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2022.02.26 10:44 jamesfletcherdesign fractalhorror
Fractals aren't always friendly. They can be menacing infinite pathways of madness spiralling their way toward an exit inside of themselves. What better way to depict insanity and horror than the endless sacred cosmic patterns of the universe? Yes you can post your own art here so long as it's made with fractals which look scary or have a horrifying feel to it. No sexually explicit images. No A.I art allowed.
2024.05.16 15:43 HatemeifUneed How it began
The tag isn't correct but at least it is close to a story.
So, here i am.
My story with Tinnitus.
When i was in my late 20s, i went to a new years party and all exited because free alcohol, people and fun.
Though it went somewhat downhill as i drank too much and kind of everything. So i was really drunk when we went outside and watched others to the fireworks.
Big booms here and there and sometime after i went to bed.
Next day, i think i was sleeping really long. Did i skipped a day? Maybe. I don't remember but what i remember was that i woke up with sound in my ear.
It was scary. It wouldn't stop.Since it was far away from any doctor, i waited until i could drive home.
This is when i realized that i wouldn't go away.And it is the start when i went from doctor to doctor and i was told, there isn't anything that could be done.Again that was over 35 years ago.
I got some pills that were of herbal nature. Didn't work.Sleeping was a challenge. One ear made a sound like water rushing through a pipe, the other was more faint but both with high frequency.I did the next best thing. I drank wine. It helped to find sleep but i realized i couldn't drink myself to sleep every night but at the same time it was part of my pattern.
The first two years where the roughest i had until i made peace with it.Having an illness no one can see, is hard. Not everyone believes you but i managed to live on. I learned that others had it much worst.
At one point i seen my file at the doctors office with the word suicidal danger or something similar.
I realized that others may taken their lives because of that condition. How blessed i was if there is any form of blessing.I read a lot at that time and found out that there are a lot of famous people that got struck by the same illness.
It made me realize that it isn't the end but that you can live your life somehow and function in the world.When i was at places that were really silent at night, i was frightened because all of the sudden it was something i couldn't process anymore. Silence but my beeping that never turned off.
So i had a radio play at night. Or something else that makes some noise.
30 or so years later, i am still here but the hope that there would be a cure has fated.
There isn't, maybe never will be.
So i had to always try to go on somehow.There were some instances that i should mention.One was, when i showered to hot. No pun.
For some reason, after that, i was hearing my pulse very intensely. I went to the hospital but they couldn't find anything. It went eventually away but since then i don't shower too hot anymore.
The other was, when i went to a doctor that specializes on ears and was told i need an operation of my ear channel. I didn't do it because i didn't want to lose my hearing and i didn't understand why that was needed.
Time passed quick. The worst for me personally is, that i got more of a loner. The joy of life went always because of always hearing this shitty sound.
I married wrong, looking at a divorce at the moment and feel my life is kind of over. Ok, very dramatic but i feel my life is not as i was hoping for.
Through all that time i kept smoking and i know, not healthy but it helped me to cope.I am not an alcoholic but like to drink a glass.
It made me value time and concentrate on things that are to me important. I still love music and i pop in the head-buds. Though more moderately.
Today, i have always some sound when i go to sleep. But there are time i can also sleep without a sound.
I think looking back insomnia was one issue because finding sleep was not easy. I just hope it won't get worst.
One thing i have to cope sometimes is stress which makes it louder and the fact that i can't do some things like concerts. Though i was told by a person to consider singers ears when going out. I haven't bought it yet but will give it a try.
Well, thats my story. Maybe you see yourself in it or just like to hear how it was for someone else.I hope your journey will be better.
I like to read your story.
One more thing i forgot to mention.
My hearing is worst now. In my left ear, i don't hear high frequencies anymore.
So i am going to be losing my hearing eventually perhaps.
I had a problem once with the fire alarm in my flat. It went always off. So once i tried to reset it but since i didn't had ear protection it damaged my ears. It felt like a broken speaker if that makes sense.
Nowadays i have one of the construction headsets just to protect what is left of my ears.
submitted by HatemeifUneed to tinnitus [link] [comments]
So, here i am.
My story with Tinnitus.
When i was in my late 20s, i went to a new years party and all exited because free alcohol, people and fun.
Though it went somewhat downhill as i drank too much and kind of everything. So i was really drunk when we went outside and watched others to the fireworks.
Big booms here and there and sometime after i went to bed.
Next day, i think i was sleeping really long. Did i skipped a day? Maybe. I don't remember but what i remember was that i woke up with sound in my ear.
It was scary. It wouldn't stop.Since it was far away from any doctor, i waited until i could drive home.
This is when i realized that i wouldn't go away.And it is the start when i went from doctor to doctor and i was told, there isn't anything that could be done.Again that was over 35 years ago.
I got some pills that were of herbal nature. Didn't work.Sleeping was a challenge. One ear made a sound like water rushing through a pipe, the other was more faint but both with high frequency.I did the next best thing. I drank wine. It helped to find sleep but i realized i couldn't drink myself to sleep every night but at the same time it was part of my pattern.
The first two years where the roughest i had until i made peace with it.Having an illness no one can see, is hard. Not everyone believes you but i managed to live on. I learned that others had it much worst.
At one point i seen my file at the doctors office with the word suicidal danger or something similar.
I realized that others may taken their lives because of that condition. How blessed i was if there is any form of blessing.I read a lot at that time and found out that there are a lot of famous people that got struck by the same illness.
It made me realize that it isn't the end but that you can live your life somehow and function in the world.When i was at places that were really silent at night, i was frightened because all of the sudden it was something i couldn't process anymore. Silence but my beeping that never turned off.
So i had a radio play at night. Or something else that makes some noise.
30 or so years later, i am still here but the hope that there would be a cure has fated.
There isn't, maybe never will be.
So i had to always try to go on somehow.There were some instances that i should mention.One was, when i showered to hot. No pun.
For some reason, after that, i was hearing my pulse very intensely. I went to the hospital but they couldn't find anything. It went eventually away but since then i don't shower too hot anymore.
The other was, when i went to a doctor that specializes on ears and was told i need an operation of my ear channel. I didn't do it because i didn't want to lose my hearing and i didn't understand why that was needed.
Time passed quick. The worst for me personally is, that i got more of a loner. The joy of life went always because of always hearing this shitty sound.
I married wrong, looking at a divorce at the moment and feel my life is kind of over. Ok, very dramatic but i feel my life is not as i was hoping for.
Through all that time i kept smoking and i know, not healthy but it helped me to cope.I am not an alcoholic but like to drink a glass.
It made me value time and concentrate on things that are to me important. I still love music and i pop in the head-buds. Though more moderately.
Today, i have always some sound when i go to sleep. But there are time i can also sleep without a sound.
I think looking back insomnia was one issue because finding sleep was not easy. I just hope it won't get worst.
One thing i have to cope sometimes is stress which makes it louder and the fact that i can't do some things like concerts. Though i was told by a person to consider singers ears when going out. I haven't bought it yet but will give it a try.
Well, thats my story. Maybe you see yourself in it or just like to hear how it was for someone else.I hope your journey will be better.
I like to read your story.
One more thing i forgot to mention.
My hearing is worst now. In my left ear, i don't hear high frequencies anymore.
So i am going to be losing my hearing eventually perhaps.
I had a problem once with the fire alarm in my flat. It went always off. So once i tried to reset it but since i didn't had ear protection it damaged my ears. It felt like a broken speaker if that makes sense.
Nowadays i have one of the construction headsets just to protect what is left of my ears.
2024.05.16 14:49 DancingDorritos Interesting Hallucinations after waking up
For context, I’ve been having hallucinations after waking up more and more often, and there’s been nothing scary so far since it’s usually obvious when i know something is not real - eg: the first time there was a human sized spider floating and spinning infeont of me super fast, which I knew wasn’t real of course. Other times have been rotating patterns on the ceiling after waking up that last for a few seconds before phasing out.
However today’s hallucinations (2 times) were quite cool. The environment I was in was in a pitch black cruise ship hotel room alone. And here is my log:
Had some insane hallucinations / sleep paralysis today.
For the first one when I woke up from my nested dream I couldn’t move and was so confused what was going on cause it felt like I could see the environment I was in (cruise hotel room in complete darkness alone) with my eyes closed. Then all of a sudden there was a sudden calmness n coldness and I felt like I was melting into my bed. From that point onwards for a while, it was actually insane cause I could hallucinate anything I wanted. I looked at my bed and there was a pigeon on it, and I’m like what the fuck. N I was like nah this ain’t real so I decided to try to move n touch it to see if it was real. And yo I grabbed that thing 💀💀 like I could feel my fingers indenting into its feathers.
So it was quite hard to decipher if this was real but I knew it wasn’t cause a pigeon in the room?? Then an intrusive thought was like if I’m hallucinating this then lemme try hallucinating something else. I chose a chicken and when I looked back, there was an entire chicken there 💀 I also did hallucinate a bunch of other things before I could finally properly move and then everything was gone.
I then went to the toilet to shit myself literally (I had stomach upset) n headed back to bed. I fell asleep relatively fast and had normal dreams and “woke up” to my normal bedroom late at night at home, which felt insanely real. I had my monitor in front of me in bed and I opened chrome, which accidentally played some Disney plus ad, and I heard my mom from the other room yelling at me for playing things out loud late, and I could hear her walking towards my room so I tried to put my monitor to sleep, and just waited for her to walk in, where I would pretend to be asleep, as one does. She opened the door, and it was at this point where I actually opened my eyes in real life unable to physically move and my mom was actually there 💀 and I didn’t even know whether I was hallucinating her because she looked VERY real.
Then she started to walk towards me and I’m like what the fuck. This entire time im not even scared because i was geneuinely trying to figure out whether she was actually real or whether I was hallucinating her. She then stopped infeont of the bed, and then she turned into a man with a fanny pack leaning against something looking at me. I was still confused as hell and tried to move a bit to get a better look at him (keep in mind this was in almost complete darkness) and I was just making eye contact with him for a few seconds before he phased out and the hallucinations stopped.
Overall I’d say this was a cool experience, nothing scary as the things I was hallucinating wasn’t too bad. But it was quite interesting that I was able to feel the pigeon, any thoughts on that?
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However today’s hallucinations (2 times) were quite cool. The environment I was in was in a pitch black cruise ship hotel room alone. And here is my log:
Had some insane hallucinations / sleep paralysis today.
For the first one when I woke up from my nested dream I couldn’t move and was so confused what was going on cause it felt like I could see the environment I was in (cruise hotel room in complete darkness alone) with my eyes closed. Then all of a sudden there was a sudden calmness n coldness and I felt like I was melting into my bed. From that point onwards for a while, it was actually insane cause I could hallucinate anything I wanted. I looked at my bed and there was a pigeon on it, and I’m like what the fuck. N I was like nah this ain’t real so I decided to try to move n touch it to see if it was real. And yo I grabbed that thing 💀💀 like I could feel my fingers indenting into its feathers.
So it was quite hard to decipher if this was real but I knew it wasn’t cause a pigeon in the room?? Then an intrusive thought was like if I’m hallucinating this then lemme try hallucinating something else. I chose a chicken and when I looked back, there was an entire chicken there 💀 I also did hallucinate a bunch of other things before I could finally properly move and then everything was gone.
I then went to the toilet to shit myself literally (I had stomach upset) n headed back to bed. I fell asleep relatively fast and had normal dreams and “woke up” to my normal bedroom late at night at home, which felt insanely real. I had my monitor in front of me in bed and I opened chrome, which accidentally played some Disney plus ad, and I heard my mom from the other room yelling at me for playing things out loud late, and I could hear her walking towards my room so I tried to put my monitor to sleep, and just waited for her to walk in, where I would pretend to be asleep, as one does. She opened the door, and it was at this point where I actually opened my eyes in real life unable to physically move and my mom was actually there 💀 and I didn’t even know whether I was hallucinating her because she looked VERY real.
Then she started to walk towards me and I’m like what the fuck. This entire time im not even scared because i was geneuinely trying to figure out whether she was actually real or whether I was hallucinating her. She then stopped infeont of the bed, and then she turned into a man with a fanny pack leaning against something looking at me. I was still confused as hell and tried to move a bit to get a better look at him (keep in mind this was in almost complete darkness) and I was just making eye contact with him for a few seconds before he phased out and the hallucinations stopped.
Overall I’d say this was a cool experience, nothing scary as the things I was hallucinating wasn’t too bad. But it was quite interesting that I was able to feel the pigeon, any thoughts on that?
2024.05.16 03:03 soft_mello Can't seem to catch a break.
Hey, everyone. It's been a while since I've posted on this sub. Apologies for any formatting issues. I'm on mobile. All names used here are fake. If your name happens to match any fake names used, I promise I'm not talking about you. I'm talking about someone else entirely. The only real names used are the pets'.
TW: Pet loss, abuse mentioned, bullying in the workplace, ableism
TL;DR: Most of my coworkers, except for ONE of them and higher-ups, have been starting shit with me for the stupidest things, bullying me, being ableist towards me, and making the work environment extremely hostile. It's affecting my mental, emotional, and physical health.
Before I get into this, here are all the people involved:
My manager "Karen" (47F)
Manager's boss "Shannon" (50sF)
Newest coworker "Carol" (41F)
Coworker 1 "Kelly" (27F)
Coworker 2, the one I'm closest to, "Diana" (26F)
Me (26F)
Coworker 3, the youngest, "Sally" (20F)
My old cat, Genny (pronounced like "Jenny", 13F)
My kitten, Emmett (5monthsM)
Background: Back in March of this year, my cat Genny passed away unexpectedly while I was still at work and had about an hour left into my shift. The same day, after saying my goodbyes to Genny and paying for cremation, I was gifted a kitten who looks a lot like my old cat (a brown tabby), except he's a boy and he has different patterns in his fur. I see this as her way of saying that she doesn't want me to be alone. All of my coworkers were made aware of what happened. They all knew how much I cherished my girl. I was brainstorming possible names for the baby. The baby responded the most to the names "Emmett" and "Belphegor" or "Belphie" for short. I was a huge Twilight fangirl when I was younger. The series still holds a special place in my heart. I've always loved the name "Emmett". I've tried the name "Jasper" with the baby because I love that name too, but he never responded to it. I went with naming the baby Emmett and kept Belphegor as his middle name. His name is Emmett Belphegor.
As far as work is concerned, Karen is on medical leave currently and Shannon has been overseeing the house. I've been getting close to Carol, as she's disabled too (she's deaf, and I'm autistic) and I see her as like an aunt figure. Kelly and Sally (before she left) were very close. They both seemed okay with me. Diana and I are close too, or so I thought. Through Kelly and Sally working shifts with Diana, they've all seemed to turn on me and I don't understand why. I recently found out that there's been a lot of (false) shit said about me by all of my coworkers, except for Carol and higher-ups, behind my back. I've brought up concerns before, but I do it in good faith. I don’t do it to start shit. (Example: I've gently brought up concerns about Diana's lack of personal hygiene because I care about her, I wanted to see if I could do anything to help, and it was affecting everyone in the house.)
(End of background.)
From what Carol told me, Kelly has spun the narrative to everyone in multiple group chats that I went ahead and named my kitten "Emmett" anyway, despite her apparently telling me not to because that's her ex's name and he was abusive towards her. I don't recall her ever telling me not to name my kitten "Emmett" at all, by the way. According to Carol, Kelly said I'm "disrespectful" and have a "personal vendetta" against her. Over a name. None of that is true. I never named him Emmett to be malicious or attack Kelly in any way. I named him Emmett because I've always loved that name, I have a soft spot for Twilight, and he responded to that name the most. Thankfully, Carol and Karen stood up for me. You know, I would like to think at least Diana stood up for me and maybe Sally did too, but I know neither of them did. It'd be stupid to think otherwise. I don’t know about Shannon, but I'd like to think she stood up for me too, as she's a fellow crazy cat lady. Like, what does Kelly expect me to do, change my cat's name to appease her? I've had him for two months and he's used to being called Emmett or Emmett Belphegor! I like his name, he likes his name, my roommates like his name, and I'm not changing it.
I've also been told they (Kelly, Diana, and Sally) have been using my disability to hurt me even more, which is ironic, considering we all work with other disabled people in their homes for a living. Well...Sally's last day was on Sunday, and Diana's last day is on Thursday. Kelly's supposedly leaving in a couple weeks, but is "on the fence" now. They're all about supporting disabled people and helping them until they have to work alongside a disabled coworker, and it shows.
On Sunday, when I had been home for maybe thirty minutes tops, Kelly added me to a group chat with Sally and Shannon, where she sent pictures of two tiny things I forgot to do (it was just a couple things on the counter I forgot to put away and a few dishes I was meaning to wash and just forgot to), and proceeded to berate me over text for it. I was side tracked doing other things that needed to be done as well, and these two little things just slipped my mind. It wasn't intentional. It happens. All of them have left me with huge messes on multiple occasions, yet I've never done what Kelly did to me. Not a single time. But the moment I accidentally leave a couple things, it's apparently a huge issue? Okay. 🙄 It took everything in me not to scream at any of them through text and phone calls, or do anything stupid to myself.
The only reason why I haven't quit yet is simply because change is scary. It takes me a lot longer than others to fully process and adjust to change. I'm also afraid that the people I help won't be properly taken care of if I'm not there.
I've been breaking out in stress hives because of everything that's been going on. Not kidding. Apparently we're getting a couple new staff, so hopefully things will be okay until Karen gets back. I just need these people to leave already. I'm tired of being blamed for everything wrong that goes on in the house, when all I do is do my job to the best of my ability. I'm sick of the bullying, the alienation, and the ableism. I'm sick of being afraid to tell my higher-ups about what's been happening because of the fear I'll get fucked over instead of getting some kind of justice.
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TW: Pet loss, abuse mentioned, bullying in the workplace, ableism
TL;DR: Most of my coworkers, except for ONE of them and higher-ups, have been starting shit with me for the stupidest things, bullying me, being ableist towards me, and making the work environment extremely hostile. It's affecting my mental, emotional, and physical health.
Before I get into this, here are all the people involved:
My manager "Karen" (47F)
Manager's boss "Shannon" (50sF)
Newest coworker "Carol" (41F)
Coworker 1 "Kelly" (27F)
Coworker 2, the one I'm closest to, "Diana" (26F)
Me (26F)
Coworker 3, the youngest, "Sally" (20F)
My old cat, Genny (pronounced like "Jenny", 13F)
My kitten, Emmett (5monthsM)
Background: Back in March of this year, my cat Genny passed away unexpectedly while I was still at work and had about an hour left into my shift. The same day, after saying my goodbyes to Genny and paying for cremation, I was gifted a kitten who looks a lot like my old cat (a brown tabby), except he's a boy and he has different patterns in his fur. I see this as her way of saying that she doesn't want me to be alone. All of my coworkers were made aware of what happened. They all knew how much I cherished my girl. I was brainstorming possible names for the baby. The baby responded the most to the names "Emmett" and "Belphegor" or "Belphie" for short. I was a huge Twilight fangirl when I was younger. The series still holds a special place in my heart. I've always loved the name "Emmett". I've tried the name "Jasper" with the baby because I love that name too, but he never responded to it. I went with naming the baby Emmett and kept Belphegor as his middle name. His name is Emmett Belphegor.
As far as work is concerned, Karen is on medical leave currently and Shannon has been overseeing the house. I've been getting close to Carol, as she's disabled too (she's deaf, and I'm autistic) and I see her as like an aunt figure. Kelly and Sally (before she left) were very close. They both seemed okay with me. Diana and I are close too, or so I thought. Through Kelly and Sally working shifts with Diana, they've all seemed to turn on me and I don't understand why. I recently found out that there's been a lot of (false) shit said about me by all of my coworkers, except for Carol and higher-ups, behind my back. I've brought up concerns before, but I do it in good faith. I don’t do it to start shit. (Example: I've gently brought up concerns about Diana's lack of personal hygiene because I care about her, I wanted to see if I could do anything to help, and it was affecting everyone in the house.)
(End of background.)
From what Carol told me, Kelly has spun the narrative to everyone in multiple group chats that I went ahead and named my kitten "Emmett" anyway, despite her apparently telling me not to because that's her ex's name and he was abusive towards her. I don't recall her ever telling me not to name my kitten "Emmett" at all, by the way. According to Carol, Kelly said I'm "disrespectful" and have a "personal vendetta" against her. Over a name. None of that is true. I never named him Emmett to be malicious or attack Kelly in any way. I named him Emmett because I've always loved that name, I have a soft spot for Twilight, and he responded to that name the most. Thankfully, Carol and Karen stood up for me. You know, I would like to think at least Diana stood up for me and maybe Sally did too, but I know neither of them did. It'd be stupid to think otherwise. I don’t know about Shannon, but I'd like to think she stood up for me too, as she's a fellow crazy cat lady. Like, what does Kelly expect me to do, change my cat's name to appease her? I've had him for two months and he's used to being called Emmett or Emmett Belphegor! I like his name, he likes his name, my roommates like his name, and I'm not changing it.
I've also been told they (Kelly, Diana, and Sally) have been using my disability to hurt me even more, which is ironic, considering we all work with other disabled people in their homes for a living. Well...Sally's last day was on Sunday, and Diana's last day is on Thursday. Kelly's supposedly leaving in a couple weeks, but is "on the fence" now. They're all about supporting disabled people and helping them until they have to work alongside a disabled coworker, and it shows.
On Sunday, when I had been home for maybe thirty minutes tops, Kelly added me to a group chat with Sally and Shannon, where she sent pictures of two tiny things I forgot to do (it was just a couple things on the counter I forgot to put away and a few dishes I was meaning to wash and just forgot to), and proceeded to berate me over text for it. I was side tracked doing other things that needed to be done as well, and these two little things just slipped my mind. It wasn't intentional. It happens. All of them have left me with huge messes on multiple occasions, yet I've never done what Kelly did to me. Not a single time. But the moment I accidentally leave a couple things, it's apparently a huge issue? Okay. 🙄 It took everything in me not to scream at any of them through text and phone calls, or do anything stupid to myself.
The only reason why I haven't quit yet is simply because change is scary. It takes me a lot longer than others to fully process and adjust to change. I'm also afraid that the people I help won't be properly taken care of if I'm not there.
I've been breaking out in stress hives because of everything that's been going on. Not kidding. Apparently we're getting a couple new staff, so hopefully things will be okay until Karen gets back. I just need these people to leave already. I'm tired of being blamed for everything wrong that goes on in the house, when all I do is do my job to the best of my ability. I'm sick of the bullying, the alienation, and the ableism. I'm sick of being afraid to tell my higher-ups about what's been happening because of the fear I'll get fucked over instead of getting some kind of justice.
2024.05.16 00:28 whysamsosleepy How do yall deal with break ups?
If you don't wanna read my nonsense that's totally fine I wanna hear ur methods and processes anyway ! My situation, Just to preface, I am in therapy but the day to day is so grueling that 50 minutes of chatting per week isn't enough for me rn. I know this shit takes time and I'll probably look back at this and cringe. I guess I have a history of crummy relationships where I try to fix it all when it starts going south, spent a while alone figuring out my patterns then met my ex. We had a lowkey amazing 2 years together; I've never been understood and understanding of someone else like that before. I never saw a true chance of a future with someone. It was going great, wanted to move to another state, looked around Zillow together for a while then signed the lease together. he changed his mind in the midst of our drive to the new place. I knew I'd regret not full sending, so I took on the lease alone knowing I might be breaking us up - he said he wanted to get his stuff together and meet me here when his lease is up, any time we saw each other he said he'd be here beside me soon. Well - he told me a week ago he isn't in a position to move (I get it) and that he loves me, but he hates his life situation and just doesn't want to move right now; I literally have not heard from him since. I tried to be understanding and took time to come up with an "I can't imagine feeling the way you do, I'm here for you, what do you think this means for us?" Type message. I'd just visited him a couple months ago and he said I'm his person, he never wanted to break up; I hope yall trust I gave him every opportunity to open up the past few months about any doubts or worries he had, he eventually distanced himself out of my life completely, he's isolating from all of his friends too. My therapist says he's ashamed of his position in life (he says he hates himself etc etc and I know I can't fix that even tho I lowkey think I could bc his family has told him for years he isn't good enough and stuff I'm sure he's internalized) ANYWAY I guess context doesn't matter because he won't talk to me now 😀 so not only am I mourning the loss of the good 2 years, (I really thought he was 'the one' which makes me feel so silly and dumb in todays society but fml), but I have to start settling into a new TOWN and STATE and apartment I thought I'd be sharing with him. It's so scary to imagine finding a new group of friends and stuff alone. I know I'm strong and did it all despite the struggle and all the shit I should tell myself to boost myself up, my therapist said I need to "let myself be a 22 year old going through a break up," and not rush my process - but I don't even know how to process this. I know he's on his own journey, I can't dwell on whether he's struggling or finding other people to replace the idea of me, (I know I shouldn't check or care but he's using social media he'd never used when we were together like Snapchat and our mutual friends say he has a habit of sabotaging things when they get good - kinda implying if he did find someone else it wouldn't end any better for him but that doesn't comfort me at all lmao) I have to figure my shit out. I want to cry in a ball all the time but also bash on myself for staying in bed and not being "productive," whatever that means. I normally stand my ground and speak my mind, but when I get into a lovergirl relationship it seems like all hope for me goes out the window. It feels so hard to find someone who accepts all of the weird shit I have to offer, I guess I'm scared I won't find that again but I'm more so just so sad that it wasn't him
If you read this far, you're so real for that thank u. I'm just sad asf trying not to resent him or myself for being 13 hours away from my friends and family. Why would he move me out here and then dump me :/ I tried so hard to be the best; it scares me too in the future I could meet someone and it be better, then end up the same way. I just want to find someone to figure it all out with. I thought I did. It was so good before I moved, and I'll never know what we could've done together if he took the chance. I can't imagine he would initially sign the lease if he never wanted to but maybe I was really misunderstanding the whole time. I guess as a "see a problem fix it" type, I just can't grasp avoidance
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If you read this far, you're so real for that thank u. I'm just sad asf trying not to resent him or myself for being 13 hours away from my friends and family. Why would he move me out here and then dump me :/ I tried so hard to be the best; it scares me too in the future I could meet someone and it be better, then end up the same way. I just want to find someone to figure it all out with. I thought I did. It was so good before I moved, and I'll never know what we could've done together if he took the chance. I can't imagine he would initially sign the lease if he never wanted to but maybe I was really misunderstanding the whole time. I guess as a "see a problem fix it" type, I just can't grasp avoidance
2024.05.16 00:23 whysamsosleepy I HATE BREAK UPS why is life love and loss I want a redo button
Just to preface, I am in therapy but the day to day is so grueling that 50 minutes of chatting per week isn't enough for me rn. I know this shit takes time and I'll probably look back at this and cringe. I guess I have a history of crummy relationships where I try to fix it all when it starts going south, spent a while alone figuring out my patterns then met my ex. We had a lowkey amazing 2 years together; I've never been understood and understanding of someone else like that before. I never saw a true chance of a future with someone. It was going great, wanted to move to another state, looked around Zillow together for a while then signed the lease together. he changed his mind in the midst of our drive to the new place. I knew I'd regret not full sending, so I took on the lease alone knowing I might be breaking us up - he said he wanted to get his stuff together and meet me here when his lease is up, any time we saw each other he said he'd be here beside me soon. Well - he told me a week ago he isn't in a position to move (I get it) and that he loves me, but he hates his life situation and just doesn't want to move right now; I literally have not heard from him since. I tried to be understanding and took time to come up with an "I can't imagine feeling the way you do, I'm here for you, what do you think this means for us?" Type message. I'd just visited him a couple months ago and he said I'm his person, he never wanted to break up; I hope yall trust I gave him every opportunity to open up the past few months about any doubts or worries he had, he eventually distanced himself out of my life completely, he's isolating from all of his friends too. My therapist says he's ashamed of his position in life (he says he hates himself etc etc and I know I can't fix that even tho I lowkey think I could bc his family has told him for years he isn't good enough and stuff I'm sure he's internalized) ANYWAY I guess context doesn't matter because he won't talk to me now 😀 so not only am I mourning the loss of the good 2 years, (I really thought he was 'the one' which makes me feel so silly and dumb in todays society but fml), but I have to start settling into a new TOWN and STATE and apartment I thought I'd be sharing with him. It's so scary to imagine finding a new group of friends and stuff alone. I know I'm strong and did it all despite the struggle and all the shit I should tell myself to boost myself up, my therapist said I need to "let myself be a 22 year old going through a break up," and not rush my process - but I don't even know how to process this. I know he's on his own journey, I can't dwell on whether he's struggling or finding other people to replace the idea of me, (I know I shouldn't check or care but he's using social media he'd never used when we were together like Snapchat and our mutual friends say he has a habit of sabotaging things when they get good - kinda implying if he did find someone else it wouldn't end any better for him but that doesn't comfort me at all lmao) I have to figure my shit out. I want to cry in a ball all the time but also bash on myself for staying in bed and not being "productive," whatever that means. I normally stand my ground and speak my mind, but when I get into a lovergirl relationship it seems like all hope for me goes out the window. It feels so hard to find someone who accepts all of the weird shit I have to offer, I guess I'm scared I won't find that again but I'm more so just so sad that it wasn't him
If you read this far, you're so real for that thank u. I'm just sad asf trying not to resent him or myself for being 13 hours away from my friends and family. Why would he move me out here and then dump me :/ I tried so hard to be the best; it scares me too in the future I could meet someone and it be better, then end up the same way. I just want to find someone to figure it all out with. I thought I did. It was so good before I moved, and I'll never know what we could've done together if he took the chance. I can't imagine he would initially sign the lease if he never wanted to but maybe I was really misunderstanding the whole time. I guess as a "see a problem fix it" type, I just can't grasp avoidance
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If you read this far, you're so real for that thank u. I'm just sad asf trying not to resent him or myself for being 13 hours away from my friends and family. Why would he move me out here and then dump me :/ I tried so hard to be the best; it scares me too in the future I could meet someone and it be better, then end up the same way. I just want to find someone to figure it all out with. I thought I did. It was so good before I moved, and I'll never know what we could've done together if he took the chance. I can't imagine he would initially sign the lease if he never wanted to but maybe I was really misunderstanding the whole time. I guess as a "see a problem fix it" type, I just can't grasp avoidance
2024.05.15 21:17 therapperblue The Most Scariest Thing Any One Has Probably Seen
I have to tell you something that I've been holding in for a long time now and I'm scared to say what I saw but I have to explain what I saw. I use to watch scary videos on YouTube but not just scary I would look up "Very scary" even though I would like being scared, it was my adolescent I came across some scary ones but figured out they where fake and relaxed from the situation I came across a ghost that looked like a little girl covered in black I also came across a video of a ghost scream, it looked pretty creepy and I was pretty scare also saw a video with a ghost in a cloak and that scared me but figured it it was fake When I was with uncle Wesley one day he dropped me off at someones house so I can be watched I decided that I wanted to go on the lady's computer and watch youtube. I watched a couple videos and came across this really suspicious one that horrified me to the point where I had to get up and walk of from being to overwhelmed about how scary the video is. The video contains a dead body that had black vains and the body was a whitish grey color she had a dress on and her face was suspicious where it looked to real. It's hard explaining that because of how scary it is understand the word suspicion it includes scary you also have to understand how scared I was I was too scared. When I got home to uncle Anthonys I couldn't sleep the whole night and thought and felt that she would pop up out of no where under my bed blanket. The next day I think I didn't think about it I also think I didn't come across my mind but for the next 9 years I didn't see it slip my mind. I'm finding spirituality and comfortable with a substance. That substance I use makes me make music pretty well also it shows me how special I am you'll understand if I say it's like receiving a prize like a McDonald's award for having good grade from spirituality. Ah how blessed I am you'll understand when you listen to music or seeing me in person feeling the spiritual energy that love me down to the heart they help me out of sad moments and even give me helpful insights. I have spiritual body's of spirit in my mind that comfort me and love me because of how special I am it's a blessing. Because of the substance I went threw ups and downs but it brought back that video and it's giving me slight PTSD it's as if the negative energy or demons try to bring that towards my reality it's seems like the body is manifesting in my brain I would see the way the skin and face would look in my brain way to much. You have to understand how suspicious and scary that video was I showed Tiffany but she said she wasn't scared. You have to understand how horrified I was, you also have to understand how REAL it looked like nothing turns into that. I'm traumatized because of the situation but I'm remaining strong. At bell shelter I saw something in my mind that showed something with pinpoint eyes, imagine tla helmet and the helmet having pinpointed eye. I was playing around In my mind until that popped up in my head. I saw out of my peripheral that my shoes looked big and scary. And I saw my that something was on my body. It looked like a really evil spirit and what I felt was suspicious. I was in mind one day thinking scary for some reason the things I was thinking weren't normal and isn't like me but I was thinking out of natural mental processing it was me thinking, I walked back to the back where they are allowed to smoke cigarettes and the motorcycle looks scary from what I was thinking. As I was in the back a lady was trying to pick up a ping pong ball. She was talking to a lady and then she waved at me and her face looked scary almost like that video but her faces looked normal. It's how her faced looked in my mind. I would see a grey body that had no faced and wore a striped shirt in my mind and that body looked scary. But my mind was picturing it as something that looks very suspicious. the substance brought all that back and now I'm seeing what I don't see again, I know abstinence and tolerance I would go 1 day in patterns threw out the weeks and there this time I went 7 weeks. I even went 5 months without doing it, I also would stop for a couple days when seeing intrusive thoughts in my head. It's not bothering me to the point where I flipped out it's just scary and I'm scared of what I saw trying to kill me and turn me into that that on of my worst fears but it very scary. I need help and I have therapists but understand how suspicious that video was and how scared I felt it's out the roof it's just not a little. I need help with comfort letting me know that I won't die or see that or turn Into that. God and his angels are teaching me and helping me and I'm grateful I don't see that in my mind that much because of them. I need you to understand what I went threw and what I'm going threw it looked real i don't know if anyone will understand me but I hope you understand how it winded me. I know once I get this off my mind everything will be okay. I need to be saved I heard something special in my music.
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2024.05.15 20:22 Predaplant Wonder Woman #78: Eclipse
Wonder Woman #78: Eclipse
<< < [>]Author: Predaplant
Books: Wonder Woman
Arc: Season 3: Darkness
Set: 96
Diana stared out at the horizon. She flew high above the ground. Isolated. Alone.
She watched the land below her, as far as she could see, looking for any signs of conflict, of combat. Of anything that looked abnormal at all, really. She couldn’t be too sure.
The land was crowded, busy. People had travelled halfway across the world to see what was about to happen in the sky above Diana.
But that just made it all the more dangerous.
Diana steeled herself, focused even more strongly.
The sky started to go dark.
“Seems like nothing yet,” came a voice through Diana’s earpiece, from back home in Gateway City.
Diana’s wife Chloe watched each of her displays, waiting. One thing she had gotten better at over her time as the Justice League’s coordinator was minimizing the amount of typing, clicking, and dragging that she had to do. Learning how to let the information come to her, rather than make her have to go to it, really helped her have time to process major events and effectively co-ordinate the team.
But those physical motions helped to stave away the fear, in a way. Helped her feel like she could control something, even in the times where there wasn’t much for her to actually do. Now, she sat in front of her computer, completely focused on the screen to leap into action as soon as she did start to receive reports that seemed to indicate an issue.
It felt like she was on a roller coaster, climbing the first hill, blindfolded.
As much as she had tempered her mind, had learned to quell that fear, it still poked and prodded at the back of her mind.
“Totality starts in five minutes,” Chloe called out to everybody listening. The Justice League, the Titans, Cassie’s squad, and a number of other heroes who Chloe had gotten into contact with all formed a slim band across the continent, watching the line of the eclipse.
Chloe knew that there was a chance the Dark Gods would completely overwhelm them all. They had a lot of power on their side, sure, but they couldn’t be everywhere at once. At the same time, she knew there was a chance this would all be for nothing, and there wasn’t even going to be an attack.
Hard to say for sure.
She crossed her fingers as she continued to watch for notifications.
The timer ticked down, slowly, second by second.
“Totality starts now, everybody! Keep an eye open!”
In the skies above Mexico, Diana kept her head on a swivel. The sky around her had gone dark, light swallowed up by the eclipse, but Diana’s eyes were still sharp enough to make out fine details on ground level below her. She scanned all the people looking up at the sky, but none seemed to be swept up in anything supernatural or unseemly.
Chloe’s voice came through her earpiece again. “Anybody see anything, let us know ASAP.”
But there was nothing.
Chloe knew that she couldn’t let herself get complacent, as difficult as it was to keep her focus up. There were so many little details that she had to keep an eye on. Social media activity was a big one that she usually tried to watch, but it was already elevated with the eclipse... which meant that she had to sort by region within the line of the eclipse, to see if there was any part of the line with a spike relative to the others.
She also kept watch on power grids, earthquakes, wind and weather patterns... all the sorts of things that might get triggered when an army of the gods bursts through onto the mortal plane. Her monitors were all alight with data.
But nothing indicated a target.
They had gone through so much effort to get heroes ready to spring into action... and there was nothing so far. She was almost disappointed, as much as she truly hoped against disaster.
Then something popped up on her stream that made Chloe raise an eyebrow. A trend correlated along the eclipse line that shouldn’t have anything to do with the eclipse.
She clicked on it, and it expanded to fill one of her monitors. She scrolled through posts, narrowing her eyes. This was definitely out of the ordinary.
In front of her eyes were an array of what almost looked like zombies. People who had died, but who appeared pallid, ghoulish.
Their eyes recessed into their sockets, and their mouths hung open in grotesque poses. Chloe couldn’t tell if they were smiles of delight or screams of terror. She turned away, opening up the comm link as she did so.
“Hey everybody? Think we found the problem. It’s not a physical attack, it never was. They’re attacking death.”
“Attacking death? I’m sorry, how’s that even possible?” came a voice Chloe didn’t recognize. She pressed on.
“I don’t know how they did it, but people who are dying are really weird. I’m sorry, I know this is a lot to ask, but do we happen to have any doctors here today?”
“I’m a doctor,” came a reply. “Where do you need me to go?”
WWWWW
Doctor Mid-Nite examined his patient closely. He was in a small hospital in Ohio, where an old woman had recently passed away. Mid-Nite was told that the patient was a hundred and two years old. It really hurt to see somebody who had been through so much, who deserved a peaceful death after such a long life, contorted and defaced.
But so she was.
By the time he got there, the doctors were already starting to perform an autopsy. Mid-Nite conferred with the team; they hadn’t found anything yet that would indicate why she was in such a condition. He radioed Watchtower to let her know, and joined in on the autopsy.
Back in Gateway City, Watchtower tapped her foot impatiently. She knew that autopsies took time, but the eclipse would be over fairly soon, and she wanted to be able to minimize the damage, if at all possible.
The worst part was, she knew that it wasn’t that likely that the autopsy would turn up with much at all. If this was truly magical or cosmological in nature, that change wouldn’t likely have a medical component to it. It would just... happen.
Maybe they could get somebody with more of a magical background in on this? But who was there, even? Zatanna had asked to not be contacted for heroic activities after her short stay in Gateway, and they had respected that. Maybe that British magician guy, Constantine, would show up. He always seemed to show up when he was needed... but he was a tricky one to contact. And unfortunately, she couldn’t spare the time it would take to go to Olympus and plead for help.
Maybe Diana could, though? She wasn’t a god anymore, but she was still Wonder Woman.
Chloe froze. Her brain put together the pieces.
The Wonder. The thing that had given Diana her codename in the first place. The place where the newly dead passed through on the way to their final destination, protected by the Amazons.
She immediately slammed the button to open the comm line.
“Wonder Woman! Do you think they could have gained access to the Wonder?”
Diana’s voice came back over the line, in a tenor that Chloe had so rarely heard her use. Diana was furious, and she sounded like a storm rumbling over the horizon, unstoppable, tearing the landscape apart as it growled. “That would be possible.”
“Let me know what you need to get in there and fight them back.”
Diana’s response was simple, but chilling. “I need to die.”
The line was filled with a handful of objections, from heroes across the continent. Chloe swiftly muted anybody talking for ten seconds, and continued the conversation. “Do what you need to do. We can’t let them win.”
“There would be a way to get me back. The Well of Souls on Themyscira is meant as an escape hatch back into the outside world from the Wonder. It’s protected by monsters in order to prevent us from attempting to circumvent our role as the Wonder’s protectors unless the need is dire.”
“I... I think we do still need you, Wonder Woman,” Chloe said quietly. She took her finger off the button.
“At least, I do,” Chloe muttered under her breath. Summoning her courage, she put her finger back on the button and continued.
“We’ll send a team to the Well. Do what you need to do to join the fight on that side.” She glanced at the clock. The eclipse was rapidly approaching its end. “Everybody else... if you have something important to do, feel free to go. I’d appreciate you sticking around until the end of the eclipse, but I doubt we’ll be having the fight we anticipated.”
WWWWW
It was very hard to kill an Amazon. Diana debated the best way to do it, the way she could join the fight the fastest. A number of options ran through her head. It was so hard to choose, to even consider the unpleasantness of death... but she could think of one that she might be able to handle.
She turned on her earpiece, flicking the button that would let her communicate directly with Chloe, and only her.
“I love you.”
“I love you, too,” Chloe replied. Diana could hear that she was crying. “Diana... come back.”
Diana sucked in a lungful of air. “I will.”
She took off upwards, accelerating as she did so. She thought about Chloe, Donna, Cassie, and all the other bonds she had made since coming to Man’s World. About how devastated they’d be if she didn’t return.
So she knew that one thing was true: she would have to return. Fight through the Dark Gods’ hordes, save the dead, and save the day.
She knew that one day, she would take her rest in the Wonder amongst her fallen comrades, but she knew her story still had more pages remaining. It was not the end. Not yet.
She flew higher and higher still. The air around her grew colder and thinner. She struggled to pull in a breath.
She closed her eyes and focused. She needed to keep going. Higher, and higher.
Her powerful lungs heaved, but there was barely any oxygen for her to pull on. She opened her eyes. She had made it to the stratosphere.
Diana tried to fly higher, but it felt like she was treading water. She struggled to produce force greater than that pulling her back down to Earth... but slowly, still, she pushed her way upwards.
She could feel herself fading away. She did her best to accept it. Seeing what laid beyond life was daunting... but she knew she had to do it. This was her role in this moment. Nobody else’s.
She let go, at peace with herself.
And she plummeted thirty-five kilometres downwards into the Gulf of Mexico.
WWWWW
Cassie gathered her team together as Chloe signed off. They were stationed in downtown Dallas, and the sky was cloudy enough that it was hard to watch the eclipse. There was even a warning for a storm coming in later that night.
Shame, really.
“So Wonder Woman’s dying?” Peony asked Cassie.
“Yeah,” Cassie said dourly. “I guess so.”
“We can’t let that lie,” Tora said, determination in her eyes. “Can we help her out?”
“There was that Well of Souls team, right?” Kiran asked. “Maybe we could be a part of that?”
“Not a lot of men on the Justice League,” Dolphin observed wryly. “They’re gonna need us if they want to be allowed on Themyscira.”
Cassie took a deep breath. “Yeah, sure. We can do that.”
“What’s wrong?” Kiran asked.
“It’s hard to describe,” Cassie started to say, pushing her hair back behind her ear as she did so. “But it’s kind of scary to see somebody you care about so much stare down death so bravely.”
She balled her hands up into fists. “Guess that just means those of us who are left need to fight that much harder to get her out of the Well of Souls. I’ll go tell Watchtower that we want to help out with this. Sorry, Peony, but I think you’re going to have to stay home with this one.”
Peony nodded. “Yeah… I get it. Kick Urzkartaga’s butt for me, will you?”
“We will,” Dolphin chuckled. “Or, well, Wonder Woman will.”
“Good enough,” Peony replied with her own laugh.
WWWWW
Diana opened her eyes. She was in a place that was very difficult to describe. It was dark… or, that was how she would describe it at first glance. But despite there being no sources of light, she found that she understood the geography that surrounded her perfectly, as if she were walking around her house in the dark, despite never having seen any of it before.
She could hear sounds of battle. She put a hand on her Lasso, and rushed forwards towards the fighting.
She might not have been able to see them, but she knew that there were a group of Amazons ahead, fighting off an army. That army was harder to discern; it felt like Diana’s knowledge of this place was almost repelled by them, and yet the Amazons themselves shone bright. She could see one of them getting pushed back by some sort of plant creature, and she lashed out her lasso, restraining the creature long enough for the Amazon to slice her sword clean through it, killing it.
The Amazon smiled at Diana. It was a smile Diana recognized well.
It was Sable, Diana’s former lover, lost in combat in Diana’s first few days within Man’s World.
“Diana. Glad to see you finally made it!”
The two women flew into the fight together, ready to put an end to the threat of the Dark Gods, once and for all.
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2024.05.15 17:08 FixSouthern1066 Progestin Only Birth Control - Finally Giving Up
Sorry for the onslaught coming, I just want to get my story out there. Any advice is welcome. In college, I started taking a combination estrogen progestin birth control. It was perfect. No side effects, totally predictable short periods. However, after two years on the combo pill I found out I have a genetic blood clotting disorder (I was diagnosed after my mom had serious event with blood clots). As a result, I was no longer allowed to take estrogen. The decision was made to make the switch to Nexplanon. Two weeks after insertion I had my first 30 day long period. The pattern became two months of no period, followed by a month of bleeding. After about 6 months it got better, where it was only 2 weeks of bleeding every month and a half or so. Entirely unpredictable. During this time a previous partner made me feel terrible about my cycle. He would tell me I was lying about when I was bleeding to avoid being intimate. It introduced a lot of shame in myself and my body. After one year I left the relationship and had the Nexplanon removed a few months after. I then got to have a year of hormone free cycles. It was great! Entirely on schedule. 3-5 days of moderate/ light bleeding. I got in a relationship again and my overwhelming anxiety about an unplanned pregnancy led me to birth control again. Based on my not ideal results with Nexplanon, I opted for the mini pill. (Little did I know the Nexplanon ended up being the best progestin only option for me). The first two months of the mini pill I had no periods. It was very nice. I had no side effects. However when the periods came back, they were longer and sporadic. On the 6th month in I had another month-long period like I did from Nexplanon. My doctor recommend I gave Slynd a try, so I switched. I was desperately wanting Slynd to work. I had essentially ran out of progestin only options at that point, and the thought of an IUD terrified me. I started Slynd and tried everything to get it to work. The bleeding was the worst I’ve ever experienced. 15-25 days of bleeding followed by a week off, then right back into another 15-25 days. For a brief time it got better where I was bleeding for 5 days every 2 weeks, but it got continuously worse after. It also came with other side effects. Terrible acne, no libido, and an overall feeling of self loathing. My previous relationship created so much shame around my period, that even now that I have a wonderful partner, I couldn’t help feeling like a burden. Like it was justified to leave me because my of my cycle. I just desperately wanted a normal solution. I’ve tried taking the placebo pills, not taking them. I’ve never missed a pill. My window of taking is within 15 minutes every day. By month 8 of taking Slynd, my doctor had me try taking NSAIDS to reduce the bleeding. I was taking 2,400mg of ibuprofen a day. It didn’t do much help. Which leads me to today. I’ve been on my period for about 75% of the days this year. As much as I wanted pills to work, I think it’s just time to give up. I plan on going hormone free utilizing condoms until my cycle returns to normal. It’s a scary concept because in my mind I just still feel like that option is just not safe enough. I don’t know what I’ll do after that. My doctor recommends the copper IUD. I know statistically it’ll probably be fine, but I so very much don’t want to do that. I’ve even started to consider natural family planning. But I know that I’ll be even more anxious relying on that method. Overall I’m officially defeated. I’ve been angry that there doesn’t seem to be anything to work for me. I’ve been depressed at the complete desolation of my self image and any confidence I used to have. If anyone else has had similar experiences please weigh in. I’m still just hoping to find something that works.
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2024.05.15 15:48 karenvideoeditor The Zoo - [Part 2]
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So, if you’re just joining us, I work at a haunted zoo now. Since I’ve gotten some rest, it feels like I’ve got my head on straight, at least, so I’d like to continue where I left off.
I sat on the floor in the office after meeting the ghost until I’d settled my rattled mind (and realized I’d forgotten to ask her name, how rude is that?). I took a deep breath and got up off the floor. Walking over and falling into the rolling chair in front of the large screen of camera views, when I brought up the camera that covered the area in which I’d spotted her, she was still there, and it seemed she hadn’t moved an inch.
Sitting there, at a loss, I continued to watch her. The ghost hung around for another five minutes or so, appearing to look at a few things off-screen, though I’m not sure what. Then she walked off into the forest and left the view of the cameras. I wasn’t sure if she vanished into the ether or if she’d gone looking into the trees to look for something.
But that wasn’t the end of the job interview, so let me jump back there. It continued into what kind of animals the zoo had, with Andrew asking me how much experience I had with dangerous animals.
I took a moment to consider the question. “So, ah…I’ve been going hunting and fishing with a neighbor since I was sixteen,” I told him. “We always have to keep an eye out for gators, bears, and hogs. Then there’s snakes, of course…snapping turtles… Since I’ve lived here my whole life and been aiming for a job with wildlife for a long time, I know a lot about the animals in Arkansas in general. But good advice for all of the above is avoid them, so I’ve had encounters, but I don’t know if you’d say I have experience with them.”
“That’s fine,” Andrew said, nodding. “That’s an answer I’m satisfied with. Now, the ghost was the appetizer, Ripley; here’s the main course. To start with, the pay isn’t twenty-five an hour. It’s fifty.”
Staring in shock for a moment, I asked, “Are you serious?”
“Yeah. But that’d be weird to post online considering what applicants think we need, so I halved it.”
“That’s… Okay, why?”
“The animals are already here. You just can’t see them.”
I stared at him for a long moment, some disbelief worming its way into my expression, before saying, “Sorry, what?”
“There’s a chance you’d naturally never see them, or at least some of them,” he continued casually. “It depends on both your genetics and how long you stay on the job. I can naturally see six of them, but that’s it. Suzanne can see all of them, and more. Some are what people would label demons or ghosts. Or magic. Mostly you’d call them cryptids. The ghost was just a warm-up; I mentioned her first because it never takes more than a week to see her if you work the night shift. If you manage to handle her okay, soon you’ll be able to see the animals too. The more time you spend on the grounds, for weird reasons,” he said, wiggling his fingers in the direction of the back door, “the more you’ll be able to see.”
“So, this…this is a zoo for cryptids,” I echoed slowly. He nodded once, waiting to find out what kind of reaction I would have. I gestured vaguely around the room. “If this is a hidden camera show, will you cut me a check for showing up and participating?”
Andrew coughed out a chuckle and shook his head. “No joke. There are a ton of stories out there that have been written to death, pulverized until they’re not the Grimm stories of old and instead they’re Disney films. A lot of those stories come from what some humans have seen. There are dozens of other worlds pressed up against ours, and occasionally things come through by accident. If they’re smart, they’ll lay low and then make their way back when they can. If not, they become local folklore until someone helps them back. I’m just from London, but Suzanne is from somewhere else. She hires people like us for this zoo. Humans.”
Sighing, I shook my head. “That makes no sense. Why would she hire a muggle for a magic zoo?”
Andrew burst out laughing at that, and then waited to gather himself before he continued. “Fair point, but this is less about magic and more about animals, and you’re missing some information that will explain it. First of all, if I misjudge an employee, and they think they can make bank by outing the endangered and valuable animals we have, it’s easy to relocate the zoo.”
“Because magic?” I asked.
“Exactly,” he replied, ignoring the thread of skepticism in my tone. “That means it isn’t the end of the world if that happened, though it is a pain in the arse. But second…let me ask you a question. Speaking of reality shows, say the Discovery Channel put out a call to replace Steve Irwin when he passed. Imagine they had a line out the door,” he said with a gesture, “of people who thought they had the skill and natural talent to replace him, to take on everything he’d been doing his whole life. How many do you reckon would lose an arm, a leg, or their life, by the end of the day?”
My lips parted in surprise and I narrowed my eyes at him. “You’re saying people from…wherever…they’re just as dumb as humans, but they’re worse, because they actually think they can handle these things.”
Andrew pointed the pen at me. “Things. Exactly. You called them things. Suzanne and her friends grew up with them and would call them animals. These animals have dispositions and temperaments that we’ve studied for as long as there have been scientists. Where Suzanne’s from, they know the weaknesses of these animals, and also they’re in enclosures here, even if you and I can’t see the walls because they’re invisible things called ‘wards’. If I hire someone who’s got magic on top of all that, they’ll have almost no instinctive fear.
“Everything here is nocturnal, and every one of them is a hunter. Some of these things? Humans see them and they pass out. Not that I want you passing out, but I need someone who is scared of these things, who knows to stay out of the enclosures no matter what. Not someone who thinks they can train them to do tricks, who gets close enough for them to grab a mouthful of hair and drown them. Once, we had a night shift manager injured, and once killed, because they didn’t take these animals seriously enough.”
Thinking back to the Sea World orca incident I knew he’d been referencing, I remembered wondering how someone at that level of her profession could be so careless as I watched the video on YouTube. It made sense when he explained it like that. I hesitated before mentally throwing my hands up and going all in. “So, why put this place here, then? If they’re endangered and also dangerous, why have a zoo at all instead of just a small reserve?”
He pursed his lips, looking disappointed in me. “Ripley. You know that already. You already said as much.”
Thinking back through our conversation, I said, “The rich humans who pay top dollar to see supernatural animals.”
“Not humans,” he told me. “But people, yes, and they are rich, and they’re making donations and spending their money on a ticket here because everything we have is endangered.”
“So…”
I just let my voice trail off and my mind started to drift. Andrew remained silent, letting me do so. There’s that thing people say, ‘I believe that you believe it,’ which is just a kinder way of saying, ‘Bullshit.’ Parents say it about closet monsters. Psychologists say it to people who say they’ve been abducted and probed by aliens. I wanted to say it to Andrew.
But I also wanted a job. If it meant working overnight at an empty zoo, that was fine. When it came down to it, especially when I took the tone of our conversation into account, this was a zoo specifically focused on preserving endangered ‘animals’, and it was allegedly doing important work. Also, if this turned out to be the real deal and I started seeing the animals, I would deal with it, just like I would deal with an enclosure that had a lion or tiger or gorilla. If it came with a ghost and invisible creatures, I really didn’t see what the difference was, if I couldn’t go in the enclosures either way.
On that note, I’d like you to imagine a kid who looks at a roller coaster, watching everyone screaming and grinning as they go up and down and all around and they’re like, ‘Heck, I could do that! That looks like a blast!’
Then they get on, the first drop hits, and they realize they’ve made a terrible mistake.
“All right,” I sighed. “I can’t say I’m going to turn down a job just because it’s going to be scary. Especially not one with this paycheck.”
Andrew smiled. “Awesome. There’s an adjustment process for anyone working here, similar to a dog that gets adopted, actually. I know the general guidelines of, ‘three days, three weeks, three months’ in terms of milestones, until they finally feel they’re where they’re supposed to be,” he told me, “and you can think of your time here along those lines. I really think you’re a great fit, and once you reach the milestone of working here for three months, I’ll officially consider you our new night shift guard. And I hope you’ll stay with us for many years.”
I nodded and smiled at the flattery of an employer wanting me to work a great job for them for a long time. I’d never had a dog, but those milestones were well-known among anyone who knew animals, especially dogs. The first three days, the dog is getting to know its new digs, exploring, and decompressing. At three weeks, they’ve gotten used to their environment and are starting to get comfortable with their surroundings and the routines of the humans they live with. By three months, they know the rules and follow them, they trust you, and they feel they are where they’re meant to be. I could only hope to be so lucky.
I saw the ghost two days ago and she has yet to make another appearance (for those who are curious, I asked, and her name is Leila), and I still hadn’t seen any animals. I did hear one, though, I feel compelled to note. A growling roar sounded from the lake on occasion, echoing across the vast zoo, sending a shiver down my spine. Whatever that animal was, it sounded gigantic.
Andrew said there was apparently a group that wanted to visit for a birthday and they were offering a huge donation, so he let me know they were making an exception and that this group would be walking through the park that night. That meant I’d be watching people watching animals that, as far as I could tell, weren’t there.
It was anticlimactic. Even the three people who came for the tour just looked like people, not like aliens or something eldritch from another dimension, and I stayed in the security office the whole time. Andrew was the one giving the tour. I watched them spend about five minutes at each enclosure, the hour or so that they were there passing without incident. It was clear that they were able to see all the animals, though, since they motioned excitedly at each enclosure and spoke to Andrew, who presumably answered any questions they had.
If they could see the animals, that was that. There was still that niggle in the back of my head, from my twenty-three years of life never encountering anything like ghosts or cryptids, telling me that this was ridiculous. Waiting for someone to knock on the door, a camera mounted on their shoulder, to tell me that it was a big joke and they wanted to see how long I’d play along. But from all I saw, this was a real place with real, invisible animals.
I do carry a taser and pepper spray in my capacity as a security guard. Though it isn’t for the animals, since they’re in the enclosures; they’re actually for the rare instance of a break-in. Andrew mentioned that it had happened several times it the past, someone trying to steal an animal in the hopes of selling it on the black market. They’d been successful before, but apparently my predecessor Roger was good at his job, and mostly they left in handcuffs.
I’ll be honest, I’m not a huge fan of confrontation, but my job was to call Andrew and then confront the person, not kick their ass. That’s what the police were for, or rather, the people Andrew would call in lieu of police in certain situations.
Fifty bucks an hour. That’s the key here.
Andrew hadn’t set up direct deposit, since he was sticking with a strategy of waiting to see if I’d continue to work there once I found out myself dealing with the animals (I’ve decided I am going to just call them animals). Instead, I got an old-fashioned check after my shift every Friday. The number on the first check was delightful. I went out that evening and had a big dinner at the local diner, order my most expensive favorites on the menu and a big slice of pie for dessert.
When it came to the paychecks in general, though, I had this weird feeling of not wanting to tell my dad and brother about the fact that it was actually $50/hr. I previously mentioned that my dad, his name’s Nathan if you’re curious, works at a local grocery store. Our town has a couple food franchises, but I think its size is just short of whatever threshold Walmart uses to decide where to open. He earns $14/hr. and that’s after the tiny raises he’s gotten over the past thirteen years.
That’s not to say he’d feel bad about not making as much as me. On the contrary, he would be ecstatic for me and really proud. But, like me, he’d be suspicious. That hourly rate was the biggest hint that this was more than just a private zoo for cryptids. And as soon as that fat check cleared without problems, my dad wouldn’t be satisfied with reassurances; he’d want to come visit the zoo and look around.
I’d told him it’s a private preservation with scheduled (expensive) visits only and that it had only eleven animals, so he’d been appeased by me brushing off the idea of a visit. Also, I took a few photos of my workplace; one of the security room, one of me sitting in my chair, one photo of the many screens I watched, and a selfie where I was feigning sleep out of boredom, slouched in my chair with my mouth open in a faux snore. That let him feel like he knew where I was and what I was doing, and that I was safe.
But if I told him I was making double what he thought, my father would practically order me to quit. No job was worth my safety, he’d tell me. I was quite of the opposite opinion, however, considering how crucial any and all conservation efforts were these days. Especially with the steep extinction levels due to humans competing with other animals for space, not to mention climate change. Working in any job that helped preserve species and keep ecosystems in balance, or put them back in balance, was so important.
Then again, my father would also point out something I had realized right away: the fact was that I was working with endangered species that were not from Earth. I wasn’t helping my planet. To be honest, though…that didn’t matter to me. Especially after that talk with Andrew about why he hired a human for this job, I figured whichever dimension these animals came from had the equivalent of us, razing forests to the ground, clouding the planet with pollution, and leaving the animals with no avenue of recourse when yet more land was taken from them.
I really do hope to keep working here for a long time, though, and not just because of the money. I can’t help it; I want to know what these things were, and I want to work with them, to do the job of a zookeeper. The same way you go up to the chain-link fence to get close to a carnivore on the other side who thinks you’d make a nice afternoon snack. You just want to be closer to them, to experience that incredible, daunting feeling of being in their presence.
Unsurprisingly, it wasn’t long before I got what I wanted.
The day after we had the tour go through, I was doing my sweep when I saw the ghost again. She was sitting on a small boulder in the same area I’d seen her the first time, looking identical, blood covering the front of her slashed shirt, the wounds visible underneath. I stopped and stood there for a moment before I decided to raise my hand in a small wave.
The young woman cocked her head at me and raised a hand in the air in an imitation of my gesture, her expression showing a bit of curiosity.
She was low-key, seemingly not concerned with my presence, looking at me as a novel phenomenon in her world. I wondered what that world consisted of. Was she always here, sometimes visible and sometimes not? Or did she have another world next to ours, in the ether, where she left everything in this world behind and floated in her disembodied form? Did she still feel emotions? Was that really curiosity on her face, or was I projecting? Did she feel happiness? Fear? Did she have the option of moving on, or was she stuck here?
Many questions that I might never get the answers to. And that was assuming Andrew knew the answers, since I’d never met Suzanne Cooper and he hadn’t even mentioned that possibility. This place was clearly her baby, but I’m sure running it was a lot of work. Plus, if she was rich enough to own it, she was rich enough to have other businesses and charities to run.
When it comes to the enclosures, they’re all wrapped by a barrier of some kind, though never one that seems adequate. There was not a single place with the ugly metal weavings of a chain-link fence, and no stretches of circular razor wire. Instead, there are nice fences. Black iron, or wrought steel fencing in a similar style to the one circling the perimeter of the zoo, just shorter and with different patterns. Or a spaced picket fence, the wood stained in some tone of brown, or a split two-rail fence. As if to say, ‘This is the border of your enclosure, but we’re just letting you know out of courtesy.’
When I started to pass enclosure number seven last night, a young woman’s voice spoke, “Hello.”
I startled, unaware that I hadn’t been alone. “Oh. Hi,” I said, staring at her standing a few yards in.
She had been next to a large tree and I hadn’t seen her. This enclosure was behind a picket fence, and she walked through the large area of wild grasses and flowers that stretched across the other side of the fence. There were fewer tall grasses closer to the fence, which I guessed was because it had been tromped down by her regular pacing along it when there were visitors, or if she wanted to see the various enclosures of the zoo. Her sudden appearance was a bit weird, considering I had been expecting to see a cryptid and instead I was looking at, it seemed, an attractive Asian woman.
She wore a black kimono, the soft silk robe draped gently over her body, with beautiful patterns of cherry blossoms, more so over her left side, and red and blue birds with their wings spread. A sash wrapped around her abdomen, she wore socks and sandals on her feet, and her hair was up in those rolls that gave volume to the style.
I was no expert on any fashion, much less that of another country, so I just assumed it was all traditional Japanese clothing. Most likely, the visitors who came liked to see a certain time-honored style and that’s what she stuck with. Or maybe she played on stereotypes. That would be amusing.
“I’m Yui. It’s nice to meet you,” she spoke, arriving at the border of the fence and holding out a hand for me to shake.
I’d been standing about three yards away from her, and I’ll be honest, muscle memory tried to kick in. But I only made it two steps, my hand starting to rise, before I froze, the hand falling limply at my side. “Nice to meet you, too,” I answered, my voice quiet.
Damn. I wonder how many times that honey trap works back where she comes from.
The pleasant look on her face faded, and she lowered her hand. “You won’t shake hands with me? Isn’t that rude?”
“I mean, I kind of like my hand where it is. You know, attached to me.”
Her demure smile widened into something more amused. “I would never do something so revolting.”
Looking her up and down, as if more visual information would give me more knowledge of what she was, I asked her, “What would you do?”
“I would be less wasteful,” she said softly.
A finger of ice trailed down my spine, and I had the sudden image in my head of her grabbing my outstretched hand in an iron grip and yanking me over the fence, leaving me to sprawl on the ground. Then killing and consuming me efficiently, without a single careless step, the same way humans slaughtered pigs, using everything from the hog but the squeal. I was struck with a shiver at the idea of her consuming everything from me but my screams.
Slowly, I took one step further down the path, then another. Just as I got to a walking pace, though, I realized the woman had started walking too, in the same direction. I’d have eventually gotten to the end of her enclosure and keep going, leaving her behind, but she spoke up. “Are you leaving?”
I came to a stop, meeting her gaze again. “My job is to walk the zoo every hour. Then I’ll get back to the security room and stay there until my next walk.”
“Have you met the others yet?”
I hesitated before saying, “Just Leila.”
She blinked languidly. “That means nobody welcomed you here.”
“Andrew did.”
She didn’t reply to that. Instead, she slowly started to lean forward, and I flinched backward a few steps further as I saw insect legs start curling out from her back.
No. Not insect. Arachnid.
The eight legs ended in small ‘paws’ with tiny claws, a layer of hairs covering the leg from top to bottom, like any typical tarantula. I took two more slow steps back and my mouth went dry as the jointed legs just kept lengthening, until they were large enough to lever her off the ground.
My gaze had been on the spider legs, but my heart skipped a beat as I realized her human legs had melded together and turned into a bulging abdomen. Her skin was shifting to a carapace, eventually all the way up to her shoulders and down her arms, her fingers elongating and her nails stretching to claws. From there down, her body was that of a pale tarantula with pedipalps the size of my arms and piercing fangs in her jaws that looked like they could take my head off.
There was a moment, my vision blurring, where I was worried that I might piss myself. The part of my brain that still had its humor intact in that moment told me that I should keep an emergency set of clothes in my car, or at the very least, start wearing Depends to work.
“I show you my true form,” she said softly, her voice now raspy like an eighty-year-old after a lifelong smoking habit. “Welcome to Suzanne Cooper’s zoo. The night shift guard for many years was Roger, before he retired and the zoo moved, and I miss him dearly. What should I call you?”
I choked on my words. There was no way my throat was going to cooperate enough for me to clearly get a sentence out. Instead, I realized my legs had taken control of the situation themselves, unsatisfied with my conscious brain’s decision to stand and stare, taking steps backward. I backed up a yard, then five yards, then ten.
My mind focused on the fact that spiders don’t waste anything, and pictured my demise. I’d be wrapped in a cocoon, killed, and made nice and mushy before she had me for dinner.
The whole time, my brain was a frenzied mess, my pupils were probably the size of dimes, and I was staring at that tiny, pathetic fence between her and me. There was so much adrenaline pumping through my body that I felt like my bones were vibrating. The fence was, to my eyes, the only thing between us. The only thing keeping her from tackling and killing me. My only hope was that she’d do it quickly.
But she didn’t move. As I absorbed her innocent, polite words, the look on her face was calm, and I wondered if this was typically the way a conversation went before she devoured her prey. I wondered how many people she’d eaten. Not humans, not people from Earth, but the ones from where she came from. The fact that she doesn’t scare the shit out of those people means they’re staggeringly dumber than humans.
Finally, I rounded a corner, both relieved at having her out of my sight and worried that she would take that moment to come find me. When she’d been within eyeshot, I had at least known where she was and could run in the other direction. But I didn’t hear the sound of faint footsteps moving rapidly toward me. All was quiet, in that deep, smothering way that only an empty business in the middle of the night in small town America could be.
My hands trembling, I barely paid attention to anything but the confirmation that my surroundings were free of the colossal spider as I finally got back to the door. Grabbing the handle and letting my eyes dart around for about ten seconds and my ears prick for the slightest sound, I finally swiped my key card across the pad and went inside, shutting the door behind me and engaging the backup deadbolt.
Maybe that was why they had decided on keycards. If I was running from something and panicking, using an actual key or inserting the card like at a hotel would keep me from getting to safety considering my hands were shaking enough to mix a margarita.
Walking over to my chair, I fell into it, letting my body flush itself of terror as I looked up at the cameras. There she was, still in arachnid form, exactly where I’d left her behind that rinky-dink fence, casually looking around and slowly pacing back and forth. I stared at her as my racing heart gradually slowed, and a minute or so later she turned on her eight legs and walked back into the trees.
Whatever invisible fences the enclosures have apparently work, which is nice, because I wasn’t keen on getting killed by one of the creatures here. And that’s what brings me here, spilling out everything that’s happened so far. Because nearly passing out from terror isn’t something I wanted to deal with at work, obviously, but I keep going over what she did in my head again and again, and I feel like I reacted like a child who spotted a wolf spider on their bed. I started to worry for my overactive sense of self-preservation, at least in my capacity as an employee here.
The spider didn’t even try to hurt me, and so I was feeling a bit foolish. Even annoyed, actually, at the fact that I’d freaked out so hard and took off instead of trying to engage in at least basic conversation. I got the sense that she wasn’t at human-level intelligence, but I was never going to be able to hold any level of conversation with an alligator.
Sure, she did mention that she wouldn’t be so crass as to yank off my hand because she’d rather just have my entire corpse, but wouldn’t a wolf do the same if it was hungry? Wouldn’t any carnivore? Actually, they probably would’ve been satisfied with one of my hands. The fear here was from the fact that she turned into a giant spider. If she’d turned into Clifford, I would’ve reacted the same way, if not better than, meeting Leila.
With that, I decided I’m staying on the job. Considering how frustrated I can get with foolish people, it’s a bit hypocritical, and I’m being a bit of an idiot. But…there are definitely wards keeping them in their enclosures. Also, I signed up for creatures for another dimension, whether or not I believed in them at the time, and I will not let encountering my first one in an objectively boring way be the reason I quit.
The money is a factor, I’ll grant you. Of course it is. And I can’t spend it if I’m dead, but all signs point to surviving as long as I don’t do anything dumb. Also, yes, I’ll admit there’s a not-so-little voice in the back of my head that’s desperate to know what else is here. I never thought I’d do something like this, but finding out these things are real, I honestly do want to learn more about them.
Still, though, I decided to call Andrew at the end of my shift to ask if the pepper spray and taser I carried worked on a certain spider, as well as the other animals I’d yet to meet.
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So, if you’re just joining us, I work at a haunted zoo now. Since I’ve gotten some rest, it feels like I’ve got my head on straight, at least, so I’d like to continue where I left off.
I sat on the floor in the office after meeting the ghost until I’d settled my rattled mind (and realized I’d forgotten to ask her name, how rude is that?). I took a deep breath and got up off the floor. Walking over and falling into the rolling chair in front of the large screen of camera views, when I brought up the camera that covered the area in which I’d spotted her, she was still there, and it seemed she hadn’t moved an inch.
Sitting there, at a loss, I continued to watch her. The ghost hung around for another five minutes or so, appearing to look at a few things off-screen, though I’m not sure what. Then she walked off into the forest and left the view of the cameras. I wasn’t sure if she vanished into the ether or if she’d gone looking into the trees to look for something.
But that wasn’t the end of the job interview, so let me jump back there. It continued into what kind of animals the zoo had, with Andrew asking me how much experience I had with dangerous animals.
I took a moment to consider the question. “So, ah…I’ve been going hunting and fishing with a neighbor since I was sixteen,” I told him. “We always have to keep an eye out for gators, bears, and hogs. Then there’s snakes, of course…snapping turtles… Since I’ve lived here my whole life and been aiming for a job with wildlife for a long time, I know a lot about the animals in Arkansas in general. But good advice for all of the above is avoid them, so I’ve had encounters, but I don’t know if you’d say I have experience with them.”
“That’s fine,” Andrew said, nodding. “That’s an answer I’m satisfied with. Now, the ghost was the appetizer, Ripley; here’s the main course. To start with, the pay isn’t twenty-five an hour. It’s fifty.”
Staring in shock for a moment, I asked, “Are you serious?”
“Yeah. But that’d be weird to post online considering what applicants think we need, so I halved it.”
“That’s… Okay, why?”
“The animals are already here. You just can’t see them.”
I stared at him for a long moment, some disbelief worming its way into my expression, before saying, “Sorry, what?”
“There’s a chance you’d naturally never see them, or at least some of them,” he continued casually. “It depends on both your genetics and how long you stay on the job. I can naturally see six of them, but that’s it. Suzanne can see all of them, and more. Some are what people would label demons or ghosts. Or magic. Mostly you’d call them cryptids. The ghost was just a warm-up; I mentioned her first because it never takes more than a week to see her if you work the night shift. If you manage to handle her okay, soon you’ll be able to see the animals too. The more time you spend on the grounds, for weird reasons,” he said, wiggling his fingers in the direction of the back door, “the more you’ll be able to see.”
“So, this…this is a zoo for cryptids,” I echoed slowly. He nodded once, waiting to find out what kind of reaction I would have. I gestured vaguely around the room. “If this is a hidden camera show, will you cut me a check for showing up and participating?”
Andrew coughed out a chuckle and shook his head. “No joke. There are a ton of stories out there that have been written to death, pulverized until they’re not the Grimm stories of old and instead they’re Disney films. A lot of those stories come from what some humans have seen. There are dozens of other worlds pressed up against ours, and occasionally things come through by accident. If they’re smart, they’ll lay low and then make their way back when they can. If not, they become local folklore until someone helps them back. I’m just from London, but Suzanne is from somewhere else. She hires people like us for this zoo. Humans.”
Sighing, I shook my head. “That makes no sense. Why would she hire a muggle for a magic zoo?”
Andrew burst out laughing at that, and then waited to gather himself before he continued. “Fair point, but this is less about magic and more about animals, and you’re missing some information that will explain it. First of all, if I misjudge an employee, and they think they can make bank by outing the endangered and valuable animals we have, it’s easy to relocate the zoo.”
“Because magic?” I asked.
“Exactly,” he replied, ignoring the thread of skepticism in my tone. “That means it isn’t the end of the world if that happened, though it is a pain in the arse. But second…let me ask you a question. Speaking of reality shows, say the Discovery Channel put out a call to replace Steve Irwin when he passed. Imagine they had a line out the door,” he said with a gesture, “of people who thought they had the skill and natural talent to replace him, to take on everything he’d been doing his whole life. How many do you reckon would lose an arm, a leg, or their life, by the end of the day?”
My lips parted in surprise and I narrowed my eyes at him. “You’re saying people from…wherever…they’re just as dumb as humans, but they’re worse, because they actually think they can handle these things.”
Andrew pointed the pen at me. “Things. Exactly. You called them things. Suzanne and her friends grew up with them and would call them animals. These animals have dispositions and temperaments that we’ve studied for as long as there have been scientists. Where Suzanne’s from, they know the weaknesses of these animals, and also they’re in enclosures here, even if you and I can’t see the walls because they’re invisible things called ‘wards’. If I hire someone who’s got magic on top of all that, they’ll have almost no instinctive fear.
“Everything here is nocturnal, and every one of them is a hunter. Some of these things? Humans see them and they pass out. Not that I want you passing out, but I need someone who is scared of these things, who knows to stay out of the enclosures no matter what. Not someone who thinks they can train them to do tricks, who gets close enough for them to grab a mouthful of hair and drown them. Once, we had a night shift manager injured, and once killed, because they didn’t take these animals seriously enough.”
Thinking back to the Sea World orca incident I knew he’d been referencing, I remembered wondering how someone at that level of her profession could be so careless as I watched the video on YouTube. It made sense when he explained it like that. I hesitated before mentally throwing my hands up and going all in. “So, why put this place here, then? If they’re endangered and also dangerous, why have a zoo at all instead of just a small reserve?”
He pursed his lips, looking disappointed in me. “Ripley. You know that already. You already said as much.”
Thinking back through our conversation, I said, “The rich humans who pay top dollar to see supernatural animals.”
“Not humans,” he told me. “But people, yes, and they are rich, and they’re making donations and spending their money on a ticket here because everything we have is endangered.”
“So…”
I just let my voice trail off and my mind started to drift. Andrew remained silent, letting me do so. There’s that thing people say, ‘I believe that you believe it,’ which is just a kinder way of saying, ‘Bullshit.’ Parents say it about closet monsters. Psychologists say it to people who say they’ve been abducted and probed by aliens. I wanted to say it to Andrew.
But I also wanted a job. If it meant working overnight at an empty zoo, that was fine. When it came down to it, especially when I took the tone of our conversation into account, this was a zoo specifically focused on preserving endangered ‘animals’, and it was allegedly doing important work. Also, if this turned out to be the real deal and I started seeing the animals, I would deal with it, just like I would deal with an enclosure that had a lion or tiger or gorilla. If it came with a ghost and invisible creatures, I really didn’t see what the difference was, if I couldn’t go in the enclosures either way.
On that note, I’d like you to imagine a kid who looks at a roller coaster, watching everyone screaming and grinning as they go up and down and all around and they’re like, ‘Heck, I could do that! That looks like a blast!’
Then they get on, the first drop hits, and they realize they’ve made a terrible mistake.
“All right,” I sighed. “I can’t say I’m going to turn down a job just because it’s going to be scary. Especially not one with this paycheck.”
Andrew smiled. “Awesome. There’s an adjustment process for anyone working here, similar to a dog that gets adopted, actually. I know the general guidelines of, ‘three days, three weeks, three months’ in terms of milestones, until they finally feel they’re where they’re supposed to be,” he told me, “and you can think of your time here along those lines. I really think you’re a great fit, and once you reach the milestone of working here for three months, I’ll officially consider you our new night shift guard. And I hope you’ll stay with us for many years.”
I nodded and smiled at the flattery of an employer wanting me to work a great job for them for a long time. I’d never had a dog, but those milestones were well-known among anyone who knew animals, especially dogs. The first three days, the dog is getting to know its new digs, exploring, and decompressing. At three weeks, they’ve gotten used to their environment and are starting to get comfortable with their surroundings and the routines of the humans they live with. By three months, they know the rules and follow them, they trust you, and they feel they are where they’re meant to be. I could only hope to be so lucky.
I saw the ghost two days ago and she has yet to make another appearance (for those who are curious, I asked, and her name is Leila), and I still hadn’t seen any animals. I did hear one, though, I feel compelled to note. A growling roar sounded from the lake on occasion, echoing across the vast zoo, sending a shiver down my spine. Whatever that animal was, it sounded gigantic.
Andrew said there was apparently a group that wanted to visit for a birthday and they were offering a huge donation, so he let me know they were making an exception and that this group would be walking through the park that night. That meant I’d be watching people watching animals that, as far as I could tell, weren’t there.
It was anticlimactic. Even the three people who came for the tour just looked like people, not like aliens or something eldritch from another dimension, and I stayed in the security office the whole time. Andrew was the one giving the tour. I watched them spend about five minutes at each enclosure, the hour or so that they were there passing without incident. It was clear that they were able to see all the animals, though, since they motioned excitedly at each enclosure and spoke to Andrew, who presumably answered any questions they had.
If they could see the animals, that was that. There was still that niggle in the back of my head, from my twenty-three years of life never encountering anything like ghosts or cryptids, telling me that this was ridiculous. Waiting for someone to knock on the door, a camera mounted on their shoulder, to tell me that it was a big joke and they wanted to see how long I’d play along. But from all I saw, this was a real place with real, invisible animals.
I do carry a taser and pepper spray in my capacity as a security guard. Though it isn’t for the animals, since they’re in the enclosures; they’re actually for the rare instance of a break-in. Andrew mentioned that it had happened several times it the past, someone trying to steal an animal in the hopes of selling it on the black market. They’d been successful before, but apparently my predecessor Roger was good at his job, and mostly they left in handcuffs.
I’ll be honest, I’m not a huge fan of confrontation, but my job was to call Andrew and then confront the person, not kick their ass. That’s what the police were for, or rather, the people Andrew would call in lieu of police in certain situations.
Fifty bucks an hour. That’s the key here.
Andrew hadn’t set up direct deposit, since he was sticking with a strategy of waiting to see if I’d continue to work there once I found out myself dealing with the animals (I’ve decided I am going to just call them animals). Instead, I got an old-fashioned check after my shift every Friday. The number on the first check was delightful. I went out that evening and had a big dinner at the local diner, order my most expensive favorites on the menu and a big slice of pie for dessert.
When it came to the paychecks in general, though, I had this weird feeling of not wanting to tell my dad and brother about the fact that it was actually $50/hr. I previously mentioned that my dad, his name’s Nathan if you’re curious, works at a local grocery store. Our town has a couple food franchises, but I think its size is just short of whatever threshold Walmart uses to decide where to open. He earns $14/hr. and that’s after the tiny raises he’s gotten over the past thirteen years.
That’s not to say he’d feel bad about not making as much as me. On the contrary, he would be ecstatic for me and really proud. But, like me, he’d be suspicious. That hourly rate was the biggest hint that this was more than just a private zoo for cryptids. And as soon as that fat check cleared without problems, my dad wouldn’t be satisfied with reassurances; he’d want to come visit the zoo and look around.
I’d told him it’s a private preservation with scheduled (expensive) visits only and that it had only eleven animals, so he’d been appeased by me brushing off the idea of a visit. Also, I took a few photos of my workplace; one of the security room, one of me sitting in my chair, one photo of the many screens I watched, and a selfie where I was feigning sleep out of boredom, slouched in my chair with my mouth open in a faux snore. That let him feel like he knew where I was and what I was doing, and that I was safe.
But if I told him I was making double what he thought, my father would practically order me to quit. No job was worth my safety, he’d tell me. I was quite of the opposite opinion, however, considering how crucial any and all conservation efforts were these days. Especially with the steep extinction levels due to humans competing with other animals for space, not to mention climate change. Working in any job that helped preserve species and keep ecosystems in balance, or put them back in balance, was so important.
Then again, my father would also point out something I had realized right away: the fact was that I was working with endangered species that were not from Earth. I wasn’t helping my planet. To be honest, though…that didn’t matter to me. Especially after that talk with Andrew about why he hired a human for this job, I figured whichever dimension these animals came from had the equivalent of us, razing forests to the ground, clouding the planet with pollution, and leaving the animals with no avenue of recourse when yet more land was taken from them.
I really do hope to keep working here for a long time, though, and not just because of the money. I can’t help it; I want to know what these things were, and I want to work with them, to do the job of a zookeeper. The same way you go up to the chain-link fence to get close to a carnivore on the other side who thinks you’d make a nice afternoon snack. You just want to be closer to them, to experience that incredible, daunting feeling of being in their presence.
Unsurprisingly, it wasn’t long before I got what I wanted.
The day after we had the tour go through, I was doing my sweep when I saw the ghost again. She was sitting on a small boulder in the same area I’d seen her the first time, looking identical, blood covering the front of her slashed shirt, the wounds visible underneath. I stopped and stood there for a moment before I decided to raise my hand in a small wave.
The young woman cocked her head at me and raised a hand in the air in an imitation of my gesture, her expression showing a bit of curiosity.
She was low-key, seemingly not concerned with my presence, looking at me as a novel phenomenon in her world. I wondered what that world consisted of. Was she always here, sometimes visible and sometimes not? Or did she have another world next to ours, in the ether, where she left everything in this world behind and floated in her disembodied form? Did she still feel emotions? Was that really curiosity on her face, or was I projecting? Did she feel happiness? Fear? Did she have the option of moving on, or was she stuck here?
Many questions that I might never get the answers to. And that was assuming Andrew knew the answers, since I’d never met Suzanne Cooper and he hadn’t even mentioned that possibility. This place was clearly her baby, but I’m sure running it was a lot of work. Plus, if she was rich enough to own it, she was rich enough to have other businesses and charities to run.
When it comes to the enclosures, they’re all wrapped by a barrier of some kind, though never one that seems adequate. There was not a single place with the ugly metal weavings of a chain-link fence, and no stretches of circular razor wire. Instead, there are nice fences. Black iron, or wrought steel fencing in a similar style to the one circling the perimeter of the zoo, just shorter and with different patterns. Or a spaced picket fence, the wood stained in some tone of brown, or a split two-rail fence. As if to say, ‘This is the border of your enclosure, but we’re just letting you know out of courtesy.’
When I started to pass enclosure number seven last night, a young woman’s voice spoke, “Hello.”
I startled, unaware that I hadn’t been alone. “Oh. Hi,” I said, staring at her standing a few yards in.
She had been next to a large tree and I hadn’t seen her. This enclosure was behind a picket fence, and she walked through the large area of wild grasses and flowers that stretched across the other side of the fence. There were fewer tall grasses closer to the fence, which I guessed was because it had been tromped down by her regular pacing along it when there were visitors, or if she wanted to see the various enclosures of the zoo. Her sudden appearance was a bit weird, considering I had been expecting to see a cryptid and instead I was looking at, it seemed, an attractive Asian woman.
She wore a black kimono, the soft silk robe draped gently over her body, with beautiful patterns of cherry blossoms, more so over her left side, and red and blue birds with their wings spread. A sash wrapped around her abdomen, she wore socks and sandals on her feet, and her hair was up in those rolls that gave volume to the style.
I was no expert on any fashion, much less that of another country, so I just assumed it was all traditional Japanese clothing. Most likely, the visitors who came liked to see a certain time-honored style and that’s what she stuck with. Or maybe she played on stereotypes. That would be amusing.
“I’m Yui. It’s nice to meet you,” she spoke, arriving at the border of the fence and holding out a hand for me to shake.
I’d been standing about three yards away from her, and I’ll be honest, muscle memory tried to kick in. But I only made it two steps, my hand starting to rise, before I froze, the hand falling limply at my side. “Nice to meet you, too,” I answered, my voice quiet.
Damn. I wonder how many times that honey trap works back where she comes from.
The pleasant look on her face faded, and she lowered her hand. “You won’t shake hands with me? Isn’t that rude?”
“I mean, I kind of like my hand where it is. You know, attached to me.”
Her demure smile widened into something more amused. “I would never do something so revolting.”
Looking her up and down, as if more visual information would give me more knowledge of what she was, I asked her, “What would you do?”
“I would be less wasteful,” she said softly.
A finger of ice trailed down my spine, and I had the sudden image in my head of her grabbing my outstretched hand in an iron grip and yanking me over the fence, leaving me to sprawl on the ground. Then killing and consuming me efficiently, without a single careless step, the same way humans slaughtered pigs, using everything from the hog but the squeal. I was struck with a shiver at the idea of her consuming everything from me but my screams.
Slowly, I took one step further down the path, then another. Just as I got to a walking pace, though, I realized the woman had started walking too, in the same direction. I’d have eventually gotten to the end of her enclosure and keep going, leaving her behind, but she spoke up. “Are you leaving?”
I came to a stop, meeting her gaze again. “My job is to walk the zoo every hour. Then I’ll get back to the security room and stay there until my next walk.”
“Have you met the others yet?”
I hesitated before saying, “Just Leila.”
She blinked languidly. “That means nobody welcomed you here.”
“Andrew did.”
She didn’t reply to that. Instead, she slowly started to lean forward, and I flinched backward a few steps further as I saw insect legs start curling out from her back.
No. Not insect. Arachnid.
The eight legs ended in small ‘paws’ with tiny claws, a layer of hairs covering the leg from top to bottom, like any typical tarantula. I took two more slow steps back and my mouth went dry as the jointed legs just kept lengthening, until they were large enough to lever her off the ground.
My gaze had been on the spider legs, but my heart skipped a beat as I realized her human legs had melded together and turned into a bulging abdomen. Her skin was shifting to a carapace, eventually all the way up to her shoulders and down her arms, her fingers elongating and her nails stretching to claws. From there down, her body was that of a pale tarantula with pedipalps the size of my arms and piercing fangs in her jaws that looked like they could take my head off.
There was a moment, my vision blurring, where I was worried that I might piss myself. The part of my brain that still had its humor intact in that moment told me that I should keep an emergency set of clothes in my car, or at the very least, start wearing Depends to work.
“I show you my true form,” she said softly, her voice now raspy like an eighty-year-old after a lifelong smoking habit. “Welcome to Suzanne Cooper’s zoo. The night shift guard for many years was Roger, before he retired and the zoo moved, and I miss him dearly. What should I call you?”
I choked on my words. There was no way my throat was going to cooperate enough for me to clearly get a sentence out. Instead, I realized my legs had taken control of the situation themselves, unsatisfied with my conscious brain’s decision to stand and stare, taking steps backward. I backed up a yard, then five yards, then ten.
My mind focused on the fact that spiders don’t waste anything, and pictured my demise. I’d be wrapped in a cocoon, killed, and made nice and mushy before she had me for dinner.
The whole time, my brain was a frenzied mess, my pupils were probably the size of dimes, and I was staring at that tiny, pathetic fence between her and me. There was so much adrenaline pumping through my body that I felt like my bones were vibrating. The fence was, to my eyes, the only thing between us. The only thing keeping her from tackling and killing me. My only hope was that she’d do it quickly.
But she didn’t move. As I absorbed her innocent, polite words, the look on her face was calm, and I wondered if this was typically the way a conversation went before she devoured her prey. I wondered how many people she’d eaten. Not humans, not people from Earth, but the ones from where she came from. The fact that she doesn’t scare the shit out of those people means they’re staggeringly dumber than humans.
Finally, I rounded a corner, both relieved at having her out of my sight and worried that she would take that moment to come find me. When she’d been within eyeshot, I had at least known where she was and could run in the other direction. But I didn’t hear the sound of faint footsteps moving rapidly toward me. All was quiet, in that deep, smothering way that only an empty business in the middle of the night in small town America could be.
My hands trembling, I barely paid attention to anything but the confirmation that my surroundings were free of the colossal spider as I finally got back to the door. Grabbing the handle and letting my eyes dart around for about ten seconds and my ears prick for the slightest sound, I finally swiped my key card across the pad and went inside, shutting the door behind me and engaging the backup deadbolt.
Maybe that was why they had decided on keycards. If I was running from something and panicking, using an actual key or inserting the card like at a hotel would keep me from getting to safety considering my hands were shaking enough to mix a margarita.
Walking over to my chair, I fell into it, letting my body flush itself of terror as I looked up at the cameras. There she was, still in arachnid form, exactly where I’d left her behind that rinky-dink fence, casually looking around and slowly pacing back and forth. I stared at her as my racing heart gradually slowed, and a minute or so later she turned on her eight legs and walked back into the trees.
Whatever invisible fences the enclosures have apparently work, which is nice, because I wasn’t keen on getting killed by one of the creatures here. And that’s what brings me here, spilling out everything that’s happened so far. Because nearly passing out from terror isn’t something I wanted to deal with at work, obviously, but I keep going over what she did in my head again and again, and I feel like I reacted like a child who spotted a wolf spider on their bed. I started to worry for my overactive sense of self-preservation, at least in my capacity as an employee here.
The spider didn’t even try to hurt me, and so I was feeling a bit foolish. Even annoyed, actually, at the fact that I’d freaked out so hard and took off instead of trying to engage in at least basic conversation. I got the sense that she wasn’t at human-level intelligence, but I was never going to be able to hold any level of conversation with an alligator.
Sure, she did mention that she wouldn’t be so crass as to yank off my hand because she’d rather just have my entire corpse, but wouldn’t a wolf do the same if it was hungry? Wouldn’t any carnivore? Actually, they probably would’ve been satisfied with one of my hands. The fear here was from the fact that she turned into a giant spider. If she’d turned into Clifford, I would’ve reacted the same way, if not better than, meeting Leila.
With that, I decided I’m staying on the job. Considering how frustrated I can get with foolish people, it’s a bit hypocritical, and I’m being a bit of an idiot. But…there are definitely wards keeping them in their enclosures. Also, I signed up for creatures for another dimension, whether or not I believed in them at the time, and I will not let encountering my first one in an objectively boring way be the reason I quit.
The money is a factor, I’ll grant you. Of course it is. And I can’t spend it if I’m dead, but all signs point to surviving as long as I don’t do anything dumb. Also, yes, I’ll admit there’s a not-so-little voice in the back of my head that’s desperate to know what else is here. I never thought I’d do something like this, but finding out these things are real, I honestly do want to learn more about them.
Still, though, I decided to call Andrew at the end of my shift to ask if the pepper spray and taser I carried worked on a certain spider, as well as the other animals I’d yet to meet.
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2024.05.15 15:18 Brodator Solace UHC Statistics (S1-S33)
Solace Statistics
Winners
S1: CahnnerS2: Permm, iWrekt, Krbreb
S3: DumbThiccNick, risn, Sigtash, soakle
S4: adrmf
S5: FLOWTIVES, marceloifhy
S6: mxrwzndood
S7: FLOWTIVES, Gleoss, Zopho_
S8: FLOWTIVES
S9: Gleoss, Zoroh, ANJELLOH, downkey
S10: Zoroh
S11: Raying, 5ize, lapppp
S12: Zoroh
S13: Gleoss, Zoroh
S14: cnner
S15: adrmf, Bobbytheturtle, brocktober, checog, Lynxo, PotatoPlayer_, zewgle, _carn, 5idekick, downkey, MarcoThePh0enix
S16: PizzqWithAQ, adrmf, spellygod
S17: PupperKun
S18: checog, Crayonix, spellygod, rodfather
S19: Cirex, FLOWTIVES
S20: LLEANN, LUCRODIUM, _pbo, spellygod, Dcrpy, LZNAR, PotatoPlayer_, Scyles, Zoroh
S21: spellygod
S22: adrmf, retrys, spellygod, jubatyson, KennyTee
S23: lapppp
S24: adrmf, Gleoss
S25: Captureee, Ginzburg, colbay, naseemXBT
S26: xtiger34
S27: kendawg_g, StrengthDMN, FLOWTIVES
S28: PizzqWithAQ, Scyles
S29: PizzqWithAQ, skyzfy, Gleoss, lapppp, MisaSama
S30: brinkwhy, GrassPiece, skyzfy
S31: mxrwzndood
S32: lapppp, LUCRODIUM
S33: BruceTheNinja10, LUCRODIUM, SAYNAR, Dargxn, Dreamfall, Erdql, TheShippFloats, hypcr, lapppp
Runner(s) Up
S1: FLOWTIVESS2: FLOWTIVES, Gleeming, Scyles
S3: LUCRODIUM, PolarTaco, Raying, ZachConnor
S4: maccwyatt
S5: AiroKun, Cahnner
S6: AvyleZ
S7: benidk, samdave, ZachConnor
S8: lapppp
S9: Dcrpy, IdkKiller, PingBomb, xtiger34
S10: Greninja
S11: AiroKun, FishManIsPotato, hypcr
S12: samdave
S13: brinkwhy, downkey
S14: Bulbexe
S15: IdkKiller, Kartracer, Kelldeo, MisaSama, notrhain, PizzqWithAQ, 5HARPGOD, spellygod, TheSlimeBrother, QuacksL, ToeKun
S16: LZNAR, lapppp, samdave
S17: lapppp
S18: DripGodDavid, hypcr, samdave, tonylmao
S19: Gleoss, Zoroh
S20: _1mmortal_, 4runnermaster, ArcticSeagull, Aybel, bayweafs, carterwarterbear, DeadpoolUHC, Demomaker, Hrray, Lynxo, Gleoss, GodlySteal, Gott_aka_Leonard, Kaismartypants, ilylazaro, Luca_Kgaming, nug17, onstep, RollRealQuick, Colozi, Slooshyy, St0rmplayz, Stravilight, TitaniumDino25, UbiquityHD, WoodFired, ShmeckleBoy, Zebobo10, Zopho_, jubatyson
S21: FLOWTIVES
S22: BENJADDD, FroztiSnowman, IZUR, lapppp, Xifto
S23: soakle
S24: onstep, skyzfy
S25: AiroKun, Greninja, Luca_Kgaming, theTrapDoor
S26: FishManIsPotato
S27: checog, PupperKun, xtiger34
S28: Captureee, dahii
S29: adrmf, Captureee, Ginzburg, GrassPiece, Luca_Kgaming, maccwyatt, derekast, PupperKun, Shm3e, zCent
S30: CipherKai, lamzyk, xtiger34
S31: lamzyk
S32: colbay, tonylmao
S33: _1mmortal_, benidk, carterwarterbear, CHAINGE, flameh, ranmari, ScaryPumpkinFace, Spongey, Supersun_
Most Kills
S1: FLOWTIVES (6)S2: PizzqWithAQ (9)
S3: LUCRODIUM (6)
S4: adrmf (7)
S5: FLOWTIVES (12)
S6: mxrwzndood (9)
S7: FLOWTIVES (11)
S8: FLOWTIVES (15)
S9: FLOWTIVES, Gleoss (8)
S10: Zoroh (13)
S11: hypcr (11)
S12: willif (8)
S13: Zoroh (15)
S14: FLOWTIVES, cnner (9)
S15: skyzfy (7)
S16: adrmf, spellygod (9)
S17: Strikeroonie, checog (9)
S18: Dargxn (7)
S19: Cirex (11)
S20: Dizzying (9)
S21: lapppp (13)
S22: adrmf (14)
S23: lapppp (10)
S24: Gleoss (8)
S25: Captureee (6)
S26: FishManIsPotato (8)
S27: swishduck, adrmf, PupperKun, kendawg_g, StrengthDMN (5)
S28: adrmf (9)
S29: skyzfy (8)
S30: skyzfy (7)
S31: mxrwzndood (12)
S32: lapppp (7)
S33: lapppp (5)
Most Kills (Team)
S1: FLOWTIVES (6)S2: iWrekt (3), Krbreb (6), Permm (6)
S3: brinkwhy (4), colbay (3), hypcr (0), StrengthDMN (0)
S4: adrmf (7)
S5: FLOWTIVES (12), marceloifhy (2)
S6: mxrwzndood (9)
S7: FLOWTIVES (11), Gleoss (5), Zopho_ (1)
S8: FLOWTIVES (15)
S9: ANJELLOH (0), downkey (0), Gleoss (8), Zoroh (6)
S10: Zoroh (13)
S11: 5ize (3), lapppp (7), Raying (6)
S12: willif (8)
S13: Gleoss (5), Zoroh (15)
S14: FLOWTIVES (9)
S15: _carn (1), adrmf (6), 5idekick (0), Bobbytheturtle (2), brocktober (0), checog (5), downkey (2), Lynxo (1), MarcoThePh0enix (0), PotatoPlayer_ (1), zewgle (4)
S16: PizzqWithAQ (5), adrmf (9), spellygod (9)
S17: Strikeroonie (9)
S18: checog (5), Crayonix (4), rodfather (2), spellygod (3)
S19: Cirex (11), FLOWTIVES (8)
S20: Senkhi (2), colbay (2), Crayonix (0), Dizzying (9), ethodog (0), FLOWTIVES (4), HUQTER (1), JayNonsense (0), marceloifhy (2), hashtagmat (0), skyzfy (2), theTrapDoor (2), winterf (1)
S21: lapppp (13)
S22: adrmf (14), KennyTee (2), retrys (7), spellygod (3), jubatyson (4)
S23: lapppp (10)
S24: adrmf (7), Gleoss (8)
S25: Captureee (6), Ginzburg (2), colbay (3), naseemXBT (1)
S26: FishManIsPotato (8)
S27: FLOWTIVES (0), kendawg_g (5), StrengthDMN (5)
S28: adrmf (9), upraise (5)
S29: Gleoss (1), lapppp (7), MisaSama (0), PizzqWithAQ (6), skyzfy (8)
S30: brinkwhy (2), GrassPiece (5), skyzfy (7)
S31: mxrwzndood (12)
S32: lapppp (7), LUCRODIUM (3)
S33: BruceTheNinja10 (2), Dargxn (2), Dreamfall (0), Erdql (1), TheShippFloats (1), hypcr (1), lapppp (5), LUCRODIUM (3), SAYNAR (4)
First Blood
S1: ShqksterS2: downkey
S3: FLOWTIVES
S4: Senkhi
S5: loyaltea
S6: PizzqWithAQ
S7: ERHDude
S8: Emplacement
S9: ArcticSeagull
S10: Lynxo
S11: Zoroh
S12: broccoliar
S13: FLOWTIVES
S14: FearThrows
S15: FLOWTIVES
S16: tonylmao
S17: ghostblurr
S18: LZNAR
S19: xtiger34
S20: DripGodDavid
S21: kirkfr
S22: Strikeroonie
S23: lapppp
S24: Ryfri
S25: soakle
S26: BruceTheNinja10
S27: JEREMIUH
S28: Stravilight
S29: BruceTheNinja10
S30: benidk
S31: ranmari
S32: willif
S33: Flcnt
First Death
S1: SigtashS2: repped
S3: soakle
S4: mxcros
S5: maccwyatt
S6: Suzunexd
S7: NotChewi
S8: DogInCar
S9: ilylazaro
S10: PolarTaco
S11: PizzqWithAQ
S12: StepBroImStuck1
S13: ranmari
S14: remyyyyyy
S15: xDiversity
S16: QuacksL
S17: emi1iano
S18: BackToAfrica
S19: chrisrokay
S20: adrmf
S21: Aybel
S22: _1mmortal_
S23: Vrehv
S24: Slooshyy
S25: idklyn
S26: choiceband
S27: HalfLechuga
S28: Luca_Kgaming
S29: EivLs
S30: retrys
S31: FLOWTIVES
S32: Fcrm
S33: Dreamfall
Ironman
S1: chimahS2: Bofishkix
S3: IsoLights
S4: slxps
S5: Emplacement
S6: PwincessVanessa
S7: Charrlottie
S8: BraydenB11
S9: MangoPlayz
S10: Bulbexe
S11: xMisha
S12: Nightshqdee
S13: jjsteeples
S14: BanMoon
S15: Kartracer
S16: Lynxo
S17: ceije
S18: PupperKun
S19: Luca_Kgaming
S20: _pbo
S21: lasdarling
S22: Hpark03
S23: CommanderK22_
S24: omchris
S25: Krbreb
S26: _carn
S27: Slooshyy
S28: Supersun_
S29: TheRealHagrid
S30: PupperKun
S31: dylxnd
S32: soakle
S33: Haydcn
First Damage
S1: MvteS2: Scyles
S3: Dredex
S4: chimah
S5: Greatwarrior_
S6: Emplacement
S7: ranmari
S8: dahii
S9: PwincessVanessa
S10: PotatoPlayer_
S11: 5ize
S12: 5idekick
S13: YouCheated
S14: FearThrows
S15: Kelldeo
S16: RohanSmashBro
S17: broccoliar
S18: emi1iano
S19: broccoliar
S20: broccoliar
S21: broccoliar
S22: broccoliar
S23: peppermint
S24: InProper
S25: choiceband
S26: vegis
S27: broccoliar
S28: broccoliar
S29: derekast
S30: dahii
S31: FLOWTIVES
S32: onstep
S33: Dreamfall
Kills & Kill/Death Ratio (KDR)
Too big so linked here (Part 1)Too big so linked here (Part 2)
PvE Deaths
Gravity (25): SpaceFenix (S2), NotChewi (S7), Slooshyy (S9), Zeko_Kun (S13), Slooshyy (S13), Jkkl (S16), HalfLechuga (S16), Stravilight (S16), MisaSama (S16), solnyy (S16), emi1iano (S17), Glarza (S19), JayNonsense (S20), omchris (S21), 5idekick (S23), idklyn (S25), DumbThiccNick (S26), Sigtash (S27), FishManIsPotato (S27), onstep (S27), MisaSama (S27), adrmf (S27), retrys (S30), dontbow (S30), jasondoa (S30)Lava (13): DogInCar (S8), kendawg_g (S9), Dargxn (S10), Stornette (S12), QuacksL (S16), ArcticSeagull (S20), Aybel (S21), JIMMY453 (S21), JIMMY453 (S23), Shqkster (S26), Evxn063 (S28), hypcr (S30), spellygod (S32)
Left (11): SariiTaaa (S7), dylxnd (S8), ilylazaro (S9), risn (S11), Cheetah_16 (S11), TPolls (S16), mxcros (S16), K0REDRAG0N (S23), HalfLechuga (S27), Luca_Kgaming (S28), GodlySteal (S29)
Cacedoupamso (6): Haydcn (S8), brinkwhy (S8), toggleuhc (S8), samdave (S8), St0rmplayz (S8), DanishDrill (S8)
Creeper (5): Gleeming (S2), FearThrows (S2), Emplacement (S2), AdonisGaming (S2), FLOWTIVES (S31)
Suffocation (4): Sigtash (S1), repped (S2), bayweafs (S16), PitSolitayrh (S23)
Fire (3): 14flyte (S8), Luca_Kgaming (S8), PolarTaco (S10)
ImChilly (2): ToeKun (S8), AiroKun (S8)
Krbreb (2): RohanSmashBro (S14), Daltun (S14)
Zombie (2): Shqkster (S28), EivLs (S29)
Anvil (1): repped (S3)
Unknown (1): Pahm (S3)
Drowning (1): Dargxn (S5)
Blew Up (1): PizzqWithAQ (S11)
IronGolem (1): StepBroImStuck1 (S12)
Withered Away (1): Slooshyy (S14)
Cactus (1): adrmf (S20)
CaveSpider (1): BEESTARG (S21)
Gamemode (1): omchris (S24)
Participations
33(0):32(0):
31(1): brinkwhy (S1-S31)
30(0):
29(0):
28(2): FLOWTIVES (S1-S10,S13-S17,S19-S29,S31,S33), benidk (S4-S28,S30-S31,S33)
27(1): lapppp (S5-S25,S27,S29-S33)
26(1): skyzfy (S3,S6-S22,S24-S31)
25(0):
24(2): Gleoss (S2,S4,S6-S7,S9-S20,S22-S26,S28-S29,S33), carterwarterbear (S8-S10,S12,S14-S33)
23(2): Shqkster (S1-S3,S6-S9,S12-S17,S20,S22,S26-S33), Zoroh (S4,S6,S8-S23,S26-S28,S31-S32)
22(0):
21(3): soakle (S1-S4,S6-S7,S10-S11,S13,S17-S21,S23-S25,S27-S28,S31-S32), L1GHT1NG (S5-S9,S12,S14-S20,S22,S26-S29,S31-S33), PotatoPlayer_ (S5,S8,S10,S12-S13,S15-S16,S18-S23,S26-S33)
20(5): ranmari (S1,S3-S4,S6-S8,S10-S14,S16-S17,S21,S24-S26,S31-S33), spellygod (S2-S7,S9,S15-S22,S25,S29,S31-S33), DripGodDavid (S6-S7,S9-S11,S13-S16,S18-S21,S23-S24,S26-S29,S31), St0rmplayz (S6-S17,S20-S23,S26-S28,S31), Crayonix (S8-S16,S18,S20-S21,S23-S24,S26-S27,S29,S31-S33)
19(7): Dargxn (S1,S5,S7-S10,S12-S18,S22-S23,S25-S26,S31,S33), HUQTER (S1-S6,S8,S10,S15,S20-S21,S23-S24,S26-S29,S32-S33), LUCRODIUM (S2-S3,S15-S28,S31-S33), adrmf (S4-S5,S9,S11,S15-S16,S18-S29,S31), willif (S5-S10,S12-S17,S20-S21,S23,S25,S31-S33), _carn (S6-S8,S11-S12,S15-S17,S19,S21-S22,S24,S26-S32), RohanSmashBro (S6-S9,S11-S18,S24-S27,S29-S31)
18(6): Stravilight (S1,S5-S8,S10,S12-S13,S16-S17,S19-S21,S23,S26,S28-S29,S31), ArcticSeagull (S2,S6-S10,S12-S17,S20-S21,S24-S25,S27-S28), IdkKiller (S3-S6,S8-S9,S12-S16,S18-S21,S26-S27,S32), WoodFired (S5-S8,S11-S12,S14,S16-S22,S24,S26-S27,S31), onstep (S6-S8,S10,S16,S18-S24,S26-S29,S31-S32), ToeKun (S6-S12,S14-S19,S22,S24-S25,S27,S30)
17(4): kirkfr (S2,S5-S9,S12-S19,S21-S22,S28), DJoee (S5-S7,S15-S16,S18,S20-S21,S24-S31,S33), Slooshyy (S7-S9,S11,S13-S14,S17-S24,S27,S29,S31), HalfLechuga (S9-S10,S12,S14-S16,S20-S22,S24-S29,S31-S32)
16(7): downkey (S1-S2,S8-S16,S18,S21-S23,S31), MangoPlayz (S1-S3,S5-S10,S13-S14,S16-S17,S19,S23,S25), checog (S2,S9,S12,S15-S20,S22,S24-S29), AiroKun (S5,S7-S13,S16-S19,S21,S25-S26,S29), MisaSama (S14-S18,S20-S21,S23-S29,S31,S33), zCent (S14-S19,S21-S24,S27,S29-S33), PupperKun (S17-S20,S22-S33)
15(8): Bulbexe (S2-S10,S12,S14-S15,S17,S19,S24), samdave (S2-S3,S5,S7-S8,S10-S13,S15-S18,S20-S21), DumbThiccNick (S3-S6,S8-S9,S11-S12,S18-S19,S21,S23-S26), hypcr (S3,S5,S11,S13,S15-S16,S18,S21-S25,S28,S30,S33), Lynxo (S4-S6,S8,S10-S13,S15-S21), Cloversss (S6-S8,S12,S14-S15,S19,S22-S24,S27,S29-S31,S33), Luca_Kgaming (S8,S16-S20,S22-S23,S25-S29,S32-S33), bayweafs (S12-S17,S19-S21,S24-S25,S29-S31,S33)
14(7): broccoliar (S1,S10,S12,S16-S17,S19-S22,S27-S28,S30-S31,S33), PizzqWithAQ (S2,S5-S7,S9,S11,S14-S16,S18-S20,S28-S29), Dizzying (S5-S7,S12-S17,S20-S22,S31,S33), _1mmortal_ (S7,S9-S13,S16-S18,S20,S22,S29-S30,S33), remyyyyyy (S10,S14-S22,S25-S27,S29), Kaismartypants (S17,S19-S21,S24-S33), theTrapDoor (S18-S23,S25-S27,S29-S33)
13(7): XERNE5 (S2-S5,S7-S11,S14,S16-S18), xMisha (S5-S7,S9-S12,S14,S17-S20,S23), alcxz (S6-S10,S12-S14,S16,S19,S24,S29,S31), RollRealQuick (S10,S12-S14,S16,S18-S22,S27,S31,S33), BENJADDD (S12-S16,S19,S21-S24,S26,S32-S33), winterf (S12-S14,S16-S20,S22,S25-S26,S28,S31), LUKAD0NCIC (S17-S18,S20-S21,S23-S27,S29,S31-S33)
12(12): PwincessVanessa (S1-S2,S4-S11,S13,S18), Senkhi (S1,S4-S5,S8-S9,S16,S19-S21,S23-S24,S29), kendawg_g (S2-S3,S6-S7,S9,S11,S15,S26-S29,S31), upraise (S2,S4-S9,S15,S24-S25,S27-S28), Haydcn (S4-S6,S8-S9,S16,S18-S19,S21,S23,S30,S33), tonylmao (S5,S7-S10,S15-S16,S18-S20,S31-S32), Zeesue (S5,S8-S12,S15-S18,S31,S33), Zebobo10 (S6-S9,S12-S14,S20,S22,S26,S28,S31), 5idekick (S8-S10,S12,S15-S17,S19,S23-S24,S27-S28), dahii (S8,S10,S19,S21-S22,S24-S25,S27-S28,S30-S31,S33), GodlySteal (S15-S17,S19-S23,S26-S27,S29,S32), sgouche (S21-S25,S27-S33)
11(5): risn (S2-S7,S11,S15-S17,S19), CipherKai (S4,S6-S7,S9-S10,S12,S14,S17,S24,S30,S33), brinniex (S5-S13,S15-S16), Kaddyn (S7-S11,S17,S19,S27,S30-S31,S33), xtiger34 (S9,S15,S17,S19-S20,S24,S26-S27,S30-S31,S33)
10(11): Sigtash (S1-S5,S8,S11,S15,S27-S28), FearThrows (S2,S4,S6-S7,S10,S13-S14,S23,S32-S33), Krbreb (S2,S4,S8,S10-S13,S16,S24-S25), TehBaconBrawlerZ (S2-S4,S7,S9,S11,S13-S14,S21,S24), colbay (S3-S4,S18,S20-S23,S25,S27,S32), Vrehv (S3-S4,S6-S7,S9-S10,S12,S16-S17,S23), harkuaa (S6-S9,S17-S18,S21,S30-S32), Charrlottie (S7-S10,S12-S13,S15,S27-S29), FishManIsPotato (S7,S9,S11-S12,S15-S16,S22,S26-S27,S33), swishduck (S14-S16,S18-S19,S22-S24,S27,S33), Supersun_ (S17,S20,S22-S23,S26-S28,S30,S32-S33)
9(14): Cahnner (S1-S2,S4-S7,S9,S14,S21), Mohala (S1,S3-S8,S12,S19), loyaltea (S2,S4-S6,S9,S27,S29,S31-S32), Dredex (S3-S4,S10-S11,S16-S17,S20,S24,S27), Greatwarrior_ (S4-S12), Dcrpy (S5,S8-S9,S12-S13,S16,S20-S21,S26), Deanuhc (S5-S8,S10,S12-S14,S21), apa37 (S6,S8,S11-S13,S15-S17,S30), void_hi (S6-S9,S15,S22,S27-S28,S32), Zopho_ (S7-S8,S17,S20-S22,S24,S28,S32), Glarza (S14,S16,S19,S22,S25,S28-S30,S33), Colozi (S16,S18-S20,S22-S24,S27,S29), jasondoa (S21-S22,S27-S33), BuildingBard300 (S24-S27,S29-S33)
8(23): SpaceFenix (S1-S3,S9,S13,S15,S18,S26), Emplacement (S2,S4-S6,S8-S9,S11,S13), HeyItsJBug (S2-S4,S16,S19,S27,S30-S31), StrengthDMN (S3,S7-S10,S15,S27,S31), AvyleZ (S4-S7,S12,S14,S18-S19), saltbag (S5-S8,S15-S16,S19,S21), Valnius (S5-S7,S21-S23,S29,S31), SSGSS4Goku (S6,S10-S12,S15,S17,S23,S27), Bornyo (S8,S11-S12,S16-S17,S19-S20,S24), DRI60 (S8-S10,S13-S15,S19,S27), Ryfri (S8,S10,S13-S14,S19,S23-S24,S29), spittoon (S8,S10,S19-S21,S25,S27-S28), xDiversity (S9,S11,S15-S17,S23-S24,S26), QuacksL (S10-S11,S13-S16,S18,S24), solnyy (S10,S12-S14,S16,S18-S19,S22), derekast (S12-S13,S22-S24,S29,S31-S32), GhostLikesCakes (S15-S16,S18-S19,S22,S24,S28,S33), Gott_aka_Leonard (S15-S17,S19-S20,S22-S23,S27), LZNAR (S15-S18,S20-S22,S33), CurdledDrip (S20,S24,S26,S28-S31,S33), strategy (S23-S27,S29-S31), Fcrm (S24,S26-S29,S31-S33), SAYNAR (S25-S29,S31-S33)
7(14): CallMeBqse (S1-S4,S15-S17), Flcnt (S2,S4,S9-S10,S13,S24,S33), jjsteeples (S2,S4-S6,S8-S9,S13), Scyles (S2,S4,S7,S17,S20,S25,S28), Hendysaurus (S5-S8,S15-S17), Dreamfall (S6,S15-S18,S21,S33), ItsColinn (S7-S9,S12,S17,S21,S24), Turqified (S10-S11,S13-S14,S16,S22-S23), cnner (S11-S12,S14,S18,S22,S24-S25), lzmur (S11,S15-S17,S21-S22,S24), TOOOTH (S15-S20,S22), BruceTheNinja10 (S16-S17,S26-S27,S29,S32-S33), Dyoza (S18-S20,S25-S27,S33), CHAINGE (S24-S26,S30-S33)
6(14): drewxd (S1-S3,S15,S17,S19), BraydenB11 (S2-S5,S8,S12), maccwyatt (S2,S4-S6,S9,S29), IsoLights (S3-S5,S16,S19,S33), NotChewi (S6-S7,S9,S24,S31-S32), DanishDrill (S8-S9,S15-S16,S21-S22), NickPlaysGames15 (S10,S12-S14,S20-S21), Stornette (S10,S12,S19,S24,S27-S28), CoDrake (S12-S14,S17,S19-S20), TheRealHagrid (S13-S14,S26,S29-S30,S32), Batusko (S16,S22,S24,S27,S32-S33), Ginzburg (S19-S20,S24-S25,S27,S29), Captureee (S20-S21,S25,S27-S29), vynil (S21-S22,S24,S26,S30-S31)
5(27): AdonisGaming (S2-S3,S5-S6,S24), Permm (S2-S3,S15,S30,S33), mxcros (S3-S4,S9,S15-S16), TPolls (S3-S5,S8,S16), Strikeroonie (S4,S17-S18,S22,S24), marceloifhy (S5,S10-S11,S20-S21), imFatLoveMe (S6,S8-S9,S11,S22), dylxnd (S7-S9,S22,S31), ghostblurr (S7,S9,S17-S19), Kelawesome (S7,S9,S16,S24-S25), K0REDRAG0N (S8,S10,S19,S23,S27), Cheetah_16 (S10-S13,S17), DEV0Y (S10,S14-S15,S19,S24), InProper (S10-S11,S16-S17,S24), T1mT0m (S10,S13,S18,S25,S33), beaniepls (S14-S18), Normoh (S15,S26-S29), azoof (S16-S17,S26,S28-S29), Blendd (S16-S17,S19-S20,S26), Spongey (S16,S19,S27,S31,S33), nug17 (S18,S20-S22,S29), Hecticity (S19,S22,S24-S25,S31), TheShippFloats (S20-S22,S30,S33), dontbow (S21,S25,S27,S30,S32), Char1zo (S23-S25,S32-S33), nolanishot (S24,S27-S29,S31), GrassPiece (S27-S31)
4(40): Bofishkix (S1-S2,S4,S9), IZUR (S1,S22,S26-S27), Chesspiece (S2-S5), dylns (S2,S6-S7,S27), Kelldeo (S2,S15-S17), love_gem4164 (S2,S5-S7), TinchoPijaLarga (S4,S6-S7,S21), 5ize (S5,S11,S21,S32), DZYER (S5-S8), toggleuhc (S5-S8), flameorb (S6-S8,S10), m4ku (S6-S7,S22,S26), OCTAMAN (S6-S8,S10), _Pm (S7-S8,S15-S16), Centrah (S7,S9-S11), DragonGlory (S7-S10), jake_hoe (S7,S10-S12), Lunar_ (S7-S8,S15-S16), PapaNugey (S7-S9,S15), MannyDM (S8,S17-S19), ilylazaro (S9,S20-S21,S33), YouCheated (S9,S12-S13,S28), Jaceon02 (S10,S16,S18,S21), KELCOS (S10,S13-S14,S16), PitSolitayrh (S15-S17,S23), zewgle (S15,S20,S22,S30), rodfather (S16-S19), Cacedoupamso (S17,S19,S24,S30), Captinn (S17,S20-S21,S25), choiceband (S18,S25-S26,S28), PLENT (S19-S22), Jwillz (S20-S21,S24-S25), LLEANN (S20-S21,S28,S33), AshRiolu100985 (S21-S22,S24,S33), jacobcrafty (S21,S23-S24,S27), Geroot (S22,S24-S25,S27), naseemXBT (S24-S25,S27-S28), SPEEDYDIGS (S25-S27,S31), JEREMIUH (S26-S28,S31), sweatgod (S27-S28,S30,S33)
3(54): idklyn (S1,S15,S25), Mvte (S1,S20-S21), RAHILL (S2,S5-S6), Raying (S2-S3,S11), _Gag (S3,S5,S17), PolarTaco (S3,S7,S10), ZachConnor (S3,S7-S8), notrhain (S4,S6,S15), Merch (S5-S6,S15), B0WUH (S7-S8,S15), emi1iano (S7,S17-S18), Fragggg (S7,S15-S16), jemjosh (S7-S8,S16), ToontownOnline (S7-S8,S12), iLoveBoris (S8,S10-S11), WALRUS_TIME (S8,S10,S20), Cocunut233 (S9,S14,S17), Clemjo (S10,S12,S16), enablin (S11,S15-S16), ywack (S11,S14-S15), ceije (S12,S14,S17), _Fost_ (S14,S16,S24), Bobbytheturtle (S15,S17,S24), Goopling (S15-S17), ObeseProdigy (S15-S16,S19), 2Pacoh (S16,S19,S33), BackToAfrica (S16-S18), Broseph (S16,S18-S19), QueenxPetty (S16-S17,S21), UbiquityHD (S16-S17,S20), IMLpLay (S17,S19,S23), Loushus (S17,S19,S21), _pbo (S18,S20,S30), chrisrokay (S18-S19,S21), EivLs (S18,S28-S29), NotMyLights (S19-S21), Aybel (S20-S22), ethodog (S20,S23-S24), flameh (S20-S21,S33), Hrray (S20-S22), JayNonsense (S20-S22), jubatyson (S20-S22), nsi9 (S20-S21,S26), pm3crafte4 (S20,S23,S29), ShmeckleBoy (S20,S23,S30), TheSheepMasters (S20-S22), xPandaaz (S20,S22,S32), Gotelin (S21,S26-S27), lazys (S21-S22,S26), lukevvs (S21-S23), omchris (S21-S22,S24), retrys (S21-S22,S30), unixn (S21-S22,S27), lamzyk (S26,S30-S31)
2(86): chimah (S1,S4), Pahm (S1,S3), Cwrunch (S2,S11), Gleeming (S2,S4), Lnarz (S2-S3), repped (S2-S3), SergeantM (S2,S4), tastywill (S2,S4), YellowAuraa (S2,S4), Blarkslol (S3,S13), oceun (S3,S32), Switches (S3,S27), dummycute (S4-S5), Lynor (S4,S7), xHobo (S4,S14), xNGHT (S4,S6), ADinoPlayingMC (S5,S23), BreakfastBacon (S5-S6), Jeromesha (S5-S6), Beastaxel (S6,S9), heartparticles (S6-S7), mxrwzndood (S6,S31), pawnss (S6-S7), Shot3m (S6,S9), ERHDude (S7,S9), ImChilly (S7,S9), ANJELLOH (S8-S9), Caceduopamso (S8,S15), dhaq (S8-S9), Forrest235 (S8-S9), Nightshqdee (S8,S12), BottleSause (S9,S17), ninja3214 (S9,S15), violethearts (S9,S25), Greninja (S10,S25), NexfoR (S10,S18), Krxmble (S11,S16), urfake (S11,S28), Lative (S12,S14), BanMoon (S13-S14), BloodBlack (S14,S24), ReiBatsubami (S14,S16), SlicedOranges (S14,S16), 5ARx (S15-S16), 5HARPGOD (S15,S26), Deadlyboom (S18-S19), FrostBros (S19,S21), luvictoire (S19,S24), MaxCringe (S19,S21), whoshaze (S19,S21), Demomaker (S20,S26), Erdql (S20,S33), hashtagmat (S20,S26), Lach (S20-S21), Rameur (S20,S23), TitaniumDino25 (S20,S22), Iceisnice32 (S21-S22), JIMMY453 (S21,S23), lasdarling (S21-S22), RiseGR (S21,S24), Abyr (S22,S24), Fearx_ (S22-S23), K_U_N_A_L (S22,S29), OblivionTU (S22,S24), Qmos (S22-S23), Retrofied (S22,S27), VurkeTTV (S22,S24), Xifto (S22,S24), CommanderK22_ (S23,S33), Squegi (S23,S26), 5KYFALLS (S24,S26), alexnv (S24,S27), OhMatias (S24,S33), oMatty (S24,S32), Severuu (S24,S32), spxrkz_ (S24,S27), Codwhy (S25,S33), fyechris (S26-S27), Kahooter (S26-S27), MichaelPlayMC (S26,S30), vegis (S26,S28), Evxn063 (S27-S28), RqDix (S27-S28), Cahmn (S30,S33), johnnytheching (S31-S32), ScaryPumpkinFace (S31,S33)
1(178): AryaQT (S1), Fierys (S1), homiemansmans (S1), ItzIgglesPiggles (S1), pureinnocence (S1), Zcin (S1), BikBoy (S2), CTW (S2), FireBreathMan (S2), Fxther (S2), hueske (S2), iWrekt (S2), jigsaws (S2), N0CTURNAL (S2), xCynesta (S2), xPingWinMan (S2), Evzenitable (S3), Futan (S3), rawed (S4), slxps (S4), Dylxnnnn (S5), bmartxxx (S6), demisux (S6), harrydagawd (S6), LeMystiic (S6), Suzunexd (S6), zFate (S6), Harvyz (S7), Lmoj (S7), SariiTaaa (S7), TacoDab (S7), zrtt (S7), 14flyte (S8), Clegi (S8), DogInCar (S8), JroseFX (S8), mxrwxndood (S8), Wimbl (S8), yassifies_u (S8), cherryblawsom (S9), devuls (S9), Glockey_ (S9), PingBomb (S9), Ryanmoko (S9), GriddyTC (S10), InnerArtsTV (S10), Yist (S10), aarei (S11), CodeJoshua (S11), DeadlyFoxx (S11), JEDIMASTERKANYE (S11), Jewala (S11), RatherRare (S11), TinchoPijoLarga (S11), brghts (S12), Cindergaming698 (S12), Creadyy (S12), ItzHooded (S12), IvanDIGGA (S12), Smeshi (S12), StepBroImStuck1 (S12), Abstracct (S13), DEMUSS (S13), Dewces (S13), floodW (S13), ixHazexi (S13), Penley (S13), PoofessorP (S13), Tinydraco (S13), Zeko_Kun (S13), Daltun (S14), Vetmire (S14), Batsuko (S15), brocktober (S15), Johatsu (S15), Kartracer (S15), MarcoThePh0enix (S15), PR0MOTE (S15), PRICINCT (S15), realCUYT (S15), suedemax (S15), TheSlimeBrother (S15), AcidViper (S16), AhSh1t (S16), BushieHalf (S16), CrowJRC (S16), Drkrai (S16), dzupgu (S16), Fratrus (S16), Jkkl (S16), MarcoThePhe0nix (S16), NotSugar (S16), Nuclearsugar (S16), Psykl0ne (S16), rnaa (S16), Saltnobi (S16), SmoothCombos (S16), Toxischer (S16), Vernium (S16), xxezrabxxx (S16), Eindeutiger (S17), GreenFire26 (S17), iGotPlumbs (S17), Mafiat (S17), MXLAXIO (S17), Riolu100895 (S17), Zeegul (S17), 6irb (S18), Awticon (S18), bestlegitww (S18), claure (S18), JaeHasNoMaidens (S18), LowkeyLoke (S18), luksxixBRBDL (S18), TMNono (S18), toxiicbtw (S18), Zoos (S18), Cirex (S19), MostLikelySam (S19), 4runnermaster (S20), Arich (S20), Chqllenged (S20), DeadpoolUHC (S20), Doe (S20), MainAgate5 (S20), BEESTARG (S21), HyperOutHere (S21), M0KEY (S21), Nikanod (S21), Pemmyy (S21), smiinoo (S21), dray0 (S22), FroztiSnowman (S22), Hpark03 (S22), KennyTee (S22), Linkelf0rz (S22), Mapietrzak (S22), sr8611 (S22), Togglee_ (S22), Ezehh (S23), fxlzy (S23), jaranato (S23), Orbitxl (S23), peppermint (S23), SilabaTonica (S23), Zaiki (S23), KazyXD (S24), MCBR (S24), MephisDomen (S24), sleepingxd (S24), xROSEQ (S26), hdjr (S27), Thimburrr (S27), volcxnow (S27), Bov (S28), Cr3ad (S28), dwgn (S28), nikiforos (S28), Outname (S28), ploonyUwU (S28), salic (S28), Sk1wars (S28), Specularpotato (S28), Viatic_ (S28), Centrios (S29), Shm3e (S29), Smothering (S29), Blufferfish2009 (S31), FroztiSnow (S31), nsket (S31), shaundoman (S31), stupidsylvia (S31), Tunaisheree (S31), dooko (S32), RaiN_DyNasty (S32), O1OO (S33), smurpes (S33), xannydood (S33)
Debutants
S1 (31): AryaQT, Bofishkix, brinkwhy, broccoliar, Cahnner, CallMeBqse, chimah, Dargxn, downkey, drewxd, Fierys, FLOWTIVES, homiemansmans, HUQTER, idklyn, ItzIgglesPiggles, IZUR, MangoPlayz, Mohala, Mvte, Pahm, pureinnocence, PwincessVanessa, ranmari, Senkhi, Shqkster, Sigtash, soakle, SpaceFenix, Stravilight, ZcinS2 (49): AdonisGaming, ArcticSeagull, BikBoy, BraydenB11, Bulbexe, checog, Chesspiece, CTW, Cwrunch, dylns, Emplacement, FearThrows, FireBreathMan, Flcnt, Fxther, Gleeming, Gleoss, HeyItsJBug, hueske, iWrekt, jigsaws, jjsteeples, Kelldeo, kendawg_g, kirkfr, Krbreb, Lnarz, love_gem4164, loyaltea, LUCRODIUM, maccwyatt, N0CTURNAL, Permm, PizzqWithAQ, RAHILL, Raying, repped, risn, samdave, Scyles, SergeantM, spellygod, tastywill, TehBaconBrawlerZ, upraise, xCynesta, XERNE5, xPingWinMan, YellowAuraa
S3 (19): _Gag, Blarkslol, colbay, Dredex, DumbThiccNick, Evzenitable, Futan, hypcr, IdkKiller, IsoLights, mxcros, oceun, PolarTaco, skyzfy, StrengthDMN, Switches, TPolls, Vrehv, ZachConnor
S4 (17): adrmf, AvyleZ, benidk, CipherKai, dummycute, Greatwarrior_, Haydcn, Lynor, Lynxo, notrhain, rawed, slxps, Strikeroonie, TinchoPijaLarga, xHobo, xNGHT, Zoroh
S5 (26): 5ize, ADinoPlayingMC, AiroKun, BreakfastBacon, brinniex, Dcrpy, Deanuhc, Dizzying, DJoee, Dylxnnnn, DZYER, Hendysaurus, Jeromesha, L1GHT1NG, lapppp, marceloifhy, Merch, PotatoPlayer_, saltbag, toggleuhc, tonylmao, Valnius, willif, WoodFired, xMisha, Zeesue
S6 (30): _carn, alcxz, apa37, Beastaxel, bmartxxx, Cloversss, demisux, Dreamfall, DripGodDavid, flameorb, harkuaa, harrydagawd, heartparticles, imFatLoveMe, LeMystiic, m4ku, mxrwzndood, NotChewi, OCTAMAN, onstep, pawnss, RohanSmashBro, Shot3m, SSGSS4Goku, St0rmplayz, Suzunexd, ToeKun, void_hi, Zebobo10, zFate
S7 (28): _1mmortal_, _Pm, B0WUH, Centrah, Charrlottie, DragonGlory, dylxnd, emi1iano, ERHDude, FishManIsPotato, Fragggg, ghostblurr, Harvyz, ImChilly, ItsColinn, jake_hoe, jemjosh, Kaddyn, Kelawesome, Lmoj, Lunar_, PapaNugey, SariiTaaa, Slooshyy, TacoDab, ToontownOnline, Zopho_, zrtt
S8 (26): 14flyte, 5idekick, ANJELLOH, Bornyo, Caceduopamso, carterwarterbear, Clegi, Crayonix, dahii, DanishDrill, dhaq, DogInCar, DRI60, Forrest235, iLoveBoris, JroseFX, K0REDRAG0N, Luca_Kgaming, MannyDM, mxrwxndood, Nightshqdee, Ryfri, spittoon, WALRUS_TIME, Wimbl, yassifies_u
S9 (14): BottleSause, cherryblawsom, Cocunut233, devuls, Glockey_, HalfLechuga, ilylazaro, ninja3214, PingBomb, Ryanmoko, violethearts, xDiversity, xtiger34, YouCheated
S10 (19): Cheetah_16, Clemjo, DEV0Y, Greninja, GriddyTC, InnerArtsTV, InProper, Jaceon02, KELCOS, NexfoR, NickPlaysGames15, QuacksL, remyyyyyy, RollRealQuick, solnyy, Stornette, T1mT0m, Turqified, Yist
S11 (13): aarei, cnner, CodeJoshua, DeadlyFoxx, enablin, JEDIMASTERKANYE, Jewala, Krxmble, lzmur, RatherRare, TinchoPijoLarga, urfake, ywack
S12 (14): bayweafs, BENJADDD, brghts, ceije, Cindergaming698, CoDrake, Creadyy, derekast, ItzHooded, IvanDIGGA, Lative, Smeshi, StepBroImStuck1, winterf
S13 (11): Abstracct, BanMoon, DEMUSS, Dewces, floodW, ixHazexi, Penley, PoofessorP, TheRealHagrid, Tinydraco, Zeko_Kun
S14 (11): _Fost_, beaniepls, BloodBlack, Daltun, Glarza, MisaSama, ReiBatsubami, SlicedOranges, swishduck, Vetmire, zCent
S15 (23): 5ARx, 5HARPGOD, Batsuko, Bobbytheturtle, brocktober, GhostLikesCakes, GodlySteal, Goopling, Gott_aka_Leonard, Johatsu, Kartracer, LZNAR, MarcoThePh0enix, Normoh, ObeseProdigy, PitSolitayrh, PR0MOTE, PRICINCT, realCUYT, suedemax, TheSlimeBrother, TOOOTH, zewgle
S16 (30): 2Pacoh, AcidViper, AhSh1t, azoof, BackToAfrica, Batusko, Blendd, Broseph, BruceTheNinja10, BushieHalf, Colozi, CrowJRC, Drkrai, dzupgu, Fratrus, Jkkl, MarcoThePhe0nix, NotSugar, Nuclearsugar, Psykl0ne, QueenxPetty, rnaa, rodfather, Saltnobi, SmoothCombos, Spongey, Toxischer, UbiquityHD, Vernium, xxezrabxxx
S17 (15): Cacedoupamso, Captinn, Eindeutiger, GreenFire26, iGotPlumbs, IMLpLay, Kaismartypants, Loushus, LUKAD0NCIC, Mafiat, MXLAXIO, PupperKun, Riolu100895, Supersun_, Zeegul
S18 (18): 6irb, _pbo, Awticon, bestlegitww, choiceband, chrisrokay, claure, Deadlyboom, Dyoza, EivLs, JaeHasNoMaidens, LowkeyLoke, luksxixBRBDL, nug17, theTrapDoor, TMNono, toxiicbtw, Zoos
S19 (10): Cirex, FrostBros, Ginzburg, Hecticity, luvictoire, MaxCringe, MostLikelySam, NotMyLights, PLENT, whoshaze
S20 (28): 4runnermaster, Arich, Aybel, Captureee, Chqllenged, CurdledDrip, DeadpoolUHC, Demomaker, Doe, Erdql, ethodog, flameh, hashtagmat, Hrray, JayNonsense, jubatyson, Jwillz, Lach, LLEANN, MainAgate5, nsi9, pm3crafte4, Rameur, ShmeckleBoy, TheSheepMasters, TheShippFloats, TitaniumDino25, xPandaaz
S21 (22): AshRiolu100985, BEESTARG, dontbow, Gotelin, HyperOutHere, Iceisnice32, jacobcrafty, jasondoa, JIMMY453, lasdarling, lazys, lukevvs, M0KEY, Nikanod, omchris, Pemmyy, retrys, RiseGR, sgouche, smiinoo, unixn, vynil
S22 (17): Abyr, dray0, Fearx_, FroztiSnowman, Geroot, Hpark03, K_U_N_A_L, KennyTee, Linkelf0rz, Mapietrzak, OblivionTU, Qmos, Retrofied, sr8611, Togglee_, VurkeTTV, Xifto
S23 (11): Char1zo, CommanderK22_, Ezehh, fxlzy, jaranato, Orbitxl, peppermint, SilabaTonica, Squegi, strategy, Zaiki
S24 (15): 5KYFALLS, alexnv, BuildingBard300, CHAINGE, Fcrm, KazyXD, MCBR, MephisDomen, naseemXBT, nolanishot, OhMatias, oMatty, Severuu, sleepingxd, spxrkz_
S25 (3): Codwhy, SAYNAR, SPEEDYDIGS
S26 (7): fyechris, JEREMIUH, Kahooter, lamzyk, MichaelPlayMC, vegis, xROSEQ
S27 (7): Evxn063, GrassPiece, hdjr, RqDix, sweatgod, Thimburrr, volcxnow
S28 (10): Bov, Cr3ad, dwgn, nikiforos, Outname, ploonyUwU, salic, Sk1wars, Specularpotato, Viatic_
S29 (3): Centrios, Shm3e, Smothering
S30 (1): Cahmn
S31 (8): Blufferfish2009, FroztiSnow, johnnytheching, nsket, ScaryPumpkinFace, shaundoman, stupidsylvia, Tunaisheree
S32 (2): dooko, RaiN_DyNasty
S33 (3): O1OO, smurpes, xannydood
2024.05.15 15:17 Brodator Solace Kills (Part 1)
Solace Kills (Part 1)
Kills
1st FLOWTIVES (112): broccoliar (S1), Mohala (S1), Shqkster (S1), brinkwhy (S1), Mvte (S1), chimah (S1), Raying (S2), Chesspiece (S2), tastywill (S2), Cahnner (S2), Fxther (S2), downkey (S2), iWrekt (S2), Krbreb (S2), soakle (S3), PizzqWithAQ (S5), Cahnner (S5), Dylxnnnn (S5), jjsteeples (S5), ADinoPlayingMC (S5), Dcrpy (S5), Hendysaurus (S5), loyaltea (S5), DumbThiccNick (S5), Dizzying (S5), Merch (S5), AiroKun (S5), Vrehv (S7), pawnss (S7), heartparticles (S7), ranmari (S7), Dizzying (S7), _carn (S7), Deanuhc (S7), ToontownOnline (S7), FearThrows (S7), tonylmao (S7), benidk (S7), RohanSmashBro (S8), _Pm (S8), MannyDM (S8), Lunar_ (S8), flameorb (S8), Cloversss (S8), DumbThiccNick (S8), OCTAMAN (S8), _carn (S8), Krbreb (S8), PotatoPlayer_ (S8), Deanuhc (S8), ranmari (S8), Senkhi (S8), lapppp (S8), Zeesue (S9), Cocunut233 (S9), ArcticSeagull (S9), Charrlottie (S9), dylxnd (S9), St0rmplayz (S9), RohanSmashBro (S9), Dcrpy (S9), OCTAMAN (S10), iLoveBoris (S10), St0rmplayz (S10), ranmari (S13), TehBaconBrawlerZ (S14), PizzqWithAQ (S14), Dizzying (S14), Cocunut233 (S14), alcxz (S14), ToeKun (S14), _Fost_ (S14), NickPlaysGames15 (S14), AvyleZ (S14), xDiversity (S15), St0rmplayz (S15), Johatsu (S15), Colozi (S16), azoof (S16), Dizzying (S16), St0rmplayz (S16), Crayonix (S16), Hendysaurus (S17), PizzqWithAQ (S19), rodfather (S19), Broseph (S19), checog (S19), risn (S19), IMLpLay (S19), Cloversss (S19), Zoroh (S19), WALRUS_TIME (S20), Rameur (S20), xMisha (S20), Zoroh (S20), Dreamfall (S21), IdkKiller (S21), Crayonix (S21), AiroKun (S21), 5ize (S21)2nd lapppp (104): void_hi (S7), ToontownOnline (S8), harkuaa (S8), kirkfr (S8), Emplacement (S8), apa37 (S8), PwincessVanessa (S8), ANJELLOH (S8), onstep (S8), Caceduopamso (S8), tonylmao (S8), Kaddyn (S10), XERNE5 (S11), skyzfy (S11), jake_hoe (S11), DripGodDavid (S11), benidk (S11), Emplacement (S11), Sigtash (S11), alcxz (S12), winterf (S12), Lative (S12), 5idekick (S12), PotatoPlayer_ (S12), bayweafs (S12), Krbreb (S13), Turqified (S13), MangoPlayz (S16), Fragggg (S16), Bulbexe (S17), kirkfr (S17), beaniepls (S17), Dredex (S17), Strikeroonie (S17), checog (S17), WoodFired (S18), DumbThiccNick (S19), Cacedoupamso (S19), luvictoire (S19), carterwarterbear (S19), Lach (S21), M0KEY (S21), soakle (S21), DJoee (S21), ArcticSeagull (S21), TheSheepMasters (S21), Stravilight (S21), Zopho_ (S21), kirkfr (S21), Haydcn (S21), lukevvs (S21), MisaSama (S21), unixn (S21), K_U_N_A_L (S22), Batusko (S22), Mapietrzak (S22), sgouche (S22), Supersun_ (S22), Retrofied (S22), derekast (S22), KennyTee (S22), lazys (S22), PLENT (S22), Vrehv (S23), sgouche (S23), St0rmplayz (S23), Haydcn (S23), brinkwhy (S23), DripGodDavid (S23), Cloversss (S23), FLOWTIVES (S23), downkey (S23), soakle (S23), ToeKun (S24), DEV0Y (S24), Colozi (S24), lapppp (S24), ranmari (S25), carterwarterbear (S25), willif (S25), AiroKun (S25), lapppp (S25), dontbow (S27), naseemXBT (S27), PotatoPlayer_ (S29), nug17 (S29), Kaismartypants (S29), remyyyyyy (S29), Glarza (S29), Stravilight (S29), Ginzburg (S29), CurdledDrip (S30), CHAINGE (S32), Kaismartypants (S32), derekast (S32), Batusko (S32), onstep (S32), Zoroh (S32), colbay (S32), xannydood (S33)
3rd Zoroh (101): Dredex (S4), Bulbexe (S4), maccwyatt (S6), jemjosh (S8), jjsteeples (S9), kirkfr (S9), carterwarterbear (S9), BottleSause (S9), Dargxn (S9), IdkKiller (S9), willif (S10), 5idekick (S10), Yist (S10), PotatoPlayer_ (S10), MangoPlayz (S10), Zeesue (S10), Flcnt (S10), remyyyyyy (S10), Crayonix (S10), Dredex (S10), brinniex (S10), Gleoss (S10), Greninja (S10), adrmf (S11), Slooshyy (S11), samdave (S11), apa37 (S12), DumbThiccNick (S12), Lynxo (S12), carterwarterbear (S12), RohanSmashBro (S12), Zebobo10 (S12), samdave (S12), samdave (S13), Stravilight (S13), MangoPlayz (S13), DEMUSS (S13), Dizzying (S13), _1mmortal_ (S13), RohanSmashBro (S13), BENJADDD (S13), AiroKun (S13), PoofessorP (S13), soakle (S13), willif (S13), Dewces (S13), brinkwhy (S13), downkey (S13), void_hi (S15), kendawg_g (S15), FLOWTIVES (S15), bayweafs (S15), ArcticSeagull (S15), Dcrpy (S16), DripGodDavid (S16), Krbreb (S16), IdkKiller (S16), harkuaa (S17), IMLpLay (S17), apa37 (S17), MisaSama (S17), Captinn (S17), Zoos (S18), DumbThiccNick (S18), AiroKun (S18), LZNAR (S18), Stravilight (S19), FrostBros (S19), DRI60 (S19), TOOOTH (S19), onstep (S19), skyzfy (S19), lapppp (S19), broccoliar (S21), Nikanod (S21), Captureee (S21), willif (S21), swishduck (S22), imFatLoveMe (S22), void_hi (S22), unixn (S22), checog (S22), Cloversss (S22), TOOOTH (S22), azoof (S26), lamzyk (S26), SPEEDYDIGS (S26), CurdledDrip (S26), ranmari (S26), RollRealQuick (S27), IdkKiller (S27), Geroot (S27), benidk (S27), sgouche (S28), Stravilight (S28), skyzfy (S28), L1GHT1NG (S28), HUQTER (S28), johnnytheching (S32), RaiN_DyNasty (S32)
4th adrmf (64): dummycute (S4), jjsteeples (S4), tastywill (S4), Flcnt (S4), Krbreb (S4), slxps (S4), maccwyatt (S4), PR0MOTE (S15), Sigtash (S15), FishManIsPotato (S15), notrhain (S15), QuacksL (S15), PizzqWithAQ (S15), broccoliar (S16), GhostLikesCakes (S16), Fratrus (S16), NotSugar (S16), enablin (S16), _carn (S16), FishManIsPotato (S16), LZNAR (S16), KELCOS (S16), Bulbexe (S19), Geroot (S22), benidk (S22), Iceisnice32 (S22), WoodFired (S22), dylxnd (S22), colbay (S22), Hecticity (S22), LUCRODIUM (S22), JayNonsense (S22), dray0 (S22), lasdarling (S22), Dizzying (S22), BENJADDD (S22), IZUR (S22), Dargxn (S23), lukevvs (S23), DumbThiccNick (S23), derekast (S24), TehBaconBrawlerZ (S24), hypcr (S24), Cloversss (S24), DripGodDavid (S24), MephisDomen (S24), Dredex (S24), Geroot (S25), dontbow (S25), Batusko (S27), Kaddyn (S27), broccoliar (S27), Charrlottie (S27), dahii (S27), FLOWTIVES (S28), DripGodDavid (S28), void_hi (S28), DJoee (S28), spittoon (S28), soakle (S28), Specularpotato (S28), nolanishot (S28), upraise (S28), sgouche (S29)
5th Gleoss (63): drewxd (S2), soakle (S2), upraise (S2), LUCRODIUM (S2), RAHILL (S6), Jeromesha (S6), skyzfy (S7), Slooshyy (S7), AvyleZ (S7), brinkwhy (S7), ZachConnor (S7), XERNE5 (S9), L1GHT1NG (S9), void_hi (S9), Flcnt (S9), ImChilly (S9), Cahnner (S9), PingBomb (S9), xtiger34 (S9), spittoon (S10), Cheetah_16 (S10), alcxz (S10), Deanuhc (S10), DragonGlory (S10), jake_hoe (S10), ToeKun (S10), FLOWTIVES (S10), T1mT0m (S10), Krbreb (S11), lapppp (S13), DripGodDavid (S13), solnyy (S13), Shqkster (S13), KELCOS (S13), Batusko (S16), Krxmble (S16), Lynxo (S18), SpaceFenix (S18), Strikeroonie (S18), IsoLights (S19), 2Pacoh (S19), Kaismartypants (S19), ghostblurr (S19), AiroKun (S19), swishduck (S19), Bornyo (S19), Senkhi (S19), LUCRODIUM (S19), zewgle (S20), Senkhi (S20), Ryfri (S23), Gleoss (S23), OhMatias (S24), checog (S24), Hecticity (S24), carterwarterbear (S24), CHAINGE (S24), cnner (S24), skyzfy (S24), onstep (S24), MangoPlayz (S25), BENJADDD (S26), Normoh (S29)
6th skyzfy (50): Switches (S3), FLOWTIVES (S13), 5ARx (S15), BENJADDD (S15), ywack (S15), upraise (S15), PRICINCT (S15), carterwarterbear (S15), IdkKiller (S15), IsoLights (S16), RohanSmashBro (S16), Supersun_ (S17), NexfoR (S18), PupperKun (S19), spellygod (S19), L1GHT1NG (S19), Scyles (S20), ShmeckleBoy (S20), TheShippFloats (S22), Xifto (S24), strategy (S24), Strikeroonie (S24), BruceTheNinja10 (S26), Stravilight (S26), DJoee (S26), volcxnow (S27), SSGSS4Goku (S27), Colozi (S27), dylns (S27), dahii (S28), winterf (S28), LUKAD0NCIC (S29), carterwarterbear (S29), bayweafs (S29), DripGodDavid (S29), Cloversss (S29), jasondoa (S29), zCent (S29), PupperKun (S29), vynil (S30), zewgle (S30), apa37 (S30), _carn (S30), lamzyk (S30), PupperKun (S30), Kaismartypants (S30), Dargxn (S31), dylxnd (S31), derekast (S31), onstep (S31)
7th carterwarterbear (44): Kaddyn (S9), PwincessVanessa (S9), devuls (S9), Cindergaming698 (S12), Deanuhc (S14), ceije (S14), BanMoon (S14), Zebobo10 (S14), Dargxn (S14), ArcticSeagull (S16), downkey (S16), kirkfr (S16), Kelldeo (S17), ArcticSeagull (S17), Bobbytheturtle (S17), claure (S18), PotatoPlayer_ (S19), HUQTER (S20), colbay (S20), Dizzying (S20), jacobcrafty (S21), AshRiolu100985 (S22), vynil (S22), dahii (S22), OblivionTU (S24), Captinn (S25), naseemXBT (S25), CHAINGE (S25), lazys (S26), winterf (S26), theTrapDoor (S26), GodlySteal (S26), brinkwhy (S26), nsi9 (S26), Cloversss (S27), sweatgod (S28), Cahmn (S30), Kaddyn (S31), NotChewi (S32), GodlySteal (S32), Crayonix (S32), ranmari (S32), carterwarterbear (S32), Crayonix (S33)
8th AiroKun (42): BraydenB11 (S5), Chesspiece (S5), tonylmao (S5), BreakfastBacon (S5), lapppp (S5), brinkwhy (S5), DJoee (S5), PizzqWithAQ (S7), m4ku (S7), upraise (S7), DripGodDavid (S7), OCTAMAN (S7), DragonGlory (S7), MangoPlayz (S7), MangoPlayz (S8), willif (S8), soakle (S10), InnerArtsTV (S10), broccoliar (S10), Bulbexe (S10), Zeesue (S12), BENJADDD (S12), YouCheated (S13), CoDrake (S13), Lynxo (S13), Crayonix (S13), skyzfy (S13), Goopling (S17), Cheetah_16 (S17), MangoPlayz (S17), Ryfri (S19), zCent (S19), QueenxPetty (S21), Valnius (S21), Kaismartypants (S21), Zoroh (S21), carterwarterbear (S21), harkuaa (S21), SAYNAR (S25), Kaismartypants (S25), Codwhy (S25), PotatoPlayer_ (S26)
9th spellygod (41): FLOWTIVES (S3), hypcr (S3), LeMystiic (S6), xNGHT (S6), PapaNugey (S7), mxcros (S9), drewxd (S15), hypcr (S15), enablin (S15), B0WUH (S15), _1mmortal_ (S16), Senkhi (S16), SmoothCombos (S16), ToeKun (S16), Toxischer (S16), Gott_aka_Leonard (S16), WoodFired (S16), xDiversity (S16), samdave (S16), lapppp (S18), LowkeyLoke (S18), cnner (S18), Kaismartypants (S20), PupperKun (S20), spittoon (S20), Gleoss (S20), carterwarterbear (S20), 4runnermaster (S20), Hrray (S21), MaxCringe (S21), brinkwhy (S21), lzmur (S21), Iceisnice32 (S21), WoodFired (S21), Lynxo (S21), LZNAR (S21), FLOWTIVES (S21), FLOWTIVES (S22), theTrapDoor (S22), lapppp (S22), T1mT0m (S33)
10th PizzqWithAQ (40): jjsteeples (S2), Scyles (S2), Kelldeo (S2), loyaltea (S2), kendawg_g (S2), hueske (S2), CallMeBqse (S2), jigsaws (S2), CTW (S2), TPolls (S5), Suzunexd (S6), Dreamfall (S6), kendawg_g (S6), BreakfastBacon (S6), Centrah (S7), StrengthDMN (S9), Emplacement (S9), KELCOS (S14), Dizzying (S15), Permm (S15), HeyItsJBug (S16), 2Pacoh (S16), carterwarterbear (S16), Lynxo (S16), skyzfy (S16), DJoee (S18), Haydcn (S18), XERNE5 (S18), choiceband (S28), Bov (S28), Zebobo10 (S28), SAYNAR (S28), LUCRODIUM (S28), Captureee (S28), spellygod (S29), azoof (S29), kendawg_g (S29), nolanishot (S29), _1mmortal_ (S29), Captureee (S29)
11th benidk (35): CallMeBqse (S4), BraydenB11 (S4), Vrehv (S4), DZYER (S5), onstep (S7), ImChilly (S7), zrtt (S7), xMisha (S7), Zeesue (S8), Zoroh (S8), Charrlottie (S8), _1mmortal_ (S9), solnyy (S12), Blendd (S17), MannyDM (S18), _pbo (S18), brinkwhy (S19), HalfLechuga (S22), lzmur (S22), Valnius (S23), xDiversity (S23), Supersun_ (S23), 5KYFALLS (S26), hdjr (S27), ToeKun (S27), Fcrm (S27), nikiforos (S28), dahii (S30), _1mmortal_ (S30), Haydcn (S30), ShmeckleBoy (S30), Permm (S30), Cloversss (S30), bayweafs (S33), Zeesue (S33)
12th samdave (34): kendawg_g (S3), CallMeBqse (S3), PotatoPlayer_ (S5), 5ize (S5), Senkhi (S5), Haydcn (S5), XERNE5 (S5), soakle (S7), Charrlottie (S7), PwincessVanessa (S7), Cahnner (S7), ghostblurr (S7), _1mmortal_ (S7), saltbag (S7), WoodFired (S7), HUQTER (S8), DumbThiccNick (S11), Turqified (S11), Lynxo (S11), CoDrake (S12), Crayonix (S12), Bornyo (S12), willif (S12), Goopling (S15), Fragggg (S15), L1GHT1NG (S15), jemjosh (S16), Drkrai (S16), Zoroh (S16), FLOWTIVES (S16), Kelldeo (S16), 5idekick (S17), Bornyo (S17), LUKAD0NCIC (S18)
13th LUCRODIUM (33): SergeantM (S2), colbay (S3), Sigtash (S3), Shqkster (S3), TPolls (S3), Lnarz (S3), XERNE5 (S3), MisaSama (S15), DanishDrill (S15), _Pm (S16), BackToAfrica (S16), LUCRODIUM (S18), xtiger34 (S19), hashtagmat (S20), brinkwhy (S20), Ginzburg (S20), Captureee (S20), marceloifhy (S21), Turqified (S23), upraise (S24), RiseGR (S24), 5HARPGOD (S26), void_hi (S27), Dyoza (S27), St0rmplayz (S28), Viatic_ (S28), adrmf (S28), TheRealHagrid (S32), BruceTheNinja10 (S32), jasondoa (S32), smurpes (S33), broccoliar (S33), jasondoa (S33)
14th Dargxn (31): PwincessVanessa (S1), soakle (S1), idklyn (S1), L1GHT1NG (S7), ANJELLOH (S9), downkey (S9), Bulbexe (S12), CoDrake (S14), ArcticSeagull (S14), downkey (S14), kirkfr (S14), MarcoThePh0enix (S15), brinniex (S16), iGotPlumbs (S17), BackToAfrica (S17), remyyyyyy (S17), xtiger34 (S17), 6irb (S18), JaeHasNoMaidens (S18), solnyy (S18), Zeesue (S18), Gleoss (S18), kirkfr (S18), benidk (S18), Glarza (S22), zCent (S22), upraise (S25), bayweafs (S25), PotatoPlayer_ (S31), swishduck (S33), Dyoza (S33)
15th xtiger34 (29): PapaNugey (S9), Zebobo10 (S9), NotChewi (S9), DumbThiccNick (S9), alcxz (S9), FLOWTIVES (S9), Charrlottie (S15), RohanSmashBro (S15), brinkwhy (S15), Gott_aka_Leonard (S15), saltbag (S15), Dizzying (S17), TOOOTH (S17), chrisrokay (S19), Hrray (S20), Squegi (S26), Gleoss (S26), _carn (S26), Zoroh (S26), carterwarterbear (S26), FishManIsPotato (S26), strategy (S30), lapppp (S30), sweatgod (S30), TheRealHagrid (S30), HeyItsJBug (S30), skyzfy (S30), theTrapDoor (S31), ScaryPumpkinFace (S31)
16th DJoee (28): saltbag (S5), Mohala (S5), Zeesue (S5), benidk (S6), _carn (S15), Normoh (S15), Jaceon02 (S16), QuacksL (S18), ethodog (S20), jasondoa (S21), DripGodDavid (S21), Scyles (S25), Dcrpy (S26), kendawg_g (S26), IZUR (S26), PupperKun (S26), SAYNAR (S26), Sk1wars (S28), L1GHT1NG (S29), Smothering (S29), Senkhi (S29), johnnytheching (S31), Stravilight (S31), CHAINGE (S31), FishManIsPotato (S33), FLOWTIVES (S33), RollRealQuick (S33), Permm (S33)
16th soakle (28): Stravilight (S1), Mohala (S4), InProper (S11), 5ize (S11), RatherRare (S11), PwincessVanessa (S11), Dargxn (S13), hypcr (S13), RollRealQuick (S18), St0rmplayz (S20), Jwillz (S21), LUKAD0NCIC (S23), fxlzy (S23), Ezehh (S23), Colozi (S23), onstep (S23), MisaSama (S23), xDiversity (S24), ToeKun (S25), hypcr (S25), sgouche (S25), SPEEDYDIGS (S25), winterf (S25), BruceTheNinja10 (S27), kirkfr (S28), naseemXBT (S28), spellygod (S31), Blufferfish2009 (S31)
18th checog (27): PizzqWithAQ (S9), Beastaxel (S9), tonylmao (S15), HUQTER (S15), Dargxn (S15), CallMeBqse (S15), 5HARPGOD (S15), hypcr (S16), Spongey (S16), Scyles (S17), FLOWTIVES (S17), Dreamfall (S17), Zeegul (S17), Vrehv (S17), Kaddyn (S17), brinkwhy (S17), WoodFired (S17), Dargxn (S17), DripGodDavid (S18), theTrapDoor (S18), PotatoPlayer_ (S18), RohanSmashBro (S18), hypcr (S18), MostLikelySam (S19), Stornette (S19), LUKAD0NCIC (S25), nolanishot (S27)
18th CipherKai (27): loyaltea (S4), Gleoss (S4), YellowAuraa (S4), brinniex (S6), Deanuhc (S6), void_hi (S6), Lynxo (S6), harrydagawd (S6), DumbThiccNick (S6), Lmoj (S7), ERHDude (S7), Zebobo10 (S7), dhaq (S9), SSGSS4Goku (S10), carterwarterbear (S10), onstep (S10), RollRealQuick (S10), AiroKun (S10), Turqified (S10), BENJADDD (S14), swishduck (S14), FearThrows (S14), Zopho_ (S24), Ryfri (S24), Ginzburg (S24), Kaismartypants (S24), zCent (S33)
18th Dizzying (27): xMisha (S5), Zoroh (S6), ArcticSeagull (S6), AdonisGaming (S6), DZYER (S6), NotChewi (S6), PwincessVanessa (S6), love_gem4164 (S6), FishManIsPotato (S7), love_gem4164 (S7), dzupgu (S16), Psykl0ne (S16), Arich (S20), DJoee (S20), TheSheepMasters (S20), checog (S20), bayweafs (S20), Stravilight (S20), jubatyson (S20), Colozi (S20), RollRealQuick (S20), saltbag (S21), TinchoPijaLarga (S21), RollRealQuick (S21), zCent (S21), lasdarling (S21), ilylazaro (S21)
18th PupperKun (27): ItsColinn (S17), xDiversity (S17), InProper (S17), samdave (S17), carterwarterbear (S17), Zoroh (S17), lapppp (S17), Luca_Kgaming (S20), DripGodDavid (S20), Fearx_ (S23), DJoee (S25), Krbreb (S25), violethearts (S25), Gott_aka_Leonard (S27), Kaismartypants (S27), zCent (S27), spittoon (S27), LUCRODIUM (S27), MisaSama (S28), brinkwhy (S28), Crayonix (S29), HalfLechuga (S29), RohanSmashBro (S29), bayweafs (S31), LUKAD0NCIC (S31), carterwarterbear (S31), strategy (S31)
22nd cnner (26): Deanuhc (S12), Creadyy (S12), Turqified (S14), L1GHT1NG (S14), DEV0Y (S14), SlicedOranges (S14), TheRealHagrid (S14), MisaSama (S14), solnyy (S14), carterwarterbear (S14), Bulbexe (S14), Awticon (S18), downkey (S18), adrmf (S18), toxiicbtw (S18), PizzqWithAQ (S18), luksxixBRBDL (S18), sleepingxd (S24), Severuu (S24), NotChewi (S24), Geroot (S24), Krbreb (S24), LUKAD0NCIC (S24), BENJADDD (S24), Dyoza (S25), T1mT0m (S25)
23rd _carn (24): OCTAMAN (S6), Dargxn (S8), Shqkster (S8), downkey (S11), Kaddyn (S11), _1mmortal_ (S12), Clemjo (S12), Cheetah_16 (S12), AvyleZ (S12), brinniex (S12), ToeKun (S12), suedemax (S15), Lynxo (S17), Cocunut233 (S17), Deadlyboom (S19), drewxd (S19), ranmari (S21), bayweafs (S21), onstep (S22), Evxn063 (S27), Ginzburg (S27), strategy (S29), HUQTER (S29), loyaltea (S29)
23rd LZNAR (24): GhostLikesCakes (S15), downkey (S15), risn (S16), Glarza (S16), winterf (S16), RollRealQuick (S16), Gleoss (S16), LUCRODIUM (S16), BackToAfrica (S18), zCent (S18), PwincessVanessa (S18), Bornyo (S20), Slooshyy (S20), NickPlaysGames15 (S20), TitaniumDino25 (S20), onstep (S21), Jaceon02 (S21), GodlySteal (S21), whoshaze (S21), DanishDrill (S21), TheShippFloats (S21), Dizzying (S21), Turqified (S22), skyzfy (S22)
23rd onstep (24): bmartxxx (S6), Kaddyn (S8), _1mmortal_ (S10), lapppp (S10), soakle (S18), Jaceon02 (S18), GhostLikesCakes (S19), PizzqWithAQ (S20), CurdledDrip (S20), jacobcrafty (S23), QuacksL (S24), RohanSmashBro (S24), alexnv (S24), CipherKai (S24), Kelawesome (S24), brinkwhy (S27), K0REDRAG0N (S27), HeyItsJBug (S27), stupidsylvia (S31), broccoliar (S31), downkey (S31), xtiger34 (S31), Char1zo (S32), LUKAD0NCIC (S32)
26th swishduck (22): nug17 (S18), EivLs (S18), Kaddyn (S19), broccoliar (S19), Dyoza (S19), winterf (S19), tonylmao (S19), TheSheepMasters (S22), SSGSS4Goku (S23), zCent (S23), Zaiki (S23), adrmf (S23), Gott_aka_Leonard (S23), ArcticSeagull (S24), bayweafs (S24), spxrkz_ (S27), Gotelin (S27), theTrapDoor (S27), Thimburrr (S27), SAYNAR (S27), willif (S33), DJoee (S33)
27th Captureee (21): TOOOTH (S20), DumbThiccNick (S25), Jwillz (S25), Char1zo (S25), PupperKun (S25), checog (S25), Greninja (S25), unixn (S27), JEREMIUH (S27), LLEANN (S28), Zopho_ (S28), Sigtash (S28), CurdledDrip (S28), Zoroh (S28), Shqkster (S29), Fcrm (S29), DJoee (S29), BruceTheNinja10 (S29), Colozi (S29), lapppp (S29), Gleoss (S29)
27th mxrwzndood (21): ToeKun (S6), Shot3m (S6), IdkKiller (S6), ranmari (S6), CipherKai (S6), Gleoss (S6), Valnius (S6), Dizzying (S6), AvyleZ (S6), DripGodDavid (S31), FroztiSnow (S31), willif (S31), Hecticity (S31), ranmari (S31), SAYNAR (S31), HeyItsJBug (S31), vynil (S31), JEREMIUH (S31), DJoee (S31), dahii (S31), lamzyk (S31)
27th tonylmao (21): adrmf (S5), TacoDab (S7), _Pm (S7), emi1iano (S7), Kelawesome (S7), Hendysaurus (S8), WoodFired (S8), DZYER (S8), Vrehv (S10), BushieHalf (S16), alcxz (S16), Zeesue (S16), Dreamfall (S16), ghostblurr (S18), colbay (S18), TOOOTH (S18), PupperKun (S18), xMisha (S18), rodfather (S18), Tunaisheree (S31), FearThrows (S32)
27th xMisha (21): WoodFired (S5), SSGSS4Goku (S6), risn (S6), HUQTER (S6), ItsColinn (S7), Shqkster (S9), Bofishkix (S9), SpaceFenix (S9), ItsColinn (S9), SSGSS4Goku (S11), skyzfy (S12), HalfLechuga (S12), downkey (S12), Shqkster (S14), risn (S17), Mafiat (S17), AvyleZ (S18), carterwarterbear (S18), skyzfy (S18), samdave (S18), MangoPlayz (S23)
31st brinkwhy (19): Pahm (S1), skyzfy (S3), _Gag (S3), Dredex (S3), HUQTER (S3), Zebobo10 (S13), St0rmplayz (S13), Haydcn (S16), GhostLikesCakes (S22), Slooshyy (S22), PupperKun (S22), KazyXD (S24), MisaSama (S24), LUKAD0NCIC (S26), onstep (S26), Crayonix (S26), Gleoss (S28), Kaddyn (S30), TheShippFloats (S30)
31st dahii (19): WALRUS_TIME (S8), QuacksL (S10), WALRUS_TIME (S10), skyzfy (S10), DEV0Y (S19), nsi9 (S21), Mvte (S21), colbay (S21), CurdledDrip (S24), soakle (S25), GodlySteal (S27), LUKAD0NCIC (S27), PotatoPlayer_ (S28), StrengthDMN (S31), Zeesue (S31), L1GHT1NG (S31), RollRealQuick (S31), PupperKun (S31), Cloversss (S33)
31st downkey (19): Cwrunch (S2), xPingWinMan (S2), XERNE5 (S2), DragonGlory (S8), Stornette (S10), L1GHT1NG (S12), apa37 (S13), kirkfr (S13), TehBaconBrawlerZ (S13), DripGodDavid (S14), lzmur (S15), Cloversss (S15), lzmur (S16), Slooshyy (S18), Pemmyy (S21), benidk (S23), hypcr (S23), shaundoman (S31), soakle (S31)
31st hypcr (19): TinchoPijoLarga (S11), Bornyo (S11), DeadlyFoxx (S11), Dredex (S11), urfake (S11), xDiversity (S11), JEDIMASTERKANYE (S11), xMisha (S11), Zoroh (S11), lapppp (S11), enablin (S11), Flcnt (S13), PotatoPlayer_ (S13), ToeKun (S15), ObeseProdigy (S15), Zoroh (S18), Dyoza (S18), urfake (S28), BENJADDD (S33)
31st sgouche (19): nug17 (S21), Valnius (S22), hypcr (S22), broccoliar (S22), strategy (S23), VurkeTTV (S24), Char1zo (S24), oMatty (S24), Bobbytheturtle (S24), FLOWTIVES (S25), Glarza (S25), skyzfy (S25), Slooshyy (S31), Zebobo10 (S31), zCent (S31), St0rmplayz (S31), dooko (S32), BENJADDD (S32), O1OO (S33)
36th DumbThiccNick (18): Futan (S3), MangoPlayz (S3), Mohala (S3), LUCRODIUM (S3), FLOWTIVES (S4), Scyles (S4), CipherKai (S4), TehBaconBrawlerZ (S4), Zoroh (S4), xHobo (S4), _Gag (S5), dummycute (S5), Lynxo (S5), Valnius (S5), apa37 (S6), Crayonix (S23), LUCRODIUM (S23), FearThrows (S23)
36th Strikeroonie (18): rawed (S4), upraise (S4), LUKAD0NCIC (S17), Stravilight (S17), azoof (S17), LZNAR (S17), CipherKai (S17), spellygod (S17), MannyDM (S17), ceije (S17), AiroKun (S17), Luca_Kgaming (S18), onstep (S18), chrisrokay (S18), _1mmortal_ (S22), Luca_Kgaming (S22), ItsColinn (S24), zCent (S24)
38th FishManIsPotato (17): Kaddyn (S7), 5idekick (S9), WoodFired (S11), QuacksL (S11), aarei (S11), DEV0Y (S15), StrengthDMN (S15), samdave (S15), BENJADDD (S16), Dargxn (S26), checog (S26), fyechris (S26), MichaelPlayMC (S26), MisaSama (S26), L1GHT1NG (S26), LUCRODIUM (S26), skyzfy (S26)
38th PotatoPlayer_ (17): brinniex (S8), brghts (S12), St0rmplayz (S12), Penley (S13), alcxz (S13), Dreamfall (S15), MisaSama (S18), BENJADDD (S19), Deanuhc (S21), JayNonsense (S21), DanishDrill (S22), ShmeckleBoy (S23), Qmos (S23), _carn (S32), zCent (S32), Erdql (S33), Glarza (S33)
38th Senkhi (17): IZUR (S1), mxcros (S4), StrengthDMN (S8), Zebobo10 (S8), IdkKiller (S8), downkey (S8), ToeKun (S9), violethearts (S9), WoodFired (S19), PLENT (S19), 5idekick (S19), MaxCringe (S19), Dcrpy (S20), Demomaker (S20), derekast (S23), AiroKun (S29), Slooshyy (S29)
41st Deanuhc (16): willif (S5), PwincessVanessa (S5), Lynor (S7), PolarTaco (S7), PapaNugey (S8), 5idekick (S8), benidk (S8), Crayonix (S8), Stravilight (S8), Bulbexe (S8), Stravilight (S10), Mohala (S12), Emplacement (S13), lapppp (S14), beaniepls (S14), Glarza (S14)
41st kirkfr (16): ArcticSeagull (S2), Gleoss (S2), DJoee (S6), L1GHT1NG (S6), FishManIsPotato (S12), BanMoon (S13), ReiBatsubami (S14), apa37 (S15), GodlySteal (S16), ranmari (S17), IdkKiller (S18), NotMyLights (S19), ToeKun (S19), lazys (S21), LUCRODIUM (S21), dontbow (S21)
43rd BENJADDD (15): Cheetah_16 (S13), PwincessVanessa (S13), Charrlottie (S13), ArcticSeagull (S13), PitSolitayrh (S15), lapppp (S15), willif (S15), swishduck (S15), kirkfr (S15), Captinn (S21), _carn (S21), brinkwhy (S22), winterf (S22), BuildingBard300 (S24), Kaismartypants (S33)
43rd LUKAD0NCIC (15): tonylmao (S20), Supersun_ (S20), vynil (S24), benidk (S24), 5KYFALLS (S24), Hecticity (S25), remyyyyyy (S25), dahii (S25), Stornette (S27), onstep (S29), tonylmao (S32), Flcnt (S33), LZNAR (S33), spellygod (S33), Gleoss (S33)
43rd Permm (15): HUQTER (S2), love_gem4164 (S2), risn (S2), Bofishkix (S2), Bulbexe (S2), FLOWTIVES (S2), StrengthDMN (S3), samdave (S3), Chesspiece (S3), LUCRODIUM (S15), risn (S15), beaniepls (S15), Supersun_ (S30), CipherKai (S33), Cahmn (S33)
43rd remyyyyyy (15): ranmari (S10), NickPlaysGames15 (S10), solnyy (S10), Charrlottie (S10), Lunar_ (S15), Saltnobi (S16), bayweafs (S17), winterf (S17), drewxd (S17), ghostblurr (S17), IdkKiller (S20), L1GHT1NG (S20), xPandaaz (S22), LUCRODIUM (S25), WoodFired (S27)
47th Greninja (14): HUQTER (S10), Jaceon02 (S10), flameorb (S10), XERNE5 (S10), dahii (S10), PwincessVanessa (S10), FearThrows (S10), Centrah (S10), brinkwhy (S10), InProper (S10), CipherKai (S10), BuildingBard300 (S25), HalfLechuga (S25), Kelawesome (S25)
47th RohanSmashBro (14): lapppp (S6), Krbreb (S12), ItzHooded (S12), Gleoss (S14), Vrehv (S16), harkuaa (S18), Dargxn (S18), HalfLechuga (S26), Normoh (S26), loyaltea (S27), GrassPiece (S29), K_U_N_A_L (S29), Luca_Kgaming (S29), Cloversss (S31)
47th upraise (14): xNGHT (S4), FearThrows (S6), demisux (S6), dylns (S7), B0WUH (S7), spittoon (S8), Ryanmoko (S9), Forrest235 (S9), Luca_Kgaming (S25), kendawg_g (S28), EivLs (S28), Fcrm (S28), Outname (S28), GrassPiece (S28)
47th willif (14): Smeshi (S12), RollRealQuick (S12), AiroKun (S12), YouCheated (S12), Nightshqdee (S12), cnner (S12), SSGSS4Goku (S12), checog (S12), Turqified (S16), rodfather (S17), HalfLechuga (S21), ArcticSeagull (S25), Fcrm (S32), harkuaa (S32)
47th winterf (14): Blarkslol (S13), NickPlaysGames15 (S13), xHobo (S14), Eindeutiger (S17), St0rmplayz (S17), Cacedoupamso (S17), GodlySteal (S17), Gott_aka_Leonard (S20), FishManIsPotato (S22), carterwarterbear (S22), jasondoa (S22), 5idekick (S28), WoodFired (S31), winterf (S31)
52nd CurdledDrip (13): InProper (S24), Kaismartypants (S28), PupperKun (S28), jasondoa (S28), carterwarterbear (S28), adrmf (S29), pm3crafte4 (S29), TheRealHagrid (S29), BuildingBard300 (S29), harkuaa (S31), lapppp (S31), RohanSmashBro (S31), Dizzying (S33)
52nd DripGodDavid (13): QuacksL (S13), Shqkster (S16), Deadlyboom (S18), GodlySteal (S19), xPandaaz (S20), samdave (S20), lapppp (S20), MisaSama (S20), Dyoza (S20), willif (S23), xtiger34 (S27), checog (S27), Valnius (S29)
52nd L1GHT1NG (13): Stravilight (S5), AdonisGaming (S5), DanishDrill (S9), Greatwarrior_ (S12), strategy (S26), Luca_Kgaming (S27), fyechris (S27), GhostLikesCakes (S28), benidk (S28), adrmf (S31), willif (S32), ilylazaro (S33), IsoLights (S33)
52nd spittoon (13): Chqllenged (S20), TheShippFloats (S20), Dredex (S20), Zopho_ (S20), benidk (S21), HUQTER (S21), adrmf (S25), DJoee (S27), SPEEDYDIGS (S27), L1GHT1NG (S27), skyzfy (S27), Glarza (S28), azoof (S28)
52nd WoodFired (13): DZYER (S7), Nightshqdee (S8), skyzfy (S14), TOOOTH (S16), Riolu100895 (S17), xMisha (S17), _carn (S17), xMisha (S19), Erdql (S20), NotMyLights (S20), theTrapDoor (S21), FLOWTIVES (S24), swishduck (S24)
57th Cahnner (12): MangoPlayz (S1), Fierys (S1), Dargxn (S1), FLOWTIVES (S1), Sigtash (S2), BikBoy (S2), kirkfr (S5), TinchoPijaLarga (S7), Mohala (S7), Kelawesome (S9), MangoPlayz (S9), checog (S9)
57th Zebobo10 (12): Shqkster (S6), Beastaxel (S6), alcxz (S7), WoodFired (S12), derekast (S12), _carn (S12), xMisha (S12), Jwillz (S20), marceloifhy (S20), PotatoPlayer_ (S20), theTrapDoor (S20), FLOWTIVES (S20)
59th 5idekick (11): B0WUH (S8), Shot3m (S9), Greatwarrior_ (S9), Gleoss (S12), SlicedOranges (S16), RohanSmashBro (S17), zCent (S17), Gott_aka_Leonard (S17), alcxz (S24), Senkhi (S24), Crayonix (S24)
59th 5ize (11): RAHILL (S5), imFatLoveMe (S11), Cwrunch (S11), Crayonix (S11), smiinoo (S21), remyyyyyy (S21), Loushus (S21), chrisrokay (S21), flameh (S21), AshRiolu100985 (S21), Severuu (S32)
59th Bulbexe (11): brinniex (S7), K0REDRAG0N (S8), L1GHT1NG (S8), Lynxo (S8), Mohala (S8), zCent (S14), ywack (S14), St0rmplayz (S14), Cloversss (S14), FLOWTIVES (S14), willif (S17)
59th Cirex (11): Loushus (S19), Blendd (S19), MannyDM (S19), Ginzburg (S19), soakle (S19), AvyleZ (S19), adrmf (S19), RollRealQuick (S19), CoDrake (S19), Colozi (S19), Gleoss (S19)
59th colbay (11): BraydenB11 (S3), TehBaconBrawlerZ (S3), mxcros (S3), Lynxo (S4), winterf (S18), ilylazaro (S20), nug17 (S20), brinkwhy (S25), RohanSmashBro (S25), spittoon (S25), oMatty (S32)
59th Dredex (11): risn (S3), Krbreb (S10), ToeKun (S17), Kaismartypants (S17), UbiquityHD (S20), HalfLechuga (S20), spxrkz_ (S24), _carn (S24), nolanishot (S24), soakle (S24), luvictoire (S24)
59th Glarza (11): ranmari (S14), ObeseProdigy (S16), onstep (S16), whoshaze (S19), remyyyyyy (S19), MangoPlayz (S19), Spongey (S19), kirkfr (S19), strategy (S25), carterwarterbear (S30), LLEANN (S33)
59th KELCOS (11): bayweafs (S13), winterf (S13), brinniex (S13), RollRealQuick (S13), TheRealHagrid (S13), FearThrows (S13), BruceTheNinja10 (S16), DJoee (S16), rodfather (S16), Hendysaurus (S16), lapppp (S16)
59th Krbreb (11): YellowAuraa (S2), kirkfr (S2), brinkwhy (S2), Lnarz (S2), MangoPlayz (S2), PizzqWithAQ (S2), SergeantM (S4), PwincessVanessa (S4), Lynxo (S10), benidk (S12), Luca_Kgaming (S16)
59th lamzyk (11): WoodFired (S26), vynil (S26), Glarza (S30), benidk (S30), harkuaa (S30), nsket (S31), GrassPiece (S31), nolanishot (S31), MisaSama (S31), Spongey (S31), skyzfy (S31)
59th MisaSama (11): Mvte (S20), DumbThiccNick (S21), Slooshyy (S23), xMisha (S23), Char1zo (S23), PupperKun (S23), jasondoa (S31), CHAINGE (S33), hypcr (S33), TheShippFloats (S33), FearThrows (S33)
70th AvyleZ (10): Emplacement (S4), Zebobo10 (S6), jjsteeples (S6), kirkfr (S6), m4ku (S6), loyaltea (S6), xMisha (S6), flameorb (S7), IdkKiller (S14), xMisha (S14)
70th Cloversss (10): dylns (S6), Crayonix (S14), Hendysaurus (S15), GodlySteal (S15), solnyy (S19), Luca_Kgaming (S23), GodlySteal (S23), BloodBlack (S24), bayweafs (S30), flameh (S33)
70th HUQTER (10): N0CTURNAL (S2), samdave (S2), Mohala (S6), Cloversss (S6), brinkwhy (S6), CoDrake (S20), hypcr (S28), theTrapDoor (S29), Supersun_ (S32), void_hi (S32)
70th retrys (10): vynil (S21), Senkhi (S21), NickPlaysGames15 (S21), solnyy (S22), lukevvs (S22), Abyr (S22), Qmos (S22), Gott_aka_Leonard (S22), cnner (S22), kirkfr (S22)
70th risn (10): PolarTaco (S3), Haydcn (S4), hypcr (S5), WoodFired (S6), Hendysaurus (S6), harkuaa (S6), Hendysaurus (S7), 5idekick (S15), Zopho_ (S17), alcxz (S19)
70th Spongey (10): ranmari (S16), DanishDrill (S16), Gott_aka_Leonard (S19), Retrofied (S27), SPEEDYDIGS (S31), _carn (S31), Crayonix (S31), Zoroh (S31), Char1zo (S33), 2Pacoh (S33)
76th Colozi (9): willif (S20), Lach (S20), Rameur (S23), jaranato (S23), CommanderK22_ (S23), jasondoa (S27), remyyyyyy (S27), Supersun_ (S27), Shm3e (S29)
76th DanishDrill (9): saltbag (S8), ItsColinn (S8), Ryfri (S8), skyzfy (S8), TOOOTH (S15), realCUYT (S15), benidk (S15), apa37 (S16), UbiquityHD (S16)
76th GrassPiece (9): JEREMIUH (S28), Normoh (S28), salic (S28), MichaelPlayMC (S30), theTrapDoor (S30), PotatoPlayer_ (S30), CHAINGE (S30), xtiger34 (S30), benidk (S31)
76th ItsColinn (9): harkuaa (S7), Greatwarrior_ (S8), DRI60 (S9), harkuaa (S9), CallMeBqse (S17), naseemXBT (S24), Flcnt (S24), brinkwhy (S24), sgouche (S24)
76th IZUR (9): Linkelf0rz (S22), ToeKun (S22), Zoroh (S22), Dargxn (S22), vegis (S26), DripGodDavid (S26), benidk (S26), AiroKun (S26), lapppp (S27)
76th Kelawesome (9): spellygod (S7), Valnius (S7), Fragggg (S7), lapppp (S7), AcidViper (S16), Blendd (S16), benidk (S16), ReiBatsubami (S16), LUCRODIUM (S24)
76th loyaltea (9): RAHILL (S2), maccwyatt (S5), AvyleZ (S5), Greatwarrior_ (S5), TinchoPijaLarga (S6), Greatwarrior_ (S6), Bulbexe (S9), DRI60 (S27), derekast (S29)
76th Stravilight (9): AiroKun (S7), Dcrpy (S8), dhaq (S8), Dcrpy (S12), pm3crafte4 (S20), ADinoPlayingMC (S23), TheRealHagrid (S26), ArcticSeagull (S28), Charrlottie (S28)
76th Vrehv (9): ranmari (S3), Greatwarrior_ (S4), spellygod (S4), XERNE5 (S4), IdkKiller (S4), HUQTER (S4), K0REDRAG0N (S10), KELCOS (S10), Gleoss (S17)
85th Bornyo (8): ceije (S12), Shqkster (S12), Cloversss (S12), lapppp (S12), swishduck (S16), BottleSause (S17), QueenxPetty (S17), Hecticity (S19)
85th chimah (8): Zcin (S1), ranmari (S1), ranmari (S4), TPolls (S4), IsoLights (S4), Sigtash (S4), brinkwhy (S4), benidk (S4)
85th Crayonix (8): TPolls (S8), xMisha (S10), Stravilight (S12), ItsColinn (S12), remyyyyyy (S18), swishduck (S18), Colozi (S18), tonylmao (S18)
85th dylns (8): maccwyatt (S2), soakle (S6), Vrehv (S6), heartparticles (S6), zFate (S6), Emplacement (S6), Merch (S6), onstep (S6)
85th FearThrows (8): DJoee (S7), Greatwarrior_ (S7), benidk (S10), remyyyyyy (S14), Cahnner (S14), bayweafs (S14), CipherKai (S14), Shqkster (S32)
85th iLoveBoris (8): ArcticSeagull (S10), ranmari (S11), CodeJoshua (S11), _1mmortal_ (S11), St0rmplayz (S11), soakle (S11), Jewala (S11), marceloifhy (S11)
85th kendawg_g (8): checog (S2), TehBaconBrawlerZ (S2), remyyyyyy (S26), Kahooter (S27), strategy (S27), sweatgod (S27), Shqkster (S27), swishduck (S27)
85th nolanishot (8): PotatoPlayer_ (S27), sgouche (S27), RqDix (S28), Centrios (S29), Fcrm (S31), Kaismartypants (S31), brinkwhy (S31), Dizzying (S31)
85th ranmari (8): Dcrpy (S21), HUQTER (S24), Zebobo10 (S26), HUQTER (S26), BuildingBard300 (S26), Kahooter (S26), Shqkster (S31), 5ize (S32)
85th solnyy (8): Clemjo (S10), ixHazexi (S13), DRI60 (S13), BloodBlack (S14), XERNE5 (S14), choiceband (S18), brinkwhy (S18), Haydcn (S19)
95th BruceTheNinja10 (7): willif (S16), choiceband (S26), Luca_Kgaming (S26), Dredex (S27), maccwyatt (S29), AshRiolu100985 (S33), Batusko (S33)
95th jasondoa (7): Colozi (S22), alcxz (S31), Luca_Kgaming (S32), BuildingBard300 (S32), HUQTER (S33), benidk (S33), lapppp (S33)
95th jubatyson (7): LZNAR (S20), winterf (S20), sgouche (S21), Zebobo10 (S22), Hpark03 (S22), VurkeTTV (S22), FroztiSnowman (S22)
95th Kaddyn (7): Harvyz (S7), XERNE5 (S17), Shqkster (S17), broccoliar (S30), ScaryPumpkinFace (S33), Codwhy (S33), OhMatias (S33)
95th Kelldeo (7): HeyItsJBug (S2), Bulbexe (S15), Goopling (S16), 5ARx (S16), zCent (S16), Kelawesome (S16), checog (S16)
95th Lynxo (7): flameorb (S6), _carn (S6), DRI60 (S10), ToontownOnline (S12), NickPlaysGames15 (S12), spellygod (S15), brinkwhy (S16)
95th maccwyatt (7): dylns (S2), Bofishkix (S4), soakle (S4), AvyleZ (S4), DumbThiccNick (S4), chimah (S4), HalfLechuga (S9)
95th marceloifhy (7): toggleuhc (S5), Emplacement (S5), apa37 (S11), ToeKun (S11), brinniex (S11), Captinn (S20), _1mmortal_ (S20)
95th Merch (7): Deanuhc (S5), Bulbexe (S5), IsoLights (S5), samdave (S5), Zoroh (S15), xtiger34 (S15), remyyyyyy (S15)
95th Mohala (7): drewxd (S1), brinkwhy (S3), HeyItsJBug (S3), IdkKiller (S3), brinniex (S5), CipherKai (S7), Clegi (S8)
95th Raying (7): oceun (S3), kendawg_g (S11), Centrah (S11), FishManIsPotato (S11), lzmur (S11), _carn (S11), hypcr (S11)
95th SAYNAR (7): theTrapDoor (S25), Supersun_ (S28), onstep (S28), BuildingBard300 (S33), PotatoPlayer_ (S33), Haydcn (S33), carterwarterbear (S33)
95th Scyles (7): PwincessVanessa (S2), Gleeming (S4), colbay (S4), Lynor (S4), Chesspiece (S4), kirkfr (S7), CoDrake (S17)
95th SpaceFenix (7): Evzenitable (S3), drewxd (S3), xDiversity (S9), spellygod (S9), ERHDude (S9), jjsteeples (S13), Deanuhc (S13)
95th St0rmplayz (7): Shqkster (S7), Sigtash (S8), brinkwhy (S9), imFatLoveMe (S9), 5idekick (S16), GodlySteal (S22), HalfLechuga (S31)
95th theTrapDoor (7): benidk (S20), GodlySteal (S20), Zopho_ (S22), colbay (S23), CHAINGE (S26), Fcrm (S26), RohanSmashBro (S30)
95th xDiversity (7): XERNE5 (S16), beaniepls (S16), Loushus (S17), lzmur (S17), theTrapDoor (S23), 5idekick (S24), FLOWTIVES (S26)
95th XERNE5 (7): Shqkster (S2), TinchoPijaLarga (S4), AiroKun (S9), adrmf (S9), MangoPlayz (S14), Zoroh (S14), Slooshyy (S17)
113th CHAINGE (6): MisaSama (S25), BuildingBard300 (S30), Shqkster (S30), ToeKun (S30), BuildingBard300 (S31), CurdledDrip (S31)
113th Fcrm (6): Blendd (S26), dwgn (S28), brinkwhy (S29), Ryfri (S29), checog (S29), _1mmortal_ (S33)
113th Ginzburg (6): DeadpoolUHC (S20), WoodFired (S20), Aybel (S20), benidk (S25), spellygod (S25), _carn (S29)
113th lzmur (6): brinkwhy (S11), TehBaconBrawlerZ (S11), Krxmble (S11), Luca_Kgaming (S17), broccoliar (S17), zewgle (S22)
113th nsi9 (6): Doe (S20), JEREMIUH (S26), St0rmplayz (S26), Demomaker (S26), xROSEQ (S26), RohanSmashBro (S26)
113th strategy (6): PupperKun (S24), dahii (S24), ranmari (S24), xtiger34 (S24), WoodFired (S24), sgouche (S30)
113th Turqified (6): samdave (S10), HalfLechuga (S10), GriddyTC (S10), DripGodDavid (S10), tonylmao (S10), downkey (S10)
113th zCent (6): PotatoPlayer_ (S21), spittoon (S21), remyyyyyy (S22), ethodog (S23), SAYNAR (S29), CurdledDrip (S29)
121st alcxz (5): upraise (S9), maccwyatt (S9), Vrehv (S12), Nuclearsugar (S16), AhSh1t (S16)
121st Batusko (5): AshRiolu100985 (S24), AdonisGaming (S24), upraise (S27), LUKAD0NCIC (S33), MisaSama (S33)
121st Blendd (5): PotatoPlayer_ (S16), SSGSS4Goku (S17), MainAgate5 (S20), remyyyyyy (S20), flameh (S20)
121st derekast (5): nug17 (S22), m4ku (S22), LZNAR (S22), FLOWTIVES (S29), sgouche (S32)
121st Dyoza (5): RohanSmashBro (S27), Captureee (S27), sgouche (S33), Shqkster (S33), Dargxn (S33)
121st enablin (5): RohanSmashBro (S11), iLoveBoris (S11), TheSlimeBrother (S15), Broseph (S16), remyyyyyy (S16)
121st FrostBros (5): spittoon (S19), dahii (S19), K0REDRAG0N (S19), adrmf (S21), skyzfy (S21)
121st GodlySteal (5): rnaa (S16), DripGodDavid (S19), PLENT (S20), skyzfy (S20), L1GHT1NG (S32)
121st harrydagawd (5): Stravilight (S6), skyzfy (S6), St0rmplayz (S6), MangoPlayz (S6), FLOWTIVES (S6)
121st Haydcn (5): risn (S5), HyperOutHere (S21), jubatyson (S21), zCent (S30), Spongey (S33)
121st IdkKiller (5): Bulbexe (S6), Glockey_ (S9), Crayonix (S15), IdkKiller (S19), Zopho_ (S32)
121st IsoLights (5): IdkKiller (S5), MangoPlayz (S5), L1GHT1NG (S5), xxezrabxxx (S16), Luca_Kgaming (S33)
121st LLEANN (5): Blendd (S20), LUKAD0NCIC (S20), onstep (S20), _carn (S28), Supersun_ (S33)
121st naseemXBT (5): MCBR (S24), Gleoss (S25), Crayonix (S27), Slooshyy (S27), Zoroh (S27)
121st rodfather (5): AiroKun (S16), Lunar_ (S16), CrowJRC (S16), bestlegitww (S18), _1mmortal_ (S18)
121st saltbag (5): spellygod (S5), jemjosh (S7), Cloversss (S7), toggleuhc (S7), Slooshyy (S19)
121st StrengthDMN (5): Normoh (S27), alexnv (S27), Spongey (S27), IZUR (S27), PupperKun (S27)
121st Supersun_ (5): L1GHT1NG (S22), St0rmplayz (S22), PotatoPlayer_ (S23), BuildingBard300 (S27), _pbo (S30)
121st YouCheated (5): IvanDIGGA (S12), ranmari (S12), CipherKai (S12), Dizzying (S12), ploonyUwU (S28)
121st zewgle (5): _Pm (S15), mxcros (S15), DJoee (S15), Kelldeo (S15), Cacedoupamso (S30)
121st Zopho_ (5): samdave (S7), Xifto (S22), PotatoPlayer_ (S32), soakle (S32), loyaltea (S32)
Rest in Part 2
2024.05.15 15:16 Brodator Solace Kills (Part 2)
Solace Kills (Part 2)
Kills
Rest in Part 1142nd _Pm (4): dylxnd (S7), ToeKun (S7), Dargxn (S7), Vernium (S16)
142nd apa37 (4): Cahnner (S6), Caceduopamso (S15), _1mmortal_ (S17), L1GHT1NG (S17)
142nd beaniepls (4): QuacksL (S14), _Fost_ (S16), Zeesue (S17), benidk (S17)
142nd Dcrpy (4): ghostblurr (S9), Haydcn (S9), tonylmao (S9), Senkhi (S9)
142nd drewxd (4): Bofishkix (S1), SpaceFenix (S3), soakle (S17), _Gag (S17)
142nd Flcnt (4): loyaltea (S9), Centrah (S9), skyzfy (S9), Dreamfall (S33)
142nd HalfLechuga (4): Greatwarrior_ (S10), brinniex (S15), MisaSama (S29), Charrlottie (S29)
142nd Hendysaurus (4): HUQTER (S5), Jeromesha (S5), upraise (S6), saltbag (S6)
142nd ilylazaro (4): xtiger34 (S20), soakle (S20), RiseGR (S21), BENJADDD (S21)
142nd JEREMIUH (4): Switches (S27), Scyles (S28), kendawg_g (S31), sgouche (S31)
142nd m4ku (4): alcxz (S6), downkey (S22), SpaceFenix (S26), Supersun_ (S26)
142nd NotChewi (4): DripGodDavid (S6), spellygod (S6), DragonGlory (S9), HalfLechuga (S24)
142nd oceun (4): Blarkslol (S3), dontbow (S32), PupperKun (S32), HUQTER (S32)
142nd Shqkster (4): downkey (S1), CallMeBqse (S1), Ryfri (S14), xPandaaz (S32)
142nd TOOOTH (4): GreenFire26 (S17), ToeKun (S18), T1mT0m (S18), Aybel (S22)
142nd TPolls (4): Permm (S3), Vrehv (S3), Raying (S3), Cahnner (S4)
142nd unixn (4): ItsColinn (S21), Cahnner (S21), Slooshyy (S21), FrostBros (S21)
142nd ZachConnor (4): Bulbexe (S7), XERNE5 (S7), St0rmplayz (S7), Stravilight (S7)
160th 5HARPGOD (3): PapaNugey (S15), Merch (S15), LZNAR (S15)
160th ArcticSeagull (3): YouCheated (S9), DRI60 (S14), RqDix (S27)
160th BloodBlack (3): Lative (S14), benidk (S14), WoodFired (S14)
160th CoDrake (3): Abstracct (S13), theTrapDoor (S19), benidk (S19)
160th DragonGlory (3): ZachConnor (S8), carterwarterbear (S8), Vrehv (S9)
160th Emplacement (3): notrhain (S6), Slooshyy (S8), jjsteeples (S8)
160th ethodog (3): Fcrm (S24), DJoee (S24), _Fost_ (S24)
160th Fierys (3): AryaQT (S1), Senkhi (S1), homiemansmans (S1)
160th fyechris (3): 5idekick (S27), soakle (S27), GrassPiece (S27)
160th ghostblurr (3): BruceTheNinja10 (S17), MXLAXIO (S17), HeyItsJBug (S19)
160th ImChilly (3): risn (S7), ArcticSeagull (S7), xMisha (S9)
160th iWrekt (3): FireBreathMan (S2), spellygod (S2), xCynesta (S2)
160th jacobcrafty (3): Squegi (S23), Senkhi (S23), _carn (S27)
160th Kahooter (3): Kaismartypants (S26), hashtagmat (S26), FLOWTIVES (S27)
160th lukevvs (3): PLENT (S21), PotatoPlayer_ (S22), SilabaTonica (S23)
160th luksxixBRBDL (3): emi1iano (S18), L1GHT1NG (S18), Dreamfall (S18)
160th MephisDomen (3): Bornyo (S24), ethodog (S24), Stornette (S24)
160th Nightshqdee (3): void_hi (S8), ArcticSeagull (S8), JroseFX (S8)
160th notrhain (3): Shqkster (S15), ninja3214 (S15), skyzfy (S15)
160th PingBomb (3): TehBaconBrawlerZ (S9), Crayonix (S9), benidk (S9)
160th PLENT (3): Hrray (S22), TitaniumDino25 (S22), Gleoss (S22)
160th RollRealQuick (3): Dargxn (S12), Kaddyn (S33), CommanderK22_ (S33)
160th Stornette (3): StrengthDMN (S10), Abyr (S24), Batusko (S24)
160th sweatgod (3): DripGodDavid (S27), DJoee (S30), CipherKai (S30)
160th TheShippFloats (3): dahii (S21), retrys (S21), xtiger34 (S33)
160th toggleuhc (3): love_gem4164 (S5), Sigtash (S5), benidk (S5)
160th Valnius (3): RohanSmashBro (S6), pawnss (S6), toggleuhc (S6)
160th violethearts (3): willif (S9), CipherKai (S9), Dargxn (S25)
160th void_hi (3): StrengthDMN (S7), FishManIsPotato (S9), DripGodDavid (S15)
160th xROSEQ (3): Dyoza (S26), xDiversity (S26), Gotelin (S26)
160th Zeko_Kun (3): Ryfri (S13), derekast (S13), benidk (S13)
191st _1mmortal_ (2): willif (S7), Lunar_ (S7)
191st alexnv (2): colbay (S27), jacobcrafty (S27)
191st B0WUH (2): Zeesue (S15), Kartracer (S15)
191st Bobbytheturtle (2): SSGSS4Goku (S15), Batsuko (S15)
191st BraydenB11 (2): Strikeroonie (S4), upraise (S5)
191st Captinn (2): LUCRODIUM (S17), UbiquityHD (S17)
191st Cheetah_16 (2): marceloifhy (S10), BraydenB11 (S12)
191st Chesspiece (2): ZachConnor (S3), risn (S4)
191st Clegi (2): DRI60 (S8), dahii (S8)
191st Cr3ad (2): YouCheated (S28), broccoliar (S28)
191st Creadyy (2): brinkwhy (S12), IdkKiller (S12)
191st Cwrunch (2): cnner (S11), AiroKun (S11)
191st devuls (2): DripGodDavid (S9), lapppp (S9)
191st Dewces (2): floodW (S13), SpaceFenix (S13)
191st dhaq (2): yassifies_u (S8), Forrest235 (S8)
191st dontbow (2): samdave (S21), carterwarterbear (S27)
191st Dreamfall (2): PitSolitayrh (S17), skyzfy (S17)
191st Drkrai (2): saltbag (S16), MarcoThePhe0nix (S16)
191st DZYER (2): iLoveBoris (S8), BraydenB11 (S8)
191st ERHDude (2): RohanSmashBro (S7), brinniex (S9)
191st Ezehh (2): pm3crafte4 (S23), BENJADDD (S23)
191st Fragggg (2): InProper (S16), tonylmao (S16)
191st FroztiSnowman (2): Strikeroonie (S22), RollRealQuick (S22)
191st fxlzy (2): Orbitxl (S23), carterwarterbear (S23)
191st GhostLikesCakes (2): TMNono (S18), saltbag (S19)
191st Greatwarrior_ (2): Greatwarrior_ (S11), ArcticSeagull (S12)
191st harkuaa (2): Haydcn (S6), theTrapDoor (S32)
191st HeyItsJBug (2): Flcnt (S2), St0rmplayz (S27)
191st homiemansmans (2): HUQTER (S1), ItzIgglesPiggles (S1)
191st IMLpLay (2): Mohala (S19), _carn (S19)
191st jjsteeples (2): HeyItsJBug (S4), imFatLoveMe (S8)
191st KennyTee (2): Shqkster (S22), sr8611 (S22)
191st MannyDM (2): mxrwxndood (S8), Lynxo (S19)
191st mxrwxndood (2): Wimbl (S8), upraise (S8)
191st NickPlaysGames15 (2): HalfLechuga (S14), winterf (S14)
191st Normoh (2): idklyn (S15), ArcticSeagull (S27)
191st NotSugar (2): Clemjo (S16), Bornyo (S16)
191st Pemmyy (2): LUKAD0NCIC (S21), downkey (S21)
191st PolarTaco (2): TehBaconBrawlerZ (S7), kendawg_g (S7)
191st QuacksL (2): NexfoR (S10), ywack (S11)
191st RaiN_DyNasty (2): SAYNAR (S32), IdkKiller (S32)
191st Rameur (2): Crayonix (S20), Zoroh (S23)
191st RiseGR (2): St0rmplayz (S21), hypcr (S21)
191st Sigtash (2): FearThrows (S4), Stornette (S28)
191st slxps (2): notrhain (S4), Senkhi (S4)
191st SPEEDYDIGS (2): IdkKiller (S26), HUQTER (S27)
191st spxrkz_ (2): lzmur (S24), DumbThiccNick (S24)
191st SSGSS4Goku (2): Charrlottie (S12), kirkfr (S12)
191st TehBaconBrawlerZ (2): T1mT0m (S13), Vetmire (S14)
191st TheSheepMasters (2): TehBaconBrawlerZ (S21), Gotelin (S21)
191st vynil (2): LUCRODIUM (S31), loyaltea (S31)
191st xannydood (2): GhostLikesCakes (S33), PupperKun (S33)
191st Zeesue (2): SpaceFenix (S15), NotChewi (S31)
191st zFate (2): PizzqWithAQ (S6), imFatLoveMe (S6)
245th 5KYFALLS (1): jacobcrafty (S24)
245th _Fost_ (1): willif (S14)
245th _Gag (1): Bulbexe (S3)
245th Abyr (1): Togglee_ (S22)
245th Aybel (1): broccoliar (S20)
245th BackToAfrica (1): Dargxn (S16)
245th Bov (1): HalfLechuga (S28)
245th brghts (1): jake_hoe (S12)
245th broccoliar (1): broccoliar (S12)
245th Broseph (1): ObeseProdigy (S19)
245th Centrah (1): jake_hoe (S7)
245th cherryblawsom (1): ninja3214 (S9)
245th chrisrokay (1): Broseph (S18)
245th Clemjo (1): DEV0Y (S10)
245th Cocunut233 (1): brinkwhy (S14)
245th CrowJRC (1): PitSolitayrh (S16)
245th Daltun (1): RollRealQuick (S14)
245th Deadlyboom (1): beaniepls (S18)
245th DEV0Y (1): Bulbexe (S24)
245th Erdql (1): theTrapDoor (S33)
245th Fearx_ (1): _carn (S22)
245th flameh (1): Lynxo (S20)
245th flameorb (1): Bornyo (S8)
245th floodW (1): Tinydraco (S13)
245th Gott_aka_Leonard (1): Gleoss (S15)
245th Hecticity (1): tonylmao (S31)
245th Hpark03 (1): omchris (S22)
245th idklyn (1): SpaceFenix (S1)
245th Jaceon02 (1): L1GHT1NG (S16)
245th Jewala (1): Zeesue (S11)
245th Jwillz (1): Cacedoupamso (S24)
245th Kaismartypants (1): m4ku (S26)
245th Kartracer (1): zCent (S15)
245th KazyXD (1): Jwillz (S24)
245th Lach (1): Zebobo10 (S20)
245th Lnarz (1): IsoLights (S3)
245th Loushus (1): bayweafs (S19)
245th Lunar_ (1): Zopho_ (S8)
245th MarcoThePhe0nix (1): CallMeBqse (S16)
245th MaxCringe (1): LLEANN (S21)
245th Mvte (1): pureinnocence (S1)
245th mxcros (1): cherryblawsom (S9)
245th Nikanod (1): NotMyLights (S21)
245th nsket (1): Valnius (S31)
245th ObeseProdigy (1): Dredex (S16)
245th OhMatias (1): Fcrm (S33)
245th omchris (1): OblivionTU (S22)
245th Pahm (1): AdonisGaming (S3)
245th pm3crafte4 (1): nsi9 (S20)
245th PRICINCT (1): HalfLechuga (S15)
245th Psykl0ne (1): QueenxPetty (S16)
245th PwincessVanessa (1): GhostLikesCakes (S18)
245th RAHILL (1): BraydenB11 (S2)
245th RatherRare (1): Gleoss (S11)
245th Ryfri (1): Slooshyy (S24)
245th Shm3e (1): alcxz (S29)
245th Shot3m (1): willif (S6)
245th sleepingxd (1): GhostLikesCakes (S24)
245th Specularpotato (1): Cr3ad (S28)
245th sr8611 (1): Fearx_ (S22)
245th Switches (1): spellygod (S3)
245th T1mT0m (1): IdkKiller (S13)
245th TheRealHagrid (1): Dcrpy (S13)
245th TheSlimeBrother (1): DRI60 (S15)
245th ToeKun (1): Luca_Kgaming (S19)
245th ToontownOnline (1): alcxz (S8)
245th UbiquityHD (1): Shqkster (S20)
245th xPandaaz (1): HalfLechuga (S32)
245th yassifies_u (1): XERNE5 (S8)
245th Yist (1): Ryfri (S10)
245th zrtt (1): Scyles (S7)
Kill/Death Ratio (KDR)
1st brocktober - NaN (0/0)2nd mxrwzndood - Inf (21/0)
2nd Cirex - Inf (11/0)
4th Greninja - 7.00 (14/2)
5th Zoroh - 5.32 (101/19)
6th retrys - 5.00 (10/2)
6th harrydagawd - 5.00 (5/1)
8th FLOWTIVES - 4.67 (112/24)
9th adrmf - 4.57 (64/14)
10th cnner - 4.33 (26/6)
11th Captureee - 4.20 (21/5)
12th lapppp - 4.16 (104/25)
13th chimah - 4.00 (8/2)
14th Permm - 3.75 (15/4)
15th lamzyk - 3.67 (11/3)
16th PizzqWithAQ - 3.64 (40/11)
17th Strikeroonie - 3.60 (18/5)
18th jubatyson - 3.50 (7/2)
18th Raying - 3.50 (7/2)
20th Gleoss - 3.15 (63/20)
21st LZNAR - 3.00 (24/8)
21st Fierys - 3.00 (3/1)
21st iWrekt - 3.00 (3/1)
21st luksxixBRBDL - 3.00 (3/1)
21st MephisDomen - 3.00 (3/1)
21st PingBomb - 3.00 (3/1)
21st xROSEQ - 3.00 (3/1)
21st Zeko_Kun - 3.00 (3/1)
29th xtiger34 - 2.90 (29/10)
30th 5ize - 2.75 (11/4)
30th KELCOS - 2.75 (11/4)
32nd spellygod - 2.73 (41/15)
33rd iLoveBoris - 2.67 (8/3)
34th AiroKun - 2.62 (42/16)
35th FrostBros - 2.50 (5/2)
36th CipherKai - 2.45 (27/11)
37th Merch - 2.33 (7/3)
38th samdave - 2.27 (34/15)
39th GrassPiece - 2.25 (9/4)
39th IZUR - 2.25 (9/4)
41st swishduck - 2.20 (22/10)
42nd LUCRODIUM - 2.06 (33/16)
43rd skyzfy - 2.00 (50/25)
43rd Spongey - 2.00 (10/5)
43rd dylns - 2.00 (8/4)
43rd nsi9 - 2.00 (6/3)
43rd oceun - 2.00 (4/2)
43rd Clegi - 2.00 (2/1)
43rd Cr3ad - 2.00 (2/1)
43rd Creadyy - 2.00 (2/1)
43rd devuls - 2.00 (2/1)
43rd Dewces - 2.00 (2/1)
43rd Drkrai - 2.00 (2/1)
43rd Ezehh - 2.00 (2/1)
43rd FroztiSnowman - 2.00 (2/1)
43rd fxlzy - 2.00 (2/1)
43rd homiemansmans - 2.00 (2/1)
43rd KennyTee - 2.00 (2/1)
43rd mxrwxndood - 2.00 (2/1)
43rd NotSugar - 2.00 (2/1)
43rd Pemmyy - 2.00 (2/1)
43rd RaiN_DyNasty - 2.00 (2/1)
43rd slxps - 2.00 (2/1)
43rd xannydood - 2.00 (2/1)
43rd zFate - 2.00 (2/1)
66th checog - 1.93 (27/14)
66th Dizzying - 1.93 (27/14)
68th carterwarterbear - 1.83 (44/24)
69th PupperKun - 1.80 (27/15)
69th Kelawesome - 1.80 (9/5)
71st Deanuhc - 1.78 (16/9)
72nd tonylmao - 1.75 (21/12)
72nd Kelldeo - 1.75 (7/4)
72nd marceloifhy - 1.75 (7/4)
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110th Dredex - 1.22 (11/9)
110th Glarza - 1.22 (11/9)
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287th QuacksL - 0.25 (2/8)
287th SSGSS4Goku - 0.25 (2/8)
287th Centrah - 0.25 (1/4)
287th flameorb - 0.25 (1/4)
287th Jaceon02 - 0.25 (1/4)
287th Jwillz - 0.25 (1/4)
287th Lunar_ - 0.25 (1/4)
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299th harkuaa - 0.20 (2/10)
299th Sigtash - 0.20 (2/10)
299th TehBaconBrawlerZ - 0.20 (2/10)
299th DEV0Y - 0.20 (1/5)
299th Hecticity - 0.20 (1/5)
299th mxcros - 0.20 (1/5)
299th T1mT0m - 0.20 (1/5)
306th Shqkster - 0.17 (4/23)
307th ArcticSeagull - 0.17 (3/18)
307th Zeesue - 0.17 (2/12)
307th TheRealHagrid - 0.17 (1/6)
310th _1mmortal_ - 0.14 (2/14)
311th Gott_aka_Leonard - 0.12 (1/8)
311th Ryfri - 0.12 (1/8)
313th PwincessVanessa - 0.08 (1/12)
314th broccoliar - 0.07 (1/14)
314th Kaismartypants - 0.07 (1/14)
316th ToeKun - 0.06 (1/18)
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317th 4runnermaster - 0.00 (0/1)
317th 6irb - 0.00 (0/1)
317th aarei - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Abstracct - 0.00 (0/1)
317th AcidViper - 0.00 (0/1)
317th AhSh1t - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Arich - 0.00 (0/1)
317th AryaQT - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Awticon - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Batsuko - 0.00 (0/1)
317th BEESTARG - 0.00 (0/1)
317th bestlegitww - 0.00 (0/1)
317th BikBoy - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Blufferfish2009 - 0.00 (0/1)
317th bmartxxx - 0.00 (0/1)
317th BushieHalf - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Centrios - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Chqllenged - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Cindergaming698 - 0.00 (0/1)
317th claure - 0.00 (0/1)
317th CodeJoshua - 0.00 (0/1)
317th CTW - 0.00 (0/1)
317th DeadlyFoxx - 0.00 (0/1)
317th DeadpoolUHC - 0.00 (0/1)
317th demisux - 0.00 (0/1)
317th DEMUSS - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Doe - 0.00 (0/1)
317th DogInCar - 0.00 (0/1)
317th dooko - 0.00 (0/1)
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317th dwgn - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Dylxnnnn - 0.00 (0/1)
317th dzupgu - 0.00 (0/1)
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317th FireBreathMan - 0.00 (0/1)
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317th FroztiSnow - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Futan - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Fxther - 0.00 (0/1)
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317th GreenFire26 - 0.00 (0/1)
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317th hueske - 0.00 (0/1)
317th HyperOutHere - 0.00 (0/1)
317th iGotPlumbs - 0.00 (0/1)
317th InnerArtsTV - 0.00 (0/1)
317th ItzHooded - 0.00 (0/1)
317th ItzIgglesPiggles - 0.00 (0/1)
317th IvanDIGGA - 0.00 (0/1)
317th ixHazexi - 0.00 (0/1)
317th JaeHasNoMaidens - 0.00 (0/1)
317th jaranato - 0.00 (0/1)
317th JEDIMASTERKANYE - 0.00 (0/1)
317th jigsaws - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Jkkl - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Johatsu - 0.00 (0/1)
317th JroseFX - 0.00 (0/1)
317th LeMystiic - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Linkelf0rz - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Lmoj - 0.00 (0/1)
317th LowkeyLoke - 0.00 (0/1)
317th M0KEY - 0.00 (0/1)
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317th Nuclearsugar - 0.00 (0/1)
317th O1OO - 0.00 (0/1)
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317th Outname - 0.00 (0/1)
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317th peppermint - 0.00 (0/1)
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317th PR0MOTE - 0.00 (0/1)
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317th rnaa - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Ryanmoko - 0.00 (0/1)
317th salic - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Saltnobi - 0.00 (0/1)
317th SariiTaaa - 0.00 (0/1)
317th shaundoman - 0.00 (0/1)
317th SilabaTonica - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Sk1wars - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Smeshi - 0.00 (0/1)
317th smiinoo - 0.00 (0/1)
317th SmoothCombos - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Smothering - 0.00 (0/1)
317th smurpes - 0.00 (0/1)
317th StepBroImStuck1 - 0.00 (0/1)
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317th Suzunexd - 0.00 (0/1)
317th TacoDab - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Thimburrr - 0.00 (0/1)
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317th Tinydraco - 0.00 (0/1)
317th TMNono - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Togglee_ - 0.00 (0/1)
317th toxiicbtw - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Toxischer - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Tunaisheree - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Vernium - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Vetmire - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Viatic_ - 0.00 (0/1)
317th volcxnow - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Wimbl - 0.00 (0/1)
317th xCynesta - 0.00 (0/1)
317th xPingWinMan - 0.00 (0/1)
317th xxezrabxxx - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Zaiki - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Zcin - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Zeegul - 0.00 (0/1)
317th Zoos - 0.00 (0/1)
317th 5ARx - 0.00 (0/2)
317th _pbo - 0.00 (0/2)
317th ADinoPlayingMC - 0.00 (0/2)
317th ANJELLOH - 0.00 (0/2)
317th BanMoon - 0.00 (0/2)
317th Beastaxel - 0.00 (0/2)
317th Blarkslol - 0.00 (0/2)
317th BottleSause - 0.00 (0/2)
317th BreakfastBacon - 0.00 (0/2)
317th Caceduopamso - 0.00 (0/2)
317th Cahmn - 0.00 (0/2)
317th Codwhy - 0.00 (0/2)
317th CommanderK22_ - 0.00 (0/2)
317th Demomaker - 0.00 (0/2)
317th dummycute - 0.00 (0/2)
317th Evxn063 - 0.00 (0/2)
317th Forrest235 - 0.00 (0/2)
317th Gleeming - 0.00 (0/2)
317th hashtagmat - 0.00 (0/2)
317th heartparticles - 0.00 (0/2)
317th Iceisnice32 - 0.00 (0/2)
317th Jeromesha - 0.00 (0/2)
317th JIMMY453 - 0.00 (0/2)
317th johnnytheching - 0.00 (0/2)
317th K_U_N_A_L - 0.00 (0/2)
317th Krxmble - 0.00 (0/2)
317th lasdarling - 0.00 (0/2)
317th Lative - 0.00 (0/2)
317th luvictoire - 0.00 (0/2)
317th Lynor - 0.00 (0/2)
317th MichaelPlayMC - 0.00 (0/2)
317th NexfoR - 0.00 (0/2)
317th ninja3214 - 0.00 (0/2)
317th OblivionTU - 0.00 (0/2)
317th oMatty - 0.00 (0/2)
317th pawnss - 0.00 (0/2)
317th Qmos - 0.00 (0/2)
317th ReiBatsubami - 0.00 (0/2)
317th repped - 0.00 (0/2)
317th Retrofied - 0.00 (0/2)
317th RqDix - 0.00 (0/2)
317th ScaryPumpkinFace - 0.00 (0/2)
317th SergeantM - 0.00 (0/2)
317th Severuu - 0.00 (0/2)
317th SlicedOranges - 0.00 (0/2)
317th Squegi - 0.00 (0/2)
317th tastywill - 0.00 (0/2)
317th TitaniumDino25 - 0.00 (0/2)
317th urfake - 0.00 (0/2)
317th vegis - 0.00 (0/2)
317th VurkeTTV - 0.00 (0/2)
317th whoshaze - 0.00 (0/2)
317th xHobo - 0.00 (0/2)
317th Xifto - 0.00 (0/2)
317th xNGHT - 0.00 (0/2)
317th YellowAuraa - 0.00 (0/2)
317th 2Pacoh - 0.00 (0/3)
317th ceije - 0.00 (0/3)
317th EivLs - 0.00 (0/3)
317th emi1iano - 0.00 (0/3)
317th Goopling - 0.00 (0/3)
317th Gotelin - 0.00 (0/3)
317th Hrray - 0.00 (0/3)
317th JayNonsense - 0.00 (0/3)
317th jemjosh - 0.00 (0/3)
317th lazys - 0.00 (0/3)
317th NotMyLights - 0.00 (0/3)
317th QueenxPetty - 0.00 (0/3)
317th ShmeckleBoy - 0.00 (0/3)
317th WALRUS_TIME - 0.00 (0/3)
317th ywack - 0.00 (0/3)
317th AshRiolu100985 - 0.00 (0/4)
317th Bofishkix - 0.00 (0/4)
317th Cacedoupamso - 0.00 (0/4)
317th choiceband - 0.00 (0/4)
317th Geroot - 0.00 (0/4)
317th jake_hoe - 0.00 (0/4)
317th love_gem4164 - 0.00 (0/4)
317th OCTAMAN - 0.00 (0/4)
317th PapaNugey - 0.00 (0/4)
317th PitSolitayrh - 0.00 (0/4)
317th TinchoPijaLarga - 0.00 (0/4)
317th AdonisGaming - 0.00 (0/5)
317th azoof - 0.00 (0/5)
317th Char1zo - 0.00 (0/5)
317th dylxnd - 0.00 (0/5)
317th imFatLoveMe - 0.00 (0/5)
317th InProper - 0.00 (0/5)
317th K0REDRAG0N - 0.00 (0/5)
317th nug17 - 0.00 (0/5)
317th CallMeBqse - 0.00 (0/7)
317th DRI60 - 0.00 (0/8)
317th BuildingBard300 - 0.00 (0/9)
317th Charrlottie - 0.00 (0/10)
317th brinniex - 0.00 (0/11)
317th bayweafs - 0.00 (0/15)
317th Luca_Kgaming - 0.00 (0/15)
317th MangoPlayz - 0.00 (0/16)
317th Slooshyy - 0.00 (0/17)
2024.05.15 14:20 Brodator Origin Live UHC Statistics (S1-S17)
Origin Statistics
Winners
S1: TayUHC, CharrlottieS2: Julse, ArcticSeagull
S3: Kaddyn
S4: CodeJoshua, Markedbooboy
S5: ArcticSeagull, Charrlottie, olivieh
S6: Chasmic, Kaddyn, Markedbooboy, Ninetals38
S7: Charrlottie, Chasmic, TheSlimeBrother, fruitlogic
S8: Forgot_N, Markedbooboy, RuneTactics, TheSlimeBrother
S9: Kaismartypants, TheSlimeBrother
S10: fruitlogic, Jahrod, jimmyjegs, Theheart33
S11: Flouzemaker
S12: Kaddyn, AUD_ODD, stupidsylvia
S13: fruitlogic, bayweafs
S14: AirInAirOut, ScaryPumpkinFace
S15: MarcC5M, DogOfKrondor
S16: Kaddyn, Greeples, RuneTactics
S17: AirInAirOut, fruitlogic, BuildingBard300
Runner(s) Up
S1: TitaniumDino25, ranmariS2: TayUHC, TitaniumDino25
S3: TehBaconBrawlerZ
S4: AshleyMashley, TayUHC
S5: Flouzemaker, Kaddyn, The_Glaceon
S6: GamingStarr, korzieeTV, The_Glaceon, ToeKun
S7: CherriTart, korzieeTV, lazys, lasdarling
S8: Biwitch, fruitlogic, Jordtim, nug17
S9: CodeJoshua, Jordtim
S10: Brodator, Codwhy, DogOfKrondor, lasdarling
S11: Chasmic
S12: Flouzemaker, Nyxbee, TehBaconBrawlerZ
S13: BuildingBard300, ranmari
S14:
S15: CodeJoshua, ItsLittleT
S16: ArcticSeagull, Markedbooboy, TayUHC
S17: CAMKART100, Kaddyn, lasdarling
Most Kills
S1: ranmari, ArcticSeagull (3)S2: TayUHC (4)
S3: Kaddyn (5)
S4: CodeJoshua (4)
S5: ArcticSeagull (6)
S6: ranmari (3)
S7: fruitlogic (4)
S8: Forgot_N (5)
S9: Jordtim, Kaismartypants (5)
S10: AshleyMashley, CodeJoshua (3)
S11: Blufferfish2009 (3)
S12: Kaddyn (9)
S13: ranmari (5)
S14: _Fost_ (4)
S15: ItsLittleT (5)
S16: Kaddyn (6)
S17: AirInAirOut (5)
Most Kills (Team)
S1: TitaniumDino25 (1), ranmari (3)S2: TayUHC (4), TitaniumDino25 (2)
S3: Kaddyn (5)
S4: CodeJoshua (4), Markedbooboy (1)
S5: ArcticSeagull (6), Charrlottie (0), olivieh (2)
S6: Chasmic (2), Kaddyn (2), Markedbooboy (0), Ninetals38 (1)
S7: Charrlottie (2), Chasmic (1), TheSlimeBrother (1), fruitlogic (4)
S8: Forgot_N (5), Markedbooboy (3), RuneTactics (1), TheSlimeBrother (1)
S9: CodeJoshua (2), Jordtim (5)
S10: AshleyMashley (3), CodeJoshua (3), HalfLechuga (0), ToeKun (0)
S11: Blufferfish2009 (3)
S12: AUD_ODD (0), Kaddyn (9), stupidsylvia (1)
S13: BuildingBard300 (0), ranmari (5)
S14: AirInAirOut (3), ScaryPumpkinFace (3)
S15: CodeJoshua (2), ItsLittleT (5)
S16: Greeples (2), Kaddyn (6), RuneTactics (0)
S17: AirInAirOut (5), BuildingBard300 (2), fruitlogic (3)
First Blood
S1: PBDGabeS2: JoshC2
S3: TayUHC
S4: CodeJoshua
S5: ArcticSeagull
S6: ranmari
S7: ArcticSeagull
S8: Kaddyn
S9: Kaismartypants
S10: Brodator
S11: Kaismartypants
S12: Kaddyn
S13: Kaimaxon
S14: stupidsylvia
S15: Kaddyn
S16: Kaddyn
S17: Kaddyn
First Death
S1: PBDGabeS2: lippylee
S3: silvaasaur
S4: Jaceon02
S5: Cinnamiinii
S6: Cheetah_16
S7: Codwhy
S8: TheSheepMasters
S9: Psykl0ne
S10: AshRiolu100985
S11: Theheart33
S12: Blufferfish2009
S13: TehBaconBrawlerZ
S14: pkee
S15: nug17
S16: fruitlogic
S17: ArcticSeagull
Ironman
S1: RuneTacticsS2: RuneTactics
S3: AshleyMashley
S4: Ninetals38
S5: Kaddyn
S6: Ninetals38
S7: TheSlimeBrother
S8: Ninetals38
S9: Kaddyn
S10: Jahrod
S11: Chasmic
S12: Charrlottie
S13: fruitlogic
S14: MercuryParadox
S15: AirInAirOut
S16: AirInAirOut
S17: BoltsInCharge
First Damage
S1: CinnamiiniiS2: ArcticSeagull
S3: ToeKun
S4: TayUHC
S5: ranmari
S6: nug17
S7: Kaimaxon
S8: KatyLawson
S9: TheSheepMasters
S10: AdonisGaming
S11: ranmari
S12: TheSheepMasters
S13: PBDGabe
S14: ItsLittleT
S15: broccoliar
S16: BoltsInCharge
S17: Kaimaxon
Kills
1st Kaddyn (45): Alisa_Muffins (S1), RuneTactics (S1), CodeJoshua (S3), ToeKun (S3), ArcticSeagull (S3), Julse (S3), TehBaconBrawlerZ (S3), ArcticSeagull (S4), Squabblez (S5), ToeKun (S5), olivieh (S5), OhMatias (S6), Jordtim (S6), flintflint04 (S7), Cheetah_16 (S7), TheSheepMasters (S8), Ninetals38 (S8), bayweafs (S8), TheSonicJoey (S8), hdjr (S9), ToeKun (S9), TastyBaconZ (S9), AshleyMashley (S10), CodeJoshua (S10), HalfLechuga (S11), Blufferfish2009 (S12), IBliuu (S12), MxlonPeach (S12), jimmyjegs (S12), fruitlogic (S12), CodeJoshua (S12), korzieeTV (S12), ranmari (S12), Nyxbee (S12), AshleyMashley (S13), ArcticSeagull (S15), fruitlogic (S16), MarcC5M (S16), lasdarling (S16), AirInAirOut (S16), Kaismartypants (S16), Markedbooboy (S16), AshRiolu100985 (S17), Charrlottie (S17), Kaimaxon (S17)2nd ranmari (21): AshleyMashley (S1), Forgot_N (S1), ArcticSeagull (S1), Bofishkix (S2), AdonisGaming (S3), Cinnamiinii (S4), Charrlottie (S6), Forgot_N (S6), GamingStarr (S6), CraftinDragQueen (S10), Kaismartypants (S10), ArcticSeagull (S11), TheSheepMasters (S12), The_Glaceon (S12), Flouzemaker (S12), TehBaconBrawlerZ (S12), jimmyjegs (S13), CodeJoshua (S13), nug17 (S13), Kaimaxon (S13), Kaismartypants (S13)
3rd ArcticSeagull (18): Cinnamiinii (S1), ToeKun (S1), Kaddyn (S1), Charrlottie (S2), Forgot_N (S2), AlesandroDeMoor (S2), TitaniumDino25 (S5), DashingPrune (S5), Smeshi (S5), Cheetah_16 (S5), Flouzemaker (S5), Kaddyn (S5), Codwhy (S7), Jaceon02 (S8), Flouzemaker (S8), HalfLechuga (S10), BuildingBard300 (S11), CommanderK22_ (S16)
4th CodeJoshua (17): ghostblurr (S3), ranmari (S3), Jahrod (S4), Charrlottie (S4), TastyBaconZ (S4), TayUHC (S4), The_Glaceon (S6), Charrlottie (S8), ArcticSeagull (S9), Marky_Ross (S9), GoodAshVibes (S10), AdonisGaming (S10), Kaimaxon (S10), Kaismartypants (S12), nug17 (S12), MinimanTurtle (S15), Kaismartypants (S15)
5th fruitlogic (11): nug17 (S7), WolfeXCIX (S7), CherriTart (S7), lazys (S7), lasdarling (S10), BuildingBard300 (S12), Greeples (S13), ranmari (S13), Kaddyn (S17), Markedbooboy (S17), lasdarling (S17)
6th Kaismartypants (10): Psykl0ne (S9), Kiinako_ (S9), BlueSenpai_ (S9), Kaimaxon (S9), Jordtim (S9), Theheart33 (S11), Blufferfish2009 (S11), AshleyMashley (S12), Charrlottie (S13), RuneTactics (S13)
7th AirInAirOut (9): jimmyjegs (S14), _1mmortal_ (S14), lemondani (S14), RuneTactics (S16), CAMKART100 (S17), MarcC5M (S17), CommanderK22_ (S17), BoltsInCharge (S17), AshleyMashley (S17)
8th Forgot_N (8): Hrray (S6), Kaddyn (S8), Chasmic (S8), fruitlogic (S8), Jordtim (S8), AshRiolu100985 (S8), nug17 (S10), Flouzemaker (S10)
8th Jordtim (8): nug17 (S6), CodeJoshua (S6), AshleyMashley (S8), Charrlottie (S9), Biwitch (S9), CodeJoshua (S9), TheSlimeBrother (S9), Kaddyn (S9)
8th Markedbooboy (8): AshleyMashley (S4), DogOfKrondor (S8), KatyLawson (S8), nug17 (S8), Randehh (S16), stupidsylvia (S16), BoltsInCharge (S16), Greeples (S16)
11th TayUHC (7): TitaniumDino25 (S1), JoshC2 (S2), ArcticSeagull (S2), RuneTactics (S2), NikoAnimation (S2), silvaasaur (S3), Blufferfish2009 (S9)
11th TheSlimeBrother (7): lasdarling (S7), Biwitch (S8), fruitlogic (S9), BuildingBard300 (S13), HalfLechuga (S14), CodeJoshua (S17), Kaismartypants (S17)
13th AshleyMashley (6): The_Glaceon (S3), ranmari (S4), Ninetals38 (S4), Charrlottie (S10), bayweafs (S10), ArcticSeagull (S10)
13th Chasmic (6): ToeKun (S6), lasdarling (S6), SiahStone (S7), Kaimaxon (S8), Blufferfish2009 (S8), Brodator (S11)
13th Flouzemaker (6): TheSlimeBrother (S5), TheSonicJoey (S5), Kaddyn (S7), Blufferfish2009 (S10), ranmari (S10), Kaismartypants (S11)
13th Julse (6): Jaceon02 (S2), TayUHC (S2), AshleyMashley (S3), SullyMLG (S3), Jordtim (S7), The_Glaceon (S7)
17th BuildingBard300 (5): TayUHC (S9), BuildingBard300 (S15), DogOfKrondor (S16), MinimanTurtle (S17), _1mmortal_ (S17)
17th Greeples (5): Kaddyn (S4), ScaryPumpkinFace (S13), TheSlimeBrother (S13), BuildingBard300 (S16), _1mmortal_ (S16)
17th ItsLittleT (5): RuneTactics (S15), Kaddyn (S15), DogOfKrondor (S15), AirInAirOut (S15), AshRiolu100985 (S15)
17th stupidsylvia (5): Jordtim (S12), pkee (S14), Charrlottie (S14), Charrlottie (S16), ArcticSeagull (S16)
17th TheSonicJoey (5): Kaimaxon (S5), The_Glaceon (S5), ArcticSeagull (S8), BuildingBard300 (S9), warriorcat (S9)
17th ToeKun (5): Charrlottie (S1), MxlonPeach (S4), Greeples (S4), Redhorn01 (S5), WackoFlipper (S6)
23rd _Fost_ (4): Blufferfish2009 (S14), TheSlimeBrother (S14), Markedbooboy (S14), stupidsylvia (S14)
23rd Blufferfish2009 (4): jimmyjegs (S11), AdonisGaming (S11), AshRiolu100985 (S11), Flouzemaker (S14)
23rd Brodator (4): BuildingBard300 (S10), Kaddyn (S10), ranmari (S11), Kaddyn (S11)
23rd Charrlottie (4): DogOfKrondor (S7), korzieeTV (S7), Forgot_N (S11), Blufferfish2009 (S16)
23rd Cheetah_16 (4): korzieeTV (S5), ranmari (S5), Hrray (S7), Kaddyn (S14)
23rd ScaryPumpkinFace (4): Kaddyn (S13), BuildingBard300 (S14), MercuryParadox (S14), CAMKART100 (S14)
23rd TehBaconBrawlerZ (4): TayUHC (S3), TitaniumDino25 (S3), Charrlottie (S3), Charrlottie (S12)
23rd TitaniumDino25 (4): ranmari (S1), Mrgooon (S2), ranmari (S2), Blufferfish2009 (S13)
31st _1mmortal_ (3): Cheetah_16 (S14), CommanderK22_ (S14), _Fost_ (S14)
31st CAMKART100 (3): bayweafs (S14), Kaismartypants (S14), DancersTalon (S14)
31st Cinnamiinii (3): PixalaOfficial (S2), Kaddyn (S2), Julse (S7)
31st jimmyjegs (3): ToeKun (S10), Codwhy (S10), Charrlottie (S11)
31st Kaimaxon (3): TheSonicJoey (S9), Flouzemaker (S13), bayweafs (S13)
31st lasdarling (3): TayUHC (S16), MercuryParadox (S17), BuildingBard300 (S17)
31st MarcC5M (3): Charrlottie (S15), MercuryParadox (S15), ItsLittleT (S15)
31st RuneTactics (3): AdonisGaming (S1), TitaniumDino25 (S2), CodeJoshua (S8)
31st SiahStone (3): ArcticSeagull (S7), Cinnamiinii (S7), AdonisGaming (S7)
31st warriorcat (3): MarcC5M (S9), TheSheepMasters (S9), nug17 (S9)
41st bayweafs (2): PBDGabe (S13), TitaniumDino25 (S13)
41st BoltsInCharge (2): TehBaconBrawlerZ (S16), TheSlimeBrother (S17)
41st Jahrod (2): Forgot_N (S10), Brodator (S10)
41st MxlonPeach (2): pkee (S12), AUD_ODD (S12)
41st Ninetals38 (2): korzieeTV (S6), WIBB0L (S8)
41st olivieh (2): AshleyMashley (S5), ceije (S5)
41st PBDGabe (2): PBDGabe (S1), CharityTheGreat (S13)
48th AshRiolu100985 (1): CodeJoshua (S15)
48th Bofishkix (1): Cinnamiinii (S2)
48th Codwhy (1): Theheart33 (S10)
48th DancersTalon (1): ItsLittleT (S14)
48th flintflint04 (1): TheSheepMasters (S7)
48th HalfLechuga (1): AshleyMashley (S14)
48th IBliuu (1): stupidsylvia (S12)
48th iiJoffie (1): DogOfKrondor (S6)
48th Jaceon02 (1): Flouzemaker (S7)
48th JoshC2 (1): SullyMLG (S2)
48th KatyLawson (1): AdonisGaming (S8)
48th korzieeTV (1): warriorcat (S6)
48th MercuryParadox (1): CommanderK22_ (S15)
48th nug17 (1): HalfLechuga (S12)
48th OhMatias (1): Kaismartypants (S6)
48th TastyBaconZ (1): ToeKun (S4)
48th TheSheepMasters (1): Kiinako_ (S7)
Kill/Death Ratio (KDR)
1st Chasmic - 6.00 (6/1)2nd AirInAirOut - 4.50 (9/2)
3rd _Fost_ - 4.00 (4/1)
3rd ScaryPumpkinFace - 4.00 (4/1)
5th Kaddyn - 3.46 (45/13)
6th Julse - 3.00 (6/2)
6th SiahStone - 3.00 (3/1)
8th fruitlogic - 2.75 (11/4)
9th Markedbooboy - 2.67 (8/3)
10th ItsLittleT - 2.50 (5/2)
11th ranmari - 2.10 (21/10)
12th Brodator - 2.00 (4/2)
12th Jahrod - 2.00 (2/1)
12th olivieh - 2.00 (2/1)
15th CodeJoshua - 1.89 (17/9)
16th Greeples - 1.67 (5/3)
16th stupidsylvia - 1.67 (5/3)
16th TheSonicJoey - 1.67 (5/3)
19th Forgot_N - 1.60 (8/5)
19th Jordtim - 1.60 (8/5)
21st ArcticSeagull - 1.50 (18/12)
21st CAMKART100 - 1.50 (3/2)
21st warriorcat - 1.50 (3/2)
24th TayUHC - 1.40 (7/5)
24th TheSlimeBrother - 1.40 (7/5)
26th Kaismartypants - 1.00 (10/10)
26th Cheetah_16 - 1.00 (4/4)
26th TehBaconBrawlerZ - 1.00 (4/4)
26th _1mmortal_ - 1.00 (3/3)
26th MarcC5M - 1.00 (3/3)
26th BoltsInCharge - 1.00 (2/2)
26th MxlonPeach - 1.00 (2/2)
26th Ninetals38 - 1.00 (2/2)
26th PBDGabe - 1.00 (2/2)
26th Bofishkix - 1.00 (1/1)
26th DancersTalon - 1.00 (1/1)
26th flintflint04 - 1.00 (1/1)
26th IBliuu - 1.00 (1/1)
26th iiJoffie - 1.00 (1/1)
26th JoshC2 - 1.00 (1/1)
26th KatyLawson - 1.00 (1/1)
26th OhMatias - 1.00 (1/1)
43rd Flouzemaker - 0.86 (6/7)
44th TitaniumDino25 - 0.80 (4/5)
45th jimmyjegs - 0.75 (3/4)
46th ToeKun - 0.71 (5/7)
47th AshleyMashley - 0.60 (6/10)
47th Cinnamiinii - 0.60 (3/5)
47th lasdarling - 0.60 (3/5)
47th RuneTactics - 0.60 (3/5)
51st BuildingBard300 - 0.56 (5/9)
52nd Blufferfish2009 - 0.50 (4/8)
52nd bayweafs - 0.50 (2/4)
52nd Codwhy - 0.50 (1/2)
52nd TastyBaconZ - 0.50 (1/2)
56th Kaimaxon - 0.43 (3/7)
57th MercuryParadox - 0.33 (1/3)
58th Charrlottie - 0.27 (4/15)
59th HalfLechuga - 0.25 (1/4)
59th Jaceon02 - 0.25 (1/4)
59th korzieeTV - 0.25 (1/4)
59th TheSheepMasters - 0.25 (1/4)
63rd AshRiolu100985 - 0.17 (1/6)
64th nug17 - 0.12 (1/8)
65th AlesandroDeMoor - 0.00 (0/1)
65th Alisa_Muffins - 0.00 (0/1)
65th AUD_ODD - 0.00 (0/1)
65th BlueSenpai_ - 0.00 (0/1)
65th ceije - 0.00 (0/1)
65th CharityTheGreat - 0.00 (0/1)
65th CherriTart - 0.00 (0/1)
65th CraftinDragQueen - 0.00 (0/1)
65th DashingPrune - 0.00 (0/1)
65th GamingStarr - 0.00 (0/1)
65th ghostblurr - 0.00 (0/1)
65th GoodAshVibes - 0.00 (0/1)
65th hdjr - 0.00 (0/1)
65th lazys - 0.00 (0/1)
65th lemondani - 0.00 (0/1)
65th lippylee - 0.00 (0/1)
65th Marky_Ross - 0.00 (0/1)
65th Mrgooon - 0.00 (0/1)
65th NikoAnimation - 0.00 (0/1)
65th Nyxbee - 0.00 (0/1)
65th PeashooterZ4 - 0.00 (0/1)
65th PixalaOffical - 0.00 (0/1)
65th PixalaOfficial - 0.00 (0/1)
65th Psykl0ne - 0.00 (0/1)
65th Randehh - 0.00 (0/1)
65th silvaasaur - 0.00 (0/1)
65th Smeshi - 0.00 (0/1)
65th Squabblez - 0.00 (0/1)
65th WackoFlipper - 0.00 (0/1)
65th WIBB0L - 0.00 (0/1)
65th WolfeXCIX - 0.00 (0/1)
65th Zevulpes - 0.00 (0/1)
65th Biwitch - 0.00 (0/2)
65th Hrray - 0.00 (0/2)
65th Kiinako_ - 0.00 (0/2)
65th MinimanTurtle - 0.00 (0/2)
65th pkee - 0.00 (0/2)
65th Redhorn01 - 0.00 (0/2)
65th SullyMLG - 0.00 (0/2)
65th Theheart33 - 0.00 (0/2)
65th CommanderK22_ - 0.00 (0/4)
65th The_Glaceon - 0.00 (0/5)
65th DogOfKrondor - 0.00 (0/6)
65th AdonisGaming - 0.00 (0/7)
PvE Deaths
Gravity (4): Redhorn01 (S3), Kaimaxon (S7), AshRiolu100985 (S9), TehBaconBrawlerZ (S13)Left (3): AdonisGaming (S2), PeashooterZ4 (S3), PixalaOffical (S3)
Creeper (3): Jaceon02 (S4), Zevulpes (S6), DogOfKrondor (S10)
Zombie (2): lippylee (S2), Cinnamiinii (S5)
Markedboboy (2): iiJoffie (S6), ranmari (S6)
Lava (1): Cheetah_16 (S6)
Fire (1): Jaceon02 (S7)
Suffocation (1): Kaismartypants (S8)
Silverfish (1): AshRiolu100985 (S10)
Skeleton (1): nug17 (S15)
Enderman (1): ArcticSeagull (S17)
Participations
17(2): Charrlottie (S1-S17), Kaddyn (S1-S17)16(0):
15(0):
14(0):
13(1): ArcticSeagull (S1-S5,S7-S11,S15-S17)
12(0):
11(1): Kaismartypants (S6,S8-S17)
10(3): AshleyMashley (S1,S3-S5,S8,S10,S12-S14,S17), ranmari (S1-S6,S10-S13), CodeJoshua (S3-S4,S6,S8-S10,S12-S13,S15,S17)
9(1): BuildingBard300 (S9-S17)
8(4): Flouzemaker (S5,S7-S8,S10-S14), nug17 (S6-S10,S12-S13,S15), fruitlogic (S7-S10,S12-S13,S16-S17), Blufferfish2009 (S8-S14,S16)
7(4): AdonisGaming (S1-S3,S7-S8,S10-S11), ToeKun (S1,S3-S6,S9-S10), Kaimaxon (S5,S7-S10,S13,S17), TheSlimeBrother (S5,S7-S9,S13-S14,S17)
6(6): Forgot_N (S1-S2,S6,S8,S10-S11), RuneTactics (S1-S2,S8,S13,S15-S16), TayUHC (S1-S4,S9,S16), Markedbooboy (S4,S6,S8,S14,S16-S17), DogOfKrondor (S6-S8,S10,S15-S16), AshRiolu100985 (S8-S11,S15,S17)
5(6): Cinnamiinii (S1-S2,S4-S5,S7), TitaniumDino25 (S1-S3,S5,S13), The_Glaceon (S3,S5-S7,S12), Jordtim (S6-S9,S12), lasdarling (S6-S7,S10,S16-S17), jimmyjegs (S10-S14)
4(11): Jaceon02 (S2,S4,S7-S8), TehBaconBrawlerZ (S3,S12-S13,S16), Cheetah_16 (S5-S7,S14), korzieeTV (S5-S7,S12), Chasmic (S6-S8,S11), TheSheepMasters (S7-S9,S12), bayweafs (S8,S10,S13-S14), MarcC5M (S9,S15-S17), HalfLechuga (S10-S12,S14), AirInAirOut (S14-S17), CommanderK22_ (S14-S17)
3(7): Julse (S2-S3,S7), Greeples (S4,S13,S16), Ninetals38 (S4,S6,S8), TheSonicJoey (S5,S8-S9), stupidsylvia (S12,S14,S16), _1mmortal_ (S14,S16-S17), MercuryParadox (S14-S15,S17)
2(19): PBDGabe (S1,S13), SullyMLG (S2-S3), Redhorn01 (S3,S5), Jahrod (S4,S10), MxlonPeach (S4,S12), TastyBaconZ (S4,S9), Hrray (S6-S7), warriorcat (S6,S9), Codwhy (S7,S10), Kiinako_ (S7,S9), Biwitch (S8-S9), Brodator (S10-S11), Theheart33 (S10-S11), pkee (S12,S14), ScaryPumpkinFace (S13-S14), CAMKART100 (S14,S17), ItsLittleT (S14-S15), MinimanTurtle (S15,S17), BoltsInCharge (S16-S17)
1(43): Alisa_Muffins (S1), AlesandroDeMoor (S2), Bofishkix (S2), JoshC2 (S2), lippylee (S2), Mrgooon (S2), NikoAnimation (S2), PixalaOfficial (S2), ghostblurr (S3), PeashooterZ4 (S3), PixalaOffical (S3), silvaasaur (S3), ceije (S5), DashingPrune (S5), olivieh (S5), Smeshi (S5), Squabblez (S5), GamingStarr (S6), iiJoffie (S6), OhMatias (S6), WackoFlipper (S6), Zevulpes (S6), CherriTart (S7), flintflint04 (S7), lazys (S7), SiahStone (S7), WolfeXCIX (S7), KatyLawson (S8), WIBB0L (S8), BlueSenpai_ (S9), hdjr (S9), Marky_Ross (S9), Psykl0ne (S9), CraftinDragQueen (S10), GoodAshVibes (S10), AUD_ODD (S12), IBliuu (S12), Nyxbee (S12), CharityTheGreat (S13), _Fost_ (S14), DancersTalon (S14), lemondani (S14), Randehh (S16)
Debutants
S1 (14): AdonisGaming, Alisa_Muffins, ArcticSeagull, AshleyMashley, Charrlottie, Cinnamiinii, Forgot_N, Kaddyn, PBDGabe, ranmari, RuneTactics, TayUHC, TitaniumDino25, ToeKunS2 (10): AlesandroDeMoor, Bofishkix, Jaceon02, JoshC2, Julse, lippylee, Mrgooon, NikoAnimation, PixalaOfficial, SullyMLG
S3 (8): CodeJoshua, ghostblurr, PeashooterZ4, PixalaOffical, Redhorn01, silvaasaur, TehBaconBrawlerZ, The_Glaceon
S4 (6): Greeples, Jahrod, Markedbooboy, MxlonPeach, Ninetals38, TastyBaconZ
S5 (11): ceije, Cheetah_16, DashingPrune, Flouzemaker, Kaimaxon, korzieeTV, olivieh, Smeshi, Squabblez, TheSlimeBrother, TheSonicJoey
S6 (13): Chasmic, DogOfKrondor, GamingStarr, Hrray, iiJoffie, Jordtim, Kaismartypants, lasdarling, nug17, OhMatias, WackoFlipper, warriorcat, Zevulpes
S7 (9): CherriTart, Codwhy, flintflint04, fruitlogic, Kiinako_, lazys, SiahStone, TheSheepMasters, WolfeXCIX
S8 (6): AshRiolu100985, bayweafs, Biwitch, Blufferfish2009, KatyLawson, WIBB0L
S9 (6): BlueSenpai_, BuildingBard300, hdjr, MarcC5M, Marky_Ross, Psykl0ne
S10 (6): Brodator, CraftinDragQueen, GoodAshVibes, HalfLechuga, jimmyjegs, Theheart33
S11 (0):
S12 (5): AUD_ODD, IBliuu, Nyxbee, pkee, stupidsylvia
S13 (2): CharityTheGreat, ScaryPumpkinFace
S14 (9): _1mmortal_, _Fost_, AirInAirOut, CAMKART100, CommanderK22_, DancersTalon, ItsLittleT, lemondani, MercuryParadox
S15 (1): MinimanTurtle
S16 (2): BoltsInCharge, Randehh
S17 (0):
2024.05.15 14:02 kitan25 Opinion: In a society that objectifies and undervalues women, motherhood scares me (Salt Lake Tribune)
 | https://preview.redd.it/tpsbt526yk0d1.png?width=658&format=png&auto=webp&s=52c85f1ddb6418a787c92fa472a34b5dc50db754 submitted by kitan25 to childfree [link] [comments] This is especially notable because the author of this article is a Mormon and about to graduate from BYU, the Mormon Church's university. The Mormon Church believes that parenthood is a sacred duty. https://www.sltrib.com/opinion/commentary/2024/05/10/opinion-society-that-objectifies/ Article text: By Caitlin McKinnon For The Salt Lake Tribune May 10, 2024, 8:05 a.m. Motherhood. One the most demanding yet essential duties that billions of women have shouldered since the beginning of time. Yet, in society’s efforts to support this role, many unintended consequences have caused women to deviate from and postpone motherhood. While there are the obvious reasons for delaying children: contraception, education, career plans, there are other reasons why I have been turned off to motherhood for most of my young adult life. Growing up, many of my female role models were stay-at-home mothers. I observed their housekeeping, unconditional support of their husbands, moral contributions to the family and accessibility. I also observed postpartum depression, silent tears, disordered eating, worried nights and a lack of personal time. I admire them so much, but for a long time, motherhood scared me. It’s scary to think that once I become a mother, my body and personhood could be objectified, held hostage by idealized yet unattainable standards and evaluated by my body’s usefulness. Society’s pervasive maternal objectification causes women to self-objectify before they even become mothers. As I reflected on this disconnect between how society encourages motherhood while simultaneously undervaluing the individual women in these roles, I was reminded of “the Madonna-whore complex.” This term, first coined by Sigmund Freud to support his Oedipal theories, describes a phenomenon that still permeates our societal views of gender. Originally meant to dichotomize female characteristics and sexuality into two parts, Madonna and whore, it is now a belief that perpetuates patriarchal oppression. Madonna refers to chaste, virtuous and motherly traits, while whore refers to promiscuous, easy and hypersexual traits. This has influenced how most men and women have internalized women’s bodies and purposes. Women are often expected to fulfill roles and expectations that benefit men. When women are objectified, they are only seen in the role they are placed in. Society’s obsession with women’s bodies and agency is overtly seen in the sexualization of women, particularly in media. Maternal objectification is when women are seen as a literal object, a “human incubator” or “womb for rent,” and are “treated as bodies that exist for the use or consumption of others, stripped of their individuality and personality.” Motherhood, though extremely necessary and remarkable, is undervalued. This contributes to objectification since it celebrates women for their body’s usefulness and dismisses the broad range of women’s experiences. Once a woman becomes and shows she is pregnant, there is a cultural invitation to maternally objectify the woman’s body and identity. A recent systematic review of 23 studies on the objectification of motherhood found patterns of objectification at the hands of others and oneself. By others, many women experience a loss of autonomy especially with nonconsensual belly-touching, comments about one’s weight and appearance, and frequent questioning about when they’ll have another baby. One may cause self-objectification by adopting an outsider’s “perspective on one’s body and value.” Self-objectifying causes a disconnect between an individual and their body and correlates with postpartum depression, disordered eating, body shame, negative beliefs about breastfeeding and fear of childbirth. Even those who do not have children may start to self-objectify their body, forsaking personal identity for societal utility. What are the consequences of maternal objectification? Women are not seen as individuals and are treated as flattened caricatures labeled as “mother.” When I was in first-grade filling out a Mother’s Day card for my mom, I was asked what her favorite thing to do was. I put “folding laundry.” It was not until I grew up that I realized how little I actually knew about my mom as a person. On top of stripping women of their unique personalities, maternal objectification also leads to isolation as some women may feel like their efforts are not enough or they do not meet the traditional stay-at-home image. This is detrimental for women as they contemplate motherhood, are in the thick of it or interact with other mothers. So what can be done? Dr. Julie Hanks gave a TedTalk reframing motherhood from a role to a relationship. A central principle for this shift is valuing women in all their responsibilities and achievements, whether that includes motherhood or not, instead of idealizing motherhood as a role. In regards to self-objectification, women should see motherhood as a relationship, an opportunity to connect. Another way to move away from maternal objectification is to recognize women as multi-dimensional. If mothers rely on all aspects of their identity in their endeavors, not only does their personhood remain intact but the idea of motherhood is expanded. Women can set themselves free from the false narrative that motherhood needs to be perfect. Forcing women in the Madonna-whore binary perpetuates objectification and causes harm. Let us stop labeling and reducing mothers to a role when they are so much more than that. Caitlin McKinnon is a graduating senior with a bachelor of science in psychology from Brigham Young University. |
2024.05.15 13:33 Ok_Activity_7021 My journey of recovery started year 2017 now therapist said to me I might have OCD
I have been in the system in Ireland since 2017 have a psychiatrist whom works in a private hospital and do admissions as needed.
Have been in for 6 weeks now and they diagnosed me with BPD, GAD, and AvPD ongoing assessments since 2017. Doing therapy in here and talking around intrusive thoughts and how I fear they might happen keeping me from seen friends and so on. He told me this pattern and thoughts around it are that of OCD said have no pattern around behaviour only the need to daydream for hours on end. He told me my avoidance behaviours would be just that, talked to my psychiatrist today her ward rounds and she said to take in what’s he says and told me I am going to be discharged this day next week.
Don’t know where to turn to not going to be able to have more session and properly listen and take in and going home and coping with these dark and heavy intrusive thoughts again is scary but I can’t stay in hospital and not think about it forever my safe space here now not knowing or aware of what to do or think when they come and go again.
In the past professionals thought so might have autism which I only am makes sense of with no real help to learn and to accept this is still an ongoing thing looking from the outside in with everyone I always felt there was a distance around my close friendships and family.
Sorry just a vent and worried over how bad my intrusive thoughts are is overwhelming.
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Have been in for 6 weeks now and they diagnosed me with BPD, GAD, and AvPD ongoing assessments since 2017. Doing therapy in here and talking around intrusive thoughts and how I fear they might happen keeping me from seen friends and so on. He told me this pattern and thoughts around it are that of OCD said have no pattern around behaviour only the need to daydream for hours on end. He told me my avoidance behaviours would be just that, talked to my psychiatrist today her ward rounds and she said to take in what’s he says and told me I am going to be discharged this day next week.
Don’t know where to turn to not going to be able to have more session and properly listen and take in and going home and coping with these dark and heavy intrusive thoughts again is scary but I can’t stay in hospital and not think about it forever my safe space here now not knowing or aware of what to do or think when they come and go again.
In the past professionals thought so might have autism which I only am makes sense of with no real help to learn and to accept this is still an ongoing thing looking from the outside in with everyone I always felt there was a distance around my close friendships and family.
Sorry just a vent and worried over how bad my intrusive thoughts are is overwhelming.
2024.05.15 10:58 LowReflection2410 Heathrow Airport Transfers For First Time Travelers
Arriving at a new destination can be both exciting and a bit scary, especially for first-time travelers. When it comes to London’s bustling Heathrow Airport, one of the most crucial decisions you’ll make is how to get from the airport to your final destination in London. While public transportation is an option, travelers prefer the convenience and comfort of a private Heathrow airport transfer service. This blog will explore the benefits of choosing a private Heathrow airport transfer, address common concerns, and provide valuable tips to ensure a seamless experience.
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Why Choose a Private Heathrow Airport Transfer?
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2024.05.15 10:46 sanriojotaromoment i’m struggling with self love
(tw discussion about self love and self hatred etc)
Im a recently diagnosed, late diagnosed autistic who used to also be christian and grew up in a chaotic household. I grew up with my self love very focused around my faith and my family, three years ago I moved away and left the church as well and it’s been hard. It has become extremely hard since getting diagnosed, a year leading up to my diagnosis I started struggling with self hatred heavily. As I started unmasking more and also regressing with my skills and social abilities my self hatred grew.
Ive tried talk therapy and talking to my partner, neither get how deeply rooted this hatred is. I feel unhappy with every aspect of myself and it all runs back to my autism, which is weird because my autistic identity has given me comfort recently. I find a lot of my hatred stems from frustration or unhappiness with myself. I’m really clumsy bc i have muscle weakness and drop and bump into things a lot, i can’t help but yell or get upset at myself after. small things like that add up, and just won’t stop. then i spiral into self hate talk and thought patterns.
It feels like I can’t be happy or comfortable with my identity, or my looks (I’m also a trans person very much struggling with gender identity and dysphoria on top of all of this as well). I keep trying and failing, it feels like this constant loop of trying a self love journey and then giving up because I don’t like myself enough to try. I’ve heard a lot of autistics discuss this but not many who have found ways to explore self love in a more autistic way that combats the intense emotional shame and trauma from being autistic and being late diagnosed (bc all the current help i’ve been given has felt NT centred treatment and ideas).
Even just knowing i’m not alone helps so much. it’s so scary to feel such intense emotion, but i wanna try and feel happy again.
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Im a recently diagnosed, late diagnosed autistic who used to also be christian and grew up in a chaotic household. I grew up with my self love very focused around my faith and my family, three years ago I moved away and left the church as well and it’s been hard. It has become extremely hard since getting diagnosed, a year leading up to my diagnosis I started struggling with self hatred heavily. As I started unmasking more and also regressing with my skills and social abilities my self hatred grew.
Ive tried talk therapy and talking to my partner, neither get how deeply rooted this hatred is. I feel unhappy with every aspect of myself and it all runs back to my autism, which is weird because my autistic identity has given me comfort recently. I find a lot of my hatred stems from frustration or unhappiness with myself. I’m really clumsy bc i have muscle weakness and drop and bump into things a lot, i can’t help but yell or get upset at myself after. small things like that add up, and just won’t stop. then i spiral into self hate talk and thought patterns.
It feels like I can’t be happy or comfortable with my identity, or my looks (I’m also a trans person very much struggling with gender identity and dysphoria on top of all of this as well). I keep trying and failing, it feels like this constant loop of trying a self love journey and then giving up because I don’t like myself enough to try. I’ve heard a lot of autistics discuss this but not many who have found ways to explore self love in a more autistic way that combats the intense emotional shame and trauma from being autistic and being late diagnosed (bc all the current help i’ve been given has felt NT centred treatment and ideas).
Even just knowing i’m not alone helps so much. it’s so scary to feel such intense emotion, but i wanna try and feel happy again.
2024.05.15 08:31 Quiet_Mud8402 Buy Candle Mold Online Wholesale Candle Making Moulds
Candles have been used historically to symbolize coziness, light, and warmth. From its function as a center point on holy altars to the scented accents seen in modern housewares, people have long appreciated the ethereal glow of candles. But what if you could alter these luminous masterpieces to your exact specifications? With the advent of silicone candle molds, a versatile instrument that can be used by novices or experienced artisans alike, anyone may now make candles whose creativity is only constrained.
Understanding Silicone Candle Holders
The name of the material is self-explanatory: silicone is used to make silicone candle molds. When it comes to making candles, they come in a broad range of shapes, sizes and different patterns to accommodate various tastes. Whether you want to create intricate miniatures, conventional pillars forms, there is a silicone mold out there for any taste.
Adaptability disclosed
The flexibility of silicone candle molds is one of its best features. Compared to more traditional, rigid molds, silicone molds are more flexible, making demoulding much easier and protecting the finished product from any damage. Because of their extreme versatility, candles can be created and decorated in a variety of ways.
A Journey of Visionaries
Using silicone molds to make candles is a unique kind of art. Here's a preview of the process:
The first thing to do is prepare your workspace and silicone mold. Make sure the mold is dry and clean before using it.
Materials: Choose a wax for your candles, such as beeswax, paraffin, or soy, or a blend of these. Different types of wax have varied textural properties, smell throw, and burn times.
Pouring and Melting: You can use a double boiler or a microwave to melt the wax of your choice. Once the wax is melted, add color and flavor with your favorite scent. Melted wax should be poured slowly into the silicone candle mold to prevent overflow.
Before demolding, let the wax cool completely. Depending on the size of the mold and the type of wax being used, this could take several hours or even overnight. Once the candle has cooled, remove your art work by carefully bending the silicone mold.
When you're prepared to add the final details, trim the wick and remove any remaining wax residue with a clean cloth. Give your handmade masterpiece a moment of appreciation,it's ready to bring a warm glow to any space.
Never-ending Inspiration
Silicone candle molds provide you with a plethora of options. There is a vast array of forms, sizes and styles of the candles, ranging from intricate tealights to straightforward taper candles.
Take into consideration the following to spark your imagination:
Customized Candles Inspired by Nature: With hand-poured candles shaped like delicate flowers, lush leaves, or rustic pinecones, you may turn your house into a happy palace.
Amazing Candles for Any Occasion: There is a candle for every season, ranging from cheerful Christmas ornaments to frightening Halloween pumpkins.
Whether it's a favorite animal or a pastime, form candles into shapes that symbolize your loved ones to make meaningful gifts.
In summary, silicone candle molds allow you to let your creative side shine. These multifunctional molds let you create beautiful things out of wax, whether you're a novice or an expert craftsperson honing your skills. Gather your materials, unleash your artistic side, and use silicone candle molds to present your creation.
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Understanding Silicone Candle Holders
The name of the material is self-explanatory: silicone is used to make silicone candle molds. When it comes to making candles, they come in a broad range of shapes, sizes and different patterns to accommodate various tastes. Whether you want to create intricate miniatures, conventional pillars forms, there is a silicone mold out there for any taste.
Adaptability disclosed
The flexibility of silicone candle molds is one of its best features. Compared to more traditional, rigid molds, silicone molds are more flexible, making demoulding much easier and protecting the finished product from any damage. Because of their extreme versatility, candles can be created and decorated in a variety of ways.
A Journey of Visionaries
Using silicone molds to make candles is a unique kind of art. Here's a preview of the process:
The first thing to do is prepare your workspace and silicone mold. Make sure the mold is dry and clean before using it.
Materials: Choose a wax for your candles, such as beeswax, paraffin, or soy, or a blend of these. Different types of wax have varied textural properties, smell throw, and burn times.
Pouring and Melting: You can use a double boiler or a microwave to melt the wax of your choice. Once the wax is melted, add color and flavor with your favorite scent. Melted wax should be poured slowly into the silicone candle mold to prevent overflow.
Before demolding, let the wax cool completely. Depending on the size of the mold and the type of wax being used, this could take several hours or even overnight. Once the candle has cooled, remove your art work by carefully bending the silicone mold.
When you're prepared to add the final details, trim the wick and remove any remaining wax residue with a clean cloth. Give your handmade masterpiece a moment of appreciation,it's ready to bring a warm glow to any space.
Never-ending Inspiration
Silicone candle molds provide you with a plethora of options. There is a vast array of forms, sizes and styles of the candles, ranging from intricate tealights to straightforward taper candles.
Take into consideration the following to spark your imagination:
Customized Candles Inspired by Nature: With hand-poured candles shaped like delicate flowers, lush leaves, or rustic pinecones, you may turn your house into a happy palace.
Amazing Candles for Any Occasion: There is a candle for every season, ranging from cheerful Christmas ornaments to frightening Halloween pumpkins.
Whether it's a favorite animal or a pastime, form candles into shapes that symbolize your loved ones to make meaningful gifts.
In summary, silicone candle molds allow you to let your creative side shine. These multifunctional molds let you create beautiful things out of wax, whether you're a novice or an expert craftsperson honing your skills. Gather your materials, unleash your artistic side, and use silicone candle molds to present your creation.
2024.05.15 05:47 Necessary-Week-8950 Ended therapy relationship - bittersweet
Today was my last regularly scheduled therapy appointment. I’m proud, and crushed.
“Your therapist isn’t your friend,” they say. But you never met my therapist.
Four years of meeting every week. I was undiagnosed but I knew I needed support to work through some really big patterns and cycles, and I was terribly lonely in my life: depressed when I had “nothing to be depressed about.”
We went through postpartum together; I still can’t believe my child and I both made it through that relatively unscathed.
They supported me through major surgery.
COVID lockdowns. Death and grief. Career changes. Family dynamic shifts. A very difficult divorce.
They taught me how to love and value myself. How to leave situations that didn’t suit me. How to find people capable of loving me well.
They believed me when I said something was wrong and I needed help; we figured out the scary things together.
I am so proud of myself, for doing the hard self work and growing. And I am grateful beyond measure for the stability and quality of life they helped me achieve.
We sat in all of the sadness and hard times together, and now that the good times are more prevalent, we have finished our work together. Because they’re always with me now, when things are hard and I can know what they would tell me to help me through it.
Do the next right thing. Keep moving through it. You can grow. You can change. You can manage the illness and regain control.
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“Your therapist isn’t your friend,” they say. But you never met my therapist.
Four years of meeting every week. I was undiagnosed but I knew I needed support to work through some really big patterns and cycles, and I was terribly lonely in my life: depressed when I had “nothing to be depressed about.”
We went through postpartum together; I still can’t believe my child and I both made it through that relatively unscathed.
They supported me through major surgery.
COVID lockdowns. Death and grief. Career changes. Family dynamic shifts. A very difficult divorce.
They taught me how to love and value myself. How to leave situations that didn’t suit me. How to find people capable of loving me well.
They believed me when I said something was wrong and I needed help; we figured out the scary things together.
I am so proud of myself, for doing the hard self work and growing. And I am grateful beyond measure for the stability and quality of life they helped me achieve.
We sat in all of the sadness and hard times together, and now that the good times are more prevalent, we have finished our work together. Because they’re always with me now, when things are hard and I can know what they would tell me to help me through it.
Do the next right thing. Keep moving through it. You can grow. You can change. You can manage the illness and regain control.
2024.05.15 03:56 Ok-Inflation-4705 Am I (25F) experiencing "future-faking" with my BF (29M) or is my past making me perceive problems where there aren't any?
***I posted this originally in but think this might be a better place for it
TLDR: I'm struggling to understand if my relationship issues are genuine concerns or my past influencing my perception. My boyfriend (29M) and I (25F) have been dating long-distance for 10 months. He initially talked a lot about our future, including plans to get a place together, but has since become non-committal and distant. Given my history with a narcissistic parent, I'm unsure if these are red flags or typical relationship hurdles. I'm worried he's "future faking" me. Any advice on discerning these issues would be appreciated. ___________________________
Sorry this is so long - It's clearly weighing heavy on my mind and I also have a habit of overexplaining myself due to my past. Believe it or not, this was my attempt to keep it short.
As someone raised by a single narcissistic parent, I (25F) have a lot of difficulty in figuring out if my perception is accurate or if I'm misinterpreting things. I've spent years working on this in therapy and have made progress in figuring out when I'm being treated poorly, specifically in platonic relationships, but have still a ways to go.
Recently, I've gotten into a relationship with my bf (29M) after having been single for 5 years. The person I've started dating proactively chased me during this time and I was clear that I wanted to be just friends due to concerns about long-distance, feeling overwhelmed with the interest they had in me without knowing me super well, and feeling like my boundaries weren't being respected. Over those 5 years, we developed a strong friendship/relationship and these issues resolved (except for the long-distance). I had a major life event happen in 2023 that had me questioning how much of my life I had lived in fear and avoidance. Simultaneously, this person was a huge support to me while I went through this difficult moment. I decided I was ready to pursue a romance with him and he agreed he wanted to too. So we started officially dating roughly 10 months ago.
In the beginning of our relationship, he would make tons of comments about our future together, talking about our kids, what life would be like when we're married, trips that we would take, etc. I was hesitant in the beginning to believe this, but slowly started to imagine this future too and would join in these conversations. I had never dated someone who so openly talked about a future with me and while it felt scary in the beginning, I started to feel like it was a beautiful thing and I was experiencing healthy love.
Back in January, he started to talking to me about getting a place in my city. Although we're long distance, he has to come to my city fairly often for business reasons and likes to extend his stays to spend time with me. I initially thought he just meant something for himself that he would stay in when he was in my city. This wasn't super surprising since he has an apartment in another city sitting completely empty and he was talking about getting a place in another city for when he'd visit before we started dating. To be clear, he has vast financial resources. Like hundreds of millions.
I was excited that he was going to get a place in my city, because I knew it would make him more comfortable when he'd visit and therefore make his visits more likely. However, he clarified to me a week later that he actually wanted to get a place for the both of us - where I would stay full time and he would stay when he was visiting. He was surprised that I thought this would just be his place. I thought about it and got excited at the idea (although I had some concerns about living alone for those periods he wasn't there - I've always had roommates and have loved it honestly).
Once I agreed, he said he wanted to start looking at places when he was visiting my city for a few weeks that February. I started to look at places online and have conversations with him about what we'd both want. February came, he didn't make any effort or mention of seeing places in person. My roommates started to ask me if I'd be renewing the lease with them or not and I told them I wasn't sure. I'd periodically bring it up to him and emphasize that we probably need to start looking and make serious progress on it. He would agree, but I wouldn't hear anything more about it. Finally, I told him I needed to give my roommates a final answer about it. He said that I should renew the lease with them so that we're not rushed into finding something and can find the perfect place. He said it was okay if the leases overlapped, assuring me that it wouldn't be a problem and he'd cover it financially. I was hesitant, but given his vast wealth, I figured this was just one of those rich people things where comfort is prioritized over wastefulness.
He has not brought it up since. Recently, I had felt some distance from him. He wasn't as communicative. He flaked on a vacation we were supposed to go on during my spring break at the last minute due to a conference he wanted to attend. He was vague about when he would be able to visit next, saying that I could visit him whenever even though he knew I was in school until May. He invited me to go to a friend's wedding in a far away state in late April, but said he figured I wouldn't be able to go because he knew I had finals. I decided to make it work by flying in for 48 hours despite having finals. While we were together in person, it didn't seem like anything was wrong at all. I decided to talk to him about some of these concerns and mentioned the apartment. He said that he wanted to find the perfect place for us and not stress about it. I told him that I get that, but we need to take action in order to find the perfect place. He said that there's no rush. I pointed out he said he wanted to start looking at places in February, so it seemed like he wanted to get a place fairly soon, but I was feeling confused because since those early talks, I've been the only one to talk to him about it. I told him that it felt like he didn't want to get a place with me anymore. He said that he does want to still but when he brought it up to me, he meant he wanted to get a place in the future and there's no timeline. In his head, it will happen eventually and I shouldn't be worried (????? WTF). Anyways, I decided to drop it and give him the benefit of the doubt.
He also early on told me how excited he was for when we go to his home country, how we'll go in the next year, how he needs to take me there. A week or two ago, an opportunity came up where he would be in a nearby country for business and I would be on a break from school. We talked about me going with him and then going to his home country after for a bit. Yesterday, I asked him about it and he started to express doubts, saying he's never taken a girl home before... Keep in mind: 1) I have already met his parents and brothers more than once. 2) This man has only dated one other person, and it was in high school. 3) This man has been talking about taking me there as soon as its convenient since we started dating.
I'm worried given my past with parental narcissistic abuse and having my perception constantly questioned/invalidated that I'm not able to identify red flags unless they're really severe or different from what I experienced growing up. Prior to this relationship, I always pursued men that were emotionally distant and whose love I had to earn because it felt safer (and mirrored my relationship with my absent parent). This is the first time I've dated someone who consistently showed interest in me. I thought this was healthier and that I was recalibrating my dating patterns, but now I'm starting to have doubts. I'm feeling like I can't trust his word anymore. I'm starting to wonder if he's been future faking me.
What do you guys think? Any tips on what I should be looking out for in the future? Or how you can know with certainty that there might be love bombing/future faking before things get worse? I don't want to find myself in a position years down the line in an abusive or toxic relationship and realize that there were signs I missed/ignored earlier on. I also don't want to ruin a happy and healthy relationship because I'm making mountains out of mole hills.
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TLDR: I'm struggling to understand if my relationship issues are genuine concerns or my past influencing my perception. My boyfriend (29M) and I (25F) have been dating long-distance for 10 months. He initially talked a lot about our future, including plans to get a place together, but has since become non-committal and distant. Given my history with a narcissistic parent, I'm unsure if these are red flags or typical relationship hurdles. I'm worried he's "future faking" me. Any advice on discerning these issues would be appreciated. ___________________________
Sorry this is so long - It's clearly weighing heavy on my mind and I also have a habit of overexplaining myself due to my past. Believe it or not, this was my attempt to keep it short.
As someone raised by a single narcissistic parent, I (25F) have a lot of difficulty in figuring out if my perception is accurate or if I'm misinterpreting things. I've spent years working on this in therapy and have made progress in figuring out when I'm being treated poorly, specifically in platonic relationships, but have still a ways to go.
Recently, I've gotten into a relationship with my bf (29M) after having been single for 5 years. The person I've started dating proactively chased me during this time and I was clear that I wanted to be just friends due to concerns about long-distance, feeling overwhelmed with the interest they had in me without knowing me super well, and feeling like my boundaries weren't being respected. Over those 5 years, we developed a strong friendship/relationship and these issues resolved (except for the long-distance). I had a major life event happen in 2023 that had me questioning how much of my life I had lived in fear and avoidance. Simultaneously, this person was a huge support to me while I went through this difficult moment. I decided I was ready to pursue a romance with him and he agreed he wanted to too. So we started officially dating roughly 10 months ago.
In the beginning of our relationship, he would make tons of comments about our future together, talking about our kids, what life would be like when we're married, trips that we would take, etc. I was hesitant in the beginning to believe this, but slowly started to imagine this future too and would join in these conversations. I had never dated someone who so openly talked about a future with me and while it felt scary in the beginning, I started to feel like it was a beautiful thing and I was experiencing healthy love.
Back in January, he started to talking to me about getting a place in my city. Although we're long distance, he has to come to my city fairly often for business reasons and likes to extend his stays to spend time with me. I initially thought he just meant something for himself that he would stay in when he was in my city. This wasn't super surprising since he has an apartment in another city sitting completely empty and he was talking about getting a place in another city for when he'd visit before we started dating. To be clear, he has vast financial resources. Like hundreds of millions.
I was excited that he was going to get a place in my city, because I knew it would make him more comfortable when he'd visit and therefore make his visits more likely. However, he clarified to me a week later that he actually wanted to get a place for the both of us - where I would stay full time and he would stay when he was visiting. He was surprised that I thought this would just be his place. I thought about it and got excited at the idea (although I had some concerns about living alone for those periods he wasn't there - I've always had roommates and have loved it honestly).
Once I agreed, he said he wanted to start looking at places when he was visiting my city for a few weeks that February. I started to look at places online and have conversations with him about what we'd both want. February came, he didn't make any effort or mention of seeing places in person. My roommates started to ask me if I'd be renewing the lease with them or not and I told them I wasn't sure. I'd periodically bring it up to him and emphasize that we probably need to start looking and make serious progress on it. He would agree, but I wouldn't hear anything more about it. Finally, I told him I needed to give my roommates a final answer about it. He said that I should renew the lease with them so that we're not rushed into finding something and can find the perfect place. He said it was okay if the leases overlapped, assuring me that it wouldn't be a problem and he'd cover it financially. I was hesitant, but given his vast wealth, I figured this was just one of those rich people things where comfort is prioritized over wastefulness.
He has not brought it up since. Recently, I had felt some distance from him. He wasn't as communicative. He flaked on a vacation we were supposed to go on during my spring break at the last minute due to a conference he wanted to attend. He was vague about when he would be able to visit next, saying that I could visit him whenever even though he knew I was in school until May. He invited me to go to a friend's wedding in a far away state in late April, but said he figured I wouldn't be able to go because he knew I had finals. I decided to make it work by flying in for 48 hours despite having finals. While we were together in person, it didn't seem like anything was wrong at all. I decided to talk to him about some of these concerns and mentioned the apartment. He said that he wanted to find the perfect place for us and not stress about it. I told him that I get that, but we need to take action in order to find the perfect place. He said that there's no rush. I pointed out he said he wanted to start looking at places in February, so it seemed like he wanted to get a place fairly soon, but I was feeling confused because since those early talks, I've been the only one to talk to him about it. I told him that it felt like he didn't want to get a place with me anymore. He said that he does want to still but when he brought it up to me, he meant he wanted to get a place in the future and there's no timeline. In his head, it will happen eventually and I shouldn't be worried (????? WTF). Anyways, I decided to drop it and give him the benefit of the doubt.
He also early on told me how excited he was for when we go to his home country, how we'll go in the next year, how he needs to take me there. A week or two ago, an opportunity came up where he would be in a nearby country for business and I would be on a break from school. We talked about me going with him and then going to his home country after for a bit. Yesterday, I asked him about it and he started to express doubts, saying he's never taken a girl home before... Keep in mind: 1) I have already met his parents and brothers more than once. 2) This man has only dated one other person, and it was in high school. 3) This man has been talking about taking me there as soon as its convenient since we started dating.
I'm worried given my past with parental narcissistic abuse and having my perception constantly questioned/invalidated that I'm not able to identify red flags unless they're really severe or different from what I experienced growing up. Prior to this relationship, I always pursued men that were emotionally distant and whose love I had to earn because it felt safer (and mirrored my relationship with my absent parent). This is the first time I've dated someone who consistently showed interest in me. I thought this was healthier and that I was recalibrating my dating patterns, but now I'm starting to have doubts. I'm feeling like I can't trust his word anymore. I'm starting to wonder if he's been future faking me.
What do you guys think? Any tips on what I should be looking out for in the future? Or how you can know with certainty that there might be love bombing/future faking before things get worse? I don't want to find myself in a position years down the line in an abusive or toxic relationship and realize that there were signs I missed/ignored earlier on. I also don't want to ruin a happy and healthy relationship because I'm making mountains out of mole hills.
2024.05.15 01:58 Throwaway_RBN23 I hate being able to "read minds"
Maybe people can relate, maybe not. This is more of a Rant/Question, because this is bothering me a lot rn.
And no, of course I do not have super powers... although I liked to think about it that way. I always told myself it's my interest in psychology and my empathic character.
It's not, it never has been. It's childhood trauma from a family that I had to tiptoe around. Look for any possible sign of anger or traps my NMom wanted me to fall into. I mean, she'd push me into traps if I didn't fall by myself.
Being able to predict behaviour to a degree that is actually scary to other people isn't funny anymore. Being able to tell a liar from a mile away, poiting out microexpressions on people like it's nothing. The tone of voice / speech pattern of a person telling me everything I need to know about whether they're truthful or hiding something they want to express. "Are you okay?" - I hate asking that question. Especially if the answer is "Yes.", even when they're not. Can we please normalize saying stuff like "I'm not great rn, but I'd prefer not to talk about it." ... I feel like I'm being lied way too often.
The worst part is, growing up with an NMom and enableabsent Family, I always expect the worst of people. If I'm not sure, I always go with the negative scenario. It's messed up and not at all beneficial to me, with my crippling trust issues.
Therapy showed me once again, that I'm more messed up, than I have told myself for years.
Anyway, that's it. I just needed to share, thank you for reading... Maybe someone can relate... please make feel like I'm not alone with this stuff... :)
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And no, of course I do not have super powers... although I liked to think about it that way. I always told myself it's my interest in psychology and my empathic character.
It's not, it never has been. It's childhood trauma from a family that I had to tiptoe around. Look for any possible sign of anger or traps my NMom wanted me to fall into. I mean, she'd push me into traps if I didn't fall by myself.
Being able to predict behaviour to a degree that is actually scary to other people isn't funny anymore. Being able to tell a liar from a mile away, poiting out microexpressions on people like it's nothing. The tone of voice / speech pattern of a person telling me everything I need to know about whether they're truthful or hiding something they want to express. "Are you okay?" - I hate asking that question. Especially if the answer is "Yes.", even when they're not. Can we please normalize saying stuff like "I'm not great rn, but I'd prefer not to talk about it." ... I feel like I'm being lied way too often.
The worst part is, growing up with an NMom and enableabsent Family, I always expect the worst of people. If I'm not sure, I always go with the negative scenario. It's messed up and not at all beneficial to me, with my crippling trust issues.
Therapy showed me once again, that I'm more messed up, than I have told myself for years.
Anyway, that's it. I just needed to share, thank you for reading... Maybe someone can relate... please make feel like I'm not alone with this stuff... :)
2024.05.15 00:58 FoxgirlFaraway Separating from my toxic AB/DL husband…
A few days ago I posted about being exhausted playing into my husband’s harmful ABDL fantasies, and about his poor treatment towards me and his general immaturity and abusive patterns.
After our first marriage counseling session on Friday morning, I decided to leave the house and stay with a friend indefinitely. He opened up about ABDL (which the counselor didn’t know about, but took it well), and I shared some abusive things my husband has done to me or around me.
It was validating, scary, and triggering for me to open up about the abuse that I’ve been denying since we got together and since we’ve been married. But I know I needed to if I want healing and restoration.
After counseling, my husband (unknowingly, according to him) starting gaslighting and belittling me. His issues with me are the size of an ant compared to the elephant sized issues I have with him.
His behavior and attitude sent me off the edge and that’s when I decided to pack up and stay with a friend for the time being. I also texted/called his mentors and a trusted friend about his behavior and I have their support, and they also reassured me they would be there for my husband and tell it to him like it is.
Since I’ve left my husband he has declared he’s giving up his ABDL addiction, he will be going to therapy, and he has admitted he has been abusive and has mental issues. He says he will also remain accountable now that these mentors and friend know about his ABDL addiction. I have also brought up that he might be a narcissist, which he took surprisingly well.
I won’t be living with him again for a good while. I’m traumatized, in physical pain from the stress, and need to learn how to function and be myself again. I’ve been doing whatever I want to do, watching movies I want to watch, feeling no obligation to be there for him- it’s been great in that way! No more “Mommy, I need my bottle filled, check my diaper, why didn’t you do sparkle makeup, you get everything wrong, I need a change,” etc etc. Also no one waking me up in the middle of the night because of they “need Mommy’s touch” or their diaper needs changing!
This MAN, not baby, needs to learn he can’t treat the person who LOVES him the most like shit and expect her to stick around with a smile on her face.
We’re in contact; he texts me what he’s learning now that I’m away. I wish he could have heard me the first time I said I wasn’t ok and needed medical and mental help, and for him to stop his selfish ways. Unfortunately me leaving is what got his attention. Literally just like a child lol.
Yesterday he texted me that my “baby” is growing up. I’m not sure if I believe him, but I hope it’s true. I just want my husband. ❤️
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After our first marriage counseling session on Friday morning, I decided to leave the house and stay with a friend indefinitely. He opened up about ABDL (which the counselor didn’t know about, but took it well), and I shared some abusive things my husband has done to me or around me.
It was validating, scary, and triggering for me to open up about the abuse that I’ve been denying since we got together and since we’ve been married. But I know I needed to if I want healing and restoration.
After counseling, my husband (unknowingly, according to him) starting gaslighting and belittling me. His issues with me are the size of an ant compared to the elephant sized issues I have with him.
His behavior and attitude sent me off the edge and that’s when I decided to pack up and stay with a friend for the time being. I also texted/called his mentors and a trusted friend about his behavior and I have their support, and they also reassured me they would be there for my husband and tell it to him like it is.
Since I’ve left my husband he has declared he’s giving up his ABDL addiction, he will be going to therapy, and he has admitted he has been abusive and has mental issues. He says he will also remain accountable now that these mentors and friend know about his ABDL addiction. I have also brought up that he might be a narcissist, which he took surprisingly well.
I won’t be living with him again for a good while. I’m traumatized, in physical pain from the stress, and need to learn how to function and be myself again. I’ve been doing whatever I want to do, watching movies I want to watch, feeling no obligation to be there for him- it’s been great in that way! No more “Mommy, I need my bottle filled, check my diaper, why didn’t you do sparkle makeup, you get everything wrong, I need a change,” etc etc. Also no one waking me up in the middle of the night because of they “need Mommy’s touch” or their diaper needs changing!
This MAN, not baby, needs to learn he can’t treat the person who LOVES him the most like shit and expect her to stick around with a smile on her face.
We’re in contact; he texts me what he’s learning now that I’m away. I wish he could have heard me the first time I said I wasn’t ok and needed medical and mental help, and for him to stop his selfish ways. Unfortunately me leaving is what got his attention. Literally just like a child lol.
Yesterday he texted me that my “baby” is growing up. I’m not sure if I believe him, but I hope it’s true. I just want my husband. ❤️