(Probably my last chapter. I'm not yet sure)
Her lily was recovering well, though they had to start wearing their mask again to aid with their breathing. She spent a lot more time in the garden with them, even more than she used to. The two would garden, and she would accept their help controlling her newfound psyker powers. Perhaps it was because it was her lily that was helping her made it more bearable, maybe it was because she knew that this was the only way to prevent her from being a pawn of beings that did not care for her. Regardless of why, she knew it was necessary, and dare she say; nice. It felt nice to be able to rely on someone else. She only hoped that it would last.
She had started to control her psychic powers to some degree, and grown incredibly strong psychically, though that fact often concerned her. She didnt want to lose control and create the same system that she had destroyed on her home world. But gardening helped ease her worries. Spending time with her lily helped ease her worries, calm her spirit. It was nice. Her sons questioned the amount of time she spent away from them, but they also knew not to mess with her. Maybe she would teach them to take care of their own garden, one day.
Unfortunately, that day would not come. As they traveled through the Immaterium, she shot awake from a terrible nightmare, only to see her garden withering and decaying once more, the petals of her flowers falling lifelessly to the floor, and her herbs turning brown and wilting. She saw daemons tearing into her plants and dragging her Lily into the Immaterium through a gap in the gellar field. She had to CALM down. She needed to CONTROL it. Breathe in. BREATHE out. She. had. To. focus. She. had. To. kill. Them. all. She had to save her lily. SHE NEEDED to send those DAEMONS BACK WHERE THEY CAME FROM.
Through cold tears, and a pain that shook her to her core, Morrigan could no longer control her psychic powers. She just couldn’t DO IT ANY longer. The daemons turned to see the Primarch shaking, and a psychic force hit them so hard that they were forced into the warp, without lily. Morrigan rushed to her lily’s side as they lay in the withering garden, torn and dying. She used her psychic powers to try and heal the garden, to heal her lily. But she went too far. The sheer psychic power she wielded, the uncontrolled emotion, the uncontrolled rage and the pain was too much. She found her garden lithe and green once again, and her lily was standing once more before, pale but healthy. But as she wiped the tears from her eyes, she could see that not all was well. Her lily had become part of the garden, they had become one with the plants that they had taken care of for so long. Morrigan broke down. What had she done? WHAT HAD SHE DONE.
She wept and tried her best to ease her mind by gardening, as she had always done since she had met her lily. But this only made things worse. As her tears wet the ground and dirt caked her hands, the psychic energy further transformed the budding seedling that was her lily. The garden began to grow and spread, mutating under the strain of psychic energy. The budding seedling grew at a rampant pace, growing around the body of the former apothecary. When the growth was finished, a tree of enormous stature had grown from the budding seedling, reaching every corner of the room, with lily at the center of its trunk.
Morrigan spent a long-time gardening. She didn't know how long it was, she didn't want to know, she didn't care. She didn't eat, she didn't drink. She hadn't worn her mask or her armor since the incident. All she could focus on was the garden and the tree that was her lily. She pruned the leaves often, doing everything she could to give her lily what she could. She started to talk to her lily as she lay gestating inside the tree. She would talk about her past, talk about what she had wanted to accomplish. She apologized for what she had done, how sorcery was a trap that she had willingly stepped into, how it had cost her lily their freedom. Her lily would always try to console her by raising a flower to her, but Morrigan didn't want to hurt her lily any further and would always refuse.
Even as they exited the warp and returned to Barbarus, the uncontrolled psychic energy continued to affect her garden as it expanded, taking over the ship layer by layer, system by system. Her sons became rooted to their stations as the garden became the ship, as vines bound marines to their posts, trapping others in bulbous flowering pods. The air became thick with a haze not unlike Barbarus, but was filled with sweet smells of flowers, and the sickly smell of flesh consumed by plants. Her sons began to transform, vines began to enter their armor, mushrooms growing from inside them, and flowers budding from their helmets. Organs were held in place by cracking armor and vines, muscles replaced by roots, and all sorts of vegetative replacements. Yet others would be consumed by bulbous pods, their gene-seed being sent through runners, the psychic energy fostering new bulbous pods to grow, gestating new marines.
And at the center of the grand mass of plants and space marines was a huge tree, growing from inside the Primarch’s quarters. Morrigan was a mess. Their clothes had long been tattered, covered in dirt and grime as she wandered the halls in psychic delirium. She seemed to talk to no one, ranting about that she was sorry, that she would fix it. The ship seemed to almost reach out in reply, the plants embracing her as if they were trying to console her. Morrigan accepted their embrace, having long lost any ability to differentiate her lily from the ship-wide garden. She pruned the vines throughout the ship, watering her sons as they still sat rooted to their stations. She made sure to put extra care to the new, small bulbs that held the gestating seeds of her new sons. She would continue this for long stretches of time, talking to the ship as if it were a living thing, pruning painful growth to give some relief to her lily, to the person she cared for but couldn’t quite accept that she loved.
However, her isolation would soon be broken as her sister Alakhai Khan. Having returned from her fight against the Greenskins in the Chondrax system, she had been searching for answers as to what had happened during her absence. Finding no sign of her sister Magnolia, she went searching for her sister Morrigan. Upon her arrival to the outskirts of Barbarus, she could see the hulk of the Endurance in orbit, floating listlessly in space. Sensing something was wrong, she approached the ship, sending a vox to her sister's ship in order to identify the problem. Hearing no answer, she decided to investigate the disturbance in person.
Her stormhawk landed inside the hangar of the Endurance, and immediately she could see something horrible had happened. Every inch of the ship had been claimed by a massive growth of plant life. As Alakhai ventured further into the ship, she decided to investigate some of the plant growth, to see if there were any signs of daemonic corruption. Instead, she was startled as the plant reached out, as if to greet her. Hands made of vines, eyes made of flowers, kept together by Space Marine armor that had been long since neglected. This was one of her sister’s marine’s, consumed by plants but very much alive. As she prepared to end the marine’s suffering, she heard a voice, and a psychic pressure that gave her a splitting headache.
“Sister, please let my sons rest. They need to sleep if they wish to grow and revitalize.”
Alakhai looked towards the origin of the voice, and saw something that resembled her sister, but surely was not. “Morrigan? What has become of you? What has happened to your ship?”
Morrigan smiled, caressing the walls of the ship, running her hands through the petals and flowers. “My lily requires a lot of work to keep healthy. I’m afraid I haven't found time for myself these days.” The ship seemed to groan, almost as if it were talking to Morrigan. The plants reach out, as if to console her, wrapping her in their embrace.
Alakhai now understood. The ship was alive, a living plant that her sister was cultivating. What warp entity had caused such growth and transformation. “Sister, what has done this to you? What warp entity has corrupted your ship?”
Morrigan began to cry, tears streaming down her face, watering the plants at her feet. “I have cursed them sister, and now I must forever make up for my failures.”

to: ah
do you think that was the best way to end us? you said all of those wonderful sweet things to me before you cut our contact. you said i was your person and your soulmate and that you will come back to me when it’s the time. i was sad and emotional that you wanted to go. you’re angry, you are selfish, you are harmful, you are toxic. but i loved you so much i put it to the side. you led me on but made it seem like i was the wrong one kept apologizing. you said you weren’t going to hurt me.
you always wanted me to make sure that if you gave up to fight for our love. i did that and you nearly killed me with your harsh words days later instead. you were regretful and you wanted to find a reason to hate me because i was too nice. you i didn’t do anything wrong and we needed to be mature to be able to try it again. but you chose a life of self destruction of substance abuse to cope with the break up. you told me more hurtful things and that you found better but it was only a week. you said you love me and that i deserve better. i kept being kind and you hated it.
more and more days go by and you hated me and wanted nothing to do with me but why? you made up lies and told people that im the worst person. but i kept defending you even when you bullied, harassed and made me feel jealous on social media. it was a game for you that you loved seeing me upset. i would be silenced for trying to get clarity on to why you choose to do this to me. i would beg for him to stop making posts you said no. then you officially lost your mind lying about me and now you have me angry. while you could lie i’ll always tell the truth. i posted your lies and you kept lying even more and saying anything you possibly can but i kept proving you wrong. i know you like playing the petty game and ill make sure i play it back even harder. now, you were silenced and you were hurt about it. it’s not so nice is it? you take down your posts and i do mine. but you called your family into the mix i’ve gotten threats, harassed and hated on. you kept lying to them making yourself feel better. but the truth is, you know you hurt me first.
now i sit here getting congratulated by my family for sticking up for the bully…when i still love the bully. i would still go back and run to you. if you flew in showed up to my house i wouldn’t say anything but just to hug you tight. i wanted to have an honest and open conversation and good closure of what our future has to come. because i know the situation is messy. but id rather save up money and run away with you anywhere. even if you didn’t fly to me, id want you to tell me how much i mean to me and apologize for you causing me so much pain. that’s all you’ll ever have to do and we’ll work on us.
you know where to reach me bub, let’s fix this without being harmful. maybe we will never be together again and that’s fine. but i wanted to be the nice ex but your ego is huge and you lie. my number is going to be changed today or tomorrow. i’ll always want to be your girlfriend again.
stop torturing yourself to feel things that don’t exist and telling a lie to start to believe it. your reposts are mostly hateful towards me. but i see the ones that you direct at me that were positive. but you refuse to let me talk and rather have hatred when i have all the love to give. i’ll always love, support and miss you bubbles. you’ll always be my boy ♡
from, ap 🩵

Hello good people of Rust-land!
I'm doing a fun personal project of implementing small games and one of it is the popular British game show "Countdown", specifically the Words game.
For those unfamiliar, it's basically a game where you must choose either consonants or vowels, up to 9 letters. Then you're given 30 seconds to find an English word from those letters. For example, the letters could be SAGNETISD and using these letters, you could either get the word "steadings", "sandiest" or any other words. And those with longer words get more points and win the game.
I've done the code for the flow of the game but I'm stuck at the letteword solver. I stumbled upon the permutohedron crate and from there, I learned about Heap's algorithm and implemented it based on the pseudocode.
But 9 permutation 9 is 362,880 which seems like a big number for me to go through one by one using a loop and comparing them to a list of English words. And we haven't included the permutations of 9P8 and so on and so forth.
So I'm stuck thinking what's the most efficient way of implementing this and was hoping someone could help.
Thanks :)

TL;DR at the bottom. This happened about 10 years ago. I lived in the garden unit of a three floor walk-up. The front door was a sliding door like you’d see in a walkout basement. The rent was dirt cheap and the neighborhood wasn’t the greatest. I lived with two roommates and we had one cat. The third floor neighbors had a dog they would leave unattended outside in the shared backyard. This was a big safety issue to me not only because we were right next to a dangerous neighborhood, but also because my roommates told me the apartment had been broken into a year or two prior.
When it first started, I think I may not have been paying much attention to the yard and if anyone or anything was in it when I’d notice the back door to the building being left open from inside our apartment, I’d just quickly lock it and go back inside. It was a big yard for a big city and the dog wasn’t loud at all or zooming around the entire time. (Our back door had a decent amount of space between it and the floor so it was pretty easy to tell if the building’s door was open or not.)
After a few times of this, I got a text from an unknown number. My neighbor must have gotten my number from our landlord. She said she noticed I’ve been closing the back door to the building and said she lets her dog out there. Could I please stop locking her dog out? I apologized and said I didn’t realize that and yes, no problem. Fast forward a little bit and it keeps happening, only now I realize the dog is being left out alone in the yard. I text her asking if she can stop leaving the back door open when she lets him out in the yard alone and she says sure, she can. After a few days, it’s clear she just said that to placate me, as it kept happening. I’m annoyed so I email the landlord and tell him what’s going on, asking if he can talk to my neighbor. He refuses. Apparently this is an issue between the two of us that we need to resolve ourselves. He wasn’t a great landlord, he was a little shady, so I wasn’t confident he’d help, but I had to try.
Then one day, I open my apartment’s back door to go to the laundry room and the dog is right outside of our door. I was not expecting this. He stays for only a moment before noticing my roommate’s cat and immediately darts inside our apartment and starts chasing it around. I scream and don’t know what to do. This must’ve scared the dog or he changed his mind and decided to stop chasing our cat and go outside in the yard instead. I’m livid at this point and determined to make it stop happening. This dog could’ve torn my roommate’s cat to pieces! He was a big dog.
Now, being a conflict avoidant person and in my early 20s, I dread having to go upstairs and talk to my neighbor, whom I’d never met in person, but I’m so mad, I muster up the courage to talk to her. I was still coming down from the adrenaline rush of the chase and my hear is pounding, I’m trying to stop myself from shaking. I go upstairs and knock on her back door. (Since we had our own separate entrance, we didn’t have access to her front door.) She has to hold her dog back by his collar to prevent him from getting out when he realizes the door is open.
The conversation is quick, maybe a minute or two. I tell her I’ve noticed the door is still being left open with the dog alone in the yard and can she please stop? Her dog had just bolted into our apartment and chased our cat around. I try adding that it’s not only dangerous to us, but her dog too cause he could get stolen to help bolster my argument. (The fences were too big for him to jump out and run away.) She says that’s why she leaves the door open, so she can hear him. She claims that she doesn’t want to have to walk down three flights of stairs to get her dog when he can just come up himself when called. She wants to enjoy her home how she wants to enjoy it.
I say I understand that, but it’s a shared building with other tenants that need to be considered and as the garden floor renters, we’re the most at risk in the event of a break-in. She’s irritated by this valid point and apologizes for her dog getting into our home and reluctantly says she’ll try to be better about it.
Another little while passes, nothing changes. Cue petty revenge! I start locking the building’s back door any time I notice it’s open. I don’t care if the dog’s out there. My neighbor is being lazy, irresponsible, and putting us in harm’s way for own selfish desire. She’s mad now too, obviously, and I get an email from my landlord a day or two later asking to stop locking her dog out. I respectfully tell him no, her dog endangered our cat and she needs to stop leaving him outside by himself. No response from my landlord. She then texts me asking if we can talk on the phone, I accept.
She calls me while I’m out at the bar after work with friends. I step outside to talk to her and the conversation starts off cordially, but quickly becomes heated. She says she’s not going to lock the door behind her dog and demands I stop locking him out, claiming I wasn’t woman enough to even talk to her about it beforehand. I remind her we spoke in person and she lied when she said she’d be more careful, this is the consequence of her actions, and I’m not going to stop. She says she’s going to get the landlord to make me, I say good luck with that, he refused to get involved when I reached out to him about her. The call ends.
A couple days later, I notice the back door is still being left open, only now her boyfriend is out in the yard with the dog. Great! I don’t mind if it’s open as long as someone is there. I would’ve been fine with that from the beginning. I remain vigilant about checking to see if the boyfriend is outside with the dog any time I notice the door is open. A few times in the beginning, he’s not always there with the dog, but he is shortly after they realize I’m not going to stop.
He seemed like an easygoing guy. I apologized to him the first time I saw him out there and he said he understood. He was always nice when I’d check to see if the dog was alone. The back door wasn’t left open without anyone there with the dog again after that and they moved out about six or nine months later when their lease expired. It would’ve been sweeter petty revenge if she were single because then she’d have had to stay downstairs with the dog herself instead of making her boyfriend do it. But I was satisfied in the end.
TL;DR - Neighbor wouldn’t stop leaving her dog alone outside in the shared backyard while leaving the back door open so I started locking her dog out and her boyfriend started staying outside in the yard with the dog with the door open.

In honor of paper mario day approaching, I am writing a history of the lore of paper mario 64 as I remember it from childhood. (trying to do this from memory, so my apologies if I miss something)
Prologue: The game starts with Mario getting a letter from Princess Peach. She’s like “Hey come to my castle for a party”, so Mario jumps in his pipe that’s connected to “Toad Town” and walks through town, passing the wizard Merlin’s house on the way. After making his way through all the partying Toads, he eventually finds Princess Peach upstairs, evidently taking a break from all of commotion. (She seems to be a bit of an introvert).
The castle starts to shake and Mario and peach look out the window where it is now dark. Princess Peach’s castle has been lifted into the air by Bowser’s castle. It kind of burrowed underneath her castle I guess and then lifted it up with the little weird face hovercraft thing that Bowser has.
Bowser bursts through the window and challenges Mario to a fight (scripted for Mario to lose). Mario is doing okay, dealing 1hp of damage to bowser each turn until Bowser pulls out the Star Rod. This is a powerful wand that the “Star Spirits” who live in “Star Haven” use to grant everybody’s wishes. This wand makes Bowser invincible, so Mario can no longer damage him. Bowser then breathes fire on Mario (dealing 10 damage to Mario which is sufficient to 1 hit KO him from the beginning of the battle) causing him to faint. Then if I remember correctly, Bowser literally flicks Mario out of the window with his index finger and he falls to the ground. (Luckily being made of paper, Mario floats down gently instead of just dying)
***This concludes the prologue. Let me know if you want me to keep going

Hi Guys, not sure if this is the place to ask this, but I will try anyway :)
After starting my small business on TikTok shop, I reached out to a few small creators. I was successful with most creators, but one person still has not posted any content after receiving their free sample.
They accepted my offer to collaborate via messages, and requested their choice of product as a free sample via TikTok affiliate. I messaged them a day after this was delivered to check delivery went okay and that they have the product, to which they responded yes, and that they would be making a video soon.
2 weeks have now passed and I contacted them at the start of this week to ask if they were still okay to make a video, and also let them know that I hoped that everything was okay. I haven't received a response to this yet and I am concerned they wont respond at all now.
I just wanted to know if anyone knew what the rules were around this, or whether there was a certain amount of time that the creator should post content in. I am unsure on what to do now, do I just accept the loss at this point? Or is it still too early to say.
I am new to this and have never had this happen so far, so please excuse if I don't know what I'm talking about :D
Thanks :)

First, allow me to preface this by saying that I've been a fairly long-time lurker but first-time poster. I've actually learned quite a bit here, so I'm grateful to everyone here in our sub.
Without getting too much into particulars, I'm canonically Latin at the moment but looking to transfer ascription. I do have a history with the Eastern Churches (so time and advisement aren't issues per my spiritual father, and he has advised that I start getting the ball rolling, so to speak).
For those that did a transfer -- what did you put in your letter, or would someone have a sample letter I could use as a model?
Essentially, I'm looking for pointers, and have a bit of...writer's block.
Edit: grammar.

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Hi Charlotte. I'm a big fan and I love watching your petty videos and I felt inspired to share
This is my friend's story and I was given permission to share it. Names have been changed for privacy
I have a friend we'll call Jane(25F) who broke up with her boyfriend of 5 years who we'll call John(29M) because he cheated on her
So two days ago, Jane messages me saying she suspects that John is cheating because she walked in the bathroom and saw him...helping himself while on his phone and she closed the door and walked away
This is now where I unintentionally became a personal advisor. I suggested that she confront him and she did and this is what happened
Turns out he was helping himself to "spicy photos" sent by his ex who we'll call Homewrecker(20F) as well as openly admitting to sleeping with her
Here's where Jane gets petty: Before Jane moved out, she locked ALL the windows, ALL the doors and took ALLLLL the keys. Every. Single. One...including the spare keys in John's car and left to go to her parents house. He kept texting her apologizing and asking her to be friends but all she does is delete his chats without reading the messages. I suggested to Jane say "If John comes past your parent's house, tell him that if he doesn't go away or your dad will his ass". Jane doesn't swear at all but when John DID pitch up, she told him to go eff himself
Another friend of Jane's told her that John couldn't get into his house so he slept in his car that night. The jacka$$ now has to pay to get a locksmith or smash a window to get in his house
When Jane told me what she did, I shouted WOAH, almost scared the hell out the lady I was driving with and almost choked on my sandwich.
This is a story that I know Her Majesty Queen Charlotte Dobre of Pettyville will love to read

My STBXW is masterful with projection, darvo, covert attacks. And she’s skilled enough to not make it over the top obvious, so she always has plausible deniability.
We have temporary orders and a final hearing this fall. Hoping to get some or all of the issues settled before a trial, but planning as if we’ll definitely end up in a trail situation.
In a recent motion she claimed that at an exchange with our kid, in a public place, I yelled at her, called her names, and made her cry to the point of where she couldn’t drive home. That literally did NOT happen at all. In fact it was the other way around.
First of all, our kid wasn’t around where they could see or hear any of this. Second, She was laughing at me, saying she was going to win X and Y in the divorce, etc. I calmly asked her a question like “well, you say that we both agree on X, so all you have to do is have your lawyer write a letter stating we agree and we can at least settle on that part, will you agree to do that?.” And she’d deflect and not answer, and when I’d calmly just ask if she agreed we’d do that she escalated her tone until she was irate, screaming at me, calling me names, etc. I calmly just ended the conversation, walked away and got my kid. End of story. BUT she flipped the entire narrative around and made up all sorts of shit.
We are in a state where it’s two party consent to record, and our judge said if we record he won’t allow it as evidence, so while, sure, I could do so god forbid cops ever got involved or DV was claimed i could have that to cover my ass, but that aside — it’s always her word against mine. And the judge has shown sympathy towards her a few times without any proof because she has painted me as this crazy angry person, when I am not, never have been, and in fact that’s who she is.
How do you deal with this nonsense?
After that one incident I refuse to talk to her in public except “hello” and exchange kid stuff when necessary. I put all communications in the parenting app. Etc.
But she’s proven she will just make shit up to suit her. So even if I don’t say anything to her, but we’re in the same place for our kid, she’s apt to say I yelled at her or something.
Anyone deal with this successfully or have advice outside of the typical parameters?

Hello, I (28M) am making this post because I need to get this crazy story off my chest. I met a girl on Tinder (22F) at the beginning of this year and I thought we really hit it off. She had recently broken up with a long term boyfriend and was actually couch surfing between different family and friends. I work a lot and I really liked her so I offered to let her stay at my apartment. I also asked her to be in a relationship with me. At first she declined, but on Valentines I managed to pull out all the stops and tried my best to be romantic. (took her out, giant teddy bear, candy all that) I asked again if she wanted to be in a relationship with me and she agreed and moved into my apartment. Everything was good for a couple of months, we really didn't argue and the sex was great.
Her birthday was in April and I asked what she wanted for her birthday. She said she wanted to go on a camping trip and invite a bunch of friends. I was good with that plan and made arrangements to be off from work and spent a couple of hundred dollars on the supplies needed for the trip. She invited a ton of people but the only ones that ended up coming were here best friend, her best friends boyfriend, her brothers, her mom, and two other friends that were neighbors of her best friend. They only showed up at the end of the trip but, I was happy somebody else came for her.
Her best friend also brought her toddler. I had said before we went on the trip that bringing the toddler was not a good idea considering the plan for the weekend was to get drunk and smoke the whole time and that probably wasn't the best place for a two year old. I got ignored and my concerns were dismissed.
Anyway, on 4/20 we all end renting canoes and kayaks from the outfitters at the campground to float down the river. Halfway through; one of my then girlfriends brothers gets sick from to much to drink and ends up falling in the river multiple times. The river is still really cold and we end up having to split up and she takes her brother to get a ride back to the campsite at the halfway point. Then I was stuck with her friends that I didn't really know; to get back to the campsite with the canoes. I had met these friends about a half dozen times and they had struck me as rude and irresponsible but I hadn't spent much time with them. The boyfriend actually had never spoken directly to me at this point even though we had met several times.
I had been told by my ex over and over again how the boyfriend was abusive and how terrible he was to her friend. I told her since I hadn't seen anything I didn't want to be involved. On the second half of the trip her best friend and her boyfriend get into an argument over something. To this day I have no idea what either of them were upset about. This argument keeps escalating but only to yelling and throwing stuff and essentially a temper tantrum on the part of the boyfriend. We get back to the campsite and reunite with my ex, and they keep arguing and yelling at each other. Keep in mind the girl has been carrying around a two year old for this entire ordeal.
Eventually the boyfriend is in his vehicle shouting obscenities' and my exes friend goes to his vehicle and what happens next is the only point of disagreement between myself and my ex. I say he hit her, my ex says he pushed her out of the way. Tomato, tomato, it was still most definitely physical assault of a dating partner and since she had the toddler it was also child abuse. My exes mom then intervenes and they separate, I go over to the girl to ask if she's is alright and she starts asking me to fight her boyfriend. Then the boyfriend threatens to shoot me!!!?????
Keep in mind this guy has never spoken to me directly. As a side note I have trained MMA for over five years at this point and it is well known that I can fight. Normally fighting/sparring is very fun for me but if this dude is actually upset and not wanting to wrestle around for fun then I was going to need him to sign a waiver before I administered the beat down. Besides the dude had a gun and had threatened to shoot me so I'm not just going to attack him?
I tried to tell my ex that we needed to leave but she refused and said that if I wanted to leave I was more than welcome but that she would be staying. I decide to stay, and the rest of the night essentially consisted of her best friend wandering around the campground crying hysterically and the boyfriend posted in his vehicle between us and the exit in some kind of sad attempt to be intimidating. At one point while my ex and her friend attempt to console the boyfriend they essentially left the child unsupervised with me and her friends neighbors.
Both of the neighbors were under 21 and definitely to intoxicated to supervise a toddler. To be honest no one there was sober enough to care for a two year old at that time. At one point I actually stopped the toddler from running into the fire while my ex and her friend made the boyfriend food. (which I bought by the way) Literally the guy assaulted his girl, threatened to shoot me, and put his child in danger and my girlfriends reaction was to make him a hamburger. I was thrown.
Towards the end of the night its starting to calm down and I was coming back from collecting firewood. The boyfriend had moved his vehicle closer to the campsite but was still not interacting with the rest of the group. When I get back my exes friend is blocking my chair so I grab another from my trunk and offer it to her so I can sit down next to my girlfriend. Apparently the boyfriend was offended by this and actually spoke to me directly for the first time by stating that I needed to pay attention to my girl and if I talked to his again he would shoot me.
I had no idea how to react; this is now the second time this dude has threatened my life with a firearm and both times with no reaction from anyone. I tell my ex again that we need to leave and I was once again dismissed. Keep in mind there is no signal at this campground; so we are completely cut off from the outside world. It was already late so everyone turned in for the night shortly after. The next morning we pack up the campsite to go home.
When we get back to my apartment, I confirm with my ex everything that happened. She did confirm that the boyfriend had threatened to shoot me twice. Like I said earlier; I say he hit his girl my ex says he pushed her out of the way. Whatever; same difference. She also confirmed she understood that because the toddler was there it made everything that happened an act of child abuse. My goal for the conversation was to get my ex to report what happened so I could sit in the background and just confirm what she was saying was true.
However, my ex just kept trying to say that this was normal behavior by her friends boyfriend and that she wasn't going to do anything. I tried to reiterate over and over that this was not "Normal" behavior and that by not reporting what happened we could be considered liable if something worse happened in the future. I am not a mandated reporter but, I clearly understood that if I was; what happened would have been a mandatory report.
My ex then blew up at me and accused me of being and asshole and trying to isolate her from her friend. This was the farthest thing from the truth; since when I was told the boyfriend was abusive, I told my ex since I hadn't seen anything I couldn't do anything but, if her friend had no where to go and wanted to leave she was more than welcome to crash in my spare room. I had to go to work to get ready for the upcoming week so I couldn't keep arguing with her and started getting ready to head out. I told her we would discuss it when I got back and left for work. While I was showering I did consider kicking her out for not taking what happened more seriously but, I decided against it because overall I still liked her at that point and I didn't want her not to have anywhere to go.
While I am at work I text her an apology because admittedly I was mean at the end when she wouldn't take what happened seriously. I told her I still didn't know exactly what I needed to do but that the boyfriends behavior was completely unacceptable. She texts me back that she was breaking up with me and going to stay with her brother. I was a little shocked by this as we had not had any disagreements up until this point and I pressed her to figure out why. At first she lied and tried to say it had nothing to do with the argument and was because she wasn't ready for a relationship. I moved past the fact we had already been in a relationship for two months, she had me in her phone as daddy, was living with me, and had started receiving mail at my apartment and just accepted that she wanted to leave.
When I got back to my apartment a couple of hours later she had already packed her stuff and left. I was sad but I have been through a lot of breakups with women I liked so this wasn't new to me. I started going through my apartment to make sure all my stuff was still there and her stuff was gone. I did reach out to here that night because I wanted her to come get the stuff she had left and at least give me the opportunity to speak my peace in person. At this point I still thought she left because she wasn't ready for a relationship and that she was at her brothers.
At the end of the night, I called her expecting her to be at her brothers, she answered and instead I found out she was at her friends? Yes the one with the boyfriend who had just threatened to shoot me, had assaulted her friend, and put his child in clear danger due to his emotional tantrum. This was the only time I truly snapped at her because I couldn't believe she would do something like that. Two things became clear to me 1.) She never cared about me and was just using me for a free place to stay and free food. Which honestly I wouldn't have cared about if she had just been honest about it. And 2.) She was no longer a witness to what had happened, she was an accessory as she was actively trying to deter me from reporting the behavior.
My understanding of the statues around child abuse is that any action taken in an attempt to conceal child abuse makes you an accessory to said child abuse. Because of all that the feelings I had for her immediately died. I decided to sleep on everything and the next day I wrote out everything that happened and emailed it myself to time stamp the report. I gave it to a coworker that I trusted just to confirm I wasn't crazy. She is a mandated reporter and her words to me were that I absolutely did need to report what happened and that if I didn't she would. So I got the number that I needed to call from my coworker and filed a police report at my local police station. A few days later CPS did pay them a visit and I received a lot of nasty texts accusing me of filing the report because she broke up with me and intentionally trying to get the child taken by child services.
She even tried to say she wanted to get back together later when she was "in a better headspace" I called bullshit because to me and everyone I have told this story to she broke up with me in order to avoid the confrontation and distract me from making the report. Her admission confirmed that her plan was to come back when I had forgotten about what had happened. I quickly told her coming back was not an option for her and that I was not interested in her anymore. AITAH?
Also an update that happened last week, some different friends of my ex reached out to me on FB. I had only met these friends once so I was suspicious as to why they reached out. They did invite me over and looking back I think they were just wanting to get the full scoop on what happened as my ex had told them virtually nothing and had been overly vague as to why we had broken up.
I told them the full story to the best of my ability and they confirmed that similar incidents had happened in the past with the couple and that they do not associate with my exes friends due to the boyfriends behavior. I also learned that apparently one of my exes brothers was on my side and thought his sister was a "fucking idiot."
My exes friends apologized to me and expressed their support and agreed I did the right thing. NGL finding that out did really validate me because it was clear to me my ex was trying to protect her friends abuser but I still didn't understand why. What I have tried to believe, in order to not have so much negative emotion towards my ex, is that in her mind she feels like if she is there with her friend she will be safe. Also if anybody asks the neighbors would be shit witnesses to what happened, they were both under 21, highly intoxicated, and while I'm not sure what they are on narcotics wise. I am 90% sure they get it from the boyfriend. I apologize if this was to long of a read but AITAH?

I want some advice from you guys,because i have some experience with women but not the biggest so don't really know what to do.
So,to keep it short, i met a girl a month ago,it was really sponteneous, i was reading a book and she approached me.I liked her from the moment i met her,really interesting and beautiful person,we went to grab a cup of coffee this monday and it went really great,she is very kind and honest,kinda rare these days lol. She's currently first year studying in uni and i want to see her as much as I can,but she's busy,also she lives with a roomate(her friend,girl) and has other responsabilities. We texted yesterday about her schedule,but didn't make a specific time to meet each other. I kinda thought it was self-explanatory,but no. So,I went and parked my car half an hour before she finished uni in the parking lot.Wrote her and she kinda freaked out. Not really,but it was something like that.I had a plan to do a couple of nice things,but it didn't happen.The other reason i did this is it rained heavily today and I didn't want her to walk or take the bus.But she had other plans. This is it basically,she apologized if i went out of my way to meet her and i told her its not a problem and i hope i didn't bother her in some way. My question is,was this not okay of me to do or was it just a misunderstanding?
Thanks in advance!

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Hey everyone,
I am very confused about the state of my current friendship. And if it is something worth pursuing.
My friend (24F) and I (24F) have known each other for over 5 years. When we first became friends I thought she was friendly and we both clicked with each other. But as the years passed there were some times I questioned if I was being used by her. She often times asked me for favors over the years, and sometimes I felt like that’s what she wanted from me, was just someone to do favors for her. However, there were times she did help me and encourage me throughout the years with struggles I had. So I felt kinda obligated to help her back or I thought I wasn’t being a good friend.
Fast forward to a year ago, I started to develop feelings for her. To summarize, i told her I liked her initially, she didn’t feel the same way back as she was dating someone atm (I didn’t know that) . I took some time away from her ( a month or so) and then when we started talking again she told me she wasn’t sure how she felt about me and needed to date me to see if she liked me. there was a lot of back and fourth with feelings on her and and my end throughout the months. Towards the later months I realized I really did like her a lot and wanted to possibly pursue something. I thought she felt the same way as well but there was still hot and cold feelings that she would show me at times. I later come to figure out that she only liked me when it was convinient for her. Whenever her girlfriend at the time treated her well she wouldn’t want me, but whenever her girlfriend treated her poorly that’s when she would show interest in me. This hurt me… a lot. She apologized but the pain is still there. I struggle a lot with rejection so it definitely hurt me, especially knowing that I treated her very well ( even her girlfriend at the time acknowledged how well I treated her) but she still chose her over me.
We decided we still want to be friends with eachother. But I still find myself angry at times because of what happened. I do forgive her because she was dealing with a lot of toxic stuff in her life when the stuff between us happened. But now as my feelings are slowing starting to fade, I’m starting to question myself on if I’m being used by her and or if I’m just overthinking.
She really has been a good friend I would say, she has helped me though difficult times and whatnot. But there are times she talks about her struggles in a way that makes people feel guilty for not helping her. I don’t think it’s intentional, but it’s made me feel bad multiple times if I don’t help her, or not feel like a good friend.
For example, if she needed a ride somewhere, but wasn’t able to get one. She would say she would walk there, she is used to walking long distances . That would make me feel bad, because the walk could be miles. So I would feel obligated to help her.
I am not the only person who felt the same way, as there was an aquiantemce of mine who is good friend with her that told her that the way she talks about her struggles could cause people to feel guilty for not helping her. She said that is not her intention at all.
I’m just very confused. I felt like she had been a good friend to me, as she has helped me and been there for me during my hard times. But Am I being a bad friend for thinking she is using me, or am I allowing myself to be used? Is our friendship heathy?

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I am loyal, let's just say I don't talk to anyone if I talk to you. Old values. Family oriented. Living with mom whom I take care of too. I wanna empower my lady. Discuss with her daily things about life. Establish a deep deep bond with her. Not borne out of loneliness or need to settle down cause everyone else is. I don't work like that. That's shallow to me. However, it proves love is free.
I am respectful. You say no. I'll go away. I have boundaries too. I reciprocate whatever you give. I make extra effort to show you that I care and want the best for you. I give 100% attention and when I don't I communicate and speak about why and what's bothering me. You'll never be in the dark about me. I listen to you as well. Your input is very valuable for me. Especially when I know you love me.
I have traumas and pains. Single parent. Been through abuse. Both with family and outside. So can be a complicated person at times but I have noticed that assurance and validation helps me alot. Especially when you mean it. Someone I met here told me they'd be my baby and love me. But they left. The others left too. She said I could talk to her and she left anyway. Cause Maybe she didn't like how I looked. (Which is subject to change)
I love cuddles and hugs and being all romantic and soft. The world outside us harsh at least here I want to be soft and baby you and speak to softly and be genuine, to you. Making you happy makes me very happy. I apologize too I don't have a ego as most would. If it's my fault I wanna fix it. I am mature like that.
Money's not everything. I'd appreciate if you shared the same ideal. We are looking for love not buying it. It's about building and growing not applying for a job.
Looking for -undertanding -caring -kind -appreciative -emotionally intelligent -aware -will love -open to dating a foreigner -will put effort genuinely -easy to please(like to make jokes with) -will give attention, time and communicate -can commit, albeit slowly -maybe working - age 25 to 30 onwards. Woman.
Thanks for the read. Please msg me on Instagram- freshbreadb. Or telegram- Ashs1290

So this is a story that takes place over about two years. It starts when in high school when I was in ninth grade this new girl came to my school and was in a lot of my classes in the story we will call her R. R didn’t have very many friends when she came to the school so myself and a few of my other friends started to hangout with her. She seemed nice at first but eventually her true self came out. Myself and some of my friend who we I’ll refer to as tree,Allie,may,Gina ,jay,Leo,etc… One random day while in school r had come up to me in class asking to talk in private so I went with her because she seemed upset. We found a table kind of away from others and started to talk. R confessed to me that tree had r worded her. For some background tree is an autistic person who doesn’t even let close friends touch him and has never been interested in being in a relationship during this time period. As it turns out r had told my other friends this same thing and tree eventually found out. Tree had told everyone his side of the story which was that yes they had TALKED outside of school but it was r who tried to push a relationship onto him. Tree had told her many times that he wasn’t interested in a relationship. We eventually confronted her about his side of the story and she lied saying she had never told us about him trying to r word her. This caused us to have to go to our school counselor to report this which caused parents to get involved.
Fast forward a bit everything is pretty much normal and none of us are really talking to r. R ended up starting to talk to Leo which is jay’s younger brother. Leo was in 7th grade at the time. Leo had told her that he didn’t like her and everything seemed fine for a bit. After a few weeks of this r decided to try and kiss Leo. Jay wasn’t happy about this and told r to stay away from Leo. For weeks jay wouldn’t talk to r and r just wanted to apologize. When jay kept avoiding her r got fed up and said to me “I know he can hear me he isn’t f**king deaf.” And for context I am a person with hearing aids and a hearing impairment. That comment made me upset with r and caused me to stop talk to her permanently. At this point r keep trying to talk to most of my friends. R was given instructions that she wasn’t to talk to tree as tree’s mom was thinking about a restraining order because r kept causing trouble with tree.
Another jump to next school year we had started 10th grade. Over the summer tree’s parents were killed so we were trying to be supportive and keep things calm. None of us had classes with r at this point and everything was good. A few months into school r started to be unconsistant with coming into school. One day that she was in school the police had showed up and went to her class. R was taken away by the police and we didn’t see her for a few weeks. We didn’t know why r was taken out of school but it was one of two reasons. 1.)she was dating a 26 year old and our school counselor found out 2.) she was messaging a 4th grader and sending pictures which our counselor found out
Not to long after that incident r left the school and everything smoothed over making school easy for all of us. R wasn’t popular at my high school after a lot of people found out about the events and her parents decided she caused enough drama at the school. Everything is great between those friends and I now and we are all still in touch. We all blocked r and don’t have any contact with her and have 0 desire to talk to her.

I don’t even know where to start I hoped this all would pass but in less than 5 days I feel like I lost everything me and my girlfriend were doing fine she’s 3 months pregnant ever since her 5-6 weeks she’s been so mean and demanding but I chalked it up to hormones cause she would still act like she cared at least a bit about me but recently she started pushing me away even more after I helped her move into her moms from the apt she shared with her roommates.
I’m genuinely lost I’ve been nothing but supportive and caring but when I picked her up for work Friday she was extremely upset to the point she told me something that made me upset I had just gotten of a 12hr shift I was exhausted so I didn’t even talk I just dropped her off and sped off later on when I was supposed to pick her up she told me she had gotten a ride and that she didn’t wanna see me even though I was already more than halfway there she yelled for me to leave her alone so I did I stepped back next day I pick her up she’s calmer
She still seem kinda upset so I didn’t rlly to talk about the previous day but when it was time to pick her up from work she told me her mom was going to and when I asked if I can come over since I was off she told me to stop bothering her I said okay and that if she needed anything I’d be there I got her Mother’s Day gift and everything but on Sunday when I asked when I could drop off her gift she told me to keep it cause she was going to be busy with her family then she straight up told me she wasn’t sure about us anymore that she feels like we are better as co-parents
This hurt me but I just told her that if we can talk about this she said we can but that everything about this scares her and she wants to care about her and the baby only which I understand it’s scary we’re both young having to get ready for a responsibility that is gonna be with us our whole lives I’m also scared but I feel as I tried to make us work she just left me pouring everything in while I got nothing I apologized if I was being inconsiderate or not understanding her feelings and that their was a lack of communication between us that I wanted us to work out and be a team for our baby but that I’d be there for her and the baby regardless of her decision.
She told me we just aren’t working out and she’s sorry that’s all I got from everything I did leaving work early to calling in on days she didn’t feel super well almost getting fired from how late I was leave to her apt bc of traffic on her side of town I said I understood and that I wanted her to keep in touch and to update me about the baby regularly and asked when our next midwife appointment was
She ignored that whole thing and asked about her dog I’m watching and asked if it was inside due to the rain I said yes and only got an ok for the next to days we didn’t talk at all which were so hard for me I just wanted to give her time and space because maybe she needed it it but today I woke up to her asking for her stuff back that she had my stuff.
I feel like I’m losing everything my little family I love her so much and don’t want us to be separated I feel like maybe I didn’t put too much effort into getting her back? It just feels like a punch to the heart how fast it all changed and how she ended it with ease i want to talk to her about this in person But I’m not sure if there’s anything to save people in my family tell me to let her go but i genuinely want to work things out I’ve seen a lot similar situations and none have an answer to how things ended up and I know the baby is mine due to the time frames and from and protection incident we had so I know it’s not that but I’m still lost and in shock advice would be appreciated.

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Memory Transcription Subject: Elias Meier, Former UN Secretary-General
Date [standardized human time]: July 13, 2160
The irritability coursing through my psyche was palpable. Every sound was dialed up to eleven, stabbing at the core of my sensory processing. Constant awareness grated on me after days without sleep, never having any break from the stream of information I needed to digest. There was no way to shut the world off and reset, and no reprieve from the unsettling reality of my physical experience. I was curled up in a ball on the floor, rocking back and forth; I wasn’t sure how much longer I could go on like this.
Virnt scuttled over to me in the spaceship, jostling my shoulder. “Elias? Would you like to turn back from this mission?”
I remembered how I’d spent most of the trip, standing under the water in the shower. There was a special shampoo they’d provided for synthetic hair, like a wig. I held out my phony hand and emptied most of the bottle’s worth of goop, zoning out; I was trying to soak in the distant sensation of liquid running down my spine. Once upon a time, this had been the most relaxing time of my day—letting muscle tension fade away and cleansing grimy skin oils. Now, I knew neither of those two still existed in my day-to-day life to assuage.
Did it even matter to slap soap on some metal frame? There were no consequences of letting hygiene go by the wayside. I didn’t sweat in order to start to reek, and I couldn’t get skin conditions or be affected by bacteria. It could be that I was bathing out of habit, clinging to my old lifestyle, that I kept going to wash up. Perhaps the shower had become my favorite haunt because I felt disgusting in this body. Everything was a reminder that I was an inhuman scrap pile, and it was wearing on my sanity. It wasn’t like anyone related to what I was going through.
I used to spend so much time fussing over making my suits look crisp and perfect—immaculate ties, UN pins adjusted just right. The heavy jackets would trap my body heat in the summer; now, it no longer had that effect. I could bundle up as much as I wanted in 40 degree Celsius heat, unless there was some limit that would fry my circuits. Shit, I might not need a spacesuit in the vacuum of space—I couldn’t freeze or suffocate, after all. Being left out in the void for all eternity didn’t sound that much different from my present experience.
I hate what I’ve become. I hate what they’ve done to me; all I do is think, and every part of my new self lives in the uncanny valley. There’s nothing positive. Maybe it’s time to call it…death was better than this. I can’t bear another day of this hell.
“Hey, stay with me! Distractibility, depression, being unable to maintain concentration—these are natural consequences of sleep deprivation. I’m surprised it carries over without a physical mechanism to grow tired…but I’m working on a sleep suite, I promise,” Virnt said, glossy eyes staring at me.
I groaned. “I’m not tired, but it’s just nonstop. I…I’m having trouble remembering what I read.”
“Here, I’m going to try a temporary fix. You look like you need it. I don’t want you to suffer; just turning you off and on isn’t the same. I’m going to emulate GABA, uh, shut off your optic sensors, decrease the activity in your prefrontal cortex, and simulate delta waves for an hour. We can see if it somewhat fills the need for deep sleep, okay? Relaxation, no processing: worth a shot, right?”
I nodded mutely, staying in the fetal position. I didn’t have the will to move, and I didn’t want to get my hopes up that Virnt’s plan would be any mercy. The sensation of the Tilfish tinkering with my settings was strange, as if my brain was being overridden in the moment. There was no process of falling asleep to give it the air of naturalness. Suddenly, I was blind, trapped in darkness—and a modicum of drowsiness kicked in, limiting my movement. Thoughts died down, offering much-need relief; I faintly wished I could remain in this state.
When I came to, there was a sudden influx of information as the rest mode was switched off; it was hardly a seamless waking, but I’d take it. Peace in my own head was something I’d never take for granted again. I hadn’t thought myself to be a weak-minded individual, but I hadn’t realized how much it wore on you: feeling out of place in your own body every waking second, and not trusting your senses. Brain function had been restored enough that I could get a grip on myself, and rise in my disheveled state. A peek out the window revealed we’d completed our intra-atmosphere transit to the Duerten embassy.
I rubbed my eyes on reflex, but there were no gifts from the Sandman there. “Why couldn’t you have just added everything to start with, Virnt?”
“The humans I talked to said they wouldn’t want to sleep, unless they had to! I put the most focus on your emotional matrix and your facial expressiveness, since I thought that has the highest importance of what makes you human,” the Tilfish replied.
“You could’ve made it at least optional.”
“I sent the option to your holopad for the future, to trigger this program for as long as you’d like. This is a learning process, so I’m sorry for anything that’s off. All trial and error here, but it’s only going to get better! That’s the positive.”
“There are a lot of patches needed. For starters, you’re missing two of the senses: taste and smell. In spite of that, ever since I walked past the Terra Technologies staff eating tater tots, I’ve been craving them at random intervals. I’m not hungry—I can’t consume food!”
“Predator instincts,” Virnt teased. “The Federation was right.”
“I’m serious! Why on Earth would that be a thing? I literally can’t satisfy it, so it’s almost cruel.”
“It’s psychological, Elias. I looked into it after I saw it in your transcript. When humans are under a lot of stress or otherwise feeling down, you seek dopamine from food. It’s something familiar that activated your memories, and promised emotional comfort. That’s why you have the phrase ‘comfort food.’”
“I can already see how the Federation remnants would spin that. A predator’s so-called emotions are tied to food, and stimulate appetite to fulfill their whims.”
“You seem in better spirits. To add to your improved mood, we announced the success of your memory transplant to the world. The response was overwhelmingly positive—history looked back fondly on you. You got a lot of well-wishes, and I was able to get almost all of your social media re-activated. At least, the platforms that are still active.”
“I’m…allowed to share my honest experiences?”
Virnt eased me out of the shuttle, into the sunlight; cameras were waiting, causing me to stiffen. “Of course you can. I’m not here to muzzle you, my friend. Quite the opposite, in fact: I want your experiment documented as thoroughly as possible! You’re the spokesperson for—”
I shielded my face from the reporters, who were lobbing questions. “What is this? I don’t have a prepared statement. This is an ambush.”
“Terra Technologies has a mission of transparency, and improving sapients’ quality of life through digital means. We had to announce such a monumental breakthrough, but you’re under no obligation to speak with them.”
“Good,” a warm voice chimed in from next to me, making me jump. “The poor guy’s come back from the dead, Virnt. Give him a break. He’s here to speak with the Duerten Forum and their ambassador, for some semblance of his old life.”
I turned my head, beaming as I recognized her. “Erin? Oh, sorry: that’s Secretary-General Kuemper, isn’t it? You’ve moved up in the world. The United Nations is in good hands.”
“It’s good to see you, Elias. I bawled my eyes out at your funeral. You cared so much for peace and taking the high road; there isn’t a person out there who could’ve handled first contact with more grace. You inspired me, and an entire generation of future diplomats.”
I embraced Erin, who’d once been a passionate SETI researcher giving me all of the bad news about aliens. As we flailed about in the dark to save humanity and adjust to the galaxy, finally acquiring a few friends, she’d become my Secretary of Alien Affairs. I’d trusted her to do whatever it took to stabilize our extraterrestrial relations. It was a bit of a relief to see a positive reaction from someone I knew; I wasn’t sure how my friends would take my return, but I hadn’t been expecting a welcome with open arms. It brought me solace and comfort to know about the legacy I’d left behind, and the ripple effects my tenure had on the United Nations.
It is strange to see how much she’s aged. That’ll be the reality of anyone that used to be an acquaintance of mine.
The alarm bells pinging in my head faded into the backdrop, and I forgot that the wind gusting against my face only felt like a dull push. My mind slipped away from food cravings that failed to get my mouth to water, how there was no feeling of tightness from my dress shoes, and the stillness of my non-existent diaphragm. I was simply happy to see someone I cared about and enjoyed working with, in my old life. There was safety in having a person I trusted to be on my side. My brain snapped back into diplomat mode, falling into a familiar flow of conversation. If I had nothing else, I still had my social skills—an ability to navigate various cultures.
“So the Duerten Forum agreed to meet with the two of us. They know about the Sivkit attack, but not the full threat,” I spoke aloud, after breaking away from the rather soul-affirming embrace. “I read the strategy meetings for briefing them, and I’m on-board to appeal to nostalgia; humanity saving their homeworld was after my time, but close enough to it that I could serve as a reminder. A blast from the past.”
Erin nodded, her security forming a wall between us and the cameras as we walked toward the embassy. “I always wondered what you’d think of modern Vienna, Elias. All of the aliens willing to be here on our world, and to treat us like people. Friendship used to seem like a pipe dream; we were happy if they’d allow us to exist, tolerate us to that extent. Look at us now.”
“I almost gave up hoping that they could care about us, or stand beside us at all. We couldn’t do it alone then. It’s time we remember to stand together—to rise to the occasion once more. I can’t bear the thought of anything threatening our home, or our friends. I saw enough needless death twenty-four years ago.”
“That pain is a lot more recent to you. It’s completely okay to be wrestling with grief. A billion of ours died.”
“We didn’t become the monsters they thought we were, and we pulled through. We revealed their hatred and treachery, and have chosen a future set on rectifying every right they trampled. I’ll always mourn what we lost, but I’ve never been more proud of humanity in my life.”
Kuemper patted my shoulder. “You sound like yourself, my dear old friend. It’s very good to have you back; you were much better at smiling while they spit in your face than I ever was. Let’s do what’s necessary to get the ball rolling with the Shield.”
“I’m right behind you.”
The exterior of the Duerten embassy had a distinct construction style, with metal and concrete forming the bulk of the outside structure; on Kalqua, sturdiness was at the foremost of their priorities. Winds on a normal day could ratchet up to what we’d consider a tropical storm, according to my brief review of their culture. The door was evidently heightened to facilitate foot traffic from humans, despite the exit hatches on the upper floor which seemed frequented by the avian staff. Their personnel could literally fly away during an emergent situation. I tailed Kuemper into the lobby, and noted how much of the inside’s floor was concrete as well. It was resilient and easy to clean, a perfect surface to avoid being marred by talons.
Most of the gray avians used perches instead of chairs, with several staffers working on paperwork at their desks; in private areas, some met with any humans who had business with the Duerten Forum. The lack of reaction to a predator’s approach was new to me, but a welcome change. Kuemper confidently led the way to an elevator, which had the English and German words for “Welcome to the Duerten embassy!” written above the opening. The generic Shield logo was painted on both sides of the door, and emblazoned with a representation of Kalqua. There were no buttons inside, apart from an emergency exit; a camera surveyed us, before a watching staffer summoned the car upward. I felt a jolt as we reached the top floor.
“To be visited by two Secretary-Generals: one of whom is a ghost! Let me express the Duerten Forum’s honor and delight. Not, of course, that I don’t cherish Ambassador Hannah Marston’s visits.” A silver-feathered head poked out of a door at the end of the hallway, past a spacious lounge; his beak was the precise yellow of corn. “Please, come in. Make yourselves at home. Can I get you anything to drink?”
Kuemper shuffled forward, giving me a knowing look. “Water would be lovely for me. Thank you for the warm welcome, Ambassador Korajan.”
“I second that gratitude. Enchanted to meet you. I’m sure you know, but I’m Elias Meier.” Taking a gamble that the ambassador was more than acquainted with our customs, I extended a hand. Korajan strode forward with confidence, ensnaring my palm in his wingtip. “We appreciate you taking the time to sit with us, Ambassador.”
“Just Korajan,” the avian said, feeling my artificial hand with undeniable curiosity. He finally released my grip, and waited for us to get seated. “There’s no need for formalities, especially when I’m in such esteemed company. What can I do for you?”
“We’ve come to seek your assistance in the fight against the Sivkits’ assailants. The Sapient Coalition needs allies to back us against these menaces,” Kuemper stated. “Any help we can get would make a difference.”
“I see. I heard about your unfortunate defeat in your prior engagement, but I don’t see how it involves or concerns us. The Duerten, as you well know, aren’t in the position we used to be. We’ve turned our focus inward for years, shoring up our defenses to watch out for our beloved planet. The potential benefit it might offer you is so negligible that it’s hardly worth increasing our vulnerability. The risk far outweighs the rewards for any party.”
I studied the avian, careful to avoid a direct stare. “I understand that it’s a lot to ask. However, small bits of help from across the Shield can accumulate to be a massive difference maker. We want to stop this genocidal force from getting anywhere near Kalqua; if we play our cards right, you won’t need defenses.”
“Elias—sorry, may I call you Elias?” Korajan asked, continuing after I nodded. “We’re, of course, concerned to have a predatory species with such power and intentions, outside our known terrain. They bear a striking resemblance to the Arxur, and my government does appreciate the advance warning from the SC so we can make preparations. Yet the Forum is concerned by several of your recent initiatives, which would make us doubly unwilling to back your cause.”
“Go on. What initiatives have unsettled you?” I hope he doesn’t mean me, with resurrecting dead humans; that’d hit close to home, and I don’t know how to defend it. “Perhaps we can clear up our rationale and intentions, ensuring that there are no misunderstandings.”
“I hope I’m not impolite to point it out, but my government is beginning to see a pattern in your recent connections to carnivores. The Sapient Coalition is attempting an uplift on one race, despite what we all know happened on Wriss, and has brought them into your mix while they are at war with each other. We’re also aware of these Osirs—a race you are resurrecting to live among you, despite having no idea what they’re capable of. Present company excluded, species that need meat are not trustworthy types. These Osirs are weapons: look at the fangs.”
“Anything is a weapon in the wrong hands. Respectfully, we don’t feel that it’s right to judge a species for their diet. If I’m not mistaken, your own kind were once omnivores, Korajan.”
The Duerten fluttered his wings in acknowledgement. “The Federation changed us greatly—some things for the better, others to erase our intellect. We’re an individualist species, and they tried to make us…what do you humans call it? A ‘hive mind.’ Hive minds, of course, are fiction, yet they tried to make it real. Still, sometimes when you’re changed enough, it makes it impossible to go back to how things were.”
“I of all people grasp that sentiment,” I sighed, without moving an abdominal muscle, reflecting how my life would never be the same in this state. “We believe all sapients deserve a chance at life and happiness. Equality isn’t a principle we withhold based on any factor, and we don’t change species to fit our own whims.”
“This is why we’re content with our relations as is: separate, so we’re not connected to your disputes or obligated to get involved. The Duerten will always have differences between what are considered acceptable behaviors, and our guiding principles and overarching goals.”
Kuemper tapped her fingers on her knee. “Regardless, our choices with the Bissems and Osirs will have no impact or tangible effects on the Duerten. Nor is it a reason to shy away from protecting herbivores, the mandate that led you to stand up to the Federation in the past.”
“That cost us everything. Kalqua took a beating worse than Earth did. We don’t set out to attract the ire of powerful enemies these days.”
“We saved Kalqua. We were there when you needed our help to keep your innocents safe,” I reminded him, knitting my eyebrows with earnestness. “We answer when others call for our help to stay alive; the Duerten know what drives us to answer the bell. Isn’t that worth a smidge of reciprocation?”
“If Earth, or for that matter, Leirn were under siege, we would come. However, it appears to us that you entered their territory, not the other way around.”
“Think of the type of species…no, the kind of governments that would glass worlds. The old-school Arxur Dominion. The Kolshian shadow caste when they were defied. The Krakotl extermination fleet because they hated us. That’s what we see in the Osirs, and the gluttonous killing of Sivkit civilians while refusing to speak. We can’t turn a blind eye.”
“I’m sorry, Elias. Even if I wanted to help you, I don’t have the authority. I’m expressing my government’s position, and I’ve been told the Duerten Forum isn't going to war under any circumstances. I apologize that I can’t be of more use, and regret if you might feel your time has been squandered, leaving empty-handed.”
I shared a look with Kuemper, recognizing that we had been stonewalled; there was an implication in Korajan’s last statement that the discussion on this matter was over. The Forum hadn’t given him any negotiating room, so I didn’t get the sense I could do better than asking for him to take a message. If this was the most friendly party we’d be interacting with, I wasn’t off to a good start wrangling support for an alliance. There were a few other Shield races we could try, but an endorsement from the founders might’ve gotten the whole union on board. We had to find another angle—negotiating with the Fed remnants would be impossible without the Shield as an intermediary.
“Of course we don’t feel that way. The back-and-forth was enlightening, productive communication, as much as humanity would love to stand side-by-side in this endeavor,” I offered. “We appreciate you hearing us out, and do hope you’ll pass along our rationale to the Forum, for clarity.”
“I will,” the Duerten responded. “Your words, as always, deserve to be heard and treated with respect.”
Kuemper followed my lead, rising as I stood. “Korajan, I want you to know I deeply appreciate what you said about coming to Earth’s aid should we ever fall on hard times. That stood out to me, as a reason why our cooperation is so precious and beautiful.”
“I agree wholeheartedly. I do wish you the best of luck in your future engagements; my people hope you emerge victorious.”
“Thank you. Our door will always be open if you have a change of heart.”
In my mind, I had already vacated the Duerten embassy, but it was necessary to retrace my steps to depart the ambassador’s office. Aliens were much more diplomatic in rebuffing us now than in my era, which was the proper way to express disagreements between nations. It wasn’t lost on me that the differences in “behaviors” and “principles” Korajan meant were things such as hunting, omnivory, accepting carnivores, exterminators, and predator disease facilities. The Forum still clung to much of their old lifestyle; the gray avian had stated that some Federation changes were “for the better.” That was telling about how much of their ideology they’d yet to shed.
“Forgive my impertinence, but before you go, Elias…may I ask a personal inquiry? It’s not on my behalf of my government,” Korajan called, as our shoes cleared the threshold of his office.
I turned around, giving him an encouraging smile. “Of course. Go ahead.”
“What…what was it like? To die…to be dead?”
“It wasn’t like anything. It was a singularity of all outcomes: all I ever was, and all I ever could be, condensed to nothing. There are no words to describe emptiness and infinite rest. It’s a peace that knows no equal.”
The Duerten dipped his head. “Thank you. It gives me some…personal solace, to know…to know my daughter is resting peacefully. She died in so much pain after only a short period of remission. Ahem…if you’ll excuse me, I…”
“We’ll leave you in peace,” Kuemper replied, softness in her voice.
I folded my hands behind my back, mulling over the choked-up ambassador’s words. How could I let a few days of mental suffering defeat me, when kids suffered through such terrible diseases—never getting to reach adulthood? This program could give children like Korajan’s daughter a chance to grow up, and be a kid, free from pain. As soon as I was alone, I knew I’d be cast back into a maddening state of consciousness, with my brain struggling to stay tethered to this reality. Where I’d been ready to give up before Virnt’s quick fix, the avian’s story made me want to remain in the fight.
The Tilfish had been right: there was the potential for the technology that had brought me back to do a lot of good, and save others a great deal of heartbreak and suffering. No personal sacrifice was too great to ensure that one day, no parent would ever have to bury their child.
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I’ve been asked to put together a system for anniversary gifts. We’re entirely remote, and my boss wants to be able to write a personalized letter to the employees. Is there a way to send and package anniversary gifts using branding and allowing my boss to write a personalized letter that I wouldn’t be able to read? Like some sort of service or something?

I’m reposting because for some reason my post from last night isn’t even showing up on my profile and I’m desperate to get some opinions. I’ll try to keep it as short as possible.
Only 4 weeks from dday2. More context in my Post history. Things has been going really well I thought, especially leading up to Saturday. we went out to celebrate our 16 year wedding anniversary. The day was amazing we had a lot of fun, but later that night I went to show him a picture on Facebook and he saw his AP in my search history. He gave me a face and we moved on with the night nothing terrible happened.
Things were good Sunday, he was gone at work all night and then on his day off Monday he was in a weird mood. Pretty negative and being inconsistent with what his plans for the day were. He said he didn’t think he had time to hand out with me(we don’t currently live together but I was hoping to try to move back home soon). So I made other plans that was fine. I wanted to respect his space but all the sudden a couple hours later he wanted me to go out to lunch with him. I was a little annoyed and we talked about it on the way to get food but never really got anywhere. So at the restaurant I apologized for being emotional and we ended up going to his place later and spending the night cuddling and watching movies and having a great night.
Yesterday things were good still. We talked when he woke up for an hour while I was on my lunch break and things were seeming good. Then just an 1.5 hour later he sent me a whole Message saying he’s been feeling off and he’s sorry that he doesn’t want to bottles it up since we’re supposed to be honest and communicate. He said he didn’t like that I had AP on my search history and that he thinks I’m not happy and just “putting on a brave face” and that also the Monday situation had him scared we would slip back to old habits and attitudes. That he felt like the unhappy old is and that we salvaged the night but he was scared it would be that way often. Which by the way these are the things he often said concerned him while he was engaging in a false R. He would often say he was afraid that I WOULDNT CHANGE and we would go back to being unhappy, with the undertone that my attitude is the cause of his A and why he was so unhappy. So it felt a little triggering. He said That he’s trying to be happy but things are piling up on him.
I responded by saying it’s ok and I appreciate him letting me know. I want him to be able to tell me stuff. I told him it wasn’t just a brave face and that I am happy with him but I admired I do look up AP sometimes and I still struggle with how pretty she is and how it was so hard for him to leave her. But that I know it’s not right and I’m sorry. I told him some things that scare me as well such as thinking things are going well when they aren’t and that dday2 really messed me up like that because during that I thought we were healing and doing well then too.
His response? “I’m not sure what to don’t fix myself that’s why I’m going to start counseling and I’m also going to take a solo trip somewhere and really focus on myself. I feel so bad when I need space because it hurts you “
This is where I start to spiral. I told him I want to respect he needs space but he’ll tell me he loves me and wants to be with me then turn around and have this arrive toward us the very next day. It’s inconsistent. . I also told him that the whole attitude thing Monday was him too. That he was being really negative and it’s not all just me and that we’re not going to feel happy all the time and that we handled it well by not letting it ruin our night. He’s at work at this point and says he doesn’t know what to say and he’s trying to read through it at work. That it seems like I’m mad looking through my Messages. I told him I’m definitely not and he doesn’t have to respond right now. He then said he was just trying to express some feelings and he feels like he’s getting grilled because of it.
I told him I’m sorry if I was getting defensive, that to me it seemed like I ruined Saturday and now he’s struggling and wants to do his own thing and it’s all my fault. He said again he was just trying to express some feelings. I said I’m sorry I and I don’t like being this way (spiraling).
Next thing I know he says “do you think we need to take some time? I know I need to get away for a weekend and really deep dive my personal issue and I’m trying to get into therapy. Is that the fix though, actually separating and being happy by ourselves? I just don’t know”
That’s when I really lost it said sure. Do what you need to do. I can’t keep doing this back and forth and I don’t what’s driving him to go from acting to in love and adoring me to this. I can only guess.
Now he’s like “woah was just asking” and “this is what I get for talking” “I should just bottle this stuff up” etc.
He’s acting like I’m blowing this out of proportion and he can’t understand how I spiraled so hard off this exchange.
Am I being unreasonable?? I go back and forth about maybe I was too much but he’s also not being very compassionate given how much hell he’s put me through. And to say he can’t understand? I sent walls of texts explaining myself and I’m tired. I feel like maybe I did take his concerns and turn it into something crazy but I initially Tried to validate him and apologize. I don’t know I feel crazy right now. Maybe I am Oo mich.
How would all this make you feel?

Chapter 10 - The Dolphin
Tenar is practically insensate. Eventually she comes around, and a reality comes to her that the younger man is actually King Lebannen (aka Arren from The Farthest Shore). He is young except for something in his eyes, which considering the past makes a good amount of sense. He kneels to her but she stops him. Lebannen of Enlad was actually seeking her out and thought, for a moment, that she had known this and come to meet him. Labannen agrees to take her to her farm in Middle Valley on Gont. The older sailor offers to carry Therru to bed but Tenar stops him, Labannen does so instead. She feasts on king's food (though not on wine as good as Ogion's was) and is able to convey what has happened with her and Therru. Worse things than what is strikingly visible had happened to Therru, and Tenar is convinced that the leather capped man and her parents had done it. Handy probably couldn't have done much there, but with the curse and Tenar's fear for Therru... in telling this she becomes somewhat befuddled again, was she speaking in Kargish?
Tenar thought they wouldn't be able to reach her where she is heading and wanted to put it in the past, so she looks at Lebannen and instantly knows he is concerned about Ged. She calls him Sparrowhawk and Lebannen say all three of them go by their true names, but she corrects him that actually Ged only did so to both of them. She says, quite matter-of-factly, considering it has never been said outright, that, "'He's in danger from envious men, men of ill will...." Lebannen says he didn't want to believe his power was gone, and Tenar says, "'He wants to be alone until his hurts are healed,' she said at last, cautiously." Lebannen talks about the dry land, the mountains (called Pain) that cut and of which wounds take long to heal, and Tenar is reminded of Ged's hands as well as the stone (of which she picked up when regaining her senses) in her pocket. Lebannen is stately, but grief leaks out when he asks why Ged won't see him. Tenar says when Ged mentioned Lebannen the old Ged peeked out, part of not seeing him is pride, which Lebannen can't see Ged as being (the only word he can thing of when thinking of Ged is "patient"). Ged has changed, though, and has no patience now, just hardness on himself. She starts feeling ill, and on parting Lebannen says, "'Lady Tenar, you say you fled from one enemy and found another; but I came seeking a friend, and found another.'"
She wakes to the commotion of a ship, and Therru is hard to wake. She seems feverish and particularly withdrawn, no matter what Tenar tells her about the positives their new life will bring. There is a mark on Therru's arm, a four-fingered brand almost, from where Handy grabbed her, a promise he would never touch Therru, a promise Tenar could not have kept. Even when Lebannen speaks to Therru she does not answer... eventually she eats a little and is allowed to return to the cabin.
The ship passes through the Armed Cliffs, sandwiched walls filled with soldiered forts. Lebannen is on the high prow with the ship's master (Master Serrathen) and a man who is the Master Windkey of Roke Island. He wears a gray cloak of a mage from Roke Island, a similar one to the ones Ged had worn, through the highs and lows during Tenar's and his adventure together in Atuan. Their conversation is very polite (he is a weatherworker but is unneeded) and Tenar feels a tad like a barbarian... she wonders how a woman would/could succeed in "...their world [of] this dance of masks...."
It would take about a day to make port in Valmouth and Tenar was content to idle away on a makeshift bed the old sailor had made for her, watching the journey. Tenar bring Therru up and a very gnarled old sailor gifts a present to Therru by way of Tenar, a little dolphin carved of ivory or bone. Therru springs to life at the mention that it can go with the bone dolls (the person and animal) but eventually does reticently ask to return to the cabin (where they are) and Tenar has to thank the sailor on her behalf. She sees that all her work with Therru, the last year, might have been lost with that one touch from the appropriately named Handy, and for what reason?
She rejoins the king and mage in a setting that reminds her of her dream of dragons. Lebannen says he has no message for Ged, he has made him king (with their journey) whether he crowns him or not. Tenar sees a vulnerability in him, but it's necessary for him to be a good person: "He thought he had learned pain, but he would learn it again and again, all his life, and forget. And therefore he would not, like Handy, do the easy thing to do." Tenar says she would gladly take a message to Ged though perhaps Ged would not hear it. At this the mage says it was always so with him, and it comes to light he taught Ged and knew him longer than she did ("'But the first time I had him out in a boat, to learn how to speak to the wind, you know, he raised up a waterspout. I saw then what we were in for. I thought, Either he'll be drowned before he's sixteen, or he’ll be archmage before he's forty. ...Or I like to think I thought it.'"). Tenar asks if Ged is still archmage, quite a stark question. "The mage said finally, 'There is now no Archmage of Roke.' His tone was exceedingly cautious and precise. She dared not ask what he meant." Lebannen suggest that "...the Healer of the Rune of Peace..." (Tenar) would have some role in the new politics, to this the mage agrees but not without a beat as well as with no elaboration.
Lebannen reveals things from his journey with Ged and afterward, including (which hits Tenar like a gong) Kalessin, but in particular about Ged's staff being left behind and something that the Master Doorkeeper of Roke had said ("'He has done with doing. He goes home.'") which indicated Ged's time as a mage was done. A counsel was enacted on Roke to choose a new archmage. The king attended to get experience with the Council of the Wise, as well as because Thorion the Master Summoner had perished after his "art was turned against him by that great evil which my lord Sparrowhawk found and ended" (this book says he did not make his way back after meeting with Ged and Arren in the land of the dead and being directed back to the land of the living by Ged). Lebannen has trouble criticizing the wizards but the Master Windkey makes it clear: just like the last book, the counsel was stalemated to inaction. This section also talks about the other Masters in some detail (the Summoner who fled, the Patterner [also Kargish] who kept to the Grove, etc.). Eventually they look to the Master Namer (after all, he knows the names) who looked to the Master Patterner. Finally the Master Patterner said, trancelike, "'A woman on Gont,'" in Kargish, and no more, with no more knowledge of what he said than the rest. So they went to Gont with no more knowledge, though since they knew Tenar was there they thought perhaps it was her who was to lead them to the new archmage (some thought to Ogion, though he was ill and had refused being the archmage in the past, some thought to Ged again).
Tenar is of the opinion that the Master Windkey is wary of her (as she should be of him), but she meets Lebannen with candor. Tenar says it couldn't be her, she wouldn't lead them to Ged. The mage says it's likely it's not her, after all she would likely have been truly known since she is one of the few who "...bear their true names openly!" [ed: which is a bit interesting, in older books it stresses the amount of power one can have over another, and the secrecy among all but the closest, in revealing true names. It's even key to the ending of the first book. Also, she was mainly known as Goha, a use name]. He wants to know if perhaps she knows of anyone, and nothing comes to mind (except maybe the Woman of Kemay of Ogion's story, but she was mentioned as old even in that, unless she truly was long-lived as a dragon). She feels silenced by the "deafness" of the Master Windkey, something similar to her description of when she met the other mages (which included Aspen) after Ogion's death. She says but at least there is now a King, "'In whom our hope and trust are well founded,' the mage said with a warmth that became him well."
Tenar takes time to mention the evils that have seemingly sprung up, like the gangs, like what happened with Therru, like the "...men and women of power..." that have had their power wane or change. The mage puts this on Cob (the antagonist from the last book, from the dry lands) and says it will take time to "...[repair] our art, [heal] our wizards and our wizardry...." Tenar says maybe this is part of something that was already changing ("...a great change..."), that even maybe the fact that the power is shifting from the Master wizards' counsel to a central king is a symptom of this. The Master Windkey reacts to this, almost literally, like casting a spell against a stormcloud, and Tenar is now sure that he can't hear her (can't hear any woman since his mother last sang to him). She puts down his promise of Roke and the Art Magic enduring with a mention of Kalessin (who arrived unfettered in Roke despite one of its legendary claims being its maybe singular protection from dragons). He apologies because he, '...spoke as to an ordinary woman.' "'My fears are ordinary fears.'" "But the young king was silent, listening."
Arrival at a town is announced, it is up to the skillful to sail the ship around the people and not, denying to, the Master Windkey. Tenar instinctually looks for her son's, Flint's, ship and tells Lebannen a little about him (they are little alike, and yet she thought she saw him in Labannen). With the Master Windkey gone they share a bit of a shorthand--"ordinary fear"--and stammers that while there might not be a woman for them now there might be a woman yet for them yet. She says this in kind of a "Isn't that right, no?" way and he answers, "'It may be.'"
Tenar asks Lebannen what this ship is called in case her son asks and it is of course named the Dolphin. She sees Labannen as her son, still. Tenar tells him that she will collect Therru and walk home after staying with her daughter, Apple, in Valmouth. Ged's name is unsaid, but when asked if the wizards of Roke will continue to look for him: "'That, if they propose again, I will forbid,' Lebannen said, not realizing how much he told her in those three words.' But in searching for a new archmage they might come to her again. She says they, and he, are welcome to, and Lebannen says, "'I will come when I can,' he said, a little sternly; and a little wistfully, 'if I can.'"