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There are 10 levels of swordsmanship skill. Here is the explanation for each one:
- Level 10: The best swordsmen in history
- Level 9: Extraordinary swordsmen
- Level 8: Exceptional swordsmen
- Level 7: Master swordsmen
- Level 6: Expert swordsmen
- Level 5: Above-average swordsmen
- Level 4: Trained noblemen
- Level 3: Young squires
- Level 2: Child trainees
- Level 1: People who have never used a sword
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I made this tier list under two assumptions:
- In every era there is at least one level 8 swordsman. Therefore a character being stated to be the best of their era would qualify them for at least level 8.
- The high tiers in every era are at least level 7. Therefore a character being stated to be one of the greatest swordsmen of their era would qualify them for at least level 7.
Also the placements within each level are in order.
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Now here is the tier list along with justifications for every ranking:
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Level 10:
- Barristan Selmy (Equal in combat to Arthur Dayne if both have regular swords, meaning Barristan is slightly more skilled due to Arthur being a bit stronger physically.)
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Level 9:
- Arthur Dayne (GRRM's first choice for a trial by combat, meaning that he is the strongest warrior while wielding Dawn)
- Daemon Blackfyre (The strongest warrior of his day and is also stated to be superior to Aemon The Dragonknight)
- Gwayne Corbray (Stalemated Daemon Blackfyre for an hour)
- Jaime Lannister (Stated by GRRM to be the greatest swordsman at the time of AGOT, meaning he's more skilled than Garlan Tyrell)
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Level 8:
- Aemon The Dragonknight (Stated to be the best swordsman of his day and also one of the greatest knights in Westerosi history)
- Ryam Redwyne (Stated to be the best swordsman of his day)
- Garlan Tyrell (Stated to be a superior swordsman to Loras Tyrell who is already stated to be one of the best swordsmen of his era)
- Cregan Stark (Stated to be the best swordsman Aemon The Dragonknight has ever faced)
- The Smiling Knight (Had a lengthy duel against Arthur Dayne wielding Dawn but ultimately lost)
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Level 7:
- Syrio Forel (One of the most skilled swordsmen in Braavos and defeated armored men-at-arms with a wooden sword)
- Rhaegar Targaryen (Stated to be a strong warrior by Barristan Selmy and injured Robert Baratheon during their fight)
- Quentyn Ball (Stated to be one of the greatest knights of his day)
- Aegor Rivers (Implied to be one of the greatest knights of his day)
- Duncan The Tall (Defeated Lyonel Baratheon who is one of the greatest swordsmen of his day)
- Lyonel Baratheon (Stated to be one of the greatest swrodsmen of his day)
- Loras Tyrell (Stated by GRRM to be one of the greatest swordsmen at the time of AGOT)
- Gerold Hightower (Considered a worthy Kingsguard at a time when they were the greatest knights in Westeros)
- Aegon The Conqueror (Stated to be one of the greatest fighters of his day)
- Maegor Targaryen (Stated to be one of the deadliest warriors of his time)
- Qhorin Halfhand (The best swordsman of the Night's Watch and was able to adapt to losing the use of his right hand which Jaime Lannister was unable to do)
- Strong Belwas (Defeated a mounted armored warrior while Belwas was on foot)
- Sandor Clegane (Stated by GRRM to be one of the greatest swordsmen at the time of AGOT)
- Brynden Tully (Was considered an impressive swordsman by Jaime Lannister)
- Bronn of the Blackwater (Implied to stand a chance at defeating Gregor Clegane despite his inferior strength and size)
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Level 6:
- Gregor Clegane (Stated to be one of the greatest swordsmen during AGOT, though this is likely moreso because of his immense strength rather than his skill)
- Yohn Royce (Defeated Rodrik Cassel and Eddard Stark during a spar)
- Mance Rayder (Superior to Jon Snow)
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Level 5:
- Rodrik Cassel (Was the master-at-arms at Winterfell)
- Eddard Stark (Survived a fight against Arthur Dayne, although he had help)
- Jon Snow (Considered an impressive swordsman by Night's Watch standards)
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Level 4:
- Tywin Lannister (Is a trained nobleman)
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Level 3:
- Tyrion Lannister (Survived the Battle of the Blackwater)
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Level 2:
- Child trainees
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Level 1:
- People who have never used a sword
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There are a few characters who I wasn't sure where to rank such as Sandoq The Shadow and Beric Dondarrion. Where do you think they should be ranked?
Also what level do you think is the highest one a person without any talent for swordsmanship can achieve through training?

Hi all. Just wanted to try getting a narrowed down idea of my type. Feel free to comment your thoughts! Thanks!
• How old are you? What's your gender? Give us a general description of yourself.
I'm a 25 year-old male. I'm a diligent student and am living away from my home country for now 9 years. Ive spent those 9 years trying to understand the way the society works here and have adapted rather well, to the point where people can't tell I'm a foreigner. I'm pretty active, although it's more so activity for the sake of activity. As such, I'm kinda fit.
• Is there a medical diagnosis that may impact your mental stability somehow?
Yes. GAD and PTSD.
• If you had to spend an entire weekend by yourself, how would you feel? Would you feel lonely or refreshed?
I would have fomo if I were to see everyone else that I deem as friend doing something cool on socials. Then I would become resentful. However, I myself am perfectly okay being in my own company. I prefer it. That is not to say I don't like being with my frens. I would feel refreshed but there would come a point where I would feel as if I can't bear being so alone. Especially after long periods of time. However, I am accustomed to being alone and finding the joy in it. Like I said, I would resent the very sociable folks because I felt left out
• What kinds of activities do you prefer? Do you like, and are you good at sports? Do you enjoy any other outdoor or indoor activities?
I like activities that i can enjoy anywhere. Though i think this is because of how used to using a phone i am. Mobile gaming etc... is pretty neat. I like activities in which i can see a story unfold. Reading is one of them, iwas a huge reader as a kid. But i gravitate more so towards watching cool shows. However i much prefer shows and things that arent as popular because then people wont annoyingly yap about the surface level of the shows that we mutually have watched. Though I do like creative activities, like painting, I also like shopping and walking around. I like doing things that I feel are leading towards something grand. So, for instance, journaling and practicing a skill daily brings me some pleasure. I used to be a huge football fan until I realized how corrupt the sport was. I do like some sports though. I've always liked tossing and catching balls, playing with bouncy balls as a kid etc... I like skateboarding, though I haven't owned one in years.
• How curious are you? Do you have more ideas then you can execute? What are your curiosities about? What are your ideas about - is it environmental or conceptual, and can you please elaborate?
Quite curious. I'm sometimes out of touch with reality just entertaining my mental musings. I will be sat and thinking about some random topic or thing iused to hear about and then research it. I'll try to make sense of the world and the "why" behind things. For example; why do I have nightmares when it's cold? Why are xyz so unreasonable? Why am I so attached to this toy? Why don't people do instead of y? I feel like social media has influenced this process tho. Giving us random things to consume, it leads us to clicking on videos and articles that spark new interests so easily and quickly, so I'm unsure. Though I tend to want to know why certain things are happening or WHAT is happening. Especially if theres like a crown gasping at something, for instance.
• Would you enjoy taking on a leadership position? Do you think you would be good at it? What would your leadership style be?
i have taken leadership positions in the past, and I did well. I much prefer to appeal to the good nature of my "teammates" and encourage them to do a good job.however, I prefer to select my team. I do not want laziness or incompetence in my crew. So I will scan my options and choose who I will team up with. If I have options that are limited to not-so-skilled individuals, I will play a leadership role and do most of the thinking. Tho I don't enjoy it.
• Are you coordinated? Why do you feel as if you are or are not? Do you enjoy working with your hands in some form? Describe your activity?
i'm coordinated, yeah. I actually prefer situations where I can grasp the essence of a problem and use my hands. I prefer writing over reading, so I guess I like using my hands fo effect the mediums I work with. I used to want to be like a spy who is interacting with a bunch of gadgets and mobilizing himself towards a goal. My activity is usually at my own pace. I frequently try to finish tasks ahead of schedule because I want to spend more time lazing around and doing whatever I want. I tend to seek clarity in instructions I am given and sequentially take care of each piece of the task I am given. I recently started using to do lists because the workload became HUGE. I will, however, not compromise my comfort.
• Are you artistic? If yes, describe your art? If you are not particular artistic but can appreciate art please likewise describe what forms of art you enjoy. Please explain your answer.
i am. I am skilled with pencil shading and line art and do pretty well with colours and aesthetics. I know what I like and try to make something that appeals to me and is objectively nice. I tend to also make pieces that resonate with myself, so things that I like. I even sought to learn to draw faces to draw myself and my friends ad fantasy characters. I'm good with visual arts but I'm also a pretty good actor. I've always excelled at making accents and role playing. I like thinking of people in terms of the archetypes they fill and even portray my friends in memes
• What's your opinion about the past, present, and future? How do you deal with them?
The past, I have a love hate relationship with it. I made mistakes that I regret and have been through horrible things. But I do appreciate things from the past that bring me meaning. Certain flavors, sceneries, good memories. As for the present, I tend to be locked out of the present moment. I struggle to live in the moment and can seem rather weird. I think more about things than actually doing them. It feels like I play a character at any given moment for any given interaction tho. As for the future, I tend to find it weird. I want a better future and sometimes think, in a tight situation, "don't worry. Tomorrow this will be over." I love thinking that the future is open and that better days are ahead. I often wonder what it will feel like doing things ive never done. Absent of anxiety, that is. With anxiety, whole different story. "Tomorrow is bound to be worse than today" when anxious
• How do you act when others request your help to do something (anything)? If you would decide to help them, why would you do so?
i help those i'm cool with or at least neutral towards. If the individual is full of nonsense and lazy or offers no value in return, no way.
• How important is efficiency and productivity to you?
I've been lazy all mylifr and I never stopped hearing about it. So just to prove people wrong, I will move bricks and mountains. Whichever is important to a degree of thinking "less is more". Productivity is alright too, but at my own pace ofc
• What are your hobbies? Why do you like them?
i listen to music, journal, watch cartoons and movies, work out, walk, try to find ways to "fix" my life (my friends tell me this is what I do most), play games, try some good food, meditate (I tend to neglect this one), research interesting things, draw, accomplish a goal
• What is your learning style? What kind of learning environments do you struggle with most? Why do you like/struggle with these learning styles? Do you prefer classes involving memorization, logic, creativity, or your physical senses?
I hate classes with lots of aural input from a lecturer, If it triggers my misophonia.i prefer learning things practically. explanations will just have me needing to read more and try to focus on boring notes. Using my hands and brains is preferred. I score high in Kinesthetic for VARK tests. Oh, and visual. I prefer classes that involve logic, creativity and physical senses. I can memorize things but this is the most tedious learning style for me.
• How good are you at strategizing? Do you easily break up projects into manageable tasks? Or do you have a tendency to wing projects and improvise as you go?
I can strategise when needed. I weigh the task up first. If the task at hand is hard, I will break it down and dedicate more energy to it. Else, I'll just do what feels right. I even ignore instructions sometimes.
• What do the "highs" in your life look like?
The flavour of the world feels warm, with a tinge of coldness. I would feel as if my suffering paid off and I am nowhere except where I am supposed to be. That there is no rush and no need to care of what others think about me. Where I can just do what I deem best amd find a balance between stability and adventure
• What do the "lows" in your life look like?
Nightmares, hypichondriasis, overthinking, rumination, anxiety, panic, jealousy, having no autonomy
• How attached are you to reality? Do you daydream often, or do you pay attention to what's around you? If you do daydream, are you aware of your surroundings while you do so?
I daydream quite a lot. But I will still feel what's around me enough to get somewhere where I can be in my head in peace. XD
• Imagine you are alone in a blank, empty room. There is nothing for you to do and no one to talk to. What do you think about?
I like empty rooms, especially if they used to be lively and full of people in past events. Goes to show that no matter what happens, some things remain. I would think of what life would be like if I were to live here forever. I would also be reminded of that meme where there's just a futon, a screen, a fridge and a katana: "all men need to be happy". If the room has no windows or doors, I'd be scared. Assuming it has windows and a door, I would look outside, eventually. How big is the room? If it's a HUUUUGE empty hall, that's so cool. I'd walk around and imagine myself in some great elvish building and maybe even lie down to see the roof. I even dreamt of such a building before, hexagon shaped cross section.
• How long do you take to make an important decision? And do you change your mind once you've made it?
I take a bloody long time to decide on anything important. For instance, i took 4 hours to decide what race my DnD character would be. Once I've made my decision, I will not regret it unless it goes wrong
• How long do you take to process your emotions? How important are emotions in your life?
I have always tended to act on emotion but i have been more balanced in the past 4 years. I regulate them to not make a mess and use them to deem what I will and will not tolerate in the future. I enjoy expressing them
• Do you ever catch yourself agreeing with others just to appease them and keep the conversation going? How often? Why?
No. Cause that's fake. If I don't agree, I'll just say "cool" and move on. Why talk if I'm going to say what YOU want to hear? I must say what I want to say.
• Do you break rules often? Do you think authority should be challenged, or that they know better? If you do break rules, why?
Yeah, but I often get told that what I'm doing isn't right and then I just get mad at the person that told me that. "No sir you can't wear shoes in this room" I'll think cwell, screw you too!" Besides that, I often follow the rules of any given institution well enough.

After Luds comment on his last stream I did a quick Reddit search and found this post from 9yrs ago in sex by U/LudwigAhgren
Note: It was a funny read and definitely in his charming grammar style.
Note 2: Some of things do not work anymore but, a few still do.
“The Ultimate Guide to Shaving Your Pubes for Beginners (Men)
If you have a bush like Brillo^© , or just want to trim up the forrest so others can pass safely, you're in the right place.
I split groin hair into 5 different groups. Below I have listed the difficulty of each area as well as what kind of shave each area shall receive.
This is what we want the end product to look like. (His pubes look like the mustache of almighty Zeus himself!)

Pubic Hair	Ball Hair	Taint/Gooch Hair	High Thigh Hair	Shaft Hair
Easiest to shave. Needs to be trimmed down (No new-born baby penis look)	Scariest/Most Difficult to shave. This will be a clean shave.	Moderate difficulty. Up to shaver, but I prefer a clean shave.	Easy to shave. This will be a clean shave.	Nicks can happen here easily. This will be a clean shave.

Tools Needed: Shaving cream (MUST - Practice before which shaving cream works best! Sometimes Conditioner can work better),
electric razor (The side that pops out I will refer to as buzzer and the side with the guard I will refer to as electric razor from here on out)
A Women’s! shaving razor (women’s razors have a much higher guard and will protect better than one for men.
 
*PLEASE BE PREPARED!* I mean it’s your balls we’re talking about here…
 
Step 1: The first step will be to shave the pubic hair. Depending on how much hair is down there, you have the option to go at it with scissors like a harbor before throwing the buzzer down there. If you have an average amount (2”>x) then go at it with the buzzer. Hover your family jewels over the toilet, you may even choose to sit like a cool substitute teacher. Brush the square side of the buzzer backwards across your pubes vertically. It may seem as if it isn’t doing anything but trust me you’re losing hair faster than LeBraun James. Continue this until you deem it short enough, I like my pubes around 1/2”.
Note Make sure the pubes length is even throughout, focusing on areas that with longer hair to insure optimum symmetry, bitches love symmetry. Use a mirror!
 
Step 2: Now you’ll want to ‘square’ out your hair and completely shave off any outliers around your pubes. Perhaps you have a leaky happy trail? Or maybe your pubes are ‘fading’ in. Either way you’ll want this instead of this (not penis don’t fret) Use a mirror to make sure it’s not lopsided.
 
Step 3: Here we are going to tackle that upper thigh hair that encompasses the whole male crotch area. Now get all nakey if you aren’t already and hop in that shower. Make sure the water is warm because you’re going to be in there for a while. Whip out you’re shaving cream of choice, I use this because it makes the blade glide across my nuts (phrase of the day!). To be fair I am more metrosexual than most gay men. Anyway(!) lather that shaving cream on to you’re upper thigh, above the pubes and right around the taint (make sure the water isn’t washing it all away) and start shaving those areas. The shaving razor will insure that these areas are hair-free.
Note Make sure the blade follows the surface of the skin. You want max blade to skin contact.
 
Step 4: Here’s my favorite part. Shaving the shaft. Why is it my favorite? It adds an inch to your perceived dick length (now your dick will look like it’s an inch long^rekt. Extend your dick by pulling out your head. It will give a similar surface on the base of the dick to an erect penis. Now with the shaving cream and razor, shave the front part of the base, while always making sure the base is flat. Then do each side, trying your best to make the area being shaved flat. A flat area not only allows the razor to get more hair, it also prevents little nicks that can occur. I’ll refer back to Davidfor how far down the base you should shave.
Note If you look at the pic of David, you’ll notice he shaved the area to the right and left of his penis. That is totally you’re call, I have no opinion I find both to by stylish in their own penis way.
 
Step 5: The balls. AKA Holyshitiamsoscarediamgoingtochopmynutsoff. You may be tempted to skip this part, but trust me, hairy balls do not look good when the rest has been shaved. If you start this, you must to finish it. You are the chosen one. You are supposed to bring balance to your pubes, not leave them in darkness! Do it for the (potential) children.
Back to the balls. We’re going to first start with the outside balls. To do this get in your best captain stance which creates a nice U shape between your thigh and outer left/right ball. This is the kind of U Brett Farve has been talking about. Now, using that handy shaving cream and razor, this should be quite easy. Gently go up that are and always going along the grain. Don’t switch up directions here, that’s too ballsy.
After that’s done we’re going to drift away from the pubes for just a bit. Throw some shaving cream on the taint (this is the area that prevents you from shitting on your balls) and you’ll want to shave from your asshole to the base of your balls. Always going in that direction. IMPORTANT If you touch your taint (ew you’re gross) you’ll notice there is a line. Kind of feels like hair running from your asshole to your balls. It’s actually a vein that controls your orgasms. DO NOT SHAVE ON THIS VEIN Shave to the left and right of it. Don’t go directly on it. I don’t think anything will happen if you do… but better safe than orgasmless.
 
Step 6: Back to the balls and the last part of the shaving in the shower. This part is difficult and to be honest I’m not sure of the best way to approach this. Balls are weird and that they have no fucking shape and 2 million wrinkles. I like to first take my electric razor and use the buzzer part of it. Then I just air swipe my balls getting all the hair about 1/4” short. Then I take the shaving cream and focus on specific parts squeezing my balls to get maximum surface area. This seems to work out for me, but keeping it 1/4 of an inch isn’t that big of a deal. Hair that short is difficult to notice and ladies/men will still suck your nuts.
Note Loosen up before shaving your balls. Take deep breaths and relax. Make sure your asshole isn’t clenched because that raises your balls. And if you’re down there shaving with a clenched asshole, and for any reason your asshole unclenches, you’re balls will drop (again) and hell will break loose. It is better to shave them while they are low and have them clench upwards.
 
Step 7: Clean up all the pubes off of your body. This is no simple task. Water is an adhesive so you’ll have to detach the shower head and put that all up in your business. I like to turn on the bath and use that heavy rush of water to cleanse my body of those clingy cutoff pubes. Hop out the shower, dry off and look at your masterpiece Michelangelo. But you are not done yet!
 
Step 8: Similar to barbers, you will have missed a few hair and you’ll probably have a few 2 inch hairs amongst you’re gently coiffed pubes. Grab a pair of nail scissors or whatever tool you prefer and chop those suckers off. The majority will be on your balls. A fun thing I like to do that is totally fucking weird, is pulling long pubes on my balls and plucking them off. It is surprisingly easy to do so because of the loose ball skin. Don’t yank it out like a band-aid though or you’ll need a band-aid (Ha Ha.. I’m not funny)
 
Voila, you’re done. Get some aftershave on those freshly shaven balls to disinfect your nicks and make those meaty knockers smell like a man. Congratulations and I hope I was of some help!
 
Edit 1: Let't talk about asshole hair, (what a great conversation start^{furiouslyjotsdown)} that area can be shaved and it can look/feel good! But personally, I like to keep my Brown Eye of Sauron to myself. No traveller has dared venture down so I feel no need to shave.
Edit 2: One of my ball shaving colleagues has alerted me that the 'taint vein' is actually, "[A] scar, from where the skin fuses before birth and is called the perineal raphe." (Google it for some nice visuals)
 
Thank you all for the great response! Being on the front page of sex is something all my future employers will be impressed by. I recently shaved and I seriously mistook my junk for King David's jewels (obviously he is miles bigger) and I thought I'd right down exactly what I did.”

Am I AGP or HSTS
So here is how it basically goes I acted feminine pretty much since adolescence I am not a Transsexual right now more so a transvestite But I physically look very much like one I have always been very feminine physically But when I was around 10 things started to change I wore clothes of my mom and masterbated in it as while thinking of that women as I felt like someone is looking at me I also feel like wearing a beautiful red dress and dance in front of men have seen in a magazine later about when I was 11 I will Discover porn and first time realise what a vagina is and how it looks like
"That we are looking whole which flap's surrounding it ew I will never put my thing in there and how the fuck someone is putting their face in there I hate women"
Which was my response
For a long time I can't even look at it
I went on just went on watching a gay porn for years But around 17 I started watching straight porn much more so then gayporn as she will touch her boobs I will also touch my boy boobs and feel like the man is fucking me she will just feel so happy sucking on that cock taking it up her ass I wanted to have the same experience for some reason straight porn felt much more appealing than gay Porn I like women for what they are they have a nice body beautiful curves and everything accept that hideous vagina all the if it's nice and clean and everything else looks good I won't say that I am disgusted by it just not something that will turn me on one lesson until I imagine balls and cock on its place the leba sometimes do look like scrotum but most of the time is disgusting when I first Discover tranwomen I kind of felt weird while they felt more relatable i was not crazy about them the way I am crazy about man I will admit I like femboys however hear it gets a bit omplicated I like their presence I love how they look I like talking to them cuddling with them and I certainly get erect every now and then when interacting with them in some ways but I have exactly zero feeling that I want to genuinely have sex with them this is pretty much how I feel about girls as well
But on the other hand when I see a handsome young MAN I feel like
" Ahh man please fuck me " Or " Uoo u wanna be fucked "
Yes I am a versatile Now is a grown adult I certainly can see myself having sex with the woman however even if she is like a 10 I can imagine it will just feel like masturbating all by myself it feels very performative
I recently bought a beautiful bra and click myself pictures in the mirror and I was not turn on What so ever and while I would say I never got aroused by wearing feminine clothes but I certainly do like them being on me when I sleep
I sleep in a bra it gives me comfort
Based of of all of this what am I

So here is how it basically goes I acted feminine pretty much since adolescence I am not a Transsexual right now more so a transvestite But I physically look very much like one I have always been very feminine physically But when I was around 10 things started to change I wore clothes of my mom and masterbated while while thinking of that woman as I felt like someone is looking at me I also feel like wearing a beautiful red dress and dance in front of men have seen in a magazine later about when I was 11 I will Discover porn and first time realise what a vagina is and how it looks like
"That we are looking whole which flap's surrounding it ew I will never put my thing in there and how the fuck someone is putting their face in there I hate women"
Which was my response
For a long time I can't even look at it
I went on just went on watching a gay porn for years But around 17 I started watching straight porn much more so then gayporn as she will touch her boobs I will also touch my boy boobs and feel like the man is fucking me she will just feel so happy sucking on that cock taking it up her ass I wanted to have the same experience for some reason straight porn felt much more appealing than gay Porn I like women for what they are they have a nice body beautiful curves and everything accept that hideous vagina all the if it's nice and clean and everything else looks good I won't say that I am disgusted by it just not something that will turn me on one lesson until I imagine balls and cock on its place the leba sometimes do look like scrotum but most of the time is disgusting when I first Discover tranwomen I kind of felt weird while they felt more relatable i was not crazy about them the way I am crazy about man I will admit I like femboys however hear it gets a bit omplicated I like their presence I love how they look I like talking to them cuddling with them and I certainly get erect every now and then when interacting with them in some ways but I have exactly zero feeling that I want to genuinely have sex with them this is pretty much how I feel about girls as well
But on the other hand when I see a handsome young MAN I feel like
" Ahh man please fuck me " Or " Uoo u wanna be fucked "
Yes I am a versatile Now is a grown adult I certainly can see myself having sex with the woman however even if she is like a 10 I can imagine it will just feel like masturbating all by myself it feels very performative
I recently bought a beautiful bra and click myself pictures in the mirror and I was not turn on What so ever and while I would say I never got aroused by wearing feminine clothes but I certainly do like them being on me when I sleep
I sleep in a bra it gives me comfort
Based of of all of this what am I

I (female) recently have been practicing with another basketball team (all full w males) because men push us to perform better just in general but i’ve been holding back. for more context i’ve always been someone with low confidence and struggle to maintain it if i do have it, i think i’ve failed over one mistake, shut down, etc.
but playing with males is basically completely different from females, they’re way faster, stronger, more aggressive, etc. so all ive basically been doing most of the time is passing the ball up once i get it because of my low confidence and fear of making mistakes.
i know i could keep up with them, but i can’t translate that mindset to practice scrimmages. a little help? (to help me gain confidence, drive to the basket, create plays without stressing and getting the ball turned over because im scared, etc.)

PC
Reddit Account: u/MercuryDances
Discord Tag: Hopeless Situation
Name and House: Deziel Blackmont
Age: 25
Cultural Group: Stony Dornish
Appearance: Of average height, clean-shaven, brown-haired and green-eyed, with skin tanned from a lifetime under a harsh Dornish sun. He speaks softly and strides lightly.
Trait: Strong
Skill(s): Dual Wielding (e), Swords, Daggers, Ranger
Talent(s): Hunting, Hawking, Rock Climbing
Negative Trait(s): N/A
Starting Title(s): Heir to Blackmont, Ser
Starting Location: the big hunt
Alternate Characters: Allyria Blackmont
AC
Name and House: Allyria Blackmont
Age: 51
Cultural Group: Stony Dornish
Appearance: Small, slim and weathered, with graying hair and the same bright green eyes as her son. Her posture is uncommonly straight and steadfast.
Trait: Inspiring
Skill(s): Tactician, Cunning, Vanguard
Talent(s): Singing, Wine-Drinking, Shit-Talking
Negative Trait(s): N/A
Starting Title(s): Lady of Blackmont
Starting Location: the big hunt
Alternate Characters: N/A
Bio:
Blackmont is a harsh place. A lonely castle high in the Red Mountains, it has long been a haven to raiders and mystics alike, home to an ancient dynasty, perhaps less infamous than the likes of the Wyls, but perhaps no less ruthless. It was here that Deziel Blackmont grew up. His mother, Lady Allyria, came from another age, a violent time when the Blackmonts terrorized The Reach, and at times were terrorized in turn by vengeful Reachmen. She was an expert in the ways of war, someone who knew the backways of the mountains inside and out. And while it seemed her son might grow up in more peaceful times, she had no desire for her oldest child to be soft.
From a young age, Deziel, Dez to his friends, took well to his family's teachings. From his mother and from his father, a scion of House Toyne, he learned a fast-paced, uniquely Dornish style of fighting with short swords and long knives, of moving lightly in the wilderness and of doing whatever he had to do to survive. Chivalry was for fat Reachmen who struggled to mount their fancy horses. If you needed to kick your opponent in the balls and then stab him with a hidden dagger, then you kicked him in the balls and stabbed him with a hidden dagger. Those were the rules of the Red Mountains.
But while Deziel was gifted as a fighter, growing up strong and fast and sparring with Dorne's finest, his true love was the wilderness itself. He was a soft-spoken lad who often preferred his own company, and even as a young boy he would wander far and wide alone, sometimes for days at a time, adventuring and exploring, hunting and hawking his own food and learning to find water in the harshest drylands. Out there, under the hard sun and cold stars, he felt wholly at peace.
As time went by, Deziel would take to the mountains more and more often, for life in the castle was growing more complicated. His mother had begun pressuring him to find a wife, but Deziel quite simply did not want one. He preferred the company of men, something that was less of a problem here in Dorne than it might have been elsewhere, but still presented certain issues. Mother wanted grandchildren, and Deziel wasn't interested in giving her any. He tried his best, he truly did, but no Dornish girls caught his fancy. He wandered the region, seeking beauty, and found it, but also found confusion. Always he found himself back in the mountains and deserts, the places where he felt closest to the divine, looking at the sky and wondering why the Gods had made him this way.
In time he found his voice. He fought in skirmishes with bandits and rebels, the kind of fiends who always haunt the backways of the Red Mountains, even in peaceful times. He killed his first man, then another and another. Bringing death haunted him, but paradoxically it made him more confident, more sure of his skills and himself.
While he's still an introvert, he's learned to speak out when he has to. He loves his mother, but sometimes his younger siblings need protecting from her venom. But he's also done his best to meet her halfway, as one does for those one loves. Hence why he's at this stupid fancy hunt. He'd never have come here, if he had his way, but such is life. Hunt yourself a buck, she tells him, and a maiden while you're at it. Deziel is more than a bit skeptical, but who can say?
The Blackmonts, on the whole, are not at home in this new Dorne, this new world, a world of opulent prosperity and the distant but ever-looming threat of dragonfire. But their particular skills, quick blows and flashing blades, are skills that never do go wholly out of style in Westeros, and perhaps they'll yet come in handy in the years to come.
Timeline:
1 BC: Deziel Blackmont is born to Lady Allyria Blackmont
4 AC: Deziel's brother Vorian is born
7 AC: Deziel's sister Mara is born
10 AC: By now, Deziel is already growing into a gifted warrior and wilderness explorer
11 AC: Deziel's brother Myles is born
17 AC: Deziel begins to intermittently travel around Dorne
19 AC: Deziel kills his first man in a mountain skirmish
25 AC: Deziel and Lady Allyria travel to the hunt
Family tree: https://www.familyecho.com/?p=DP6SG&c=8q4s17xqi1hovosi&f=720821804468611556
NPCS: Damon Toyne, Castellan; Vorian Blackmont, Warrior (Bows)

It's a lot. And it's nearly 2 years worth. I think given what's happened tonight, I want to get it off my chest. This is a throwaway for obvious reasons....
Partner was in some weird niche group on fb. The admin is a very good friend of his. He made friends with some of the people in the group and chats moved to DMs etc. The admin passed on the number of a woman in the group and they chatted (it later transpired the behaviour youre about to read about happened with multiple men in cluding admin friend). The woman is in a whole different country very far away. They exchanged gifts, talked/video called every day and pretty soon, he was relying on her heavily for emotional support. This happened behind my back. He pulled the old "you would never let me have female friends" chestnut.
Jan 2023, I got covid and a close family relatives health went downhill. My covid resulted in secondary chest infections, chest xrays, multiple tests for all sorts of things and a lot of time off work not being fit for much at all. It was a long recovery and it was all I could do to work and then collapse in a heap at the end of the day. My partner felt like he had the brunt of everything to do around the house (I was still doing a lot but appreciated him sorting food in the evening and never complained). I didnt realise it but he also felt incredibly lonely- he works a solitary job by choice and his work hours meant he was coming home as I was going to bed and I could hardly keep myself awake with the post viral fatigue to spend time with him. I did try, napping when I got back from work to try and be able to stay up later, but it probably wasn't enough and I dropped the ball I guess.
My sick relatives health declined further and they ended up in palliative care before passing in April. I was devastated and he supported me through it but things felt off, I could never quite put my finger on it but definitely off. I mean the fact he called me the other woman's name in bed twice should have been a big red flag but he played it down- jokimg that it was one of his many many girlfriends and he can't help what he does when he's asleep.
What happened shortly after the funeral (2 weeks maybe) was that I came home from an errand and found partner on a video call with this woman. It was awkward AF. He asked me what I was doing home, tried introducing us, she didn't speak and then later complained I was very rude. She's a year younger than my mum and he tried to make out she's a mother figure and a good friend.
The following few days were strange, I was feeling jangled but still trying to get on with everything. We are in June now. He started bringing his work phone in with him and low and behold a message pings up from her- love hearts and all this bull. So it all comes out. They fucking love each other, she persued him and made it sexual. He loves it. I have yet another health issue resulting in small outpaitent surgury, its ok but im dealing with everything and it's a lot. Listening to him talk about her and how angry he feels towards me.
We hash it out. Nothing physical has ever happened obviously, gotta be in at least the same country for that blah blah blah. A lot of hurtful things were said (by him) but ultimately we decided to move on together and part of it was that they had to be NC. In the interests of open clarity and fairness, I emailed info to her husband. I'd have wanted to know. I apparently put her in danger from this which resulted in more anger.
I sought therapy and my health improved and I thought everything was going ok. Booked a holiday together for spring 2024 and, even though I had some blips in response to triggering behaviour, I thought we were doing ok. By Christmas I felt safe about opening up and felt more comfortable like we were back to our old selves. We had a festive blip- he tells me there's no longevity becuase I lost it over shit hidden in a cupboard that she'd gifted him. I need to get over it. He apologises for overreacting. We move on.
Jan 2024, I'm ill again. And it's wiped me out. I'm a mess. March 2024 roles around. Im still not right, struggling with my health and managing everything. Lo and behold, there's an email from her husband in my inbox with a LOAD of incriminating sexual screenshots and videos in a chat between my partner and his wife. Transpires NC never happened, or a least did only for a couple of weeks. He missed her too much. It's been going on again. Behind my back. Interestingly, I could not see him in any of what i was emailed, only her and he is very clear she is a friend and he never did anything inappropriate and had asked her to stop. Most of the time it wasn't like that but when she wanted to be naughty she would. I still stand by the fact friends wouldn't behave like that with boundaries and risking relationships, and if he really didn't want it he'd have put a stop to it.
It has been AWFUL. I insist on NC. He's very worried about whats going to happen to her, husband is allegedly not too nice. Partner is also suggesting that he'd just go behind my back because she's his safe space and he loves her, not in a romantic way mind.... Husband messages me to say they are getting a divorce (there have been several men, from our country- my partner was not as special as he thought). I worry having had it made clear that husband isn't so nice, I figure the news is better off coming from me. I tell him and he asks to be in contact with her.
Now here is where I might have gone wrong. I say to the pair of them to behave like long distance friends, set parameters- no pics, videos, love yous love hearts, whatever. She accepted full responsibility for everything and apologised. He says contact will dwindle over time and it will be ok. He wouldn't hurt me again. I felt like this was the right thing to do and that I could manage it. If they were genuinely just friends and it was her being broken and sad making it weirdly sexual maybe it would be ok, especially as I felt I'd said my piece and gotten some understanding.
I lasted 3 weeks. The contact level was insane. She was the 3rd wheel on our holiday. Honestly, it fucking killed me. I have never been so sad. And I was aware that pretty quickly my conditions of contact had been ignored. I broke down about 3 weeks later and said I couldn't do it anymore. Even with him saying that with the divorce the contact would decrease becuase she'd meet someone else etc. He said he'd cut contact and all he needed to know was that she'd be ok. He gets it done and I am surprised given everything I didnt think it would be an option. He said he knew it was hurting me but didn't do anything about it.
We've been going ok, probably about 3 weeks of realtive peace. Until today. I take a work call and he scuttles into another room and I can fucking hear them in a video call together. Apparently its only very recent- I mean its only been 3 weeks🤦🏻‍♀️. Apparently he's very lonely and doesn't want a miserable life of being monitored all the time. The trust is broken and its me thats dragging it out. Seems me saying I couldn't cope with them being in constant contact makes this my fault becuase he just misses her all the time.
So yeah. Hes downstairs on the sofa, messaging her. And I'm upstairs venting to you guys becuase WTF.
I'd do a TLDR but honestly, how?!

Sofia, honey, please wake up' mum mind links as I stir in my sleep. I moan, not wanting to wake up. Why would mummy want to wake me up in the middle of the night? Maybe she didn't say anything and I'm just dreaming about this whole thing. I sign and roll over, sleep overcoming me. 'Sofia, please' I groan, trying really hard to wake up. She doesn't sound too happy with me. 'What's wrong mummy?' I ask her, still half asleep. 'Sofia, you need to get up and run. We're under attack from a rogue pack. Your father and I managed to hide your sister away somewhere safe but we can't get to you' 'Where are you, mummy?' 'The other side of the house baby. I tried to get to you and I was so close but a rogue got to me before I could reach you and knocked me out. I'm tied up. There's too many of them so I need you to get out of bed and run away from here as fast as you can. Use the door in daddy's office and the tunnels to get out. Run to one of the neighbouring packs and when you get there tell them what happened and then wait there for us to come and get you. Do you understand my love?' 'Yes, mummy.' 'Good girl. I love you Sofia.' 'I love you too mummy.' 'Run sweetheart.' 'Yes, mummy' I reply as a tear slips down my face. I sit up quickly and reach over to my bedside table. I fumble my hand around in the dark, trying to find my hearing aids. My hands connect with the cold plastic and I grab them and put them in as my bedroom light turns on and I come face to face with two large men. Rogues. I study them for a split second, frozen in place. Maybe I will blend into the duvet if I'm still enough. The man on the left is taller than the man on the right. Both of them have dark hair and black eyes, a mixture of dirt and blood covering their bodies. I bite my lips, trying to hold back a scream. "Hello there, sweetie," the man on the left says in what I hear as a mumble. I whimper as they get closer, still frozen with fear. "What's your name?" the other one asks with an evil grin. I shake my head and shuffle back against my headboard. 'Mummy?!' I mind link. No answer. 'Daddy? Please?' Still no answer. "I said what's your name girl?" the man asks again, his voice rising, anger clear in his tone. I whimper and point at my hearing aids, more tears falling down my cheeks. The men look at each other before looking back at me. "Are you deaf?" The one on the left asks loudly, his smile darkening. I whimper again and nod. He grins at the other guy before looking at me. "How old are you?" he grunts. Not wanting to make him any angrier, I shakily hold up eight fingers. "Oh, this should be fun," he says chuckling as he walks over to me. A scream manages to finally escape my throat, more tears rushing down my face as I curl up into a ball in terror. The man stops for a moment and pulls out some black leather gloves from his back pocket. He puts them on before pulling out a pair of silver handcuffs. My heart stops. Daddy told me what silver does to werewolves. It burns their skin and causes them pain. It's meant as a means of torture. Suddenly, he grabs my hands, yanking my arms behind my back as he turns me around, cuffing me. The silver burns into my skin. Just as daddy had warned me. I scream out in pain, sobs falling from my lips and he does the same with my ankles before taking the gloves off. I continue to cry, not daring to move as it will make the burns worse. Deathly still, I watch as the shorter of the two men walks over to me, an evil smile spread across his face. He proceeds to pick me up and carries me in his arms towards the door and out of my room. I start screaming again, thrashing and kicking to try and loosen his grip on me but it only makes the burns worse. I lull in my attempts to break free, knowing now that it will only cause me more pain. A pain worse than I have ever felt before. All of a sudden, we stop and the taller man turns around and walks up to the rogue and I. He looks at me grinning and touches my hearing aids. Oh no, he's noticed them. "You won't need these where we're going" he snarls loud enough for me to hear him clearly, still smiling. Time slows down as he rips my hearing aids out of my ears, dropping them on the ground and stomping on them. Crushing them into a million pieces. I proceed to sob even harder as the dull ringing fills my ears. The pain of the burns starts to take over and I start to see black spots. 'Mummy?' I try mind linking again. Nothing. I really hope she and daddy and Claire are okay. My eyes start to flutter and the last thing I see is the back of the other man as we walk out the door and towards a car. I whimper one last time before everything turns black.
TEN YEARS LATER
I weakly pace around my tiny cell, trying to keep myself awake. I haven't eaten in two days and I'm surprised my wolf and I are still hanging on after all this time. This dirty, disgusting cell I have been trapped in for more than half of my life.
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I look up and see a guard watching me with a smirk on his face. He says something but all I hear is muffled noises. But that's all I ever hear so I'm used to it. He walks up to my cell and unlocks it and I know I'm about to be beaten again when suddenly, the ground shakes. I look up to see the guards start to panic and run out of the room, leaving my cell wide open. Now's my chance. I've been waiting for so long to escape and now is finally the time. I send a silent thank you prayer to the Moon Goddess before stumbling out of my cell and out the door. I walk through the office and over to the window to see a fight outside. The whole rogue pack is fighting what looks and smells like to be another rogue pack. I take one last look before slipping out of the door and into the forest without anyone noticing me. I run. Fast. I feel my wolf getting a tiny bit stronger as I run through the forest, the fresh air filling my lungs. I haven't left that tiny cell in ten years and now I am free. It's honestly too good to be true. I know I have to keep moving or they will find me. I continue to feel my wolf get stronger and begin to surface as I continue to run, trees whipping past me. After a while, I stop for a moment and feel myself begin to shift as my wolf takes over my body completely. I scream out in pain, my bones cracking and popping and I feel my dirty rags rip to shreds. God, it was just as painful as the first time it happened. Hopefully it gets easier the more I do it. I quickly dig a hole and paw in the shreds to hide the evidence of me being here before covering it up and taking off again. My wolf lets out a happy growl and runs faster. It feels nice to let my wolf out again after I first shifted. I shifted about a year ago, I think, in my tiny cell and they screamed at me and I shifted back out of fear. I then got beaten and tortured and that made my wolf disappear. I haven't felt her in so long which is understandable due to everything that has happened. But now I know she's still there which is good. I continue to run, having no clue where I'm going but that doesn't matter. As long as I get away from that horrible place, I'll be fine.
I've been running for maybe about an hour, I'm not really sure. I feel like I haven't gotten anywhere. The rogue base must've been hidden out in the middle of nowhere because honestly, I haven't come across a single wolf pack territory yet. Or at least I don't think I have. All I know is that I'm not on the rogues land so either it's neutral land or a wolf pack's territory, both of which I find terrifying. I can feel my wolf starting to get tired but I know that the rogues will have discovered that I'm missing so I need to keep moving. I can't get caught. I won't let myself get caught. I can't go back to that hell hole now that I'm free. God only knows what Zane will do to me if he does catch me. I shiver at the thought. I must keep running.
I think I've been running for what seems like hours now and I'm exhausted. To be honest, I'm can't believe I'm still going. I'm surprised I'm still alive even today after everything that I've been through over the years. I know if I had been human then I definitely would have died a while ago. I continue to run, although I feel myself starting to slow down once again, my wolf growing more tired by the second. At this point, I don't know how many territories I've crossed. My wolf senses have gotten weaker, become almost non-existent from being locked in my cell with silver chains and wolfsbane injections for so many years so I'm finding it harder to tell. Either that or packs have gotten better at masking their scent nowadays, but I highly doubt that. I can't tell how many I've been through, I'm just glad I haven't been caught by anyone yet. I slow down a bit more to catch my breath when suddenly something flashes past in the corner of my eye. Whatever it is, it was gone as quickly as it arrived. Inhaling deeply, the faint smell of wolf hits my nose. Oh shit. Panic sets in and I instantly pick up my pace but I am quickly tackled to the ground by another wolf. I whimper, trying not to struggle too much because I know from past experience that if you struggle, you'll get beaten. There are always consequences for your actions. I close my eyes, another whimper escaping my throat and feel the weight suddenly disappear from me. I get up and slowly back towards a tree and the wolf gives me a funny look. Suddenly, two more wolves appear and stand next to the other wolf. I whimper again and continue to back slowly away until I hit the tree behind me. Losing my balance, I fall over and decide it's best to just stay on the ground as I'm absolutely exhausted. I look at the wolves and they stare back at me. The one that tackled me has a chocolate brown coat, while the one on its left has a sandy blonde coat and the one on its right has a pure white coat.

So, can somebody help me.
I've seen this quote somewhere in the very beginning of the EP saga. Somebody said this after first video dropped or was soon about to drop:
"5 people 4 men 1 girl"
twas literally a random comment with no context either here on reddit, or under one of his twitter posts.
The problem is - that could've been one of those silly accounts (coolie bravo, ok problem, that la fanatics fucker or their cousins) or maybe somebody who was spitting some info here and then disappeared.
Does anybody know what I am talking about and who said it? Or am I tripping balls over here.

I cannot go much past 10 days without nutting. Towards the end my balls just start hurting. Like have to be careful doing activities or putting on underwear. How normal is this among the fellas?
I hear some guys say blue balls is a myth. So there is definitely a scale on which this pain occurs. And It’s not even the pain. But the post nut clarity is significant. Like walking in a fog for days and all of a sudden the sky opens up.
Looking to know the varying degrees everyone feels this? It can be disabling without nutting for too long. I Hear some men even say to control yourself and only nut with your women. That just seems impossible with two small kids running around. Hard to find that much regular time with the wife.
I understand the cure is simple. But essentially baffles me how many men don’t experience it and go so far as to call it a myth.

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Warning!!! It is very long, essay-ish and opinion versed:
1.Mondrichs overstayed their welcome. Maybe if they were tied with the Bridgertans storywise, for example, if Benedict taught them about society instead of him having another random lover I would be for living them in. But we have yet to see four episodes, so they may be somewhat important.

1. They did Benedict dirty with this repetitive storyline. I would've preferred him still pursuing art or even experimenting with sexuality (looking at people quietly wanting him to be bi) than another throwaway woman (especially when the woman in question is looking so out of place, giving me 'a mysterious woman spy' vibe 🤷).
   
2. Lord Debling is an entirely other issue. They missed marketing there. He seemed so much more interested in Penelope in the pictures and sneak peeks. I expected that he would be into her weird flirtation and would pursue her more himself. But instead, he came off as totally passive and dull. It was Penelope who had to make an effort. It just looked like another 'a man does not notice how much attention I give him' story. They could've created a relationship that contrasted with that of Colin so that he would brutally realize how wrong he was not giving Pen the kind of attention she wanted from him and deserved. Also, it could be turned into him being too into her, or maybe if he had paid so much attention to her and realized that she loves Colin (and he himself does not have a chance), he could've helped Pen to get his attention. But in a way that Pen would not know. So, for instance, he would pay extra attention to her when Colin was near, or he would flirt with her in an obvious way. Or maybe he would've turned out to be too much into her, so Colin would have to step in, or something. Anything but the Debling we got.
   
3. The lessons - a mediocre idea with terrible execution. Colin offers help. He does not know that he loves Pen already. They are friends. Cool. But then they are a constant awkward mess even before the kiss, for what? Why they could not make them banter more like friends would do. The scene with a dead horse? (Great. Magnificent humor. Get me more of that through all of their interactions. They act as if they were almost strangers, and Colin suddenly decides that 'this girl whom I sometimes make small talk with needs help with finding a husband, so I will help her'. I wanted to watch Pen and Collins fall in love. Instead, I got two almost strangers, this girl who struggles to talk right around men and a wanna-be-lady's-man who's not supposed to like being one but is suspiciously too into it. Putting him with prostitutes right next to scenes with Pen when he looks happier with them does not do them any favors. They could've made him not enjoying this life a lot clearer. His journal excerpt (How can you be so intimate but yet so distant) and his interaction with prostitutes (I am not in the mood) are seriously not enough (and, like, he stays and watches❔️ Yeah, completely not into it...)
   
4. Moreover, I am disappointed because they had a good reason to give the role of a helper of Pen to Lady Danbury. It would be seriously better. They would not have to think of the lessons for Colin, and it would make sense that they do not see each other so frequently because they would run into each other at social events. This would resolve the problem of Colin not giving Pen any real advice and him giving her 2 lessons (?) before they decided to end them. Also, after the speech of Lady Danbury to Kate (previous season) it would make sense that she would want to help Pen. Maybe after the ball when the Queen asked about her. It would also make for a good excuse to look more into Lady Danbury and her relationship with her brother, and it would not prevent her from helping Fran as well.
   
5. They could've cut scenes of El and Cressida because they just took time and talked, especially the times when Cressida was talking with Deblin. Like, I get it rivalry and all but we could have Cressida flirting with bachelors in the background and not make the scene all about it but here we suddenly can't. In season 1 we got that she was after the Prince, and we didn't have to hear their conversations, but we saw them talking, and it was enough to make a point to show the story. They can keep her family life and all, but they could've just cut the time on the Debling rivalry.
   
6. The balloon scene - could've been good, but they shot it so poorly it turned out comedic. Get a big wind, make the balloon move fast, make the balloon knock something at Pen, or maybe put some animals in the vicinity and the balloon makes them afraid (it would be particularly funny to have some animal related to Zebra as irony to Queen previous statement about 'zebra themed party')
   

Overall, the Mondrichs and Benedict's hookups and scenes with Cressida could've been utilized better f.e. changed to Lady Danbury helping Pen, developing Colin's hate for a 'lady's man' life. The lessons could've been changed for sudden run-ins, and no one would complain. Pen and Colin could've bantered more, been less awkward, and turned awkward after the kiss.
The series lost a lot of the heartfelt feeling it always gave me, and I don't know where it went this season (maybe Daphne stole it while living for good lol).
THOSE ARE MY OPINIONS ONLY SO TAKE IT WITH A GRAIN OF SALT. The second time watching made me like this season more and it has much to offer but this post is about criticism not the highlights so seriously I do not hate it I am just picky with too high expectations after season 2.

Game is Gladiator (1995) by Forgotten Sages https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9aAS4RYTMKA
Platform(s): Windows PC
Genre: top down action
Estimated year of release: 1990s-early 2000s. The earliest game I really remember is Nox which was 2000s, this is probably earlier than that, but It's possible is older than 1990s but I don't think so.
Graphics/art style: Pixel art, very simple. I don't think those character models had any texture either.
Notable characters: One of the soldiers you can pick up were like big warrior type men, I always imagined them with big foot ball player bodies. They were beefy.
Another soldier type was like an archer he always gave me hunchback of notre dame vibes.
Notable gameplay mechanics: I remember you could like hire / buy soldiers and I think you could control one. There are levels where you fight the enemy who have the same soldiers as you (football man and hunchback man) but later on there were levels that had like fairies and other creatures. When I get to the fairies, I would quit the game because I would always lose.
Your soldiers would sort of randomly move around and kill things and the combat would sort of be like the sprites running into each other, making a small pixel animation, and then a dead body would appear in the area.
I believe it was all offline, there might have been a coop mode but I didn't use it / didn't know about it.
Other details:
Sort of a hail Mary, I can't remember many details but I remember the fairies beating my ass and wanted to give it another go now that I'm much older. It's possible that my imagination has made the game "feel" like more than it was as well.

For this metric, anything over 1.2 ppp on an iso offensive shot is considered ELITE. So Ant’s postseason really stands out. He had a rough Game 7 dealing with the wall of men/defenders Denver sent at him, but overall he has been so elite on the offensive end with the ball in his hands. Thru Round 2 he leads the NBA with 1.5 points per possession on iso shots. He has been deadly with his back to the basket shooting 12-15 foot fadaway’s…
Kyrie/Luka will need to improve their efficiency on iso shots in order to beat the Wolves. Luka getting healthy will obviously improve his number quite a bit…
Notable Players: Ant: 1.5 PPP on 58 ISO Attempts SGA: 1.04 on 102 ISO Attempts Brunson: .99 on 94 ISO Attempts Tatum: .80 on 69 ISO Attempts Doncic: .89 on 62 ISO Attempts Irving: .90 on 58 ISO Attempts Harden: 1.14 on 42 ISO Attempts Mitchell: 1.02 on 40 ISO Attempts Paolo: .76 on 37 ISO Attempts George: 1.03 on 33 ISO Attempts

Bae’zel said gith reproduce asexually, but the men have balls for some reason? Not only does that seem impractical, it seems like a detriment because they can be kicked in the balls like any other race.

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just looking for honest advice from men and women
i F24 and my partner M25 have been together 2 yrs and almost 5 months
we are having a dry spell that started for some personal reasons in both of our lives, we couldn't get our heads in the game - both of us at one point or another, myself more than him- and my boyfriend did say he's willing to be patient and put the ball in my court, but at some point i guess he figured it'd come back swinging and it didn't.
i did get used to the lack of pressure (that i put on myself regarding intimacy but do genuinely lobe my boyfriend so much and appreciate his patience and good heart - and i am deeply attached and attracted to him.
so, basically i did not iniitiate for a while, i don't remmeber exactly all the details to be frank big world events had a huge impact on us a month or so after we had this initial conversation regarding him willing to put intimate acts on hold until i felt like i can be fully present, so he he definitely may have initiated and i avoided in one way or another, mostly showed no interest in it but also because i took his words seriously really valued how he values the quality of all aspects of our life together.
anyways fast forward a few months and im still not initiating or showing any interest as often as either of us would like, we talk about it and i explain that uni has been stressful in addition to all mentione above also caused a bit of weight gain or change in body composition so when he did initiate , even after the long while it had been, i felt insecure physically.
he always lets me know how attractive he thinks i am and always will be. he doesn't mind the change but agreed when i said i miss the workouts i used to do and brings it up in a helpful way especially when i am spending so much time sitting and studying these days (even if i can be sensitive about it sometimes) in addition a bunch of stomach issues and chronic pain and fatigue issues sending me to the ER and to doctors of all kinds. I haven't been feeling my sexiest despite now feeling a significant an improvement in my outlook and
basically recently (being the past few months) i took his advice to heart and started feeling better more frequently and just felt more like myself and my life and body coming more into balance. And slowly, i did start initiating more and i took this as an upward trend bringing this part of our lives back to life. a positive in my eyes
turns out my partner is frustrated with the infrequency of how often we are intimate and a few weeks ago told me he's sick of the cycle where "we are together then aren't for a month or two weeks or whenever" not a direct quote. he told me he didn't want to be intimate anymore because he couldn't handle this infrequency and the fact that he wants it way more than i do doesn't sit well with him, even if i had been the one initiating in the recent past and he turned me down most of time.
i pushed him to further explain hiself or what he wanted or is trying to say and he did end up telling me to fix it on his own and that he is done fixing things in this relationship ( i have tendency to ask him what he feels and thinks on a conflict between us so we can understand each other and do things together , he also offers up advice to me when i tell him about my personal conflicts with myself and others. so confusing but i can understand this build up)i have a feeling, now that i am writing it out and reading it over that this perspective is way more loaded than i initially thought.
but, in short, i do not understand this reasoning. in addition i took it as a hard blow considering all i have been doing and feeling physically and emotionally. i understand the neglect of the intimate parts of our relationship for some time - but i thought things were getting better? even when he rejected my advances more recently - in the past, before all of this it has happened and he was sweet about it not being the right time, or not being in the mood so i didn't think anything was wrong per say. i wanted to extend the same courtesy he did to me. the same love and value for the other. apparently i read something, or many things wrong.
it did flash through my mind that it was strange after so long and out intimacy being so good beforehand that he wasn't interested. admittedly my thoughts did go to the worst (cheating or excessive/any porn use)
should i actually be worried that someone else is "feeding my dog" as that tiktok put it, when she realized her man was with someone else all along...
how would i even bring the subject up?
i did try when he told me to figure it out by myself - i said well what have you been doing all this time because it makes no sense that when i'm finally ready your'e telling me to leave you alone? and he didn't pick up on the question i was trying to ask and i wasn't brave enough to
there was a few times when he came over after studying late in uni and had this sweet vanilla smell on his beard that i couldn't really believe was just a pastry, even though he said he had just eaten one on his way over.
i cant really imagine him cheating without it at least being emotional as well,
he has told me before that intimacy is very intimate for him early on, i'm only his second and he is mine as well
am i being naive?
Locked post. New comments cannot be posted. F24 M25 dry spell, should i be worried?
just looking for honest advice from men and women
i F24 and my partner M25 have been having a dry spell that started for some personal reasons in both of our lives, we couldn't get our heads in the game - both of us at one point or another, myself more than him- and my boyfriend did say he's willing to be patient and put the ball in my court, but at some point i guess he figured it'd come back swinging and it didn't.
i did get used to the lack of pressure (that i put on myself regarding intimacy but do genuinely lobe my boyfriend so much and appreciate his patience and good heart - and i am deeply attached and attracted to him.
so, basically i did not iniitiate for a while, i don't remmeber exactly all the details to be frank big world events had a huge impact on us a month or so after we had this initial conversation regarding him willing to put intimate acts on hold until i felt like i can be fully present, so he he definitely may have initiated and i avoided in one way or another, mostly showed no interest in it but also because i took his words seriously really valued how he values the quality of all aspects of our life together.
anyways fast forward a few months and im still not initiating or showing any interest as often as either of us would like, we talk about it and i explain that uni has been stressful in addition to all mentione above also caused a bit of weight gain or change in body composition so when he did initiate , even after the long while it had been, i felt insecure physically.
he always lets me know how attractive he thinks i am and always will be. he doesn't mind the change but agreed when i said i miss the workouts i used to do and brings it up in a helpful way especially when i am spending so much time sitting and studying these days (even if i can be sensitive about it sometimes) in addition a bunch of stomach issues and chronic pain and fatigue issues sending me to the ER and to doctors of all kinds. I haven't been feeling my sexiest despite now feeling a significant an improvement in my outlook and
basically recently (being the past few months) i took his advice to heart and started feeling better more frequently and just felt more like myself and my life and body coming more into balance. And slowly, i did start initiating more and i took this as an upward trend bringing this part of our lives back to life. a positive in my eyes
turns out my partner is frustrated with the infrequency of how often we are intimate and a few weeks ago told me he's sick of the cycle where "we are together then aren't for a month or two weeks or whenever" not a direct quote. he told me he didn't want to be intimate anymore because he couldn't handle this infrequency and the fact that he wants it way more than i do doesn't sit well with him, even if i had been the one initiating in the recent past and he turned me down most of time.
i pushed him to further explain hiself or what he wanted or is trying to say and he did end up telling me to fix it on his own and that he is done fixing things in this relationship ( i have tendency to ask him what he feels and thinks on a conflict between us so we can understand each other and do things together , he also offers up advice to me when i tell him about my personal conflicts with myself and others. so confusing but i can understand this build up)i have a feeling, now that i am writing it out and reading it over that this perspective is way more loaded than i initially thought.
but, in short, i do not understand this reasoning. in addition i took it as a hard blow considering all i have been doing and feeling physically and emotionally. i understand the neglect of the intimate parts of our relationship for some time - but i thought things were getting better? even when he rejected my advances more recently - in the past, before all of this it has happened and he was sweet about it not being the right time, or not being in the mood so i didn't think anything was wrong per say. i wanted to extend the same courtesy he did to me. the same love and value for the other. apparently i read something, or many things wrong.
it did flash through my mind that it was strange after so long and out intimacy being so good beforehand that he wasn't interested. admittedly my thoughts did go to the worst (cheating or excessive/any porn use)
should i actually be worried that someone else is "feeding my dog" as that tiktok put it, when she realized her man was with someone else all along...
how would i even bring the subject up?
i did try when he told me to figure it out by myself - i said well what have you been doing all this time because it makes no sense that when i'm finally ready your'e telling me to leave you alone? and he didn't pick up on the question i was trying to ask and i wasn't brave enough to
there was a few times when he came over after studying late in uni and had this sweet vanilla smell on his beard that i couldn't really believe was just a pastry, even though he said he had just eaten one on his way over.
i cant really imagine him cheating without it at least being emotional as well,
he has told me before that intimacy is very intimate for him early on, i'm only his second and he is mine as well
am i being naive?

Youve all seen the posts from Whiny beta losers on how all women are evil and only care about money and how handsome a man is and ' ohh woe is me! why cant I get a date even though I'm soooo nice!' blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah...
Youve all seen the posts from bitter divorced dads who have had their lives ripped apart by the American divorce court.
Youve all seen the MGTOWs and the 'red-pills', talk about how women are the problems of all the worlds issues and all the insane rhetoric they spout.
You see these men, and you think "these are all just women haters', these are all just 'misogynists'.
But I don't think that's the case.
Call me the 'incel whisperer', I understand them, but I am not one of them.
See, when I was a wee lad, I was an awkward kid. Wasnt good at talking to girls, socially awkward, puberty hit me like a ton of bricks. I was gangly, self conscious and socially-stunted. Afterwords, I grew out of puberty, and grew a handsome face, a tall body and generally became attractive.
But I still wasn't getting girls. I thought to myself "I'm really handsome, I'm tall. Why arent I getting laid? Women really do only care about money!" I was a coward who was too afraid of approaching women, and thought that since I was handsome, girls should magically fall into my lap.
It was during this time that I found a really useful app that allowed cowardly men like me to get laid without actually having to have the balls to approach women. It was called Tinder, and in the early days of tinder (before it was completely filled with dudes) - tinder was an amazing place for dating. I started getting laid. I started to rack up a body count. I grew confidence . I started to have the balls and approach women in real life.
I started dating, I started having real relationships. I look back on who I was and shake my head. If things had turned out differently, I could still be one of those whiny cowards on the internet. Thats why I understand them.
You see, there are men in this world who genuinely hate women, but I believe these men are actually quite rare. I believe that most men love women (yes, even the whiny incells). This is shown by their rage and depression at not being able to interact with the opposite sex. If they truly hated women, they wouldn't care that they couldn't get a relationship with one lol.
Incells don't Hate women, they Hate Themselves.
They hate their appearance, and blame women for only liking attractive men - even while they make zero effort to make themselves attractive.
They hate their lack of money, and label women as 'gold diggers' - even while they live with mom and dad.(now in their defense, sometimes opportunity can be hard to find. Sometimes in crappy towns and with rising rent prices people just get trapped living with their families. It sucks, and its not always their fault.)
They hate their lack of courage, and claim that women only want 'bad guys' and never a 'nice guy' like them who is always so 'respectful'. These so-called bad boys arent actually bad, they just display powerful personality traits that the incel is too afraid to use. The so-called bad-boy has the courage and confidence to approach women in public. They often have social awareness and the ability to charm women. In short, they are generally strong men and the incell seethes with jealousy over them.
Its important to note that incels can grow and change. Deep down, they truly want to love and be loved by a woman. They just need a little help taking responsibility for themselves.
Now onto the Divorcees. These are men who have been hurt by women and they are lashing out. Like a wounded animal, they will bite. Many of them have been financially ruined, and have had their families ripped apart. The American divorce process is flawed and predatory, and it has trampled many good men.
I don't really have anything to say in defense of these men besides to just give them time to heal, and to advocate for better family law.
I'm interested to hear yalls thoughts on this topic. Am I full of it, or do I have a point?

Been searching for years on this one as i remember very little.
Low budget flick set in US involving a protagonist who's being chased by men in black style agents. The big twist towards the end is that he has a nuclear bomb inside him which the agents use to take out targets without the bomb being detected, and the ending where his partnewife runs away before he explodes in a huge ball of flame.
Definitely not a well known movie, I remember renting it on vhs years ago. Most likely straight to vhs guessing mid to late 90s
Ruling out Imposter from 2001 as that always comes up due to similar plot points.

 BACKGROUND INFORMATION 

The Patriarchy Paradise is a series of short smut stories that focus on concepts & kinks like Free Use & The Patriarchy. I was inspired to create this series thanks to the Tales from the Oedipal Zone series, which was created by Squelchapron in his "freeusecaptions" Tumblr. That later got expanded on by crazydorian, my other inspiration came from the reddit user u/IntendantTradwife who created subreddits such as the now banned FuckingEvil & FuckingFascists. As well as other similar subreddit like Churchofmen, MisognynistLife, 1950sHouseholdWives, PoliticsPlay among many others similar subreddit. Thanks to the nature of some of my inspiration, I feel like I should probably take this time to confirm that there is a limit to my depravity. Some of my inspirations like FuckingEvil are infamous for having content that some might consider to be extreme, distasteful if not straight up illegal.
Admittedly while my content may be more on the extreme side, there are certain sexual acts & content that make me uncomfortable if not just repulse me. While my goal is to be as depraved as I can be, I still have my limits. So if you were under the impression that you would stumble across any illegal content on my page, then you can breathe a sigh of relief. If you're disappointed by that, then respectfully leave my page & seek therapy, I have been on reddit long enough to know a lot of us need it. Since my content will be more on the extreme side, I will post a list of all the kinks that you can expect to see when reading my content. If any of the kinks I list below upset or trigger you then it’s probably in your best interest to avoid my page. YOU’VE BEEN WARNED!
⚠️KINKS & TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️

• Breeding
• Free Use
• Misogyny
• Political Play
• Rape
• Revenge

 PATRIARCHY PARADISE 

Patriarchy Paradise is a spin off to my BNWO Revolutionary stories. Set in the year 2025, in the state of Texas. The events of the stories you are about to read follow the adventures of Cain. A year after moving to Texas from his hometown in Virginia. Cain would start a political party that focused on practicing patriarchy with a modern liberal twist. After winning his election by a landslide, Cain would go on to implement several new changes in the state of Texas.
The first of which was making both Gender-Affirming & Plastic Surgery easier to access & afford. The negative stigma around transgender & plastic surgery is dying, now it’s becoming common for people to have the body they always wanted. Another change was the reformation of capital punishment which would end up causing a butterfly effect that ended up changing the whole prison system. Now In the state of Texas when an individual is caught breaking the law & is given a sentence, instead of going to jail or prison they will be given the option of community service as an alternative punishment. Where they will have to spend hours using their body to milk any cock that appears to them.
Of course prison has also had some changes as well, for a start it is now completely legal for the guards to fuck any prisoner they fancy. Women that chose prison can expect to spend most of their day being use as fuck dolls & cum dumpster, getting their holes stuffed & blasted with the Guards cums. As for the men, for the most part prison stayed the same for them, some of the more weaker feminine males tend to end up as the prison cum rag. Spending most of their time in prison being used to drain both the guards & fellow prisoner balls dry, jerking off their cocks until they are covered in the semen of their more dominant peers. Male prisoner might be given the chance to fuck a pre chosen female prisoner as a reward for good behavior, however for the most part, those instances are a case by case bases.
Now some of the biggest reforms to the legal system have been the changing of capital punishment & the introduction of the repentment camps. Previously any individual that was given capital punishment, otherwise known as the death penalty would have been put to death. Now anyone who is given capital punishment will be stripped of all their human rights, becoming property of the government & sent to a repentance camp to repent for their crimes.n Where the individual will reside until they are brought by another, the same punishment would also apply to any individual who is convicted of a crime & is given a life sentence. As well for any individual who is convicted of being an illegal alien, however, since the latter two crimes are deemed as severe enough to be sentenced with capital punishment. Repentance camp will be presented to the individual as an alternative punishment to life in prison or deportation.
For the most part life in the camp isn’t much different then life outside, despite the fact that they are called camps. In reality the state of texas have been using old abandoned towns to house these individuals, which for the most part the residents have free rein. They are forbidden from leaving the camps of course, unless the individual in question is either brought or their paperwork is finalized & they become a legal citizen in the case of the illegal aliens. For the most part when the adults residents are not partaking in their required special education, or in the camp hospital getting surgery done on them. They just spend their days restoring the old buildings so the camp is more of a suitable place for them to live. It is illegal for residents to have sex among each other & the male residents are locked in chastity cages to prevent such acts from occurring. Even though the males have their cock locked up, cocks are still getting drained. It just so happened to be the cocks of the guards & average civilians, since it’s perfectly legal for an outsider to come into the camp & use any of the adult residents to drain their balls.
All these changes that I have listed so far are just small minor changes, that are the end result of the biggest & most important change that was implemented. The Introduction to the Free Use System along with the several new laws & regulations that came with it. Under this Free Use system, sexual acts that was highly frown upon like cat calling, Groping, public sex, etc etc. Are now not only socially acceptable but is basically becoming normalized, it is becoming quite common to see a men go up to a women that he like, bend her over & fuck her, until his balls are empty & her pussy is dripping with his seeds. Thanks to the Free Use System it is completely legal for a man that has been deemed to be worthy to take ownership of any women that he wants. Of course everything I mentioned previously is under the assumption that the women in question are both unowned & have been registered in the system.

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