Photos of male puberty

It was my cousin sister's wedding and we are Indians, so if you are Indian or know Indian friends/weddings, you know the drill - the daysss long wedding events, the heavy dresses and jewelry, and also, some serious family dramas.
My cousin and I are very close even if there is a huge age gap between us. Naturally, when her wedding came around I was very excited and I helped a lot with the planning and decoration and the food - literally everything. It was exactly as we have imagined her wedding to be like. Just perfect in every way possible. But again, it's a wedding. How is a wedding ever complete with a Drama Llama? So dear potato community, here is the tea.
The man that my cousin was marrying to, my current BIL, is an amazing man who has been with my cousin since their college days. They were friends in their college days and when they started working they joined the same company so they remained close to each other. Friendship turned into love and they decided to date and eventually get married. Both the families were informed and everyone was very happy with their decisions, except just one person. BIL's sister. She didn't have any personal problems with my cousin, her only issue was that her best friend liked my BIL, let's name this friend the 'idiot' (because she truly is an idiot and this is honestly the nicest word I can use for her).
When idiot found out that BIL loved someone else and is getting married, she went ballistic. She has been trying to get his attention for so many years and he didn't even turn towards her even for one day and he was being head over heels for my cousin. I understand her being upset, I have been a girl in love and in heartbreak too, but I wouldn't try to break someone's marriage because of my heartbreak.
Yes she tried to stop their marriage via BIL's sister. The two forged all types of absurd accusations on my cousin and tried to anonymously sneak in the accusations in means of messages from unknown numbers to my cousin's then future FIL and MIL, to emails and even letters delivered to their doorstep. My cousin was really stressed because she thought the FIL and MIL would think the accusations are true and would stop the wedding. I told her, "don't worry sisso, I am here." (add dramatic music here and imagine a cape on my back).
My cousin's father (my maternal uncle), me and my brother first went to the FIL and MIL to let them know that all of this was false and that my cousin is innocent. We asked them for some time and that we will find proof of who has been sending them those false news and will let them know of everything and then they are free to judge and make decisions from their side. We got the permission from them and decided to get to work immediately.
One thing I forgot to mention was that BIL used to live in his own house in a different state from where his parents lived after he got a job. Before this, my cousin and BIL used to live in one town and went to college together. Once they got their jobs, they both came to my city, BIL got his own house and my cousin came to live with me. His family came to live with him when he told them that he wanted to marry so they came help him with the wedding arrangements. What's unfortunate is that the sister also brought her best friend, the 'idiot', who was in love with my BIL since she was 15 and BIL was 17.
I mentioned BIL having his own separate house in a new town because it was important to mention. Both his sister and the idiot didn't know he installed security cameras in his house and that the camera was pretty well hidden so they couldn't have noticed either. We asked BIL if we can see the camera's recordings and we saw someone early in the morning at 4 am dropping a letter. Guess who it was... THE IDIOT!! We showed it to my cousin's FIL and MIL and they cross questioned the idiot about it and she was in tears and admitted to everything. She and BIL's sister apologized for everything. They were forgiven and it was a happily ever after... or so you thought...
Everything after that was pretty peaceful, all the arrangements were made and we are now at the wedding day. My cousin was really jumpy and on her toes at all times, she was panicking so bad about everything. My brother and I had to sit her down and talk her out of her panic. She however mentioned that she was scared that idiot might try to pull up some sick stunt to ruin her wedding day. I however told to her calm down cause I wouldn't let my precious angel's wedding get ruined. I have seen enough Charlotte's videos to know that we must always have a backup plan prepared in advance in situations like this. And so I did. I collected a lot of information and evidences and kept them in place in case they come in handy.
I had my suspicions that they would do something to mess up the wedding way before it even became a thought in my cousin's mind, so I did a little research about the two. Since we all belong from the same hometown, I got in contact with my friends who still lived in the town that my cousin and my BIL used to live in. I asked around about these two baboons and found out that BIL's sister had a boyfriend and has even slept with him. Premarital smex is a big no no here. As for the idiot, I found out that she was slowly getting BIL's sister into illegal substances and into becoming a call girl. Again, a big no no. And I think no parent in this world would want their child to do something that would end up in trouble for them and the child as well. I knew my cousin's FIL and MIL would be worried about their daughter and take actions immediately if I let them know of this. I would have told them this after the wedding was over anyway, but that would have been in private so no one else would know, but I guess the girls wanted something else.
Once the wedding ceremony started and the guests were all there, they were enjoying, everyone was having fun and giving their blessings to the new husband and wife to be. These two pain in the asses were going around and gossiping about my cousin to everyone. We noticed that, and we came up with a quick solution. I asked two of my male friends, who is very attractive to go and talk to the girls. However I told them to switch on their recorder and be with them no matter what. God bless my two friends, they did exactly what I told them without thinking twice. They came to me after an hour or so and told me what was going on.
The two girls were planning to ruin her wedding dress. When I tell you that shit was costly, IT WAS COSTLY. It was really heavy with all the heavy stone work that was done on the cream colored lehenga and if it was stained it would be ruined. We could not afford that in any cost. She was taking a glass of juice from the juice counters and tried sitting right behind the bride but I stepped in and told her to go sit behind her brother and that I would sit behind my cousin. She was trying so hard but me and my brother kept pushing her off and away from my cousin. Eventually she did manage to throw it but it accidentally landed on someone from the groom's side and she got scolded by her. While her grumpy face was funny to see, I still had enough because if that aunty wasn't there, it would have been my cousin. After the wedding was over and people were going to start taking the photos with the couple, I announced that me and my brother had some things to say. Initially we talked about the bride and the groom but then we shifted the attention to the groom's sister and her friend. We played the audios of the calls I had with her friends in the hometown as a surprise to the groom's sister. There were a lot of angry faces, some on the sister and some on me and my brother. I tried to explain, that had she and her friend not try to ruin my cousin sister's wedding dress, this wouldn't have been broadcasted to the entire wedding venue. I then called my two male friends and both of their faces was in gasps. Both of them pulled out their phones and I played the recordings on one of the phones, which explained how they were still spreading fake news about my cousin and also them planning to ruin my cousin's dress. We also got the video recording of them actively trying to throw the red colored drink on my cousin's dress.
Both of them got kicked out from there and weren't allowed to enter until the rest of the ceremony was over. Both of them stood outside, making attempts to convince anyone who would listen to them and let them in, but no one paid heed to them. Once everyone got home they were scolded badly and my BIL's sister kept screaming at me that I was so mean and rude to have their truths exposed to not just her family, but to every relative and friends who was there to witness the show. While my cousin was glad that I had her back and my brother is standing in support of me, my parents and some of our relatives think that it should have dealt within the family and shouldn't have been exposed to anyone outside of the immediate family members. AITA?
Note: I am so sorry if the post ended up being too long but I just wanted to give all the context that would be required to judge the entire situation and my actions as well. Also if something doesn't make sense just blame it on my sleepy head cause I wrote it in half sleep mode.

There are two Mangas that I've been having a hard time remembering what their titles are, I remember loving them or having interest in them but would love if anyone happens to know any of them or can lead me closer!
1) It was a romance featured manga where photography was one of the main connections. One of the main male characters had a brother that I believe used to do dives and photography until one day he passed away because of some dicing accident. The brother kept the photos that were from his collections but stayed away from this beautiful beach like place where he remembered his brother most. The sister in law/girlfriend kept an eye on the guy and tried to help him through it all. He meets a girl and she helps him through it, I remember they get married in the end too but mostly remember like bioluminescent jellyfish and photography in the manga.
2) The cover had a sad girl on it with a blue background and white, I believe she had short hair and the title had something to do with like blue or b l o o d. I remember I started it briefly but never got to continue. She was like being bullied and some tough guy ends up helping her or something to the effect but I remember seeing like a fur collar outfit. It's the cover that stood out to me since I can't remember the manga too well

I need some advice. I can’t tell anymore what’s irrational hormonal induced frustration and what’s real.
Issue one. I’m using instagram for sharing my artwork and some photos of myself here and there. I don’t post often. I have a couple of people who NEVER like anything I post but lurk. There a friends from my past and I have already removed a few people but I’m thinking of going further. Is it silly to feel like I’m sharing things that are special to me and they can’t even show the tiniest bit of interest? Why are they following me?
Issue two. I have a male friend I have known for twenty years. We had a fun friendship and relationship in our early days but now approaching 40 and I have noticed our communication styles don’t align. For example I get a message to catch up after he finishes work and I prepare baked goods and wait for him to arrive and then he stands me up because he got busy. Or we are hanging a conversation and then it just ends and I don’t get a reply for a week. I cut this person out for almost a year because I find his behaviour confusing and inconsistent. One minute he cares and misses me the next he’s leaving me on read. There is a history of disrespect and his behaviour hasn’t always been in line with my values. But he’s so persistent with getting me back to chatting again that I eventually cave in and I’m too paranoid to be authentic with him because my mind is telling me he’s not a good friend.
In both these situations I get so angry and want to cut everyone out of my life. But I then wonder if I’m in a peri fog and things aren’t as bad as I’m thinking.

After Luds comment on his last stream I did a quick Reddit search and found this post from 9yrs ago in sex by U/LudwigAhgren
Note: It was a funny read and definitely in his charming grammar style.
Note 2: Some of things do not work anymore but, a few still do.
“The Ultimate Guide to Shaving Your Pubes for Beginners (Men)
If you have a bush like Brillo^© , or just want to trim up the forrest so others can pass safely, you're in the right place.
I split groin hair into 5 different groups. Below I have listed the difficulty of each area as well as what kind of shave each area shall receive.
This is what we want the end product to look like. (His pubes look like the mustache of almighty Zeus himself!)

Pubic Hair	Ball Hair	Taint/Gooch Hair	High Thigh Hair	Shaft Hair
Easiest to shave. Needs to be trimmed down (No new-born baby penis look)	Scariest/Most Difficult to shave. This will be a clean shave.	Moderate difficulty. Up to shaver, but I prefer a clean shave.	Easy to shave. This will be a clean shave.	Nicks can happen here easily. This will be a clean shave.

Tools Needed: Shaving cream (MUST - Practice before which shaving cream works best! Sometimes Conditioner can work better),
electric razor (The side that pops out I will refer to as buzzer and the side with the guard I will refer to as electric razor from here on out)
A Women’s! shaving razor (women’s razors have a much higher guard and will protect better than one for men.
 
*PLEASE BE PREPARED!* I mean it’s your balls we’re talking about here…
 
Step 1: The first step will be to shave the pubic hair. Depending on how much hair is down there, you have the option to go at it with scissors like a harbor before throwing the buzzer down there. If you have an average amount (2”>x) then go at it with the buzzer. Hover your family jewels over the toilet, you may even choose to sit like a cool substitute teacher. Brush the square side of the buzzer backwards across your pubes vertically. It may seem as if it isn’t doing anything but trust me you’re losing hair faster than LeBraun James. Continue this until you deem it short enough, I like my pubes around 1/2”.
Note Make sure the pubes length is even throughout, focusing on areas that with longer hair to insure optimum symmetry, bitches love symmetry. Use a mirror!
 
Step 2: Now you’ll want to ‘square’ out your hair and completely shave off any outliers around your pubes. Perhaps you have a leaky happy trail? Or maybe your pubes are ‘fading’ in. Either way you’ll want this instead of this (not penis don’t fret) Use a mirror to make sure it’s not lopsided.
 
Step 3: Here we are going to tackle that upper thigh hair that encompasses the whole male crotch area. Now get all nakey if you aren’t already and hop in that shower. Make sure the water is warm because you’re going to be in there for a while. Whip out you’re shaving cream of choice, I use this because it makes the blade glide across my nuts (phrase of the day!). To be fair I am more metrosexual than most gay men. Anyway(!) lather that shaving cream on to you’re upper thigh, above the pubes and right around the taint (make sure the water isn’t washing it all away) and start shaving those areas. The shaving razor will insure that these areas are hair-free.
Note Make sure the blade follows the surface of the skin. You want max blade to skin contact.
 
Step 4: Here’s my favorite part. Shaving the shaft. Why is it my favorite? It adds an inch to your perceived dick length (now your dick will look like it’s an inch long^rekt. Extend your dick by pulling out your head. It will give a similar surface on the base of the dick to an erect penis. Now with the shaving cream and razor, shave the front part of the base, while always making sure the base is flat. Then do each side, trying your best to make the area being shaved flat. A flat area not only allows the razor to get more hair, it also prevents little nicks that can occur. I’ll refer back to Davidfor how far down the base you should shave.
Note If you look at the pic of David, you’ll notice he shaved the area to the right and left of his penis. That is totally you’re call, I have no opinion I find both to by stylish in their own penis way.
 
Step 5: The balls. AKA Holyshitiamsoscarediamgoingtochopmynutsoff. You may be tempted to skip this part, but trust me, hairy balls do not look good when the rest has been shaved. If you start this, you must to finish it. You are the chosen one. You are supposed to bring balance to your pubes, not leave them in darkness! Do it for the (potential) children.
Back to the balls. We’re going to first start with the outside balls. To do this get in your best captain stance which creates a nice U shape between your thigh and outer left/right ball. This is the kind of U Brett Farve has been talking about. Now, using that handy shaving cream and razor, this should be quite easy. Gently go up that are and always going along the grain. Don’t switch up directions here, that’s too ballsy.
After that’s done we’re going to drift away from the pubes for just a bit. Throw some shaving cream on the taint (this is the area that prevents you from shitting on your balls) and you’ll want to shave from your asshole to the base of your balls. Always going in that direction. IMPORTANT If you touch your taint (ew you’re gross) you’ll notice there is a line. Kind of feels like hair running from your asshole to your balls. It’s actually a vein that controls your orgasms. DO NOT SHAVE ON THIS VEIN Shave to the left and right of it. Don’t go directly on it. I don’t think anything will happen if you do… but better safe than orgasmless.
 
Step 6: Back to the balls and the last part of the shaving in the shower. This part is difficult and to be honest I’m not sure of the best way to approach this. Balls are weird and that they have no fucking shape and 2 million wrinkles. I like to first take my electric razor and use the buzzer part of it. Then I just air swipe my balls getting all the hair about 1/4” short. Then I take the shaving cream and focus on specific parts squeezing my balls to get maximum surface area. This seems to work out for me, but keeping it 1/4 of an inch isn’t that big of a deal. Hair that short is difficult to notice and ladies/men will still suck your nuts.
Note Loosen up before shaving your balls. Take deep breaths and relax. Make sure your asshole isn’t clenched because that raises your balls. And if you’re down there shaving with a clenched asshole, and for any reason your asshole unclenches, you’re balls will drop (again) and hell will break loose. It is better to shave them while they are low and have them clench upwards.
 
Step 7: Clean up all the pubes off of your body. This is no simple task. Water is an adhesive so you’ll have to detach the shower head and put that all up in your business. I like to turn on the bath and use that heavy rush of water to cleanse my body of those clingy cutoff pubes. Hop out the shower, dry off and look at your masterpiece Michelangelo. But you are not done yet!
 
Step 8: Similar to barbers, you will have missed a few hair and you’ll probably have a few 2 inch hairs amongst you’re gently coiffed pubes. Grab a pair of nail scissors or whatever tool you prefer and chop those suckers off. The majority will be on your balls. A fun thing I like to do that is totally fucking weird, is pulling long pubes on my balls and plucking them off. It is surprisingly easy to do so because of the loose ball skin. Don’t yank it out like a band-aid though or you’ll need a band-aid (Ha Ha.. I’m not funny)
 
Voila, you’re done. Get some aftershave on those freshly shaven balls to disinfect your nicks and make those meaty knockers smell like a man. Congratulations and I hope I was of some help!
 
Edit 1: Let't talk about asshole hair, (what a great conversation start^{furiouslyjotsdown)} that area can be shaved and it can look/feel good! But personally, I like to keep my Brown Eye of Sauron to myself. No traveller has dared venture down so I feel no need to shave.
Edit 2: One of my ball shaving colleagues has alerted me that the 'taint vein' is actually, "[A] scar, from where the skin fuses before birth and is called the perineal raphe." (Google it for some nice visuals)
 
Thank you all for the great response! Being on the front page of sex is something all my future employers will be impressed by. I recently shaved and I seriously mistook my junk for King David's jewels (obviously he is miles bigger) and I thought I'd right down exactly what I did.”

I am making this post hoping somebody can gain some help/insight from this. Even if it is comparing and deciding that their event(s) is nowhere nearly as bad. I am just hoping this helps. I have multiple events and they all make me a sick disgusting monster, most likely incomparable to all of you.
I have ocd, and have struggled in the past but I have been on a roll for the past 2 years with very few slip ups. This stuff that pertains to real events is way different than any other area of my life that ocd has effected.
I am going to add a bit of background about my childhood. This is in no way an excuse or justification for my horrible actions. I am currently a 21 year old male. Living with some friends away from family going to college and working.
Both of my parents were addicts fresh out of treatment, my dad left when I was really young. They had a horrible emotionally and physically abusive relationship. My older brother who is almost exactly 3 years older than me was my only guidance at the time as we didn’t have many friends from moving a couple times. This same older brother sexually abused me for a couple years, I was complicit because I didn’t understand anything was wrong, I figured this was normal for kids. It happened from 7-13 years old. It started as exposing me to porn and teaching me to masturbate, then it turned into sexual touching and sexual acts such as convincing me to give/recieve oral sex, and almost attempt penetration. This was not often, however it happened on a few occasions all within a month. We also practiced kissing. I am not gay. I do not struggle with my sexuality. I like women.
He eventually went to high school and met girls and I’m guessing he left this in the past. So did I for a while, I had no idea the impact it had on me.
Below I am going to list my actions since then and why I am so distressed. All of this behavior occurred from 13-20 years old before I had the big realization.

1. I was totally hypersexual I had inappropriate fantasies involving people in my life, including my own family.
   
2. I masturbated to pictures of cousins and my sisters, all close in age, but still blood family.
   
3. I took a couple pictures of my sister in my early teens, nothing naked or exposing, but still inappropriate and for the wrong reasons. (Under 10 photos, still inappropriate, not a justification.) (since deleted.) (never sent them anywhere or did anything else with them)
   
4. I realized this was an invasion of privacy, I just had absolutely no moral compass and 0 sexual outlet, so I just masturbated to get rid of the “desire” or “thoughts”
   

I knew touching or initiating with any of these people was absolutely wrong or forbidden. I never even considered it, however I still masturbated to these thoughts and images.
In my head it was a way to release sexual energy. I even thought this was something that others may relate to later in life and laugh about. Since then I have realized I am most likely alone, and if I shared these events, people would despise me.
What bothers me is that I genuinely thought there was nothing wrong with my behavior. Legally there wasn’t, but morally there absolutely was. Legal is all I had to go off. And that’s what sometimes make me feel better is the fact that i genuinely didn’t know better. I knew better than not to touch anybody and not to watch anything illegal, however, that’s about it. I thought everyone was curious around this time.
Side note: my dad had a group chat at this time where they would send many pictures of women out in public to each other and rate them, maybe this is why I thought this was okay ? (The taking photos part)
I never ever thought twice about my actions. They seemed justified, they seemed normal for me, don’t ask how, I’m yet to figure that out. I am disgusted with myself.
I found myself recently looking this up all day everyday and finding a couple people that relate but there were a lot of comments that said people like me were the scum of the earth, and I’m having a hard time not believing that.
What hurts the most is nobody knowing, everyone always commends me for how good of a person I have became and all my accomplishments despite my tough childhood. But I feel like they just don’t know who I was and what mistakes I’ve made.
It feels like I’d rather be a serial killer or something I feel like the worst person on the planet to be honest.
I don’t see a way out of this. All my friends and peers love me, but they don’t know this. And I know it would make them disgusted with me. Which I am okay with at this point because I deserve it.
I also know that I would ruin my family life, but i deserve to be despised.
I am posting this hoping that somebody could see this and understand they don’t have it as bad as they think. These were all my actions though and I take full accountability.
I am curious to know how anybody could justify this or explain to me that I’m not just as bad as a rapist or a sex offender or pedophile. As far as I’m concerned, I am and I deserve to be treated as So.
I am going to sleep I hope I’ve helped somebody to know whatever their event is, you’re not alone, or it could be worse. Not trying to minimize, I just know how it is, believe me.
And before you tell me to go to therapy, I am already in the process.
I just want to share in hopes of somebody relating, or telling me I was a sicko, either way I don’t care, I just want feedback.
I know a lot of peoples events are related to sexual stuff. But I’m sure these are some of the worst of the worst.
Thanks for reading. Sorry if I wrote too much. I’ve been needing to let this out.
Any questions or anything, advice, criticism, are welcome here or in dm.

Figured Ide make an introduction post sense it’s such a new profile. I’m an engaged,30yr old, 6ft in shape white male with a hung cock. I’ve had experience with being a bull for couples in the past and after having some talks with the fiancé found out she is pretty turned on by the thought of me with another woman and even more so to humiliate some cuck.
I have snap and Kik to chat with and am open to sharing photos. Looking forward to interacting with you all

Iam 22 male past my puberty i have a L-1.75 and R-0.75 also have cylindrical lens my vision got blurred after 2-3 weeks of my eye test i also have a habit to use mobile at night lying on my side I was wondering if any of you could provide me with evident methods to improve my eyesight First time posting on reddit

For context: I'm a 21 year old male/63 kgs/5"11. The first case of cellulitis happened to me in september on the face near my lip and it got swollen and just a traditional case where it gets swollen, red and itchy at first and turns into a balloon and then I visited the doctor and she gave me oral antibiotics and it went away after 3-4 days. However, that was just the first time and it kept arriving on my face, stomach, back and now neck, it has happened 7-8 times in the past 8 months now so I am thinking that something is seriously wrong for this to keep recurring so often. I have no idea why this keeps happening since I am a vegetarian, I dont drink nor smoke so I dont have any bad toxins as such and I am heavily into fitness as well and dont eat a lot of junk food as well. Also, even after it goes it always leaves a scar which really bothers me and affects my confidence since the black scar is always visible in all my photos so could anyone help here please on why it keeps happening and whats the long term solution to this since I am currently in a lot of pain as well.

I'm a typical, unemployed, middle-aged Pakistani. (34 years old) I was a banker for sometime but during the first wave of corona in 2020, I lost my job. Since then I'm mostly unemployed for almost 3.5 years now.
It's not like I don't wanna work but it is that I can't find work. My Spouse has left me. Father passed away 10 years ago. Mother's Pension and younger brother's salary is keeping the kitchen and circle alive which is getting harder day by day. May daily routine is to get up, I don't get any breakfast because there's none left for me. get suited in a couple of office pants and shirts that I still own, go to different offices and drop my CVs, some sympethize, some flat out refuse and even redicule that you're now a 34 year old male. You should of been a tycoon by now.
No one respects me. No one remembers me in gatherings. No one bothers to call or invite me during family functions.
My own mother hates and despises me because I'm a constant source of shame for her ever since I was born. Things I hear on daily basis are, kaash mein marr jati to tu na hota aj mjhe zaleel krny keliye, ya phir hazaron khawateen zachgi k doran marr jati hain, kaash mein bhi un me se 1 hoti, tery paas job nai to to aisa kr k kisi flyover ya high voltage electricity pole pr charh ja or ehtjaj kr, koi na koi politician aye ga, apni publicity k bahany hi sahi, tujhe nechy utarwaey ga, photo wagera banwaye ga or nokri deny k wada kr k chala jye ga. Khakrob ya sweeper ki nokri bhi dy to kr le bas meri jaan chor dy.
I've been struggling with anxiety and depression ever since I was 18, (so for almost half of my life, I've been stressed, depressed and battling with anxiety). I tried to h**g myself on a couple of occasions due to severe anxiety but my mother and wife were always able to intervene at the right time. But Level of despise has gained such heights that my mother says kaash hum tujhe us time jhoolny dety. When I say k jab me la-ilm hoon to mery khany me poison daal dena. to mother boli k beta dil to boht chahta ha but police ayegi to pehla shak ham per hi jye ga. for the record she's my biological, sagi mother. Kehti hain, nokri nahi milti to bheek hi maang ly but kisi trah meri jaan chor dy.
My spouse had remain faithful for a couple of years after I lost my job but she left when she saw that he's getting over aged and not gonna get a decent job. We have no kids so it was easier for her to leave. Her family as well as mine, supported her decision.
I haven't received much milestones in Educational or Career wise.
I have a lot of gaps in my education and career, which every one notinces in an instant while scruitining or perusing my C.V.
I've been rejected from many places for being OVER AGED or not having too much experience.
For some time I felt shame, that I don't want to be a Food panda rider or courier guy, INdrive, careem, bykea captain but now I'm considering everything.
Can't get a license due to weak eyesigt and licence is must to get registered on any app. Bought a bike on installments and half of them are still remaining so I can't use those documents to get registered on apps either.
Little savings I had, I tried rickshaw driving but couldn't because of frequent challans by Traffic Wardens and degrading behaviorude remarks of pessengers and passersby because ricksshaw walas are considered subhumans.
I've also tried selling sabzi, corn soup, gol gappas, dahi ballas, ice cream cycle (according to the season) but got always cheated. either because of my inexperience or me being too SIMPLE and Bahir Ki dunia being bahir ki dunia, dog eating dog world.
I've also tried freelancing, but aaj ki dunia mein ya lafz mjhe gaali lagta ha, jab koi pochy kia kr rhy ho, or koi agy se boly online work krta hoon to agla yahi samajhta ha k VELA ha.
Tried my hands in Private schooling but couldn't get a job due to social anxiety, low confidence and self esteem.
Tried Day Trading as well as options trading, thinking that I can atleast make the amount equal to my monthly salary to keep my kitchen and circle flowing but after losing almost 35 k in it, I said to myself, k people are right k ye juwa ha.
I'm 34. mjhe agy kch nahi nazar arha. Freelancing se nafrat si ho gai or wo is wajah se k 20 years ki age se ye freelancing kr rha hoon or job keliye bhi try krta raha hoon. Freelancing k sath rishta on and off raha ha. yani jab job mil gai to freelancing chor di or jab job chali gai to dobara freelancing shuru kr di.
Freelancing keliye grinding se mjhe both khouf ata ha. proposals likhty howy lafz mery samny nachny lagty hain. apny room me akela betha hoa hoon to mjhe ajeeb ajeeb mayoosi waly khayal aty hain
My kai baar apny sagy behn bhai se request kr chuka hoon k choti moti job dila do, woh kehty hain k bhai tera masla ha. Mera chota bhai mjh per haath bhi utha chuka ha.
due to lack of funds, I don't groom myself much so I look like a jawari, nashai, jahaaz most of the time. when I go to an office, guards won't even let me in k bhikari andar allowed ni.
Pichly 5 saal se sleeping pills le kr so rha hoon. Pehly bhai la deta tha but ab nahi kyun k wo bolta ha mehngai boht hai, me afford ni kr skta.
day before yesterday, I made a fake prescription and bought some 6 or 7 brands of sl**ping pills.
I'm planning on taking them all at once and ending it once and for all.
I remember reading the story of a writer who was overwhelmed by despair and decided to end his own life. Feeling utterly hopeless, he left his home and went for a long walk, contemplating his decision. As he walked, he made a solemn vow to himself: if he encountered even one person who was genuinely smiling, he would reconsider his decision to end his life.
The writer walked for what felt like hours, passing countless people along the way. But despite his search, he couldn't find a single person who appeared genuinely happy or content. Disheartened, he concluded that there was no joy left in the world, no reason to continue living.
With a heavy heart, the writer returned home, his resolve to end his life firm. He took the final steps to carry out his decision, feeling utterly alone and abandoned by the world.
This, in no way, is plea for bheek or charity or attiyat or donations or KHUDA keliye mjhe kaam per rakh lo ya job dila do. Kyun k ye ghar ghar ki kahani ha but Mjhe samajh hi nahi arha k kia kron. to ye kaam asaan lag rha ha.

Good morning IndianBoysonTinder,
I am a portrait photographer, currently located in Bengaluru.
I am currently looking for 3 candidates. 2 male and 1 female, for a free photoshoot as I wish to add an additional product to my marketing portfolio.
I currently live in north-east Bengaluru (around Rammurthynagar) but can travel city round to accomodate. What I am specifically looking for are people who are comfortable with getting social media style photos clicked in casual settings, preferably outdoors.
What you get in return - You get a full fledged photoshoot, and get to keep upto 5 photos of your choice for personal use, at no cost at all.
I have the necessary equipments, which include a professional camera, post processing included in the shoot (Custom post processing available as per your desire), and availability for outdoor shots as well as an indoor portrait studio.
I will be closing this thread on the night of the 26th, which is the following Sunday.
Do follow up by messaging me to find out more.

Good morning IndianBoysonTinder,
I am a portrait photographer, currently located in Bengaluru.
I am currently looking for 3 candidates. 2 male and 1 female, for a free photoshoot as I wish to add an additional product to my marketing portfolio.
I currently live in north-east Bengaluru (around Rammurthynagar) but can travel city round to accomodate. What I am specifically looking for are people who are comfortable with getting social media style photos clicked in casual settings, preferably outdoors.
What you get in return - You get a full fledged photoshoot, and get to keep upto 5 photos of your choice for personal use, at no cost at all.
I have the necessary equipments, which include a professional camera, post processing included in the shoot (Custom post processing available as per your desire), and availability for outdoor shots as well as an indoor portrait studio.
I will be closing this thread on the night of the 26th, which is the following Sunday.
Do follow up by messaging me to find out more.

I, a 34-year-old male, have had a strained relationship with my older brother Sam, who is 35. Our conflicts have been ongoing and we even argued about the smallest things such as games, romantic interests, and seeking attention. It seems that Sam has hated me due to the attention I received, possibly because I excelled academically higher than him. He often attempted to pursue the same romantic interests as me; for instance, when I was 18 years old and introduced a girl named Stella (fake name) to our home just to study together. It was clear that he harbored an interest in her from his interest upon her arrival. Keep in mind, Sam was a very athletic person.
while Stella and I were studying together at home, Sam abruptly entered shirtless and barely had clothes on what appeared to be an attempt at humor but left Stella feeling uncomfortable. But, she was simply a study partner, so I didn't pay much attention. Then, when I turned 23, I met a girl whom I deeply cared for. She was stunning and being with her brought me immense joy. Sam took notice and seemed unwilling to let me find happiness; I observed them growing unusually close. For example, she would exclusively visit to see Sam or as she affectionately referred to him, "Sammy." After about a month, I invited her on a date. When I arrived at her place to pick her up... Sam answered the door, and there was music, wine, etc . This left me seething with anger, prompting me to leave hastily. We haven’t talked since then.
However, at the age of 26, Sam met a woman named Rosa. Their relationship blossomed as they frequently went out together; Sam was infatuated with Rosa and their love for each other was “ forever” making them appear as the most adorable couple. Sam cherished photos of her and harbored deep emotions towards her. Approximately six months into their relationship, Rosa had the opportunity to meet our family. My mother warmly welcomed her, and she received approval from all members of our family, including myself.
Around a year later, during a house party attended by Sam and Rosa, an unexpected moment unfolded when Sam decided to propose to Rosa. Over subsequent days, weeks, and months filled with meticulous wedding preparations, the big day finally arrived.
Just two weeks before the wedding ceremony took place at another celebratory event hosted by Sam and Rosa; however, things took an unexpected turn when I noticed that Sam appeared disinterested in Rosa's company. He wandered off alone and eventually found himself in a room with another woman – initially mistaken by me as being Rosa until I spotted her elsewhere engaged in conversation with friends.
Curiosity led me to investigate further by discreetly observing through the door where I witnessed Sam engaging in flirtatious behavior with this unknown woman. Troubled by what I saw unfold before my eyes, I felt compelled to inform Rosa about this unsettling discovery. With intentions to reveal this truth on their wedding day for everyone's awareness,I discreetly captured photographic evidence while piecing together all relevant information leading up to that momentous occasion.
Six months later marked the long-awaited wedding day...
I sat there with a conflicted expression, torn between a smug smile and tears welling up for poor Rosa. Sam's horrible actions weighed heavily on my mind as I witnessed the unfolding drama. As Rosa stood facing Sam, my gaze shifted to the woman he had been involved with earlier – only to realize it was Rosa's own sister!
After the exchange of words between Sam and Rosa, just moments before Rosa could utter her vows, I couldn't contain myself any longer and impulsively shouted, "Stop!" The sudden interruption drew everyone's attention; even my mother discreetly urged me to refrain from causing further commotion.
In that tense moment, I revealed the incriminating photo to Rosa. Overwhelmed by emotions, she broke down in tears upon seeing the evidence. Subsequently, an intense confrontation ensued between Rosa and her sister as their emotions escalated into a heated altercation... resulting in what can be described as a fierce sibling rivalry where Rosa emerged victorious.
Fast forward a couple of years later - amidst all the chaos and heartbreak - fate took its course leading me and Rosa together... ❤️

Good morning IndianBoysonTinder,
I am a portrait photographer, currently located in Bengaluru.
I am currently looking for 3 candidates. 2 male and 1 female, for a free photoshoot as I wish to add an additional product to my marketing portfolio.
I currently live in north-east Bengaluru (around Rammurthynagar) but can travel city round to accomodate. What I am specifically looking for are people who are comfortable with getting social media style photos clicked in casual settings, preferably outdoors.
What you get in return - You get a full fledged photoshoot, and get to keep upto 5 photos of your choice for personal use, at no cost at all.
I have the necessary equipments, which include a professional camera, post processing included in the shoot (Custom post processing available as per your desire), and availability for outdoor shots as well as an indoor portrait studio.
I will be closing this thread on the night of the 26th, which is the following Sunday.
Do follow up by messaging me to find out more.

Good morning IndianBoysonTinder,
I am a portrait photographer, currently located in Bengaluru.
I am currently looking for 3 candidates. 2 male and 1 female, for a free photoshoot as I wish to add an additional product to my marketing portfolio.
I currently live in north-east Bengaluru (around Rammurthynagar) but can travel city round to accomodate. What I am specifically looking for are people who are comfortable with getting social media style photos clicked in casual settings, preferably outdoors.
What you get in return - You get a full fledged photoshoot, and get to keep upto 5 photos of your choice for personal use, at no cost at all.
I have the necessary equipments, which include a professional camera, post processing included in the shoot (Custom post processing available as per your desire), and availability for outdoor shots as well as an indoor portrait studio.
I will be closing this thread on the night of the 26th, which is the following Sunday.
Do follow up by messaging me to find out more.

A couple of months ago we decided to add two kittens to our family. We already have a ~6yo female named Luna. I was hoping to get siblings from one litter but it didn't work out. I ended up getting a 13 week old male kitten 2.5 weeks ago named Neko, and then I picked up Nori, an 8 week old female, yesterday. A friend of mine recently added kittens from 2 litters 2 weeks apart and was smooth sailing without introductions so I hoped to be that lucky!
When we brought Neko home we set up a base camp in the home office and by late that first night he and Luna were sniffing each through a baby gate and have become fast friends as seen in the first photo. Luna is much lower energy so she's not always interested in his play, so it seemed like Nori coming was going to be a positive addition.
We set base camp for Nori in our room, door closed. A little while in, Neko was showing a lot of interest in what was behind the door. I decided to go ahead and open the door, with baby gate between, to see if it was a similarly instant affection. They hissed at each other. We spent time with one of us on either side offering treats, and play time which went okay, Neko did most of the hissing. Since the baby gate doesn't truly prevent anyone from staying out or in we shut the door while we slept keeping Nori in and Luna and Neko out so they had each other.
Today Neko has acted more pissy than yesterday. He spent the first half of the day hissing at me if I tried to pet or pick him up, he wasn't his normal head butting self, and lacked interest in our normal play times. Since I failed site swapping yesterday I started the morning with that and he was hissing even as he approached the room she was no longer in (on his terms) and didn't want to stick around. In the evening he started to seem more like himself and played fetch with me for a while, he's not hissing at me anymore, but doesn't want the normal pets and holding that he gives big purrs for, I get angry meows instead if I try. We fed them dinner on either side of the baby gate and Neko made growly noises as he ate so I added a quilt over the baby gate and he stopped growling once there was no view of the other side.
I feel terrible bc I had high hopes and now not only is he not interested in a sibling, he's mad at me, and not himself anymore. So I'm wondering if there's some advice or reassurance on proceeding properly and positively at this point. I know it's only been a day so I'll need to be patient, but since I went against the "no peeking" rule I want to try to fix things as best as I can.

Tw: Sa and pics Hi I’m 13m in Canada so basically in the summer (I was 12) I made this fake catfish acc and told my friends because I thought it was funny but blah blah I get meat pics from guys and basically when 7th grade started there was this guy (call him soccer) idk but why I got his meat pic from the snap acc and then I gave it my bsf call her blue (this was in September)blah blah I deleted the photo and forgot abt it now we are in November me and my friends they are all girls it was me,necklace and blue I went to the girls bathroom few times literally no one cares since everyone thinks im zesty and gay but watch ever blue had to change so we waited for and I thought it would be funny to take a pic so I went next stall and made it obvious and took 2 pics she wasn’t naked in anyway but I know this is bad I’m a monster for this but I would blackmail her when she would send embarrassing photos to me in the schools gc I knew it would scare blue but I knew I wasn’t gonna to but blah blah we’re now in December 7 turns out she had soccers meat pic still and she was giving it around and it got popular but then some how the principal found out it was me so they were asking me stuff and I told them the whole thing and they being being ppl blue was one of them and idk but she added on how I took pics of her back in November and she lied about stuff in there saying how I blackmailed her by giving me money and now there’s a police report still going on (this was all before Christmas break) and now after Christmas break I switched schools since everyone knew abt the soccer incident and btw I was in this friends with (me,M,C,H) were not friends anymore except H were childhood friends since our parents are but at this new school I have no friends no one will talk to me since they knew abt what happened I didn’t try to make friends since no one will I dont talk since in my last school I got made fun of it (caulking it zesty) I feel like I got more insecure after all of it I wear sweaters every day now but we’re in may now I have 2 weeks of school left and have 2 friends but not like bsf im sad I ruined everything I lost friends I did this to myself I can’t do this anymore I can’t keep bottling my emotions no one talks to me I’m isolated I cry everyday this summer will be so sad I will rot in my room all day watching everyone having the best summer since first year of high school is done I can’t talk to anyone and also im gay or something I like girls but I like both idk I just wanna be normal I wish I have friends it’s like I’m the ugly duckling of this new school I always eat in this classroom alone and during breaks and I’m going through puberty and it’s worst I keep having mood swings I hate school but I love school since the teachers care about me I swear im not a monster or a horrible person I wish everyone knew that I’m soryy

My youngest (5y male) has been breaking out with these hives for over a week now. There have been no new foods, clothes, soaps. Haven’t been rolling around in grass or going to any new environment. They are all over his body. Sometimes they will be splotchy, sometimes they will be the partial rings that look like ringworm would.. but they disappear within 24 hours and pop up elsewhere so they are not a fungus either. Doctor has also confirmed they are “just” hives and not any type of fungus.
First appointment said Benadryl. Second appointment we switched to Zyrtec and a cortisone to put on the skin. He said they do not itch or hurt. He has no fever or any other symptoms. Just wakes up with new splotches and then most will go away by bedtime and he’ll wake up with new ones. We DO NOT have bed bugs or any bugs in our house that would be biting him. He has got new ones at school and new ones while he is at his dad’s house.. so it isn’t anything exclusive to our house either.
We ended up have in the ER again over the weekend because he had new hives appear that suddenly turned into bruises within hours of appearing. He is now covered in both hives and bruises.
ER said it was probably just erythema multiforme and to stop giving Zyrtec because nothing would help it. (This was from someone that looked at the photo a nurse took of his leg and didn’t examine him..) I asked them to run blood so they did a CBC and his levels were mostly within range. He woke up today covered in new hives and new bruises that are even worse. We went back to PCP and he said he doesn’t think it’s erythema multiforme, and suggested it is still “just hives” but that we should see a dermatologist. He also said it could be an auto-immune disease, but he doesn’t know what.
We have an appointment with dermatology at the end of the week.. but I’m restless over this.
Based on these photos… have you seen anything like this? Why is it bruising now? I’m worried sick.
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3, Male, non smoker, 9 apgar, no medications, otherwise healthy
My son presented with a rash on both his biceps about 10 days ago. The rash did not itch, was not raised, no texture but does blanche. It was perfectly symmetrical; appearing in the same place at the same time on opposite sides of his body. It would appear and disappear all day. It eventually spread to his shoulders down to his hands after about a week. It then moved to his jaw, and cheeks, its now on his neck, legs and butt. So far his trunk is still clear. We will hit 2 weeks on Wednesday the 22nd with this rash. The original patch has since disappeared but is outlined with the original rash pattern (see photo). His skin looks tanned/discolored where the original rash was (we havent been able to “tan” yet where we live). No fever, lymphnodes not swollen, is acting completely normal.
Link to image
https://imgur.com/a/inbYkOQ