Testosterone clitoris pics

I've always had a big forehead but in the past year my hairline has started receding- more so at the right corne temple area. It seems like my forehead is slowly starting to get bigger too. My hair is very long and healthy. It grows out incredibly fast as well but I do shed a lot. I have no bald patches anywhere.
My family all has full hair- even on my dad's side.
Only medical history is migraines. I'm not on any medication. Never been on birth control either.
I've tried every oral supplement known to man.
I've gotten my labs checked out and only my vitamin d is low. (I work the night shift. I have also recently started taking vitamin d supplements). My last level was 15ng/ml.
My thyroid labs are all good. I do have two nodules on my thyroid that I get an ultrasound on every year- they have not caused me any issues and have gotten smaller in the last few years.
I have regular periods and don't have PCOS.
My male labs/testosterone, dhea etc.. are all normal.
I never wear my hair up and when I do it's in a low, loose ponytail.
I've consistently tried dermarolling and rosemary oil for months with no luck.
Did I just get unlucky with female pattern baldness? Is my only hope minoxidil? Here's a pic of what I'm dealing with https://i.imgur.com/xkDsmnb.jpeg

Someone for the love of god help me lol. I was on birth control 16-24 years old. Decided to go off due to other symptoms I could no longer take. Was on accutane for 8 months and stopped birth control a month after accutane finished. Both of these pills stopped in dec&jan. It’s now May and my hair is increasingly falling out, to concerning amounts. My part is more exposed and parting everywhere on my head, everytime I run my fingers through my hair, 10s of hairs fall out, and don’t even get me started on the shower hair loss. I got my bloodwork and hormones checked. Didn’t get a period since December so they forced it with the “provera challenge” and then checked hormones. Not sure if it’s accurate hormone levels considering they forced my period. No cysts on ultrasound but possible “clinical diagnosis of pcos”, thyroid normal, testosterone normal (again after the provera challenge), only things low in critical range was iron and vitamin d which I just started taking supplements. I’m now reading post accutane and birth control can cause hair loss. Yay double wammy. So now I’m taking biotin, iron, vitamin d, hair skin and nails, & b12. My doctor recommended nutrafol or viviscal but what I’m reading up on is that if you stop it will reverse, sometimes doesn’t work, & expensive. Please someone give me hope this shit will turn around. Running out of options. And to top it off I started night shift as a nurse in December so I’m sure the sleep is screwing me and my period up. Also don’t judge the mirror pic I had hair oils in lol. The last pic is pre fall out.

hi, im turning 21 soon and i planned on starting testosterone during the summer, so i talked to my parents about it. they already knew i was trans but since T is going to be a real change in my life (physically and stuff) i had to talk to them about it. they kind of excpected it, but my dad made some comments that made me feel extremely bad. he said something along the lines of "i get that you feel like a boy, but im going to tell you this since no one told you, but you move like a girl" he also said i walked like a girl and now i feel extremely bad and i was wondering if someone had some advices on moving less like a girl? i mean i know that even on T im still gonna have some "manners" and im going to appear lets say, "fruity" (which i am so it doesn’t really matter) but i don’t want to move, and walk like a girl. but i feel like i don’t know what to do stop doing it, im pretty short and im also neurodivergent so for example in public spaces, i tend to sit weirdly because im small and i don’t take much space. im also a really loud person, i laugh loudly and talk loudly and i can be pretty expressive and as for the way i walk or stand i have seen pics of me and i do really stand in a kind of girly way and im afraid i won’t pass. i have skinny arms/shoulders so it doesnt really help. do you think with T, and the fact im gonna start doing upper body workouts eventually i will stop appearing so girly? how can i stop moving and walking "like a girl"?

Pics below 👇
I wrote a massive post explaining my history of drug addiction and why I'm now on TRT. I explained why I think these factors might be contributing to gyno, but Reddit bugged out and deleted it. So frustrating, but shit happens. I just wrote the most important parts below, because cba to write it all again.
Really hope someone could give me their opinion on this. I'm 29 and I've been on TRT for 8 months, my E2 became elavated for a while when my doctor introduced HCG. I tried many different protocols in an attempt to lower e2 without taking an AI. I went as low as 90mg T, but I still had awful e2 side effects, mainly debilitating anxiety. Eventualy I tried a tiny dose of an AI and the anxiety disappeared.
also worth mentioning, my prolactin has been fluctuating for years as I used to be addicted to opiates, alcohol, and benzos. Ive been clean off these drugs for almost 3yrs now, although I'm still tapering off kratom. Sadly my prolactin can still be high due to the kratom, and is either within the normal range or occasionally as high as 800. Until recently my weekly protocol was the following:
3x injections of 67mg testosterone cypionate (200mg total)
3x injections of HCG (1500iu total)
1x small dose of aromacin (3mg)
I've decided to lower my testosterone to 150mg as I think it's unnecessarily high, and is probably causing my e2 to rise again. I've always had big beef burger nipples, but they've definitely gotten more puffy looking since starting TRT. Do you think I'm slowly developing gyno because my TRT dose is too high, or am I panicking over nothing?
Really appreciate any advice or opinions on this. I’ll be honest it’s stressing me out, I can't stop thinking about it.
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Hi everyone!
I had top surgery in London with Victoria Rose on 18/03 and I thought I’d breakdown how it went for people considering her!
I first got in touch with Victoria Rose’s office in August 2023 and immediately got a date for a consultation in November. She asked for 2 references for surgery but I got away with just one because I went for a psych referral from Dr. Kirpal Sahota who works with her apparently? I have a friend who got a referral letter from Dr. Lorimer and another one from their GP so I guess that’s an option as well. The wording was “Miss Rose requires a referral letter from a recognised gender clinic, usually with a 2 signature referral, one of which has to be a consultation psychiatrist, although she will accept single signature referrals if she has worked with the referrer before.“
The consultation with Dr. Sahota was £450 - which I had to settle entirely about 2 weeks before my consult with her. I first got in touch with her in August 2023, her office got back to me immediately but didn’t offer a specific date - they got back to me in September with a date for October. The consult itself was a video consult and from what I remember I was asked to explain my whole history with gender, mental health, family, sex, chest-related dysphoria, how long I wanted that surgery, how I was feeling on T… All the questions, some really intrusive ngl. I had read beforehand on Reddit that Dr. Sahota is not particularly understanding with non-binary people (which I am) so I very much toned down the whole genderfuck aspects of me and went for a full hyper masculine narrative which worked wonders… She was very happy to give me the piece of paper I needed. I don’t really want to get into more details on what I said publicly but if anyone wants to get in touch directly about it don’t hesitate!
The consultation with Victoria Rose was £250, which I paid for a couple of weeks before it happened. It took place at the Nuffield Parkside Hospital in Wimbledon (where the actual surgery took place too!). Victoria Rose is a very energetic friendly person, she went over a bunch of the same questions that Dr. Sahota did - gender history mostly, feelings about chest, testosterone - but in a much less invasive way, she made it sound like more of a formality. Then I showed her my chest. She had a look and a squeeze (eh that’s what we were here for you know) and said there was a bit too much overhang for peri (which I was expecting anyways and I had already made my mind up to get DI). I brought up that another surgeon said I had a lot of fat around the top of my chest, she had a look and said we could do a bit of lipo around my armpits to harmonise the results. She then showed me plenty of her results. They all looked really good - she is able to do so many different scar shapes (from almost right angle to rounded scars). She really emphasised that she wanted to fit to the patient’s aesthetic goals as much as possible. Nipples looked all sorts on the weird-to-great scale, as it tends to be the case. For nipples she offers:

• no nips
  
• nipple grafts (from her document: full thickness grafts – these have dressings stitched over them for the first week. They are showerproof so you can shower during this period, but do not soak them in a bath/swimming pool/sea. This dressing is then removed by our specialist nurses at Parkside Hospital and further dressings are normally needed for 1-2 weeks. You will be given these and instructions on how to apply them by our nurses. Nipple grafts can vary in colour, shape, size and position. They are normally insensate and the nipple bud will be flatter. Very rarely they can fail and a residual scar is left that may require further reconstructive surgery or a tattoo.)
  
• nipple pedicle (from her document: in this technique the nipple is left attached on a small amount of breast tissue and button holed through the skin into its new position. This technique sometimes preserves some sensation. Dressings are not stitched on. You will need to come to see the nurses at Parkside at 1 week for a wound check. The nipple tends to be more uniform in colour and shape but the nipple bud size cannot be altered. The nipple can also fail in this technique if it does not receive adequate blood supply. It then heals as a scar which may require further surgery. In this technique the breast tissue the nipple is left attached to may produce a visible bulge in the lower pole of the breast. This may need to “debulked” in a second operation.)
  

I decided for the nipple pedicle because I wanted to get the best chances to get some sensation back and I want a bit of a nipple bud to pierce later! She did assure me that I could change my mind about this, even on the day of the surgery… She also encouraged me to bring pictures of top surgery results that I liked on the day of the operation. And that was it! In an out of the consultation within half and hour, though she did answer all my questions. I would advise arriving with questions ready because she does not linger so it’s useful to have everything at hand!
After that I received documentation from her office reiterating everything, consent forms etc. and maybe a week later her her office sent me a date for the operation - in March 2024! I had to send in a £750 deposit. Between November and March I had a very short zoom call with Miss Rose where we went over the same things we did on the consult - felt like she was double checking that I knew what I was getting in for. I had some questions about recovery which she did not know how to answer and she invited me to ask her specialist nurses). A week later I had another zoom call with nurse Sandie… I was really taken aback because she asked me a bunch of questions about my gender; and dysphoria and everything which I am pretty angry about. I did not expect it so I kind of dissociated for the rest of the consult and got it to finish as fast as possible. But I seem to remember we went over some recovery stuff, she sent me the link to buy the post op binder, etc.
I had one final pre-op assessment in the Parkside clinic in Putney with some of the nurses from her service. They did a blood test, asked me questions about my health and waked me through was was going to happen on the day of the surgery.
Worth mentioning as well that my zoom call with Dr. Rose was rescheduled to a week earlier than previously planned; and that my top surgery date moved from the 12/03 to the 19/03 (with months notice) to the 18/03 (with weeks notice) - just so people are aware that it can happen! Also: her admin staff are super helpful, polite and responsive through email and through phone. Which is good because there was a lot of emails and I got confused a bunch of times.
On the day of the surgery I had to stop eating before 7am and stop drinking before 11am, which was also the time I was asked to arrive at the Parkside Nuffield in Wimbledon. I got shown into my room, and asked to chose my dinner for that night (they actually have a full menu it’s madness). Then I watched TV for hours with the friend who came with me. Got a visit from the nurse and from the anaesthetist, then from the surgeon herself who ironed out the last details with me. Everybody got me signing consent forms left right and centre. Then I waited some more (turns out she did 2 surgeries before me that day). Then at 5pm right when I was starting to turn crazy with anticipation and hunger nurses come in and we walk to a little room downstairs. I got cannulated in my left hand, and next thing I know I wake up boobless (and crying?, apparently that’s really common with anesthesia) around 9:30pm.
I spent the night at the hospital with drains in, a nurse came in to check my blood pressure every couple of hours and help me to the bathroom, I was very numb from the anaesthesia. I only had a paracetamol drip through the night and a couple of ibuprofens. Absolutely no pain! Very confusing night though but the hardest part wait waiting to get food (around midnight - the nurse said I had to wait to avoid nausea, and to be fair I did not feel nauseous at any point so I’m grateful for that!). The next day, Victoria Rose came in to check on me and change my nipple dressings. Then the nurses removed my drains and canulation I felt fine and everything seemed to be going all good so my friend drove me home that day!
Recovery-wise I haven’t been given much tips - I got operated on the Monday eve and I was told to stay without a binder until the Friday to avoid compressing the nipples right away. All my bandages from the surgery stayed on until my 1 week post op appointment (they changed the nipple dressing) and at 3 week post op they removed the surgical tape on the incisions. I feel like I’ve had the easiest recovery tbh, which is probably due to a mix of surgeon skills and my own genetics/health (I’m able bodied, no medical issues whatsoever, and 28 years old). I was able to move my arms loads right away, I had loads of energy, didn’t need any painkillers after the operation. My nipples never looked scary at all and I’ve had a bit of swelling but not even that much.
One spot on my incision bled for like a week but that’s it, and I had some surgical dissolvable staples resurface at week 5 which was a little bit scary. I was meant to wear a binder for 6 weeks but I stopped at week 5 because it was hurting my back too much, and I could tell that I was mostly fine swelling wise.
I'm 7 weeks post op and very happy! I'm really happy with how my results look (I posted pics in another sub if you're interested). Still a tiny bit swollen but not even that much, and I can feel everywhere in my chest apart from my nipples for now!
Cost breakdown:
Consultation with Dr. Sahota £450
Victoria Roses’ consultation £250
Victoria Roses’ fees £5000
Hospital stay fees £4600
Anesthetist £1000
Blood tests from the hospital £182

Just trying to figure shit out. Been feeling lost.
I have a large clitoris, and always have - one of my childhood abusers used to call it my "little dick" - and as long as I have known my sexuality, I have known that my desire was to penetrate another female with my own anatomy. I think early in life I had an idea that I was female but I was going to grow up to be male, somehow, and my insistence that I wanted a penis was first documented when I was in 2nd grade.
Because of the size of my clitoris, it was easy for me to do some traditionally "boy-only" things - like peeing standing up - and when I was sexually abused, I was sometimes forced to use my anatomy to penetrate others. I think having those kinds of experienced set me apart from other girls pretty early in life. I rarely socialized with girls, and girls did not consider me one of their own. In elementary school it was easy to be friends with most boys, but as I aged it became more difficult, as I became known as a "queer" and a "dyke". Still, I had a core group of male friends that stayed my bros, and, later on, a bisexual girlfriend who allowed me to be "the man" in our relationship.
Sometimes I look over all of it - my non-standard genitalia, my lifelong tendency towards masculine body language, my early cross-sex identification, and my same-sex attraction - and it paints a picture that makes sense to me. I used to think that picture meant I needed to medically transition - but I guess what I learned is that it's impossible to change sex, and I was chasing a dragon I would never catch. So now I'm here, 2 years detransitioned, reconciling with my sex.
I know logically that my sexuality must be a female sexuality because it is mine and I am female, but emotionally, I cannot help but still often feel I was supposed to be a straight man, and that I do not fit in with women, or care to relate with them socially. I often miss being on testosterone, but I see cross-sex hormones as a poison now and have no desire to subject my body to what is ultimately an experimental and poorly understood treatment. Frankly I consider myself lucky that I escaped from my transition with no serious health problems. But I guess when I was living as a trans man, I felt like I was just a normal guy, and now I'm once again a weird woman, with weird woman problems. I wish to find peace, and yet there is none: a thousand tendrils eat upon my mind and gnaw me to the bone. That my body feels, as it has always felt, like it was some strange boy/girl hybrid, that I was a man trapped inside female skin, and that the only thing that's changed now is I really, truly, deeply understand that nothing I can do can ever make me male.
I do feel some resentment towards my doctors for some of the lies they told me about the safety and efficacy of gender care. Mostly I do not regret my transition as I enjoyed the effects of testosterone and I had a lot of experiences that I will treasure forever, but there are days when it hurts me to my core to know that I ever hated my body so much I was willing to destroy it as part of my quest for self-actualization. I just - I just wish sometimes that I had been born more normal. I wish I was a regular girl, or a regular guy, and not - whatever it is that I am.

Hello everyone! I (20M) have recently been investigating my G3 varicocele which I’ve had for several years now and my lab results were peculiar to say the least as my testosterone (pic 1) was quite high but for the semen analysis however is when things start to get worrisome. I’m meeting with my urologist this Tuesday to hopefully opt in for a microsurgery or embolization but I’m not sure which one yet.

So here’s the story:
I’m a 40 year old man who is confidently bisexual. It wasn’t always this way, as like many, I was raised religious. However, I worked through all that and haven’t had any mental or spiritual hang ups since in 20 years.
Going on…
In my 20’s I was extremely sexually active with both men and women, and sometimes both at the same time! When I tell you I did it all, believe me — I did. And it was amazing! I was drunk and high nearly every day though.
At 29 I met a woman and we fell in love and eventually got married. She knew I was bi from the beginning, though we chose to just be monogamous, albeit we did lots of strap on fun.
Fast forward to 38 and as our lives changed in many hectic ways, the passion and magic we had just wasn’t there and we divorced.
It’s not been easy, but I am now more at peace than I have been in my entire life.
I’ve been going out and making new friends and flirting with women and men, and have even seen a few women more than once. Lately, however, I’ve just been craving cock! I’ve been hesitant to get active with men, mostly because I’m scared of catching something. The few women I’ve been with are ones I’ve built trust with and know are clean. I’m very safe and clean also. After the way I lived in my 20’s, I can only say I am supremely lucky and blessed. Whenever I get on Grinder, it all just seems so sleazy — no face pics, random dick pics, married men on the DL wanting to cheat, etc, however I have met up with one who felt safe and did some mutual sucking, which was fun, but there wasn’t much feeling there. It was super very hot to get my mouth on a man’s cock again. The connection wasn’t there, but still, being on my knees with his dick in my mouth had me harder than I had been in quite some time.
Which leads me to this…
I recently met a guy who I really trust and get good vibes from. He’s smart, very laid back, and very cute. And while I’m not looking to jump into a relationship at any moment, I would love a beautiful night of hot relaxing pure gay sex. Thankfully, he’s a top, and I’m a vers/bottom. We’ve been chatting and having fun lately, and are planning on meeting up Sunday evening for a drink and then some good ol’ fashioned beautiful and hot gay fucking and sucking. Haha!
Okay, so…
Why am I so nervous?!! I’m a cute guy with lots of sex drive these days (I’m really into edging and building up testosterone), the divorce was hard on me mentally and physically, and I’m terrified of the vulnerability of getting naked in front of another man, let alone lying down naked before him and letting him have his way with me. Don’t get me wrong — this is what I am craving and I have the opportunity for. But why am I so nervous??!!!!
I’ve historically been more comfortable around women, which is why I’ve been sleeping with 2 specific trusted friends, however I am equally attracted to both men and women. But I really want to get fucked by more than just the toy in the drawer by my bed. Hahaha!!
So, what’s the problem? I don’t know if there is one. I will say this, I’m as nervous and scared as I am horny, so any kind, friendly, fun, and sexy words of encouragement would be much appreciated.
I’m here. Let’s chat. Thank you! :)

saw a pic on IG that I think shows he has moved on w a girl he met thru IG while we were dating. they do creative “work” tg. i never met her the 18 months we dated.
ive been doing okay but now it feels like someone has sliced my stomach open. im livid. he dumped me 2 months ago bc i coukdnt match his unnaturally high sex drive (he took testosterone/supplements/possibly steroids and had a history of addiction). he broke up with me in 20 min after staying with him thru a fucking STI, rehab, and lies. good fucking luck to her. i hope she doesn’t waste as much time on him as i did.
i want to cry and puke and jump out my window at the same time

I am Transgender (ftm) and am planning on starting testosterone, I put this in ftm but I thought why not here too, I thought maybe you'd be more understanding I'm kinda stressing and if anyone has knowledge on trans things or biology then help me out here please, I haven't discussed this with anyone irl.
SO I'm very familiar with a lot of the changes that happen when you go on T and I'm fine with all of them apart from the hornyness. I'm Aromantic Asexual, and repulsed by romance and sex like a lot, I've never felt or experienced what it's like to be horny and I've never touched myself. I am very content with that and it's not a dysphoria thing. I don't want my feelings in this sense to change, I guess I'm scared of something I haven't experienced but if anyone else is like me please let me know and what your experience is like. OR if there's anything I can do or take to avoid this change? or if you think I won't change. Does it happen because of the clitoris growing? Is there any scenarios where I could get bottom surgery and remove the clitoris?? I find the idea of having something purely for sexual pleasure quite um not cool
I have been in a waiting list for T for about 4 years now and could possibly start private in a year or two I just wanna set my mind straight.