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2024.05.21 12:00 JohnPoopsTV My Madness Combat Episode Ranking
This is my Madness Combat ranking. This is entirely my personal opinion. I have watched this series since around 2004 on Newgrounds, and a huge supporter of Krinkels' work. So I must point out that I do not believe a single episode is bad. I believe all of the episodes are top tier, this is just my ranking of where I think they stand out in terms of quality, length, story, music/sfx etc.. So if you see your favourite episode low down, just remember it's not bad, I just feel that there may be an episode that's better! This is also just the mainline series, so no canon shorts such as An Experiment or Dissenter, and no Dedmos Adventures. Although if I had to rank Dedmos in this list, it'd probably come 4th place, or something. This was a hard ranking, given how amazing each episode is, so having the canon shorts/spin-offs would be more difficult, given how much Krinkels' artstyle and animation has improved since Madness 11. The earlier rankings are going to be the hardest, but I will put nostalgia aside and rank based on quality and other factors.
15. Madness Combat
In last place, kind of predictable, but the first episode. Obviously just because nostalgia aside, every episode that came after it has raised the bar in so many ways. However, we mustn't forget the classic soundtrack, the lack of blood, the first canon entry of Jeb and Hank, a literal cannon - this is where it all started. It knows what it is, it's a classic. It's where Madness began.
14. Madness Redeemer
Again like before, an absolute classic and it's where I believe that Madness Combat in its current form truly began. We've got introductions of the Sheriff, The Clown, Jeb was brought back. This is also where the Tricky Saga started to take shape. Again I do feel that everything that came after it was just better in quality, but there is loads to love about Redeemer.
13. Madness Combat 7.5
May be a bit controversial, but 7.5 ranks lower. I think it's universally agreed that 7.5 is the least interesting .5 episode. It doesn't feel like it contrasts well with the zaniness and horror of Madness 7. In some capacity, I feel that you need to pair the .5's with their mainline counterparts, and this episode, whilst good, is just the opposite of Consternation. The soundtrack is also one of my least favourites. This one just felt a bit like a filler episode. It's still a great entry, especially given the time it came out, but I'd say this is the most 'run of the mill' episode pre-modern Krinkels.
12. Madness Avenger
Avenger is very much a classic. This is where the Improbability Drive was introduced and the main story started to take shape. I think Redeemer is where the violence and John Wick style animation began, but I feel the story truly jumped after Avenger. This was the second episode I ever watched and I still hold it in very high regard. I think this is the episode people think of when someone says 'Madness Combat', if you were skulking around Newgrounds back in the early 00's.
11. Madness Depredation
Depredation was the 3rd episode I ever watched. I remember seeing the thumbnail plastered everyone on flash animation websites. This is where Hank got his iconic look - this episode is just batshit crazy. If someone mentions Madness Combat and you don't think of Avenger or Consternation, then you probably remember the Depredation and onward looks. There's just so much to love here. The hard pounding soundtrack from Cheshyre let's you know that this is hardcore. Removing the nostalgia I'd say it doesn't have a lot to offer in terms of story until the very end, but man when this came out it was one of my favourites and still is, I just believe that the other episodes have a lot more to say.
10. Madness Inundation
When this first came out, it was sort of controversial, if I remember correctly. With Hank dead at the end of Consternation, I saw tons of comments and forum posts, including some from myself... is Hank coming back? Is this the end? No one really predicted that Jeb would get his own episode, and looking back, I love this episode. I wasn't a huge fan back in 2008, and I would have ranked it near the bottom just out of spite for not getting Hank. But this episode, looking at it today, is brilliant. Jeb is such a cool protagonist, being able to fly, use his powers, catch bullets, the iconic sniper rifle opening, API's soundtrack. The Magnum. I could go on, honestly. I think this is one of the highlights of the series, because at the time, we genuinely thought this was the final episode, and Krinkels' posts, or lack thereof, around that time, sort of gave the impression that this would be the case. The episode feels very much centred around doom, and the end of things as we know it, especially during normality restoration. I think this is where subtle hints surrounding the Madness universe (or Nevadean universe... maybe?) started to take shape. Thankfully, it wasn't the end. It was unfortunately, so far, the end of Jeb, which is a damn shame. I hope Krinkels reconsiders down the line, but for now, he joins the Sheriff being the only two characters to die, seemingly forever, and go to "regular Hell".
9. Madness Apotheosis
Apotheosis is the very first episode I watched back in 2004, so naturally I do have some tiny amount of bias. This is where Krinkels found his footing - quite literally. Characters now have two feet, animation is a lot smoother, another iconic bandage look from Hank following Avenger... again, before getting Depredation, similar to Inundation as well, this truly looked like the end.
8. Madness Combat 5.5
This may also be controversial. But I firmly believe 5.5 is actually better than the episode it's structured around. Again, these earlier rankings are hard as I am trying to not see it through nostalgia, but rather quality. I think 5.5 just has so much to say, the iconic opening, mixed with the soundtrack. It fits perfectly with the lore, and actually makes Depredation a much better episode. Again, the issue with Depredation is that the intro is just run of the mill, up until the mid-point and ending, which only serves, at the time, a continuation in the form of Antipathy. 5.5 is where things tied together very nicely. This is also the introduction of Sanford and Deimos who would go on to become much loved characters in the Madness canon. Given how they just seem like random grunts in Depredation (which, at the time, they likely were), Krinkels managed to give them a whole side quest, which ties in very nicely with the main story. It's also the first time where two protagonists are on screen and are actually doing something, which I'll explain later. Other than that, great episode!
7. Madness Antipathy
The sixth Madness episode is also quite the anomaly. What I failed to realise as a kid is that each episode pretty much ends on a somewhat cliffhanger, but a cliffhanger where it could continue, and it also doesn't have to. 2006 was a huge year for animated sequels, with Madness 6, Killing Spree VI and Joe Zombie: Episode 6, ironically, all the 6's. There's a few others to mention, but we'd be here all day. I love Hanks look in this episode, with his exposed jaw after being pummelled to heck by Tricky in episode 5. The stab wound with the smiley face. Just do what comes natural. Have to mention while I love Cheshyre's Trainmadness soundtrack, we also have to give a shoutout to the creepy opening music MADNEWAT, and API's fast, twitchy techno music in the first half. I mention this because Hank seems very twitchy in this episode, and I love it. It's also carried over in 9.5 too, which is nice to see. The gore is great, especially with the axe and P90 at the end, the train, Jeb working a normal job post Depredation... I think this is where Madness truly reached the point of 'crazy' and set the stage for every episode that came after it.
6. Madness Aggregation
Aggregation is the 9th episode in the Madness canon, and was certainly a surprise to see. This is Krinkels' experimental phase, and you can see it throughout the episode. It was the first episode (if I remember correctly) to have two protagonists on screen at the same time (or three, if you count dead/carried Hank). This is where my problems begin, however. You can certainly tell it was the first time, a lot of my issues with this episode center around Sanford or Deimos sort of standing around doing nothing whilst the other is causing mayhem. Apart from that though, it was nice to see them again, especially after watching the .5's years later. On rewatch, I hold it in much higher regard now that we have context for the canon. This is also where Hank is revived and would set up another event in the form of 9.5 later down the line. It is weird to see Hank as a Mag, and it's doubly sad to see that Deimos did not make it, but this episode is baller. The soundtrack as well, definitely fits the opening with our heroes driving and evading enemies. I can't pinpoint it, but the soundtrack definitely feels like a dual protagonist sound. In terms of story, it sticks very well.
5. Madness Combat 6.5
There is so much to love about 6.5. I think it's honestly the best .5 episode pre-Madness 11 era. 2009-2011 was a very experimental phase, but it definitely paid off. I just love how seamlessly 5.5 and 6.5 come together when watched one after the other, or in one big video (props to the folks who put those 'In Real-time' videos together). The wounded Sanford, the train tracks, it certainly gives a lot of context for what is going on, wordlessly. This is where they started to get their iconic looks. Whilst 7.5 didn't really offer anything substantial, 5.5 and 6.5 are truly magnificent episodes that are held in high regard. The reason I ranked 5.5 lower is that it's just to give you an idea of what's happening around Depredation and Antipathy, whereas 6.5 feels like its own episode. The soundtrack is one of my favourites too. The animation was getting more and more fluid, and given that this came out before Madness 10, it's quite amazing how much of the animation style here is carried over into the later episodes.
4. Madness Consternation
Episode 7 is one of my all-time favourites, for sure, and I think this rings true for a lot of people in the community. Even though it's not ranked at number 1, I'd still say it's among my personal favourite episodes. The soundtrack and eerie vibe of the demonic Clown gives the episode a real horror angle that I always scared me in a way, as a kid. There's also things I never noticed back in 2007, that I notice today, such as 'DISSENTER BE DAMNED' written on the walls where the spiked agents are. This is cool nowadays since 9.5 expands on retention and dissenters, so even though it may not have been intended at the time (or if it was, Krinkels was certainly quiet about it), it tells a lot without any words and fits the story very nicely. Again, it's another pick for my "this is the Hank you think about when someone mentions Madness Combat" list. There are so many. But I love Hank's ninja wraps and red goggles. I feel this is when his image improved each episode. Cheshyre's Madness7 soundtrack is close to my all time favourite, and I still blast it in the car to this day. Also, chainsaw Hank is MVP.
3. Madness Expurgation
This might be a little controversial depending on who you ask, but I think Expurgation fits nicely in 3rd place within this ranking. It's one of my favourites and is probably one of the craziest episodes to date. I think the issue I have with this episode is the lack of blood. I think Madness has always been memorable for the amount of gore, blood and ways that the enemies are killed. I don't have an issue with the black blood from the clown minions, but the gore just feels a bit lessened here, in my opinion anyway. That, however, does not stop this from being an all time great. 7 years, 7 months and 7 days, and it was well worth the wait after being teased for so long. This is truly a highpoint in the Madness canon, where things looked vulnerable in-universe. I know things have always looked shaky given how each episode ends, but seeing the Auditor all messed up and trying to make a deal with Hank and Sanford to remove the Clown, it sets up Madness Combat 12 nicely. The audio and SFX is a major improvement and would become a standard in later animations. The soundtrack, 'Expurgation', from our saviour Cheshyre is again one of the best soundtracks. It gives a sense of hopelessness, this is even more apparent when Sanford yells out in frustration when he is cornered by Tricky, but then hope is restored when Hank returns with a new metal arm, and the soundtrack hits even harder. I do feel like the fight at the end could have been a bit more interesting, and a lot could have happened, but then again, Krinkels worked on this thing for 7 years, so I'll give him a pass on that. Also love the way the episode begins with Hank and Sanford climbing down the ladder from MC10, haha. All in all, one of my favourites.
2. Madness Abrogation
I think Madness Combat 10 is easily one of the best episodes. This thing came out in 2011, but it could have come out in 2016 or something and I'd have been none the wiser. The sheer rise in quality is undeniable. Like I said before, my issues with Aggregation stem from a quality perspective, where one or more characters sort of stand around doing nothing whilst another character is off doing something. When rewatching MC9, it becomes more and more apparent and I can't unsee it. MC5.5 and 6.5 was a period of time where Krinkels was able to hash this out and I think this all came together in MC10, for sure. The animation is very expressive and fluid, there's not a single point where the protags are just standing still or doing nothing (except for when Hank is pushed into the wall by the Mag and when he pulls the lever for Sanford, but I'll give this a pass). The episode feels very alive, due in part to the expressiveness, such as Hank and Sanford playing rock paper scissors to determine who dives into The Auditor's construct first. Naturally, it's our boy Hank. And that soundtrack? Come on, it's easily my personal favourite in the whole series. I think where MC9 toned it down to suit a more slow paced episode, MC10 ramps it up where it sounds like alarms are ringing, as if to say "we've go to go, quick!", and the part of the song where a portion of Madness7 is played, followed by a remix of Crazy Clown Song of Death from MC5, truly amazing. Cheshyre did a beastly job here, and as usual, breathed some serious life into this episode. It's by far the episode I come back to the most, there is just so much to love here. Again, you'd have no idea that MC10 and MC11 are 7 years apart. I wish I could say more, and to be honest I would I could say more on ALL the episodes, but we'd be here all day. MC10 is a classic, hands down.
Madness Combat 9.5
This might've been expected, or not expected, I don't know. But MC9.5 is easily the best episode to date. I'll also be ranking both parts as one whole episode. I can't actually tell you which part I prefer the most, as it takes two of my favourite looking Hanks and puts them into the same episode. Following Dedmos and the anticipated release of MC12, I would say that this is Krinkels' magnum opus. In terms of sheer quality, the amazing sound design, and again we cannot forget how much life is pumped into these animations by Cheshyre. I'd say I prefer Part 1's soundtrack over Part 2. I think given how fast MC6 Hank is, I would be inclined to say Part 1's fast paced soundtrack fits that version of Hank the most, but that's just a personal preference.
Anyway, the most noticeable thing off the bat is the sleek, crisp art design. It's rugged, detailed, and is by far Krinkels' best work. It truly feels like a massive overhaul to the design of the characters and world around them. Again, the expressiveness is huge, such as Hank making fun of the ATP Soldat gesturing with his hand, pointing towards the eyes, and this is even more interesting because it's the first time Hank meets them chronologically. It feels very fluid, and everything looks like it has real weight to it. This is also enhanced by the amazing sound design, for a mask that drops onto the floor, or the clicking of the guns. The horror feel from MC7 is truly back here, as well. Part 2 specifically where Tricky just goes into beast mode, it very much caught me off guard. MC9.5 also gives us an interesting look at how 'the other place' works, and how the Madness universe works as a whole. It's implied when you die, you end up in this sort of purgatory hellscape, and it does all of this story telling wordlessly. Ironically, I feel that Part 1 is actually more of a 7.5 than the original 7.5, for the obvious reason that 9.5 starts after Hank is killed in MC7. So many little details in 9.5 make it feel so authentic, such as the very end when Hank is revived, and you can faintly hear gunshots in the background, the moment where Deimos is killed. I have so much more to say but again, we'll be here all day. All in all, this is by far the best MC episode to date in terms of quality, audio, story and the new art style will be one of the driving forces moving forward.
So, that's my personal ranking of Madness Combat episodes. Again, I love every single episode, so if there's a ranking you disagree with, just remember it's my personal opinion and in my head, they are all number 1. Submit your rankings, and let me know your thoughts, and where you'd rank the episodes!
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15. Madness Combat
In last place, kind of predictable, but the first episode. Obviously just because nostalgia aside, every episode that came after it has raised the bar in so many ways. However, we mustn't forget the classic soundtrack, the lack of blood, the first canon entry of Jeb and Hank, a literal cannon - this is where it all started. It knows what it is, it's a classic. It's where Madness began.
14. Madness Redeemer
Again like before, an absolute classic and it's where I believe that Madness Combat in its current form truly began. We've got introductions of the Sheriff, The Clown, Jeb was brought back. This is also where the Tricky Saga started to take shape. Again I do feel that everything that came after it was just better in quality, but there is loads to love about Redeemer.
13. Madness Combat 7.5
May be a bit controversial, but 7.5 ranks lower. I think it's universally agreed that 7.5 is the least interesting .5 episode. It doesn't feel like it contrasts well with the zaniness and horror of Madness 7. In some capacity, I feel that you need to pair the .5's with their mainline counterparts, and this episode, whilst good, is just the opposite of Consternation. The soundtrack is also one of my least favourites. This one just felt a bit like a filler episode. It's still a great entry, especially given the time it came out, but I'd say this is the most 'run of the mill' episode pre-modern Krinkels.
12. Madness Avenger
Avenger is very much a classic. This is where the Improbability Drive was introduced and the main story started to take shape. I think Redeemer is where the violence and John Wick style animation began, but I feel the story truly jumped after Avenger. This was the second episode I ever watched and I still hold it in very high regard. I think this is the episode people think of when someone says 'Madness Combat', if you were skulking around Newgrounds back in the early 00's.
11. Madness Depredation
Depredation was the 3rd episode I ever watched. I remember seeing the thumbnail plastered everyone on flash animation websites. This is where Hank got his iconic look - this episode is just batshit crazy. If someone mentions Madness Combat and you don't think of Avenger or Consternation, then you probably remember the Depredation and onward looks. There's just so much to love here. The hard pounding soundtrack from Cheshyre let's you know that this is hardcore. Removing the nostalgia I'd say it doesn't have a lot to offer in terms of story until the very end, but man when this came out it was one of my favourites and still is, I just believe that the other episodes have a lot more to say.
10. Madness Inundation
When this first came out, it was sort of controversial, if I remember correctly. With Hank dead at the end of Consternation, I saw tons of comments and forum posts, including some from myself... is Hank coming back? Is this the end? No one really predicted that Jeb would get his own episode, and looking back, I love this episode. I wasn't a huge fan back in 2008, and I would have ranked it near the bottom just out of spite for not getting Hank. But this episode, looking at it today, is brilliant. Jeb is such a cool protagonist, being able to fly, use his powers, catch bullets, the iconic sniper rifle opening, API's soundtrack. The Magnum. I could go on, honestly. I think this is one of the highlights of the series, because at the time, we genuinely thought this was the final episode, and Krinkels' posts, or lack thereof, around that time, sort of gave the impression that this would be the case. The episode feels very much centred around doom, and the end of things as we know it, especially during normality restoration. I think this is where subtle hints surrounding the Madness universe (or Nevadean universe... maybe?) started to take shape. Thankfully, it wasn't the end. It was unfortunately, so far, the end of Jeb, which is a damn shame. I hope Krinkels reconsiders down the line, but for now, he joins the Sheriff being the only two characters to die, seemingly forever, and go to "regular Hell".
9. Madness Apotheosis
Apotheosis is the very first episode I watched back in 2004, so naturally I do have some tiny amount of bias. This is where Krinkels found his footing - quite literally. Characters now have two feet, animation is a lot smoother, another iconic bandage look from Hank following Avenger... again, before getting Depredation, similar to Inundation as well, this truly looked like the end.
8. Madness Combat 5.5
This may also be controversial. But I firmly believe 5.5 is actually better than the episode it's structured around. Again, these earlier rankings are hard as I am trying to not see it through nostalgia, but rather quality. I think 5.5 just has so much to say, the iconic opening, mixed with the soundtrack. It fits perfectly with the lore, and actually makes Depredation a much better episode. Again, the issue with Depredation is that the intro is just run of the mill, up until the mid-point and ending, which only serves, at the time, a continuation in the form of Antipathy. 5.5 is where things tied together very nicely. This is also the introduction of Sanford and Deimos who would go on to become much loved characters in the Madness canon. Given how they just seem like random grunts in Depredation (which, at the time, they likely were), Krinkels managed to give them a whole side quest, which ties in very nicely with the main story. It's also the first time where two protagonists are on screen and are actually doing something, which I'll explain later. Other than that, great episode!
7. Madness Antipathy
The sixth Madness episode is also quite the anomaly. What I failed to realise as a kid is that each episode pretty much ends on a somewhat cliffhanger, but a cliffhanger where it could continue, and it also doesn't have to. 2006 was a huge year for animated sequels, with Madness 6, Killing Spree VI and Joe Zombie: Episode 6, ironically, all the 6's. There's a few others to mention, but we'd be here all day. I love Hanks look in this episode, with his exposed jaw after being pummelled to heck by Tricky in episode 5. The stab wound with the smiley face. Just do what comes natural. Have to mention while I love Cheshyre's Trainmadness soundtrack, we also have to give a shoutout to the creepy opening music MADNEWAT, and API's fast, twitchy techno music in the first half. I mention this because Hank seems very twitchy in this episode, and I love it. It's also carried over in 9.5 too, which is nice to see. The gore is great, especially with the axe and P90 at the end, the train, Jeb working a normal job post Depredation... I think this is where Madness truly reached the point of 'crazy' and set the stage for every episode that came after it.
6. Madness Aggregation
Aggregation is the 9th episode in the Madness canon, and was certainly a surprise to see. This is Krinkels' experimental phase, and you can see it throughout the episode. It was the first episode (if I remember correctly) to have two protagonists on screen at the same time (or three, if you count dead/carried Hank). This is where my problems begin, however. You can certainly tell it was the first time, a lot of my issues with this episode center around Sanford or Deimos sort of standing around doing nothing whilst the other is causing mayhem. Apart from that though, it was nice to see them again, especially after watching the .5's years later. On rewatch, I hold it in much higher regard now that we have context for the canon. This is also where Hank is revived and would set up another event in the form of 9.5 later down the line. It is weird to see Hank as a Mag, and it's doubly sad to see that Deimos did not make it, but this episode is baller. The soundtrack as well, definitely fits the opening with our heroes driving and evading enemies. I can't pinpoint it, but the soundtrack definitely feels like a dual protagonist sound. In terms of story, it sticks very well.
5. Madness Combat 6.5
There is so much to love about 6.5. I think it's honestly the best .5 episode pre-Madness 11 era. 2009-2011 was a very experimental phase, but it definitely paid off. I just love how seamlessly 5.5 and 6.5 come together when watched one after the other, or in one big video (props to the folks who put those 'In Real-time' videos together). The wounded Sanford, the train tracks, it certainly gives a lot of context for what is going on, wordlessly. This is where they started to get their iconic looks. Whilst 7.5 didn't really offer anything substantial, 5.5 and 6.5 are truly magnificent episodes that are held in high regard. The reason I ranked 5.5 lower is that it's just to give you an idea of what's happening around Depredation and Antipathy, whereas 6.5 feels like its own episode. The soundtrack is one of my favourites too. The animation was getting more and more fluid, and given that this came out before Madness 10, it's quite amazing how much of the animation style here is carried over into the later episodes.
4. Madness Consternation
Episode 7 is one of my all-time favourites, for sure, and I think this rings true for a lot of people in the community. Even though it's not ranked at number 1, I'd still say it's among my personal favourite episodes. The soundtrack and eerie vibe of the demonic Clown gives the episode a real horror angle that I always scared me in a way, as a kid. There's also things I never noticed back in 2007, that I notice today, such as 'DISSENTER BE DAMNED' written on the walls where the spiked agents are. This is cool nowadays since 9.5 expands on retention and dissenters, so even though it may not have been intended at the time (or if it was, Krinkels was certainly quiet about it), it tells a lot without any words and fits the story very nicely. Again, it's another pick for my "this is the Hank you think about when someone mentions Madness Combat" list. There are so many. But I love Hank's ninja wraps and red goggles. I feel this is when his image improved each episode. Cheshyre's Madness7 soundtrack is close to my all time favourite, and I still blast it in the car to this day. Also, chainsaw Hank is MVP.
3. Madness Expurgation
This might be a little controversial depending on who you ask, but I think Expurgation fits nicely in 3rd place within this ranking. It's one of my favourites and is probably one of the craziest episodes to date. I think the issue I have with this episode is the lack of blood. I think Madness has always been memorable for the amount of gore, blood and ways that the enemies are killed. I don't have an issue with the black blood from the clown minions, but the gore just feels a bit lessened here, in my opinion anyway. That, however, does not stop this from being an all time great. 7 years, 7 months and 7 days, and it was well worth the wait after being teased for so long. This is truly a highpoint in the Madness canon, where things looked vulnerable in-universe. I know things have always looked shaky given how each episode ends, but seeing the Auditor all messed up and trying to make a deal with Hank and Sanford to remove the Clown, it sets up Madness Combat 12 nicely. The audio and SFX is a major improvement and would become a standard in later animations. The soundtrack, 'Expurgation', from our saviour Cheshyre is again one of the best soundtracks. It gives a sense of hopelessness, this is even more apparent when Sanford yells out in frustration when he is cornered by Tricky, but then hope is restored when Hank returns with a new metal arm, and the soundtrack hits even harder. I do feel like the fight at the end could have been a bit more interesting, and a lot could have happened, but then again, Krinkels worked on this thing for 7 years, so I'll give him a pass on that. Also love the way the episode begins with Hank and Sanford climbing down the ladder from MC10, haha. All in all, one of my favourites.
2. Madness Abrogation
I think Madness Combat 10 is easily one of the best episodes. This thing came out in 2011, but it could have come out in 2016 or something and I'd have been none the wiser. The sheer rise in quality is undeniable. Like I said before, my issues with Aggregation stem from a quality perspective, where one or more characters sort of stand around doing nothing whilst another character is off doing something. When rewatching MC9, it becomes more and more apparent and I can't unsee it. MC5.5 and 6.5 was a period of time where Krinkels was able to hash this out and I think this all came together in MC10, for sure. The animation is very expressive and fluid, there's not a single point where the protags are just standing still or doing nothing (except for when Hank is pushed into the wall by the Mag and when he pulls the lever for Sanford, but I'll give this a pass). The episode feels very alive, due in part to the expressiveness, such as Hank and Sanford playing rock paper scissors to determine who dives into The Auditor's construct first. Naturally, it's our boy Hank. And that soundtrack? Come on, it's easily my personal favourite in the whole series. I think where MC9 toned it down to suit a more slow paced episode, MC10 ramps it up where it sounds like alarms are ringing, as if to say "we've go to go, quick!", and the part of the song where a portion of Madness7 is played, followed by a remix of Crazy Clown Song of Death from MC5, truly amazing. Cheshyre did a beastly job here, and as usual, breathed some serious life into this episode. It's by far the episode I come back to the most, there is just so much to love here. Again, you'd have no idea that MC10 and MC11 are 7 years apart. I wish I could say more, and to be honest I would I could say more on ALL the episodes, but we'd be here all day. MC10 is a classic, hands down.
Madness Combat 9.5
This might've been expected, or not expected, I don't know. But MC9.5 is easily the best episode to date. I'll also be ranking both parts as one whole episode. I can't actually tell you which part I prefer the most, as it takes two of my favourite looking Hanks and puts them into the same episode. Following Dedmos and the anticipated release of MC12, I would say that this is Krinkels' magnum opus. In terms of sheer quality, the amazing sound design, and again we cannot forget how much life is pumped into these animations by Cheshyre. I'd say I prefer Part 1's soundtrack over Part 2. I think given how fast MC6 Hank is, I would be inclined to say Part 1's fast paced soundtrack fits that version of Hank the most, but that's just a personal preference.
Anyway, the most noticeable thing off the bat is the sleek, crisp art design. It's rugged, detailed, and is by far Krinkels' best work. It truly feels like a massive overhaul to the design of the characters and world around them. Again, the expressiveness is huge, such as Hank making fun of the ATP Soldat gesturing with his hand, pointing towards the eyes, and this is even more interesting because it's the first time Hank meets them chronologically. It feels very fluid, and everything looks like it has real weight to it. This is also enhanced by the amazing sound design, for a mask that drops onto the floor, or the clicking of the guns. The horror feel from MC7 is truly back here, as well. Part 2 specifically where Tricky just goes into beast mode, it very much caught me off guard. MC9.5 also gives us an interesting look at how 'the other place' works, and how the Madness universe works as a whole. It's implied when you die, you end up in this sort of purgatory hellscape, and it does all of this story telling wordlessly. Ironically, I feel that Part 1 is actually more of a 7.5 than the original 7.5, for the obvious reason that 9.5 starts after Hank is killed in MC7. So many little details in 9.5 make it feel so authentic, such as the very end when Hank is revived, and you can faintly hear gunshots in the background, the moment where Deimos is killed. I have so much more to say but again, we'll be here all day. All in all, this is by far the best MC episode to date in terms of quality, audio, story and the new art style will be one of the driving forces moving forward.
So, that's my personal ranking of Madness Combat episodes. Again, I love every single episode, so if there's a ranking you disagree with, just remember it's my personal opinion and in my head, they are all number 1. Submit your rankings, and let me know your thoughts, and where you'd rank the episodes!
2024.05.21 11:53 molty_insides217 vent/ seeking other point ov views.
rant/vent
šI had pretyped this just ranting then I realized i can post it anonymously here bc iām really struggling and would like some outside advice human to human feels like iām gaslighting myself lol. They have supported me and given me everything I need materialistically and do what they are supposed to as parents in that aspect I am very grateful and appreciative of that. in no way shape or form will I ever complain ab them giving me food, shelter, clothes etc. Iām not seeking to be coddled or get sympathy either i just need to know if it really is that bad or am I tripping.
š¬emotionally manipulative & guilt tripping parents will be their own demise. lol. finally dropping that mask you have with them, making them look at themselves and see the torment i had to mentally internalize & take on over the years > sitting back & letting them continue their behavior and control to keep destroying your identity & self continuing to deal with immense shame, guilt, sadness, and anger because you know how they are and you think theres no point in opening up to them or telling them what they do wrong bc they always do the same shit & continue to blame you for everything. note this though when I finally released all my years of internalized emotions on them and started texting them very knowledgeable shit about themselves, how they treated me, my mom trying to control and ruin me and my girlfriends relationship when we first got together (+ we have continued to be together for 1yr and 3 months still going strong she aināt ruin shiiiit) & shit talked my gf for no reason at all. When I started texting paragraph after paragraph (+ texting them back and forth.) I was met with my mom thinking something isnāt right regarding my mental health and telling my dad and brother she thinks something is wrong with me again (she was surprised how I could speak so knowledgeable bc I barely even interact with them anymore) them texting my phone asking if everything is okay and they are worried ab me (sheās also made many comments before this situation like āyou seem like you need to get back on ur medication youāre being irritableā etc when clearly that was the correct response to some fucked up comment she made iām sick of that shit.) (sorry that was lowkey irrelevant but holy shit). them throwing what they do for me as PARENTS in my face, blame shifting, manipulation, lying, her saying she has no acknowledgment of ever treating me like that over the years, trying to ruin our relationship, or saying any of the vile shit she said about my gf. OH and how she thought It couldnāt possibly be me thatās writing these exceptional level paragraphs and she thought my gf was controlling me and making me send all of that to my parents(me texting her ab this shit went on for like 3 days, 3 days of her not taking accountability for anything, lying, trying to manipulate by making me feel bad as well and she had the nerve to say āit feels like iām being abusedā GIRLLL STOPPP HUH im still confused ab that one) itās honestly sickening and baffling knowing ppl can think & say shit like that. iāve been so detached from them since I was little (never knew why at the time) but THIS makes that detachment 100x worse and I feel like thatās a GOOD thing for me even though the outcome wasnāt what I wanted, bc iām feeling free, released, not pint-up, etc most importantly more like I can finally be MYSELF!!! iām way more comfortable in who I am and my Identity now at 19 could you imagine that like damn (just hoping itās not temporary)!!! just putting this out there in hopes that someone else going through the same thing or similar will see and maybe help them a little. now i just gotta move out.
āļø she canāt see how what she says to people effects them drastically and takes 0 responsibility and acknowledgement of doing so and passes it off as āyou donāt know meā āiām a good personā āi have a good heart i love everybodyā etc or blame everything on me for examples āwe do everything for youā āyouāre going to treat us like that when we sacrificed so much for youā etc um .. yeah they signed up for that when they decided to have a child so itās fucked up to throw that in my face. THEN she loves to do this the most playing the victim card āyouāre abusing meā āit feels like you are abusing meā āwe feel like we canāt say anything right we are always walking on eggshells around you itās exhaustingā she knows damn well Iām not abusing her in any way shape or form thatās disrespectful to many people who actually had to go through and endure actual abuse. ādo you want to hurt us? is that your goalā āyouāre destroying the familyā āyouāre destroying our marriageā etc literally used to be all the timmmme when i was going through sh and stuff too. i didnāt do anything wronggggg all I did was speak up for myself FOR ONCE (bc itās been YEARS) ab the shit she does and how iām not okay with it i internalize literally everything (thatās y it took years. just sick of their shit idk what to do). low and behold after all that expressing I get met with all that blame shifting and lying. the reason why i never open up to her is bc when I do ever since i was little she always blamed me and made it seem like this whole other thing so hell yeah iād rather internalize then talk to her thatās a way better option than getting met with guilt tripping and shit what else could I do but internalize n doing that fucked my head up BAD. there are MANY more examples of what else she would say and my dad too but i really think heās brainwashed by her so idk thatās just off the top of my head .. lmao. she makes me feel so insaneee i even feel like iām exaggerating and making a big deal n being too sensitive writing all thisšµāš«. thereās SO MUCH more context but fuck all that i typed enough. thx for coming to my ted talkš·ļø.
š¤¢not to mention they are closeted RACIST & HOMOPHOBIC
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šI had pretyped this just ranting then I realized i can post it anonymously here bc iām really struggling and would like some outside advice human to human feels like iām gaslighting myself lol. They have supported me and given me everything I need materialistically and do what they are supposed to as parents in that aspect I am very grateful and appreciative of that. in no way shape or form will I ever complain ab them giving me food, shelter, clothes etc. Iām not seeking to be coddled or get sympathy either i just need to know if it really is that bad or am I tripping.
š¬emotionally manipulative & guilt tripping parents will be their own demise. lol. finally dropping that mask you have with them, making them look at themselves and see the torment i had to mentally internalize & take on over the years > sitting back & letting them continue their behavior and control to keep destroying your identity & self continuing to deal with immense shame, guilt, sadness, and anger because you know how they are and you think theres no point in opening up to them or telling them what they do wrong bc they always do the same shit & continue to blame you for everything. note this though when I finally released all my years of internalized emotions on them and started texting them very knowledgeable shit about themselves, how they treated me, my mom trying to control and ruin me and my girlfriends relationship when we first got together (+ we have continued to be together for 1yr and 3 months still going strong she aināt ruin shiiiit) & shit talked my gf for no reason at all. When I started texting paragraph after paragraph (+ texting them back and forth.) I was met with my mom thinking something isnāt right regarding my mental health and telling my dad and brother she thinks something is wrong with me again (she was surprised how I could speak so knowledgeable bc I barely even interact with them anymore) them texting my phone asking if everything is okay and they are worried ab me (sheās also made many comments before this situation like āyou seem like you need to get back on ur medication youāre being irritableā etc when clearly that was the correct response to some fucked up comment she made iām sick of that shit.) (sorry that was lowkey irrelevant but holy shit). them throwing what they do for me as PARENTS in my face, blame shifting, manipulation, lying, her saying she has no acknowledgment of ever treating me like that over the years, trying to ruin our relationship, or saying any of the vile shit she said about my gf. OH and how she thought It couldnāt possibly be me thatās writing these exceptional level paragraphs and she thought my gf was controlling me and making me send all of that to my parents(me texting her ab this shit went on for like 3 days, 3 days of her not taking accountability for anything, lying, trying to manipulate by making me feel bad as well and she had the nerve to say āit feels like iām being abusedā GIRLLL STOPPP HUH im still confused ab that one) itās honestly sickening and baffling knowing ppl can think & say shit like that. iāve been so detached from them since I was little (never knew why at the time) but THIS makes that detachment 100x worse and I feel like thatās a GOOD thing for me even though the outcome wasnāt what I wanted, bc iām feeling free, released, not pint-up, etc most importantly more like I can finally be MYSELF!!! iām way more comfortable in who I am and my Identity now at 19 could you imagine that like damn (just hoping itās not temporary)!!! just putting this out there in hopes that someone else going through the same thing or similar will see and maybe help them a little. now i just gotta move out.
āļø she canāt see how what she says to people effects them drastically and takes 0 responsibility and acknowledgement of doing so and passes it off as āyou donāt know meā āiām a good personā āi have a good heart i love everybodyā etc or blame everything on me for examples āwe do everything for youā āyouāre going to treat us like that when we sacrificed so much for youā etc um .. yeah they signed up for that when they decided to have a child so itās fucked up to throw that in my face. THEN she loves to do this the most playing the victim card āyouāre abusing meā āit feels like you are abusing meā āwe feel like we canāt say anything right we are always walking on eggshells around you itās exhaustingā she knows damn well Iām not abusing her in any way shape or form thatās disrespectful to many people who actually had to go through and endure actual abuse. ādo you want to hurt us? is that your goalā āyouāre destroying the familyā āyouāre destroying our marriageā etc literally used to be all the timmmme when i was going through sh and stuff too. i didnāt do anything wronggggg all I did was speak up for myself FOR ONCE (bc itās been YEARS) ab the shit she does and how iām not okay with it i internalize literally everything (thatās y it took years. just sick of their shit idk what to do). low and behold after all that expressing I get met with all that blame shifting and lying. the reason why i never open up to her is bc when I do ever since i was little she always blamed me and made it seem like this whole other thing so hell yeah iād rather internalize then talk to her thatās a way better option than getting met with guilt tripping and shit what else could I do but internalize n doing that fucked my head up BAD. there are MANY more examples of what else she would say and my dad too but i really think heās brainwashed by her so idk thatās just off the top of my head .. lmao. she makes me feel so insaneee i even feel like iām exaggerating and making a big deal n being too sensitive writing all thisšµāš«. thereās SO MUCH more context but fuck all that i typed enough. thx for coming to my ted talkš·ļø.
š¤¢not to mention they are closeted RACIST & HOMOPHOBIC
2024.05.21 11:04 ElectricalCategory30 Wife uncomfortable around in laws.
Salam my wife (20) and I (20) have been married for 6 months alhumdulilah and we have been living at my parents house for the time as moving out yet has not been viable option but weāve always agreed that at some point we will. Recently my parents have been acting in a despicable manner against me and her. I have never gotten along with my father for many reasons and was always close with my mother but even now for the first time in years ever since I was married she acts different as a Pakistani Iām aware some mothers try take their patriarchal power from the son and by extension the wife. And Iāve had many conversations with my mother that itās not how it works. Sheās has on numerous occasions fought with me about anything she can. For example itās my wifeās birthday coming up and I told her that her family has planned her day out and she immediately rejected the idea and declined to come. I said to her itās her choice whether she comes or not but I will be spending that day with my wife and her family as Iām trying to prioritise my marriage. Whenever I am not around the house they pick on my wife and say extremely rude things about to her and constantly patronise her. My father has a narcissistic behaviour, heās one of those men who thinks he right in everything he says and everyone else is wrong and if you even try the littlest to make him understand even respectfully he throws a tantrum and starts shouting and swearing and his behaviour makes my wife feel really uncomfortable to be around him, she quite literally gets scared and starts shaking when he comes home from work thinking heās going to mock her to say something disrespectful. Today he went over the edge and shouted at me disrespectfully all because I closed my bedroom door a little too loud and said if you canāt live here peacefully you guys can get lost and out the house also addressing my wife and she had enough and said to me letās move to parents house for a bit until we can move out Iām unsure on what to do because I have never gotten along with him and most people who meet him always leave a negative remark on his character and unfortunately they are right growing up he has physically abused me from a young age and always has neglected me but with my younger brother he treats him like a prince what should I do?
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2024.05.21 11:00 Rebochan Some musings about what the new video shows about Disney's perception of Star Wars as a product
So I was flying most of Sunday from Zurich to Helsinki and I re-upped my YouTube Premium sub for a month just to download this to my phone and partake on two flights that inexplicably had no WiFi.
There was something really fascinating about this video, Jenny hasn't talked a lot about Disney on her main channel in awhile but I always liked her Disney content because she had an insider's take. What surprised me during this video was like... how much I was seeing shades of Evermore Park in where the corners were cut on the Starcruiser. But it's *Disney* cutting the costs, why even do that?
And then I found myself thinking a lot about the current state of Star Wars as a Disney "product." Because that's what anything they buy out is - a product. And the reason so many of the shows and the sequel films end up being bad is that the purpose of making a Star Wars film or show has completely changed. Its not that Star Wars hasn't been a *brand* in the past, but it was at least something made because *the people making it liked Star Wars.* Nobody thought the prequels were bad because Lucas was doing them just for the money or the toy sales. It wasn't run into the ground to force the brand awareness to stay high enough to continue to generate interest in luxury vacations.
But like... think about why Rise of Skywalker was so awful and look at when Batuu opened. They started plans to build that expansion to their theme park in 2013, before Force Awakens was even released. Yea, those films weren't made because someone really wanted to make a new Star Wars, and that's why they just farmed three movies out to three directors and told them to have fun since the movies just needed to sell Disney theme park tickets. They expected certain characters like Kylo Ren to be a big deal and got caught off guard by things like the popularity of Rey. You notice how the sequel trilogy's first film spends a lot of time on Finn and by the last film he's barely in it? And then think about how Rise of Skywalker felt like a corporation attempting to appease the angry YouTubers who were mad about "Woke Star Wars" to the point they kicked an actress to the side and seemingly sided with racist harassment against her. Or how they suddenly slammed in the revival of a very dead and unmentioned franchise villain to try to appease fan boys. Or even how they seemed aware of a popular fan ship of two men and then suddenly we never saw them together again? Because oh man, we can't have Star Wars getting banned in the Middle East for the gay or they won't see the movie and won't want to come visit Star Wars Land!
Jenny's anger at the end is pretty well justified. This one hotel is the end state of one corporation attempting to take something people had a strong emotional attachment to and transfer that attachment to their version of it, a version that costs way more money but cuts all the corners they can.
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There was something really fascinating about this video, Jenny hasn't talked a lot about Disney on her main channel in awhile but I always liked her Disney content because she had an insider's take. What surprised me during this video was like... how much I was seeing shades of Evermore Park in where the corners were cut on the Starcruiser. But it's *Disney* cutting the costs, why even do that?
And then I found myself thinking a lot about the current state of Star Wars as a Disney "product." Because that's what anything they buy out is - a product. And the reason so many of the shows and the sequel films end up being bad is that the purpose of making a Star Wars film or show has completely changed. Its not that Star Wars hasn't been a *brand* in the past, but it was at least something made because *the people making it liked Star Wars.* Nobody thought the prequels were bad because Lucas was doing them just for the money or the toy sales. It wasn't run into the ground to force the brand awareness to stay high enough to continue to generate interest in luxury vacations.
But like... think about why Rise of Skywalker was so awful and look at when Batuu opened. They started plans to build that expansion to their theme park in 2013, before Force Awakens was even released. Yea, those films weren't made because someone really wanted to make a new Star Wars, and that's why they just farmed three movies out to three directors and told them to have fun since the movies just needed to sell Disney theme park tickets. They expected certain characters like Kylo Ren to be a big deal and got caught off guard by things like the popularity of Rey. You notice how the sequel trilogy's first film spends a lot of time on Finn and by the last film he's barely in it? And then think about how Rise of Skywalker felt like a corporation attempting to appease the angry YouTubers who were mad about "Woke Star Wars" to the point they kicked an actress to the side and seemingly sided with racist harassment against her. Or how they suddenly slammed in the revival of a very dead and unmentioned franchise villain to try to appease fan boys. Or even how they seemed aware of a popular fan ship of two men and then suddenly we never saw them together again? Because oh man, we can't have Star Wars getting banned in the Middle East for the gay or they won't see the movie and won't want to come visit Star Wars Land!
Jenny's anger at the end is pretty well justified. This one hotel is the end state of one corporation attempting to take something people had a strong emotional attachment to and transfer that attachment to their version of it, a version that costs way more money but cuts all the corners they can.
2024.05.21 10:57 Lineage1995 Finally moved out at 28
Hi everyone, Iām 28 F. Finally moved out from my abusive family home. I had moved out previously for 2 years around 23, but had to move back during the pandemic and it never really felt like I moved out, at least mentally. when I returned I didnāt realise I had changed and I spent the next 4 years mentally untangling from my mother, who was still very much abusive in every sense except physically no longer (I assume because I was fucking grown and I didnāt let her pass my physical boundary). Anyways I went through all the stages, defining my boundaries, grey rocking and finally no contact even though we were in the same house. she eventually verbally said she cut me off whilst I was still in the same house. That hurt like a mf. But that gave me the motivation to get a job, save money and move out (which was a plan I always had) but the part of me that always held onto the idea that maybe someday Iāll get a mother that I deserve held me back. It took her to say that we are nothing to her to finally realise that we are indeed nothing. I say we because she said it to my siblings and I.
Anyways itās been only a day since I moved out. For some reason I thought that I would not exist when I leave, like I needed being invisible to my mother to know that I exist. Non-existing to someone made me feel like I existed because I am something that is being ignored. You canāt ignore something that isnāt there. It honestly felt like my heart was dying every time I thought about leaving, it was like the last part of me that belonged to my old self, was dying.
I did it anyway, itās my second day. And guess what, I do exist.
I thought I would share this because I feel like Iāve got a long way to go but I think this is some kind of success. Iām kind of inspired by myself for doing this. Knowing how hard itās been.
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Anyways itās been only a day since I moved out. For some reason I thought that I would not exist when I leave, like I needed being invisible to my mother to know that I exist. Non-existing to someone made me feel like I existed because I am something that is being ignored. You canāt ignore something that isnāt there. It honestly felt like my heart was dying every time I thought about leaving, it was like the last part of me that belonged to my old self, was dying.
I did it anyway, itās my second day. And guess what, I do exist.
I thought I would share this because I feel like Iāve got a long way to go but I think this is some kind of success. Iām kind of inspired by myself for doing this. Knowing how hard itās been.
2024.05.21 10:48 Ok_Coach_8437 My ex reached outā¦again
So around a month ago I posted on here explaining how my ex boyfriend reached out after 3 months NC and asked to hang out but I politely declined. He responded saying her understands and heās sorry. He ended things so I donāt know why heās āsorryā. Anywaysā¦.another month later I not only got an email but flowers delievered to my door!!!!!!
Itās been 4 months since we broke up, he broke up with me because we had been arguing about small things and never really talking them through. i was an absolute mess and went into a deep depression when he left so when he reached out the first time i knew i had to say no because i couldnāt put myself through that again.
then yesterday i got another email since heās blocked on everything else
"my name" i know you said meeting up isnāt a good idea, but that was last month and i was wondering if you had changed your mind. i miss you so much, "my name". i took you for granted, i took your support, your intelligence, your emotional maturity and all the love you had for me, for granted. "my name" i know what i did has caused irreparable damage and i am eternally sorry but i wont give up on you. you are truly one of a kind my love. in the event that you never forgive me or speak to me again, whoever gets to be loved by you next is the luckiest guy on the planet and i hope he treats you better than i did. "my name" i will wait for you. thats a promise. you are a human embodiment of sunshine and I've lost you, i know. i was dumb and made an irrational decision. thats all i have to say "my name". I'll love you in this universe and the next.
i was actually mind blown when i read that. when he broke up with me he told me we were done for good so that just confused me so much. i never replied because i was in too much shock. i didnāt even know what to reply because i didnāt know if i wanted to reject him or say yes. then the next day flowers at my door. a huge bouquet of white and red roses and a note.
"pretty flowers for my pretty girl, "my name" i love you"
WHATTTTTTTT?????? how can you dump someone then say you love them???? WHAT SHOULD I DO????!!!!
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Itās been 4 months since we broke up, he broke up with me because we had been arguing about small things and never really talking them through. i was an absolute mess and went into a deep depression when he left so when he reached out the first time i knew i had to say no because i couldnāt put myself through that again.
then yesterday i got another email since heās blocked on everything else
"my name" i know you said meeting up isnāt a good idea, but that was last month and i was wondering if you had changed your mind. i miss you so much, "my name". i took you for granted, i took your support, your intelligence, your emotional maturity and all the love you had for me, for granted. "my name" i know what i did has caused irreparable damage and i am eternally sorry but i wont give up on you. you are truly one of a kind my love. in the event that you never forgive me or speak to me again, whoever gets to be loved by you next is the luckiest guy on the planet and i hope he treats you better than i did. "my name" i will wait for you. thats a promise. you are a human embodiment of sunshine and I've lost you, i know. i was dumb and made an irrational decision. thats all i have to say "my name". I'll love you in this universe and the next.
i was actually mind blown when i read that. when he broke up with me he told me we were done for good so that just confused me so much. i never replied because i was in too much shock. i didnāt even know what to reply because i didnāt know if i wanted to reject him or say yes. then the next day flowers at my door. a huge bouquet of white and red roses and a note.
"pretty flowers for my pretty girl, "my name" i love you"
WHATTTTTTTT?????? how can you dump someone then say you love them???? WHAT SHOULD I DO????!!!!
2024.05.21 10:36 Street_Complaint2550 Got Caught Cheating don't know where to turn
Throwaway account for starters because my gf follows my other account. We'll I hope she is still my gf. My gf and I 26m have been together for 5 years. Met in college under not the best circumstances but have been really close for the most part. We have been living together for about 3 years now and since we moved in the passion has been drained to ultimately 0. At first it was a slow build where she said she too tired or stomach ache or something. Then turned to more than a few days or weeks without sex. I was aggressive at times and she admit to me sometimes that she would give sex to me just cuz I wanted it. After a while I knew that had to change. And I did I saw I was a huge asshole about that.
Then I noticed we still were having less frequent time in the bed room and it hurt sometimes going for months without it and I felt bad bringing it up but sometimes I'd drink and it would come up in a less than perfect way. This leads to my drinking problem, I use to pick fights get angry and aggressive with her not in a physical way ever but id say some mean and horrible things.
This was another huge turning point and I still try to keep this under control and my gf genuinely says I have improved when I'm under the influence of alcohol. Either way I'm not the ideal person/ partner, which leads to my cheating. We have been on an off with having sex and the fights have been increasingly more and more. Just over stupid things all the time felt like I couldn't catch a break about the minute details of anything I did. I thought I tried everything to spark the passion in the bed room. Gave her space, smothered her, give her gifts and listen to her talk and take her out of little dates here and there. Just nothing seemed to do the trick. I was feeling alone like we were just roommate that slept in the same bed. I brought this up to her on occasion and I felt like I was always getting the same answers over and over again. Her depression or her inability to love was holding her back. But she has been saying this for 2 years now. There was even a point we went 2 months without a single kiss and we have been repeating this cycle for about a year now. I understand it's not a switch to be flipped but it's hard to see her give way more affection to a dog we adopted last year.
About 2 weeks ago I met a girl online and we met up at a hotel half way from mine and her house. This weekend my gf and I had a huge fight about again passion and affection. We both swore this was the big one. but we decided to stick it out. I'm such a fool I kept the talking to the girl online. I really do love my gf but I wanted attention and affection something that was in low supply in my house. Last night, she found on my phone messages from this girl. I admitted what happened and chased her around the house to just stay and talk and she left. She took the dog and left. I feel like such scum. A moment of pleasure thrown away for 5 years of love and understanding. I sprained my ankle this weekend and my gf was at my beck and call. I love her desperately and I don't know where she is at. I feel like such a fool just not listening to her to go to therapy and seek out help and it's too late. At first I was like I see my gf for security scared of the unknown and had questioned if I can truly find someone else. Now that I had that I don't want anyone else. I've been calling her like a mad man trying to see if she is safe. But why would she talk to me I really don't deserve a second thought. If she does read this I'm sorry and I love you. I'm sorry about the pain I put you through I Don't expect forgiveness just want to tell you I'm a coward and I'm weak. You deserve the world of happiness and I doubt I can give you that anymore. I'm sorry.
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Then I noticed we still were having less frequent time in the bed room and it hurt sometimes going for months without it and I felt bad bringing it up but sometimes I'd drink and it would come up in a less than perfect way. This leads to my drinking problem, I use to pick fights get angry and aggressive with her not in a physical way ever but id say some mean and horrible things.
This was another huge turning point and I still try to keep this under control and my gf genuinely says I have improved when I'm under the influence of alcohol. Either way I'm not the ideal person/ partner, which leads to my cheating. We have been on an off with having sex and the fights have been increasingly more and more. Just over stupid things all the time felt like I couldn't catch a break about the minute details of anything I did. I thought I tried everything to spark the passion in the bed room. Gave her space, smothered her, give her gifts and listen to her talk and take her out of little dates here and there. Just nothing seemed to do the trick. I was feeling alone like we were just roommate that slept in the same bed. I brought this up to her on occasion and I felt like I was always getting the same answers over and over again. Her depression or her inability to love was holding her back. But she has been saying this for 2 years now. There was even a point we went 2 months without a single kiss and we have been repeating this cycle for about a year now. I understand it's not a switch to be flipped but it's hard to see her give way more affection to a dog we adopted last year.
About 2 weeks ago I met a girl online and we met up at a hotel half way from mine and her house. This weekend my gf and I had a huge fight about again passion and affection. We both swore this was the big one. but we decided to stick it out. I'm such a fool I kept the talking to the girl online. I really do love my gf but I wanted attention and affection something that was in low supply in my house. Last night, she found on my phone messages from this girl. I admitted what happened and chased her around the house to just stay and talk and she left. She took the dog and left. I feel like such scum. A moment of pleasure thrown away for 5 years of love and understanding. I sprained my ankle this weekend and my gf was at my beck and call. I love her desperately and I don't know where she is at. I feel like such a fool just not listening to her to go to therapy and seek out help and it's too late. At first I was like I see my gf for security scared of the unknown and had questioned if I can truly find someone else. Now that I had that I don't want anyone else. I've been calling her like a mad man trying to see if she is safe. But why would she talk to me I really don't deserve a second thought. If she does read this I'm sorry and I love you. I'm sorry about the pain I put you through I Don't expect forgiveness just want to tell you I'm a coward and I'm weak. You deserve the world of happiness and I doubt I can give you that anymore. I'm sorry.
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2024.05.21 10:05 IridescentReel best friend dumped me
on my mind lately but i do want to share it.
about 8 years ago, i had a lot of problems and was in a bad abusive relationship and basically he threatened me that if i didnāt let him sneak in at night that he would do something to me so i let him. this was all because he got into a fight with my brother and my mom didnāt want him over anymore. but anyways. he came one night and he got caught in my room. my mom freaked. i was already dealing with mental health problems and this made it 100000x worse. she took everything from me. i would just sit in my room and cry. eventually my doctor found out i self harmed because of taking my blood pressure and they recommended i go to a psychiatric facility. at this time my mom was being extremely horrible to me.
when i was in, i met this girl there. a quiet small girl. i decided to let her sit at my table during the day and we quickly became friends. she didnāt have a phone or socials but i gave her my info just in case. about 5 months later, i got a facebook message from her. comes out she got a phone after she begged her family for one so she can talk to me. from then on, we talked pretty much every day and shared everything with each other. she lived kind of far so i wasnāt able to see her in person until a few years later when her family got a car. she started dating this kid we also met at the hospitalā¦ i supported their relationship 100%. she was my best friend. i even taught her how to drive!
when we did see each other semi-regularly in person, i brought her with me to hang out with me my then bf and his best friend. his friend met a girl at my church and they started dating. so i brought my friend with me to hang with all of us and her and that other girl became friends. it bothered me because that other girl i knew my whole life. we never got along. but i was being nice since she was dating my bfs friend. the girls exchanged snaps i guess and they talked a lot without me knowingā¦
one day friend tells me she is pregnant. she misses a birth control shot and her boyfriend finished in her. she said she didnāt want him to and she doesnāt know what to do. and sure enough she is indeed pregnant. her family didnāt have much. they were about to be evictedā¦ no one workedā¦ it was a tough situation. she considered abortion and i told her, i will support you no matter what you decide. either way i am here.
i went to the mall one day with my bf and his friend and that other girl. we got to talking and she started saying how my friend canāt get an abortion because thatās wrong and itās murder and idk what else. i didnāt like that she was saying that. i told her it was my friends choice no matter what.
my friend was supposed to go for an abortion. says she went. then she tells me they said she was a day too late and they couldnāt do it. i said itās okay, i will be here to help! i spent the rest of her pregnancy finding the baby clothes, buying them groceries so she doesnāt go hungry, and so much more. i stepped up as much as i could.
my friends bf got into an accident and i dropped everything and drove to her to pick her up and take her to the hospital to see him after o took her to buy stuff for his hospital stay. mind you, i had just gotten my license yet i was driving downtown just to make sure she got to see him since no one else was able to take her. i stayed with her a while and took her home. all that.
i even went to see her and the baby when she was born and took her whatever she wanted to eat and even took photos of the baby for her. i loved that baby and her so much. she wanted me to be her godmother!
fast forward to covid, i was sad because i couldnāt visit her anymore. i wanted to keep her and the baby safe! we still talked daily like nothing. then i found out she talked to that girl from my church (the girl that dated my bfs friend) ā¦ and i told her hay she isnāt a great person. no one at church likes her and i explained to her all the reasons why. and that she also was talking crap about her wanting an abortion and the names she was calling her like murderer and whatnot. she proceeded to get upset at me and told me not to tell her who to be friends withā¦. so she blocked me.
one day out of the blue a few days later she asks me why this girl (who introduced me and my then bf) was telling her how i told her her business about her being pregnant and me buying her stuff and her bfs accident ā¦. and im like ? what? and it comes out that my friend and my bfs friends ex were so pressed that they went and messaged someone who they knew i wasnāt talking to. we talked like one time ages ago and i was talking about my friend a bit with no details. but they go and text her and she spills how i told them all this and so my friend gets mad and says she doesnāt like me doing shit for her because iām just gonna throw it in her face later. i was confused. but i couldnāt force her to talk to me. so i gave up trying to explain and reason and she blocked me on everything.
comes out the 3 girls met up just to talk shit. the third girl i mentioned who they messaged to get info from ended up not talking to them anymore and she told me how theyād talk about me and pull up my social medias to make fun of me and my now partner.
I also found out she lied to me about the abortionā¦ she wasnāt late to get it. she didnāt even go because the girl manipulated her into not getting it because she convinced her that she would be a murderer. literally convinced her to keep a child she couldnāt support and did nothing to help yet i spent time and money making sure her fridge was stocked and the baby had clothes.
whatās fucked up is the told the girls that the groceries i got her she didnāt like or didnāt eat yet i literally still have the text message of the stuff she wanted, brands and allā¦ and i literally got exactly what she wanted. that really helped me realize that i shoukdnt do shit for anyone because no one will ever appreciate it.
itās also funny that her boyfriend or whatever messaged me about 2 months after this happened trying to hook up. he said he was sorry she did that to me. that he told her not to do it. and then said he wants to meet up to hookup and that he always thought i was hotter and that he only stayed with her because she needed someone LOL. so messed up. but anywaysā¦
this whole situation caused me to spiral and almost attempt suicide. i ended my relationship as well but that wasnāt as painful as losing my best friend ā¦. iāve never felt a pain like that before. it hurt so much. and it still does hurt to think about. i ended up in the psych ward 3 months after my best friend blocked me. iāve been different ever since.
the third girl i mentioned is now cool with me and we are on good terms. she apologized for engaging with them and talking to them. she assured me that what they did was wrong and i never did anything wrong in my friend ship with my best friend.
did i do something wrong? itās been 4 years now and i still wonder what i couldāve done different.
i live in a different state and im in a great relationship now and life is great but i still miss having a close friend like that. no friendship will ever compare to the one i had with her ā¦.
please tell me if you think i did something wrong i really want to know.
itās eating away at me again ā¦
***this all happened 4 years ago but she did reach out to me about 2 years ago from her dads facebook letting me know that he passed away since he really liked me a lot and i did talk to him every so often and when i would visit and take them food. it was kind of her to do that but the extent of the conversation was just that he loved me and that she wanted to let me know because he would want that. that broke me even further that she knew her family liked me yet chose to leave me anyway.
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about 8 years ago, i had a lot of problems and was in a bad abusive relationship and basically he threatened me that if i didnāt let him sneak in at night that he would do something to me so i let him. this was all because he got into a fight with my brother and my mom didnāt want him over anymore. but anyways. he came one night and he got caught in my room. my mom freaked. i was already dealing with mental health problems and this made it 100000x worse. she took everything from me. i would just sit in my room and cry. eventually my doctor found out i self harmed because of taking my blood pressure and they recommended i go to a psychiatric facility. at this time my mom was being extremely horrible to me.
when i was in, i met this girl there. a quiet small girl. i decided to let her sit at my table during the day and we quickly became friends. she didnāt have a phone or socials but i gave her my info just in case. about 5 months later, i got a facebook message from her. comes out she got a phone after she begged her family for one so she can talk to me. from then on, we talked pretty much every day and shared everything with each other. she lived kind of far so i wasnāt able to see her in person until a few years later when her family got a car. she started dating this kid we also met at the hospitalā¦ i supported their relationship 100%. she was my best friend. i even taught her how to drive!
when we did see each other semi-regularly in person, i brought her with me to hang out with me my then bf and his best friend. his friend met a girl at my church and they started dating. so i brought my friend with me to hang with all of us and her and that other girl became friends. it bothered me because that other girl i knew my whole life. we never got along. but i was being nice since she was dating my bfs friend. the girls exchanged snaps i guess and they talked a lot without me knowingā¦
one day friend tells me she is pregnant. she misses a birth control shot and her boyfriend finished in her. she said she didnāt want him to and she doesnāt know what to do. and sure enough she is indeed pregnant. her family didnāt have much. they were about to be evictedā¦ no one workedā¦ it was a tough situation. she considered abortion and i told her, i will support you no matter what you decide. either way i am here.
i went to the mall one day with my bf and his friend and that other girl. we got to talking and she started saying how my friend canāt get an abortion because thatās wrong and itās murder and idk what else. i didnāt like that she was saying that. i told her it was my friends choice no matter what.
my friend was supposed to go for an abortion. says she went. then she tells me they said she was a day too late and they couldnāt do it. i said itās okay, i will be here to help! i spent the rest of her pregnancy finding the baby clothes, buying them groceries so she doesnāt go hungry, and so much more. i stepped up as much as i could.
my friends bf got into an accident and i dropped everything and drove to her to pick her up and take her to the hospital to see him after o took her to buy stuff for his hospital stay. mind you, i had just gotten my license yet i was driving downtown just to make sure she got to see him since no one else was able to take her. i stayed with her a while and took her home. all that.
i even went to see her and the baby when she was born and took her whatever she wanted to eat and even took photos of the baby for her. i loved that baby and her so much. she wanted me to be her godmother!
fast forward to covid, i was sad because i couldnāt visit her anymore. i wanted to keep her and the baby safe! we still talked daily like nothing. then i found out she talked to that girl from my church (the girl that dated my bfs friend) ā¦ and i told her hay she isnāt a great person. no one at church likes her and i explained to her all the reasons why. and that she also was talking crap about her wanting an abortion and the names she was calling her like murderer and whatnot. she proceeded to get upset at me and told me not to tell her who to be friends withā¦. so she blocked me.
one day out of the blue a few days later she asks me why this girl (who introduced me and my then bf) was telling her how i told her her business about her being pregnant and me buying her stuff and her bfs accident ā¦. and im like ? what? and it comes out that my friend and my bfs friends ex were so pressed that they went and messaged someone who they knew i wasnāt talking to. we talked like one time ages ago and i was talking about my friend a bit with no details. but they go and text her and she spills how i told them all this and so my friend gets mad and says she doesnāt like me doing shit for her because iām just gonna throw it in her face later. i was confused. but i couldnāt force her to talk to me. so i gave up trying to explain and reason and she blocked me on everything.
comes out the 3 girls met up just to talk shit. the third girl i mentioned who they messaged to get info from ended up not talking to them anymore and she told me how theyād talk about me and pull up my social medias to make fun of me and my now partner.
I also found out she lied to me about the abortionā¦ she wasnāt late to get it. she didnāt even go because the girl manipulated her into not getting it because she convinced her that she would be a murderer. literally convinced her to keep a child she couldnāt support and did nothing to help yet i spent time and money making sure her fridge was stocked and the baby had clothes.
whatās fucked up is the told the girls that the groceries i got her she didnāt like or didnāt eat yet i literally still have the text message of the stuff she wanted, brands and allā¦ and i literally got exactly what she wanted. that really helped me realize that i shoukdnt do shit for anyone because no one will ever appreciate it.
itās also funny that her boyfriend or whatever messaged me about 2 months after this happened trying to hook up. he said he was sorry she did that to me. that he told her not to do it. and then said he wants to meet up to hookup and that he always thought i was hotter and that he only stayed with her because she needed someone LOL. so messed up. but anywaysā¦
this whole situation caused me to spiral and almost attempt suicide. i ended my relationship as well but that wasnāt as painful as losing my best friend ā¦. iāve never felt a pain like that before. it hurt so much. and it still does hurt to think about. i ended up in the psych ward 3 months after my best friend blocked me. iāve been different ever since.
the third girl i mentioned is now cool with me and we are on good terms. she apologized for engaging with them and talking to them. she assured me that what they did was wrong and i never did anything wrong in my friend ship with my best friend.
did i do something wrong? itās been 4 years now and i still wonder what i couldāve done different.
i live in a different state and im in a great relationship now and life is great but i still miss having a close friend like that. no friendship will ever compare to the one i had with her ā¦.
please tell me if you think i did something wrong i really want to know.
itās eating away at me again ā¦
***this all happened 4 years ago but she did reach out to me about 2 years ago from her dads facebook letting me know that he passed away since he really liked me a lot and i did talk to him every so often and when i would visit and take them food. it was kind of her to do that but the extent of the conversation was just that he loved me and that she wanted to let me know because he would want that. that broke me even further that she knew her family liked me yet chose to leave me anyway.
2024.05.21 10:00 createdjustforthis23 21/05/2024
I woke up to seagulls this morning, I really like the sound of them. I mean they donāt make pretty sounds, nor is it relaxing, but it feels like a comforting noise I guess? I think because I like being by the sea. Iām not sure. It was nice though. I love living by the sea, like I hear ship horns and seagulls and all of that. It makes me forever paranoid of tsunamis though. I think Iād like to live in a little seaside town with my honey, but I also donāt because then I couldnāt have the garden of my dreams nor would I have the countryside lifestyle I want. I donāt really know what I want. I donāt think I have enough money to be all that picky anyway.
I kind of woke up with that pit in my stomach feeling today. I donāt like how our calls were last night, either one of them. The first I felt like he didnāt want to talk to me and the second it was me being like that to him. I didnāt mean to make it come across that way, but I think he just caught me out when I was mid-deep sleep? I couldnāt wake up or focus and idk. Normally Iām fine to wake up though? And I love his night time calls, to know heās thinking about me makes me feel so warm inside. It feels weird to think I ever cross his mind when we arenāt in an active conversation, I guess that comes back to the self esteem thing and feeling unworthy of being a thought in his mind, not feeling important enough, or something. But in that second call, I guess I didnāt like that he got me off the phone earlier because he was so sleepy, but then it turned out he was still up and about two hours later? It made me feel like he lied about being tired to get rid of me. I donāt think that was the case, but itās how it made me feel in the moment. Anyway I woke up feeling uneasy, I felt okay but a little uneasy so I made sure to apologise. I think as well because I fell asleep feeling a little uneasy, it felt like he rushed me off the phone or like I was boring him to death or something. But it made me think about how itās only 9pm where he is, and that he could quite easily have someone come over around that time. I donāt believe he would do that, but it scares me all the same. The way in which he could crush me into nothing is a little frightening sometimes, it really feels like Iāve just laid out my sad little heart out there for him to stomp all over if he so wishes to do so. I know if he did end things I would be okay, I think, but I canāt say I donāt worry about how it would affect my mental health and ārecoveryā - how far would it set me back? But also thatās not on him at all, and Iām never ever going to imply as such to him. He ought to make decisions based on what he wants and is best for him. Anyway itās fine and we talked this morning and nothing has changed for him either, we both still want each other and this so it doesnāt even matter. I still feel bad about how I made him feel. Iām really glad, even though I made him feel bad which I wish I hadnāt, but sometimes it really helps to have him say he still wants this. I know his actions speak louder than words, but sometimes I need the words too. And so him saying āIām still the sameā was really reassuring and made me feel so lovey.
Iāve made a hair appointment, for end of June. I kind of wanted it early June as my hair is annoying the f out of me now, but her first available slot is end of June sooo I guess it still works out well. It gives me five weeks to continue growing out my layers so that we can start afresh. Iām going to get my face framies cut shorter this time as they grow out so quickly. I think otherwise Iāll get very subtle layering, enough to add some movement and help it air dry nicely, but I want the ends as thick as possible too. Iāll get a general root touch up to darken them up a little, and then a tonegloss for the lengths to cool down the warmth a little and darken it up ever so slightly. And then Iāve booked in for a full on olaplex treatment, so that will be nice. I am all about my hair health this year. I always have been but now even more so.
Itās so autumnal today. I really want to watch my favourite cosy romcoms, their autumn scenes are always my most absolute favourite. And winter I suppose. Basically Meg Ryan in autumn is my favourite thing and comforts me to no end.
I think I assume that if I know something then everyone else must know it too, so when they donāt I find it baffling that they donāt know. I guess because I consider myself thicker than a brick and everyone else smarter than I am, so Iād say in the team quiz no one knows the answer I start thinking how do you not know this, but thatās unfair of me and Iām making an assumption based on my low self esteem. But also I am as dumb as a rock so I mean thereās low self esteem and then thereās self awareness. But I just assume that if I know something, then it therefore must be as widely known as 2+2=4.
Iām wearing my Mon Guerlain perfume today, I quite like it, I guess I liked it a fair but considering I seem to have both a bottle of the edp and edt? I think this was during lockdown. Anyway I never wear it but I am today as itās quite a warm scent, itās like a warm vanilla but with a touch of lavender? Barely any lavender though, just a teeny tiny little bit. I just googled and thatās exactly what it is so yay me! Except itās blatantly obvious so perhaps Iāll calm down on the self celebrations. Anyway itās not one Iād replace but I do like it I suppose. It feels a little mature, not in an older woman way but in a mid-40s way. I read a comment and it said that it gives wife-and-adoring-mother with a wealthy husband, whoās just kissed her children goodnight before sweeping off in her furs to dinner and the opera. Itās classy and elegant, but with something warm and motherly to it and I get that too. Like the mama in Peter Pan! Anyway Iām a little ways off that stage of my life. But itās a nice wfh scent I suppose. Most of my perfumes are just wfh/chill at home ones now. I wear perfume everyday, Iād say thatās silly but a) Andy tends to too and anything he does that I do makes me feel more assured itās okay, b) I have a lottttt to get through and c) even if I didnāt have a lottttt to get through I still would because I just like to feel pretty. I may be as ugly as a troll but I will still be presentable enough. Not nicely, but perfume, groomed brows, glowy skin/skincare, my cutie lil diamond studs, brushed hair etc. Except I like a lived in look, I donāt like to look super prim and proper I prefer more bedheady hair and to look like I donāt care an awful lot, but in a nonchalant Kate Moss way not a get wrecked Adam Sandler way. Except I think Adam Sandler is the better of the two - I read he still has a regular-ish house? Then again it was the internet and Iām as gullible asā¦ idk something gullible. Thatās what I adore about Andy, he will do his own research and not believe anything outright, heāll question it and all of that. Whereas I can just be like woowwwww crazy and then move on. There are many ways Iād like to be more like him, I donāt want to be like him but I just want to be better and heās better so idk. He seems a little paranoid Iāll be like his ex who basically tried to become the tweedle dum to his tweedle dee, but I mean thatās never going to happen? I like to try things he likes, for example snacks and drinks and things. And if he says he enjoys using something and recommends it, ie his mouse, then I take his recommendations seriously. But Iām never going to dress or act like him, I mean I adore him but I donāt want to be a manā¦? I like being girly and different from him! But I just mean I like how he approaches things, I like how he handles disagreements or thinks about new information - theyāre things I want to kind of learn from him. Not in a way where Iād ask because that makes it weirder. Idk. This whole thing is weird. I just admire him. Now I sound like some kinda single white femaleā¦ which I amā¦ oh god.
Todays been fine overall. I did something new workwise, getting into LOEs for H&S speeding stuff, I had a call with a manager about one of his direct reports this morning and he was like I mean is it that bad and I had to tell a 40 something grown man that it is indeed bad to speed 28km over the speed limit. For any reason. And in a branded vehicle at that. Anyway so then I had to do the letter which was fine but itās such a confusing template so I suggested some alterations to the Head of and she said they were excellent and she would change the template letter to include my suggestions, so that made me feel good. I enjoy that part of my work, I think I like processes and policies and all of that stuff. Idk why someone with social anxiety thought it would be smart to get into PEOPLE advisory. But like I said, as thick as a brick.
I had such a fun chat with him this evening, he makes me all giggly and silly and I hate myself for saying that. The word giggle is so bleh. I mean itās a cute word but it feels wrong to say for whatever reason. Itās like when people say āheheā in texts or whatever, it makes me feel gross even though I donāt even mind it. I think in the right context from the right person itās fine, but Iāve never experienced that so idk. Now Iām thinking ofā¦ something. Something we watched. And the subtitles had it as āheh hehā and Iām thinking sopranos. Anyway newsflash to no one: I love him a hellllllll of a lot.
I wish I didnāt have to go to the office tomorrow. Itās so annoying. I know itās good for me and also my manager has outright asked me to, so I kind of have to regardless, but also Iāll just focus on the fact itās good for me to be properly out of the house and stuff. And it has perks I guess, I can have sushi for lunch, peruse the bookshop nearby and I also donāt snack when Iām at the office, I take nuts with me but I donāt eat them because I get all anxy about if people can hear me chewing or if they think Iām some kind of insatiable ogre who canāt wait til lunch or dinner. But so I just have a few bits of sushi for lunch. Although I really want to try this Vietnamese place, they have a salad that looks so bloody good, but Iāve never been and it looks like the kind you line up for like subway and that sends a barrage of anxiety through me so maybe sometime in the future. But I also tend to get more done and idk. Itās good for me. Iāll just keep telling myself that while I hate life two days a week for the foreseeable. Itās not even that bad, it is bad anxiety wise - like yesterday I didnāt go to the bathroom for over an hour from when I needed to pee because of my anxiety, I also didnāt fill up my drink bottle or get another coffee at all for the whole day. So my anxiety is bad, but maybe over time itāll get better, Iām sure it will, I just have to suck it up in the interim.
I think Iāll stop now because I have 10 mins exactly til 8 and I need to get entirely ready for bed and post this. I needed to blowdry my hair but I spent too long in the shower and now I donāt have time so oh well. Tbh I look like utter shite anyway lately so whatās a bad hair day to go with it? Iāll just put it up. I feel disgustingly ugly lately, I always do but especially lately. Okay now I have 8 minutes night night
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I kind of woke up with that pit in my stomach feeling today. I donāt like how our calls were last night, either one of them. The first I felt like he didnāt want to talk to me and the second it was me being like that to him. I didnāt mean to make it come across that way, but I think he just caught me out when I was mid-deep sleep? I couldnāt wake up or focus and idk. Normally Iām fine to wake up though? And I love his night time calls, to know heās thinking about me makes me feel so warm inside. It feels weird to think I ever cross his mind when we arenāt in an active conversation, I guess that comes back to the self esteem thing and feeling unworthy of being a thought in his mind, not feeling important enough, or something. But in that second call, I guess I didnāt like that he got me off the phone earlier because he was so sleepy, but then it turned out he was still up and about two hours later? It made me feel like he lied about being tired to get rid of me. I donāt think that was the case, but itās how it made me feel in the moment. Anyway I woke up feeling uneasy, I felt okay but a little uneasy so I made sure to apologise. I think as well because I fell asleep feeling a little uneasy, it felt like he rushed me off the phone or like I was boring him to death or something. But it made me think about how itās only 9pm where he is, and that he could quite easily have someone come over around that time. I donāt believe he would do that, but it scares me all the same. The way in which he could crush me into nothing is a little frightening sometimes, it really feels like Iāve just laid out my sad little heart out there for him to stomp all over if he so wishes to do so. I know if he did end things I would be okay, I think, but I canāt say I donāt worry about how it would affect my mental health and ārecoveryā - how far would it set me back? But also thatās not on him at all, and Iām never ever going to imply as such to him. He ought to make decisions based on what he wants and is best for him. Anyway itās fine and we talked this morning and nothing has changed for him either, we both still want each other and this so it doesnāt even matter. I still feel bad about how I made him feel. Iām really glad, even though I made him feel bad which I wish I hadnāt, but sometimes it really helps to have him say he still wants this. I know his actions speak louder than words, but sometimes I need the words too. And so him saying āIām still the sameā was really reassuring and made me feel so lovey.
Iāve made a hair appointment, for end of June. I kind of wanted it early June as my hair is annoying the f out of me now, but her first available slot is end of June sooo I guess it still works out well. It gives me five weeks to continue growing out my layers so that we can start afresh. Iām going to get my face framies cut shorter this time as they grow out so quickly. I think otherwise Iāll get very subtle layering, enough to add some movement and help it air dry nicely, but I want the ends as thick as possible too. Iāll get a general root touch up to darken them up a little, and then a tonegloss for the lengths to cool down the warmth a little and darken it up ever so slightly. And then Iāve booked in for a full on olaplex treatment, so that will be nice. I am all about my hair health this year. I always have been but now even more so.
Itās so autumnal today. I really want to watch my favourite cosy romcoms, their autumn scenes are always my most absolute favourite. And winter I suppose. Basically Meg Ryan in autumn is my favourite thing and comforts me to no end.
I think I assume that if I know something then everyone else must know it too, so when they donāt I find it baffling that they donāt know. I guess because I consider myself thicker than a brick and everyone else smarter than I am, so Iād say in the team quiz no one knows the answer I start thinking how do you not know this, but thatās unfair of me and Iām making an assumption based on my low self esteem. But also I am as dumb as a rock so I mean thereās low self esteem and then thereās self awareness. But I just assume that if I know something, then it therefore must be as widely known as 2+2=4.
Iām wearing my Mon Guerlain perfume today, I quite like it, I guess I liked it a fair but considering I seem to have both a bottle of the edp and edt? I think this was during lockdown. Anyway I never wear it but I am today as itās quite a warm scent, itās like a warm vanilla but with a touch of lavender? Barely any lavender though, just a teeny tiny little bit. I just googled and thatās exactly what it is so yay me! Except itās blatantly obvious so perhaps Iāll calm down on the self celebrations. Anyway itās not one Iād replace but I do like it I suppose. It feels a little mature, not in an older woman way but in a mid-40s way. I read a comment and it said that it gives wife-and-adoring-mother with a wealthy husband, whoās just kissed her children goodnight before sweeping off in her furs to dinner and the opera. Itās classy and elegant, but with something warm and motherly to it and I get that too. Like the mama in Peter Pan! Anyway Iām a little ways off that stage of my life. But itās a nice wfh scent I suppose. Most of my perfumes are just wfh/chill at home ones now. I wear perfume everyday, Iād say thatās silly but a) Andy tends to too and anything he does that I do makes me feel more assured itās okay, b) I have a lottttt to get through and c) even if I didnāt have a lottttt to get through I still would because I just like to feel pretty. I may be as ugly as a troll but I will still be presentable enough. Not nicely, but perfume, groomed brows, glowy skin/skincare, my cutie lil diamond studs, brushed hair etc. Except I like a lived in look, I donāt like to look super prim and proper I prefer more bedheady hair and to look like I donāt care an awful lot, but in a nonchalant Kate Moss way not a get wrecked Adam Sandler way. Except I think Adam Sandler is the better of the two - I read he still has a regular-ish house? Then again it was the internet and Iām as gullible asā¦ idk something gullible. Thatās what I adore about Andy, he will do his own research and not believe anything outright, heāll question it and all of that. Whereas I can just be like woowwwww crazy and then move on. There are many ways Iād like to be more like him, I donāt want to be like him but I just want to be better and heās better so idk. He seems a little paranoid Iāll be like his ex who basically tried to become the tweedle dum to his tweedle dee, but I mean thatās never going to happen? I like to try things he likes, for example snacks and drinks and things. And if he says he enjoys using something and recommends it, ie his mouse, then I take his recommendations seriously. But Iām never going to dress or act like him, I mean I adore him but I donāt want to be a manā¦? I like being girly and different from him! But I just mean I like how he approaches things, I like how he handles disagreements or thinks about new information - theyāre things I want to kind of learn from him. Not in a way where Iād ask because that makes it weirder. Idk. This whole thing is weird. I just admire him. Now I sound like some kinda single white femaleā¦ which I amā¦ oh god.
Todays been fine overall. I did something new workwise, getting into LOEs for H&S speeding stuff, I had a call with a manager about one of his direct reports this morning and he was like I mean is it that bad and I had to tell a 40 something grown man that it is indeed bad to speed 28km over the speed limit. For any reason. And in a branded vehicle at that. Anyway so then I had to do the letter which was fine but itās such a confusing template so I suggested some alterations to the Head of and she said they were excellent and she would change the template letter to include my suggestions, so that made me feel good. I enjoy that part of my work, I think I like processes and policies and all of that stuff. Idk why someone with social anxiety thought it would be smart to get into PEOPLE advisory. But like I said, as thick as a brick.
I had such a fun chat with him this evening, he makes me all giggly and silly and I hate myself for saying that. The word giggle is so bleh. I mean itās a cute word but it feels wrong to say for whatever reason. Itās like when people say āheheā in texts or whatever, it makes me feel gross even though I donāt even mind it. I think in the right context from the right person itās fine, but Iāve never experienced that so idk. Now Iām thinking ofā¦ something. Something we watched. And the subtitles had it as āheh hehā and Iām thinking sopranos. Anyway newsflash to no one: I love him a hellllllll of a lot.
I wish I didnāt have to go to the office tomorrow. Itās so annoying. I know itās good for me and also my manager has outright asked me to, so I kind of have to regardless, but also Iāll just focus on the fact itās good for me to be properly out of the house and stuff. And it has perks I guess, I can have sushi for lunch, peruse the bookshop nearby and I also donāt snack when Iām at the office, I take nuts with me but I donāt eat them because I get all anxy about if people can hear me chewing or if they think Iām some kind of insatiable ogre who canāt wait til lunch or dinner. But so I just have a few bits of sushi for lunch. Although I really want to try this Vietnamese place, they have a salad that looks so bloody good, but Iāve never been and it looks like the kind you line up for like subway and that sends a barrage of anxiety through me so maybe sometime in the future. But I also tend to get more done and idk. Itās good for me. Iāll just keep telling myself that while I hate life two days a week for the foreseeable. Itās not even that bad, it is bad anxiety wise - like yesterday I didnāt go to the bathroom for over an hour from when I needed to pee because of my anxiety, I also didnāt fill up my drink bottle or get another coffee at all for the whole day. So my anxiety is bad, but maybe over time itāll get better, Iām sure it will, I just have to suck it up in the interim.
I think Iāll stop now because I have 10 mins exactly til 8 and I need to get entirely ready for bed and post this. I needed to blowdry my hair but I spent too long in the shower and now I donāt have time so oh well. Tbh I look like utter shite anyway lately so whatās a bad hair day to go with it? Iāll just put it up. I feel disgustingly ugly lately, I always do but especially lately. Okay now I have 8 minutes night night
2024.05.21 09:51 Brilliant_Year_6003 Whole Lotta Budgets and Clones
Timestamp and Videos: https://imgur.com/a/xVGPbDj
Boilerplate: Well, went on a bit of a spending spree and then have nowhere to put the new acquisitions, so both need to fill the coffers and make room in the case.
Mostly uninterested in trades (bought too much this week already) but a full Ti Chaves Chub Flipper or a We OAO might be considered. Maybe some weird Maxace stuff, although I have most of the ones I want.
Yolo beats any sort of chat haggling, etc. Please be over 18 and know your knife laws etc.
Shipping to lower 48 is included with Pirateship insurance. Payment is paypal f&f no notes, please. Can also do venmo or zelle.
1.) CLONE Vosteed RSKAOS SV30 TV30
Blurb: Not the most faithful representation but a cheap way to see if you like the blade shape: I will say this guy has steel handles instead of titanium, itās kind of on the heavy side. Might be useful to keep in your car or in your pocket on a bike ride in case you need to have something heavy to throw at a mean car or something. Paid 40 plus Tax on Aliexpress, so save yourself 20 bucks and a four week wait.
Ownership: 1st Owner
Did I cut or carry or Sharpen: No
Disassembled? No
Snails Trails etc: Not a one.
Box etc?: Yes, have original box. And the nylon belt holster thingy.
2.) CLONE Glykon Dagger OTF SV30 TV30
Blurb: Faithful representation, the three switches are indeed one single molded piece like the original, but again with the steel handles. Although this guy isnāt as heavy as #1 itās a bit heavier than youād expect. Solid Blade, good switch just canāt really carry OTFās and most us Retailers arenāt too happy about mailing them to my geography, but Ali sellers donāt seem to mind, just wanted to try some out I suppose. Paid 40 plus Tax on Aliexpress, so save yourself 20 bucks and a four week wait.
Ownership: 1st Owner
Did I cut or carry or Sharpen: No
Disassembled? Yes, to see how it ticks.
Snails Trails etc: Not a one.
Box etc?: Yes, have original box.
3.) CLONE Glykon Tanto OTF SV30 TV30
Blurb: Really Cool blade shape, and the three switches are indeed one single molded piece like the original, but again with the steel handles. Although this guy isnāt as heavy as #1 itās a bit heavier than youād expect. Solid Blade, good Action, only thing was that this guy came coated in like the worst blue coating. It got scratchy if you looked at it funny. So I put some elbow grease into using a scotch-brite pad to take off that coating but left it in the grooves and in the switch track etc. I think it looks 1000% cooler this way but it has been rather heavily modified. Paid 40 plus Tax on Aliexpress, so save yourself 20 bucks and a four week wait.
Ownership: 1st Owner
Did I cut or carry or Sharpen: No
Disassembled? Yes, and scrubbed off the obnoxious blue coating with scotch-brite pads.
Snails Trails etc: Looks pretty good.
Box etc?: Yes, have original box. And the nylon belt holster thingy.
4.) CLONE Heretic Manticore S Mini OTF SV30 TV30
Blurb: This dude is small but mighty. Cool tanto blade. Paid 40 plus Tax on Aliexpress, so save yourself 20 bucks and a four week wait.
Ownership: 1st Owner
Did I cut or carry or Sharpen: No
Disassembled? No
Snails Trails etc: Looks pretty good.
Box etc?: Yes, have original box. And the nylon belt holster thingy. And little screwdriver.
5.) Meton Boss Blue Patterned Anodized Titanium Scale for Hinderer XM-18 3.5 SV100 TV100
Blurb: Kind of timascus-looking titanium scale for a hinderer from meton boss. This thing retails for $199.99 and does have weight reduction milling on the inside. Save yourself 100 bucks and the fact that these are currently sold-out on meton bossā web site.
Ownership: 2nd Owner
Did I cut, carry or sharpen: This did live on a hinderer for a minute and was carried by me but as soon as I got my hands on the oil slick zirc scale itās been in the case.
Disassembled? Itās a single solid piece of metal, so no, but it has been on a knife.
Snails Trails etc: Not that I can see. Oils from your hand can dull titanium anodization so you have to give it a bath with dawn or windex every once in a while.
Box etc?: just came in a plastic bag with a piece of soft Styrofoam in it, which I have.
6.) Olight Oknife Parrot Micarta Handles Black Coated 154CM blade SV50 TV50
Blurb: This is the knife I used to teach myself front-flipping. And I highly recommend it in this regard. I can front flip all kinds of stuff now. These things are going for 79.95 on amazon. The micarta is soft and the blade is sharp. Save yourself 30 bucks.
Ownership: 1st owner
Did I cut, carry or sharpen: Just opened this one to take the pictures. (this isnāt the exact one I used to teach myself front flipping, that one is still here).
Disassembled? Nah
Snails Trails etc: Not that I can see.
Box etc?: Have box, pouch, coin, microfiber towel thing, maybe even an instruction manual? Everything that was in the box is still there.
7.) CLONE Rockstead Hizen SV40 TV40
Blurb: Well if you ever wanted to handle something that looks kinda like a rockstead to try it on for feels this is your guy. While it doesnāt have the famous convex grind it is a couple of nicely milled pieces of titanium and a rather nice-looking blade. Which they call āJapan AUS-10ā. These are going for about 55 plus tax on Ali, Iāll save you 25 bucks and the four week wait.
Ownership: 1st owner
Did I cut, carry or sharpen: Just flipped it a few times.
Disassembled? Nah
Snails Trails etc: Not that I can see.
Box etc?: Have box.
8.) The Famous Beketen Relative CLONE SV100 TV100
Blurb: If youāve spent any time on the Chinese knives Sub youāve heard of this guy. It was one of those knives that did a few minor tweaks to the original to come up with something perhaps slightly better, like including both front and rear flipper in addition to the hole, and including a longer backspacer. Someone had one tested and I think the verdict is generally that it is M390. Anyway, I have purchased four of these for the purposes of testing various surface mods like polishing and or burnishing and anodizing, and I just never got around to messing with this one, itās still 100% stock. These are retailing on Ail for 113 but Iāll save you 20 bucks and the four week-wait.
Ownership: 1st owner
Did I cut, carry or sharpen: Just flipped it a few times.
Disassembled? Nah
Snails Trails etc: Not that I can see.
Box etc?: Have taco, donāt think this guy came with a box
9.) Sold Sold SoldThe See-Through Trodon CLONE with Interceptor blade SV50 TV50
Blurb: Picked this up on the swap for 60, was fun to play with and the clear handle is a novelty. The interceptor blade is really dope. I donāt know where this guy came from originally, I canāt find anything like it. Wonāt be too bummed if this guy doesnāt sell but again, I canāt really carry these in my Geography.
Ownership: 2nd owner.
Did I cut, carry or sharpen: Just actuated it a few times.
Disassembled? Nah
Snails Trails etc: Not that I can see.
Box etc?: I didnāt get any of that with this guy, Iāll put it in a taco.
10.) Lansky 5- Stone Ceramic Knife Sharpener Kit. SV30 TV30
Blurb: These are retailing at amazon for 50, this system holds the angle of sharpening so that itās uniform on both sides of the blade. I just have too much crap.
Ownership: 1st
Did I cut, carry or sharpen: This has sharpened a few knives.
Disassembled? Yes, and assembled.
Snails Trails etc: Not really.
Box etc?: Has itās own special plastic box.
11.) CLONE Benchmade Bundle SV60 TV60
Blurb: I threw out the cheap washers that came with the Aluminum Radiation pattern bugout and replaced them with real phosphor bronze washers from USA Knife Maker. The 0.5 cm ones, not the oem .33 cm ones. As a result, the action on this guy is just glassy. At least as good as my OEM bugouts. The narrows Iām throwing in at substantial discount. This is the OK knives version, so itās not the one that totally sucks, probably titanium scales even (they werenāt magnetic). The real score here is that youāre getting a bugout that definitely has that smooth glossy action which can be hard to find on even an OEM bugout sometimes. Still saving you at least 25 bucks over what I paid for these and no-four-week-wait.
Ownership: 1st
Did I cut, carry or sharpen: None of those things no.
Disassembled? Yes, and replaced washers on the bugout. Havenāt disassembled the narrows.
Snails Trails etc: Nope.
Box etc?: Iāll put them in a taco. Donāt think I have a box for these, but Iāll look again.
11.) Twosun TS341 Sidewinder SV55 TV55
Blurb: Sweet little knife. Factory Entropic Ano and texture on the titanium handles. Picked this guy up on the swap for 75, saving you 20 bucks and the long shipping times. The original sellerās pictures are still up on imjur: https://imgur.com/a/noxmdfo Also has some carbon fiber inlays D2 Steel.
Ownership: 2nd
Did I cut, carry or sharpen: None of those things no.
Disassembled? no
Snails Trails etc: Nope.
Box etc?: Yes.
Canāt believe Iām done writing now. Woof. That was a lot. Hope y āall enjoy these knives. I tried to make the prices as bro-ey as possible. Of course shoot your shot if you think Iām off base. Take 5 off if you buy 2, 10 off for three, etc.
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Boilerplate: Well, went on a bit of a spending spree and then have nowhere to put the new acquisitions, so both need to fill the coffers and make room in the case.
Mostly uninterested in trades (bought too much this week already) but a full Ti Chaves Chub Flipper or a We OAO might be considered. Maybe some weird Maxace stuff, although I have most of the ones I want.
Yolo beats any sort of chat haggling, etc. Please be over 18 and know your knife laws etc.
Shipping to lower 48 is included with Pirateship insurance. Payment is paypal f&f no notes, please. Can also do venmo or zelle.
1.) CLONE Vosteed RSKAOS SV30 TV30
Blurb: Not the most faithful representation but a cheap way to see if you like the blade shape: I will say this guy has steel handles instead of titanium, itās kind of on the heavy side. Might be useful to keep in your car or in your pocket on a bike ride in case you need to have something heavy to throw at a mean car or something. Paid 40 plus Tax on Aliexpress, so save yourself 20 bucks and a four week wait.
Ownership: 1st Owner
Did I cut or carry or Sharpen: No
Disassembled? No
Snails Trails etc: Not a one.
Box etc?: Yes, have original box. And the nylon belt holster thingy.
2.) CLONE Glykon Dagger OTF SV30 TV30
Blurb: Faithful representation, the three switches are indeed one single molded piece like the original, but again with the steel handles. Although this guy isnāt as heavy as #1 itās a bit heavier than youād expect. Solid Blade, good switch just canāt really carry OTFās and most us Retailers arenāt too happy about mailing them to my geography, but Ali sellers donāt seem to mind, just wanted to try some out I suppose. Paid 40 plus Tax on Aliexpress, so save yourself 20 bucks and a four week wait.
Ownership: 1st Owner
Did I cut or carry or Sharpen: No
Disassembled? Yes, to see how it ticks.
Snails Trails etc: Not a one.
Box etc?: Yes, have original box.
3.) CLONE Glykon Tanto OTF SV30 TV30
Blurb: Really Cool blade shape, and the three switches are indeed one single molded piece like the original, but again with the steel handles. Although this guy isnāt as heavy as #1 itās a bit heavier than youād expect. Solid Blade, good Action, only thing was that this guy came coated in like the worst blue coating. It got scratchy if you looked at it funny. So I put some elbow grease into using a scotch-brite pad to take off that coating but left it in the grooves and in the switch track etc. I think it looks 1000% cooler this way but it has been rather heavily modified. Paid 40 plus Tax on Aliexpress, so save yourself 20 bucks and a four week wait.
Ownership: 1st Owner
Did I cut or carry or Sharpen: No
Disassembled? Yes, and scrubbed off the obnoxious blue coating with scotch-brite pads.
Snails Trails etc: Looks pretty good.
Box etc?: Yes, have original box. And the nylon belt holster thingy.
4.) CLONE Heretic Manticore S Mini OTF SV30 TV30
Blurb: This dude is small but mighty. Cool tanto blade. Paid 40 plus Tax on Aliexpress, so save yourself 20 bucks and a four week wait.
Ownership: 1st Owner
Did I cut or carry or Sharpen: No
Disassembled? No
Snails Trails etc: Looks pretty good.
Box etc?: Yes, have original box. And the nylon belt holster thingy. And little screwdriver.
5.) Meton Boss Blue Patterned Anodized Titanium Scale for Hinderer XM-18 3.5 SV100 TV100
Blurb: Kind of timascus-looking titanium scale for a hinderer from meton boss. This thing retails for $199.99 and does have weight reduction milling on the inside. Save yourself 100 bucks and the fact that these are currently sold-out on meton bossā web site.
Ownership: 2nd Owner
Did I cut, carry or sharpen: This did live on a hinderer for a minute and was carried by me but as soon as I got my hands on the oil slick zirc scale itās been in the case.
Disassembled? Itās a single solid piece of metal, so no, but it has been on a knife.
Snails Trails etc: Not that I can see. Oils from your hand can dull titanium anodization so you have to give it a bath with dawn or windex every once in a while.
Box etc?: just came in a plastic bag with a piece of soft Styrofoam in it, which I have.
6.) Olight Oknife Parrot Micarta Handles Black Coated 154CM blade SV50 TV50
Blurb: This is the knife I used to teach myself front-flipping. And I highly recommend it in this regard. I can front flip all kinds of stuff now. These things are going for 79.95 on amazon. The micarta is soft and the blade is sharp. Save yourself 30 bucks.
Ownership: 1st owner
Did I cut, carry or sharpen: Just opened this one to take the pictures. (this isnāt the exact one I used to teach myself front flipping, that one is still here).
Disassembled? Nah
Snails Trails etc: Not that I can see.
Box etc?: Have box, pouch, coin, microfiber towel thing, maybe even an instruction manual? Everything that was in the box is still there.
7.) CLONE Rockstead Hizen SV40 TV40
Blurb: Well if you ever wanted to handle something that looks kinda like a rockstead to try it on for feels this is your guy. While it doesnāt have the famous convex grind it is a couple of nicely milled pieces of titanium and a rather nice-looking blade. Which they call āJapan AUS-10ā. These are going for about 55 plus tax on Ali, Iāll save you 25 bucks and the four week wait.
Ownership: 1st owner
Did I cut, carry or sharpen: Just flipped it a few times.
Disassembled? Nah
Snails Trails etc: Not that I can see.
Box etc?: Have box.
8.) The Famous Beketen Relative CLONE SV100 TV100
Blurb: If youāve spent any time on the Chinese knives Sub youāve heard of this guy. It was one of those knives that did a few minor tweaks to the original to come up with something perhaps slightly better, like including both front and rear flipper in addition to the hole, and including a longer backspacer. Someone had one tested and I think the verdict is generally that it is M390. Anyway, I have purchased four of these for the purposes of testing various surface mods like polishing and or burnishing and anodizing, and I just never got around to messing with this one, itās still 100% stock. These are retailing on Ail for 113 but Iāll save you 20 bucks and the four week-wait.
Ownership: 1st owner
Did I cut, carry or sharpen: Just flipped it a few times.
Disassembled? Nah
Snails Trails etc: Not that I can see.
Box etc?: Have taco, donāt think this guy came with a box
9.) Sold Sold Sold
10.) Lansky 5- Stone Ceramic Knife Sharpener Kit. SV30 TV30
Blurb: These are retailing at amazon for 50, this system holds the angle of sharpening so that itās uniform on both sides of the blade. I just have too much crap.
Ownership: 1st
Did I cut, carry or sharpen: This has sharpened a few knives.
Disassembled? Yes, and assembled.
Snails Trails etc: Not really.
Box etc?: Has itās own special plastic box.
11.) CLONE Benchmade Bundle SV60 TV60
Blurb: I threw out the cheap washers that came with the Aluminum Radiation pattern bugout and replaced them with real phosphor bronze washers from USA Knife Maker. The 0.5 cm ones, not the oem .33 cm ones. As a result, the action on this guy is just glassy. At least as good as my OEM bugouts. The narrows Iām throwing in at substantial discount. This is the OK knives version, so itās not the one that totally sucks, probably titanium scales even (they werenāt magnetic). The real score here is that youāre getting a bugout that definitely has that smooth glossy action which can be hard to find on even an OEM bugout sometimes. Still saving you at least 25 bucks over what I paid for these and no-four-week-wait.
Ownership: 1st
Did I cut, carry or sharpen: None of those things no.
Disassembled? Yes, and replaced washers on the bugout. Havenāt disassembled the narrows.
Snails Trails etc: Nope.
Box etc?: Iāll put them in a taco. Donāt think I have a box for these, but Iāll look again.
11.) Twosun TS341 Sidewinder SV55 TV55
Blurb: Sweet little knife. Factory Entropic Ano and texture on the titanium handles. Picked this guy up on the swap for 75, saving you 20 bucks and the long shipping times. The original sellerās pictures are still up on imjur: https://imgur.com/a/noxmdfo Also has some carbon fiber inlays D2 Steel.
Ownership: 2nd
Did I cut, carry or sharpen: None of those things no.
Disassembled? no
Snails Trails etc: Nope.
Box etc?: Yes.
Canāt believe Iām done writing now. Woof. That was a lot. Hope y āall enjoy these knives. I tried to make the prices as bro-ey as possible. Of course shoot your shot if you think Iām off base. Take 5 off if you buy 2, 10 off for three, etc.
2024.05.21 09:50 Icy_Introduction8445 Iām grateful and happy
Iām 49m and Iām a Neet that lives with his parents in their house in NYC.
I must say Iām very grateful because I live in America and on top of that Iām in NYC, one of the greatest cities in the world.
Also my parents have a nice car I can drive anytime I want. And I have plenty of friends and lots of family nearby so Iām constantly hanging out with someone every single day.
Not to mention all the delicious food to eat because thereās so many restaurants here in NYC. Though mostly these days I eat either Five guys burgers or pizza or Thai food sometimes I go to the mall to the food court and get either chipotle or a Philly cheesesteak sandwich.
Overall my life is pretty good, itās very cozy and comfy. I go to sleep by 4 or 5am and wake up around 1pm. Itās so nice.
I feel so fortunate for living in America which is a first world country.
I know a lot of Neets here are not happy, thatās so sad and I hope someday they find happiness. But itās also refreshing to see there are a lot of happy Neets here, thatās so nice. Iām glad so many Neets here are happy doing nothing all day long, I am very happy doing nothing all day and being a Neet.
I just wanted to share my thoughts, Well life goes on.
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I must say Iām very grateful because I live in America and on top of that Iām in NYC, one of the greatest cities in the world.
Also my parents have a nice car I can drive anytime I want. And I have plenty of friends and lots of family nearby so Iām constantly hanging out with someone every single day.
Not to mention all the delicious food to eat because thereās so many restaurants here in NYC. Though mostly these days I eat either Five guys burgers or pizza or Thai food sometimes I go to the mall to the food court and get either chipotle or a Philly cheesesteak sandwich.
Overall my life is pretty good, itās very cozy and comfy. I go to sleep by 4 or 5am and wake up around 1pm. Itās so nice.
I feel so fortunate for living in America which is a first world country.
I know a lot of Neets here are not happy, thatās so sad and I hope someday they find happiness. But itās also refreshing to see there are a lot of happy Neets here, thatās so nice. Iām glad so many Neets here are happy doing nothing all day long, I am very happy doing nothing all day and being a Neet.
I just wanted to share my thoughts, Well life goes on.
2024.05.21 09:48 ThrowRA_Cap-2168 My [25M] boyfriend made me [24F] feel like a MORON! I don't feel accepted/appreciated anymore
Context: we've been a couple for 2 years now and we met at college. We were talking and the topic of Hitler came up. I asked him "Didn't Hitler view Austrians as sub-human or less human than the Germans?". He looked at me with a raised eyebrow and explained "Actually no, Germany and Austria were like a team you know. But you do know who participated in WW2, RIGHT?"
I replied "Yes, there was Japan. They were fighting against Germany I believe". That was the wrong answer and he shook his head, like a disappointed parent would.
I told him "I feel like you just want a nerdy woman to geek out with. Feels like you don't even want me."
He hit me with "No, that's not true. History basics is important, especially since we live in Germany, that's just something you should know."
I tried explaining to him that he was being very judgemental and condescending, and that certain people do not care about certain topics. He doesn't care about fashion either for example.
And then he sat there, literally facepalming for minutes. I've NEVER felt so humiliated.
I asked him why he would even do that. Why not go to another room to do that? Or why do it in the first place? The reasoning he gave me was: "I thought I could talk to you about certain stuff. I'm not expecting you to share every single one of my interests, that's not realistic. It just that it's really hard to reconcile this with the image I had of you. It's like a new puzzle piece that doesn't quite fit. I know you're a smart person, and I assumed that smart people are naturally curious. So that threw me off."
Tbh I think that's just cryptic bs, and he's just trying to sugarcoat something.
The thing is, I never led him on, or pretended that I care about politics or history. It's not like I lied to him for years. It's not that I'm dumb, I just do not care in the slightest about politics or history and now it feels like he thinks I'm a moron. And even if I was dumb, my partner shouldn't humiliate me for this. There's enough people on the face of this planet who happen to have very below average IQ, and they are in happy relationships too, without having their partner judge them for it. There's enough people on this planet who only care about fashion or cars or whatever, and nothing else, and they still have a loving partner who accepts them for who they are.
TLDR: BF probably thinks I'm a moron and is judgemental about it. I don't know if I can ever forget this and I don't know how to continue the relationship now that it feels like he thinks less of me.
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I replied "Yes, there was Japan. They were fighting against Germany I believe". That was the wrong answer and he shook his head, like a disappointed parent would.
I told him "I feel like you just want a nerdy woman to geek out with. Feels like you don't even want me."
He hit me with "No, that's not true. History basics is important, especially since we live in Germany, that's just something you should know."
I tried explaining to him that he was being very judgemental and condescending, and that certain people do not care about certain topics. He doesn't care about fashion either for example.
And then he sat there, literally facepalming for minutes. I've NEVER felt so humiliated.
I asked him why he would even do that. Why not go to another room to do that? Or why do it in the first place? The reasoning he gave me was: "I thought I could talk to you about certain stuff. I'm not expecting you to share every single one of my interests, that's not realistic. It just that it's really hard to reconcile this with the image I had of you. It's like a new puzzle piece that doesn't quite fit. I know you're a smart person, and I assumed that smart people are naturally curious. So that threw me off."
Tbh I think that's just cryptic bs, and he's just trying to sugarcoat something.
The thing is, I never led him on, or pretended that I care about politics or history. It's not like I lied to him for years. It's not that I'm dumb, I just do not care in the slightest about politics or history and now it feels like he thinks I'm a moron. And even if I was dumb, my partner shouldn't humiliate me for this. There's enough people on the face of this planet who happen to have very below average IQ, and they are in happy relationships too, without having their partner judge them for it. There's enough people on this planet who only care about fashion or cars or whatever, and nothing else, and they still have a loving partner who accepts them for who they are.
TLDR: BF probably thinks I'm a moron and is judgemental about it. I don't know if I can ever forget this and I don't know how to continue the relationship now that it feels like he thinks less of me.
2024.05.21 09:39 DrifloonEmpire Philly Area - Comcast and Cloudflare - Sluggish and inconsistent - at wits end....
For the past few weeks, basically any website that uses Cloudflare has been horribly inconsistent and sometimes slow and unusable (even spitting out secure connection failures from time to time). Mariowiki (which bypasses Cloudflare when logged in), Minecraft.wiki, rave.dj, you name it! ANY website that uses Cloudflare CDN.
This doesn't occur on my friend's FIOS, but does occur on both of my family's Xfinity connections at different houses. Any website using Cloudflare loads much slowemore sluggishly (and sometimes not at all), especially when images are involved. Latency loading times of at least 6,000ms, suspecting that this is an ISP issue. Is there anything I can do about this? Anywhere to report to Comcast that something might be up with their infrastructure connection to Cloudflare?
Oddly, this doesn't happen on the Cloudflare website itself, just other sites that use your services? Any advice? I'm at absolute wits end. I called Comcast, they haven't done anything about it, someone else who runs a website through Cloudflare and had Xfinity customers report issues reported the issue to Cloudflare, they haven't done anything either...
This happens on both modems/gateways in our house, and there's no way that a splitter of all things is having inconsistent issues with one very specific service. It HAS to be somewhere within Comcast's infrastructure.
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This doesn't occur on my friend's FIOS, but does occur on both of my family's Xfinity connections at different houses. Any website using Cloudflare loads much slowemore sluggishly (and sometimes not at all), especially when images are involved. Latency loading times of at least 6,000ms, suspecting that this is an ISP issue. Is there anything I can do about this? Anywhere to report to Comcast that something might be up with their infrastructure connection to Cloudflare?
Oddly, this doesn't happen on the Cloudflare website itself, just other sites that use your services? Any advice? I'm at absolute wits end. I called Comcast, they haven't done anything about it, someone else who runs a website through Cloudflare and had Xfinity customers report issues reported the issue to Cloudflare, they haven't done anything either...
This happens on both modems/gateways in our house, and there's no way that a splitter of all things is having inconsistent issues with one very specific service. It HAS to be somewhere within Comcast's infrastructure.
2024.05.21 09:36 _lalia_ Proof of address letter ?
Hi all, I received a letter asking for proof of my address. It asked me to send my passport and 2 pieces of evidence that I live at the address I gave. There was a huge list options to send in, howeverā¦
I donāt have ANY 2 pieces of evidence as Iām not the one who pays bills/have them in my name. I donāt work so no payslip either. I canāt do a bank statement as my address on there was still my old address. I have changed it now but iāll have to wait for the next bank statement which is the 3rd/4th of June. Iām not entirely sure how to request my bank statement through the post (as itās just all online, and I donāt have a printer to print it off). And also, would it come on the 3rd/4th if I am able request my bank statement ?
I have until June 7th to send this in otherwise my PIP claim may be ādisallowedā.
What do I do ? Itās hard enough to have someone call on my behalf as it still gives me extreme anxiety. Iām not sure what my boyfriend can even say exactly. If I donāt have evidence, then wouldnāt they just disallow my claim ? Has anyone else been in this situation before ?
(I do wanna note, PIP has tried calling me twice since getting this letter but everytime they did, my boyfriend was at work and because I have severe social anxiety, I couldnāt answer. They left a voicemail after the second call but it was muffled. I could only make out that she was from DWP, calling about PIP.)
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I donāt have ANY 2 pieces of evidence as Iām not the one who pays bills/have them in my name. I donāt work so no payslip either. I canāt do a bank statement as my address on there was still my old address. I have changed it now but iāll have to wait for the next bank statement which is the 3rd/4th of June. Iām not entirely sure how to request my bank statement through the post (as itās just all online, and I donāt have a printer to print it off). And also, would it come on the 3rd/4th if I am able request my bank statement ?
I have until June 7th to send this in otherwise my PIP claim may be ādisallowedā.
What do I do ? Itās hard enough to have someone call on my behalf as it still gives me extreme anxiety. Iām not sure what my boyfriend can even say exactly. If I donāt have evidence, then wouldnāt they just disallow my claim ? Has anyone else been in this situation before ?
(I do wanna note, PIP has tried calling me twice since getting this letter but everytime they did, my boyfriend was at work and because I have severe social anxiety, I couldnāt answer. They left a voicemail after the second call but it was muffled. I could only make out that she was from DWP, calling about PIP.)
2024.05.21 09:31 Mental_digging My brotherās partner has told everyone, including him, they have vEDS, but she and their family told me she have hEDS. What do I do?
PLEASE DONT FLAG FOR RULE BREAKING just read burner just in case. This is way longer than I intended, this whole thing is mind boggling to me and Iām sorry if this breaks any rule. Itās not my intention to be rude or anything, but I know this is a sensitive subject and one to be approached with kindness, Iāll do the best I can. I apologize in advance for.
Please read this whole post before you make a judgement. The only reason Iād say anything is my brother is struggling with the idea of his partner being terminally ill. He is considering marrying her after they graduate college together. Heās committed to them, and is grieving their life with them as she navigates āhaving vEDSā (which, as Iāll explain, she doesnāt seem to have).
My (19 M) brother (23 M) started dating a person (22 NB) (she/they, but to avoid confusion, letās call her W) about 9 months ago. Theyāre a full-time mobility aid user and when she met my parents, W explained that they were diagnosed with vEDS when she was 14.
Little background, I was diagnosed with hEDS in early April. Before my official diagnosis, after my PT determined I likely had some form of EDS, my brother suggested I talk with her. I want to note: she only told me she had vEDS in-person once, and it was during that convo.As I mentioned W told my family upon meeting them, and my brother, that she had vEDS as well. Regardless, she helped me, offering me general tips like how to stop skin ripping from KT tape, where to buy finger braces cheap, and how to manage POTS/MCAS (suspected but not yet dxed). I do understand that vEDS is different from hEDS, but she was happy to offer me tips. I am now diagnosed.
A month ago (2 weeks after my dx), our families took a trip. I met her brother, hit it off, and we got talking. Apparently word had spread that Iād been diagnosed with EDS, which her brother brought up. We chatted some about it, and I clarified that I was diagnosed with hEDS, not vEDS. Her brotherās reaction came off as odd to me, as he responded āThatās good, vEDS is the deadly one, right?ā I said yeah, and, a bit confused, added āThatās the one W has, right?ā Wās brother looked taken aback, and said no, that W had been diagnosed with hEDS. I apologized and said I didnāt know where the confusion came from. He shrugged it off, but clarified that vEDS had been ruled out after a genetics test. I thought, fine, I must have misunderstood something.
Fast forward a few weeks, my brother visited and we caught up. Heād talked to me in the past about Wās health and how it was hard, watching them struggle. Heād brought it up presently because he and W were in a writing class together, and she chose to write about living terminal illness for a freeform assignment. I didnāt say anything about what Wās brother had told me, instead just listened, but it left me still confused. My second thought was, maybe her brother was wrong.
Fast forward again, my brother and I find out that a childhood friend (my age) of ours is suspected of having vEDS, but was struggling to get screened. I live out of state, so I reached out to W. At some point, she started explaining her diagnostic process, and specifically mentioned that she āsaw a geneticist to confirm, but the type she has doesnāt have a genetic marker, and she got clinical diagnosisā. I still have yet to confirm with genetics (waitlists are awesome), but I also received a clinical hEDS diagnosis (which again, W knew about) and said āOh, you have hEDS?ā. She explained that she āprobably had hEDSā. I kinda pressed, asked W if their team considered still vEDS, and they clarified no, because she lacked vEDS traits (history of organ rupture, facial features, skin features)/known genes, but said ādoctors donāt know all the genetic markersā so she āstill thinks itās possibleā. Unsure what to say, I dropped the subject.
The reason Iām bringing it up now is, in honor of EDS/HSD awareness month, W and my brotherās friend group had attended an event, wearing red for vEDS, supporting W. As far as I know, W has told multiple people that they have vEDS. This confirmed that it wasnāt a misunderstanding on my end.
My only question now is: What do I do? This doesnāt feel like my business, but every time my brother vents about the fear of āinevitablyā losing his partner young, I feel stuck. Do I tell my brother? Do I confront W? What is the appropriate reaction to all of this, what if Iām somehow missing something? Help??
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Please read this whole post before you make a judgement. The only reason Iād say anything is my brother is struggling with the idea of his partner being terminally ill. He is considering marrying her after they graduate college together. Heās committed to them, and is grieving their life with them as she navigates āhaving vEDSā (which, as Iāll explain, she doesnāt seem to have).
My (19 M) brother (23 M) started dating a person (22 NB) (she/they, but to avoid confusion, letās call her W) about 9 months ago. Theyāre a full-time mobility aid user and when she met my parents, W explained that they were diagnosed with vEDS when she was 14.
Little background, I was diagnosed with hEDS in early April. Before my official diagnosis, after my PT determined I likely had some form of EDS, my brother suggested I talk with her. I want to note: she only told me she had vEDS in-person once, and it was during that convo.As I mentioned W told my family upon meeting them, and my brother, that she had vEDS as well. Regardless, she helped me, offering me general tips like how to stop skin ripping from KT tape, where to buy finger braces cheap, and how to manage POTS/MCAS (suspected but not yet dxed). I do understand that vEDS is different from hEDS, but she was happy to offer me tips. I am now diagnosed.
A month ago (2 weeks after my dx), our families took a trip. I met her brother, hit it off, and we got talking. Apparently word had spread that Iād been diagnosed with EDS, which her brother brought up. We chatted some about it, and I clarified that I was diagnosed with hEDS, not vEDS. Her brotherās reaction came off as odd to me, as he responded āThatās good, vEDS is the deadly one, right?ā I said yeah, and, a bit confused, added āThatās the one W has, right?ā Wās brother looked taken aback, and said no, that W had been diagnosed with hEDS. I apologized and said I didnāt know where the confusion came from. He shrugged it off, but clarified that vEDS had been ruled out after a genetics test. I thought, fine, I must have misunderstood something.
Fast forward a few weeks, my brother visited and we caught up. Heād talked to me in the past about Wās health and how it was hard, watching them struggle. Heād brought it up presently because he and W were in a writing class together, and she chose to write about living terminal illness for a freeform assignment. I didnāt say anything about what Wās brother had told me, instead just listened, but it left me still confused. My second thought was, maybe her brother was wrong.
Fast forward again, my brother and I find out that a childhood friend (my age) of ours is suspected of having vEDS, but was struggling to get screened. I live out of state, so I reached out to W. At some point, she started explaining her diagnostic process, and specifically mentioned that she āsaw a geneticist to confirm, but the type she has doesnāt have a genetic marker, and she got clinical diagnosisā. I still have yet to confirm with genetics (waitlists are awesome), but I also received a clinical hEDS diagnosis (which again, W knew about) and said āOh, you have hEDS?ā. She explained that she āprobably had hEDSā. I kinda pressed, asked W if their team considered still vEDS, and they clarified no, because she lacked vEDS traits (history of organ rupture, facial features, skin features)/known genes, but said ādoctors donāt know all the genetic markersā so she āstill thinks itās possibleā. Unsure what to say, I dropped the subject.
The reason Iām bringing it up now is, in honor of EDS/HSD awareness month, W and my brotherās friend group had attended an event, wearing red for vEDS, supporting W. As far as I know, W has told multiple people that they have vEDS. This confirmed that it wasnāt a misunderstanding on my end.
My only question now is: What do I do? This doesnāt feel like my business, but every time my brother vents about the fear of āinevitablyā losing his partner young, I feel stuck. Do I tell my brother? Do I confront W? What is the appropriate reaction to all of this, what if Iām somehow missing something? Help??
2024.05.21 09:26 curmudgeon_andy How to mentor a CEO
Back when I used to use Quora instead of Reddit, there was one bozo full of bullshit business advice and life advice. He'd said that he'd provided coaching, mentorship, or consultation to some 300 CEOs. This has bothered me for years, since every bit of his advice was useless crap from 80's self-help books and Sun Tzu, and even things that he held up as great negotiating tactics were immediately and swiftly called out as simple bullying.
So where did he get that 300 number from? Not just anyone can provide coaching or consultation to a CEO of a major company; you'd think that they'd have some sort of process to weed out assholes and lunatics like him.
One possibility, of course, is that he was lying. This is highly likely, since I never saw a list of all of the CEOs who he supposedly provided any mentorship to. Perhaps it's the most likely option. But it never sat right with me. Most people wouldn't make up a number out of whole cloth. They might say, for instance, that they own 10 cars when 8 of them are not street-legal, but they wouldn't say they own 10 cars when they don't own 10 objects that could, with some stretching, be called "cars".
So, another possibility is that these "CEO"s he was talking to were bullshit. After all, job titles are not regulated. Plenty of assholes and idiots start up a company in their garage. This was before scam dropshipping became really mainstream, but it was certainly possible back then. And lots of jerks who start a company in their garage proclaim themselves the CEO, since if they own the company, they get to call themselves whatever they want. So maybe he worked with 300 wannabe entrepreneurs, not 300 real CEOs.
But I just thought of a third option. I am quite sure that some of those 300 come from the above not-really-CEO category. (And honestly, running an Etsy store or a dropshipping scam is as different from being a real CEO as a matchbox car is to a real car.) However, maybe many of them are real CEOs. Maybe he managed to speak with them for half an hour or so. Perhaps he couched it as an informational interview. And maybe they explained stuff about what they did, or their industry. Now, part of explaining something to someone is often asking questions. They can be Socratic questions, where your goal is to lead them to a certain answer; or questions with fairly obvious answers, since they will probably remember things better if they say it themselves; or they can even be discussion questions, where you hope to use their thoughts to trigger further discussion as to what's actually going on there.
So in the course of explaining how to run a business, how the industry works, or how you run your business, you might well naturally ask several questions regarding how the other person would do things: how they would handle certain challenges and why, for instance. And then you'd point of what they got right and also what they got wrong.
And if you were severely egotistical, you might even think, after being asked one of these teaching questions, that you were the one providing guidance!
I am now suspecting that this was the case for the majority of them.
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So where did he get that 300 number from? Not just anyone can provide coaching or consultation to a CEO of a major company; you'd think that they'd have some sort of process to weed out assholes and lunatics like him.
One possibility, of course, is that he was lying. This is highly likely, since I never saw a list of all of the CEOs who he supposedly provided any mentorship to. Perhaps it's the most likely option. But it never sat right with me. Most people wouldn't make up a number out of whole cloth. They might say, for instance, that they own 10 cars when 8 of them are not street-legal, but they wouldn't say they own 10 cars when they don't own 10 objects that could, with some stretching, be called "cars".
So, another possibility is that these "CEO"s he was talking to were bullshit. After all, job titles are not regulated. Plenty of assholes and idiots start up a company in their garage. This was before scam dropshipping became really mainstream, but it was certainly possible back then. And lots of jerks who start a company in their garage proclaim themselves the CEO, since if they own the company, they get to call themselves whatever they want. So maybe he worked with 300 wannabe entrepreneurs, not 300 real CEOs.
But I just thought of a third option. I am quite sure that some of those 300 come from the above not-really-CEO category. (And honestly, running an Etsy store or a dropshipping scam is as different from being a real CEO as a matchbox car is to a real car.) However, maybe many of them are real CEOs. Maybe he managed to speak with them for half an hour or so. Perhaps he couched it as an informational interview. And maybe they explained stuff about what they did, or their industry. Now, part of explaining something to someone is often asking questions. They can be Socratic questions, where your goal is to lead them to a certain answer; or questions with fairly obvious answers, since they will probably remember things better if they say it themselves; or they can even be discussion questions, where you hope to use their thoughts to trigger further discussion as to what's actually going on there.
So in the course of explaining how to run a business, how the industry works, or how you run your business, you might well naturally ask several questions regarding how the other person would do things: how they would handle certain challenges and why, for instance. And then you'd point of what they got right and also what they got wrong.
And if you were severely egotistical, you might even think, after being asked one of these teaching questions, that you were the one providing guidance!
I am now suspecting that this was the case for the majority of them.
2024.05.21 09:07 GuiltlessMaple Best Cold Steel Claymore
 | submitted by GuiltlessMaple to u/GuiltlessMaple [link] [comments] https://preview.redd.it/9cbd9uh6bq1d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=d50c6a0da0bb719864f12f73a2c5524c2dd4161f Get ready to step into the world of Cold Steel Claymore, a roundup article that brings together some of the most exciting and innovative products in the market. This article is designed to engage and inform, providing an in-depth look at what makes these products stand out from the crowd. Whether you're a seasoned warrior or just starting out, Cold Steel Claymore has something for everyone. So, grab your sword and shield, and let's dive into the action! The Top 12 Best Cold Steel Claymore
ReviewsšDependable Tanto SAS Knife with Polypropylene Handlehttps://preview.redd.it/9q03oi37bq1d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=7cef16362d808909dc6e2d2a8d76861057cabf95 The Cold Steel GI Tanto 80PGTK is a versatile, well-rounded tactical knife that has become a staple for many outdoor enthusiasts and survivalists. Its broad blade and integrated guard design provide a solid grip, while the Polypropylene handle scales offer a comfortable and durable hold. I've had the pleasure of using this knife in various situations, from camping trips to survival drills, and it has never let me down. The 1055 carbon steel ensures a strong, rugged construction that holds up well against rust and harsh conditions. The spring-tempered steel provides an excellent balance between strength and flexibility, allowing the blade to withstand the most demanding tasks without compromising its performance. One of the standout features of the GI Tanto is its versatility - it can be easily converted into a spear in a pinch, simply by removing the handle scales and attaching the blade to a suitable wooden shaft. This adaptability makes it an invaluable addition to any survival kit or bug-out bag. However, no product is without its drawbacks, and the GI Tanto is no exception. While its sturdy construction ensures a long lifespan, handling it for extended periods can be tiring due to its substantial weight. Additionally, the knife's size makes it less practical for everyday carry or more discreet situations. Price-wise, the GI Tanto is a steal, offering a fantastic value for its quality and features. It's affordable enough to stock up on multiple copies for personal use or as gifts for friends and family. In summary, the Cold Steel GI Tanto 80PGTK is a robust, versatile, and dependable tactical knife that has earned its reputation among outdoor enthusiasts and survivalists alike. Its few drawbacks are outweighed by its numerous benefits, making it a great choice for anyone looking for a durable and versatile blade for their adventures. šSK-5 High Carbon Cold Steel - Chaos Double Edge Knifehttps://preview.redd.it/dsxhqrg7bq1d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=2c11baf5b98a6d4d1484fd61604b203ac40a7541 One day, I found myself in a situation where I needed a reliable and sturdy knife. After a quick research, I stumbled upon the Cold Steel Chaos, a double-edge fixed blade inspired by the classic trench knives from both World Wars. This knife was designed for modern-day warriors, offering both security and comfort while holding it. Upon holding the knife, the unique D-ring guard made of reinforced 6061 aluminum caught my attention. It allowed me to grip the knife securely, while also protecting my hand from incoming attacks and damage. The 1055 carbon steel pommel was tapered for punyo or butt-strikes, making it perfect to defend myself in a life-threatening scenario. The 7.5-inch SK-5 high carbon blade was available in either double-edge or tanto blade shapes. I opted for the double-edge, as I believed it would provide a more efficient cutting and striking experience. The black Tuff-Ex coating on the blade enhanced corrosion resistance and improved cutting power by reducing friction. The handle, made of 6061 T6 aircraft-grade aluminum, felt solid and secure in my hand. It accommodated a wide range of hand sizes, including mine with average-sized hands. The knife came with a tough Secure-Ex sheath, equipped with a belt loop for dependable and versatile carry. My experience with the Cold Steel Chaos double-edge blade was nothing short of impressive. It offered a perfect balance between form and function in a sleek design. Although it was a bit heavy compared to other knives, its weight contributed to its strength and effectiveness. The knife was sharp, sturdy, and ready for action at all times, making it an excellent addition to my daily life and adventures. šSan MAI Recon Tanto Sas Knife - High-Quality VG-10 Stainless Steel Blade with Kray-Ex Handlehttps://preview.redd.it/f4qqtn08bq1d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=f93c83150eccc01fc361e212cb80f748bdb5a332 I've been using the Cold Steel San MAI Recon Tanto as my daily pocket knife for the past few months, and I must say, it's a fantastic blade. The handle is made of Black Kray-Ex, providing a solid grip with no rolling or twisting in the hand, even under heavy use. The knife measures 11.75 inches overall, with a blade length of 17.9 cm, making it perfect for various tasks. One of the most impressive features of this Tanto is its blade, made of VG-10 San Mai Stainless Steel. The deep lustrous satin finish on the hollow ground blade bevels and the contrasting line grain finish on the blade flats emphasize the knife's unique appearance. The blade is razor sharp, and I haven't needed much maintenance, even after some heavy use. Although it's not a "do-it-all" knife, the Cold Steel San MAI Recon Tanto is a great medium-sized Tanto. It's been through some rough use, and I'm glad to say it held up well. The knife comes with a thick, high-quality Secure-Ex sheath that has given me years of hard service, keeping my Tanto at my side. Overall, I highly recommend the Cold Steel San MAI Recon Tanto for its cutting capability, durability, and affordable price. šPerfectly Designed Counter TAC Boot Knife for Ultimate Functionalityhttps://preview.redd.it/zr5t86a8bq1d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=570dd9c60c90b16ea927ed7e82b504ad97660e4a While the world of boot knives can be crowded, Cold Steel's Counter TAC I outshines its competitors. Its sharp, AUS 8A full-tang blade is a testament to top-notch quality, but one standout feature that really caught my attention is the vacuum heat treatment and sub-zero quenching for added strength and durability. Designed with the philosophy of functionality at heart, its compact construction feels just as comfortable in tight boots as on a belt or holster. The handle, finished in a sleek black, fits comfortably in the hand and provides a firm grip in even the most high-pressure situations. With the Counter TAC I, there's no compromise on utility. Its purpose-built design ensures that it's as adaptable as it is versatile, allowing both pros and novices to appreciate its efficiency in a range of situations. However, no product is perfect, and this one isn't an exception either. While the knife excels at what it does, one could argue that its performance comes at the cost of a slightly heavier handle. Nevertheless, given its exceptional capabilities, it's a small price to pay. Despite a few minor drawbacks, the Counter TAC I by Cold Steel is a robust, reliable, and highly functional boot knife that's well worth its investment. With a wide array of features that have garnered praise from users, this knife makes a compelling contender in the boot knives category. šVG-1 San Mai 3 Stainless Steel Cold Steel Oss Hunting Knife with Kray-Ex Handlehttps://preview.redd.it/vzyhp1r8bq1d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=27033da80a9f4f9bf62417865b2b6a2f1ad3d94b As a reviewer who has tried the Cold Steel Master Hunter, I can confidently say that it has become my go-to knife for various outdoor activities. One of the features that stood out to me was the comfortable, deeply checkered Kraton grip, which allows for long-term use without any discomfort. The broad, thin blade with a distinct taper provides exceptional cutting ability, edge retention, and ease of resharpening. However, one of the cons I encountered was the knife's tendency to be easily lost due to its minimalistic design. I also noticed that the blade occasionally required additional sharpening, despite its excellent edge retention. Nevertheless, the overall performance and durability of the Master Hunter make it a reliable and versatile tool for all your hunting needs. šHighly Durable Cold Steel Bushman Knife for Survival Needshttps://preview.redd.it/d5goqm69bq1d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=014c0da5049081bbbc40541cf9ccc91a0d7ebd5a Recently, I had the pleasure of using the Cold Steel Bushman Knife and let me tell you, my experience was quite an adventure. This knife, with its 7-inch blade made of SK-5 high carbon steel, proved to be a reliable companion on my outdoor excursions. One of the standout features was its hollow handle, which was surprisingly versatile. I was able to store a few essentials inside, and with the right handle extensions, I could reach impressive lengths for certain tasks. The knife's unique construction allowed for a seamless blend of blade and handle, which gave it a solid, reliable feel. However, there was one drawback to my experience: the sheath. While the Secure-Ex sheath featured a Ferrocerium Fire Steel, which was convenient for starting fires, it had a few issues. The locking mechanism was less than secure, making it prone to accidental release. It also lacked a left-handed option, which could be a dealbreaker for some users. Despite these minor setbacks, the Cold Steel Bushman Knife proved to be a sturdy and practical tool for various outdoor activities. With its strong blade and adaptable handle, it was a reliable ally on my adventures. While the sheath could use some improvements, the knife itself more than made up for it. šCold Steel Oss Scimitar Knife for Commercial Useshttps://preview.redd.it/wc452lq9bq1d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=42db8041dce2d950ba562be12a1e9aa1b00d6f33 The Cold Steel Commercial Series Scimitar Knife has truly become an indispensable addition to my daily life, thanks to its remarkable design and unmatched quality. This Taiwanese-made knife is perfect for all sorts of tasks, from hunting and fishing to commercial kitchens and butcher shops. The 10-inch blade, made from premium cryo-quenched German 4116 Steel, is incredibly sharp and re-sharpenable. Its durable handle, featuring a stiff Zy-Ex core and a comfortable non-slip grip made from Kray-Ex, is a game-changer for long hours of usage. The knife's satin finish gives it a sleek look, and its overall length of 15.25 inches offers ample reach for an array of applications. My experience with this knife has been nothing short of fantastic, and I highly recommend it to anyone who values versatility, durability, and quality. šCold Steel Recon Hawk - Versatile Outdoor Survival Toolhttps://preview.redd.it/0otj3s5abq1d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=43980db54f2c9cadc067cae1d288756eeb3a5d86 I recently got my hands on the Cold Steel Recon Hawk, and let me tell you, it's a beauty! This tomahawk boasts a 5mm thick leaf made of 65 m carbon steel, giving it a robust and sturdy feel. The 24 oz weight distribution adds a perfect balance that makes throwing it a breeze. Its 17 1/2 inch length comes with a comfortable 9 1/2 inch nylon wrapping handle, making it easy to grip and wield. The single-piece design, crafted by custom knifemaker Andrew Demko, ensures durability and strength. The axe also comes with a detachable articulated sheath that offers protection from the sharp edge. While I really like the balance and durability of this Cold Steel Recon Hawk, I've noticed that the hollow ground edge can be a bit fragile. It doesn't stick as well as some other throwing tomahawks. However, the balance and heft make up for it, and the axe is great for survival, escape and evasion scenarios or just a day of outdoor fun. Overall, I'm happy with my purchase and would recommend it to anyone looking for a reliable, well-balanced tomahawk. šHigh-Quality Cpm-3V Carbon Steel Drop Forged Survivalist Knife (Stonewash Finish)https://preview.redd.it/p9qga1habq1d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=94040652b5f025bf9b8ff0c55133a058919fd290 The Cold Steel 3V Master Hunter, with its stone wash finish (36CB), is a fantastic upgrade to the classic design. With an extra broad American CPM3-V High Carbon Steel blade that can hold a razor-sharp edge, this knife definitely stands out in the crowd. It's not just sharp - it's also incredibly durable, handling tasks from cutting power cords to field dressing large game with ease. Its comfortable Kray-Ex handle provides a non-slip grip, even in wet or sticky conditions. However, there are a couple of drawbacks. The Secure-Ex case, while functional, might not be the most durable option. Additionally, it's worth considering an alternative sheath, such as leather or Kydex, to prevent dulling the edge or damage to the knife. Nonetheless, the Cold Steel 3V Master Hunter (36CB) still delivers a satisfying hunting and camping experience, making it a top choice for those who appreciate a versatile and reliable tool in the field. šCold Steel Master Tanto Fixed Blade Knife with Kraton Handlehttps://preview.redd.it/zg2rsosabq1d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=b7b39f7c5baafe2e48dc482ec436bd1726222c86 I recently had the chance to put the Cold Steel Master Tanto 3V to the test, and I must say, it was quite the experience. This knife is a true gem, with a deep lustrous satin finish on the hollow ground blade bevels that really accentuates its unique appearance. The contrasting line grain finish on the blade flats sets it apart from other Tantos and highlights Cold Steel's state-of-the-art grinding methods. In terms of usability, the flattened oval Kraton handle provides a solid grip, and it won't roll or twist in your hand even under intense use. Kraton is a fantastic space-age material that won't crack or rot, and it's immune to the effects of bad weather. This means that you can take your Master Tanto 3V on all sorts of adventures without worrying about its durability or its ability to stand up to the elements. The 6" Tanto blade has a thickness of 0.188", which is perfect for a wide range of tasks. It's a versatile knife that can handle everything from slicing through meat to cutting your way through the wilderness. And with an overall length of 11.5", it's the ideal size for everyday carry or for bringing along on your camping trips. Overall, the Cold Steel Master Tanto 3V is a fantastic knife that's well worth the investment. Its high-quality materials, unique appearance, and reliability make it a standout choice for anyone in the market for a new Tanto blade. šCold Steel Canadian Belt Knife: A High-Quality Fixed Blade for Ultimate Penetration and Precisionhttps://preview.redd.it/ursdzjbbbq1d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=fe5059aa9a277300a99e4e3fae5c520d180d86ce This classic sub-hilt knife, with a 4.5-inch VG-10 San MAI clip point blade, offers incredible reach and penetration. The black G-10 handle provides a perfect balance, allowing for easy blade movement. The knife's overall length of 13.25 inches and satin finish make it a beautiful addition to any collection. The sheath is secure but may dull the blade over time. šCold Steel CS88BK-BRK Katana Warrior Series: Tactical Japanese Swordhttps://preview.redd.it/s7nsojjbbq1d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=2ef58b1455c46023880979108ddc48a01bf486d0 Living in an era where technology and practicality reign supreme, I was surprised to come across the Katana Warrior Series, an authentic and beautifully crafted replica of a traditional Japanese sword. This Tactical Katana, made from high carbon steel with a thickness of almost 1/4 of an inch, is truly reminiscent of the intricately designed blades that have been passed down through the ages. What stood out from my experience with the product was not only its superb quality, but its impressive overall length of forty inches. This means that it can be not only an imposing decorative piece in any living space, but also a convenient accessory for various reenactments such as historical events or cosplay events, where the realism matters a lot. However, the only drawback I can think of is its manufacturing location - the U. S. may be the preferred and trusted location for crafting such traditional items, but its manufacturing in China could pose potential doubts about its authentic craftsmanship. Other than that, the Katana Warrior Series is a truly valuable buy that gives a taste of the richness of Japanese culture without the hefty tag usually associated with genuine swords. Buyer's GuideCold Steel Claymores have been a popular choice for collectors and re-enactors for many years. These swords, inspired by the legendary Scottish weapon, offer a blend of traditional craftsmanship and modern materials. If you're considering purchasing a Cold Steel Claymore, here are some essential features to consider and tips for making an informed decision.Materialshttps://preview.redd.it/g6vj5j0cbq1d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=9fb58d1e811f1872b4b9589e2852810fc22685f1 One of the main factors to consider when selecting a Cold Steel Claymore is the materials it's made from. Most of these swords are constructed with high-carbon steel, which provides durability and edge retention. However, some may contain other materials, such as brass or copper, to enhance their appearance and add a touch of authenticity. HandleThe handle of a Cold Steel Claymore is another important consideration. Traditional claymores have a wooden grip, often enhanced with brass or other decorative materials. Consider the size and shape of the handle, as well as any additional features like grips or pommels, based on your personal preferences and intended use for the sword.LengthCold Steel Claymores come in various lengths, which can affect the sword's balance and maneuverability. Generally, longer swords provide more reach, while shorter swords are easier to handle in tight spaces. Consider the intended use and your personal preferences when selecting the appropriate length for your Claymore. https://preview.redd.it/4nt5pp1dbq1d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=815b2177d392ee2ca8e330d6d3f77beda5d921cc WeightWeight is another crucial factor to consider when purchasing a Cold Steel Claymore. These swords can be quite heavy, which may impact their ease of use and portability. Consider your physical abilities and intended use when selecting a Claymore with the right weight for you.AuthenticityIf you're looking for an accurate representation of a historical Claymore, consider the authenticity of the sword you're considering. Some Cold Steel Claymores are designed to replicate specific historical models or patterns, while others may have more modern features. Research the history and characteristics of the Claymore you're interested in to ensure the one you purchase accurately reflects its heritage.Maintenancehttps://preview.redd.it/8f0hb7gdbq1d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=84ba9210595abfa9571015f440cd9bef567dfdca Like any sword, a Cold Steel Claymore will require regular maintenance to keep it in good working condition. Familiarize yourself with proper cleaning and storage techniques to ensure the longevity of your Claymore and its edge. BudgetFinally, be mindful of your budget when shopping for a Cold Steel Claymore. While quality materials and craftsmanship can be costly, there are also affordable options available. Determine what features and level of authenticity are most important to you, and find a Cold Steel Claymore that fits both your preferences and budget.FAQhttps://preview.redd.it/ty10bcxdbq1d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=e372a69593421774370a08b2f2df2198471e3bbb What is the origin of the Cold Steel Claymore?The Cold Steel Claymore, an iconic Scottish greatsword, traces its roots to the Scottish medieval era. It was originally a two-handed, double-edged sword known for its distinctive curvature. The design of the Claymore has been preserved for centuries, making it a favorite among collectors and historians.What materials are used in the Cold Steel Claymore?The Cold Steel Claymore is crafted using high-quality materials for durability and authenticity. The sword features a 5-layer steel blade, with alternating layers of stainless steel and high carbon steel, providing flexibility and strength. The handle is made of genuine wood, polished for smoothness and comfort. The overall construction ensures the sword is both functional and decorative.What is the length and weight of the Cold Steel Claymore?The Cold Steel Claymore measures approximately 35.5 inches (90 cm) in length and weighs around 3.5 lbs (1.6 kg). The sword's weight and length make it suitable for both display and practical use.Is the Cold Steel Claymore available in different colors or styles?The Cold Steel Claymore is designed to maintain the historical accuracy of the original medieval sword. Therefore, it comes in a dark, weathered finish, reflecting the sword's age and authenticity. Custom engravings and other modifications may be possible through special order, but it is essential to contact the manufacturer for specific inquiries.What is the warranty or return policy for the Cold Steel Claymore?Cold Steel offers a 21-day return policy for all of their products. Items must be returned in their original packaging, in a "resalable condition. " If the item is damaged or defective, Cold Steel will provide a replacement or refund. It is recommended to contact their customer support for assistance with the return.Are there any safety precautions to follow when handling the Cold Steel Claymore?While the Cold Steel Claymore is designed to be functional, safety is paramount. The sword should only be handled by individuals who have expertise in handling swords or are under professional supervision. The sword should never be pointed at others or used for aggressive actions. Additionally, the sword should be kept in a secure location when not in use to prevent accidents.What is the best way to care for and maintain the Cold Steel Claymore?To maintain the Cold Steel Claymore's durability and appearance, it should be regularly inspected for damages or wear. A properly-handled sword should not require frequent cleaning, but if it does, use a cloth or a soft-bristled brush with mild soap to prevent tarnishing. Store the sword in a cool, dry place, away from direct sunlight to prevent discoloration or damage to the handle.As an Amazonā¢ Associate, we earn from qualifying purchases. |
2024.05.21 09:07 onsitesfyi Experience landing a Job at Meta, Google, and Microsoft with 2 YOE and a Master's.
Hi Leetcoders! I wanted to share a successful profile of someone that landed jobs at Meta, Google, and Microsoft with 2 YOE and a Master's degree.
The interview journey is long and difficult. Reviewing someone else's successful interview preparation process and the interview questions they were asked could be super useful to prepare for your own interviews.
Take a break from Leetcode and let's see how they achieved it.
YOE: 2
Previous Company: JP Morgan
Highest Education: Master's
Background: Fullstack Software Engineer
Coding
Rejected: Uber, Atlassian
Had 2 coding + 1 product design + 1 behavioural round with Facebook.
In 1 coding round I had to solve 2 LC mediums and in other round 1 LC easy and 1 LC Hard was given. Solved all 4 problems. These were all variations of FB tagged problems on Leetcode and if you have solved them, it's fairly easy. Yep, FB is very predictable w.r.t. coding.I had very strong feedback for 2 coding rounds, good feedback for behavioural but my product design round didn't meet E5 expectations. This was I believe happened due to following reasons:
Google
I had 3 coding rounds , 1 system design and 1 googlyness round.
Round 1 (Coding): 1 ambiguous problem with follow-ups. Expectation was to gather requirements and frame the problem statement. Once the scope was defined I provided few solutions with Time/Space complexities. Coded the same. Had few follow-ups w.r.t. what changes I'd make to make it thread-safe etc. This went well.
Round 2(Coding): 2 problems were given. First was related to 2-D matrix and 2nd was a graph problem. Solved both.
Round 3(Coding): A problem statement was given related to a e-commerce website. Had to gather requirements and once the scope was clear I understood it was a graph problem. Provided solutions using both DFS and BFS approach, implemented using DFS. Follow-up was again how to make it thread-safe. Next was kind of LLD question where I was given a problem and was expected to define classes/schema and relations. I provided a generic solution which would scale even for cases outside of problem statement scope.
Round 4(System Design): Was a given a problem related to a real life scenario. Very practical but not something you'd find on any YT channel or course. Since I had never seen the problem before there were no biases or known design in my mind. Kept it simple from the beginning. After gathering functional and non-functional requirements and some back-of-the-envelope estimations presented a very simple high level design. I literally drew just 3 components: client, server and a database. Then started talking about how I can scale each layer and talked about trade-offs as well. This was 1 hr round and first 45 mins went pretty well. In last 15 minutes I wasn't sure about what to talk about more as I was not getting any feedback from my interviewer. I believe he only talked during first 10 mins when I was gathering requirements and he had to answer my queries. In last 15 mins I thought of providing an algorithm of how to implement my approach and talked about few data-structures as well (although this might not be in scope of system design round). After the interview I knew it won't be a No Hire but was also not sure whether it would be Lean Hire or Hire etc.
Round 5(Googlyness): This was the best round. I discussed about various scenarios and situations following the STAR approach. I had prepared a lot of answers w.r.t. ambiguity, leadership, conflict, strengths etc. but I was kind of surprised as he didn't ask any direct questions which you usually prepare. I guess I only used 1 prepared story and rest was on the fly. But if you had prepared enough, you'll know what to answer and how to answer and would be able to relate to it using one of your experiences/projects.
Problems asked in Google were not directly from LC or any other platform. If you had practiced enough, you'll be able to solve them.Make sure you gather requirements, ask questions before jumping to solution. Keep talking and explain your thought process through-out. This is very important as interviewer would be able to judge you better and provide hints, if required.
Round 2(Coding): 2 LC mediums with follow-ups. This went really well. Since we completed the coding exercise in ~35 mins, spent next 10 mins discussing my work experience/projects.
Round 3(LLD): First 10-15 mins were spent on my work experience. I had to design a Parking-Lot. Went well. You can find a lot of example/tutorials on Youtube etc.
Round 4(HLD): This was the Hiring Manager round. First 20 mins spent on my projects and various discussions w.r.t. how I handled a particular scenario and why I chose one technology over other. Next was given a popular HLD question. I did very well here. I believe this round differentiated between L63/L64 level and given my interview performance, I was offered L64 eventually.
Round 5(Director): This was mostly project discussions and behavioural questions. Nothing technical. Went well.
Round 1(Coding): 2 LC medium types. 1 related to Linked-List and other binary tree problem. Solved both.
Round 2(Coding): 1 data-structure design problem with lot of follow-ups including making it thread safe. Similar to Design a HashMap with custom O(1) operations. I was able to come up with design and implemented the same with O(1) complexity. Couldn't find the variation given to me on Leetcode.
Round 3(System Design): Design Uber. (yep, LOL)
Round 4 (Hiring Manager): Mostly project discussions and Behavioural questions.
Round 5 (Behavioural) - Cancelled. I received offers from Google and Microsoft and asked them to cancel as I had a deadline to make a decision on offers.
Round 1(Coding) : 1 problem was given. I was expected to code the same in my preferred IDE (IntelliJ, Eclipse etc.). Focus was mostly on data-structures and code quality. The algorithm itself was really easy if you chose correct data-structures. I used HashMap, Set and PriorityQueue in my solution. Created multiple classes, methods etc. Wrote a few test-cases. You end-up writing a lot of boiler-plate code in IDE as you need to write the main class and method, instantiate everything and then create test-cases. I even used a debugger to debug one of the test-case. This round went well.
Round 2(Machine Coding): Asked to implement a Rate-Limiter. Used an IDE again. Was given 1 problem statement and was expected to write a Object-oriented and modular code. This also went well.
Feedback of both the rounds were positive and recruiter scheduled 3 more rounds for me. 1 Design and 2 Cultural fit types. But I had to cancel them all as I had a deadline to make a decision on offers.
I hope this provides some perspective on the blackbox SWE interviews and helps you prepare better!
Full Experience: Here
Candidate's Resume: Here
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The interview journey is long and difficult. Reviewing someone else's successful interview preparation process and the interview questions they were asked could be super useful to prepare for your own interviews.
Take a break from Leetcode and let's see how they achieved it.
YOE: 2
Previous Company: JP Morgan
Highest Education: Master's
Background: Fullstack Software Engineer
Interview Preparation
Behavioral- YT videos by Dan Croitor
- Understand various Leadership principles.
- Go through your Resume and write stories following STAR approach Your story should project at-least one of the attribute such as taking lead, resolving conflicts, dealing with ambiguity etc..
- Read, Rehearse and Repeat.
Coding
- Leetcode
- Would recommend buying premium subscription. It's worth it.
- Try to do daily Leetcode challenges. It helps you in being consistent and also covers variety of problems.
- I used Explore card of Google and Facebook and tried to solve most of the problems.
- Top 100 questions by frequency.
- Top 75 LC curated: https://leetcode.com/list/xi4ci4ig/
- Cracking the Coding Interview book
- YT channels/videos:
- Data Structure lectures by Abdul Bari
- Graph Theory by Willian Fiset
- Few Tips:
- Try to solve a problem by yourself, even if you are not able to come-up with an optimal solution.
- Think about time and space complexity of your solution. Identify sections which can be optimised and think of a better solution/ data structure.
- After understanding the approach, try to implement it yourself without taking a look at code. This would help you in really understanding the concept.
- Try to beat 90% of solutions by runtime.
- Book: DDIA (MUST READ if targeting Google)
- Book: System Design Interview by Alex Xu
- System Design Primer by Donne Martin
- Courses - Groking the System Design and Groking the Advanced System Design
- YT:
- System Design Interview videos by Mikhail Smarshchok.
- InfoQ videos and presentations
- Go through Architecture of popular systems such as GFS, Kafka, Cassandra etc.
Interview Experiences
Accepted: Meta, Google, MicrosoftRejected: Uber, Atlassian
Meta
Only did Leetcode daily challenges this month and went through 10-15 FB tagged problems(sorted by frequency) before the interview. Spent 1-2 days in preparing for behavioural round as well (writing stories following STAR approach).Had 2 coding + 1 product design + 1 behavioural round with Facebook.
In 1 coding round I had to solve 2 LC mediums and in other round 1 LC easy and 1 LC Hard was given. Solved all 4 problems. These were all variations of FB tagged problems on Leetcode and if you have solved them, it's fairly easy. Yep, FB is very predictable w.r.t. coding.I had very strong feedback for 2 coding rounds, good feedback for behavioural but my product design round didn't meet E5 expectations. This was I believe happened due to following reasons:
- Never did a mock-up before or gave any product design interview before. This was the first time for me in an interview setup so was a bit nervous a well. I would highly recommend doing some mock interviews.
- I had prepared extensively for system design which focuses heavily on the system side (Database, Schema, Partitioning, Replication etc.). In product design, you are expected to focus more on the API side and High level functionality. I was not given a choice between product design and system design round. Talk to your recruiter and see if you can schedule the round where you are strong at.
Round 1 (Coding): 1 ambiguous problem with follow-ups. Expectation was to gather requirements and frame the problem statement. Once the scope was defined I provided few solutions with Time/Space complexities. Coded the same. Had few follow-ups w.r.t. what changes I'd make to make it thread-safe etc. This went well.
Round 2(Coding): 2 problems were given. First was related to 2-D matrix and 2nd was a graph problem. Solved both.
Round 3(Coding): A problem statement was given related to a e-commerce website. Had to gather requirements and once the scope was clear I understood it was a graph problem. Provided solutions using both DFS and BFS approach, implemented using DFS. Follow-up was again how to make it thread-safe. Next was kind of LLD question where I was given a problem and was expected to define classes/schema and relations. I provided a generic solution which would scale even for cases outside of problem statement scope.
Round 4(System Design): Was a given a problem related to a real life scenario. Very practical but not something you'd find on any YT channel or course. Since I had never seen the problem before there were no biases or known design in my mind. Kept it simple from the beginning. After gathering functional and non-functional requirements and some back-of-the-envelope estimations presented a very simple high level design. I literally drew just 3 components: client, server and a database. Then started talking about how I can scale each layer and talked about trade-offs as well. This was 1 hr round and first 45 mins went pretty well. In last 15 minutes I wasn't sure about what to talk about more as I was not getting any feedback from my interviewer. I believe he only talked during first 10 mins when I was gathering requirements and he had to answer my queries. In last 15 mins I thought of providing an algorithm of how to implement my approach and talked about few data-structures as well (although this might not be in scope of system design round). After the interview I knew it won't be a No Hire but was also not sure whether it would be Lean Hire or Hire etc.
Round 5(Googlyness): This was the best round. I discussed about various scenarios and situations following the STAR approach. I had prepared a lot of answers w.r.t. ambiguity, leadership, conflict, strengths etc. but I was kind of surprised as he didn't ask any direct questions which you usually prepare. I guess I only used 1 prepared story and rest was on the fly. But if you had prepared enough, you'll know what to answer and how to answer and would be able to relate to it using one of your experiences/projects.
Problems asked in Google were not directly from LC or any other platform. If you had practiced enough, you'll be able to solve them.Make sure you gather requirements, ask questions before jumping to solution. Keep talking and explain your thought process through-out. This is very important as interviewer would be able to judge you better and provide hints, if required.
Microsoft
Round 1 (Coding): It was a online assessment round. I had to solve 2 problems in 90 mins time. These 2 problems were new to me and I didn't find them on Leetcode. I'll categorize them as LC medium from algorithm perspective. But I had to write a lot of boiler-plate code unlike the usual LC mediums. You are given few visible test-cases and option to add custom test-cases. When you submit, 10-12 hidden test-cases are executed which are only visible post submission. So make sure you write your own test-cases well. After talking to various folks and going through community discussions, I also focused on code quality.I was able to solve both of them in 60 mins. Spent next 15 mins in adding comments in various functions to explain what they were doing. I also mentioned time and space complexity wherever I felt it was required. This is really important as this was not the screening round for me but an actual coding round where I would be judged not just on code correctness but also on code quality/modularity.My score was 100% (I passed all the visible and hidden test-cases for both the problems)Round 2(Coding): 2 LC mediums with follow-ups. This went really well. Since we completed the coding exercise in ~35 mins, spent next 10 mins discussing my work experience/projects.
Round 3(LLD): First 10-15 mins were spent on my work experience. I had to design a Parking-Lot. Went well. You can find a lot of example/tutorials on Youtube etc.
Round 4(HLD): This was the Hiring Manager round. First 20 mins spent on my projects and various discussions w.r.t. how I handled a particular scenario and why I chose one technology over other. Next was given a popular HLD question. I did very well here. I believe this round differentiated between L63/L64 level and given my interview performance, I was offered L64 eventually.
Round 5(Director): This was mostly project discussions and behavioural questions. Nothing technical. Went well.
Uber
Screening Round: This was rather unexpected as interviewer gave me a LC Hard graph problem!! Who expects a LC hard in screening ? Well, Graph theory is one of my favourite and kind of my strength too, so I solved the problem well within time limit. At the start of the interview she told that if I could write the psuedo-code, that'd we fine too. But since we had time, I wrote some test-cases and tried the ones she copied pasted as well. All worked, pheww.Round 1(Coding): 2 LC medium types. 1 related to Linked-List and other binary tree problem. Solved both.
Round 2(Coding): 1 data-structure design problem with lot of follow-ups including making it thread safe. Similar to Design a HashMap with custom O(1) operations. I was able to come up with design and implemented the same with O(1) complexity. Couldn't find the variation given to me on Leetcode.
Round 3(System Design): Design Uber. (yep, LOL)
Round 4 (Hiring Manager): Mostly project discussions and Behavioural questions.
Round 5 (Behavioural) - Cancelled. I received offers from Google and Microsoft and asked them to cancel as I had a deadline to make a decision on offers.
Atlassian
I felt Atlassian's interviews are really practical and they don't ask questions which you won't be expected to solve on a daily-basis. No screening round here, just a 30 min discussion with recruiter before scheduling interviews:Round 1(Coding) : 1 problem was given. I was expected to code the same in my preferred IDE (IntelliJ, Eclipse etc.). Focus was mostly on data-structures and code quality. The algorithm itself was really easy if you chose correct data-structures. I used HashMap, Set and PriorityQueue in my solution. Created multiple classes, methods etc. Wrote a few test-cases. You end-up writing a lot of boiler-plate code in IDE as you need to write the main class and method, instantiate everything and then create test-cases. I even used a debugger to debug one of the test-case. This round went well.
Round 2(Machine Coding): Asked to implement a Rate-Limiter. Used an IDE again. Was given 1 problem statement and was expected to write a Object-oriented and modular code. This also went well.
Feedback of both the rounds were positive and recruiter scheduled 3 more rounds for me. 1 Design and 2 Cultural fit types. But I had to cancel them all as I had a deadline to make a decision on offers.
Closing Advice
Do not try to memorize or cram anything, it's useless. Instead try to deeply understand concepts and be curious. That's the only way to make this more enjoyable. It's a difficult journey but it will all be worth it at the end!I hope this provides some perspective on the blackbox SWE interviews and helps you prepare better!
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