Female doctors giving testicle exam

24F 220lbs Duration: A couple years or so on and off
So I'm a 24 year old female and last year over the summer I struggled so much with constipation. I had struggled with it on and off before that and got super worried it was colon cancer or something terrible. It lasted months and finally after taking some fiber and relaxing my BMs went back to normal. However this year I started struggling with constipation with tenesmus and incomplete evacuation. Then my stools were soft but still felt incomplete. Then I had an episode of extreme watery lime green diarrhea that passed after an afternoon. I was going somewhat normal again but my anxiety was high so I was pooping small about every couple hours. Always undigested and bright yellow. I finally calmed down AGAIN when I started fiber again but I passed a little but of pink bloody mucus and went right back to being afraid. I had fiber but I had a panic attack and just had jelly like diarrhea fu of undigested fat. It took me a day to recover from the panic and my stools are small hard pebbles again. Please advise, I'm scared it's colon or rectal cancer and I don't know what to do. I had a doctors appointment in 3 weeks and I'm just so nervous. Is this likely IBS and hemmheroids or is it possible this is CC? Please help. Also to mention now when I go its like I have a deep ache in my rectum and my pelvis when I push and strain.

I'm having issues with parallel parking for a driving exam. I heard that you have to be straight and close to the curb with 3 turns of the wheel. But I can seem to get close enough to pass. I can do it with the backup camera but I live in Pennsylvania and they don't allow you to use that during the test. Is there any tips you can give me so I pass? Or even to make it a little easier?

It’s been a long time I wanted to submit this story to the Potato Queen herself!
It’s a long story, actually it’s two stories in one, because as it involves the same person over more than decade long, it’s worth telling the whole story all at once (and it makes it may more fun too!). I decided to share it because it’s the kind of story that doesn’t seem to happen very often.
Below you will find goodies about an ex, a wedding, a dress, a delivery company and more! Please simply be mindful English is not my first language, trying my best to entertain you all the same.
This story goes back a long way, when (let’s name him) Frank (M) and myself (F) were both in college (both 17 at the time, we’re now 33), young and naive teenagers. We started as friends and eventually decided to be together. We then decided to move to another city together, as I was about to start university.
It went well for a while and then started to go south. So, long story short, after about two years together, we decided to break up. It wasn’t a mean breakup or anything, I think we were mostly disappointed it didn’t work out. Anyway.
We live in the province of Quebec. For those who don’t know, there is this weird tradition of starting and ending about any lease on July 1st. I have no idea why, but Canada’s Day has always been for anybody moving, in this province, a synonym of sweating under the sun, moving boxes, lifting heavy things and ending the day with cold beer and cheap pizza in a new and probably not so clean apartment. Why this context? Because we broke up two weeks before July 1st. It means it was virtually impossible to find another apartment so close to this date. We were about 7 hours away from both our families living on the countryside. We were also awfully broke students. We decided to give it a chance at being roommates.
Yes, it was super awkward at first, really not easy to manage to say the least. We were walking on eggshells and were definitely on edge for a while. There were also some pretty awkward situations, like this one time he decided to bring a one night home as I was sleeping in the adjacent room. Not only that, but the shameful phone call he had to make, waking me up in the middle of the night, so I could unlock the front door because he had forgotten his keys to find out he had brought home an acquaintance of mine. Nowadays I find this story delightfully funny tbh. But on that night, as I couldn’t go back to sleep because the gal decided to show off how an amazing singer she could have been —because, oh boy, this voice carried loudly all the way to my ears for more than an hour — I did not find it funny. I was furious, but prepared myself for the eventuality it would ever happen again. Do you remember the “Tiny Wall Challenges”? Let’s just say I had some games ideas after that night.
Anyway, anybody would probably have walked away but we still deeply cared for each other. We even did better than just survive through this whole year as roommates, we decided to move into a bigger apartment with two other friends. Believe it or not, we stayed there two more years. Moreover, these years were some of the best years and I still keep lots of good memories from this period.
Fast forward to the second part of the story. After being roommates for years, at some point we parted ways and lived our lives. We maintained contact throughout the years and when Frank finally started dating his wife to be, I was absolutely happy for him. He asked her to marry him and she said yes! Our friendship still held such a high place in both our hearts that he asked me to be one of his groomsmen, with his other best friend and his little brother. I felt so honoured, as I was technically a female, to be chosen to be on his side at the wedding.
The bridesmaids chose matching dresses in a beautiful forest green, all from a specialized website from UK, and I was to also be in a dress on the groom’s side, but matching the colour of the other groomsmen suits. With Frank, We all shopped together for their suits, chose a beautiful dark grey for his and a light grey for us, and we were able to match it perfectly with clothing samples I ordered from the website. Everything was going as planned. That being done, I ordered the dress, considering buying two inches heel shoes to go with it. It would take about four months to be done and the dress would arrive about a month and a half before the wedding. I decided to wait for the dress to arrive to pick shoes to go with it.
Four months passed, and I finally received a notice that the dress was on its way. The bridesmaids dresses arrived a bit before mine and they were all absolutely beautiful. As we all ordered from the same shop, we were able to choose different dresses that suited each of our styles, with identical fabrics that made the whole thing look fantastic.
I received the delivery’s notice, saying it was to be delivered by DHL. (If you never had to deal with this delivery company before, let’s just say this in itself is a red flag, but what could I do.)
I chose a delivery date that I could be home all day. I awaited their arrival, and waited. At some point I received a notification that they couldn’t deliver it because there was an error in the address. I called DHL customer service as soon as I read it and could verify with the clerk on the phone that there was no error on the original delivery address and that actually, internally, they miss-wrote a letter of the postal code. The person assured me that the delivery person would be notified and they would then be on their way back.
I waited. It never came.
The next morning, I received a notification that, unable to deliver it, the expeditor had agreed to DESTROY the package! I screamed! Why in the world would the UK online shop allow to destroy a custom made dress that took four months to do?! And why the hell the delivery service didn’t make any other attempt after being responsible of the address error in the first place. I was beyond mad. I called DHL, they confirmed someone at the company had agreed on the destruction of the item. I wrote to the person I was in contact with from the beginning at the online shop (this lovely clerk who clearly never asked for any of this). Over there, they couldn’t find who the hell agreed to this insane request to destroy the dress. They were also appalled and didn’t understand how it could have happened. They could put a request to redo the dress rush, but we first needed to either try to stop the destruction from happening by going to the DHL warehouse directly, or to obtain a proof from DHL that the dress was irreversibly lost forever.
It felt surreal! The fiancées were both furious too. There was only one DHL warehouse we could go to do this kind of request in the city and it was really far. As the clock was ticking, they jumped in their car, joined me, and to the warehouse we went, arriving a few minutes before closing like an epic movie scene. The clerk there was mind blown by the whole situation. It seemed we were too late and the best we could do was to have the proof that, in their system, the dress had effectively transited and was destroyed.
With photos as proof in hand, I forwarded everything to the clerk of the online dress shop. Days passed, as they were awaiting the okay to start sewing a new dress. They were really trying their best to help the situation but it seemed to be a mess over there about the whole situation. We were now a month before the wedding. At some point, I was starting to panic. They finally agreed to redo it, but it would be waaaay too close before the wedding to receive it. Like a few days before kind of close, if nothing happened in transport this time.
I decided to go shopping for another dress. I spent a whole day trying to find the perfect grey that would fit the other groomsmen suits. In the last possible boutique, there was one dress checking all the criteria. I bought the new one and wrote to the first shop, hoping they would agree to refund the lost dress.
I took an appointment later that week to do the adjustments on the new dress. I then shopped for shoes. I found a cute pair with one inch heel that would be perfect for me. I’m not used to walking with heels, so the lower the better after all.
Like all this turmoil wasn’t enough, my family called and told me that my grandfather’s health suddenly decreased. Remember? Seven hours drive from family. I canceled some plans and bought a ticket for the night’s bus ride right after the dress fitting. On that morning, the UK shop agreed to refund the dress. That part was a big relief. I went to the dress fitting. At last, three weeks before the wedding, The second dress would be ready in about seven days. I came back home to gather some things to get back out to catch my bus.
But suddenly, the doorbell rang.
I opened.
Some DHL delivery man casually gave me a package and left.
Yes. That’s what you think.
I closed the door, went to my room, sat on the bed, opened the bag. It was indeed the first dress. I had a melt down. I cried so hard. I put the dress down, looked at it, told it “I’ll deal with you when I come back” and went away to the bus station.
Few days later, coming back from the family, I collected the second dress and dealt with the first one, which no longer fitted the length of the shoes! My MIL at the time knew an old lady who was lovely enough to accommodate me and do the fitting of the first one for a as modest price. I decided to keep it a secret until the wedding day. (These friends wouldn’t do any drama about reveals etc, nor would they think it was stealing any of their thunder, don’t worry about that.)
On the wedding morning, I effectively surprised the bride and groom with both dresses. They were mind blowed, flabbergasted to say the least! I put the original one for the official photoshoot and discretely changed right after dinner for the other one. People around that had followed the incredible adventures were laughing out loud and finding it hilarious that I decided to wear both of them as I had so much troubles!
Quite a story with dresses and with an ex, right? Guess what, I’m also the godmother of their first child!

So I am a dropper neet ke liye thi but didn't go as planned mera mood medical se 12th mai he uth Gaya tha I wanted to give other exams and try out my luck but parents said fuck you. Nahi hoga Terese neet mai he reh i so badly wanted to give clat and uceed I am not disappointed with neet tbh this exam doesn't intrest me anymore maa chudaye sunn lungi gaali mereko nhi karna aur science wagera so I thought of appearing in cuet guess what woh bhi chud gayi 🤣🤣i hopped ki shyd cuet deke stream change karlu 🤣 no i don't think mujhe off campus bhi milega man. I am so tired i want to move on from this entrance exam stuff the anxiety loneliness the frustration I am tired of it honestly. I wish maa baap ne mujhe clat dene diya hota at least let me try then they say they never stopped me from doing anything LIES🤡 manipulative ahh shit told me I would be jobless I would be begging on road agar law mai gayi toh said log kya bolenge? And then they've the audacity to say to my relatives ki humne toh ise kisi cheez ke liye nhi roka 🥺 my ass. I TRIED TO FALL IN LOVE WITH SCIENCE BHAI I COULDN'T MY BRAIN IS ROTTEN ITS FRIED AUR NHI HOTA I DONT FEEL THE SAME WAY FOR THIS SUBJECT LIKE I USED TO IN 10TH COMPETITIVE EXAMS HAVE RUINED IT FOR ME PLEASE LET ME MOVE ON FROM THIS GOD PLEASE i tried all I could. abhi ke liye chill mar leti cause I know the moment the results are dropped mom and dad would come for my ass saying I am disappointment (which I am) I have wasted their time and money. The efforts don't matter bro not even to your parents they only And only want results I am telling you no one appreciates or sees it they just want results. Prepration ke time they might say oh we are with you ho jayega we will never scold and boom the moment they see the results they'll come for your ass left right I have so much in my chest and they don't even want to listen I am tired of science please please let me move on I am not that smart for science please 🙏

Hi all,
I've been in IT for nearly a decade and am finally getting around to taking Sec+. Planning to take A+ afterwards and then close out the year strong with Network+. This sub has been really helpful along the way and I would Love to give back.
I ended up with a spare hardcover copy of the All-in-One A+ Exam Guide. It was a little dinged up during delivery, so I've got a replacement on the way. Will mail it to the first person to name their favorite Wizard. If you can pay shipping, great -- otherwise, I've got your back. LMK

Claim began early feb.
Looking for increases on two claims as well as 3 new claims (one being tinnitus).
Went to C&Ps and thought all was okay.
Claim went temp jurisdiction then back to National, but sitting in preparation for decision
Decided to just setup VERA to make sure they aren’t waiting on anything from me.
VERA rep said that they don’t have C&P exam results…. I mean what kind of timeline do they give these examiners? (VES if it matters)
What he said made it sound like the claims may be deferred? If so what does that process even look like?
Sorry for rambling, this is one of my first claims on my own and the process is honestly overwhelming.

Hello there Weary Traveler,
I'm off on a journey to find a player 2, I have tried the IRL stuff but due to my distain for social gatherings or going out on the town I can say it has been a failure. I'm just a homebody introvert who would rather game or binge shows all day than go out. I have always been a geek, I grew up surrounded by comic books and old sci-fi (Star Trek and Doctor Who), gaming has been in my life since I was young and I've always used it as a way to channel my frustration into something I enjoy. Currently I collect comics and have a few favorites, I still game and you can catch me on Destiny 2 almost all the time, and anime is more a recent love but I did watch Bleach when it was first airing and loved it.
Description of myself: 6ft, dadbod, beard, glasses, tattoos (only 2 atm), wears converse, and looks like a geeky lumberjack or a bear (you decide lol).
If you dare to take a stab at it then please HMU, but please don't message me "hi", it will tell me that you didn't read my post and that you aren't really interested in me. If you do message me try:
Telling me about yourself (Age, and location please)
Giving me your best geeky pick up line, or funniest one
or Ask me questions to test me geekness, I like a challenge
If you do message me and you read my whole post message me your favorite food and then one of the topics I said above. Hope to have some great conversations.

24F 220lbs Duration: A couple years or so on and off
So I'm a 24 year old female and last year over the summer I struggled so much with constipation. I had struggled with it on and off before that and got super worried it was colon cancer or something terrible. It lasted months and finally after taking some fiber and relaxing my BMs went back to normal. However this year I started struggling with constipation with tenesmus and incomplete evacuation. Then my stools were soft but still felt incomplete. Then I had an episode of extreme watery lime green diarrhea that passed after an afternoon. I was going somewhat normal again but my anxiety was high so I was pooping small about every couple hours. Always undigested and bright yellow. I finally calmed down AGAIN when I started fiber again but I passed a little but of pink bloody mucus and went right back to being afraid. I had fiber but I had a panic attack and just had jelly like diarrhea fu of undigested fat. It took me a day to recover from the panic and my stools are small hard pebbles again. Please advise, I'm scared it's colon or rectal cancer and I don't know what to do. I had a doctors appointment in 3 weeks and I'm just so nervous. Is this likely IBS and hemmheroids or is it possible this is CC? Please help. Also to mention now when I go its like I have a deep ache in my rectum and my pelvis when I push and strain.

I went to see a gynecologist because I've been having some irregular periods, and this was my second visit to a gynecologist in my whole life, and I requested a female gynecologist specifically to feel more comfortable and at ease.
And she acted little weird and still made me feel uncomfortable... :(
She asked me if I wanted a nurse or chaperon in for the exam, and I said no because she was a lady doctor, and I figured that it will be less embarrassing and awkward with less people in the room.
Then when she started the exam, she kept complimenting how pretty my thingy is and saying things like "you will make your future partner very happy". And kept talking to me while she was examining there which made me feel uncomfortable.
And, I've never gotten a pelvic exam before, so I don't know how long it supposed to take, but it definitely felt long.
After the exam, she was like "I think I'd need to do a quick rectovaginal exam." She didn't tell me what it was and I didn't know what it was, so I was just ok..? and apparently that means like checking the butt... (I know maybe I should've asked or known what it meant, and I'm dumb for not knowing, but I just heard vaginal and thought it was another pelvic exam..)
And she was like "is this the first time you've done a rectal exam or have something in your rectum?", so I told her yes, and she was like "how does it feel?" kind of smiling 😭😭 Maybe that was a medical question too, but I felt so uncomfortable and self conscious when she was asking those questiojs doing the exam there..
Maybe I'm overthinking it because it was my only second time going to a gynecologist, but I feel like maybe I let too much of my guards down because she was a female doctor :(
At the end, she checked my breasts for lumps and stuff, and I've never done that before either, and it felt like she was lingering a bit and she complimented my breasts too :(
She said she didn't find any irregularities, but wanted to monitor and check me one more time, so she gave me some meds and told me to be back in a couple weeks, but I'm not sure if I'd go back. What do you think? Do you think she was being weird..? Should I go to a different one? Or just go there because she need to monitor me, but ask for a nurse to be there next time..?

Hello there Weary Traveler,
I'm off on a journey to find a player 2, I have tried the IRL stuff but due to my distain for social gatherings or going out on the town I can say it has been a failure. I'm just a homebody introvert who would rather game or binge shows all day than go out. I have always been a geek, I grew up surrounded by comic books and old sci-fi (Star Trek and Doctor Who), gaming has been in my life since I was young and I've always used it as a way to channel my frustration into something I enjoy. Currently I collect comics and have a few favorites, I still game and you can catch me on Destiny 2 almost all the time, and anime is more a recent love but I did watch Bleach when it was first airing and loved it.
Description of myself: 6ft, dadbod, beard, glasses, tattoos (only 2 atm), wears converse, and looks like a geeky lumberjack or a bear (you decide lol).
When it comes to finding someone I can say that a persons personality sticks out the most to me, I've never been huge on looks (partially cause I was bullied for mine), my only thing when it comes to looks is just have good hygiene. I would like someone to be shorter than me, but wont cry if we are the same height.
If you dare to take a stab at it then please HMU, but please don't message me "hi", it will tell me that you didn't read my post and that you aren't really interested in me. If you do message me try:
Telling me about yourself (Age, and location please)
Giving me your best geeky pick up line, or funniest one
or Ask me questions to test me geekness, I like a challenge
If you do message me and you read my whole post message me your favorite food and then one of the topics I said above. Hope to have some great conversations.
Bonus points if you know what I'm referencing in the title.

TL;DR : (M18) turning 19 in August and (F20) This is our 3rd time breaking up along with our 2nd cancelled engagement with plenty of separations and rekindling throughout our entire 4+ years knowing eachother. We’ve done a lot of growing up together as well as apart and over the years we’ve both done eachother wrong but we’ve also done so so so much for eachother as well. However, it was always me who was less mature and messing up more. I recently messed up once again and in a state of high emotion on both sides, she was fed up and said We were never getting back together. Will I ever get one last chance with her?
Please, I miss her so much and I’m willing to do anything just for one final chance. I love her and I’m IN love with her with all my heart and soul bro. I am extremely attached, connected, and emotionally invested in this girl and we have been through so much together. I desire(more than anything else in the world) a future with her.
For more context:
Our first time breaking up, I had just turned 15 and she was 16. Her and I barely even dated for a couple months before I had indirectly and immaturely broken up with her by leaving it “upto her” because of me wanting to talk to other girls, but her and I still ended up talking and being flirtatious anyway. But then we had separated because of me getting my phone taken away for months. She had started talking to someone else who was MUCH MUCH older than her and was grooming hevery toxic to her but out of strange obligation, she stayed with him anyway although she really just wanted to be with me. Her and I still remained as close as ever although she had to turn me down twice when I wanted to rekindle things. Later on, I had got my phone back and as we entered into the next school year( she turned 17 and I turned 16) we grew closer and closer and feelings developed stronger and stronger meanwhile her relationship with him was getting worse and worse and they were having multiple breakups as well. She even at one point expressed to me that she was on the verge of breaking up with him and very bluntly hinted at as well as indirectly told me she wanted to leave him for me. But ultimately after she knew that my hopes were all up and everything she ended up just choosing him over me anyway and leaving me hanging. a couple months afterwards she posting vulgar things on social media with the caption “I’ll suck my man d#%k fr” or something along those lines. That’s when I fully moved on and went on to get in multiple relationships/“situationships” over the course of that year. Until fast forward to November 2023, she comes back and we very very quickly rekindle/get back together. over the course of that year, because of my porn and masturbation addiction we’ve separated as well as had many issues interfering with my attraction of her because of my skewed image of women and interfering with us having proper sex or intimacy without my fetishes being involved. Fast forward to August, I ended up falling into watching porn for almost my entire birthday week behind her back while she was working so hard to eventually bring me gifts on that day which I later confessed to the following month. We separated for 3 days and this is when I finally started taking my walk with the lord seriously.(she began months ahead of me and she was the one that even introduced me to Christianity in the first place)(her entirely family is Christian) 2 months pass and a couple days after I propose to her for the first time and posting about it? a girl I used to talk to had replied to my iG story congratulating me and as we talked and catched up, I fell to temptation once again and ended up saying more than I should have/inappropriate things but by the time I realized what I was doing and ended it. It was too late and I confessed to her immediately. after a couple of days, she took me home from work and broke up with me. We talked about it over text an hour or so later and agreed we would be going no contact for a month, but over that period we constantly broke it(I even indirectly tried killing myself with alcohol and drunk texted her to which she was very sympathetic to and when I ended up blacking out she was terrified and prayed all night over me and even reached out to friends of mine to make sure I was okay.) fast forward, she ends it early and we rekindle. Fast forward to either late March or April 2024, I fall into looking at iG couples art and ecchi aesthetic art aka softcore porn and I confess to her afterwards. She’s initially upset but she stays with me.
Later on down the line I begin to question my faith entirely and my foundation crumbles after following the teachings of fallible men/cult leaders and mainly doing it for her and because I loved hewanted to bond with her and not actually seeking the truth for myself(although I had my moments of genuinely being curious and wanting to discover it for myself.) However, she was still just as firmly rooted in her faith as ever and maturing even more. On the contrary, I grow weak and undisciplined in my flesh, I fall back into bad habits, I stop reading the word, praying, fasting, I isolate myself from fellowship. And as it gets harder and harder to resist my sexual urges and with her unwavering on her boundaries of no sex before marriage and etc. I fell back into masturbation but eventually back into porn as well(softcore stuff again mainly but I slipped into some fetish stuff too) and it was over the course of a couple days again with me feeling very guilty and being afraid to tell heI just wanted to repent of it and be done but she ended up getting dream a about it and asked me about it the very next day to which I was honest with her and confessed. Then after however many minutes go by and her breaking up with me a third time with her saying “We are done.” and “We will see” “Love you, Bye” instead of taking the advice everyone was giving me and giving her time and space from jump. I pressed her, begged/pleaded, and blew up her messages making it worse and aggravating her until she followed up with the next day with telling me “Sure I’ll let you know where we stand”We are never getting back together.”
I panicked and went into a high emotional state myself and went to her house late at night(1 or 2 am), and pressed her even more begging and pleading. But this made it worse as well and she had said “what us? there is no us” “go home” “you did what you did”and etc while pushing me out and slamming the door in my face. She originally only talked to her mother about it but because of my stupid decisions while being emotional I unintentionally involved everyone else in it. Her older sister’s husband went through a very similar situation with the older sister and had offered to talk to me about it along with everyone else. But when I followed up later on that day it created a misunderstanding and I ended up getting blocked by him and her older sister after she texts me on her older sister’s phone saying the same exact hurtful and cold/seemingly detached things and after begging and pleading to call, we did but it only made it that much worse. I tried to explain my side of things the best I could while being highly emotional but she didn’t want to hear any of it and proceeded to say even more hurtful, cold, seemingly, detached things, cussed me out, then hung up in my face and blocked me. This whole breakup was very messy and happened over the course of barely 3 days.
I’m still in contact with her mom and I recently contacted her dad as well(parents are divorced) and he had told me she never even mentioned anything to him about it which goes to show I made things worse/unnecessarily involved other people in it that otherwise might not have been involved.
Now I’m giving her proper time and space but I’m still extremely anxious/uncertain about where things will go from here.
(I ask that you be honest but also open minded/considerate in responses please, this all happened over the span of a couple of days and I’m still very fresh in the grieving process)
What do you all think about this situation? (I especially want to hear from a female perspective)

Hello there Weary Traveler,
I'm off on a journey to find a player 2, I have tried the IRL stuff but due to my distain for social gatherings or going out on the town I can say it has been a failure. I'm just a homebody introvert who would rather game or binge shows all day than go out. I have always been a geek, I grew up surrounded by comic books and old sci-fi (Star Trek and Doctor Who), gaming has been in my life since I was young and I've always used it as a way to channel my frustration into something I enjoy. Currently I collect comics and have a few favorites, I still game and you can catch me on Destiny 2 almost all the time, and anime is more a recent love but I did watch Bleach when it was first airing and loved it.
Description of myself: 6ft, dadbod, beard, glasses, tattoos (only 2 atm), wears converse, and looks like a geeky lumberjack or a bear (you decide lol).
When it comes to finding someone I can say that a persons personality sticks out the most to me, I've never been huge on looks (partially cause I was bullied for mine), my only thing when it comes to looks is just have good hygiene. I would like someone to be shorter than me, but wont cry if we are the same height.
If you dare to take a stab at it then please HMU, but please don't message me "hi", it will tell me that you didn't read my post and that you aren't really interested in me. If you do message me try:
Telling me about yourself (Age, and location please)
Giving me your best geeky pick up line, or funniest one
or Ask me questions to test me geekness, I like a challenge
If you do message me and you read my whole post message me your favorite food and then one of the topics I said above. Hope to have some great conversations.
Bonus points if you know what I'm referencing in the title.

Hello there Weary Traveler,
I'm off on a journey to find a player 2, I have tried the IRL stuff but due to my distain for social gatherings or going out on the town I can say it has been a failure. I'm just a homebody introvert who would rather game or binge shows all day than go out. I have always been a geek, I grew up surrounded by comic books and old sci-fi (Star Trek and Doctor Who), gaming has been in my life since I was young and I've always used it as a way to channel my frustration into something I enjoy. Currently I collect comics and have a few favorites, I still game and you can catch me on Destiny 2 almost all the time, and anime is more a recent love but I did watch Bleach when it was first airing and loved it.
Description of myself: 6ft, dadbod, beard, glasses, tattoos (only 2 atm), wears converse, and looks like a geeky lumberjack or a bear (you decide lol).
When it comes to finding someone I can say that a persons personality sticks out the most to me, I've never been huge on looks (partially cause I was bullied for mine), my only thing when it comes to looks is just have good hygiene. I would like someone to be shorter than me, but wont cry if we are the same height.
If you dare to take a stab at it then please HMU, but please don't message me "hi", it will tell me that you didn't read my post and that you aren't really interested in me. If you do message me try:
Telling me about yourself (Age, and location please)
Giving me your best geeky pick up line, or funniest one
or Ask me questions to test me geekness, I like a challenge
If you do message me and you read my whole post message me your favorite food and then one of the topics I said above. Hope to have some great conversations.
Bonus points if you know what I'm referencing in the title.

I have a knee surgery in September that is going to cost me a pretty penny that I have to pay up front. I did get a second job to help save up for it but with the second job I’m going to be working 7 days a week and be on my knee 8 hours a day on the weekend, which I don’t have pain for it and my doctor said it’s ok to be on it if I don’t have any pain. I’m really not looking forward to working 7 days a week and am looking for some insight on what y’all would do. If I save really hard from my full time job I should be able to cover the surgery costs but it would destroy my savings. I could take out a loan to buff the savings as I’ll already have to take a loan out to move, the month I’m moving is double rent cause I wanted to future lease a floor apartment for my knee and this was the best I got. On the other hand, if I tough it out I should be able to add another 2k to savings from the second job that would save me from having to do a larger loan. BUT I’m for sure going to be wearing my knee down more and I know I should be trying to baby it as much as I can. Right now I’m thinking of giving the the job 2 or so weeks and if the pain, mental and physical, is too great quitting and doing the larger loan. I really don’t want to do too many loans as the new apartment is going to be pushing my budget, I’m not in the red but it’s gonna be tighter, and I just don’t like doing loans. But I also don’t want to burn myself out and I know im already on the edge of it, I did 3 classes this semester and I plan on doing a class next semester as well. My dad said he would help but I don’t really want to ask him for more than I already am, he’s going to try and come help out while I’m non-weight bearing. What are y’all’s perspective on this? This is my first time dealing with anything like this so I’m pretty lost.

Hello, my fellow medical students. Heard of stealing before? If yes, that's great, and if you haven't, let me tell you about this school that's called SJSM, located in Saint Vincent and the Grenadines. It's one of the island schools. Anyways, they tend to take your money in advance prior to starting your terms and clinicals, if you choose to withdraw from them, they will take $9000 as fees without your consent or signing a contract that lists these fees for former students. They back up the theft by saying it's posted to our website that it's okay, we will steal from you. I have spoken to multiple students and found out that none of us were aware of this theft! They make you pay two clinical terms, which is $20,000 in total, which I paid back in 2020. Now it will be more. Anyways, cutting to the chase, I am looking for students who have had issues with this school in the past, as we will be taking the school to court! Which isn't the first time, back in 2022; they had lawsuits against them for false advertising, and they had to give out $830K to former Saint James Medical School students. When asked nicely to refund from their finance department, Shetel Patel said he couldn't do anything for me and to go the legal way and that their legal team would respond to me and others and hence I am doing the legal action now through attorneys.
P.S. The school has a rigged program where a few make it out as they hand you the exam questions throughout the basic sciences, and then they act like they don't know why you aren't passing your internal and external NBME exams! Plus, I know students who scored 15 on the NBME and were given a term-five certificate, which signifies they are done with basic sciences at the island! More information on that willbe coming soon... So basically, they set you up for failure and then cut you out of the program because you showed failure! and charge you an extra hefty 9K if you choose to leave.

FWIW (all disclaimers here that I'm in no way in the medical field or advising anything other than giving an opinion on what helped me. talk to your doctor)
I've been taking these since before my surgery and I feel like they really made a difference. My doc actually prescribed something similar after surgery but I was already taking what was in his recommendation by taking these, plus more. https://www.amazon.com/dp/B079RT36B2
I had to have an infusion during surgery due to low iron. I had it checked a few months ago and it was fine, so that surprised me, but I also have an autoimmune disease so you never know.
I'm not bruised too badly after TT, Lipo 360, and breast lift with implant. Swelling is pretty good for being only 8 days out. I even flew home for over 24 hrs total travel time, slept good last night then did some light housework this morning. Could be the blood they gave me too giving me a boost? Not sure, but thought I'd share.

Hello fellow redditors. Finally fis got the big P!!!!! Honestly this test and the whole process of this is not at all fair on our mental well being. Went through all kinds of Ups and downs during the prep phase, but hey, we're humans after all right? What is life without all the hardships and obstacles? Icing on the cake for me through out this journey was this platform. Cannot emphasize enough the gratitude I feel for many strangers that were willing to go to great lengths to help out fellow strugglers like me. So I promised myself I'd definitely pass on the goodwill here.
Enough rant, back to business now. Honestly all the timelines others post is bs guys. Sorry no offense but it really varies from person to person. So don't depend on them or weigh in your prep based on that. You do you. You feel like you need a whole year or maybe two to finish this step, take it. Or you feel 3 months is enough, good for you, do it.
I started with BB videos to supplement with FA. I tried reading FA alone, but it felt like Japanese to me, so went back to BB, did some annotations on FA. Please note "some annotations" guys. Because you don't want to mess up your entire FA just while watching BnB, coz you'll have more stuff to note down while doing UW. Finished one topic on BnB+FA and did that topic on UW and started with a new chapter on BnB simultaneously.
So the whole first time completing FA and UW took me around 6-7 months with many breaks in between because I'm so inconsistent with my prep. And then after that, started reading FA once again. Never did second pass of UW/ incorrects.
At this point took a baseline NBME 25- scored around 50% and realized I have shit memory of many topics so started doing FA a tad bit more seriously now.
At this point I realized I never really did biostats or ethics or gen pharma or micro properly and took around 1-1&1/2 month to finish them and started taking some other NBMEs. You wouldn't want to know the timeline because it is very inconsistent guys.
NBME 27 - 60 NBME 26- 68 NBME 29- 72 NBME 30-70 (17 days before exam) NBME 31- 76 (12 days before exam) Old free 120- 84 (6 days before exam, couldn't believe my eyes at this point and honestly most of this test I just felt I was guessing most the answers) New free 120- 74 (3 days before exam)
Didn't take UWSAs. Didn't really see any point taking them.
And coming to the MISTAKES I DID during this phase-
1- GIVE IMPORTANCE TO YOUR WELL BEING If you feel like you need a break, then please take that break people. But remember to come back stronger to your table after that break. Or else, you'd feel that exhaustion during the last leg of your prep and we wouldn't want that to happen
2- PLEASE REVIEW YOUR NBMES GUYSSS Honestly saw some pretty similar topics tested in the real deals. Do this and do it religiously. I didn't review most of my NBMEs and I regretted it on test day. Saw 2 or 3 nome images also, so do the high yield nome images pdf
3- CONCENTRATE ON BUGS AND DRUGS FROM BEGINNING. Do micro and pharma for 1/2 hour each at least during the last one month. They're solely based on memory and you can probably save some time in the test.
TWO CENTS ON EXAM-
Trust me it's very doable people. We just gotta put our heads sane and think straight during the whole thing. Sounds pretty simple right, but not that easy to do.
Slept for like 30 mins that night, and was shit scared if I can do it. But the adrenaline rush got me thru it very well.
Honestly guys, all everyone's saying about the length of the questions is very wrong. They're pretty normal, 50% UW length, 40% NBME length and some even smaller, like literally 2-3 liner questions and <10% questions are lengthier than UW.
Had like 4-5 ethics questions in most of the blocks, micro was decent in number. HUGEEEE number of Gen path and system pathophysiology. Maybe around 2-3 biostats questions in the whole test. Took break after every block, 20 min break after 4th block for a light lunch and 7 blocks and 8 hours just flew by. Didn't mark many questions, maybe like 3-5 in each block.
So that's it guys, enough of this monologue for now. Keep your resources limited, Do what you gotta do to get that P. Never compare your journey with others, but always ask for help if you need it from others. My dms are always open if you need any suggestions/ support or you just want to rant.

Our daughter's special interest is Asian culture (we live in the United States). We had no issue with it really because it seemed harmless. She likes pandas, she wants to learn Japensese, she watches anime, likes the architecture, food, music, etc. However starting in the last year or so she has seemed to really take to asian beauty standards as well and basically wants to look asian and look like Kpop stars. Like I am serious she has checklist of how to look more like Kpop stars.
In this process she has also lost a considerable amount of weight and her doctor referred us to an eating disorder clinic. We have asked her if something has made her do this and she says no but her YouTube watch history is filled with how to be skinnier, how to look like Kpop stars, etc.
Our questions are:

1. Do special interest change for individuals on the spectrum?
   
2. Would talking to her about how her special interest is toxic and leading to unhealthy behaviors crush her?
   
3. Do individuals on the spectrum get so attached to a special interest that an intervention is needed?
   
4. Would banning YouTube and the internet in general for a few months cause a flow blown meltdown? Our thinking is there is no way to manage Youtube or the internet. We can't ban channels as parents and even if we could all she would have to do is sign out of her account.
   

We understand this isn't a parenting sub but we think this sub is better qualified to give the perspective we are looking for.

Jesus was confused with Satan by some cultures and even worshipped as such – despite the fact that he was considered a "good" Satan and a "positive" Devil that sided with the weak and vulnerable and betrayed the "powerful ones" in order to dedicate himself and his life completely to the poor.
This is apparent in the fact that the Hebrews for example did not recognize Christ as the Messiah and they even called him "evil" and applied to him the title "Satan" (from the Hebrew: "śāṭān" meaning: "adversary, enemy"). The definition of "evil" here is relative – because since Jesus went against the teachings that the Hebrews held as sacred and he also went against the teachings that the Muslims for example also regarded as sacred (and he went against many other cultures as well for that matter; because the figure of Jesus was pagan and it actually belonged worldwide to all cultures of the world and he was claimed to have opposed all of them trying to reform them) – he was thus called "evil" in relative terms by some of these cultures; meaning an "enemy" or "adversary" of those doctrines. Originally not even the Christians considered Christ as a positive figure; because Christ professed a lot of ideals that were inconceivable and impossible to apply according to the mentality of the powerful castes that rule society – like the priesthood for example; because Jesus claimed many times that the wealthy ones must renounce everything they have, they must give their money to the poor and then and only then – will they be allowed to follow Christ.
But the Church completely ignored and bypassed this teaching of Christ because they knew that if they had started preaching this to their believers; they would lose all believers in one second since no one wants to give up their house, their wealth and their life to follow the Church. So even the Church had to rearrange and modify a lot of the teachings of Christ while straight up censoring and ignoring others; in order to create a religion out of it. The only difference is that the Christian Church decided that it was worth investing their time and money in turning Jesus into the symbol of their faith and into a figure that would appeal to the masses (basically deifying him and using his name and memory to attract people into the religion) – while the other two religions (Judaism and Islam) completely disregarded Jesus altogether and considered him a madman instead and even went as far as to call him "evil" and a "Devil" precisely because he had preached such revolutionary notions that were just impossible to accept for the rich and wealthy. (Another reason for this is also because Judaism had a different idea of the Messiah altogether and they followed a different Messiah – and this other idea of the Messiah along with other Messiah – were also very different from the "Jesus Christ" concept altogether – but that’s besides the point).
The symbology of the spring refers to the blood of Christ which gives life and makes vegetation grow on the earth much like the water of a spring; but it also holds literal meaning because the pagan figures who correspond to "Jesus" were all claimed to have met their demise or to have had a life-changing experience happen near a spring or near a water-source more generally speaking. Such is the case for Hermaphroditus who was rendered female by his union with Salmacis near a spring; or also the castration of one of the gods called "Uranus" – because according to Cicero in his "De Natura Deorum" there were multiple Uranuses and one of them was the "younger" one – and he’s the same who was said to have been castrated near a spring by Phoenician mythology. (The fact that Hermaphroditus was joined to Salmacis thus becoming definitively feminine near the waters of a spring – refers to the confusion that happened in the myth due to the nature of the two characters taken into analysis; because Hermaphroditus and Salmacis were actually brother and sister in other iterations of the story and they were claimed to have been conjoined thus essentially making up a single being who was a "man-woman" united. But then after their birth they were separated and their bodies were not conjoined anymore; although the male – in this case Hermaphroditus – was claimed to have been castrated in further iterations of the story so it looked as though he had returned to being a female and was thus "rejoined" to his female nature which is why the Greek myth confused it and claimed that Hermaphroditus lost his manhood but he lost it by being rejoined to his twin-sister Salmacis. In reality he was castrated near the waters of that spring – the "conjoined" part referring instead to the myth of their birth, but the two accounts were later confused and amalgamated into a single story for the Hermaphroditus myth; thus confusing also the timeline on when exactly was it that the two siblings were conjoined – whether it was at the beginning of their lives or at the end of it as in the case of Hermaphroditus and Salmacis).
The god Attar of the planet Venus was worshipped as "Atarsamain" (Attar of heaven) by the Arabs and equated with Allat i.e. Athena. He was furthermore equated with the goddess Anat in the form of "Ninurta" – because the Mesopotamian warrior-god Ninurta being equivalent to Attar (and Atarsamain) himself – he was directly equated with the Canaanite goddess "Anat" and the name of Anat was also written as "NIN.URTA" in cuneiform. There is an epithet of Anat which calls the deity: "the strength of life" and this particular epithet is applied to Ninurta continuously throughout Sumerian mythology because he’s consistently called the "strength of Enlil" – the "one with superior strength" – the "son in whose strength the father rejoices" – the one with the "strength of a lion" and Ninurta was also in charge of ditches and canals being the one who created the canal-system in Sumer and who was claimed to have brought to everyone the waters of the Tigris and Euphrates rivers as a result. The epithet of Anat – in this case referring to the male Anat who was though still worshipped as female regardless because the god possessed androgynous qualities (and not coincidentally the term "Nin" which comprises the name "Nin-urta" is actually more often than not utilized for female goddesses in Sumerian culture; for example "Ninhursag", "Ninisina", "Ninlil" etc. as it usually means "lady" – but in this case the word assumes a neutral meaning and its connotation is given by the context; so since the god is male it’s translated as "lord" – but the androgynous aspect of this deity is still kept intact nonetheless by using "Nin" instead of "En" ("En" being more traditionally used in Sumerian to mean "lord") – and the title thus refers for the concept of "the strength of life" to the strength of life as a life-giver; because Ninurta being associated with water and with the fertilizing effects of water having been the one who brought canals and ditches to Sumer; the meaning of the term thus acquired such connotation.
This deity is also always associated with physical beauty; for example in the case of Dumuzi (the Mesopotamian god of vegetation) who was called "the one with the beautiful eyes" and even in the form of "Ishtaran" (a form of Dumuzi worshipped as the "heavenly serpent") – where there are several references to his "beautiful face". This notion of beauty is once again reinforced and repeated for all other versions of this pagan god as he was called by many different names throughout cultures – for example also in the form of "Joseph" the biblical son of Jacob; who was claimed to be so beautiful that while a slave in Egypt the women could not resist him – or even in the form of Japheth the third son of Noah (who corresponds still to the same character) – where the word "Japheth" is connected to the root meaning "to be beautiful".
Thus the ideals of "strength and beauty" refer to him. (The pagan imagery of this god depicts him joyous and free as he dances through the flower-springs bringing vegetation to the seasons – often times with ears of corn or garlands adorning his head; as in the example of his Slavic counterpart "Potrimpo" for example).
Christ furthermore corresponds also to the pagan god Dionysus as mentioned in other posts; and Dionysus had a particular epithet in Rome which later ended up becoming his main name (or one of his many names alongside the more renown "Bacchus") and this particular title was that of "Liber" i.e. "the free one", one who embodies "freedom".
In form of "Ishtaran" Dumuzi was worshipped as "Anu" as well – since they called Ishtaran with the epithet "AN.GAL" i.e. "great Anu"; thus meaning that Dumuzi was so beloved and his cult had risen to such prominence at some point – that some local traditions (smaller ones) worshiped him as God the Creator himself and substituted him in place of Anu or at the very least differentiated him from the main "Anu" by calling him "AN.GAL" – "the great Anu" or "greater Anu". This is why Hermaphroditus/Jesus corresponds also in Phoenician mythology to the one "Uranus" who was said to have been castrated near a fountain-spring – Uranus being the Greek equivalent of the Sumerian "Anu" and this is why he was addressed with the name "Uranus" and worshipped as one of the "Uranuses" (the younger Uranus, because the older Uranus is instead the father of Cronus/Saturn and he’s a much older Uranus).
Given how Dumuzi was worshipped as the male Ishtar and as Attar in Canaanite lands (from whom the name "Ishtar" came from because the name of the goddess "Ishtar" is actually in the masculine gender and the goddess inherited that name from the male god who was called "Attar", "Ashtar" and "Ishtar" himself); one has to take into account that the male god was worshipped as androgynous though – which is why he was later equated with the female goddess Inanna in Mesopotamia and became indistinguishable from her to the point that she also came to called Ishtar herself. The rosette is the symbol of Venus and of this male god of Venus who corresponds to Christ himself.
But at the same time the rosette is also the symbol of the female Venus and of the goddess Inanna (the female form of Ishtar) so the rosette refers to both Ishtars; the male and female one referring to the planet Venus in general.
Now, seeing as to how the figure of the "son of god" was worshipped as "the creator" himself by some more local cultures who idolized him to such degree that ended up seeing him as the superior god over others – this explains one of the symbologies present on the modern representation of the apparent "pagan god" of the Templars; where he’s depicted with the head of a goat and the five pointed star facing downward. The five pointed star being a symbol of the divine – the idol depicted thus represents through that symbology the fact that the god in question is not the one who resides in the sky (in which case the five pointed star would have to be pointing upwards instead); but they worshipped on the other hand a creator as "the creator on earth" – so their god was represented by the pointed star facing downwards. (This is for the representations that depict the idol with the star facing down; otherwise in other cases the star is absent altogether).
Now, according to the Atbash cyphering interpretation done on the name "Baphomet" which becomes: "Sophia" – if the interpretation is indeed correct it would make total sense given how the name of Christ himself was actually "Sophia" and the why that is was explained in this previous post: https://www.reddit.com/EsotericOccult/s/P3ZkDJvXdM – where essentially there was talk on the Christ’s physical appearance and how the fact that he was born with androgynous traits made it so that he possessed overly-sized pectorals that were rather exposed compared to the rest of his body and were also rounded and protruding; sometimes even resembling female breasts (and that’s where the symbology of the rooster sticking its chest out and of Christ "with breasts" came from: – the rooster in the act of sticking its chest out: https://i.pinimg.com/originals/81/a6/a5/81a6a5da3c527f3ce0fe1648a7650001.jpg – and the depiction of Christ "with breasts" on the Notre-Dame church: https://gcm.rmnet.be/clients/rmnet/content/medias/christus_750.jpg). And this (physical) androgynous nature of the "son of god" was then explained through metaphors and in spiritual terms by Christianity and Gnosticism with the fact that when Sophia incarnated she incarnated as "Jesus Christ".
But – there was also a female incarnated Sophia; which incarnated as a woman and the figure in question is sometimes identified with the "Thetokos" i.e. "mother of god" Mary – or alternatively substituted by Mary Magdalene the consort of Jesus (being called the "Bride of Christ"). The fact that the Templars were claimed to have worshipped the prophetic head of a female refers to the cult of the pagan goddess who corresponded to the Magdalene – where; she was claimed in pagan mythology to have been decapitated or to have been "half-decapitated" (her throat cut significantly to the point of almost detaching her head from her neck) and the goddess in question possessed oracular as well as prophetic gifts. The notion of Magdalene who corresponds to this pagan goddess was addressed in this previous post: https://www.reddit.com/EsotericOccult/s/iHlaRrZnzL.
So essentially the Templars were worshipping both Christ and Magdalene through pagan imagery (Christ being "Sophia" himself and Magdalene being the "female Sophia" who’s the counterpart of the Messiah); something which was not acceptable to the Church – and also because they were worshipping Christ in his real nature as opposed to the heavily filtered and altered version that Christianity gave of him – thus opposing the "official" canon established by the Church altogether.

Hi everyone, first time posting here so sorry if my writing is a bit off just wanted to give a heads up. A couple years ago i believe 2021 or 2022 i was shopping at Shopping mall in Lawrence Township, New Jersey (i believe not quite sure if this is the correct address) to for groceries but while i was there i went walking around to pass the time before my sister finished getting her nails done. as i was walking i remember there was a dress in a window display (white with long sleeves with embroidered little white beads) that looked beautiful i wanted to buy it but was trying to save money for my college books so decided not to buy it yet but i think i took a picture or wrote the name of the store and called their number after words and recall the dress being out of my price range but sometime later lost the number and forgot the name. Just last night i had a dream of said dress and decided to to look up the stores in that shopping center up don't see and store in google maps images or any names that could be it on the list of store names provided on list of stores at that location. i know it's not much to go off of but i can't find it and it's driving me mad. i'm hoping someone may know what i'm talking about or can even send a image of said dress. I've recently got a job and now and doing good in school so i hope i can buy it for my end of the semester exam. thanks for your help. side note i think it was or two stores away from a nail location but i may be mistaken.

From nothingness to sanctity
One day, in the folds of time, a person was born in the city of Marrakesh. They all had many brothers, and they were poor and their condition was miserable and extremely poor. This person, whose name was Ibrahim, worked the entire summer to buy school supplies for the next year, and if his shoes were torn, Or he sewed his clothes, but he had no shoes, so his clothes were worn out and old. Ibrahim’s father was in the service, so he was absent from the house, not being with his family much. Days passed and Ibrahim grew up, so his father gave him two choices: either to go to the Education Academy to study and graduate as a professor, or to enter the service. The military, and this choice was not recommended by the father, Ibrahim, because he did not want his son to go through a difficult experience like him, but Ibrahim had an opinion and was very stubborn, so he chose military service, so he went, and after a few years he graduated with the rank of colonel, and at that time his mother proposed to him, a girl from the neighborhood in which he They lived in it, and at that time he married a son, and after that she became pregnant and they had a son, a male, and they named him Muhammad, and from here our story will begin. Muhammad was an ordinary child, and he studied well and excelled in his studies. He always went to the mosque in order to memorize the Qur’an, and he was not an honest, trustworthy child with good morals. He respected people and never insulted anyone. He was a pure and pure child. As the years passed, Muhammad grew up and took the baccalaureate degree. And all these years, Muhammad was influenced by the Islamic conquests and the personality of the Prophet Muhammad, may God bless him and grant him peace, and the Companions, may God be pleased with them, especially Omar ibn Al-Khattab and Ali bin Abi Talib, so he devoted himself to reading the biography of the Prophet and watching videos whose topics were Islam. The important thing is that we go back and said that Muhammad reached the age of 18 and did not find in Morocco job opportunities or even a good position, so he decided to immigrate to America like other young people, so he was registered in the American lottery and after a few months had passed. Acceptance came to him, and he was very happy because he would find a decent living and a decent life. But in reality, there is something else. The important thing is that Muhammad collected all the documents he would need and applied for the visa. Before and after that, he collected his beliefs and booked the plane ticket. On the night of the flight, he was so excited that he did not sleep a lot, and in the morning. He went to the airport, his parents said goodbye to him, and he went to the plane, and after hours he found himself in America, and the reality was something else. There were many racists, and they always insulted him with the name Muhammad because he idolized the Prophet Muhammad, may God bless him and grant him peace, and they even called the Messenger lustful, and he married Aisha for 6 years. And God forbid, as they curse the honorable companions, may God be pleased with them. The important thing is that Muhammad completed his studies in America and obtained several certificates, so he submitted his application to enter the police because he had just obtained American citizenship. The important thing is that he submitted his application and they approved it, so he took the written and physical test and passed it, so he passed them, and now Muhammad has become An official policeman for the state of Chicago, Muhammad was sincere in his work and dedicated to it. He always did not accept bribery and punished criminals severely. Years passed and Muhammad rose in his position and became in the anti-gang department. He became the one carrying out executions and began killing and exterminating everyone. Killer gangs because the state gives him the decision to kill them because they incite fear in people, kill them, and rape their daughters. Muhammad killed, or rather executed, thousands of people, and he exterminated hundreds of gangs from existence, and all the criminals feared him and were afraid to even mention his important name. Hours passed, and one day of the daysOne day, Muhammad found a volume containing the story of the revolution and the Soviet Union. He read it all and was influenced by revolutionary thought. He began to imagine himself as the king of the world, and he was one of the most supportive of the Palestinian cause. They always sent thousands of dollars to Palestinian associations, and Muhammad was stable even though he was stable. In America, but he hates its corrupt regime and the racism towards foreigners that is abundant in it, so Muhammad decided to go to Russia in order to settle there and submitted his application to Russian intelligence and gave up his service in America, but he still possessed American citizenship. The important thing is that Muhammad worked in Russian intelligence and began every day. It is getting more and more popular and everyone loves it until one day there was a parade for President Vladimir Putin And then Muhammad met President Putin, and Putin liked Muhammad’s personality and the way he treated and respected him, so he decided to hire him as his bodyguard, and Muhammad was very happy with this news. The next day, he started working with the president, and he accompanied him wherever he went. The president was subjected to a series of assassination attempts, and Muhammad was always He was his savior. Meanwhile, Muhammad became a loyal friend of Putin and became Vice President. One day, Putin became seriously ill, and when he was on his deathbed, he said goodbye to Muhammad. Muhammad was very affected by his death, but he moved forward and now he has become the President of the Republic of Russia, so it began. His ambitions to reshape the Soviet Union, so he began to forcefully occupy the countries that were on his side. He did not kill innocent people or women. He implemented the commandments of the Prophet Muhammad, may God bless him and grant him peace, to the letter. At this time, America began to threaten Muhammad that it would occupy Russia and destroy it. Muhammad was aware of this matter and was He planned in advance, as he intended to obey America and eliminate it, and the opportunity came to him. He restored the Soviet Union a hundred times stronger and stronger than it was during the era of Stalin and the other leaders. He only developed the nuclear arsenal and developed advanced weapons, and at this time Muhammad brought his father because He had experience in the army and gave him the position of first commander of the army staff, so his father trained the armyHis father was very strict, and he trained the soldiers very hard, and this would benefit them later. Muhammad also gave his grandfather the position of the chief president of all the central banks in the Soviet Union. He was the state’s accountant. All of the revenues of the Soviet Union passed through Muhammad’s grandfather. He also gave his great uncle the position of governor. He was in charge of all the car factories in the country, so he was in charge of all the car factories and all the companies. He was the president of them and the first factory because he had experience. He also entrusted him with the tasks of building power plants and manufacturing high-precision surveillance cameras. Muhammad gave his middle uncle the position of president of the iron and aluminum mining companies. All types of metal. He also gave his younger uncle the head of the taxi unions, as he is responsible for companies and all taxis and driving licenses for taxis, as well as their taxes. Muhammad also gave his younger uncle the position of head of the Ministry of Education and responsible for all schools in the country, as well as the head of the professors’ body. As he is responsible for the education and study sector, Muhammad also gave his great uncle the position of head of the body of lawyers, judges and courts in the state because his great uncle had more than 20 years of experience in the field. Muhammad also gave his other grandfather the position of head of arms manufacturing and export companies because his grandfather also had In military service, he had a lot of experience in questions, because this is all his specialty in politics Thanks to these positions that he gave to some members of his family, each of whom had great experience in the field in which he specialized, which helped the Soviet Union develop greatly and become stronger and stronger. At that time, Muhammad consulted his Soviet advisors and his father in his capacity as Supreme Commander. And the highest ranks of the army, intelligence, and security in the country. Ibrahim, Muhammad’s father, was the second most important authority in the country after his son Muhammad. The important thing is that after the long Shura period, Muhammad took the appropriate decision, so he bombed Washington, D.C., with a large nuclear bomb, which led to the erasure of Washington from the map and the destruction of the White House, so America rose. He responded with a nuclear missile, but Ibrahim, Muhammad's father, was able to dismantle it, repel it, and turn it towards America. From here, a fierce battle began between the Soviet Union and the United States of America. In the end, the Soviet Union was able to overthrow and eliminate America. It also occupied Canada and South America and brought it back. Alaska to Soviet ruleThe Soviet Union seized all the wealth of North and South America, and even Canada, and annexed them to the Soviet Union. Muhammad rebuilt America on the Soviet system, and even Canada and Brazil. The power of the Soviet Union increased 1,000 times, and the Soviet Union became the most powerful country in the world. Muhammad’s ambitions increased, so he occupied North Korea. He eliminated President Kim Jong-un and also occupied South Korea, Japan, and China. The thing that distinguished Muhammad was not killing innocent people. He only killed those participating in the war, and when he occupied the country, he rebuilt it and employed its citizens with a better salary than they had been, so everyone saluted him. There were also those who hated him, but they were very few. The important thing is that the Soviet Union became from the Republic of Russia to the most powerful country in history. Muhammad also liberated Palestine and gathered all the lions of the world and burned them, slaughtered them, and exterminated them from the globe. Only Muhammad eliminated all the Jews and it was Palestine. It was filled with ululations and joy at her liberation, and all the people were chanting the name Muhammad Muhammad and calling him Muhammad the Savior. Meanwhile, the grandfather of the first and second Muhammad died of old age, so Muhammad became very sad for them. At the funeral, someone poisoned Muhammad’s food with the most severe type of poison, and when he ate it, he choked and died. He almost died, but when he came out of the coma, the doctor told him while he was crying, “The poison has spread through your body, my lord Muhammad. You have only a few days left of your life.” Muhammad began to cry, but he was patient. Then Muhammad made his farewell conference in which he gave a speech and advised the people. When he dies, the rule will pass to his father, and when his father dies, it will pass to his great uncle, and this sequence will remainAfter a few days, Muhammad died and was buried in a grave of gold and diamonds. He became the most important figure in the world, so people began to visit him from all parts of the Soviet Union and even from the Arab countries. Millions of people visited him daily. As for him, when he died, power passed to him and he ruled with justice. Here the story of Muhammad has ended and has been folded between the pages of the past I forgot to mention that Muhammad was fighting with the soldiers, but he was covering his face with a mask so that the opponents would not recognize him and focus on him to kill him. If the president was killed, the Soviet Union would collapse. Muhammad was fighting with the soldiers and killing a lot of the enemy. He and his father were fighting, even though his father He was old, but he was stronger than Muhammad himself. Muhammad’s father was fighting 10 soldiers at the same time and killing them. Muhammad also occupied France, demolished the Eiffel Tower, and occupied almost all of Europe. Muhammad donated billions of dollars to Palestine until Palestine became very advanced and became a more ornate city. Muhammad also occupied Iran and exterminated the extremist Shiites. The one who poisoned Muhammad was a black man from Ethiopia, and the soldiers shot him dead when Muhammad died.Also, Muhammad could also have eliminated Morocco and wiped it from the map, but Muhammad did not want to do that out of respect for the Almoravids, Almohads, and Idrisids. When Muhammad died, power passed to his father and he began to rule the world. Muhammad’s tomb, built of pure gold and all precious stones, became a place of pilgrimage for millions of people every day, to the point that airports were filled with people and thousands of people were lining up in queues to obtain a visa. There were also thousands of people in the street chanting the name of Muhammad the Leader. The great and even they are queuing up to go to the Soviet capital, as there are people from far away places in the world such as Australia who go to the Soviet capital to visit the grave of Muhammad, and he was the most important and holiest person in the world after the Prophet Muhammad. And his companions, I am talking about his military clothes and weapons, all of them were sold for millions of dollars to Arab museums. As for the Soviet museums, they contain Muhammad’s necklace and his favorite weapon, and even the Soviet museum is crowded with people every day just to see its antiquities. Mohammed. Everyone loved him, so Muhammad became the second legend that history will not repeat. The first legend is the Prophet MuhammadWhen Muhammad died, they wrapped him in very advanced materials to prevent his body from decomposing. Muhammad's body did not decompose, but remained as it was. One of the materials used to preserve Muhammad's body was formalin, so Muhammad's body remained intact throughout the years.There are also some very wealthy Arabs who wanted to move Muhammad’s grave from the Soviet Union to Mecca in order to increase the state’s economy, but the entire world, billions of people, categorically refused, whether from within the Soviet Union or from outside it, and they wanted to buy his body for billions of dollars, but the entire world categorically refused. A wave of anger has erupted against Saudi Arabia because of this, because a person like Muhammad cannot be violated and his grave opened When Muhammad's father, Ibrahim, assumed power, and due to his old age, he was 61 years old. He found many difficulties because he found himself facing a great challenge in front of him, ruling millions of people. The Soviet Union, during Muhammad's era, was at the height of its power. He had sat on the throne of the most powerful country in history. Only the area of the Soviet Union was estimated at 400 million kilometers, so Ibrahim had to make a lot of effort, and in some of the Union’s colonies, some civil wars broke out between supporters of Muhammad and his supporters and among those who hated him, as most of those who hated Muhammad were from Central Europe, from the Greek islands and elsewhere. Next to it was the leader of the movement named Johann Gospiel. The latter sought revenge on Muhammad’s followers, and they all wanted to kill Ibrahim and destroy the Soviet Union. He was very hateful, and events will show you why the latter was so hateful of Muhammad and the main family. We will go back in time a little to when Muhammad committed mischief. America and occupied North and South Korea. His ambitions began in Europe, and he started with Italy, so he overthrew it, even though he respected Mussolini, the Italian fascist leader, but Muhammad’s ambitions were to occupy all of Europe, so he occupied Italy, eliminated its leader, and demolished all the ancient Roman idols and gods, and when he headed to occupy the Vatican. Muhammad remembered the words of the Prophet Muhammad, may God bless him and grant him peace, at the sign of the Hour, that in the Vatican there is the staff of Moses and the Thapoth of the Covenant, according to what the commentators and hadith scholars say, so Muhammad retreated.With his army, he went to occupy Greece and wanted to destroy Athens. He met the other army, headed by Johann Gaspiel's brother, called Nicholas Gaspiel. The two armies faced each other. Nicholas' army consisted of 45,000 tanks, a fleet of planes, and 980,000 soldiers, while Muhammad had 60,000 tanks. 2 million soldiers, and the two armies faced each other at the famous Evros River in Greece. The war began, and it was so bloody that the Evros River was filled to the brim with corpses and its color became red with blood. Muhammad was killing the enemies, and his father Ibrahim was also fighting, as he was 51 years old and he was very strong. Stronger than Muhammad himself. The important thing was that Muhammad was fighting. He tore off his mask. Nicholas the commander saw him and said: Here you are, Muhammad. I swear to Zeus, Poseidon, and Athena that you will not survive today. Medusa's curse will fall on you. Today I will hang your head before the gods. Muhammad did not answer him verbally, so his response was to arrest him, cut off his head, and hang his body on a treeThey continued fighting for several hours, and Muhammad was able to eliminate the entire army and occupied Greece at five in the morning. He prayed dawn in the city and began his entry with the soldiers. 200,000 soldiers had died in the war. Muhammad made a broadcast on television and consoled all the families and gave them a salary. For life and huge sums of money. The important thing is that Muhammad passed by the fields and saw some peasants. When they saw him, one of them called out and said, “Where is Muhammad?” Muhammad said to him, “Here is Muhammad.” The man came to him and hugged him and said, “O Muhammad, we have been saved from a tyrant who was torturing us and making our lives miserable.” Nicholas Gaspiel) and gave Muhammad some apples and lemons, so Muhammad bought 300 cows from him and the soldiers slaughtered them, so they ate until their stomachs were full and they slept that night while Muhammad was standing praying. This is just going back in time to explain to you why Johann Gaspial hates Muhammad.Johann Gaspel was telling his experience when he saw Muhammad and saying when Muhammad conquered all of Greece, and the people were chanting his name. I said that Muhammad was not killing ordinary citizens and women because he was carrying out the orders of the Prophet Muhammad and his law of war. Johan Gaspel was 12 years old. He said: “I saw large crowds chanting the name of Muhammad, then I was looking out the window, and suddenly I saw Muhammad passing in front of me and hundreds of thousands of people.” Behind him were hundreds of thousands of soldiers armed with the most modern weapons in the world. He said that Muhammad was strong, broad-chested, not more than 180 centimeters tall, and had a black beard, black hair, and brown eyes. Dark brown, and when Johann saw him, he felt an unusual tremor and said that Muhammad was a person that everyone feared
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Referenced page 91 as that's the only one I can find constipation in. I may regret this. Please for the love of God, don't come here telling me to see a homeopathic doctor or that the medical establishment doesn't know anything, etc. I genuinely cannot tolerate somebody fear mongering to me, I'm really hoping I get a mod or someone with some medical/educational background in parasites to give me some pointers/next steps on my situation.
Back in 2022, I was diagnosed with a possible case of eosinophilic esophagitis/GERD. I was on a pureed diet for about a year since I had significant dysphagia and lost 20 pounds. I've been underweight ever since.
When I transitioned to eating solid food again, my poop looked very weird. White specks floating in the toilet water above the actual poop. White and yellow specks as well as stringy things in my actual poop. One time what looked like a literal worm in the toilet bowl. My GI last spring ordered a parasite & ova stool test. While I was waiting for the results, I had to go to urgent care for another matter. Well it turned out the urgent care doctor was an infectious disease doctor, I showed her the picture and she thought it looked like a roundworm.
Well that parasite & ova stool test came back negative. I did a pinworm paddle test as well, it came back negative. My poop continued to look weird. Saw my GI last summer and he just told me to not pay too much attention to my poop.
Then last fall I went to my primary and told them maybe I'm dealing with a pinworm infection, can my partner and I please take albendazole to see if it helps. We did one dose and then after two weeks another dose. .
Now I'm dealing with near constant constipation so I can't properly see if my poop is normal. I'm also dealing with nausea, bloating, and a lack of appetite as well. Due to these symptoms I am not able to gain much needed weight. I did a SIBO test in January that came back negative. Asked my GI what next steps were about my symptoms and he just told me to take Miralax.
This week, I saw a weird white floating thing in the toilet water when I had a bowel movement. Then when I wiped today after having a bowel movement, there was what looked like a worm (maybe?) on the toilet paper that was yellow/tan in color.
My question is really what do I do? Does it sound like I could have parasites? If so, how do I go about addressing this? Once again, looking for guidance, NOT fear mongering.