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I have absolutely no idea what to do. I have nobody to rely on. I don't know what to do. I am 19f. My life is a complete shit show. I was bullied not only emotionally but physically throughout my childhood, primarily due to being neurodivergent, though I didn't know that at the time, just thought I was "weird" and nobody liked me despite being a kind kid. I was obsesssed with early childhood education, reading books by Maria Montessori and writing teaching philosophy statements at the age of 8. I was paralyzed for about a year at the age of 11 and suffered severe medical trauma in the hospital as well. I felt my autonomy was stripped away from me and various professionals there, looking back, were abusive and negligent. There in the hospital I remember wanting to die for the first time. When I got out, the bullying just got worse because now I had the whole being-in-a-wheelchair-thing going against me too. I ended up doing stupid shit to impress my peers and try to make friends, which just meant that I was constantly getting into trouble as a younger teen, which didn't help my mental health. I tried to kill myself at 13. My mom slapped me in the face while I was bleeding from my wrists and told me I was going to ruin her reputation and that I couldn't go to the hospital. I really needed stitches, I still have very visible scars from that day. She sewed holes in some long sleeved shirts for me to put my thumbs through to hide my arms at school and told me not to tell anyone. Things were never the same between me and my parents. I began at 14 seeking validation from adult men online. It was stupid and reckless, but it helped in the moment. I was kidnapped a week before I was supposed to start high school by a 33 year old man. He drove me to a different state 500 miles away, raped me, and tried to strangle me to death before police came. They treated me like a suspect and handcuffed me and made me sit in a cold car for 3 hours in the middle of the night. There was an amber alert sent out all over. I was put in a psych ward for about a week and then began 9th grade at a new school as "the girl from the amber alert" to everyone around me. Everyone was talking about it and asking for specifics and making jokes about what happened to me. It also made me a target for older boys who thought it was evidence that I was easy to manipulate. One of them ended up being the reason I had to leave school a month later. I did online school with my now emotionally abusive parents for several months before starting at a new school. But then, covid shut everything down again, and it was all taken away from me. My mental health was terrible and my parents opted for an unhelpful tough love approach. I became very hypersexual due to my trauma, which ended in me being assaulted more times than one. My parents blamed me and began to resent me, their words not mine. I entered a long term relationship at 16 with a boy I truly loved, we will call him K. K got me pregnant and I wanted to keep it, but my parents forced me to get an abortion with illegal drugs. It was traumatizing and I spiraled. A mentor figure who was a family friend betrayed me horribly. K got me pregnant again. I was on birth control, though everyone believes it was intentional, it was not. My parents said I could either get an abortion or leave home, so I moved out at 17. I got my shit together. For a while, things were good. I got an associates degree incredibly quickly and began a successful career in early childhood education as I had always dreamed. I worked my way up to a lead teacher at 18 and loved it. K and I were so happy. He proposed. The kind of true love most people never get to experience. Most of my peers drifted away during my pregnancy. I didn't care, I had K, my unborn baby, and my job. Then, while in labor, I found out K was cheating on me the entire time. I forgave him and we tried again, though I was postpartum and heartbroken. I stayed home with my newborn son while he worked, or so I thought. Really, he got fired or never went to every job I thought he had. He would drive there and turn his data off so his location was set there all day. He would stage pictures and talk about work. Really he was cheating, doing drugs, and playing video games while I was at home with our baby. His anger issues got worse and he'd get violent but not to the extent that I couldn't justify it to myself. His whole family knew. The cycle of him being caught and apologizing profusely and then doing it again went on for a while before he said that he needed to get out of his house where his cheater DV father was impeding his progress in getting better. I love him. It made sense, his dad was clearly where the behavior stemmed from. I left my housing program to get him out and we all 3 lived in hotels for a few months. I had to sell my body to afford a place for us to live. I was working full time as a lead teacher it just wasn't enough. He still couldn't keep a job but he wasn't lying or cheating. I got us a nice apartment all on my own. Things were good for a while. His anger issues would flair up at times but not as bad, and no lying or infidelity. We had so many heart to hearts. We got married. I did great at my job. He started doordashing for income. Things were going well. Then 6 months into our marriage, about 9 months after we moved out/7 months after we got our apartment, he sprung on me that he wanted a divorce. That was about 7 months ago now. We have been living together and I have been hoping to rebuild. In his vows, he swore so sincerely and in such great heartfelt detail to do better and be better and stand by me. And then he just through it all away. He has been so mean lately. Sometimes things are okay and it's like everything is the same. But he thinks I don't clean enough even though I try and he says I don't support him emotionally even though I really feel like I do. I also pay for everything, I even bought him an 800 dollar PC a couple months ago. I got really sick a month ago. Like vomiting 10+ times a day. I thought I had a stomach bug and didn't have money to go to the doctor over something so trivial that would clear up on its own. I made too much for medicaid but still not a lot. After only 4 days of being gone and feeling like shit, my work fired me. After another week or so of feeling sick and getting so weak I thought I was dying, I went to the hospital. They said all the vomiting had made me very dehydrated and I was lacking in a lot of vitamins. They gave me medicine and an IV. Turns out I'm pregnant and have HG. I'm pretty far along. At first K was supportive but now he acts like I'm trying to "trap" him with a baby, which doesn't even make sense. We were having unprotected sex and the only birth control was that I am breastfeeding, which he knew, so it isn't that crazy of an outcome. He has been so cruel and angry, saying terrible things. He threatens to leave when he gets mad so I beg him to stay because he knows I'd be all alone and I love him a lot. He has said some terribly cruel things and it's like every tiny thing I do wrong makes me the villain. Yesterday he blew up on me and it was scary and terrible. Today, I found out the few friends I thought I had hate me. One of them sent me the most cruel message I have ever received completely unprompted. I have no family support, no friends, my husband hates me, and everyone I've ever cared about except my son (who is different because he's too young to understand and he loves everyone and he is also a responsibility) wants nothing to do with me unless they are using me. I am so suicidal. I know a lot of people are suicidal but I am genuinely at a point where I am close to doing something I can't take back. But I can't because of my kids, both the 1 year old and the unborn one. And as much as I know I should be grateful for that, it feels so unfair. I've been having to do things I don't want to for money again. I have another great teaching job lined up but I don't start for at least a month. I feel like I should go to a hospital but I live in a state with a very high child removal rate even in cases of just mental health. I am a great mom, even though my husband and ex friends do not seem to agree. I can't risk having my fitness as a parent called into question over an unrelated mental health issue, especially since K's family and lots of people in my life would love the chance to lie about me to cps, and since I'm not employed right now, it doesn't look great. I don't know what to do. I feel so alone. I'm so so hurt. It feels like everything is falling apart. Not that long ago, I was a lead teacher, a wife, I felt like a respected and respectable person. Now I just feel like my train wreck of a life full of trauma has taunted me with this perfect picket fence life that I worked so hard for just to rip it away from me and leave me a useless unemployed incubator that everyone hates and is only holding on for her kids sake. The only people who talk to me or "care" just want to fuck me. Even the people interested in a relationship with me and seem like "good Christian men" are still driven by lust even if they disguise it to themselves. I have never felt so hopeless. I feel like I don't deserve this but everyone from my partner to my parents to my ex friends seem to think I do so maybe I'm just fooling myself.

Am I reading too much into it that Colin is considered a super eligible bachelor? It just doesn’t really make any sense to me. I get that he glows up and all of the young ladies think he’s hot but he has basically no prospects? He’s a third son from an extremely large family - Anthony is married and in good health but even if he suddenly died without children he’d have to go through Benedict to become Viscount. Even if there were assets and incomes put aside for the other children, they’d be split 3 ways if it was just the boys and 7 ways if it included the girls.
It’s constantly discussed in the show that marriage is about security or a way for a woman to make her way in the world. Colin is not going to have a large inheritance or allowance. He has no money of his own that he made himself either so he is basically living at the whims of Anthony. As a husband he has very little to offer a woman and their eventual children. I just can’t imagine him getting a lot of serious attention from women who are looking to secure their financial future and definitely not from their parents.

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Just another day more in my journey to find my half even if im starting to lose hope on this with each day that passes away 🥹
My name is Vlad, I'm 22 years old, and I currently live in Spain. I really enjoy video games, anime (I started watching it a few months ago as I was having a really hard time, and it's helping me a lot), listening to music, and working out at the gym (it's helping me a lot with my stress and my feelings), animals ( i have one dog and one cat) and martial arts. I also like more things, but I can't remember them all, so you can ask me if you want 😊.
About my looks, I can say that I have long black hair (Viking style, I think), I'm around 5'10"-5'12" tall, and I have an average body, but I'm changing that with the gym. I don't have any problem sending selfies or even voice notes, so feel free to ask about it.
About my personality, I can say that I'm a very sweet and caring person and will always give you lots of love and affection, but I need to feel that from your side too. I love to spend time together, so doing voice chats, sleep calls, or video calls its nice with me 😊 (I will adapt to your preferences, but for me, doing those is just a form of love).
A bit about me: I'm currently doing a cybersecurity degree that I will finish in a few months, and then I will start working on whatever job I can find to start saving some money, hopefully with the idea of going to live with my soulmate and be happy together.
I'm also a person who had a really bad time this last months (you are free to ask me about anything about me, I'm an open book), so I need to feel loved and cared for, and I love to be pampered in that sense. I will never say no to any kind of affection you show me.
Please im looking for something serious so just message if you are willing to put effort in the relationship. Also if you could send a picture It would be perfect (i want to see with Who im talking and well we need to see if we both feel attracted to eachother). Of course i Will send a picture too.
If you read this far thank you and i hope we can meet and see where everything goes 😊

Just another day more in my journey to find my half even if im starting to lose hope on this with each day that passes away 🥹
My name is Vlad, I'm 22 years old, and I currently live in Spain. I really enjoy video games, anime (I started watching it a few months ago as I was having a really hard time, and it's helping me a lot), listening to music, and working out at the gym (it's helping me a lot with my stress and my feelings), animals ( i have one dog and one cat) and martial arts. I also like more things, but I can't remember them all, so you can ask me if you want 😊.
About my looks, I can say that I have long black hair (Viking style, I think), I'm around 5'10"-5'12" tall, and I have an average body, but I'm changing that with the gym. I don't have any problem sending selfies or even voice notes, so feel free to ask about it.
About my personality, I can say that I'm a very sweet and caring person and will always give you lots of love and affection, but I need to feel that from your side too. I love to spend time together, so doing voice chats, sleep calls, or video calls its nice with me 😊 (I will adapt to your preferences, but for me, doing those is just a form of love).
A bit about me: I'm currently doing a cybersecurity degree that I will finish in a few months, and then I will start working on whatever job I can find to start saving some money, hopefully with the idea of going to live with my soulmate and be happy together.
I'm also a person who had a really bad time this last months (you are free to ask me about anything about me, I'm an open book), so I need to feel loved and cared for, and I love to be pampered in that sense. I will never say no to any kind of affection you show me.
Please im looking for something serious so just message if you are willing to put effort in the relationship. Also if you could send a picture It would be perfect (i want to see with Who im talking and well we need to see if we both feel attracted to eachother). Of course i Will send a picture too.
If you read this far thank you and i hope we can meet and see where everything goes 😊

Should I leave my partner? I’ll try to shorten it. I lived with my partner and his mom. I went three hours away to visit my sons for a few weeks. While I was away, his mother accused me of trying to cancel my phone line and her phone line…which didn’t make sense because I actively used my phone number (we all shared a phone plan). She was saying she could prosecute me and such (fraud). She was saying I used her name and such, when in reality I didn’t because the owner of the lines have a code and I truly don’t know it. I had Verizon customer service confirm that I didn’t call in and there was no record of it. She kept insisting that I did when I gave proof. Once she told me she could prosecute me, I immediately started looking for lawyers because she was not about to pin this on me when I truly did nothing and she got upset that I wanted a lawyer and sent me a long message saying she doesn’t care if she never sees me again. I was a bit confused as to why she was being this way toward me. I was waiting for days for my partner to come and get me (they were down to one car since he had an accident in his mom’s car, but they were using his at the time). My partner kept trying to make it seem like he was going to get me but he wasn’t sure at the same time because of how his mom was acting. I struggle with mental health as I tried to take my life earlier in the year. She ridiculed me about that when she got upset at me one day (earlier in the year when I lived with her). She told me my attempts were just ways to try to manipulate her son and said I treat her son badly because of that and said that I couldn’t come back because of that. That sent me into a spiral because then I was already struggling with my mental health so it made my anxiety pretty bad so after being accused of something such as that, then having his mom speak to me in a ruthless manner, and then just finding out I couldn’t come back (which was a wrongful eviction) sent me into a mental spiral to where I had a mental snap and tried to take my life again. I ended up being admitted in May of this heat and come to find out I was misdiagnosed and put on the wrong medication which explained a lot. The thing is, while i was inpatient in the state I was visiting my sons in…him, his mom, and his brother dropped off all my things to my children’s grandparents house. Come to find out my children’s grandmother was texting my partners mom and that’s how my stuff ended up being dropped off. The grandma tried to make it seem like they all of a sudden showed up but I came to find out it was a mutual effort thing. The thing is my partners mom tried to have my children’s grandparents lie and tell me that they went to go get my stuff and that my partner wasn’t there when the stuff was being dropped off. The grandparents didn’t want to lie to me and just told me the truth, so I asked my partner about it and he denied it while I was in the ward and even days after. It took me telling him I have a ring camera footage of him to finally admit that he was there. He said that he tried his hardest to beg his mom to let me stay but she refused. He watched my stuff be packed, helped unloaded my things and such. He tried to tell me that he didn’t tell me because he was scared I’d hurt myself again if I found out he was apart of it all because it wasn’t the image he was trying to give. Fast forward, I’m doing a lot better now. I’m on good medication and am now working as a blue collar woman. He doesn’t work at the moment but he wants to get a place together where I’m at. He said he was going to get a job to help contribute to things. I’ve been sending him money and jumpstarting the process of getting the place. He wants to get married within the next few months but I don’t know. Was he wrong for not telling me? Am I being manipulated? Should I drop him? Should I cut it off because he’s still going to be tied to his mom? What would you do? 🥺

If they think it’s ill begotten, I have no problem using a check….
I have 25k and its own bank account for a used truck. Looking online, everyone from NerdWallet to consumer reports is telling me not to use cash to buy this car. Why should I take out if my credit score is the best they can offer me is 7% and I will not be able to get the same car because 25 grand is a lot less when you think about 10% interest or around there for however many months. I had thought that if I paid in cash that I would get a better deal then if I was to make payments but that does not seem to be the case as dealerships are now incentivized to Leases or monthly payments as they get a piece of the pie.
I buy a car from a person who is selling their car? If so, it’s not like they have auto trader magazines sitting at every train station auto shop and supermarket anymore. How do I find someone who has the kind of car that I want (Tacoma) with <70k mi on it that has not been in a major accident? When you buy a car from an individual, do they let you take it somewhere to get it looked at to make sure that the body is sound and that no major parts are going to give out soon (i.e. my first car ever, a 1990 Daytona, that needed a new alternator about a month after I spent every cent I had saved up on it and then tended to stall each time i turned left). PA does have great lemon laws, I’m not so much worried about that, I just don’t want to settle or be forced to take out a loan i don’t need.
Here is my rant. money in the US is messed up these days. They need to figure something out at the Treasury Dept, the mint, or wherever. I would say the average person with a college education that I know makes around, after taxes, 45 to 55 grand a year. And I was born in 1981. When you go to ATM, you are allowed to take out $400 at a time. This is the same amount that I was allowed to take out of an ATM when I first started drinking which was 2002. One year before that I was making $5.25 an hour minimum wage in 2001 and now in the same state minimum wage is two dollars more.. in 2001 I had an apartment that is comfortable to the apartment I live in now and I paid for a two bedroom my half which was $375 a month. I now pay my half which is over $1500 a month. The first place included utilities, and the new place does not. A new car around that time if I wanted to say a Camry was about 16 to 18 grand. It’s now over twice that. I don’t know what year I bought my razr phone or my blackberry but I do know that since I was with Verizon every two years I got a free upgrade on that I wanted, so a new phone every two years. Movies were seven bucks and matinees were for I haven’t been to one lately, but I think they’re around 20 something. Concerts 12 bucks, not 150. A pair of jeans was 3 to 4 times less than it is now and lasted maybe 10 times as long. As did every other article of clothing, which you can see from the amount of people who are selling their clothes from the 90s and 00s online these days and throwing away new clothes within 6 months. My first used car was bought in 1998, was 8 years old, 30k miles, and $5k. The average salary of recently graduated (not 20 years later likeI spoke of earlier) college educated people in 2000? $50k. Average price of a used Toyota Tacoma made in the past 10 years with less than 50k miles? $35k.

So to get straight to the point, I’m an aspiring film directocinematographer who wants to create films ranging from commercials and music videos, to short films and feature films. With that being said, I’m in college and I’m majoring computer science, why you may ask? Ideally speaking everyone told me that pursuing computer science would make me a lot of money and that it is something that I should put my attention to, and then use the money from that to put towards my films, but after doing a year of college pursuing computer science, I’ve come to the conclusion that this isn’t something that I don’t want to do. I’ve done a few things this past year, I’ve made a game, and I’ve also made a website, but I’ve also made a two-award winning short film, and shot many music videos and event recaps for big artists and plan to keep doing more. Overall I never saw computer science as a career-ending goal, and I’d rather get a job within the film industry and build my way to the top through connections and consistent films that I’ve shot, than work a career that I know I’ll come to hate. I really don’t know if I should change my major or just keep pursuing this major for the sake of making money. My girlfriend was telling me that it’s cool to pursue a career that I love, but I should also “be realistic” and understand that my career might not work out, and it just sounds like a load of pessimism and negative energy thrown at me.
So I want to know, if you were in the same situation as me, 18 years old and doing all of this stuff and having all of these things said to you, what would you do?
(P.S. if you want to see my stuff its on youtube @f4ckgl1)

I’m sure I’d like having it but it’s a lot of money to spend. I’m just curious on how happy people are with them

Hi :)
Apologies for any grammar errors, English is not my first language. I'm a firm believer of the law since discovering it at the beginning of the year. As soon I discovered this law so much of my life made sense. I have definitely manifested things in the past, from jobs to money to previous relationships ending (I did not want them to end but realise now that I was the cause of them ending by having negative assumptions/self-concept). I know I can be a powerful manifestor and I don't doubt the law, but I feel stuck in a rut right now with a situation I am trying to manifest and would appreciate some insight on how to move forward. Buckle in as it is a long story, but you will hopefully see some successes in this post too if you are doubtful of the law yourself, which I am happy to give my insight on.
I am a woman, and my SP is also a woman. I strongly believe that I manifested her because before we met I was unintentionally manifesting my perfect partner, and bam, along comes this girl who is just my type and ticks every box. It was almost like I dreamt her up. We didn't delve straight into a relationship, we first met on discord (long-distance) just by chance and I was very intrigued by SP from the offset, almost as if I knew she would be important to me. I now know that it's having these beliefs in the first place that created what would later unfold with her. What I used to call intuition I now know was my own power. I knew that SP liked girls because we met on a discord server for the LGBTQ+ community, and we both shared our experiences of being newly out, late-blooming lesbians etc. However, SP did make it clear that she was married to a man, so despite my intrigue towards her I did not actively try and pursue anything. Her marriage and the fact she lives in a different country, I guess she felt out of reach, but I still thought about her a lot. The key is that I didn't think about her in an obsessive way, I wasn't attached or obsessed yet. I believe the barriers I saw between us stopped the attachment from growing. Remember, I didn't know about the law at this time so I didn't have the mindset that circumstances don't matter, there are no barriers etc. But I believe that my thoughts and "gut instinct" about her paired with my detachment did create movement, because she messaged me privately. I felt she was being flirty but again I didn't pursue it as she was married and seemed off limits. At this point she was merely a crush.
Fast forward a year later, I actually have a crush on someone else at this point, someone a lot more "accessible". The crush wasn't a deep one (yet) but an exciting one, but before it has chance to go anywhere my SP came fully into my life. Before this point SP had been somebody who I saw post occasionally on discord and whenever I did I would think about her, I called her my online crush jokingly to my friends etc., but we only talked on occasion and openly on the server. It was nothing deep. But this all changed just as I started crushing on someone else and suddenly SP privately messaged me, and we have never gone a day without messaging since. I'm mentioning this because I wonder if anybody can provide insight as to why my SP coming forward finally manifested when I started crushing on somebody else.
As soon as we started talking the attachment hit. My other crush I forgot about so quickly and all attention was on SP. Now that I knew her on a more personal level my feelings grew stronger and it went from an online crush to falling deeply in love. It all unfolded very naturally and authentically. Remember that SP is married so we had no intentions to fall in love, and I didn't consciously manifest this because I didn't know the law at the time, but I do believe in it because of what happened. I felt so connected to SP and I remember just feeling "intuitively" that SP felt the same. Even though she had a husband I told myself that she must be unhappy as I knew she was a lesbian who had only recently discovered her sexuality 5 years into her marriage. All of this manifested, SP revealed she had developed feelings for me and she told me that not only was she unhappy with her husband, he was very abusive and she was having doubts about her marriage. We got closer and closer and developed a deep friendship, she relied on me a lot for emotional support in her toxic marriage, and when we met in person everything was perfect. She was financially trapped in her abusive relationship but told me that as soon as she could get out she would leave and be with me. Everything between us was pure and beautiful and I had no doubts or insecurities, which is why I think I managed to manifest a perfect relationship between us. When I say perfect I mean in terms of feelings and how she was showing up for me and the fact that our feelings were reciprocated. The not perfect part was her marriage, and on reflection I think I had limiting beliefs about her leaving because I always felt it was financially impossible. I believe this is why she hasn't left. But I did have confidence and security in how she felt about me, and I knew that she was in love with me and was only with her husband due to finances, so her openness and feelings manifested. She affirmed to me many times I was the only one she loved like that. Despite the situation, I had never felt so loved, and I looked forward to our future.
But here is where things started to change, as time progressed (it had been around a year of being close to her at this point) I started to experience doubt and my self-concept started to slip. I started to really worry about the 3P even though this had never been an issue before. Before I had KNOWN she didn't love him and only loved me, but now I started having doubts of "she hasn't left yet, she must be happy with him again" even though I knew logically the reason she hadn't left was due to not being able to financially afford the divorce, scared of him etc. I would flit between that logic and the emotions I had about it all and I also started having this belief that she was going to end any chance of a future with us and say she wanted to just be friends. Well guess what, exactly that happened. I was shocked because we had such a beautiful love that I never imagined ending, but I know now that my insecure thoughts created this reality. I will say that during this time she would still tell me she was unhappy with 3P and still had hopes to be with me one day, but she just couldn't promise a future with me because it felt like emotional cheating on 3P which I understood. We remained close, still talking every day, I would say she seemed a lot more inconsistent with me in terms of the future but has always maintained the feelings are still there (just doesn't like to talk about it as much as we once did because it makes her feel guilty towards 3P). Again, analysing this, I think my own doubts have created this inconsistency because sometimes I would be positive about us, other times negative, and I think this is what was reflected to me in the 3D.
At the beginning of this year things seemed quite bad between us and we were fighting a lot, which is when I discovered the law. I started to apply the teachings and by February time I had major movement. SP was very loving, talking about a future again, things were great between us. The one thing I still haven't cracked I think, is the limiting belief about her actually being able to leave her marriage. A reminder again that she has always told me she wants to leave her marriage, the only reason she stays is logistical and financial difficulties, but sometimes I think the logistical and financial difficulties overwhelm me and cause self-limiting beliefs. I've been trying all the methods, SATS, affirmations, self-concept work and believing I am chosen, and trying to live in the end. As I said I have had some success as recent as 2 months ago, but the past month things are worse than ever and I'm almost in shock over it, which is why I need help.
SP is now telling me that she is happy with her husband, things have improved and she is no longer wanting to leave. The reason I am so shocked is because this has never been the story and it's a complete 360, it almost makes me feel like I'm living in a parallel universe (which maybe I have shifted to that reality from my own thoughts). 3P has always been abusive and I have seen it with my own eyes, so to hear this from her is baffling. I'm trying to affirm that this is just her morals talking or her fears, she is trying to be true to her marriage etc. and she doesn't mean it, but I'm really struggling and I guess I'm reacting to the 3D. I know I shouldn't be doing this but this is why I'm asking for help on how to move forward. I fully believe in the law but I almost can't believe the 360 that's happened. From deeply in love to her cooling things off slightly because of her guilt, to her now saying she wants to stay with 3P. It's almost like I can't believe I could completely flip the narrative here and part of me even feels like the old reality wasn't real.
The only saving grace here is that she has told me that she still loves me, so I don't have to work on that, but the issue is she loves both of us. And she has chosen 3P right now. And I'm shocked because I never thought she would say that. So I guess basically I'm wanting advice on how to move forward in manifesting getting my SP and having her leave the 3P. I know some people are against 3P removal but this 3P is toxic and abusive, I wouldn't want her to be with him regardless of my feelings. It's like I know that I created this but I also feel so hopeless now. I already had limiting beliefs about her leaving just for logistics, now she's saying she is happy again it's making me doubt even more. On top of that we have long distance between us whereas 3P she already has a house and a marriage and a life with him. Any insights and hope and advice to move forward would be so appreciated. Or any techniques/affirmations I could use?
Part of me wonder if this just the bridge of incidents? Weird things have been happening recently too with previous SP's showing up either in my life or in my dreams. But the SP I want, this has happened :(
I'm visiting SP in her country soon and I would love to hear all the things she used to tell me and for 3P to just not be an issue. (SP and I still very close and talk every day regardless)
I know I'm a strong manifestor I just need some help. I would love to be writing a success story in 6 months time about how SP and I made it.

For initial context, I come from a low-income background. My parents are divorced with my dad living in poverty while my mother makes 250k on her own while she exclusively dates very wealthy men.
I 19F transferred colleges after my first semester because it was costing a lot of money to stay at my out of state school. I transferred to a local liberal arts college to save money by commuting- my mom told me she’d let me live with her and help get me a car and help me get my license. I can’t drive, and neither my mom nor my boyfriend will let me practice in their cars, so I had to move onto campus which made the bill higher. My mom went around telling people she was paying my bill because she loves the status that comes with it, but she is not. She kicked me out halfway through the semester and cut me off financially, leaving my 8k bill unpaid when it was supposed to only be $1500 with me commuting to campus. I have applied to multiple loans, both state and private, and cannot get approved without a co-signer. My dad cannot cosign because he is extremely poor and my mother refuses to because she wants me to be entirely on my own. She has also told me that if I do not take out the high loans to continue going to the expensive school then she will kick me out again. I’m working on getting a room to stay with my dad but I just feel so stuck. I can’t even obtain a loan to pay them. Even if I wanted to stay at that school I couldn’t because I just can’t afford it. When I was applying to colleges I kept saying I was going to go to the cheapest one but my mom assured me that she would pay for me to go to a nicer one, but now that it’s time to actually pay it she’s decided she doesn’t want to. It’s worth mentioning that she absolutely can afford to pay it- she is always buying new designer items and going on expensive trips, but will not help me with going to the doctor or school. I don’t want to have to rely on her, but I honestly have no clue what to do. I don’t want to drop out of college, but it’s looking like I don’t really have a choice.

Hello, so I am overthinking a bit about a subject that may be a stupid one to some, but am an over-thinker and cannot help it. I am 26 (27 in 7 months) work and live around paris - i started working a year ago and still after the beginning of my career. until now i only lived alone and most of the time studio apartments - for those who don't know accommodation in paris is hell (NYC for reference).
I recently moved in relatively more spacious apartment near paris, which is still small but i guess somewhat standard for the area (25m2) i still felt uncomfortable because of how small it is, so when my best friend which i've known since we were kids, told me that his roommate was leaving and that i could move in with him, i immediately accepted, we kinda talked wanted to do this years ago but the timing was never right. I started the moving procedure, i thought it could be better having a way bigger apartment (with my own room ofc) and it will also save me a lot of money, apart from that, i usually felt very lonely when living alone cause am very extraverted.
Although i kind of started to regret for mostly superficial and maybe insecure reasons, i feel like this is going to kill my dating life and possibly prevent any kind of relationship to evolve, i never lived with a roommate and idk if girls would be comfortable coming to someone's place if they have a roommate - ik that it is normal to have a roommate, but i also can't help but eel that it could be a turn off for women to be a late 26 rs old guy who still has a roommate. and is it even ossible to start a relationship when you do not have your own place ?
sorry for the long post, and for any english mistakes.

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Monokuma MOVESET
Heavyweight with 2 jumps and a crawl
GIMMICK
Every time Monokuma gets attacked with a non-projectile attack Monokuma has a 1/61 chance to blow up instantly killing him but does tons of damage and knockback to any opponents nearby.
Basic Attacks
Jab: 1000 Blows (Jab: Mono Hits a baseball Rapid Jab: Baseball Gun used on leon)
Good damage and can flinch but no knockback and can be reflected
(Leon’s punishment Trigger Happy Havoc)
Dash: Beast Monokuma (Mono Charges forward as a dangerous beast monokuma unit)
Great Damage but decent end lag
(Beast Monokuma Units UDG)
Side Tilt: Skeleton Key (Mono Charges Key and turns it)
Two hit move. The stage does minimal damage but insures opponents
(Skeleton key used by Kyoko in Trigger Happy Havoc)
Up tilt: Mega Scepter (Points Scepter Above him as wind comes out of it’s top)
Weak Damage But Does Amazing Upwards KnockBack
(Mega Monokuma Bomb)
Down Tilt: Punishment Slam (Monokuma Slams Hammer on ground)
small flinching damage with end lag but has a 25% chance to bury and spikes if it hits someone off stage
(What happens every punishment time)
Side Smash: Take Off (A Rocket appears in front of Monokuma that flies up before crashing down)
Is a command grab and Does Great Damage but no real knockback and leaves mono from behind
(First Punishment we have seen)
Up Smash: Junkuma (Monokuma Jumps Up)
Does Great Knockback but leaves him vulnerable
(Junk Monokuma Leaping attack UDG)
Down Smash: Playtime (Monokuma Gets a random monokub and spins them around)
Does Great Damage And hits on both sides
(Monokubs and the icon spinning thing parents do with kids)
Aerials
Neutral Air: Death By Hurricane (Monokuma Spins around)
Mid damage but spikes
(When Monokuma mentions all executions and talks about death by hurricane)
F Air: Aura Aura (Monokuma Punches super fast in front of himself)
Multiple flinching hits of damage before ending with a spike
(An attack used on Monomi)
B Air: Gas Chamber (Monokuma slides backwards as foam come out his mouth)
No real knockback but has a chance to poison
(When Monokuma mentions all executions and talks about death by gas chamber)
Up Air: Sakura Defense (Monokuma Kicks Up)
Does Great Damage and Spikes
(Move Monokuma used on sakura in trigger happy havoc)
Down Air: Beasts Pounce (Monokuma turns into a beast Monokuma and pounces down to the ground)
Acts like the last half of incineror’s up special.
(Death animation when you die from beast Monokuma in UDG)
Grabs
Grab: Grabs opponent with Chain used before exections
Pummel: Drags Opponent on ground
F Throw: Grabs Opponent by the throat and puts a bomb on their chest before throwing them forward
(When Mondo throws Monokuma)
B Throw: Drags the opponent backwards before running forward
(Animation before every punishment)
Up Throw: Sirens Appear above monokuma before a bunch of units appear and dogpile the opponent
(Siren Monokuma Units and ending to almost every boss battle in UDG)
Down Throw: Monokuma pilots an excavator and crushes opponent with it (can bury)
(Alter Egos punishment)
Specials + Gimmicks
A Lot of things to mention with the special. First You might have guessed but I watch brawlfan1 including his mono moveset so a lot of these moves are gonna be similar. Speaking of which just like brawl fan suggested these are going to be randomized but fill the same general role. Except down special which will kinda work as a miscellaneous collection
Neutral Special: Despair Bullet
Number 1: Mono Spits out A Pile Of Trash (can poison and does mid damage reference to ball monokumas) 2: Monokuma Holds his staff as a monokuma bomb comes out (Acts like a homing projectile for 3 seconds before exploding. To reference its role in the boss fight if the foe hits it with a strong enough attack it will target the next closest foe which could be monokuma. From there it acts the same but can’t be hit back more then twice) 3: Monokuma Throws a Grenade (acts the same as snakes with the difference it does more damage to monokuma if hes hit by his bombs then snake gets if hes hit by his) References the bomber Monokuma units) 4: Mono Throws a crystal ball (does strong damage but no knockback. References the first kill by leon) 5: Mono Shoots out robot wasps out of a gun (can be held down to shoot out more wasps. Does small flinching damage and has a 1/10 chance to poison. References wild west insecticide) 6: Mono Throws Out Salt (acts like ice climbers down b references the cultural mixing pot)
Side Special: Despair Ride
Number 1: Monokuma Rides A Bike (acts like wario's side b with the added benefit that if it hits an opponent there is a 50% chance they drop butter which acts like an average consumable. And you can still use the side special if you leave the bike. Referencing mondos punishment) Number 2: Mono Rides a giant fist (Does Good damage but mid damage reference to bye bye ouchies) Number 3: Mono Drives A Fire Truck (Standard Gravity affected charge special lasts a second but when i say gravity affected i mean charges toward the ground and is uncancelable in the air so you better hope you were high up when you use this. Can also burn opponents. Reference to celeste ludenberg’s punishment) Number 4: Mono Rides A Robot Bison (Works like Pit's Side B with out the final Uppercut. Reference to Gundhan’s punishment) Number 5: Mono Rides Peko as she slashes forward (Acts like a weaker version of Mythra’s side b references one woman army) Number 6: Mono Rides A pac man robot (Works like pac man's side b. Reference to please insert coin)
Up Special: Despair Elevation
Number 1: A Rope appears tied over monos neck raising him up before a spiked wall flies into him (A decent amount of elevation but no control. Also the raising of monokuma doesn’t do damage, only the spiked wall does. A reference to Kaede’s punishment) Number 2: Monokuma Grows wings and flies upwards (works like pit’s up special) Number 3: Mono gets a jetpack and flies up (works like robs up b) Number 4: Mono Flings a vine over head (Basic tether recovery with one major difference. If you use the move in the air without grabbing anything the vine will break and cause monokuma to fall where he acts as a projectile. A reference to the strand of agony) Number 5: Monokuma will blow up as another Monokuma comes out riding a giant bug as it spins holding out scythes (acts like wario's up special with less height but way more damage. References wild west insecticide) Number 6: Monokuma Turns into a rocket and slightly goes up before he drills below himself (acts like ganon's wizard foot in the air. If right next to the ledge then it can grab on but this is mainly meant to troll. Much like the reference of the second ignition)
Down Special: Random Despair
Number 1: Monokuma wears a riot shield for 10 seconds which blocks all attacks from the front reference to guard monokuma units. Number 2: Monokuma Gets Electrocuted acting like pikachus thunder reference to the first thing monokuma mentions when he talks about possible executions. Number 3: Monokuma flails his arms and if any one attacks him they get attacked by the spears of Gungnir basic counter referencing the fate of Mukuro. Number 4: Landmine acts like snakes and a reference for mono’s tenacity for explosions. Number 5: Monokuma Drives a tank acting like foxes old final smash with the land master though 3 times less likely to happen as the other options reference to please insert coin. Number 6: Monokuma Raises into the air before turning into a crane holding a random tetris block where you can move left and right for 1 second before the crane drops the block doing tons of damage if it hits a foe before the crane raises into the air where monokuma takes its place reference to please insert coin. Number 7: Monokuma blows up instantly killing him but does tons of damage and knockback to any opponents nearby.
Final Smash: Ultimate Despair
There are 2 ways i see this final smash so i’ll say the one i perfer then i’ll say the one thats actually likely. The move starts with a chain either way and if any one gets hit by the chain they’ll be dragged off stage before the cinematic starts. The first option has it personallized to the characters. Not like what brawlfan1 suggested but rather each character in a category. The space characters get sent into space with the rocket before exploding, The villains get killed by the hero, vice versa for the protagonists, the princesses get killed by a dummy version of the hero and so on. The second option is junkos punishment having all of the punishments from the first game happen before finishing with the final blow of the white board. Either way it's a guaranteed stock loss.
Cosmetics
Costumes
Base Of Black And White
Pink and white (monokub and Monomi)
Black and black (Kurokuma)
White and White (Monomi true form)
White and white with red details (Leons punishment)
Orange with black stripes (Mondos punishment)
Red with orange details (Celestes punishment)
Black with brown details (Detention)
Stage intro
A giant pedestal appears where Monokuma jumps from behind it
Taunts
Monokuma guzzling some honey
Monokuma Standing over a pile of money
Monokuma Swinging around a glass of wine
Visual gimmick when Monokuma wins it shows the character who lost portrait with a giant x over it instead of them clapping
Also if Monokuma loses it shows him wearing glasses
Victory Animations
Nothing appears on screen before a stomp happens where the camera pans up to see a giant Monokuma wearing a crown (Big Bang Monokuma)
Monokuma Grabs the camera before swallowing it causing static to appear (What you get when you win)
Junko appears laughing maniacally

Help! Percolation test for 50'x200'. The person said it will not pass. No test performed
I have a 10,000 Sq ft. I called a company for a perc test. The guy showed up and started rambling that he hates to be a bearer of the bad news that the lot will not pass the perc test. He said he's been doing this type of work for 30 years, served in the Air Force, and ready to retire. He also mention that he knows the area more than anybody else. The leech field will take the whole entire area and I can only build 1 bedroom. The guy doesn't know what I am trying to build. I am building a 20x30 tiny home two bedroom which is 600 sq ft.
I asked him how did other houses pass the perc test, he replied to me that those houses are built old and new regulations will make it impossible to me to build a house and the land that I got is worthless. He said "Ask yourself, When does the bleeding stop?" "I can tell you right now, It has to stop, by the time you are done with this, it will be an expensive project for what it's worth" Get a better land and I don't want your money"
Seriously, I am not trying to build a family home. I am doing this for myself and nobody else. Housing prices are ridiculous.
A friend from New Mexico who is a builder and a carpenter said the guy I talked is full of BS. He has a friend who builds septic tanks. For a tiny house, he said I only need a small size leech field with a gravel underneath. New Mexico has hard rocky soil. In Arkansas He told me to get a new Perc test from a different company preferably from Mexicans who will ensure that I can pass, submit to Health and Dept and design better septic. What should I do?
Update
They said health department will have to do some inspections. With this new perc, he said it will work. Shall I worry?

Hey Reddit community,
I'm in a bit of a financial dilemma and could use some advice. Here's the situation:
My father purchased a home in cash that I have been living in and intend to own. Currently, I'm paying him what I'd like towards the "mortgage" since interest rates are bad, and he doesn't want me to get a loan through the banks until they improve. Essentially, he is acting as the bank and I am paying him directly, interest-free. Once rates come down, I'll take out a mortgage through the bank and pay him off, minus the money I've already given him.
My question is: What should I do with my money in the meantime while we're waiting for rates to come down?

1. **Pay Him as Much as Possible**: Should I be giving him as much money as I can to reduce the future loan amount, considering that I currently have no interest rate?
   
2. **Invest Elsewhere**: Should I pay him a moderate amount while investing my money elsewhere?
   

I'd love to hear your thoughts on what might be the best financial strategy here. Thanks in advance for your help!
TL;DR: My dad bought a house in cash, I'm paying him interest-free, and will take a mortgage when rates are better. Should I pay him a lot now to reduce the future loan or invest my money elsewhere in the meantime?

TW: period
Hey yall! I hope yall are doing so well.
So I’m going to try really hard to keep this short and try not to make it confusing. I ended a friendship with another witch which was very painful for both of us. I noticed after the friendship ended that a lot of really weird things started happening , like I lost my job, totaled one of my cars and another one just stopped working along with a few other things. I thought nothing of it but just in case I did a banishing spell. It worked for a bit, and then I noticed some more things were happening like my partner losing his job.
The week before my period (like 7 days ago) and I’ve been very depressed like beyond the normal level with pmdd. it’s just been really hard af home the last 3 weeks. There’s been money issues, happiness issues and my house herself was so sad. I figured that my ex friend had sent out a spell. I did start my period yesterday but was still very very sad. I was at my wits end. Last night I did a freezer spell because why not. It couldn’t hurt right? But today I feel so much better. My best friend that lives with me also feels better. My house is happier. I’m wondering if there was a connection between the freezer spell and feeling better or if it was just the period coming that made me feel better instead.

I work at a franchised retail shipping location. We get inspections by this corporate guy. Come to find out upon googling him, he r*ped his 12 y/o niece when he was 27. found records, mugshot, news reports and everything. It's legit.
I've not been in the best mood lately. I recently made a mistake that's proven to pretty much ruin my life. I've lost my relationship, soon to lose my apartment and my pets, and I owe the government a lot of money. I got a DUI. Plain and simple. I am am asshole for that, I'm endlessly ashamed and I think about suicide every night tbh with you. I deserve all of that and more and that's the hardest part tbh
But this isn't about that. That's just some lore to explain to y'all why I'm not a happy camper right now.
He came in for inspections today and knowing what I know I'm absolutely disgusted to be in his presence.
He tapped my chest and asked me where my name tag was to start. I took a step back and said, "yo don't fuckin touch me, I'm not a little girl."
He didn't say shit.
He was asking my manager something and she couldn't hear him. I said "chomo said '______'."
He was out in the lobby inspecting when a mother and her young daughter came in. Immediately I told them to stay away from him. I said that guy likes little girls, and I told him to get the fuck in the back until their gone.
He listened. He went to the back like he was told.
And more, I loudly talked about how I'm in support of the death penalty for chomos. Gave him dirty looks. Etc. My manager told me this was all uncalled for.

19W 22M ayo guys, i need your help. i live with my best friend and she has a bf which i hate. he causes her panick attacks, him being "sorry" is sending money or giving flowers. he thinks hes the most important and if something doesnt go his way, hes angry at everyone, ruins everyones mood and throws hurtful words towards her and hell never apologize and he makes her apologize. he cant even listen to her at the smallest stuff, like "coukd you not do that". she always says that she will give him time like to change, but it doesnt change much. but ofc hes not like all bad, he takes care of her, cooks for her, gives a lot of gifts with no reason. worst thing is that he stays here for weekends and i need to pretend that i like him and everything. but she will not breakup with him, shes like "i can fix him", "im to attached to do it", and i dont want to be that worst friend that tells her to do it. so what should i do? stay quiet? i care for her so much and it hurts me so much watching her cry bc of him and throw herself on the floor bc of the panick attack which he causes.
TLDR: bf is sometimes good and sometimes bad do idk what to do anymore

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