Wart on tongue

I keep seeing people replying to me who think I'm an introverted feeler. It's funny because they base this on behaviours that show when I care deeply about others, and when I tend to disagree or show any sort of outward hostility. Often I do this because I care about others, but it's like they only see the behaviour and not the motive.
I even see people saying this about other INFJs. I think it needs to stop, because the people who keep doing this don't seem to grasp that behaviour isn't cognitive function. Cognitive function dictates behaviour, not the other way around. And even then, every INFJ is unique, and we don't all act the same way all the time.
I see a lot of younger INFJs also make this mistake in assuming all INFJs avoid conflict 24/7, just because it's what they personally do. Funny enough, I was that exact type of INFJ when I was younger. I avoided every bit of conflict I crossed due to trauma and past negative experiences in group settings. As I've gotten older I've learned to not give a shit, because ultimately I know what drives people; often it's petty, stupid, and short sighted social games.
As a 30 y/o INFJ, I'm here to tell you that you don't need to put up with people's bullshit social games. You can be yourself and reject people's expectations of who they want you to be. You can choose not to reinforce those expectations onto others in order to fit in. You'll be a lot happier. Just focus on how stupid people can be in groups, and you'll quickly see it in your own behaviour, you'll choose to be authentic because you hate how others have treated you. And you'll regret your own actions.
INFJs, we can be harmonious through creating change in conflict, it's often uncomfortable, but about the only way to do it is to push through and accept that we can't please everyone. Once you get there, you can truly influence groups in positive ways. Rip that mask right off and be yourself, warts and all. Use that extraverted feeling to read people and connect to them, express your emotions outwardly and be yourself. And know when it's best to self restrain and hold your tongue. Everything is balance.

Hii everyone 4years ago(18f) I Got Common wart On my finger,,,, that time I didn't know about HPV virus or warts.. That time I touch That Wart with my mouth (tongue,lip) I did it many time.. I thought it was a Rash or something.. But now I learn to know that Those are caused by HPV virus,,, so will I get Oral Cancer will That HPV virus spread my oral area I'm very tired ... I heard HPV makes oral cancer after many years of affected person.. Please comment And give a favour to me

Hii everyone 4years ago(18f) I Got Common wart On my finger,,,, that time I didn't know about HPV virus or warts.. That time I touch That Wart with my mouth (tongue,lip) I did it many time.. I thought it was a Rash or something.. But now I learn to know that Those are caused by HPV virus,,, so will I get Oral Cancer will That HPV virus spread my oral area I'm very tired ... I heard HPV makes oral cancer after many years of affected person.. Please comment And give a favour to me

I also have itching on my vagina but nothing showed up there.. i have this itching every time before my period and white discharge.. last time my gynaecologist told med my i had bv but not i got these under my tongue… help please ASAP #warts??
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Boyfriend and Girlfriend are brought back to life and become two more of Horror Mario's creatures.
The mod starts with Boyfriend and Girlfriend singing with the Unbeatable gang, meanwhile Horror Mario watches from afar. He ponders what to do while waiting for his true target to finally enter his world.
He decides to play with Boyfriend and Girlfriend some more to kill time. Once Boyfriend and Girlfriend are finished with Unbeatable, a pipe appears in front of them both and they hear Horror Mario's voice tell them to jump inside of it. They do just that and are taken to another part of the world with more opponents awaiting them.
Some songs I'd add to this sequel. Also in the majority of these songs, Boyfriend and Girlfriend will have black splotches on their chests and backs.
"Elegant Violence" Big Boo - The Haunt
At first Boyfriend and Girlfriend are running from a swarm of floating skulls and you play as both of them. Halfway through the song, they jump on a platform away from the skulls and enter huge double doors. They end up in the room with the Big Boo and battle him to escape the mansion (if you lose, it shows Super Mario World-style sprites of Boyfriend and Girlfriend being backed into a spike pit by the Big Boo, Boos, and floating skulls, like the bad ending of The Haunt)
"Speed Demon" Speedrun Mario - Terminal Montage
Peach is sitting behind Boyfriend atop Bowser's castle while he sings off against Speedrun Mario. All of Mario's poses are just his sprite quickly stretching in different directions. The arrows gradually increase in speed as the song progresses. Luigi walks in at the end of the song and tries to exorcize the speedrun demon inside of Mario, but instead he accidentally does it on Girlfriend. She starts glowing and shaking and says "HOLY FU-" then explodes in the stock explosion Terminal Montage often uses (if you lose, it'll show the usual blue balls animation in Terminal Montage's artstyle and the mic explodes when it hits the ground. When you press retry, it pauses for a moment then Boyfriend explodes before you're suddenly taken back to the song)
"The Great Wort" Wort - Rise of the Mushroom Kingdom
Boyfriend and Girlfriend are singing off with Wort atop his castle. Halfway through the song, Wort traps them inside of a bubble and his minions try to send them falling to their deaths, but Mario and Luigi flies in and brings them back up to face Wort together. Now that it's a 4v1, your health increases 4x as much. At the end of the song, Wart is knocked into his vegetable machine. Mario then shoots a fireball into his butt and he explodes (if you lose, Wort will stick out his tongue and vore- I mean swallow Boyfriend and Girlfriend whole)
"I'll Crush You" Super Mecha Sonic - Super Mario Bros Z
Boyfriend, Girlfriend, Yoshi, Mario, and Luigi are staring at the sky at something descending. Then the camera pans to the right to show the opponent, Super Mecha Sonic, floating down and laughing. Then the camera goes left to show that Sonic and Shadow are also present. Boyfriend and Girlfriend ride on Yoshi's back and Mario is behind them, riding on the shell Luigi is wearing. You play as both of them as you give chase to Super Mecha Sonic. Occasionally fireballs will appear on your chart. When you press them, Mario will shoot a fireball at Mecha Sonic, causing your health to increase quite a lot. If you press a fireball, Mario will still shoot it, but Mecha Sonic will dodge it. At some point the player will have a long solo while Sonic and Shadow fight Mecha Sonic in the background (if you lose, Mecha Sonic will teleport in front of Yoshi and do a charged punch, sending all them flying)
"My Dad's Mom" Inbred Yoshi - Dorkly
Boyfriend and Girlfriend are babies riding on regular Yoshi's back. One of regular Yoshi's poses is him sticking his tongue out. When inbred Yoshi sticks his tongue out, it takes a few seconds for it to go back in his mouth, even as he's doing other poses. Inbred Yoshi suddenly drops dead halfway through the song and the music stops. Then he gets back up and just continues singing, much to regular Yoshi's shock. At the end of the song, inbred Yoshi dies more dramatically and regular Yoshi walks past him. Inbred gets up again and shouts "Give me the f*ing babies!" which prompts Regular to just run away with Boyfriend and Girlfriend still on his back (if you lose it shows Toadys taking away Boyfriend and Girlfriend while inbred Yoshi is on the ground, having randomly died again)
"Lovecraft" Cult Leader and Cthulhu - Super Mario World Call of Cthulhu
The first opponent is the Cult Leader. Boyfriend sings off with him while both Girlfriend and the Blessed Girl are on the wall with their eyes closed. Occasionally you'll see a prompt to press space and Boyfriend will jump on a Galoomba or Koopa that's approaching him and throw them at the Cult Leader. If you don't press space, the Galoomba or Koopa will instead hit Boyfriend and you'll lose 50% health. There will 35 be cat statues that will sometimes appear on your chart. If you miss a cat statue, nothing happens(yet). If you press 25 of these cat statues, any statues that haven't yet appeared will be replaced with normal arrows. Halfway through the song, the Cult Leader bursts into flames and in his place appears Cthulhu. Your health slowly lowers during this phase and the health you gain from pressing arrows is lessened. Girlfriend opens her eyes and you also play as her now. The Blessed Girl's feathers will sometimes appear on your chart and pressing them will cause your health to turn white and not go down at all for a few seconds, even if you miss an arrow (if you lose by your health running out, it'll show the usual blue balls animation. If you fail to press 25 cat statues in phase 1, when Cthulhu appears you're shown a close up of Boyfriend's horrified face with the text "Boyfriend could not grasp Cthulhu's form" and have to retry the song)
After the end of Lovecraft, Horror Mario laughs and remarks that playing with Boyfriend and Girlfriend never gets old. Boyfriend and Girlfriend ask him what they did to deserve this torment. Horror Mario stares at them as his smile slowly fades. Eventually he scoffs and just says it won't be much longer. It's almost time for revenge. But before that Horror Mario has them do one more song.
"Persevere" Super Mario World Purgatory
You play as Boyfriend and Girlfriend as they ride on a golden winged Piranha Plant that carries them through a heavenly cloud level. This song is pretty short and the chart is easy. At the end of the song, the Piranha Plant carries them over the clouds to see the starry sky. Girlfriend leans her head on Boyfriend's shoulder and he puts his arm around her (if you lose, it shows their skeletons, but instead of breaking they just glance at each other and sigh)
Horror Mario looks at the two in the sky and says "Enjoy your calm before the storm, my creatures".
Final Song:
"Your Fault"
Daddy Dearest walks in the living room and is pulled into the game. He wakes up in a black void and sees Boyfriend just standing there facing away from him next to the speakers with Girlfriend no where to be seen. Boyfriend turns around and the splotch on his chest and back disappeares, showing the gaping hole it once covered. Boyfriend holds up his mic and plainly says "Just so you know... this is all your fault." Then the song starts with the opponent being Dearest.
Act 1 You play as Boyfriend. His face is devoid of emotion and his voice is less energetic. Dearest has an unnerved expression during this phase.
Act 2 A pipe rises under Boyfriend and he lowers into it. Afterwards, Horror Yoshi jumps out and stands on the speakers. Horror Peach then floats out of the pipe and you play as both of them. Soon, they both suddenly disappear and Turmoil crawls out of the pipe. At the same time, Dearest is turned into a Koopa. You play as Turmoil and Dearest will occasionally avoid your tongue. Soon Turmoil will disappear and Dearest turns back to normal. MX will jump out, breaking the pipe. You play as MX and after a short while, MX will begin chasing Dearest. If you miss arrows on this part, Dearest's icon will move further away from MX's. Eventually, MX will laugh and say "I'VE GOT-" and then suddenly disappear like the rest. Dearest stops and puts his hands on his knees as he catches his breath. When he looks up again...
Act 3 Dearest sees his daughter, Girlfriend. She's not holding a mic and is looking downward, her eyes are shadowed out. This act's music is the same as Act 3 of All-Stars, but slower. Once it reaches the lyrical portion, the health bar fades out from the screen and the music speeds up. Girlfriend then looks up at Dearest and her eyes are glowing red as she sings the lyrics. She sings of how she hates Dearest, that it's all his fault that this happened, and that he did this to her. As she sings, her body twists and contorts until it's the way she looked in Act 3 of All-Stars. Once the lyrics repeat, Ultra M fades into the background and starts singing those lyrics with her. The lyrics then repeat a 3rd time, this time Boyfriend appears in a grotesque twisted form and starts singing with Ultra M and Girlfriend. The lyrics this time change slightly to instead say "we" or "us" instead of "I" or "me". Dearest's arrows move slower and slower as he's being emotionally hurt. When the lyrics end, a gunshot rings out and Ultra M is hit in the side of the face, but it quickly heals. Pico appears at Dearest's side and throws two Green Mushrooms at Boyfriend and Girlfriend's, turning them back to normal. At first Ultra M is unphased, until Pico starts leading Boyfriend, Girlfriend, and Dearest to a warp star that leads back to the real world. Ultra M tries to close it, but can't for some reason. He charges after the four to prevent their escape.
Act 4 You now play as Boyfriend, Girlfriend, Pico, and Dearest as they all make a mad dash for the warp star while Ultra M chases you. Your icon gets closer to Ultra M's when you lose health. Also you lose health when Ultra M presses arrows, but your health now increases 4x as much. On the chart there will occasionally be bullets for Pico to fire like in Overdue. Eventually the four all reach the warp star. When the player presses the final arrow, Pico flips off Ultra M as the screen turns white.
A cutscene plays of them all falling in the living room. M's hand lunges out of the TV and grabs the closest person, Girlfriend, by the leg. Boyfriend grabs onto her hand and keeps M from taking her back. With her other hand, Girlfriend rips the game cartridge out the console, instantly causing M's hand to disappear. Now that it's safe, the four look to see their savior: Mommy Mearest.
She used her demon powers to open a warp back to the real world. And because she wasn't inside of Horror Mario's world, he couldn't stop Mearest from using her powers. And because Horror Mario was too busy getting revenge on Dearest, he didn't realize she was in front of the TV. Thus, he didn't quickly grab Mearest before she could react like he did to Girlfriend.
Dearest expresses joy that Girlfriend is free from Horror Mario's control and tries to hug her. However, Girlfriend immediately pushes him away and reveals that she chose say that she hated and blamed him. Dearest is hurt, but understands and walks away ashamed. As he walks out the room, Mearest sighs and hugs Girlfriend. Girlfriend hugs her back and thanks her for saving them all. Mearest then walks up to Boyfriend and sincerely thanks him for saving her daughter and husband. As he's about to respond, Mearest ruffles his hair.
The credits roll. Horror Mario is singing in the credits again. This time he talks about how he regrets taking his anger out on Boyfriend and Girlfriend. Images of Boyfriend and his friends in the aftermath are in full color, while images of Horror Mario in his world are in black and red. The final image shows the Mario game cartridge collecting dust under Girlfriend's bed.
Afterwards, you'll unlock a bonus song:
"Weaving Colors" Galeem and Dharkon - Super Smash Bros Ultimate

Ok I'm going to try to write this as succinctly but thoroughly as possible. I'm mainly just kind of worried at the moment and kind of kicking myself in the pants as I think I could have avoided this. BUT my baby was born via unplanned C-section. He aspirated meconium and was in the NICU for 22 days. during the last 5 days we were finally able to start doing oral feeds and he was doing about 1/2 breastfeeding 1/2 bottle. I had been a pro pumper and could get upwards of 32 or so oz a day. When we got home the boy was still on home oxygen but I was determined to get him feeding fully by breast. I was meeting with a LC and she was helpful. We thought even though he wasn't nursing for too long that my let down and supply was sufficient for him to be getting enough. I was also stoked to not be getting clogged ducts and such since pumping around the clock made me pretty uncomfortable before the next pump session lol. Turns out the boy wasn't gaining enough weight and dropped from 15% in weight to about 5% so back to pumping and supplementing with a bottle. I tried the sns tube but baby would unlatch, it would fall out and milk would leak everywhere. Supply seemed fine at this point still. I found it pretty hard to keep a consistent routine at home with the pumping and since I had such a stash from the hospital I would just grab from the freezer and not think much about milk in vs milk out. He would get sleepy at the breast but I was never in pain while feeding. He just seemed like he was not as interested in eating as he should have been and as a new mom, learning the hunger cues was a learning curve for me. Looking back I think I should have just been offering food all the time instead of waiting (his cues were not obvious also).I keep meeting with the LC and we do a weighted feed. At about 1 1/2 months or so he was getting 3oz at breast. At this point he is weaned off the home oxygen but the pulmonologist also is also like 😬 he should be gaining more. A week or so goes by and the dude is still not gaining weight sufficiently so we got to a chiropractor and then to the ortho to get a pretty severe lip and tongue tie revision. a week or so after that the guy still isn't gaining quick enough (I wasn't too alarmed since it takes a bit for those muscles to get used to eating efficiently). I was also kind of thrown off because my supply increased like a lot right afterward. I was getting engorged and stuff again so I thought maybe he was finally able to have a strong enough suck to not only get enough food but also make the supply-demand of milk more appropriate. so I toned down the pumping. Anyways, currently, doc wants us to add formula to the breast milk because it just seems like he isn't getting enough calories. So far that's going fine. As of right now I breast feed both sides until it seems like he's done or slowed down then I give him a 2oz bottle of breast milk with 1/2 tsp formula in it. so far he finishes them all and i'm so proud :') after i feed him the bottle and burp, i'll sit him in front of me and pump but for the life of me i cannot get the 2oz back out consistently to put back in the fridge. It ranges from 2oz to a couple drops. I have a pretty basic singular pump, an evenflo, and I'll put it on one boob and the haaka on the other and massage the hell out of both to try to get every last drop. I also have been trying to hand express afterward just to get a bit more stimulation but i can't say i'm that good at it or have the patience to lean over a bowl long enough to squeeze the last drops out. I feel like such a ding dong for letting my supply slide but there was a lot going on for awhile with the oxygen tanks and monitors and all that crap. He's 1 1/2 weeks away from 3 months now and I know your supply regulates then but am I doomed? How can I increase supply and maybe even have a surplus again? I take some tinctures and supplements and have been trying to drink enough water etc. Should I just keep emptying my boobs? I haven't done many overnight pumps as i've been enjoying my sleep but I'm thinking I should add some in... Overall, baby is happy as a clam and looks fine, just not chunky. It's me who is the worry wart 🫣😬 Any tips y'all?

I’ve been seeing someone for a year now after splitting with my husband and only other partner of 15 years.
I noticed he had warts/moles idk what all over his body and when giving oral, something wart or mole like on his penis.
He’s very sensitive about his skin so I don’t ask.
I developed a sore spot on my tongue recently that won’t go. I had an hpv test done and it came back positive for high risk strain but not 16 or 18.
Please forgive my ignorance but
Is it likely I got it from giving oral? Should I tell him/ask him if he has it or been tested? As he has moles on his arms / back etc could it be a mole on his penis? I have no idea if that’s possible sorry Should we abstain? Will the tongue sore eventually go by itself? It’s been a month now. I don’t know for sure that’s what it is.
Thank you

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His [God's] end is one, and one only; it is this: when the complete whole of our race shall have been perfected from the first man to the last—some having at once in this life been cleansed from evil, others having afterwards in the necessary periods been healed by the Fire, others having in their life here been unconscious equally of good and of evil—to offer to every one of us participation in the blessings which are in Him, which, the Scripture tells us, "eye hath not seen, nor ear heard," nor thought ever reached. ~ Gregory of Nyssa, On the Soul and Resurrection

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Again, he speaks of the subjection of all men to God, when we all, being united to one another by the faith, become one body of the Lord Who is in all, as the subjection of the Son to the Father, when the adoration paid to the Son by all things with one accord, by things in heaven, and things on earth, and things under the earth, redounds to the glory of the Father; as Paul says elsewhere, To Him every knee shall bow, of things in heaven, and things in earth, and things under the earth, and every tongue shall confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father. For when this takes place, the mighty wisdom of Paul affirms that the Son, Who is in all, is subject to the Father by virtue of the subjection of those in whom He is. What kind of subjection once for all Eunomius asserts of the Holy Spirit, it is thus impossible to learn from the phrase which he has thrown out — whether he means the subjection of irrational creatures, or of captives, or of servants, or of children who are kept in order, or of those who are saved by subjection. For the subjection of men to God is salvation for those who are so made subject, according to the voice of the prophet, who says that his soul is subject to God, since of Him comes salvation by subjection , so that subjection is the means of averting perdition. As therefore the help of the healing art is sought eagerly by the sick, so is subjection by those who are in need of salvation. ~ Gregory of Nyssa, Against Eunomius Book II, Chapter 14

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The Son has accomplished the Father's will (and this, in the language of the Apostle, is that all men should be saved), ~ Gregory of Nyssa, Against Eunomius Book XII, Chapter 3

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We certainly believe, both because of the prevailing opinion, and still more of Scripture teaching, that there exists another world of beings besides, divested of such bodies as ours are, who are opposed to that which is good and are capable of hurting the lives of men, having by an act of will lapsed from the nobler view, and by this revolt from goodness personified in themselves the contrary principle; and this world is what, some say, the Apostle adds to the number of the “things under the earth,” signifying in that passage that when evil shall have been some day annihilated in the long revolutions of the ages, nothing shall be left outside the world of goodness, but that even from those evil spirits shall rise in harmony the confession of Christ’s Lordship. ~ Gregory of Nyssa, On the Soul and Resurrection

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Why, seeing that Lazarus’ soul is occupied with his present blessings and turns round to look at nothing that he has left, while the rich man is still attached, with a cement as it were, even after death, to the life of feeling, which he does not divest himself of even when he has ceased to live, still keeping as he does flesh and blood in his thoughts (for in his entreaty that his kindred may be exempted from his suffering he plainly shows that he is not free yet from fleshly feeling)—in such details of the story (she [Gregory’s sister Macrina] continued) I think our Lord teaches us this; that those still living in the flesh must as much as ever they can separate and free themselves in a way from its attachments by virtuous conduct, in order that after death they may not need a second death to cleanse them from the remnants that are owing to this cement of the flesh. ~ Gregory of Nyssa, On the Soul and Resurrection

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But since there is a necessity that the defilements which sin has engendered in the soul as well should be removed thence by some remedial process, the medicine which virtue supplies has, in the life that now is, been applied to the healing of such mutilations as these. If, however, the soul remains unhealed, the remedy is dispensed in the life that follows this. Now in the ailments of the body there are sundry differences, some admitting of an easier, others requiring a more difficult treatment. In these last the use of the knife, or cauteries, or draughts of bitter medicines are adopted to remove the disease that has attacked the body. For the healing of the soul's sicknesses the future judgment announces something of the same kind, and this to the thoughtless sort is held out as the threat of a terrible correction, in order that through fear of this painful retribution they may gain the wisdom of fleeing from wickedness: while by those of more intelligence it is believed to be a remedial process ordered by God to bring back man, His peculiar creature, to the grace of his primal condition. They who use the knife or cautery to remove certain unnatural excrescences in the body, such as wens or warts, do not bring to the person they are serving a method of healing that is painless, though certainly they apply the knife without any intention of injuring the patient. In like manner whatever material excrescences are hardening on our souls, that have been sensualized by fellowship with the body's affections, are, in the day of the judgment , as it were cut and scraped away by the ineffable wisdom and power of Him Who, as the Gospel says, "healeth those that are sick." For, as He says again, "they that are whole have no need of the physician, but they that are sick." Since, then, there has been inbred in the soul a strong natural tendency to evil, it must suffer, just as the excision of a wart gives a sharp pain to the skin of the body; for whatever contrary to the nature has been inbred in the nature attaches itself to the subject in a certain union of feeling, and hence there is produced an abnormal intermixture of our own with an alien quality, so that the feelings, when the separation from this abnormal growth comes, are hurt and lacerated. Thus when the soul pines and melts away under the correction of its sins, as prophecy somewhere tells us, there necessarily follow, from its deep and intimate connection with evil, certain unspeakable and inexpressible pangs, the description of which is as difficult to render as is that of the nature of those good things which are the subjects of our hope. For neither the one nor the other is capable of being expressed in words, or brought within reach of the understanding. If, then, any one looks to the ultimate aim of the Wisdom of Him Who directs the economy of the universe, he would be very unreasonable and narrow-minded to call the Maker of man the Author of evil; or to say that He is ignorant of the future, or that, if He knows it and has made him, He is not uninfluenced by the impulse to what is bad. He knew what was going to be, yet did not prevent the tendency towards that which actually happened. That humanity, indeed, would be diverted from the good, could not be unknown to Him Who grasps all things by His power of foresight, and Whose eyes behold the coming equally with the past events. As, then, He had in sight the perversion, so He devised man's recall to good. Accordingly, which was the better way?—never to have brought our nature into existence at all, since He foresaw that the being about to be created would fall away from that which is morally beautiful; or to bring him back by repentance, and restore his diseased nature to its original beauty? But, because of the pains and sufferings of the body which are the necessary accidents of its unstable nature, to call God on that account the Maker of evil, or to think that He is not the Creator of man at all, in hopes thereby to prevent the supposition of His being the Author of what gives us pain—all this is an instance of that extreme narrow-mindedness which is the mark of those who judge of moral good and moral evil by mere sensation. Such persons do not understand that that only is intrinsically good which sensation does not reach, and that the only evil is estrangement from the good. But to make pains and pleasures the criterion of what is morally good and the contrary, is a characteristic of the unreasoning nature of creatures in whom, from their want of mind and understanding, the apprehension of real goodness has no place. That man is the work of God, created morally noble and for the noblest destiny, is evident not only from what has been said, but from a vast number of other proofs; which, because they are so many, we shall here omit. But when we call God the Maker of man we do not forget how carefully at the outset we defined our position against the Greeks. It was there shown that the Word of God is a substantial and personified being, Himself both God and the Word; Who has embraced in Himself all creative power, or rather Who is very power with an impulse to all good; Who works out effectually whatever He wills by having a power concurrent with His will; Whose will and work is the life of all things that exist; by Whom, too, man was brought into being and adorned with the highest excellences after the fashion of Deity. But since that alone is unchangeable in its nature which does not derive its origin through creation, while whatever by the uncreated being is brought into existence out of what was nonexistent, from the very first moment that it begins to be, is ever passing through change, and if it acts according to its nature the change is ever to the better, but if it be diverted from the straight path, then a movement to the contrary succeeds—since, I say, man was thus conditioned, and in him the changeable element in his nature had slipped aside to the exact contrary, so that this departure from the good introduced in its train every form of evil to match the good (as, for instance, on the defection of life there was brought in the antagonism of death; on the deprivation of light darkness supervened; in the absence of virtue vice arose in its place, and against every form of good might be reckoned a like number of opposite evils), by whom, I ask, was man, fallen by his recklessness into this and the like evil state (for it was not possible for him to retain even his prudence when he had estranged himself from prudence, or to take any wise counsel when he had severed himself from wisdom)—by whom was man to be recalled to the grace of his original state? To whom belonged the restoration of the fallen one, the recovery of the lost, the leading back the wanderer by the hand? To whom else than entirely to Him Who is the the Lord of his nature? For Him only Who at the first had given the life was it possible, or fitting, to recover it when lost. This is what we are taught and learn from the Revelation of the truth, that God in the beginning made man and saved him when he had fallen. ~ The Great Catechism, Chapter 8

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Am I crazy or is DH gaslighting me?
I am 24f and DH is 42m (I know what you’re thinking, I’m stupid and naive for ever getting married with such an age gap and getting married so fast). I admit I was stupid to have done that. But I swear I’m not a troublesome person (came from a good family, have always excelled academically, never touched illicit substances or even had alcohol). Now so that I don’t sound biased and so you have as much info to make a decision as to whether he’s abusive or not, let me first share the good qualities of DH: - he cooks really nice meals and very often so I’m not always burdened with cooking even as the stay at home parent - he has supported me to stay home with our now toddler, which I understand in this economy isn’t the easiest thing - when he was successful (we are having some financial problems now but he’s trying very hard to fix things all on his own) he was very generous - he has full custody of his kids (ss10 and ss13). No he wasn’t a mean type of man who wanted to hurt their mother and take them away. She is an alcoholic who centres men so they only see her every fortnight and for the holidays).
But here’s the bad; he criticises me so much and when I get offended that all he does is criticise, he comes up with some spiritual bullshit on how it’s my ego (the Freudian theory of ‘ego’) that’s offended because he’s only criticising me for my own good. So I can improve as a person. And that I should feel free to criticise him back. Now MIND YOU he doesn’t criticise my looks or call me any names. But he’ll say things like I need to not be so uptight and worry so much. That I shouldn’t care about reputation. Like I get annoyed at his kids for saying inappropriate jokes around our toddler. Apparently I’m too smothering and crazy for saying I don’t like that language around her. And I get annoyed how his kids as a joke call everyone a pedo and always talk about pedo this pedo that. Now don’t get me wrong, I’m glad his kids understand there are pedos which can help to protect them since they’ll be more wary. But I don’t think our toddler needs to hear all this stuff all the time. She’s too young and it pisses me off to the point where even my stepkids’ laughing annoys me. Their footsteps piss me off. DH says it would be a problem if his kids were glamourising the inappropriate things but since they’re only making fun of inappropriate people, it’s somehow okay. Am I overreacting and being the hysterical woman? After all, my stepkids aren’t bad kids (they are pretty smart, have wholesome hobbies, do their chores etc).
He also tears me down a lot and builds me back up which makes me so confused and I think this is part of why I stay. Last week he made me cry so hard because he kept on screaming and yelling at me so much that the whole street could probably hear. I had a panic attack to the point where I was SHAKING. Then he came to hug me and calm me down, but then said “Wow, you can’t even control yourself look how you’re shaking.” What caused his screaming? I was trying to tell him that I don’t want his kids sleeping in our bed while I stay at my parents’ house for a week (I visit my parents sometimes because they’re interstate). They sleep in their own beds when I’m here, but cosleep with dh when I’m away. So creepy. I said I think they’re too old and that it grosses me out (after holding my tongue for so long and also I said it very politely). He was calling me a control freak. Because I also told him how I think it’s wrong that he still lays next to the 10 year old until he falls asleep. How long will he use the “his mother abandoned him” excuse??? He has been milking this for the entire two years we’ve been married. He has been doing it a bit less which is could but I expressed to him it’s unacceptable that he on some occasions falls asleep there, and I have to go get him. I told him I want to feel desired by him and have him want to come to bed to his wife. I’m so angry because other men tell him he has hit the jackpot with me (I’m young, intelligent, and pretty). He is physically attractive too. But it’s like he’d rather snuggle up with his kid. He told me it shouldn’t matter and that I’m being unfair because our 1 year old cosleep a with us. That’s totally different because she is still nursing. I want her in her own bed asap. He told me he also has a duty to them and not only to cater to my wantsbecause they’re his kids and he’s their father and that’s what fathers do.I wanted to tell him he’s a pushover weakling creating codependency issues, not a father. And so, he says if I have a problem with them sleeping in our bed when I’m away, that I should just suck it up and change the bedsheets when I come back. To me that sounds like he doesn’t really give a shit about my boundaries. Or am I just crazy? So yeah this is what he was yelling to me and giving me a panic attack over. I seriously think eff him and his kids, I hate them all and just want to take our toddler and never see any of them again! And he was making me feel guilty for bringing this up, after he said to me that I should stop being in ego by constantly holding my tongue and worrying about telling him what I’m thinking!!!! Unbelievable! He said he’s pissed that this is such an important topic to me and that I ruined his days productivity by bringing this up to him first thing in the morning. I only told him at that time because he promised me I could be open and honest. I didn’t expect for it to be 2 hours of him screaming at me like a crazy person and causing me to have a nervous breakdown. And then I was so confused because a few hours after he exploded at me, he hugged me and said “sorry, I went too far.” So it’s not like he’s even going to change his creepy enmeshed behaviours with his kids, he’s only sorry that he yelled. Which isn’t good enough.
To make things worse, he did this in front of his kids and our toddler. My toddler watched me, her mother, have a nervous breakdown and lose control of my body and shake in the corner of the room. I’ve never been so angry at DH. I feel so weak and shitty for allowing myself to be so weak to breakdown like that, in front of my own child. But DH wouldn’t leave me alone, he was following from room to room, yelling about how terrible of a person I am for two hours.
Also, I chose to take a break from my university studies for the first year of our daughter’s life. Then I decided to return to my studies. I returned without consulting DH and he got all pissy, saying I should’ve told him. He said he doesn’t care if I go back or not but I should’ve told him. I AGREE though, I should’ve told him (he was dramatic though bc in our country, he doesn’t inherit my student loans so it’s nothing to do with him and also, it’s my bloody education of course I’m going to finish it). BUT HERE IS HIS HYPOCRISY: He has decided to homeschool his kids, but since he’s busy in this season of life a lot of it falls on me. So he has thrown this all on me without even asking if IM OKAY WITH IT whilst I’m studying and caring for a toddler! I don’t do much though, because it’s an online program that provides a lot of activities based on curriculum and their explanation for the kids. But I’m pissed off that he expects it. Such an entitled thing to do. Plus they’re socially awkward af so the last thing I’d do to socially inept children is homeschool them! Also, they’re not my kids!!!!
Ive not been home since his yelling at me which caused my nervous breakdown (still at my family’s house for the visit). I’m going back soon. And when I do, I’m disengaging from his kids’ schooling. I’ll answer questions but I won’t start the morning going through the work they need to do for the day etc. they can ask their dad for that. It’s not my job to be a free teacher to two ungrateful kids who just sulk and whine and don’t want to study. Then DH tells me in a nice way that it’s my responsibility to make their homeschooling (which I NEVER WANTED to do) fun so that they become more interested. Like sorry I’m not a clown. He says I should be laid back and not stress them out, but then also be structured? I was so angry bc when he started his bright idea of homeschooling, he was angry and resentful that I didn’t spend time teaching his kids. So NOTHING I EVER DO IS GOOD ENOUGH!!!!! I’m apparently a neurotic control freak and worry wart because I gave a crap about little Timmy’s education and therefore made him to stick to a strict schedule and finish all his work!!! Yeah I’m so evil aren’t I!!??? For caring about the education of a kid that isn’t even mine! I told the kids multiple times to eat fruit while they study and to take a break after every couple of hours to relax and recharge. So it’s not like I was some tiger mum who made them only study and neglect mental health. ALSO, because they’re so socially inept I sought out a social homeschoolers weekly meetup group for them to go to. DH is backing me and forcing them to go. But I feel so disrespected by DH that I won’t be taking them to that anymore. That’s DH’s problem now. I went out of my way to care about his kids’ education and complaints is all I get back!!! I thought MAYBE they need some socialisation that isn’t DH’s effed up family. His family is very weird and are losers. I DID NOT MEET ANY OF THESE PEOPLE UNTIL WE GOT MARRIED. I only knew my stepkids but hadn’t lived with them until marriage.
I genuinely believe homeschool can work, but I think it works only when parents are intentional and when parents are cultured and well read themselves. My husband is business smart (not as of late though lol), but isn’t a reader like me. He doesn’t value literature or education in the same way I do. I was naturally doing my studies without being forced to as a kid, because my parents were well-read and cultured.
We also haven’t been intimate in a year due to his stress and he’s in survival/rebuilding mode. Which goes to show how bad his decision making is, who tf decides hey let’s homeschool kids while I’m in survival/rebuilding mode.
But yeah I just feel so drained from this horrible family I stupidly married into when I was just too young and naive. When we first met DH was so loving and gentle, generous, adventurous. I felt so loved and cherished. Now I feel so icky.
I feel so guilty. Am I being gaslit or am I just so horrible? I’ve cried for too long. He’s making me question my reality. I have no idea what to think. When he’s good he’s the sweetest most kind husband ever. But when he gets in a mood he can absolutely break me (never physically, but mentally and emotionally). I get so confused when he explodes at me and then gets all affectionate and caring afterwards. I know being in financial struggle can make people more snappy. But I can’t help but feel he’s going overboard. His behaviour just isn’t acceptable to me. But maybe I’m wrong? Maybe I drive him to act crazy and yell at me by being too controlling? In my mind I’m not controlling. But am I actually controlling and my perception is just wrong? Please help I feel like I’m drowning. It’s like I don’t even know who I am anymore.
Also, he puts down my interests. I’ve loved to sing since I was little and since being with him, I just stopped because he said my voice isn’t good and that I can’t sing so I should focus on other things. He didn’t even say it in a mean way, just as matter of fact and it hurt. I’ve won many competitions for singing and a lot of people have told me they love my voice. In school I was always the lead singer for every musical. Now I can’t help but cringe and tell people to stop lying whenever they compliment my voice. I’m not delusional or trying to be a famous singer. But it just hurts that he doesn’t even like listening to me sing.
I used to be the type of woman that would tell just about anyone to eff off if they disrespected me. What has happened to me? I feel like I’ve failed our daughter by bringing her into such a family. How could I have been so blind?
Am I crazy? Am I asking for too much? I feel so lost and alone. He says I drive him to that point due to being “a highly unconscious person” in the spiritual sense. It sounds like bullshit to me

I am 24f and DH is 42m (I know what you’re thinking, I’m stupid and naive for ever getting married with such an age gap and getting married so fast). I admit I was stupid to have done that. But I swear I’m not a troublesome person (came from a good family, have always excelled academically, never touched illicit substances or even had alcohol). Now so that I don’t sound biased and so you have as much info to make a decision as to whether he’s abusive or not, let me first share the good qualities of DH: - he cooks really nice meals and very often so I’m not always burdened with cooking even as the stay at home parent - he has supported me to stay home with our now toddler, which I understand in this economy isn’t the easiest thing - when he was successful (we are having some financial problems now but he’s trying very hard to fix things all on his own) he was very generous - he has full custody of his kids (ss10 and ss13). No he wasn’t a mean type of man who wanted to hurt their mother and take them away. She is an alcoholic who centres men so they only see her every fortnight and for the holidays).
But here’s the bad; he criticises me so much and when I get offended that all he does is criticise, he comes up with some spiritual bullshit on how it’s my ego (the Freudian theory of ‘ego’) that’s offended because he’s only criticising me for my own good. So I can improve as a person. And that I should feel free to criticise him back. Now MIND YOU he doesn’t criticise my looks or call me any names. But he’ll say things like I need to not be so uptight and worry so much. That I shouldn’t care about reputation. Like I get annoyed at his kids for saying inappropriate jokes around our toddler. Apparently I’m too smothering and crazy for saying I don’t like that language around her. And I get annoyed how his kids as a joke call everyone a pedo and always talk about pedo this pedo that. Now don’t get me wrong, I’m glad his kids understand there are pedos which can help to protect them since they’ll be more wary. But I don’t think our toddler needs to hear all this stuff all the time. She’s too young and it pisses me off to the point where even my stepkids’ laughing annoys me. Their footsteps piss me off. DH says it would be a problem if his kids were glamourising the inappropriate things but since they’re only making fun of inappropriate people, it’s somehow okay. Am I overreacting and being the hysterical woman? After all, my stepkids aren’t bad kids (they are pretty smart, have wholesome hobbies, do their chores etc).
He also tears me down a lot and builds me back up which makes me so confused and I think this is part of why I stay. Last week he made me cry so hard because he kept on screaming and yelling at me so much that the whole street could probably hear. I had a panic attack to the point where I was SHAKING. Then he came to hug me and calm me down, but then said “Wow, you can’t even control yourself look how you’re shaking.” What caused his screaming? I was trying to tell him that I don’t want his kids sleeping in our bed while I stay at my parents’ house for a week (I visit my parents sometimes because they’re interstate). They sleep in their own beds when I’m here, but cosleep with dh when I’m away. So creepy. I said I think they’re too old and that it grosses me out (after holding my tongue for so long and also I said it very politely). He was calling me a control freak. Because I also told him how I think it’s wrong that he still lays next to the 10 year old until he falls asleep. How long will he use the “his mother abandoned him” excuse??? He has been milking this for the entire two years we’ve been married. He has been doing it a bit less which is could but I expressed to him it’s unacceptable that he on some occasions falls asleep there, and I have to go get him. I told him I want to feel desired by him and have him want to come to bed to his wife. I’m so angry because other men tell him he has hit the jackpot with me (I’m young, intelligent, and pretty). He is physically attractive too. But it’s like he’d rather snuggle up with his kid. He told me it shouldn’t matter and that I’m being unfair because our 1 year old cosleep a with us. That’s totally different because she is still nursing. I want her in her own bed asap. He told me he also has a duty to them and not only to cater to my wantsbecause they’re his kids and he’s their father and that’s what fathers do.I wanted to tell him he’s a pushover weakling creating codependency issues, not a father. And so, he says if I have a problem with them sleeping in our bed when I’m away, that I should just suck it up and change the bedsheets when I come back. To me that sounds like he doesn’t really give a shit about my boundaries. Or am I just crazy? So yeah this is what he was yelling to me and giving me a panic attack over. I seriously think eff him and his kids, I hate them all and just want to take our toddler and never see any of them again! And he was making me feel guilty for bringing this up, after he said to me that I should stop being in ego by constantly holding my tongue and worrying about telling him what I’m thinking!!!! Unbelievable! He said he’s pissed that this is such an important topic to me and that I ruined his days productivity by bringing this up to him first thing in the morning. I only told him at that time because he promised me I could be open and honest. I didn’t expect for it to be 2 hours of him screaming at me like a crazy person and causing me to have a nervous breakdown. And then I was so confused because a few hours after he exploded at me, he hugged me and said “sorry, I went too far.” So it’s not like he’s even going to change his creepy enmeshed behaviours with his kids, he’s only sorry that he yelled. Which isn’t good enough.
To make things worse, he did this in front of his kids and our toddler. My toddler watched me, her mother, have a nervous breakdown and lose control of my body and shake in the corner of the room. I’ve never been so angry at DH. I feel so weak and shitty for allowing myself to be so weak to breakdown like that, in front of my own child. But DH wouldn’t leave me alone, he was following from room to room, yelling about how terrible of a person I am for two hours.
Also, I chose to take a break from my university studies for the first year of our daughter’s life. Then I decided to return to my studies. I returned without consulting DH and he got all pissy, saying I should’ve told him. He said he doesn’t care if I go back or not but I should’ve told him. I AGREE though, I should’ve told him (he was dramatic though bc in our country, he doesn’t inherit my student loans so it’s nothing to do with him and also, it’s my bloody education of course I’m going to finish it). BUT HERE IS HIS HYPOCRISY: He has decided to homeschool his kids, but since he’s busy in this season of life a lot of it falls on me. So he has thrown this all on me without even asking if IM OKAY WITH IT whilst I’m studying and caring for a toddler! I don’t do much though, because it’s an online program that provides a lot of activities based on curriculum and their explanation for the kids. But I’m pissed off that he expects it. Such an entitled thing to do. Plus they’re socially awkward af so the last thing I’d do to socially inept children is homeschool them! Also, they’re not my kids!!!!
Ive not been home since his yelling at me which caused my nervous breakdown (still at my family’s house for the visit). I’m going back soon. And when I do, I’m disengaging from his kids’ schooling. I’ll answer questions but I won’t start the morning going through the work they need to do for the day etc. they can ask their dad for that. It’s not my job to be a free teacher to two ungrateful kids who just sulk and whine and don’t want to study. Then DH tells me in a nice way that it’s my responsibility to make their homeschooling (which I NEVER WANTED to do) fun so that they become more interested. Like sorry I’m not a clown. He says I should be laid back and not stress them out, but then also be structured? I was so angry bc when he started his bright idea of homeschooling, he was angry and resentful that I didn’t spend time teaching his kids. So NOTHING I EVER DO IS GOOD ENOUGH!!!!! I’m apparently a neurotic control freak and worry wart because I gave a crap about little Timmy’s education and therefore made him to stick to a strict schedule and finish all his work!!! Yeah I’m so evil aren’t I!!??? For caring about the education of a kid that isn’t even mine! I told the kids multiple times to eat fruit while they study and to take a break after every couple of hours to relax and recharge. So it’s not like I was some tiger mum who made them only study and neglect mental health. ALSO, because they’re so socially inept I sought out a social homeschoolers weekly meetup group for them to go to. DH is backing me and forcing them to go. But I feel so disrespected by DH that I won’t be taking them to that anymore. That’s DH’s problem now. I went out of my way to care about his kids’ education and complaints is all I get back!!! I thought MAYBE they need some socialisation that isn’t DH’s effed up family. His family is very weird and are losers. I DID NOT MEET ANY OF THESE PEOPLE UNTIL WE GOT MARRIED. I only knew my stepkids but hadn’t lived with them until marriage.
I genuinely believe homeschool can work, but I think it works only when parents are intentional and when parents are cultured and well read themselves. My husband is business smart (not as of late though lol), but isn’t a reader like me. He doesn’t value literature or education in the same way I do. I was naturally doing my studies without being forced to as a kid, because my parents were well-read and cultured.
We also haven’t been intimate in a year due to his stress and he’s in survival/rebuilding mode. Which goes to show how bad his decision making is, who tf decides hey let’s homeschool kids while I’m in survival/rebuilding mode.
But yeah I just feel so drained from this horrible family I stupidly married into when I was just too young and naive. When we first met DH was so loving and gentle, generous, adventurous. I felt so loved and cherished. Now I feel so icky.
I feel so guilty. Am I being gaslit or am I just so horrible? I’ve cried for too long. He’s making me question my reality. I have no idea what to think. When he’s good he’s the sweetest most kind husband ever. But when he gets in a mood he can absolutely break me (never physically, but mentally and emotionally). I get so confused when he explodes at me and then gets all affectionate and caring afterwards. I know being in financial struggle can make people more snappy. But I can’t help but feel he’s going overboard. His behaviour just isn’t acceptable to me. But maybe I’m wrong? Maybe I drive him to act crazy and yell at me by being too controlling? In my mind I’m not controlling. But am I actually controlling and my perception is just wrong? Please help I feel like I’m drowning. It’s like I don’t even know who I am anymore.
Also, he puts down my interests. I’ve loved to sing since I was little and since being with him, I just stopped because he said my voice isn’t good and that I can’t sing so I should focus on other things. He didn’t even say it in a mean way, just as matter of fact and it hurt. I’ve won many competitions for singing and a lot of people have told me they love my voice. In school I was always the lead singer for every musical. Now I can’t help but cringe and tell people to stop lying whenever they compliment my voice. I’m not delusional or trying to be a famous singer. But it just hurts that he doesn’t even like listening to me sing.
I used to be the type of woman that would tell just about anyone to eff off if they disrespected me. What has happened to me? I feel like I’ve failed our daughter by bringing her into such a family. How could I have been so blind?
Am I crazy? Am I asking for too much? I feel so lost and alone. He says I drive him to that point due to being “a highly unconscious person” in the spiritual sense. It sounds like bullshit to me

Bug/Normal: Balcoon (A giant worm with a growing/shrinking sphere)
Species: Magnegrube
Planet: Areoukos
Appearance

• Grub/Catterpillar like body with the front standing upright
• Size of a large mastiff
• Whole body is covered in cream colored oil.
• Very little detail

Powers and Abilities

• Wall climbing
• Matter Ingestion
• Possesses the ability to inflate a white sphere around body made up of its external oils up to the size of the average house
  • Objects/organisms fully incased in the white sphere can grow or shrink in size including itself
  • Sphere pops quickly afterwards usually after size is changed.
  • Sphere visibly blinds targets within it

Weaknesses/Drawback

• Heavy cumbersome movement
• Can’t shrink objects smaller than the size of a large grub
• Can’t grow objects out of its inflated sphere
• Shrunken lifeforms can grow back to their original size by eating, their metabolism will be focused on restoring size
• Sphere size doesn’t expand when grown, but does shrink if it’s body is smaller
  • Size limits still apply

Species/Planet Fact: One of the goals of the old Magnegrube empire was to grow the entire planet to be the largest one in the solar system for a sense of dominance. However even with most advanced (at the time) technological pushes, they cannot grow objects past their natural limit. Eventually the empire fell, and the plan was disregarded as a crazed ambition of an outdated time. Though, a modern spiritual successor to this ambition was formed as an underground facility launched out small capsules holding shrunken genetically altered eggs and technology. Hoping those offspring, engineered to be more aggressive, will eventually grow and takeover any planet they’ll land on, maybe even surpassing their growth limit one day.
Bug/Grass: Ultimate Fallinator (See original in Grass types)
Appearance

• Loss of legs
• Red and brown stripped body
• Larger body
• Flower head is more bulbous and has two black compound around it.
• Large cannon like accessories on side of body
• Stinger-Like horn

Powers/Ability

• Flight
• Sturdier fireproof body
• Powerful stinger-like horn
• Side accessories launch out multiple globs of a honey like substance
  • Sticks onto most surface
  • Extremely hard to come off
  • Spreads onto any other surface that touches it
• Passively sends out a stream of small bee shaped bacteria from accessories.
  • Bacteria flies out at high speeds and can hone in on objects with the honey-like substance no matter how small the amount is on them, from across planets
  • Each bacteria Explodes on collision with targeted objects
  • When not honing in on a target bacteria will fly around main body, and protect it from attacks exploding when taking hits, that the main body can endure

Weaknesses/Drawbacks:

• No longer has telepathic command over pollen-like bacteria
• Can’t pick up objects with bacteria
• Loss of legs
• Loses some agility for extra speed/momentum

Bug/Fire: Ultimate Cockroast (See original in Fire types)
Appearance

• Has a new Crab-like body form
• Radioactive green coloring
• Cockroach like antennaes
• Large glowing square mark on body

Powers/Ability

• Vacuum Adaptation
• Thermo Adaptation
• Energy Immunity
• Molecular Regeneration
• Powerful stinger-like horn
• Body shoots radioactive rays that mutates organic matter, into radioactive mutated edible mass

Weaknesses/Drawbacks:

• Looses internal cooking lava fluids
• Regeneration is a slower process with his body starting out incomplete to eventually fully regrowing
• Smaller mouth, limited diet.

Bug/Water: Myliobarroform Nemetrix Predator of the Fortmolus (See Concher in Water Types)
Appearance

• Small flat triangular body
• Mouse like fur and features
• Long tail that naturally rests on top of its body

Hunting Method

• High animalistic intelligence
• Agile Movement
• Slight Gliding Jumps
• Sharp Teeth
• Matter consumption
• Burrowin
  • Hides in burrows usually out of consumed matter, especially carcasses/fortmollus shells
• DangeProximity Sense
• Tail launches out a fast needle/arrow-like electrical projectiles
  • This projectile follows the ionized trail left by prey/shelled objects
  • When it hits between the snail like body and the and the outer shell, it’ll disconnect the shell and de-snail an object. Or if it hits a smaller, more critical area in the main Fortmolus, the Formolus body will lose its shell, therefore all of their projectiles, and their shells bodies will die off within minutes due to the atmosphere.

Planet/Species Fact: With Myliobarrowform main hunting behavior being hiding away directly from prey, and taking potshots when its safest mostly from a distance. Like mice on earth, their species have been a symbol/word associated with cowardice, and weakness to the Formolus who value honor and glory with up close and personal fights. However with one famous dominant Fortmolus empire falling to an unexpected Myliobarrowform strike, some modern rebel alliances adopted their safe and “cowardly” tactics to take down the dominant subspecies of their time. But in response punishments for using these tactics have become marsh harsher than any other crime on Venidicus.
Bug/Elctric: Trojan Horse Nemetrix Predator of the Harattnip (See Web Work in Electric Types)
Appearance

• Red and Black Horse like body
• Full body made out of red digital markings/texts
• Fiery aura radiating from body

Hunting Method

• High speeds
• Super heated body through any point of the body
• Electricity/Data absorbtion
• Body can phase into technology with force (Usually from a hoof stomp)
  • Once phased in devices will superheat and eventually corrupting the data to the point of easy absorbtion
  • When this happens to the Harattnip the “Data” it’s body will feel superheated as the “data” stored inside its abdomen will spread into all of its body causing irreparable “brain damage/death”

Planet/Species Fact: The Trojan Horse started a collection of undetected viruses from various computers downloaded on Harattnip. They gained artificial intelligence from a sudden overheating in their located computer system, gaining their forms based off the concept known as the “Trojan Horse”. While the majority of the population do not communicate and only has animalistic intelligence, there have been a few special cases that have mutated or, reprogrammed themselves to utilize communication to trick their prey. Example cases are known as the “SPIDELOVEYOU” and the “Neighgeriean PRINCE”.
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Bug/Flying: Pyrosprite Nemetrix predator of the Dipterak (See Invincibug in Flying Types)
Appearance

• Small incredibly smooth human like appearance
• Appears to have a skirt made of red feathers
• Gains a more rough/warted frog like body when it body becomes polluted or, dirty

Hunting Method

• High Flying leaps
• Fire immunity
• Heat sense
• Extendible tongue
• Feathery “skirt” molts onto an object causing the appearance of massive wear and tear, pollution, and or just really dirty or ugly, before briefly igniting all the impurities off completely cleansing the object.
  • The dirty appearances delicious and attracts Dipteraks
  • The brief fire caused by this ignites most other living organisms, especially Dipteraks where the distress caused by their bodies combusting, will hijack their natural reflective instincts

Planet/Species Fact: The Spark cleaners are highly valued service animals trained to the dominant non-Dipterak species thanks to their ability to both clean and hunt down Dipteraks. They require specialized training by handlers as not to cause any destruction by their literal “cleansing power of fires”. But due to the Pyrosprite’s social personality, a few rich folk hold these more so as pets which more often than not, causes their homes to burst in their flames, leaving the wreckage to become food to be entire parties of Dipteraks.
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Bug/Ice: Ult Igloon (See Original in Ice Types)
Appearance

• Abdomen in now a giant steel like orb made out of various “metal bricks”
• Round head that can’t fully extend outside of “entrances”
• Retractable spikess
• Loss of Limbs

Powers/Ability

• Controlled High-speed Rolling
• Retractable Spikes
• Full 360 vision
• Self Regeneration
• Giant metal cannonball-like projectiles out of entrance
• Main head has better sight than it’s full vision outside of the body

Weaknesses/Drawbacks:

• Permanently semi-retracted in abdomen
• Can’t extend abdomen
  • Lack of movement options especially vertically
• Self regeneration can only heal surface level injuries

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Bug/Ground: Sleetgale Nemetrix Predator of the Scerra (See Doom Beatle in Electric Types)
Appearance

• Round Body
• Shovel-Like beak
• Large blue and white wings

Hunting Method

• Drops a pellet that freezes a single object mass (Particularly an orb created by a Scerra)
• Releases snow from mouth, and creates strong winds with wings.
  • Frozen objects (especially movable ones like a Scerra orb) collect snow from the beak and continuously grow as it’s pushed by the winds “snowballing and entrapping prey inside the snow. (This snow is a particularly sticky substance).

Planet/Species Fact: Snow proof protection equipment are common amongst the Scerra people for generations, usual in form of gloves to push back against the snowballs created by the Sleetgale. There was once an ancient hero who used this equipment to push back against a Sleetgale snowball the size of an entire nation. That story has inspired a sport where Scerras would try to push against a Sleetgate snowball as big as possible. While most normally test them out in controlled environment with simulated or trained Sleetgale there are those brave to push their limits in the wild. Casualties aren’t unheard of in either environment.
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Bug/Rock: Ultimate Household (See original in Rock types)
Appearance

• Stone grey with neon blue/yellow streaks
• Massive Size increase, body becomes more square shaped
• Head becomes more reptilian

Powers/Ability

• Now able to hold an entire city block on the back
• Controls electronic/mechanical objects within the area
• Controls the weather directly on its back, can cause natural disasters
• Telepathic communication with everyone on the city block

Weaknesses/Drawbacks:

• More limited sensory of city block on back than base form
• Harder time controlling large numbers of multiple technology on back

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Bug/Fighting: Float Stinger (Boxing Butterbee obsessed with a fair fight)
Species: Anthohamid
Planet: Wimabee
Appearance

• Anthropomorphic Bee like body
• Large butterfly wings
• Boxing-gloves like front hand

Powers and Abilities

• Expert Boxing Skills
• Size/strength adjustment particularly to the proportions against a specific opponent
• Power nullifying honey spit
  • Includes Alien abilities, and magic
  • Affects normally intangible targets
  • Disables technology

Weaknesses

• Honey doesn’t affect natural flight or strength
• Violently compelled to fight
  • Specifically a fair fight
• Will adjust powers and size to be proportionate to specific opponent, even when the opponent is normally weakesmaller than itself naturally
• Mentally compelled to fight in a traditional boxing style and not break any rules when fighting

Planet/Species Fact: According to legend the world of Wimabee, and the Anthohamid were initially as a sport between various ancient hyper-powered individuals created in an ancient time of god-like figures with various powers on a universe-scale that they have become unmesureable in their strength they. But to properly challenge themselves, they creates a series of sports against each other, creating a material that will hold back their god-like powers to truly test their skill at a viably competitive level. After their time, their arena would become the planet of Wimabee, and the Anthohamid were created to continue tradition of fair sports between powerful gods.
Bug/Psychic: Hivematter (Adaptive Human Hive)
Species: Darwasp
Planet: Hexasocal
Appearance

• Humanoid body with yellow/white hive
• Lack of facial features
• Beehive pattern across body with hexagonal craters
• Large bulbous head where the craters rise up
• Various white larval bodies that internally inhabit body and protrude into external craters

Powers and Abilities

• Internal Larval bodies act as all necessary internal bodily functions, and capable to reproduce.
  • All larval bodies act as collective mind.
• Able to withstand bursts of damage/stress
• In response to stimuli/stress Larval Bodies will create additional body features/functions to adapt to it.
  • Examples: (Gills for Underwater areas),A Prehensile Tail (For grabbing objects traversing through high up areas), Heatproof skin in hot environments/ fire damage), Dark Vision (For dark areas), Magnetism (In Response to Steel Areas)
  • Includes Internal Anatomy (Shield Mind from Telepathy), (Acidic Blood for those who would try to drain them, (Resistance to toxins)

Weaknesses

• Larval bodies instantly die out of body
  • Only one is needed to survive, but the fewer there are the slower the adaptations are made
• Larval bodies can’t make adaptions to themselves
• Adaptations are only reactionary to stimuli that causes stress (Physical or mental), and cannot be used to challenge or prepare for upcoming stresses.
• Adaptations take time to create (These are caused by the Larval bodies so this can’t be adapted)
• Adaptations usually have weaknesses
• Loses a lot of durability after first major hit of damage and are more susceptible to a different kind of stress

Planet/Species Fact: Almost every species have the same adaptational abilities of the Darwasp, causing them to individually evolve in a matter of minutes, it is also covered in predators who are all individually extremely competitive and constantly trying to consume each other. The Darwasp are the only species to not primarily be aggressive as a species (though its not uncommon for individuals to hunt and even cannibalize), they live in the most dangerous biome that constantly changes at a pace most other species will die due to being too slow for adapting except the Darwasp due to their noticeably higher adaptation rate.
Bug/Poison: Scorpain (Scorpion that hurts anything on contact)
Species: Toscarp Planet: Forneur
Appearance

• Thin Body
• Scorpion head
• Hairy Body
• Long Lanky Ribbon-like arms
• Long Dragged out Scorpion tail
• Big meaty scorpion claws

Powers and Abilities

• Toxic Sweat/Hairs covering body
• Toxins stimulate intense pain skin contact, no matter the species in quick burst, a single touch can feel like a punch from a pro boxer.
  • Toxin able to soak through most materials and even through skin
  • This amplifies physical force that comes with it
• Heat/Energy resistance
• Burrowing
• Durable/Squishy Body
• Extremely Durable Attachment at end of tail

Weaknesses

• Low Energy/Slow Metabolism
• Toxins does not affect material that cannot feel pains
• Vulnerable to piercing weapons

Planet/Species Fact: Due to them having nearly invulnerable bodies that defend themselves on contact, the Toscarp have low metabolism and spend time isolated basking in one spot where they idle their time. Some Toscarps participate in hunting culture, and have higher energy than their relaxed counterparts. They gain this excess energy by hunting down and consuming predators that attack with projectile from higher grounds. They locate them by finding corpses on the outside/surface that are marked with these projectiles.
Bug/Ghost: Silk Cover (Silk worm that string shots targets into the phantom zone)
Species: Phantamorph
Planet: Purpa
Appearance

• Legless body
• Wrapped in thin silk
• Caterpillar like head

Powers and Abilities

• Levitation
• Intangibility
• Releases intangible strings that wrap around targets (living or otherwise)
  • Connected targets become intangible, and able to levitate, and mute (to everyone except other targets and the Phantomorph itself.
  • Able to extend range of strings/targets up to 30 feet or retract target with tethered body.

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Weaknesses:

• Can naturally be harmed by sound/sonic waves, and extreme temperatures
  • This includes connected targets
  • When harmed it may lose focus and disconnect tethered targets
  • Size limit on what the projected string can attach
• Low Movement

Planet/Species Fact: Their internal organs are 99% fluids, these fluids are found in various streams on the planet of Purpa, where fertilized eggs are dumped into them to develop into full Phantamorphs. These liquids also have the intangibility giving properties their strings can infiltrate. Other incompatible species who stay in there long enough will eventually become intangible, mute, and able to levitate, even invisible in extreme cases and can only interact with the natural strings the Phantamorphs expel. Dunking incompatible species, and even alien invaders is often performed as an unusually cruel prank or even punishment.
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Bug/Dragon: Wyrmoil (Embodiment of ‘the worm turns’)
Species: Angellid
Planet: Turnterra
Appearance:

• Black Scaled Worm Like body
• Beady Eyes
• Fanged underbite
• Has a much largewyrm dragon like form with collosal fangs

Powers/Abilities:

• Able to separate body into worms
  • Worms are all of one mind
  • Worms separated could number in the hundreds of thousands
• When any worm separated is destroyed, it leaves a colorless/odorless mark on the target that is near impossible to remove
• Regenerates from liquid mark
  • Mark evaporates or precipitates outside of object before regeneration
• New regenerated body is much larger, stronger, faster, and durable, with large jaws.
  • Attribute increase with the amount of liquid it regenerated out of, could reach the size of twice ultimate way big if every single mark is collected, body from one mark is the size of a car.

Weaknesses

• Regenerated body can’t split into worms
• Regenerated body has a fast metabolism and will revert back into its normal body after not eating for a little while.
• After regeneration, other liquid marks will soon evaporate and disperse
• Can’t regenerate in a space too small (ie a predators stomach)

Planet/Species Fact: Angellids are frequently visited by different types of alien predators who consume or destroy their individual worm bodies and fly back to their home planet, where naturally their giant monstrous forms regrow and wreak havoc, some even conquering the planets they’ve been Shanghaid. But authorities have been called about this, and all the alien Angelids were brought back to their own world. However this lead to the discovery of one planet where there was no powerful Annelids to be found, but a predator much worse. No documents have been made on this discovery for it has became too unsafe to not be sanctioned off. But it left an impact on the people of Turnterra, spreading as a worldwide ‘boogeyman’.
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BUG STL: Trainpede (Milipede Train playing ‘Snake') Species: Scolductor
Planet: Trake
Appearance

• Segmented Milipede body
• Metallic Exoskeleton
• Train ‘cowcatcher’ shaped head.
• Initially 6 segments (Length of two couches)
• Height and width of a dog

Powers and Abilities

• Web Crawling
• Flexibility
• Steel Body
• Picks up high speed and momentum
• Metal consumption via Ram Feeding
  • Can self cannibalized itself
• After consuming enough metal, it grows another segment to body gaining extra speed/momentum
• Able to split off segments of a body like a train car
  • Cut body can act like a projectile with remaining momentum
• Able to regenerate head from any open facing section once body is cut off.

Weaknesses

• Can destroy its own body by running through itself
• Loses momentum when it splits itself
  • When at 3 segments it’s only as fast as a normal bike
• Relies on momentum to chew metal quickly

Species/Planet Fact: Scolductor mainly live in bustling metropolis, going from place to place at high speeds, metal bodies are often crashed into, and consumed just as fast. It happens so often that the common Scolductor don’t bother on maintaining long bodies, unless their dedicated high speed military/sport racers. But the minimum is around 4 body segments, a 3 segment body is usually not fast enough to ram feed metal and grow a segment. So they would rely on the help of others, or at worse be tweeted as second class citizens. But some cities have underground communities where short body Scolductors will climb out at night and roam the streets.
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Bug/Dark: Incogsquito (A Giant bug in the trench coat the teenage mutant ninja turtles wear)
Species: Nosee’us
Planet: Arthrobond
Appearance

• Anthropomorphic body with a mosquito like head
• Wears a trenchcoat-like coat
• Also outfitted with a fedora hat

Powers and Abilities

• Specialized Pheromone excretions
  • These Pheromones causes living individuals to perceive them as an ordinant/unimportant individual, basically someone in the background/not worth interacting.
    • If suspect by another individual, they can escape field of view and become unsuspecting once their back in line of sight
  • Comes with the psychological push on others to not avoid interaction/scrutiny
  • If captured in a photo/video, the pheromones will shade out its body
• Mosquito-like mouth performs blood absorption
  • This can either feel like either a bug-bite or a rain drop

Weaknesses/Drawback

• Though digital capture shades him out, it negates its unsuspecting effects
• Pheromones do not affect technological senses/beings
• Can be suspects by others through force of will, or if the situation demands itself to be scrutinized
• Pheromones don’t work on targets if physical contact made between the two
• Pheromones do not affect other Nosee’us

Species/Planet Fact: Multiple technologies, especially bioengineering kind shave been made on Arthrobond that has their identity hiding pheromones effect them even on photos/videos. Even some smaller niche technologies where they purposefully stop exerting pheromones. How and when they should expose themselves to other worlds for they are really unknown, is an ongoing debate amongst the species, with very few gaining a name from themselves, and there’s an active effort to make their entire planet off the radar. But now it’s unanimously agreed to keep the planet more hidden since the rest of the solar system is at war.
Bug/Fairy: Dust Sprite (Chaotic Pixie dust unleashing Moth fairy)
Species: Dunfust
Planet: Tinkepan
Appearance:

• Large colorful wings with a rug like texture/pattern
• Fat silverfish like body
• Wears a tunic

Powers/Abilities

• Special Dust gathering/generation
  • Once this dust makes contact with skin or lungs on a target, it causes a series of physical and/or mental changes. Including but not limited to (Polymorph, Change in gravity, Allergic Reaction, Increase/Decrease of Speed, Loss of Energy, Hallucination. Memory altering, Size Change, Voice Change, Duplication, Personality Alteration, etc)
  • Flight
  • Dust can cover body add for cushioning/protection

Weaknesses

• Dust needs to make near immediate skin or lung contact to take effect usually dissipates if left in the aiground
• Dust effects are always temporary and never lethal (Duration depends on volume usually 5-20 min)
  • Even occasions where death is seemingly brought by effects are reversed (Ie if dust causes person to turn to glass and they shatter, they’ll reform once dust is removed)
• Dust effects are random and may end up doing negligible or even beneficial effects on the targets

Planet/Species Fact: Tinkepan is normally a boring plane field/forest. But can be altered by the reality warping dust carried by the Dunfust. Contrary to the nature of their abilities Dunfust aren’t particularly creative, or fun loving creatures. They only use their reality altering dust to terraform the planet for temporary shelter or self defense. But there are a few more wondrous and artistic sections of the world that has somehow been permanently altered suggesting a history or even an ancestral species with a more creative culture.

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Hey there, gorgeous listeners! Dive in with me as we unravel a health update that's as crucial as your morning coffee. Hold onto your hats—or, in this case, your vaccines—because we're diving deep into a topic that affects more than just a sniffle or a cough. We're talking HPV and, brace yourselves, fertility in men. Yes, you heard that right! Let's cut to the chase. Human Papillomavirus, or HPV as it's less of a tongue twister, isn't just any virus. It's the party crasher that shows up in about 90% of sexually active men's lives at some point. While most of us associate it with warts (and not the charming kind you read about in fairy tales), here's the plot twist: a lot of these infections are like undercover spies—silent, but potentially dangerous.
These sneaky culprits can lead to serious health issues, like various cancers. Ladies, you've heard about the risks of cervical cancer, and it's as serious as they come. But here's where it gets interesting for the gentlemen: not only does HPV vaccination reduce your risk of these health scares, but it also plays knight in shining armor for your fertility. Now, let's put on our detective hats. Approximately 15% of men face infertility challenges, and a significant chunk of these cases leave us shrugging, with no clear culprit to blame. But whispers in the scientific community are getting louder, suggesting HPV might be that elusive villain affecting semen quality. Yes, we're talking sperm count, motility, the whole nine yards.
Cutting-edge research from a team out of the University of Palermo has thrown the spotlight on HPV's role in this narrative. They're uncovering links between the virus and its potential to crash the fertility party. But here's the kicker: vaccination not only acts as a bouncer keeping HPV out but also seems to smooth out the bumps in the road to pregnancy for couples trying to conceive.
Imagine this – a world where the simple act of vaccination could lead to happier, healthier families. Where men have one more tool in their kit to ensure their swimmers are Olympic-ready. The research doesn't just stop at increased pregnancy rates; it's also highlighting happier endings with healthy newborns and reduced miscarriage rates. Now, I know what you're thinking. This smells of a larger issue, and you're right. Globally, men's fertility rates are hitting a slump, leaving many to wonder about the future of family planning. Good news is, hope isn't lost. By arming young men and boys with the HPV vaccine, we're not just battling a virus; we're safeguarding futures, one sperm at a time.
So, why does this matter to you? Because health isn't just a personal affair; it's a communal concert, where every player's tune matters. Whether it's for yourself, your brother, your friend, or your future son—HPV vaccination is a note you don't want to miss.
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Well truthfully confused as usual certain confidence change drastically. sudden shift of drug-induced medication a change of personhood a change of confidence. Beliefs malleable, said to be stuck in stone; obviously not. An anxious feeling that what i dared happen might occur and then what, plan A instead of the detour I guess. Plan A still works. A nice feel fleeting but a nice feeling regardless, while it lasts and while it lasted until the last second up to the moment of eternity, that feeling. Nice feeling. This feeling, strangely uncomfortable a pleasing but-fleeting feeling, a moment before the ending. when the credits roll and I'm sitting back swallowing my tongue. Choke on it. Give everything and get so little back, I guess that's that. Maybe I stop giving so much to begin with, but then what? Can't have anything without giving anything but give everything and you still get nothing, what kind of irrelevant to logic logic is this bullshit - I guess not, maybe the answer is selfish. More mental masturbation, less mental masturbation, the game theoretic answer equals me losing - who wouldn't cheat when losing is life or death?
Damn huh. Damned if you do... Honestly better if you don't. I can handle less but I can hardly handle more, it's the silence here that kills me it's not the excess - a paradoxical contradiction, that sums up my existence. It's cold now because it was hot enough to take my shirt off. I feel empty now because I was full before. Feeling like a restless ghost ready to wander the earth, waiting for a little warmth and a little noise in my pocket. Feeling strange, a strange feeling, a fleeting present moment, a fleeting eternity, fleeting entirely. I always forget how fleeting everything is, until it's gone and then I reminisce - feeling like I've lost it, only to find it again, like a pair of glasses I forgot was already on my face. Plump tarts and butter pumpkins, soup, a strange cuisine of things I never believed. A circumstance gravely erotic, frighteningly tingling and scarcely romantic; ideals and ideas and concepts and epiphanies, elephant knees elephantiasis. Space, question mark.
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crash, burn, badumdish, fiery car crash and blood EVERYWHERE except inside, where it should have remained. Remains. Oops, teehee. A weird mix mash of this and that and extremes and subtleties. Where high meets low and higher meets the lowest, far and wide clash with near and short - where red and blue annihilate with colours unseeable by the human eye, the first wave of the first sound meet the last echo of the faintest dying star at the end of time, where grapes meet oranges in a dance of flavours only a vampires mother could appreciate properly. A love so sweet it'd make you puke, so salty it'd bring a moistness to your salivary glands, so silent you could die from hearing it - the sound of nirvana. The tranquil sounds of nothing at all, nothing art, the soundless echo of a heart that stopped beating, of lungs that no longer draw breathe, a silence profoundly fecund, fertile, fruitful, like fungus manure compost forest flowers flowing floating and fleeting, always fleeting, the sound of soundless seedless berries, watermelon, mango, pumpkin. King.
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Suffer now pleasure later, a long form hedonism. Pleasure now and suffer later, bad form hedonism. Can you do the calculus? A mathematically designed trap for the mind, society intwined forgetting and remembering and forging your name; sign on the dotted line. A name a name a brand name, printed signature a sin a sign a sin number, sign your sin number on the dotted line, sign your sins and tell us why you did them. Reasons why and why not and what you could have done better, literally perfect, a reality in which nothing else could have been.

I had a sore on the opening of my vagina thinking it was sore from a uncured yeast infection due to me fighting one for a month now so I went and got a swab, test came back to show positive for HSV-2 this last Tuesday.
The sore was only there for 2 days though and looked like a ulcer so I’m confused on that, but now I started feeling intense tingling in my mouth and a sore throat which I’m also used to because I get those often, always have.. well I wake up this morning in horrible pain and a total of 8 “ulcers” in my mouth including the tip of my tongue.
I guess what I’m asking is I thought hsv-2 was genital? Why is my mouth like this and since I had this problem in the past just with only one ulcer at a time though have I had this problem for years? This isn’t the same as HPV or it is? I’m just lost and confused I feel damaged and nasty.
My doctor sent in valtrex but yall my mouth is burning so bad and I’m hungry and depressed like idk what to do. I thought it would show in a wart like bump but at this point I think I have hsv and hpv mixed up idk I need help 🥹🥹😭

Hello all!
For some background, I’m a 25 year old male, married (25F), monogamous, and we’ve both only slept with each other (have been together since early high school). I do not have an HPV vaccine.
I felt something odd on the side of my tongue today and noticed a little white node that kind of looked like a wart. I’m not certain, it could be a swollen taste bud or I bit the side of my tongue, but looking into a wart-like bump on the side of my tongue everything that came up said most likely HPV.
Everything I’ve read has said there’s no test for men and that oral HPV isn’t testable or treatable. But I’m worried about what this means for my wife. I’ve never had genital warts, but do perform oral on my wife (haven’t for a couple weeks due to period). I’ve read that 4 in 5 sexually active people get HPV at some point, and that a majority of the time it’s not risky and goes away on its own. But I also know it can lead to things like cervical cancer, which is obviously scary.
Should I be worried that if I had HPV and didn’t know that my wife for sure has it as well? If this is a wart in my mouth should I not be kissing/performing oral with her for any extended period of time? Can a low-risk oral HPV lead to a high risk vaginal HPV? Should she go get screened for vulvacervical cancer asap? I’m going to try to get an appointment scheduled asap to have a doctor look and see if they even think it’s HPV in the first place, but I just feel horrible thinking I could have possible transmitted something to my wife that could lead to cancer.

Hey everyone,
in a month I'll get my anal warts removed. Currently I have a new partner and we already had sex (I didn't know about it then.)
Should we stop having sex until I got them removed and everything is healed or should we stop having sex altogether so our bodies can clear the virus properly without any chance of reinfecting each other? And is having oral sex okay? (I can't see any warts in my mouth and on my tongue). I'm really clueless right now.

Hello all, I am newly diagnosed with GHSV-1 and healing from my primary outbreak as I speak with Valacyclovir 1mg twice a day. My primary outbreak was vastly wide spread, it started in my nether regions and I then developed a couple spots around one of my nipples and developed 2 sores on my tongue. I have done nothing but research this virus since I began having symptoms. I must say there is a part of me that is in denial still as I just do not want it to be true.. I do understand that it is true and it is now my reality but the accepting it part is where i’m struggling a bit. I caught this virus from someone who lied to me about a wound on their lip, claiming the wound was from fiberglass (he had been helping deconstruct a house with old style insulation that allegedly.. hit him in the face). I had no reason to believe he was lying and by the time I saw the spot, it was scabbed over and quite a large spot at that. It was primarily healed when we mingled and I truly never thought anything of it.. until about a 1.5 weeks later and i’m broke out pretty much everywhere that his mouth was on me. I am very disappointed, but also hurt because this will be the second time now that I have suffered the consequences of someone else’s wants. My life is currently at risk as I speak because an ex of mine had cheated on me and gave me hpv which led to abnormal cells and by the time the doctor decided I needed to see an OB, I was diagnosed with HSIL - CIN2 with no health insurance to get the leep procedure done… I disclosed my hpv status with this guy before we mingled and he wasn’t phased a bit.. so why would someone knowingly share yet another life changing thing with me?.. you wanted me that bad?.. I am literally on the verge of having cervical cancer and now my life has been altered forever. I am feeling a lot of emotions/things in this moment. When I found out I had hpv, I took it very harshly even though I don’t have a strain that causes warts, instead it threatens my life. My self image is what’s been damaged the most, I know that I am no less of a person because of this however I am in a relationship with someone who knows that I have both of these viruses and loves me the same regardless. I am eternally grateful for his unconditional love and support as I know i’d feel a lot worse if I didn’t have him present… on the flip side to this, I am upset because I love him and I do not want to pass this along to him. From what I have read, there are obvious do’s and don’t’s of when it is “safe” to engage in sexual activities however I have also read that you can virally shed asymptomatically. At this point, it is inevitable for him not to catch it from me and he knows that and stays anyways. I am struggling because despite the love and support, I feel the same way I did when I was first diagnosed with hpv: I am very depressed, I feel dirty no matter how many showers I take, and I also feel like I can’t get enough oxygen even though I am breathing just fine. I know this feeling(s) will pass eventually but I am concerned because I don’t know how often I will have reoccurrences, or what my own individual “triggers” will be, and i’m just stressed over all of this. I also feel as though there is now a barrier between him and I because when I am having an outbreak we don’t interact further than kissing and just knowing I am restricted by this virus really eats at me. My original sores are pretty much healed besides a couple that still have scabs. At what point am I “okay” to interact further than kissing without the higher risk of transmission? I am almost scared to make love to him again because I know it will be at the forefront of my brain the whole time. I know this whole thing will take time but i’m very upset right now. Any advice is appreciated for future reference. Tia
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Hello all, I am newly diagnosed with GHSV-1 and healing from my primary outbreak as I speak with Valacyclovir 1mg twice a day. My primary outbreak was vastly wide spread, it started in my nether regions and I then developed a couple spots around one of my nipples and developed 2 sores on my tongue. I have done nothing but research this virus since I began having symptoms. I must say there is a part of me that is in denial still as I just do not want it to be true.. I do understand that it is true and it is now my reality but the accepting it part is where i’m struggling a bit. I caught this virus from someone who lied to me about a wound on their lip, claiming the wound was from fiberglass (he had been helping deconstruct a house with old style insulation that allegedly.. hit him in the face). I had no reason to believe he was lying and by the time I saw the spot, it was scabbed over and quite a large spot at that. It was primarily healed when we mingled and I truly never thought anything of it.. until about a 1.5 weeks later and i’m broke out pretty much everywhere that his mouth was on me. I am very disappointed, but also hurt because this will be the second time now that I have suffered the consequences of someone else’s wants. My life is currently at risk as I speak because an ex of mine had cheated on me and gave me hpv which led to abnormal cells and by the time the doctor decided I needed to see an OB, I was diagnosed with HSIL - CIN2 with no health insurance to get the leep procedure done… I disclosed my hpv status with this guy before we mingled and he wasn’t phased a bit.. so why would someone knowingly share yet another life changing thing with me?.. you wanted me that bad?.. I am literally on the verge of having cervical cancer and now my life has been altered forever. I am feeling a lot of emotions/things in this moment. When I found out I had hpv, I took it very harshly even though I don’t have a strain that causes warts, instead it threatens my life. My self image is what’s been damaged the most, I know that I am no less of a person because of this however I am in a relationship with someone who knows that I have both of these viruses and loves me the same regardless. I am eternally grateful for his unconditional love and support as I know i’d feel a lot worse if I didn’t have him present… on the flip side to this, I am upset because I love him and I do not want to pass this along to him. From what I have read, there are obvious do’s and don’t’s of when it is “safe” to engage in sexual activities however I have also read that you can virally shed asymptomatically. At this point, it is inevitable for him not to catch it from me and he knows that and stays anyways. I am struggling because despite the love and support, I feel the same way I did when I was first diagnosed with hpv: I am very depressed, I feel dirty no matter how many showers I take, and I also feel like I can’t get enough oxygen even though I am breathing just fine. I know this feeling(s) will pass eventually but I am concerned because I don’t know how often I will have reoccurrences, or what my own individual “triggers” will be, and i’m just stressed over all of this. I also feel as though there is now a barrier between him and I because when I am having an outbreak we don’t interact further than kissing and just knowing I am restricted by this virus really eats at me. My original sores are pretty much healed besides a couple that still have scabs. At what point am I “okay” to interact further than kissing without the higher risk of transmission? I am almost scared to make love to him again because I know it will be at the forefront of my brain the whole time. I know this whole thing will take time but i’m very upset right now. Any advice is appreciated for future reference. Tia