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A subreddit for fans of the popular anime, light novel, and manga series, Date A Live.
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A subreddit for Salt Lake City, UT and the surrounding communities. Update: https://www.reddit.com/Save3rdPartyApps/comments/148m42t/the_fight_continues/
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A place to talk about the box office and the movie business, both domestically and internationally.
2024.05.29 04:41 Low_Construction_757 My boyfriend doesn’t treat me the best, but I’m gaslighting myself
Ok before I even start, I don’t need there being any a**holes in the comments that will just say the obvious or be very judgmental. I need real genuine answers.
To try to summarize this, I met my boyfriend 3 years ago this month, it started off great then quickly took a toxic turn after 3 months in. We were on & off since then. I have never met his parents or family in general, & have only met a few of his friends. He’s never posted me nor even posted a hint of me. Has even gone to the extent of cropping out my hand from his story once. I will say I have mental disorders , such as BPD, severe anxiety etc that has put a toll on me in this relationship to the point that I became toxic & insecure & jealous. I was very unhealed and hadn’t put in the work to change so it was a constant back & forth battle w him as he was just as bad if not worse than me. His excuse for not taking me serious, making me his, introducing me to his family was that I am toxic & we can’t go more than a month w/o breaking up. He is very toxic himself & has said the most disgusting things to me during fights as well as cheated on me physically, been in a whole other relationship secretly. I have made mistakes but none that amount to his mistakes. I have a snappy attitude w him, I’ve messed up in the beginning (which what I was referring to in the beginning of this paragraph) such as, keeping tinder & getting advice from my very first ex on a number of occasions. (Which I know wasn’t ok) him and I were never official. We talked about exclusivity, but he never wanted to make me his. Hence why I kept my options opened. Till this day he uses all of that against me as if he hasn’t done me dirty 10x worse. I have had my faults, with an attitude problem w him, & other small immature things social media wise, Ex. When a guy would slide up on my stories, I’d say Ty but never would I continue the convo. But stuff like that adds up I’m aware. I have had my fair share of toxicity. I know I’m not innocent, but I can say that I’ve never done anything detrimental like he has. Never to the extent he’s gone. We broke up for almost half a year & just recently a month ago came back to one another. I have grown significantly, I’m not nearly as toxic or anxious as I once was, I’ve changed, I’ve put in the work, & it doesn’t seem like he has. He makes excuses as to why he can’t give me affection, or love Almost like he withholds it from me. Every time I bring something up that’s bothering me, he flies off the handle. He has an anger problem. Always has. Every time I bring up me meeting his family he gets so mad & says it’s bc of me. Bc he needs to know I’ll be here for the long run. But I’ve proven myself time after time that I’ve changed & can be better. I do everything I can for him. I cook, clean, feed his dogs, take them out & try to be a good support system for him as best I can. I’ve tried showing him I’ve grown & only want and adore him. I’ve tried loving him more and more and it’s never enough. I’ve matured and he’s even said that himself recently. He’s treated me like dog shit in the past, I won’t go into description mode,but now he’s treating me better, he just gets so angry if I bring anything up at all that bothers me, he calls it “bitching” “complaining” even if I approach him the right way instead of yelling or being combative. His excuse for not giving me affection or love was that he has a fight coming up (he’s an mma fighter) & is anxious and nervous & can’t give me that love rn. He got so mad. I’m just confused. He gives me the silent treatment & wants to end things over every argument.
So I guess what I’m asking is do I deserve this bc of my mistakes ? Is he right for this? Is he telling the truth about not wanting me to meet his family bc of our past toxicity? I’m gaslighting myself on & off, telling myself that I need to put up w this bc I’ve made mistakes too, & that I need to keep proving to him that I’m worth it & keep putting up with this?. Like I need to stick w it bc I owe him that. Idk how to explain it. I’m just so lost. He makes me sad & idk whether to stick it out or leave. I know I’m not perfect or innocent. That’s why I’m stuck.
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To try to summarize this, I met my boyfriend 3 years ago this month, it started off great then quickly took a toxic turn after 3 months in. We were on & off since then. I have never met his parents or family in general, & have only met a few of his friends. He’s never posted me nor even posted a hint of me. Has even gone to the extent of cropping out my hand from his story once. I will say I have mental disorders , such as BPD, severe anxiety etc that has put a toll on me in this relationship to the point that I became toxic & insecure & jealous. I was very unhealed and hadn’t put in the work to change so it was a constant back & forth battle w him as he was just as bad if not worse than me. His excuse for not taking me serious, making me his, introducing me to his family was that I am toxic & we can’t go more than a month w/o breaking up. He is very toxic himself & has said the most disgusting things to me during fights as well as cheated on me physically, been in a whole other relationship secretly. I have made mistakes but none that amount to his mistakes. I have a snappy attitude w him, I’ve messed up in the beginning (which what I was referring to in the beginning of this paragraph) such as, keeping tinder & getting advice from my very first ex on a number of occasions. (Which I know wasn’t ok) him and I were never official. We talked about exclusivity, but he never wanted to make me his. Hence why I kept my options opened. Till this day he uses all of that against me as if he hasn’t done me dirty 10x worse. I have had my faults, with an attitude problem w him, & other small immature things social media wise, Ex. When a guy would slide up on my stories, I’d say Ty but never would I continue the convo. But stuff like that adds up I’m aware. I have had my fair share of toxicity. I know I’m not innocent, but I can say that I’ve never done anything detrimental like he has. Never to the extent he’s gone. We broke up for almost half a year & just recently a month ago came back to one another. I have grown significantly, I’m not nearly as toxic or anxious as I once was, I’ve changed, I’ve put in the work, & it doesn’t seem like he has. He makes excuses as to why he can’t give me affection, or love Almost like he withholds it from me. Every time I bring something up that’s bothering me, he flies off the handle. He has an anger problem. Always has. Every time I bring up me meeting his family he gets so mad & says it’s bc of me. Bc he needs to know I’ll be here for the long run. But I’ve proven myself time after time that I’ve changed & can be better. I do everything I can for him. I cook, clean, feed his dogs, take them out & try to be a good support system for him as best I can. I’ve tried showing him I’ve grown & only want and adore him. I’ve tried loving him more and more and it’s never enough. I’ve matured and he’s even said that himself recently. He’s treated me like dog shit in the past, I won’t go into description mode,but now he’s treating me better, he just gets so angry if I bring anything up at all that bothers me, he calls it “bitching” “complaining” even if I approach him the right way instead of yelling or being combative. His excuse for not giving me affection or love was that he has a fight coming up (he’s an mma fighter) & is anxious and nervous & can’t give me that love rn. He got so mad. I’m just confused. He gives me the silent treatment & wants to end things over every argument.
So I guess what I’m asking is do I deserve this bc of my mistakes ? Is he right for this? Is he telling the truth about not wanting me to meet his family bc of our past toxicity? I’m gaslighting myself on & off, telling myself that I need to put up w this bc I’ve made mistakes too, & that I need to keep proving to him that I’m worth it & keep putting up with this?. Like I need to stick w it bc I owe him that. Idk how to explain it. I’m just so lost. He makes me sad & idk whether to stick it out or leave. I know I’m not perfect or innocent. That’s why I’m stuck.
2024.05.29 04:41 avibharti35 Google Spam Core Update Did Weird Things To My Website
So, during the month of March the spam update hit and my website was deemed for manual actions. Yes, Manual Actions for spamming AI content. My website isn't huge and gets 200-300 page views per day. However, I wasn't spamming AI content just using it to create a blog layout and such. So I immediately filed an appeal from the Search Console.
And surprisingly, my website was reinstated the next day. It was shocking to see, and I was quite happy. However, the rankings were all gone and the clicks dropped significantly. I was also checking some other sites that were hit and they're still not back. But mine was immediately reinstated the next day. But till date the clicks has been down by 75%. I'm thinking to move to another domain or just keep posting in hope to recover.
Any suggestions or similar incidents would be appreciated.
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And surprisingly, my website was reinstated the next day. It was shocking to see, and I was quite happy. However, the rankings were all gone and the clicks dropped significantly. I was also checking some other sites that were hit and they're still not back. But mine was immediately reinstated the next day. But till date the clicks has been down by 75%. I'm thinking to move to another domain or just keep posting in hope to recover.
Any suggestions or similar incidents would be appreciated.
2024.05.29 04:40 Dramatic_Shame_5897 bisexual or just mentally exhausted?
terrible anxiety and confusion, please advise
throwaway for obvious reasons.
to preface this, i have OCD and had a very bad case of religious/conspiracy OCD about three years ago, where I became an anxiety-ridden, hermited, anti-social husk of myself.
i have been straight my entire life (18M), i had no questions about being straight, and still only get sexually aroused by females. my social groups of friends consist mostly of other guys, but i have a few friends who are girls too. its been pretty standard. i have dated and had sexual interactions with two girls. my parents have never forced heteronormativity, and we have a few gay family friends and family that we treat just like normal.
i’ve always felt pretty comfortable around other guys, and have never wanted to engage in anything romantic/sexual with another male. i am able to make those standard “gay with the homies” jokes and be around other dudes in close-knit environments no problem.
here’s the issue:
a week ago, i was at work and saw a cute girl. i kept trying to sneak closer looks and realized that she was actually a pretty feminine-looking guy. i couldn’t look him straight in the eye after I figured that out, and i’ve been having anxiety about being gay ever since.
it was my graduation from HS week, and i had all kinds of fun activities that i really wanted to enjoy, but this anxiety not only kept me having as much fun, but also made me uncomfortable around other guys, and girls too. even good friends i had good friendships with for years, i could not act like normal around.
i was trying to date a girl ive known for awhile now, but i’ve also been having doubts about that because of uncomfortable i am. i do not enjoy any of the things i used to as well, like video games, volleyball, and watching movies. i am having trouble interacting with people too. anytime i see a guy even remotely good-looking, i get anxiety about being gay.
ive been on all kinds of gay porn sites and subreddits, and watched all kinds of gay movies since then to explore, but did not enjoy/care/get aroused for any of it.
despite this, i always get intrusive thoughts about “what if i am gay, and you live your entire life closeted” or “you know you’re gay you’re just scared to admit it” i feel so down in the dumps and all ive been doing is staying on my phone. i am still able to get off to straight porn like always. i feel guilty now though, and i fear for the mental anguish this will cause for the rest of the summer and beyond.
i am planning to talk to my therapist about this tomorrow, but i have been a mess for a while now.
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throwaway for obvious reasons.
to preface this, i have OCD and had a very bad case of religious/conspiracy OCD about three years ago, where I became an anxiety-ridden, hermited, anti-social husk of myself.
i have been straight my entire life (18M), i had no questions about being straight, and still only get sexually aroused by females. my social groups of friends consist mostly of other guys, but i have a few friends who are girls too. its been pretty standard. i have dated and had sexual interactions with two girls. my parents have never forced heteronormativity, and we have a few gay family friends and family that we treat just like normal.
i’ve always felt pretty comfortable around other guys, and have never wanted to engage in anything romantic/sexual with another male. i am able to make those standard “gay with the homies” jokes and be around other dudes in close-knit environments no problem.
here’s the issue:
a week ago, i was at work and saw a cute girl. i kept trying to sneak closer looks and realized that she was actually a pretty feminine-looking guy. i couldn’t look him straight in the eye after I figured that out, and i’ve been having anxiety about being gay ever since.
it was my graduation from HS week, and i had all kinds of fun activities that i really wanted to enjoy, but this anxiety not only kept me having as much fun, but also made me uncomfortable around other guys, and girls too. even good friends i had good friendships with for years, i could not act like normal around.
i was trying to date a girl ive known for awhile now, but i’ve also been having doubts about that because of uncomfortable i am. i do not enjoy any of the things i used to as well, like video games, volleyball, and watching movies. i am having trouble interacting with people too. anytime i see a guy even remotely good-looking, i get anxiety about being gay.
ive been on all kinds of gay porn sites and subreddits, and watched all kinds of gay movies since then to explore, but did not enjoy/care/get aroused for any of it.
despite this, i always get intrusive thoughts about “what if i am gay, and you live your entire life closeted” or “you know you’re gay you’re just scared to admit it” i feel so down in the dumps and all ive been doing is staying on my phone. i am still able to get off to straight porn like always. i feel guilty now though, and i fear for the mental anguish this will cause for the rest of the summer and beyond.
i am planning to talk to my therapist about this tomorrow, but i have been a mess for a while now.
2024.05.29 04:39 JustPeachy018 When is it considered no longer interested vs just a bad communicator?
I (38f) met someone from an app (40M) a couple months ago. We had a few dates that went really well, and had daily exchanges, even if only one or two. Then it suddenly slowed down. I told him that it didn't seem as though he was interested, and wished him good luck. He said he is interested, he just has been really busy (he works in the airline industry) and has a child. I understand being busy and unable to use your phone when you're flying a plane all day, for 3-5 days at a time and then needing to just unwind at the end of the day. He asked to call me one day not long after and we discussed it all. He said he is not a huge communicator, including texting. Which would make somewhat sense of our previous in person interactions. In person he is still attentive and it's not an issue. I am definitely more talkative than he is I was out of the country for about a week and a half, he did reach out a few times while I was gone and asked if I made it, how my trip was going, and if I made it back. And to see if we could meet up if I got back that day. Wanted to meet up, but stupid flight delays and I wasn't back until the next day- and he had his kid. A very sweet Happy Mother's Day message from him. And then we each had our parents coming in to town to visit. And nothing initiated since then. He will respond when I text him every time though, and ask about me or something in my life. We have exchanged 3 sentences each in the last two weeks. I'm old enough to understand that interest isn't always directly connected through texting/phone communication, but also am at an age where I understand mixed messages is a message itself. He does keep saying he wants to get together again, and our schedules suck together, especially with our kids. I hate coming off as clingy/needy and wanting to ask if he is still interested again, but at what point do I just write it off and assume it's clearly lost interest? Or that he will text when he wants to plan another date? I also don't need all day texting, but two weeks seems like beyond reasonable. Anyone else dating an airline captain and have communication "issues?"
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2024.05.29 04:39 Acevsspades Girlfriend forgot her ID at a retail store, associate shows up to her house at 9pm
so i’m going to post the email i sent to the corporate partners of this company, and let me know if there’s anything further we can do. i’m not looking for money at all, this is simply just trying to get this situation resolved as they’ve been no help so far.
I’m going to change the names of everyone involved to protect the privacy and security of everyone involved so far.
Dear “Company” Corporate Team,
I hope this message finds you well. I am reaching out to address a deeply concerning incident that occurred on 5/26/2024 at your “Company name” store located in “Location” involving an associate named Jacob.
My Girlfirend Brenda, visited your store around 8:00 pm accompanied by one female coworker. During checkout at 8:06 pm, Jacob requested Brenda’s ID for verification, which he then used to input information into your system. Regrettably, the ID was inadvertently left at the store upon completion of the transaction.
What ensued thereafter is deeply troubling. At 8:50 pm, upon returning home, Brenda was startled and disturbed to find Jacob unannounced at her residence at 8:56 pm. Understandably shaken, Brenda refrained from answering the door and promptly alerted the authorities upon confirming Jacob’s identity through the security camera footage.
The police responded promptly, but Jacob had already left the premises. Despite this unsettling encounter, when I contacted the store on 5/27/24, Store Manager Chris displayed a disappointing lack of concern. Moreover, during our subsequent meeting at 11 pm, Chris failed to address our distress adequately and instead exacerbated the situation.
Chris not only refused to provide contact information for corporate escalation but also declined to report the incident to corporate, citing that it occurred outside the store premises. However, it's evident that the initial interaction and the mishandling of the ID occurred within the store, implicating “Company Name’s” responsibility.
During our conversation, Chris made unwarranted accusations, insinuating that I was unprofessional and even suggesting that I posed a threat. Furthermore, his invasive remarks about my past employment history were deeply unsettling and wholly irrelevant to the matter at hand. Raising questions to how he even obtained this information.
While we were eventually able to retrieve the ID with the assistance of law enforcement, it's disheartening that “Company name/Store Manager” response was to ban us from the premises. This decision appears to be an attempt to shift blame and evade accountability, rather than addressing the root cause of the issue.
All we have sought from the outset is a resolution and a sense of safety. We implore you to intervene and initiate a thorough investigation into this incident. Our faith in “Company name’s” commitment to customer safety and satisfaction hangs in the balance.
Please feel free to reach out to me at your earliest convenience using the contact information provided below. Your urgent attention to this matter is greatly appreciated.
Best regards.
If you guys want more info let me know and i’ll add it in but the whole situation has been weird and shitty as the store manager at the store hasn’t done anything about it. and told us he isn’t going to reach out to anyone nor give us somebody to reach out to. Guy was a complete ass, and is making us feel like we’re the problem for what they did.
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I’m going to change the names of everyone involved to protect the privacy and security of everyone involved so far.
Dear “Company” Corporate Team,
I hope this message finds you well. I am reaching out to address a deeply concerning incident that occurred on 5/26/2024 at your “Company name” store located in “Location” involving an associate named Jacob.
My Girlfirend Brenda, visited your store around 8:00 pm accompanied by one female coworker. During checkout at 8:06 pm, Jacob requested Brenda’s ID for verification, which he then used to input information into your system. Regrettably, the ID was inadvertently left at the store upon completion of the transaction.
What ensued thereafter is deeply troubling. At 8:50 pm, upon returning home, Brenda was startled and disturbed to find Jacob unannounced at her residence at 8:56 pm. Understandably shaken, Brenda refrained from answering the door and promptly alerted the authorities upon confirming Jacob’s identity through the security camera footage.
The police responded promptly, but Jacob had already left the premises. Despite this unsettling encounter, when I contacted the store on 5/27/24, Store Manager Chris displayed a disappointing lack of concern. Moreover, during our subsequent meeting at 11 pm, Chris failed to address our distress adequately and instead exacerbated the situation.
Chris not only refused to provide contact information for corporate escalation but also declined to report the incident to corporate, citing that it occurred outside the store premises. However, it's evident that the initial interaction and the mishandling of the ID occurred within the store, implicating “Company Name’s” responsibility.
During our conversation, Chris made unwarranted accusations, insinuating that I was unprofessional and even suggesting that I posed a threat. Furthermore, his invasive remarks about my past employment history were deeply unsettling and wholly irrelevant to the matter at hand. Raising questions to how he even obtained this information.
While we were eventually able to retrieve the ID with the assistance of law enforcement, it's disheartening that “Company name/Store Manager” response was to ban us from the premises. This decision appears to be an attempt to shift blame and evade accountability, rather than addressing the root cause of the issue.
All we have sought from the outset is a resolution and a sense of safety. We implore you to intervene and initiate a thorough investigation into this incident. Our faith in “Company name’s” commitment to customer safety and satisfaction hangs in the balance.
Please feel free to reach out to me at your earliest convenience using the contact information provided below. Your urgent attention to this matter is greatly appreciated.
Best regards.
If you guys want more info let me know and i’ll add it in but the whole situation has been weird and shitty as the store manager at the store hasn’t done anything about it. and told us he isn’t going to reach out to anyone nor give us somebody to reach out to. Guy was a complete ass, and is making us feel like we’re the problem for what they did.
2024.05.29 04:39 SlimeSpree Review with pics! Library of Slime/Pink Sugar Slimey/Oh my Slime/Lime Slime co.
 | Today a look at four slime stores. Let's go! submitted by SlimeSpree to Slime [link] [comments] The Library of Slime https://preview.redd.it/ben8h6qut93d1.jpg?width=2769&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=b183e6946cb0f465ddd29bd309821ae1527c472d A wide range of prices from £4-12 depending on size and they also do bundles. The sizes range from 2-6oz. Beautifully designed waterproof labels. The box was very well packaged with foam peanuts to protect the contents and the utterly stunning glass slime jars had nice honeycomb cardboard protectors around them. Even the charms were beautifully packaged with one being in a little canvas bag. Included was a mini lemon hand towelette (what a great touch!) a card telling me my packaging is eco friendly (lovely to know) and a cute bookmark care card with a super sweet note on it. Upon unpacking, I found that Eliora (the head librarian 😁) had including an incredibly thoughtful gift in the way of delicious, high quality chocolate from a little company that shares my name! In the note it was mentioned that this was especially ordered just for me on account of being the first international customer 🥲 I was so deeply touched by this! It says a lot about the customer service and just how much care is put into customer satisfaction and enjoyment. The library/book aesthetic of the entire web-store and the slimes/jars is just spectacular. I have so much appreciation for slime stores who clearly put so much thought and love into everything they do, it really is a magical experience. One thing I love about slime is how it affords us the ability to turn our thoughts off and indulge in something that taps straight into our primal pleasure center, allowing us to leave the stresses and responsibilities of the world for a while. The library theme and how beautifully it’s all pulled off ramps that experience up for me. All I’ve done so far is open the box and I already feel like I’ve taken a trip to a whimsical bookstore in some Harry Potter-esq universe! 😆 I think they may also be the only slime store to use glass jars which makes them feel very high end.
I was worried I may have a struggle getting this slime out the jar but it slipped out into my hand nice and politely. It was a tiny bit sticky at first but a couple of puffs of activator sorted that out completely. The slime was very dense and super stretchy. It was very resistant but also very elastic and bouncy with no ripping. As you stretched you could feel the sand brush across your fingers but there was very little in the way of sand fallout. This has some unreal crackly sizzles when you inflate and then squeeze it. The crackles just keep coming and coming the more you squeeze. It does inflate a lot calling for a second jar for the excess. The packaging is stunning and, equally, so is the slime!
These look like real potatoes, they're utterly uncanny!! https://preview.redd.it/sytwljg8v93d1.jpg?width=1356&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=2e8054f16d8493babc8fa4a78b4329fa76f221b0
https://preview.redd.it/yi940tvgv93d1.jpg?width=5854&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=965de6ae379ae8e06ed4e26f5dea98d5798e9a1f Every slimer has to try the Library of Slime at some point as it’s such a special and surreal experience! The essential oil scents were some of the classiest and most nuanced I have experienced, the textures are super entertaining, interesting and well made. I absolutely adored the clay potatoes which were mind bendingly realistic! The mini book charms are an amazing touch. This store really blurs the lines between art and sensory product. I have a love/hate relationship with the glass jars. On one hand they are very beautiful and make the product feel so special, it wasn’t hard to get the slime out of them in the least. On the other it is harder to get the slime back in the jar. I was having issues with air pockets and the narrower mouths. Of course it inflated a fair bit so usually I just put them in new jars of my own but I loved the aesthetic of the library jars and really wanted to get some slime back in there. I very tied because I wouldn’t want the library to swap to plastic but the glass does make things tricky. All in all I can’t wait to see what's in the next restock and had SO much fun visiting the library's beautiful and profoundly whimsical little world! We are always seeking for a new and novel experience when it comes to slime and this provides just that! 9.9/10 ............... Pink Sugar Slimey £11-13 for 7oz. Came very well packaged in super cute pink heart and white foam chips. Included is little organza bag with care card, activator and delicious lychee hard candy. The labels are not waterproof.
https://preview.redd.it/v1x6s4ggw93d1.jpg?width=5524&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=94d20a125bdf99c94293e371f48745800fe90ede
Before and after the topper.
https://preview.redd.it/t98oxf8xw93d1.jpg?width=7915&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=b10f21ae5ddea6ba1cb74ea5fb6326082b4e0b2a
https://preview.redd.it/hzdan803x93d1.jpg?width=5638&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=db465d9d61dac25fc9b7d01d026dac86736d5a88
https://preview.redd.it/ewdm2mv4x93d1.jpg?width=8288&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=0761c38c0cfc7a00d67c92bc46dca6ba32d75806 These are some of the most incredible and utterly delicious scents I have come across on my slime spree, they go so well with the themes which are all so well thought out. Clearly, a lot of love and attention go into these slimes. Personally I found them to be a little on the loose side and a bit tricky to activate. It can be hard to ascertain whether this is by design or due to the warmer weather now we have hit the summer months. I always go for the fastest international shipping to minimise issues with melting and the slimes go in the fridge for 15-30 minutes prior to play. I am very much on board with Momo, Pilot, OG and others who slightly overactive their slime to avoid this. While I enjoy the odd jiggly slay, I prefer my slimes to be on the more holdable side so this is something I will keep in mind in future with Pink Sugar. Nonetheless these scents were spectacular and the thicker textures lovely! Waterproof labels would be a strong preference of mine, I did manage to get slime on one or two of these labels while photographing and that is always a real shame. 9.1/10 ...... Oh My Slime (Singapore) Came with borax, a care card and a couple of candies. Slimes come in 6 or 8oz for between around $10-14. The jars have anti leak inner caps which is a great shout. I hate opening the box to discover slime leaks and this keeps things so much tidier! The labels are nicely designed and waterproof.
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https://preview.redd.it/wdhxrcoly93d1.jpg?width=5937&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=b5952870a91b47b249631fe7353859df8b24ed2c This was a pretty disappointing experience, more so than anything because the themes were great, the charms gorgeous, the colours and scents really beautiful and I could tell the textures were well made and at some point gorgeous. It would have been less disappointing if the quality of the slimes was low and the scents/aesthetics mediocre. I would have understood if all the slimes were all the way in one direction or the other activation-wise but it was super weird to get one perfect slime (water slime no less, a typically temperamental texture) and the rest either totally deactivated or wildly over-activated to the point of being unstretchable. In light of this I am really scratching my head over giving Oh My Slime a rating that fairly represents their concoctions. I just got done reactivating slimes that arrived with me in a liquid state and it took a good 12 hours for them to settle into the consistency I like. Personally hate touching totally melted slime, it really gives me the ick which is amongst the many reasons why I have no wish to make my own slime. I keep my slime in a chiller so this is not typically an issue I commonly have as I go in with activator long before they turn back to glue. I would reactivate some of my favourites if they melted down slightly over time but I just lost heart for these sadly. I hear from a friend that their slays and clays are much better. On this occasion 6/10 on account of the great water slime and all the other redeemable factors such as jars/designs/excellent scents but I only had one slime I could play with out of the whole batch so I don’t think I will return with any enthisiasm. MAYBE for another thick water slime. ............ Lime Slimes Company Comes with care card and Borax. Waterproof labels with a lovely aesthetic. The jars are 8oz and priced from £12.15 to £15.39. Link to my previous review here.
Other than the tackiness, it was a nice and puffy, inflatable snow fizz with plenty of soft sizzles, soft finger, pokes, and soft pops. https://preview.redd.it/4vrlogvrz93d1.jpg?width=5827&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=95baa8b8379cf8b040c355770b4dbfe4203fbe74
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I don’t much like judging a slime that I have reconstituted nearly from scratch as it’s hard to know if it’s as the creator intended. That having been said, it is a very nice, creamy thickie with medium gloss. Lovely to pop and full of crackles. It has tiny bits of red flocking in it for a very pretty strawberry pulp effect. Top left is how it arrived. Top right is where I managed to get it to with activator (still sticky by rippy.) Bottom left is after it rested overnight. Much better but still not quite as great as my previous Oui which I bought a month ago (an up to date picture of that on the bottom right.) I am so tied over Lime Slimes. I love their scents and themes and when they are good they are great. However, this is not the first completely liquified slime I have received from them and it very much spoils the experience for me. Reading your reviews on this sub I see that I am not alone in having this issue with them but it seems to be quite hit and miss. I know they come from California so I would hazard a guess that the issue happens during shipping due to the heat, I doubt these left them in this condition. I always pay for the fastest international shipping to prevent this issue occurring and most slimes arrive with me in 2-4 days. The only completely melted US slimes I have received have been from Lime Slimes, I’ve never had anything more than a slightly tacky surface that calls for a squirt of activator from other US companies. Once again, I can only reiterate how much I appreciate it when a slime leaves a store a little over-activated! I hate rating slimes which are melted as it’s not really a representation of what the creator intended. I do love Lime's Oui line when not melted and may chance buying another one if a particularly interesting scent is released when mine dies but, ultimately, I won’t be returning to Lime Slimes Co. with any gusto, which is a real shame. I really feel drawn to them as I really love the themes, presentation, aesthetic and scents generally. However, it’s a very important factor to me that I receive my slimes in a play-ready condition as I hate having to reactivate them (to a texture that may not be quite right) and the feeling of sticky mess on my hands 6.5/10 ......... Thank you for reading! I'll be back soon to review Audeez and more Mythical Mushbunny, Rodem and Momo! Feel free to give me a follow so you don't miss the review 🩵😊 |
2024.05.29 04:39 dafrog84 Feelings of not belonging anywhere
So I've (39F) been dating a really nice person (50m) july will be a year. In this year he has invited me and my kids to church many time with him and his mother. His mom will not save us (my family) a seat then he will say no your going to sit with us (to his mom).
Well last weekend they have his niece (14f) with them. We get to church shortly after them, they were walking in as we were parking. My boyfriend asked for his mom to save our seats. She only saved one, but we would need 4. When we got to where she was sitting, his mom says i can sit somewhere else as this was a family outing. My boyfriend says no you move down. It's the same song and dance. Then they reluctantly scoot down when done moving, the niece looks right at me gives me a dirty looked followed by an eye roll. This was seen by me and my two kids. I tell my boyfriend we feel like a third wheel and not welcome in the family dynamic. My boyfriend tells me his niece would never do such a thing. My kids and i left, we went to a different church. I've cried myself to sleep every night since. I already have issues and feeling inadequate and not belonging. My boyfriend does a great job on his part to make me feel like i belong. But his mom has had it out for me since day one, she will always say something about my husband. Which i haven't been married to anyone in 3 years. She then goes on a rant about the Bible and how i should still be married and let her son be. This woman wants me to get back with a man who beat on my kids and i for years. now she has her granddaughter treating me like dog crap. I don't want to be disrespected by some little girl who can't have nice clothes because she cuts the shorts till her but and front are showing. Mind you i keep all this to my self on how she dresses. She has no respect for me or my kids. She has stolen from me, so i stated i don't want her left unattended in my house, that was the only thing i had said. This little girl also assaulted me with a salad fork last summer. Like for real stabbed me 6 times this was in December of last year. I feel like i want to just brake things off with my boyfriend because i can't handle this child. My boyfriend and i leave for a vacation here soon, we have been planning since last August everything is paid for as we had saved for this and planned it to a T. Idk if i should just break things off before hand or use this opportunity to let him know what it is doing to my mental state of having to deal with the disrespect from his mom and niece. The rest of the family is great btw.
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Well last weekend they have his niece (14f) with them. We get to church shortly after them, they were walking in as we were parking. My boyfriend asked for his mom to save our seats. She only saved one, but we would need 4. When we got to where she was sitting, his mom says i can sit somewhere else as this was a family outing. My boyfriend says no you move down. It's the same song and dance. Then they reluctantly scoot down when done moving, the niece looks right at me gives me a dirty looked followed by an eye roll. This was seen by me and my two kids. I tell my boyfriend we feel like a third wheel and not welcome in the family dynamic. My boyfriend tells me his niece would never do such a thing. My kids and i left, we went to a different church. I've cried myself to sleep every night since. I already have issues and feeling inadequate and not belonging. My boyfriend does a great job on his part to make me feel like i belong. But his mom has had it out for me since day one, she will always say something about my husband. Which i haven't been married to anyone in 3 years. She then goes on a rant about the Bible and how i should still be married and let her son be. This woman wants me to get back with a man who beat on my kids and i for years. now she has her granddaughter treating me like dog crap. I don't want to be disrespected by some little girl who can't have nice clothes because she cuts the shorts till her but and front are showing. Mind you i keep all this to my self on how she dresses. She has no respect for me or my kids. She has stolen from me, so i stated i don't want her left unattended in my house, that was the only thing i had said. This little girl also assaulted me with a salad fork last summer. Like for real stabbed me 6 times this was in December of last year. I feel like i want to just brake things off with my boyfriend because i can't handle this child. My boyfriend and i leave for a vacation here soon, we have been planning since last August everything is paid for as we had saved for this and planned it to a T. Idk if i should just break things off before hand or use this opportunity to let him know what it is doing to my mental state of having to deal with the disrespect from his mom and niece. The rest of the family is great btw.
2024.05.29 04:39 sierra_silly New to polyamory and need some advice
So my(24f) girlfriend(25f) very suddenly met a guy(23m) she's now been dating for close to two weeks and they obviously want to spend a lot of time together. But after having gotten so used to having her around all the time and cuddle me every night I've been feeling very lonely. If you have some tips for me or if you are or were in a similar situation please feel free to dm me, I could really use someone to just talk to
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2024.05.29 04:38 No_Literature_9785 I need some advice.. 28M and 27F. She had. secret lover behind my back. Is there anyway to fix the relationship ?
Im 28 M and she is 27F. We started dating in early 2017. I was a single dad when she met me and we clicked right away. Unfortunately I didn’t have proper boundaries set with my babymomma which caused my relationship with my new gf to become difficult and stressful. I did set boundaries and I was showing her that I was focused on her and my kid and no one else. We were good for a while. About two years went by and at this point we are together like she is my girl my rock my partner. Unfortunately her and I did have problems. We would argue over simple stuff and we both had some anger issues we were working on. At the end of 2019 she chose to take a break and left me but not really left me. Her and I would still go and spend everyday together after she made her choice to take a break. So that kinda messed with my head and in my heart I knew I wanted to be with her so I did whatever I could to be with her. She felt the same way but she put restrictions on me. I wouldn’t be able to hug her or hold her hand. She would tell me we aren’t together remember that. Even on new years we spent it together I went for a new years kiss like how we did the year before but she refused. It was my first time dealing with something like this. So I chose to just keep it going hopefully one day her and I get back together. She’ll see that I’m working on myself ti be the very best version of me for her. Fast forward to march of 2020. She is having me drop her off earlier and earlier at her house. Then one day I went on. Her instagram. I trusted her so I wouldn’t check her stuff. But this time I did I checked her tagged photos and right there was a picture of her with some guy hugging and kissing. Caption read” Loml❤️” I lost it. I called her she didn’t answer I told her I knew what was up and that she had a new bf. I told her thanks for lying and making me think I’m the problem. Her response was “I’m not doing this right now. I’m going ti block you”. She called me the next day asking if we could talk. Of course I went and talked to her. Before I knew it. Her and I were hanging out like normal again. Except this time I would drop her off early and we were back to having sex. She would still go and be with the other guy at night but during the day she was with me. That lasted till may when her guy found out that she was still hooking up with me and spending all this time with me. They broke up and her and I got back together. Crazy so far right.? It gets crazier. Fast forward a year later to my 26 birthday , we are still together. We live in our house we have two cats and very stable financially we had just came back from our first vacation. Things were great except for that day we celebrated my birthday and I was working the night shift so I took her to her moms house for her to visit and I would pick her up after. She gets out the car and leaves her phone. I notice right away but she’s already inside. Her phone receives a notification. It’s a Snapchat , I thought it’s her best friend then I look it closely and see it’s just a face emoji. I immediately open it and it was a guy she had been talking ti behind my back. And not only was she talking to him but they were having full on sex talks and nudes where sent and saved. I saw it all. She was calling him names like babe or daddy or papi. I scrolled all the way as much as I could. It stretched all the way back to 2017. Then I realized this kid was the one that she would tell me she was talking to but as friend and nothing more. She told me this 2018. I was naive and trusted her. She came in the car for her phone but instead I showed her what I found out. She said it was all fake and none of that meant anything to her. Clearly at this point I know she’s lying even more but I still chose to work things out. We did work things out and remained together. But now I have trust issues that I’m working past. Fast forward to 2023 October to be exact. We broke up because we were having financial issues and our anger was getting a bit out of hand. But we still saw each other every single day after that. About a month in she began to act differently. She would not let me touch her iPad while to switch to new shows to watch or to scroll on YouTube for us to watch anew video or whatever we wanted to watch. I would call her out on her behavior and tell her she is acting sneaky. She denied and denied said I was tripping. Okay so at this point I know something is up. That’s when she gave me the phone I had bought her back after she got herself her own phone. I get the phone and decided to download Snapchat and instagram. And before I could even blink I see that the phone saved her login info. I had two choices look through her stuff or erase it not invade her privacy. I chose to look through her snap first and right away I see 5 different guys Snapchating with her. At the very top was the guy she had been talking to since 2017 the same guy I caught her up on my birthday. She was planning a vacation to go see him. The guy is stationed in Tokyo he’s a marine. She was telling me she was going to Mexico. But in reality she was leaving to Tokyo and I just had to be ok with it. She gave me a blowjob literally the day I confronted her about it. She was leaving to spend valentines week with him. And she did leave. When she came back she tried to talk to me but I was in shambles. My heart was broken. eventually I gave in and said yeah let’s hangout. Before I knew it we were spending everyday together again and we were behaving like a couple again. But then came reality hitting me hard. I was using her iPad earlier this month and I went on her calendar to figure out a date for us to go on a trip. When I opens the app I saw may 31st listed as Tokyo trip. She was leaving once again at the end of the month and wouldn’t be back till June 7th. My world once again came crashing down. She said sorry but was still going and she tried to say she is doing it because she wanted to travel. It’s all bs on my mind because her and I could’ve traveled anywhere we wanted to. Now it’s the week of her leaving and she tells me that when she comes back we’ll work on being together again. I know it sounds like I’m an idiot and rightfully so. My actions of taking her back over and over have made it be ok for her to do this. I’m confused and pretty messed up in the head that I don’t know what to do or how to handle any of this anymore. Is it better to just leave and work on myself without her anymore or stay and wait for her ?
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2024.05.29 04:38 JustPeachy018 When is it considered no longer interested vs not a good communicator?
I (38f) met someone from an app (40M) a couple months ago. We had a few dates that went really well, and had daily exchanges, even if only one or two. Then it suddenly slowed down. I told him that it didn't seem as though he was interested, and wished him good luck. He said he is interested, he just has been really busy (he works in the airline industry) and has a child. I understand being busy and unable to use your phone when you're flying a plane all day, for 3-5 days at a time and then needing to just unwind at the end of the day. He asked to call me one day not long after and we discussed it all. He said he is not a huge communicator, including texting. Which would make somewhat sense of our previous in person interactions. In person he is still attentive and it's not an issue. I am definitely more talkative than he is I was out of the country for about a week and a half, he did reach out a few times while I was gone and asked if I made it, how my trip was going, and if I made it back. And to see if we could meet up if I got back that day. Wanted to meet up, but stupid flight delays and I wasn't back until the next day- and he had his kid. A very sweet Happy Mother's Day message from him. And then we each had our parents coming in to town to visit. And nothing initiated since then. He will respond when I text him every time though, and ask about me or something in my life. We have exchanged 3 sentences each in the last two weeks. I'm old enough to understand that interest isn't always directly connected through texting/phone communication, but also am at an age where I understand mixed messages is a message itself. He does keep saying he wants to get together again, and our schedules suck together, especially with our kids. I hate coming off as clingy/needy and wanting to ask if he is still interested again, but at what point do I just write it off and assume it's clearly lost interest? Or that he will text when he wants to plan another date? I also don't need all day texting, but two weeks seems like beyond reasonable. Anyone else dating an airline captain and have communication "issues?"
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2024.05.29 04:38 xruczs Please help me get back on track
21M here. I had a very triggering event only a few days ago that triggered past trauma and I slipped into old bad habits. I don't have a therapist atm but I am on medication and have a psychiatrist for some context. Anyway, you guys probably know the drill, haven't showered since Saturday, been avoiding sleep & overworking myself out of fear of failure, worried a close friend by my behavior, rightfully so. Anxiety though the roof. Avoiding everyone then rushing back to them to make sure they know I appreciate them, but it's difficult when my brain wants to draw a wall with everyone. Thing is, I don't know where to start. I've gotten better over the years with reoccurring trauma and regulating, but I'm still not quite there yet and right now I'm stuck. I don't know how to make life any easier for myself, or how to start taking care of myself again. Any tips on how to get myself to shower, work on allowing myself to rest and sleep better, but also how much should I confide in with people close to me? I hate to worry people and I definitely don't want to make my friends my therapists, but I know besides journaling it would help me to be more open about how I'm doing and feeling, because I never do that, but I can tell I could use it right now. Ty in advance and GL to everyone who's in the same boat:)
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2024.05.29 04:38 just4sanu Is Elementor Birthday Sale Live? (2024 Full Details Inside)
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The Elementor Birthday Sale typically takes place in late May or early June, around the time of Elementor’s official launch date. At the time of writing this article, the Elementor Birthday Sale is live (from 28th May – 7th June), you can check them out from here.2024.05.29 04:38 Forward-Conference10 #Nvidia price surged 22% over the past five trading days, reaching a record high of $1,140 at the close on May 28.
Nvidia price surged 22% over the past five trading days, reaching a record high of $1,140 at the close on May 28.
The stock has nearly increased by 137% year-to-date.Nvidia's secret sauce is its mastery of parallel processing, or the ability to run a large number of mathematical calculations at the same time. The company pioneered the technology to generate realistic graphics in video games, but it's just as good at data center and cloud computing applications, and has the raw computing power needed for AI.
More relevant to the current issues, each of these markets has potential upside, which could drive Nvidia's stock price even higher.
At this point, we should consider whether we are in the early stages of the cycle and there is enough growth and profits ahead, or whether we are close to a top, in which case it might make sense to avoid chip stocks until the next cyclical trough.
2024.05.29 04:37 shouldIworkremote Hiring an assistant to paste stuff into ChatGPT?
Hi guys. I currently use ChatGPT to generate images for YouTube videos, it works great however it takes a while to do.
I tried automating this with the API, however it does cost quite a bit and sometimes as you know it outputs images with nonsensical text.
I was wondering about even hiring a part time assistant to simply paste prompts into ChatGPT to generate images, regenerating them as necessary if there’s something messed up like nonsensical text.
I feel like it may even cost less than using the API and it would have the added benefit of having a human being able to regenerate the image if something is wrong
Of course there is the 30 messages per three hours limit but that may delay things by max one day which probably isn’t a big deal?
Is this a reasonable idea? Or am I delusional?
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I tried automating this with the API, however it does cost quite a bit and sometimes as you know it outputs images with nonsensical text.
I was wondering about even hiring a part time assistant to simply paste prompts into ChatGPT to generate images, regenerating them as necessary if there’s something messed up like nonsensical text.
I feel like it may even cost less than using the API and it would have the added benefit of having a human being able to regenerate the image if something is wrong
Of course there is the 30 messages per three hours limit but that may delay things by max one day which probably isn’t a big deal?
Is this a reasonable idea? Or am I delusional?
2024.05.29 04:37 DependentExpress3638 angel number question!
i was really nervous to see an old friend today and ended up noticing the following angels in chronological order, all in one day:
111 on my gas mileage as i texted him that i was on the way 222 on a street corner i drove past 3:33 as my ETA to meet with him 4:44 on my clock while i was with him 555 on a video i came across online once i got home
it was a really fun day getting to know him again! not exactly a date, but i think there was a moment where he might've tried to make a move but i realized it after i already left....
any advice for a newbie to the spiritual side of things? my usual angel number that i see is 111 but maybe i'm blatantly ignoring something big
thank you :)
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111 on my gas mileage as i texted him that i was on the way 222 on a street corner i drove past 3:33 as my ETA to meet with him 4:44 on my clock while i was with him 555 on a video i came across online once i got home
it was a really fun day getting to know him again! not exactly a date, but i think there was a moment where he might've tried to make a move but i realized it after i already left....
any advice for a newbie to the spiritual side of things? my usual angel number that i see is 111 but maybe i'm blatantly ignoring something big
thank you :)
2024.05.29 04:35 Beginning_Wrap_8732 The potato trick didn’t work for my long cook
During my Memorial Day brisket cook, I tried the potato trick Chris mentioned for using a CPT to monitor pit temp. Was just curious if it works. I have a FireBoard 2 Drive with its own probe to control pit temp.
The potato, which was the only one I had on hand, was slightly smaller than your typical dinner baked potato, say 5”x2.5”. I wrapped the potato in two layers of aluminum foil and inserted the CPT just past the safety line. Pit temp was 275F. Put the potato and brisket on at the same time.
I set the prediction for 210F so I’d get an alarm when the inside of the potato approached the danger zone. After only about two hours the alarm went off. It looks like the temp would rise to at least 220F, so I pulled the potato. No sense risking a CPT.
Not a big deal. Maybe a small watermelon would work?
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The potato, which was the only one I had on hand, was slightly smaller than your typical dinner baked potato, say 5”x2.5”. I wrapped the potato in two layers of aluminum foil and inserted the CPT just past the safety line. Pit temp was 275F. Put the potato and brisket on at the same time.
I set the prediction for 210F so I’d get an alarm when the inside of the potato approached the danger zone. After only about two hours the alarm went off. It looks like the temp would rise to at least 220F, so I pulled the potato. No sense risking a CPT.
Not a big deal. Maybe a small watermelon would work?
2024.05.29 04:35 Own_Layer9221 Boy best friend left me after I opened up.
I and my ex-best friend, M, met not too long ago. We immediately clicked, and I just knew we would be the best of friends from the day I met him. I used to struggle with trusting men due to past trauma. When we exchanged socials, he would often flirt with me, and I’d flirt back. We both knew we were joking, but it was nice to have someone by my side that I could love platonically and trust. I opened up to him about my trauma, my exes, and my problem with self-harm. He’d always comfort me, and I’d be there for him too. He had a couple of shitty ex-girlfriends. One of them commented on his post, wanting him back, and we both played a joke on her, saying we were dating. I opened up to him about a lot of things, and he did too. We were there for each other, and it felt so nice. He would always send me cute stuff, and we’d do cute stuff together, like a couple. I’d always apologize after venting, and he’d say it was okay, but I really do believe it wasn’t; maybe I was too much for him to handle. Maybe that’s how I messed up. I really tried not to be too much for him, as I know no one likes that. I had a bad start today, and he asked if I was okay. I broke down and told him that I had relapsed and that I was such a mess. He told me I didn’t deserve more pain and that I was good enough. He cheered me up, and it was good. That was until a couple of hours ago, when I asked for a picture of his face. I just wanted to see him. I didn’t think I’d make him uncomfortable. He said he would send it, and then he blocked me. I texted him, saying that I was sorry, and he hasn’t even opened it. He blocked me on everything else. I told him I had trouble trusting men. Maybe he left because he was uncomfortable, or maybe because I was too much. I believe it’s both. Last time I checked his account, he still had my initials in his bio. I really thought I could trust him. I’m just so hurt. I cried nonstop and even had serious thoughts. I opened up my heart to him. Maybe I was just another fling. I hope he talks to me again.
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2024.05.29 04:35 Captain-Sha Asking For Help: A Dream I got Cursed On
Hey there all :D I apologize In advance if there is something that doesn't fit the rules. Please let me know and I'll adjust or delete from my post or my post accordingly. Please tell me if this even belongs here, I'm just spooked, and don't know who to ask or where to go with this.
Long Post Warning
I just woke up from a dream where I got cursed in it. I'm thinking it's a warning,maybe form the universe and my soul, and I want to make sure what I'm up against here. It's a dream about making a ritual targeting me.
I'm describing the dream. I told every detail I that I can remember, as details in dreams can mean a lot, and that maybe, this can be traced to some kind of a ritual I'm unaware of:
I was in a different house from where I live right now, living with my parents. They were planning a trip, packing stuff over the course of a couple of days, and didn't tell em anything. At the day they left, I woke up and saw my last ex standing in front of me, but I was like in a closet, seeing her in a different room in a different house.
She looked at me at like a surprise shock, also somewhat happy about it. We had an exchange of words which I do not remember, just that it felt very obvious she did something REALLY bad, and now laughing in my face and hiding it. Like she executed a malicious, villainous plan. She talked in a similar manner in our exchange. I then I woke up, sitting in a wooden chair in what was my room in the dream. There was an old metal bucket (not rusted, but just faded metal without shine), that had in it every icky thing imaginable, from worms and flees and parasites to molds and all sorts of stuff. I then tried my best to get out fo that room, brushing off anything that tried to burrow into my skinn. There were these kinds of buckets all over the house. In my parent's room, one of the coat closets, what was supposed to be my sister's room, very strategically placed. I then started to have a really bad feeling that things just won't go right, like I sometimes get. Like a steady burden of that feeling. Since that feeling, when I tried to caly parents, my gf or sister for help, the phones' network won't work every time I placed a call. Then, it went completely blacknwhen I still tried to make a call. Like it's bricked (non-functionin completely), and then turned back on immediately when I stopped trying (let go of the intention to call). It ehn tried to go down the stairs, the phone somehow fell between the stairs (floating, ascending stairs), rolled in the gap, then fell and broke it's screen (with a case on!). When I picked it up, it looked like a hammer went on it. The glass was broken shut. I then tried to go to the kitchen, spreading glass everywhere, but I wasn't injured. I tried to find tools to clean the house after tossing these bucket, not only nothing in cupboards and drawers, they were completely missing! Like my parents took them along with the contents or something. I had the question if they might have moved and kept me there, but there were valuable items in the house still remaining, so it wasn't that (my parents would never move without valuables). Then, I knew I needed to find her, or my current gf, or a friend of theirs that I knew in the dream previously and fell out fo touch with, that I felt was somehow connected to it. I knew they (the ex and this friend, and maybe more people) schemed something which I don't know the magnitude of it's negativity and darkness. I then went to visit my sister to warn her. She was just getting ready to see an employer for a job interview, and just when the employer went out of her office so summon my sister in, I just arrived, asking to speak urgently. My sister agreed, but then she got pull by someone along the way in finding a private room to discuss, and this friend (he's not someone I know irl) went next to me, glaring at me with a malicious grin and rage. I then started chasing him. He got into an elevator and called someone on his phone. The more I got away from the elevator, the door kept open. The more I ran towards him, they got more shut. Then I ran down the stairs, which was only made out of laundry dry lines (where you put up your laundry) instead of stairs, and some lines were even missing. I held a grocery store with I think milk or butter and a carton of 6 eggs. I almost fell a few stories to the ground on one of these missing stairs, and, barely managing to grab to the rail, obviously breaking at least one egg, as I saw it broken and leaking from the carton. I then felt completely exhausted, also drained by this curse, like it's meant so I'll delay in climbing back up and then continue moving down JUST enough (or even a lot) for him to get away, no matter what I would do. I just knew I gotta get down to ground floor and catch him, but was completely out of energy, took a while to even pull myself out of grabbing the rail and climbing back up in order to not fall a few stories to the floor. I heard him talking on his phone the whole way, probably with an accomplice to this scheme, even though he wasn't near me. I then woke up I think. It was like everything went south.
Idk if it's my ex that did something like that in the past, if my gf did it and sending me after the ex as projection, or who to trust about this at all.
For context: I'll add that I'm a channeler on several senses, including auditory intuition and clairvoyance (visions). Usually the visions come at day time, but I do take notice to my dreams as well. Me and my gf are both channelers, she does this for a living reading oracle cards and tarot, among other things. We also dealt with spells before, knowing my ex did put a spell on me in the past (love spell), and that we used an established expert to do a cleanse ceremony and protection from my ex, which had an expiry date I think, a long time ago. Things did get better after that ceremony, and still. Also, I've dealt with having an energetic parasite around that time being cleansed In a black candle cleaning ceremony. My gf also got a lot of times that she has an evil eye on her, even in daily messages. I also know there was (or still is) a blockage on my wealth and of living indepently.
With this context, idk if my gf did it, or my ex, or what's going on. Only I had the feeling in my dream that my ex did it, and wondered about my gf if she did it, or is in on it. I also got energetic parasite from my ex once, and in general very susceptible to energies as an empath.
Questions: 1. What can this be? Could the dream be real in some way and a warning? Or it's just a scare from my mind? 2. Do you recognize anything from this? Is it something that can be real? 3. What should I do?
Apologies for such a long post, I don't know what's relevant as important details from this, considering even one detail can mean a lot in a dream.
If you read through it, I thank you deeply, as I feel lost with it and completely spooked, and not knowing who to trust right now.
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I just woke up from a dream where I got cursed in it. I'm thinking it's a warning,maybe form the universe and my soul, and I want to make sure what I'm up against here. It's a dream about making a ritual targeting me.
I'm describing the dream. I told every detail I that I can remember, as details in dreams can mean a lot, and that maybe, this can be traced to some kind of a ritual I'm unaware of:
I was in a different house from where I live right now, living with my parents. They were planning a trip, packing stuff over the course of a couple of days, and didn't tell em anything. At the day they left, I woke up and saw my last ex standing in front of me, but I was like in a closet, seeing her in a different room in a different house.
She looked at me at like a surprise shock, also somewhat happy about it. We had an exchange of words which I do not remember, just that it felt very obvious she did something REALLY bad, and now laughing in my face and hiding it. Like she executed a malicious, villainous plan. She talked in a similar manner in our exchange. I then I woke up, sitting in a wooden chair in what was my room in the dream. There was an old metal bucket (not rusted, but just faded metal without shine), that had in it every icky thing imaginable, from worms and flees and parasites to molds and all sorts of stuff. I then tried my best to get out fo that room, brushing off anything that tried to burrow into my skinn. There were these kinds of buckets all over the house. In my parent's room, one of the coat closets, what was supposed to be my sister's room, very strategically placed. I then started to have a really bad feeling that things just won't go right, like I sometimes get. Like a steady burden of that feeling. Since that feeling, when I tried to caly parents, my gf or sister for help, the phones' network won't work every time I placed a call. Then, it went completely blacknwhen I still tried to make a call. Like it's bricked (non-functionin completely), and then turned back on immediately when I stopped trying (let go of the intention to call). It ehn tried to go down the stairs, the phone somehow fell between the stairs (floating, ascending stairs), rolled in the gap, then fell and broke it's screen (with a case on!). When I picked it up, it looked like a hammer went on it. The glass was broken shut. I then tried to go to the kitchen, spreading glass everywhere, but I wasn't injured. I tried to find tools to clean the house after tossing these bucket, not only nothing in cupboards and drawers, they were completely missing! Like my parents took them along with the contents or something. I had the question if they might have moved and kept me there, but there were valuable items in the house still remaining, so it wasn't that (my parents would never move without valuables). Then, I knew I needed to find her, or my current gf, or a friend of theirs that I knew in the dream previously and fell out fo touch with, that I felt was somehow connected to it. I knew they (the ex and this friend, and maybe more people) schemed something which I don't know the magnitude of it's negativity and darkness. I then went to visit my sister to warn her. She was just getting ready to see an employer for a job interview, and just when the employer went out of her office so summon my sister in, I just arrived, asking to speak urgently. My sister agreed, but then she got pull by someone along the way in finding a private room to discuss, and this friend (he's not someone I know irl) went next to me, glaring at me with a malicious grin and rage. I then started chasing him. He got into an elevator and called someone on his phone. The more I got away from the elevator, the door kept open. The more I ran towards him, they got more shut. Then I ran down the stairs, which was only made out of laundry dry lines (where you put up your laundry) instead of stairs, and some lines were even missing. I held a grocery store with I think milk or butter and a carton of 6 eggs. I almost fell a few stories to the ground on one of these missing stairs, and, barely managing to grab to the rail, obviously breaking at least one egg, as I saw it broken and leaking from the carton. I then felt completely exhausted, also drained by this curse, like it's meant so I'll delay in climbing back up and then continue moving down JUST enough (or even a lot) for him to get away, no matter what I would do. I just knew I gotta get down to ground floor and catch him, but was completely out of energy, took a while to even pull myself out of grabbing the rail and climbing back up in order to not fall a few stories to the floor. I heard him talking on his phone the whole way, probably with an accomplice to this scheme, even though he wasn't near me. I then woke up I think. It was like everything went south.
Idk if it's my ex that did something like that in the past, if my gf did it and sending me after the ex as projection, or who to trust about this at all.
For context: I'll add that I'm a channeler on several senses, including auditory intuition and clairvoyance (visions). Usually the visions come at day time, but I do take notice to my dreams as well. Me and my gf are both channelers, she does this for a living reading oracle cards and tarot, among other things. We also dealt with spells before, knowing my ex did put a spell on me in the past (love spell), and that we used an established expert to do a cleanse ceremony and protection from my ex, which had an expiry date I think, a long time ago. Things did get better after that ceremony, and still. Also, I've dealt with having an energetic parasite around that time being cleansed In a black candle cleaning ceremony. My gf also got a lot of times that she has an evil eye on her, even in daily messages. I also know there was (or still is) a blockage on my wealth and of living indepently.
With this context, idk if my gf did it, or my ex, or what's going on. Only I had the feeling in my dream that my ex did it, and wondered about my gf if she did it, or is in on it. I also got energetic parasite from my ex once, and in general very susceptible to energies as an empath.
Questions: 1. What can this be? Could the dream be real in some way and a warning? Or it's just a scare from my mind? 2. Do you recognize anything from this? Is it something that can be real? 3. What should I do?
Apologies for such a long post, I don't know what's relevant as important details from this, considering even one detail can mean a lot in a dream.
If you read through it, I thank you deeply, as I feel lost with it and completely spooked, and not knowing who to trust right now.
2024.05.29 04:35 saatoday1 Jade experience
Just got off the Jade today and I was left with mixed emotions on the trip. In no order here are things I found good or bad:
Bad:
-Weird ship layout. I have been on both smaller and larger ships. I understand Jade isn’t a massive ship, but it felt very cramped and odd design. Most ships have a multi floor open atrium with a grand staircase. Jade has a staircase but it’s only 2 floors. The top floor of atrium is O’Sheehans. Just really odd walking paths like having stateroom hallways right off of O’Sheehans so people are constantly passing through the restaurant to get to their rooms. Also you have to walk through the dining area of the garden cafe to get to the pool. It’s literally single file line when they have the buffet section roped off.
-Odd dining. MDR breakfast was only open until 9AM every day. Last year on the Sky La Cucina would serve pizza for guests during lunch time including GF pizza, but not on Jade. My wife was unable to get Gluten Free pizza because the buffet repeatedly told us they couldn’t make it.
-Restaurant reservation is a joke. We were on the ship at 1230 and almost all of the reservations were already taken. This is the first thing we tried to do as we had experienced this same problem before on past cruise. We could not get into Cagneys on our anniversary as originally planned and the only time we could get was 845 on the last night. Thankful we were able to get something though.
-Outdoor setup has so much wasted potential. The upper deck could have some better use of space instead of an odd little shower thing and nothing else. There could be some nice outdoor furniture up there or even an adults only area with another hot tub?
Good:
-Amazing shows! They had some of the best shows I have ever seen on a cruise besides maybe the diving shows on Royal Caribbean. The Elements show they are doing is really cool.
-Gluten Free options and awareness is pretty decent. My wife has celiacs and they did a good job handling this. The lady in charge or food allergies would find us randomly through the day for her to pre order breakfast and dinner.
-Cagneys was great!! Not the best steakhouse I have ever eaten but it once again did not disappoint. Steak was very good for a cruise. It’s not a Capital Grille or anything but for a cruise it’s not too far off.
Next time I will avoid this ship. I have seen other people say they really liked it but to be it left a lot to be desired.
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Bad:
-Weird ship layout. I have been on both smaller and larger ships. I understand Jade isn’t a massive ship, but it felt very cramped and odd design. Most ships have a multi floor open atrium with a grand staircase. Jade has a staircase but it’s only 2 floors. The top floor of atrium is O’Sheehans. Just really odd walking paths like having stateroom hallways right off of O’Sheehans so people are constantly passing through the restaurant to get to their rooms. Also you have to walk through the dining area of the garden cafe to get to the pool. It’s literally single file line when they have the buffet section roped off.
-Odd dining. MDR breakfast was only open until 9AM every day. Last year on the Sky La Cucina would serve pizza for guests during lunch time including GF pizza, but not on Jade. My wife was unable to get Gluten Free pizza because the buffet repeatedly told us they couldn’t make it.
-Restaurant reservation is a joke. We were on the ship at 1230 and almost all of the reservations were already taken. This is the first thing we tried to do as we had experienced this same problem before on past cruise. We could not get into Cagneys on our anniversary as originally planned and the only time we could get was 845 on the last night. Thankful we were able to get something though.
-Outdoor setup has so much wasted potential. The upper deck could have some better use of space instead of an odd little shower thing and nothing else. There could be some nice outdoor furniture up there or even an adults only area with another hot tub?
Good:
-Amazing shows! They had some of the best shows I have ever seen on a cruise besides maybe the diving shows on Royal Caribbean. The Elements show they are doing is really cool.
-Gluten Free options and awareness is pretty decent. My wife has celiacs and they did a good job handling this. The lady in charge or food allergies would find us randomly through the day for her to pre order breakfast and dinner.
-Cagneys was great!! Not the best steakhouse I have ever eaten but it once again did not disappoint. Steak was very good for a cruise. It’s not a Capital Grille or anything but for a cruise it’s not too far off.
Next time I will avoid this ship. I have seen other people say they really liked it but to be it left a lot to be desired.
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2024.05.29 04:34 picigu10 I'm a monster
I had a man who loved me. It was Christmas Eve when I asked him out, expecting a quick no but I knew I would have regret not telling him for the rest of my life. He didn't respond for almost 20 minutes and I thought I lost him. Then I was met with screenshots of him talking to his brother about me and how he had feelings for me. He and I talked for so long that we nearly missed our family events. When we were together, my life finally seemed like it had a purpose. Making him happy. He would call me his forever partner, his soul mate, and we'd talk for hours every day about things like when we could move in together and have a family in the future. Me and him connected so well, I haven't ever been so close to anyone in my life, and I've been through several relationships, maybe it had something to do with us having autism and the same interests. Over time he became really dependent on me and I let myself slip into doing the same thing. I know that thus far, these behaviors are probably really weird for a relationship and things seemed to be moving too fast, but I didn't care, he made me feel amazing. His friend group that I had to hang with was toxic to say the least, I tried telling him that maybe he should find better people but he insisted that he wanted to be there because his brother was there. The negativity eventually got to me though and I began to slowly fall apart and lose my confidence. My whole day became reliant on him and if he wasn't happy I wasn't either. The problem was that he was the same way.
Months go by and he admits something to me that scared me. He cuts himself and he planned on taking his life on Christmas before I reached out to him. I did everything I could to make him feel comfortable and safe. For a while, it worked. Then May came around. May was the toughest month we ever had. We had our final exams in May, and both of our birthdays came around. By some cruel ploy of the universe, neither of us could be there for each other's birthdays due to work and family screwing us over. Things were off to a bad start. Later down the line, I found out my dog I've had since I was a boy has cancer and has to be put down soon. I also had my wisdom teeth pushing in but in extreme pain even though I was told there'd be no impactions, then I found out that I had no insurance... I started feeling weak and abandoned. The same morning he messaged me about how therapy went and said he was going to get testosterone to help affirm his gender. I didn't know much about it at the time but it scared me because not only did he say he wanted biological kids but he had a huge problem with body dysmorphia and I thought that the second puberty would have pushed him over the edge. I never told him no but I said it was a bad idea and that we should have waited until things were more stable and we had a clearer vision of our life. At least that's what I tell myself, maybe I really am this horrible that I'd tell him that so that way I can strip him of his identity and because he needed me for validation, I could withhold it until I got something I wanted. Well he obviously didn't take it well and took a night to himself. I then started repeating the words people from that group said to me, calling myself names and saying that I was horrible as a partner. Which made it worse because he said it felt manipulative and I didn't let him have his emotions. The next day I sent a "heartfelt" apology where I said that I was supposed to make him feel safe and supported and make a place for him, and he caved and accepted the apology. Later that night I got a call from him, black-out drunk where he said some super out-of-character things for him, sexual things. I was into it but he was at a friend's house so it's not like we could have acted on it. He promised that we'd do something later that day. Later that day though he was actually working doubles and I didn't know until I repeated to him what he said while drunk. He didn't believe me. I was in a bad situation and just said you know what, I'll handle myself. Later that night he called and we played a game like we planned to do but he seemed cold and distant. I asked what was wrong, he said nothing. He gets an "emergency call from a friend" which I later find out was him trying to get away from it and talk to his brother who tells him to break up with me. He did. I didn't get a chance to say goodbye and only found out through his brother that I triggered PTSD that I didn't know he had about someone who had done... Awful things to him in the past.
I took days without eating and sleeping and finally reached out for help like I should have done, to begin with. I started improving myself, lying and saying that it wasn't me, slowly regaining my confidence, and I took people's advice. Just to note that I've been through four relationships and never were they this hard, even one that lasted 4 years. After three days, I get a call from him in the middle of the night, begging me to take him back. I almost didn't because I didn't want to hurt him again but I was just so excited for him to be in my life again, that I said yes and apologized, and told him about all the efforts I've been making to turn my life around. He called me his and I called him mine... But his siblings didn't agree and yelled at him for it. We slept over the phone and I finally got more than an hour of sleep. I woke up and we said we loved each other and got to work. Then he texts me. Saying that it was selfish to do that and he wasn't ready for a relationship. That he just wanted to be friends instead because he couldn't handle me not being in his life. I insisted that if we talked we had to start at least dating again because I can't handle watching someone else do what I promised I'd do for him. But he said he'd think about it. By the end of the day, I called him back crying and saying that I really couldn't suppress my affection for him. I asked him if it was easy for him and he said no. I asked him if he still loved me, he said yes. I asked if we were still soulmates... No. I asked if there was even a non-zero percent chance he might see us being together in the future. He said no. I cried so hard, it was probably the weakest I ever felt. I said I was sorry for what I did and that I was awful and he tried reassuring me that I was a good person, but good people don't do this, especially not to those they love. We both said sorry for almost an hour, just not wanting to say goodbye. He told me I made him feel invincible, untouchable, loved, cherished, and worthy. He said he wouldn't be able to move on, and I said that I'd wait for him if he ever felt like he could forgive me. He said not to do that to myself. He thanked me for being the first person to ever truly love him, then he said goodbye.
I'm awful. I took something so beautiful and destroyed it. I made the only person who ever loved me feel like they could never move on and I destroyed their confidence. I hate being in a world where we don't share our first kiss, a home, a family. I know I'm overdramatic and a bitch and it's my fault so I shouldn't be upset about it but I can't help it. We were supposed to be a team.
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Months go by and he admits something to me that scared me. He cuts himself and he planned on taking his life on Christmas before I reached out to him. I did everything I could to make him feel comfortable and safe. For a while, it worked. Then May came around. May was the toughest month we ever had. We had our final exams in May, and both of our birthdays came around. By some cruel ploy of the universe, neither of us could be there for each other's birthdays due to work and family screwing us over. Things were off to a bad start. Later down the line, I found out my dog I've had since I was a boy has cancer and has to be put down soon. I also had my wisdom teeth pushing in but in extreme pain even though I was told there'd be no impactions, then I found out that I had no insurance... I started feeling weak and abandoned. The same morning he messaged me about how therapy went and said he was going to get testosterone to help affirm his gender. I didn't know much about it at the time but it scared me because not only did he say he wanted biological kids but he had a huge problem with body dysmorphia and I thought that the second puberty would have pushed him over the edge. I never told him no but I said it was a bad idea and that we should have waited until things were more stable and we had a clearer vision of our life. At least that's what I tell myself, maybe I really am this horrible that I'd tell him that so that way I can strip him of his identity and because he needed me for validation, I could withhold it until I got something I wanted. Well he obviously didn't take it well and took a night to himself. I then started repeating the words people from that group said to me, calling myself names and saying that I was horrible as a partner. Which made it worse because he said it felt manipulative and I didn't let him have his emotions. The next day I sent a "heartfelt" apology where I said that I was supposed to make him feel safe and supported and make a place for him, and he caved and accepted the apology. Later that night I got a call from him, black-out drunk where he said some super out-of-character things for him, sexual things. I was into it but he was at a friend's house so it's not like we could have acted on it. He promised that we'd do something later that day. Later that day though he was actually working doubles and I didn't know until I repeated to him what he said while drunk. He didn't believe me. I was in a bad situation and just said you know what, I'll handle myself. Later that night he called and we played a game like we planned to do but he seemed cold and distant. I asked what was wrong, he said nothing. He gets an "emergency call from a friend" which I later find out was him trying to get away from it and talk to his brother who tells him to break up with me. He did. I didn't get a chance to say goodbye and only found out through his brother that I triggered PTSD that I didn't know he had about someone who had done... Awful things to him in the past.
I took days without eating and sleeping and finally reached out for help like I should have done, to begin with. I started improving myself, lying and saying that it wasn't me, slowly regaining my confidence, and I took people's advice. Just to note that I've been through four relationships and never were they this hard, even one that lasted 4 years. After three days, I get a call from him in the middle of the night, begging me to take him back. I almost didn't because I didn't want to hurt him again but I was just so excited for him to be in my life again, that I said yes and apologized, and told him about all the efforts I've been making to turn my life around. He called me his and I called him mine... But his siblings didn't agree and yelled at him for it. We slept over the phone and I finally got more than an hour of sleep. I woke up and we said we loved each other and got to work. Then he texts me. Saying that it was selfish to do that and he wasn't ready for a relationship. That he just wanted to be friends instead because he couldn't handle me not being in his life. I insisted that if we talked we had to start at least dating again because I can't handle watching someone else do what I promised I'd do for him. But he said he'd think about it. By the end of the day, I called him back crying and saying that I really couldn't suppress my affection for him. I asked him if it was easy for him and he said no. I asked him if he still loved me, he said yes. I asked if we were still soulmates... No. I asked if there was even a non-zero percent chance he might see us being together in the future. He said no. I cried so hard, it was probably the weakest I ever felt. I said I was sorry for what I did and that I was awful and he tried reassuring me that I was a good person, but good people don't do this, especially not to those they love. We both said sorry for almost an hour, just not wanting to say goodbye. He told me I made him feel invincible, untouchable, loved, cherished, and worthy. He said he wouldn't be able to move on, and I said that I'd wait for him if he ever felt like he could forgive me. He said not to do that to myself. He thanked me for being the first person to ever truly love him, then he said goodbye.
I'm awful. I took something so beautiful and destroyed it. I made the only person who ever loved me feel like they could never move on and I destroyed their confidence. I hate being in a world where we don't share our first kiss, a home, a family. I know I'm overdramatic and a bitch and it's my fault so I shouldn't be upset about it but I can't help it. We were supposed to be a team.
2024.05.29 04:34 EyesoreThor26 Excel Table Source Delegation issue
I've been trying to filter out a table on powerapps using two date pickers with the following formula:
Filter(Table2, Date >= DatePickerCanvas1.SelectedDate && Date <= DatePickerCanvas1_1.SelectedDate && Agent = Gallery1.Selected.Agent)
It does filter out some information but it doesn't display all of it, my source is an excel table and unfortunately I get a delegation issue due to the "&&" used.
Is there a way to fix that delegation issue?
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Filter(Table2, Date >= DatePickerCanvas1.SelectedDate && Date <= DatePickerCanvas1_1.SelectedDate && Agent = Gallery1.Selected.Agent)
It does filter out some information but it doesn't display all of it, my source is an excel table and unfortunately I get a delegation issue due to the "&&" used.
Is there a way to fix that delegation issue?