I don't really know what i'm looking for here. Advice? but also trying to find a way to write this down without it all seeming absolutely mental.
My father has been an alcoholic for as long as i can remember. Growing up there has been more than one occasion me and my mum have fled to a hotel overnight or went and lived with my nan for a number of weeks before my dad would come begging for my mum to come back (spoiler: she did). When I was 12 he pushed my mother into the fireplace and broke her arm. I remember being told we had to tell everyone that the dog did it running into her. It was always seemingly perfectly timed around some sort of important event (e.g the night before i had my first a level exam). I could list off things that have happened but we'd be here all night so i'll skip ahead. My mother never left him.
Back then he was what you would call a high functioning alcoholic. Binged Friday, Saturday and sometimes Sunday night but maintain the normal work week life. My mum would say he was a different person in the weekdays, on the weekdays he was David, and on the weekends he was 'Dave'. Over the years hes got worse but since the pandemic he has sunk so low that I didn't know it was possible without a body failing. He is his own boss now in his company and so with that mixed with work from home he will be binge drinking almost every night. When he drinks he is incredibly abusive to my mother. He will send her abusive text messages when she has excused herself to bed early. He has blocked her cards before when she goes out grocery shopping in order to embarrass her. He hides her items around the house. Broke her phone multiple times so she cannot contact me.
Just before the pandemic he convinced her to move away from her family to a new city 2 hours away (alot for uk) I'm now 28 living in Norway with a family of my own. I didn't set out to move to a different country but it has led to my mother being even further isolated. When we visited 2 summers ago and i was pregnant I walked in on him holding a knife to my mums throat in the kitchen and when I got him off her he tried to attack me (all was okay but incredibly scary). Ever since this i have been recording incidents down as they happen and sending them to myself so I have the memories as they were at the time incase i need it in the future.
I tried to get my mum to call the police and she is just too scared to do it. She is scared if she finds somewhere to go she will not be able to to take her dogs with her (2 golden retrievers) and they truly are her babies. He has also been working on her to tell her she is the abusive one, not him and that's where i lead to.
I talk to my mum on the phone almost everyday around 8pm so she can talk to her grandson a little and we talk about how things are. the last few days shes been telling me about my dads recent ailments. a few days ago he fell down the stairs from drinking and has smashed his shoulder in and needs an x-ray. He has turned this into saying my mother did it to him and she is abusing him. Last night he went out to get more alcohol and the bag with his red wine broke and smashed on the floor, he stood on it and got a deep cut on his foot. Now he is saying my mother has also done this to him,
Today I get a message on my phone from him telling me that he is filing for divorce from my mother on the grounds of physical abusive.... that she will get no money and its what best. she thinks he is clever enough that he will be able to pull this off...
I just can't believe the audacity of this man, but i'm also really scared for my mum. In my honest opinion he needs sectioning.
I wonder if anyone has been through anything similar with an abusive partner and have any outcomes they can share with me?
tldr: my abusive father is filing for divorce against my mother and saying she is the abusive one. She thinks he will be able to convince people of this and she will end up with nothing. How can i help her?

Please need help! 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
PD - 2020 NVC DQ - 2022 - F2A Category
On my 3rd visit (2023) to my spouse as B2 we learned about AOS processing, so we consulted our lawyer if I could pursue adjusting in the US even if we chose consular processing on the approved form i130&i130a and already DQ at NVC. They said we could since I am eligible that time and my PD is current, so with lawyer’s help, we filed forms(i485,i131,i765)… the initial filing was rejected the notice says g-1450 cc transaction is invalid due to incomplete info. So our lawyers resubmit with our money orders and it was accepted… unfortunately the decision was denied because the timing when the forms were received by USCIS is already past my authorized stay (by 10 days). I think the lawfirm really messed up with filing and so we have lost confidence with them already. And obviously we were extremely upset because we paid a lot for past filings, we trusted and for nothing. After that, we took their advise to just wait until my spouse become USC and stay in the US and be low key so I did stay because LDR is really difficult 😞. Until recently (2024) my spouse become USC and we are now contemplating on consulting with them again vs file i-485 ourselves. I remained in the US and never left (as per their advise) they say once my spouse become USC immediate relatives are forgiven so I overstayed my authorized stay on i-94. My qqs are:
*will i be forgiven? *which forms we need to file? *Do we need to inform NVC that we will do AOS instead? *Since the current approved i-130 is spouse of LPR and is w/ g-28 (lawyer signed on this is no longer connected w/ the firm who filed our denied I-485) and we chose to do consular processing abroad? … Do we still need to file another i-130 indicating the beneficiary plans to do AOS on part 4 of the form? And sponsor is USC? *there is a question on i765 have you previously filed form i-765? Should I answer no? i485 decision denial came 1st before i765&i131 were adjudicated, my uscis account says case was terminated for i765&i131 on the history status. I never got any EAD card. I never work. *if we do AOS by ourselves do i need to attach past rejected receipts, receipt notice and denial notice of the past application last year? *the decision notice has A # but i’m not sure if that is Alien number, should i write them on the forms we are about to submit?
I’m sorry if I have a lot of questions because we don’t know how to start, i guess we have a trauma with consulting paralegal/lawyer. Thank you in advance for sharing your inputs and helping us with our dilemma.

This is my first time posting in reddit, I really don't know who to talk to about this because I'm scared of being told to that Im dramatic lmao. I was mainly going to ask for advice but I feel like I'd rant more than actually ask for help haha. My grammar is bad btw. (edit : after I finished writing this, I was right that I ended up ranting instead lol. don't mind me, I feel like I just needed to get this off my chest and my notes doesnt really help with it)
So a little background about me. I'm someone who had been considered "gifted" ever since I was young. According to my teachers, I tend to learn quicker than my peers and requires little to no effort in doing so. I also have a weird way of doing math which is basically just shortcuts but the end result is always right anyway so my teacher would just end up accepting it but warns me to use proper formula during exams. I also like watching those what if science vids, so my mind is really packed with useless stocked knowledge that comes handy when the lesson is somehow related to the things I know. Overall, I'm considered smart for basically not trying at all in school. It changed during 6th grade though, I experienced many deaths among loved ones during those year and it really messed up my health. It also doesn't help that for some reason my father blamed me for my younger sister's death, atleast that's how I remember it. I became top student to "alitaptap" real quick. It really damaged my pride yk lmao, I won't deny that I took pride on how I'm smarter than my peers at class (I know there are other people more smarter than me but in my class, I know that most of them are slow) I think it's the way I'm raised but the fact that Im aware of it, means that I should work on my attitude and all.
Anyways, I tried my best to regain myself in highschool, it all went well til 10th grade which is the current grade I'm in. It feels like everytime I'm close to graduation, shits always happen to me, I dont know if this is some kind of obstacle that I need to tackle but it really frustrates me and I know it's a me problem but I can't help but feel unmotivated. My parents seperated at the start od 10th grade. I had no time to process things and I have to look after my younger siblings too cause both of my parents refuse to be in the same room together which makes it harder for us, their kids. I wasn't in honor students at 3rd quarter and I'm already scared for 4th quarter. I feel like I won't make it and I'm self pitying myself again. I really wanted to be in STEM and I passed my entrance exam to a school I wanted, but I'm already overthinking that I would not be accepted because of my low grades in my last year of highschool.
I just want to cry at this point but that wont help with anything. I really hate myself for being easily affected ; so when my mom and dad would fight, I will lose motivation in whatever I'm doing and it can go on for days. I shouldve just stayed at grandma's during my 10th grade to ensure that I wont be bothered at all but I dont want to leave my siblings in that situation alone. I really feel shitty and like, being the first born, it feels like theres alot of pressure. My mom kept on reminding me too what happened to my aunt (my aunt is the first born among 5 siblings, really smart but ended up the worst during her highschool and college years because of family circumstances)
It wouldve been more comforting to cry this all out to my friends but I don't want to traumadump on them or smt, especially since one of my friends are in honors too and know my situation. I dont want her to feel guilty when its not really her business and frankly, she wont be able to help me since I refuse to cheat my way though homeworks and quizzes.

Heyo, just wanted to write up a little post for this hellish course since I managed to pass in 6 days without touching that GodForsakenTextBook.
First things first, I was dreading this class so much and that probably made it worse. As soon as I saw someone mention they passed without reading the book, that was my path and I was sticking to it (unless I failed.) I planned to spend maybe 3 weeks on this class but after I passed the PA I said fuck it. Was not planning on retaining anything from here.
 
Main thing I did was follow this post, so I:

• Watched the Linkedin video
  
• Started drilling the quizlets he made. I liked using the Learn and Test modes and reading the reasons answers were right or wrong. (when available).
  
• I watched this video, about 30min long. I guess it prob helped a bit.
  
• Then I ended up doing them again for the most part (Had a quizlet plus trial with one email, ended up getting annual on my 'main' account and just redoing them so I could see my completion and for repition I guess.)
  
• Then I took the PA to get a baseline. As said in the other post, some of the flashcards are ripped straight from the PA. I got exemplary so I decided to give the OA a shot, scheduled it for 4:30pm the next day.
  
• At this point I was pretty solid on the quizlets. I reviewed the exam essentials questions from the end of the chapters. (Also someone put em here). I stuck those in GPT and just tried to make sure they all made sense and I had a decent understanding of it.
  
• Took the PA again, exactly the same questions, got all of them correct.
  
• Feeling pretty confident I just did more passive review but tried not to worry too much.
   
  

The OA:
Sucked. It was similar to the PA, but also not. It was like I was familiar with a lot of the stuff in the questions, but since I didn't read the book I was either a little lost or tottally clueless. Long story short, the PA and the quizlet cards definitely gave me enough info to pass, but a lot of it seemed like stuff that was probably in the book, but I didn't read it! I reviewed the Exam Essentials and notes from webmastersmith (link below). I was certain I failed by the time I was done, so if you feel the same when testing, you might be OK, go with your gut. In my case, I did okay on everything but the Backup and Restore section (UNSATISFACTORY), so you should also probably review that (Yalaholm has a linkedin video on that too, or maybe skim those chapters of the book, idk.)
 
I also used notes from webmastersmith too.
 
TLDR:
 
This method worked for me and at least a couple other people I saw post on reddit. Basically watch the LinkedIn videos and drill quizlets (I did learn mode and test mode mostly) till you pretty much know them all or most by heart. It got to a point where I didn't know if I was solidifying the knowledge, or remembering the placement of answers on Quizlet. Take PA, if it's a strong score you should be in a good spot. My OA, while similar in some ways content-wise, felt different/more challenging, due to many questions based on things I probably missed not reading the book, so maybe skimming through the chapters can't hurt. GOOD LUCK!

• If I were you I would review Backup and Restore stuff, cause I got Unsatisfactory on that.
• I also had some questions on SQL Loader that I was pretty clueless on. Maybe review the Exam Essentials and fill in gaps.

Hi!
My [28F] best friend [30F] Katie and I met back in college and we became quite close and lived together at about 19/21
She doesn’t drive but when we got closer I started bringing her to work with me to cocktail waitress. I had to change the one I was working at because they denied her and we had to go to one an hour away but it was fine I loved being able to hang with her so often.
After that year she graduated, moved a state away ~ 2/3 hours drive.
When Katie first moved she was pretty lonely so i would visit her frequently, sometimes every single week. I would go there for entire weekends, birthdays, holidays, sometimes to take her to work with me up there, etc.
For example things like she had a brief fling with someone who hurt her so I sent a gift and then visited the next few weekends. When her cat died I did the same with a gift and visited, i rented an Airbnb when her grandfather died so she could grieve with me away from roommates, etc.
She has come to visit me twice and sent a gift once. We of course still talked ~5 days a week if not daily and still do to this day.
2 summers ago she got engaged and for the proposal I was there among one other friend and the rest was 50+ people entirely family that’s how close we are.
Since that summer I had a huge breakup of ~8 year relationship it was pretty rough and ended up in psych ward. I then had surgery, separately spent almost a month in hospital and almost died . I also had a bad car accident, and she forgot my birthday.
She didn’t send a card, visit or anything. She rejected my sisters wedding invite as well, even though I asked her to come since I was still sad about breakup. I finally confronted her at the end of the year saying how hurt I was and asking her to visit because I needed her after the awful year I had and she said she loves me but she’s busy, thatI expect too much and she sent some flowers.
For her wedding, I was gonna be MOH until they decided family only due to how large their families are. (65+ people) I was hurt but alright not my wedding.
Saturday I visited for a bachelorette, me and her siblings split the bill it was great.
Sunday Katie texted me saying thanks for coming and among other stuff I said I was happy to be invited despite no friends being able to be at the wedding.
Then, Katie tells me over text how people dropped out of the wedding so she invited another friend + her husband and then two of the grooms friends. Not me. I have yet to answer her text about that and she’s texted me twice since about random filler nonsense.
I feel like I have put in so much effort and gotten minimal in return. So AITA if I keep ignoring her? AIO? Is this normal and I’m expecting too much?

i have adhd and it honestly sucks. i’m unmedicated because my dad thinks i don’t need it. even though people around me tell me i’m “smart” i don’t feel anywhere close to being intelligent. i’m majoring in engineering for college and i’m gonna get a 2.9 for this semester because i got fucked over by my intro engineering professor.
the reason i’m writing this is because i just need help/advice. i’m tired of being a shell of what i can be and incompetent. it’s really making me hate myself

TLDR uBPD Mum wrote her twin daughters a birthday poem but sent it twelve days late, full of innacuracies and with a request to visit one of them. The request is for a fictional exhibition in a specific date range. She forwarded her original message to the other twin without to editing out the visit request or making an attempt to cover the fact it was written for the first twin and sent to the other as an after thought.
Context A birthday poem sent to me an hour after it was sent to my twin sister. It was also 12 days after our actual birthday, neither of us heard from uBPD mum on the day (I've asked her not to contact me but she thinks that my sister & I are 1 entity so even though my sister is still in contact with her, mum treats her like she is not). My sister (Twin1) trained in fine art in the city she now works in. She is not currently making art so has no idea what exhibition uBPD mum refers to in the poem. I have marked lies/inaccuracies with an * I've asterisked the line about being a proud mum and gran because if she was so proud, why does she make no mention of wanting to see her 2 grand sons on this trip to the city to see my sister at her exhibition? She hasn't seen her grandsons in at least a year despite visiting near by their city in our small country twice last year. She didn't even tell my sister she was in the area until my sister phoned to wish uBPD mum happy birthday on her birthday February this year.
Poem
Twin1 and Twin2 38 today * That's just not possible no way Where has the time gone Times flies sadly that's so true Doesn't seem that long ago when Myself and Twin2 went to the zoo.
You were and are my sunshine of Hometown on Gala My beautiful twin daughters living in bonnie Hometown Bay A prouder mum I could not be how you both excelled and now you both have your own family You get to experience the love and joy like I had and still have as I reflect on my wonderful family tree When you hurried home excitedly to show all the things you had lovingly made for me
You were always caring and sharing Even at such a young age so helpful too. Remember girls I was on the phone to uBPD Gran When you flushed Twin2 nappy down the loo I was panic stricken and mortified when the neighbour below said it had flooded her too.
I loved my plants* .it was a not easy to maintain with two Mischieves monkeys who tipped them upside down . It was funny but I also did frown Before you knew it we were back to laughing and getting along Happy again and full of song
Love shack was your favourite tune I loved that song too you could sing it to the moon Love shack baby love shack Oh to hear you sing that song would bring It all right back
The time we all got such a fright Twin 1 When you accidentally bumped into a light Well lamp post * Out of the three of us who was startled the most?
You were fine ,you got a war wound scar Was it the left or right side I can't remember I think it was your right eye It was so long ago at the time you were very shy
Twin 2 walked into a gate * I was dumstruck only seconds too late* You got a scar on your eyes too By then I was beside myself and did not know what to do !
Almost in the space of a year You each have a scar by your eye Which side they are on your eye is unclear Now you parents yourself you know what I mean How quickly things can happen Even when your close by to the scene
Bless the wee lady above is in Hometown She used to shout girls you whoo seconds later it was raining milkyways all over you I could only chuckle when I realised I too Along with uBPD dister we went to our neighbour for our daily rations of sweeties too * And to this day I believe my mum never knew.
Remember when you got up early and Oh my you got hold of the butter I think I was in a flutter Butter in the rods of the Wendy house it was everywhere If I recall righghtly it was in your hair.
You used to trick people switching places * Sometimes you did trip up on your laces You tried to fool me but that was not so easy * However tricking your pals and strangers was easy peasy.*
The things you have done this uBPD Mum and gran could not be more proud of you You won a camera for your ambulance picture Twin2 you designed the school logo in highschool too Is there no end to your talents You both excelled and followed your career Which I never regretted not being able to As th minute I knew I was expecting I always prioritised you* and am a proud mum of twins with 5 wonderful grandchildren too*
The trips we went to beech and picnics with aunt The endless pictures are wonderful memories of happy times with you I still have her special multi coloured umbrella Where we often seemed shelter under it too
So many more memories this is some of them I just want to ask you Twin 1 can I come with my friend M or F and see your exhibition* city between 23 rd and 29 th Sept I love seeing all that you can do and have done
Your pictures in the cafe The story about wellies and where they travelled from faraway I believe it was Canada And you made a wellington cast Now it's a focal point for tourists and everyone to see.*
I often look at the screen you both made me made before I moved country All the gifts over the years cards and mementos each one speaks words to me When you gave me the picture and chair for my birthday .
That incredible exhibition in the gallery when you made a clear curtain and even there there is a story
I understand if you say no don't come .I hope and pray one day we will all Be together again surrounded by my family.Until that joyous day comes remember I carry love in my heart for you all eternally❤️

Hey everyone, so I just wanted to share about this blind date I went on with 15 girls. It was quite epic, lasting about an hour and a quarter. Let me dive in without giving away too much because, you know, can't spill all the tea on each conversation as this post will be super long. So, about a month before this, can we talk (those guys who make card decks with questions for games? )They announced a blind date edition, and I was intrigued. Being someone who doesn't usually approach women upfront or without a friend, I decided to dare myself and try this random thing. It cost UGX 80,000 which came with an alcoholic cocktail, a non-alcoholic drink, and snacks like meatballs and other stuff I don’t remember.
I didn't go expecting to find love; I just wanted good conversations and to see how it'd turn out. I've been watching a lot of blind date videos on YouTube, like on the Cut's series "The Button," and it seemed exciting, more about the conversations than love. So, I signed up and told my friends because I couldn't go alone to something so scary—like, who does blind dates in Uganda, right?
I showed up at Milk and Mar in Kololo, a beautiful place with a beautiful view,I did celebrate my birthday with one of my exs in the past before in that same place so it was firmiliar .My two friends and I were the first there, then a guy walked in, thinking he wouldn't find his friends but found us instead. He tried to be discreet, but it was funny to see his reaction.
Later, an older lady walked in and gave us sweets, which felt like a way to bribe us to give her some leverage ,until the organizers arrived. There was a bell in the middle of the room and those cocktail like tables on the sides ,the ladies remained seated while the men moved each time the bell rang, so we all got to chat for about 5mins - 7min .All the ladies were awesome and we had really good conversations. There was just one girl who was really keen on leaving with a potential date, which I didn't quite agree with. I believe friendship should be pure, without a strong expectation of dating.
Overall, blind dates are actually pretty cool, and while most Ugandans might find them weird, you can still enjoy a conversation without the pressure of dating. So, if anyone here wants to go on a blind date with me with no expectations, hit me up in the DMs!
But also would you go for a blind date?

I have two kids: my son is 8 and my daughter is 11. My son has a friend “Timmy”. Timmy’s family is very friendly and my son plays with him often. My daughter somewhat knows Timmy but doesn’t really hang around him when he’s over.
I am not the type to assume either of my kids are invited to a party. If one of their names is on the invite, then just that one goes. Timmy invited my son to his birthday party at a bowling alley his name was the only one on the invite. My daughter came with me to drop off because we were supposed to go shopping after.
When we arrived, however, Timmy’s mom was confused as to why my daughter wasn’t staying. She said she assumed we’d figure she was invited too. She added that she already paid a certain number of kids, which included my daughter. I felt bad about this and chalked it up to miscommunication as clearly different families have different ways of handling siblings at parties.
As they paid for my daughter, I had her stay. She didn’t want to but i told her I wasn’t going to let them waste money. I left and came back when the party was over. My daughter was not happy with me.
Later on when I dropped the kids off with their dad, they told him what happened. My ex feels I was wrong to have her stay when she didn’t want to and it’s not her fault the hosts didn’t communicate.
Was I wrong to make her stay?

1. I'm nervous about it. Many years ago in the 90s I was a mentally ill teenager and without going into details me not respecting boundaries got me in a lot of trouble. It was traumatizing and I don't want to go through it again.
   
2. Even before that when I was a child and throughout most of my adult life every idea I've had has been laughed at, I've faced constant discouragement from family, basically every time I go even a little outside of my comfort zone bad things happen.
   
3. I want to respect your boundaries. You've never told me explicitly not to contact you like others have said to me before but you blocked me on pretty much every app. I purposely deleted your number from contacts just so I wouldn't even be tempted to cross that line. If I really really want to reach out to you I'm sure I could find the number in a backup here somewhere. But I get the feeling it's a bad idea.
   
4. The ratio of my messages to your responses when we did communicate is weighted very heavily towards me. It gets very discouraging after awhile.
   
5. I said I wasn't ok and didn't get a response for months. I know you might say "go get a therapist" but I wasn't looking for a therapist. I would have been fine with "hey I'm sorry to here you are not feeling well. Let's get together for coffee sometime".
   
6. I felt a little used. I did a lot of work for you. It was never about the money. I would have helped you for free. It was just I wanted to help you with something long term and you used my help as a short term fix and I ended up doing work through you for people I didn't want to be doing work for anymore. I left because those people didn't appreciate me, and through you I ended up doing it for pennies on the dollar. Again, the money didn't matter, it was the principle. I would have gladly helped you for free.
   
7. I'm afraid you might think I was using you. Like this was some long term devious plan. I'm really not that clever. As I got to spend time with you I liked you.
   
8. We're defintiely at different stages in life because of our different ages (late 20s vs early 40s). It's definitely a factor holding me back.
   
9. Even if you for some reason wanted to be with me, I was and am too weak. Without getting into a sob story about my life, it's been a very bad one. I'm depressed and overweight and not wealthy (though I do alright). I could just never give you the things you deserve. I would want you to be with someone that makes you happy and that you would feel fine showing off to your friends. Someone who doesn't have to struggle to do things around the home to maintain it. Someone who can do fun activities outside with you. Unfortuantely that's not me.
   
10. Anytime I've opened my heart to be vulnerable, I've been hurt. I've already told you in person about a couple of those times. (If you remember the only reason I was telling you was to make you feel better since you were telling me about your crush on one of your coworkers).
    

Those are the reasons. I doubt you'll ever see this. But it felt good writing this out.
Just please don't think me staying away or being mean has anyting to do with you. It's been hard for many years now. It would be nice to have someone here to help. To talk to. About anything. I could just sit here and listen to you complain about work for hours. And I know I'm far from blameless. I could write a longer letter with all my faults.
I sent you one last thing on your birthday earlier this month. I just wanted perhaps the last thing you ever got from me to be something nice. Because the message before that came from a place of hurt.
But even me with all my faults deserves some happiness, kindness, and respect. I hope you find those in your life. And I hope someday I get to experience them too.
Sorry for the paragraphs and paragraphs and not respecting the boundaries of friendship. I guess to the void the words go. I've lost my train of thought.

I (21,f) have been a personal assistant to J (36, f) for almost a year. She is the most amazing boss. She recently hired a second assistant so my schedule went from monday-friday to friday-monday (so I basically just worked the weekend) I was thinking about maybe getting a second job to fill my time and I saw someone post in a local facebook group that they were looking for a personal assistant. I messaged F (31,f) and ended doing a facetime call for a first interview. Everything went great. I turns out that she is a DIY influencer with 4 kids. She wanted help around the house, running errands, occasionally helping out with the kids and some back end stuff for instagram. I thought it would be a perfect fit. I signed a contract in March saying I would work tuesday-thursday from 12-3pm. The first couple of weeks were great. I felt like we were really getting to know each other and we had a lot of similar interests. Gradually it has turned out to be the worst job ever. I have basically become her full time nanny (I don’t like kids) her 4 kids are actually awful. the oldest M (4, f) spent 6 hours last week screaming at me for absolutely everything. When I started for F she told me she hadn’t set up payroll yet but she would be soon. I told her that was completely fine, it has been 2 months and she is still paying me through venmo. As I am writing this I have been at her house for 9 hours. she is only paying me $15 an hour (she tracks my hours so i’m not even sure she’s paying me the right amount every two weeks) I am completely at my end with this job. The only thing is, her husband travels for work a lot so she has basically been a single parent this last month. I feel terrible for her 4 kids (who almost never see their mom/dad) and their dog who she doesn’t take care of (I am the only one who walks and feeds them) Would I be an asshole if I quit even though she’s taking advantage of my kindness?

Im 18 and am livng at home with my mom and 2 youger siblings, but I will be leaving for university in the fall. My dad is not really around and doesn't live with us and my mom has to work so I help out by making dinner, doing the dishes, cleaning the kitchen and bathroom and laundry while helping taking care of my brothers. I just have something I want to get off my chest. Just less than an hour ago my mom told me to go walk over to my brother's school so I can pick him up while she picks up my other brother because she's running late. I don't have a car and I've never walked to his school before so I pull everything up on Google maps and I see that it's going to take 30 minutes to get there. So, I decide to call and Uber and the driver is 10 minutes away but the drive to the school is only 6 minutes, so I decide to book it. About 5-6 minutes into waiting my mom calls me back and tells me how far I am from the school and I explain everything about the Uber and how its quiker, but she gets really mad when she learns I'm waiting for one. She then curses at me and tell me to cancel the uber then she hangs up. Then, I decide to go ahead and walk to my brothers school but of course my mom gets there faster in her car while im walking. She then drops me and my brother off at home and told me how I don't care and treat her like she's stupid and I don't listen to on her, and how shes disappointed also while she berates me some more. Now, she's driven off somewhere to work in a cafe or skmthjng, leaving me and my brother at home to clean.
I usually take the time to write better and correct my grammar, but I just wanted to hurry up and tell this to anybody who can read it or give me advice. Event like this happen and I usually lose my nerve and forgive so I don't end up doing anything. If I did something wrong, please point it out. Also, my mom always tells me how thankfully she is.for.me and all I do and she compliments me.and is really nice but she does also call me stupid l, useless and basically the exact opposite when shes mad. I really do care about her she's my mom after all, but this has happend a lot and Its getting harder to know if I should take what she says to heart or not depending on her mood. I have many other things I want to say but I realize that I've wrote too much sorry for making you read a lot, but thank you for.doing so and listening.

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I’m turning 24 tomorrow. I know it sounds stupid but ever since I was a kid my birthday has always made me sad. Along with the birthdays of my friends and family, something about those around me and the ones I love getting older breaks my heart a little more every year. I remember my sisters 16th birthday, I was 8, I just remember sobbing as a kid when everyone sang her happy birthday at her birthday party. I couldn’t quite understand why, birthdays should be exciting, celebratory, I mean we truly are lucky to be here and celebrate another year. It is a blessing. Why does aging make me so sad? Why am I so afraid of it.
I believe that for me, I can’t stand the thought of losing my loved ones or watching them get old, if I could keep all of my loved ones young, youthful and healthy forever I would do it in a heart beat. Because that would mean they’d be by my side forever. Loss sucks, I hates to see people go, I feel this for myself as well, I never want to get older. The older I get the more I realize I am only getting further and further away from the moments I hold so near and dear to my heart…my childhood. I have suffered many unfortunate events in such a short amount of time, abusive breakup after four years, my dad suffering an extreme mental illness then up and leaving our family instead of getting help. Parents divorcing, finding out my dad has a secret child and cheated on my mom. Watching my mother struggle with her finances and barely making it by. Watching my dad mentally suffer.
It is all so heavy. I had the most perfect childhood, I saw it, I lived it, I felt it. The passing of time calls for inevitable change, but I was never prepared for it to be this hard. So I suppose I will spend my 24th birthday reflecting on my sadness, when I should really just be grateful to be here. Why is it so hard?

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Well, I think i should've put this in offmychest because this post is pretty much a vent but a little advice is appreciated.
For context, I'm in my late teens. I just graduated highschool and will be starting college later this year. I have a sister who's a few years younger than me.
Growing up, I was pretty much "daddy's little princess". He spoilt both my sister and me rotten ffs. We were a really happy family. He taught me everything he could and was ALWAYS there for us kids, no matter what. He always encouraged us to take up any hobby we wanted, drove us himself to and from classes, and I can't even talk about the books, toys and other things he got for us without it being an understatement. He was literally my superhero. When i was a kid, i seriously thought that my dad was the strongest and smartest person in the whole wide world. Not to mention, he was a really really good human being too. Even if a person totally unrelated to him reached out for help, he'd do his best to help them in a heartbeat. I love him so much, and could love no one else as much as him because he's literally the best dad ever.
Exactly a month ago, he had a subarachnoid brain hemorrhage unexpectedly. It was a huge shock seeing my dad unconscious on the floor with his head in a puddle of blood when we woke up in the morning. It was the last thing i expected to say the very least. My sister's birthday was on the previous day, so I put together a small party for her even if she refused and dad thanked me for taking care of my sister and told me that it was the best birthday he had ever witnessed in his life (it wasn't extravagant or anything, literally a small family gathering with cake and some snacks). The thing is, he didn't have high blood pressure, nor did he hurt his head (we didn't hear anything if he supposedly hit his head and fell down and he had no external injuries other than a black eye). We traveled and he drove a few hours on the day before my sister's birthday. Everything was completely normal and we actually had a great time together. He was in a coma for nearly two weeks and then was on life support for around another week after being diagnosed brain dead, because my mom and I needed time to process everything that was going on. We tried everything out there to try and get some response, from the regular medical things to sound therapy, accupressure, homeopathy and anything anyone suggested would work. But unfortunately, he didn't make it and faced a natural death a week or so ago (as in we didn't have to decide when to take him off life support)
They're doing funeral stuff and i don't want to be a part of anything because I'm being delusional and thinking that he's gonna come back. We have a golden retriever, who i take care of to keep me busy during the day and also because dad let me keep it as an emotional support animal, without which i would've committed again. At other times of the day, i just can't get myself to get out of bed. I feel really nauseous, my legs always feel tingly and almost like they're burning and I'm shaky sometimes. I've been on continuous medication and therapy for over a year now. My psychiatrist didn't want to diagnose me since he didn't want me to live with a label of a mental illness but a family doctor informally told us that I had BPD. I've gotten so much better with all the support I've gotten because at one point I used to attempt every other day to try to escape reality. At this point of time, both my parents were with me most of the time trying to provide as much support as they physically could, leaving my sister out a lot. I have some horrible things i don't remember doing as a child from my own memory that my sister told me about. My parents have endured so much and when things finally got better, this happened.
My dad worked with online security and stuff in the past so he was really scared of me getting into trouble. For context, I sent nudes to my bf (both of us were minors) two years ago and got caught because my phone was hacked. I didn't get to have a phone for nearly two years and though it seems like a bad thing, I did pretty well in school. Yeah well he was probably really stressed when I told him I'd still be talking to my bf once I finished school. I was originally supposed to study abroad, that might've caused him a lot of stress, knowing I'd be alone. He wasn't really okay with me dating either cuz he was paranoid guys would hurt me and ruin my life and he was also a little conservative too. Knowing that stress can be a cause of a SAH, I'm pretty sure I'm the cause for his death (I have this gruesome feeling that i physically feel when i mentioned that he died or anything like that). My little sister hates me for it, since she feels it was me who stressed him out with my mental issues. My mom's being as supportive as she can buy she's devastated too. I still take meds, and therapy. I have a LOT of family support, which I'm very grateful for, and also my bf who's been very patient with me. Everyone's literally taking time out of their day to tend to us and help us out. I've seen so many people who I'd never heard of or even seen in my life bawl their eyes when they visited dad at the hospital. That's just how much everyone loves him. I've been trying my best to stay strong but i just can't believe I lost him. I try telling myself to stop being delusional and that he isn't out on a work trip, but inside I'm just hoping my superhero fighter dad will be back all safe and sound. I visited him at the hospital a few times a day everyday and i always told him positive things and how much i loved him even if he could probably not hear anything, but when I saw him lifeless, I almost passed out. I couldn't believe that he was gone. I mean the doctors had told us that he'd only push until his heart could so it wasn't unexpected. He also had complications with blood clotting that added to the problem. I really have no idea what to do because the last thing he'd want is me laying in bed most of the day.
Tl;Dr : I lost my dad around a week ago and even with the help from medication, therapy and family and friends support I'm not able to get out of bed or accept that he's gone. Any advice on how I can get better is much appreciated
Sorry guys this post is all over the place, I'm sleep deprived even if I'm in bed most of the day and i have no idea what I'm saying, and i have no idea how to put my emotions in words

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I would like to see a kid being raised in a military family, maybe even a protective Dad who will tell the Order of the Phoenix how shitty they are at warfare. Maybe someone with military experience gets reincarnated into the Harry Potter world. I know that this has potential for cringe writing and I am in no way a person wanting to glorify any military, but I would like to read about this. Please let me know if you know any fics like this

I (17M) have been suspecting I have ADHD for some time now. It mostly started like 2 years ago I think when my friends said I might have it. I had a way of thinking that I might have it or I might not, what difference would it make? Which is why what actually peaked my interest was the fact that they mentioned that it's possible to get treatment per se.
Just noticed I've created a walk of text yapping about what essentially are my suspected "symptoms" you can skip this if you'd like
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I've only had contact with one person with diagnosed ADHD in my life and they had behavioral problems and had had a person that watched him over in his class, which made me believe that was ADHD, especially with my mom using the fact he has ADHD to explain why he was acting the way he was. It didn't help that my whole life I've only ever heard ADHD being used in a joking manner like when I was jumping all over the place as a kid or straight up being told it's made up by my biology teacher back in primary school.
So I started researching it and I related to most if not all posts on here, on subs like adhdmeme and comics like the ones created by ADHD Alien.
I honestly don't see a big deal with not being able to sit still, sitting weird etc. My bigger problem is my working memory being so horrible that at this point I'm known for remembering nothing and not being expected to. Some of my friends have even resolved to telling me plans only a day before because they knew I wouldn't remember. I always forget where I put anything anywhere and I've been described by one of classmates as "one of the smartest and dumbest people in the class" cause subjects like math come so easy to me I don't remember the last time I've had to study and yet I seem to not know the most basic things that everyone just seems to just know. I can barely even recall my childhood.
I've always thought that maybe it was the pandemic that did something to my memory and my time clock which is equally fucked up but honestly I don't even remember that far to confirm with absolute certainty whether I've always been like this or not.
I also get this weird seasonal depression I'd call it? I'm pretty sure I've read about it here once, it's like every couple of weeks I switch from mostly happy to mostly sad and vice versa. I dunno if it's relevant but I wanted to mention it anyhow.
Tho I'd say the worst is the executive dysfunction and procrastination that I could go on and on about but I suspect most of you know what I'm talking about. The feeling of wanting to do everything and yet ending up doing nothing and the putting things off till last minute or till there's something bigger to procrastinate on like I'm doing rn writing this post instead of studying for my history and chemistry test tommorow. Or the waking up early and yet staying in bed till I'm almost late.
I can barely make myself do anything in my free time which is why I feel like I'm wasting my potential and I want to do something about it before it's too late.
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Coming back to the actual subject at hand. I come from Poland, which is not exactly known for its male mental health awareness and I'm afraid my mom won't understand or will try to dismiss my worries since private therapy costs money. I tried to just mention ADHD in a conversation with my mom and the literal first thing I get is "you don't have ADHD". I've never really talked to my dad about these kinds of things so I don't think I have it in me.
Do you guys think I should try or just wait 8 months till my 18 birthday and go by myself? I also suspect that if it will ever come to the medication subject my parents will be against it which is probably why I'm leaning on waiting. I don't even know why, it's just a gut feeling.
Even now I think I'm getting ahead of myself, for all I know it's not ADHD but something completely different and I'm just inserting myself here for some subconscious need to have a special label to carry. I have no idea and my patience is growing thinner. I always thought that knowing doesn't do anything but now I'm not so sure. At the end of the day something is wrong, I am spending my days doing nothing of value, so therapy would help either way.
I just can't bring myself to ask, to even spark a conversation, I've always avoided things like this for some reason.

I have seen a lot of posts about feeling upset on mother's day. The same thing happens on Valentine's day and I see numerous posts about birthdays as well.
I honestly don't understand is why it's such a huge thing. I got nothing for fathers day save a card one year and a card and candy a few years later and I never felt put out by it, and I honestly forgot about my birthday half the time. I have never been given anything for Valentine's day. I understand wanting to have a day to feel special but why is it such a big deal?