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Neetard hun! ( Neet fuck kr diya) Kl cuet hai socha tha cuet ke liye to pdhna easy hoga pdh lungi pr bc nhi pdha Maine kuch!! Mtlb chl kya rha hai!! For context main average kid thi shuru se jiske 80% tk bnte the pr bhai mujhe nhi pdhna hota tha mujhe fun krna hota tha aur main krti thi jitna pdhne ka mnn hota tha pdh leti thi! Avg student thi bhai pr happy kid thi fun school life popular thi extracurricular activities ke liye most importantly morals ki pakki thi khud ke control me thi jo krna tha wo krti thi jo nhi krna rha wo nhi krti hi confident thi fir aayi 9th bhai Maine pehli baar dhng se pdhna 9th me thik thak marks bhi aaye fir aaya 10th kyuki boards ka pressure tha to decide kra ki padhungi aur literally next day se pdhna shuru kr diya! Bhai is level ka focus tha control tha August tk syllabus bhi khtm kr liya yt se kr kr ke test paper bhi lagane lgi jisme avg hr sub me 80+ bnte the fir aaya nov mean while long distance relationship me thi(lesbian hun) serious wala nov me uncle ki shaadi thi ghr me udhr pdhayi disturb huyi fir pta chla gf cheat kr rhi hai ab tm bol lo kids pr feelings to real hoti hai na bhai maa chud gyi kyuki ghr me shaadi me thi to kisi ne behavioral changes pe dhyan bhi nhi diya main sadme thi depression me thi pta nhi pr pehli baar dukh hua tha jeevan me bht gnda pr thik hai jan se fir pdhayi shuru kri fir school walo ne mock test lene shuru kre pre boards ke naam pe to aisa tha ki ye 4 5 le rhe the to usme Maine inhe seriously liya nhi nhi sare exam bhi Dene nhi gyi pta chla boards cancel ho gye aur mere school walo ne mujhe number diye 78%🤡 point ye hai ki Jo bhi Maine pdhayi kri rhi wo to gyi hi plus ghr walo ko lga ki ye jo main din din bhr baith ke pdhti thi wo sb natak tha🤡🤡 Fir boards ke baad sb chill ho gya aur Maine moveon krne ke liye dushri gf bna li and bro ngl Maine standards giraye the uske liye kyuki ofc kuch aur to tha nhi bacchi thi standards ke naam pe ladki honi chahiye aur jinda honi chahiye but ok stream ki baat kru to mujhe 10th me realise hua ki mujhe arts accha lgta hai kyuki 10 se pehle pdhayi to kri nhi shi se pr mere ghr walo ko mujhe doc banna tha to Maine pehli baar inlogo ko mujhse umeed lgate dekha tha specially meri mmy( abhi bhi) to main mna nhi kr payi aur kyuki egoistic hun to lga ki ab Jo bhi hai krungi to neet hi aur itna confidence tha ki agr Maine kuch krne ka mnn bna liya to kr lungi le liya neet uske liye chli gyi delhi apni Chachi ke pass to bhai main aati hun rural area se meri life thi pedo me garden me khidki kholte hi lage jungle me reh rhe ho aur Delhi jake meri life 2 bhk me bnd ho gyi jiska mentally kaafi asr pda mujhe pr but ok again akash liya online aur pdhna shuru kra dhng se basically main apna routine bataun to 6 7 ghnte neet ka krti thi fir apne intrest ka his/eco/novels kuch bhi aur gf se baat bss yhi reh gyi thi life me literally aur kuch bhi nhi kyuki Maine khud ko isolate kr liya tha to ab obv baat hai jo hai tumhara pass usse tumhe god level pyaaattachment ho jayegi mujhe bhi apne ex se ho gyi 11th to shi gya 12th me usne drame krne shuru kiye ( kyuki usse realise ho chuka tha ki ab usse nhi rehna mere sath pr bc sbke gaand me aukat to hai nhi sbko victim hi banna hai🤡) to ab usne asli rang dikhane shuru kiye imagine koi bnda hai aur usse tmse pyaar hai pr tumhe usse directly destroy krna hai to tm jo jo kr skte ho jitna toxic BN skte ho usne sb kra aur idhr main bewakoof pdhayi chhor ke usse efforts time Dene lgi ye soch ke ki save kr lungi relationship 🤡 Sep tk aake realise hua na relationship bachi na pdhayi ye fact hi kaafi tha depress krne ke liye aur hua whi ho gyi pdhayi bilkul hi chhor diya( aisa chhora ki aajtk nhi hua) pta nhi kya tha pr aajtk Maine depression ke baare me jo jo pdha sb tha mujhe fir boards aaye hug Diya usme bhi ( 75% Bina pdhe btw) neet aaya hug Diya again 100> somehow maine fir bakchodi kri aur is wale drop me bhi nhi pdha fir 100> bn rhe hain bhai neet ka aisa hawa bna rkha hai na Maine uske naam se hi body freeze ho jati hai kya hi padhungi kya hi questions krungi anyways abhi meri life aesi hai ki loving gf hai( goddess hai ye ladki ) aur main ab andho wala pyaar bhi nhi krti hosh me hun ( picche wale me andho jaesa pyaar kra tha Jo kr skti thi sb kr diya fir bhi kaat gya) Assam me hun( great weather) parents supportive hai fir bhi nhi ho rhi meri pdhayi scroll krti rehti hun etc etc Please please please please please koi solution ho koi advice ho de do please please

this was my third drop...last year 600+ score tha and again iss baar bhi 600+ hi reh gaya...UP se hu so there's no hope for gov college...now I'm stuck...it's more of a choice paralysis...bc hadd se zyada options hai lekin psnd koi nhi...so need ur advice
here are all the possibilities

1:Maulana Azad mein BDS lekr give-up krdu MBBS pr (all the platitudes I've heard regarding this possibilities haven't helped me so far...'mehnat karoge toh kahi pr bhi successful ho jaoge' , 'US chale jaoge toh waha dentists earn alot'-but as we all know US jana is not a cake walk usme bhi bohot hurdles aayenge so it won't be as easy as it sounds , 'India ka best dental college hai so u can't compare the opportunities with all the negative things going around for BDS graduates')

btw last year bhi mil raha tha Maulana Azad mein BDS aur meine chodh diye yeh bol kr ki iss baar toh acche se NEET nikal lunga🤡toh gharwaalo ka trust bhi chala gaya ab

2:Maulana Azad mein BDS lekr partial drop lena (ik u must be asking 3 drop mein jo nhi hua woh isbaar kaise ho jayega...meine last doh drops mein literally 3-4 mahine padhayi ki thi...dikkat consistency ki hai...I've still not given my 100%...and tbh meine apna 50% bhi nhi diya...bc ek saal nikal jata hai aur pata bhi nhi chalta hai mujhe bas last mein hi anxiety hoti hai tab padh pata hu...isbaar toh meine hi bakchodi kr di...ek ladki thi uspr crush tha...pichle saal issi waqt usne approach kara ki usse bhi crush tha mujhe pr...4-5 mahine sab sahi chala...lagg rha tha college mil jayega because ofc pata nhi tha cutoff is going to shoot-up like tht but mujhe nhi mila...uske maa-baap dono doctor hai usko private mein bhej diya aur mere laude lagg gaye...istg itna insecure nhi feel kiya kabhi jitna uss bandi ne karwa diya...bc pata nhi kya hua but bilkul hi baat karna band kr diya...kisi ne sach hi kaha hai 'these bitches ain't loyal'...pr uski bhi galti nhi thi ig she just wanted to move on and have a clean slate or something idk...anyways thoda bhattak gaya main topic se)
3:Mumma-daddy bol rhe Kerala se private MBBS kr lu...koi toh property sell krne ki baat kr rhe the...and lemme tell u itna financially well off nhi hu ki private college chala jau...bohot mental pressure aa jayega unpr...moreover I won't be able to live with myself agar yeh kiya meine toh...baap ne literally jitne paise 20-25 saal mein kaamaye hai sab mere graduation pr kharch ho jayenge
4:Complete drop lelu aur society ke baccho ke liye namuna bann jau...ki woh ek chutiya hai jisne 4 drop le liye uss exam ko nikalne ke liye jo logg 12th mein hi nikal lete hai

and istg mujhe iss baad ki chinta nhi hai ki bohot time ho gaya wagera...kyunki I'm damn sure I'm going to outlive all the teen mf out there lol(got a pretty solid life-style)...bas mental pressure jhelna kaafi mushkil ho gaya hai
now y'all can drop ur advices

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i scored 81 percentile in jee mains and 89 percent in cbse this year.. I told my dad after jan attemp ki is saal nahi ho payega and he said ki koi nahi drop le lena but no he is not allowing me as his coworkers have brainwashed him to think that drop year ruins job placement and career... Iski wajah se maine koi aur entrance ke form fill bhi nahi kare the...
Now my brain is so fried ki mujhe bas ab kisi bhi college me admission lena hai but kuch samajh nahi aa rha hai.. Are there any decent tier 3 colleges in delhi ncr that i can join.... please help

FIRSTLY( ppl from other states)GAALI MATT DO BHAI HAMARI KYA GALTI HAI NTA KO DO GAALI
SECONDLY(Delhi ppl) bhai you can look at this from 2sides - ek taraf 10 din aur drag karke marke padhna hoga ( to the people like me who had legit studied hard asf and studied everything) it’s annoying for us because we wanted to get it over with but now THE OTHER SIDE‼️‼️ - EVERYONE ELSE will start their physics revision tomorrow thak haarke shaam ko marte marte, y’all can start it this very moment!! You have an advantage not only for chem / english / GT but also for physics!! Start revising- 24hrs se bhi zyada hai paper 3 baje hai parso bhai kardo sab kuch then after that 10 DAYS EXTRA- IT IS A LOT, I’ve done all syllabus and to the people who actually studied it’s a golden opportunity, cover any topic that was left, do mocks, questions and ace it. Lesssgoooo look at the greener side of the grass , stay motivated fellow Delhiites 🔥🔥🔥 Baaki sab other states waalo ko bhi best of luck

This happened today while I was going back home and was at bus stop. Waiting for my uber. While I was waiting two uncles jo gutka mu mein rakhe hue the. Started fighting for politics maybe. But one uncle said "Tum jaise logo ke vajah se desh tsraki nahi kar pa raha" and then he looked and me and said " Sai kaha raha ho na bhai sahab". Uncle mereko land farak nahi padta mere se kyu puch rahe ho. So I replied "Pata nahi, kya pata, ho sakta hai" in an awkward way. Then other uncle started shouting "Tumse bade desh ke dushman hai kon, Tum batao bahi sahab hai ki nahi" Are bhai Iss equation mein mein kaise aa ja raha hoon baar baar.
So I said "Pata nahi, Sayad"
Then he turned to the other guy and touched his shoulder and said "Bahi sahab tum hamare bhai bandu ho, samaj rahe ho kya kaha raha hoon". Are uncle jiss tarike se app itne pass ake bol rahe sab galat hi samaj rahe hai aur kuch nahi.
Then other uncle come closer to the uncle said "Bilkul bhaiji sab samaj raha hoon, hai ki nahi" brooooo unke lips itne pass the ki my heart skipped a beat. Mereko laga yeh kiss kar hi denge. "Bass Pyaar muhambat bato aur kya" " Bilkul bhai sahab". Then they hugged.
Then first uncle looked at me and touched my shoulder and said "sahi kaha raha hoon ki nahi bhai sahab". Bro mereko bhi kiss kar dete vo uncle to mein thoda piche hata and said " Bilkul Bilkul bhai sahab vo dekho meri gadi aa gayi mode me chalo ram ram". Then I ran away.

khuch log pehle sey hi sensitive hote hain , aur in ki self esteem kam hoti hai ,phr unhain muhabbat hoti hai , lahasil muhabbat , (raja gidh main dewangi ki 4 wajoohat main se aik) aur lahasil muhabbat k baad, ahsaas e kamtari ka aisa daur shiru hota hai k Allah bachaye. Insaan khud apni khubiyan jaante huwe bhi maanne ko tayar nai hota.

ye interview bhi hota hai kya iiser mai merit list mai aane ke baad .Maine kal search kiya too dikha rha tha ki haa hota hai lekin youtube pe kahi bhi iski normally information nahi mil rhi hai too agar ye hota bhi hai too iske liye tayari kaha se kru?
acha aur iske alawa kya iisc mai bhi interview hota hai jab ham jee,neet ya iat ke mode se admission lete hai?

So I gave my 12 boards in year 2022, scored decent percentage(86%) CBSE board so like every other aspirant I thinked let's take drop for 1 year... When I gave jee with 12 I scored around 50 percentile(was not taking any coaching or any sorts of tution,na hi 11 12 mai koi tuition lo boards ke liye yt se padhta tha sirf) so when I write exam after one year of drop I scored 62 percentile in my first attempt aur second attempt mai 69 percentile.... I was shattered whole year I think ki agar 130-120 bhi le aya to state ke nit mai easily ho Jayega kisi circuital branch mai(I belongs to HP, here a general male candidate can easily get any circuital branch if you score 96-97 percentile due to home state quota). So I thought ki ab to kuch nhi hoga but fir ek din ek dost ne bola ki Bhai tu second drop lele.. I thought is year 96 percentile 140 Tak bani hai moderate shift mai to agar ek saal acche se padha to 160-180 tk le aunga(My first mistake ki maine apna goal hi chota seat Kiya like 180 number) Second drop le liya.. starting mai sab sahi ja raha tha up to July scoring good marks in mock like 110-120ish.Iwas happy ki chalo last year se progress ho rhi hai exam Tak 160-180 ho ji jayega...I didn't join any offline coaching was preparing from my home by pw prayas batch( My second mistake ki maine apne comfort zone Mai reh kar padhai karna decide Kiya, I know ki most of log aap mai se bolenge ki Bhai online Ghar se padh kar bhi ho jata hai and I completely agree with you but the thing is if you are preparing online for such big competitive exam you need to be disciplined which In my case was lacking)cut to Second drop result I scored same percentile like last year... Fully fucked up I know ki kuch nhi milega is pe aur kismat itni acchi ki is year 2024 jab exam Diya to first attempt 27 Jan shift2 thi aur second attempt mai 6 April shift 1 which you guys know ki dono mai hi high marks pe low percentile bni hai due to several reasons but mai apni failure ko is se nhi excuse kar raha.. I didn't study properly and I failed that simple ... Jab se exam aya hai zayda tar Ghar pe hi rehta hun aur ab bas suicidal thoughts hi ate haii... Most of the time depressed rehna ... Mai apne aap ko koi bahut bekar student nhi manta agar mehnat krte lag ke to ho jata but ab vo time chala gya aur mai bas ye cheez is liye idhar likh Raha hun kyunki ye sab baate sab log nhi smj sakte ... I hope ki mai mar jaun jitna jldi ho sake taki ye sab baate sochne nhi pdhe

Dekho I think Sab ka Postpone ho shakta hai exam not only because Delhi walo ka hua hai but also because admit card ki site down hai itna late Diya hai bhen k lodo ne aur upar se bohot logo ka change admit card download nahi ho rha because site down to isliye though chances are slim it is a possibility.
Don't get your hopes up because NTA sabse bada Behen ka loda hai uska kisiko loda kuch nahi pta, pta chala Delhi walo ka kal wapas prepone krdiya. Ye to Maine just observe Kiya isliye maine socha share kardu.
All the best to you guys.😊😊

Mere legit sirf 0.2% se 90 aane se ruk gaye 🙃
I think mere sst me galat lage hai. I swear paper bohto acha gaya tha. Infact jin bacho ne last ke 1 mahine me padha unke tak mujhse zaada agaye I don't get how this is possible. Recheck ke liye bhejna is no use kyuki marks badne wale hai ni faltu me kangal aur hojaungi.

yaha gand phati padi hui hai upar se centre 50km dur aur admit card bhi download nhi hora

Mujhe laga nai tha criteria clear hoga to drop leliya but surprisingly ho gaya criteria clear. Jee mai 90%ile thi (130 number). Maths is literally 0, 4/100 the mains mai. Chem mai physical ke 6-7 chapter karne hai, block chem and reduced syllabus. Physics is also pretty average. modern phy, optics aur 11th ka second half dhang se nai ho rakkha
Phy aur chem ke liye to one shot dekh ke kar lunga but maths ka dar lagra. Guide kardo koi kya lagta hai ek aur aadhe mahine mai 250+ aa jaayenge? ece miljaye kisi bhi campus mai I'm more than happy

agar maine options likh te wakt galat number ko circle kardiya galti se to usko cut kar sakte hain?? aur usko cut karu kaise? pls help ive never given a test on omr sheets before except for boards per udher toh sirf name aur roll no hi omr pe likhna tha yar

What should i do in these last 10 days. Bhai mere chem mai 70 aur phy mai 60 ate hai.. lekin maths mai 10-15 bhu mushkil se ate hai. 2023 wale mai 23 aye the bss
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Galli hai agge sorry
Mai delhi ka hu bhenchod inn nta walo ko nanga kr ke rod se marro beech sadak pe bhenchod ajj mai 12 ghante se gand ghis ke padh rha hu bhenchod aur inn dallo ne paper postpond kr diya are bhenchodo Naa tumhari site kamm krti hai naa madarchod tumhare yha koi randi ka phone uthata hai naa bhenchod tum baccho ko assurance dete ho are madarchodo tumhara Kam kya hai bhenchod baccho ka chutiya katna kya? Madarchod nta walo bhenchod koi kamm time pe nhi krte raat me info de rhe paper cancel ho gya hai bhenchod kutte raand salle
Accha yeh batana ki 16 may walo ka admit card same rhega yaa uska bhi nya admit card ayega ham delhi walo ke liye 🤡

Hear my story jeetards. I am loser. I am not good in sports. Have no confidence in life through childhood. I was in Seven Square Academy in Mira Road. My life is primarily been at home watching PC parts and coding. Have real passion in IT. Was never good at anything. For the first time though my village relative bhaiya I was able to do 10th well in COVID 2020. Then no exams happened due to game addiction I didnt gave internal exams well. For 10 + 2 years in school my life was hell in Delhi Nangloi. Fast forward my 12th results came in I got 62%. I knew I fucked that day because at exam hall I was getting stroke. What saved that day was invigilator. 1st drop year wasted. Started preparing for mht cet fucked my exam, fucked jee kyuki kuch pada hi nahi bhai -ve me number aaye the. Manipal exam me 10 din that ab 4 bache hai. Just destroyed my life. Sapna that ki kamse kam NSIT me toh jaunga. Ab meri behen ki shaadi hai agle saal. Per me total failure hu. Meri behen bhi mujse jyada smart hai Jo mujhse Kam padhti hai. Just could not take it. Bhai kese Bina guilt ke mar sakte hai batado. Aur buri baat suno comedk aur pessat aur vitee sab chut Gaya kyuki ye sab pata hi nahi tha. Total pure failure Aaj tak ek medal nahi jeeta. Chalo ab bata do ki june me 8 mahle ki building se jirne me maut miligi achi kya. suicidewatch or daala tha nahi post ho raha