Didi ko rat bhar choda

I feel fear, I dunno what is going to happen, I have screwed my school academics, 10th 75% 12th 68%, I'm from commerce, ab bba hons mein enrolment ka soch raha hu
Please thoda kuchh batado mujhe, kyunki school academics ki toh mar li gayi hai, ab bohot kharab lag raha hai. so many questions, kya karunga? kaise kya hoga?
Saala IPMAT JIPMAT ka form bhar diya, lekin usmein bhi hone nai waala mera, kuchh aata jaata hai nai, bass hero ban ke baatein karta rehta hu, lallu hoon main, I just want a fuckin exit, from all of this, I'm tired of all this chaos
kabhi kisi bhi cheez ko seriously nai liya maine, bass certificates ikattha karne mein marata raha, bc usmein bhi ek bhi STATE YA NATIONAL LEVEL nai hai.
bohot jyaada dimaag kharab hai mera, mammi papa ki ijjat ka bhi khayal nai rakha, khud se hi ghin aati hai ab toh, sabne kaha tha PHYSICAL LELO, mai chu, maine comp sci leliya, kam se kam 68 ki jagah 72 75 hote mere
itna ajeeb kabhi feel nai hua...

Shooting my shot again. Trying to find my person, maybe my future partner. Let's share stories and secrets. Let’s get to know each other and then see where things go.
Few details about me:
Corporate gurlie from the south (IV-A)
Works in the metro
Gym rat so yes I’m into fit guys
Adventurous
Loves to travel! Beach trips? G!
157 cm short
A listener who’s into smart guys (hihi)
Review by a friend: mabango and funny
About you:
Preferably 25-32 y/o
Athletic
Weakness ko yung mga matalino and physically batak
Working professional
Taller than me pls
May sense kausap
Hopefully we share the same humor
Let’s make this fun, answer this: What’s your ideal first date?

Manpower ley Thageko News tw bela bakhat suni rakhinxa. Ghari 4 janalai korea bhani biratnagar purauxa. Pailai dwkhi raixa yo feri. Case haru aai rakhxa. Real life ma pani cheneko manxe haruley pni MANPOWER le thagera dukha pako suneko thiye. Ani paisa firta mangda mangda time rw energy + halka paisa ko pni waste ajhai.(The problem)
LAWS pni xa bhaneko suneko thiye tei pni kati dher ho hou yo thug manpower pni News kati aaira hunxa.So sad to hear.Ya keyboard ma type gariraxu kei garna ni sakidaina.
Solutions k k huna sakxa hola tw?Daju didi haru discussion sunum na healthy wala. Yo lutuwa manpower ko feri connection ko karan(reason) uni harulai karbahi ni hudaina arey suneko.
Nepal ma tw J ma pni Luttantra hai
Tara ek din sudrinxa bhanne AAS garxu(Sudharnu parxa pni)
Yeti nai thiyo
Yo manpower thagi barey inside kura,news,article,kei secrets, ani aru kei thaha xa bhane gyan badum na hou intellectuals haruley
Yo barey janne rahar lagyo hou Sarara
Yaha chai troll nagarum la
TL;DR : I suggest you to read

some context I got 95 in jee and boards, April session ke baad se ekdm pdhai nhi ho rhi, comedk me 96 Bane, I have lost all hope for bitsat because padhke lag rha kya fayda mid marks hi aate mere and bitsat crack krne ke liye ache marks chaiye hote, is wajah se pdhai bhi nhi ho rhi, feel like a loser idk man any bitsians can you give some fact/reality check to me
abhi bhi attempt 2 ko 1 mahina hai but this inner feeling ki kaise hoga is killing me, meri mental health bhi 1.5 saal se chudi padi hai anxiety and what not, plus loneliness because I have next to no friends, social media pe bhi not active
gen hu toh I won't get any nit at this rank, bits is the only decent college option for me and usme bhi bakchodi kr Raha hu, chullu bhar pani me doob ke marr jau kya

Aaj centre pe already mere saath dress code ko aur bakiyon ke saath bhi jhamela hua aur late toh bht huye aur kasm se jo checking ki hai + as usual nta kuch bhi ho jaye ghr se 30 40 km durr hi centre dega...mere toh ghr ke pass hi h ek kv wahi de deta😭
1st Jhamela : Main toh centre pe chala gya tha par didi bahar thi toh unhone bataya ki 2 ladki aayi thi 5 min late huyi toh unko jane nhi diya aur bht rona dhona hua parents aur guard ke bich jhagde huye bht.
2nd jhamela : Mere room mein ek male teacher tha ek female then exam start huye 15 20 min huye hoenge then sir aur ek ladki ka argue start hua sir ne kaha ki cheat kr rhi thi aur ladki ne kaha ye merko galat tarike se touch kr rhe the aur ab cheating ka allegation laga rhe h sir ne bola ki cheating krte huye pakad liya isliye ye aesa bol rhi h....but idt ki itne strict checking ke baad bhi vo kuch cheating jesa lai hogi aur vo bhi competitive exam mein par ladki ka checking syd itna strict nhi hua tha so decide krna muskil h... Toh batao aapko kon sahi lag rha h ?
BAKI APNA APNA EXPERIENCE SHARE KRO ? btw all the best to everyone for their next exams ❤️

Female Lifter here. Im not a gym die hard and i don't consider myself as a gym rat. Pumupunta ako sa gym and just do whatever i can ( i have a program, but i switch most of the time depende sa availability ng gagamitin ko since my workout naman ay mostly split to 2days per muscle group ex. 2xLeg day or 2x back/week) but im confident i train hard and smart.
Chest, shoulder, triceps ako today. First workout incline DB press. Since avail ang bench i did my set, sakto kasama ko gym bros ko and they encourage me to press 18kgs at first hesitant but anjan naman sila hahaha so i did 6reps next OHP DB 14kgs 8-10reps. Then continue ko lang.
Triceps na ako and im doing pushdown 15 (di ko alam if lbs ba yan or kg basta 15) Kinausap ako ng lalaki sa likod ko since he's doing pullover naman.
Guy: 15? Pushdown? Bigat nyan. Nakikita kita dati e tapos kanina, lakas lakas. Hindi pa umaangat elbows mo. Me: smile, smile brain malfunction hahagah Guy: asan mga kasama mo? Ung malalaki? Malalakas din un pati ung babae. Nagthank you ako and some chika, he is 64 na pala. Kinikilig ako.
Last week, i was asked if im done with 26kgs ( i did row btw) confused pa kami hahahahha kasi i think he is shookt na 26 gamit ko and ako din shookt.
Im not an ego lifter and form over weight ako as I have dextro-thoracic scoliosis (moderate).
Ayun. Share ko lang kasi super kinikilig ako.
I was even told pala before na nagkukunware lang ako pero batak daw ako. Tho mejo di ko nagets. Hahaha

mere bhaiya neet ke exam se phele kota mei the unke papa ko phone aata hai aaur bolte hai ki mere bhaiya underage hai aaur unne bina licence ke bike chala rahe hai rat ko aaur unke bhai (scammer) ka accedent kar dia to vo log mere bhai ko unke ghar me rakha hai auur nahi jane deinge agar x amount nahi pay kia(1ya 2 lakh se jada tha kuch) aaur mere ki rone ki aavaj sunai aaur vo bolrahe the papa bachao sorry aaur phir bola jaldi paise transfer karo
vo log bhaut sidhe sadhe hai lekin mere bhaiya ke ghar me sabh log dady bolte hai
jab call kara to bhaiya ne nahi uthaya kuki usdin unka test tha
unhone phir se call kia center par faculty hai jinne known wale koi unhone kaha vo test de raha hai
aaur thori deer bad jab unka test khatam hua unhe sabse phele baat karwai aaur conform kia
mere bhaiya ne bata ye bhaut se logo ke sath ho raha hai vaha
any clue how they are getting the numbers my brother have a button and a smart phone (he never uses smartphone temper bhi nahi chadhaya yek bar rat ko ola karne box se nikala tha) so no he didnt signed anyvwebsite app or joined the telegram and after some days the number was unavailable
please beware and pass this info to the one who is staying away and his family

There's this guy, my brother, actually he's my maternal uncle's son. Mama is abroad, and at home, there's Maiju's shop. There are two brothers and one sister. So, what happened is, as far as I remember, when I was 11, two years before, he might have been in the 8th grade. He was fine, normal, cheerful. He used to have conversations with us, Dai, k xah? kaso xah? Guff thokdai aauthyo.. Chill thyo manxey. but when he reached the 9th grade, he took a complete 360-degree turn.
He started smoking, rebelling at home, घरमा मैजु र दिदीले थापायेर, स्कूल नै बदल्नु भयो From the government school, to Boarding schools. In that school, he used to be on hostel, 10th grade, Hostel, Yk, he got even more out of control. Every day, we used to jump off the hostel gate at night , Kaha janthyo kasailai tha xaina. The principal used to scold him severely, but it didn't seem to make a difference, and he didn't improve.
Ani, One day, he was caught with marijuana by the principal. The school couldn't tolerate such behavior and expelled him. Fortunately, towards the end of the 9th grade, another school agreed to admit him.
Over counselling gariyo teslai, ramro xaina, eta uta, sapp thokk, Ani tespaxi he was good for 3/4 months ani feri tyo vai ko arko kanda ayo..
10th ma huda.. Usko girlfriend lai kasailey kei vanera jiskaidexa, Sekey xah hamro vai ley arko keta lai maaajley, Taukai futeko thyo rey, X-ray garnu parney halat banaideko rey, Police case huna lageko thyo, dhanna school ley kura milayexah ani bachoo...
Tespaxi hamro vai lai ni 20 25 jana ako thiye kutna ko lagii tah, tara teti khera bachoo, kei na kei garera
Arko chotii ni xah, Aunty ko tira gayeko raixah, Khai kun chai ley Ayera ''Vai '' thegaideka usalai, K vako ho, Aunty lai aunty tapai uta jadai garnu vandai kutana tamseyko rey..
USKO PERSPECTIVE: Usko aile duinya nai alag xah, paila hasney khley manxey, ailee rude silent vako xah, nature nai feryeko ho ki Showoff gareko ho tesley.. Ani sathy heru lagii gyann dinu rey, mariinai dinu rey kya, Matlab uskao sathy lai kasailey k garyo vaney, teslai mardinxah rey, ani gahr ma usko didi ley uslai kei vanda feri, ''neu khojeko, aile eauta phone garey vaney yo purai chowk varidinxu'' vanxah rey, Facebook profile heryo vaney pani, Vibes nai araki hunxah, Slipkhot, It's me XXX, sidhaii XXXX bata... malai chai yesto lagxah ki, He's just not himself, aba galat track ma auna lai, badhyata ley yestoo vayo ni kasai vanuu, Eautai family eautai ho maya ni eautai ho, Dai tah testo vako xaina tah. GANGSTER huna khojney.. K garera thek hunxah holaa.. Uskoo aesthetics nai arkai xah, KUTOS PITOS tara yo ganja rah sathy sangi ko ma chai nagalos vanxuu mah, Aile he is 16 kei case ma gayoo vaney pani 18 samma tah kei nai hudaina hola, yeii attitude rahirahyoo vaney 18 paxi pani, IG he'll end up in jail.. Over worried xu mah chai,
KASAIKO YESTI EXPRINCE XAH VANEY SUNAU🙂 KASARI THEK PARNU VANEY SALLHA VANEY NI SUNAU💀 baki bata testai hoo

Bhai private college me Jaa rha hoon...
Whi mil rha h par meri financial condition itni achi nhi h and guess what ( Mera ews bhi nhi bnna ) Soo bhaiyo.. whi fees ka issue h loan leke Jaa rha hoon half fees to parents keh rhe the savings wagera se ho jayegi lekin bachhi hui fees le liye laon Lena padega...🥲 Mere paas 2 saal h me kuch bhi sikhne ko taiyar hoon please meri help karoo... Me kese earn kar sakta hoon college ke sath sath?? Jisse me apni fees khud bhar sakoun.. I know mujhe ye private wali situation aane hi nhi Deni thi but ab mere paas koi aur raasta nhi h... Me thoda Village area se aata hoon yha koi btech karta hi nhi h...
I hope koi help karree 😣

Bhai private college me Jaa rha hoon...
Whi mil rha h par meri financial condition itni achi nhi h and guess what ( Mera ews bhi nhi bnna ) Soo bhaiyo.. whi fees ka issue h loan leke Jaa rha hoon half fees to parents keh rhe the savings wagera se ho jayegi lekin bachhi hui fees le liye laon Lena padega...🥲 Mere paas 2 saal h me kuch bhi sikhne ko taiyar hoon please meri help karoo... Me kese earn kar sakta hoon college ke sath sath?? Jisse me apni fees khud bhar sakoun.. I know mujhe ye private wali situation aane hi nhi Deni thi but ab mere paas koi aur raasta nhi h... Me thoda Village area se aata hoon yha koi btech karta hi nhi h...
I hope koi help karree 😣

Hii sorry share ko lang po feelings ko here TT hi so i’m from a PSHS campus and pakshet!! Napakatalino ng lahat nakakainggit imagine kakalabas ng results boom my day agad (naol) lahat ng nasa friend group ko UPM, UPD passers tapos ako lang hindi!! Ouchie!! Sabi raw ng many sa batch namin akala nila 100% passing rate nanaman si campus namin like sis pano yung mga not passers tangina parinig parinig pa sila edi naguilty mga non passers kasi akala nila nasira nila passing rate ng batch. Bc out na lahat ng results ng big 4 sarap ng my day nila ng “4/4!! All prio courses!!!!” Sana ol sana ol huhu pati parents ko kinakahiya ako imagine ayaw na nila mag post ng anything sa fb after lumabas ung UPCAT results kasi nahihiya raw sila sakin kasi DPWAS lang daw ako and ayaw nilang matanong ng co-parents nila kamusta ung admission kuno ko sa UP ughhhhhh nakapasa naman ako sa other schools na inapplyan ko ADMU and DLSU pero nakakawalang gana ishare sa anyone kasi nakakinvalidate ung achievement na yun kasi sabi ng parents ko na dapat pang daw na pumasa ako and nakakahiya raw na hindi ako pumasa sa UP or something even though I told them many times na DPWAS = pasado sa school just walang slots yet pero no every time na cinocongratulate ako for passing UP (they assumed bc I’m from pshs ugh) they side eye me and smirk like ?? I’m very scared for my future bc I know na DPWAS status is not guaranteed so I told them na I want to reserve a slot jic sa either DLSU or ADMU pero anong sabi nila, wag na raw bc they can’t pay the tf there kaya rn I’m so scared bc these schools’ reservation fee are gonna elapse probably before the DPWAS opens nakakastress putangina buti nalang may baby akong very supportive jusko siguro kung wala siya sira na lahat ng gamit ko saka deads n me rn 🤣🤣 I know naman na I has a major flaw and di ako ganon ka nag review very much kaya di ako napasa sa 1st choice k na UPM (wanted to meet those rats irl) I mean di naman ako to blame fully doon kasi imagine 3 days before the exam nasa ibang bansa ako kasi nagplan na ang whole family ng gala, I didn’t do everything I can kaya I feel so much regret I should’ve taken everything seriously, I shouldn’t have slept annd reviewed and reviewed God I should’ve done everything I could like every medicine known to mankind to keep me focus all day long, gyatt ayawq na sana talaga makuha aq sa UPD and maganda program q
Anw!! Very much good luck sa ating DPWAS ppl!!!!!! Wishing everyone a very sana makakuha tayo ng slot!!!!! Mwah mwah ily everyone
Special shout out po sa baby ko ily v much ilyilyily mwah mwah thank u for being the best person I have by my side hihi I know u’ll recognize me mwahhhh

Aaj mere best friend ka birthday tha, mei dummy student hu lekin aaj mere coaching ki chutti thi toh soocha 11th mei pehle baar school chala jao. Meine phone par baat kari school ke management se aur mujhe aane ki permission mil gayi thi par jab school bus mere ghar ke samne khadi thi aur mere hi interzaar kar rahi thi mujhe mere papa inshara de kar bulate hai aur kehte hai, school ke principle ne aane se mana kardiya hai(bkl sali). Haar din jab mei meri coaching ki van ka intezaar karta hu toh mujhe bus jaate hua dikhti hai par jaa nahi sakta school aur dosto se mil nahi sakta.
10vi ka result aaya ahr mere main 5 me 93 bane aur best five mei 94.4 par koi khushi nahi hai kyoki ye marks kuch nahi kehte. mere awaare classmate jisne baas last mahine mei answers raate maar diye uske lag bhagh mere jitni hi aa rahe hai. Mujhe marks se problem nahi hai but meri problem hai ki meine jo marks laane ke liye saal bhar dil lagakar padha aur chizo ko samajne ki kohshis kari out of genuine curiosity and passion of learning, uska koi outcome nahi tha. Mere parivaar wale bohot khush hai lekin mujhe koi khushi nahi ho rahi. Also i know acche marks aaye hai par jitne expect kare the utne nahi aa rahe. ss mei 99 hai, english mei 90 science mei 89, aur maths mei 91, pata nahi kya galat likha tha. ek toh meri handwritings aids dene wali hai aur presentation raadi hai uska kuch aasar hoga, but it doesnt matter and shouldnt really think about it.

Aaj mere best friend ka birthday tha, mei dummy student hu lekin aaj mere coaching ki chutti thi toh soocha 11th mei pehle baar school chala jao. Meine phone par baat kari school ke management se aur mujhe aane ki permission mil gayi thi par jab school bus mere ghar ke samne khadi thi aur mere hi interzaar kar rahi thi mujhe mere papa inshara de kar bulate hai aur kehte hai, school ke principle ne aane se mana kardiya hai(bkl sali). Haar din jab mei meri coaching ki van ka intezaar karta hu toh mujhe bus jaate hua dikhti hai par jaa nahi sakta school aur dosto se mil nahi sakta.
10vi ka result aaya ahr mere main 5 me 93 bane aur best five mei 94.4 par koi khushi nahi hai kyoki ye marks kuch nahi kehte. mere awaare classmate jisne baas last mahine mei answers raate maar diye uske lag bhagh mere jitni hi aa rahe hai. Mujhe marks se problem nahi hai but meri problem hai ki meine jo marks laane ke liye saal bhar dil lagakar padha aur chizo ko samajne ki kohshis kari out of genuine curiosity and passion of learning, uska koi outcome nahi tha. Mere parivaar wale bohot khush hai lekin mujhe koi khushi nahi ho rahi. Also i know acche marks aaye hai par jitne expect kare the utne nahi aa rahe. ss mei 99 hai, english mei 90 science mei 89, aur maths mei 91, pata nahi kya galat likha tha. ek toh meri handwritings aids dene wali hai aur presentation raadi hai uska kuch aasar hoga, but it doesnt matter and shouldnt really think about it.

Attention: A big rant coming your way so dekh lena padhne hain ki nhi
Hah toh background about me I am class 12 student with commerce and maths student IDK it is the best place to talk about things like mental breakdown all. So let's start mere 11th ke exams 14th of March se khatam huye and uske agle din se maine coaching join kar li with all the peak levels of motivations that I could gain from earlier bahut maja ata tha 1-2 classes hoti thee accounts ki ata tha practice karta tha eak alag hi maja aa rha tha april start hote hi maths and eco ki class shuru ho gyi and even school bhi shuru ho gaye. Thoda sa pressure hua but somehow main kafi ressilient rha roj ache se padhta backlog nhi hone deta lekin fir aya mera official breakdoen ka point accounts me test hua lekin number bilkul chude hue aye jisme main padh kar bhi gya frustration hua but koi nhi lekin sir ko dekh ke aisa laga ki yar BC is admi ne toh mere kuch expectation rakhi thee woh bhi nhi puri kar pya coaching me main starting woh overexcited bacha tha joh sabse pehle answer nikalne ki koshish karta doubts puchta and eak alag sa CHIGMA male attitude aa gya tha shayd thodi ego bhi coaching ki ladkiyon se bhi bat hone woh momint hi alag tha jab unhone pucha Ansh itna kaise padh lete ho tum? main toh eak bar hi pigal gya lekin woh hi chutiya reply maine bhi diya arey kha lekin MKC test me gande numbers ane se pura self-respect ki amma behn eak ho gyi and main eak alag hi rha me nikal gya pichle eak mahine se mere me woh Richyard Fenyman wali vibe ane lagi joh koi bhi physics ka numerical aur ghand phad questions bar me jake lap dance lete hu karta tha yah BJ. Lekin BC woh kismat humari kha meyesain muthi baji ki rha me kuch jyada hi age nikal gya rat ko 12 baje muthi marta tha suabh 5 baje uth ke school jata lekin yar woh post nut clarity wala kuch scene hi nhi hua dimag maa ki eyes chal hi nhi rha ladkiyon ke bat karne me eak jijhak. Hah pta hain ki ap koi ayega niche loduuuuuu hilaya mat kar leikin BC 1 week hote hi tharak roof top phad dete hain hormones peak par aa jate hain. Us time pe mera dimag aise trick karta hain ki lodu sun dekh abhi badhiya lag rha hain hain top of the world coaching me ijjat bani hui hain muth mar aur stress bhula de afsos main apne is dimag ke sharyantra me aa hi jta hua (bhayankar rone wala emoji) . Lekin tum soch rhe hoge ki nhi yar isme toh sab kuch theek hain main bat yeh hain ki maine IPMAT ki class bhi join kar rakhi hain toh time ka pta hi nhi chalta aur coaching me downfall hi chal rha hain whi school me comeback lekin wah ka kya hain andhe ghante exam se cum karne se bhi cumbak ho jta hain don't ask me why. Lekin main problem hain coaching eak toh BC joh maine yeh nyi coaching join kari hain sare hi kuch jyada hi ammeri ke ghode lagete hain. BSDK maths ki class me 150 rupee ki coffee lake questions solve karte hain bolte hain "Bruh you know what coffee is the best invention of this humankind I can't fucking imagine a day without it" tab toh indeed bol deta hun lekin man me main bhi bolta hun in bhak bsdk ke. Main toh galti se eak vada pav hi kha ke aja toh mami ko pura explanation dena padhta hain hain ki kyon main is dhuvidha me fassa and ghar ake kyon nhi kha lekin fir woh hi mummiyon ke dialogue paise kya ped pe ugte hain toh jah mere liye bori bhar kar la kaun samajye. Age badhte hain I wish thoda sa mera balance bane and eak kafi possitivity aye academic comebak hoye and female interactions aur badhe. (Kash woh sote huye yeh sochti ho ki yar main kabhi zinadagi me Ansh ke sath betray nhi karungi eak bar uski bandi ban jau toh and Ansh kitna shi banda hain padhta bhi hain topper bhi hain and nerd bhi nhi aur top notch meme language me bat karta hain) Chalo fir bhai ke prathana karne DM karna ho toh thodi der backchodi karte hain stress relief ke liye

I 21(f) have been living in Australia for 11 years now. I’ve studied in Nepal till grade 5. I occasionally visit Nepal for a holiday like once every two years. But asti my Sanima (one from Canada and one from US) came to Australia to visit me. And my grandmother and cousin came from Nepal for a holiday as well to visit.
I also have a 12 year old brother who has extreme behavioural issue. Like Risako Bela ma j pani boldinxa . He causes a lot of unnecessary conflicts in the house.
He did the same to my Sanimaas and cousin Like saying the f words and stuff Disrespecting them out of anger And simply being a pain.
So I cried a lot out of embarrassment I didn’t know how to handle my brother. Hajurama was like “Na rou, bhai lai saancho chaina” Hajurama begged me not to cry I stopped Ani feri My brother caused some shit while I was going shopping I cried again Dad came from work My kaachi sanima hugged me Paxi my maili Sanimaa cried as well
Which made me feel really sad Pachi Hajurama yelled at me for crying she was like “Na roh vanya haina!! Taile garda bhako ho etc. tero didi (my cousin) le aafno fupu ko Chora chori sanga deal garnu parxa taile Jabo bhai le garda Runey” etc I felt so bad even baba was like “baru runai maan Lagey bathroom ma gayera runu, timi roko dekhera Timro maili Sanima lai ni bore lagdaina” Like my grandmother litteraly said it was my fault because I was being “Kamjoweak for crying” and “Pauna aako cha talai vanera ooata Canada/US Nepal dekhi, ani yo awastha ma uni haru aba aauchan talai vetna?” Like bruhhh??? I’m at fault now for simply expressing my emotions due to feeling overwhelmed?? Bhai caused a lot of trouble I was embrassed ani ma roye Even my cousin who grew up in Nepal was like “Runu hudaina, control garna parcha, strong hunu parxa” Like growing up in my family I was known as the runchi When I visited my therapist she used to say that crying is healthy and a good way to express your emotions But my cousin doesn’t seem to agree with it But now I have a question Is it just a part of our Nepali culture to get yelled at for crying?? Or am I overreacting?? I was mostly hurt by hajurama saying that it was my fault that my maili Sanima cried When my brother was the one causing all this and everyone saw that My hajurama has the mentality that crying makes you weak Like bachha bela pani hajurama le gali garda I cried tra when I cried she just yelled. Don’t get me wrong I’m not here to demonise my family They’re wonderful people with flaws Sabai jana dherai Barsha paxi aauda ramailo vayo But I was just worried about that particular situation Like why was I blamed for simply crying?? I especially felt worst watching my Maili Sanima cry for the first time in my life Even as a kid I never saw her cry before My brother is the type of kid that’s difficult to deal with Pitey ni sudridaina any Maya garey pani he’s the same. Hardest kid to deal with.