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2012.05.12 08:37 chazzwa Christopher Nolan

Subreddit dedicated to British-American filmmaker Sir Christopher Nolan, known for Oppenheimer, The Dark Knight Trilogy, Interstellar, and Inception
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2014.02.02 07:09 protopets Final Fantasy X

Welcome to the Final Fantasy X subreddit, for the best game in the series! Ride ze shoopuf? All aboards!
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2024.05.15 03:24 Realistic_Ad_2365 How to Install Guppy

Hi guys, after losing brain cells trying to find information on how to install the Guppy screen, I wanted to show y'all how to do it on your own if you choose to. I may be wrong on some parts, but these are the things that worked for me. Thanks to wolfie_the_king_574 for telling me some of the steps on how to do it, but some of it didn't work for me. I also used Wiki for Creality Helper Script (guilouz.github.io) and ballaswag/guppyflo: GuppyFLO is a self-hosted service that enables local/remote management of multiple Klipper printers using Moonraker (github.com) and ballaswag/guppyscreen: A native Touch UI for 3D Printers running KlippeMoonraker. (github.com) on the steps for some of it and will be summarizing most of it. I will also be adding in the common downloads needed here for easy access as I was jumping all around to find it. [I'm not sure if you have to keep rebooting your printer during this process, but I'll take the safe way and do it anyways]
[Edit: I'm not sure why upon posting, that the numbers are all 1. but I can't change it so bare with me]
  1. [1] Reset your entire Nebula Pad
  1. [2] Reinstall the firmware for the Nebula Pad
  1. [3] Now you want to root your Nebula Pad
  1. [4] Install PuTTY and go into Helperscript
  1. [5] Uninstall Moonraker, Fluid, Mainsail, and the Creality OS
  1. [6] Update Helperscript
  1. [7] Reinstall Moonraker, Fluid and/or Mainsail
  1. [8] Update Everything
  1. [9] Install Anything Else + Guppy [FINALLY]
  1. [10] How to Connect to it on the Internet (I copied this straight this)
Now this should be everything! Be sure to visit this Website or Demo Video or Website to understand how the screen works, how to connect to it with pictures, and whatnot.
Let me know if I did anything wrong, but these are the steps that worked for me.
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2024.05.15 03:22 sencatsu El Paso FGC - Fighting Game Community!

El Paso FGC - Fighting Game Community!
If you've been wondering if El Paso had a Fighting Game Scene, then look no further, because yes we do!
If you've been looking to put your skills to the test and also meet new friends with similar interest, or even someone new wanting to get more into fighting games...join the Official Fighting Games El Paso DISCORD SERVER! We have deep focuses on Tekken 8, Street Fighter 6, Guilty Gear Strive, and many more of your favorite fighting games!
We host weekly/ monthly tournaments at many of the Gaming Cafes/ Venues near you! Hop in for more information and come say hi!
Join Here: https://discord.gg/x9MWcjTEcA
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Join Here: https://discord.gg/x9MWcjTEcA
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2024.05.15 03:19 OutsideZestyclose Very unhappy in the UK, despite good career

I’m 38, male, a software developer from the Eastern Europe living for the past 18 years in the UK. I hate it here, but I make pretty good money and now with two kids and a mortgage getting out of here seems impossible. I don’t like the culture, don’t like the weather, don’t like the food, the humour (or lack thereof), I don’t like the fake small talk, the class-based society, the substandard houses, the boring, run-down towns with their shitty high streets, the almost flat landscape, everything. I genuinely hate it here, but I’m stuck in a well paid job with my family depending on me. I honestly I thought I could adjust but it’s now clearer to me that I’m just different and always have been. I’m a highly logical, down to Earth person and I guess mentally I am closer to Australian or American. I hate wasting time in the pub, I’d rather swim in the ocean, climb the Alps or spend summers in Rome, enjoying the rich heritage, great food and weather. Anyway, I’ve invested so much of my life in the UK and pretty much have cut ties to my home country completely and don’t know what to do. After 18 years in the UK I only have two friends (both French actually) whom I see not so often. I just don’t fit in. On the other hand, whenever visiting either my home country or any other, I tend to pick up friends quickly. I’m quite outgoing but I get bored easily with mundane, scripted conversations that seem to be the only ones Brits are able to have. Call me bigheaded but it’s not that - I just don’t really want to live in the UK society anymore. It’s becoming very expensive too, and generally there is nothing here to do anyway - aside from drinking in the pub or hiking in Wales (which pales in comparison to the Alps), there is no infrastructure, no proper tourist attractions and everything closes at 6 pm. I feel like living in the UK is more akin to merely existing. I also feel like I’ve only scratched the surface of what I really would like to say, but I don’t want to dwell on this anymore, I’ve said enough to get me downvoted anyway. Does anyone feel the same or is a similar situation?
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2024.05.15 03:09 esProc_SPL Perform a SQL Query according to the Dynamic Condition

Problem description & analysis

There is an EMPLOYEE table in the database. The data is as follows:
EID NAME SURNAME GENDER STATE BIRTHDAY HIREDATE DEPT
1 Rebecca Moore F California 1974-11-20 2005-03-11 R&D
2 Ashley Wilson F New York 1980-07-19 2008-03-16 Finance
3 Rachel Johnson F New Mexico 1970-12-17 2010-12-01 Sales
4 Emily Smith F Texas 1985-03-07 2006-08-15 HR
5 Ashley Smith F Texas 1975-05-13 2004-07-30 R&D
6 Matthew Johnson M California 1984-07-07 2005-07-07 Sales
7 Alexis Smith F Illinois 1972-08-16 2002-08-16 Sales
8 Megan Wilson F California 1979-04-19 1984-04-19 Marketing
9 Victoria Davis F Texas 1983-12-07 2009-12-07 HR
10 Ryan Johnson M Pennsylvania 1976-03-12 2006-03-12 R&D
We are trying to find records where EID is less than 5 according to the dynamic condition (dynamically composed SQL). Below is the desired result:
EID NAME SURNAME GENDER STATE BIRTHDAY HIREDATE DEPT
1 Rebecca Moore F California 1974-11-20 2005-03-11 R&D
2 Ashley Wilson F New York 1980-07-19 2008-03-16 Finance
3 Rachel Johnson F New Mexico 1970-12-17 2010-12-01 Sales
4 Emily Smith F Texas 1985-03-07 2006-08-15 HR

Solution

We write the following script p1.dfx in esProc:
A
1 =connect("demo")
2 =A1.query@x("SELECT * FROM EMPLOYEE WHERE "+where)
Explanation:
Set a script parameter where, whose value is EID<5.
A1 Connect to the database named demo.
A2 Return query result as a table sequence and auto-close database connection when the query is finished.
Refer to How to Call an SPL Script in BIRT to learn about the method of integrating the SPL script into BIRT.
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2024.05.15 03:04 Strangerthings-fan16 Best way to know if a guy thinks I’m attractive or if I should go up to a guy?

So I mean this in the context of being at bars/clubs or just out and about in public. I’m super used to getting to know guys or dating them through mutual friends or already being friends with them. After moving to a bigger city, as well as taking a break from college, I don’t have a whole lot of friends to go out with and pretty much work all the time so not really surrounded by people my age as much as I used to. That being said, I want to get back into the dating scene and am emotionally stable for one. I also feel like my game is alright once I’m talking to someone so I’m not worried about that as much. I just never know if guys think of me as attractive when I’m out at bars or in public? I know that if they do they would ask me for my number or talk to me or what not, but in the most humble way I know some guys don’t have the courage to talk to women or ask them out. So I’m kind of in the middle of am I just not it or is it men being shy? Or both? I feel like I’m a solid 6, and 8 in my prime, maybe being generous haha (don’t want to come off as selfish at all). I don’t know, I just am not a big hookup girly and I hate dating apps so maybe it’s just not the time for me but being in a relationship and/or dating has been on my mind a lot recently and want to know how I can improve my radar skills and myself! Let me know what y’all think :)
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2024.05.15 03:02 CoriCampbell My Summary & Layout Of How Season 2 Of Winning Time Should Have Ended. And What I Would Have Wanted Out Of Season 3.

My Summary & Layout Of How Season 2 Of Winning Time Should Have Ended. And What I Would Have Wanted Out Of Season 3.
THE QUESTION:
“If Winning Time was still on what would you want to see happen next?”
MY ANSWER:
Season 1 of Winning Time consisted of 10 episodes. Season 2 consisted of 7 episodes. When I was watching on the night of the Season 2 Episode 7, I was shocked and utterly appalled at the fact they ended the show. On the worst cliffhanger you could possibly leave on. I was hoping for a little while that the whole situation was being done in order to use time as a marketing tool. In order to build just as much frustration in the fans of the show, as the characters in the show were experiencing. And I was hoping that they would announce a month later that there was actually 3 more episodes to be released. And I was hoping that those episodes would focus on the following 1985 season in which they won against Boston. Which in turn would be a perfect way to wrap up Season 2. As for future seasons of the show, here’s what I would have wanted…
Winning Time since day one has been an incredible show that has been able to balance basketball and story superbly well. I think it could’ve been wrapped up given a third season. In season 3 I would’ve like to have had 10 episodes covering events from 1985-1992. Here is a brief summary I wrote out, of how I would have each episode played out.
EP 1: The Rise
I think that episode 1 should focus primarily on Larry Bird’s perspective after the Lakers win in 85 and how he was hungry and went after another championship in 86. While in the meantime we focus secondarily on Magic’s relationship with Cookie. While also, starting to notice Kareem’s age. And I think it would be to the benefit of not having loose ends, revisiting briefly for one episode Spencer Haywood. And show that he is doing much better and during the events of Season 2 was getting his act together. This episode should also let us in on what’s happening with Buss’ lawsuit with honey.
(The plots for EP 2 and 3 are clumped together)
EP 2: Lucked Out + EP 3: Guaranteed Greatness
I think episodes 2-3 should be focused primarily on Pat Riley’s stride for greatness and expectation for perfection leading to back to back titles in 87 & 88. While showing the beginning of Pat Riley’s ego, and also addressing and finishing Dr. Buss’ divorce settlement filed against him by honey. This episode should also have Bird and Magic shoot the famous commercial that lead to them understanding one another and respecting one another. And have episode 3 end with Kareem starting to really feel the stress on his body.
EP 4: Watcha Gonna Do
Have the episode sorta montage through the 89 season with games against the pistons. It would be cool to show Kobe Bryant as a mop boy (which he was), and showing the bad boy Pistons being rough, tough, and winning the 1989 Finals against the Lakers. Leading to Kareem announcing his retirement.
EP 5: Riled Up
I think episode 5 should start with Kareem’s retirement, showing his evolution from silent to loving towards the fans of the Lakers. While focusing the episode primarily on Pat Riley’s ego starting to continue to grow just like Paul’s did in season 2. This episode should also show a disconnect between the team and Pat. And I think it would be wise for Jerry West to be the first to notice it and point it out. And to talk to Pat to try to settle him down in order to try to keep him from developing his ego and to stay humble. Magic tries to support Riley but also to tries to support the team.
EP 6: Slick Back
This episode should focus on how the disconnect is fully there between the team and Pat. Leading to the team losing the semifinals in 1990 and the team going to Jerry Buss and expressing that they love Riley, but they can’t take it anymore. Buss is sick to his stomach that he is in this situation again, so he calls in West and Riley to try and salvage this. However, Pat is oblivious to his part in the drama while being definitive in the team’s issues. Both West and Buss see this and know that Pat is to into his ego, isn’t focused, and can no longer coach correctly. Leading to his resignation at the end of the episode, and leaving Magic now in a state of aloneness and confusion.
EP 7: Sirius
This episode should reflect Magic’s aloneness and introduce a new coach to the show (Mike Dunleavy). Who marks another “Slowtime” era. Where Dunleavy just like Westhead before, gets rid of showtime in turn for his own system. And while it does work, it makes the game no longer fun and incredibly slow. Mirror that with the arrival of the Chicago Bulls a hungry ruthless team, lead by Michael Jordan. And end the episode with the Bulls winning the 1991 Season, and Magic feeling sick after the loss… literally.
EP 8: Immunodeficiency
The main focus of this episode is the revealing, the announcing, and the dealing with Magic’s Diagnosis of HIV. Remember the first shot of season 1 episode 1? I think the show should cut back to that scene but instead show us different shots of the doctors revealing the news to Magic. And then have him deal with it by including Cookie, West, calling riley, confiding in Kareem, telling his team, and revealing to Jerry Buss. All these scenes should be incredibly emotional and as real as it can be, in order for the audience to grasp the severity of the situation. The episode should end with Magic retiring as a player and having his number being retired, with thoughts swirling in Magic’s head of death and disparity. The overall episode and the future of Magic look bleak and hopeless. Until Magic speaks out at his jersey retirement ceremony and says the famous quote about playing in the Olympics, coming back one day to play, and to survive the HIV Virus.
EP 9: Concrete
This episode should start out with Larry Bird calling Earvin, to tell him he is sorry about the HIV diagnosis. Magic should let him know he appreciates it but he doesn’t plan on staying retired for long and that he will play with Bird again. And until he comes back, Larry needs to keep going for the both of them and keep on winning. Until Larry reveals that he doesn’t think he has that long left to play because of his back issues (a quick flashback cutaway to Larry pouring a cement driveway for his mom showing why Larry is having back issues). We then get a solum moment where the both of them recognize that they are two sides of the same coin and that they will always be there for each other. And that after all the battles and the rivalries, they are true friends. And I think that this phone conversation should cut back and forth between the rest of the episode which shows Magic getting rehabilitation and fighting the Disease. Eventually overcoming it, and ending the episode with Magic inviting Larry to Join him when he plays in the Olympics. Leaving the episode on an emotional cliffhanger.
EP 10: The Dynasty
We focus this episode on Jerry Buss’ struggle after Magic left and the emotional and financial mess he is in. It’s the 1991-1992 season and showtime has now become the Lake show with Nick Van Exell. However, this episode should barely focus on basketball and instead focus on the relationships between Jerry Buss and the people in his life. He talks with Magic and convinces him to coach. He has a meeting with Pat and they hash out the beef. The episode overall should be about Buss tying up all the loose ends left in his life, and trying to figure out how the Lakers can do better. Jeanie and Claire Comfort him and let him know that it is all gonna be alright because in the end they are a Dynasty, and they got a legacy that is just getting started. Buss towards the end of the episode sits in his office. While West picks up his mail in his office and walks into Buss. Folded magazine in hand, he is there to talk to Buss about something. Buss asks West if he’ll think it’ll ever get better. And West encourages Buss by telling him that it will. We cut to Magic walking towards Buss’ office, Jerry comes out with his mail and folded magazine making small talk to Magic. Until West realizes what Magic is about to do… he is about to resign as coach. West knows this because he’s done it before. After talking a bit more Magic shakes West’s hand and heads into Buss’ office. While buss sits down opens the magazine and it is a Sports Illustrated issue featuring Shaq at LSU, hinting at the future. Magic then enters Buss’ office and reveals he doesn’t want to be the coach anymore. And Jerry understands, now having enough time to accept that showtime may be over. But WinningTime for the Lakers will never truly end. And before Magic leaves to clean out his coaching office Jerry says “You know you always got a home here Earvin, your family!” Earvin responds with a nod and we close in on Buss. We cut to Magic cleaning out his office. He walks out with boxes of his stuff. Until he notices on his old locker booth his Jersey is hanging up. We then cut to Jerry on the court drinking a bottle of alcohol staring up at the banners and the retired numbers, he then lays back in the middle of the court he closes his eyes with a smile of joy in a silent arena. Until we hear someone walking on the court. It’s Magic with the jersey on a coat hanger and his boxes in hand. Jerry sits up while Magic offers him to a game of pick up, and we close out on them playing basketball. And finish on a wide shot where Jerry scores on Magic. The two of them hug, while picking up the bottle of alcohol and screaming in victory. Cut To Black…
So yeah that is my synopsis for what a season 3 of Winning Time would look like. I know there is way more characters in the show that have plot threads. But this summary was just a bare bones attempt at laying out a way to end the show in a perfect way. And I think that in order to end the shows major characters in a satisfying way there are a lot of points that would need to be touched upon that are featured in this summary.
I ahead of time apologize for the lack of Jerry Buss’ character arc and plot threads, I just off the top of my head can’t think of, or know of any other drama/plot threads his character could go through after the Honey situation. I hope you guys liked my summary and hope it contributes to the fan base of Winning Time.
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2024.05.15 03:00 peeshkeesh Conspiracy Theory: Last 6 Minutes

Producers weren’t going to show the last 6 minutes until Ariana said she hadn’t watched the whole thing. Andy asked the question about what Ariana thought of what Lala was saying, Ariana showed Lala grace and admitted she didn’t watch all of the season to protect herself. Producers had an “oh shit!” moment realizing the women weren’t gonna duke it out, so they decided to show the last six minutes to break Ariana and get the woman on woman drama. I even think the Andy and Lisa scene where he tells her they’re gonna show the end was staged and filmed after the reunion wrapped.
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2024.05.15 03:00 kintsugiwarrior Spirited Away: Similarities between the character "No-Face" and the "Narcissist" [Analysis]

Spirited Away: Similarities between the character
I used to watch the Japanese movie Spirited Away, and there were symbolism and hidden messages in the story. I always loved the movie, but I never focused my attention on the character called "No-Face". I was hesitant to make a post about my thoughts regarding the similarities between No-Face and the Narcissist but the more I considered its significance, the more I think this metaphor can bring value to the people still trying to dissect the narcissist. I will try to explain my interpretation of the character along with images from the movie, the behaviors, and the intentionality of the character, and how (in my opinion), these behaviors resemble the invisible psyche of the Narcissist:
https://preview.redd.it/zp2jgbshkh0d1.png?width=1699&format=png&auto=webp&s=365d41fbdc6873e66e08b21b115724806b57e727
In the movie, No-Face shows up and stands in the rain watching Chihiro (the girl, and main character), and as it's raining and she's empathetic, she left the door open for him. This made me realize that we have to open the door and welcome the narcissist for them to come into our lives. Soon after coming into the house, No-Face identified Chihiro's "need", and she needed soap to do her work. As a result, No-Face stole a lot of soap to give her (baiting). This is important as each new person (potential source of Supply) has different needs, and those are used to ensnare them in the first interactions with the Narcissist.
https://preview.redd.it/r6selfzskh0d1.png?width=1699&format=png&auto=webp&s=86ac1a5ac3bad801171be5dab06c2b6bd3545c19
However, when she said that she didn't need the soap ... No-Face disappeared (what we usually call "Ghosting" which is a RED FLAG), since he didn't get the expected reaction out of her.
Then, No-Face realized that humans wanted "gold", and he started to make a "replica of Gold", it wasn't real Gold, but people started to believe it was real, and so, he was able to ensnare his first victim: a gullible frog.
It is VERY interesting because up until now, No-Face is an empty shell that wanders around without any identity or purpose for existence. However, after engulfing (enmeshment) his first victim, he takes the personality of the frog (Character Trait Acquisition). Of course, there is No Boundary recognition at this point, as the frog becomes an extension of him.
https://preview.redd.it/9p319x0ykh0d1.png?width=1699&format=png&auto=webp&s=33bd209b0a75fbb550c228fc1de01a658e781b11
No-Face was not able to talk before, but now he's able to use the VOICE of the Frog, and uses his voice to ensnare new victims, and acquiring these new traits makes him more effective. This makes me think of all the new character traits the narcissist learned from us, especially to emulate "false empathy", and "fake emotions".
https://preview.redd.it/bal5gg94lh0d1.png?width=1700&format=png&auto=webp&s=6e2992ccfd26afd747eb811c99969348d0dbc5de
At this point in the movie, No-Face has grown more powerful and respected. He continues to give everyone Gold, so people choose to worship him providing Attention and Adoration (Narcissistic Supply or Fuel). The man dancing in the following scene is suddenly discarded as he is irrelevant. Now, No-Face has his attention on the new victim (Chihiro), and tries to give her everything she wants, so she is brought under control, and can provide Attention to him too. I find this interesting to better understand why the narcissist can be someone with us, and someone completely different with someone else.... because they would give anyone anything they want so they can bring them under their control.
https://preview.redd.it/af2ux9iblh0d1.png?width=1700&format=png&auto=webp&s=34e3bfbb6a6b2cfce1d84d11d127e86a433d5da3
No-Face offers Chihiro more Gold than he has ever offered to any other character in the movie. This makes me think when the narcissist gives everything to the New Supply, and people wonder why, as some people feel like they have no value .... but it's more a matter of doing everything they have to in order for the new victim to become a potential Source of Supply. We can also see here the dynamic as many people are trying to please the narcissist, making them first sources, secondary, and tertiary sources of supply. This scene can also be seen as a form of Triangulation, as No-Face is giving everything to Chihiro in front of the others who are making efforts to get exactly what he's giving to her...
We can also think of how "Gold" is simply a representation of something precious that others desire, as in our case it was "Love".
https://preview.redd.it/u96mevyklh0d1.png?width=1699&format=png&auto=webp&s=ebaa62efb07d19dedfba520ef5a836bba9c1b403
But when Chihiro rejects him again, it seems to me that No-Face gets sad, and suffers a Narcissistic Injury.
Immediately after, No-Face needs to soothe this injury, and swallows 2 more people, engulfing their Character Traits and personalities as well.
https://preview.redd.it/xm8su97tlh0d1.png?width=1699&format=png&auto=webp&s=bab421bafc47e4dd025563c51125ffb1bfbe8ade
https://preview.redd.it/qrikxogtlh0d1.png?width=1700&format=png&auto=webp&s=aaa88c99e125f7daf7e59114bf45e578e523d019
Then, No-Face continues his obsession with Chihiro because it's the only one he cannot buy with Gold.... especially as Chihiro has strong boundaries, is not coming from a place of need, and has clarity of her purpose. This makes me think of how the narcissist gets obsessed with some people, and they never get over those people who rejected them 10 or 20 years ago... and bring them up in conversations over and over.
https://preview.redd.it/gvicez3cmh0d1.png?width=1700&format=png&auto=webp&s=cd3977eccff81e6118bcda0de88ad0e621e7957e
https://preview.redd.it/84lbqi6zlh0d1.png?width=1700&format=png&auto=webp&s=500317d783524d57b4b163d9c83fdcb3a67ad867
As No-Face continues to make offers to Chihiro (Love-Bombing), and she continues to reject his advances... he starts playing the victim. As we already know, Narcissists oscillate between Grandiosity and Victimhood... and especially after an injury, they play the victim to instill our empathetic traits, so we take the role of Rescuer. But Chihiro cannot be manipulated and derailed from her own purpose. This, in turn, causes narcissistic injury, obsession, and subsequently Narcissistic Collapse.Suddenly, No-Face enrages, from what I see as Narcissistic Rage. He loses control and exhibits fury chasing Chihiro and trying to take her by force. This is the most dangerous moment of the dynamic, as the victim escapes, and the narcissist turns aggressive and unpredictable...
https://preview.redd.it/xwgj9vekmh0d1.png?width=1699&format=png&auto=webp&s=5404a272c249bbe5a8e46d970aeffaba4181a801
In this scene, No-Face throws up a lot, and while throwing up, he expels 2 other characters he has previously engulfed. As we know, the False Self of the narcissist is made up of character traits he steals from other people. But during a Narcissistic Collapse, this Fake personality crumbles down and disintegrates, as it requires External Validation. I find this symbolic representation interesting as it reminds me how the narcissist is literally "nothing" without their engulfed character traits... in the absence of a real identity.
https://preview.redd.it/7r8q68drmh0d1.png?width=1699&format=png&auto=webp&s=d59ec59ceafb5fc083440bf4cff92ee14c980d2c
Ultimately, No-Face throws up the frog, and loses his voice and its character traits. He went back to being this empty shell, husk or ghost; without a real identity/personality behind the mask. I like the representation of MASK, as it truly shows that No-Face is nothing without the mask... and this is especially true for the narcissist too.
https://preview.redd.it/q0o4y8swmh0d1.png?width=1699&format=png&auto=webp&s=efc70ec5cb896a2242f88990b0fb403997c78e5a
And after No-Face was gone, the Gold he had given everyone turned into mud and dust. This is exactly what everyone realizes eventually, that the LOVE the narcissist provided was neither real nor authentic, but just a "replica of love" to keep us controlled.
I've watched this movie so many times throughout the years, even before marrying a narcissist. I enjoyed finding the similarities between No-Face and the Narcissist, and wanted to share it with everyone. I would love to hear your interpretations, whether you agree, disagree or have anything extra to add.
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2024.05.15 03:00 kintsugiwarrior Spirited Away: Similarities between the character "No-Face" and the "Narcissist" [Analysis]

Spirited Away: Similarities between the character
I used to watch the Japanese movie Spirited Away, and there were symbolism and hidden messages in the story. I always loved the movie, but I never focused my attention on the character called "No-Face". I was hesitant to make a post about my thoughts regarding the similarities between No-Face and the Narcissist but the more I considered its significance, the more I think this metaphor can bring value to the people still trying to dissect the narcissist. I will try to explain my interpretation of the character along with images from the movie, the behaviors, and the intentionality of the character, and how (in my opinion), these behaviors resemble the invisible psyche of the Narcissist:
https://preview.redd.it/zcdopotgkh0d1.png?width=1699&format=png&auto=webp&s=8e576e8bd0e48ad1ed8f1c46e9bc9bbc8f52ddd9
In the movie, No-Face shows up and stands in the rain watching Chihiro (the girl, and main character), and as it's raining and she's empathetic, she left the door open for him. This made me realize that we have to open the door and welcome the narcissist for them to come into our lives. Soon after coming into the house, No-Face identified Chihiro's "need", and she needed soap to do her work. As a result, No-Face stole a lot of soap to give her (baiting). This is important as each new person (potential source of Supply) has different needs, and those are used to ensnare them in the first interactions with the Narcissist.
https://preview.redd.it/kfq6wbyrkh0d1.png?width=1699&format=png&auto=webp&s=6ce244e21304f9580f258801e53b842bcb98abc1
However, when she said that she didn't need the soap ... No-Face disappeared (what we usually call "Ghosting" which is a RED FLAG), since he didn't get the expected reaction out of her.
Then, No-Face realized that humans wanted "gold", and he started to make a "replica of Gold", it wasn't real Gold, but people started to believe it was real, and so, he was able to ensnare his first victim: a gullible frog.
It is VERY interesting because up until now, No-Face is an empty shell that wanders around without any identity or purpose for existence. However, after engulfing (enmeshment) his first victim, he takes the personality of the frog (Character Trait Acquisition). Of course, there is No Boundary recognition at this point, as the frog becomes an extension of him.
https://preview.redd.it/ckduj7vwkh0d1.png?width=1699&format=png&auto=webp&s=c1aa8cca89ea2ed3bd6bc65d4dd71ed8b509e45e
No-Face was not able to talk before, but now he's able to use the VOICE of the Frog, and uses his voice to ensnare new victims, and acquiring these new traits makes him more effective. This makes me think of all the new character traits the narcissist learned from us, especially to emulate "false empathy", and "fake emotions".
https://preview.redd.it/qmg37nr2lh0d1.png?width=1700&format=png&auto=webp&s=5a11b40abd4b88fdc2815b7056e8281e3e687a0f
At this point in the movie, No-Face has grown more powerful and respected. He continues to give everyone Gold, so people choose to worship him providing Attention and Adoration (Narcissistic Supply or Fuel). The man dancing in the following scene is suddenly discarded as he is irrelevant. Now, No-Face has his attention on the new victim (Chihiro), and tries to give her everything she wants, so she is brought under control, and can provide Attention to him too. I find this interesting to better understand why the narcissist can be someone with us, and someone completely different with someone else.... because they would give anyone anything they want so they can bring them under their control.
https://preview.redd.it/f4mce0q9lh0d1.png?width=1700&format=png&auto=webp&s=51d6b7d8f704ea362e5fa27a8d9ffb2d011e741a
No-Face offers Chihiro more Gold than he has ever offered to any other character in the movie. This makes me think when the narcissist gives everything to the New Supply, and people wonder why, as some people feel like they have no value .... but it's more a matter of doing everything they have to in order for the new victim to become a potential Source of Supply. We can also see here the dynamic as many people are trying to please the narcissist, making them first sources, secondary, and tertiary sources of supply. This scene can also be seen as a form of Triangulation, as No-Face is giving everything to Chihiro in front of the others who are making efforts to get exactly what he's giving to her...
We can also think of how "Gold" is simply a representation of something precious that others desire, as in our case it was "Love".
https://preview.redd.it/h7uvniwilh0d1.png?width=1699&format=png&auto=webp&s=e08a6abd5c0bfde093177cf4bb27cebfd2cb7b9a
But when Chihiro rejects him again, it seems to me that No-Face gets sad, and suffers a Narcissistic Injury.
Immediately after, No-Face needs to soothe this injury, and swallows 2 more people, engulfing their Character Traits and personalities as well.
https://preview.redd.it/982yvzxplh0d1.png?width=1699&format=png&auto=webp&s=73130484b9cfe1f8f2286f226aee09b0925108eb
https://preview.redd.it/r1c04leqlh0d1.png?width=1700&format=png&auto=webp&s=b0d503ddf78f496b79f7d8b1dfd845de5a011791
Then, No-Face continues his obsession with Chihiro because it's the only one he cannot buy with Gold.... especially as Chihiro has strong boundaries, is not coming from a place of need, and has clarity of her purpose. This makes me think of how the narcissist gets obsessed with some people, and they never get over those people who rejected them 10 or 20 years ago... and bring them up in conversations over and over.
https://preview.redd.it/a60lsc8ylh0d1.png?width=1700&format=png&auto=webp&s=ad0e8000de8b5ac8aa989898f6c0204a5d0d28d7
As No-Face continues to make offers to Chihiro (Love-Bombing), and she continues to reject his advances... he starts playing the victim. As we already know, Narcissists oscillate between Grandiosity and Victimhood... and especially after an injury, they play the victim to instill our empathetic traits, so we take the role of Rescuer. But Chihiro cannot be manipulated and derailed from her own purpose. This, in turn, causes narcissistic injury, obsession, and subsequently Narcissistic Collapse.
https://preview.redd.it/dd3dbto5mh0d1.png?width=1700&format=png&auto=webp&s=ae2f84807a68785e573bdf06c3254b65c67556ae
https://preview.redd.it/ze1vki66mh0d1.png?width=1700&format=png&auto=webp&s=41d620f069f676fa3669c5e0327766eb593c608a
Suddenly, No-Face enrages, from what I see as Narcissistic Rage. He loses control and exhibits fury chasing Chihiro and trying to take her by force. This is the most dangerous moment of the dynamic, as the victim escapes, and the narcissist turns aggressive and unpredictable...
https://preview.redd.it/5ernv0mjmh0d1.png?width=1699&format=png&auto=webp&s=e1759b21251cf2cb8eef68d8c86a1ed0df3b32a9
In this scene, No-Face throws up a lot, and while throwing up, he expels 2 other characters he has previously engulfed. As we know, the False Self of the narcissist is made up of character traits he steals from other people. But during a Narcissistic Collapse, this Fake personality crumbles down and disintegrates, as it requires External Validation. I find this symbolic representation interesting as it reminds me how the narcissist is literally "nothing" without their engulfed character traits... in the absence of a real identity.
https://preview.redd.it/zy9lmqcpmh0d1.png?width=1699&format=png&auto=webp&s=44184826705bc35cd6dba7fc419e80d52d1a91fe
Ultimately, No-Face throws up the frog, and loses his voice and its character traits. He went back to being this empty shell, husk or ghost; without a real identity/personality behind the mask. I like the representation of MASK, as it truly shows that No-Face is nothing without the mask... and this is especially true for the narcissist too.
https://preview.redd.it/736ulfyvmh0d1.png?width=1699&format=png&auto=webp&s=334e07258883c5915da4829337258746de164ce4
And after No-Face was gone, the Gold he had given everyone turned into mud and dust. This is exactly what everyone realizes eventually, that the LOVE the narcissist provided was neither real nor authentic, but just a "replica of love" to keep us controlled.
I've watched this movie so many times throughout the years, even before marrying a narcissist. I enjoyed finding the similarities between No-Face and the Narcissist, and wanted to share it with everyone. I would love to hear your interpretations, whether you agree, disagree or have anything extra to add.
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2024.05.15 02:56 NamelessCriminal History Channel, 2014, Revelation: The End of Days

Has anyone else seen this show released by the History Channel in 2014? https://www.history.com/shows/revelation-the-end-of-days It's an enactment of what the book of Revelation would look like playing out in present day but it's really more a less a dramatization of the year 2020. It came out 6 years prior to the actual events. So much of what is shown came true. The lab leak, the miracle vaccine, the president's name is even Brandon! I feel like this was the rough draft of the script they planned on using, maybe still are. Has to be one of the clearest cases of predictive programming I have ever seen.
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2024.05.15 02:52 Sensitive_Cake323 Skyrim SSE draw call amount causing massive performance drops’

Hi guys! Currently playing skyrim SE 1.6.1130 and when I am roaming around in towns I am having upwards of 15k draw calls! This lowers my (albeit high) fps from 120 to around 60 or less. I do understand I need to remove mods that add npcs or clutter, and I have removed mods like JK's skyrim recently to help (added at least 5 fps) I currently have mods like efps, Bethini, shadow boost. I was thinking it was my enb or maybe high poly npc overhaul but no fps increase when turned off... Any suggestions?
My specs are
CPU: Ryzen 7 5800x3d 8-core processor
GPU: NVIDIA GeForce RTX 4060 Ti 8gb vram
RAM: 32gb ddr4
SSD: M.2 2tb
Mod list is:
Skyrim.esm
Update.esm
Dawnguard.esm
HearthFires.esm
Dragonborn.esm
ccBGSSSE001-Fish.esm
ccQDRSSE001-SurvivalMode.esl
ccBGSSSE037-Curios.esl
ccBGSSSE025-AdvDSGS.esm
_ResourcePack.esl
RSkyrimChildren.esm
Unofficial Skyrim Special Edition Patch.esp
Skyrim Project Optimization - Full ESL Version.esm
Landscape and Water Fixes.esp
LegacyoftheDragonborn.esm
Occ_Skyrim_Tamriel.esp
Lightened Skyrim - merged.esp
RealisticWaterTwo - Resources.esm
Lux Orbis - Master plugin.esm
arnima.esm
Falskaar.esm
Better Dynamic Snow SE - DisableRefs.esm
Vigilant.esm
1NGarmor.esl
Experience.esl
Expressive Facegen Morphs.esl
Lux - Resources.esp
Lux Via.esp
Lux - Master plugin.esm
NorthernIce.esp
AHZmoreHUDInventory.esl
TheNewGentleman.esp
TrueHUD.esl
Wyrmstooth.esp
High Poly Head.esm
Particle Patch for ENB.esp
SkyUI_SE.esp
Audio Overhaul Skyrim.esp
SMIM-SE-Merged-All.esp
Better Dynamic Snow SE.esp
summersetisles.esp
High Poly NPC Overhaul - Resources.esp
High Poly NPC Overhaul - Skyrim Special Edition.esp
Beards of Power.esp
High Poly NPCs VHR_BOP.esp
Northern Roads.esp
Aspens Ablaze.esp
SummersetFixes.esp
COTN - Falkreath.esp
Weapons Armor Clothing & Clutter Fixes.esp
Lux Orbis.esp
Cutting Room Floor.esp
CollegeOfWinterholdImmersive.esp
fortdawnguardimmersive.esp
Landscape Fixes For Grass Mods.esp
COTN - Dawnstar.esp
Northern Roads - Lux Via patch.esp
COTN - Morthal.esp
COTN - Winterhold.esp
MysticismMagic.esp
NAT-ENB.esp
Lux Via - plugin.esp
Bandit War.esp
hearthfireextended.esp
HFE-CC Fishing Patch.esp
Dawn of Skyrim.esp
Helgen Reborn.esp
Embers XD.esp
SeranaDialogAddon.esp
Landscape and Water Fixes - Patch - LFfGM.esp
Lux Orbis - LotD patch.esp
Hothtrooper44_ArmorCompilation.esp
home.esp
Lux Orbis - Dawn of Skyrim patch.esp
Clockwork.esp
[xPatch] High Poly NPC Overhaul - Skyrim Special Edition - AI Overhaul.esp
[xPatch] High Poly NPC Overhaul - Skyrim Special Edition - Skyrim Revamped - Complete Enemy Overhaul.esp
[xPatch] High Poly NPC Overhaul - Skyrim Special Edition - OBIS SE.esp
Immersive Weapons.esp
Morskom.esp
PrvtI_HeavyArmory.esp
Wintersun - Faiths of Skyrim.esp
Northern Roads - Lux Orbis Patch.esp
Run For Your Lives.esp
LustmordVampireArmor.esp
Lux Orbis - Morskom Estate patch.esp
SL01AmuletsSkyrim.esp
Lux Orbis - COTN Falkreath patch.esp
DBM_RelicNotifications.esp
WZOblivionArtifacts.esp
DBM_HelgenReborn_Patch.esp
DBM_AmuletsOfSkyrim_Patch.esp
DBM_OblivionArtifacts_Patch.esp
Northern Roads - Helgen Reborn patch.esp
Northern Roads - Vigilant patch.esp
BGCollectables.esp
Lux Orbis - Wintersun patch.esp
Northern Roads - COTN Falkreath Patch.esp
DBM_BGCollectables_Patch.esp
SexLab-AmorousAdventures.esp
DBM_IW_Patch.esp
DBM_Vigilant_Patch.esp
Lux Orbis - Cutting Room Floor patch.esp
Northern Roads No NR Bridge patch.esp
Occ_Skyrim_COTN-Falkreath_patch.esp
FDILOTDPatch.esp
DawnguardArsenal.esp
Reverb Interior Sounds Expansion.esp
AcousticTemplateFixes.esp
Lux Orbis - Helgen Reborn.esp
COTN Dawnstar - Morskom Estate Patch.esp
COTN Dawnstar - Embers XD Patch.esp
AdditionalHearthfireDolls.esp
PrvtIRoyalArmory.esp
Royal Armory Tweaks.esp
Lux Orbis - COTN Winterhold patch.esp
DBM_CRF_Patch.esp
Occ_Skyrim_COTN-Dawnstar_patch.esp
COTN Morthal - Embers XD Patch.esp
PaarthurnaxQuestExpansion.esp
ForgottenCity.esp
Northern Roads - Legacy of the Dragonborn patch.esp
COTN Morthal - LOTD Patch.esp
Occ_Skyrim_COTN-Morthal_patch.esp
Lux Orbis - Saints and Seducers patch.esp
Northern Roads - COTN Dawnstar Patch.esp
COTN Dawnstar - Legacy of the Dragonborn Patch.esp
AetheriumSwordsnArmor.esp
DBM_AetheriumWeapons_Patch.esp
DBM_RoyalArmory_Patch.esp
DBM_Wintersun_Patch.esp
DBM_Falskaar_Patch.esp
DBM_DawnofSkyrimDC_Patch.esp
GG's Impoverished Vanilla Whiterun.esp
Occ_Skyrim_Dawn-of-Skyrim_patch.esp
Lux Orbis - CC Fish patch.esp
LOTD_TCC_Wintersun.esp
DBM_ImmersiveCollegeofWinterhold_Patch.esp
Northern Roads - COTN Winterhold Patch.esp
icebladeofthemonarch.esp
DBM_IceBladeMonarch_Patch.esp
Lux Orbis - USSEP patch.esp
NRNRBP-Nothern Roads-Lux via Patch.esp
Lux Orbis - COTN Morthal patch.esp
Lux Orbis - Wyrmstooth.esp
DBM_Wyrmstooth_Patch.esp
Northern Roads - COTN Morthal Patch.esp
Northern Roads - COTN Morthal - Lux Orbis Patch.esp
Embers XD - Patch - Lux Via.esp
Lux Orbis - Embers XD patch.esp
Occ_Skyrim-Legacy_of_Dragonborn_patch.esp
COTN Winterhold - Embers XD [XD ESP] Patch.esp
COTN Winterhold - LOTD Patch.esp
ArtifactsOfBoethiah.esp
Lux Orbis - COTN Dawnstar patch.esp
Occ_Skyrim_Morskom-Estate_patch.esp
COTN Morthal - Clockwork Patch.esp
COTN Morthal - CC - Fishing Patch.esp
COTN Morthal - Landscape and Water Fixes Patch.esp
Lux Orbis - Immersive College patch.esp
COTN Dawnstar - Clockwork Patch.esp
DBM_ArtifactsofBoethiah_Patch.esp
DBM_Clockwork_Patch.esp
Apocalypse - Magic of Skyrim.esp
Kynreeve Armor.esp
The_Sinister_Seven.esp
lotd_luxorbis_stalkinglanternsfix.esp
Northern Roads - CC Saints and Seducers patch.esp
Occ_Skyrim_COTNDawnstar-MorskomEstate_patch.esp
Occ_Skyrim_Immersive-College-Winterhold_patch.esp
COTN Winterhold - Amulets of Skyrim Patch.esp
COTN Winterhold - BGCollectables Patch.esp
Lux Orbis - Immersive Fort Dawnguard patch.esp
Kozakowy1660Gown.esp
Grass FPS Booster - Folkvangr.esp.ghost
NorthernGrass.esp
Nature of the Wild Lands - Grass.esp
Cathedral - 3D Pine Grass.esp
Grass FPS Booster - NorthernGrass.esp
[ELLE] Abyss.esp
AcousticTemplateFixes_CC_Seducers.esp
AcousticTemplateFixes_ReverbInteriorSounds.esp
AnubAnimObj.esp
AnubAnimObjAdaptedFurniture.esp
SubsurfaceScatteringShader.esp
dD - Enhanced Blood Main.esp
Dynamic Impact - Slash Effects X.esp
Dynamic Impact - Slash Effects X-01EBT.esp
AOS_EBT Patch.esp
SLAL_AnimationByBakaFactory.esp
Bandit Lines Expansion.esp
BeastHHBB.esp
BetterArgonianHorns.esp
[xPatch] High Poly NPC Overhaul - Skyrim Special Edition - Immersive Weapons.esp
Children of the Hist.esp
Dr_Bandolier.esp
BarenziahQuestMarkers.esp
Bears of the North.esp
BetterThirdPersonSelection.esp
SLALAnimObjBillyy.esp
BlackreachEerieAmbience.esp
DBM_BeyondReach_Patch.esp
CBBE 3BA Vanilla Outfits.esp
3BBB.esp
CBBE.esp
RaceMenu.esp
RaceMenuPlugin.esp
RaceMenuMorphsCBBE.esp
COTN Dawnstar - Amulets of Skyrim Patch.esp
COTN Dawnstar - Additional Hearthfire Dolls Patch.esp
COTN Dawnstar - ICOW Patch.esp
COTN Dawnstar - BGCollectables Patch.esp
COTN Dawnstar - Helgen Reborn Patch.esp
COTN Dawnstar - Wintersun Patch.esp
Cassandra Frost Witch.esp
COTN Morthal - Amulets of Skyrim Patch.esp
COTN Morthal - Additional Hearthfire Dolls Patch.esp
COTN Morthal - BGCollectables Patch.esp
COTN Morthal - Oblivion Artifacts Pack.esp
Civil War Lines Expansion.esp
CustomDifficultyUI.esp
DarkWitch.esp
DistantDragonRoars.esp
DiverseDragonsCollectionSE.esp
DragonbornShoutPerks.esp
DynamicDungeonLoot.esp
DVLaSS Skyrim Underside.esp
Elephant'sScriptLatencyTester.esp
Enhanced Enemy AI.esp
dD-Larger Drips.esp
dD-Medium Script Range.esp
FNIS.esp
FlickeringShadowsFix.esp
Forsworn and Thalmor Lines Expansion.esp
MCMHelper.esp
FEC.esp
ImGladYoureHere.esp
GDOS - Glorious Solitude Door - Rotation Fix.esp
GDOS - Splendid Mechanized Dwemer Door.esp
HappyLittleTrees.esp
PrvtI_HA_DraugrWeapons.esp
PrvtI_HeavyArmory_RareCurios_Patch.esp
PrvtI_HeavyArmory_WACCF_Patch.esp
PrvtI_HeavyArmory_USSEP_Patch.esp
ImTalkinHere.esp
Hothtrooper44_Armor_Ecksstra.esp
FDIDGArsenalPatch.esp
Insignificant Object Remover.esp
Jewelry limiter.esp
JustBlood.esp
Knight of The Village Set.esp
LazyBodyEdit.esp
DBM_AdditionalHFDolls_Patch.esp
DBM_ForgottenCity_Patch.esp
DBM_HearthfireExtended_Patch.esp
DBM_IA_Patch.esp
DBM_HA_Patch.esp
DBM_SinisterSeven_Patch.esp
DBM_DGA_Patch.esp
Volkihar Knight.esp
DBM_VolkiharKnight_Patch.esp
LOTD_TCC_AdditionalDolls.esp
LOTD_TCC_Aetherium.esp
LOTD_TCC_Amulets.esp
LOTD_TCC_Boethiah.esp
LOTD_TCC_Clockwork.esp
LOTD_TCC_DawnguardArsenal.esp
LOTD_TCC_Falskaar.esp
LOTD_TCC_Gremlins.esp
LOTD_TCC_HeavyArm.esp
LOTD_TCC_Helgen.esp
LOTD_TCC_ICOW.esp
LOTD_TCC_IceBlade.esp
LOTD_TCC_ImmArm.esp
LOTD_TCC_ImmWeap.esp
LOTD_TCC_OblivionArt.esp
LOTD_TCC_Royal.esp
LOTD_TCC_SinisterSeven.esp
LOTD_TCC_TFC.esp
LOTD_TCC_Vigilant.esp
LOTD_TCC_Volkihar.esp
LOTD_TCC_Wyrmstooth.esp
DBM_DDL_Patch.esp
DBM_RSChildren_Patch.esp
DBM_SMIM_Patch.esp
UnreadBooksGlow.esp
DBM_UnreadBooksGlow_Patch.esp
DBM_WACCF_Patch.esp
MurderOfSongbirds.esp
NibblesAnimObjects.esp
HIMBO.esp
Nordic Winds.esp
Motion Sensitive Fix SE.esp
MaximumCarnage.esp
OBody.esp
OStim.esp
OStimCommunityResource.esp
OCum.esp
PAN_Serana.esp
ExpertPierce.esp
Shout.esp
Simplicity of Snow.esp
AHZmoreHUD.esp
Precision.esp
RSChildren.esp
Random Emotions.esp
HagravenSkinShaders.esp
Relentless Sword SE - Johnskyrim.esp
ResplendentArmor.esp
ReturnToPelagiusMind.esp
RichMerchantsSkyrim_x10.esp
Reverb Interior Sounds Expansion_VolumeSlider_Rain.esp
Reverb Interior Sounds Expansion_VolumeSlider_Thunder.esp
Shaders of Solstheim.esp
ShowRaceMenuAlternative.esp
SDA GYH Patch.esp
SDA Lustmord Patch.esp
SDA Wintersun Patch.esp
SDA-AA Patch.esp
SimpleItemSpawner.esp
SkyHUD.esp
SkyrimOutfitSystem.esp
Skyshards.esp
Sonders_Keyword_Distribution.esp
SmoothCam.esp
TKDodge.esp
TheEyesOfBeauty.esp
TrueDirectionalMovement.esp
UIExtensions.esp
ValhallaCombat.esp
VampireSun.esp
VioLens SE.esp
WildwoodEchoes.esp
XPMSE.esp
RBT.esp
cheat room.esp
wilderness_witch.esp
icepenguinworldmapclassic.esp
AdditionalHFDollsPassivesPatch.esp
HearthfireMultiKid.esp
HearthfireMultiKid_LastName.esp
High Poly Head Vampire Fix.esp
[xPatch] High Poly NPC Overhaul - Skyrim Special Edition - Cutting Room Floor.esp
[xPatch] High Poly NPC Overhaul - Skyrim Special Edition - AI Overhaul - Cutting Room Floor.esp
[xPatch] High Poly NPC Overhaul - Skyrim Special Edition - Immersive Weapons - AI Overhaul.esp
[xPatch] High Poly NPC Overhaul - Skyrim Special Edition - Immersive Weapons - Cutting Room Floor.esp
[xPatch] High Poly NPC Overhaul - Skyrim Special Edition - Immersive Weapons - AI Overhaul - Cutting Room Floor.esp
[xPatch] High Poly NPC Overhaul - Skyrim Special Edition - LegacyoftheDragonborn.esp
[xPatch] High Poly NPC Overhaul - Skyrim Special Edition - MLU.esp
[xPatch] High Poly NPC Overhaul - Skyrim Special Edition - MLU - AI Overhaul.esp
[xPatch] High Poly NPC Overhaul - Skyrim Special Edition - MLU - Cutting Room Floor.esp
[xPatch] High Poly NPC Overhaul - Skyrim Special Edition - MLU - Skyrim Revamped - Complete Enemy Overhaul.esp
[xPatch] High Poly NPC Overhaul - Skyrim Special Edition - Skyrim Revamped - Complete Enemy Overhaul - OBIS SE.esp
[xPatch] High Poly NPC Overhaul - Skyrim Special Edition - Skyrim Revamped - Complete Enemy Overhaul - Immersive Weapons.esp
[xPatch] High Poly NPC Overhaul - Skyrim Special Edition - OBIS SE - Immersive Weapons.esp
[xPatch] High Poly NPC Overhaul - Skyrim Special Edition - Practical Pirate Outfit Distributed.esp
[xPatch] High Poly NPC Overhaul - Skyrim Special Edition - Practical Pirate Outfit Distributed - Immersive Weapons.esp
[xPatch] High Poly NPC Overhaul - Skyrim Special Edition - Practical Pirate Outfit Distributed - OBIS SE.esp
[xPatch] High Poly NPC Overhaul - Skyrim Special Edition - Practical Pirate Outfit Distributed - Skyrim Revamped - Complete Enemy Overhaul.esp
[xPatch] High Poly NPC Overhaul - Skyrim Special Edition - Skyrim Revamped - Complete Enemy Overhaul - Cutting Room Floor.esp
[xPatch] High Poly NPC Overhaul - Skyrim Special Edition - Skyrim Revamped - Complete Enemy Overhaul - OBIS SE - Immersive Weapons.esp
Complete Crafting Overhaul_Remastered.esp
DBM_CCOR_Patch.esp
Ordinator - Perks of Skyrim.esp
DragonbornShoutPerksOrdinator.esp
CWIOrdinatorPatchSSE.esp
nwsFollowerFramework.esp
SDA NFF Patch.esp
RealisticWaterTwo.esp
RealisticWaterTwo - Beyond Reach.esp
RealisticWaterTwo - Falskaar.esp
RealisticWaterTwo - Waves - Falskaar.esp
RealisticWaterTwo - Waves - Wyrmstooth.esp
Lux.esp
Lux - Falskaar patch.esp
Lux - Immersive Fort Dawnguard patch.esp
Lux - Vigilant patch.esp
Lux - Artifacts - The Ice Blade of the Monarch.esp
Lux - Artifacts - The Tournament of the Ten Bloods.esp
Lux - Legacy of the Dragonborn patch.esp
Lux x ICOW patch.esp
Lux - RWT Patch.esp
Lux - CC Fish patch.esp
Lux - COTN Dawnstar patch.esp
Lux - COTN Falkreath patch.esp
Lux - COTN Morthal patch.esp
Lux - COTN Winterhold patch.esp
Lux - Clockwork.esp
Lux - Cuting Room Floor.esp
Lux - USSEP patch.esp
Lux - Embers XD patch.esp
Lux - Forgotten City.esp
Lux - HelgenReborn.esp
Lux - Legacy of the Dragonborn - Artifacts of Boethiah.esp
Lux - Legacy of the Dragonborn - Aetherium Weapons.esp
Lux - Legacy of the Dragonborn - Royal Armoury patch.esp
Lux - Morskom Estate patch.esp
Lux - Oblivion Artifacts Pack patch.esp
Lux - Saints and Seducers patch.esp
Lux - Wintersun patch.esp
Lux - Wyrmstooth.esp
Lux - SLaWF patch.esp
Northern Roads - Lux patch.esp
Lux - Beyond Reach Patch.esp
Lux - Clockwork Patch.esp
Lux - Dawn of skyrim Patch.esp
Lux - HearthfireMultikid Patch.esp
Lux - Immersive College Of Winterhold Patch.esp
PAN_AIO_big.esp
PAN_NPCs.esp
PAN_NPCs_Males2.esp
PAN_NPCs_Males.esp
PAN_NPCs_Males3.esp
PAN_Brelyna.esp
PAN_MarvellousMiners.esp
PAN_DashingDefenders.esp
PAN_DevotedDames.esp
PAN_LethalLadies.esp
PAN_NPCs_DG.esp
PAN_Sovngarde.esp
PAN_WarriorWomen.esp
PAN_Valerica.esp
PAN_Shieldsisters.esp
PAN_WickedWitches.esp
PAN_BlackBriar.esp
PAN_Frea.esp
PAN_NPCs_DB.esp
NoGrassINCities.esp
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2024.05.15 02:51 0lx__xl0 Finishing BBT in 6 months

Started watching Young Sheldon 6 months ago, and then got into the Big bang theory, now at episode 23 of Season 12, Sheldon finally won the Noble, not sure why I got teary during the scene when Amy told Sheldon about it, like a proud mom.. 😅
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2024.05.15 02:51 Interesting-Ear1168 Switching- Need Advice

Hi friends! I have been on plan C sema for almost 6 weeks now at .25 (lowest dose). Going up to .5 mg for the next 2 weeks. MD had originally recommended tirz but of course, shortages and didn’t know of a plan C pharmacy locally. She has agreed to send a script to Red Rocks but thinks I can start at 5mg tirz. I’m nervous about side effects. Can I cut the dose in half? Has anyone switched and not started over at the lowest dose?
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2024.05.15 02:47 tempmailgenerator Integrating Email Addresses into Website URLs with the PARAMS Method

Enhancing Web Navigation through PARAMS

Understanding how to seamlessly incorporate email addresses into a website's URL represents a significant leap towards advanced web development and user interaction. This method, primarily achieved through the use of URL parameters (PARAMS), allows for a more dynamic and personalized web browsing experience. It enables developers to create more engaging, user-centric websites that can effectively communicate with visitors by utilizing their email addresses for various purposes, such as customization, pre-filled forms, or personalized greetings. This approach not only simplifies the user journey but also opens up new avenues for marketing strategies and customer engagement.
The technical execution of appending email addresses to URLs involves a nuanced understanding of web development practices, particularly in the manipulation of the query string. By leveraging the PARAMS element within a URL, developers can pass user-specific information, such as an email address, between web pages or to server-side scripts. This process requires careful consideration of URL encoding to ensure that special characters in email addresses do not interfere with the URL structure. Understanding these technicalities is essential for developers looking to enhance website functionality and offer a more tailored browsing experience to their users.
Command/Feature Description
window.location.href JavaScript property to get or set the URL of the current page
encodeURIComponent() JavaScript function to encode a URI component, including email addresses, to ensure special characters do not interfere with the URL structure

Expanding the Use of URL Parameters for Email Integration

Integrating email addresses into website URLs using parameters is a powerful technique for personalizing the user experience and enhancing data tracking capabilities. This method involves appending email addresses or other user-specific data to URLs as query parameters, which can then be accessed and utilized by the web page or server-side scripts. For example, by including an email address as a URL parameter, a website can offer a personalized welcome message to the user or pre-fill forms with their information, reducing the effort required for form submissions and improving user satisfaction. Additionally, this approach can significantly benefit marketing efforts, allowing for the tracking of user engagement and the effectiveness of email marketing campaigns by monitoring how users interact with the website after clicking on a link embedded in an email.
The technical aspect of adding email addresses to URLs involves careful encoding to ensure that special characters in email addresses do not disrupt the URL structure. The JavaScript function encodeURIComponent is essential in this context, as it makes email addresses safe to include in URLs by encoding characters such as '@' that could otherwise be misinterpreted by web browsers. Moreover, developers must also consider security and privacy implications, ensuring that sensitive information transmitted via URL parameters is protected, for example, by using HTTPS to encrypt data in transit. Implementing these techniques requires a balance between enhancing user experience and maintaining data security, emphasizing the need for best practices in web development and design.

Appending an Email to a URL

JavaScript Example
const email = "user@example.com"; const baseUrl = "http://www.example.com"; const encodedEmail = encodeURIComponent(email); window.location.href = `${baseUrl}/?email=${encodedEmail}`; 

Enhancing User Experience Through URL Parameters

Embedding email addresses into URLs using parameters is a sophisticated approach aimed at customizing the user's online journey. This technique enables websites to deliver a more personalized experience by using the information transmitted through URL parameters. For instance, a website could automatically fill in a user's email address on a subscription form based on the parameters passed in the URL, thereby simplifying the process for users and increasing the likelihood of form submission. This method not only improves user engagement but also provides a seamless transition for users following links from emails, directly impacting the efficiency of email marketing campaigns by offering tailored content or special offers based on the user's previous interactions with the website.
However, the utilization of email addresses in URL parameters necessitates a thorough understanding of web security practices. Given the potential for sensitive information to be exposed in URLs, it's paramount that developers implement measures to safeguard this data. This includes ensuring that any webpage handling URL parameters over HTTPS to encrypt the data transmitted between the client and server. Additionally, developers should be cautious about how this data is stored or logged to prevent unintended disclosure of personal information. Adhering to these security measures can mitigate risks while harnessing the benefits of personalized web experiences through URL parameter integration.

FAQs on Integrating Email Addresses into URLs

  1. Question: Is it safe to include email addresses in URLs?
  2. Answer: Including email addresses in URLs can be safe if transmitted over HTTPS and if proper encoding is used. However, developers must be cautious of privacy concerns and ensure that sensitive information is handled securely.
  3. Question: How do you encode email addresses for URL parameters?
  4. Answer: Email addresses can be encoded using the JavaScript function encodeURIComponent() to ensure that special characters, such as the '@' symbol, are properly formatted for URL inclusion without breaking the structure.
  5. Question: Can email parameters in URLs improve user experience?
  6. Answer: Yes, by using email parameters, websites can offer personalized experiences, such as greeting users by name or pre-filling forms, enhancing the overall user experience.
  7. Question: What are the privacy concerns with using email addresses in URLs?
  8. Answer: The primary concern is the potential exposure of email addresses in server logs, browser history, or through referral headers, risking the user's privacy.
  9. Question: How can I secure email information passed in URLs?
  10. Answer: To secure email information, ensure that your website uses HTTPS to encrypt data transmitted between the client and server, and avoid storing sensitive information in URLs whenever possible.

Final Thoughts on URL Parameter Integration

Utilizing URL parameters to include email addresses in website URLs offers a unique opportunity to personalize the user experience and streamline interactions. This technique enables a direct and customized approach to web navigation, where users are greeted with content that resonates with their preferences and needs. Despite its benefits, the practice requires a nuanced understanding of web security and privacy considerations to protect user data effectively. Secure practices, such as using HTTPS and proper data encoding, are essential to prevent potential data breaches and ensure user trust. As the digital landscape continues to evolve, leveraging URL parameters for email integration represents a forward-thinking approach to web development. It underscores the importance of creating user-centric websites that prioritize security, privacy, and personalized experiences, marking a significant step towards more engaging and responsive web environments.
https://www.tempmail.us.com/en/params/integrating-email-addresses-into-website-urls-with-the-params-method
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2024.05.15 02:36 SysOp5 Quandary

I have a complicated situation and have no idea how to proceed. Two weeks ago, I did my final 5mg shot. It failed! It was dripping out all over as soon as I took the grey cap off. I managed to get a partial dose, but who knows how much. From the effects on hunger next week, my guess is that I got half a dose, 2.5mg ish. I called Lilly and they graciously gave me codes for a free box -- I chose 7.5mg as the free box codes (since my doctor had already sent that step up dosage prescription to the local pharmacy). The shortage meant that I couldn't get anything, and as time went by with no 7.5mg or any other dose in stock, I visited my doctor and got a new 2.5mg prescription, which was starting to come back in supply. Due to the shortage, I went 6 days past my expected 7.5mg injection date, and the one before that was my malfunctioned injection. A different pharmacy managed to get 2.5mg and I stepped down instead of up. I took that first one on Saturday. It's still working pretty good, but will probably stop being effectivd around tomorrow or Thursday. Now today I went back to my original pharmacy, and to my surprise they are holding a free box of 7.5mg, my replacement box from Lilly came in! So now I have 3 injections of 2.5mg, 4 injections of 7.5mg, and a script at LillyDirect for 5mg that has been out of stock for over a month. If I'm betting on the shortage continuing, how should I proceed with my injections? My optimal would be to find a 5mg for next month, and just stay on 2.5mg once per week, and step up every month. But what if that 5mg stays out of stock? I could try to get back up to 5mg levels for two weeks using the 2.5mgs and then step up to the 7.5mg as was planned before the shortage... is that too much too fast? SW:440 Weight after 4 weeks of 2.5mg: 421 Weight after 4 weeks of 5mg: 408
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2024.05.15 02:30 Stiner75 Missing Child Nodes (Help!)

Currently, I'm using Godot 4. Been scratching my head here, but what I'm looking at, is I'm trying to instantiate a projectile from the player from two sources in a space shooteshmup style game. These sources are child nodes of a child node of the Player node, which is what the script is attached to. See the image attached for reference.
As you can see, the node "FiringPositions" is a child node of "Player."
This node gets associated with a variable with "@onready" at the top (firingpositions).
Commented out is what the ultimate goal is, but I'm getting my error with the "for" loop line.
My troubleshooting led me to add the func _ready() and put the print_tree() line
The result is in the console. It prints the tree, but it doesn't see the FiringPositions node, or its children. Nor will it see any new nodes I attach as a child to the Player node.
This has to be a bug... right? What do I do from here?
Forgot to add my code as text...
extends CharacterBody2D var plPlayerShot := preload("res://PlayerShot.tscn") u/onready var firingpositions = $FiringPositions const max_speed = 500 const accel = 5000 const friction = 4500 var input = Vector2.ZERO func _ready(): print_tree() func _process(_delta): if Input.is_action_pressed("fire"): var firingpositions = get_node("FiromgPositions") print(firingpositions) #for child in firingpositions.get_children(): #var playerShot := plPlayerShot.instantiate() #playerShot.position = firingpositions.position #get_tree().current_scene.add_child(playerShot) #print("pew pew") 
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2024.05.15 02:30 graywolt Total Flipped World Tour - Niagara Brawls

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Cameron is back in the game in a 6-1-1 vote, and Scott and Anne Maria have gained immunity in a 7-5-2-1-1 vote.
Blaineley announces that Cameron has won the second chance challenge and is now back in the game. Cameron is incredulous, and Beardo, Ella, & Harold cheer for him, and Blaineley asks if she will get her money. Geoff laughs & says that they just barely went over time, which very much pisses off Blaineley, causing her to charge at Geoff. Security comes & captures her, and Geoff says that the next Aftermath will be at the secret finale location. As Blaineley is getting dragged away by security, Geoff signs off the episode, saying that he’ll see everyone next time.
Niagara Brawls
The episode opens with the Max clone scurrying around, playing with a sharp rock, and subsequently hiding when he sees the interns dragging the contestants to the cargo hold. The scene then cuts to a sleeping Max, who is having a dream about inventing things with Owen & Izzy. Scott, Sugar, & Topher then show up on hoverboards, destroying their work with lightning bolts. Max is thrown in the air, subsequently waking up & realizing that he and the other contestants have been thrown out of the plane.
Max promptly screams, waking everyone else up. While falling, two swan pedal boats are also falling with them. The contestants cling onto the boats as they fall and land in the water, making Anne Maria yell at Chris, as Staci shouts “Water!” This annoys Scott, but he & everyone else then see that they’re all heading toward a massive waterfall. Sugar laments about how she can’t win any more pageants when she dies, Dawn wishes her families good will, & Topher says that he fully doesn’t like Chris now. With Zoey though, she has turned into Commando Zoey, and uses her strength to throw Sugar into the other boat as an anchor, before furiously paddling both boats to safety. On the shore, Anne Maria compliments Zoey’s quick thinking & skills, and Scott is thinking. In the confessional, Scott says that Zoey must go ASAP, as she seems to be a big physical threat.
On shore, Chris reveals their location by telling the contestants that Niagara Falls is awesome, explaining that it is the jewel in Canada's crown and one of the top ten natural wonders in the world, also known for its fabulous casino, the place where they will head for the next part of the challenge, only to find themselves in the concert theater because all of them are underage. Topher asks if anyone will perform here, and Chris says that it’ll happen, as the last Aftermath episode has returned a contestant back to the game. Scott & Sugar are praying that it’s Sierra who returns, Max & Staci want Owen & Sadie respectively, and Chris then announces that it’s in fact Cameron who’s back in the game. Dawn is belated about this, and Cameron sings a song about Dawn & his friends, which is positively met.
Cameron asks Chris which team he’s on, and that he hopes it to be Team Amazon. Chris says that as of now it’s every man, woman, & Cameron for themselves, due to the teams being disbanded. Besides Scott, Sugar, & Topher, everyone is happy about this and is leering angrily at the villains. In the confessional, Sugar asks why everyone else is acting like they’re all friends, as this is Total Drama, not Total Friendship. With Zoey, she’s saying that she is excited at the chance of eliminating Scott or Sugar
Chris then announces that, since they are in the honeymoon capital of the world, they will be in pairs for "arranged marriages." The boys are placed in a giant casino machine, while the girls will pull the lever to see who their husband will be to team up for today's challenge and for Chris' own amusement, adding Bacon the bear in the slot machine, too.
Dawn pulls first, getting Scott, to which she slams the door on, crushing Scott’s arm. Dawn says that she’d prefer Bacon to Scott, making Chris give Bacon to Dawn. Sugar pulls next, getting Topher. Topher looks mostly indifferent to this, and Sugar suggests sabotaging everyone to gain victory, which Topher agrees with. Topher then asks what they should do with Scott, and Sugar says to treat him just like the others, as Sugar is in grave danger of being kicked if she loses.
Zoey pulls, hoping it’s not Scott, and gets Cameron. When Cameron sees this, he says that while he would rather have Dawn, Zoey is cool. Staci gets Max and they fist-bump, and this leaves Anne Maria with Scott, much to their dismay.
In part one of the challenge, the grooms must guide their blindfolded brides to a wedding dress while avoiding several obstacles in the first part of the competition, and if they don't get a dress, they can't move on to the next challenge. Topher tells Sugar not to worry about this, as he is amazing at this. Scott initially messes with Anne Maria, sending her into a pool of pudding, and Anne Maria says that he better stop it, unless he wants to be eliminated.
With Sugar & Topher, Sugar has found the first dress. Sugar suggests sabotaging the other teams, so they can automatically get immunity, which Topher agrees with. Staci & Max are trying to get to a dress, and Max is constantly changing his instructions, as Topher ais moving stuff around to confuse them. Cameron is guiding Zoey when Sugar steals his glasses, which causes him to accidentally send Zoey into a giant cake. Zoey groans at this and asks Cameron what happened. Cameron apologizes and says that it happened because Sugar stole his glasses, which Zoey forcibly takes back.
With Dawn & Bacon, the bear has successfully taken Dawn to the wedding dresses, clinching Dawn’s spot in the next challenge. Scott gets Anne Maria to the wedding dresses successfully, and so does Cameron with Zoey. As Chris says that the first challenge is over, Staci is able to get her wedding dress, annoying Topher & Sugar.
For the second part of the challenge, Chris explains that the grooms must hold their brides on a tightrope as they walk through Niagara Falls — which is packed with hungry sharks below because Chris thought they weren't quite unpleasant enough — and then they must successfully clear customs, saying that the first pair to do so wins invincibility. The mere idea of sharks is making Scott quiver, along with Max & Topher as well. As Sugar & Topher got to the dresses first, they get a head start. As they go by, Sugar trips Zoey for no apparent reason. Topher asks why, and Sugar says that she’s simply trying to get a rise out of Zoey.
Up next is Staci & Max, and the latter is staring at the falls below. Staci asks if he’s alright, and Max says that he feels psyched out by the challenge, as it seems really easy to fall to your death with one misstep. He then regains his breath and Staci starts to carry him on the rope.
Back with Topher & Sugar, Sugar tells Topher to hold on tight. Topher asks what this means, and Sugar slightly shakes the rope from side-to-side, making Staci & Max fall off. Cameron is bewildered by this, as they were just walking fine before. Zoey & Cameron get onto the tightrope next, speeding after the villains while being very wary of the looming threat of the falls.
Dawn & Bacon are next, with the Bear upright, carrying Dawn in her arms. Chris is surprised that anyone could actually find a grizzly bear that would be a good teammate. Bacon walks onto the tightrope, which causes a significant dip that nearly knocks off Scott, Sugar, Cameron, and Dawn. Zoey angrily asks who did this, and Cameron tells her to calm down, as it was just Dawn & the bear, which makes Zoey feel sheepish.
At the front, Sugar & Topher are discussing how they should sabotage everybody else once again when they reach customs. Chef starts to ask the duo some questions, and they are turned back when Chef asks them in which state is it illegal to have a donkey sleep in your bathtub after 7 P.M. Sugar said Texas, but the answer was Oklahoma.
Zoey & Cameron run into Sugar & Topher, and neither side is willing to move. In a bout of anger, Zoey violently shakes the rope, sending Dawn, the bear, Cameron, Topher, & Sugar into the falls. Zoey is mortified at what she has done, and dives in as well, looking for Cameron & Dawn. Scott & Anne Maria are the last ones standing, and carefully cross the rope to customs, where they answer all the questions correctly. Chef asks if they have anything else to say, and Anne Maria says that she’s just glad to be done with the challenge. The contestants in the water are now thankfully in a motorboat that is being driven by the interns, as Chris begrudgingly realizes that the contestants can't die.
Vote anyone sans Scott or Anne Maria, vote somebody for immunity, and feel free to come up with any plot points!
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2024.05.15 02:24 DrunkenSeaBass What are the best game of professional starcraft 2 in recent history?

I have stopped watching the scene around 2018. Artosis Casts has been recommended in my youtube feed and I started watching it and it reignited the passion.
I was wondering, what is the must watch match of the last 6 years?
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2024.05.15 02:18 desperate_teenager LF morgan's coming???

Hey I'm looking for a fic named something like morgans coming. I've reread it multiple times but got a new phone and lost the pic. I tried searching for it on ao3 and Google but can't seem to find it. The fic was basically about how pepper is pregnant and in preparation for morgan tony starts forgetting about peter. In the fic ned and Peter rewire FRIDAY so she no longer alerts tony when Peter stops by and Peter spies on tomy from the corner of the room. It also has a scene where Peter gets injured and returns to Tony's house but because of the rewiring tony isn't alerted and happy has to patch Peter up. Its super sad and about 5-6 chapters long. Hope fully you guys can find it :)
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2024.05.15 02:13 bia_matsuo How to get faster image generation with Auto1111?

Hi, I'm trying to get faster image generations from Silly Tavern and I'm already using the following settings:
- Altered the 'webui-user.bat' file for Auto1111: set COMMANDLINE_ARGS=--api --port 7862 --xformers --always-batch-cond-uncond - Using a fast sampler, like 'Euler a' - Low Sampling Steps counts: trying to get goot results between 10 and 15 - Upsacler: none - CFG Scale: 2 - Styles: default - I'm trying to find a good 'lightning' SDXL model 

To create a public link, set `share=True` in `launch()`. C:\Users\username\AppData\Roaming\Python\Python310\site-packages\huggingface_hub\file_download.py:1132: FutureWarning: `resume_download` is deprecated and will be removed in version 1.0.0. Downloads always resume when possible. If you want to force a new download, use `force_download=True`. warnings.warn( Startup time: 6.9s (prepare environment: 1.3s, import torch: 2.2s, import gradio: 0.5s, setup paths: 0.7s, initialize shared: 0.1s, other imports: 0.4s, load scripts: 0.5s, create ui: 0.2s, gradio launch: 0.8s, add APIs: 0.1s). Applying attention optimization: xformers... done. Model loaded in 5.0s (load weights from disk: 0.4s, create model: 1.4s, apply weights to model: 2.9s, calculate empty prompt: 0.1s). 
My current system:
RTX 4070
Ryzen 7 7000X
32GB DDR5
Windows 11
Thank you for your time and help.
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2024.05.15 02:03 NoDistribution4367 I think I’m not okay and maybe misdiagnosed and no DID but maybe schizophrenic instead, or something different but I think my mom has it too

I think my mom might have schizophrenia So, I’ve realized I have delusions and I’m not really sure how to explain it. I definitely don’t see it in the moment but looking back months or years later I’ll say, “Damn. That was some nonsense.” I remember how I was completely convinced that what I was obsessed with was real beyond a doubt, and how it wasn’t just a belief but like the most important thing to me. I’d get so obsessed it would take over everything in my life.
This happens a lot too, but I’ll think or know I did something, only to check why someone hasn’t responded and see I never sent the message. Even if I remember doing it, there’s evidence that I didn’t. I was diagnosed with DID, OCD, CPTSD, and depression. I’m starting to think DID and depression might not be true. I only have bouts of real depression every so often now, and it’s almost always for a pretty solid reason, like when my brother died or when I broke up with the love of my life. But when it happens I’ll just go numb and stop functioning.
I’ve also had what someone described to me as “word salad,” where what I said or typed out was nonsense. When I looked back at the message I sent, I couldn’t figure out what I’d been trying to say, either. And for did, sometimes I don’t switch for a long time and then I almost forget I have did. But then I think, no. My alters definitely exist as souls living in my body. That’s real. But then someone said it sounds more like delusion than actual DID.
But onto my mother. She’s always been very religious but over the years has become scary religious. Like, “I’m sinless because I have no belly button,” “I can hear God’s voice, he gave me a spiritual gift,” “I can speak in tongues,” and the classic her saying she saw visions of angels. She also became badly addicted to prescription pain killers and started hallucinating. There was an incident in a restaurant a few years ago where she thought a bug was in her food and she “stabbed it” with her fork.
Then she lifted the fork and waved it around and yelled for the waiter in anger. It was pretty awful, she made a huge scene and couldn’t be calmed down. Another time she hallucinated worms crawling all over her floor and made me “clean them up.” Then she yelled at me for kneeling bc the worms would burrow into my knees. She thought she had parasites in her brain too. Sometimes she’s convinced that I did something bad, or meant something that I didn’t, like she sees interactions that aren’t there or interprets words/actions as attacks. She can’t be convinced she’s wrong, ever. Even with clear evidence.
So, all of that to say, I asked on my dad’s side of the family and apparently they have a lot of serious mental illness on that side too. And what I’m worried about is that I might be in the beginning stages of schizophrenia. I’ve hallucinated before, a few different times. I experienced severe child abuse for a good portion of my childhood, I had a psychotic episode after a Frankenstein of a psychiatrist put me on 6 different psych meds, I had childhood epilepsy, and I know I’ve had delusions. My current therapist is great, but she’s more of a spiritual/natural remedy type person. When I told her about the hallucinations or when we switch the body/dissociate, she almost always tells me it’s from lack of sleep.
TL;DR: My mom shows signs of schizophrenia and I worry I might be at the beginning stages. I think DID was a misdiagnosis and maybe my ‘alters,’ as real as switching and they feel, might be delusions. Their voices might be hallucinations. I’m not sure. I just want to talk about it, really. I’m very isolated. My mom thinks I’m bad and that I deserved getting beaten but I didn’t do anything bad this time and I was legally protesting, they enjoyed hurting us and I can’t talk to anyone about it bc my mom thinks I was bad and deserved it but I’m not bad and I didn’t do anything bad this time to deserve the beating, I feel like I’m screaming at a wall. Maybe I’m just having delusions again, she said the guy didn’t try to attack us but I keep rewatching the video to confirm it’s real and it is, he did try to kill us but she says we’re lying and deserved getting beaten. It wasn’t that bad but it scared me, I wasn’t beat up that bad I just got my eye injured so it could’ve been worsd but I have no one and my mom hates me, I don’t know how to convince her I wasn’t bad this time bc I showed her all the evidence but she still thinks I deserved it. My professors said they agree with me and said it’s not okay that I’m still injured and that I didn’t deserve it but I feel torn, what if I was hallucinating and didn’t actually experience what I thought I did and I actually did deserve getting beaten by police and then attacked by that guy who tried to kill us?
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2024.05.15 02:02 DoobyDoobyDoooooooo Global warming + Senator Mike Braun = ???

Global warming + Senator Mike Braun = ???
Hoosiers, if you care about global warming I have a story you might appreciate.
I've been a web developer since 1999 (Python, JavaScript, etc.).
Around 2019 I took a break to focus on climate change. I spent the first year interviewing 300+ Hoosiers working on environmental issues. Then, out of that research, I founded a nonprofit called Carbon Neutral Indiana ( https://carbonneutralindiana.org/ ).
It took a few years, but I was able to grow the largest email list of climate concerned Hoosiers (8,000+ people). I also built a base of 500 recurring donors, many across the political spectrum. We also support climate solutions journalism at Purdue: https://carbonneutralindiana.org/experiments/student-climate-journalism/ We have a lot of summer interns: https://carbonneutralindiana.org/experiments/leadership-development/ And hosted the largest party of its kind in Indiana history: https://carbonneutralindiana.org/hoosier-climate-party/
One experience was most interesting though.
I wrote a book profiling 60 success stories of Hoosiers reducing carbon emissions: https://carbonneutralindiana.org/book/ It includes a directory of organizations that can help you get started working on climate in Indiana as well as a list of important bills citizens should know about.
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Then I raised about $30,000 to mail free copies to 2,500 Hoosier leaders -- like University Presidents, IBJ 40 under 40 winners, CEOs, journalists, etc.
Of those, 500 were elected officials -- people like county commissioners, Mayors, state and federal representatives and senators, etc.
Guess how many of those 500 responded?
Two!
Guess who they were?
One was a Democratic Mayor from Bloomington.
The other was Senator Mike Braun, who is proud of Trump's endorsement.
He called my phone to say he read the book and invited me to his home for a 90 minute conversation about it.
We've had perhaps 6-7 conversations in total about global warming and cost effective ways to reduce carbon emissions.
Think about that. Out of 500 elected officials... and some of whom talk a lot about climate... only two responded(!!!).
While the nonprofit I started is nonpartisan, I wanted to share this story. A lot of Hoosiers (I've talked with thousands on the phone) don't realize Braun co-founded the bipartisan climate caucus in the Senate: https://www.coons.senate.gov/climate-solutions-caucus/members Or that he cares so much about this issue.
(He conserves tons of forests and, when we walked through one of them once, he pointed them out by their latin names.)
Like I said, I used to be a web developer. I got really into climate change, wondered what I could do as an individual, and dove in head first -- using my family's savings to build a successful grassroots nonprofit. I've learned so much, and changed my opinion on things I thought I used to know, but that's a tale for another day.
Have you ever gone all in on something that many other people just talk about? Did you change your mind (and possibly entire paradigm) as a result? What was it? What did you learn?
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