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BHMS Vs BVSc

2024.05.15 09:42 Designer-Aspect-1014 BHMS Vs BVSc

Bhaiya log scoring 515 in my 3rd attempt ik I fucked up but ab aur drop lene ki himmat nhi the only choice I have is bhms and BVSc mbbs private lene jitna Paisa nhi so inme se hi ek mera future career h .......maybe baad me agar partial drop lene ka sochunga but abhi it's just BHMS or BVSc
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2024.05.14 18:35 learningchallenges Story of a loser! Never won anything in life. Will probably commit suicide in june

Hear my story jeetards. I am loser. I am not good in sports. Have no confidence in life through childhood. I was in Seven Square Academy in Mira Road. My life is primarily been at home watching PC parts and coding. Have real passion in IT. Was never good at anything. For the first time though my village relative bhaiya I was able to do 10th well in COVID 2020. Then no exams happened due to game addiction I didnt gave internal exams well. For 10 + 2 years in school my life was hell in Delhi Nangloi. Fast forward my 12th results came in I got 62%. I knew I fucked that day because at exam hall I was getting stroke. What saved that day was invigilator. 1st drop year wasted. Started preparing for mht cet fucked my exam, fucked jee kyuki kuch pada hi nahi bhai -ve me number aaye the. Manipal exam me 10 din that ab 4 bache hai. Just destroyed my life. Sapna that ki kamse kam NSIT me toh jaunga. Ab meri behen ki shaadi hai agle saal. Per me total failure hu. Meri behen bhi mujse jyada smart hai Jo mujhse Kam padhti hai. Just could not take it. Bhai kese Bina guilt ke mar sakte hai batado. Aur buri baat suno comedk aur pessat aur vitee sab chut Gaya kyuki ye sab pata hi nahi tha. Total pure failure Aaj tak ek medal nahi jeeta. Chalo ab bata do ki june me 8 mahle ki building se jirne me maut miligi achi kya. suicidewatch or daala tha nahi post ho raha
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2024.05.13 21:09 BubbleLion69 Sharam, Lajja, Peedha.

Sharam, Lajja, Peedha.
Aj cbse ka result aya hai, bohot kharab lag raha hai mujhe. Mere parents ne mujhe bilkul nahi daanta, mere father ulta aj restuarant se khaana pack karake laye thay. Mere kuch relatives ko lagta hai ki main retarted hoon, poore saal padha hai acche se tab jaake main pass hua hoon aur mere 72% aye hai (no offense), sach baat bolu to fir main Indian economics poori chodh ke gaya tha, bst ke 4 chapter chode hai, accounts mein partnership ka 1st chapter choda tha aur financial to almost poori chodh ke gaya tha except cash flow wo baat alag hai ki zyada kch aya nahi tha financial statements se, aur to aur mera accounts mein 68 marks ka attempt hua tha similar case tha Mera baaki subjects mein bhi except for English. Parso mera CUET hai kuch khaas taiyaari nahi hai. 10th mein bhi mera Aisa hi scene tha, same score tha 10th mein, maine socha tha ki 12th mein acche se padhai karunga, 90% ke aas paas launga par main chutiya moj masti karne laga. Ab mera MBA ka bhi plan bekar ho gaya, pata nahi apni life mein kya karunga main ab gharwale bhi shayad ummed harr gaye hai. Mujhe kisi ne nahi daanta ulta appreciate kiya, bhot ajeeb laga hai mujhe aur bohot boora bhi. Kaash main marr hi jata par suicide karne ki himmat nahi hai mujhme.
Also, jinke acche marks aaye un sabhi ko dher saari badhayi πŸŽ‰πŸ’
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2024.05.13 18:21 justanotherpickme thak gayi hu ab

its gonna be a long trauma dump.
im 19f, appeared in 12th this year, this would be my first drop. vaise to iss sun pe lurker rehti thi, aaj laga maybe kuch bol hi du to atleast relief rahega kisko dhang se bataya to. vaise to life meri bekar nhi hai overall dekha jaye to. yaha pe logo ka padho bc achhi lagne lagti hai life, and phir agle din vahi rr.
i was five almost, jb mere nana ne pehli baar mujhe touch kiya tha. mummy papa ka office rehta tha and bhaiya ka school to akele chhodne ki jagah nana ko bula lete the vo log ki mera dhyaan rakhe. achha dhyan rakhe the (apna lolzzz). now that i think about the movements and the way he'd shake afterwards, pyare nanaji was most probably cumming in his dhoti holding his five year old granddaughter on his thigh. (i mean, ladke shayad better jaane, kabhi kisi se detail mein puchha nhi iss baare mein. after it had got some action and y'all are ejaculating, do you guys like, freeze for a bit a breathe hard? agar nhi to im sorry for the wrong allegations). anyways that happened for a while. uske baad ka mujhe kuch yaad nhi. tbh ye bhi nhi yaad tha, until 3-4 saal pehle jb i read a similar scene in a book and ye yaad aaya phir shock mein chali gayi. had two beautiful frnds jinko bataya iss baare mein and they tried to help me out as best as they could. andar se ye bhi lagta tha ki mummy ko kabhi pata bhi chala to nahi manengi, isiliye parents se thoda grudge rehta tha and ladti jhagadati rehti thi.
fast forward to present, mai apne best friend ke saath relationship mein aa gayi and slowly but surely, he made a great impact on my relationship with my family. like uski uske parents ke saath achhe relations hain and ladka bhi sahi hai (haa pyar krti hu usse, mar jaungi ek din) to convince kr liya mujhe ki mere parents bhi pasand krte hain mujhe. and tb se mere relations meri family ke saath significantly improve hue. i even started to trust them.
to kya hai na, mummy and nana ki jamti nhi hai (he's neither a good husband nor a good father), isiliye mummy unse baat nhi krti. ek din recently mummy unhi ke baare mein upset thi and maine mummy se bol diya ki "uss aadmi se to mujhe nafrat hai. royi hu bestfriend ko batate hue" and mummy was like mujhe batao but mana kar di ki abhi nhi.
agle din she came to me and said ki unhe raat mein neend nhi aa rahi thi ye sochte hue ki aisa unhone kya kar diya ki I don't trust her but trust my frnds? phir bohot bolne pe mai unhe puri baat bata di (utni detail mein nhi obviously) and she was very supportive. boli ki "maa baap important hote hain par bachcho se zyada nhi. mai to vaise bhi unhe ghar na bulati but ab to sawal hi nhi uthata. shakal nhi dekhungi unki". and mai apne room mein aake rone lagi ki maine apni maa ko galat samjha ki vo mujhpe yakeen nhi karengi.
then agle din, i think jb mai ghar pe nhi thi tb mummy bhaiya ko ye baat batayi and he told her abt how once i confessed to him i was a lesbian (bisexual boli thi but lauda hai), and pata nhi kaise, mummy ko convince kr doya ki im making this whole story up for sympathy and to seem cool.
mummy aayi and mujhse boli ki "tum jo batayi ho, vo sach mein hua hai ya jo tum ghatiya books padhti ho, uski vajah se dimag mein baitha li ho ki mere saath bhi kuch galat hua hai?" and phir asked me abt that lesbian wala and told me ki inhi sab vajah se my face has lost its innocence and mai kuch nahi kar paayi hu. kaise i didn't deserve the marks i got in boards and sabka entrance exam tha but sab ek event mein aa rahe the but tumne kuch padha nhi tha isiliye nhi aayi (true but jisko neet dena hota vo aise bhi na aata). and how she feels ashamed and unsafe to go out with me varna i would wander off with "bhaiya log". that other girls of my age look smart and innocent and good even of they're fat. and gori ladkiyo ka chehra nhi pink hai, but you have yellowish tone and you never look smart, tumhare andar vo cheez hi nhi. she ended her speech with, "tumhari vajah se maine apne baap ko galat samjha. agar tum jhoote ilzam laga rahi ho to uska anjam dikhega." and then very lightly said, as if she didn't believe it, "aur agar mere baap ne kuch kiya hoga to bhagwan batayenge."
since that day, i haven't been able to look at my family the same way. the love, trust and respect i had for them seems gone. uss din ke baad mummy achhe se baa ki but bhul nhi paa rahi unn words ko. isse pehle bhi aisa bohot kuch boli hain vo jo bura laga tha but ye Dil tod diya. i can't believe my first heartbreak is from my mother itself.
isse pehle bhi she'd questioned my character. mai maanti hu, mai chutiye bachchi thi. nhi samjhti thi kuch. school bus mein achhe bhaiya log mile the to sabko achha samajhti thi and apne age ke logo se ghul mil nhi paati thi. isiliye almost got tricked by a senior jo uss time 11th mein the (i was in 6th, koi dost nhi tha to attention ki bhukhi rehti thi). uske liye mummy branded me as "characterless". I WAS IN SIXTH, NHI PATA THA MUJHE KUCH. phir ek baar humlog kahi gaye the and mummy dusri seat pe chali gayi mujhko leke jbki meri dost pichhe ki seat pe thi. i tried going to her to uss time to mummy bas gusse se dekhi but ghar aake boli ki how im such a bad daughter, achhe ghaf ki ladkiya sirf apne mummy papa ke paas rehti hain but tumko to matakna rehta hai. tumhare jaisi ladkiyo ko characterless rehte hain, kisi ki nhi hoti hain. (this was in class 9th).
ho sakta hai mai apna side leke dekh rahi hu isiliye mai khud ko sahi samajh rahi. but galti kya ki maine ye to koi achhe se explain karo???
recent ye nana wala batane ke baad to bas yahi manati hu roz bhagwan se ki maar daale mujhe. sach nata rahi, jb dekhega na koi sirf meri mummy papa aur bhaiya ko saath mein, to itne perfect lagte hain. and mai manhoos ki yarah aa jaati hu beech mein. (mumma thinks ki mera chehra normal rehne pe mahoos lagta hai, i should be smiling har samay varna apni life barbaad ke dungi aisi shakal bana ke).
marne ka ya relapse krne ka (i used to self harm) roz mann krta hai, but apni best friend aur apne bf ke baare mein sochke ruk jaati hu. sach mein doni pagal pyaar krte hain mujhse. bestfriend ki life already laudi ho rakhi hai, aur nhi pareshan krna, bf ki life mein pehle hi bohot trauma the, ab badhane ka mann nhi. i promised him I'd helo him heal.
ab 15 aur 16 ko cuet hai but padha nhi hai kuch and pata nhi kaise niklega. nikalka bhi zaruri hai varna home life aur fucked up ho jaayegi plus ghar se niklungi to insabme dimag nhi lagega.
samajh nhi aa raha kaise padhu ab, aakhiri din bacha hai, sab kuch padha hai but revise krna hai. idk bhai, higheay sach mein sundar lagne laga hai (srsly)
edit: aaj matashree ko therapy de rahi thi. and pata chala she has shit communication skills and she meant to say ki hopefully ye sab mera vehem hai but boldi kuch aur. and batayi mumma bhaiya bhi bola ho sakta hai vehem ho but he cried when he first heard it. matashree se phir ladi khub ki baat nhi krne aata achhe se ro rahi hu kb se. tumlogo ke comments+ mummy se baat krke jo relief Mila hai na, thankyou yaar. literally verge of suicide se happy kr diye ho.
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2024.05.13 12:03 Puzzleheaded-Fun5550 75% nehi aaya I Quit

Maine kitne sapne sajaye the, IIT jaunga, PW ke channel pe aayega. Sab khatam ho gaya. Mai mock solve karne ja Raha tha, piche se bhaiya aaye aur unhone bataya ki result aagaya Mai khush tha ki chalo jaldi AA gaya. Fir Maine roll no dala ur marks dekhe. Yaar jaise mere pairo se Jamin khisak gayi ho. 72% bana. Kyu Maine 6th subject nehi liya? kyu? Mere 10th me 90+ aaye tha, 12th me kyu? Mera Computer, English aur Chemistry me 90+ AA Raha tha but result me bas around 80 hai teeno me, aisa kyu? apne class ke top baccho me rahta tha to aisa kyu? Mere Aaj Tak itne Kam number nehi aaye fir is baar kyu?
Filhaal mujhe is kyu ka antar pata nehi, pas ye pata hai ki Aaj mahino me pahli baar mere ghar pe rishtedaro ke phone aane Wale hai, unke baccho ke to Inter me 90% se jyada aaye the, wo to tana marenge hi. Kal me Chacha aur kuch rishtedaar Ghar aa rahe hai (kisi ki shadi hai). Wo to yahi puchenge kya huwa. Yahi bolenge are board hi nehi nikla, Jee kya nikalta. Un sab ko kya bolunga Mai. Unke saamne kaise jaunga? Kya bolunga? Aur Future ke baar me puchenge to kya kahunga? Future me kya karunga?
Jab Mai result lene jaunga, to mere class teacher hamesha ki tarah tana marenge, bolenge ki Jee ki tayari saal bhar ki kya fayeda, Board me hi nipat gaye. Yehi bolenge ki Mai bolta tha beta Board pe focus Karo lekin ye to IITian bante the! Bolenge ki Maine bola tha nehi niklega IIT! Juniors ko to paaka mere adventures ke baare me bataynge. Bataynge bade hero bante the, School aate hi nehi the, JEE ki tayari karte the, Advanced se pahle hi nipat gaye.
Mai sabse yahi sunta aaya hu ki Boards me marks matter nehi karte, koyi boards ke marks nehi puchega? Dekh liya Aaj Maine dekh liya. Mai chhor Raha hu ye sab. Aaj mujhe pata chala hai jab Dil tootta hai to kaisa lagta hai. Roya hu mai. Khatam ho gaya sab.
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2024.05.13 11:31 Puzzleheaded-Fun5550 75% nehi aaya I Quit

Maine kitne sapne sajaye the, IIT jaunga, PW ke channel pe aayega. Sab khatam ho gaya. Mai mock solve karne ja Raha tha, piche se bhaiya aaye aur unhone bataya ki result aagaya Mai khush tha ki chalo jaldi AA gaya. Fir Maine roll no dala ur marks dekhe. Yaar jaise mere pairo se Jamin khisak gayi ho. 72% bana. Kyu Maine 6th subject nehi liya? kyu? Mere 10th me 90+ aaye tha, 12th me kyu? Mera Computer, English aur Chemistry me 90+ AA Raha tha but result me bas around 80 hai teeno me, aisa kyu? apne class ke top baccho me rahta tha to aisa kyu? Mere Aaj Tak itne Kam number nehi aaye fir is baar kyu?
Filhaal mujhe is kyu ka antar pata nehi, pas ye pata hai ki Aaj mahino me pahli baar mere ghar pe rishtedaro ke phone aane Wale hai, unke baccho ke to Inter me 90% se jyada aaye the, wo to tana marenge hi. Kal me Chacha aur kuch rishtedaar Ghar aa rahe hai (kisi ki shadi hai). Wo to yahi puchenge kya huwa. Yahi bolenge are board hi nehi nikla, Jee kya nikalta. Un sab ko kya bolunga Mai. Unke saamne kaise jaunga? Kya bolunga? Aur Future ke baar me puchenge to kya kahunga? Future me kya karunga?
Jab Mai result lene jaunga, to mere class teacher hamesha ki tarah tana marenge, bolenge ki Jee ki tayari saal bhar ki kya fayeda, Board me hi nipat gaye. Yehi bolenge ki Mai bolta tha beta Board pe focus Karo lekin ye to IITian bante the! Bolenge ki Maine bola tha nehi niklega IIT! Juniors ko to paaka mere adventures ke baare me bataynge. Bataynge bade hero bante the, School aate hi nehi the, JEE ki tayari karte the, Advanced se pahle hi nipat gaye.
Mai sabse yahi sunta aaya hu ki Boards me marks matter nehi karte, koyi boards ke marks nehi puchega? Dekh liya Aaj Maine dekh liya. Mai chhor Raha hu ye sab. Aaj mujhe pata chala hai jab Dil tootta hai to kaisa lagta hai. Roya hu mai. Khatam ho gaya sab.
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2024.05.13 11:23 Puzzleheaded-Fun5550 75% bhi nehi aaya, I quit

Maine kitne sapne sajaye the, IIT jaunga, PW ke channel pe aayega. Sab khatam ho gaya. Mai mock solve karne ja Raha tha, piche se bhaiya aaye aur unhone bataya ki result aagaya Mai khush tha ki chalo jaldi AA gaya. Fir Maine roll no dala ur marks dekhe. Yaar jaise mere pairo se Jamin khisak gayi ho. 72% bana. Kyu Maine 6th subject nehi liya? kyu? Mere 10th me 90+ aaye tha, 12th me kyu? Mera Computer, English aur Chemistry me 90+ AA Raha tha but result me bas around 80 hai teeno me, aisa kyu? apne class ke top baccho me rahta tha to aisa kyu? Mere Aaj Tak itne Kam number nehi aaye fir is baar kyu?
Filhaal mujhe is kyu ka antar pata nehi, pas ye pata hai ki Aaj mahino me pahli baar mere ghar pe rishtedaro ke phone aane Wale hai, unke baccho ke to Inter me 90% se jyada aaye the, wo to tana marenge hi. Kal me Chacha aur kuch rishtedaar Ghar aa rahe hai (kisi ki shadi hai). Wo to yahi puchenge kya huwa. Yahi bolenge are board hi nehi nikla, Jee kya nikalta. Un sab ko kya bolunga Mai. Unke saamne kaise jaunga? Kya bolunga? Aur Future ke baar me puchenge to kya kahunga? Future me kya karunga?
Jab Mai result lene jaunga, to mere class teacher hamesha ki tarah tana marenge, bolenge ki Jee ki tayari saal bhar ki kya fayeda, Board me hi nipat gaye. Yehi bolenge ki Mai bolta tha beta Board pe focus Karo lekin ye to IITian bante the! Bolenge ki Maine bola tha nehi niklega IIT! Juniors ko to paaka mere adventures ke baare me bataynge. Bataynge bade hero bante the, School aate hi nehi the, JEE ki tayari karte the, Advanced se pahle hi nipat gaye.
Mai sabse yahi sunta aaya hu ki Boards me marks matter nehi karte, koyi boards ke marks nehi puchega? Dekh liya Aaj Maine dekh liya. Mai chhor Raha hu ye sab. Aaj mujhe pata chala hai jab Dil tootta hai to kaisa lagta hai. Roya hu mai. Khatam ho gaya sab.
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2024.05.11 07:10 Additional-Rub152 Re neet scam

Bhai ye bakchodi bahot ho gayi ye thode log aakar ek cheez bolte hai inse number poocho to 200 aate the aur 3 4 saal ke droppers hote hai aur random yt inst comment utha ke bolte hai leak hua har saal ye leak to hogai hi aur jab inse kabo un scammers ko pakdho to nhi ji scammers ko kyn pakhde wE wAnT ReNEeT humare 100 number isliye aae kynki leak ho gaya aur jab indian country chodte hai phir log popchte hai kyn choda
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2024.05.11 06:51 YourRandomElectron Bhai koi bhaiya/didi engineer ho yaha pe toh thoda copium de do that everything will be alright. Kaafi anxious aur disappointed feel kr rha hu

Rajasthan se hu , home state quota bhi bekar hai mera. Iss saal 148 marks pe bus 93%ile aur 1lac+ CRL bani hai (usually itne pe 97%ile ban jaati thi aur 36k rank). Gen male hu toh kuch accha college mil bhi nahi Raha mujhe.
Regardless of this , started preparing for comedk(state entrance of Karnataka). 105-115 marks aa rhe hai bas(out of 180). Ab aur marks push nahi kara Jaa rha . Kal exam hai mera
Comedk se college mil bhi Gaya , toh paiso ki tension hai. Papa ki salary sirf 25k hai aur zyada kuch saving bhi nahi hai parents ke paas
Dropper hu toh tier 3 bhi nahi jana chahta drop year ke baad. Kyoki mujhe pata hai main better deserve krta hu.
Mummy bhi Roz chillati rehti hai mujh pe ke ek saal waste kr liya. Agr tier 3 mein hi Jana tha toh pichle saal hi chala jata (I had 94.8%ile last year) . Upar se jee advanced ke liye qualify bhi nahi kar paya( I have 93%ile and qualifying marks were 93.23%ile for Gen male) toh papa bhi thode disappointed hai mujhse iss baar
Kal raat bhar so nahi paya yeh soch ke , ke koi college milega bhi nahi mujhe. Kahi sach mein tier 3 college na jana padh jaaye. Itni mehnat ke baad bhi koi accha college nahi milega toh bada dukh hoga 😞. Jaise taise online padhke khud ko improve Kiya tha. Jan attempt kharab jaane ke baad bhi haar nahi maani thi aur 2 mahine mein 65marks se 148 marks ka jump mara . But phir bhi aisa lag raha hai jaise ki failure hi banke reh jaunga.
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2024.05.11 03:52 Strict_Philosopher37 I want a bag for traveling

Bhaiya aisa bag chahiye jisme boht saara saman bhi bhar jaaye aur usko shoulder pe bhi tang sake mann kiya toh khich(pull) liye naam btado ese bags ka aur aachi companies jo iss type ke bag banati h
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2024.05.10 17:56 Hari_Puttar08 Silicon me bijli nhi thi aaj 7 ghante ke liye ..

bhaiya ji ... aaj subah Silicon me 3-3.5 ghante ke liye bijli nhi thi bina kisi kaaran ke aur itni garmi me haalat kharab ho gyi thi ... aaj shaam ko 3 ghante bijli nhi thi even after the rain stopped ... bijli aa gyi wrna macchar mera khoonn chuske khtm kr dete ...
kal bhi shaam ko 5 ghnte bijli nhi thi ...
as a student its really difficult as your majority of the studies occur online .. please raise this issue its literally a headache now
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2024.05.10 08:58 Excellent_Citron_458 another soul lost for this shitty system

I have never commented on any post and this is my first account on reddit i was just a lurker on this sub , but for this incident i had to post this here .
People today i lost my friend , he suci*ded yesterday night , and the thing is he wrote on his note that he couldn't clear the cut off but i really dont believe that. .. nhi ho rhi english mc
just 1 din pehle vo apne dost ke birthday celebrate karne gaya tha ekdum khushmizaz insaan cricket bhi khelna aaya tha , samajh nhi aa rha kya he and happy extroverted insaan tha.
vo hamare sath padhta tha and hum panch log hi sirf padhte the eksath ek bhaiya se jee ke liye and usme mera milake aur 2 logon ka ho gaya but uska nhi hua cut off clear uske liye humko bura laga but vo chill tha kyunki usko pta tha usne mehnat nhi ki thi. and just ek hafte pehle vo bol rha tha ki bitsat dunga nhi hua to drop le lunga , vo apne ma baap ka iklota beta tha . Aj subah call aaya ki vo ab nhi he kabhi sapne main bhi nhi socha tha jo banda mujhe sambhalta tha aur kisiko sad nhi hone deta tha usne aisa kiya . Kuch samajh nhi aa rha uske ghar jaane ki bhi himmat nhi ho rhi ki maine usse jyada baat kyun nhi kiya agar itna embarrasment nhi hota to shayed ye nhi hota .
Why this happens god what have we done to deserve this ?..........
saala ab mereme itna hate he na i don't think i will ever like this country never ever , fuck everything let the world burn I don't fucking care fuck fuck fuck
ye likhte hue bhi hath kanp rhe he agar kuch mistakes ho to maaf kar dena.
TO him I'M SORRY FOR NOT REACHING OUT I'M SORRY
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2024.05.09 19:12 Brilliant_Wonder8698 purana ghar!!!

aaj nibha (meri masi ki beti) ne poocha, didi wo purana ghar kaisa tha...apne kaam me vyast maine bina kuch soche smjhe pooch liya ''konsa purana ghar''
nibha: aree whi ghr jiski baithkr aap, mama, tanmay bhaiya, ansh bhaiya, aashi didi baat krte the.....
uss samay, mai bhool gyi apne saare kaam ke baare me aur maano samay yatra krke 2014 ki garmiyo ki chutti me pahuch gyi.......nani ke ghr ki gali me pahuchte hi, mann me bada kathin aur gambhir sawal aa jaata tha.....ki ghr me mukhya darwaze se andar jaau ya fir bade nana ji ki baithak wale ya fir chawk wale ya fir gaaye (cow) ke kamre wale darwaze se..........uss 8 saal ki saumya ke chote se dimag me itni badi samasya........toh socha chawk wale darwaze se andar jaakr sbko aashcharyachakit kr deti hu......ghar me pravesh krte hi sbko namaste bolne ke baad......mama ko dhoondne ka karyakram shuru ho jaata tha.......mama ko itne saare kamro me se dhoondna koi aam baat thodi naa hoti hai......fir mama ke saath computer pr games khelna.....aur sbse kathin kaam aansh aashi ki rah dekhna, unka intezaar krna,,, maano bichde hue premi ka intezaar krna.....roz raat ko khaana khaate hi, mai aur mama teeno baccho ko neeche chorr kr chatt pr bhaag jaate the aur to aur chatt ke darwaze ko band kr dete the......kyuki uss darwaze ko kholna koi aasaan karya nhi hai.....ye teeno uss darwaze ko neeche se pakad pr kheechte the.......aur hum dono upar khade hokar jaal me se inhe dekhkr bohot hasa krte the.......pr ye hasi zyada der tk nhi chlti thi iss hasi ke baad hume daat bhi khaani pdti thi.....fir raat ko sone ke liye sbki khaat (foldings) bichana aur unn khaato pr chaddar aur takiye bichane ka kaam mera aur mama ka tha...aur aashi ka kaam tha nani ke saath sone ke liye ladne ka, nahi nahi usko nani se zyada pyaar nhi tha, nani raat ko haath wala pankha istemal krti thi.....raat ko nana ji ke so jaane ke baad hum sb anushka didi aur unke bua ke baccho se hasi mzak krte the, anushka didi ka ghr humare ghr ke saamne wala hi tha......fir jaise hi nana ji ki aankh khulti toh hume aur daat khaani pdti,,,,,yhi sb krte krte subah 5 bje chatt pr macchar aa jaate the......jaise taise adhuri neend se uthkr park jaane ke liye tyaar hote the hum sb.....pr us adhuri neend me bhi kbhi thakaan mehsoos nhi hui........park se aate hue ganne ke rass peena,,,, aur ghr aakr nashta krte hi chinki masi ke bistar pr so jaana, aaj jha poore bistar pr akele aaram nhi milta uss samay ek single bed pr hum 5 bacche bohot shaanti se so jaaya krte the.....aur chinki masi, wo bechari kursi pr baith kr soti thi.....sach me....bohot pyaara tha purana ghr.....holiday homework ke naam pr sirf aur sirf baatein krna........nahane ke liye bathroom nhi chawki ka istemaal krte the hum bacche.....poora samay handpump pr latke rhna.....storeroom me chipkali se bachte bachate sabun nikaal kr laana.......jhaadu se phle seediyo pr saare joote chappal kone me lgana.....ladai ho jaane pr sb baccho ko alag alag kamro me bitha diya jaata tha.......porra din chutki masi aur divya masi ka wait krna......dophhar me sone ki jagah cartoon dekhna......purane ghr jaisa koi ghr dobara nhi bn skta.......inhi sb vicharo me khoyi thi ki tbhi nibha ne yaad dilaya ki aap apna kuch zaroori kaam kr rhi thi!!!!!
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2024.05.08 21:53 WorkingAggressive355 Should i refer cengage for theory??

So basically i fucked up my dc circuits, coaching ke exam ke chakkar mai circuits ke lecs pe dhyaan ni diya(mostly aisa nhi hota hai). Aur abb dikkat aarhi hai, kya karun. mai soch rha hun 1 din lag ke cengage se adhi reading laga lun aur phir aadha module solve karlun. YT lecs se bahut laamba jata hai. To agar koi cengage use krta hai to batado fas fas. Ya phir koi aur tips. IK i fucked up bad dis time par ab madad kardo fas fas.(btw mai 247 ka choda nhi hun)
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2024.05.07 07:03 Weird_Prior_4912 Gym and cigarette?

Yesterday I met my friend in park as he was going somewhere, he said he's going gym and it shocked me as he usually smokes 8-9 times a day ( 16 saal ka hai) , I accompanied him and there he goes smoking again.
So I asked him ki bhai gym ja raha haina? Abhi bhi phukega? Pehle se itna skinny ho chuka hai. Chutiye ne bola ki gym waale bhaiya ne bola hai 4 baar pi sakte ho din me isiliye 4 hi pi raha hu din me 🀑.
Gadha hai wo,,Gym waale ne sarcasm me bola hoga usko aur usko samjh nahi aya hogaπŸ₯°.
Par bhai gym jaane ka fayeda kya hua phir?
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2024.05.07 05:21 _elegant-blaze2008 For Juniors 🀑

To all the juniors who just moved to 10th,reading this, I just wanna say that this is the last year of your high school and you should enjoy it .. just go out with your friends, play video games,editing, work on your passion like editing, drawing, playing some musical instruments etcc.. don't rant yourself completely to the studies rather be consistent.. just give 3-4 hrs to your studies every day and thats more than enough...to score on 90s (as high as 98)
Hard work<<< smart work... Just utilise your phone as much as possible for studies rather than going to personal tutions or coaching.. you can study from sws for English PW phy chem from alakh sir and for topo of geo you can refer to amplify learning rest of the subjects you can do by yourself
You can use reddit for your doubts too, getting your essays checked, ask about what pattern of studying do the other school follow and much more.. You can use telegram too.. there are a lot of group chats made by all India rankers who would help you with no cost
You don't need to buy any reference book, guide or any question bank by yourself rather you can get them from telegram itself( idk about reddit or other sources)
Atlast don't be a normie like me in your school days.. like I seemed to be like those studious kids who would dedicate day and night to their studies( I wasn't like that tho) I just used to make everyone in the school seem that I am that studious kid because if my last moment grind fails I don't want anyone to say like aur kar bakchodi 🀑 I was just active on the internet all the day watching anime, talking to my online friends( they are the literal best thing I have ever achieved in my life),( later I had to isolate myself from them too because they had some sort of fights with other clans and the phone numbers were getting leaked),making edits I didn't play games tho otherwise same if my last moment grind fails, my parents would say that I was into the games all the time and would complain my tution teacher about it too so I tried to avoid games for a year..
So don't be a internet ka choda like me and build some personality..
That's it!
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2024.05.06 19:23 FedMates Bade bhaiya aur Didi logo hume bhi zara advice do.

First of all congratulations for all the people who got their results today. Secondly please help your juniors in achieving what you did, please tell us all the mistakes you did. Btw im like below average in studies so this will be a great help.
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2024.05.04 22:21 ryuzaki_77 Final hours before i give NEET exam

My first post here, This will just be a rant,when i was in 10th standard,i had a keen interest in biology and I really like studying biology alot more than the other subjects present at the time being,which eventually led me to select pcb as the stream I could take. I was more on the artsy side as a child and everything I wanted to do was only that. There was an intense pressure by my family ki Lena hai to sirf science hi lesakte warna hamlog tujhe kuch karne nai denge aur tu gharpe nai rahega and whatsoever Papa ji pcs officer hai to inko lagta Inka beta genius hai,chutki me neet nikal lega 11th ki starting thi aur josh tha ki neet hi karlete hai (i never liked the profession to become a doctor,and I still don't want to be) I continuously conversated with my mother ki kaise mujhe doctor banne ka koi interest nai hai,and mai biology sirf uske keen interest me padhta,sort of uski research wagera karni agar usko pursue karna,there wasn't anything else I liked in science in the end,sapna nai tha to nai tha yar To bhi i tried my best and i was doing good in mocks and still in 11th and the starting of 12th i was doing fine,but ultimately I just started hating all of it,and nothing really made sense to me,one day I went to a hospital and saw doctors and everyone working and i instantly realised I don't want to be this,I can't do this and i never wished to Abtak aimlessly jaaraha tha and ab mujhe nai karna tha I started searching about design exams and usse related cheezein,as mujhe usme boht passionate feel hota tha and i told mom about it and she started to resent me Dad ko bataya to he started to verbally abuse me and said ki agar kuch aur karne ka socha bhi to gala kaat denge,and whatsoever Mummy boli bhatak raha hu,and kaise mai bas ek failure rehjaunga,I told her about UCEED,NID wagerah and how it is fine and mere interest ka hai
But as per mere papa ki ego hai,wo mujhe kuch aur nai karne denge Mummy peeche peeche to bolti thi ki jo karna hai Karo,but ultimately papa ke saamne she took his side and left me isolated and alone And now I'm here,giving my first attempt I got depressed and very very mentally tough in last year ke October,i left eating and sleeping ekdum Gym wagera jaata tha and padhta tha,dono chohr diya tha I lost 15 kilos of weight and my mother still didn't understand ki mai mentally sahi nai feel kar raha and i don't want to do this Mera baap to mere paer wagera pakadne laga hai neet karne ke liye,and told me ki 11-12th ke school ka hi syllabus aata,gand kyu phat rahi Teri saale Samjhane gaya to ignore kardiye,for more information dad doesn't live with us He comes here once a week as per his job Now he's retired and stuff so saara hukhm jhaad rahe hai and everything,and i really hate it Birthday gifts bhi dete to usme bhi compromise karte Now I'm here,and mocks me 100-200, bhi nai ban rahe And parents to soch rae bete ko sahi raaste pe laa Diya sapne todke uske bhatak raha tha waise bhi I am so lost,nai hoga to he'll make me take a drop Ek baar,do baar teen baar 10 saal mbbs karo,phir zyada gand marani to upsc bhi dedo Suicide cases ke baare me baap hasta hai,mazak banata Aur ma bolti ki sab bacche chutiye hote Jo karlete Mai apni mental health ki baat karta to shaant kardete and blame kardete sab mujhpe Ab to I just don't even blame them We're just incompatible,i never could become the child they wanted And i never got the support and actual care which I maybe wanted I seldomly think that I don't deserve it ab,all I've done for them is not even enough There's enough convincing You can't convince someone who already knows what he'll say when i shut up
I'm just waiting for it all to be over,i sort of want ki sab khatam hojaye ab It's very,very frustrating living here Bhaiya wanted to be an artist,forcefully neet ki padhai karwai Nai kiya to bsc karwadi same city me ki kahi aur city me jaake maze na karpaye,yahi rehjaye Music artist banna chahta tha,koi support nai Mila usse bhi
Mujhe bhi lagta sab aise hi ghutke khatam hojaega yaha pe bhi mere liye Boht rant hogaya
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2024.05.04 10:07 Governor6969 phodu club bitsat

phodu club bitsat cons 0)they have promised google meet every week(l mera ( wo dhruva aur kushal chodke sab meet lete hai)) idk why they call other students(from diff clg than bits to take the meet)
  1. whatsapp grp mai sab backchodi karte hai mstly (no one talks seriously)
  2. email ke reply karne mai bc 2-3 din lagate hai
  3. they treat themselves like a multi mil company but they dont focus on what student needs
  4. test series mai kuch q ke soln hi nahi hai
I PERSONALLY THINK KI YE DHRUVA BHAIYA KA PASSION PROJECT HAI ,JO WO BAS APNE RESUME MAI DAAL SAKE
lol i didnt even start about their marketing strategy like dude its really cheap (see their thumbnails and clikc bait
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2024.05.04 09:59 Governor6969 phodu club bitsat

phodu club bitsat cons 0)they have promised google meet every week(l mera ( wo dhruva aur kushal chodke sab meet lete hai)) idk why they call other students(from diff clg than bits to take the meet)
  1. whatsapp grp mai sab backchodi karte hai mstly (no one talks seriously)
  2. email ke reply karne mai bc 2-3 din lagate hai
  3. they treat themselves like a multi mil company but they dont focus on what student needs
  4. test series mai kuch q ke soln hi nahi hai
I PERSONALLY THINK KI YE DHRUVA BHAIYA KA PASSION PROJECT HAI ,JO WO BAS APNE RESUME MAI DAAL SAKE
lol i didnt even start about their marketing strategy like dude its really cheap (see their thumbnails and clikc bait
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2024.05.03 22:35 NoobMasterIsNoob Help your junior bhai please

Hello bhaiyas and didis of reddit, I am your junior now preparing for jee 2026 and there were a few questions I would like to ask that stayed in my mind even after reading through the wiki, etc. (also holy fuck so many resources in one place this is like a gold mine, tyvm for all seniors) Before asking my questions, I would like to provide some context about myself :- 1) A decent student who has scored fairly well ranging between 85% to 95% in his exams till 10th and has performed quite well in extra curricular activities (ik this doesnt matter but chhota sa flex krne do na 😎) 2) I have taken allen digital coaching program and it seems to be going fairly well till now, it has been almost a month since classes began and I am liking it thus far.
Now, the questions I have are -:
1) Apna time kaise efficiently manage karu? (abhi lagbagh 6-7 ghante neend, 5 ghante class, 5-6 ghanta question aur revision daily krta hu par fir yaha pe kai saare seniors ke short notes ke recommendation dekh kar socha ki mai bhi krunga par abhi 12-13 ghante classes jodkar padhai mai lagana abhi meri limit se bahar hai (time ke saath hopefully limit increase hojayegi par tab tak kya karu)
2) Agar kisi concept ko coaching ke sir ke samjhaane ke baad bhi na samjhu toh fir uss specific concept ke liye kiske lecture dekhu? (aisa abtak hua toh nahi but asking just incase)
In the end, thank you for helping me with these questions I have if you do end up responding and dua do ki jee 2026 mai drop ki naubat na aaye aur NTA mere L na laga de πŸ™
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2024.05.02 22:31 whats_my_name_273 My life is fucked

(16M) im preparing for JEE, im currently in grade 12, Ive been studying 5-6 hours a day for the past 6 months. I wasted half of my grade 11 and because of that, my parents, especially my dad think of me as inferior to my brother who got IIT BHU and is currently in bits pilani cse. I study mostly from 5 pm to 12. My chemistry teacher literally said "kash mera beta hota" but my dad believes that im not even smart enough to go to college.
He says "any college besides IIT is not worth it" whether it's nit, iiit, bits or anything else.I remember how he acted when my brother made the decision to go for bits cse rather than iit bhu mining. He believes I shouldn't go to college if i can't get iit, instead i should help in his company so that I get 4 years of experience instead of "wasting time" in college. When I try to talk to him about how ive been doing really well in school (so far not a single mark cut in any tests of grade 12) and coaching (completed all current chapters and currently doing pyqs) and all he says is "bolta toh tu bohot hai lekin asli kahani toh number batayenge" in the most ignorant tone. He said yesterday "tu iit rehne de itna important nahi hai, paas ke gurgaon university/amity mein karwa deta hu" that line genuinely hurt me because the kind of kids that want to go to those 'univerisities" are the ones who have an iq of 70. No offence
He has always thought of me as inferior to my brother my entire life. He always used to comment on my height (i was 5'3 in 11th, ~5'7 now. My brother is 6'1). I recently started going to the gym and increasing my weight, trying to build muscle, and he never supports me in that either. He says "kamzor hai tu injury ho jayegi". Ive increased about 15 kg weight since june of last year and have not gotten a single remark from anyone in my life. Family, friends, no one.
No one in my life supports me in anything I do. Everything is either time waste or bakchodi. There was a point in 11th grade that my mental health was basically non existent. Every day was the same. Wake up, go to school, go to coaching, lie awake till 5am. I was working on autopilot, and nothing in my life felt real. Its like i was controlling a character.
From the past two months I've been having sleep paralysis almost every night. I wake up suddenly, can't move, i feel extreme fear, try to scream but can't.
I knew from 9th grade that i wanted to take science stream but my dad always told me to take commerce because "tere bas ki nahi hai". Ive been the top of my class since birthπŸ’€. Anyways. If i ever go below 90% the reaction of my parents is disappointment. Anything above that is "tu aur bhi zyada la sakta hai". Every time at the end of the school year, they would see my result, about ~92-93% and say "bhaiya ke zyada aaye the iss class mein". In 10th boards i scored 94% and that was the first time that dad seemed proud of me. And that was when i deserved it the least because i barely studied for boards. Now when I'm actually studying, and my dad comes in my room and passes off some autistic comment i want to smash my head in my fucking table or rip my ears out so I don't have to listen to his bullshit. He belives hes "motivating me" my telling me ki merse nahi hoga, but I don't think he understands how motivation works because all his bullshit has affected my mental health in the past 1-1.5 year. Ive talked to my mom about it and she laughs it off. Everybody that i go to just goes "hehehe" like what the fuck
I don't tell my parents, and my dad especially anything anymore. He once came up to me and said "tu itna acha bacha tha, kya ho gaya ". Surrounded by everyone doing drugs, vaping, failing 2-3 classes, and im not doing any of that. Infact my golden child older brother is the one who used to smoke. My dad needs a fucking reality check or ill fucking kill myself and for that also he will blame me.
One thing i remember(but my perfect parents deny of course) is that in one of my annual day functions in school, they missed my performance, saw my brother's performance, picked him up afterwards and left me. I called them from my teachers phone and they had to come back to get me. That's when i realised that they always prefer my brother over me. Never told anyone this, but there was also one time when my dad told me ki mein galti se ho gaya tha lmao. Expected hi tha since i have 0 value in their eyes. I've never been jealous of my brother. Ive looked up to him for his efforts in studies. It's my parents who automatically assume the worst with me. One time i went to a shop to buy chips and they assumed i bought cigarettes. Ive never touched drugs or anything similar in my life. Idk what i did do deserve this kind of treatment from the people that are supposed to love me the most but im over it. I can't wait to move out and cut off my family. Don't need my dad and his 200cr companies, i would rather just be happy.
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