor. Then, after a moment, the Prince-a brilliant figure-entered, shook me by the hand, and welcomed me to Montenegro.
These formalities ended, His Royal Highness said in Italian, "Come, let us go into yonder room. We shall be able to talk there more comfortably." And he led me into a smaller chamber, where he gave me a seat at the table where he sat.
The afternoon was gloomy, and dusk was creeping on, therefore upon the table a great antique silver candelabra had been set, and by its light I was enabled to obtain a good view of the ruler of Crnagora, the "Land of the Black Mountain."
Of magnificent physique, tall, muscular, with hair slightly grey, he bore his sixty-five years lightly. Attired in the splendid national costume of scarlet, blue, and gold, with high boots, he wore a single decoration at his throat, the Cross of Danilo, of which Order he is Master. Upon his hand- some, well-cut features the candles shed a soft light, causing the gold upon his dress to glitter, and I noticed, as I asked him questions, how his dark, keen eyes shot quick, inquiring glances of alertness.
After the first few minutes of regal formality His Highness's manner entirely changed. Putting ceremony aside, he pro- duced his cigarette case of crocodile skin, with the royal crown and cipher in gold in the corner-offered me a Montenegrin cigarette, took one himself, lit mine with his own hand, and then we fell to chatting.
In the delightful hour and a half we smoked together I asked the prince-poet many questions, and learnt many things. He explained several difficult points in Balkan politics, which to me, an Englishman, had always been puzzling. We spoke in Italian of Macedonia and of a certain well-known foreign diplomat in London who was our mutual friend, the Prince giving me a very kind message to deliver to him.
Presently I referred to the splendid result of his rule, and related to him a little incident which had occurred to me in Nyegush a few days before, as showing how deeply he was beloved by his nation. A smile crossed his fine open countenance as he replied simply, "I have done my best for my people-my very best; and I shall do so as long as God gives me life. I am happy to believe that my people appreciate my efforts."
"And now, Monseigneur," I asked, "will you tell me what is the present position of Montenegro?"
"The present position is peace," was his prompt answer. "I have granted a Constitution, and the first meeting of the new Skupshtina has been held successfully. Though the Albanian question is always with us, I am thankful to say we are on the most excellent terms with Turkey, while towards Russia we are pursuing our traditional policy. For the Emperor Francis Josef of Austria I have nothing but the most profound admiration, and I owe very much to him."
"And towards England, Monseigneur ?"
"England has been, as you know, Montenegro's very best friend," replied the Prince. "I, personally, have the greatest respect and admiration for your great country. We Montenegrins always remember that it was Mr. Gladstone who gave us the strip of seaboard on the Adriatic with Dulcigno. He was our greatest friend, and his memory is respected by admirer by every man in Montenegro. Of Tennyson, too, I am a great I am very fond of his poems."
"You are a poet yourself, Monseigneur," I remarked, remembering that more than one poetical drama from his pen had been successfully produced on the stage.
His Royal Highness smiled, and puffed slowly at his cigarette.
"I have written one or two little things, it is true; but nothing of late."
"I wonder if I dare ask your Royal Highness to write a few lines for me as a souvenir of my visit?" I asked, not without some trepidation.
"Ah!-well-I won't promise," he laughed. "All depends whether I'm in the mood for it."
"But you will try, won't you?
And the Prince nodded assent.
Then we spoke of Servia and of recent events there; but he was not inclined to discuss the question, and naturally so, when it is remembered that his daughter was the late wife of King Peter.
Returning to the burning question of Macedonia, I saw that he was well informed of all that was transpiring around lakes Presba and Ochrida and down in Serres.
"It is a monstrous state of affairs," he declared. "Something must be done at once, for as soon as spring comes again the massacres will increase."
"But there are outrages, tortures, and massacres every day," I remarked.
"Ah yes," he sighed, "I know. Most terrible details have reached me lately. But you are going to Macedonia yourself, and you will see with your own eyes."
"And what, in your opinion, would be the best settlement of the question?" I inquired.
"There is but one way, namely, for the Powers to call a conference and place Macedonia under a governor - general, who must be a European prince. The reforms would then be carried out, and the Greek bands expelled from the country. How long will Europe tolerate the present frightful state of affairs?"
"The fact is, Monseigneur, that we, in England, are very ignorant of the true state of things, or even of the facts of the Macedonian question," I said.
"Ah, there you are quite correct. If your English public knew what was really happening-how an innocent Christian population is being slaughtered and exterminated because of international rivalry-they would cry shame upon those responsible for this wholesale murder and outrage. But" -he smiled-" I almost forget myself. My position as a ruler forbids me to talk politics, you know!" And we laughed together.
"So you are going to Servia, Bulgaria, Roumania, and to Constantinople-eh?" he remarked a little later, when we had lit fresh cigarettes. "In Bulgaria, and also in Roumania, you will see many things that will interest you. The Bul- garians are very strongly armed, and so are the Roumanians."
"Her Majesty the Queen of Roumania has also promised me audience," I said.
"When you see her, will you please present to Her Majesty my most cordial respects. She is so very charming."
"I want, Monseigneur, to visit Northern Albania, leaving Montenegro by Ryeka and Scutari. Would that be the best route, do you think?"
"What!" he exclaimed, in surprise. "Do you actually contemplate visiting the tribes up in the Accursed Mountains?"
"Certainly. Why not?"
"Well, my advice is, don't think of going there. If you do, you will never return. You'll be shot at sight, like a dog. You have no idea what those uncivilised tribes are like. The whole country is utterly lawless."
"So I understand. But I've also heard that the Albanian possesses a deep sense of honour. And I thought that I might possibly obtain permission from one or other of the chiefs."
The Prince was silent for a moment. Then, looking at me across the table, said-
"Do not go. It is far too great a risk."
His advice was the same that my, friends in London had given me; the same that I had received there, in the market-place of Cettinje.
But I was determined, and pressed His Royal Highness to assist me, at last receiving his promise of help. By his kind permission, the Albanian named Palok acted as my guide, and what eventually happened to me in that wild region will be seen in the following pages.
"Well," exclaimed the Prince at last, "if you go up there, it must be at your own risk. I've warned you of the danger. No one has been up there for many years. It has been at- tempted, of course, but travellers have either been held to ransom, and the Turks have been compelled to pay for their release, or else they have simply been shot by the first Albanian meeting them. The country beyond Scutari is the most unsafe in the whole Balkan Peninsula."
I replied that I intended to make the attempt.
"Well, then, I wish you buon viaggio," he laughed. "May every good luck attend you, and as we say in Montenegro - S'bogom! (God be with you!) When you return for I suppose you will pass this way down to the sea-come and see me, and tell me all about the Skreli and Kastrati country -for of course I am highly interested. They are always at war with our people on the frontier."
"I will let your Royal Highness know the moment I am back in Cettinje," I promised.
Then rising, he gripped my hand warmly, saying-
"Then I will help you if I can. Be careful of yourself, for I shall be anxious about you. Again, S'bogom!"
And the Prince accompanied me to the head of the grand staircase, where I made my obeisance, turned and descended through the rows of armed and bowing servants ranged in the hall, charmed by His Royal Highness's graciousness towards me and by the pleasant chat I had enjoyed.
When, after my journey through Northern Albania, I one afternoon re-entered that audience-chamber, and he came forward with outstretched hand to greet me, he exclaimed-
"Well, well! I am so glad to see you back safe and sound. You look a little thinner in the face a little travel-worn- eh? Life in the Albanian mountains is not like your life in London or Paris, is it? But never mind as long as you are safe," he laughed, placing his hand kindly upon my shoulder.
"Come along to this room. It is more cosy," and he led me to the smaller apartment, his own private cabinet.
For nearly two hours I sat relating to him what occurred on my journey, and describing the wild country which had, until then, been practically a sealed book. Even though Cettinje is so near, hardly anything was known of the Skreli, the Hoti, the Klementi, or the Kastrati tribes, save that they were brigandish bands who constantly raided the Montenegrin frontier.
The Prince listened to me with great attention, and put many questions to me as we smoked together.
Then rising, he took from a drawer in his great writing- table a small scarlet box, and as he opened it he bestowed upon me a compliment undeserved, for he said -
"There are few men who would have risked what you have done. Therefore I wish to invest you with our Order of Danilo, as a mark of my appreciation and esteem."
And he displayed to me the beautiful dark blue and white enamelled cross of the Order, the same that he was wearing at his throat, surmounted by the royal crown and suspended upon the white ribbon edged with cerise.
After he had invested me with the Order, saying many kind things to me, which I really don't think I deserved, he added-
"The chef du chancellerie will send you the diploma in due course, and I trust, when you petition your own gracious Sovereign King Edward, that His Majesty will allow you to wear this insignia."
I thanked His Royal Highness, gripped his hand, and a few minutes later passed through the line of bowing servants out of the Palace.
And that same evening I received from His Royal Highness the signed photograph which appears in these pages.
Before I left Cettinje I received the following expressive lines, written especially for me by a Montenegrin poet who is a great personage, but whose name he would not permit me to give. They are in Servian as follows, and I have placed their English translation below :-
S' veledušnog Albiona
Pružiše se dvije ruke
Crnoj Gori da pomogu
U junačke njene muke
S' vrućom rječu na ustima
Gladston diže Crnogorce
A Tenison za najprve
U svijet ih broi borce
Na glas svoih Velikana
Britanski se narod trže
Da pomože da zaštiti
Crnu Goru iz najbrže
Posla svoje bojne ladje
Sto na tečnost gospostvuju
Veledušno da zaštite
Domovinu milu Moju
O fala ti po sto puta
Blagorodni lyudi Soju
Dok je svjeta dok je greda
Nad Ulcinjem koje stoju
Hraniće ti blagodarnost
Ova šaka sokolova
Koima si u pomoci
Stiga putem od valova.
The literal translation in English is as follows:-
From the great-souled Albion,
Two arms were stretched
To help Montenegro
In her heroic sufferings.
With fiery word on his lips
Gladstone lifts up Montenegrins,
Whilst Tennyson declared them
The very first fighters in the world.
On the call of their great men,
British people rose up
In quickest manner, to help
And to protect Montenegro.
They despatched their war-ships,
Which rule over the seas,
Generously to protect
My Fatherland so dear to me.
Oh! thanks to thee, hundredfold thanks,
Noble race of men.
As long as the world lasts,
As long as the mountains above Dulcigno stand,
Will remain grateful to thee,
This handful of falcons,
To whose help thou didst come
By the road of the waves.
- An Observer in the Near East - William Le Queux. Publisher, E. Nash, 1907.
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2024.05.08 10:37 Ok_Interaction2231 Was I (19F) wrong by addressing boyfriend’s (19M) past relationship in this way?

I really like words of affirmation and gift giving. I think the whole “love languages” stuff is kinda bs, because I believe in a well rounded effort through ought all categories of “love languages”. This includes paragraphs, i love you gifts, cuddling, spending time together (dates etc.) and acts of service.
My boyfriend is great, he’s so loving and supportive. However, I really don’t feel like I’m getting what I need. For the entirety of our relationship I’ve asked him to put an effort into writing me an appreciative paragraph once in awhile, maybe a love note. Hes really good at giving compliments like “You’re so pretty” or “I love you so much” but these feel very surface level for me, and I find myself at times feeling bummed because I truly dont know how much this guy cares about me. We’ve been dating for almost a year, I’ve received one extended message about his care for me less than a month after our dating, and nearly every message I get that explains things he truly loves about me and why, or how much he cares about me and our future together im surprised.
I’ve almost given up on asking him to do these words of affirmation things as well as small gifts every once in awhile (even something he can just make). When we’re together, he takes me out to eat and cuddles me, does small chores that I dislike doing when I ask or occasionally without me asking. I also made an effort to say I especially like being treated like a “lady” (door holding, holding my hands in public etc.) and hes made an effort in this area that I’ve noticed recently. However, when it comes to the words thing he says that even though he wants to he finds it incredibly difficult to remind himself to do these things for me, and we frequently end up in messy, teary eyed conversations about how I feel unloved.
Tonight was another one of those conversations, the same stuff that has previously been said before had been repeated. This time, however, i opened up about how I feel as though there is something wrong with me that makes him not want to do this things. The reason behind much of this insecurity obviously has to do with the lack of things I asked for, but also because of his ex girlfriend. For context they dated junior-senior year of hs and she was not the greatest to him. I remember him on multiple occasions explaining how he’s made her small gifts (like a deck of cards with 51 reasons why he loves her) that have made me almost jealous? The way he talks about her, he sounds like he hates her, but he has not given me anything remotely similar to that which I would LOVE. He’s given me a poem before, and gifts for holidays and has paid for things that I want when shopping together, but nothing on that nature.
Tonight while going through a box of 51 “read me when” letters I made him at the beginning of our relationship he began to cry because he felt bad that he had done nothing of that nature for me, though I try not to keep score of who does what for who, it made me a bit bitter. The conversation previously mentioned ensued and I mentioned how I felt like something was wrong with me because he was able to do something similar for his ex, but not for me.
I don’t think it was a great thing for me to say, but it came from an honest effort to communicate my insecurity and jealousy of the way he treated her. His response was that “he didn’t like that” and I began crying profoundly and apologized before going to bed.
Was I wrong? Am I wrong? Am I asking to much of him? My head hurts.
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2024.05.07 17:09 deistic-nutcase Sufism: A Proponent of Offensive Jihad

Sufism: A Proponent of Offensive Jihad
I'm posting this because Sufis are often a neglected sect in Islam, and are not give as much attention as such. Its important to understand that even Sufis believe in offensive Jihad, and that they are not pacifists.

QAŞĪDAH BURDAH CHAPTER 8: JIHĀD

Imām Abū Ábdullāh Muĥammad ibn Saýīd al-Būşīrī al-Shādhilī [608-696 AH / 1213-1295 CE] devoted the eighth chapter of his poem to the Jihād of RasūlAllāh ﷺ. This makes clear that the true Sufis did not reject Jihād and were not pacifists.

He writes (original Arabic Text below, this is a translation):
“The news of his being sent alarmed the hearts of the foes, Just like a roar causing heedless sheep to startle and flee. He kept courageously facing them at each battlefield, Till they were butchered by spears like meat in a butchery. They longed to flee so much that they watched the parts carried off By buzzards and vultures in a state of near jealousy. The nights would pass with them unaware the number of them, Except the nights of the Sacred Months of tranquility. As if religion had been a guest arrived at their yard, With every nobleman craving meat of the enemy. It brought an ocean of troops on gracefully-floating steeds, Advancing waves made of heroes, surging successively. Each in response to the call of God, in hope of reward, Attacking armed to uproot and shatter idolatry. Until the Faith of Islam, with them among it, became— Once having been foreign—now a unified family.
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Protected forever from them by the best father and Best husband, so not an orphan or a widow is she. They are the mountains, so ask about them their battle-foe, At every battle, the things from them that he used to see. And ask Hunayn, question Badr, and even ask Uhud, too— Events of death for them, worse than plague in catastrophe. Returning white blades now turned to crimson after they reached The fighters with flowing hair of black from the enemy.Inscribing with spears of Lettering, their pens didn’t leave A body line with undotted i, and crossed every t.
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With sharpened weapons they had a mark to set them apart; A rose is set by its mark apart from a thorny tree. The victory winds convey to you the sweet news of them; So flowers in bloom you’d reckon every soldier to be They were in horseback like firmly-rooted plants up on hills— From grit so solid, not girth of saddle held solidly. The enemies’ hearts were fluttering in fear of their force, Unable to tell a lamb apart from brave cavalry.
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Whoever is aided by the Messenger of Allah, If lions meet him inside their woods, they bow silently. You will not see any saint that isn’t victorious Through him, nor any opponent not destroyed utterly. He put his nation to dwell inside the fort of his faith; Like lion dwelling inside the forest with progeny. How often the words of God refuted the quarrelsome About him! How often proof defeated the enemy! Enlightenment in the one unread is wonder enough, In Age of Darkness; and good upbringing in orphancy.”

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‎A maghribī manuscript of dalā'il al-khayrāt, authored by the moroccan sufi saint imām jazūlī [d. 870 ah / 1465 ce]

In the section in which the names of Muhammad are recorded, some among them are:
  • The messenger of fierce battles
  • Sword of Allāh
  • Possessor of the sword
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In part 7, commonly recited on Sundays:
He undertook the burden of the message, saved creation from ignorance, carried out jihād against the people of kufr and misguidance, called to your tawhīd, and endured hardships in guiding your slaves.
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Also in part 7, he is described as:
  • The conqueror of adversaries
  • Destroyer of the unbelievers
  • Slayer of the idolaters
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And that he:
Made the path clear, counselled creation, made islām known, broke the idols, manifested judgments, forbade the harām, and spread blessings
Ascetics such as Ibrahim ibn Adham (d. 778) and Abdullah ibn al-Mubarak (d. 797) “provided the principal models for depicting Sufis as bold mujahids,” according to Harry Neale, who authored a book on early Sufi warrior saints.

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I found a very peaceful and tolerant quote from a Sufí scholar:
“Presented with the choice of giving water to a thirsty infidel or to a dog, a believer should make the offering to the dog.” - Ahmad Raza Khan (Sunni Sufi scholar & founder of Barelvi Movement) ~ p 146, Partisans of Allah: Jihad in South Asia by Ayesha Jalal

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2024.05.06 17:51 YezenIRL (Spoilers Extended) The second dance of the dragons is about god and divorce

Ok here's what I've got today:
  1. Dany is indeed the final "threat" of the story. That does not make her mad or evil.
  2. The second dance is a global endgame conflict along lines or race, class, and religion.
  3. The rise of R'hllor is about western anxieties around the rise of the Islamic empire and the perceived threat jihad posed to Christendom during the Middle Ages. Hence why the Faith of the Seven is a clear allegory for Catholicism and western monotheism, while R'hllor is a clear mashup of Zoroastrianism and eastern monotheism.
Even for me, this is going to be a pretty elaborate theory. But if you can get over the alternate timeline stuff I think I can provide an explanation of how the last three episodes of the show were D&D's attempt at depicting the second dance of the dragons.
The first dance of the dragons was a Targaryen war of succession fought with dragons on both sides, and George has said that a second dance will be a subject of a future book. The prevailing view in the fandom is that the Essos story will wrap up in Winds, and Dream will open with a quick dance between Dany and Aegon spanning the time it takes the Others to march from the Wall to the Trident.
My problem with that view is that Aegon doesn't have a dragon, the Essos story cannot resolve by the end of Winds, and you cannot fit a race war between Duskendale and King's Landing.

I. Some say the world will end in fire

The title of A Song of Ice and Fire is based on the Robert Frost poem 'Fire and Ice' which proposes the world can end in either fire or ice. In the poem ice is hatred and vengeance, and fire is love and desire. In the story, ice and fire manifest as the two threats looming over the Seven Kingdoms, being the Others to the north and Daenerys and her dragons to the east.
George is very upfront about this:
Well of course the two outlying ones, the things going on north at the wall, and Daenerys Targaryen on the other continent with her dragons, are of course the ice and fire of the title, a song of ice and fire. The central stuff, the stuff that's happening in the middle in King's Landing, is much more based on historical events, historical fiction, it's loosely drawn from the war of the roses and some of the other conflicts around the hundred years war, although of course with a fantasy twist.
One of the dynamics I started with there was the sense of people being so consumed by their petty struggles for power within King's Landing that they're blind to the much greater threats happening far away on the periphery of their kingdoms. And of course you can see that all through history...
~ GRRM
Yet the way the story has developed, the ice is coming before the fire. Once the Long Night comes, Dany can no longer be perceived as a threat because the Others pose a common enemy. This is why I believe the story will show us a split timeline.
Like the poem, one ends in ice and the other ends in fire.
In the first timeline the threat is the Long Night, where ice comes to end the world and fire wages a war for the dawn. In the second timeline the invasion from the north is prevented, so the threat is the from the east. It's Azor Ahai. It's the Stallion Who Mounts the World. With no ice apocalypse to fight, a holy war in the name of a fire god becomes a threat to the people of Westeros.
"People say I was influenced by Robert Ford’s poem, and of course I was, I mean... Fire is love, fire is passion, fire is sexual ardor and all of these things. Ice is betrayal, ice is revenge, ice is… you know, that kind of cold inhumanity and all that stuff is being played out in the books." ~ GRRM
Like in the poem, the threat of the Others is about hatred. The Others are the revenge of the Children of the Forest. Also like the poem, the threat of dragons will be about love and desire. Dragons are a manifestation of Dany's desire to liberate and conquer, but also her quest for love and belonging.
"Fire is a cruel way to die. Dalla died to give this child life, but you have nourished him, cherished him. You saved your own boy from the ice. Now save hers from the fire." ~ Jon II, ADWD
The kingdom is saved from ice and then it must be saved from fire. From love, desire, and dragons.

II. Under the banner of House Targaryen

I believe that in the second timeline Tyrion doesn't sabotage the Aegon cause out of spite, and so Aegon actually does go meet Dany in Essos. He is accepted by Rhaegal due to his Valyrian blood, so Dany accepts his legitimacy and the two are betrothed. Thus House Targaryen will proceed to conquer the world, with an empire stretching from Vaes Dothrak to Casterly Rock.
That may sound ambitious given the size of Dany's dragons, but consider the alliance forming under the banner of House Targaryen.
  1. Dany has already established a foothold in Slaver's Bay.
  2. Dany is headed for Vaes Dothrak where she will no doubt raise a Dothraki army.
  3. Victarion has brought the Iron Fleet and is fighting Dany's enemies from Astapor and Yunkai.
  4. The Red Temple is preaching Dany as the messiah and want her to lead a slave revolt in Volantis.
  5. Red Priests are leading religious uprisings in Qohor.
  6. Barristan has promised Pentos to the Tattered Prince.
  7. Dorne already seeks to align themselves with House Targaryen.
  8. Tyrion has promised the gold of Casterly Rock to the Second Sons.
  9. The Golden Company originally broke their contract with Myr to join Dany.
Dany's dragons may be young, but people are flocking to her just as Quaithe said they would. Everyone wants a piece of the miracle, and that desire has inspired the messianic prophecies that now surround her. Dany's story is even more powerful than her dragons.
Tyrion considered saying something, then thought better. It seemed to him that the prophecy that drove the red priests had room for just one hero. A second Targaryen would only serve to confuse them. ~ Tyrion VIII, ADWD
People often speculate that Aegon will steal Dany's thunder in Westeros and drive her to jealousy and madness, but currently Aegon is the one who is insecure about being less accomplished. For people in Essos, Daenerys Targaryen is the messiah, but Aegon is just a boy.
Remember how the show framed Jon and Dany's first encounter. Jon show is also Aegon IV.
In the west this dynamic will be inverted. The mummer's dragon was raised to adhere to the norms of Westeros, so Aegon VI will be perceived as the rightful king coming to restore peace and stability after a corrupt Lannister regime. Meanwhile Dany will be perceived as the queen of savages, bringing with her a foreign fire religion. This plays out on the show as well.
"No." The eunuch's voice seemed deeper. "He is here. Aegon has been shaped for rule since before he could walk. He has been trained in arms, as befits a knight to be, but that was not the end of his education. He reads and writes, he speaks several tongues, he has studied history and law and poetry. A septa has instructed him in the mysteries of the Faith since he was old enough to understand them. He has lived with fisherfolk, worked with his hands, swum in rivers and mended nets and learned to wash his own clothes at need. He can fish and cook and bind up a wound, he knows what it is like to be hungry, to be hunted, to be afraid. Tommen has been taught that kingship is his right. Aegon knows that kingship is his duty, that a king must put his people first, and live and rule for them." ~ Epilogue, ADWD
I know that the dynamic I'm putting forward here isn't new, but this doesn't work in the middle of the Long Night, nor does it make sense after. A dragonless Aegon Targaryen cannot prove his legitimacy, nor survive the Others, nor call himself protector of the realm.
Symbols matter. Wyman Manderly makes this clear.
To thwart him White Harbor must have Ned's son … and the direwolf. The wolf will prove the boy is who we say he is, should the Dreadfort attempt to deny him. ~ Davos IV, ADWD
But in another timeline where he brings a (green) dragon, Aegon will have the proof he needs to pull off a Targaryen restoration.
While Aegon has been raised to adhere to Westerosi norms so he can appeal to the church and aristocracy, Dany's following in Essos is being built through slave revolts and the rise of R'hllor. The only way to hold this global empire together would be a Dany and Aegon marriage. Yet Aegon is not Dany's type nor is Dany Aegon's. Rather, the two are setup to be mostly jealous and resentful of each other. And what happens when two married people resent each other?
They get divorced.

III. World War D

To explain how this ignites, I have to use everyone's least favorite scene from season 8.
Let's talk about Dany's speech:
You are liberators! You have freed the people of King's Landing from the grip of a tyrant. But the war is not over. We will not lay down our spears until we have liberated all the people of the world. From Winterfell to Dorne, from Lannisport to Qarth, from the Summer Isles to the Jade Sea! Men, women, and children have suffered too long beneath the wheel. Will you break the wheel with me?
~Shownerys Targaryen
I understand that D&D treat Dany's ending without much nuance, aiming to paint her in the most fascist light possible. And I understand that for many, this scene is simply a reflection of D&D's fear of women and brown people (I'm Palestinian, I get it). However, I think it's cope to argue D&D pulled this out of nowhere. A global jihad to liberate the world is very much setup in the books.
"Benerro has sent forth the word from Volantis. Her coming is the fulfillment of an ancient prophecy. From smoke and salt was she born to make the world anew. She is Azor Ahai returned … and her triumph over darkness will bring a summer that will never end … death itself will bend its knee, and all those who die fighting in her cause shall be reborn …" ~ Tyrion VI, ADWD
The Red Temple are gearing up for a holy war across Essos. After Dany helps them topple slavery and take control of Volantis, the Red Priests will seek to take control of the neighboring Free Cities. Dany doesn't need to become a R'hllor fundamentalist to allow this (and she won't), she simply needs to accept it as part of the anti-slavery crusade. After all...
Most of the Free Cities still allow slavery.
So the uprisings won't end in Volantis. Lys, Myr, and Tyrosh, all practice slavery. The Red Priests are already instigating riots in Qohor, where slavery is illegal but still practiced by the wealthy. Next is Norvos, a theocracy where slavery is also practiced. After Norvos is Pentos, again where slavery is forbidden but still practiced by the rich. Most notably Illyrio Mopatis, a wealthy backer of the slave trade who has been the puppet master behind the Targaryen restoration plot from the beginning. Whether Daenerys makes good on Barristan's promise to the Tattered Prince, Pentos is where her story began and the story is pulling her back.
Tyrion pondered all he knew of Volantis, oldest and proudest of the Nine Free Cities. Something was awry here. Even with half a nose, he could smell it. "It's said there are five slaves for every free man in Volantis. Why would the triarchs assist a queen who smashed the slave trade?" He pointed at Illyrio. "For that matter, why would you? Slavery may be forbidden by the laws of Pentos, yet you have a finger in that trade as well, and maybe a whole hand. And yet you conspire for the dragon queen, and not against her. Why? What do you hope to gain from Queen Daenerys?" ~ Tyrion III, ADWD
While Aegon proceeds to conquer Westeros by appealing to the ruling class, Dany's forces will carry out an anti-slavery crusade across the Free Cities. This crusade will not only abolish slavery, but will topple the ruling class and spread R'hllor, threatening both the aristocracy and the church, who fear the same in Westeros. Aegon might demand that she stop, but he'd have no power in Essos, where people are loyal to the black dragon, not the green.
This sets up the core political basis for a second dance. It won't really be over the question of legitimacy (it never is), but rather conflicting approaches and interests. Just like in the first dance, the dispute is between a progressive monarchy (the blacks) and a traditionalist aristocracy (the greens). It's a dispute that threatens to spin out into a global conflict along lines of race, class, and religion.
Once again, Tyrion is the saboteur. Tyrion will fall for Dany and act upon his unrequited love by instigating the conflict. This could involve anything from planting the seed that Aegon might be a Blackfyre to insinuating that Aegon is having an affair and plans to have her set aside (perhaps over her alleged infertility). But Tyrion can't invent a conflict, he can only instigate what already exists.
My guess is that this all comes to a head when Dany goes against Aegon's wishes and burns Illyrio alive for treason. This will be true. He is after all guilty of funding the Triarchs against her. You may feel this is justified, but it will still invite comparisons to Aerys. Then Aegon will have Missandei taken into custody for spying on behalf of Daenerys. This will also be true. Finally, Aegon will seek to have Dany deposed, she will declare him a pretender, the Aegon loyalists will turn on the Dany loyalists, she will mount Drogon, he will mount Rhaegal, and the dragons will dance.
Black vs Green
Teora gave a tiny nod, chin trembling. "They were dancing. In my dream. And everywhere the dragons danced the people died." ~ Arianne I, TWOW
When the dance is done, Dany will be victorious. But the collateral damage will be catastrophic, with countless civilian casualties as well as the death of Rhaegal. The quest will have turned her into the villain of the story she was raised on. The tragedy of the mother of dragons is that she becomes the usurper and kills her own child.
This is pretty much where I see the end of the Dany story. If you disbelieve her death on the show, then Dany can fly away to Asshai never to return. Otherwise Dany will be assassinated by someone close to her (probably Jorah Mormont). In the new timeline she and Jon never meet.
The twist is that the Dothraki, Unsullied and Fiery Hand never invade.
The holy war never comes to Westeros.

IV. Dany's Landing

George has said the second dance doesn't have to mean Dany's invasion.
The second Dance of Dragons does not have to mean Dany's invasion. George stopped himself short and said he shouldn't say anymore. ~ SSM
I think he said that because it doesn't. Daenerys will come to Westeros, but we're not getting two consecutive Targaryen invasions, because why on earth would we need that?
I know that is controversial, but really look at the story. There isn't space for a full scale Daenerys invasion. People kind of see this already. When most fans describe what they expect a Dany invasion would be, it's typically just two battles between Duskendale and King's Landing.
But a true Dany invasion is practically a race war. It's a massive story that would bring tens of thousands of people who are ethnically, culturally, and religiously alien to the continent. Really ask yourself, who will lead the Dothraki after Daenerys? How do the Unsullied fit into Westerosi society? What will the Fiery Hand hand think about King Bran? These groups don't share the same customs or language, they can't establish new houses, and they don't even want to live in Westeros. Without Dany becoming queen to help them assimilate, the only options they have are to fight to the death or leave.
And no, George won't resolve the Essos story by having all the foreigners die in the Long Night.
I believe that as the Essos plot expanded to be about ending slavery, George decided he'd rather not have the freed slaves show up to Westeros as a hoard that gets massacred and then leaves. Instead it seems that the Dany invasion from the original outline was scrapped in favor of a more fleshed out Essos campaign, and the Aegon invasion was created as a replacement in the west.
Even with this change, the overall Dany arc is as originally intended. It's queen, conqueror, messiah, then downfall.
The whispers became a swirling song. . . . three fires must you light . . . one for life and one for death and one to love ~ Daenerys IV, ACOK
The second fire is not King's Landing. It's in Volantis. The fire for death will be Dany burning the Old Blood behind their Black Walls. The show depicts this as the burning of the khals, which is followed by people worshiping her as the messiah (also adapted from Volantis). In addition to being proclaimed Azor Ahai in Volantis, Daenerys will also take up the mantle of the Stallion Who Mounts the World in Vaes Dothrak. This is a clear historical parallel to Genghis Khan, who's ambition to conquer the world was also justified as being the will of god. Just like the show, the books are building up to a situation where all of Dany's loyalists are from Essos, her destiny is perceived as being divinely ordained, and her downfall prevents a crusade to "remake the world."
Yet Daenerys still lands in Westeros in both timelines. In one she will reconstruct the messiah narrative, and in the other she will deconstruct it.
That night she dreamt that she was Rhaegar, riding to the Trident. But she was mounted on a dragon, not a horse. When she saw the Usurper's rebel host across the river they were armored all in ice, but she bathed them in dragonfire and they melted away like dew and turned the Trident into a torrent. Some small part of her knew that she was dreaming, but another part exulted. This is how it was meant to be. The other was a nightmare, and I have only now awakened. ~ Daenerys III, ASOS
In the Long Night, the Daenerys story will be close to fantasy. She'll come to Westeros as a messiah, and characters will perceive her as a light in the darkness that gives humanity a fighting chance. She doesn't need to bring her army for this, she just needs to use her fire to empower the people of the Seven Kingdoms to fight for their own lives.
I don't expect her to have a literal war council with every major character, but she will likely face Euron and fight alongside Jon.
"When I went to the Hall of a Thousand Thrones to beg the Pureborn for your life, I said that you were no more than a child," Xaro went on, "but Egon Emeros the Exquisite rose and said, 'She is a foolish child, mad and heedless and too dangerous to live.' When your dragons were small they were a wonder. Grown, they are death and devastation, a flaming sword above the world." He wiped away the tears. "I should have slain you in Qarth." ~ Daenerys III, ADWD
In the second timeline, the Daenerys story will be political. She'll come to Westeros as a "messiah", and characters will perceive her as a destroyer of worlds. A tyrant queen bringing foreign savages to topple their way of life. For Dany the challenge will be political, not military. It will revolve around dealing with a nobility that refuse to bend to her will.
I don't expect her to have an irrational beef with the Stark girls, but she will likely seem antagonistic to the other protagonists.
Yet she is the same character in both timelines. What changes is the story.
"I am no maester to quote history at you, Your Grace. Swords have been my life, not books. But every child knows that the Targaryens have always danced too close to madness. Your father was not the first. King Jaehaerys once told me that madness and greatness are two sides of the same coin. Every time a new Targaryen is born, he said, the gods toss the coin in the air and the world holds its breath to see how it will land." (...)
"So I am a coin in the hands of some god, is that what you are saying, ser?" ~ Daenerys VI, ASOS
Whether Dany's landing is greatness or madness actually is in the hands of some god, and that god is the storyteller. Whether that storyteller is Bran or Sam or George, or even you the reader, the point is to reconcile the duality. Great figures like Daenerys Targaryen are heroes to some and villains to others, and ultimately they are defined by the story we choose to tell about them.

V. Summary

George has stated that the dual threats of ice and fire are from the north and the east, and that Dany is the threat from the east (essentially Genghis Khan with a dragon).
The second dance of the dragons does not refer to Dany's invasion. It refers to a global succession dispute between Daenerys and Aegon which takes place at the end of the story. Much like the Dany and Aegon of the show, the two will have irreconcilable differences that make marriage impossible and thus divide the Targaryen empire.
Once again it's blacks vs greens. While the female claimant rides the black dragon (Drogon), the male claimant will ride the green dragon (Rhaegal). While the people of Essos favor Daenerys, the people of Westeros will favor Aegon. While Dany builds her coalition through slave revolts that replace the ruling class, Aegon will build his coalition by winning the ruling class over to his side. While the Red Temple of R'hllor proclaims Dany to be their messiah, the Faith of the Seven will anoint Aegon VI as the one true king (religious uprisings are already underway in both continents). If Daenerys brings her army from Essos, it will be race war, class war, and holy war.
However neither Dany nor Aegon will be religious. As in history, the religions will mostly be used as competing stories to justify who should rule. Yet the stories used to consolidate support behind the black and green dragons will also push them to conflict. Thus the mother of dragons will be forced to kill not only her alleged nephew, but also her own child.
In the end the holy war will be averted, but that's another story.
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2024.05.06 17:36 CommercialHot3209 He left again. So I blocked him on every platform.

The person I was with essentially lovebombed me when we first met in 2022. We broke up out of a mere 2-week relationship because I saw he was being flirtatious with someone when he opened up his phone. I ended it and for months he continued to pine over me, write me poems, was heavily depressed and turned self destructive. We didn’t start interacting again until February 2023 and our relationship then lasted 8 months. He broke up with me because of my insecurities (he would hide practically everything from me and lie about it) and ended up sleeping with and pursing a fling with his recently divorced girl best friend. In early December he came back into my life and told me how much he missed me and we ended up becoming intimate with each other again. At one point I found out he was still seeing her while seeing me and he ended it with me because he said our relationship took its toll. He said I traumatized him from leaving the first time and that I’ll never change because of my jealousy.
A week after Christmas went by and he sent me a massive text explaining how much he missed me and that he wants me in his life and he’s sure that I am the person he wants to spend the rest of his life with. We stayed together up until Monday when he ended it because he said I have too many issues and that I’m not just some normal girl from our town. He told me that he didn’t want to spend the rest of his life comforting me. Things had seemingly been going well within the past few months so I feel like I was once again blindsided by the circumstances of this breakup. He has issues expressing empathy. I believe that the trigger to the breakup was the night before when I had been crying. He didn’t say a word or attempt to comfort me, instead he got up, got a box of tissues and put it on my chest. I snapped and I expressed frustration with his lack of empathy and overall selfishness. He didn’t say a word, he only stared at me. He would always do that. For context on my mental health/situation, my father is currently dying of cirrhosis + hasn’t left the hospital in over a month. I also have a mother with a severe drinking problem. Both issues are out of my control and they are not easy problems for me to ignore.
In my delusional brain I felt like the the whole reason why he came back into my life time and time again was because there was some kind of string of fate pulling us towards one another. Even now, I feel like he did love me but I know he’s an avoidant. He doesn’t like to talk about issues at hand and if we do try, he ends up feeling attacked or ignores me. I overextended myself so much and tried time and time again to fix things throughout the course of our time together. It breaks my heart because I poured so much into a person who only took from me. I blocked him everywhere because seeing if he’s following new girls or going back to the person he hurt me with is too much for me to handle. I think he’s already moved on. He’s always had a tendency to use women as distractions.
He was supposed to drop off my stuff the day after the break up but never did. Even though he promised he would.
Going no contact hurts but it had to happen.
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2024.05.06 16:28 Heavy_Introduction15 I wrote my second poem

(CONTEXT FOR POEM AT THE END, MAY SKIP IT, it's just the whining and feelings of a teenage girl)
I’ve been thinking about you often these days,
I keep recalling November,
I keep thinking back to when I was 12
And how you smiled
And you were overjoyed
By a simple instrument
By a couple keys.
You’ve made me write immature songs about you
You’ve made me write a whole poem regarding you
And now I’m writing another one.
They say I’m too young to fall in love,
But what would they know?
But what would I know?
I presume if this isn’t love,
And if this is just a strange obsession,
Love must be horrid.
For this mere obsession has led me to a path of sadness
To a path of regrets,
Regrets that I have for not saying what I should’ve
For acting like every other 12 year old
I’m only 13, what would I know?
I’m not that mature,
But I figure that if I’d told you
If I’d let my feelings flow
Perhaps I wouldn’t be this way.
I originally presumed it’s because of your face,
I then thought maybe it because you smart,
Maybe my jealousy turned into some twisted feeling
Maybe I liked your smile
Your eyes.
It’s not right what you did,
I may have never spoken my feelings out loud to you,
But you knew,
Yet you accompanied my closest confidante,
A person I called ‘sister.
She didn’t do me justice either,
But I’ve known her longer,’
And it’s difficult to hate someone you’ve loved since always,
Despite how manipulative they may be.
And I’ve learnt it’s harder to hate someone,
Who did nothing wrong.
I’m blaming you for my hurt,
Despite you having no role
Other than being the object of my affections.
For you should chase after one who you love,
For it would hurt me more if you would let your heart be
Like me.
But I do need someone to blame,
And you’re perfect,
And maybe I’d hate you,
If I wasn’t so self-aware.
And maybe it’s just a phase,
Hormones causing me to assume my feelings of admiration as love,
But if it was an crush, then-
Then I’m not quite sure what to say,
For you were an excellent first love,
My only complaint is the pain.
That's it, and here's the context :
Right, I had/have a crush, not quite sure. He was a very pretty and smart boy, kind of everyone's crush. He was my first 'serious' crush. He's not in school anymore, and he quite hated me. Dated my best friend (who is manipulative and a snake but I love her, because I've known her since I was 2, and she has sweet side to her, I'm sure she has her reasons for the way she is, I believe it's an inferiority complex. That's another story though). and she knew I had a crush on him (though I did tell her i didn't, i suppose it's my fault). HE KNEW I HAD A CRUSH ON HIM. Anyways, I'm 13 to turn 14 in october, and he turned 13 on april 20. I wrote a poem for him, my second poem for him, hell my second poem ever. It's sad to know my first two poems, and all my songs so far, are for this one boy, but I suppose I'm only 13 and it's to be expected. Anyways, I hope I get suggestions for improvements, this may be a poem to express my emotions but I do feel I can write better and have a talent for it. I would like some suggestions on how to have a rhyme scheme though, it just seems difficult to convey my exact feelings and maintain an coherent rhyme to the poem. Thank you for reading.
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2024.05.02 17:51 FloofySkuntank Total Drama Not-Stars ep.7

Total Drama Not-Stars ep.7
For the first time there was a tied vote so I had to take ideas from both Proofracer AND ca_stellary: Last time on Total Drama Not-Stars! The two teams went head to head against their own fears.
Beardo’s fear WAS public speaking, but having spent time opening up to Harold he was able to pull through! Giving a point to the Falcons!
(This is the one thing I changed for comedic value. Sorry in advance.) Tyler had his rematch with the chickens… who proceeded to walk in and pet one with ease. In a confessional Tyler admits that being stuck in a boat full of chickens was such traumatizing experience that facing a single chicken was nothing to him now. (Basically intense exposure therapy.)
Rodney’s fear was being unable to see women for the rest of the day. Rodney treated this easy challenge like it was the end of the world and… actually failed. Because he saw Bridgette in the woods. Wow.
Dakota also failed her fear, which was to carry a barrel of toxic waste and risk being infected again. She flat out DENIED to do this, leaving the score as one to one.
Next up was Katie and Sadie who had moved past their fear of bad hair cuts too… out of… fashion clothes… sigh. Regardless it was the first time in the competition the two were able to talk since they’re on separate teams. By encouraging one another they pulled through and earned a point for their teams. Also there was Sammy who admired the bond both girls had. Sadie introduced Katie and Sammy, increasing the Sammy friend count even more. Things were going well till it was time for Amy and Sammy’s fears… being chained to one another for a full day. Unable to cause sabotages with Sammy chained to her, and unwilling to risk not getting a point for her team, Amy had to be on her “best” behavior, of course this didn’t stop her from ridiculing Sammy the whole time. Regardless of the flurry of insults, Sammy held strong, with the growing confidence thanks to her new friends she jabbed back! Earning both girls a point for their teams at the end of the day.
Back at the mess hall Dawn tries to face her fear of hurting an animal by having to eat meat. Her morales, however, are too strong and she misses out on a point.
Harold is ambushed by three ninjas and… actually honed his skills! Taking out all three ninja much to the shock of everyone.
Brick faced his fear of the dark, and with encouragement from Dawn he was able to pull through, this touching moment was soiled when Dawn then cheered on B who had to recite a poem in front of his team. B FINALLY broke his silence and spoke, earning him a point for finishing the poem. B hugs Dawn to show his thanks and for the first time Brick feels jealousy while Dawn’s team only feels annoyance.
Bridgette has a much better time being alone in the woods, only coming across wild animals and a wild Rodney, and while Rodney failed his challenge, Bridgette spends her remaining time with Rodney to keep calm, shifting his attraction to Bridgette. (Poor Sammy.) Back at camp Chris reminds Bridgette that the challenge was to be in the woods ALONE, disqualifying her from earning a point.
Eva is forced into wearing the most girly clothes, you think this would have been a set back, but Eva proved she’s as tough as ever and sucked it up. Giving her team another point.
Noah’s fear is revealed to be eel’s, he’s tasked with touching one. Noah admits he hates eels after being shocked by one as a kid at the beach, he also hates them because they’re gross, slimy, conniving, and dangerous like some people he knows. He can’t bring himself to touch the eel, failing to get a point for his team.
Trent is tasked with defeating the mime WITHOUT running away this time. Ella and Katie cheer him on, Katie admits to Ella that she likes Trent and doesn’t feel like he notices her, she wanted to ask Ella for advice because she’s getting along with Trent. Ella for the first time in her life tells a lie, not wanting to admit to Katie that she likes Trent too, she tells Katie not to worry and that there are other Prince Charming out there, and that she gets along with Trent because of their shared love of music, hiding her affections. They watch as Trent takes a swing at the mime only for his fist to hit the box the mime trapped itself in. All three are stunned by this witchcraft and Trent justifiably forfeits.
Ella is the final person to go, her fear is losing her voice, forcing her to be quiet for the rest of the day. While she doesn’t like this she is able to accomplish this and earn a point for the lizards. (Obviously this challenge would happen after her talk with Katie.)
Despite both teams having three failures each, it is the Falcons who win due to having an extra player! Sending Lizards to elimination once more. Marshmallows went to Tyler, B, Ella, Katie, Amy, and Trent. While Bridgette may of fumbled her challenge at least she actually attempted hers! Giving Bridgette the final marshmallow and sending Dakota packing. It’s revealed B used his newfound ability to talk to sway Katie, Ella, and Trent in booting Dakota.
It’s time for the remaining campers to face Boney Island! They’ll take their canoes, paddle to the island, carry their canoes to the other end of the island, and build a rescue fire before traveling back to the starting line for immunity. Who wins, who loses, what horrors will they face on the island? Thats for YOU to decide!
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2024.04.30 20:23 PrideUnhappy3278 A quick poem

Here's a quick poem I wrote today
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Watching stars traverse the sky
One by one, soaring through the night
Why does time move faster than light?
One day has passed
Yet a million stars have shined
Holding me tight as the sun begins its outline
The morning begins to rise
People say this is the most beautiful prize of life
But my heart tells me that’s a lie
I miss the dark paradise of the night
The soft illumination that made my soul take flight
And our hands that felt so warm and bright
Our bodies were burning like candles
But our feet would never let the flame die
For it’s your eyes that shine brighter than any world beyond the sky
No sun could ever compete
No star could ever be as captivating
No living creature could ever compare
A moonlight serenade
It wasn’t the night or the day
It wasn’t anything that made my heart replay
It was you
Stars look down upon us in jealousy
For it was you that allowed them to delay
The sun had to wait, getting fatter each and every day
Soon it will explode, but we won’t mind
We’ll dance together in the mess, kissing in the cosmic ballet
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2024.04.28 16:26 GreyWalken POEM: Best Buddy Darlings

ENGLISH (Dutch below, Nederlands beneden) 4.59 Best Buddy Darlings. Poem by Emilia Sameyn 10/04/2024 Warning: use of the word c''uck, jealousy, compersion, Best Buddy Darlings, Loneliness Long Time Gone As one Learned to be Alone Best Buddy Darlings, I wish you Good Luck Never felt like a C''uck The Friendzone is my Throne Walking my own Path Away of Childish Wrath Best Buddy Darlings Wish them Good Luck ENGELS (Nederlands hieronder, Nederlands beneden) 4.59 Vrienden Verliefd Gedicht van Emilia Sameyn 10/04/2024 Waarschuwing: gebruik van het woord c'uck, jaloezie, mededogen, Vrienden Verliefd Eenzaamheid is Lang Voorbij Zoals Één Leerde Alleen te Zijn Vrienden Verliefd Ik wens Je veel Succes Heb me nooit een cu''ck gevoeld Friendzone is mijn Troon Ik zing op eigen Toon Weg van Kinderlijke Toorn Vrienden Verliefd Wens ze Veel Succes
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2024.04.26 21:16 LittleSayori_6 Analysing "Your Reality"

After listening to this song many times, I've decided I wanted to try analysing the song a little bit, just for fun. It says a lot about Monika - obviously - and even about how her feelings change throughout the game. Most likely because she wrote the song and practiced it throughout the playtime. Either way, here we go! Warning, it will be very long.
"Every day, I imagine a future where I can be with you" - That's a pretty simple one to understand. She's trapped in a game, but she wishes to eventually be able to spend time with you - preferably in reality - as she has developed feelings for you and views you as a connection to reality.
"In my hand is a pen that will write a poem of me and you" - This line could simply be about most of her feelings being related to us and reality, meaning she will also write about us and reality in her poems, hoping to catch our eye in some way. However, it could also be about her planning on editing the script. It's the first verse, so she most likely wrote it early into the game. That's also implied as she says 'will', meaning she hasn't done it yet.
"The in flows down into a dark puddle" - A reference to her first writing tip. "Sometimes when you're writing a poem - or a story - your brain gets too fixated on a specific point. When you try so hard to make it perfect, then you'll never make any progress. Just force yourself to get something down on the paper and tidy it up later!" Perfect foreshadowing, when I think about it... But in this line, she expresses concern over messing something up and being unsure of what exactly to do. Could be related to poetry, but could also be related to editing the script.
"Just move your hand - write the way into his heart!" - Could be her referencing the fact that she writes poems for us, or rather about us. It appears to be easy to write when thinking about us. Besides, it's an easy way to express her affection towards us. She wants us to learn to love her, as well, so showing affection seems like a good first step to catch our interest. However, it could easily be a reference to her editing the script again. She doesn't need to be perfect - she just needs to create herself a route and gain the player's affection. To make herself time, she can just try to make the others unlikable or uninteresting. After she's done with the main task, she can tidy it up. Since her world isn't real, she can easily fix the things she isn't fully satisfied with - like when writing a poem, right? Until she has created her perfect poem.
"But in this world of infinite choices" - She notices the flaw in her logic. Coding won't be as easy as writing a poem, especially since she isn't the only one capable of making choices within it. Besides, the outcome of her efforts could vary.
"What will it take just to find that special day?" - Acknowledging that it won't be easy, she's concerned. She doesn't know how long it will take to achieve her goal, nor if it's even possible. She still either hasn't started yet, or she has JUST begun to alter the code. She's showing feelings of hopelessness and perhaps even fear. Can she succeed? This sentiment stays true even when the few lines beforehand are only refering to her writing poems about us due to us being her reason to live.
"Have I found everybody a fun assignment to do today?" - Despite everything, she still cares about her friends. She wants them to be happy and to have something to look forward to. Even when amplifying their bad traits, she still tries to maintain a positive relationship with them - aside from the later part of Act 2, when she gets frustrated that her plans keep failing. Her ideal world includes a thriving club with all of her clubmembers - who are enjoying themselves, too - while she is a good and dependable clubleader with the player by her side.
"When you're here, everything that we do is fun for them, anyway" - Despite her trying her best to make the club fun for everyone on her own - as the president - the thing making her friends happy most is you. The one she's been trying to distance them from... It also might be related to a feeling of worthlessness. She's a tutorial character. If she ceased to exist, not much would change, right? And she can't even pride herself on being a good leader, as the main interest of the clubmembers is not the club, but you.
"When I can't even read my own feelings" - This one is a bit complicates to decipher. It could be related to her not being able to understand her feelings. What does she like about you? How real are her friends? How does she feel towards her friends? Is what she's doing really okay? Will she really obtain your love like this? Being verse two, this line was most likely written a bit later into the game than the first one. Her struggling with her feelings could imply that it's approaching the en of Act 1, is at the end of it, or it's the beginning of or slightly into Act 2. Besides, in both of the other verses it's about the ink flowing into a puddle. With this line in its place, it could imply she has started editing the code, but she isn't satisfied and she doesn't know how to sort out what she has done by now. There's a sense of worry as she might not be able to create the world she wants, because she isn't fully sure of what she's doing. It could also imply that she can't find a line that would allow her to express her true feelings in the actual, unedited script. That nothing within the script reads what she actually would want to say.
"What good are words when a smile says it all?" - She isn't certain how she feels about some things, but she knows she feels at home with us, and she feels a sense of contention and joy when around us. And even if the script doesn't have any lines that would allow her to express her true feelings, she can still smile at us. Also, she struggles to create her ideal world, even though she simply started editing it to be closer to you.
"And if this world won't write me an ending" - This line is pretty simple. The world didn't give her a route and, with that, no way to archieve a happy ending, either. The world surrounding her is also brought up in the same line as in the first verse, back then in a solemn manner, now in a rather negative one. Important to note is that the motive of writing here is displayed as a way of expressing the way her world works, giving weight to the idea that the earlier lines had to do with more than just writing poetry, as well.
"What will it take just for me to have it all?" - This is a very important line to understand Monika's character. She wants it all. As further explored in the Side Story, she strives for perfection and she believes she knows what everyone truly needs in the end. I've written it before: her ideal world includes a thriving club with all of her clubmembers - who are enjoying themselves, too - while she is a good and dependable clubleader with the player by her side. That's the world she wants to create by laying the groundwork for it to work, then clean up any mistakes she made. But this line also suggests that she notices that this plan might not be possible, and that she can't succeed at creating a world like that. With the line beforehand, she also appears to be frustrated with her world for being such a hindrance.
"Does my pen only write bitter words for those who are dear to me?" - It seems Act 3 has ended and either Act 4 started, or it's already completed, as well. She noticed she wasn't doing the right thing at all with trying to code a world she desired. 'Those who are dear to me' most likely include the player, but it also implies to be directed towards the other girls. Once again, the pen motive occurs in relation to writing code. It's notable to highlight the fact that she used the word 'bitter'. She didn't mess with the files of those dear to her out of malicious intent or just plain jealousy, but she was bitter because, while everyone was given a route, she wasn't, and the game basically rendered her existence as less important multiple times. It might also be referencing the idea that she thought she acted bittersweet. A trapped girl who tried to obtain the love of the only one she though she could be happy with... But in the end, she acted more bitter as her actions grew more careless and harsh. She still cares about them, but she hurt them badly as she edited their files out of bitter feelings.
"Is it love if I take you or is it love if I set you free?" - Another simple one. She noticed that she was just forcing you (although, that somewhat depends on the player), which isn't a very loving thing to do. She didn't act out of love, but rather out of greed. Greed for you, greed for connection, greed for reality, greed for perfection, greed for something real.
"The ink flows down into a dark puddle" - The same line and same placement as in the first verse. She's back to point one, having accomplished nothing. She isn't happy; she didn't get the world she wanted. She didn't succeed at anything. And again, she wonders if she could do anything by writing code; again, she's hesitant. Again, she's completely unsure about what she should do. Just this time, she isn't as naive. She knows she can't just clean up her mistakes like cleaning up her unfitting lines when writing a poem. She knows it actively affects others - and in the end, it even affected her negatively as she grew more obsessive with the idea of her ideal world until she grew unsatisfied and disappointed with everything.
"How can I write love into reality?" - There's another reason she's so very hesitant. She acknowledged that, while she wishes to be real, she isn't. And while I disagree that DDLC's message is just that dating sims are bad, especially since Dan Salvato's note at the ending of the fulfilling ending states that he thinks that people who enjoy dating sims are valid in their feelings, but obviously, the relationship still isn't exactly real. Monika's still from a game - or rather another universe, through her eyes. And she realized that.
"If I can't hear the sound of your heartbeat" - This line is mainly important as soon as the sentence is finished in the next. But generally, she really can't hear our heartbeat, because she isn't part of our reality. Also, the two verses beforehand had lines about her world being unfair to her in this exact place. But now, instead of thinking about how she's suffering, she's thinking about you, as well.
"What do you call love in your reality?" - This goes back to what I wrote earlier, about how a relationship between her in the player would still not be considered real. However, combined with the line beforehand, it also shows more of how she noticed a fatal flaw in her motive. She thought the player would, in fact, fall in love with her over the other girls. After all, she's real and the others aren't - there's no debate, right? But that's because she cannot understand the player. She can't see us, and the game doesn't give us enough choices for her to make an accurate picture of what kind of person we really are. She doesn't even cut the 'No' option in Act 3 - it's the game that forces you to pick her, since it's a dating sim and she's the only option, so picking 'Yes' is the only way to "win". She thought it would only be natural for us to pick her, because it felt natural for her to pick us. She can't understand how we feel, because our situations are completely different. How can she express love towards someone when she doesn't know what the other person wants at all? After all, Monika is in a completely different situation than we are. Also, like in the line before, she used to write about what she wanted in the past two verses, but now, she shifted her focus more to you. However, the last line of the verse always remained to be a question.
"And in your reality" - Monika lingers on 'your reality', showing how she feels hopeless over never being able to connect to reality properly, and once again highlighting what had been so important to her the whole time. Something she can never obtain.
"If I don't know how to love you" - Since she can't understand our situation because the options for us to show how we are feeling are lacking, and since our relationship can't even be considered real, even though something real is all she wanted, the situation seems hopeless to her. She can't love you like any other person can, even if she wants to be normal.
"I'll leave you be" - The conclusion. She can't love you. The others either start getting infatuated like she did, they realize they'll never be fully happy because the connection to reality will always be lacking (Sayori in the fulfilling ending), or they only love the MC. Generally, she wanted to stay out of Act 4 since she didn't want to come back to her false reality where she never felt a sense of belonging to begin with, so she generally planned on leaving you be. But the line might have been written by the end of Act 4, by which she might have meant the only way to truly leave you be is to cut your connection to this reality. To this game. Even when the character files stay in tact, you shouldn't return to a world that is fundamentally broken in its purpose. It seems like nobody could truly be happy with that.
In the end, I want to create a timeline, meaning my guesses when she wrote the verses. The first verse takes place in Act 1, fairly early. The second one might be throughout the last part of Act 1 and/or the beginning of Act 2. Afterwards, she might not have had the motivation to continue making lyrics since the game created too many problems for her to focus properly on something like that. She doesn't even really create poems anymore after the first one, so I wouldn't consider it unlikely. And in Act 3 she was too busy spending all of her time with us. The last verse was either created shortly after being deleted, by the end of Act 4, maybe one part here and one part there, or simply throughout Act 4 until the very end.
Anyway, I hope you enjoyed! I know I might have read into some things too deeply, as I like to do that, but I just wanted to have some fun. Sorry for any spelling mistakes, though. Feel free to share your opinions, or what your favorite part of the song is! Either way, I hope you have a nice day or night~
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2024.04.23 17:15 gingfreecsisbad No contact and this morning my dad sent me a whole poem about choosing to be bitter

I just have no words. I’ll forever look like some bitter person holding a grudge against my father. It’s not some grudge fuelled by an evil inside of me.. going no contact was a last resort to protect myself.
The poem/story he sent:
“One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people.
He said, "My son, the battle is between two "wolves" inside us all.
One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego.
The other is good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith."
The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins?"
The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."
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2024.04.19 04:02 heyjoyhouse #1Love

#1Love
In a world of wonder, where colors collide, I speak with a rhyme, like Dr. Seuss, with pride. I don't care about race, not one little bit, Or the gender you go by, not even a whit.
I love everyone, with a heart full and true, No matter the race, I'll accept and value you. Whether you're tall or short, or black or white, In my eyes, you're a star shining so bright.
No matter the gender, you choose to embrace, Be it male, female, or any other space, I'll stand by your side, with love in my heart, For acceptance and understanding, that's my art.
And as for love, the grandest of emotions, It knows no bounds, no restrictions, no notions. Whether it's man and man, or woman and woman, Love is love, and it's a beautiful human phenomenon.
So let's celebrate diversity, far and wide, With open arms, and love as our guide. For in this world, we're all part of a whole, And together, we'll create a harmonious soul.
In the spirit of Dr. Seuss, let's spread the call, To love one another, and embrace one and all. For in the end, it's love that will prevail, And together, we'll create a world beyond the pale.
✍️Yours Truly, Forever and Always, Joy Anne House
I've always loved Dr. Seuss. I grew up reading and absorbing his books. I thought a poem inspired by the way he writes would be a great way to show you all the way I think.

1Love

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2024.04.18 23:12 Regulus_D SHIDO MUNAN : Lowkey zen for barkeeps

  Richard Bryan McDaniel: Zen Masters of Japan. The Second Step East. Rutland, Vermont: Tuttle Publishing, 2013.
One of the temples for which Gudo had responsibility was located at Sekigahara, where the battle had taken place that established the primacy of the Tokugawa Clan. When Gudo was in the region, he stayed at a local inn and there he took an interest in the innkeeper’s son. The boy was being trained in the family business but showed intellectual promise above his station. Locally, he was known as the “Kana-writing boy” because of his skill in the cursive form of the Japanese syllabic script.
When he was fourteen years old, the boy accompanied his father to the old capital, Kyoto. Along the way, they passed through regions that had been devastated during the recent civil conflicts. These sights left a lasting impression on the boy, and, when he was in Kyoto, he made contact with Master Gudo and took up a lay practice of Zen.
In the Rinzai system, students were first taught susokkan, counting the breaths. When they achieved some degree of concentration, they were instructed to focus on the breath without counting. And, finally, when the student was deemed ready, the teacher would assign him a koan. The koan Gudo gave to the innkeeper’s son was taken from the poem written by the Chinese Sixth Patriarch, Huineng: “...from the beginning not a thing exists.” [cf. Zen Masters of China, Chapter Three]
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Before he could complete his Zen training, the young man had to return to Sekigahara to take up his duties at the family inn. Whenever Gudo was in the area he would check on the boy’s progress. A number of decades passed in this manner. The boy grew to adulthood, married, and became his father’s successor as inn-keeper. Over time, he fell away from his practice of Zen and acquired a taste for sake and gambling.
Around the year 1656, Gudo was once more in the region and stopped at the inn to see how his former student was doing. When he arrived, he was greeted by the innkeeper’s wife who told the Zen master that her husband was out. She invited him to come in to wait for him, and, as the two sat together, they fell into easy conversation, during the course of which the wife confided that her husband had taken to drinking in recent years.
“When he drinks,” she said, “he can become abusive. He also gambles when he has too much to drink, and he always loses. Really, there are times when I think my children and I would be better off without him. But he’s my husband—what can I do?”
“Let me see what I can do,” Gudo suggested. “It’s late. You retire, and I’ll wait for your husband. But before you leave, would you please bring me a bottle of your best sake and two cups.”
The woman did as Gudo asked. Then she gathered her children together, and they retired to the sleeping quarters. Gudo remained in the main room of the inn, seated in meditation. Around midnight, the innkeeper returned home in a drunken-state and was embarrassed to find his teacher there. Gudo did not reprimand him for his behavior and, in fact, indicated the bottle of sake set out on a table. Gudo invited the innkeeper to share a cup with him, to which the man readily agreed. The two had several cups of wine, chatting idly, and eventually the innkeeper fell asleep on the floor.
When he woke the next morning, he found Gudo still seated in meditation before the family shrine.
“You are awake,” Gudo noted. “And it is time for me to return to the capital.”
The man was a little hung-over and humiliated that his teacher had seen him in such a disreputable condition. He mumbled a reply.
As Gudo tied his sandals, he remarked, “You know, human life is brief and all things pass away. When you spend your time drinking and gambling, you have no time for other things that may be much more important. Besides which, you bring sorrow to your family and those who depend upon you.”
The innkeeper broke into tears and admitted that he had known for some time he needed to change his behavior. He swore an oath to do so, starting that very day, and, as a sign of gratitude, he asked Gudo to allow him to carry his bags on the first stage of his journey. Gudo agreed and the two set off. When they had gone a fair distance, Gudo told the man he should return home. But the man asked to be allowed to accompany the Zen master a little further. Eventually they arrived at the next village, and, once again Gudo offered to take up his own bags. The man said he was willing to accompany Gudo a bit further.
The next time Gudo offered to take up his bags, the man shook his head, “I’ll go with you all the way to Edo.”
Once they came to the city, the man had his head shaved and entered monastic life at the age of 52. Gudo gave him the name Shido Munan, a phrase found in Xinxin Ming of the third Chinese Patriarch, Jianzhi Sengcan. [cf. Zen Masters of China, Chapter Two] The first line of the poem, in Japanese, reads “The Perfect Way (shido) has no difficulties (munan).”
After he achieved awakening, Munan underwent a radical change of life-style. He did not, however, become active in the Rinzai hierarchy. Like his master, Gudo, he recognized that the tradition was stagnating. The career and political aspirations of monks made up a large part of the problem. Even monks who had achieved awakening were subject to ambitions. The koan training system had been compromised; correct “answers” could be purchased from older monks; some monks discovered they had a knack for coming up with appropriate answers without necessarily having insight. In addition, temple schools often drew students more interested in developing skills in literature or the arts than in Zen training.
Traditionally, the emphasis in Rinzai training had been on the attainment of awakening, but Munan recognized that while awakening was important, it was not an end in itself. Rather he saw it as an aid that helped the monk reform his character. Awakening, he asserted, was relatively easy to attain. Practicing the way of the Buddha, on the other hand, was difficult, especially for one who had not seen into his true nature.
Even though a man leaves his home and lives simply with his three robes and a bowl on a rock under a tree, he still cannot be called a true Buddhist priest. . . . Yet if he does wish earnestly to become a true priest, he will realize that he has many desires and is possessed of a body which is endowed with eighty-four thousand evils, of which the cardinal five are sexual desire, cupidity, birth-and-death, jealousy, and desire for fame. These evils are the way of the world. They are by no means easy to overcome. Day and night, by means of enlightenment [awakening], you should set yourself to eliminating them one after another, thus purifying yourself.
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Munan provided an example to others of the change in life he expected Zen practitioners to attain. He was a close friend of and mentor to Suzuki Shosan, who shared his opinions on many topics. Munan lived frugally in a hermitage with few physical comforts and gathered a small group of disciples around him who were able to emulate his ascetic lifestyle. Of these, only one would be designated his heir—Dokyo Etan.
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I offer this up to point out lights can both go out and be relit. And how 'born again' awakening, not being self-sustaining, allows both reset and repeat.
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2024.04.16 23:27 SpeakingAsColorsDo Poetry for GRC to get started with Gridcoin!

Hello all, I've downloaded the wallet and BOINC and am ready to get started crunching for science and GRC. I just need the initial starting funds, and would like to offer my hand at poetry in return for that starting amount! A faucet seems to tedious, and this seems more fun :P
So essentially:
  1. Give me a prompt
    1. a word, a concept, a feeling...
  2. A style (optional)
    1. Haiku, Dr. Seuss, freeform, limerick...
and I shall create a poem for hopefully your delight!
edit:
forgot to add my wallet address = S44di32up2aZj7pVUK1SrAxi7EcAJnEw5Z
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2024.04.06 04:11 katpoker666 [OT] Fun Trope Friday, Writing with Tropes: Wise Beyond Their Years & Adventure!

Hello WritingPrompts!

Welcome to Fun Trope Friday, our feature that mashes up tropes and genres!

How’s it work? Glad you asked. :)
 
 
Three winners will be selected each week based on votes, so remember to read your fellow authors’ works and DM me your votes for the top three.
 
Next up…
 
Max Word Count: 750 words
 
Trope: Wise Beyond Their Years
 
Genre: Adventure
 
Skill: Show a believable friendship or other relationship between two characters (optional)
 
Constraint: Include a surprisingly wholesome detail or MacGuffin (optional)
 
It’s lonely being special. Different. Misunderstood. Constantly looked to for guidance. Positively exhausting!
 
The classic wise beyond their years trope is about a kid who understands the world as an adult would. But really this could apply more broadly, so use your imagination. E.g., the twenty-something who understands how their firm works better than management. Or the new parent who is practically savant-like in knowing how to raise kids.
 
But one thing these sagacious characters have in common is seeing the world in a way that is different than the norm for their age. This can lead to respect, jealousy, love, hate. Anything really. So consider exploring how strange this othering can be and how the wise character may feel about it. Arrogant? Unworthy? Lonely?
 
Or spin the trope on its head and explore an immature (hu)manchild or the like.
 
So, have at it. Lean into the trope heavily or spin it on its head. The choice is yours!
 
Have a great idea for a future topic to discuss or just want to give feedback? FTF is a fun feature, so it’s all about what you want—so please let me know! Please share in the comments or DM me on Discord or Reddit!
 
Last Week’s Winners
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Some fabulous stories this week and great crit in campfire and on the post! Congrats to:
 
 

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  • Stories must incorporate both the trope and the genre
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