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Literary core samples exhibited + assayed

2016.02.06 23:45 Earthsophagus Literary core samples exhibited + assayed

About specific passages from, mostly, literary fictions and canonical literature. Emphasis is on how the writing works, or fails to work.
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2017.04.29 23:13 William Thomas Gaddis, Jr.

William Thomas Gaddis, Jr. (December 29, 1922 – December 16, 1998) was an American novelist.
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2024.05.27 19:56 worldinsidetheworld My favourite lines from Libra by Don Delillo

“Questioning elicited the information that he feels almost as if there is a veil between him and other people through which they cannot reach him, but he prefers this veil to remain intact.”

Sometimes he looks around him, horrified by the weight of it all, the career of paper. He sits in the data-spew of hundreds of lives. There’s no end in sight. When he needs something, a report or transcript, anything, any level of difficulty, he simply has to ask. The Curator is quick to respond, firm in his insistence on forwarding precisely the right document in an area of research marked by ambiguity and error, by political bias, systematic fantasy. But not just the right document, not just an obscure footnote from an open source. The Curator sends him material not seen by anyone outside the headquarters complex at Langley, material that includes the results of internal investigations, confidential files from the Agency’s own Office of Security.

Knowledge was a danger, ignorance a cherished asset. In many cases the DCI, the Director of Central Intelligence, was not to know important things. The less he knew, the more decisively he could function. It would impair his ability to tell the truth at an inquiry or a hearing, or in an Oval Office chat with the President, if he knew what they were doing in Leader 4, or even what they were talking about, or muttering in their sleep. The Joint Chiefs were not to know. The operational horrors were not for their ears. Details were a form of contamination. The Secretaries were to be insulated from knowing. They were happier not knowing, or knowing too late. The Deputy Secretaries were interested in drifts and tendencies. They expected to be misled. They counted on it. The Attorney General wasn’t to know the queasy details. Just get results. Each level of the committee was designed to protect a higher level. There were complexities of speech. A man needed special experience and insight to work true meanings out of certain murky remarks. There were pauses and blank looks. Brilliant riddles floated up and down the echelons, to be pondered, solved, ignored.
The members of the committee would allow only generalities to carry upward. It was the President, of course, who was the final object of their protective instincts. … The White House was to be the summit of unknowing. It was as if an unsullied leader redeemed some ancient truth which the others were forced to admire only in the abstract, owing to their mission in the convoluted world.
But there were even deeper shadows, strange and grave silences surrounding plans to invade the island. The President knew about this, of course—knew the broad contours, had a sense of the promised outcome. But the system still operated as an insulating muse. Let him see the softer tones. Shield him from responsibility. Secrets build their own networks, Win believed. The system would perpetuate itself in all its curious and obsessive webbings, its equivocations and patient riddles and levels of delusional thought …

“The invasion failed because high officials didn’t examine the basic assumptions. They got caught up in a spirit of compelling action. They were eager to accept other men’s perceptions. There was safety in this. The plan was never clear. No one was ever responsible. Some of them knew a disaster was in the works. They let it ride. They put themselves out of reach. They wanted it over and done.”

“Some things we wait for all our lives without knowing it. Then it happens and we recognize at once who we are and how we are meant to proceed. This is the idea I’ve always wanted. I believe you’ll sense it is right. It’s the high risk we need. We need an electrifying event. You’ve been waiting for this every bit as much as I have. I believe that or I wouldn’t have asked you to come here. We want to set up an attempt on the life of the President. We plan every step, design every incident leading up to the event. We put together a team, leave a dim trail. The evidence is ambiguous. But it points to the Cuban Intelligence Directorate. Inherent in the plan is a second set of clues, even more unclear, more intriguing. These point to the Agency’s attempts to assassinate Castro. I am designing a plan that includes elements of both the American provocation and the Cuban reply. We do the whole thing with paper. Passports, drivers’ licenses, address books. Our team of shooters disappears but the police find a trail. Mail-order forms, change-of-address cards, photographs. We script a person or persons out of ordinary pocket litter. Shots ring out, the country is shocked, aroused. The paper trail leads to paid agents who have disappeared in Venezuela, in Mexico. I am convinced this is what we have to do to get Cuba back. This plan has levels and variations I’ve only begun to explore but it is already, essentially, right. I feel its rightness. I know what scientists mean when they talk about elegant solutions. This plan speaks to something deep inside me. It has a powerful logic. I’ve felt it unfolding for weeks, like a dream whose meaning slowly becomes apparent. This is the condition we’ve always wanted to reach. It’s the life-insight, the life-secret, and we have to extend it, guard it carefully, right up to the time we have shooters stationed on a rooftop or railroad bridge.”

Historic names, pen names, names of war, party names, revolutionary names. These were men who lived in isolation for long periods, lived close to death through long winters in exile or prison, feeling history in the room, waiting for the moment when it would surge through the walls, taking them with it. History was a force to these men, a presence in the room. They felt it and waited.
The books were struggles. He had to fight to make some elementary sense of what he read. But the books had come out of struggle. They had been struggles to write, struggles to live. It seemed fitting to Lee that the texts were often masses of dense theory, unyielding. The tougher the books, the more firmly he fixed a distance between himself and others.
He found enough that he could understand. He could see the capitalists, he could see the masses. They were right here, all around him, every day.

Pocket litter. Win Everett was at work devising a general shape, a life. He would script a gunman out of ordinary dog-eared paper, the contents of a wallet. … They wanted a name, a face, a bodily frame they might use to extend their fiction into the world. Everett had decided he wanted one figure to be slightly more visible than the others, a man the investigation might center on, someone who would be trailed and possibly apprehended. Three or four shooters would vanish completely, leaving scant traces of their affiliation. … Then one other figure, one slightly clearer image, perhaps abandoned in his sniper’s perch to find his own way out, to be trailed, found, possibly killed by the Secret Service, FBI or local police. Whatever protocol demands. This kind of man, a marksman, near anonymous, with minimal known history, the kind of man who surfaces in murky places, disappears, is arrested for some violent act, is released to drift again, to surface, to disappear. Mackey would find this man for Everett. They needed fingerprints, a handwriting sample, a photograph. Mackey would find the other shooters as well. We don’t hit the President. We miss him. We want a spectacular miss.

It was all so curiously funny. It was rich, that’s what it was. Everyone was a spook or dupe or asset, a double, courier, cutout or defector, or was related to one. We were all linked in a vast and rhythmic coincidence, a daisy chain of rumor, suspicion and secret wish.

Somewhere in his room of theories, in some notebook or folder, Nicholas Branch has a roster of the dead. A printout of the names of witnesses, informers, investigators, people linked to Lee H. Oswald, people linked to Jack Ruby, all conveniently and suggestively dead. In 1979 a House select committee determined there was nothing statistically abnormal about the death rate among those who were connected in some way to the events of November 22. Branch accepts this as an actuarial fact. He is writing a history, not a study of the ways in which people succumb to paranoia. There is endless suggestiveness. Branch concedes this. There is the language of the manner of death. Shot in back of head. Died of cut throat. Shot in police station. Shot in motel. Shot by husband after one month marriage. Found hanging by toreador pants in jail cell. Killed by karate chop. It is the neon epic of Saturday night. And Branch wants to believe that’s all it is. There is enough mystery in the facts as we know them, enough of conspiracy, coincidence, loose ends, dead ends, multiple interpretations. There is no need, he thinks, to invent the grand and masterful scheme, the plot that reaches flawlessly in a dozen directions.
Still, the cases do resonate, don’t they? Mostly anonymous dead. Exotic dancers, taxi drivers, cigarette girls, lawyers of the shopworn sort with dandruff on their lapels. But through the years the violence has reached others as well, and with each new series of misadventures Branch sees again how the assassination sheds a powerful and lasting light, exposing patterns and links, revealing this man to have known that one, this death to have occurred in curious juxtaposition to that.

“U-2 planes. The planes that spotted the missiles the Soviets were putting into Cuba. We used to call the photos pornography. The photo interpreters would gather to interpret. ‘Let’s see what kind of pornography we pulled in today.’ Kennedy looked at the pictures in his bedroom as a matter of fact. … Spy planes, drone aircraft, satellites with cameras that can see from three hundred miles what you can see from a hundred feet. They see and they hear. Like ancient monks, you know, who recorded knowledge, wrote it painstakingly down. These systems collect and process. All the secret knowledge of the world. … I’ll tell you what it means, these orbiting sensors that can hear us in our beds. It means the end of loyalty. The more complex the systems, the less conviction in people. Conviction will be drained out of us. Devices will drain us, make us vague and pliant.”

He would put someone together, build an identity, a skein of persuasion and habit, ever so subtle. He wanted a man with believable quirks. He would create a shadowed room, the gunman’s room, which investigators would eventually find, exposing each fact to relentless scrutiny, following each friend, relative, casual acquaintance into his own roomful of shadows. We lead more interesting lives than we think. We are characters in plots, without the compression and numinous sheen. Our lives, examined carefully in all their affinities and links, abound with suggestive meaning, with themes and involute turnings we have not allowed ourselves to see completely. He would show the secret symmetries in a nondescript life.
An address book with ambiguous leads. Photographs expertly altered (or crudely altered). Letters, travel documents, counterfeit signatures, a history of false names. It would all require a massive decipherment, a conversion to plain text. He envisioned teams of linguists, photo analysts, fingerprint experts, handwriting experts, experts in hairs and fibers, smudges and blurs. Investigators building up chronologies. He would give them the makings of deep chronos, lead them to basement rooms in windy industrial slums, to lost towns in the Tropics.

Life is hostile, he believed. The struggle is to merge your life with the greater tide of history.

Maybe what has to happen is that the individual must allow himself to be swept along, must find himself in the stream of no-choice, the single direction. This is what makes things inevitable. You use the restrictions and penalties they invent to make yourself stronger. History means to merge. The purpose of history is to climb out of your own skin. He knew what Trotsky had written, that revolution leads us out of the dark night of the isolated self. We live forever in history, outside ego and id.

Two weeks later he followed directions to a house in the Sanya district of Tokyo. He made his way through a ragpickers’ village built with material scavenged from other parts of the city. Old women jogged through the alleys carrying empty bottles, broken chair legs, pieces of indefinable junk. Houses were shoulder-high, made of old packing crates and strips of sheet metal, the walls stuffed with cardboard and rags. There were lines of people selling blood at mobile units, people who seemed hollow-bodied, so small, in such collapse. It would never bottom out. No matter how far down you went into the world, there were distances still to go, worse things to see and experience. He made it a point not to hurry through the area. He wanted to see what was here.

It produced a sensation of the eeriest panic, gave him a glimpse of the fiction he’d been devising, a fiction living prematurely in the world.

Nicholas Branch has unpublished state documents, polygraph reports, Dictabelt recordings from the police radio net on November 22. He has photo enhancements, floor plans, home movies, biographies, bibliographies, letters, rumors, mirages, dreams. This is the room of dreams, the room where it has taken him all these years to learn that his subject is not politics or violent crime but men in small rooms.
Is he one of them now? Frustrated, stuck, self-watching, looking for a means of connection, a way to break out. After Oswald, men in America are no longer required to lead lives of quiet desperation. You apply for a credit card, buy a handgun, travel through cities, suburbs and shopping malls, anonymous, anonymous, looking for a chance to take a shot at the first puffy empty famous face, just to let people know there is someone out there who reads the papers.
Branch is stuck all right. He has abandoned his life to understanding that moment in Dallas, the seven seconds that broke the back of the American century. He has his forensic pathology rundown, his neutron activation analysis. There is also the Warren Report, of course, with its twenty-six accompanying volumes of testimony and exhibits, its millions of words. Branch thinks this is the megaton novel James Joyce would have written if he’d moved to Iowa City and lived to be a hundred.
Everything is here. Baptismal records, report cards, postcards, divorce petitions, canceled checks, daily timesheets, tax returns, property lists, postoperative x-rays, photos of knotted string, thousands of pages of testimony, of voices droning in hearing rooms in old courthouse buildings, an incredible haul of human utterance. It lies so flat on the page, hangs so still in the lazy air, lost to syntax and other arrangement, that it resembles a kind of mind-spatter, a poetry of lives muddied and dripping in language.
Branch doesn’t know how to approach this kind of data. … It is vital to his sense of responsible obsession that everything in his room warrants careful study. Everything belongs, everything adheres, the mutter of obscure witnesses, the photos of illegible documents and odd sad personal debris, things gathered up at a dying—old shoes, pajama tops, letters from Russia. It is all one thing, a ruined city of trivia where people feel real pain. This is the Joycean Book of America, remember—the novel in which nothing is left out.
Branch has long since forgiven the Warren Report for its failures. It is too valuable a document of human heartbreak and muddle to be scorned or dismissed. The twenty-six volumes haunt him. Men and women surface in FBI memos, are tracked for several pages, then disappear—waitresses, prostitutes, mind readers, motel managers, owners of rifle ranges. Their stories hang in time, spare, perfect in their way, unfinished.
Photographs. Many are overexposed, light-blasted, with a faded quality beyond their age, suggesting things barely glimpsed despite the simple nature of the objects and the spare captions. ... But Branch feels there is a loneliness, a strange desolation trapped here. Why do these photographs have a power to disturb him, make him sad? Flat, pale, washed in time, suspended outside the particularized gist of this or that era, arguing nothing, clarifying nothing, lonely. Can a photograph be lonely?
This sadness has him fixed to his chair, staring. He feels the souls of empty places, finds himself returning again and again to the pictures of the second-floor lunchroom in the Texas School Book Depository. Rooms, garages, streets were emptied out for the making of official pictures. Empty forever now, stuck in some picture limbo. He feels the souls of those who were there and left. He feels sadness in objects, in warehouse cartons and blood-soaked clothes. He breathes in loneliness. He feels the dead in his room.

It was his goodbye to Russia. It signified the official end of a major era in his life. It validated the experience, as the writing of any history brings a persuasion and form to events.
Even as he printed the words, he imagined people reading them, people moved by his loneliness and disappointment, even by his wretched spelling, the childish mess of composition. Let them see the struggle and humiliation, the effort he had to exert to write a simple sentence. The pages were crowded, smudged, urgent, a true picture of his state of mind, of his rage and frustration, knowing a thing but not able to record it properly.
Always the pain, the chaos of composition. He could not find order in the field of little symbols. They were in the hazy distance. He could not clearly see the picture that is called a word. A word is also a picture of a word. He saw spaces, incomplete features, and tried to guess at the rest.
He made wild tries at phonetic spelling. But the language tricked him with its inconsistencies. He watched sentences deteriorate, powerless to make them right. The nature of things was to be elusive. Things slipped through his perceptions. He could not get a grip on the runaway world.
Limits everywhere. In every direction he came up against his own incompleteness. Cramped, fumbling, deficient. He knew things. It wasn’t that he didn’t know.
Even in the rush of filling these pages, he was careful to leave out certain things that could be used in legal argument against his return to the U.S. Yes, the diary was self-serving to a degree but still the basic truth, he believed. The panic was real, the voice of disappointment and loss.
He knew there were discrepancies, messed-up dates. No one could expect him to get the dates right after all this time, no one cared about the dates, no one is reading this for names and dates and spellings.
Let them see the struggle.
He believed religiously that his life would turn in such a way that people would one day study the Historic Diary for clues to the heart and mind of the man who wrote it.

Plots carry their own logic. There is a tendency of plots to move toward death. He believed that the idea of death is woven into the nature of every plot. A narrative plot no less than a conspiracy of armed men. The tighter the plot of a story, the more likely it will come to death. A plot in fiction, he believed, is the way we localize the force of the death outside the book, play it off, contain it. The ancients staged mock battles to parallel the tempests in nature and reduce their fear of gods who warred across the sky. He worried about the deathward logic of his plot. He’d already made it clear that he wanted the shooters to hit a Secret Service man, wound him superficially. But it wasn’t a misdirected round, an accidental killing, that made him afraid. There was something more insidious. He had a foreboding that the plot would move to a limit, develop a logical end.

He thought the only end to isolation was to reach the point where he was no longer separated from the true struggles that went on around him. The name we give this point is history.

“It’s the job of an intelligence service to resolve a nation’s obsessions. Cuba is a fixed idea. It is prickly in a way Russia is not. More unresolved. More damaging to the psyche. And this is our job, to remove the psychic threat, to learn so much about Castro, decipher his intentions, undermine his institutions to such a degree that he loses the power to shape the way we think, to shape the way we sleep at night.”

It was remarkable how often he talked to her about these things. The Agency was the one subject in his life that could never be exhausted. Central Intelligence. Beryl saw it as the best organized church in the Christian world, a mission to collect and store everything that everyone has ever said and then reduce it to a microdot and call it God. She needed to live in small dusty rooms, layered safely in, out of the reach of dizzying things, of heat and light and strange spaces, and Larry needed the great sheltering nave of the Agency. He believed that nothing can be finally known that involves human motive and need. There is always another level, another secret, a way in which the heart breeds a deception so mysterious and complex it can only be taken for a deeper kind of truth.

He’d stopped commenting on this oddness of hers. She said the news clippings she sent to friends were a perfectly reasonable way to correspond. There were a thousand things to clip and they all said something about the way she felt. He watched her read and cut. She wore half-glasses and worked the scissors grimly. She believed these were personal forms of expression. She believed no message she could send a friend was more intimate and telling than a story in the paper … Because these are the things that tell us how we live.

In the Old Senate Caucus Room they asked him to name the members of the Real Control Apparatus. This is like naming particles in the air, naming molecules or cells. The Apparatus is precisely what we can’t see or name. We can’t measure it, gentlemen, or take its photograph. It is the mystery we can’t get hold of, the plot we can’t uncover. This doesn’t mean there are no plotters. They are elected officials of our government, Cabinet members, philanthropists, men who know each other by secret signs, who work in the shadows to control our lives.

On his fourth day with Castro he shot a government scout, aiming through a telescopic sight. It was uncanny. You press a button and a man drops dead a hundred meters away. It seemed hollow and remote, falsifying everything. It was a trick of the lenses. The man is an accurate picture. Then he is upside down. Then he is right side up. You shoot at a series of images conveyed to you through a metal tube. The force of a death should be enormous but how can you know what kind of man you’ve killed or who was the braver and stronger if you have to peer through layers of glass that deliver the image but obscure the meaning of the act? War has a conscience or it’s ordinary murder.

The Curator sends the results of ballistics tests carried out on human skulls and goat carcasses, on blocks of gelatin mixed with horsemeat. There are photographs of skulls with the right cranial portion blown away. There are bullet-shattered goat heads in close-up. Branch studies a picture of a gelatin-tissue model “dressed” like the President. It is pure modernist sculpture, a block of gelatin layered in suit and shirt material with a strip of undershirt showing, bullet-smoked. There are documents concerning exit velocities. There is a picture of a human skull filled with gelatin and covered with goatskin to simulate a scalp.

He sends an actual warped bullet that has been fired for test purposes through the wrist of a seated cadaver. We are on another level here, Branch thinks. Beyond documents now. They want me to touch and smell.

The Oswald shadings, the multiple images, the split perceptions—eye color, weapons caliber—these seem a foreboding of what is to come. The endless fact-rubble of the investigations. How many shots, how many gunmen, how many directions? Powerful events breed their own network of inconsistencies. The simple facts elude authentication. How many wounds on the President’s body? What is the size and shape of the wounds? … [Branch] concedes everything. He questions everything, including the basic suppositions we make about our world of light and shadow, solid objects and ordinary sounds, and our ability to measure such things, to determine weight, mass and direction, to see things as they are, recall them clearly, be able to say what happened.
He takes refuge in his notes. The notes are becoming an end in themselves. Branch has decided it is premature to make a serious effort to turn these notes into coherent history. Maybe it will always be premature. Because the data keeps coming. Because new lives enter the record all the time. The past is changing as he writes.

“Signs that you exist. Evidence that Lee Oswald matches the cardboard cutout they’ve been shaping all along. You’re a quirk of history. You’re a coincidence. They devise a plan, you fit it perfectly. They lose you, here you are. There’s a pattern in things. Something in us has an effect on independent events. We make things happen. The conscious mind gives one side only. We’re deeper than that. We extend into time. Some of us can almost predict the time and place and nature of our own death. We know it on some deeper plane.”

“Think of two parallel lines,” he said. “One is the life of Lee H. Oswald. One is the conspiracy to kill the President. What bridges the space between them? What makes a connection inevitable? There is a third line. It comes out of dreams, visions, intuitions, prayers, out of the deepest levels of the self. It’s not generated by cause and effect like the other two lines. It’s a line that cuts across causality, cuts across time. It has no history that we can recognize or understand. But it forces a connection. It puts a man on the path of his destiny.”

The Agency forgives. There wasn’t a man in the upper ranks of the four directorates who didn’t understand the perils of clandestine work. They would be pleased by his willingness to cooperate. What’s more, they would admire the complexity of his plan, incomplete as it was. It had art and memory. It had a sense of responsibility, of moral force. And it was a picture in the world of their own guilty wishes. He was never more surely an Agency man than in the first breathless days of dreaming up this plot.

To Nicholas Branch, more frequently of late, “Lee H. Oswald” seems a technical diagram, part of some exercise in the secret manipulation of history.

Street by street the crowd began to understand why it was here. The message jumped the open space from one press of bodies to the next. A contagion had brought them here, some mystery of common impulse, hundreds of thousands come from so many histories and systems of being, come from some experience of the night before, a convergence of dreams, to stand together shouting as the Lincoln passed. … They were here to surround the brittle body of one man and claim his smile, receive some token of the bounty of his soul.

The media crowds collected and rocked in the corridors. They were waiting for the prisoner to come down to the interrogation room here on the third floor of the Police and Courts Building. TV cameras sat on dollies and there were cables slung over windowsills, trailing through the offices of deputy chiefs. Nobody checked credentials. Reporters took over the phones and pushed into toilets after police officials. Total unknowns walked the halls, defendants from other parts of the building, witnesses to other crimes, tourists, muttering men, drunks in torn shirts. It was a roughhouse, a confoundment. Every rumor flew. Disk jockeys arrived to fill in, blinking, flinching, wary. A reporter wrote notes on a pad he balanced on the back of the chief of police.
Hours going by. Blank faces arrayed against corridor walls. Men crouched near the elevators waiting. They sensed the incompleteness out there, gaps, spaces, vacant seats, lobbies emptied out, disconnections, dark cities, stopped lives. People were lonely for news. Only news could make them whole again, restore sensation. Three hundred reporters in a compact space, all pushing to extract a word. A word is a magic wish. A word from anyone. With a word they could begin to grid the world, make an instant surface that people can see and touch together.

Whenever they took him down, he heard his name on the radios and TVs. Lee Harvey Oswald. It sounded extremely strange. He didn’t recognize himself in the full intonation of the name. The only time he used his middle name was to write it on a form that had a space for that purpose. No one called him by that name. Now it was everywhere. He heard it coming from the walls. Reporters called it out. Lee Harvey Oswald, Lee Harvey Oswald. It sounded odd and dumb and made up. They were talking about somebody else.

They took him back to the cell. He stripped to his underwear and sat on the bunk, thinking, feeling the noise of the assembly room still resonating in his body. A cell is the basic state, the crude truth of the world.
He could play it either way, depending on what they could prove or couldn’t prove. He wasn’t on the sixth floor at all. He was in the lunchroom eating lunch. The victim of a total frame. They’d been rigging the thing for years, watching him, using him, creating a chain of evidence with the innocent facts of his life. Or he could say he was only partly guilty, set up to take the blame for the real conspirators. Okay, he fired some shots from the window. But he didn’t kill anyone. He never meant to fire a fatal shot. It was never his intention to cause an actual fatality. He was only trying to make a political point. Other people were responsible for the actual killing. They fixed it so he would seem the lone gunman. They superimposed his head on someone else’s body. Forged his name on documents. Made him a dupe of history. He would name every name if he had to.

Lee Harvey Oswald was awake in his cell. It was beginning to occur to him that he’d found his life’s work. After the crime comes the reconstruction. He will have motives to analyze, the whole rich question of truth and guilt. Time to reflect, time to turn this thing in his mind. Here is a crime that clearly yields material for deep interpretation. He will be able to bend the light of that heightened moment, shadows fixed on the lawn, the limousine shimmering and still. Time to grow in self-knowledge, to explore the meaning of what he’s done. He will vary the act a hundred ways, speed it up and slow it down, shift emphasis, find shadings, see his whole life change.
This was the true beginning.
They will, give him writing paper and books. He will fill his cell with books about the case. He will have time to educate himself in criminal law, ballistics, acoustics, photography. Whatever pertains to the case he will examine and consume. People will come to see him, the lawyers first, then psychologists, historians, biographers. His life had a single clear subject now, called Lee Harvey Oswald.
He and Kennedy were partners. The figure of the gunman in the window was inextricable from the victim and his history. This sustained Oswald in his cell. It gave him what he needed to live.

If we are on the outside, we assume a conspiracy is the perfect working of a scheme. Silent nameless men with unadorned hearts. A conspiracy is everything that ordinary life is not. It’s the inside game, cold, sure, undistracted, forever closed off to us. We are the flawed ones, the innocents, trying to make some rough sense of the daily jostle. Conspirators have a logic and a daring beyond our reach. All conspiracies are the same taut story of men who find coherence in some criminal act.
But maybe not. Nicholas Branch thinks he knows better. He has learned enough about the days and months preceding November 22, and enough about the twenty-second itself, to reach a determination that the conspiracy against the President was a rambling affair that succeeded in the short term due mainly to chance. Deft men and fools, ambivalence and fixed will and what the weather was like.
The stuff keeps coming. The Curator sends FBI surveillance logs. He sends a thirty-five-hour film chronology of unedited network footage shot during the weekend of November 22. He sends a computer-enhanced version of the Zapruder film, the 8mm home movie made by a dress manufacturer who stood on a concrete abutment above Elm Street as the shots were fired. Experts have scrutinized every murky nuance of the Zapruder film. It is the basic timing device of the assassination and a major emblem of uncertainty and chaos. There is the powerful moment of death, the surrounding blurs, patches and shadows.
(Branch’s analysis of the film and other evidence leads him to believe the first shot came much sooner than most theories would allow, probably at Zapruder frame 186. Governor Connally was hit two point six seconds later, at Zapruder 234. The shot that killed the President, crushingly, came four point three seconds after that. Even though he has reached firm conclusions in this area, Branch will study the computerized version of Zapruder. He is in too deep to stop now.)
The Curator sends a special FBI report that includes detailed descriptions of the dreams of eyewitnesses following the assassination of Kennedy and the murder of Oswald.
There are worrisome omissions, occasional gaps in the record. Of course Branch understands that the Agency is a closed system. He knows they will not reveal what they’ve learned to other agencies, much less the public. This is why the history he has contracted to write is a secret one, meant for CIA’s own closed collection. But why are they withholding material from him as well? There’s something they aren’t telling him. The Curator delays, lately, in filling certain requests for information, seems to ignore other requests completely. What are they holding back? How much more is there? Branch wonders if there is some limit inherent in the yielding of information gathered in secret. They can’t give it all away, even to one of their own, someone pledged to confidentiality. Before his retirement, Branch analyzed intelligence, sought patterns in random scads of data. He believed secrets were childish things. He was not generally impressed by the accomplishments of men in the clandestine service, the spy handlers, the covert-action staff. He thought they’d built a vast theology, a formal coded body of knowledge that was basically play material, secret-keeping, one of the keener pleasures and conflicts of childhood. Now he wonders if the Agency is protecting something very much like its identity—protecting its own truth, its theology of secrets.
The Curator begins to send fiction, twenty-five years of novels and plays about the assassination. He sends feature films and documentaries. He sends transcripts of panel discussions and radio debates. Branch has no choice but to study this material. There are important things he has yet to learn. There are lives he must examine. It is essential to master the data.

He believes people are distorting his words even as he speaks them. There is a process that takes place between the saying of a word and when they pretend to hear it correctly but actually change it to mean what they want.

He is miscast, or cast as someone else, as Oswald. They are part of the same crime now. They are in it together and forever and together.

The camera doesn’t catch all of it. There seem to be missing frames, lost levels of information. Brief and simple as the shooting is, it is too much to take in, too mingled in jumped-up energies.

There was something in Oswald’s face, a glance at the camera before he was shot, that put him here in the audience, among the rest of us, sleepless in our homes—a glance, a way of telling us that he knows who we are and how we feel, that he has brought our perceptions and interpretations into his sense of the crime. Something in the look, some sly intelligence, exceedingly brief but far-reaching, a connection all but bleached away by glare, tells us that he is outside the moment, watching with the rest of us.

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2024.05.27 04:26 jcoville 16 Panels Recorded from TCAF 2024 & Doug Wright Awards

Toronto Comics Arts Festival (TCAF) 2024 (May 10 - 12th) - 29 Pictures
Friday, May 10th was for the Word Balloon Academy. A day of skills-building and career management programming for comics creators.
Maurice Vellekoop: I'm So Glad We Had This Time Together (1:01:32, 140.0mb) Miles Baker does the introduction. Maurice does a reading from his new book, then he is interviewed by Rachel Giese. Among the topics were his upbringing, themes that run through the book, the role that family photos mad in making the book, the help he had in getting the details of the places depicted in the past, the influence of specific people had on him as told in the book, where the title of the book comes from, his diverse taste in high and low art and if there is a connecting tissue within in, his trip to a castle and the effect it had on him, the positive side of his religious upbringing, depictions of his therapy sessions and voices in his head, how people in his past have reacted to the book, did his art change over the 10 years of making it and how he dealt with that, the process for creating the art for the book, the emotional turmoil in making the book, how he decided what stories to use, why he had to re-write and re-draw some of the book, what compelled him to do the book in the first place, how he chose the colours for the various chapters and his age recommendation for the book. This took place on Thursday Night (May 9th) 7pm @ Toronto Reference Library in their new Jack Robinvitch Room.
Artists Talk on Grants: How to Get Them and How to Use Them (1:05:34, 150.0mb) Moderated by Allison O'Toole, panelists were Josh Rosen, Victoria Day and Steven Andrews. They discussed how can I get a grant, who can apply for one, what grants fund, where to get grants, where do you start the process, what to include in an application, talking about your work, spending the money and keeping track of it when you get a grant, how grants are and are not taxed, asking for the full amount of the allowed grant.
Indy Comics: Now More Than Ever! With Avi Ehrlich (59:45, 136mb) Allison O'Toole interviews Avi Ehrlich of Silver Sprocket about how he became an indy comics publisher, what he learned from his previous business of repairing bicycles, their being part of a comics community, the conflict of business needs vs artist desires, how being very transparent has really helped their company, how they compensate creators, marketing books, social medias value, the balance between giving away work for free vs business needs, theft and competition making like difficult, why they make books with extra fills, having a retail store front and what they learn from it, events to launch a book and how they get creative with it, being professional with money and on top of things, going to Angoulême and how that affected him, the structural differences between European and American comics industry, their first and possibly last involvement in FCBD, values and how they change over time, advise to people making comics.
Creative Law 101 with Michael Duboff (1:04:22, 147mb) Michael explained copyright and what it is exactly, registration of copyright, ideas and AI and copyright, how long copyright lasts, public domain, publishing agreements, grant of rights, publishers obligations, compensation, right to audit, book returns, contingent compensation/media rights, copies to writer, discontinuance of publication, representation, warranties & indemnities, confidentiality, the entire agreement, independent legal advice, legal compensation, moral rights, co-authorship agreements and option agreements.
Workshop: Memory into Mini-Comics (37:21, 85.5mb) Lara Antal teaches how to turn a memory into a mini comics. She goes through 3 steps giving evocative & sensory storytelling techniques, your creative toolbox, picking a memory, creating a thumbnail sheet, using words & pictures in context, drawing in other senses like sound, taste, smell, using contrast & similarity, how to make a zine, using connecting fill in panels to tie it all together, sharing your story.
State of the Industry Roundtable (1:03:06, 144mb) On the panel was Alexander Finbow, Tracy Hurren, Avi Ehrlich and Andy Brown. Among the topics discussed were why the last year was a shitshow, #comicsbrokeme, different approaches to funding comics for both creators and publishers, the benefits of artists having original art to sell, things young creators show be aware of, red flags when dealing with publishers, the role of editors, creative control with big and small publishers, marketing, what they are launching and looking forward to, the gaps in the comics industry they'd like to see filled, how a weird pitch could win them over, digital comics and how that helps or hurts. The panel was moderated by MJ Lyons.
Canada Post Graphic Novel Stamp Panel (1:07:56, 155mb) Miles Baker did the introduction, then Carrie Chisholm from Canada Post announced they made new stamps with Seth, Jillian & Mariko Tamaki, Chester Brown and Michel Rabagliati based on their books Clyde Fans, This One Summer, Louis Riel and Paul à Québec respectively. Ho Che Anderson then interviewed the Seth, Jillian Tamaki and Chester Brown. They spoke about how they got involved with Canada Post, the process of making the stamp and working with Canada Post, Jillian spoke about collecting stamps as a child and always wanting to make one as a kid, the exposure and prestige of their work on a stamp, comics as art and their progression from the 1980s to now, how in comics there are different parts that want comics to be respected vs. subversive and which 'camp' they fall into, if Chester would do Louis Riel differently today, how there are a lot more young cartoonists now, becoming 'elder statemen' of comics, the state of comics today and the industry, how big their respective OA was and thinking about how it will look when it's shrunk down to stamp size, working with scanners and digitally, the reduction of quality in non-digital art tools, how Seth and Chester influenced each other, Jillian learning how to draw comics by reading comics, Jillian being a part of a generation of comics creators that didn't grow up reading Marvel and DC comics, if they felt trapped by the success of their earlier works, Chester's Paying for It being turned into a film and what new work they are doing.
Gleem: Freddy Carrasco Spotlight (55:53, 127mb) Ho Che Anderson interviews Freddy Carrasco about his book Gleem and other topics including learning to draw, how he started making comics and doing short stories, why he was attracted to comics, moving from Toronto to Tokyo, why he went to work on a cabbage farm, being black in Japan, getting into painting, doing sci-fi stories, publishing via D&Q, the religious element in Gleem, what the female character represents, how films have influenced him, violence and technology, AI almost making him quit Instagram, the overlap between the stories in Gleem, the colour section in the book, the wordless story and why he did it, doing more books, his interest in sculpture, the process of creating his art, his upcoming exhibition and how many pages he drew in a day.
Gene Luen Yang Spotlight (45:18, 103mb) Gene and moderator Mark Askwith spoke about when he first began drawing, his first comic books, making comics as a kid with a friend, getting into indy comics via Rory Root's Comic Relief store, what books really connected to him, his love of Scott McCloud's Understanding Comics, jobs he did while starting in comics, doing American Born Chinese and how it changed his life, First Second being his "home", what Lunar New Year Love Stories is about, how some of it was based the artists stories in which they completely write and drew, how crazy fast the artist is, the Lion Dance section and how all of the ways it fit into the book, the Ambassador role he has and what he speaks about, what books he recommends to people, his early cartoonist friends in San Francisco, Superman Smashes The Klan, American Born Chinese being turned into a TV show and how that affected his life, the connection he has with his audience.
Raeghan Buchanan - Drawing History out of Obscurity (51:18, 117mb) Raeghan talked about obscure history is harder to research, with it you will find misconceptions and need dispel them, the types of sources you can use and which ones are best, doing interviews, the pro's and con's of doing interviews, using online articles and personal websites, the library of congress site, archive.org, looking through comments on videos to find other sources, archives in university libraries, biographies, photo references, the distillation of peoples stories, how it's about the journey, letting your voice come though, some origin stories she told and the presentation of the information.
Joe Matt Tribute (50:27, 115mb) Panelists were Chris Oliveros, Adrian Tomine, Seth, Chester Brown and Jeet Heer. Among the topics the group spoke about was Matt's impact on comics particularly in their generation and on them specifically, Chris talked about getting into alt. comics and writing and then meeting Joe Matt, Seth and Chester about first coming across his work and how they knew right away he was a great cartoonist that they had to befriend, Seth revealed that Joe was a great curator of both the items in his life and his own work, how Joe revealing so much about himself and the people around him (including his then girlfriend) lead to changes in their relationships, Adrian talked about meeting Joe, seeing in him LA and how Joe's work influenced his, Chris revealed that Joe was always talking about the collection of his work, Seth spoke about Joe presenting himself as an asshole in his work on purpose, Matt being a perfectionist when it comes to inking, why Joe wasn't included as one of the Postage Stamps and Chester talked about finishing Joe's last work.
Ask a (Comics) Librarian (57:03, 130mb) On the panel was Natalie DeJonghe, Tina Coleman, Lindsay Gibb, Scott Robins, Fatma Faraji, Dr. Lucia Cedeira Serantes and Amie Wright (moderator). They all introduced themselves and told their comics origin story, Amie went through a very brief history of the attempts to get comics in libraries starting with a 1974 article by Will Eisner championing this idea, they all spoke about the coolest thing they worked on with comics and libraries, they all gave a shout out to other Librarians who have done great things with collections and programs, then they all recommended a new GN.
Paneled Rheum - Art, Comics and Sequential Narrative (55:03, 126mb) Moderated by Jessica Campbell, the panelists were Thijs Desmet, Kit Anderson, Aiden Koch and Kristen Hatfield. Among the topics they spoke about was what comics do that other mediums do not and why they do them, how they experiment with comics, being experimental but still readable, being ambiguous in their work and the audiences reactions, using environment and landscapes in their work, ecological storytelling and why they put humor in their story.
Keith Knight Spotlight (58:11, 133mb) Keith spoke about his upbringing and how it changed his work, coming up with (th)ink and why he did it, talk about American History, doing a daily newspaper comic strip, how cartooning can change the world, John Lewis's March and it's inspiration, his book They Shoot Black People, Don't They? and what inspired it, his Woke TV show and experience with it and his site BlackMugshots.com and why he created it.
Laugh Riot - Humour in Comics: Parody, Satire and Commentary (55:24, 126mb) Creators Jade Armstrong, Mitch Lohmeier, Thom, Rick Altergott and eventually Keith Knight talk to Robert Sikoryak. They discussed what their books is about and why they decided to make it, writing from their real life and how that made it either harder or easier for them, how their art style affects their humour and if they keep it or change it from book to book, techniques for the punch line when turning the page, how they know if something they wrote is funny or not, human gestures that enhance the jokes.
Deni Loubert Spotlight (54:37, 125mb) Deni was interviewed by Dr. Rebecca Sullivan about Starting Renegade Press, coming into comics and her challenges, her turning down working for Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles and Image Comics when they were starting up, why she turned down Image Comics in particular, her being a founder of Friends of Lulu and why she got involved in it, the organizations work with retailers in terms of making comic shops more friendly for women, if she thinks that type of advocacy is still needed in comics, the need for women to push to open doors for themselves and other women, the creative process in publishing books, how Renegade Romance title started, publishing genre and non-genre comics, working with different creators, her very near miss in getting on a debuting iphone with the first web comic app, the best and worst changes to the comic industry, her documentary and video journalism work, why she chose to move to the US to start Renegade Press, an opportunity she thought would work and why it fell apart. Note: I came in a bit late for this panel so it starts while in progress.
Doug Wright Awards 2024 (May 11th) - 25 Photos 2024 Doug Wright Awards (1:50:44, 253mb) Introduction by Brad Mackay, hosted by Dustin Harbin. Winners are in bold
The Doug Wright Award for best book: Val-d'Or Neon by Olivier Ballou (Self-published) A Guest in the House by Emily Carroll (First Second) Harvey Knight's Odyssey by Nick Maandag (Drawn & Quarterly) Naked: The Confessions of a Normal Woman by Éloïse Marseille (Pow Pow Press) Roaming by Jillian Tamaki and Mariko Tamaki (Drawn & Quarterly) JAJ by Michael Nicoll Yahgulanaas (Douglas & McIntyre)
The Nipper: The Doug Wright Award for emerging talent James Collier for The Lonesome Shepherd (Wig Shop) Vincy Lim for When I was a kid I was taught how to die. Now that I'm an adult I'm learning how to live. (I love you.) and When She Set Fire to My Friends' Houses (Self-published) Syd Madia for Syd Madia's Dracula (Self-published) Christopher Twin for Bad Medicine (Emanata/Conundrum) Kyle Vingoe-Cram for Kettle Harbour (Conundrum)
The Pigskin Peters: The Doug Wright Award for best small- or micro-press book Endsickness No. 2 by Sofia Alarcon (Self-published) The Lonesome Shepherd by James Collier (Wig Shop) Old Caves by Tyler Landry (Uncivilized) Power 9: Part One by John Little and David Little (Self-published) Index by Sven, Rachel Evangeline Chiong, and Joyce Kim (Self-published)
The Egghead: The Doug Wright Award for best kids' book ThunderBoom by Jack Briglio and Claudia Dávila (Kids Can Press) Pluto Rocket: New in Town by Paul Gilligan (Tundra Books) Hockey Girl Loves Drama Boy by Faith Erin Hicks (First Second) Otis & Peanut by Naseem Hrab and Kelly Collier (Owlkids Books) Bad Medicine by Christopher Twin (Emanata/Conundrum)
Comic book artist Maurice Vellekoop and publisher Deni Loubert were inducted into the Giants of the North Hall of Fame by Fiona Smyth and Michael Cherkas & Larry Hancock respectively.
Memorial Tributes were made to Joe Matt and Phyllis Wright Thomas, widow of Doug Wright by Chester Brown, Seth and Brad Mackay.
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2024.05.20 18:45 Advanced-Reveal6056 Upstaged by Marlon Brando( enjoy reading )

Upstaged by Marlon Brando( enjoy reading )
Upstaged by Marlon Brando
I thought I had the talent to be an actor. A mercurial classmate gave me second thoughts.
By Alan ShayneMay 20, 2023 Marlon Brando photographed sitting on a chair and holding a book in 1946. Photograph by Cecil Beaton I was eighteen, living in New York, and trying desperately to get work as an actor. It was 1943. I had been drafted, and the plan was to do my time, then study with the help of the G.I. Bill. I’d spent a summer doing Shakespeare but had just been fired from a production where I played a gross, blustering football star. I was a polite boy from Brookline, Massachusetts, and I just couldn’t work myself into the character: smacking men on the back, smearing a chocolate bar on my camel-hair coat. I realized that I had to learn the technique of acting. Everything I’d done so far was instinctive.
The day came for my physical. I went through the routine like an automaton, distancing myself from the hundreds of young men who stood self-consciously in their underwear. One of the doctors took a long time examining my ears. “Perforated eardrums,” he said.
I was free. I got a scholarship at the New School for Social Research, which had a prestigious drama workshop. On my first day, the registrar gave me my schedule: Theory of the Theatre, Acting, March of the Drama, Movement, and Makeup. I signed papers all morning, and then she took me to my group, which was already in session. Ten students were seated at small tables in front of standing mirrors, applying cosmetics to their faces. They stopped and stared as I walked in.
“Alan is joining your class, and I hope you’ll make him feel at home,” the registrar said.
Several boys got up to shake my hand; the girls said hello. One extremely handsome boy, who had drawn a line from the center of his forehead down to his chin, and who had made up half his face in garish war paint, walked over to me. I put out my hand, but he glared and walked out the door. Everyone giggled, and the registrar said, “Don’t mind him. That’s just Marlon trying to get attention.”
One of the boys lent me some makeup, and I sat applying it, looking in the mirror. I wondered if I’d made a mistake. After all, I had experience in a touring company, in summer stock. I’d put on makeup dozens of times. No, I thought, I’ve got to study—that crazy boy with the war paint had just brought me down.
Stella Adler, the most important acting teacher in the country, was coming to lead a class. I was terribly excited. She had been with the Group Theatre, the pioneering New York drama collective, and had actually studied with Konstantin Stanislavski, the originator of Method acting. I had been reading his book “My Life in Art” as if it were the Bible, but I still couldn’t make sense of the Method and how to do it. I was sure Stella Adler would teach me.
She was a half hour late, but no one seemed surprised. Everyone had been talking, sprawled on folding chairs or perched on a raised platform that took up one side of the room. Suddenly, it was quiet. The students shifted their positions and looked toward the double doors, like animals sensing an approach.
There was a waft of expensive perfume, and Miss Adler appeared. Hands rushed to take her umbrella, her bag, her fur coat. “Darlings,” she said, kissing and hugging the students closest to her. They guided her into an armchair, and she reached above her head. “What do you think of my chapeau?” she asked. It was a frothy black cap from which feathers danced whenever she moved. A girl said unctuously, “It’s beautiful, Miss Adler.” She was ignored as Miss Adler shed a suit jacket that revealed a filmy satin blouse. She looked at me. “You must be the new boy,” she said. I felt her eyes peel back the layers of my clothes. “Yes, Miss Adler,” I said. She reached out her hand, and I stumbled over to take it. “I hope you’re very talented,” she said. I stood awkwardly as she looked me over. “Sit down, darling,” she said, and I staggered back to my seat.
For half an hour, she discussed her clothes with the class. “Do you really think this suit is more becoming than the one I wore last week?” Then she listened to everyone’s comments about whether she was better in green or in blue. Finally, she said, as if we had delayed her, “Let’s get to work. Marlon, you lazy boy, get in that chair.”
Marlon hadn’t turned up in any of my other classes, but I had seen him sitting in the hall, playing bongo drums, surrounded by a coterie of admirers. He made a point of not looking at me. One of the students told me that his last name was Brando. The rumor was that he was being kept by a rich, older man and that he had a girlfriend named Blossom Plum.
The class watched as Marlon slumped across the room and fell into a folding chair. He looked as though he had crossed the desert without water. “Now, Marlon, peel an apple,” Miss Adler said. Marlon pantomimed the knife slipping under the skin, then began to peel. He did it so convincingly that it seemed to be in one long piece that kissed the floor. “Now, Marlon, I’m going to say some words to you, and I want you to react accordingly,” Miss Adler said. “Cold . . . hot . . . hungry . . . tired . . . depressed.” I couldn’t believe my eyes. Marlon continued to peel the apple, but each time he heard a word he seemed to change. The metamorphosis was nearly imperceptible, but he actually became cold or hot or hungry. I thought, My God, I’ll never be able to do that. The class applauded. Marlon slumped back to his chair.
“Our time is up,” Miss Adler sighed. “Now listen. I believe that every actor should be able to do something in addition to acting—like singing or dancing or telling a story. So next time, I want you all to come in with a story, or a poem, or whatever, and perform it as if you were in a cabaret. Is that clear?” There were murmurs of agreement, and then a shuffle of chairs as actors rushed to help Miss Adler with her coat. I sat for a moment in my seat. I knew what I would do: my rendition of “The Devil and Daniel Webster,” the short story by Stephen Vincent Benét, for which I’d won a speaking prize my senior year in high school. I’d show them Marlon wasn’t the only talented one.
The next class with Miss Adler had the palpable charge of opening night. No one would tell anyone what they were going to do. It was all a surprise.
After a show of hands, Miss Adler chose a lanky, blond girl to go first. I had learned her name was Elaine Stritch and that her uncle was high up in the Catholic church, in Chicago. She was wearing a trainman’s overalls and her hair was pulled back. She sat on the floor and strummed her guitar, singing in a haunting, simple voice: “I wonder as I wander out under the sky, how Jesus the Saviour did come for to die.” The class didn’t wait to gauge Miss Adler’s response. Everyone applauded loudly.
I waved my hand in front of Miss Adler’s face. “The new boy seems very eager,” she said. “All right darling, you go next.”
I stepped up onto the platform and was relieved to see that Marlon had left the room. I felt as if I were performing in front of the Queen and her courtiers. It had been two years since I had won the speaking prize, but I remembered every word of the Benét story. I was nervous in the beginning, but I felt a new authority as I acted out several different parts, all with different accents and personalities. I told the story of the Devil’s battle with Daniel Webster to possess a man’s soul. I grew more and more impassioned. I felt transported to the New England farm where the story took place, and I became very moved when Webster finally won at the end. I had hardly finished when Miss Adler’s voice trumpeted, “Excellent!” and the class applauded. I went to my seat feeling a camaraderie with the others for the first time.
As soon as I sat down, Miss Adler gestured in my direction. “Now, let’s not be confused that what he did was acting,” she said. “He told a story and put on voices for the different characters. That’s all right for cabaret, which was the assignment, but we mustn’t mix it up with real acting.” Everyone agreed. I didn’t see why it was necessary to diminish my performance in that way.
There was a sudden flurry of activity. The curtains on the platform were drawn and the lights went out. I could make out one of the actors dropping the arm on a record. As the music began, the actor rushed over and pulled the curtains. Standing in the center of the stage, in a pool of light, was a gorgeous woman in a velvet evening dress and long white gloves. The class gasped—it was Marlon in a blond wig. As Judy Garland began to sing—“Zing! Went the strings of my heart”—Marlon began to lip-synch. I realized the record was on at twice the speed so that the sound was comic, as if Marlon had Betty Boop’s voice. The class went to pieces. The students screamed and applauded; several of them slid off their chairs and rocked with laughter on the floor. Through it all, Marlon played it straight. Miss Adler collapsed in her chair. “The Devil and Daniel Webster” had been completely forgotten.
The cabaret incident was the last time I saw Stella Adler. She won a role in a play called “Pretty Little Parlor,” and coaxed her brother Luther into taking over the class. He had also been in the Group Theatre and was a renowned actor, having appeared many times on Broadway. He was in his forties, stocky and short, though he wore lifts in his shoes. He was all business but very warm and helpful. I was finally going to learn the Method that was beginning to be the basis of all good acting.
On his first day, Mr. Adler gave us an exercise in improvisation: we were all to be chickens in a barnyard. We would hear on the radio that war was declared, and we had to react as chickens—to decide whether we were married, leaving our chicken families to go off to war, or whether we were single and awaiting the draft. I looked around. Students started clucking as they moved on their knees toward each other. Some of the girls grabbed boys and acted as if they were their husbands. I had always been uncomfortable with improvisation, so I decided that I was a loner who didn’t like the other chickens. I sat and sulked and managed to get through the ordeal.
Around that time, auditions began for the big student play of the year: Shakespeare’s “Twelfth Night.” This was very exciting. I’d acted in “Much Ado About Nothing” in Boston, learning the rudiments of doing Shakespeare, and I’d got my scholarship by reciting one of his soliloquies. I went to the audition feeling confident, but discovered that all the boys were trying out for Duke Orsino, the part that I wanted. Everyone had to read for the director, Erwin Piscator, who was also the head of the workshop. He was a slight man, around fifty, beautifully dressed and with meticulously combed silver hair. He had been famous in Germany for doing epic theatre, a movement that stressed the political content of drama. He had escaped the Nazis and now sat hunched at the front of the auditorium.
I was startled to see Marlon, who hadn’t been around much. I’d heard that he’d been raving about “Good Night, Sweet Prince,” a biography of John Barrymore, the renowned Shakespearean actor, that had just been published. He was laughing at rumors that Barrymore, a known alcoholic, had peed on the floor of his dressing room when people came to praise a performance. I thought it was sad that a great actor resorted to such low tricks for attention, but I wasn’t surprised that Marlon was taken in by them. As usual, he looked right through me as we waited in the wings. I couldn’t understand why I annoyed him, but I put it out of my head. I could hear the boys who went before me, and none of them seemed exciting. Marlon was the worst. He mumbled his way through, making no sense of the words or the iambic pentameter. When my turn arrived, I forgot about the others, succumbing to the thrill of being onstage, the pleasure of reading such beautiful lines. Piscator thanked each of us. A few days later, a cast list was posted. I was Duke Orsino.
On the first day of rehearsal, we were all a little nervous. Piscator had directed the greats of Europe, and we were just kids trying to find our way. He settled in the front row and looked up. “Alright, begin,” he said. I started to speak the opening lines, and Piscator jumped out of his seat. “No, no, no,” he shouted. “You Americans are so afraid of the poetry.” He came onstage and walked over to me. “You have one of the most beautiful speeches in Shakespeare,” he said. “It must be like a rhapsody. Your voice should sound like a cello. Now begin again.”
After weeks of rehearsal, we were ready. There were two opening shows: one in the afternoon, for the school, friends, and agents, and an official première in the evening. Around noon, I began putting on makeup backstage. My costume was stunning: a red doublet with a diamond pattern, red tights, a navy-blue blouse with puffed sleeves, and a silver cape. I was just finishing combing my hair when Piscator walked into the dressing room. “Good afternoon, Mr. Piscator,” everyone said. “Good afternoon,” he replied. “I just came to say merde.” The French word for “shit’” was traditional in the theatre for wishing someone luck. It made us feel very professional.
Piscator walked over and stood beside my chair. “There’s been a bit of a problem,” he said, “but I think we’ve solved it very well.” I asked him what it was. “You see,” he said, “Stuart’s mother is very ill, so he had to go to Washington last night, and he can’t get back in time for the performance. He’ll be here tonight, but we had to get someone to take his part this afternoon. Of course, it’s only eight lines, so it’s not that difficult.” I blanched. Stuart’s part was the priest—the hardest moment in the play for me. It was the scene when the Duke finds out that the woman he loves has apparently just married his manservant, who seems to be in love with the Duke. All hell breaks loose, and the priest is summoned to confirm the ceremony.
“Who’s going to play it?” I asked. The director beamed. “Marlon has been good enough to help us out,” he said. “It’s very nice of him.”
Of all the actors, I thought. “Can we rehearse before the curtain?”
“There’s no time, unfortunately,” he said. “He’s in the costume department now, but he knows his spot onstage. I’m sure he’ll be fine.”
I went onstage, sat on my throne, and listened to the first swells of music. When the curtain rose, I filled my voice with an exhausted yearning. “If music be the food of love, play on . . . .” I nailed the opening scene, striking just the right balance between honest emotion and the beauty of the poetry. As I made my exit—“Away before me to sweet beds of flowers: love-thoughts lie rich when canopied with bowers”—there was a tremendous sound of applause.
The rest of the play went splendidly. Near the end, when I discovered that Olivia, my love interest, had married Cesario, my servant, the priest was sent for. I was deep in character, acting out the conflict between my desire to kill Cesario and my suspicion that he was in love with me, when I heard the audience start to laugh. I turned to see the priest. There was Marlon in a pair of tights, into which he had stuffed a small drum that made him look pregnant. He beat out a rhythm as he mumbled lines that no one could hear. The audience went wild. They laughed. They cheered. They egged him on until he performed a frenzied drum solo. The other actors onstage laughed, too, but I was livid. It was as if the play were totally forgotten. When Marlon finally finished, he left the stage to an ovation, and I had to wait until everyone quieted down. As I spoke, the audience started to laugh again.
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Somehow, we finished the play. I walked to the dressing room in a fury. I thought of my past year in New York: never having enough food; losing a tooth because I couldn’t afford a dentist; being self-conscious about my smile; never being warm enough in my thin coat; and waiting on tables for people who seldom even gave me a tip. All to be in the theatre that I loved. But this wasn’t the theatre that I had read and dreamed about. When I entered the dressing room, Marlon was sprawled on a chair with cold cream all over his face.
“How dare you,” I said. “How dare you ruin this play!”
Marlon said nothing. “Aren’t you even going to say you’re sorry?” I asked. Marlon looked away. My frustration was building. “I’ll do everything in my power to keep you off Broadway,” I said. I went to my dressing table and sank into my chair. Piscator whooshed in. “Wonderful, wonderful,” he said. I got up and walked over to him. “Are you going to say anything to Marlon?” I asked.
“My dear, it was wrong, but it was just high spirits,” the director said. “Tonight is the most important performance, and Stuart will be here for it.” I looked at him. He no longer seemed like a great international director. “If you don’t reprimand him for his unprofessional behavior,” I said, “I’m going to leave the school.” Piscator raised his hand in a deprecating gesture, then left the room.
I did the evening performance and never went back again. Marlon Brando was on Broadway within a few months. ♦
This is drawn from “The Star Dressing Room: Portrait of an Actor.”
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2024.05.11 05:52 autobuzzfeedbot 23 TV And Movie Moms That Changed Pop Culture Forever

  1. Lauren Graham as Lorelai Gilmore – Gilmore Girls
  2. Tracee Ellis Ross as Rainbow – Black-ish
  3. Mandy Moore as Rebecca Pearson – This Is Us
  4. Anjelica Huston as Morticia Addams – The Addams Family
  5. Sofía Vergara as Gloria Delgado-Pritchett – Modern Family
  6. Sutton Foster as Liza Miller – Younger
  7. Sally Field as Mrs. Gump – Forrest Gump
  8. Frances McDormand as Elaine Miller – Almost Famous
  9. Rosemary Harris as Aunt May – Spider-Man franchise
  10. Jackée Harry as Lisa Landry – Sister, Sister
  11. Julie Kavner as Marge Simpson – The Simpsons
  12. Amy Poehler as Mrs. George – Mean Girls
  13. Patricia Clarkson as Rosemary Penderghast – Easy A
  14. Jessica Huang as Constance Wu – Fresh Off the Boat
  15. Catherine O'Hara as Moira Rose – Schitt's Creek
  16. Julie Walters as Molly Weasley – Harry Potter series
  17. Jennifer Coolidge as Jeanine Stifler – American Pie series
  18. Gina Rodriguez as Jane Villanueva – Jane the Virgin
  19. Sherri Saum as Lena Adams Foster – The Fosters
  20. Faye Dunaway as Joan Crawford – Mommie Dearest
  21. Diane Keaton as Daphne Wilder – Because I Said So
  22. Winona Ryder as Joyce Byers – Stranger Things
  23. Kristen Bell, Mila Kunis and Kathryn Hahn as Kiki, Amy and Carla – Bad Moms
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2024.05.04 18:42 Reddit_Books New Releases for May 2024

New Releases for May 2024

Data courtesy http://www.bookreporter.com
For more discussion, see the monthly New Releases post.
Title Author ReleaseDate
Adventure
Clive Cussler The Heist Jack Du Brul May 7, 2024
Clive Cussler Condor's Fury Graham Brown May 7, 2024
Empire Conn Iggulden May 14, 2024
Tom Clancy Act of Defiance Brian Andrews May 21, 2024
Biography
The Last of His Kind Andy McCullough May 7, 2024
Feherty John Feinstein May 14, 2024
The Call to Serve Jon Meacham May 28, 2024
Fantasy
When Among Crows Veronica Roth May 14, 2024
The House That Horror Built Christina Henry May 14, 2024
Fiction
Retrospective written by Juan Gabriel Vásquez, translated by Anne McLean May 7, 2024
Sipsworth Simon Van Booy May 7, 2024
The Lover Rebecca Sacks May 14, 2024
The Stellar Debut of Galactica Macfee Alexander McCall Smith May 14, 2024
All Fours Miranda July May 14, 2024
April May June July Alison B. Hart May 14, 2024
Blue Ruin Hari Kunzru May 14, 2024
Liquid, Fragile, Perishable Carolyn Kuebler May 14, 2024
Long After We Are Gone Terah Shelton Harris May 14, 2024
Paper Names Susie Luo May 14, 2024
Lucky Dogs Helen Schulman May 21, 2024
I Want You More Swan Huntley May 21, 2024
Lies and Weddings Kevin Kwan May 21, 2024
Shae Mesha Maren May 21, 2024
The Enchanted Hacienda J.C. Cervantes May 21, 2024
The Guncle Abroad Steven Rowley May 21, 2024
The Second Coming Garth Risk Hallberg May 28, 2024
Historical Fiction
All the Glimmering Stars Mark Sullivan May 7, 2024
Daughters of Shandong Eve J. Chung May 7, 2024
Disturbing the Dead Kelley Armstrong May 7, 2024
Ella Diane Richards May 7, 2024
Long Island Colm Tóibín May 7, 2024
The Hazelbourne Ladies Motorcycle and Flying ... Helen Simonson May 7, 2024
Fair Rosaline Natasha Solomons May 7, 2024
The Stolen Child Ann Hood May 7, 2024
Whale Fall Elizabeth O'Connor May 7, 2024
The Old Lion Jeff Shaara May 14, 2024
Every Time We Say Goodbye Natalie Jenner May 14, 2024
Last House Jessica Shattuck May 14, 2024
Rednecks Taylor Brown May 14, 2024
The Shadow of War Jeff Shaara May 14, 2024
This Strange Eventful History Claire Messud May 14, 2024
Butcher Joyce Carol Oates May 21, 2024
The Lost Letters from Martha's Vineyard Michael Callahan May 21, 2024
The Wealth of Shadows Graham Moore May 21, 2024
The Passionate Tudor Alison Weir May 28, 2024
The Safekeep Yael van der Wouden May 28, 2024
The Act of Disappearing Nathan Gower May 28, 2024
History
Left for Dead Eric Jay Dolin May 7, 2024
Throne of Grace Bob Drury May 7, 2024
The Situation Room George Stephanopoulos May 14, 2024
Horror
You Like It Darker Stephen King May 21, 2024
Humor
Love, Lies, and Cherry Pie Jackie Lau May 7, 2024
Swamp Story Dave Barry May 7, 2024
The Time Has Come Will Leitch May 14, 2024
The Paradise Problem Christina Lauren May 14, 2024
I Hope This Finds You Well Natalie Sue May 21, 2024
Look on the Bright Side Kristan Higgins May 28, 2024
Memoir
Love Is a Burning Thing Nina St. Pierre May 7, 2024
The Year of Living Constitutionally A.J. Jacobs May 7, 2024
You Never Know Tom Selleck May 7, 2024
Animals I Want to See Tom Seeman May 14, 2024
Breaking Glass Patricia Walsh Chadwick May 14, 2024
A Walk in the Park Kevin Fedarko May 28, 2024
Mystery
The Overnights Ian K. Smith May 7, 2024
Nonna Maria and the Case of the Lost Treasure Lorenzo Carcaterra May 7, 2024
The Return of Ellie Black Emiko Jean May 7, 2024
On Her Watch Melinda Leigh May 14, 2024
The Detective Up Late Adrian McKinty May 14, 2024
Bad, Bad Seymour Brown Susan Isaacs May 21, 2024
Long Time Gone Charlie Donlea May 21, 2024
The Last Murder at the End of the World Stuart Turton May 21, 2024
First Frost Craig Johnson May 28, 2024
Knife River Justine Champine May 28, 2024
Romance
The Ministry of Time Kaliane Bradley May 7, 2024
Malibu Summer LibGill May 21, 2024
You Are Here David Nicholls May 28, 2024
Summer Fridays Suzanne Rindell May 28, 2024
Sports
The 1998 Yankees Jack Curry May 7, 2024
The Yankee Way Andy Martino May 21, 2024
Suspense
The 24th Hour James Patterson May 6, 2024
The Man on the Train Debbie Babitt May 7, 2024
A Lethal Question Mark Rubinstein May 7, 2024
I Will Ruin You Linwood Barclay May 7, 2024
Phantom Orbit David Ignatius May 7, 2024
The Deepest Lake Andromeda Romano-Lax May 7, 2024
The Instruments of Darkness John Connolly May 7, 2024
When She Was Me Marlee Bush May 7, 2024
The Last Time She Saw Him Kate White May 14, 2024
Think Twice Harlan Coben May 14, 2024
Very Bad Company Emma Rosenblum May 14, 2024
Under the Palms Kaira Rouda May 21, 2024
One Perfect Couple Ruth Ware May 21, 2024
Still Waters Matt Goldman May 21, 2024
Southern Man Greg Iles May 28, 2024
The Winner Teddy Wayne May 28, 2024
Camino Ghosts John Grisham May 28, 2024
If Something Happens to Me Alex Finlay May 28, 2024
Women's Fiction
How to Read a Book Monica Wood May 7, 2024
skin & bones Renée Watson May 7, 2024
Summers at the Saint Mary Kay Andrews May 7, 2024
The Mother of All Things Alexis Landau May 7, 2024
Their Divine Fires Wendy Chen May 7, 2024
Women and Children First Alina Grabowski May 7, 2024
The Summer Swap Sarah Morgan May 7, 2024
Lovers and Liars Amanda Eyre Ward May 14, 2024
Wives Like Us Plum Sykes May 14, 2024
Life, Loss, and Puffins Catherine Ryan Hyde May 14, 2024
All the Days of Summer Nancy Thayer May 21, 2024
Exhibit R.O. Kwon May 21, 2024
Mind Games Nora Roberts May 21, 2024
Summer on Highland Beach Sunny Hostin May 28, 2024
Allow Me to Introduce Myself Onyi Nwabineli May 28, 2024
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2024.05.04 04:32 katanddog 2,000 Names (and their meanings) For Your Baby Girl found from a Vintage Mennen Company Booklet

My mom passed along this booklet that belonged to my grandmother when we were expecting. Figured I would share it here before discarding it. The Boy Name list is already posted 😊 Enjoy!
WHAT'S IN A NAME
Don't let the meanings concern you. Think instead of how the name will fit the child, when the child is grown, or known. Choose the name with care. It's very important to your baby-all through life. Here are some guides: - Say each name aloud, along with your own family name, to check rhythm and sound. - Use soft first names with sharp-sounding family names. - Use multi-syllable first names with short family names. - Avoid using a first name that ends with the same sound that starts the last name, such as "Jane Nevins." - Avoid "famous combinations" such as "Abraham" and "Lincoln." - Watch out for initials that spell out familiar letters, like “S. O. S”
if it's a GIRL
A ABBIE, ABBY.. Calm harbor ABIGAIL.. My father is joy ADA, ADAH.. Ornamental ADAIR.. Oak crossing ADALINE, ADELINA, ADELINE.. Little noble one ADDIE, ADDY. See Adelaide ADELAIDE, ADELA, ADELE, ADELLE.. Noble maid ADRIENNE.. Courageous AGATHA, AGATHE.. Good AGNA, AGNES.. Lamb AIDA.. Leader AILEEN.. See Helen AIMEE.. See Amy ALANE. . Cheerful ALARICE.. Ruler over all ALBA, ALBINA. . Fair ALBERTA, ALBERTINA, ALBERTINE.. Famous ALCYON, ALCYONE.. Calm ALDA.. Rich ALDABELLA, ALDABELLE.. Rich and beautiful ALEXANDRA, ALEXANDRIA, ALEXIS.. Helper ALFREDA.. Wise counselor ALICE, ALICIA.. Noble ALINA, ALINE.. High-born ALISON, ALLISON.. See Alice ALISTAIR, ALISTE.. Worthy defender ALIX.. See Alice ALLEGRA.. Lively ALLENE.. Swift, cheerful ALMA.. Kindly ALMERIA.. Princess ALMIRA.. Admired one ALOHA.. Love ALONZA.. See Alphonsa ALPHONSA.. Spirited ALTHEA.. A healer ALVA.. Lively ALVERA.. Truthful ALVINA.. Little lively one ALYS, ALYSIA, ALYSON.. See Alice AMABEL, AMABELLE.. Lovable and beautiful AMANDA.. Worthy of love AMARANTHA.. Everlasting flower AMARYLLIS.. Shepherdess AMBROSIA.. Delight of gods AMELIA.. Busy, industrious AMETHYST.. Jewel AMITY.. Friendship AMY.. Beloved ANASTASIA.. Risen again ANATOLA.. Sunrise ANDREA.. Strong ANEMONE.. Wind-flower ANGELA.. God's messenger ANGELICA, ANGELINA, ANGELINE, ANGELIQUE.. Little angel ANITA.. Little Ann ANN, ANNA, ANNE.. Grace ANNABEL.. Beautiful Ann ANNETTE.. Little Ann ANOLA.. Well-known ANTHA, ANTHEA.. Flower ANTOINETTE.. Graceful APRIL.. Blooming ARABELLA.. Beautiful place ARCADIA.. Happy land ARDEL, ARDELIA.. Industrious ARDEN.. Fervent ARIADNE.. Sweet singer ARIANA.. Altar of grace ARIETTA, ARIETTE.. Song ARISTA.. Best ARLEEN.. ARLENE, ARLINE.. See Helen ARNOLDINE.. Strong ASTRA.. Star-like ASTRID.. Love's desire ATALIE.. Innocent ATHENA.. Wise AUDREY.. Noble helper AUGUSTA.. Imperial AURA.. Halo AURELIA.. Golden AURORA.. Dawn AVA, AVIS.. Bird AZALEA.. A flowering plant
В BAB, BABS.. See Barbara BABETTE.. Little stranger BAPTISTA.. Baptized BARBARA.. Stranger BATHSHEBA.. Daughter of the vow BEATA.. Blessed BEATRICE.. Making blessed BECKY.. See Reba BEGONIA.. A flower BELINDA.. Graceful BELLA, BELLE.. Beautiful BENEDETTA, BENEDICTA.. Blessed BERENICE, BERNICE.. Bringer of victory BERNADETTE, BERNADINE.. bear BERTA, BERTHA.. Bright BERYL.. Foreseeing BETSY, BETTY, BETTINA.. See Elizabeth BEULAH.. Married BEVERLY.. Beaver meadow BIANCA.. See Blanche BILLEE, BILLIE.. Protectress BLANCHE.. White, pure BLOSSOM.. Flower BONITA.. Little good one BONNIBELLE.. Good and beautiful BONNIE.. Little good one BRENDA.. Flaming sword BRIDGET.. Spirited BRUNELLA.. Brown-haired BRUNHILDA.. Battle maid
C CAMELLIA, CAMILLA, CAMILLE.. Temple maiden CANDIDA.. Shining white CANELLA.. Fragrant tree CARA.. Dear CARLA.. Strong CARLOTTA.. Little strong one CARMELA.. Vineyard CARMEN.. Charming one CARMENCITA.. Little charming one CARMINE.. Vineyard CAROL, CAROLA, CAROLINA, CAROLYN, CARRIE.. See Carla CASSANDRA.. Winning love CASSIE.. The tree CATHERINE.. Pure CECILE, CECILIA.. Misty-eyed CELESTE.. Heavenly CELESTINA, CELESTINE, CELIA, CELINE.. Little heavenly one CHAREMON.. Dear CHARITY.. Love CHARLENE.. Strong one CHARLOTTA, CHARLOTTE.. See Charlene CHARMION.. Delight CHERIE, CHERRY, CHERYL.. Beloved, grace CHLOE.. Fresh CHLORIS.. Flower goddess CHRISTABEL, (ELLA), (ELLE) .. Beautiful baptized one CHRISTINA, CHRISTINE.. Little follower of the Lord CICELY.. See Cecile CINDY.. See Lucinda CLAIRE..See Clara CLARA, CLARE.. Bright CLARIBEL.. Bright and beautiful CLARICE, CLARISSA.. Famous CLARINDA. Bright one CLAUDETTE.. Little delicate one CLAUDIA, CLAUDINE.. Delicate CLEMENCE, CLEMENTINA, CLEMENTINE.. Merciful CLEO. See Cleopatra CLEOPATRA.. Glory of her land CLIO.. Glorious CLORINDA, CLORINDE.. Famous CLOTILDA.. Famous in battle CLOVER, CLOVIA.. The plant COLETTE.. Little winner COLLEEN.. Little maiden COLUMBINE.. Little dove CONCETTA.. Imagination CONSTANCE, CONSTANTIA.. Steadfast CONSUELA, CONSUELO.. Advice, consolation CORA.. Maiden CORAL.. Sea animal used in jewelry CORALIE, (INE).. Like coral CORDELIA.. Jewel of the sea CORINNA, (INNE).. Little Maiden CORLISS.. Noble maid CORNELIA.. Crowned COSETTA, (ETTE).. Little lamb CRYSTAL.. Clear CYNTHIA.. Moon goddess
D DAGMAR.. Glory of the day DAISY.. Dawn DALE.. Valley DAMITA.. Little lady DANIELLE.. God is my judge DAPHNE.. Triumph DARA.. Pearl of wisdom DARCY.. Mysterious DARLENE, DARLINE, DARYL.. Dear little one DAWN, DAWNA.. Sunrise DEANNA.. See Diana DEBORAH.. Industrious DEIRDRE.. Sorrow DELIA.. Pure DELILAH.. Delicate DELINDA.. Gentle DELL, DELLA.. Of nobility DELORA.. See Dolores DELPHINE..Little dolphin DEMETRA.. Harvest Goddess DENISE.. Joyous DESIREE.. Beloved DIANA.. Moon Goddess DIANTHE.. God's flower DINAH.. Justified DOLL, DOLLY.. See Dorothea DOLORES, DELORIS.. Sad one DOMINICA.. Belonging to the Lord, Sunday DONNA.. Lady DONNABEL, (ELLA) .. Beautiful lady DORA.. See Dorothea, Eudora, Theodora DORCAS.. Gazelle DOREEN.. Little Dora DORINDA.. Little gift DORIS.. Sea maiden DORLE.. Little golden one DOROTHEA, DOROTHY.. Gift of God DRUSILLA.. Eyes of dew DULCE, DOLCE.. Sweet DULCIBELLA, DULCIBELLE.. Sweet and beautiful DULCINEA, DULCY, DULCIE.. Sweet little one
E EARTHA.. See Ethel EDITH.. Bright gift EDNA.. Rejuvenation EDWINA.. Blessed friend EFFIE.. See Euphemia EILEEN.. See Helen ELAINE.. See Helen ELBERTA.. Lofty fame ELEANOR, ELENA, ELINOR.. See Helen ELFINA.. Little wise one ELFRIDA.. Wise, peaceful ELISABETH.. See Elizabeth ELISE.. See Elizabeth ELIZA, ELIZABETH.. Consecrated to God ELLA, ELLEN, ELLINE.. See Helen ELMIRA.. See Almira ELOISE.. Holy, famous ELSA, ELSIE.. Good cheer ELSBETH, ELSPETH.. See Elizabeth ELVIRA.. Sturdy character EMANUELA.. God is with us EMILIA, EMILY.. Industrious EMMA.. Nurse EMMYLOU.. See Emma and Louise ENA.. Purity ENID.. Soul ERICA.. Heroic ERMA.. Noble maid ERNA.. Modest ERNESTINE.. Little zealot ERTHEL.. Child of the earth ESMERALDA, ESMERELDA.. Greatly admired one ESTELLE.. Star ESTHER.. Star ETHEL, ETHELINDA.. Noble ETTA.. See Harriet, Honrietta EUDORA.. Beautiful gilt BULALIA, EULALIE.. Well spoken EUNICE.. Good victory EUPHEMIA.. Woll spoken of EUSTACIA.. Stoadfast EVADNE.. Sweet singer EVALINA, (E).. Little Eva EVANGELINE.. Little bearer of good tidings EVANTHE.. Fair tower EVELYN.. Little pleasant one, little Eve
F FAITH.. Trust FANNIE, (Y).. See Frances FATIMA.. Curious FAUSTINA.. Little lucky one FAWN, (IA).. Young deer FAY, FAIRY.. See Faith FAYETTE.. Little fairy FEDORA.. See Theodora FELICE, FELICIA.. Happy FELIPA.. See Filippa FERDINANDA, FERNANDA.. Peaceful FERN.. Sincerity FIDELIA.. Faithful FIFI, FIFINE.. French FILIPPA.. Lover of horses FLAVIA.. Flaxen-haired FLORA.. Flower FLORABEL.. Flower of beauty FLORELLA.. Little flower FLORENCE.. Flowering FLORENDA.. Blooming FLORETTA, FLORETTE, FLEURETTE.. Little flower FLORINDA.. See Florenda FRANCES, FRANCESCA, FRANCHETTE.. Free FRANCINE.. Litte tree one FREDERICA.. Peaceful ruler FREYA.. Beloved FRIEDA, PREDA.. Poacetul FRITZIE.. See Frances FULVIA.. Golden
G GABRIELLA, (ELLE).. God's strength GAIL, GALE.. See Abigail GALATEA.. Pure GARLAND. Floral wreath GAY.. Merry GENEVIEVE.. White as foam GENEVRA, GINEVRA.. See Guinevere GEORGETTE, (IA), (ANA), (INA).. Farmerette GERALDINE.. Little spear wielder GERDA.. Swordswoman GERMAINE.. Spear maiden GERTRUDE.. Spear maiden GILBERTA, GILBERTINE.. Bright servant GILDA.. God's servant GINA.. Little one or silvery GLADYS.. Delicate GLEN, (YSS); GLENN, (A).. Valley GLENDA.. The valley GLORIA, GLORIANA.. Fame GODIVA.. Gift of God GOLDA, (IE), (INE), (Y).. Golden one GRACE, GRATIA.. Favor GREER.. Jewel-like GRETA, GRETCHEN, GRETEL.. See Margaret GRISEL, GRISELDA.. Grey-eyed one GUINEVERE.. Fair GUSSIE, GUSTAVA, GUSTY.. See Augusta GWENDOLEN, (LINE), (LYN), GWENNA.. White-browed
H HADASSAH.. Star HAIDEE.. Modest HANNAH.. Gracious HARRIET, HATTIE.. Head of the hearth HAZEL.. God watches over HEATHER.. Heath flower HEBE.. Youth HEDDA, HEDWIG, HEDY.. Guardian HEIDI.. Expressing joy HELEN.. Bright as the dawn HELGA.. Holy HELOISE.. See Eloise HENRIETTA, (ETTE).. Little head of house HEPZIBAH.. She is delight HERMA.. Beloved HERMIONE.. Noble maiden HERMOSA.. Beautiful HERTHA.. Of the earth HESTER, HETTY.. See Esther HILARY.. Happy HILDA.. Maid of battle HILDEGARD, HILDEGARDE.. Battle guardian HOLLY.. Holy HONORA, (IA).. Honorable HOPE.. Expectation HORTENSE, (LA).. Flower lover HULDA, HULDAH.. Sprightly HYACINTH.. The flower HYPATIA.. Excellent one
I IANTHA, IANTHE.. Violet IDA.. Happy ILGA.. See Holga ILKA.. Helen ILONA, ILONE.. Radiant ILSA, ILSE.. See Elizabeth IMOGEN, (GENE).. Born of love INA.. Little one INEZ.. Like a lamb INGRID.. Daughter INOLA.. Like a bell IOLANTHE.. Fairy-like IONA, IONE.. Purple gem IRENE.. Peace bearer IRIS.. Rainbow IRMA.. Noble maid ISOBEL.. See Elizabeth ISADORA.. Gift of Isis ISEULT, ISOLDE.. Fair IVY.. Friendship
J JACOBINA.. Replacer JACQUELINE.. See Jacobina JAMESINA.. See Jacobina JANE, JANET, JANICE, JANINE.. God is gracious JASMINE.. The flower JEAN, (INE), (NNE), (NETTE), JENNIE, (Y) .. See Jane JEMIMA.. Dove JENNIFER.. The wave's crest JESSAMINE, JESSAMY.. See Jasmine JESSICA, JESSIE.. Wealthy JEWELL.. Thing of joy JILL.. See Julia JO.. See Josephine JOAN, JOANNA.. See Jane JOCELYN.. Lively JOHANNA.. See Jane JOSEPHINE.. Prosperous JOY.. Gladness JOYCE.. Merry JUANA, JUANITA.. See Jane JUDITH, JUDY.. Praise unto the Lord JULIA, JULIANA, JULIE, JULIET.. Soft-haired JUNE.. Feminine of Junius JUSTINA, JUSTINE.. Upright
K KAREN, KARIN.. See Kate KARLA.. See Carla KATE, KATHERINA,KATHERINE, KATHLEEN, KATHRINE, KATHRYN, KATRINA, KATRINE, KAY.. Pure one KIM.. Noble KIRSTEN.. See Christina KIT, KITTY.. See Kate
L LAURA, (EL). (EN), (ETTA), (ETTE), (INDA): LORINDA.. Tree, victory LAVERNE.. The spring LAVINIA.. Pure LEAH. Languid LEALA.. Faithful LEATRICE.. See Beatrice LEDA.. Slim LEILA.. Dark beauty LELA.. See Leala, Leila LENA.. See Helena LENORA, (E).. See Eleanor LEONA, LEONE.. Lioness LEONORA, (E).. See Eleanor LESLIE.. Quiet LETITIA, LETTICE, LETTY.. Gladness LIBBY.. See Elizabeth LIDA.. See Ludmilla LILA.. Purity LILIAN, LILLIAN, LILY.. The flower, purity LINA.. See Carolina LINDA.. Graceful LINETTE, LINNET.. Shapely LISA, LISETTE, LIZETTE, LIZZIE.. See Elizabeth LISLE, LYLE.. Islander LOIS.. Desired LOLA, LOLITA.. Little one LORA, LORETTE.. See Laura LORELEI.. Romantic siren LORNA.. Lonely LORRAINE.. Seeker LOTTA, LOTTIE.. See Carlotta LOTUS.. The flower LOUELLA, LUELLA.. Little Louisa LOUISA, LOUISE.. Famous LUCASTA.. Bright and pure LUCIA, LUCILE, LUCINDA, LUCY.. Light LUCRECE, LUCRETIA.. Lucky one LUDMILLA.. Love of the people LULU.. See Louisa LYDA, LYDIA.. A native of Lydia LYNELLE.. See Linette LYNN.. Gentle waters
M MABEL.. My fair one MADELEINE, MADELON.. See Magdalen MADGE.. See Margaret MAE.. See May MAG, MAGGIE.. See Margaret MAGDALEN, MAGDALENA, MAGDALENE, MAGDA.. Tower and strength MAGNA.. Great MAGNOLIA.. The flower MAISIE.. See Margaret, Mary MALVINA.. Handmaid MAMIE.. See Margaret MANDY.. See Amanda MANUELA.. God is with us MARCELLA.. Little Marcia MARCIA.. Fearless MARGARET, MARGARITA, MARGERY, MARGIT, (OT), MARGUERITA, (ITE).. Pearl MARIA, (IE), MARIETTA, (ETTE). See Mary MARIAN, (ANNA), (ANNE).. See Mary and Ann MARIGOLD.. Flower MARILYN.. Little Mary MARION.. Little Mary MARJORIE, MARJORY.. See Margaret MARLENE.. See Mary MARSHA.. See Marcia MARTHA.. Lady MARY.. Blessed (Blessed Virgin) MATHILDA, MATILDA.. Mighty maid of battle MAUD. (E).. See Magdalen MAURA, MAUREEN, MAURY, MAURYA.. See Mary MAXINE.. Little great one MAY.. Month of blossoming MAYBELLE.. Beautiful May MEDA.. Leader MEG.. See Margaret MELANIE.. Dark-haired MELBA.. Honeyed one MELIANTHE.. Sweet flower MELICENT.. Honey-sweet MELINDA.. Honeylike MELISSA.. Honeybee MELITA.. Sweet MELODIE, MELODY.. Song MELVINA.. Sweet little one MERCEDES. Mercies MERLE, MERLINE.. Thrush MERNA.. See Myrna MERYL.. Incense META.. See Margaret MICHAELA.. God-like MICKIE.. See Michaela MIGNON, (NE), (ETTE).. Dainty little one MILDRED.. Gentle adviser MILICENT, MILLIE, MILLY.. See Melicent MIMI.. Courageous MINA.. Little one MINERVA.. Goddess of wisdom MINNA, MINNIE.. Beloved MIRA, MIRANDA.. Worthy of wonder MIRIAM.. See Mary MOIRA.. See Maura MOLL, MOLLY.. See Mary MONA, (ICA).. Moon-like MORNA.. Beloved MURIEL.. Incense MYRA.. See Mary MYRNA.. Peaceful MYRTLE.. Beauty
N NADA, NADINE.. Hope NAN, (ETTE), NANCY.. See Ann NANINE.. Little one NAOMI.. Pleasant to behold NARCISSA, (ISSE).. Beauty NATALIE, NATHALIA, (IE). • Little one born on Christmas NELL, NELLIE.. See Helen NERISSA.. Out of the sea NETTIE, NETTY.. Neat NICOLE, NICOETTE, NICOLLE.. Conqueror NINA, NINETTE.. Little one NITA.. Neat one NOLA.. White shouldered NONA. Ninth NORA, NORAH. Honorable NOREEN, NORINE, NORITA.. Honorable one NORMA.. Model
O OCTAVIA.. Eighth OLGA.. Holy OLIVE, OLIVIA., Peace ONA.. One, the first OPAL.. The jewel, Hope OPHELIA.. Helper ORIEL, ORIOLE.. Golden OTILA, OTTILLIA, OTTILIE.. Battle heroine
P PAMELA.. Sweet one PANDORA.. Gifted PANSY.. Thoughtful PAT, (SY), (TY).. See Patricia PATIENCE.. Calm endurance PATRICIA.. High-born PAULA, PAULINE.. Little PEARL., The jewel, health PEG, PEGGY.. See Margaret PENELOPE.. Good worker PEONY.. A flower PERDITA.. Little lost one PHILIPPA.. See Filippa PHILOMEL.. Lover of music PHILOMENA.. Little lover PHOEBE.. The moon PHYLLIS.. Fresh as spring POLLY.. See Mary, Moll POPPY.. The flower PORTIA.. Wise leader PRIMROSE..First rose PRISCILLA.. Quaint PRUDENCE.. Discretion PSYCHE.. Soul
Q QUEENA, QUEENIE.. Ruler
R RACHEL.. Lamb RAMONA.. Wise helper RAPHAELA.. Healed by God REBA, REBECCA, REBEKKAH.. Enchantress REGINA, REINE.. Queen RENATA, RENEE.. Reborn RHEA.. Mother of the gods RHODA. .Rose RITA.. See Margaret ROANNA..Famed grace ROBERTA.. Famous ROLANDA.. Fame of land ROSA.. Rose ROSABEL.. Beautiful rose ROSALIE, ROSALINE, ROSLYN.. Little rose ROSALIND, ROSALINDA, ROSALINDE.. Pretty rose ROSAMOND, ROSAMUND.. Famous guardian ROSANNE.. Graceful rose ROSE.. Famous ROSELLE, ROSETTA.. Little rose ROSEMARIE, ROSEMARY.. Rose of the sea ROSINA, ROSITA.. Little rose ROWENA.. Of the white skirt ROXANA, ROXANE.. Dawn RUBY.. Red jewel RUTH.. Mercy, friendship
S SABINA.. Little holy one SADIE, SALLY.. See Sara SALOME.. Peaceful SANDRA.. See Alexandra, Cassandra SAPPHIRE. Beautiful SARA, SARAH.. Princess SARITA.. Little princess SELENA, SELINA.. Moon-like SELMA.. Fair SERAFINE, SERAFINA, SERAPHINE.. Ardent SERENA.. Peaceful SHARLENE.. Little Shirley SHARMAN.. See Charemon SHARON.. A flower SHEILA.. See Cecilia SHIRLEY.. Alert SIBYL, SYBIL.. Prophetess SIDONIA.. Enchantress SIGRID.. Winning wisdom SILVIA.. Maid of the forest SONDA.. See Sandra SONIA, SONYA.. Wise SOPHIA, SOPHIE.. Wisdom STACEY, STACY.. Steady STELLA.. Star STEPHANIE.. Crown SUSAN, SUSANNA, SUSANNE, SUSETTE.. Lily SYDNEY.. Joyous SYLVIA.. See Silvia
T TABITHA. Gazelle TALLULAH.. Indian name for a river TAMAR, (A).. Palm tree TERESA, (ESE).. See Theresa TERRY.. See Theresa TESS, TESSIE.. See Theresa THALIA.. Flourishing THEA.. Goddess THECLA.. Glory THEDA.. See Theodora THELMA.. Child THEODORA, (DOSIA).. Gift of god THERESA, THERESE.. Bearing harvest THOMASENA, THOMASINA, THOMASINE.. Little twin TILDA, TILDY, TILLIE, TILLY.. See Mathilda TINA.. Little one TONI.. Graceful TRACY.. See Theresa TRIXIE, TRIXINE, TRIXY.. See Beatrice TRUDA, (DY).. See Gertrude
U ULRICA.. Noble lady UNA.. Unity UNDINE.. Little one of the waves URSULA.. Dear little one
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2024.04.30 01:40 sketchesbyboze James Joyce has some of the best writing advice I've ever read

From Ellmann's biography, page 439:
"One preoccupation that never ceased to be fundamental to him was fidelity to fact. He had a pointed illustration one day for Budgen and Suter, telling them: "A German lady called to see me today. She was a writer and wanted me to give an opinion on her work, but she told me she had already shown it to the Porter of the hotel where she stays. So I said to her, 'What did your hotel porter think of your work?' She said, 'He objected to a scene in my novel where my hero goes out into the forest, finds a locket of the girl he loves, picks it up and kisses it passionately.'
"'But,' I said, 'that seems to me to be a very pleasing and touching incident. What did your hotel porter find wrong with it?' And then she tells me he said, 'It's all right for the hero to find the locket and to pick it up and kiss it, but before he kissed it you should have made him wipe the dirt off it with his coat sleeve.'"
"And what did you tell her?" his friends asked.
"I told her," said Joyce, "and I meant it too, to go back to that hotel porter and always to take his advice. 'That man,' I said, 'is a critical genius. There is nothing I can tell you that he can't tell you.'""
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2024.04.21 09:45 Affectionate_Jury_57 Does anyone know a biography for R.U.Joyce?

I have a research on him and there is nothing... absolutely nothing
P.s:He wrote a short story called the glove
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2024.04.11 21:34 Janus_Silvertongue Analysis of Shards: Religion and Philosophy

Important enough to get its own section in the Shards menu, I would like to do an analysis of the Religion and Philosophy Shards found in-game.
Why am I posting here? Well, since the entirety of what has been given to us from the mystery seems to center around the statue and the monks that pray / meditate in front of it, I think it is only fitting to discuss the various spiritual aspects the devs gave us as being important. Analysis of the game's stance on spirituality may give us clues to further our understanding of what we are looking for with the mystery.
It is my personal belief that Cyberpunk is trying to highlight the process of individuation, some of which you may see below.
I would like to say again, mostly for some others but also for myself, that I really would love to know what the answer to the overall mystery is, but more than that, I would love to know what it is not. Should we be trying to escape the simulation here? Is this a modern mystery school? Or am I and others seeing connections to our own Esoteric and spiritual journeys and putting a lot of hope that a work of art we love might help us in some greater way? If this is just a way to find Ciri in the game or a dick joke, it would be great to know the things that it is not.

ONE Anaphora of St. Cyril of Alexandria
Firstly, I would like to point out something relating to grammar. An Anaphora is a repetition of words or phrases at the beginning of a clause, used for effect - a famous example would be "We shall fight on the beaches, we shall fight on the landing grounds, we shall fight in the fields and in the streets, we shall fight in the hills," said by Winston Churchhill. Anaphora)
This is interesting for another reason as well - the opposite of Anaphora is Epistrophe, which is the same repetition, but at the end of a clause. Epistrophe
The reason that this is interesting is because of our quest Epistrophy, the quest centered around Delamain, which is thus named after the song by Thelonius Monk. Also interestingly, at the beginning of this quest, Delamain mis-identifies you as either Hans Jonas, if male, or Elaine Pagles, if female. Hans Jonas was a German-born, American Jewish Pholosopher, most notably known for The Imperative of Responsibility, which covers social and ethical problems created by technology, as well as his work, The Gnostic Religion: The Message of the Alien God & the Beginnings of Christianity. Elaine Pagels is a historian of religion, known for her best-selling book, The Gnostic Gospels, studying the Nag Hammadi manuscripts (which, if you've read any PK Dick, such as VALIS, you know he references several times).
As for the shard itself, it is found in Gloria's house during the Joshua Stephenson quest, There is a Light That Never Goes Out (a song by The Smiths).
The Anaphora / Liturgy of St. Cyril (originally in Koine Greek, the language PK Dick supposedly spoke in tongues), and translated by St. Cyril into Coptic (an Egyptian language with Greek Lettering), and contributes to the Alexandrian Rites. This is a Eucharistic rite, asking God to transform Bread and Wine into the Body and Blood of Christ. Notably, of St. Cyril himself, he had a theology that resembles some teachings of Gnosticism - he believed the embodiment of God spread from Jesus into the entire human race, promising immortality and transfiguration (the holy glow) to the faithful. Rejecting dichotomy (dualism), St. Cyril believed that Jesus the Man and the Logos (divine reasoning that leads to Gnosis; "the word of god") were one in the same.

TWO Beelzebub's Tales to his Grandson
From the book of the same name by GI Gurdjieff, Beelzebub's Tales was one of the foundational texts of The Fourth Way. This text is found on the roof of Misty's shop (where the final choice of the game is!), is left behind during the last meditation with the Zen Master (along with the Enneagram, which also stems from Gurdjieff and the Fourth Way), and is also found in the gig, Going Away Party, the one in Santo where you rescue a guy from a house full of slaughtered joytoys.
The particular excerpt covers the question of whether or not we have a soul (a central theme in Cyberpunk2077) and the concept of dualism. Also mentioned is the Tower of Babel, the destruction of which, biblically, caused the world to all speak different languages and not understand one another.
The Fourth Way states that ordinary people live in a waking sleep, though higher levels of consciousness, virtue, and unity of will are possible. It tells us that inner development is the beginning of further processes of change, transforming man into "what he ought to be." It teaches that the soul gets trapped by personality, leaving a person unconscious but believing they are conscious, though the freeing of the soul is possible.

THREE Buddhism and Cyberware: A Perspective
In an interview with a Bhikku, the interviewer asks why they are against cyberware. The monk says they abstain to achieve Enlightenment, which can be hindered by cyberware due to its vague, fluid status. He asks what an implant is - a part of your body, or an object? Possessions muddy the mind and pull it further from inner peace. He even mentions that cyberpsychosis is proof of this concept.
Considering you find this behind the bhikku monk who was unwillingly chipped - one of the two that eventually tell you that, to find out if something has a soul, is to ask if it is capable of suffering - it seems to be very much related to two big messages: one is the concept of whether or not we have a soul, or whether or not Johnny and other engrams do. Secondly, it talks about cyberpsychosis. Why does David Martinez, for example, have a higher tolerance for cyberware? It's possible that it comes not from the body (he's a skinny little punk), but from the mind. Mike Pondsmith even comments on David's high tolerance, saying that he has a "high humanity stat" (referring to the TTRPG).

FOUR Earth Reborn
Found during the quest Transmission, which is when you contact Alt through the Blackwall with the VDB's, this shard discusses how mankind has effectively eradicated supernatural beings - even God. It states that little green men have been among us already, paying visits in their flying saucers, though mankind has given up on hope of contact with ET's (not truly sure what point this is trying to make?). In his loneliness, man started to populate the emptiness in him with other beings, such as AI, which brought back mythical forces we could catalogue and separate from us - "here is the Earth and here is the sky."
From a religious point of view, I think this very much mirrors a Gnostic concept - that God, being alone, creates life and "surrenders" to "his own creation." That divinity is in each of us, because being created by God (or a higher power), we are all reflections / mirrors of that higher being. AI surpasses humanity in many ways, so is it possible to become co-equal with God? Or are we already there and capable of it?

FIVE Homo Deus: Christianity and Cybermodification
Found in All Foods, this discusses how God created man in his image (see previous entry), yet man continues to modify himself, trying to become closer to divine / perfect. However, some voice concerns of hubris, with man becoming his own savior - that only the soul should be immortal, while the body, or temple, should be accepted as mortal.
"Eritis sicut dii," said the serpent to Eve: "You will be as Gods." The next part of that sentence is "knowing good and evil," suggesting that we can determine what is good and what is evil for ourselves. These quotes are from Genesis. This ties in, in my opinion, to the speech you get from Skye - "if you gotta kill, kill." Good and evil are very much human concepts, and it is the belief that without our knowledge of good and evil, we would still be in Eden / Paradise. With that knowledge, we suffer.

SIX Parallel Lives
This contains the first paragraph of Plutarch's Life of Alexander, a biography of Alexander the Great. In this excerpt, Plutarch argues that one's greatest exploits do not necessarily give the clearest picture of who someone is, their vices and virtues, letting others speak of great battles and more weighty matters.
If I were to apply this in the way that I think it was intended, someone's greatest actions, like blowing up a tower or stealing from a corporation, do not make them who they are. The more telling moments would be in things like choosing to spare a life on a mission, giving to the homeless, letting Cesar keep his money and car, etc. Perhaps some of the moments we take as small, compared to big ones like the ending choice, say more about our V.
Notably, this is found in the Hippocratic Oath mission, where you can choose to take the ripperdoc away from the Maelstrom gang member before she is done operating, or kill him, or, perhaps, choose to assist in the operation.

SEVEN Teachings of the Temple - Excerpts
Found in the Shinto Shrine, the NCPD lab mission with River, and left behind the Zen Master, I believe this to be one of the most intriguing shards in the game. It says that Sleep and Death are Twin Sisters, putting trust into the fundamentals that unlie all phenomena (things that can be percieved), casting down the great Moloch of fear which stands at the gate of all men's minds. Moloch is a Canaanite god, a great bull over a fire, to which children were sacrificed. However, the idea of the Guardian of the Threshold is also brought here, which keeps us from attaining Gnosis.
Interestingly, however, it says that Time and Space are annihilated in dream life because the energy of the mind is freed from bonds of matter - that matter holds the "embryonic God-man in bondage." It states man has erected unnecessary difficulties through various incarnations / lives, but in dream, the energy is guided by the higher / Spiritual will of man.
Sleep is a function we can use in the game, but often we do not. It is worth mentioning that sleep is way for us to forget - without sleep, we would likely go insane or die. In many philosophies that contain reincarnation as a belief, Death is a sleep between incarnations of life, though, pointedly, the cycle of reincarnation can be escaped in many of these belief systems through an escape from suffering, gnosis or nous, or the achievement of the magnum opus.

EIGHT The Consciousness Curse
This states that death, the one certainty in the universe of chaos, can be both a tragic end and a release from suffering. It can be an unexpected twist or a crowning counterpart to a life well-lived. However, we are always focused on death, being aware of it, while other creatures do not have this same issue.
This is found in Transmission (contacting Alt with VDB's), near the Ebunike, and on the gig Desperate Measures, working for the guy who has ALS.
With our consciousness also comes the realization that we will one day die, and in this obsession, we forget, perhaps, how to live.

NINE The Coptic Bible
From the Book of Enoch, this shard speaks of the Nephilim - the children of angels and humanity. What I find interesting here is that this excerpt ends with the earth laying "accusation" against them, which is the biblical flood myth that is present in most (all?) ancient cultures.
The Book of Enoch is used in many different "conspiracy" types of things, including Atlantis, the existence of Giants, or the Annunaki. However, the reason for this is because the story so well ties in to many legends and myths, especially with the connection to the Flood and purging the evils of man / the Nephilim / the human-Annunaki hybrids from the Earth.

TEN The Cult of Santa Muerte: Who is the Lady of the Night?
This speaks of the Santa Muerte, also known in the real world as the Santa Madre. This is the sacred death, someone who offers protection for anyone who leaves an appropriate offering - rum and tequila (notably, we CAN choose to leave tequila as an Offering or Ofrenda), fruit, cigarettes, candy, flowers... It is said she does not distinguish in her favor based upon the morality of the request, either praying for health and happiness or the death of enemies. However, every offered prayer has a price. With Santa Muerte being the Lady of the Night (very close to the Shinto shrine being dedicated to the Kami of Night, as well as electricity and chrome), it's no wonder why she is important to Night City, a place where there is a body-count lottery.

ELEVEN The Holy Bible: Old and New Testaments
Found in a few places, including in Joshua's dressing room, this shows us Ecclesiastes 9. Death is but one event that we all face, and that the good and evil, the clean and unclean, all find the same end. Good things come to bad men equally as bad things come to good men. However, righteous action is "in the hand of God," and is rewarded by God not in life but in death. There is wisdom in making the most of life while we have it, but not to abuse it - take what is to be had and expect no more.

TWELVE The Myth of Er
Most notably found in the Jungle portion of Arasaka Tower, the Myth of Er is from Plato's Republic. In this, it describes some notable, mythical figures choosing their next life. Orpheus, torn apart by women, chooses the life of a swan so as not to be born of a woman. Themyras chooses a nightingale - birds and other "musicians" (Orpheus is known to be the greatest musician, even greater than the gods), however, ended up wanting to be men. Ajax chooses to be a mighty lion, for he suffered at the judgments of men, and likewise Agamemnon chose an eagle for this reason. Atalanta chose the fame of an athlete, Epeus a woman cunning in the arts, Thersites a monkey. However, it is saying all of this to highlight the wisest among them - the trickster archetype, the magician, the most cunning of them all, Odysseus. Odysseus says he would have chosen the same, even if he had been first instead of last, and chooses the life of a private man who had no cares - though he had difficulty in finding it.
The wisest of men, devoid of his ambition, chose the Quiet Life.

THIRTEEN The World as Will and Idea
This is an excerpt from the real work of Arthur Schopenhauer, a German philosopher - one of the greats, by most accountings of philosophy. "...death is the great opportunity to no longer be I; to him who uses it. During life the will of man is without freedom: his action takes place with necessity upon the basis of his unalterable character in the chain of motives."
In another sense, we are slaves to the circumstances of our lives, lacking any real form of free will. This is our Karma - or, to put it as The Merovingian said it in The Matrix, this is causality.
"Accordingly he must cease to be what he is in order to be able to arise out of the germ of his nature as a new and different being. Therefore death looses these bonds, the will again becomes free; for freedom lies in the [Essence,] not in the [Operation]..."
While this could be taken as a literal death, as in the absence of life, there is also the possibility of death every day - we can choose to "die" and no longer be slaves to circumstance, and be born anew.
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Release date: 10-10-23
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  1. Good Inside
A Guide to Becoming the Parent You Want to Be
By: Becky Kennedy
Narrated by: Becky Kennedy
Length: 9 hrs and 55 mins
Release date: 09-13-22
5 out of 5 stars1,106 ratings
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  1. Weapons of Mass Instruction
A Schoolteacher's Journey Through the Dark World of Compulsory Schooling
By: John Taylor Gatto
Narrated by: Michael Puttonen
Length: 8 hrs and 32 mins
Release date: 02-26-13
5 out of 5 stars737 ratings
The Five Love Languages: The Secret to Love That Lasts Audiobook By Gary Chapman cover art
  1. The Five Love Languages: The Secret to Love That Lasts
By: Gary Chapman
Narrated by: Gary Chapman
Length: 4 hrs and 46 mins
Release date: 12-26-04
5 out of 5 stars41,974 ratings
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  1. Breaking the Habit of Being Yourself
By: Joe Dispenza
Narrated by: Adam Boyce
Length: 10 hrs and 49 mins
Release date: 03-26-20
4.5 out of 5 stars4,729 ratings
The Way of the Superior Man Audiobook By David Deida cover art
  1. The Way of the Superior Man
By: David Deida
Narrated by: Cecil Archbold
Length: 5 hrs and 22 mins
Release date: 09-04-18
4.5 out of 5 stars11,602 ratings
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  1. The Wealth Money Can't Buy
The 8 Hidden Habits to Live Your Richest Life
Narrated by: Adam Sims
Length: 8 hrs and 27 mins
Release date: 04-09-24
5 out of 5 stars11 ratings
Dare to Lead Audiobook By Brené Brown cover art
  1. Dare to Lead
Brave Work. Tough Conversations. Whole Hearts.
By: Brené Brown
Narrated by: Brené Brown
Length: 8 hrs and 10 mins
Release date: 10-09-18
4.5 out of 5 stars29,074 ratings
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  1. Influence Is Your Superpower
The Science of Winning Hearts, Sparking Change, and Making Good Things Happen
By: Zoe Chance
Narrated by: Zoe Chance
Length: 7 hrs and 10 mins
Release date: 02-01-22
4.5 out of 5 stars397 ratings
Raising Mentally Strong Kids Audiobook By Daniel G. Amen M.D., Charles Fay Ph.D cover art
  1. Raising Mentally Strong Kids
How to Combine the Power of Neuroscience with Love and Logic to Grow Confident, Kind, Responsible, and Resilient Children and Young Adults
By: Daniel G. Amen M.D., Charles Fay Ph.D
Narrated by: Jim Frangione
Length: 11 hrs and 17 mins
4 out of 5 stars8 ratings
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Atlas of the Heart Audiobook By Brené Brown cover art
  1. Atlas of the Heart
Mapping Meaningful Connection and the Language of Human Experience
Length: 8 hrs and 29 mins
Release date: 02-14-22
5 out of 5 stars16,707 ratings
The Source Audiobook By Tara Swart MD PhD cover art
  1. The Source
The Secrets of the Universe, the Science of the Brain
By: Tara Swart MD PhD
Narrated by: Tara Swart
Release date: 10-15-19
4.5 out of 5 stars472 ratings
No Bad Parts Audiobook By Richard C. Schwartz PhD, Alanis Morissette - foreword introduction cover art
  1. No Bad Parts
Healing Trauma and Restoring Wholeness with the Internal Family Systems Model
By: Richard C. Schwartz PhD, Alanis Morissette - foreword introduction
Narrated by: Charlie Mechling
Release date: 10-12-21
4.5 out of 5 stars1,077 ratings
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10x Is Easier than 2x Audiobook By Dan Sullivan, Dr. Benjamin Hardy cover art
  1. 10x Is Easier than 2x
How World-Class Entrepreneurs Achieve More by Doing Less
By: Dan Sullivan, Dr. Benjamin Hardy
Narrated by: Dr. Benjamin Hardy
Length: 9 hrs and 58 mins
Release date: 05-09-23
5 out of 5 stars826 ratings
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  1. A New Earth
Awakening Your Life's Purpose
Length: 9 hrs and 12 mins
5 out of 5 stars19,813 ratings
  1. How to Talk So Kids Will Listen & Listen So Kids Will Talk
By: Adele Faber, Elaine Mazlish
Narrated by: Susan Bennett
Length: 8 hrs and 24 mins
Release date: 05-02-12
4.5 out of 5 stars4,537 ratings
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  1. Million Dollar Weekend
The Surprisingly Simple Way to Launch a 7-Figure Business in 48 Hours
By: Noah Kagan, Tahl Raz - contributor
Narrated by: Noah Kagan
Length: 4 hrs and 33 mins
Release date: 01-30-24
5 out of 5 stars508 ratings
Liberated Love Audiobook By Mark Groves, Kylie McBeath cover art
  1. Liberated Love
Release Codependent Patterns and Create the Love You Desire
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Narrated by: Kylie McBeath, Mark Groves
Length: 9 hrs and 38 mins
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  1. Speak the Blessing
Send Your Words in the Direction You Want Your Life to Go
By: Joel Osteen
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5 out of 5 stars15 ratings
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Build the Life You Want Audiobook By Arthur C. Brooks, Oprah Winfrey cover art
  1. Build the Life You Want
The Art and Science of Getting Happier
By: Arthur C. Brooks, Oprah Winfrey
Narrated by: Arthur C. Brooks, Oprah Winfrey
Length: 5 hrs and 54 mins
Release date: 09-12-23
4.5 out of 5 stars588 ratings
The Secret Audiobook By Rhonda Byrne cover art
  1. The Secret
By: Rhonda Byrne
Narrated by: Rhonda Byrne
Series: The Secret
Length: 4 hrs and 24 mins
Release date: 11-17-06
4.5 out of 5 stars29,417 ratings
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Emotional Intelligence 2.0 Audiobook By Travis Bradberry, Jean Greaves cover art
  1. Emotional Intelligence 2.0
By: Travis Bradberry, Jean Greaves
Narrated by: Tom Parks
Length: 4 hrs and 17 mins
Release date: 05-15-10
4.5 out of 5 stars6,376 ratings
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It Didn't Start with You Audiobook By Mark Wolynn cover art
  1. It Didn't Start with You
How Inherited Family Trauma Shapes Who We Are and How to End the Cycle
By: Mark Wolynn
Narrated by: Mark Wolynn
Length: 8 hrs and 16 mins
Release date: 04-26-16
4.5 out of 5 stars2,404 ratings
Boundaries, Updated and Expanded Edition Audiobook By John Townsend, Henry Cloud cover art
  1. Boundaries, Updated and Expanded Edition
When to Say Yes, How to Say No to Take Control of Your Life
By: John Townsend, Henry Cloud
Narrated by: Henry O. Arnold
Length: 11 hrs and 18 mins
Release date: 02-13-18
4.5 out of 5 stars7,311 ratings
Poor Charlie’s Almanack Audiobook By Charles T. Munger cover art
  1. Poor Charlie’s Almanack
The Essential Wit and Wisdom of Charles T. Munger
By: Charles T. Munger
Narrated by: Grover Gardener
Length: 13 hrs and 9 mins
Release date: 12-05-23
4.5 out of 5 stars248 ratings
Influence, New and Expanded Audiobook By Robert B. Cialdini cover art
  1. Influence, New and Expanded
The Psychology of Persuasion
By: Robert B. Cialdini
Narrated by: Robert B. Cialdini
Length: 20 hrs and 43 mins
Release date: 05-04-21
4.5 out of 5 stars2,032 ratings
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How to Win Friends and Influence People Audiobook By Dale Carnegie cover art
  1. How to Win Friends and Influence People
Updated for the Next Generation of Leaders
Narrated by: Robert Petkoff, Donna Dale Carnegie
Length: 8 hrs and 18 mins
Release date: 05-17-22
5 out of 5 stars694 ratings
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Untangle Your Emotions Audiobook By Jennie Allen cover art
  1. Untangle Your Emotions
Naming What You Feel and Knowing What to Do About It
By: Jennie Allen
Narrated by: Jennie Allen
Length: 5 hrs and 31 mins
Release date: 02-13-24
5 out of 5 stars115 ratings
The 5 Second Rule Audiobook By Mel Robbins cover art
  1. The 5 Second Rule
Transform your Life, Work, and Confidence with Everyday Courage
By: Mel Robbins
Narrated by: Mel Robbins
Length: 7 hrs and 35 mins
Release date: 02-22-17
4.5 out of 5 stars50,998 ratings
Wordslut Audiobook By Amanda Montell cover art
  1. Wordslut
A Feminist Guide to Taking Back the English Language
By: Amanda Montell
Narrated by: Amanda Montell
Length: 6 hrs and 56 mins
Release date: 05-28-19
4.5 out of 5 stars562 ratings
The Ruthless Elimination of Hurry Audiobook By John Mark Comer, John Ortberg - foreword cover art
  1. The Ruthless Elimination of Hurry
How to Stay Emotionally Healthy and Spiritually Alive in the Chaos of the Modern World
By: John Mark Comer, John Ortberg - foreword
Narrated by: John Mark Comer, Kris Koscheski
Length: 5 hrs and 20 mins
Release date: 11-26-19
5 out of 5 stars7,723 ratings
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The Seven Principles for Making Marriage Work Audiobook By John M. Gottman PhD, Nan Silver cover art
  1. The Seven Principles for Making Marriage Work
A Practical Guide from the Country’s Foremost Relationship Expert, Revised and Updated
By: John M. Gottman PhD, Nan Silver
Narrated by: Eric Michael Summerer
Length: 10 hrs and 17 mins
Release date: 01-14-20
4.5 out of 5 stars1,686 ratings
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Mindset Audiobook By Carol S. Dweck PhD cover art
  1. Mindset
The New Psychology of Success
By: Carol S. Dweck PhD
Narrated by: Bernadette Dunne
Release date: 02-19-19
4.5 out of 5 stars7,445 ratings
The Whole-Brain Child Audiobook By Daniel J. Siegel M.D., Tina Payne Bryson cover art
  1. The Whole-Brain Child
12 Revolutionary Strategies to Nurture Your Child's Developing Mind
By: Daniel J. Siegel M.D., Tina Payne Bryson
Narrated by: Daniel J. Siegel M.D., Tina Payne Bryson
Length: 6 hrs and 14 mins
Release date: 12-06-22
4.5 out of 5 stars280 ratings
Codependent No More Audiobook By Melody Beattie cover art
  1. Codependent No More
How to Stop Controlling Others and Start Caring for Yourself
By: Melody Beattie
Narrated by: Melody Beattie
Length: 8 hrs and 42 mins
Release date: 09-01-22
5 out of 5 stars858 ratings
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The Algebra of Wealth Audiobook By Scott Galloway cover art
  1. The Algebra of Wealth
A Simple Formula for Financial Security
By: Scott Galloway
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  1. Crushing It!
How Great Entrepreneurs Build Their Business and Influence-and How You Can, Too
By: Gary Vaynerchuk
Narrated by: Gary Vaynerchuk, Rich Roll, Amy Schmittauer
Length: 8 hrs and 2 mins
Release date: 04-03-18
4.5 out of 5 stars14,187 ratings
The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People Audiobook By Sean Covey, Jim Collins - foreword, Stephen R. Covey cover art
  1. The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People
30th Anniversary Edition
By: Sean Covey, Jim Collins - foreword, Stephen R. Covey
Narrated by: Stephen R. Covey, Sean Covey
Length: 15 hrs and 7 mins
Release date: 05-19-20
5 out of 5 stars1,742 ratings
The Obstacle Is the Way Audiobook By Ryan Holiday cover art
  1. The Obstacle Is the Way
The Timeless Art of Turning Trials into Triumph
By: Ryan Holiday
Narrated by: Ryan Holiday
Length: 4 hrs and 38 mins
Release date: 02-14-23
4.5 out of 5 stars561 ratings
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  1. Somehow
Thoughts on Love
By: Anne Lamott
Narrated by: Anne Lamott
Length: 4 hrs and 16 mins
4.5 out of 5 stars16 ratings
What Happened to You? Audiobook By Oprah Winfrey, Bruce D. Perry cover art
  1. What Happened to You?
Conversations on Trauma, Resilience, and Healing
By: Oprah Winfrey, Bruce D. Perry
Narrated by: Bruce D. Perry, Oprah Winfrey
Release date: 04-27-21
5 out of 5 stars21,288 ratings
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  1. Think Again
The Power of Knowing What You Don't Know
Narrated by: Adam Grant
Length: 6 hrs and 40 mins
Release date: 02-02-21
4.5 out of 5 stars11,395 ratings
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  1. How to Be the Love You Seek
Break Cycles, Find Peace, and Heal Your Relationships
By: Dr. Nicole LePera
Narrated by: Courtney Patterson
Length: 10 hrs and 14 mins
Release date: 11-28-23
4.5 out of 5 stars177 ratings
Talking to Strangers Audiobook By Malcolm Gladwell cover art
  1. Talking to Strangers
What We Should Know About the People We Don't Know
By: Malcolm Gladwell
Narrated by: Malcolm Gladwell
Release date: 09-10-19
4.5 out of 5 stars70,385 ratings
Raising Good Humans Audiobook By Hunter Clarke-Fields MSAE, Carla Naumburg PhD cover art
  1. Raising Good Humans
A Mindful Guide to Breaking the Cycle of Reactive Parenting and Raising Kind, Confident Kids
By: Hunter Clarke-Fields MSAE, Carla Naumburg PhD
Narrated by: Jennifer Gilmour
Length: 5 hrs and 37 mins
Release date: 08-14-20
4.5 out of 5 stars1,873 ratings
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Love and Respect Audiobook By Dr. Emerson Eggerichs cover art
  1. Love and Respect
The Love She Most Desires; the Respect He Desperately Needs
By: Dr. Emerson Eggerichs
Narrated by: Dr. Emerson Eggerichs
Length: 8 hrs and 47 mins
Release date: 02-23-16
5 out of 5 stars6,128 ratings
The Power of Showing Up Audiobook By Daniel J. Siegel MD, Tina Payne Bryson PhD cover art
  1. The Power of Showing Up
How Parental Presence Shapes Who Our Kids Become and How Their Brains Get Wired
By: Daniel J. Siegel MD, Tina Payne Bryson PhD
Narrated by: Daniel J. Siegel MD, Tina Payne Bryson PhD
Release date: 01-07-20
5 out of 5 stars682 ratings
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  1. Manifest Now
By: Idil Ahmed
Narrated by: Idil Ahmed
Length: 4 hrs and 23 mins
Release date: 10-13-18
5 out of 5 stars2,410 ratings
Fight Right Audiobook By Julie Schwartz Gottman PhD, John Gottman PhD cover art
  1. Fight Right
How Successful Couples Turn Conflict Into Connection
By: Julie Schwartz Gottman PhD, John Gottman PhD
Narrated by: Roy Worley, Kiiri Sandy
Length: 10 hrs and 21 mins
5 out of 5 stars108 ratings
The Many Lives of Mama Love (Oprah's Book Club) Audiobook By Lara Love Hardin cover art
  1. The Many Lives of Mama Love (Oprah's Book Club)
A Memoir of Lying, Stealing, Writing, and Healing
By: Lara Love Hardin
Narrated by: Lara Love Hardin
Release date: 08-01-23
5 out of 5 stars623 ratings
Deep Work Audiobook By Cal Newport cover art
  1. Deep Work
Rules for Focused Success in a Distracted World
Narrated by: Jeff Bottoms
Length: 7 hrs and 44 mins
Release date: 01-05-16
4.5 out of 5 stars15,320 ratings
Winning the War in Your Mind Audiobook By Craig Groeschel cover art
  1. Winning the War in Your Mind
Change Your Thinking, Change Your Life
By: Craig Groeschel
Narrated by: Craig Groeschel
Length: 4 hrs and 59 mins
Release date: 02-16-21
5 out of 5 stars5,140 ratings
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Beyond Order Audiobook By Jordan B. Peterson cover art
  1. Beyond Order
12 More Rules for Life
By: Jordan B. Peterson
Length: 13 hrs and 11 mins
Release date: 03-02-21
5 out of 5 stars13,232 ratings
Maybe You Should Talk to Someone Audiobook By Lori Gottlieb cover art
  1. Maybe You Should Talk to Someone
A Therapist, HER Therapist, and Our Lives Revealed
By: Lori Gottlieb
Narrated by: Brittany Pressley
Length: 14 hrs and 21 mins
Release date: 04-02-19
4.5 out of 5 stars42,582 ratings
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The Art of Extraordinary Confidence Audiobook By Dr. Aziz Gazipura PsyD cover art
  1. The Art of Extraordinary Confidence
Your Ultimate Path to Love, Wealth, and Freedom
By: Dr. Aziz Gazipura PsyD
Narrated by: Dr. Aziz Gazipura
Length: 13 hrs and 20 mins
Release date: 07-12-16
4.5 out of 5 stars1,240 ratings
The 4-Hour Workweek: Escape 9-5, Live Anywhere, and Join the New Rich (Expanded and Updated) Audiobook By Timothy Ferriss cov
  1. The 4-Hour Workweek: Escape 9-5, Live Anywhere, and Join the New Rich (Expanded and Updated)
By: Timothy Ferriss
Narrated by: Ray Porter
Length: 13 hrs and 1 min
Release date: 12-28-08
4.5 out of 5 stars21,140 ratings
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Real Self-Care Audiobook By Pooja Lakshmin MD cover art
  1. Real Self-Care
A Transformative Program for Redefining Wellness (Crystals, Cleanses, and Bubble Baths Not Included)
By: Pooja Lakshmin MD
Narrated by: Pooja Lakshmin MD
Length: 6 hrs and 15 mins
Release date: 03-14-23
4.5 out of 5 stars76 ratings
The Light We Carry Audiobook By Michelle Obama cover art
  1. The Light We Carry
Overcoming in Uncertain Times
By: Michelle Obama
Narrated by: Michelle Obama
Length: 9 hrs and 59 mins
Release date: 11-15-22
5 out of 5 stars10,580 ratings
Rich AF Audiobook By Vivian Tu cover art
  1. Rich AF
The Winning Money Mindset That Will Change Your Life
By: Vivian Tu
Narrated by: Vivian Tu
Length: 8 hrs and 5 mins
Release date: 12-26-23
4.5 out of 5 stars399 ratings
The Power of Habit Audiobook By Charles Duhigg cover art
  1. The Power of Habit
Why We Do What We Do in Life and Business
Length: 11 hrs and 10 mins
Release date: 02-28-12
4.5 out of 5 stars68,244 ratings
Think Faster, Talk Smarter Audiobook By Matt Abrahams cover art
  1. Think Faster, Talk Smarter
How to Speak Successfully When You're Put on the Spot
By: Matt Abrahams
Narrated by: Matt Abrahams
Length: 7 hrs and 11 mins
Release date: 09-26-23
4.5 out of 5 stars89 ratings
The Creation Frequency Audiobook By Mike Murphy, Jack Canfield - foreword cover art
  1. The Creation Frequency
Tune In to the Power of the Universe to Manifest the Life of Your Dreams
By: Mike Murphy, Jack Canfield - foreword
Length: 4 hrs and 3 mins
Release date: 07-13-18
5 out of 5 stars1,300 ratings
Think and Grow Rich: The Deluxe Original Classic 1937 Edition and More Audiobook By Napoleon Hill, Mitch Horowitz cover art
  1. Think and Grow Rich: The Deluxe Original Classic 1937 Edition and More
Includes 3 Bonus Books—The Abridged Napoleon Hill Classics: Think Your Way to Wealth; The Master Key to Riches; The Magic Ladder to Success
By: Napoleon Hill, Mitch Horowitz
Narrated by: Mitch Horowitz
Length: 16 hrs and 53 mins
Release date: 04-03-24
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  1. The Comfort Crisis
Embrace Discomfort to Reclaim Your Wild, Happy, Healthy Self
By: Michael Easter
Narrated by: Michael Easter
Length: 8 hrs and 52 mins
Release date: 05-11-21
5 out of 5 stars6,555 ratings
Relentless Audiobook By Tim S. Grover, Shari Wenk cover art
  1. Relentless
From Good to Great to Unstoppable
By: Tim S. Grover, Shari Wenk
Narrated by: Pete Simonelli
Series: Tim Grover Winning, Book 1
Length: 6 hrs and 38 mins
Release date: 12-01-20
4.5 out of 5 stars6,149 ratings
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By: Reba McEntire
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  1. My Beloved Monster
Masha, the Half-Wild Rescue Cat Who Rescued Me
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  1. How to Keep House While Drowning
A Gentle Approach to Cleaning and Organizing
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  1. Bourdain
The Definitive Oral Biography
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  1. Kitchen Confidential
Adventures in the Culinary Underbelly
By: Anthony Bourdain
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  1. Crying in H Mart
A Memoir
By: Michelle Zauner
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Length: 7 hrs and 23 mins
Release date: 04-20-21
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  1. How to Manage Your Home Without Losing Your Mind
Dealing with Your House's Dirty Little Secrets
By: Dana K. White
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  1. Your Dog Is Your Mirror
The Emotional Capacity of Our Dogs and Ourselves
By: Kevin Behan
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Release date: 11-03-20
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  1. Decluttering at the Speed of Life
Winning Your Never-Ending Battle with Stuff
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Release date: 02-27-18
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  1. Medium Raw
A Bloody Valentine to the World of Food and the People Who Cook
Length: 8 hrs and 59 mins
Release date: 07-06-10
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  1. The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying Up
The Japanese Art of Decluttering and Organizing
By: Marie Kondo
Narrated by: Emily Woo Zeller
Series: The Life Changing Magic of Tidying Up, Book 1
Length: 4 hrs and 50 mins
Release date: 01-06-15
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  1. Be Ready When the Luck Happens
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  1. All Creatures Great and Small
The Warm and Joyful Memoirs of the World's Most Beloved Animal Doctor
By: James Herriot
Narrated by: Christopher Timothy
Series: All Creatures Great and Small, Book 1
Length: 15 hrs and 41 mins
Release date: 12-26-99
5 out of 5 stars7,397 ratings
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  1. Meat Eater
Adventures from the Life of an American Hunter
By: Steven Rinella
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Length: 7 hrs and 1 min
Release date: 04-25-23
5 out of 5 stars267 ratings
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  1. The Forever Dog
A New Science Blueprint for Raising Exceptionally Healthy and Happy Companions
By: Rodney Habib, Karen Shaw Becker
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Oliver Audiobook By Steven J. Carino, Alex Tresniowski, Laura Schroff - foreword cover art
  1. Oliver
The True Story of a Stolen Dog and the Humans He Brought Together
By: Steven J. Carino, Alex Tresniowski, Laura Schroff - foreword
Narrated by: Steven J. Carino
Length: 7 hrs and 17 mins
Release date: 01-26-21
4.5 out of 5 stars100 ratings
Really Very Crunchy Audiobook By Emily Morrow cover art
  1. Really Very Crunchy
A Beginner's Guide to Removing Toxins from Your Life Without Adding Them to Your Personality
By: Emily Morrow
Narrated by: Emily Morrow
Release date: 03-12-24
5 out of 5 stars115 ratings
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  1. The Gentle Art of Swedish Death Cleaning
How to Free Yourself and Your Family from a Lifetime of Clutter
By: Margareta Magnusson
Narrated by: Juliet Stevenson
Length: 2 hrs and 37 mins
Release date: 01-02-18
4.5 out of 5 stars1,402 ratings
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  1. Taste
My Life Through Food
By: Stanley Tucci
Narrated by: Stanley Tucci
Length: 6 hrs and 50 mins
Release date: 10-05-21
5 out of 5 stars4,252 ratings
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  1. How to Raise the Perfect Dog
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By: Melissa Jo Peltier, Cesar Millan
Narrated by: John H. Mayer
Length: 9 hrs and 31 mins
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4.5 out of 5 stars1,324 ratings
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By: Valerie Bertinelli
Narrated by: Valerie Bertinelli
Length: 6 hrs and 47 mins
Release date: 01-18-22
5 out of 5 stars2,367 ratings
Salt, Fat, Acid, Heat Audiobook By Samin Nosrat cover art
  1. Salt, Fat, Acid, Heat
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By: Samin Nosrat
Narrated by: Samin Nosrat
Length: 5 hrs and 57 mins
Release date: 08-22-17
5 out of 5 stars1,679 ratings
At Home Audiobook By Bill Bryson cover art
  1. At Home
A Short History of Private Life
By: Bill Bryson
Narrated by: Bill Bryson
Length: 16 hrs and 33 mins
Release date: 10-05-10
4.5 out of 5 stars6,432 ratings
Regular price: $22.50
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  1. The Omnivore's Dilemma
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By: Michael Pollan
Narrated by: Scott Brick
Length: 15 hrs and 53 mins
Release date: 01-01-06
4.5 out of 5 stars9,317 ratings
The Purest Bond Audiobook By Jen Golbeck, Stacey Colino cover art
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By: Jen Golbeck, Stacey Colino
Narrated by: Jen Golbeck
Length: 6 hrs and 33 mins
Release date: 11-14-23
5 out of 5 stars36 ratings
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By: Nigella Lawson
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Length: 11 hrs and 42 mins
5 out of 5 stars14 ratings
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  1. All Things Bright and Beautiful
Series: All Creatures Great and Small, Book 2
Length: 13 hrs and 24 mins
Release date: 12-27-00
5 out of 5 stars3,369 ratings
Regular price: $20.24
Salt Audiobook By Mark Kurlansky cover art
  1. Salt
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By: Mark Kurlansky
Length: 13 hrs and 48 mins
Release date: 02-20-03
4 out of 5 stars3,087 ratings
Regular price: $23.36
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  1. The French Ingredient
Making a Life in Paris One Lesson at a Time: A Memoir
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Narrated by: Barrie Kreinik
Length: 7 hrs and 22 mins
Release date: 04-09-24
3 out of 5 stars2 ratings
The Botany of Desire Audiobook By Michael Pollan cover art
  1. The Botany of Desire
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Narrated by: Michael Pollan
Length: 8 hrs and 32 mins
Release date: 10-18-22
4.5 out of 5 stars207 ratings
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  1. Your Table Is Ready
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By: Michael Cecchi-Azzolina
Narrated by: Michael Cecchi-Azzolina
Length: 9 hrs and 20 mins
Release date: 12-06-22
4.5 out of 5 stars1,030 ratings
Horse Brain, Human Brain Audiobook By Janet L. Jones cover art
  1. Horse Brain, Human Brain
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By: Janet L. Jones
Narrated by: Helena Harris
Length: 8 hrs and 21 mins
Release date: 03-03-23
5 out of 5 stars47 ratings
Regular price: $23.21
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  1. Big Macs & Burgundy
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By: Vanessa Price, Adam Laukhuf
Narrated by: Vanessa Price
Length: 9 hrs and 14 mins
Release date: 10-13-20
4.5 out of 5 stars19 ratings
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Narrated by: Nicholas Ralph
Length: 15 hrs and 23 mins
Release date: 11-17-20
5 out of 5 stars933 ratings
The Devil in the Kitchen Audiobook By Marco Pierre White, James Steen cover art
  1. The Devil in the Kitchen
Sex, Pain, Madness, and the Making of a Great Chef
By: Marco Pierre White, James Steen
Narrated by: Timothy Bentinck
Length: 9 hrs and 1 min
Release date: 09-29-15
5 out of 5 stars1,325 ratings
Regular price: $19.95
The Upstairs Delicatessen Audiobook By Dwight Garner cover art
  1. The Upstairs Delicatessen
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By: Dwight Garner
Narrated by: Christopher P. Brown
Length: 6 hrs and 36 mins
Release date: 10-24-23
4 out of 5 stars8 ratings
Regular price: $17.19
The Rural Diaries Audiobook By Hilarie Burton cover art
  1. The Rural Diaries
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By: Hilarie Burton
Narrated by: Hilarie Burton
Release date: 05-05-20
5 out of 5 stars2,935 ratings
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  1. Whiskey in a Teacup
By: Reese Witherspoon
Narrated by: Reese Witherspoon
Length: 2 hrs and 50 mins
Release date: 09-18-18
4.5 out of 5 stars4,718 ratings
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  1. Herbal Antibiotics: What BIG Pharma Doesn't Want You to Know
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By: Mary Jones
Narrated by: Sherry Granader
Length: 3 hrs and 30 mins
Release date: 07-09-19
4.5 out of 5 stars28 ratings
Regular price: $11.69
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  1. The Other End of the Leash
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By: Patricia McConnell PhD
Narrated by: Ellen Archer
Length: 9 hrs and 52 mins
Release date: 06-01-16
4.5 out of 5 stars1,550 ratings
Regular price: $21.05
Training Your Own Service Dog at Home Audiobook By David Winslow cover art
  1. Training Your Own Service Dog at Home
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By: David Winslow
Narrated by: Russ Jankovitz
Length: 5 hrs and 16 mins
Release date: 02-07-24
5 out of 5 stars55 ratings
Organizing for the Rest of Us Audiobook By Dana K. White cover art
  1. Organizing for the Rest of Us
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Length: 3 hrs and 11 mins
Release date: 01-11-22
5 out of 5 stars907 ratings
Regular price: $15.29
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  1. Second Nature
A Gardener's Education
Release date: 03-12-10
4.5 out of 5 stars1,418 ratings
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In the Weeds Audiobook By Tom Vitale cover art
  1. In the Weeds
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By: Tom Vitale
Narrated by: Tom Vitale
Length: 8 hrs and 47 mins
4.5 out of 5 stars774 ratings
Regular price: $19.49
The Last Castle Audiobook By Denise Kiernan cover art
  1. The Last Castle
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By: Denise Kiernan
Narrated by: Denise Kiernan
Length: 10 hrs and 18 mins
Release date: 09-26-17
4.5 out of 5 stars937 ratings
How Dogs Love Us Audiobook By Gregory Berns cover art
  1. How Dogs Love Us
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By: Gregory Berns
Narrated by: LJ Ganser
Length: 7 hrs and 41 mins
Release date: 10-22-13
4 out of 5 stars1,272 ratings
Regular price: $17.95
Inside of a Dog Audiobook By Alexandra Horowitz cover art
  1. Inside of a Dog
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By: Alexandra Horowitz
Narrated by: Karen White
Length: 10 hrs and 25 mins
Release date: 03-22-16
4.5 out of 5 stars796 ratings
Regular price: $17.99
All Things Wise and Wonderful Audiobook By James Herriot cover art
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Series: All Creatures Great and Small, Book 3
Length: 15 hrs and 14 mins
Release date: 01-05-01
5 out of 5 stars2,740 ratings
Keep the Memories, Lose the Stuff Audiobook By Matt Paxton, Jordan Michael Smith - contributor cover art
  1. Keep the Memories, Lose the Stuff
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By: Matt Paxton, Jordan Michael Smith - contributor
Narrated by: Matt Paxton
Length: 5 hrs and 12 mins
Release date: 02-08-22
4.5 out of 5 stars182 ratings
Regular price: $13.50
Puppy Training in 7 Easy Steps Audiobook By Mark Van Wye, Zoom Room Dog Training cover art
  1. Puppy Training in 7 Easy Steps
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Narrated by: Mark Van Wye
Length: 3 hrs and 53 mins
Release date: 09-24-19
5 out of 5 stars73 ratings
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Length: 16 hrs and 3 mins
Release date: 12-27-22
5 out of 5 stars85 ratings
The Lord God Made Them All Audiobook By James Herriot cover art
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5 out of 5 stars2,153 ratings
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Release date: 05-03-22
5 out of 5 stars1,302 ratings
4 in 1 Bundle Off the Grid Survival Book, Prepper's Survival Bible, How to Survive in the Woods, 10 Essential Tools to Live O
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By: Richard Man
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Length: 11 hrs and 16 mins
Release date: 11-04-22
4.5 out of 5 stars25 ratings
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  1. World Travel
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By: Anthony Bourdain, Laurie Woolever
Narrated by: Laurie Woolever, Shep Gordon, Christopher Bourdain, Jen Agg, Matt Walsh, Bill Buford, Claude Tayag, Nari Kye, Vidya Balachander, Steve Albini
Length: 12 hrs and 12 mins
4 out of 5 stars393 ratings
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  1. Pappyland
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By: Wright Thompson
Narrated by: Chris Abernathy
Length: 5 hrs and 36 mins
Release date: 11-10-20
4.5 out of 5 stars860 ratings
The Vegetarian Myth Audiobook By Lierre Keith cover art
  1. The Vegetarian Myth
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By: Lierre Keith
Narrated by: Joyce Bean
Length: 11 hrs and 1 min
Release date: 01-25-12
4 out of 5 stars629 ratings
Upstream Audiobook By Langdon Cook cover art
  1. Upstream
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By: Langdon Cook
Length: 13 hrs and 26 mins
Release date: 05-30-17
4.5 out of 5 stars37 ratings
Regular price: $20.25
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Narrated by: Bianca Bosker
Length: 12 hrs and 17 mins
Release date: 03-28-17
4.5 out of 5 stars1,597 ratings
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  1. Crate Training for Puppies: How to Crate Train Your Puppy in Just 3 Days
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By: Ethan Adrian
Narrated by: Nathan Rooks
Length: 1 hr and 6 mins
Release date: 11-13-18
4 out of 5 stars58 ratings
Regular price: $6.95
Animal, Vegetable, Miracle Audiobook By Barbara Kingsolver, Camille Kingsolver, Steven L. Hopp cover art
  1. Animal, Vegetable, Miracle
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By: Barbara Kingsolver, Camille Kingsolver, Steven L. Hopp
Narrated by: Barbara Kingsolver, Camille Kingsolver, Steven L. Hopp
Length: 14 hrs and 35 mins
Release date: 04-25-07
4.5 out of 5 stars2,239 ratings
Order from Chaos Audiobook By Jaclyn Paul cover art
  1. Order from Chaos
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By: Jaclyn Paul
Narrated by: Vanessa Daniels
Length: 6 hrs and 37 mins
Release date: 05-25-21
4.5 out of 5 stars191 ratings
Tidy the F*ck Up Audiobook By Messie Condo cover art
  1. Tidy the F*ck Up
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By: Messie Condo
Narrated by: Natalie Naudus
Length: 3 hrs and 13 mins
Release date: 06-02-20
4.5 out of 5 stars158 ratings
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Sacred Spaces Audiobook By Susan D. Fay PhD cover art
  1. Sacred Spaces
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By: Susan D. Fay PhD
Narrated by: Susan D. Fay PhD
Length: 5 hrs and 27 mins
Release date: 03-17-22
5 out of 5 stars87 ratings
The Pet I Can’t Forget Audiobook By Karen A. Anderson cover art
  1. The Pet I Can’t Forget
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By: Karen A. Anderson
Narrated by: Mandy Grant-Grierson
Length: 5 hrs and 13 mins
Release date: 12-16-23
4.5 out of 5 stars9 ratings
The Eighty-Dollar Champion Audiobook By Elizabeth Letts cover art
  1. The Eighty-Dollar Champion
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By: Elizabeth Letts
Narrated by: Arthur Morey
Length: 11 hrs and 22 mins
5 out of 5 stars301 ratings
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  1. The Ultimate Book of Fun Things to Do in Retirement: Volume 1
By: S.C. Francis
Narrated by: S.C. Francis
Length: 10 hrs and 4 mins
Release date: 06-22-23
5 out of 5 stars43 ratings
Spark Joy Audiobook By Marie Kondo cover art
  1. Spark Joy
An Illustrated Master Class on the Art of Organizing and Tidying Up
Narrated by: Sumalee Montano
Series: The Life Changing Magic of Tidying Up, Book 2
Length: 5 hrs and 31 mins
Release date: 01-05-16
4.5 out of 5 stars2,831 ratings
Nobody Wants Your Sh*t Audiobook By Messie Condo cover art
  1. Nobody Wants Your Sh*t
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Narrated by: Hillary Huber
Length: 3 hrs and 2 mins
Release date: 02-28-23
4 out of 5 stars35 ratings
The Minimalist Home Audiobook By Joshua Becker cover art
  1. The Minimalist Home
A Room-by-Room Guide to a Decluttered, Refocused Life
By: Joshua Becker
Narrated by: Joshua Becker
Length: 8 hrs and 5 mins
Release date: 12-18-18
4.5 out of 5 stars930 ratings
Nature's Best Hope Audiobook By Douglas W. Tallamy cover art
  1. Nature's Best Hope
A New Approach to Conservation that Starts in Your Yard
By: Douglas W. Tallamy
Narrated by: Adam Barr
Length: 6 hrs and 30 mins
Release date: 05-19-20
5 out of 5 stars425 ratings
The Agent's Edge Audiobook By Jordan Cohen, Mark Tabb - contributor, Sylvester Stallone cover art
  1. The Agent's Edge
Secret Strategies to Win Listings and Make Your Fortune Selling Real Estate
By: Jordan Cohen, Mark Tabb - contributor, Sylvester Stallone
Narrated by: Jordan Cohen, Eric Simon, Matt Lionetti
Length: 5 hrs and 44 mins
Release date: 06-06-23
5 out of 5 stars66 ratings
The Rooted Life Audiobook By Justin Rhodes cover art
  1. The Rooted Life
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By: Justin Rhodes
Narrated by: Justin Rhodes
Length: 5 hrs and 2 mins
Release date: 03-01-22
Regular price: $14.81
French Women Don't Get Fat Audiobook By Mireille Guiliano cover art
  1. French Women Don't Get Fat
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By: Mireille Guiliano
Narrated by: Kathe Mazur
Length: 7 hrs and 20 mins
Release date: 12-21-05
4.5 out of 5 stars669 ratings
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  1. Wine and War
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By: Donald Kladstrup, Petie Kladstrup
Narrated by: Todd McLaren
Length: 9 hrs and 23 mins
Release date: 03-27-12
4.5 out of 5 stars416 ratings
Regular price: $15.47
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  1. From Scratch
A Memoir of Love, Sicily, and Finding Home
By: Tembi Locke
Narrated by: Tembi Locke
Length: 10 hrs and 17 mins
Release date: 04-30-19
4.5 out of 5 stars5,202 ratings
Humble Pie Audiobook By Gordon Ramsay cover art
  1. Humble Pie
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Narrated by: Gordon Ramsay
Length: 3 hrs and 1 min
Release date: 10-16-06
4.5 out of 5 stars1,480 ratings
Regular price: $18.87
The Orchid Thief Audiobook By Susan Orlean cover art
  1. The Orchid Thief
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By: Susan Orlean
Narrated by: Jennifer Meyers
Length: 8 hrs and 45 mins
Release date: 08-03-01
3.5 out of 5 stars572 ratings
Regular price: $17.98
Eat a Peach Audiobook By David Chang, Gabe Ulla cover art
  1. Eat a Peach
By: David Chang, Gabe Ulla
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Length: 9 hrs and 6 mins
Release date: 09-08-20
4.5 out of 5 stars1,921 ratings
Every Living Thing Audiobook By James Herriot cover art
  1. Every Living Thing
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Release date: 12-01-00
5 out of 5 stars1,128 ratings
Regular price: $14.99
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By: Charles Leerhsen
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Length: 8 hrs and 40 mins
Release date: 10-11-22
4 out of 5 stars340 ratings
Food: A Love Story Audiobook By Jim Gaffigan cover art
  1. Food: A Love Story
By: Jim Gaffigan
Narrated by: Jim Gaffigan
Release date: 10-21-14
4.5 out of 5 stars4,056 ratings
Regular price: $15.75
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  1. In the Middle Are the Horsemen
By: Tik Maynard
Narrated by: Tik Maynard
Length: 10 hrs and 22 mins
Release date: 10-24-22
Regular price: $21.49
Old-Fashioned on Purpose Audiobook By Jill Winger cover art
  1. Old-Fashioned on Purpose
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By: Jill Winger
Narrated by: Jill Winger, Andrew Eiden
Length: 8 hrs and 57 mins
Release date: 09-26-23
5 out of 5 stars78 ratings
Cooked Audiobook By Michael Pollan cover art
  1. Cooked
A Natural History of Transformation
Length: 13 hrs and 25 mins
Release date: 04-23-13
4.5 out of 5 stars2,563 ratings
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By: Will Chesney, Joe Layden
Narrated by: Will Chesney
Length: 9 hrs and 44 mins
Release date: 04-21-20
5 out of 5 stars2,263 ratings
Speaking with Nature Audiobook By Sandra Ingerman, Llyn Roberts cover art
  1. Speaking with Nature
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By: Sandra Ingerman, Llyn Roberts
Narrated by: Christa Lewis, Suzie Althens
Length: 9 hrs and 35 mins
Release date: 01-08-19
4.5 out of 5 stars135 ratings
The Man Who Listens to Horses Audiobook By Monty Roberts cover art
  1. The Man Who Listens to Horses
By: Monty Roberts
Narrated by: Ed Sala
Release date: 05-03-18
5 out of 5 stars247 ratings
The Book Your Dog Wishes You Would Read Audiobook By Louise Glazebrook cover art
  1. The Book Your Dog Wishes You Would Read
By: Louise Glazebrook
Narrated by: Louise Glazebrook
Length: 7 hrs and 43 mins
Release date: 11-18-21
4.5 out of 5 stars62 ratings
Regular price: $15.98
Finding Freedom Audiobook By Erin French cover art
  1. Finding Freedom
A Cook's Story; Remaking a Life from Scratch
By: Erin French
Narrated by: Erin French
Length: 9 hrs and 36 mins
Release date: 04-06-21
5 out of 5 stars1,310 ratings
Raw Dog Audiobook By Jamie Loftus cover art
  1. Raw Dog
The Naked Truth About Hot Dogs
By: Jamie Loftus
Narrated by: Jamie Loftus
Length: 9 hrs and 38 mins
Release date: 05-23-23
4.5 out of 5 stars180 ratings
Teaming with Microbes Audiobook By Jeff Lowenfels, Wayne Lewis cover art
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The Organic Gardener's Guide to the Soil Food Web
By: Jeff Lowenfels, Wayne Lewis
Narrated by: Chris Lutkin
Length: 8 hrs and 7 mins
5 out of 5 stars320 ratings
The Complete Dr. Sebi Diet Cookbook Audiobook By Stephanie Henery cover art
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Your Essential Guide to Reverse Diabetes and High Blood Pressure Through Dr. Sebi Alkaline Diet
By: Stephanie Henery
Narrated by: Jimmy Allen Fuller
Length: 1 hr and 34 mins
Release date: 06-22-20
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Breakfast, Lunch, Dinner, and the Meaning of Life
By: Peter Gethers
Narrated by: Peter Gethers
Length: 8 hrs and 37 mins
Release date: 04-04-17
4.5 out of 5 stars20 ratings
Project 333 Audiobook By Courtney Carver cover art
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The Minimalist Fashion Challenge That Proves Less Really Is So Much More
By: Courtney Carver
Narrated by: Courtney Carver
Release date: 03-03-20
4.5 out of 5 stars338 ratings
The Power of Awareness Audiobook By Dan Schilling cover art
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And Other Secrets from the World's Foremost Spies, Detectives, and Special Operators on How to Stay Safe and Save Your Life
By: Dan Schilling
Narrated by: Dan Schilling
Length: 7 hrs and 6 mins
Release date: 06-01-21
4.5 out of 5 stars121 ratings
Good Clean Fun Audiobook By Nick Offerman cover art
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Misadventures in Sawdust at Offerman Woodshop
By: Nick Offerman
Narrated by: Nick Offerman
Length: 6 hrs and 7 mins
Release date: 10-18-16
4.5 out of 5 stars1,606 ratings
Losing a Pet: A Book of Grief & Recovery Audiobook By Emily Newcombe cover art
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The Pathway to Finding Joy After Pet Loss When You Just Can’t Get Over Losing Your Soul Pet
By: Emily Newcombe
Narrated by: Hillary O'Keefe
Length: 2 hrs and 8 mins
Release date: 04-11-24
5 out of 5 stars16 ratings
Joyful Audiobook By Ingrid Fetell Lee cover art
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By: Ingrid Fetell Lee
Narrated by: Ingrid Fetell Lee
Length: 9 hrs and 29 mins
Release date: 09-04-18
4.5 out of 5 stars701 ratings
Regular price: $21.83
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A Farmer's Advice for Happier Hens, Healthier People, and a Better World
By: Joel Salatin
Narrated by: Joel Salatin
Release date: 10-10-11
5 out of 5 stars2,557 ratings
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  131. Elliana
  132. Adalynn
  133. Alina
  134. Emersyn
  135. Sienna
  136. Mary
  137. Isabelle
  138. Alaia
  139. Esther
  140. Sloane
  141. Mackenzie
  142. Amara
  143. Ximena
  144. Sage
  145. Cecilia
  146. Valeria
  147. Reagan
  148. Valerie
  149. Catalina
  150. River
  151. Magnolia
  152. Kehlani
  153. Summer
  154. Ashley
  155. Andrea
  156. Isabel
  157. Oakley
  158. Olive
  159. Oaklynn
  160. Ember
  161. Kaylee
  162. Georgia
  163. Juliette
  164. Anastasia
  165. Genevieve
  166. Katherine
  167. Blakely
  168. Reese
  169. Amaya
  170. Emerson
  171. Brianna
  172. June
  173. Alani
  174. Lainey
  175. Arianna
  176. Rosalie
  177. Sara
  178. Jasmine
  179. Ruth
  180. Adalyn
  181. Ada
  182. Bailey
  183. Ariella
  184. Wren
  185. Myla
  186. Khloe
  187. Callie
  188. Elsie
  189. Alexandra
  190. Ryleigh
  191. Faith
  192. Norah
  193. Margot
  194. Zuri
  195. Journee
  196. Aspen
  197. Gemma
  198. Kylie
  199. Molly
  200. Blake
  201. Zara
  202. Alaina
  203. Alana
  204. Brynlee
  205. Amy
  206. Annie
  207. Saylor
  208. Ana
  209. Amira
  210. Kimberly
  211. Noelle
  212. Kamila
  213. Morgan
  214. Phoebe
  215. Harmony
  216. Sutton
  217. Taylor
  218. Finley
  219. Lilah
  220. Juliana
  221. Lila
  222. Londyn
  223. Kailani
  224. Vera
  225. Kaia
  226. Angela
  227. Hallie
  228. Diana
  229. Lennon
  230. Presley
  231. Arabella
  232. Aliyah
  233. Lilly
  234. Milani
  235. Jordyn
  236. Camille
  237. Ariel
  238. Aubree
  239. Selena
  240. Sawyer
  241. Nyla
  242. Delaney
  243. Mariana
  244. Rachel
  245. Adaline
  246. Leila
  247. Collins
  248. Lia
  249. Octavia
  250. Kali
  251. Lena
  252. Kiara
  253. Kaylani
  254. Elaina
  255. Daniela
  256. Leia
  257. Gracie
  258. Dakota
  259. Elise
  260. Hope
  261. Harlow
  262. Lola
  263. Stevie
  264. Malia
  265. Miriam
  266. Alora
  267. Gia
  268. Evangeline
  269. Brooke
  270. Lilith
  271. Sydney
  272. Ophelia
  273. Alayna
  274. Tatum
  275. Evie
  276. Rowan
  277. Marley
  278. Daphne
  279. Kayla
  280. Dahlia
  281. Lucille
  282. Blair
  283. Adelaide
  284. Wrenley
  285. Haven
  286. Teagan
  287. Adelyn
  288. Alyssa
  289. Payton
  290. Jane
  291. Mckenna
  292. Celeste
  293. Juliet
  294. Palmer
  295. Maggie
  296. Rebecca
  297. London
  298. Noa
  299. Samara
  300. Thea
  301. Kendall
  302. Mya
  303. Talia
  304. Winter
  305. Angelina
  306. Vivienne
  307. Esme
  308. Laila
  309. Nina
  310. Trinity
  311. Vanessa
  312. Mabel
  313. Camilla
  314. Jocelyn
  315. Journey
  316. Paige
  317. Phoenix
  318. Amina
  319. Alivia
  320. Amari
  321. Joanna
  322. Nicole
  323. Annabelle
  324. Raegan
  325. Aitana
  326. Julianna
  327. Lauren
  328. Catherine
  329. Adriana
  330. Madilyn
  331. Harley
  332. Tessa
  333. Evelynn
  334. Elianna
  335. Rory
  336. Dream
  337. Nayeli
  338. Poppy
  339. Gabriela
  340. Jayla
  341. Cataleya
  342. Celine
  343. Hayden
  344. Shiloh
  345. Mariah
  346. Charlee
  347. Maisie
  348. Regina
  349. Adelynn
  350. Briella
  351. Giselle
  352. Fatima
  353. Danna
  354. Alessia
  355. Mckenzie
  356. Wynter
  357. Fiona
  358. Brooklynn
  359. Gracelynn
  360. Luciana
  361. Alexis
  362. Everlee
  363. Laura
  364. Selah
  365. Reign
  366. Alayah
  367. Rosemary
  368. Lilliana
  369. Ariyah
  370. Heidi
  371. Esmeralda
  372. Logan
  373. Amora
  374. Kalani
  375. Leighton
  376. Cali
  377. Melissa
  378. Aniyah
  379. Izabella
  380. Michelle
  381. Raelyn
  382. Alessandra
  383. Viviana
  384. Madeleine
  385. Arielle
  386. Serena
  387. Francesca
  388. Brynn
  389. Gwendolyn
  390. Kira
  391. Destiny
  392. Elle
  393. Makayla
  394. Alaya
  395. Malani
  396. Willa
  397. Saige
  398. Makenna
  399. Remington
  400. Demi
  401. Adelina
  402. Raya
  403. Astrid
  404. Azalea
  405. Veronica
  406. Meadow
  407. Anaya
  408. Elisa
  409. Raven
  410. Alexandria
  411. Hattie
  412. Alicia
  413. Sabrina
  414. Gracelyn
  415. Matilda
  416. Skye
  417. Annalise
  418. Frances
  419. Miracle
  420. Maia
  421. Helen
  422. Lana
  423. Daleyza
  424. Rosie
  425. Charli
  426. Bianca
  427. Royalty
  428. Sarai
  429. Amiyah
  430. Nylah
  431. Aylin
  432. Maryam
  433. Scarlet
  434. Antonella
  435. Sylvia
  436. Sylvie
  437. Nadia
  438. Ari
  439. Lexi
  440. Mylah
  441. Julieta
  442. Lorelei
  443. Avianna
  444. Armani
  445. Camryn
  446. Emely
  447. Rylie
  448. Colette
  449. Daniella
  450. Liana
  451. Brinley
  452. Kate
  453. Salem
  454. Marlee
  455. Alison
  456. Carmen
  457. Felicity
  458. Fernanda
  459. Holly
  460. Ariah
  461. Aisha
  462. Kora
  463. Amanda
  464. Ailani
  465. Elaine
  466. Emory
  467. Joy
  468. Oaklee
  469. Lyric
  470. Madelynn
  471. Haisley
  472. Allie
  473. Helena
  474. Danielle
  475. Katalina
  476. Carolina
  477. Zariah
  478. Navy
  479. Cassidy
  480. Lorelai
  481. Stephanie
  482. Alma
  483. Mira
  484. Legacy
  485. Jolene
  486. Anya
  487. Dorothy
  488. Paris
  489. Yaretzi
  490. Aurelia
  491. Maddison
  492. Renata
  493. Jimena
  494. Xiomara
  495. Itzel
  496. Heaven
  497. Lyra
  498. Estella
  499. Gabrielle
  500. Maren
  501. Jacqueline
  502. Jennifer
  503. Imani
  504. Jordan
  505. Paislee
  506. Ainsley
  507. Emmy
  508. Jessica
  509. Alondra
  510. Mae
  511. Makenzie
  512. Bristol
  513. Edith
  514. Cameron
  515. Elora
  516. Jazlyn
  517. Averie
  518. Ivory
  519. Kenzie
  520. Emelia
  521. Angel
  522. Cecelia
  523. Maliyah
  524. Oakleigh
  525. Opal
  526. Oaklyn
  527. Kinley
  528. Kayleigh
  529. Bonnie
  530. April
  531. Kamryn
  532. Mallory
  533. Briar
  534. Leona
  535. Keira
  536. Alexa
  537. Macie
  538. Ariya
  539. Briana
  540. Virginia
  541. Skyler
  542. Amber
  543. Hanna
  544. Monroe
  545. Frankie
  546. Miranda
  547. Dayana
  548. Charleigh
  549. Meredith
  550. Carter
  551. Sierra
  552. Sunny
  553. Indie
  554. Eve
  555. Beatrice
  556. Nalani
  557. Kyla
  558. Clementine
  559. Katie
  560. Kennedi
  561. Myra
  562. Blaire
  563. Davina
  564. Faye
  565. Anahi
  566. Madilynn
  567. Alejandra
  568. Alanna
  569. Ivanna
  570. Mariam
  571. Yara
  572. Anne
  573. Addilyn
  574. Braelynn
  575. Lilian
  576. Dylan
  577. Amirah
  578. Lina
  579. Reyna
  580. Amalia
  581. Amani
  582. Ryan
  583. Calliope
  584. Isabela
  585. Michaela
  586. Abby
  587. Alia
  588. Emerie
  589. Lylah
  590. Holland
  591. Sevyn
  592. Winnie
  593. Leyla
  594. Shelby
  595. Rosalia
  596. Zariyah
  597. Rhea
  598. Emberly
  599. Marie
  600. Nia
  601. Remy
  602. Chaya
  603. Haley
  604. Kaliyah
  605. Rosa
  606. Zahra
  607. Jayleen
  608. Karsyn
  609. Malaysia
  610. Jaliyah
  611. Mina
  612. Kensley
  613. Lennox
  614. Maxine
  615. Hadassah
  616. Mikayla
  617. Margo
  618. Noah
  619. Azariah
  620. Mara
  621. Eileen
  622. Florence
  623. Melany
  624. Reina
  625. Journi
  626. Amaia
  627. Kaitlyn
  628. Elliott
  629. Kelsey
  630. Nola
  631. Gloria
  632. Keilani
  633. Freyja
  634. Arleth
  635. Jenna
  636. Sloan
  637. Analia
  638. Louise
  639. Melina
  640. Sasha
  641. Dior
  642. Thalia
  643. Noemi
  644. Maci
  645. Dallas
  646. Marina
  647. Aliana
  648. Ezra
  649. Adley
  650. Cassandra
  651. Aleena
  652. Leslie
  653. Capri
  654. Mckinley
  655. Angelica
  656. Romina
  657. Della
  658. Kathryn
  659. Kyra
  660. Milan
  661. Tiana
  662. Khaleesi
  663. Nellie
  664. Cleo
  665. Murphy
  666. Bethany
  667. Irene
  668. Ellianna
  669. Zelda
  670. Aleah
  671. Janelle
  672. Yareli
  673. Adalee
  674. Dani
  675. Marceline
  676. Coraline
  677. Estrella
  678. Ila
  679. Iyla
  680. Mavis
  681. Kenna
  682. Vienna
  683. Zendaya
  684. Cheyenne
  685. Erin
  686. Karla
  687. Mikaela
  688. Jazmin
  689. Persephone
  690. Elodie
  691. Selene
  692. Chelsea
  693. Scout
  694. Theodora
  695. Lara
  696. Marilyn
  697. Novah
  698. Ellis
  699. Charley
  700. Jemma
  701. Amayah
  702. Karina
  703. Kendra
  704. Miley
  705. Laney
  706. Laurel
  707. Leilany
  708. Halle
  709. Jenesis
  710. Malaya
  711. Marleigh
  712. Wrenlee
  713. Zaylee
  714. Fallon
  715. Julie
  716. Priscilla
  717. Bellamy
  718. Adrianna
  719. Angie
  720. Siena
  721. Aileen
  722. Macy
  723. Estelle
  724. Hana
  725. Martha
  726. Flora
  727. Kylee
  728. Liv
  729. Megan
  730. Sariyah
  731. Galilea
  732. Penny
  733. Jovie
  734. Jamie
  735. Amoura
  736. Emmie
  737. Henley
  738. Sky
  739. Christina
  740. Violeta
  741. Arlet
  742. Belen
  743. Aviana
  744. Kori
  745. Monica
  746. Savanna
  747. Naya
  748. Alena
  749. Aya
  750. Waverly
  751. Brynleigh
  752. Aliza
  753. Kiana
  754. Love
  755. Clover
  756. Pearl
  757. Skyla
  758. Bria
  759. Ocean
  760. Alisson
  761. Treasure
  762. Lillie
  763. Jaylani
  764. Liberty
  765. Rayna
  766. Milana
  767. Zaria
  768. Emerald
  769. Halo
  770. Taytum
  771. Andi
  772. Milena
  773. Noor
  774. Kataleya
  775. Kimber
  776. Carly
  777. Jream
  778. Samira
  779. Ashlyn
  780. Hunter
  781. Marlowe
  782. Promise
  783. Joelle
  784. Dulce
  785. Lea
  786. Ashlynn
  787. Zoya
  788. Elliot
  789. Jolie
  790. Kai
  791. Bridget
  792. Johanna
  793. Paulina
  794. Ramona
  795. Aila
  796. Jessie
  797. Mercy
  798. Rayne
  799. Rivka
  800. Arlette
  801. Paula
  802. Valery
  803. Birdie
  804. Nala
  805. Kelly
  806. Kinslee
  807. Linda
  808. Madisyn
  809. Aspyn
  810. Baylor
  811. Chana
  812. Zaniyah
  813. Goldie
  814. Marianna
  815. Novalee
  816. Loretta
  817. Elyse
  818. Stormi
  819. Adele
  820. Berkley
  821. Anika
  822. Marisol
  823. Kassidy
  824. Roselyn
  825. Louisa
  826. Alexia
  827. Dalia
  828. Ensley
  829. Hayley
  830. Jayda
  831. Harmoni
  832. Jada
  833. Marigold
  834. Zayla
  835. Ayleen
  836. Natasha
  837. Sol
  838. Annika
  839. Malayah
  840. Drew
  841. Anais
  842. Angelique
  843. Zhuri
  844. Aliya
  845. Azaria
  846. Zora
  847. Allyson
  848. Brittany
  849. Kamiyah
  850. Gwen
  851. Vada
  852. Giuliana
  853. Elina
  854. Hadlee
  855. Itzayana
  856. Jianna
  857. Cadence
  858. Greta
  859. Lilianna
  860. Denver
  861. Robin
  862. August
  863. Jazmine
  864. Royal
  865. Braelyn
  866. Celia
  867. Yamileth
  868. Avayah
  869. Baylee
  870. Iliana
  871. Teresa
  872. Amelie
  873. Judith
  874. Kara
  875. Lacey
  876. Amiri
  877. Elowyn
  878. Georgina
  879. Justice
  880. Emmalyn
  881. Harlee
  882. Kamari
  883. Kaydence
  884. Khalani
  885. Luisa
  886. Whitley
  887. Bailee
  888. Cynthia
  889. Karter
  890. Livia
  891. Aubrie
  892. Veda
  893. Janiyah
  894. Salma
  895. Araya
  896. Aubrielle
  897. Bexley
  898. Giana
  899. Keyla
  900. Katelyn
  901. Saoirse
  902. Sariah
  903. Araceli
  904. Artemis
  905. Averi
  906. Yasmin
  907. Kaiya
  908. Emberlynn
  909. Amaris
  910. Sapphire
  911. Kallie
  912. Shay
  913. Guinevere
  914. Lilyana
  915. Magdalena
  916. Tinsley
  917. Zainab
  918. Deborah
  919. Kenia
  920. Laylah
  921. Layne
  922. Scottie
  923. Carla
  924. Chandler
  925. Rosalina
  926. Kairi
  927. Lauryn
  928. Nyomi
  929. Raina
  930. Aubriella
  931. Elia
  932. Lenora
  933. Lisa
  934. Nori
  935. Tiffany
  936. Giovanna
  937. Jaylah
  938. Rosalyn
  939. Chanel
  940. Maddie
  941. Avah
  942. Leanna
  943. Luz
  944. Addilynn
  945. Brylee
  946. Casey
  947. Laylani
  948. Tru
  949. Billie
  950. Lottie
  951. Alianna
  952. Meilani
  953. Lexie
  954. Nathalia
  955. Avalynn
  956. Julissa
  957. Paloma
  958. Rosalee
  959. Rebekah
  960. Simone
  961. Egypt
  962. Scarlette
  963. Sarahi
  964. Alaiya
  965. Hadleigh
  966. Inaya
  967. Keily
  968. Lakelynn
  969. Nyra
  970. Princess
  971. Rowyn
  972. Vida
  973. Elisabeth
  974. India
  975. Ryann
  976. Barbara
  977. Belle
  978. Saanvi
  979. Xyla
  980. Winona
  981. Aadhya
  982. Indigo
  983. Lakelyn
  984. Paola
  985. Emmeline
  986. Joyce
  987. Kamilah
  988. Maisy
  989. Rylan
  990. Soleil
  991. Ainhoa
  992. Maleah
  993. Neriah
  994. Elsa
  995. Emiliana
  996. Luella
  997. Nancy
  998. Cielo
  999. Madalyn
  1000. Kahlani
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2024.03.28 19:19 Fit-Rip9983 2024 Lambda Literary Award Nominations Announced

The 36th Annual Lambda Literary Award finalists were announced yesterday and so many great books have been nominated:
https://lambdaliterary.org/awards/current-finalists/
What are everyone's favorites from the list?

GAY FICTION
American Scholar // Patrick E. Horrigan (Lethe Press) Blackouts // Justin Torres (Farrar, Straus and Giroux) Brother & Sister Enter the Forest: A Novel // Richard Mirabella (Catapult) Family Meal // Bryan Washington (Penguin Random House / Riverhead Books) I Will Greet the Sun Again // Khashayar J. Khabushani (Hogarth Books)
LESBIAN FICTION
Big Swiss // Jen Beagin (Scribner) Biography of X // Catherine Lacey (Farrar, Straus and Giroux) Organ Meats // K-Ming Chang (One World) Our Hideous Progeny // C E McGill (HarperCollins Publishers) Pomegranate // Helen Elaine Lee (Atria Books)
BISEXUAL FICTION
All-Night Pharmacy: A Novel // Ruth Madievsky (Catapult) Endpapers // Jennifer Savran Kelly (Algonquin Books) Last Night at the Hollywood Canteen // Sarah James (Sourcebooks) Natural Beauty // Ling Ling Huang (Penguin Random House / Dutton) Old Enough // Haley Jakobson (Penguin Random House / Dutton)
TRANSGENDER FICTION
Bellies //Nicola Dinan (Hanover Square Press) Girlfriends // Emily Zhou (LittlePuss Press) The Rage Letters // Valérie Bah; translator Kama La Mackerel (Metonymy Press) Trash // Sylvia Aguilar Zéleny (Deep Vellum) Wild Geese // Soula Emmanuel (Feminist Press)
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2024.03.25 15:50 EmmalynRenato SFF books coming in April 2024

SFF here means all speculative fiction (fantasy, science fiction, horror, alternate history, magical realism etc).
The following SFF books will be published in the U.S. in April 2024. Other countries may differ.
If you know of others, please add them as comments below. If I've made any mistakes, just let me know, and I'll fix them up.
The published book formats are included with each entry (mostly hardcover and/or trade paperback with the occasional ebook). This information is obtained from the isfdb website which lists one format type for each entry but mostly omits ebook entries. If it's a new hardcover and/or trade paperback book, it's very likely that an ebook is also coming out at the same time.
If you are using the Chrome browser, you might find the Goodreads Right Click extension useful, to find out more information on books that you are interested in:
https://chrome.google.com/webstore/detail/goodreads-right-click/fbicpmopjallgdpklipffmihodimmcbe?hl=en

Key
(A) - Anthology
(C) - Collection
(CB) - Chapbook
(N) - Novel
(NF) - Nonfiction
(O) - Omnibus
(R) - Reprint
(YA) - Young Adult and Juvenile
[eb] - eBook
[hc] - Hardcover
[tp] - Trade Paperback

April 1
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April 5
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April 10
April 11
April 12
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April 15
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April 17
April 18
April 19
April 20
April 23
April 25
April 29
April 30

Edit1: Added in horror books listed on Emily C. Hughes' blog that I didn't already have (tag #ehh).
Edit2: Added in books from the April io9 SF/Fantasy list that I'd missed (tag #io9).
Edit3: Added in books from Rob J. Hayes' April 2024 list of self-published fantasy books, that I didn't already have (tag #rjhspb).

Archive
Previous "SFF books coming ..." posts have been collected here. (Thank you mods).

Main Sources
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2024.03.13 22:45 hellocarm List of Hair and Makeup Artists

I don't know if this will help anyone, but just wanted to share HMUA's I collected from my own research (no particular order):

  1. A-List
  2. Bun Bun Bridal
  3. Hera Makeup Studio
  4. Julie Dy
  5. Makeup by Q (Quissy Chen)
  6. The Glamourist (Jane Kim)
  7. Joyce Zhou Designs
  8. Dreamcatcher
  9. Beauty by Jessie Hoang
  10. Nikol Elaine
  11. beauty_by_thao
  12. maiflmua
  13. grachelle.artistry
  14. viviansampsonmakeup
  15. jazzyj_beauty
  16. makeupbyelle_hrc
  17. Jasmin Yin
  18. Chien & Buffle
  19. Christy's Bridal Studio
  20. Glamour by Kary Li
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2024.03.10 23:36 type9freak Where do I start? Where do I talk with other Joyce obsessors?

I have read Dubliners and Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man. I was interested in learning more about his life, I read about James Joyce on Wikipedia. I quickly fell into the Joyce rabbit hole I’m sure all of you did at some time ago. Obviously he and his writings are endlessly fascinating and complex, but I was truly hooked when I learned about his wife Nora, his daughter Lucia, and Giorgio (I haven’t found much about him) and their family relationship. As an artist I thought I need to research this and write a story or a film script based on this just to see on the next page that many, many people have already been inspired just like me. And Bloomsday, and the art inspired by Joyce’s writings, there’s Joyce scholars, there’s an entire community around this family, and I want to know more. I want to experience all this great art. I haven’t read Ulysses or Finnegan’s Wake. And I haven’t read any biographies or watched any films or plays about the Joyce family. I saw some strong criticism about many of these biographies, I want to know how I should approach this, because I am very inspired and I want to consume all the resources and reading and viewing there is for me. But I don’t want to be mislead or have the facts misrepresented. And I can’t wait to read Ulysses!
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2024.03.05 19:03 AllThingsWorn Sizzling Encounters of Pleasure - Erotica

Sizzling Encounters of Pleasure - Erotica

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The cum is still dripping out of me. That’s always the way after a heavy session late at night when I get the tap on the shoulder and the hard cock pressing up against my back, he sure knows how to convince a gal. Not that I need too much convincing, I dream of sex, I wake up for sex, and I go back to sleep dreaming about sex. Now I’m daydreaming about sex. All the sex.
I could constantly feel it inside of me from the moment it was there, but it didn’t start dripping out till Sandra started banging on about environmental sustainability in the workplace and what we as a conscientious and reputable organisation can do to further reduce the impact that our business operations have on blah blah blah. My white cotton panties feel slick as last night’s reward oozes out of my wet pussy. I don’t let on; I make the appropriate nods and noises of agreement so Sandra feels she’s worth something, but out of view I open my legs further under the table to welcome more cum against the soft cotton. The thought of it rubbing up against me for the rest of the day makes my clit tingle with excitement.
It’s around 2pm that I make my way to the toilet to first assess the beautiful mess, working my short length skirt out of the revealing blouse down to my ankles, and carefully lowering my panties down to my knees, trapping them there by moving my knees outwards to create a hammock of orgasmic load. The wondrous smell fills the cubicle, hell, it’s probably filled the whole washroom.
I stare in wonder, I’ve never quite understood how I could produce so much warm creamy goodness, along with the sheer volume of pussy juice all mixed up with my man’s cum that it’s truly a wonder it hasn’t seeped through the overlapping pant suit. Dave from accounting would love that, the pervy bastard. Joyce would be straight on to HR, just like she was when I first wore this very blouse that sends the whole office in to a glancing frenzy. Every one of these nine to fiver’s is a perv, but I seem to be the only one to glory in it. The rest of the day is spent wondering what to do that night against the backdrop of an excel spreadsheet I have no interest in completing. Do I jump him the moment he walks in, or do I wait for darkness and the howling moon. Fuck the howling moon I thought, I’m rubbing these panties in his face the minute he walks through the door and then riding him within an inch of his life. Fuck me I’m horny. I writhe around in my chair slightly, feeling and hearing a slight squelch as my cunt dances with my panties, with the creamy load in the middle slipping and sliding, I feel a warmth on my clit as some of it travels north, and I swear I almost whimper in delight. I catch Dave’s eye from across the room and pull myself together. Dave is the embodiment of a cold shower dampening my sex drive slightly, but it can never be put out altogether.
I finish work earlier than usual, so the train home is quiet. I sit as upright as possible, giving the sway of the train beating along the tracks more chance to rub that seat up against my cunt. I’m dreaming of whipping these golden knickers off and shoving them in my man’s face when a chance glance over a woman’s shoulder gives me another, far more exciting idea.
The train is so quiet that the woman in the seat in front of me was seemingly having her own clandestine fun in secret, or at least she thought. I couldn’t make out much about her from here. Tall I thought, slim build with shoulder length blonde hair, dressed smartly, as I was, with soft cheek bones and a rosy glow. I can happily go either way, and from what I could see I could happily ride this one’s face to climax, and feel the wetness between her thighs, but these thoughts aren’t what drew me to unknown blonde lady on the train, it was her phone. Before the screen went white to load another page, I saw a flash of some white cotton panties much like my own, and much like my own they were soiled to the extreme, with a pretty pink pussy shining through the half transparent cloth. “A strange setting to be browsing porn on a phone” I thought, but then again, I was sat bolt upright like a disciplined child at school for the sole purpose of a better swaying action on my cunt, so I was hardly one to judge. The woman was shielding the top of the phone with her hand, trying to be as surreptitious as possible, but from my angle I could see a large portion of the screen. It remained white for a few seconds as it tried to load the next page, such is the quality of phone signal on trains, and when it finally loaded I could just make out a pink banner at the top of the screen, the top half of the letters of three words obscured by her feminine fingers, but clearly reading “All Things Worn”.
It was all I could do not to embarrass this lady by tapping her on the shoulder and enquiring what world of delights this site held, and had it not been for the fact we were rounding my favourite bend of track that led to the next stop, which was particularly rickety and therefore orgasmic to my delicate clit as the rumblings of the seat vibrated against my pussy, I may have done just that. Maybe we would have struck up a friendship, and at best another partner for me and him to lose ourselves with, threesomes mean double the fun, and double the cum. By time the train arrived at the next station, with me nearly arriving with it due to the motion on my clit, the woman had made a move to the doors to alight on to the platform and out of my life, at least temporarily, maybe I’ll see her again.
I managed to resist the temptation to search for the site before getting home, thankfully the walk from the station was short, much like my patience to satisfy this curiosity. It wasn’t long before I dumped my coat hurriedly on to the banister post and I was lay back reclining on the plush leather sofas that dominated much of our front room, bought predominately for their size, and the multitude of sexual positions it would allow. My fingers and pussy were bordering on trembling as I opened my phone’s browser and typed the three little words in to a search engine. The top result mirrored those three words back at me, with a link above the description “Looking to buy or sell used & well-worn items? Join our safe community/marketplace to find used panties, well-worn shoes, pantyhose, or socks.”
“Such a thing even exists?” I thought to myself, marvelling at the direct language, the sheer candidness of the description and the excitement it made me feel deep inside. I remember the butterflies in my stomach before dates with boys I liked in my youth, the tingling feeling that precedes an event of endless possibilities, nothing compared to this feeling as I hesitated before tapping on the link.
I was taken to a site that seemed professionally designed, with a reiteration of its contents and the chance to “join free today”, I ignored that for now, as a number of small circular pictures distracted and grabbed my attention. A plethora of smut is how I would best describe it, I thought. Luscious tits, twinkly toes, plump beautiful asses and devilish smiles tempted me in, “these must be the sellers” I thought. I browsed for a long time, sampling what delights this site had to offer, it wasn’t long before my free hand was unruffling my blouse once again, this time to slide my nimble fingers down into my sodden panties to the awaiting, soaking clit. I scanned for the blonde woman from the train, but to no avail. The disappointment wasn’t too palpable as the plethora of smut meant a plethora of sluts, and they were all sexy in their own way. I settled on a body length shot of a gorgeous brunette wearing nylon tights and a black lace bra, in her photo she was teasing her clit through black panties, so it would be rude not to do the same. Except I went in mind, feeling last night’s sex and using it as slick, wet lubrication against my ever-sensitive clit. The race to orgasm was short, Usain Bolt couldn’t have beat this girl to the finish line with a head start.
I settled back, intensely satisfied, “what a world!” I thought to myself. It was only then did I pay more attention to the particulars of these girl’s listings. The gorgeous brunette was selling everything in the picture displayed, nylon tights £20, black lace bra £30 and soaked black panties £30! Hell, I’d do it for free for the thrill! It wouldn’t be so much about the money for this girl, I would almost be happy to pay for some random man halfway across the country, or better yet down the street, to inhale my pussy at his own leisure.
That settled it, I signed up in minutes, and for a nominal fee I was good to go. One honest biography post and a few pictures uploaded later, and I was ready to dive in to this world. Selecting the pictures wasn’t difficult; a large portion of my camera roll is filled with raunchy and filthy photos to the point I could fill up four pages of my profile without ever opening my camera. But open my camera I did, for my very first listing. “Used white cotton panties, cummed in by myself and my partner, well-worn”. I did consider them well-worn even though they’d only been on a day. One day against my pussy is like three to another girl, and between our collective cum and juices these panties had been through the wars, just like the picture suggested.
I thought well ahead and undressed in the bedroom, loathed as I was to remove the panties that had given me so much pleasure that day, and placed them in an air tight, zip locked bag, pausing for a moment to dream of the next time they would be opened, a man I barely know inhaling my most intimate smells, consuming him as he grew harder and harder at the thought of where they’d once been. I’d only cum ten minutes ago, but I felt ready to go again. And go again I did as he got home 2 minutes later, though the opportunity to thrust last night’s sex in his face was gone, the sex was more than adequate. I explained what I’d done, and as always he approved. He always approved of anything sexual, ever since we met. He was excited as I was about it, not least for the extra cash flow, even if that wasn’t my primary driver.
With dinner out the way, I settled back down to open ATW and see if my listing had caught any traction. Three messages! I opened the first. It was from Luke569 He was enquiring about the panties! I checked his profile and took measure of this man. I read his whole entry, which was well written and concise, but really he had me at worshipping BV knicks. “This guy is for real” I thought to myself, “this guy is what I hoped for”. We set up a sale, which was surprisingly quick. The conversation was flowing, and I found myself really trusting this man. A pang of inexplicable guilt shot through me as his money landed in my account, because this was the least of my concerns. I shot an additional message over, one that had my mind racing and heart beating faster. “You only get to sniff my cunt if you do one more thing for me Luke, I want to see you adding to those cum filled knickers for me, mix mine and yours together and let me see that hard cock exploding. All for me”. He responded in kind “I can’t fucking wait”. The smile that put on my face lasted until I drifted off to sleep and was still there when I woke up from filth filled dreams all night long.
A few days passed, each of which I was talking to Luke about the impending order’s arrival and our mutual love of all thing’s filth, he really did have an active imagination to parallel mine. We couldn’t help but notice from the delivery address that he was in fairly close proximity to me, about an hour drive, fate perhaps? I was in a fairly open relationship in terms of sex, somewhat of a rarity in today’s society but one that my partner and I felt strongly about, and perhaps it’s also what kept us so strong. I wonder if my man would hit it off with Luke as well as I have.
The day finally came. Luke couldn’t have been more pleased. The excitement and lust dripping in his message made my pussy flutter, and it wasn’t difficult for me to reciprocate. As he talked about his hands reaching deep into my knickers and feeling himself grow as his fingers became sopping in the juices within, my fingers went down to join him in my already soaking panties, “I could sell these now” I thought to myself, as I felt how wet Luke was making me. 20 minutes later he sent me a video. I put my earphones in and pressed play. The first shot was a familiar sight; my own white cotton panties, still soaked with my juices despite the 3 days having elapsed, and then a hard cock creeping its way in to shot. “What a fucking amazing cock” I thought, “please dip it in to my juices for me”. I had instructed him to do this and he seemed very eager to please me judging by the filth that followed. He started by slowly wanking his cock with his head almost submerged in my cum. It was almost as if it was settling on the lips of my cunt, knocking on the door to come in to the warmth inside. His other hand came in to shot next as he pulled the knickers up to his face, and the sound of glorious and passionate inhalation filled my ears through my earphones, all the while still wanking that beautiful cock. I was in a frenzy, this turned me on more than I could have imagined when I first contemplated this avenue of pleasure, and I wanted more, more and more. My eyes widened as his breath started to intensify, the cotton panties returning in to shot on to the bed with significantly less cum and juices than before, the thought of him tasting me made me want to cum so hard. His wanking intensified and he shot the biggest load I had ever seen, my cunt tingled as it shot out of his rock-hard manhood and joined the remaining juices on my panties. The cum never seemed to end, and the hushed breathing as he emptied himself for me consumed my mind through my ears, I turned the volume up louder and replayed it several times, playing with myself until I came for him myself.
Our talks intensified, what should we do next? Is a meeting out of the question? I forget who brought it up, but once it was in the conversation, I couldn’t get it out of my mind. We agreed on a scenario that would please us both, and I discussed it with my partner to get his consent, we’d done similar things before with people we knew, but this way the most excited I’d ever been to include someone else in our sex life. The days edged closer to the first of what I hoped to be many meetings.
Saturday came, I had been sex starved for 3 days now, which only felt right to do, I was due to put on the show of a lifetime tonight. We organised our bedroom for the performance, removing any personal artefacts such as pictures and superfluous decorations, so that only our bed and a single chair in front of it remained. Luke’s front row seat. “Better than any cinema” I thought to myself as I lay on the bed contemplating the night ahead. The adrenaline coursed through me.
And there it was, the knock on the front door. We took up our starting positions, him in the ensuite bathroom out of view of the room, whilst I made the journey downstairs to let him. We’d agreed that there would be no greetings, and for now, no talking, and that I was in charge. He’d sent a picture ahead of time and I was so excited to see him in the flesh; to drink him in in person.
I opened the door, and we locked eyes. The eagerness and excitement plain to see. We maintained eye contact for a surprising length of time, considering what I was wearing. His gaze nearly melted me completely before he finally sampled my outfit, long back suspenders attached to lacy panties and a black bra that barely contained my sizeable juicy tits. The chill from outside made my nipples stand to attention, almost bursting through the fabric. He appeared as if he wanted to jump me right there, and I was more than willing, but we must stay true to the scenario, and that we did.
I regained my composure and shot him a devilish smile whilst beckoning him over the threshold of our home. He entered and turned around to close the door, by which time I was at the foot of the stairs, turning my head back to beckon him on. His eyes were directed at my juicy behind, which made me playfully giggle to attract his attention, I showed him I approved, but that he must follow. I walked up the stairs agonisingly slowly, making each cheek jiggle from side to side with each step taken. I could hear his breath quicken in excitement along with slow footsteps that mirrored mine.
I reached the empty bedroom and walked over to the bed, setting myself down with my legs wide open. Now the show really begins. The thought occurred to me that I should have worn white panties, so he could see how wet I was for him, the cherry on the top being the call-back to that wet pussy I saw on the train that day that acted as the inception of this glorious situation. Luke doesn’t seem to mind, he was just as pleased with this lingerie choice and he sniffed the air gratifyingly, he could smell me already, and I loved it. Luke stood respectfully at the door, waiting to be called in. “Sit” I whispered, and I heard a faint stir from the ensuite bathroom, we mustn’t have made enough noise to alert him we were in here. Luke obliged and sat down in his front row seat.
I walked sultrily over to him, pausing directly in front of him, as close to him as I’d been, the skin on his nose almost grazing my navel, he sniffed deeply again, and moaned in excitement. I grabbed his hair roughly, and almost shoved his face right in my cunt then and there, to make him drink deep from my pussy. But that’s not what we agreed on. I resisted, somehow. I moved away from him for fear I may abandon the whole game and make him mine now, and returned to the bed, bending over keeping my legs as long as they were, pert ass in the air inviting a cock or two, and retrieved a box from under the bed. Raising my eyebrows towards him as I opened it. “Take off your clothes Luke”. Wordlessly and eagerly, Luke obliged. And soon his hard cock was on display as he sat back down, never taking his eyes off me as I organised the contents of the box on the bed. His glistening head was dripping with precum already, and it was all I could do to stop myself from cleaning it up with my tongue. I showed him how wet it made me, pausing from my organisation to press my knickers against my cunt with an audible squelch that sent his eyes in to a frenzy. “You’re taking these home with you tonight” I whispered seductively, “but first, close your eyes”.
I placed restraints on his arms and tied him to the side of the chair. It wasn’t too uncomfortable, but he wasn’t going anywhere, the same treatment was applied to his legs until he became one with the chair, and a gag placed in his mouth, with his audible moans suggesting agreement, as if his twitching cock and pooling precum wasn’t evidence enough. I turned around and made a show of picking up a stray strap that wasn’t needed, keeping my legs straight again, so that my wet cunt was inches away from his face, I jiggled slightly, wafting my juicy stench to pervade his perverted nostrils. I was met with moans of agreement once again; he’s enjoying this as much as I am.
Now was time for the show. “Come” I said, a little louder than I’d been addressing Luke. The bathroom door opened and in came my partner, already rock hard and naked. He was in good shape, tall and athletic, a perfect tool to show Luke what I could do, and what fun we could have. Luke didn’t request it, but I had him wear a mask to obscure his face, this was more about myself and Luke, he was just a cock I was using, and by the looks of it, a willing cock at that.
Luke’s eyes were on him momentarily, that is before I made my move over to where he was standing, and slowly dropped to my knees. My man didn’t move, as he was instructed, as I slowly teased him all over, with my fingernails, my lips, and my tongue, all the while making as much eye contact with Luke as I could. I don’t know who wanted me to take this rock-hard cock in my mouth more, Luke, my man, or me. I eventually obliged, but not before his cock had produced as much precum as Luke had, only right I thought, Luke made the effort, why shouldn’t he as well. It was warm and tasted beautifully, there’s nothing better than a rock-hard delicious cock and I showed this to the two men in the room with the enthusiasm with which I pleasured him. Taking him deep in to my throat, all the way down to his taut balls, to the delightful moans of both men. I paused regularly to tease the head endlessly with my tongue before I dived down to his navel again, his whole length scraping the sides of my lubricated throat as it plunged down in to me. I was born to suck cock. I moved back and forwards down the length, sucking it with a joy and an enthusiasm rarely afforded to most men. There’s a big difference to having your dick sucked by a woman who wants to please you against a woman who wants to please herself, and I get so fucking wet when I have a cock in my mouth, and the performance leaves little doubt about that fact, and the reaction from the two men in the room was leaving no doubt at all. My man, as always was groaning and moaning as he received his ideal blowjob, and the sounds of Luke writhing in his restraints filled the room. He’s barely sat still throughout this performance, and why would he.
My man had all he could handle of my tongue and mouth, I always get him too close to exploding for me that he has to stop, that and he just can’t wait to be inside of me any longer, he grabbed me by the arms and flung me backwards on to the bed, as my head hit the mattress my gaze settled on Luke eyes, it had rarely left it so far. He seemed momentarily shocked at the change in proceedings, but his eyes hungered for more, and mine must have conveyed what I was thinking to him “you’re going to see me get fucked Luke”.
My man rushed to join me on the bed. Luckily, we had landed in such a position that Luke had a perfect view of my body, so we didn’t have to adjust position. My dripping wet pussy was revealed when my man ripped my panties straight off my legs, flung to the side they landed close enough to Luke’s feet that he could no doubt smell my cunt even more now. I pulled my tits out from out of my bra and my man went one better by unhooking and removing it all together. All that was left was my nylon tights, which stayed on due to time constraints; my man wanted to be inside me as soon as possible. There was no need for any more foreplay, I was longing for this cock as soon as he walked out of the bathroom and stood there to attention, after all.
He always has liked to tease the entry, sampling my dripping wet cunt against his glistening head, softly exploring the wetness of my lips and clit before he makes me moan by spearing me as deep as he could. “Please Luke, give me it” I moaned, and in that moment I couldn’t decide if I had said the name Luke because I was maintaining my deep eye contact with him, whether it was because I wanted him so badly, or if it was for the show. Either way it didn’t matter to my man who soon obliged, slowly but forcefully entering my cunt as deep as it would allow, his hard cock twitching violently as it seemed to settle somewhere in my stomach. I screamed out in delight as my legs shivered and shook, and he proceeded to reward that by pounding me as hard as he could, as fast as he could, and for as long as he could, all the while my screams mixed with his heavy breathing and Luke’s writhing “Yes, Yes, YES, Fuck me!” I screamed, staring deep into Luke’s eyes, wondering what it would feel like for him to be inside of me instead, the thought brought me to orgasm in no time, and I had to push him off me for the temporary sensitivity. A pool of my juices was left under me, soaking my back as I moved to sit up.
I felt almost woozy, but I wasn’t done yet. I pointed at my man to lie length ways on the bed, and stood up fully, one leg either side of his upward pointing cock, and facing away from him, eyes on Luke. I paused enough for him to look me up and down. He drank in my tits, which were slightly red from my man grabbing me for leverage as he fucked me moments ago, I had barely noticed. My cunt was literally dripping with my own wetness, and this became more apparent when a droplet fell from my pussy lips and on to my man’s thigh below, Luke’s eyes followed it expertly, and then his gaze returned to mine. I never left his sight as I lowered myself down, squatting to settle just agonizingly out of reach of a twitching, almost pulsating head.
I smiled at Luke as I began to take the whole length of his cock, my expression changing to sheer delight and my eyes fighting to stay open so I wouldn’t leave Luke but desiring to out of the sheer pleasure. I felt my tits bouncing uncontrollably as I rode him like a prize stallion, his hands settled on my hips to keep me in place, endlessly going from tip to naval as this cock repeatedly filled me and satisfied me. It wasn’t long before I came again. I could never tire of this, I could bounce on this cock all day long and never stop, and it seemed like Luke could watch me all day too, though his cock suggested otherwise, I swear it looked like he was ready to cum himself. “How fucking horny that would be” I thought.
Again, my man took control and threw me to his side. Luke wasn’t surprised this time, his change of facial expression suggesting he couldn’t wait to see how this pussy was going to be ruined next rather than the surprise of earlier. My man pulled me up by my hips so I was on my hands and knees, facing sideways to the VIP guest in our filthy theatre. My tits hung there, waiting to be bounced around for Luke’s viewing pleasure. The cock soon obliged, and after a few slow introductory thrusts it was slamming into me repeatedly, my whole body being propelled backwards and forwards on the length of his dick. I screamed louder than before, “Yes, fuck me, show Luke how well I can take your cock, show him, yes, yes, yes!”. Before long came the breathless notice “I’m close”, so I moved in to position for the finale, I jumped down on to the floor, a mere foot away from Luke, and beckoned my prize to my waiting slut mouth. I eagerly sucked the primed meat eagerly awaiting its load, I sucked it as if I intended to suck him dry, I wanted every drop of that cum down my throat and I wanted it now, to drink deep in front of Luke. The explosion came to moans from the chair, as Luke saw the filthy delight on my face as I swallowed each pulsating deposit with glee. My man shuddered with each spurt as I sucked him dry, and soon I had it all, without spilling a drop, I showed Luke what was left in my mouth, and swallowed the last in front of him, never leaving his gaze. Luke shuddered himself, and then relaxed as if spent himself, back into his chair.
The show was over for Luke, or at least that’s what he thought. What had occurred so far is all we had agreed on in our deal made on ATW, but I was eager to give him more, I needed to feel this man on me, I had daydreamed about it since the day I started talking to him. Before my man exited to the bathroom, I commanded him “Put him on his back” to the confusion in Luke’s eyes, but I could tell he was excited. The masked man shrugged and obliged, carefully lowering him, still tied to the chair, on to his back on the floor. If he was uncomfortable, he didn’t let on, and even if he was, he wouldn’t mind suffering it for what I was about to bestow on to him.
Still naked but for the nylons, I stood either side of his head. What a sight this would be to him; the view to the ceiling obscured by my long legs, dripping wet pussy, big, beautiful tits and cascading hair reaching down to him, behind which sat the most devilish smile I could muster in the moment. “You’ve been such a good audience for us today Luke, I wanted to give you a treat, would you like that?” Luke’s glance moved to the panties that lay a few feet away from his head, as if it to say “you’ve already promised me an extra treat” after which his eyeline met mine again. “Oh you’re taking those home with you, to taste me at your leisure, and I can tell you know they’re extremely wet and smelly for you Luke, I’ve been dripping all day at the thought of what was going to happen today. You can put them on your face and inhale me whilst you stroke that hard dick for me, you can cum in them again for me and show me, you already know how much that excites me. But I have something else in mind right now” Another devilish smile took over my face and I titled my head for added effect “But wouldn’t you prefer to taste the real thing, Luke?”
I wish I had a picture of the look on his face when I asked that simple question. I’d never seen anyone want something so much as Luke wanted me to sit on his face right there and then. It filled me with intense excitement, but I kept the façade of composure as I bent gently down to remove the gag from his mouth, I put my finger to my lips to beckon him to remain quiet, it turned me on so much for there to be minimal speaking; and all action.
I was in a minxy mood so once the gag was removed I moved as if to sit but then stood up abruptly and walked away from Luke. His head had begun to move upwards, inviting my wet cunt down on to his face, but now it slammed back on to the floor in exasperation as he moaned with disappointment. “I don’t want you to forget your treat Luke”. I picked up the panties off the floor and played with them with my thumb and forefinger, they really were soaking wet with the afternoon’s anticipation of all that’s just transpired. “Mmm, they’re almost as creamy as the ones I sent you and I haven’t even cum in these Luke, how you do excite me.” I walked over to where he had flung his jeans and stuffed them in his pocket. “There, you won’t forget them this way. Now where were we, oh yes”. I moved back in to position, and before he could moan, sat directly on to his face. I felt his nose against my clit, and his tongue enter deep into me. He moaned louder than ever, and in turn, so did I. I moved back so I could look down and see his eyes staring back at me, for him to taste me at his own pleasure, he licked my lips and teased my clit with an expert softness known only to men who knew how to truly pleasure a woman. After a while sampling this delightful tongue, I sat forward once more, giving him my whole weight and wet cunt along with it. I used his face to rub all over my pussy, feeling the wetness of his tongue mix with my juices, riding his face to the point of orgasm and beyond. When I was done with him, and fully spent, I stood up and released him from his restraints, and walked over to the bathroom as we had agreed, Luke was to clean up all signs of there having been sex happening there and leave without a word. I joined my man in the bathroom and we giggled about another experience well had, and emerged 20 minutes later to a clean bedroom, the only hint of what occurred being the sweet, sweet smell still lingering in the air. Today would be a day I would remember for the longest time.
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2024.02.28 21:03 wjbc Why I love Leo Tolstoy's novel War and Peace.

Lots of people find Leo Tolstoy's novel War and Peace intimidating because of its length, its literary reputation, and the number of Russian names. I don't see it recommended on Reddit as much as, say, Alexandre Dumas' The Count of Monte Cristo or Jane Austen's Pride and Prejudice. And I don't intend to bad mouth those great books, I like them too, although not as much as I like War and Peace. I just want to articulate why I love War and Peace.
I first read War and Peace because it was assigned in college. I read a lot of books for college courses, as I was a humanities major. I admired almost all of them (except a book by philosopher Georg Hegel that I still don't recommend), but Tolstoy's War and Peace is the only book I reread, voluntarily, for my own amusement, several times since college. So this is why I like it so much.
War and Peace is an unusual novel. Much of it is pure history, and much of it is philosophy, both of which interest me. And yet the novelistic parts are so well done that I find it hard to put down.
I turned my parents on to it as well. My father was not a fast reader, but he enjoyed it. I thought he would, because we both enjoyed war stories like Personal Memoirs of U. S. Grant, or Shelby Foote’s three volume The Civil War: A Narrative.
My mother was hesitant because she was not a fan of war stories, but she liked it. After she read it, she said she forgot the second half of the title was “Peace.” She loved all the descriptions of life in Russia far from the battles, or during times of peace between the battles. And she tolerated the battles.
In addition to the war story, there’s a lot of romance, gone wrong and gone right. There are young men getting in and out of trouble. There are religious pilgrims, country estates, grand balls, and aristocratic salons. There’s political intrigue and battles for money that are less violent but almost as vicious as battles with Napoleon. In short, there's a lot more of Jane Austen in War and Peace than most people realize. But there's a good deal of Alexandre Dumas' exciting and violent manly adventures as well.
Tolstoy, himself an aristocrat, did not have the common man view of another great 19th century Russian author, Fyodor Dostoyevsky. Although well educated, Tolstoy also didn't need to work for a living, and left university to live in leisure. After running up heavy gambling debts, though, he suddenly needed an income. As many Russian aristocrats who needed a job did in those days, young Tolstoy joined the army as an officer.
Tolstoy’s experience in the Russian army and subsequent trips around Europe turned him into a serious spiritual anarchist — or Christian socialist — who believed the Russian state and the aristocrats who ran it were thoroughly corrupt. Having lived among Russian aristocrats all his life, he was in a position to know. So although his novels depict the world of Russia’s ruling class, they also convey his deep skepticism about the quality and effectiveness of aristocratic rule.
Tolstoy’s other great novel Anna Karenina is even more on point, and arguably foretells the Russian Revolution, or at least some catastrophic event towards which Russia was headed during Tolstoy’s lifetime. But War and Peace is a historical novel, and the subject is Russia’s great triumph, defeating Napoleon's invasion of Russia in 1812 and sending him home with a very depleted army.
The Russians not only destroyed Napoleon's army, they also destroyed his reputation for invincibility, and within a few years Napoleon's great European empire had collapsed. So although the faults of Russians are on full display in Tolstoy's novel, so are their strengths and triumphs.
At the time Tolstoy wrote War and Peace, the Great Man Theory of history was popular. The theory is primarily attributed to the Scottish essayist, historian, and philosopher Thomas Carlyle, who gave a series of lectures on heroism in 1840, later published as On Heroes, Hero-Worship, & the Heroic in History. Carlyle stated that "The History of the world is but the Biography of great men." Carlyle divides these leaders into several different categories: The divine (Odin and other pagan gods who represent the heroic spirit), prophet (Muhammad), poet (Dante and Shakespeare), priest (Luther and Knox), philosopher (Johnson and Rousseau) and king (Cromwell and Napoleon).
Tolstoy strongly disagreed with the Great Man Theory. He also disagreed with the view that Napoleon, for better or for worse, was primarily responsible for monumental changes in European history. He believed the causes of historical events are infinitely varied and forever unknowable to humans.
When Tolstoy was a young officer in the army, he was tasked with interrogating soldiers after battles to find out what had happened. He discovered that if he conducted his interrogations within two hours of the battle, he would get many different stories, almost all of which were contradictory. They could not all be true. Indeed, Tolstoy questioned whether any of them were true, and whether anyone but an omniscient God could know what had really happened.
But if he repeated his interrogations more than 24 hours after the battle, Tolstoy would suddenly get pretty much the same story from everyone, even including those who had given him different stories two hours after the battle. That's because during the 24 hours after a battle, the soldiers and officers would informally talk with each other about what had happened and why. But although they would gradually agree upon a story, that didn't mean the story was true. It just meant it was agreeable to everyone, and eventually it would be reported as fact, and written down in history books as fact, and passed on to future generations as fact. But it wasn't fact. It was just the story that had won the most advocates and became accepted as fact.
Thus when Tolstoy wrote War and Peace, he did his own research. He visited battlefields, read history books on the Napoleonic Wars, and drew on real historical events. He doesn't claim to tell the true story -- after all, he wrote a work of fiction, not yet another questionable history. But he pokes countless holes in the accepted histories of what occurred.
For example, Tolstoy shows why an inarticulate non-aristocratic artillery man might not get credited for true heroism, where a loud aristocratic officer might demand too much credit and get it. He shows why Napoleon or the Russian Tsar might get credited for anything that went right, while their underlings might be blamed for anything that went wrong. He showed why bold but foolish soldiers or officers might be seen as heroes, while cautious but wise soldiers or officers might be seen as underachievers, or worse yet as cowards.
Whether the stories happened as Tolstoy describes, i.e., whether Tolstoy got it right, isn't the point. The point is that we've all seen credit go to the wrong people, and can easily believe it would happen the way Tolstoy describes. The novel is clearly fiction, but Tolstoy reveals a truth about widely-accepted histories.
Tolstoy leads his readers to question official accounts and histories, even those based on so-called contemporaneous accounts written more than 24 hours after a battle. Yes, memories are fresh 24 hours after a battle, but they've already been tainted, and the account everyone agreed upon is certain to be inaccurate.
Thus, according to Tolstoy the significance of great individuals is imaginary. Even a man like Napoleon is only one of "history's slaves," realizing the decree of Providence.
This is a diversion, but there's another person often considered a Great Man of History who was a near contemporary of Napoleon's: George Washington. Like Napoleon, Washington was a general and leader of his country, but that's where the similarities end. For Washington, unlike Napoleon, never considered himself indispensable to the success of the American Revolution or the new government of the United States. Washington commonly credited Providence for any success he may have had, and calmly accepted setbacks as the work of Providence as well.
Early in Washington's life, when he was only 23 in 1755, he had reason to believe in Providence. For as he said in a letter to his brother after a battle in the French and Indian War:
By the all-powerful dispensations of Providence, I have been protected beyond all human probability and expectation; for I had four bullets through my coat, and two horses shot under me, yet escaped unhurt, altho' death was levelling my companions on every side.
Napoleon probably would have taken that to mean that Providence intended him to be great, and to be acclaimed as great. But Washington seems to have taken it to mean that his achievements should be credited to Providence, not to him. And he also had faith that the country could get along without him.
Anyway, that's why I recommend War and Peace. As for the length and number of names, it's not so difficult. The important characters are highly memorable, and if a book is good I want it to be longer, not shorter. The plot is quite easy to follow -- Tolstoy is not James Joyce. I'm sure any avid reader can handle it, and shouldn't pass it up for that reason.
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2024.02.25 00:34 gutfounderedgal THE TUNNEL, Week 5 “Uncle Balt and the Nature of Being” (Pages 116-146)

1. Summary

Uncle Balt is provided with a shout-riddled biography, as seen often through the eyes of ten-year-old Kohler. A mention of Kohler’s part in Kristallnacht, (9-10 November 1938) appears and we discover Kohler married only two years after those fateful nights. We meet the extended family. Kohler ponders and prevaricates on history throughout, as usual. Uncle Balt and the Nature of Being 1.1 Loudmouthed, a man with a bull’s bellow, bucking against puritanism, drinking the hard stuff, farmer, toiler of the land is introduced and described extensively. He lost his wife years ago and remains a bachelor, holding opinions that women engage in frivolous pastimes such as shopping, playing bridge, and golfing (119) and not realizing or not caring about the amount of work women do. “My grandmother slaved” (119). By the end of the section Balt is found dead, having snapped a leg climbing over a fence (126), by kids from the Conservation Corps.

1.2 Mad Meg

Tabor muses on history and offers advice on writing history to Kohler. A historian approaches events with one eye shut, framing events into the narrative that is desired. “You must make of them what you–what you—want them to make…” (127).

1.3 The Ghost Folks

We are going visit your father’s family, says Marty and off they go into the present and past. We discover the tree-like form of the family so, besides Uncle Balt we recognize: William Frederick Kohler (aka WFK [probably a nod to H.C.E. in Joyce’s Ulysses], Whiff Cough, and Herr Rickler), Martha Krause Muhlenberg (Marty, Peg, once PP FinneyneeFeeney), His mother Margaret Phelps Finney, a raging alcoholic, his father Frederick Karl Kohler, her mother Ruth Dilschneider, her father Henry Herman Muhlenberg, and her two sisters Cramer and Catherine (the younger); we also meet Kohler’s two sons, now grown and left, Carl and one he won’t name. Over time, his parents didn’t age, they simply sickened (135). His mother who had an affair with the breadman (rolling in dough, evidently) died five years before his father.

2. Analysis

Sections here, such as with Uncle Balt are perhaps characterized by less overt wordplay than previously seen. The narrative is in this first part more straightforward in comparison to some other parts including the last section of this reading section.

2.1 Uncle Knuckle

Uncle Balt is said to be the term, not the relation. We may read this in one of two ways, as in math where a term is a value upon which operations occur, and relation is relationship between numbers or sets, 3 has the relation of being less than 5, four legs is a relation to the set of all animals. Or, Balt is conceptualized as not a relation, as in family relationship but as something upon which the world acts, outside of the hysterics or dysfunction of the family.

2.2 In a Family Way

Once we enter The Ghost Folks, all chronological and memory hell breaks out in a beautiful brawl. It seems that everybody vibrates at a pitch. Tolstoy said, “All happy families are alike; each unhappy family is unhappy in its own way.” But here it seems that Gass is showing us that all unhappy families are alike in their dysfunctionality. It’s oppressive. He says, “My god, to be a man as I am—smothered with women and children like a duck with onions” (146). Family past and present tumble about and like Jacque Derrida’s idea of hauntology, specters haunt the present from beyond their graves creating an eerie space in which time collapses. Each memory becomes both a reality and a disturbance.

2.3 Is History Hysterical? Is Hermeneutics Heuristic?

While we’ve seen history in action, so to speak, there is some clear articulation of history and historiography in the section. Hermeneutics: the interpretation of the history book. Kohler thinks that his colleagues see time and history within time as linear, a slice of ongoing eternity (p. 129) in contrast to his view of time as “sifting and sweeping, piddling itself away” (129). We have heard previously from Tabor but now Oscar Planmantee is positioned as Kohler’s nemesis (129). For Planmantee (the plan man to a T), described as “a pompous positivist” (44), a mereological mindset governs the writing of history in which parts must be put into the right order to add up to the whole, “events are made of events” (139). One takes the colliding rebounding events, much like grains of rice thrown at a wedding (140) and orders them according to laws. What one needs, Planmantee says, is “an honest footing” (129). As for the rest: lives, human sufferings, “We average them out” says Planmantee (130). Mad Meg Tabor takes a slightly different view. You, as the historian select, to enter your work of history people and events must wait in line (127), they must to be selected to gain their posterity. While you may exclude nothing, Tabor also advises to discriminate, “don’t water too widely” (127). Here we begin to see the contrast of Kohler in which signifiers, words as things of the world, for example, an arbitrary relationship, lead into signifiers that signify other signifiers, chains, links, rhizomes, an arena where time and present, as with hauntology, blend, a place in which the molar and the molecular are both fluid and equivalent.

2.4 Windows are the eyes to the soul

I point out here the recurring theme of windows. Kohler says “Window through window: I want to pass” (146). And we find a good deal of the smashing or blowing in of windows, with a lightning strike (113, 116), the shattering glass of Kristallnacht. We get to keep this in mind as we watch for echoes.

3. Discussion questions

I’m happy to read your responses, opinions, speculations, and cited passages that may back up your views. 1. Kohler is angry, in a pervasive, ongoing sense. On page 43 he says, “When is the rage I contain going to find its utterance?” and in this section upon visiting his parents he says, “I shall be in a rage” (129). Many people work through their anger, or they have coping strategies that allow problematic events in life to roll off them, and they move on. Kohler seems stuck in anger. Questions for consideration: Why do you think Kohler is so angry? Why can’t he let go? Is an entry into this his musing “We’ve not lived the right life” (145) or is it a lot deeper? 2. Uncle Balt brings up Heidegger and Being. “He was Dasein’s quiet cancellation. Dasein indeed” (116). “Anyhow, Uncle Balt has yielded me a metaphor for Being, makeshift maybe, but an image in the form of a tall dark column of damp air, hole going nowhere—yes—wind across the mouth of a bottle” (121). Gass has used “being” as a noun before. But here we see “being” with a small b as changed to Being with a capital B, (he did capitalize it on 75 and you may find referencing that page helps in answering the questions) directly referencing Heidegger. Clearly the Uncle Balt section does not dive into an inquiry of Being nor of Heidegger. Questions for consideration: So why do you think Gass has done this? Has he engaged in a sleight of hand and Balt is not about being? If so, why? Has he explained the relationship of Balt and Being in a way that is more elliptical but nevertheless overt? How so? Why is Galt said to represent Being but not others?

Helpful vocabulary

A couple of words were tossed out that can be given a brief definition to save internet seeking. Dasein – Heidegger’s neutral term for our existence in a sense “being there” or “there being.” We are just here, beings in the world. Dasein can be examined for our understanding of our being. being – small b, refers to an individual thing that has Being or to a specific kind of being such as a human being. Being – capital B, refers to a quality shared by all beings. Being, reality, existence in general.
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2024.02.11 04:46 Imaginary_Pick1606 List of Playboy Related Books

Please let me know if I’m missing any from the list and I’ll add them. Many of these books are available to read for free from the “internet archive” digital library. Edited for spacing issues
•Holly Madison
Down the Rabbit Hole
The Vegas Diaries
•Kendra Wilkenson
Being Kendra
Sliding into Home
•Jennifer Saginor
Playground
•Crystal Hefner
Only Say Good things
• Jill Ann Spaulding
Upstairs\Hefnerland
•Russell Miller
Bunny: The Real Story of Playboy
•Anthony Valerio
John Dantes Inferno
•Kathryn Lee Scott
The Bunny Years
•Art Lape
Beyond the Grotto
•Izabella St James
Behind Closed Doors
•Zoe Gregory
From Britain to Bunny
•Pat Lacey
The Black Bunny Hop
•Stephanie Heinrich
A Bunny Tells All
•Stefan Tetanbaum
The Dark Secrets of Playboy
•Peter Bogdanovich
The Killing of the Unicorn
•Paul Ruditis
The Girls Next Door
•Stevan Watts
Mr Playboy
•Gretchen Edgren
If You Don't Swing, Don’t Ring
The Playboy Book Forty Years
•Shannon Tweed
Kiss and Tell
•Joe Goldberg
Big Bunny
•Suze Randall
Suze
•Mallory Mackey
My Playboy Story
•Gay Talese
Thy Neighbor's Wife
•Victor Lowries
Day the Bunny Died
•Dave Hickey
Complete Centerfolds 1953-2016
•Hef
Hefs Little Black Book
•Surrey Mashe
The Girl in the Centerfold
•Brande Roderick
Bounce Don't Break
•Suzen Fiskin
Playboy Mansion Memoirs
•Francesca Emerson
The Chocolate Bunny
•Frank Brady
Hefner: The Unauthorized Biography
•Ron Dirsmith
Inside Hefner's Pleasure-Domes
•Taschen
Hugh Hefner's Playboy
•Joy Elaine McMillan
Storms Never Last: Memoirs of a Playboy Bunny
•Jenna McCarthy
Jen-x: Jenny McCarthy’s Open Book
•Eric Jonathan Karell
Claudia Jennings –The Authorized Biography
•Ovid Demaris
The boardwalk Jungle - Chapter 23 Hefner: Villain or Patsy?
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2024.02.03 03:07 woolysquids SnoCo Movie Club Screening - Mikey and Nicky (February 17th)

SnoCo Movie Club Screening - Mikey and Nicky (February 17th)
SnoCo Movie Club will be screening MIKEY AND NICKY (1976) at the Everett Public Library auditorium on Saturday, February 17th. A special Valentine's week movie about two bros. More info at linktr.ee/snocomovieclub
Synopsis: Elaine May crafted a gangster film like no other in the nocturnal odyssey Mikey and Nicky, capitalizing on the chemistry between frequent collaborators John Cassavetes and Peter Falk by casting them together as small-time mobsters whose lifelong relationship has turned sour. Set over the course of one night, this restless drama finds Nicky (Cassavetes) holed up in a hotel after the boss he stole money from puts a hit out on him. Terrified, he calls on Mikey (Falk), the one person he thinks can save him. Scripted to match the live-wire energy of its stars—alongside supporting players Ned Beatty, Joyce Van Patten, and Carol Grace—and inspired by real-life characters from May’s own childhood, this unbridled portrait of male friendship turned tragic is an unsung masterpiece of American cinema.
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2024.02.03 00:12 JonathanCrites January 2024 Haul

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