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2024.05.22 00:43 MixMasterG Results of the Rekordbox 6 vs. Rekordbox 7 Real-World Speed Test and Comparison to Serato and djay Pro 5 [macOS]

TL:DR
This project began when someone on Reddit asked about the export speed of Rekordbox 7 compared to Rekordbox 6, prompting the entire initiative. My intention is not to "blame" or "shame" any company or its products. I approached these tests with an unbiased, open mind, taking great care to provide a level playing field for all tests conducted. This report reflects my impartial findings.
Test DateMay 16th - May 20th 2024 Report ReleaseMay 21st 2024 AuthorMixMasterG CompanyAnd The Groove Remains Production Team Websitewww.ATGR.nl
Publication of (sections) of this report is allowed, with full data source statement included.
Introduction:
Welcome to the real world Rekordbox 6/7 speed comparison test on macOS 2024.
When I began these tests, my initial goal was to quickly compare the speed difference between Rekordbox 6 and Rekordbox 7 on an Apple ARM computer for tasks that are notoriously slow, such as opening, exporting to USB, and analysis. I used my personal, extensive track collection for these tests. Due to unexpected results, I expanded the test to include several other macOS computers. As a reference, I decided to include Algoriddim djay Pro 5, the most optimized DJ software for macOS, and Serato, the second most popular DJ software on macOS.
Mandatory Rekordbox 7 analysis when exporting to USB
When I initiated the tests, the measured export times from Rekordbox 7 to USB were unreasonably long. Similar reports poured in from users of my applications in various settings. Identifying the cause of this sluggishness swiftly became my top priority. It turned out that Rekordbox 7's export process necessitated the analysis of tracks by RB7, even if those tracks were already fully analyzed in Rekordbox 6.8.5. When an artist updates from Rekordbox 6 to Rekordbox 7, RB7 silently analyzes the tracks before exporting, leading to excessively prolonged export times. Fortunately, RB7 analysis is a one-time requirement per track and can be manually initiated at times that its more convenient then minutes before a gig. I issued this short YouTube video to make users aware: Slow USB export from Rekordbox 7? This is why and how to fix!
I gave the full explanation and interpretation of the test results, together with performance tips in my weekly Ask Me Anything live stream for DJs, the video can be watched back here Ask Me Anything for DJs - Results of the Rekordbox 6 Vs Rekordbox 7 real world speed-test There is a time index in the first remark under the video.
All previous AMA livestreams, are available in this YouTube playlist: Ask Me Anything conversion & collection management for DJs past streams
The Test parameters:
Main collection managerMusic (the app formerly known as iTunes, will be referred to as iTunes) Total number of tracks in collection116.747 / 1.47 Tb Audio file formatMP3 preferred - 320 Kbs / 44.1 kHz / 16bit/CBR Location of audio filesexternal SSD, Samsung T7 2Tb / formatted macOS Extended Export driveexternal SSD, Samsung T7 2Tb each test run (FAT32 and HFS) started with a fresh formatted export drive Drive's connection to computeron all test systems USB-C
The software used:
Music (=iTunes)1.2.5 RB6Rekordbox 6.8.5 RB7Rekordbox 7.0 SeratoSerato 3.1.3 djaydjay Pro 5.1.7
Computer specifications
M1 = MacMini (2020) - M1 8 cores (4 efficiency 4 performance) - GPU 8 cores - RAM 8Gb - macOS Sonoma 14.4.1
i9 = Intel MacPro - i9 9900K @3.6Ghz 8 cores - GPU AMD RX 580 8 Gb - RAM 16Gb - macOS Monterey 12.7.5
MBP = MacBookPro 14" (2021) - M1 8 cores (2 efficiency 6 performance) - GPU 14 cores - RAM 16Gb - macOS Monterey 12.7.1 because the similarity in times for Rekordbox 7.0 on the M1 and MBP, the Rekordbox 6.8.5 tests were skipped on the MBP.
Note: for the tasks that were tested, none of the DJ softwares utilizes the GPU
Test conditions
I aimed to standardize all test conditions as much as possible, including:
Fault tolerance:
During computer speed testing, achieving 100% identical situations is unfeasible due to the unpredictable consumption of system resources by various OS-related operations. I estimate the fault tolerance in the measured times to be around 5%.
The iTunes playlist(folder) used for the tests:
Sync1
Playlist folderATGR Necessities Number of playlists in folder24 Total number of tracks 3823 / 45,93 Gb Export to USBSyncManager
Sync2
Flat playlist Top 40 2023 Total number of tracks 587 / 4,46 Gb Export to USBRight click playlist -> export
Sync3
Flat playlistTop 40 2024 Total number of tracks 283 / 2,17 Gb Export to USBRight click playlist -> export
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Important conclusions and findings from these tests:
(c) 2024 And The Groove Remains Production Team
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2024.05.22 00:43 Consistent_Pen_3391 How to stay on top of things and not be overwhelmed?

Context: I work full time, have small children, partner stays home with the kids.
I’m gaining responsibility at work (hoping for a promo), which means I have to think about multiple different projects/processes and keep them running at the same time.
With my small kids, there are always things that pop up that I have to think about: school, homework, getting sick, some kind of health/behaviospeech/teaching life skill etc concern with them and it’s all stuff that has a learning curve.
Along with that, thinking about buying a home which is also a lot of stuff to learn about. Then I also don’t want to neglect self care, my partner, social life, chores, errands etc.
I often feel like I’m drowning and overwhelmed, although my partner takes care of 95% of the housework, cleaning, maintenance, cooking, school drop off/pick up, kids bathtime and most of bedtime. Sometimes they’ll ask me to help with something tiny like set up a health appt for the kiddos and it takes me a week to do this task that takes 3 minutes. They get upset at me understandably but I can’t figure out why it’s so hard for me to do something simple. Everything I mentioned above is so difficult to carry, it seems like so much and I’m neglecting everything. Or I choose a single thing to focus on and do it well, but everything else suffers.
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2024.05.22 00:43 srainsdon Backup Problems

so borg is throwing this as the log file.
Performing backup... Starting the backup... Creating archive at "/mnt/borgbackup/borg::20240521_144252-nextcloud-aio" ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Repository: /mnt/borgbackup/borg Archive name: 20240521_144252-nextcloud-aio Archive fingerprint: 12255958afd0fedd0142c60638b363c5dbd4e15abddcc324db3811bff4f12a61 Time (start): Tue, 2024-05-21 14:43:09 Time (end): Tue, 2024-05-21 15:53:31 Duration: 1 hours 10 minutes 22.28 seconds Number of files: 58213 Utilization of max. archive size: 0% ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Original size Compressed size Deduplicated size This archive: 100.51 GB 97.33 GB 13.88 MB All archives: 902.64 GB 862.34 GB 92.44 GB Unique chunks Total chunks Chunk index: 97645 1087494 ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ BORG_PRUNE_OPTS are --keep-within=7d --keep-weekly=4 --keep-monthly=6 Pruning the archives... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Original size Compressed size Deduplicated size Deleted data: -73.68 GB -70.65 GB -151.01 MB All archives: 828.96 GB 791.70 GB 92.29 GB Unique chunks Total chunks Chunk index: 97438 1002935 ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Compacting the archives... Local Exception Traceback (most recent call last): File "/uslib/python3.11/site-packages/borg/repository.py", line 802, in compact_segments new_segment, offset = self.io.write_put(key, data, raise_full=True) ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ File "/uslib/python3.11/site-packages/borg/repository.py", line 1679, in write_put fd = self.get_write_fd(want_new=(id == Manifest.MANIFEST_ID), raise_full=raise_full) ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ File "/uslib/python3.11/site-packages/borg/repository.py", line 1436, in get_write_fd raise self.SegmentFull borg.repository.LoggedIO.SegmentFull During handling of the above exception, another exception occurred: Traceback (most recent call last): File "/uslib/python3.11/site-packages/borg/platform/base.py", line 194, in close self.sync() File "/uslib/python3.11/site-packages/borg/platform/base.py", line 183, in sync platform.fdatasync(self.fd) OSError: [Errno 5] I/O error During handling of the above exception, another exception occurred: Traceback (most recent call last): File "/uslib/python3.11/site-packages/borg/archiver.py", line 5343, in main exit_code = archiver.run(args) ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ File "/uslib/python3.11/site-packages/borg/archiver.py", line 5263, in run return set_ec(func(args)) ^^^^^^^^^^ File "/uslib/python3.11/site-packages/borg/archiver.py", line 189, in wrapper return method(self, args, repository=repository, **kwargs) ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ File "/uslib/python3.11/site-packages/borg/archiver.py", line 1870, in do_compact repository.commit(compact=True, threshold=threshold, cleanup_commits=args.cleanup_commits) File "/uslib/python3.11/site-packages/borg/repository.py", line 505, in commit self.compact_segments(threshold) File "/uslib/python3.11/site-packages/borg/repository.py", line 804, in compact_segments complete_xfer() File "/uslib/python3.11/site-packages/borg/repository.py", line 761, in complete_xfer segment = self.io.write_commit(intermediate=intermediate) ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ File "/uslib/python3.11/site-packages/borg/repository.py", line 1705, in write_commit self.close_segment() File "/uslib/python3.11/site-packages/borg/repository.py", line 1493, in close_segment fd.close() File "/uslib/python3.11/site-packages/borg/platform/base.py", line 196, in close self.f.close() OSError: [Errno 5] I/O error Platform: Linux 462f1c068a73 5.15.0-106-generic #116-Ubuntu SMP Wed Apr 17 09:17:56 UTC 2024 x86_64 Linux: Unknown Linux Borg: 1.2.7 Python: CPython 3.11.9 msgpack: 1.0.6 fuse: llfuse 1.5.0 [pyfuse3,llfuse] PID: 39 CWD: / sys.argv: ['/usbin/borg', 'compact', '/mnt/borgbackup/borg'] SSH_ORIGINAL_COMMAND: None Failed to compact archives! 
I'm at a loss as to what is going on here but It looks like its just a compression problem. is that something to worry about
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2024.05.22 00:41 ShoppingCartTheory Premiere playback was working fine, now it's stuttering, even on rendered clips

Playback in Premiere Pro v 24.2.1 has suddenly started stuttering. The odd thing is that nothing had changed on my computer before this problem began. I've had Premiere open for at least a week, been editing a project with no problems. Took a break for a few days, and when I began work again, playback on everything was now stuttering.
To be clear, Premiere had remained open on my computer. No OS update and no Premiere upgrades performed in this time. No changes whatsoever made to project, programs, or computer. Stuttering playback occurs on both unedited footage and fully rendered parts of timeline.
Restart of both laptop and Premiere Pro did not resolve the issue.
I also tried opening Premiere with no other programs open, even though it had been working fine previously even with multiple other apps open. Even with only Premiere open, playback stutters.
Cache had been cleared recently, but I tried that anyway; no luck there.
I had multiple sequences open, so I closed most of those; no change.
Playback quality in both viewer and program monitor is set to 1/2, with Apple Pro Res LT codec.
It is not the dreaded "audio input" bug; audio preferences are set to "no input'.
It is not because I'm cutting with full-res footage instead of proxies; playback has been fine up until now, and I've been working on and off on this project for months. And
Any one have any ideas or suggestions? Thanks:)
System specs
Macbook Pro late 2018
OS: Monterey 12.6.1
Processor: 2.9 GHz 6-Core Intel Core i9
Memory: 32 GB 2400 MHz DDR4
Graphics: Intel UHD Graphics 630 1536 MB
24 GB system memory allocated to Premiere.
Editing 4K XAVC-I, XAVC-S, and some iPhone footage in a 1080 sequence.
Using original footage, not proxies (and playback has been fine for months, until now)
Footage and project files are all on SSD drives.
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2024.05.22 00:38 Matthew_MattR Should I get the m2 ultra mac studio or m2 pro/max macbook pro?

Hi everyone! I'm curious on some of you all's opinion on this! (I apologize for the bad english as we start since it's not my main language)
Long story short: I'm in my final year of high school and I really want to use macs for my work when I go to university. Anyways, right now I use my main desktop (Ryzen 9 7950x cpu and 4070Ti gpu, 32 Gb of ram and something like 6Tb of storage) both for work and gaming and I really really want to separate my workflows, gaming on windows, and work on macos.
I already have an "old" M1 MacBook pro 13 inch, but I would really like to either upgrade it to a better MacBook (currently debating M2 Pro vs M2 Max since 1. I've been hearing meh stuff about the M3 lineup 2. They are on sale right now), or just get a Mac Studio. I really don't know which one to go for!
What I plan to do with it: - make projects with the Microsoft Office lineup of programs like word, excel and powerpoint; - coding, I mainly use Code::Blocks (I DIDNT HAVE A CHOICE IT WAS FORCED UPPON ME, OK?) right now but I plan to switch to something else after high school; - watch media; - I also really need 2 monitors so... (I'll use the MacBook with a stand and a 2nd monitor attached if I'd have it, but I'd use 2 monitors with the Mac Studio)
My curent M1 MacBook Pro is *enough* right now I should say? But I don't know how it would hold up in the future, especially another 4 years of university. It's the 2020 base model and I have it since release afterall it's sort of showing it's age? 8gb of ram and 256gb of storage isnt really enough for me, but the battery still holds amazingly! 99% health and only 65~ ish battery cycles (can you tell I didnt rly use it much, I just couldnt get it to run Word or Powerpoint idk why and I gave up on it for a few years). But in recent times I find myself actually using it more and more and thats why I really wanted to ask the question:
Should I get the MacBook Pro with M2 Pro/Max or the M2 ultra MacStudio?
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2024.05.22 00:38 AgitatedQuail3013 WPLM migration dor WP or Shopify

I have a website full of technical problems, a huge database with basically rubbish. Weel whatever
But it is also a website with 1500 products and translated into 2 more languages with WPML.
If I redo the website from 0, will it be possible to recover the translations?
Otherwise, for someone without coding skills, what do you think is best? redo with wordpress? which bulldier? or simply go to Shopify?
I try find info at Google, but I m too tired or too dumb to get a obvius answer...
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2024.05.22 00:36 AgitatedQuail3013 WPML

I have a website full of technical problems, a huge database with basically rubbish. Weel whatever
But it is also a website with 1500 products and translated into 2 more languages with WPML.
If I redo the website from 0, will it be possible to recover the translations?
Otherwise, for someone without coding skills, what do you think is best? redo with wordpress? which bulldier? or simply go to Shopify?
I try find info at Google, but I m too tired or too dumb to get a obvius answer...
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2024.05.22 00:34 LlamaNL Praxis question. How do i prevent myself from falling into old patterns.

I've been a coder all my life but only doing it professionally for about 5.5 years. I am 100% self-thought. I've built up a way of doing things over the years that work for me.
I try to keep myself up to date of most of the latest dotnet and c# stuff. As well as code patterns and architectures.
However I often notice that I tend to fall back onto 'comfortable' patterns because at some point when I'm coding i go into auto-pilot mode. For instance, I will often use exceptions for control flow even though that is a big no-no. I consciously know it's a faux-pas but often only realize when I'm nearly done with a project that I've once again made the same 'mistakes' I always do.
Does anyone else experience this, or do you know of a way to be more mindful of your coding style?
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2024.05.22 00:32 Defiant-Flower-135 I wish I turned out differently

M21 I'm doubting if it was strict parenting or if it was the drink but I want opinions. She has done a lot but I don't feel entirely satisfied either. But in the days I have drafted this, my doubts only grow.
As a kid my mom hawked over me and now things I wish I could have experienced did not exist, like going to a park or playground with a friend without supervision, whereas she did. Going to the gas station for snack I couldn't, when she asked her parents and was given a quarter when everything was a cent. Riding a bike was limited to the street we live on, and when I was able to leave, I couldn't leave the neighborhood when she walked for a while to make sure her friend got home. Once sitting on my bike at the edge of the sidewalk and she walked over, cursed me out for going on a different street and wouldn't believe me. I couldn't go to a friends house because I was going to do my homework how my teacher taught me instead of hers, which I didnt know and was not taught. At a friends house, she berated me for making her wait in the car for a few minutes longer than the arranged pickup time. By comparison to what it would have been like, it is a magical opportunity lost.
For most of my school years, all I did was go to school, do homework and play games. Despite catching on to lessons quickly, classes were something to pass, nothing more, not even for life skills. Have a B? Make it an A. I did. Is the project due? Make it better. Alright. Taking orchestra and painting was fleeting then and while I enjoyed it, it was only done for practice or assignment. Now I am upset that it was all I did instead of going out and experiencing life: going out with friends, finding a club or sport to do, or just big activity sessions. Never had a curfew because I never left home to start. I may have had fun gaming then, but I lament heavy over that now to where I will not touch one. A future education and the future as a whole I should have taken a lot more seriously than I could possibly have imagined. School did push for it, but I was a fool and did not care.
Other than the occasional family visit, I did nothing and learned nothing. Never taught to cook much, properly clean, shop for necessities, make right finances, etc. Future prospects was left to whatever I would choose, which I would put it later down the road. Never got any real world experience and just been sheltered for so long, both by my doing and my moms. No drive to do anything, nothing of a hopeful future, no being pulled out of whatever I was doing to learn anything or having skills necessary in the world today be incentivized. Aside from making sure I did well in school, I was left to myself.
She always has something to complain about. Streaks of mean and grumpy. Remembered somethings of what we were interested in but other times just an empty face. Who my mom is today is doom and gloom, speaking two different points that are showing the worst of her and nitpicking over every possible detail. Most of who she enjoys in media has an underlying toxic presence to them with name calling. Polarize, prejudice, politicize, judge and bias everything. Norway and Iceland? Too cold and mountainous, how could anyone have settled there? Germany? They all speak the same language and cannot understand anyone in a city that is 30 minutes away. That guy's accent she can't stand and defaulted to being generated, even though he sounds the same speaking Finnish. All for a better planet yet everything is wasted, trashed, or sent to China. Treat others how you want to be and from where I stand, seem like a backtalking coward. Couldn't have a water pitcher because "no one refilled it" to keep the filter going when I made sure to keep it plentiful. If she has a problem she will bring up the one exact same example related to the topic that I have heard plenty before. And most of the negative aspects of society happen more likely than they should. All while bring home a 24, 30 or however many count of budweiser a week at least. I imagine we only got along because I wasn't a brat anymore and did not try to upset her. Falling in line if you will.
Emotions bottled or maybe emotionally dead. The masculinity trap of what is the general expectation of "men". To express myself, to show emotion, to even cry is something I don't want to do out of fear of being seen, which is ironic given the code of the samurai. 6th grade she didn't remember to pick me up even though I said and called and a friend and his friend caught me being emotional and stayed around a bit to comfort me.
The fear that was put into everything. An actual quote went something as "If you get hurt, I'm not going to drive you to the hospital". Another "All girls are evil". And "that sounds too confrontational" when I asked neighbors to clean after their dog. Even questioning if my eyes doing something required a doctor for her to say that my eyes will fail naturally and something about her relative who had an eye problem and didn't see a doctor. Things that made me not do the kinds of things I want to do now. I have been so sheltered then and now that I want to go out but there is the ever scared part of me towards the unknown world. I feel I have been prejudiced into thinking such ways but there's no personal experience to back or challenge said thoughts.
Admittably, parts of me are glad I know what I have and want for morals and mindset, but its also a matter of temptation and theres still so much that I wish to explore. At times I feel I matured too quickly at the cost of a kids stupidity or innocence and now am too serious and heavyhearted for my own good. To be told how I've matured when there wasn't much to mature from. A part of me feels that I have taken after her cold, judgemental, selfish attitude and that makes me fearful to screw up any kind of friendship or relationship, and dreading that I could reflect that onto any child I may have no matter how far away into the future I do have one. I kind of want to hate her but I am so emotionally gone or warped that I can't. If I "rebel" now, or begin to, I feel that might get the fire started.
She would argue with my dad from time to time but then that continued on for days and it was a cold environment lasting days to weeks after a fight. Even prior to their fights, they rarely slept together in the same bed, let alone the same room. She would critique his employer and even his choice of friends. Once he woke up late, thus having us late to get ready for school and she began one for that. I don't remember the exact details but she once criticized him over a coat he got me. All while listening from the top of the stairs to even the bottom where I was covered by a wall. A few times we listened and we made noise that I think made them aware of us but that didn't stop them. Even starting in our presence where we would leave the room. It got to the point where he actually packed lightly to leave for the night or days and my brother and I stopped him just so he could be home. I wish I did let him go then.
I really do believe I could have had it differently if my dad was alive. He made such an effort. When I was in hospital at 4, he made the efforts to get me out and moving around. When I didn't know a swim style, he literally chucked me towards the deeper waters (I was scared, but he was right in the end, one of the fondest memories). He taught me how to use the mower and had a mini shop set up in the garage. I played with him so much and he got me into the complex games he enjoyed as I got older. For as rough we were, he was so gentle. I looked up to him then and even more than ever now. He made the effort to be one worthy of "Dad" and he was damn well worthy of that and no one could be more better for me.
"Faded gray are all the days of yesteryears So much time has turned to memories and to tears" -Valkyrja
I did graduate HS 3 years ago, did a summer program and since nothing. No job, education chances, or life plans. Even though I felt smarter, I was turned off of college simply for cost reasons and "feeding the rich" mindset. Last summer I began to look at my past and future with a whole new look with no physical change taking effect. First week into March this year I realized what I have been doing compared to how others are living through good and bad and I fell into depression hard. Now it persists with great off and on. Where I have been up at 9 in the morning to suddenly be up at 5 or 6 in the afternoon. Throughout the past 3 years, there was no making sure I was ok, no seeing how I felt, no finding out what I wanted to do. And I am still frightened of what may be out there, even when that is the key to the living that I want. I want to go, I need to go. But where? I leave for the good and better of myself, but I also leave behind this place I've called home, yet it's now so far from the one I want to remember with a fond memory. So much happens that seems to have been "normal" when it doesn't seem like it should. The same place with the same inhabitants in the same motions. No going out, no difference, no change, and VERY artificial. Nothing means anything anymore. To let how I feel about the previous years subside in me or blow over...
Always have been insecure, hesitant, second guessing. While others had spent their 18s, 19s and 20s going into the world doing many things, I've had the summer program at 18, nothing at 19, and two days in the big city to attend a concert at 20. Little noteworthy moments under my belt. It seems like love in the immediate family was not two ways or had to be earned. I have not grown. Who I am is not who I want to be at heart.
For 21, I know I should have more skills and be in better places, but theres nothing from anyone. No check-in, no advice, no motivation. Like "the birdling will leave the nest" instead of anyone preparing a boy to what is before him. Its not a snap of fingers or blink of an eye do I learn what is expected. On the grown up part, I feel heavily underprepared for the world and life. Far too long have I stayed and lived in my head. I cannot understand why I am still at home, a part of myself thinks to keep the peace but what peace needs to be kept? Nothing and no one is stopping me from leaving except myself and the thought that they will most definitely want to know where I am if I go, which I do not want to tell anyone. Or that I've been sheltered and not have realised the gates have been unlocked long ago. Things are not ok and I want to stop pretending when I leave. Even with Spring's green grass under a blue sky that ends the day with the orange sunset piercing the clouds to make them blue and pink do I feel grey.
"Watching to the night with tired eyes Waiting for nothing all my life" -Battle Against Time
I feel the kid within me, wanting to do those exciting things, yearning for any kind of companion or fellowship. What daylight reveries I can conjure to make him feel hopeful enough so he can shine soon. The things I want to do to feel happy. I want to water that little guy.
A lot of this I have remembered recently and still am connecting the dots. I already am upset at myself for not doing anything in life, but I want to be angry and I honestly hate myself for not seeing this sooner and listening to her for so long. Despite feeling broken and defunct, I still feel young enough but there's been so little done that it feels many chances are long gone. There is more freedoms I have that I do not know about and ones that I have had before that gathered dust. And now I am in a toss up between beginning college preparation now, leaving states or the country to act on these now childhood regrets. I don't want to be who I am now any longer. I just want to do something. And in between it all, confusion of what to do, how to feel and saddened that I am not who I once was or could have been.
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2024.05.22 00:31 Califanoal Temas Resources Corp. Advances La Blache and Lac Brule Projects with Strong Economic Prospects

Temas Resources Corp. Advances La Blache and Lac Brule Projects with Strong Economic Prospects
Temas Resources Corp. (Ticker: TMAS.c or TMASF for US investors) is strategically focused on the development of the La Blache and Lac Brule Iron-Titanium-Vanadium projects in Quebec. These projects are critical in advancing national mineral independence by exploring for essential metals, especially Titanium which is currently largely supplied by Russia and China.
Additionally, Temas is committed to applying green mineral recovery technologies across its portfolio to minimize the environmental impact and carbon footprint of metal extraction while maximizing efficency, utilizing advanced processing and patented leaching technologies.
Temas recently filed an Independent Technical Report and Preliminary Economic Assessment for its wholly-owned La Blache Project. This filing marks a significant milestone for the Company, reflecting substantial material changes in the project’s economic indicators between the initial announcement on February 7, 2024, and the finalized PEA on March 27, 2024, including an enhanced IRR.
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Tim Fernback, President of Temas, expressed his enthusiasm about the PEA results as well as the titanium sector in general, "Titanium has been trading well above our assumptions of USD $2,200 per tonne for over three years and at over USD $3,000 per tonne since August 2022. We believe this trend will continue due to the increasing demand for TiO2, major global supply coming to end of life, and lack of both brownfield expansion and new projects coming online in North America."
Fernback emphasized the significance of the PEA in demonstrating the project's potential and the effectiveness of Temas's proprietary, environmentally friendly and more efficient extraction technology. With the Company’s current market cap of CAD $6.7M, he highlighted the opportunity to unlock substantial value for stakeholders as the project advances.
Full news here: https://temasresources.com/temas-files-preliminary-economic-assessment-report-for-la-blache-and-clarifies-february-7th-release/
Posted on behalf of Temas Resources Corp.
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2024.05.22 00:30 Spirited_Month_4352 12-Week Study Schedule - Give me feedback!

Or, more aptly, give Google Gemini feedback. Taking the PE in 12 weeks and kicking off 3x/week study sessions. Let me know if you have any topic suggestions or other comments to what Google Gemini gave me when i asked " I'm taking the PE - Power exam in 12 weeks. Make me a 12 week study schedule "

12-Week PE Power Exam Study Schedule

This is a general schedule to get you started. You can adjust it based on your existing knowledge, preferred study methods, and available time.
Resources:
Weekly Breakdown:
Weeks 1-4: Focus on core topics (40% of exam)
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Weeks 5-8: Address specific topics (35% of exam)
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Weeks 9-11: Review and Practice (25% of exam)
Study Activities:
Week 12: Final Touches (Pre-Exam Week)
Additional Tips:
Remember, this is a sample schedule. You can adjust it based on your strengths and weaknesses. Consistency and focused studying are key to success. Good luck with your PE Power exam!
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2024.05.22 00:29 KnownSyntax ProvisionIRCd - Python IRCd

I've been testing and using this Python IRCd which much success, something that might have sounded crazy awhile ago, but has good performance and features (including IRCv3). Below is some of the information from the authocreator, Y4kuzi, along with additional links and a network that you can view it running, with services linked and other servers as well.
If you want to test it out, feel free to jump on my IRC network and give it a shot (has multiple servers linked including services); irc.ChatNPlay.org
GitHub: https://github.com/provisionircd/ProvisionIRCd
Description A modern IRCd written in Python 3.10. Support for lower versions has officially been dropped. Massive code overhaul, so there might still be some issues.
Features Very modular, all modules can be reloaded on the fly (not always recommended) IRCv3 features Full TLS support Extended channel and server bans Linking capabilities Flexible oper permissions system
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2024.05.22 00:27 AspiringProgrammer93 30 [M4F] #UK/Anywhere- Seeking a Kindred Spirit for Adventure and Deep Conversations

I'm a 30-year-old introvert who enjoys the quieter moments, but I also have a sense of adventure. I'm into traveling abroad, hiking through beautiful landscapes, and exploring new places. I have a short social battery, so I tend to recharge with some downtime, but with the right person, I can be a great companion. Ultimately, I'm looking for something serious and long-term. I would like to have kids someday and dream of building a home in a remote mountainous area where I can enjoy nature and peace.
I'm 5'11" with an average build, and I hit the gym regularly to stay in shape. I work full-time and also study part-time and recently have setup a business so I keep pretty busy. When I do find some free time, I like playing video games, especially puzzle-solving ones, and I also enjoy coding. I’m a big fan of Christopher Nolan, and my favorite movie is Memento, which I've wached so many times.
One of my favorite things to do is engage in deep conversations. I love thinking about big questions and discussing them with someone who’s equally intrigued. If you’re into that, I think we’d get along great.
I'm not into social media like Facebook, Instagram, X, TikTok, etc. If that's a big part of your life which you're also looking for in a potential partenr, I might not be the right person for you. I prefer to spend my time with people in person or through meaningful conversations over the phone or via messages.
I'm looking for someone who also enjoys deep discussions, likes adventures, and is either introverted or extroverted—it doesn't matter as long as you respect my need for occasional alone time. Ideally, you don't have kids, you don't smoke, and religion isn't a deal-breaker for you, as it's not a significant part of my life (I don't believe in God).
I'm open to a long-distance relationship but I'd like to meet in person regularly once we're both comfortable. To set expectations, I may not share a picture of myself with you until I'm comfortable with who you are.
If this sounds like you, I'd love to chat and see where things go.
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2024.05.22 00:18 Ill_Recognition9464 23M Stuck working for family and not getting paid. I have no savings or skills, but I want out.

I'm 23 and stuck working for my family business. We use the company card for living expenses but I don't make any money of my own. They keep saying to stick with it and eventually the business will start paying off, but I really hate it. I feel stuck in my development as an individual, I'm stuck around my dad and older brother every single day, and we don't have the most healthy of relationships. I just want to find somewhere that I fit in and to live comfortably.
I went through this exact situation once before. I decided to quit this business and spent all of my savings on a coding bootcamp, banking on the chance that I can get a job in the city. However I still slacked off even without having any safety net. I avoided making projects in my free time, and I avoided all of the hassle of applying to 10+ employers a day. I settled for a part time job that couldn't pay my bills and I eventually had to move. Now after some time, I'm back in the exact same position I was in before.
The problem is I don't know what I want to do. Every interest I've had has always been fleeting and I can't commit to pursuing anything without fearing I'll end up hating it too. And I don't have any passion to drive me to succeed in anything. Like with programming, I'm competing against people with actual degrees that have an actual passion for it. It's hopeless.
So I'm at a loss at what to do. I feel like I would need a "real" job lined up to be able to leave without causing huge drama. So I have to build some kind of skill in my free time. Ugh. I'm wasting my life here.
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2024.05.22 00:16 Happy-Painting-1043 [24/M] Scotland - Seeking Adventure Partner and Serious Relationship 💑❤️

Hey there! 👋 I'm Daniel, a 24-year-old adventure enthusiast originally from India, now living in Scotland. I'm looking to connect with someone special who shares my love for excitement and deep conversations.
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What I'm Looking For: - Age Range: Ideally someone between 20-28 years old. - Faith: A committed Christian who shares my values and is looking to build a faith-centered relationship. - Interests: Someone who enjoys adventures, deep conversations, and shares some of my interests in movies, anime, and gaming. - Openness to Relocation: While I’m based in Scotland, I’m open to longer-distance relationships and potential relocation for the right person.
I’m looking for a serious relationship with someone who shares my zest for life and adventure. Let’s connect over our shared passions, swap game tips, code together, and make unforgettable memories! Ready for an adventure? 🌟
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2024.05.22 00:16 Caeduin Navigating the (Hopefully) Final Stretch of My Industry Transition: Last Interview Hurdle?

I've been lining up an industry transition out of postdoc for the better part of this past calendar year. In this current market, I'm a bit shellshocked and reluctant to count a good thing until its 100% certain. Not being in the biz or having run this gauntlet before, I wanted to cross-validate some of the signals I've received in my hiring process thus far.
Role is PhD level in clinical data science and I've cleared the three interview rounds initially described to me: 1) hiring manager interview (referred internally through network), 2) technical coding/test project round, and 3) presentation to senior team members for test project.
There was a two-week lull after I presented during which they interviewed their remaining candidates and asked me to hold on a bit longer. Having finished that, they've now come back talking about a previously undiscussed "final" round of 30 min interviews with HR, the lead project manager, operations president, and two technical leads collateral to my potential role.
My hiring manager described these interviews as "culture fit," but said certain stakeholders might ask technical Qs. Whole shebang has taken the better part of two months and the crawl has been agonizing w/ respect to planning over the next months.
Any pros want to give me their read on this? Am I close to closing this shit or is there any chance that this is some final strut down the catwalk because they're split between me and someone else? I'm proud of myself for seeing this through, but uncertain how I should understand what I've accomplished to this point (and what these final interviews mean).
Thanks for the advice!
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2024.05.22 00:16 Current-Potential440 Update: perc test today, they dug a hole and said it will work but..

Help! Percolation test for 50'x200'. The person said it will not pass. No test performed
I have a 10,000 Sq ft. I called a company for a perc test. The guy showed up and started rambling that he hates to be a bearer of the bad news that the lot will not pass the perc test. He said he's been doing this type of work for 30 years, served in the Air Force, and ready to retire. He also mention that he knows the area more than anybody else. The leech field will take the whole entire area and I can only build 1 bedroom. The guy doesn't know what I am trying to build. I am building a 20x30 tiny home two bedroom which is 600 sq ft.
I asked him how did other houses pass the perc test, he replied to me that those houses are built old and new regulations will make it impossible to me to build a house and the land that I got is worthless. He said "Ask yourself, When does the bleeding stop?" "I can tell you right now, It has to stop, by the time you are done with this, it will be an expensive project for what it's worth" Get a better land and I don't want your money"
Seriously, I am not trying to build a family home. I am doing this for myself and nobody else. Housing prices are ridiculous.
A friend from New Mexico who is a builder and a carpenter said the guy I talked is full of BS. He has a friend who builds septic tanks. For a tiny house, he said I only need a small size leech field with a gravel underneath. New Mexico has hard rocky soil. In Arkansas He told me to get a new Perc test from a different company preferably from Mexicans who will ensure that I can pass, submit to Health and Dept and design better septic. What should I do?
Update
They said health department will have to do some inspections. With this new perc, he said it will work. Shall I worry?
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