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Here is the recap of the 10 monetized posts from Kylea and Joseph "Joe" Gomez of Kylea G Weight loss Journey on 05/15/24.
"Indecisive people are the most troublesome and frustrating type of persons." Kilroy J. Oldster
⚠️ Compulsive Buying Disorder (CBD), aka shopping addiction, Death, Domestic Violence, Disordered Eating, Gaslighting, Illness, and Religion, will be discussed
Disclaimers: I am not a physician, influencer, or paid content creator. I am not affiliated with WW. I am semi-retired from the healthcare field with multiple college degrees. These opinions are my own based on social media content. I wish no harm to Kylea or Joe Gomez.
☎️ If you or someone you know is struggling or in crisis, please call or text 988 for assistance.
☎️ National Domestic Violence Helpline: Confidential Help is available 24/7 at 1-800-799-7233. Or text START to 88788.
https://www.thehotline.org/identify-abuse/power-and-control/
The tagline of Kylea G Weight loss Journey is, "I changed my life with prayer and a playlist of songs. No surgery, no meds. Just Jesus."
DAILY STATS 05/15/24:
0/10 posts discussed prayer
0/10 discussed music
2/10 discussed extra walking from sightseeing
0/10 shared a recipe
5/10 were about something Kylea ate or drank
1/10 was about 2 bandanas for Birdie
1/10 was about the weather
1/10 "Joe" posted about Arby's Kylea had delivered to the apartment
📢 For our friends at Meta, that means 30% of her monetized content had nothing to do with weight loss, which is the tagline and purpose of her page.
⚠️ Disordered Eating- Daily WW Points Used (Data compiled from monetized content):
1-2 WW Points?: Warm latte with almond milk, sugar-free vanilla, and monkfruit. 🚨 No sugar-free options are available at the Parakeet Cafe. Per their website, only house-made organic vanilla syrup is available. Kylea did not list the WW points for this beverage. 🤔
0 WW Points: FOUR scrambled eggs, fresh berries, and water
0 WW Points: Fresh Pressed Juice 🚨 Kylea does not count points for this, but the WW website counts blended and pressed juices as points.
0 WW Points: Southwest salad with chicken, corn, blackbeans, and salsa
7 WW Points: Poppi Root Beer, fresh pineapple, and a Quest Coconutty Caramel Bar with Almonds
📢 For our friends at Meta, that means Kylea consumed 8-9 out of (up to) 30 daily WW points in maintenance mode= Disordered Eating. This is dangerous messaging for her 140k+ followers on a weight loss journey. Please follow your policies on eating disorders and take action.
Recipes Shared: ZERO
🚨 Please speak with a medical professional about any questions or concerns you have about your health.
Comments: Kylea stopped showing the food and beverages her sister consumed today. Her sister is physically active and appears to practice moderation in eating with a more diverse palate. I think Kylea did not appreciate the praise her sister was receiving, and it made Kylea's Disordered Eating more apparent to followers.
Most posts were edited 3+ times (a few rapidfire edits then multiple hours later).

1. "Starting our day with a 30 minute walk to breakfast.👟 We wanted to explore as much as possible with our own two feet and that's exactly what we are doing!! The girl that showed up on July 5th of 2021 is so proud! 💖"

⏸️ People who have walked daily to a playlist for almost 3 years should not make a BIG deal about walking 30 minutes.

1. Kylea spent approx. $34 on 2 more bandanas for Birdie at the Farmers Market.
   
2. Parakeet Cafe: Kylea was charmed by this cafe and said, "I sat here enjoying my coffee and thinking of my grams. All the birds remind me of her 💖 ☕️"
   

⏸️ May Grams RIP. 🙏 To her family and friends, I am sorry that Kylea repeatedly monetizes her death.

1. Morning Glory for Breakfast: A large bowl of 4 scrambled eggs and berries are shown.

⏸️ This was not a choice on the online menu. To fear food in a wonderful culinary destination, like San Diego, is sad. Kylea needs medical care. ☮️

1. San Diego Zoo: "I've done a lot of walking here so I'm so thankful for my improved health. God is so good! 💖"

⏸️ Kylea does not look well in the picture. I feel her body is not used to this level of outside activity.

1. Fresh Pressed Juice: Kylea posts a green fresh pressed juice from the Farmers Market. The Reddit theory is that this stop occurred before breakfast, and she waited to post it since she had just consumed a latte.
   
2. "Joe" posted about Arby's: "My wife is the best! She sent me one of my favorite meals for dinner tonight and enough for me to have for lunch tomorrow. I love the roast beef sandwich from Arby's! ❤️"
   

⏸️ Please see the link above on power and control in domestic violence. Why was Joe unable to purchase Arby's on his own? Why was it delivered? Why the goofy pictures of him holding the food bag? Although I realize "his" posts boost "her" engagement, fast food is triggering for those on a weight loss journey. Meta, please take action.

1. Southwest Salad: Kylea dined at an unnamed restaurant. "I tend to eat chicken, eggs, veggies, and fruit while on vacay because it is what I like the most! 💖"

⏸️ Kylea needs help for her Disordered Eating.

1. Post-Dinner Snacks: "Having some snacks after a long day of a lot of walking! 👟 I've never tried the poppi before or the quest candy bar and they are both SO good!! I got 12 grams of protein in while eating that quest candy bar and it was amazing!!!"

⏸️ That's right...her only WW points from food was a "candy bar" today, and it was "SO good" and "amazing!!!" This is gaslighting. Food is fuel. Green beans and brownies are the same... The iced cookie cake was "fine," remember? 🤔

1. She's cold: This travel blogger must not have checked the weather for her backpack trip. "I packed a sweatshirt just in case and it turns out I'm probably going to be wearing it the entire time because I'm so cold."

Takeout: Parakeet Cafe latte= $6.50 est + tip; Unknown beverage for sister= $6.50 est + tip; Morning Glory for KG= $20 est + tip; Unknown bfast for sister= $20 est + tip; Juice Hut pressed juice= $10 + tip; Unknown beverage for sister= $10 est + tip; Arby's delivery for Joe= $25 est + fees; Unknown restaurant for dinner (Southwest Salad) for KG= $15 est + tip; Unknown dinner for sister= $15 est + tip; Poppi, Quest Bar & Fresh Pineapple= $10 est
Shopping/Travel Expenses: Unknown Accommodations= $120 est + fees; Airport Parking (up to 50% off with prebook)= $16 est; Barks & Crafts Dog Bandanas= $34 est; Go City Pass 3 days for 2 Adults= $488;
All info from Reddit. ✌️

It's The NFT DIVIDEND WU-TANG WOMBO COMBO
That's why Snoop Dogg was so mad at that kid. HE SOLD THE PARTIAL RIGHTS TO THE WU-TANG ALBUM FOR $3000.
Why would he know this? He did a feature on the album.
The whole point of the album is to bring value back to music:
Inspired by musical patronage in the Renaissance,[7] Wu-Tang producer Cilvaringz decided to create Once Upon a Time in Shaolin as an art object.[5] Feeling the value of music had been cheapened by streaming and online piracy, he and co-producer RZA hoped to return music to the value of fine art.
Also,
Once Upon A Time In Shaolin was auctioned through Paddle8 in 2015,[9] which had previously sold works by artists including Jeff Koons, Julian Schnabel, and Damien Hirst.[3] Legal agreements stipulated that the album could not be commercially exploited for 88 years, although it could be released free or played at listening parties.[10]
According to RZA, the number eight was symbolic as there were eight original members of the Wu-Tang Clan, the numbers of the year 2015 add up to eight, Paddle8 has eight in its name, and a rotated eight is the symbol for infinity, used on their second album, Wu-Tang Forever.
What fucking year is it???

My NF (a textbook neglectful narcissist) forgot my birthday last year. First time I didn’t even get a one line text with no emotion behind it. I ended up hearing from him two days later, with him trying to get me to forgive him. I refused. Not because of the birthday, but because it fell on top of him literally never attempting to be involved with my life (or his only grandchild’s life). He allowed me at age 12 to be enmeshed to my NM because he didn’t want to deal with her. He chose my sister (who he is still lives with and is very involved with), not both of us. He never fought to free me from the parentification he allowed to happen. Even when my NM died, he never made an attempt to repair things. We (my husband, my kid and me) lived in a two family house next door for literally 16 years, and he wouldn’t talk to me unless he needed something.
I moved 6 months ago and it hasn’t changed (not that I expected it to). No calls, no texts - nothing. His birthday was two days ago. I didn’t call, text, or acknowledge it at all online or off. This is a big thing for me, because I’ve always tried to “be the bigger person” thinking he will change. He won’t. The simple fact is, he doesn’t care and never will. I’ve never NOT acknowledged it before, despite my anger. This is scary uncharted territory for me.
It’s been hell in my brain. The guilt is so overwhelming but I keep reminding myself that he has never in my entire almost 40 years made an attempt to have a genuine relationship with me. If he, as my parent, can’t care enough about me to even bother talking to me, why should he be acknowledged for being born? Clearly my life doesn’t matter, so why should I falsely celebrate his?
I can’t help the guilt, though. It’s so hard when it’s engrained in my head that I’m an awful daughter for not saying anything to him. No contact is hard.
I don’t even know what the point of this is, other than to say these things to people who “get it.” I’m so tired of feeling guilt for other people’s choices. I’m too old for this s***. 😅
Thanks for listening. 🩵

I am stuck trying to get Google Oauth working with OmniAuth.
My app is going to integrate with a couple google services (Gmail and Google Calendar). In order to get permission, users can click to auth to google. I got everything setup on the Google side so I have my google_client_id and google_client_secret.
I started by installing these two gems:
gem "omniauth", "~> 2.1" gem "omniauth-google-oauth2", "~> 1.1"
And then I did the basic setup outlined in their README but I can't get things to work. I set up the omniauth.rb initializer and created a simple button on my website that posts to the `auth/google` route but I kept getting the rails authenticity error. I tried every form of submitting: link_to with method post, button_to, and just a straight form. I was watching logs and I could see the authenticity token so I was really confused.
I finally found a post online where someone had the same issue and resolved it by also adding:
gem "omniauth-rails_csrf_protection", "~> 1.0.2"
I added that and instantly my authenticity token issues went away, but it's still not working. Now I can post properly to the route and nothing happens. The logs simply show:
Started POST "/auth/google" for ::1 at 2024-05-16 16:57:44 -0500 DEBUG -- omniauth: (google) Request phase initiated.
Any ideas about what might be going on? I'm at the stage where I'm going to start combing through gemfiles, adding "puts" statements, to figure out what the hell is going on.
I'm also open to completely dropping omniauth and using some other gem or even trying to implement this directly.

As you know there is a online swagger editor in the https://editor.swagger.io/
It works well but when I try to make a request to one of the servers I'm getting CORS error.
I want to share this swagger with a customer without making them download a software like Postman and I want it to be free. Is there a alternative for this that anyone can recommend? I just want to import a openapi file and let the customer to test it out without cors errors.
Thank you

I tried purchasing a pair of rare vintage headphones from eBay to be delivered to me in Brazil, but even though it never reached me eBay claims a refund is impossible because I did not do it 30 days after the estimated time of arrival
It's a really tough situation because the package was sent back to the seller after spending 4 months molding away in a brazilian government warehouse where packages are kept for individual hand inspection since we have to pay a 60% tax on any imported goods, and the revenue service is notoriously fussy and will find the slightest excuse to refuse packages
This situation has been going on for a month now and it has become the worst kind of nightmare, where there are multiple parties involved and they keep pushing me towards each other for a solution. I bought the headphones in the middle of December, and then it took a month to reach Brazil, where it took 4 more months to have its entrance refused by the revenue service, and I have been begging for a solution for a month now to all parties
eBay will only tell me that they don't have to refund me since the money back guarantee is only valid if I open a dispute within the specified window (30 days after estimated date of arrival), but if I had done there was a chance I would receive the item for free, since it's just normal for the brazilian postal service to take multiple months to do anything regarding imported goods. I was trying not to cheat the seller and eBay by waiting patiently for Correios to follow through the delivery which never happened, so now the seller tells me I need to get a refund from eBay, which tells me to get a refund from either the seller or the brazilian postal service, and of course the brazilian postal service tells me to get a refund from eBay, which ignores my explanation for why I did not open a dispute within the deadline
Has anyone here ever been through this kind of thing before?

Hey! I'm Luke, I'm 22 and live in Midtown (Watkins Park area). Obviously, I'm a bit of a nerd - I read a decent bit, watch a lot of movies. However, I do also enjoy getting out and socializing, try to get to the gym fairly often, and enjoy playing & watching sports (mostly football). I've been playing in an online D&D campaign for a couple years now with friends across the country, but I'd like to get back to playing in person. I also think it'd be fun to give some people who might be interested in D&D but haven't gotten the chance to play an opportunity to do just that. You're not required to have never played before or anything, but I wanted to specify that I'm open to teaching new players.
If you're interested, drop a message here or PM me!

Lots and lots and lots of coverage for this media roundup. We’ve got goals, we’ve got boos, we’ve got hot mics, we’ve got the Unipiper and so much more.
PORTLAND:
Tyson Alger / Oregonian: After rocky start, Portland Timbers rally back against San Jose to snap 9-game winless streak
“Yes, the Portland Timbers heard the boos.
How could they not?
They started flying early in the first half against San Jose on Wednesday night and only continued to gain steam when a pair of Earthquake goals sent Portland into the locker room down 2-0 at the break — all the momentum needed to achieve a club-record 10th game without a win.
And the Timbers Army responded accordingly, hailing down a thunderous shower of jeers as manager Phil Neville led the Timbers off the pitch. …”

Columnist Bill Oram: Oregonian: Timbers coach Phil Neville silences his critics — for one night, at least
“The pressure was mounting on Phil Neville and, you would imagine, inside of him, too.
The Portland Timbers manager had overseen a string of nine consecutive matches without a victory, dating back to March 9. Even the Trail Blazers have won twice since then.
Neville’s tinkering had not led to results. His adjustments weren’t working. Not well enough, at least.
And while the Timbers are a team with new faces and still integrating a new superstar, this is Neville’s show. He was the splashy coaching hire made last fall. As lackluster results stacked up, so too did Neville’s frustration. …
On the hot mic situation: “As Neville headed to the locker room on Friday, a broadcaster on the team’s radio feed was caught on a hot mic asking his producer if he wanted to coach the team because it “can’t be any worse.”
I’ve been in the press box for hundreds, if not thousands of sporting events, and trust me, as gallows humor goes, that made-for-X/formerly-Twitter moment is pretty mild. The announcer, Adam Susman, has apologized and hopefully that’s that.
We were all thinking some version of it. Or worse…”
(Worth reading this one in full imo)

Alex Barnes / Stumptown Footy: Portland Timbers vs San Jose Earthquakes - Instant Reaction
“The Portland Timbers lost 2-0 at home to the San Jose Earthquakes after another stale attacking performance and two more defensive mistakes… Is what I was prepared to write before an 74th minute Earthquakes red card flipped the game on its head. But for the first time since March 9, the Portland Timbers won a game of football in their typical drunken fashion — a much-needed four goal explosion in the final 15+ minutes of the match.
…
Were the Timbers fortunate to win? Unequivocally yes. Before the penalty San Jose was cruising. But at this point in the season, at their position in the table, it does not matter one bit. The team needs points, and points they earned. Whether that continues into their next match is a major question, but tonight felt like the pressure release valve was turned for the time being. Sometimes one moment is all it takes for the tides of a grueling MLS season to turn.”

Jeremy Peterman / Cascadia FC: Winning A Game Is Fun
“The Timbers’ winless streak is over, and the San Jose Earthquakes are still winless at Providence Park. Will this team ever play a normal game?
…
…This win is incredibly fluky in so many ways. But, at the end of the day, 3 points is 3 points. Now they have to turn this confidence into momentum. Some returning players can help with that. As long as the players believe they can win, they will put in match-winning performances. Inconsistency has been the calling card of the 2024 Timbers. Can they erase the individual mistakes while building a solid defensive shape that can attack directly? That’s what they have to solve. The 3-4-3 from tonight was an excellent start, and it will get better. The pieces to win games now are on this team. But they have to perform like it. But tonight is a good night to be a Timber. For the first time in 49 years of the club’s history, the Timbers have won a game by multiple goals after trailing by multiple goals. Winning a game is really fun. This team should do it more often.”

BONUS: Unipiper content
Tyson Alger / The I-5 Corridor: Timbers win plays second act to The Unipiper's song of redemption
“Redemption on Wednesday was scheduled for 7:35 p.m. In the minutes leading up, Kidd quietly waited in the Southwest corner of Providence Park, occasionally humming a few notes through his trumpet and making sure his sandals, embroidered with “Keep Weird” on their backs, were tight. At 7:34 p.m. he pulled on a Darth Vader mask. A minute later, he climbed onto the unicycle, found his balance, lifted the trumpet to his mouth and slowly started pedaling north. When the first notes hit smooth, Kidd came alive — playing a well-paced 80-second anthem that ended with Kidd using his one free arm to orchestrate the crowd into a frenzy.”

• John Ross Ferrara / KOIN: Unipiper hits high note in Timbers national anthem redo

BONUS: Hot Mic

• Oregonian: Timbers radio announcer’s hot mic picked up by Apple TV broadcast: ‘Can’t be any worse’
• Awful Announcing: Hot mic catches announcer mocking MLS team and coach during Apple TV broadcast
• David Moore / The 18: ‘You want to come coach this team?’ Timbers announcer apologizes for hot mic moment

NATIONAL:
Sam Jones / MLS: Daily Kickoff
PORTLAND TIMBERS - 4 SAN JOSE EARTHQUAKES - 2
Evander (74'), J. Rodríguez (80, 90+10'), F. Mora (90') A. Pellegrino (31'), H. López (34')
San Jose were on the wrong end of an MLS After Dark special in Portland. The Timbers got back in the game with a 71st-minute red card/penalty combo and then got back in the game some more with a brace from Jonathan Rodriguez and a Felipe Mora goal.
The Timbers badly needed this one. It’s their first win in nine games. It doesn’t matter how it comes at that point – they just needed it to happen.
The Quakes did not need this. Just when it seemed like they were sorting some things out defensively, they fell apart in this one. Once again, it’s worth repeating that no one is concerned about the Quakes’ attack. Everything else though…

AI bot / The AP: Timbers Rally To Beat San Jose 4-2 And Snap Winless Streak
“Jonathan Rodriguez scored a pair of goals and the Portland Timbers snapped a nine-game winless streak with a 4-2 victory over the San Jose Earthquakes on Wednesday night. …”

Graham Ruthven / Fotmob (published before the match): The Phil Neville-era is in trouble at Portland Timbers
“Derby defeats are difficult enough to digest without the additional consequences that came with the Portland Timbers’ painful home loss to the Seattle Sounders on Sunday. The result dropped Phil Neville’s team to the bottom of the Western Conference with the Timbers on a winless run of nine matches. Portland have problems.”

SAN JOSE:
The Mercury News: Hernán López scores in second straight game for Earthquakes, but San Jose win streak snapped in Portland
“Hernán López scored in his second straight match, but the San Jose Earthquakes allowed three goals in the final 16 minutes of regulation and another in extra time in a 4-2 loss at Portland, Oregon, on Wednesday night.
The Quakes (3-9-1) had won three in a row to move out of last place in the 14-team Western Conference, but fell back to the bottom of the standings with the loss. …”

INTERNATIONAL:
RCN News: Santiago Moreno gave an assist in a 'crazy' play in the MLS (Spanish)
“Santiago Moreno, who reached 101 games with the Portland Timbers, was in charge of finishing the game against the San Jose Earthquakes…”

This may sound dumb and have to do with survival instincts from what I gathered online, but dogs eating and gulping down their food as fast as possible grosses me out. Like why? You fill up a dogs bowl and they eat every bit of food in less than a minute. WTF? They can’t wait. They can’t save a drop. Every piece must be devoured. Then a human goes to make theirselves food and the dog is literally at their feet begging and begging for more food . When a human gives a dog human food like a burrito it’s gulped down in 5 seconds. A dog will literally eat and eat and eat until its stomach pops. It grosses me out. I guess there is a scientific explanation for this or bad owners or something. But there’s also the dog that I had that was well feed and still based her life around what she can get among others I’ve known. If anyone has any input on this plz feel free to share.

There's one thing I've felt and realised that no matter how many friends we surround ourselves with in real life, there are moments when loneliness can still creep in and take hold. That's when this wonderful world of internet comes in handy, and I guess it's finally the time for me to give this a try.
I'm a 22 year old Indian guy who is currently pursuing his masters degree in Italy. And being in an entirely different country on my own sometimes takes me to that loneliness territory. I'm a 6'1" tall guy (if that matters to you) and I crave those funny & deep conversation that are something more than just being shallow. You know the conversation, where every text makes you more elevated, and you can't help but just cherish that wonderful moment. The conversation flows naturally, and you keep on talking to each other irrespective of the time that has passed.
Love is one of the most exquisite things in this world, and it can hold different meanings for different people. But love for me, is all about care and affection that you show to your partner, that rock-solid assurance that no matter what, you've always got their back. It's when you eagerly anticipate their texts and feel like the luckiest person once it pops on your screen, when their presence, whether online or in person, gives you the reason to start your day with a huge smile. And I've seen my own shares of ups and down in my love life, but that doesn't make me lose any hope, and hopefully I'll soon find my ONE.
A little more about me: I mostly spend my free time analyzing or studying the movies, shows or music. I appreciate this world of entertainment a lot because they are like my escape from this reality. So, if you're the same, then we can nerd over our favorite movies & music. I also like to write about stuff sometimes, mostly about entertainment or some story/thought that popped into my mind.
But recently, I have been reading a lot of true crime stories. So, if you have some recommendations or insights into this genre, then you better hit me up, I'm always open to know more about this.
What am I looking for: I'm looking for a like-minded lady who is around my age (20-24 years old) and shares my passion for meaningful conversations. I'm interested in getting to know someone who enjoys talking about their day, what have they been up to, their dreams, their ambition, basically everything they feel comfortable sharing. If you're looking for a partner who is genuine, respectful, and eager to build a meaningful connection, then let's start talking! We can begin with a conversation on Reddit and if we both feel comfortable enough, let's move to some other platform and see where this takes us.
What can you expect from me: You can expect a genuine and understanding guy who is truly interested in getting to know you. You can also expect a funny and deep conversation, I'm a good listener and enjoy hearing different perspectives, so feel free to share your thoughts and experiences with me.
I can be a bit flirty sometimes if I feel like we have a genuine connection, so I hope you wouldn't mind that. I believe that a little bit of banter and humor can go a long way in building a connection, so don't be surprised if I try to make you laugh or catch your attention with a cheesy joke or two. However, I also respect boundaries and will never push beyond what makes you feel comfortable.
I'm a private person, so I'm NOT much inclined towards sharing pictures right away. I like to make sure that we both have trust and confidence in each other, and once we have established that, then we can definitely exchange photos and more.
Oh damn, I've just realized that this has become a very long post, so if you've read this in its entirety, give yourself a pat on the back. Out of so many things you could have read in this time, you chose to read my paragraph, and I already appreciate you for that. So, if any of these loong lines makes sense to you, please message me, and let's have some great conversation. I'll be waiting, and I hope you have a wonderful day. You deserve that.

Hello,
I'm planning to apply for Masters in Applied Statistics but have a pre-req to complete Calculus III. However, don't want to just watch online YT videos, rather enroll into asynchronous course with weekly assignments to keep me on track.
I'd appreciate if anyone can recommend a online college/university course with good instructor you have taken classes with either in US or Canada.

I'm a hobbyist in linguistics, and I'm getting into music theory. I guess with the rise of the internet, music nerds have no excuse to hold back from posting online and I'm discovering much more depth to music theory than I once gave it credit for.
There is a wealth of knowledge about music notation, theory, scales, and even psychology that I'm excited to dive into.
and Gosh does it seem that there are many parallels and cross overs between Musicology and Linguistics.
I was wondering if anyone else has come across anything cool or interesting that kinda seems similar or interdisciplinary between the two worlds.
I was watching a youtube video on "why notation must die" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Eq3bUFgEcb4
And it hits lots of cool linguistic semiotic vibes with me. Makes me excited to draw more similarities. Love to read anyone else thoughts on this relationship.

okay so i am 21 and im a girl currently in college (home for summer break). I didn’t really start drinking alcohol until i started college in 2021 and i was 18-19. When i started drinking, it was always with friends and purely for fun or partying. I never felt dependent on it at all because i would get drunk as hell, which was fun in the moment, but i still hated alcohol bc of the after effects and the fact that it tastes like hospital floor and hand sanitizer. but now i feel my relationship with alcohol has changed and im not sure if its good or bad. i’ll give a quick background about my history with anxiety.
I’m not diagnosed with anything and i’ve never sought out help or a therapist or anything. But i’ve always been an anxious person, especially socially. Conversations are hard to carry out and they stress me out and sometimes make me really uncomfortable. im normally not social and avoid conversation with people im not well acquainted with unless necessary. i even struggle with these feelings in my regular life long friendships sometimes. i guess i just have a really active brain and im always expecting the worst and overthinking about everything i say and do. i wasn’t like this as a child, i used to be very outspoken and normal but since i my late teenage years, this has been my reality. i worry too much about everything. things that have passed, things that haven’t happened, literally the smallest and most random things and i never feel truly relaxed and burden-free
so fast forward to late 2023 till now, my environment has changed a lot. earlier in college, i had friends i hung out with everyday (damn near lived together at college) so i was pretty occupied. But since this school year started, most of my friends left school and all live in different cities so i’ve been alone, which was hard to cope with at first. i started drinking buzzballs for fun, just alone in my room, because i just liked the feeling. it made being in my room more fun. i’d get drunk, so my makeup, listen to music, dress up and just take pictures and record tiktoks on my phone lol. it wasn’t often but as time progressed, i discovered wine (taylor port) i realized i loveddd wine drunk. it was the perfect balance between buzzed and tipsy without being drunk drunk. the main thing with alcohol for me is that i feel like it makes me “normal.” sometimes i actually pregame a regular ass day if i know im gonna have to be around people and conversing with them because it gets rid of the awkward feeling. i can hold coversations without overthinking, i laugh at peoples jokes, i compliment them, and best of all, im not worried about anything unreasonable. i’m not sad about things i can’t change, like i usually am, and i just except myself and my life for what it is. i genuinely feel better overall as a person. the fact that its due to alcohol makes me feel like this is a bad path.
i’m back home for the summer and i can’t just go to the store and pick up a bottle of wine anymore (im thankful for the break because i don’t want to form a habit) but i find myself missing the warm tipsy feeling. i miss being alone in my room, jamming to music and just being stress free. i find myself sneaking shots of my parents alcohol late at night to try to recreate my safe haven, but i dont know how i feel about that. i miss my weekly bottle or two of wine lol (i know that sounds bad) i miss the relief, the easy conversation.
sorry this was so long, any advice or similar situations would be appreciated.

My friend recently showed me a photo of a Jagex Developer who blocked them on twitter, when no interactions at all occurred between the two party's.
I am beyond disappointed by finding this out, and to find out who the Jagex Developer was made it even worse. This is a Developer who sits on every RuneScape livestream, and is responsible for engaging with the players and encourages players to voice their opinions, but apparently if he doesn't agree with you, you get blocked.
RuneScape has always been a safe place, nobody is ever disclosed especially for voicing our opinions and this goes from the Jagex staff all the way down to the player base, but the past 2 years I've seen an atrocious amount of SOFT actions from the Jagex staff trying to shut down the player bases free speech and fun environment.
THIS GAME IS RATED PG 16,
We've spent thousands of dollars on this game, and to be disclosed from the community for voicing our opinions from an employee that Jagex has hired to communicate with the players is absolutely disgusting.
I'm not upset about the blocking, more so about who Jagex is hiring and how they have handled business the past 2 years when it comes to player to developer communications and enforcement.

Okay title isn’t quite right. I’m not in the closet. I know I’m into women. I’ve known for a while and I’m very been sharing it for a while. But I’ve been so repressed I’ve never actually lived it. I dream of sex with women, I watch lesbian porn. I get very excited when I meet an attractive women and I fantasize of making out with her. But I’ve just never done it. I’m 30 now. All I had was men, and it’s been great. But I feel like I’m denying half of myself. I am honestly just scared to do it. I’m clueless on how to go about with it. I feel so shy and passive. I’m waiting for a super aggressive women who just keeps pushing but honestly, that’s not fair. I am dying to free myself but I just can’t get out of my freeze state. I remember the last time a woman hit on me I was just being nice and distant but fantasizing in my head like crazy. I guess I’m the same with men. Generally I freeze. I honestly prefer when I take initiative and pick, feels safer. But with women I can’t do it. Because I feel like a clueless child and I’m scared I’ll end up being a pussy princess. I guess it’s more a rant but I’d love some advice.

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{Sorry for the late post. I had some trouble with my scheduled summer semester pop up so I wasn't able to write this out as much as I wanted last weekend. Anyways, enjoy the domestic fluff of Damian and his newly expanded flock :) }
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-----Damian-----
"The next one's simple. Say their name then (sit). Like this: Braxton, (sit)." As Damian said the command he raised his hand to around shoulder height and snapped. The Great Dane in question slowly sat with his usual amount of sass. Ree cooed in awe and Scales' eyes sparkled. Damian smiled as he pats the large dog's head with praise.
"(Good boy). Ok, you two. Your turns. Make sure to say the commands in English. I haven't taught them Common yet." He motioned to the dogs Damian picked for the two to learn the commands with. It took Damian a bit of trial and error figuring out what commands each dog knew and what ones had different commands for the same motion. Then it took even longer to retrain them to all follow the same commands. He kept in mind the 'specialized' commands for a few of the dogs and didn't try teaching them to the whole group. Ree tried the command he was teaching them first, his dog being Diesel.
"Trii-cheiu, (sit)." Ree raised his wing-arm, though he couldn’t snap he still did the gesture. The boxer he was talking to blankly tilted his head. Damian chuckled and helped out the bird, knowing they all tend to have problems pronouncing new words without a chirp to them.
"You pronounced his name wrong, he doesn't know you're talking to him. It's more like 'Dee-sell'. The 's' is sharp enough it is almost pronounced as a 'z'." Ree practiced a few times as Scales took her try. She pronounced her dog's name a bit slow, but it was recognizable.
"D-ing-oh, (sit)." The stocky dog hesitated, glancing at Damian for a few seconds, but eventually plopped down then panted in a smile imitation. Scales' tail wagged violently, and she wordlessly cooed and trilled happily. Dingo didn't yet understand that was praise so Damian jumped in really quick to let her know she did good.
"Good girl, Dingo! Good girl!" He made sure to over exaggerate his excitement and made wide happy gestures before smothering the dog in pets and scratches. Dingo goes wild. She jumps up, bounces around a few times, then bolts into excited zoomies. A few of the other dogs joined in on the zoomies. Ree tried again on his command.
"Dee-zell, (sit)." The boxer's cropped ears perked and he promptly sat. Before Damian could, Ree copied his bigwing's previous praising and flared his wings. "Good! Good boy!" He praised, overly happy. Diesel's whole body perked up and he jumped up, landed in a playbow, then spun a few times before joining in on the zoomies with a butt-tuck run when Damian smooched at him. Damian laughed at the zooming dogs and shuffled over to be closer to his chicks, just in case the dogs tried to do fly-bys.
"Good job, you two. We're almost completely through the basic commands. I didn't think we'd get through them this quickly." His chicks cooed, trilled, and wiggled happily at the praise. Damian chuckled and rubbed their feathered heads, making a few bits of baby-fluff fall off as he drew back. He played with the few bits stuck to his fingers and watched his chicks play with the dogs as they started to wrestle. All of the dogs were bigger than them, if only slightly, but they were gentle when letting the chicks join in.
As they played he looked over them. They had changed a lot in the last month or so since the disaster of their first flying lesson. In that time, they had a few more lessons and were almost completely capable of flight, they still had a bit of supervision when they did though. They had lost almost all of their baby-fluff and their adult plumage was sported on the vast majority of their bodies. They still had to shed the last bits of fluff and a few of their baby-scales but that wouldn't take much longer. Damian was still taken with their coloring and patterns. And often found himself studying them over and over like he used to with their parents when he first got here.
Ree was a slightly grey-tinted shade of green with his scales slowly getting darker the higher they went. His stomach was a dirt brown color with a more red-ish clay spot on his chest. All his plumage was a light orage-ish brown color and he had speckles of more pastel green under his right eye and in a clump on his left jaw. His beak took the coloring of Blueberry's, a near-black color, but had the shape of Ruby's. His ears took after Violet's, long and pointed like a stretched fox's. His feathers and fur were more pressed down and made him look slimmer overall. His eyes changed from their baby brown-gold color to a beautiful sky blue.
Scales, on the other hand, had the coloring more towards a bumble bee (from what he remembered anyways). Her main coloring was a bright sunshine yellow that slowly grew more towards orange towards her underbelly and beak. On her chest was a splash-like clump of pink feathers. Her scales were less than her brother's and were a deep brown-ish color. The feathers and fur edging them were a deep enough brown to basically be black. Her plumage reminded him somewhat of Ruby and Sky's. It had a gradual fade towards the end like Sky but the pink-ish color of Ruby. She had near-neon yellow speckles too, like her brother, but the clumps were a bit larger. She had them ending on her wing-forearms like Violet's and a big clump scattered around the left side of her face. Her feathers weren't quite as fluffy as Sky's but was pretty close. Her beak had the shape of Violet's and the near-white tan color of Ruby's. Her eyes had a beautiful dual color in each eye. The top majority was a hot pink/magenta color while the bottom and inside edge was more of a petal/pastel pink.
Both were gorgeous and made Damian wonder how the genetics of their species worked to allow that vast difference in coloration and patterns when compared to all four of their parents, who tended to be different shades of the same color throughout. Ree had finally slowed his quite concerning growth rate and was starting to level out around Damian's upper thigh/lower hip, exceeding the taller of his fathers by quite the margin. All four of his parents telling him that Ree was probably one of the largest of their species in multiple generations. Scales was now barely a third of her brother's size, if that, having evened out just barely shorter than Damian's knee. Apparently that was a bit shorter than average for the species with Ruby being more towards the upper part of the average size and Sky being borderline short.
A demanding snort drew his attention away from his chicks and to the window he claimed as 'his spot' so long ago (was it really only just over one of his years since he was brought here?). There he found Casper lazily curled and dozing on the floor with Ares propped up against her where Damian had set him to nap while he taught his chicks. Said child was no longer asleep though. He was very much awake and staring Damian down with an expression demanding to know why he thought it was a good idea to even dare to set him down and walk away. Nevermind Damian wasn't even ten steps away. Ares snorted demandingly at him again and glared harder at the human's amused snort back. Damian did walk over though and picked up the child when he raised his arms at him. Ares had changed a bit too over the month Damian had him. He'd filled out to a more healthy-looking weight, though he was still a bit thin, and Damian had finally managed to memorize how to properly trim the toddler's hooves and brush out his fur.
Ares still had the bird-like plush and brought it nearly everywhere with him. Said plush was now being whacked into the side of Damian's head. Apparently, Ares decided being held wasn't good enough and wanted something else. Damian tried blocking the hits or holding the toy, but the little brat only started using his hooves in his growing tantrum. Getting tired of being hit with no explanation, Damian took the advice of one of the texts he'd read about taking care of a Grongri child and yanked Ares away from him by his scruff to hang in mid-air. The toddler wiggled and squirmed to try and hit him more but eventually the tantrum dimmed, and he went limp, a small pout on his face.
"You ready to tell me what's wrong now?" He asked the child before he cradled him again. He'd only made that mistake once. He still had the bruises to prove it. Ares glumly flicked his right ear down (which he's learned is a non-verbal yes), pout still present. Damian finally cradled the toddler to his chest again and let him sniffle and bury against him in self-comfort until he was ready to talk. Damian glanced back at his chicks to see them flopped on the ground with the other dogs, all panting and exhausted by the play. Damian chuckled at them, earning an irritated crow from Scales. Damian snorted in amusement but let them be. Ares was finally willing to tell him what was wrong.
"Want learn too." Ares' understanding of both Common and English has come a long way in the past month. He still can't string a proper sentence together, but Damian can't tell if that is because of a lack of knowledge or just because he's a toddler. He has adjusted to the flock a bit too. With it being so different from the usual Grongri Sounder structure it is understandable. He does have a few hiccups here and there but now he mostly just watches the chicks' reaction to things when he is unsure.
"'Learn too'? You wanna learn how to command the dogs too?" Damian questions, making sure he had the same idea. Ares' ear flicked again while he nodded. Damian hugged him a bit closer.
"You're a bit too small for the dogs to obey you immediately but I can introduce one to you and have you start trying. How about that? Will that work?" Ares was quiet for a bit longer but eventually agreed. Damian smiled and praised him with a few pets, receiving a few happy rumbles in response. Damian glanced around at the dogs, trying to pick one for Ares to start working on. He doesn't think any would follow the commands without his own help but if he worked on one long enough it would eventually cave. His eye landed on Casper, who was still in the same curled position as before. She was the most maternal of the group and was the one who took to the children the easiest and quickest.
"Ok, little piglet. Let's start easy." He said as he set the runt down on his hooves. As he did he got Casper's attention and called to her. "Casper. (Stand)." The large white wolfdog looked at him then crawled to her paws. He praised her softly then turned back to Ares.
"Ok. We'll start with (come). Say her name, Casper, and tell her to (come)." He said as he sat down next to where the toddler stood. Ares' little hooves stomped a bit in his excitement, but he tried. He tested out the new word before he did. What he settled on wasn't the right pronunciation, but it was close. He could mostly pronounce the command correctly too, though with a pretty heavy accent.
"Gas-prrrr. (Come)." Casper tilted her head at the child and sniffed at him. She looked at Damian and he looked to Ares then back. Casper followed and glanced, then back. Ares deflated eventually when she still didn't approach so Damian thought up something quickly.
"Maybe she doesn't understand your accent. Try this," He patted the ground, "when you say it. She knows that gesture." Ares perked back up again.
"Okie!" He turned back to Casper and tried again. "Gas-prrrr." He crouched down and clumsily patted the ground like only a toddler could. "(Come)." Casper's ears perked but she still hesitated for a second before slowly padding over and stopping right in front of the child. Ares squealed in excitement, tail going wild and hooves stomping. Damian made his chuff-imitation as praise for the child as he pets Casper to do the same. Child happier now, he figures he could take the kid away for lunch without protest. Scooping up the toddler he received no complaint.
Looking to his chicks he clicked his tongue. He learned that was a good way to gain their attention with zero hesitation, no matter what they were doing. He found out by complete accident, to be honest. He was clicking at the dogs from a habit that hasn't broken despite the years away from the farm he grew up on. Sure enough, just like every time before, both chick's heads immediately whip up to look at him. Both still looked groggy like they had just woken up. They probably had.
"C'mon, you two. Lunch time." The two groaned but climbed to their feet. Damian smiled and them and patted them as they passed. Once they were well on their way, he called the dogs and gathered them as he left behind his chicks. The dogs happily trailed after, excited after they heard the word 'hungry' when he asked. He entered the flock's kitchen, pack in tow, only a handful of minutes later. He had to take a slightly more roundabout way over since some of the dogs hadn’t quite figured out the ladder-like walkways and ramps yet and he didn't want them to fall through and get hurt. His birds greeted him with their usual trills and Untruthful with their latest attempt at teasing.
"So, the Pack Master finally decided to grace us with his presence!" Damian let them know it was a good one by sending a tease back.
"I see you haven't gotten any less spikey yet, walking pincushion." Untruthful's eyes slowly shut in a smile and Damian sent one of his own back, momentarily closing his eyes in an imitation of them. Untruthful looked surprised then they eye-close-smiled harder, spike-crest wiggling their excitement. Damian chuckled at them and set down Ares in his make-shift baby seat.
He chatted with Violet as he grabbed and rationed out the dogs' small lunch. He ignored the protesting whines, grunts, and half-barks urging him to 'go faster already'. Violet advised him to use one type of meat instead of another because of both better nutrients for the dogs and there being more of it. He thanked her and did as told. The dogs' lunch wasn't that big, more of a snack than anything, but it kept them from pouting and begging when everyone else ate. It also had helped him give them meds when they were still healing. They were mostly fine now, apparently Galactic Standard medicine works faster than the stuff he remembers. Finishing with the dogs' food he picks up the bowls, stacking a few to do so, and turns around. He walked past the dogs, chuckling at the excited spins, bounces, and tippy-taps they did as they followed him. He glanced back at them once he made it to the wall the flock had designated as their eating area.
He gave them a stern look and waited. They all eventually sat down, some more slow and reluctant than others. Once they did he placed down the bowls in the designated spots. Braxton and Casper had two stepstool-stand things he placed their bowls on because of how big they were. Once all the bowls were down he turned to look at the dogs. He waited in silence for a bit, snapping or humming warningly whenever one tried to shuffle forward. Once he deemed it long enough he gave the sort-of-command he was on the tail end of teaching them.
"(Ok)." When he said that all six dogs ran over to their bowls and started to eat. Damian strode back over to the counter and helped his birds move some plates to the table then settled cross-legged in his usual spot, Ares immediately crawling into his lap and Scales fluttering to perch on the shoulder opposite the side her brother sat on. The flock started to grab food and eat as they chatted with each other. Damian grabbed a little more than a double portion of fruits, beans (or maybe they were berries?), and a few crunchy finger foods he thinks may be cooked or specially prepared insects. He grabbed roughly more than a single portion (for someone his size anyways) of meats, the few root vegetables presented, and what he thinks may be foods made of bone pieces.
Once his plate was full he placed it down in front of him he reached over to grab a smaller plate and started making that one with tiny portions, letting his three kids have free pickings of his plate as he did. When he finished that plate he sat it in front of mini, receiving a grateful squeak before she dug in. He then propped his arms on the table, completely ignoring both his plate and the children stealing from it as he chattered on with his flock. By the time everyone finished his kids had their fill and were starting to fall asleep like usual after eating.
As his flock started gathering their dishes and the extra food on the table, Damian glanced at what was left of his plate. He made a mental note of how there weren’t as much leftovers as before and to grab bigger portions for dinner. As his flock started to disperse he looked to the dogs and said one of the first new commands he taught them.
"(Pups)." He got their attention. "(Take)." He ordered as he lifted up the half-asleep toddler on his lap. The dogs made whisper-boofs to show they heard and the largest three walked over to pick up the kids by their scruffs. Casper (the biggest, though not my much) grabbed Ree, Braxton grabbed Ares, and Dingo walked over to carefully lift Scales from his shoulder. Once they had a firm grip, they looked to Damian for further instruction.
"(To bed)" He directed as he pointed out the door they came from. The pack turned and left him alone in the room. He sighed to himself once he couldn't hear them anymore and looked back at the leftovers on the plate before him. It was maybe under half a portion for his size, probably less. He glanced at the counters and saw all the leftover food was already put up. He could go grab more but even half a portion for him would be nearly three or four large portions for his flock. No. It wasn’t worth it. He'll just grab more tonight.
He ate the leftovers in silence. Since he's got the dogs his head has been a bit quieter, though not silent. Apparently he was still enough for the building to register the room as empty, and the lights cut out. He blinked and paused at the sudden darkness but there was barely a second of blindness before some of his voices put their hands on his mental controls, giving his eyes a boost of minor night vision. It wasn’t much better than his natural amount of it but it helped. He decided not to go turn on the lights again and continued to eat his food as he peacefully listened to the soft chattering of his voices.

Hello all, wanted to poll the group if you’re interested. I’ve been looking for a 1983 Submariner 16800 with or without date in the best condition possible. It’s my birth year and wanted to have that to match my 40th bday Sub(2023). For those who know, what would you pay or expect for watch in “very good condition although naked without box, papers etc” It has been certified. Also asking in regards to others of the same model as prices all all over the place online, on the high side I’d say.
Thanks to anyone that has some experience and good info to share. Cheers