Maa chod

Hey everyone,
I’m reaching out here because I’m in a really tough spot and could use some advice or support from those who might have experienced something similar.
Back in 11th grade, I was extremely driven due to low scores in 10th. I studied for 12-13 hours daily, cut off communication with everyone, and was always depressed even during family functions. I managed to finish the entire foundation syllabus during this time.
Last September, I visited a neurologist for tremors. When I mentioned my weird behavior, I was advised to see a well-known psychiatrist in my city. I was diagnosed with anxiety, ADHD, and OCD, and was put on medication. For the first time in years, I felt good, but then everything came crashing down.
From September onwards, I stopped studying and began socializing again after 2-3 years. I enjoyed myself until my 12th exams finished. Since then, I’ve struggled to study. Even on Inspiral (Indian Ritalin), I can’t focus. I get extreme headaches, and whenever I try to revise, I realize I’ve forgotten 99% of what I knew. The anti-anxiety meds make me not care about anything, which helps me socialize but has killed my motivation and memory.
I feel like my mental ability is so messed up. I can’t even remember calculations I did five minutes ago. I spend days revising short chapters that I used to know well. I had completed law thrice and was strong in other subjects, but now everything is a mess.
Has anyone dealt with something similar? Any advice or strategies would be greatly appreciated. I’m really struggling with my foundation exams coming up in just three weeks.
Thanks in advance.
TLDR:Psychotic meditation me maa chod di!!
Ps also cant leave the course kuuki gareeb bapp ki chutiya aulad hu!! Backup me kuch rakha hi nahi overconfidence ke vajah se

kuuteh saleh bhen ke laudeh teri maa ki chut bosdiwaleh teri mayiaa ka bur chodu badwa salaa madar chood ka pilla randi ka baal machr ki jhaat chipkili ke taate gobar putr kuttiya ka pila baapchoda betichod chachi chod mama chod randi ka aulaad sala haram zada suur jahnt ke baal bakri chod chua chod randhwa raand ja jaamai chut marikeh lavda lavdeh ke baal kutaa ke luli bakri ki chut chipkili ke aand randi baaz kukur chod maai ka choda tera bhen ka choda bur phtleh chud ke 100 baap ka chuda hua kutta ka pila hua naali ka keeda taateh massina bur ke chatel chodu bhagat chut mari ka chut ka pilaa gaand ka sodagar chucci chusneh waleh jhaat ka bhaaji land peh chdeh ja kuuteh saleh bhen ke laudeh teri maa ki chut bosdiwaleh teri mayiaa ka bur chodu badwa salaa madar chood ka pilla randi ka baal machr ki jhaat chipkili ke taate gobar putr kuttiya ka pila baapchoda betichod chachi chod mama chod randi ka aulaad sala haram zada suur jahnt ke baal bakri chod chua chod randhwa raand ja jaamai chut marikeh lavda lavdeh ke baal kutaa ke luli bakri ki chut chipkili ke aand randi baaz kukur chod maai ka choda tera bhen ka choda bur phtleh chud ke 100 baap ka chuda hua kutta ka pila hua naali ka keeda taateh massina bur ke chatel chodu bhagat chut mari ka chut ka pilaa gaand ka sodagar chucci chusneh waleh jhaat ka bhaaji land peh chdeh ja kuuteh saleh bhen ke laudeh teri maa ki chut bosdiwaleh teri mayiaa ka bur chodu badwa salaa madar chood ka pilla randi ka baal machr ki jhaat chipkili ke taate gobar putr kuttiya ka pila baapchoda betichod chachi chod mama chod randi ka aulaad sala haram zada suur jahnt ke baal bakri chod chua chod randhwa raand ja jaamai chut marikeh lavda lavdeh ke baal kutaa ke luli bakri ki chut chipkili ke aand randi baaz kukur chod maai ka choda tera bhen ka choda bur phtleh chud ke 100 baap ka chuda hua kutta ka pila hua naali ka keeda taateh massina bur ke chatel chodu bhagat chut mari ka chut ka pilaa gaand ka sodagar chucci chusneh waleh jhaat ka bhaaji land peh chdeh ja kuuteh saleh bhen ke laudeh teri maa ki chut bosdiwaleh teri mayiaa ka bur chodu badwa salaa madar chood ka pilla randi ka baal machr ki jhaat chipkili ke taate gobar putr kuttiya ka pila baapchoda betichod chachi chod mama chod randi ka aulaad sala haram zada suur jahnt ke baal bakri chod chua chod randhwa raand ja jaamai chut marikeh lavda lavdeh ke baal kutaa ke luli bakri ki chut chipkili ke aand randi baaz kukur chod maai ka choda tera bhen ka choda bur phtleh chud ke 100 baap ka chuda hua kutta ka pila hua naali ka keeda taateh massina bur ke chatel chodu bhagat chut mari ka chut ka pilaa gaand ka sodagar chucci chusneh waleh jhaat ka bhaaji land peh chdeh ja kuuteh saleh bhen ke laudeh teri maa ki chut bosdiwaleh teri mayiaa ka bur chodu badwa salaa madar chood ka pilla randi ka baal machr ki jhaat chipkili ke taate gobar putr kuttiya ka pila baapchoda betichod chachi chod mama chod randi ka aulaad sala haram zada suur jahnt ke baal bakri chod chua chod randhwa raand ja jaamai chut marikeh lavda lavdeh ke baal kutaa ke luli bakri ki chut chipkili ke aand randi baaz kukur chod maai ka choda tera bhen ka choda bur phtleh chud ke 100 baap ka chuda hua kutta ka pila hua naali ka keeda taateh massina bur ke chatel chodu bhagat chut mari ka chut ka pilaa gaand ka sodagar chucci chusneh waleh jhaat ka bhaaji land peh chdeh ja kuuteh saleh bhen ke laudeh teri maa ki chut bosdiwaleh teri mayiaa ka bur chodu badwa salaa madar chood ka pilla randi ka baal machr ki jhaat chipkili ke taate gobar putr kuttiya ka pila baapchoda betichod chachi chod mama chod randi ka aulaad sala haram zada suur jahnt ke baal bakri chod chua chod randhwa raand ja jaamai chut marikeh lavda lavdeh ke baal kutaa ke luli bakri ki chut chipkili ke aand randi baaz kukur chod maai ka choda tera bhen ka choda bur phtleh chud ke 100 baap ka chuda hua kutta ka pila hua naali ka keeda taateh massina bur ke chatel chodu bhagat chut mari ka chut ka pilaa gaand ka sodagar chucci chusneh waleh jhaat ka bhaaji land peh chdeh ja kuuteh saleh bhen ke laudeh teri maa ki chut bosdiwaleh teri mayiaa ka bur chodu badwa salaa madar chood ka pilla randi ka baal machr ki jhaat chipkili ke taate gobar putr kuttiya ka pila baapchoda betichod chachi chod mama chod randi ka aulaad sala haram zada suur jahnt ke baal bakri chod chua chod randhwa raand ja jaamai chut marikeh lavda lavdeh ke baal kutaa ke luli bakri ki chut chipkili ke aand randi baaz kukur chod maai ka choda tera bhen ka choda bur phtleh chud ke 100 baap ka chuda hua kutta ka pila hua naali ka keeda taateh massina bur ke chatel chodu bhagat chut mari ka chut ka pilaa gaand ka sodagar chucci chusneh waleh jhaat ka bhaaji land peh chdeh ja

guys, idk but vent karne ka mann hua, ive been a topper my entire life, (98+) in everything till 10th. 11th mein aake ganda sa downfall hogya tha, i failed in almost all pts, half yearly, even final exams mein fail kiya tha maine. usi beech relationship drama (i got cheated on, woh bhi it was w my bsf), friends ne chhod diya, parents naaraz, aisa ek dinn nai tha jiss dinn apne papa se daant na khau. ek saal mehnat toh ki, but last mein physics ne maa chod di, theek theek hi aaye hai number, regardless im happy. this time last year, i was depressed, actually had no friends and im happy the way life has turned out. i got 91.5 in xii, and i am proud of myself, even if no one is.

kabhi kisi bande ne intentionally jee me saare koshans galat krne ki koshish ki hai kya? aise hi mauj ke liye Also kin kin ki 0 percentile ke closest aayi hai? pls share maa chod dunga is exam ki bhaiyankar padhai karunga taaki -75 la saku

Aaj se ek saal pehle 7 may 2023 ko first time neet diya tha and ghar aakar had a crazy wala mental breakdown. Aaj 1st drop ke baad 5 may 2024 ko diya and i find myself at the same place where i was last year. even kal raat ko sone se pehle ro rokar bhagwaan se sorry bol rahi thi ki pls kal itne aajaye ki parents ke chehre se smile na ude jab puche ki kaisa gya. But guess wat? Haha i lost. Again. Not expecting even 400. Ek toh itna roti hu yr mai. Paper dete dete ro di lol. My dad didn't even ask me ki kaisa gaya coz unhone pehle hi mujhse ummeed hata li thi. But my mom had some expectation aur ab unko bhi bata diya maine ki kaise hagaa hai maine. Ab toh rona bhi nahi aarha.
Dec mein papa mummy ka jhagdaa hua tha and papa ne uss time mujhe gusse me bola tha ki mera 4 drop lelu toh bhi nhi hoga. Meri mental state boht khrab rahi hai pure saal. Jan mein nana ki death hogyi thi. Jan se lekr april 30 tak maine kuch bhi nahi padha!!! Padh hi nahi paayi. Lecs dekh liye bas kabhi kabaar. Bass Roti rahi taunts sunke, dosto ki college ki stories dekhke, Na syllabus Na revision Na mock. Procastination ne maa chod di lmao. Jhelo abb firse. saala ek bhi aansu nahi gir raha ab. I truly deserve all the hatred, taunts which r gonna come abb from parents,relatives,friends.
Pata nahi ab kya karungi. Bachpan se socha tha doc bnne ka mbbs karne ka par maine apne hi pair pr kulhaadi maari. Par iss sab ke baad bhi pata nahi kyu mujhme hope bachi hai ki mai karlungi. Mummy bol rahi hai abb mera kuch nhi hoga but mujhme vo zara si hope still hai chaahe jo result aaye. Agar apna 100% dekar bura result aata toh mai accept kar bhi leti ki nahi hai mere bass ka .Mujhe pata hai maine giveup karke galti ki and if i wouldn't have givenup shayad aaj 500 tak aajaate. Par ab koi faayda nahi ye sab sochne ka. Jo hua hi nahi usko soch ke kya faayda.
Cuet hai 10 din baad. Parents bol rahe agar 500 tak nahi aaye toh side by side bsc karna. Par mera mann nahi hai. Mujhe ek last chance dena hai khud ko, dusro ko prove krne ke liye nahi! Khud ke liye. Jo iss baar galti ki usko sudhaarna ke liye. Jo bachpan se sapna dekha hai usko sach karne ke liye. Maa baap ke saamne giri hui izzat ko dobaara paane ke liye. Khud ko ek baar firse Khush dekhne liye :)
Socha tha exam ke baad free hojaungi lekin ab ek saal firse yayyyy! 2nd and fucking LAST drop le rahi hu ab.And jiska hogya iss saal unko badhaayi aur jinka nahi hua unko ek 🫂.
Milte hain 4 may ko (2025 🥲)

dukh is baat ki nhi ho rha ki paper utna badhiya Gaya, dukh is baat ka hain ki paper itna easy Aya tha. Bas thoda aur gand gis liya hota toh paper ki maa chod deta. BC AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH.

abh meri kehani sunke cult waale bolenge ki phelaana dhimaaka, lekin abh woh maa sulaae, aunty ji dhk gyi hongi
lamba hai lekin tum jab apni rank pdh skte ho toh yeh bhi pdh hi loge , toh 10 th maine krri thi 2020 mein, aur ohir jab 11th aayi toh life mein aagyi kota factory and nv sir, cult no, 1 motion
mere papa ek trika ka system chlaate they as a side hustle jisme sab paise milate they aur hrr mahine kuch loss pr aap woh saare paise udha skte ho, lekin joh cashier hota tha usko loss nhi poore paise milte they, abh lockdown hua toh kuch log gayab hogye aur paise aane bnd, acha abh trust tha unn pr, toh pehle shk nhi bnna, phir kya hua ki hum uss paise ko use krlete they aur jab salary aati thi toh adjust krte they, abh salary bhi bnd aur paise waale bhi bhaag gye, jinhone diye unke use hogye
iss situation mein maine rr kiya motion ka aur dummy school ka, fast forward 3 mahine poore ghr ka mahool bigaadne ke baad motion milla, jisme meri mummy neih apni ring bechi thi, aur feb mein dummy, abh motion ke itne bkl they unke motivators neih mujhe bhrm mein rkha ki hojayega hojayega, natija 11th waste
cult no 2 akash, 12 mein akash liya kyuki ek dost tha usme, unhone bhi keha ki hojayega, aur unke teachers se basic swaal nhi hote they, 12th adhi chod di fees ki wjha se, abh na school na coaching, pdhai krta hi nhi tha mai bus motivation dekh ke hilata tha, october 10 my mom died, like sudden, phir aaya unacademy scam, jinhone crash course ke naam pr loota, vineet loomba they main culprit
abh aata hai drop year, zero pdhai 11 12 ki, drop year mein liya pw, again adhi pdhai lekin pw neih cult nhi chlaya, phir jee ka result aaya toh 47,2 percentile, fast forward second drop aur 70 percentile
abh maine soocha ki mi formula rtt bhi leta toh isse ache le aata 12 th mein hi, toh kyu mai itna neeche aagya, like board ki copy dekh ke bhi jaata toh isse zyada aajate bkc,
abh aate hai last culprit, mohit tyagi aur baaki motivators, jinhone serious students ka bhosda sir pr liya tha, mujhe lgga serious toh mai bhi hu, toh 12 th mein maine unse pdhne ki koshish kri aur itne boring lectures, mtlb kabhi kabhi lgta hai ki inhe pdhane ka adhikaar kon diya, unhone humesha keha serious student yeh serious student woh, jindal maa ke lode neih keha cengage advanced acha student, alakh daddy neih keha ghr ke halat badlo, mohit tyagi neih keha yeh paper btayega aage ki life kaise hogi
bkl mcdo yeh btao ek bche ko yeh sab btaya jaata hai ki family condition flana dhimaka, ande se nikla nhi hai woh aur yeh bhoj, mai pdhte pdhte yeh sochta tha ki perfect material perfect lecture perfect notes, abh agr nhi hua toh ghr ki condition aur life ka bhosda hojana tha, mujhe gaadhi nhi milti, mere papa ko bandr uthake lejaate bc,
abh sunno meri baat bhosdiwaalo, college bohot badiya cheez hai, mzza aata hai paisa hai sab hai, lekin yeh ant nhi hai aur yeh teachers tumhari wjha se hai, tum inki wjha se nhi ho, aaj jee na do toh yeh log apne haath se apna youtube account na manage kr paaye, aapke so called god of porn teachers ape lectures tk edit na kr paaye, remember ki yeh log failed engineers hai, drr ka wypaar hai yeh, pehle yeh neeche they abh upr hai, system abhi bhi whi hai, yeh log 11 aur 12 se upr ka laand nhi pdha rahe,
"but bcho maine iit ki job nhi ki kyuki teaching passion hai", toh sir phd kriye havard oxford iit mein pdhao na, yeh 16 saal ke muthalo ko kyu pdha rahe ho, ''mera content sabse acha hai lekin'', ek aur chutiyap, inke notes pdhke maine toh kisiko nhi dekha ki usne koi machine bnaadi ho
abh kuch gaandu bolenge woh vidya de rahe hai guru bhagwaan hota hai, yeh koi guru nhi hai, aur rhi baat vidya ki toh inhone usse kothe pr baitha diya hai, aur yeh saare dalal uski boli lgaa rahe hai
naa kisi se drro na kisi ki baato mein aao, aapne hisaab se dekho kya kaise krna hota hai, joh shi lgge kro aur intent to work laao, baate sunno aur bolo mt, yeh books yeh lecture yeh sir mt kro, joh shi lgge woh kro, lekin kro, kisike kehne pr mt aao

I think this sub is now being dominated by Red Pill people, or MGTOW or whatever the fuck you wanna call them. But the hatred and scare mongering against women is crazy.
Post after post, it's about WOMEN
This sub is about MEN, for fucks sake.
Emotions: MEN ARE EMOTIONAL. Just not like women. There are some emotions that are acceptable for us, (make a guess), and that emotion is anger. Some more examples are pridefulness, jealousy, ambitiousness, etc.
When you watch your favourite team win, and you yell and scream, that's you being emotional. When you come here on this sub and feel angry, that's also emotion. So no, we're not robots.
BUT, I think it's important for us men to learn to express other emotions as well, especially feminine ones. The main cause of male loneliness is that we men don't feel cared for and our issues are often sidelined. I've seen men blaming women for this, that since women wanna be so independent and feminist now, we can't get a gf and that's one cause. So how do we fix this?
Be gay. I mean, be gay in the way you talk and act, you don't necessarily have to change your sexuality, you know? But hug your friends, tell them things you're embarassed about, hold hands, try to cry. It's very very hard to cry, took me a couple years to actually be able to cry. Now don't go to your nearest friend and do this, but find men who will actually be able to handle your vulnerability.
Being friends with gay dudes has helped me with this so much, because so often they compliment my looks, and I do the same for them. Or how I can be sad and vulnerable around them and they won't say anything mean to me. If you're not comfortable talking to gay dudes, talk to women about your emotions. Talk to anyone, really, but that person has to be trustworthy and reliable.
Whenever we see sad things, we don't get sad. We get ANGRY, VERY ANGRY. When your wife cheats on you, is that something to be sad about or something to be angry about (both, obviously)?. But my point is that because the only emotion we feel is angry when instead we should be feeling is 2-3 different emotions at a time, we get so so angry that we end up doing things we regret. Iss se acha to bhai hum ro le, kyu life barbad krni?
When you or your friends feel sad, do you say, "Bhai I feel so sad for you", or do you default to, "Iski maa chod ke rakh denge bc"?
I'm not here to act holier than thou or to claim that I don't do these things, because I am a man too. But I really care about men and I want us all to be happy and to share a community and be able to take care of each other. Broz, all this stuff about MRAs is important, but don't start hating women.
I want us to do something for each other here. I don't know how, but how about all of us take time to be there for each other together? It could be meetups, or we could have a group online where we can share our issues? I don't want to hear about feminism or women or law or this or that, I want to hear about YOU. How are YOU feeling, because you matter, my dude.

Yesterday I was on my way going to the market with my mother and on the main road there was a large crowd and two youngsters basically of my age (16-17) were arguing with elder men who were of there father's age , so i asked a person what happened and he said those two boys were rash driving there bikes and because of them a person fell. The onlookers got angry and stopped them but the boys started arguing saying it was not there fault and they won't apologize.
After that i listened what they were saying and there conversation goes like, "bacche ho bacche ke tarah raho, dhang se baat kar rahe iska mtlb ye nahi ki sarr pe chadhne lagoge, maar denge ro doge " To which one of the boys replied, "aukat me rahiye samjhe na? Pehchaan rahe hai kon hai? " (He then pointed to his friend and said )" Vidhayak ji ka beta hai, sabka aukat hi naap ke rakh denge"( His friend felt embarrassed and stopped him) . This sparked a fire in all the uncles 😭, the age barrier dissapeard and then unfiltered gaali started pouring from uncles mouth 👄. One of them said "betichod tumhare vidhayak ki bhi maa chod denge aur tumhari maa bhi chod denge" (Fir Uncle apne bike se utre) "ruk wahi pe aaj dikhate hai kiska aukat kya hai, abhi gardan pakad ke nala me phekenge tab bulana vidhayak ji ko wahi kudd ke nikalenge" ( ladke 5'5 ke skinny londe aur uncle 5'8 ke tagde fitt aadmi) . Rest of the people stopped that man while the boys fled on there bike 🤭.
Phir mummy ne bola jaldi chalne toh chala gaya, lekin mere 'fun' ka daily quato complete ho gaya 😽. New gen londe jab apni aukat me aate hai toh maza hi aa jata hai 🥰.

JEE ke marks vs percentile ke previous data ne toh maa chod di. Can I trust last year's opening and closing ranks of colleges? I have rank around 19k and looking at IIIT Delhi. Cutoff for gen non Delhi candidate was arnd 23k last year.

Hey guys I'm a jeetard a second dropper upar se and mera result drop se b kharab aaya h idk kya hua maine sab kuch kiya tha maine question solving ki maine mock test diye usme b lowest 85 gyi thi but ab 60 percentile aayi h idk kya hua meri glti h. I'm feeling like ki kuch b ni ho payega ab future mein agar merse ek exam hii ni nikla toh mein kaise trust krlu khud pe ki aage jaake I'll be successful in any way mujhe essa lgg rha hai ki maine kitne logon ki hopes ki maa chod di maine apne sab dost,parents jin jinko merpe bharosa rha unn sab ka bharosa khtm krdiya idk what I'll do next itne bekaar rank pe koi theek college h bhi nahi kal puri raat roya hu. Before anyone say ki uss time pdh lete i know i really tried guys but I don't think ki mein kuch kr pauga life mein. That's it good bye soldiers don't be like me and i wish anyone don't turn out anything like me.

Hardik and Tim David in every match be like “Ache khase run rate ki maa chod dete hain, maza aayega”

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