So when I was a foolish 20yo I had my first internship. I had to ride a bus everyday going to work.
Idk what clicked in me but the thought of masturbating inside a bus na may possibility na makahuli saakin turned me on so much. Parang first week ng intership ko, ayun lang naiisip ko during my commute.
By the second week, I acted on it. Sa medj 2/3 part ako ng bus uupo. I would whip it out halfway the trip to stroke. Grabe, exhilarating feeling pero may kaunting takot kasi if mahuli tapos isumbong ako, edi lagot ako. Tapos before I would disembark, I had to finish. Naka ready na ako lagi ng tissue paper.
By the third week, everyday ko na ginagawa papasok. Sadly, by this time walang nakakakita or nakakahuli. Or baka may nakakita pero di nila sinabi, voyeurism ba.
For the fourth week, the magic happened. MAGIC? So nag sstroke then hindi ko namalayan may nanonood na pala. Guy, probably 30s. He was watching me intently nung napansin ko. I gestured na lumapit siya, he did. Nakalimutan ko if I offered for him to touch. Naalala ko na lang, katabi ko siya nagjajakol ako tas napabilis ako mag cum that day. Hiningi niya yung tissue paper. Di ko na naalala kung ano ginawa niya. Basta I think I cleaned my dick and then waited for my stop.
Hindi ko na siya ulit nakita after pero hanggang mag end contract ko dun sa place, every morning routine siya. That was the only time I was seen. Sayang but I guess ganun talaga.
I don't do it nowadays, tumanda na ata ako masyado lol.
Thanks

I’m 19, and I just finished my third semester at school. Over three semesters, I’ve failed three (potentially four) classes, lost all of my savings (roughly $13,000 accumulated from working 2-3 years in high school), and am currently chilling with about a 2.2 GPA. My plan is to be full time for my 4th semester, then start taking only 8 or so credits after that as a part time student so I can live off-campus while making a stable income. I plan on taking a summer class or two to keep up some pace. Wondering what anyone else did in situations similar to mine, and if anyone has advice?

On Feb. 9, 2022, I officially became "Homeless" on state record and applied for rent and housing assistance in Knoxville through KCDC/Section 8.
Per today's date:
Zeitraum = 825 days aka 27.123 months. This is exactly the length of time I've been surviving homeless.
It wasn't until THIS YEAR that my name "officially" has gone from being on their "PRE-waiting list": aka the long-ass waiting list you're on BEFORE graduating to the "OFFICIAL" waiting list.
*Btw, no one informed me of this being their process. I waited for many hopeful months while living out of my car, waiting to be called that I contacted them to get the news of only being on the PRE-waiting list- List. Good shit...
So, I decided to visit KCDC in-person last week to speak to them about my still pending status and ask if there were any actions I could take to help my chances of having a place to call home...
FYI: The Broadway location is ONLY for applying to any of their listed complexes. Unfortunately, ALL their waiting lists are also completely full.
*The Harriet Tubman location is for applying or relating to receiving vouchers for financial rental assistance.
FYI: you can ONLY APPLY for a voucher between their generous hours of 8AM-3PM only on the 2nd WED of each month, just fyi for any new applicants.
All I was told at each location was to "continue waiting" and that I would one day be contacted whenever my name came up.
The housing costs in Knoxville, especially have risen quickly dramatically even since when I very first began applying and they'll continue this trend.
**BTW, they're SHUTTING DOWN our Homeless Shelter on Broadway due to a LACK OF FUNDING (good timing), so yet another option we can all cross off our lists of any places to lie our heads down at night.
Pretty ironic that TN is the FREAKING VOLUNTEER STATE, considering... "GO VOLS", am I right??
See news link here: https://www.wate.com/news/knox-county-news/the-foyer-a-low-barrier-knoxville-homeless-shelter-set-to-close-as-officials-seek-new-operato
Oh yeah, HOMELESSNESS IN TN is also now a CLASS E FELONY!
*You are automatically disqualified from receiving public assistance such as Section 8 and SNAP benefits unless you've fully paid off ALL FEES (up to $3,000 for being homeless) and have fully completed your probation period! *KEEPING THINGS REALLY CLASSY, TN! 😜 (Also, you can't sleep in your vehicle at any rest stops, either. Also illegal. You can sit there in your car for only 3hrs max.)
"In Tennessee, felonies are classified from A to E, with Class A being the most serious and Class E being the least severe. A Class E felony in Tennessee is the lowest level of felony. It includes offenses such as theft of property valued at $1,000 to $2,500, certain driving offenses like third or subsequent DUI offenses, stalking, and forgery. The typical punishments for Class E felonies in Tennessee include: 1. One to six years of imprisonment (PRISON TIME, not jail), and/or 2. Fines up to $3,000. (Also, just pointing out that with any Class E felonies, being the "least" serious felony, if any fines for the offense are deemed as "unspecified" in their books, they then have the capability to charge an offender up to $50,000.)
However, these punishments can vary based on a variety of factors such as the exact nature of the crime, whether or not the defendant has a prior criminal record, and other relevant factors considered by the court." See specifics here: https://codes.findlaw.com/tn/title-40-criminal-procedure/tn-code-sect-40-35-111/
Covertly, they've named this abomination as the:
"Equal Access to Public Property Act of 2012.” Makes it sound so helpful and positive for us, doesn't it? Thanks, guys! LOL!
See below what all is covered, including: **If they happen to search and find any of your stored belongings (likely being at times literally their entire life's possessions, including if they find you've stored your food somewhere) the police will immediately confiscate it, and then you will have a total of 90 days to go to them and claim all your belongings or else they'll consider it as "abandoned property". You must detail exactly where on the property that they found your items, so that they then will slap you with a Class E Felony, charge you a "holding fee" for whatever amount of time they "stored" it for you, also stating that "the court shall include an order of restitution for any property damage or loss incurred as a result" of you or your belongings being present on the state property. But hey, at least you get your items back!
https://law.justia.com/codes/tennessee/2021/title-39/chapter-14/part-4/section-39-14-414/#:~:text=It%20is%20an%20offense%20for,agency%20responsible%20for%20the%20land.
My Story: (if you've made it this far and give any shits about hearing it for the sake of context.)
Around 1 year-deep into the COVID-19 pandemic, I had been living in an expensive house centered in the North Knox Historic District, working FT at a job I'd spent the past few yrs diligently climbing their ladder, and splitting the house payment with my then, Fiancee of 5 1/2 yrs. He began dating a different girl, had moved her into our house, while stating that "If I didn't stop being depressed, he was going to kick me out". Unfortunately, the house had been put solely in his name when bought. You see, my grandmother had just passed from COVID-19, my childhood best friend had just passed away, and I had been informed suddenly that my 84yrs-old dementia-ridden Father was getting worse and also nearing his last days. Not long after, my older sister contacted me acting upset, stating that he now needed to be on continual watch for FT care, so I packed my things, left my fiancee and my then home and moved in to care for my late father. Eventually, I had to leave my job to fulfill my caretaking duties but I don't regret being there for my father but it grew to be very difficult times, as it was for many those yrs. Dad passed away Jan. 31, 2022. My mother immediately inherited the house at his death, per their messy divorce agreement many yrs before. She so graciously left no time after me literally watching him take his very last breath in the bedroom down the hall from my own for her to serve me immediate eviction papers, now forcing me to leave the home that I grew up with my father in, while being raised. This house, I had only 1 year previous, agreed to my mother and sister when they had requested this of me, quit my long-term, FT job, losing all my sources of income in order to live with and solitary care for my father. (Everyone else- meaning my mother and 3 sisters -were all "too busy" to help me out or give even short breaks. I'm informing you of this, so that anyone that ever says to themselves, "why don't they just go live with family", can comprehend how that's not an actual option for everyone, so when the systems are failing, ppl aren't always on the streets or living out of their cars bc of drug problems or laziness or whatever other common misconceptions I've heard from ppl that are limited in grasping these situations for others. That last month that he was still alive, they all "forbade" me from leaving the house at all nor having any visitors "for his health", despite my deep despair from watching his health ferociously decline, resulting in my very rapidly declining mental health and massive weight-loss and over-exhaustion. Upon receiving my eviction notice, I then immediately began applying for Section 8 assistance. I had no one left and nowhere to go. It's like this for a lot of people. Don't assume ppl always have any other options available, is my point of giving so much backstory. Not exactly trying to "victimize" myself here for pity. I'm strong, I've got this. Just trying to get some points across for when you judge another's situation that you don't know.
Ok, here's the last I'll say about all this. Just humor me and try to consider what I'm pointing out here.
Every single one of us local TN natives have seen through the years how various homeless individuals will bravely step into some of our favorite local diners, gas stations, retail stores, etc. Them, asking employees permissions for maybe utilizing a restroom, some cold water or a drink, often after them walking around most the day (shelter kicks everyone out once it's morning), often after being in our unforgiving weather or high temps. Sometimes, they're asking even for a small bite to eat or leftovers from the kitchen. SO MANY times throughout the years, we've all been standing by, as we witness some enraged employee or the manager angrily decline, followed with often loud threats of calling the cops on them, etc in an attempt to motivate them to not come back asking later, as now they see how many of their annoyed paying customers are actively shaking their heads and shaming their whole interaction with rotten looks of disgust.
I mean after all, our businesses ABSOLUTELY can't be taking any risks of "losing their dedicated customers, just BC some "lazy bums" keep showing up, "always asking for free handouts" and "scaring away our business".
Really, it's best to just not give them anything in the 1st place cus ya know, just like strays, they'll "just keep showing back up"...
Right?
Excluding sometimes a random kind individual's exception, for the most part this mindset I'm highlighting here has most often worked as an sorta unspoken "Golden Rule" when we're relating to how we'll decidedly "handle" our large and growing homeless population.
Now that our housing prices have fully skyrocketed, with increases markedly on the rise almost immediately after the COVID-19 Pandemic that left so many of us without income that was supporting our access to necessities. Many, many "middle-class" individuals who were previously working averaging their 5 days/week (ty past labor strikes enforcing our allowance of 2 days off) and living comfortably on their 40hrs/week paychecks are currently struggling to find availability and also afford even a 1br ran-down apartment in our "lower-class" neighborhoods. Most are now working multiple jobs trying to keep up, and childcare isn't offered for free, so it keeps everyone from having opportunities to not only spend time raising their children vs random strangers who are also overworked, but how can you save money when you're losing part of what you earn, just to be able to go to work and not be fully abandoning your children to fend for themselves if left home alone?
Often, homeless ppl can be seen all throughout our city, and guaranteed to be growing in mass numbers when inching closer toward that underpass leading up to the Historic Gay St./Downtown/UT campus/Cumberland Strip. *It's really fairly ironic I've thought, how so much of our income has always been made/spent here, however we're required each time, to first drive through the huge crowd of terribly unfortunate ppl left standing without their bare necessities, often left to sleep outside the packed shelter when it hits capacity, which is always a guarantee. They're not left outside strictly bc they're "on drugs", like a lot have been led to believe.
Lastly, but oh of such an amazing relevance-
**Here's some realism surrounding our cultures' universally pre-conceived (disconnected/egotistical and mis-informed), accepted stigma that states the following phrase:
"These ppl just won't get a job bc they're SO LAZY and just want to live off all us hard-working American's tax dollars...blah blah blah.." Employers won't hire if you don't have an address and the shelters fail to deliver anyone's incoming mail, nor do businesses want to hire a homeless person showing up without proper hygiene or attire or any kind of criminal record. Also, transportation is a bitch. KAT bus costs money, and is very limited on its area services. By walking such lengthy distances, not only can your safety be at risk (especially for Females or any shifts beginning or letting out after dark) but you're gonna be super sweaty and gross by the time you actually arrive to then work a full shift, if you can even somehow make it on time every day by walking for hours before and then after every single shift that you show for.
This isn't any kinda "new" issue for the poor, btw. Don't be such heartless fools, making someone else's situation about "you".
Life's realities can forcibly humble an individual, catching us off-guard for what we'll often end up facing. Always count your blessings and never assume you know anything about anyone else's struggles or how they got there. We're all just trying to survive in this place.
Thanks for reading and hopefully this info helps bring insight to whomever reads this. Good luck out there, I mean it. We got this. ❤️

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Hope i can post this here. just got banned from bipolar for this ugh
original post: https://www.reddit.com/bipolacomments/1bw5qeb/i_got_myself_a_bipolar_girl_and_shes_everything/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web3x&utm_name=web3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button
so last last tuesday (30th april, 19 days after we got married on the 11th), she divorced/dumped me. i am distraught. i have never been so depressed, i wish someone told me that it would end terribly, and that i should take it slow because i would have listened to them if ANYONE just ANYBODY told me i was manic/delusional/moving too fast, but NOBODY told me to do any of that and i went in with the fuck it we ball and came out with nothing D:

/s

i am the happiest i have ever been
this was my first proper relationship. here are some stats:

• met on 19th March,
  
• first date was tue 9th april after a 1.5 day talking phase
  
• second date 2 days later where i decided to move in with her
  
• we told each other we love each other as soon as we could - we had a discord call the night before and we both fell in love w each other and i was the one to say it first and she ofc said it right back, and was gonna wait till we got inside then she was gonna say it anyway but i couldn't wait to say it :DDDD
  
• moved in properly over the next few days, our second date was straight up living with each other
  
• third date was a wedding.
  
• shotgun wedding because i was going overseas on a family trip that was planned months ago
  
• she encouraged me to go on the trip even though i continually said i wanna stay and spend more time w her, and i love her so much for that.
  
• 2 weeks spent away, daily vid calls
  
  • came back on the night of the 25th april and she was so excited to see me and we hugged and the kiss was amazing and then we hung out for an hr then she pillioned me back home :::))))
• spent the next few days together, sex was had heheheheh
  
• she brought up the divorce on the 30th april and it took me 2 days to accept
  
• she literally said "i think we'd be better off as friends" over text at some point lmaoaooaoo
  

My thoughts:
I'm happier than ever. I got to experience so, so, so much in that relationship and i'm so so so much more glad that it happened than i am sad that it's over.
every day i realise more and more that we're better off as friends and if we went slow and weren't both manic, we would've just stayed friends and not be lovers, but we took it fast, speedran the relationship, and i got to smash lets fkn goooooooo
she gave me so much and i'm so glad i didnt listen to the people warning me because i really enjoyed believing that i finally found the one after having given up 1.5y ago, and having no doubts, and now no regrets. that was the best relationship, and i'll forever be glad it happened.
thank fuck we didn't get legally married lmao
thank you for being part of this episode :)

Sorry for any mistakes, English is not my first language. It’s a long story (get your popcorn ready)
So my(33f) whole life I have a very sensitive skin. It’s mostly painful but manageable for me to do manicure and pedicure, I don’t go to cosmetologist as I have a high risk of getting an allergy or redness. However, I like to dye my hair and I have been to numerous hairdressers as well as done it myself for about 15 years
Three years ago I had severe health problems which caused me to lose half of my hair (among other symptoms) and at one point I almost died. At that time I stopped dyeing my hair and chopped it off due to bad quality. 2,5 years later I’ve been feeling good, my hair grew out and I decided it’s time to make my 2 dreams come true: to donate my hair so they can make a wig for cancer patients and to dye the bob that will be after the haircut bright pink
I’ve spent a lot of time to find a hairdresser that would fit me. The one that chopped my hair didn’t work with bright colors and actually chopped off 10cm more than I asked. I was sad but ok as it went for charity
After a few month I finally found the one that had pretty good works and the price was good enough
When I came to the appointment It felt weird, I think we didn’t clicked, but were pretty respectful towards each other. I told her right away that I have sensitive skin and she seemed ok with that
Although I didn’t like that she didn’t ask for my permission to take photos or videos for her social media, and I was just told that she will take them after she finishes her work. I swallowed it as I always supportive of hairdressers, makeup artists etc. I loved her work on me and was absolutely happy, but during the filming she was irritated that I’m posing not like she wanted although I never got the instructions
A few days later she posted an IG reel with me and she put a filter on my face for a preview picture. Mind you, I almost haven’t recognized myself. She never asked me if I’m ok with that. I was livid but once again swallowed it because it’s so hard to find a good hairdresser where I live
During the next appointment she held her blowing dryer too close to my head that it felt like it burned a hole in my head. I politely asked to hold it a bit further and she reacted normally, and tried to do so. Sometimes she pulled my hair too much and I made some quiet noises as I can’t control my reaction
During the third appointment she fucked up with bleaching my roots and I got a light strip 1 cm wide. At first it wasn’t noticeable due to the lighting and I saw it the next day and sent her a message right away. She never apologized and tried to make it seem like it was my fault, but eventually said to come to her salon to fix it (for free ofc). Her fixing didn’t help that time and the next one. So I had to walk like that for 2 months. She never acknowledged her fault, and newer apologized. Okay, things happen, I understand. I swallowed my frustration once again
Now to the main problem. I’ve been at her salon for 5-6 times and after at least the last three of them I’ve noticed that she washed my had very bad leaving A LOT of dye. This caused a very painful itching after only 2-3 hours after the appointment was finished and the last time this itching continued for two weeks. Okay, she has only 3-4 years of experience, I get it, mistakes happen. I thought that I would talk to her about this and it will be better
Yesterday was my last appointment. I addressed my concerns in a very polite manner, she tried to break my speech answering that it’s the dye that is so strong or the bleach causes the irritation and she is not sure it can be fixable. I told her that I have years of experience and never had this problem before. I’m just asking her to wash my head more thoroughly. She agreed to try
Well, the issue seemed resolved, she have bleached my roots and the part she fucked up before, washed my hair and started to blow drying it before dyeing. During the blow drying part I felt that she holds the blow dryer too close to my head again (mind you, when it’s just hot I remain silent, I say something only when I can’t bear the pain), I again asked her very politely to hold it a bit further
In response she started to raise her voice (not screaming) telling me how it irritates her that I have sensitive skin and I always say that it’s too hot, to painful or that I have allergic reaction. She said it’s uncomfortable for her to work like this with me and this is the last time [she allows me to say things like that]. She said that next time things will be different
I was shocked and said that I didn’t choose to have sensitive skin or get an allergic reaction. What should I have to do? To shut up when I’m in unbearable pain or have an allergy?
She responded only that she is uncomfortable with me and her other clients never have this problem
I said okay and sat completely silent and shocked knowing I will never be back as it was the last nail in the coffin
She dyed my hair, washed it again (surprisingly, she did it the exact way I asked for) and dried it. During drying she once again held the blow dryer so close to my head that I had to tilt in other direction from her in absolute pain and put my cold fingers on that place for a half a minute. She just remained silent looking more irritated and started to hold the blow dryer too far like on purpose
After she finished I paid for the service, came back home and blocked her. I never want to see her again or interact with her
Now, to my question: my husband said that blocking her was an overreaction, and I could just unfollowed her (she didn’t follow me). He didn’t say that in any rude way or so, just his opinion. I didn’t think I overreacted, but maybe I did? Idk, what do you think? Am I wrong in my reaction?

#include  #include  #include  // ezButton object: ezButton toggleSwitch(A0); ezButton stopButton(A1); ezButton rotateButton(A2); ezButton continueButton(A3); // motor control pins: #define pwmA 3 #define pwmB 11 #define brakeA 9 #define brakeB 8 #define directionA 12 #define directionB 13 // pin names: const int vesterSensor = 5; const int kistlerSensor = 10; const int LEDrotateButton = A4; const int LEDcontinueButton = A5; // Module connection pins: #define kistlerClock 2 #define kistlerData 4 #define vesterClock 6 #define vesterData 7 // variables: int stepsPerRevolution = 200; bool continueRotation = false; // Kistler Sensor: int kistlerObjectCount = 0; int kistlerSensorState = 0; int lastKistlerSensorState = 0; // Vester Sensor: int vesterObjectCount = 0; int vesterSensorState = 0; int lastVesterSensorState = 0; // Variables for debouncing: unsigned long lastDebounceTimeVester = 0; unsigned long lastDebounceTimeKistler = 0; const unsigned long debounceDelay = 100; // Additional variables to track sensor state changes: bool vesterStateChanged = false; bool kistlerStateChanged = false; // Define constants for motor rotation and delay int steps90DegreeRotation = 125; int rotationDelay = 3000; // Initialize the stepper library on the motor shield: Stepper myStepper = Stepper(stepsPerRevolution, directionA, directionB); // Create an instance of the TM1637Displays: TM1637Display vesterDisplay(vesterClock, vesterData); TM1637Display kistlerDisplay(kistlerClock, kistlerData); void setup() { pinMode(pwmA, OUTPUT); pinMode(pwmB, OUTPUT); pinMode(brakeA, OUTPUT); // brake (disable) Channel A pinMode(brakeB, OUTPUT); // brake (disable) Channel B digitalWrite(pwmA, HIGH); // digitalWrite(pwmB, HIGH); digitalWrite(brakeA, LOW); // release brake Channel A digitalWrite(brakeB, LOW); // release brake Channel B // Set the motor speed: myStepper.setSpeed(50); // Set pins: pinMode(vesterSensor, INPUT); pinMode(kistlerSensor, INPUT); pinMode(LEDrotateButton, OUTPUT); pinMode(LEDcontinueButton, OUTPUT); vesterDisplay.setBrightness(1); kistlerDisplay.setBrightness(1); Serial.begin(9600); toggleSwitch.setDebounceTime(50); stopButton.setDebounceTime(50); rotateButton.setDebounceTime(50); continueButton.setDebounceTime(50); } void loop() { toggleSwitch.loop(); stopButton.loop(); rotateButton.loop(); continueButton.loop(); if (stopButton.isPressed()) { myStepper.step(0); continueRotation = false; } if (rotateButton.isPressed()) { myStepper.step(steps90DegreeRotation); continueRotation = true; digitalWrite(LEDrotateButton, HIGH); } // Read the vester sensor and handle debouncing vesterSensorState = digitalRead(vesterSensor); if (vesterSensorState != lastVesterSensorState) { unsigned long currentTime = millis(); if (currentTime - lastDebounceTimeVester > debounceDelay) { lastDebounceTimeVester = currentTime; if (vesterSensorState == HIGH) { vesterObjectCount++; vesterDisplay.showNumberDec(vesterObjectCount); vesterStateChanged = true; } lastVesterSensorState = vesterSensorState; } } // Read the kistler sensor and handle debouncing kistlerSensorState = digitalRead(kistlerSensor); if (kistlerSensorState != lastKistlerSensorState) { unsigned long currentTime = millis(); if (currentTime - lastDebounceTimeKistler > debounceDelay) { lastDebounceTimeKistler = currentTime; if (kistlerSensorState == HIGH) { kistlerObjectCount++; kistlerDisplay.showNumberDec(kistlerObjectCount); kistlerStateChanged = true; } lastKistlerSensorState = kistlerSensorState; } } if (vesterObjectCount >= 10 && kistlerObjectCount >= 10) { myStepper.step(steps90DegreeRotation); // Reset the object counts after rotation vesterObjectCount = 0; kistlerObjectCount = 0; } } 

I'm in my third year of university and I'm aiming to at least finish my degree. The thing is, there's a postgrad that I want to get into but I doubt that my scores will be enough considering how competitive this field is. I just want to talk about this because I wondering if there's also anyone else whose in the same boat as me.
I struggled throughout my whole course of uni. The first year was okay, and then in my second year I failed a subject for the first time. The thing is, I love the idea of studying. I want to study, I had made plans throughout my day to study. I get excited about the new semester and how I will be atop of class. But I don't. It's because I literally cannot study. Everytime I tried studying, I'd fall asleep, no matter how good of a rest I get before hand. Last year it got so bad that I was behind 12 weeks in a lot of subjects and had to cram things. I can only bless my luck in how I managed to pass everything else, until I couldn't.
I'm probably suffering from a mental disorder that's not diagnosed. I only say this because this portion of my life in uni is suffering tremendously, and it's keeping me from being able to function normally. This year I'm not doing that great but I'm doing better, and it's only probably thanks to medicine I stock up on to help me focus. It's expensive though, and I use it sparingly because its not easy to get prescriptions for. I really want to get a H1 related to my degree for the first time, but then it seems so daunting, the score I need to get for my exams to make it possible. Over 90s, consistent 80s and such. And then I just feel overwhelmed and I want to give up again.
It's still really bad to the point where I can't attend lectures in person because I'm guaranteed to sleep. I considered maybe going to services provided by uni but then I keep pushing that back. Another factor I guess that adds to this is that I travel far to get to uni. 1.5 one way. And I go to uni maybe 3-4 times a week. I want to do better, but then I keep pushing things until its too late. I'm just barely making it, but Im desperate to get into the post grad. And yet at the same time I know that even if I don't make it, I can probably just work part time jobs for the rest of my life and still survive and maybe be happy, but it feels so daunting.
Just wanted to get this off my chest because I have never actually told anyone, even my friends or family how bad I'm struggling. Is there anyone else feeling the same? Or anyone who has some life advice? Though people are welcome to criticize me, please do so respectfully.

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Hi! I'm aiming to begin to dry brush my Body and décolleté part. But first, I want to know some more details.
I have searched all over the internet, and there isn't anyone who addresses this. Every time I search about how to cleanse the body after dry brushing, the only thing that comes up is how to wash the dry brush itself, not how to clean the body afterward.
Generally, it is written everywhere that it is recommended to wash the body after dry brushing. But I can't find any details about how to clean the body after. Do I have to use water only? Or wash the body with soap/shower gel? And which kind of soap? Do people use a loofah?
My second question is about what moisturizer should be used after. Are there any specific ingredients that are good to look for in a moisturizer after dry brushing? I'm thinking of using “CeraVe - SA location for rough & Bumby skin” as I also have some red dots on the legs (strawberry legs). Would that be okay?
Third, I do know that I have to use a milder brush for the décolleté part, but how should the aftercare be for the décolleté part vs. the whole body? Should I wash both parts in the same way? Can I use the same moisturizers on both parts of the body?
Thank you so much for reading so far, and I would appreciate it a ton if you have any advice you could share with me :)

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There is a month left of school and this person keeps bothering me, he’s an old friend and he betrayed me. He won’t stop making my life a hell. My parents think this is some small friendship argument we are having and we will be back sooner or later. Neither do they know that he is making my life a living hell. As I’m writing this I’m trying to skip school because I can’t fucking take this shit anymore. I talked to the principal, she def helped but I don’t want to snitch on him again and say he’s bothering me or people will think I’m a snitch. He is very popular amongst my grade, everybody likes him and knows him. He made the third person in our friend group turn on me and hate me so he makes sure I won’t be in their friend group again. He and this different guy both make sure my life is hell. Anytime I make a joke they all start turning on me. I have moved 3 schools from this and I can’t take it anymore. I’m currently 13 in 8th grade I have nobody to turn to and nobody to get advice from. Pls help.

How do I fix grading against brick?
first time homeowner, I haven't done landscaping work before and I'm unsure of the best way to properly grade this area of my house so it's not dipping down. i'm not sure if i should do this myself or hire a pro.
I read that you shouldn't have dirt up against the brick. So do I lay in some rock or blocks up against the house, and then pile dirt against that? to bring it up close to that overhang? and then same against the part of the house with the siding?
I was thinking of maybe doing a ground level or slightly raised deck in this area, so the look of the grading isn't as important as the function.
thank you for any advice.

I honestly don't know what to do. Yesterday, my GF called me over for a serious talk, she didn't specify anything, just that it is important and that we had to talk. We drove to a nearby Café as she wanted to talk in public. After ordering something small, she started to talk and said that she wants to breakup for the following reasons: - Our lives don't fit together, as she's working in a really competitive firm for a trade and I study electrical engineering while working part-time. She told me that she wants me to have a GF who wants the same life as me, the typical happy family life with a house and garden. - Time, she thought that I "stole" her time and chance of a proper social circle. - Family, our Families don't like each others, while my family does like her, her parents don't like me at all and tell her to break off things with me all the time.
After giving her reasons, she then began to cry while talking about this and just left. I told her to wait around the corner as I wanted to pay before continuing the talk. I had no choice other than accepting all of this. While I did still love her, I don't want to force anyone to love me. We did talk some more after that, but the ending was already clear, she told me to pick up my things tomorrow and delete all pictures of her and that's how she ended our first relationship of 3 years and 5 months. We were our first everything and she just threw it away for some bullshit manageable reasons.
I've gone home and just cried and screamed. I was angry, sad, confused and just wanted her back. But at some point it just stopped... There was this phenomenon of polar lights taking place at night in my country and I just couldn't stop staring at them. They were beautiful, but the crying didn't stop. I didn't feel my face anymore. Everything felt numb and I slept on the balcony that day.
The next started, I went to where she lived and wanted to pick my things up, she was waiting infront of her door, on a bench we loved to sit on and just enjoy our time together. We talked, she cried, I held her in my arms but honestly I didn't feel anything during that time... She told me that she wants to take back everything she said, because she made a mistake which completely shocked me but honestly I didn't care and just accepted it. She told me that every reason was bullshit and she was being dramatic and that it was an impulsive decision of hers. I don't want to throw everything away but I still feel numb and nothing feels the same about her anymore. She was willing to throw everything away for no reason at all but I trust her enough to know that she wouldn't cheat on yet I just don't get it, why would she do all of this? How do I go about with this feeling of numbness in my heart? Can everything be restored? How do I fully love her again? I want to try and I really do as I want her to be my future wife... I actually bought a ring 4 days ago but of course I'm not going to propose now, as it's definitely not the right time. I want the both of us to be happy and preferably together, but what can I do to go about this?
I apologise about my english as it is my third language,
I apologise for my bad english due to it being my third language, so please don't mind the weird wording.
TLDR: My GF of 3 years broke up with me for bullshit reasons, she wanted me back the day after and I accepted but I still feel numb when thinking about her. I want to let go of this numbness and need some advice on what to do.

Hi all,
I'm looking for a little advice regarding Tama hi hat stands.
I currently use (an older version of) the HH905 and I love it, but it's too damn heavy! For this reason, I'm considering "down"grading to a single-braced stand, the HH205s. However, one feature of the 905 that I love is the spare-the-rod system. I know that this is inherently not a feature of the 205, but does anyone know if I can kludge it together with parts from the 905? I guess the only things I would need to know is if the upper tube, linkage and clutch are common between the two. Or possibly if I can just use the linkage and clutch from my 905.
Many thanks in advance!