So imma final year CS student, aur bhai mere job nahi lagi hai, par bhai kuch karne kaa jonoon hai, maa baap ko kush karna hai aur apna future bhi banana hai, so pls guid me...
Background : from tier 2 private cllg, know programming well, (typically mern stack ka 14 aur 200+ leetcode wala ) mere ek baar toc mei acche aye the to subject thoda acha lagta hai mujhe 🙂 ab yaad nahi kuch, maths to ghatna yaad hai mujhe shuru se padha hai sab kuch ( 12th ke bhi thode concepts revise karne honge), aur baki sab subjecta ka bhi same haal hai DSA ko chhod kar bas programming aati hai muze
1) How and where to start 2) What are some good resources 3) What best in your opinion ( offline/online) 4) What are good online classes in you opinion or experience ?
TLDR : launde ne bass backhodi ki hai cllg mei GATE ke liye guidance maang raha hai

I have made this list
1.Zara sa
2.Dil ibadat
3.Kya mujhe pyaar hai
4.Tu hi meri shab hai
5.Haan tu hai
6.Labon ko
7.Alvida
8.Desi boyz
9.Tujhe sochta hu
10.Tu jo mila
11.Mat aazma re
12.Kal ki he baat hai
13.Sajde
14.I am in love
15.Hai junoon
16.Mere bina
17.Jannatein kahan
18.Mai tera dhadkan teri
19.Mere brother ki dulhan
20.Tujhi mein
21.Zara sa (power ballad)
22.Main agar
23.Dil samander
24.Rafta rafta
25.Meri maa
26.Party on my mind
27.Humko pyaar hua
28.Touch me
29.Mai kya hoon
30.Sajda
31.Discowale khisko
31.O meri jaan
33.O meri jaan
34.O meri jaan
35.Jaane kaise
36.Aur tanha
37.Ayaashi
38.Marjaani marjaani
39.Zehreeli raatein
40.Haan mai jitni martabaa
41.Chahoon tujhe
42.Ek pal mein
43.Ye hausle
44.Dekho nashe mei
45.Hai ishq ye kya ik khata
46.Tu salaamat
47.Ye khuda
48.Allah beli
49.Ek pal ke liye
50.U & I let's do balle balle
51.Afreen
52.Tere liye
53.Allah hafiz
54.Ae aa oo
55.Parvar digara
56.Luk chup jaana
57.Shikdum (The Bedroom Mix)
58.Hold, You Will Be Mine
59.Humko Toh Hai Poora Yakeen
60.Aise Hi Bada Hua Gavaskar
61.Hum Dono Jaise Kaun Yahan
62.Jee Lenge
63.Golmaal
64.Antenna

Jee maine 1st attempt me 30%tile 2nd attempt me 18 %tile ( ye soch ke sab tukke krdiya tha ki ab mains me isse se bura kya hi ho skta hai ) now CBSE boards result come & got 52.8% with Compartment in maths now, so relative calling me even I'm not reciving call , they call my mom& dad and tesing him/ her that apka ladka to kota gaya tha ye mains me fail kaise ho hogya vo sab vo phir bhi theek hai ye CBSE me bhi fail ho gya awww .
Ab Mai kya kru Mera jine ki ek vajah bhi nhi bacchi , at the end maa ka pyaar aa jata hai
Ab drop liya hai jee + cbse ( 2025 ) & now Everyone says that academics comeback is just a myth ! परंतु का मेरे पास खोने के लिए बचा ही क्या है !

64% aaye hai guru
dumb nhi hu mein bas procrastination and low motivation se chud gya
result ke time ankh se aansu ane lag gye ki bc kya se kya ho gya mera, never thought ki etne kam number ayenge matlab 60-70% ke beech mein toh kabhi dekha hi nhi hai result
jee mocks mein 11th ke end tak aate aate 200+ tak aane lag gye the and 12th mein jo chudaap kiya hai meine
mein etna careless ho gya tha 12th mein like literally board se pehle kon nhi padhta mein vo chutiya hu jo boards se ek din pehle bhi time waste kar rha tha and youtube dekh raha lol
well mere maa baap duniya ke best maa baap hai literally I thought aaj kutayi pakki hai meri but unhone kuch bhi nhi bola and ulta motivate kiya koi naa hote rehta hai koi badi baat nhi hai tension mat le agle saal puri mehnat karke exams diyo, I feel mere jaisa chutiya aesa maa baap deserve nhi karta
jeetne bhi 11thies ess post ko dekh rhe hai guys guys guys pls 11th mein padhayi ko seriously lena chalu kar dena and overconfident kabhi mat hona and bkl'n 10th ke result se demotivate mat ho mere bhi 91% the and dekh lo aaj kaha hu mein, aane waale kal par dhyaan do and consistent raho din ka 6 hr hi padho but roj padho and self doubt mat karna kabhi
coaching mein samajh naa aye toh maa chudane gayii coaching jaana band kardo and online padho, jara bhi deri mat lagana ess decision mein koi fayda nhi time waste karne ka,
damn, kya hi din tha aaj ka, hamesha yadd rahega

its gonna be a long trauma dump.
im 19f, appeared in 12th this year, this would be my first drop. vaise to iss sun pe lurker rehti thi, aaj laga maybe kuch bol hi du to atleast relief rahega kisko dhang se bataya to. vaise to life meri bekar nhi hai overall dekha jaye to. yaha pe logo ka padho bc achhi lagne lagti hai life, and phir agle din vahi rr.
i was five almost, jb mere nana ne pehli baar mujhe touch kiya tha. mummy papa ka office rehta tha and bhaiya ka school to akele chhodne ki jagah nana ko bula lete the vo log ki mera dhyaan rakhe. achha dhyan rakhe the (apna lolzzz). now that i think about the movements and the way he'd shake afterwards, pyare nanaji was most probably cumming in his dhoti holding his five year old granddaughter on his thigh. (i mean, ladke shayad better jaane, kabhi kisi se detail mein puchha nhi iss baare mein. after it had got some action and y'all are ejaculating, do you guys like, freeze for a bit a breathe hard? agar nhi to im sorry for the wrong allegations). anyways that happened for a while. uske baad ka mujhe kuch yaad nhi. tbh ye bhi nhi yaad tha, until 3-4 saal pehle jb i read a similar scene in a book and ye yaad aaya phir shock mein chali gayi. had two beautiful frnds jinko bataya iss baare mein and they tried to help me out as best as they could. andar se ye bhi lagta tha ki mummy ko kabhi pata bhi chala to nahi manengi, isiliye parents se thoda grudge rehta tha and ladti jhagadati rehti thi.
fast forward to present, mai apne best friend ke saath relationship mein aa gayi and slowly but surely, he made a great impact on my relationship with my family. like uski uske parents ke saath achhe relations hain and ladka bhi sahi hai (haa pyar krti hu usse, mar jaungi ek din) to convince kr liya mujhe ki mere parents bhi pasand krte hain mujhe. and tb se mere relations meri family ke saath significantly improve hue. i even started to trust them.
to kya hai na, mummy and nana ki jamti nhi hai (he's neither a good husband nor a good father), isiliye mummy unse baat nhi krti. ek din recently mummy unhi ke baare mein upset thi and maine mummy se bol diya ki "uss aadmi se to mujhe nafrat hai. royi hu bestfriend ko batate hue" and mummy was like mujhe batao but mana kar di ki abhi nhi.
agle din she came to me and said ki unhe raat mein neend nhi aa rahi thi ye sochte hue ki aisa unhone kya kar diya ki I don't trust her but trust my frnds? phir bohot bolne pe mai unhe puri baat bata di (utni detail mein nhi obviously) and she was very supportive. boli ki "maa baap important hote hain par bachcho se zyada nhi. mai to vaise bhi unhe ghar na bulati but ab to sawal hi nhi uthata. shakal nhi dekhungi unki". and mai apne room mein aake rone lagi ki maine apni maa ko galat samjha ki vo mujhpe yakeen nhi karengi.
then agle din, i think jb mai ghar pe nhi thi tb mummy bhaiya ko ye baat batayi and he told her abt how once i confessed to him i was a lesbian (bisexual boli thi but lauda hai), and pata nhi kaise, mummy ko convince kr doya ki im making this whole story up for sympathy and to seem cool.
mummy aayi and mujhse boli ki "tum jo batayi ho, vo sach mein hua hai ya jo tum ghatiya books padhti ho, uski vajah se dimag mein baitha li ho ki mere saath bhi kuch galat hua hai?" and phir asked me abt that lesbian wala and told me ki inhi sab vajah se my face has lost its innocence and mai kuch nahi kar paayi hu. kaise i didn't deserve the marks i got in boards and sabka entrance exam tha but sab ek event mein aa rahe the but tumne kuch padha nhi tha isiliye nhi aayi (true but jisko neet dena hota vo aise bhi na aata). and how she feels ashamed and unsafe to go out with me varna i would wander off with "bhaiya log". that other girls of my age look smart and innocent and good even of they're fat. and gori ladkiyo ka chehra nhi pink hai, but you have yellowish tone and you never look smart, tumhare andar vo cheez hi nhi. she ended her speech with, "tumhari vajah se maine apne baap ko galat samjha. agar tum jhoote ilzam laga rahi ho to uska anjam dikhega." and then very lightly said, as if she didn't believe it, "aur agar mere baap ne kuch kiya hoga to bhagwan batayenge."
since that day, i haven't been able to look at my family the same way. the love, trust and respect i had for them seems gone. uss din ke baad mummy achhe se baa ki but bhul nhi paa rahi unn words ko. isse pehle bhi aisa bohot kuch boli hain vo jo bura laga tha but ye Dil tod diya. i can't believe my first heartbreak is from my mother itself.
isse pehle bhi she'd questioned my character. mai maanti hu, mai chutiye bachchi thi. nhi samjhti thi kuch. school bus mein achhe bhaiya log mile the to sabko achha samajhti thi and apne age ke logo se ghul mil nhi paati thi. isiliye almost got tricked by a senior jo uss time 11th mein the (i was in 6th, koi dost nhi tha to attention ki bhukhi rehti thi). uske liye mummy branded me as "characterless". I WAS IN SIXTH, NHI PATA THA MUJHE KUCH. phir ek baar humlog kahi gaye the and mummy dusri seat pe chali gayi mujhko leke jbki meri dost pichhe ki seat pe thi. i tried going to her to uss time to mummy bas gusse se dekhi but ghar aake boli ki how im such a bad daughter, achhe ghaf ki ladkiya sirf apne mummy papa ke paas rehti hain but tumko to matakna rehta hai. tumhare jaisi ladkiyo ko characterless rehte hain, kisi ki nhi hoti hain. (this was in class 9th).
ho sakta hai mai apna side leke dekh rahi hu isiliye mai khud ko sahi samajh rahi. but galti kya ki maine ye to koi achhe se explain karo???
recent ye nana wala batane ke baad to bas yahi manati hu roz bhagwan se ki maar daale mujhe. sach nata rahi, jb dekhega na koi sirf meri mummy papa aur bhaiya ko saath mein, to itne perfect lagte hain. and mai manhoos ki yarah aa jaati hu beech mein. (mumma thinks ki mera chehra normal rehne pe mahoos lagta hai, i should be smiling har samay varna apni life barbaad ke dungi aisi shakal bana ke).
marne ka ya relapse krne ka (i used to self harm) roz mann krta hai, but apni best friend aur apne bf ke baare mein sochke ruk jaati hu. sach mein doni pagal pyaar krte hain mujhse. bestfriend ki life already laudi ho rakhi hai, aur nhi pareshan krna, bf ki life mein pehle hi bohot trauma the, ab badhane ka mann nhi. i promised him I'd helo him heal.
ab 15 aur 16 ko cuet hai but padha nhi hai kuch and pata nhi kaise niklega. nikalka bhi zaruri hai varna home life aur fucked up ho jaayegi plus ghar se niklungi to insabme dimag nhi lagega.
samajh nhi aa raha kaise padhu ab, aakhiri din bacha hai, sab kuch padha hai but revise krna hai. idk bhai, higheay sach mein sundar lagne laga hai (srsly)

Tho bhaiyo Aaj mere class 10 ka result aaya aur eng+top 5 jod ke mere bann rahe hai 93.8% . Abhi yaha pe kaii log kahenge flex kaar rha hai ye wo but I am literally in tears rn . Maine expectation tho 96-97 ki rakhi thi par utne nahi bann rahe . Pata nahi iska kuch hoga ki nahi. Mere 95 marks hai science , Hindi aur it me aur maths me 93 hai ( mujhe set 3 Mila tha tho overall I ain't disappointed). Mujhe social me khali 90 mile hai aur English me 91 . Mai English me honestly 100/100 expect karr rha tha aur social me bhi 93+ expect kar rha tha . Mai soch rha hu ki inhe rechecking ke lie dedu. Top 5 Mila kar Mera score hua 469 aur agar 6 marks ass ho gae tho I'll get that 95%. Tell me should I go for re evaluation or no . Mera dost Jo Mera academic rival hai uske 97.4% aae hai . Isse mujhe bhot bura laga kyuki pehle hamare beech khali ek se do marks ka difference rehta tha

nta teri maa ki ch*t, bkl randi agency mujhe palghar mai center de diya joh mere ghar se 120km dur hai aur 16 ko joh exam hai uska center maderchodo ne mujhe nashik ki kisi andheri gali mai de diya (mai rehta navi mumbai mai hu) joh mere ghar se 190kms dur hai
navi mumbai, thane aur mumbai select kiya tha 🤡🚬

Is there any good app or portal to translate punjabi lyrics into English or Hindi?
Google translate does a very poor job. Just recently I was trying to translate sharry mann’s lyrics:
“Haye Ni Sohne Mukhre Da Ki Kariye
Tera Dil Hi Je Chajj Da Naa
Haye Ni Sohne Mukhre Da Ki Kariye”
As a Hindi speaker I understand the first line but what does chajj mean? Google translate isn’t helping.

Maine hamesha dekha hai ki bacche maa baap se hi seekhte hai Mai dono se hi ouch nhi seekha or iss baat ka garv hai..... No bad habits Anything you name it I don't have any Earning myself 22 And financially responsible Behaves well
All members have bad behaviour Father drinks and smokes Mother eats tobacco Brother pan masalas and drink Sister over spending on unnecessary things + not financially responsible
I want to thank my father for my education because this is the only factor that makes me better than them by choosing not to do anything wrong as in terms of life
Are you different from your parents and siblings?

guys, idk but vent karne ka mann hua, ive been a topper my entire life, (98+) in everything till 10th. 11th mein aake ganda sa downfall hogya tha, i failed in almost all pts, half yearly, even final exams mein fail kiya tha maine. usi beech relationship drama (i got cheated on, woh bhi it was w my bsf), friends ne chhod diya, parents naaraz, aisa ek dinn nai tha jiss dinn apne papa se daant na khau. ek saal mehnat toh ki, but last mein physics ne maa chod di, theek theek hi aaye hai number, regardless im happy. this time last year, i was depressed, actually had no friends and im happy the way life has turned out. i got 91.5 in xii, and i am proud of myself, even if no one is.

Maine kitne sapne sajaye the, IIT jaunga, PW ke channel pe aayega. Sab khatam ho gaya. Mai mock solve karne ja Raha tha, piche se bhaiya aaye aur unhone bataya ki result aagaya Mai khush tha ki chalo jaldi AA gaya. Fir Maine roll no dala ur marks dekhe. Yaar jaise mere pairo se Jamin khisak gayi ho. 72% bana. Kyu Maine 6th subject nehi liya? kyu? Mere 10th me 90+ aaye tha, 12th me kyu? Mera Computer, English aur Chemistry me 90+ AA Raha tha but result me bas around 80 hai teeno me, aisa kyu? apne class ke top baccho me rahta tha to aisa kyu? Mere Aaj Tak itne Kam number nehi aaye fir is baar kyu?
Filhaal mujhe is kyu ka antar pata nehi, pas ye pata hai ki Aaj mahino me pahli baar mere ghar pe rishtedaro ke phone aane Wale hai, unke baccho ke to Inter me 90% se jyada aaye the, wo to tana marenge hi. Kal me Chacha aur kuch rishtedaar Ghar aa rahe hai (kisi ki shadi hai). Wo to yahi puchenge kya huwa. Yahi bolenge are board hi nehi nikla, Jee kya nikalta. Un sab ko kya bolunga Mai. Unke saamne kaise jaunga? Kya bolunga? Aur Future ke baar me puchenge to kya kahunga? Future me kya karunga?
Jab Mai result lene jaunga, to mere class teacher hamesha ki tarah tana marenge, bolenge ki Jee ki tayari saal bhar ki kya fayeda, Board me hi nipat gaye. Yehi bolenge ki Mai bolta tha beta Board pe focus Karo lekin ye to IITian bante the! Bolenge ki Maine bola tha nehi niklega IIT! Juniors ko to paaka mere adventures ke baare me bataynge. Bataynge bade hero bante the, School aate hi nehi the, JEE ki tayari karte the, Advanced se pahle hi nipat gaye.
Mai sabse yahi sunta aaya hu ki Boards me marks matter nehi karte, koyi boards ke marks nehi puchega? Dekh liya Aaj Maine dekh liya. Mai chhor Raha hu ye sab. Aaj mujhe pata chala hai jab Dil tootta hai to kaisa lagta hai. Roya hu mai. Khatam ho gaya sab.

Maine kitne sapne sajaye the, IIT jaunga, PW ke channel pe aayega. Sab khatam ho gaya. Mai mock solve karne ja Raha tha, piche se bhaiya aaye aur unhone bataya ki result aagaya Mai khush tha ki chalo jaldi AA gaya. Fir Maine roll no dala ur marks dekhe. Yaar jaise mere pairo se Jamin khisak gayi ho. 72% bana. Kyu Maine 6th subject nehi liya? kyu? Mere 10th me 90+ aaye tha, 12th me kyu? Mera Computer, English aur Chemistry me 90+ AA Raha tha but result me bas around 80 hai teeno me, aisa kyu? apne class ke top baccho me rahta tha to aisa kyu? Mere Aaj Tak itne Kam number nehi aaye fir is baar kyu?
Filhaal mujhe is kyu ka antar pata nehi, pas ye pata hai ki Aaj mahino me pahli baar mere ghar pe rishtedaro ke phone aane Wale hai, unke baccho ke to Inter me 90% se jyada aaye the, wo to tana marenge hi. Kal me Chacha aur kuch rishtedaar Ghar aa rahe hai (kisi ki shadi hai). Wo to yahi puchenge kya huwa. Yahi bolenge are board hi nehi nikla, Jee kya nikalta. Un sab ko kya bolunga Mai. Unke saamne kaise jaunga? Kya bolunga? Aur Future ke baar me puchenge to kya kahunga? Future me kya karunga?
Jab Mai result lene jaunga, to mere class teacher hamesha ki tarah tana marenge, bolenge ki Jee ki tayari saal bhar ki kya fayeda, Board me hi nipat gaye. Yehi bolenge ki Mai bolta tha beta Board pe focus Karo lekin ye to IITian bante the! Bolenge ki Maine bola tha nehi niklega IIT! Juniors ko to paaka mere adventures ke baare me bataynge. Bataynge bade hero bante the, School aate hi nehi the, JEE ki tayari karte the, Advanced se pahle hi nipat gaye.
Mai sabse yahi sunta aaya hu ki Boards me marks matter nehi karte, koyi boards ke marks nehi puchega? Dekh liya Aaj Maine dekh liya. Mai chhor Raha hu ye sab. Aaj mujhe pata chala hai jab Dil tootta hai to kaisa lagta hai. Roya hu mai. Khatam ho gaya sab.

Maine kitne sapne sajaye the, IIT jaunga, PW ke channel pe aayega. Sab khatam ho gaya. Mai mock solve karne ja Raha tha, piche se bhaiya aaye aur unhone bataya ki result aagaya Mai khush tha ki chalo jaldi AA gaya. Fir Maine roll no dala ur marks dekhe. Yaar jaise mere pairo se Jamin khisak gayi ho. 72% bana. Kyu Maine 6th subject nehi liya? kyu? Mere 10th me 90+ aaye tha, 12th me kyu? Mera Computer, English aur Chemistry me 90+ AA Raha tha but result me bas around 80 hai teeno me, aisa kyu? apne class ke top baccho me rahta tha to aisa kyu? Mere Aaj Tak itne Kam number nehi aaye fir is baar kyu?
Filhaal mujhe is kyu ka antar pata nehi, pas ye pata hai ki Aaj mahino me pahli baar mere ghar pe rishtedaro ke phone aane Wale hai, unke baccho ke to Inter me 90% se jyada aaye the, wo to tana marenge hi. Kal me Chacha aur kuch rishtedaar Ghar aa rahe hai (kisi ki shadi hai). Wo to yahi puchenge kya huwa. Yahi bolenge are board hi nehi nikla, Jee kya nikalta. Un sab ko kya bolunga Mai. Unke saamne kaise jaunga? Kya bolunga? Aur Future ke baar me puchenge to kya kahunga? Future me kya karunga?
Jab Mai result lene jaunga, to mere class teacher hamesha ki tarah tana marenge, bolenge ki Jee ki tayari saal bhar ki kya fayeda, Board me hi nipat gaye. Yehi bolenge ki Mai bolta tha beta Board pe focus Karo lekin ye to IITian bante the! Bolenge ki Maine bola tha nehi niklega IIT! Juniors ko to paaka mere adventures ke baare me bataynge. Bataynge bade hero bante the, School aate hi nehi the, JEE ki tayari karte the, Advanced se pahle hi nipat gaye.
Mai sabse yahi sunta aaya hu ki Boards me marks matter nehi karte, koyi boards ke marks nehi puchega? Dekh liya Aaj Maine dekh liya. Mai chhor Raha hu ye sab. Aaj mujhe pata chala hai jab Dil tootta hai to kaisa lagta hai. Roya hu mai. Khatam ho gaya sab.

Jinn bachhe pass ho gye feeling happy for them par jo fail ho gaye unnke liye aur bura lag rha hé , Guys those who failed don’t feel hopeless, firse do paper achhe se prep kerke , maybe this was not your luck but next time hard work toh ho hi sakta he , ignore kero relatives aur VO bitchy friends ko , unnhe nhi pata boards ya nta ke baare me so they will just taunt and say beta fail ku hue , they don’t fucking know ki paper kesa aya tha so just ignore them aur prep pe lag jao

Maa chud gyi yaar English me 90+ soch Raha tha 73 aaye hai science me bhi 85+ but 72 aaye Bhen ki chut Rechecking ke liye bejdu kab Tak aa jayega?