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2014.05.05 15:17 reptomin WTF? At a garage sale?!
Saw some weird, bizarre, crazy, creepy, or downright disgusting thing for sale at a garage sale, yard sale, Craigslist, or thrift shop? If it makes you go WTF, this is the place for it!
2018.01.09 19:35 Curelli Post deals for manga, anime, anime figures and other related items.
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2017.10.06 00:58 Alas Feels
This is a safe haven for people who needs a space to "make hugot" or release their (mostly negative) feelings and thoughts about love and relationships (self-love, romantic, familial and friend connections). Mope, vent, cry, drunk-type or share your feelings, make hugot, post related poetry and prose, you name it. It's because there are times we don't really need one's advice, pity or lesson; we just need to release it, then we can go on with our lives.
2024.05.14 18:30 Safe-Page-388 Its been 5 months since I got rejected, my heart still aches.
I hope this is the appropriate subreddit for this, I think I kinda need to vent this out? Maybe I could hear a stranger's opinion, sympathy, advice? I don't know.
We were online friends for 2 years, my feelings started to change for her, I've grown to like her more than a friend should, I don't know when it happened, next thing I know I find myself wanting more of her companionship, I felt jealous at the thought that she may hang out with other people too, I greed for more of her. That is when I realized that is not how friends supposed to feel for each other.
Eventually I confessed, and of course it was a surprise for her. She doesn't reciprocate my feelings and I can understand that, our relationship is established as friends, not potential lovers. We are still good friends to this day as I do love her as a friend as well.
My brain understands that there will no 'us', yet my heart keep yearning for more. Why does it keep seeking for her? I know she only sees me as a friend, why can't I move on already? Some days I'm okay, some days I will spiral over the loneliness and the sinking void in my heart. I want someone who doesn't want me like that, and I no I don't deserve that, and yet the pain lingers.
I don't know how long will I need to heal, 5 months feels so long. We still talk everyday which is probably the big reason I can't seem to completely move on, I don't want to cut her of life however. She is a dear friend to me, I love her.
Keeping her so close is probably detrimental to me, I hate to say that. I also hate the idea of her not being in my life. When will find the one for me? I am so lonely. I do have my friends who are dear to me, but yet the void remains unfulfilled despite having them. I want to be special for someone, I wanna be the reason that'll lighten their mood, source of their happiness, just like she was for me.
I know I will have to put myself out there for someone new to enter my life, a part of me still stubbornly clings onto her which isn't doing me any good. I know not to hope for a relationship to happen, I confessed and she rejected, there's that. It's clear.
I don't know if this will help me feel better, maybe some of you have words I need to hear or were in the same position, I'd love to hear your experience.
TLDR: Confessed to a friend, got rejected. We're still friends, it's been 5 months and sometimes I still pine over her and it hurts me. She is a dear friend and I'd hate to not have her in my life.
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We were online friends for 2 years, my feelings started to change for her, I've grown to like her more than a friend should, I don't know when it happened, next thing I know I find myself wanting more of her companionship, I felt jealous at the thought that she may hang out with other people too, I greed for more of her. That is when I realized that is not how friends supposed to feel for each other.
Eventually I confessed, and of course it was a surprise for her. She doesn't reciprocate my feelings and I can understand that, our relationship is established as friends, not potential lovers. We are still good friends to this day as I do love her as a friend as well.
My brain understands that there will no 'us', yet my heart keep yearning for more. Why does it keep seeking for her? I know she only sees me as a friend, why can't I move on already? Some days I'm okay, some days I will spiral over the loneliness and the sinking void in my heart. I want someone who doesn't want me like that, and I no I don't deserve that, and yet the pain lingers.
I don't know how long will I need to heal, 5 months feels so long. We still talk everyday which is probably the big reason I can't seem to completely move on, I don't want to cut her of life however. She is a dear friend to me, I love her.
Keeping her so close is probably detrimental to me, I hate to say that. I also hate the idea of her not being in my life. When will find the one for me? I am so lonely. I do have my friends who are dear to me, but yet the void remains unfulfilled despite having them. I want to be special for someone, I wanna be the reason that'll lighten their mood, source of their happiness, just like she was for me.
I know I will have to put myself out there for someone new to enter my life, a part of me still stubbornly clings onto her which isn't doing me any good. I know not to hope for a relationship to happen, I confessed and she rejected, there's that. It's clear.
I don't know if this will help me feel better, maybe some of you have words I need to hear or were in the same position, I'd love to hear your experience.
TLDR: Confessed to a friend, got rejected. We're still friends, it's been 5 months and sometimes I still pine over her and it hurts me. She is a dear friend and I'd hate to not have her in my life.
2024.05.14 18:28 Disastrous-Fox-2398 Looking for advice on how to get a job
Hi! First of all, sorry for my awkward English - not a native speaker. Also I tried to make it short, but maybe warning for a (slight) wall of text?
I’m taking a gap year from university to find a job due to family’s financial issues. Long story short, my parents made some bad business decisions and got scammed, which left us with an enormous amount of debt. I don't blame them one bit - we weren't exactly doing well before either, and I guess the insecurity sort of pushed them into taking unnecessary risks so that they could provide for us. Plus, I'm an adult now, and it should've been me taking care of them instead of the opposite.
The issue here is that, well, I’m sort of a loser. I’ve been searching and applying for jobs almost every day by now, but with little to no success. I could think of a few reasons why:
In short, I’m looking for advice on how to improve my employability, or some other ways to secure enough money, at least ~$400/month (converted rate) just to stay on top of our payments. Thanks for reading all this, I hope you have a great day.
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I’m taking a gap year from university to find a job due to family’s financial issues. Long story short, my parents made some bad business decisions and got scammed, which left us with an enormous amount of debt. I don't blame them one bit - we weren't exactly doing well before either, and I guess the insecurity sort of pushed them into taking unnecessary risks so that they could provide for us. Plus, I'm an adult now, and it should've been me taking care of them instead of the opposite.
The issue here is that, well, I’m sort of a loser. I’ve been searching and applying for jobs almost every day by now, but with little to no success. I could think of a few reasons why:
- I’ve never worked a day in my life. It’s normal for where we live, but I understand it’s no excuse in this day and age. Now my CV is completely blank save for a few odd jobs I did here and there, and they don’t look very impressive on paper.
- With the rise of AI and overall increase in literacy rate, my major (English) is oversaturated in the job market where I live. It didn’t help that I specialized in something rather useless unless you intend to go into academia (which was my intention before all this).
- My biggest weakness so far: I have abysmal communication skills. I’ve been aware of this since I was 5, and been trying to improve ever since; but there's just always something others get that I don't, be it social cues or how to get my thoughts across clearly. It's part of the reason my parents never made me work - they just assumed, between this and my gift for studying, that the only viable pathway for me was to get as high a degree as possible and become a scholaresearcher etc. (old people's logic, but I'm ashamed to say I did believe in it, too). I did manage to score some interviews before, for jobs and scholarships, but I always failed at the talking part. I’ve taken to applying primarily to online jobs, but they get claimed fast, and hard to make good money if you aren't a highly desired professional.
- Yes, I've tried construction/manual labor work. If the above description didn't make me look enough like a nerd before, I also have hereditary heart problems and seasonal allergy that was made worse by COVID-19. Plus, they don’t normally hire women where I live.
In short, I’m looking for advice on how to improve my employability, or some other ways to secure enough money, at least ~$400/month (converted rate) just to stay on top of our payments. Thanks for reading all this, I hope you have a great day.
2024.05.14 18:25 happy_bird90 FPI management, CA- Bay Area-Dublin
Hello community, I need some advice. I’m been living in an apartment complex for about a year in a half. In this time I’ve had what I would consider a lot of issues thus far. Here you go. 1. Roughly 2 months after moving in, I had a downstairs neighbor who would knock on the walls all day so hard my bed would shake (bed leans against the the wall). It felt like someone was kicking the wall with in. It continued for maybe another month until I decided to report to the office. I finally did and I was advised by office staff to go to the police. I chose to wait. A few days pass, it’s a Monday , holiday around 6pm and a man comes knocking on my door somewhat aggressively. When I open the door (which idk why I even did) , he tells me I need to keep it down. Mind you, I live alone and I was napping. I tell him this (again, so stupid of me I know) and he says “I don’t think so”, I then told him to report to the office and closed my door. Based on this I decided to report these to issues to police. About a week after I reported, the banging stopped and it hasn’t happened since. 2. I requested for maintenance because my toilet was making weird noises and kitchen sink was a little clogged (twice I threw dirty carpet water in the sink, my bad). So when submitting a maintenance request online you have two options in terms of entry to your home - allow entry or not allow entry. I opted for allowing entry because I wasn’t sure if I was going to be working from home that day. The day comes and it turns out I stayed home. While working I heard someone unlocking my door, my heart dropped and I ran to the door, in which I found the maintenance person opening my door. Quickly he states while pointing at a piece of paper “it says here I can come in”. I looked past it and thought maybe I didn’t hear him knocking, I showed where the issue was and he left (very rude interaction the whole time he is here by the way). I decided to look back at my cameras just out of curiosity because I hadn’t remembered hearing a knock. I look back at my cameras and it turns out he knocked once (not very loudly) and helped himself into my home EXACTLY 7 seconds after knocking. I thought to myself , why wouldn’t he give me more time to open the door? Right. I let it go. 3. It’s 7am , I was still asleep. I remember waking up because I heard my door being opened (specifically when the key was turning, it makes a really loud almost screech sound). Quickly I yelled “don’t come in!”. I put myself together and went to the door. It was the same maintenance person. He stated there was a flood in my bathroom. I quickly run into the bathroom and sure enough, the toilet is clogged and leaking. In the heat of the moment I look at this man straight the eye and tell him he needs to wait at least 60 seconds before he opens my door. He was clearly upset, looked around the bathroom, saw toilet paper rolls and said the issue was to do with too much toilet paper. Those rolls are not all from one day you know? I’m not sitting here throwing loads of toilet paper down my toilet. I used the plunger and mopped the floors and apparently that was good enough because he didn’t come back until later. The situation had really spooked me so I had left. So I look back at my cameras to see what happened. At 7am a different maintenance person (maintenance person 2) knocked on my door twice and both times I didn’t answer. He then calls someone on the phone. About roughly 20 minutes later the other maintenance person (initial maintenance person who helps himself to my home) shows up. He knocks quickly and opens my door not even 5 whole seconds after he knocks. And that’s when I hear it and essentially woke up. I filed a complaint with the office and their response was something like “we’ve told our maintenance people to allow more time before entry, and it’s because they get to their jobs quickly they may be working too fast” (if anyone is genuinely interested I can provide screenshots of the email messages). I did reiterate that it was not the maintenance TEAM but just one individual. In which they then stated they spoke with him individually as well. 4. Again, working from home and the CO2 alarm goes off. I call the office and I am told they will be submitting a ticket for this issue (Given that it was an alarm, I called in, I could have easily submitted a ticket myself but I figured this was an emergency so I called the office). She tells me she can’t give me an ETA because they have other tickets to get to as well. I call the fire non-emergency line just to make sure and I am told by the dispatcher the office staff’s response was unacceptable and they are sending over firefighters immediately. They show up, it turns out it was the battery. Okay. I call the office staff member to let her know what had happened and this lady has the audacity to tell me that she KNEW it was the battery which is why she didn’t escalate it. Mind you, information she never shared with me when i had called her frantically about an alarm going off in my home. 5. Last straw- this happened today and this is what I need feedback on .. or other resources. This morning I received an email from management, in which they stated they’ll be doing an inspection on all units next week. This complex is for BMR (below market rate) but honestly not even that much cheaper.. so it’s mandatory that they do this every year. In this notice, they mention we can no longer have doorbell cameras. I’ve been here for almost 2 years and never before has a doorbell camera been an issue. So why now?. So I asked, and I was told by management that we were never allowed to have doorbell cameras. Which I find odd because so many people have them so I know it’s something they missed and just recently noticed. I can’t help to think they are now enforcing this rule because I reported one of their own and the only reason they couldn’t get away from it was because I had that evidence. Also, I won’t be able to sleep the same without a camera, this is going to interfere with my everyday life more than they know. What can I do? And by enforcing this rule I mean they threatened to evict.
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2024.05.14 18:23 Safe-Page-388 Fell for a friend and got rejected, its been 5 months.
I hope this is the appropriate subreddit for this, I think I kinda need to vent this out? Maybe I could hear a stranger's opinion, sympathy, advice? I don't know.
We were online friends for 2 years, my feelings started to change for her, I've grown to like her more than a friend should, I don't know when it happened, next thing I know I find myself wanting more of her companionship, I felt jealous at the thought that she may hang out with other people too, I greed for more of her. That is when I realized that is not how friends supposed to feel for each other.
Eventually I confessed, and of course it was a surprise for her. She doesn't reciprocate my feelings and I can understand that, our relationship is established as friends, not potential lovers. We are still good friends to this day as I do love her as a friend as well.
My brain understands that there will no 'us', yet my heart keep yearning for more. Why does it keep seeking for her? I know she only sees me as a friend, why can't I move on already? Some days I'm okay, some days I will spiral over the loneliness and the sinking void in my heart. I want someone who doesn't want me like that, and I no I don't deserve that, and yet the pain lingers.
I don't know how long will I need to heal, 5 months feels so long. We still talk everyday which is probably the big reason I can't seem to completely move on, I don't want to cut her of life however. She is a dear friend to me, I love her.
Keeping her so close is probably detrimental to me, I hate to say that. I also hate the idea of her not being in my life. When will find the one for me? I am so lonely. I do have my friends who are dear to me, but yet the void remains unfulfilled despite having them. I want to be special for someone, I wanna be the reason that'll lighten their mood, source of their happiness, just like she was for me.
I know I will have to put myself out there for someone new to enter my life, a part of me still stubbornly clings onto her which isn't doing me any good. I know not to hope for a relationship to happen, I confessed and she rejected, there's that. It's clear.
I don't know if this will help me feel better, maybe some of you have words I need to hear or were in the same position, I'd love to hear your experience.
TLDR: Confessed to a friend, got rejected. We're still friends, it's been 5 months and sometimes I still pine over her and it hurts me. She is a dear friend and I'd hate to not have her in my life.
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We were online friends for 2 years, my feelings started to change for her, I've grown to like her more than a friend should, I don't know when it happened, next thing I know I find myself wanting more of her companionship, I felt jealous at the thought that she may hang out with other people too, I greed for more of her. That is when I realized that is not how friends supposed to feel for each other.
Eventually I confessed, and of course it was a surprise for her. She doesn't reciprocate my feelings and I can understand that, our relationship is established as friends, not potential lovers. We are still good friends to this day as I do love her as a friend as well.
My brain understands that there will no 'us', yet my heart keep yearning for more. Why does it keep seeking for her? I know she only sees me as a friend, why can't I move on already? Some days I'm okay, some days I will spiral over the loneliness and the sinking void in my heart. I want someone who doesn't want me like that, and I no I don't deserve that, and yet the pain lingers.
I don't know how long will I need to heal, 5 months feels so long. We still talk everyday which is probably the big reason I can't seem to completely move on, I don't want to cut her of life however. She is a dear friend to me, I love her.
Keeping her so close is probably detrimental to me, I hate to say that. I also hate the idea of her not being in my life. When will find the one for me? I am so lonely. I do have my friends who are dear to me, but yet the void remains unfulfilled despite having them. I want to be special for someone, I wanna be the reason that'll lighten their mood, source of their happiness, just like she was for me.
I know I will have to put myself out there for someone new to enter my life, a part of me still stubbornly clings onto her which isn't doing me any good. I know not to hope for a relationship to happen, I confessed and she rejected, there's that. It's clear.
I don't know if this will help me feel better, maybe some of you have words I need to hear or were in the same position, I'd love to hear your experience.
TLDR: Confessed to a friend, got rejected. We're still friends, it's been 5 months and sometimes I still pine over her and it hurts me. She is a dear friend and I'd hate to not have her in my life.
2024.05.14 18:19 interquast I am dying here, please help me tell my boss how to simplify this process (we use Shopify)
I genuinely am not sure if this is the right sub but I'm at my wits end with this and I am seeking help.
I have a job where I do the ecommerce for a small chain of clothing boutiques in Florida. This is not a field I know a ton about and the job kind of happened to me on accident. The owner hires sales associates, then if they are "tech savvy" she will train them to do onlines.
The owner has 5 locations including a warehouse. At one of the locations, which is typically slower and doesn't see as much foot traffic, she has the "online girls." These are the employees that process all her online orders. There are 3 of us.
I am the only full-time "online girl." The other two work 1-2 days a week typically. Sometimes 3 if I am lucky.
Her online process is... really crazy and I've not been doing this job long enough to be able to figure out where I can even begin to fix it.
Basically, this is her process:
Where do I even begin with this? Orders are almost always delayed. Customers are constantly getting the wrong things in their shipments. People are always complaining. I have to work crazy amounts of overtime to make any of this work. The "online girls" are all on the verge of quitting.
I have tried documents. My boss says she "doesn't do documents." She does most things through text message.
I have been here 6 months. It's not sustainable. I need to convince her there's a much easier way to do this but I don't know how.
Anybody have any immediate thoughts?
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I have a job where I do the ecommerce for a small chain of clothing boutiques in Florida. This is not a field I know a ton about and the job kind of happened to me on accident. The owner hires sales associates, then if they are "tech savvy" she will train them to do onlines.
The owner has 5 locations including a warehouse. At one of the locations, which is typically slower and doesn't see as much foot traffic, she has the "online girls." These are the employees that process all her online orders. There are 3 of us.
I am the only full-time "online girl." The other two work 1-2 days a week typically. Sometimes 3 if I am lucky.
Her online process is... really crazy and I've not been doing this job long enough to be able to figure out where I can even begin to fix it.
Basically, this is her process:
- Order comes in
- I have to log on remotely to a PC in the warehouse to manually search for each item in our inventory and I have to write down in the Shopify order notes which locations have the items, and where we are going to ship the order from. I then have to adjust these items out of inventory. Roughly 50% of the time someone is using that PC and I have to wait. Sometimes its easier for me to do this at 1am when everyone is asleep.
- If there are items on the order that cannot ship from the same place, we split the shipment and buy multiple labels.
- I email the stores where I am pulling items from with a list of the items I need for this order.
- The stores search their flooback room for the items, and then they respond back with the SKU, price, and weight.
- If they do not have all the items because inventory was incorrect (it nearly always is), I have to pull the item from a different store, repeat the process.
- If all items are accounted for then I send them the label.
- If there are items that are showing up as out of stock companywide, we have to make a list of these items and send them to our company group chat and tell all the stores to search their flooback room for these items. We have to send this same list to the owner and email all the stores with it.
- If the stores cant find these items still, we have to see if our boss can order it directly from the vendor, and then email the customers to let them know there will be delays.
- If it will take too long to order the item, we can email the customer with a list of "replacement options." We have to email the customer every day for 3 days until they answer. If they don't answer, we have to call them and ask them what they want as a replacement for their out of stock item. We aren't allowed to refund them unless they tell us they don't want a replacement or they don't answer their phone.
Where do I even begin with this? Orders are almost always delayed. Customers are constantly getting the wrong things in their shipments. People are always complaining. I have to work crazy amounts of overtime to make any of this work. The "online girls" are all on the verge of quitting.
I have tried documents. My boss says she "doesn't do documents." She does most things through text message.
I have been here 6 months. It's not sustainable. I need to convince her there's a much easier way to do this but I don't know how.
Anybody have any immediate thoughts?
2024.05.14 18:13 razenha Watchtower brazilian branch asked JWs to not provide aid to flood victims on their own
 | Context: Since April 30th, the state of Rio Grande do Sul is suffering one of the worst floods in the history of Brazil, with 140+ deaths, 130+ missing and over half of million people displaced from their homes. The situation is ongoing and will probably get worse for the next days. submitted by razenha to exjw [link] [comments] Exjws in brazilian groups are reporting that there was an announcement from the local branch asking JWs to not provide aid to the flood victims on their own to avoid "duplicated efforts, waste and confusion". Here is a translation from a letter dated May 10th: To all elders Humanitarian aid to our brothers from Rio Grande do Sul: Whenever a disaster happens, the provided aid must be well organized and coordinated in a efficient manner. That way we avoid duplicated efforts, confusion and waste of money and materiais, things that generally happens when brothers act on their own. (Se Life and Ministry Workbook from march 2003, page 3.) As of now, only the congregation from the state of Santa Catarina have been invited to participate in the sending of donations. Therefore, if your congregation has not been invited yet, instruct the publishers to not make personal arrangements to send donations. As the announcement to be read to the congregation, help brothers to avoid on-line crowdfunding efforts. Naturally, besides instructing the publishers, we trust you to continue to give a good example in following the guidance from Jehovah's organization - Heb. 13:7There was also a video posting from an announcement from the local branch read to the congregation during the last meeting. Here is the translation of what was said in the video, which is somewhat similar to what was send to the elders: To the congregations: Humanitarian aid to our brother from Rio Grande do Sul. We now you are following with great concern the situation of our brothers in Rio Grande do Sul. With the help of the Jehovah and the loving brothers that are working in humanitarian aid, the around 2000 brothers affected by this tragedy are receiving the necessary care. For now, only the congregation from the state of Santa Catarina have been invited to participate in the send of donations. Therefore, if your congregation has not been invited yet, we ask to not make personal arrangements to send donations. Besides that, we ask to not take the initiative to create or participate in online crowdfunding efforts to help the brothers in Rio Grande do Sul. One may gave good intentions, but one never knows who is behind it and if the donated money will actually be sent. Because of that, we strongly discourage this type of arrangement. On the other side, if someone wishes to make a donation to Bethel in order to help the brothers in the affected region, use the donate. jw. org website, or the pix key* number (redacted). If someone wishes to personally participate in the humanitarian aid, they can make themselves available by filling out the "To make more in Jehovah's service A2" petition. If you don't have a valid petition, the volunteers will be invited according to necessity by the Builder Assistance website. We thank you from the heart of the your voluntary donations, your willing spirits and your zealous prayers in favor of the affected brothers in Rio Grande do Sul. Certainly Jehovah is pleased with these sacrifices. Heb 13:6.* PIX is a Brazilian money transfer method, like Venmo, but standardized by the Central Bank. https://preview.redd.it/osgzumuw1f0d1.png?width=2048&format=png&auto=webp&s=274ca0e3cb110c842009df28d53c5b7f9f25e6a2 |
2024.05.14 18:10 BlinkSpectre My ex GF messed me up mentally and emotionally and I’m still trying to recover
This isn’t something I would normally post but I am hoping it’ll be cathartic for me. This might be a long one and a bit of a mess so feel free to skip if you’re not interested in the read.
I 28f up until last August I was in a relationship with who we’ll call ‘M’ 24f for almost 2 years. We met on hinge. In general I’m very shy and not very confident person, and definitely new to dating as I spent most of my teens and early 20’s in the closet due to internalized homophobia. So I don’t have much experience dating. That context is important for the story. By all accounts, M was probably out of my league, (that’s what I told myself, again I have zero self confidence ) she was attractive, smart, came from a good family and on the surface a nice girl. The beginning the relationship was fine, she was in uni for medicine and her school schedule was pretty demanding. We’d only see each other maybe one every month in the beginning of the relationship, I understood she was busy with school and honestly I was still feeling lucky that she chose me to date.
A few months go by and we still remain only seeing each other once a month because her school schedule was so demanding. This is when the red flags start to wave, her school schedule was so demanding yet she was in multiple choirs that she would sing in once a week. She made time for choir but when I asked to hang out I was made to feel like a bother. Plus she played DND with at least 2 different groups of people.
Early in the relationship we were in her car after she dropped me off I asked if we could see each other a little more and she had a strange reaction, I didn’t want to seem needy so I backed off and later apologized via text. She responded with; “sometimes I just like to be alone.” Which as an introvert; I get 100%, so I let it be. But like….we only saw each other once a month as it was…..how could you possibly be alone any more??? I was always the one to ask to hang out, always. And every time I did I would sheepishly ask if she had some free time that weekend to hang out, because I felt like such a bother to her. I’m not exaggerating when I say we would easily go 3-5 weeks without seeing each other in person. We would text every day. But seeing her in person was a luxury. But don’t worry she always had time for choir every single week. Twice a week. Or DND. But seeing her girlfriend was too much strain on her school schedule.
I was always the one to text first. Whether it was good morning, or saying good night. Later in the relationship I wouldn’t text her just to see how long it would take her to text me that day, most time it wasn’t until 3-4 pm that I heard from her.
We never had sex, we barely even kissed.(which isn’t really important to me but damn). It was so difficult to have alone time with her so there was quite literally never an opportunity for intimacy. Towards the end of our relationship we would watch the bachelorette with her mom at her place, so we never had alone time for the last 3 months of dating.
For both valentines days we were together I sent flowers and chocolate to her house. She didn’t get me anything. For my 27th birthday we went out with my friends, and a small part of me wondered if she would offer to pay for my meal. Nope. She also didn’t get me a birthday gift or even a card. Flash forward to Christmas I get her a 250$ makeup palette that she always talked about and a blanket from her favourite K-Pop band. I got an xbox gift card and a cookbook. I need to emphasize that I DO NOT CARE ABOUT presents, I just literally wanted any sort of acknowledgment that she cared about me at all. I also feel the need to point out she has money, both her parents are lawyers and they are very well off and she gets paid to go to school because her field is very specialized. I was raised by a single mother and while I have my own career now, I’m far from rich. But I always went above and beyond to make her feel special and she did the bare minimum. Sometimes not even the bare minimum. This next one really bothered me; its my 28th birthday and I hadn’t mentioned it was coming up. A sick part of me wanted to see if she would remember, I know it’s stupid to test people in a relationship but I was genuinely curious to see if she would remember. It comes the day of my birthday, and I don’t hear from her until 3:30 pm. “Happy Birthday!” That was it. I was floored. A couple days later she managed to squeeze me into her schedule and we go out for dinner. Again, didn’t pay for my meal. For her birthday we went to a nice restaurant and I paid for the entire fucking thing it was almost 150$. Don’t worry she got me an xbox gift card though……..
But the worst part, beyond not seeing each other was how she treated me and made me feel. In the beginning she was very nice and kind, but slowly I think her true colours came out. She’s very smart, but she needs to be right all the time. Like literally every single conversation she needs to come out as right. I was never allowed to have my own opinions, she would make me feel stupid and correct me every time. I’m a bit of a goof and like to be silly, but she would look at me like I was an idiot, if I did a pretend British accent she would criticize it and tell me to stop. In the end I felt like a shell of myself. I was terrified to say something stupid. She would call out every single thing I did, if I merged a lane early while driving, called out (that actually happened). If I wiped my mouth after every bite, called out. If I said something she would have to google it to prove she was right or at least prove that I was wrong.
I would participate in her family activities, like birthdays and holidays. Side note: her family is lovely. I got especially close with her mom. Her mother is a sweetheart, a lovely human being and she treated me better than her daughter ever did. Her mom and I even snap chatted every day. M wouldn’t open my snaps for days and I could see when she was online. As weird as it might seem, I would have rather hung out with her mom than her. There were a couple times when we were with her mom, that M would call me out on something trivial and even her own mother was picking up on the vibes.
I had convinced myself I really liked this person, once I told her I loved her. Why, I’ll never know. She responded with “thanks, I’m not there yet but thanks for telling me.” I was gutted. I didn’t love her. I never did. In the end I hated her.
I would lie to my friends about her and say I was happy, my mom liked her which was the worst part because it would break her heart if she knew how I was feeling and being treated. I would make it seem like I was happy and she was this lovely person, but deep down I was dying. Towards the end of our relationship I was hanging out with a good friend of mine and someone who helped me a lot through my journey of accepting my identity as a lesbian. She asked me about my relationship and how it was going, and I honestly couldn’t say anything positive. This was the first time I was honest with someone in my life about how unhappy I was and I wasn’t sure how to process it.
Eventually she broke up with me; she said she felt like she made me nervous and that I cared about her more than she cared about me. Initially it hurt, and I felt bad. But after an hour, I wanted to do a freaking backflip. I was elated to be free. For the past 2 years I had felt like less of myself than I had ever been. It was the worst 2 years mentally of my life. I had twisted myself up into this sheepish person who just felt lucky to be chosen by someone. My self worth was so low that I thought this was the relationship I deserved, that I would never find anyone else and I should just be grateful that she chose me.
As the title says I’m still trying to recover and heal. It’s been about 9 months since I last saw her and I’m working on myself. That relationship showed me how compromised my mental health was and that I need to take care of myself. I have been seeing a therapist. Now don’t get me wrong I have struggled with mental health my entire life, but those 2 years were the worst of it. I’m not dating right now because I want to focus on myself and my personal goals first.
I’m still embarrassed for how the relationship went and that I let her treat me. If anything I learned a lot from this relationship.
If you have made it this far props to you because this was kind of a hot mess and wayyy too long. But it’s been bothering me even more lately and I guess I just felt like this might help. Even if no one reads it.
She didn’t want a relationship, I don’t know what she wanted. She used school as a buffer to limit the amount she saw me. I feel bad for the next person she dates and I hope they come to their senses quicker than I did. I deleted her off everything and I hope to never see her again. In closing, I fucking hate her guts.
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I 28f up until last August I was in a relationship with who we’ll call ‘M’ 24f for almost 2 years. We met on hinge. In general I’m very shy and not very confident person, and definitely new to dating as I spent most of my teens and early 20’s in the closet due to internalized homophobia. So I don’t have much experience dating. That context is important for the story. By all accounts, M was probably out of my league, (that’s what I told myself, again I have zero self confidence ) she was attractive, smart, came from a good family and on the surface a nice girl. The beginning the relationship was fine, she was in uni for medicine and her school schedule was pretty demanding. We’d only see each other maybe one every month in the beginning of the relationship, I understood she was busy with school and honestly I was still feeling lucky that she chose me to date.
A few months go by and we still remain only seeing each other once a month because her school schedule was so demanding. This is when the red flags start to wave, her school schedule was so demanding yet she was in multiple choirs that she would sing in once a week. She made time for choir but when I asked to hang out I was made to feel like a bother. Plus she played DND with at least 2 different groups of people.
Early in the relationship we were in her car after she dropped me off I asked if we could see each other a little more and she had a strange reaction, I didn’t want to seem needy so I backed off and later apologized via text. She responded with; “sometimes I just like to be alone.” Which as an introvert; I get 100%, so I let it be. But like….we only saw each other once a month as it was…..how could you possibly be alone any more??? I was always the one to ask to hang out, always. And every time I did I would sheepishly ask if she had some free time that weekend to hang out, because I felt like such a bother to her. I’m not exaggerating when I say we would easily go 3-5 weeks without seeing each other in person. We would text every day. But seeing her in person was a luxury. But don’t worry she always had time for choir every single week. Twice a week. Or DND. But seeing her girlfriend was too much strain on her school schedule.
I was always the one to text first. Whether it was good morning, or saying good night. Later in the relationship I wouldn’t text her just to see how long it would take her to text me that day, most time it wasn’t until 3-4 pm that I heard from her.
We never had sex, we barely even kissed.(which isn’t really important to me but damn). It was so difficult to have alone time with her so there was quite literally never an opportunity for intimacy. Towards the end of our relationship we would watch the bachelorette with her mom at her place, so we never had alone time for the last 3 months of dating.
For both valentines days we were together I sent flowers and chocolate to her house. She didn’t get me anything. For my 27th birthday we went out with my friends, and a small part of me wondered if she would offer to pay for my meal. Nope. She also didn’t get me a birthday gift or even a card. Flash forward to Christmas I get her a 250$ makeup palette that she always talked about and a blanket from her favourite K-Pop band. I got an xbox gift card and a cookbook. I need to emphasize that I DO NOT CARE ABOUT presents, I just literally wanted any sort of acknowledgment that she cared about me at all. I also feel the need to point out she has money, both her parents are lawyers and they are very well off and she gets paid to go to school because her field is very specialized. I was raised by a single mother and while I have my own career now, I’m far from rich. But I always went above and beyond to make her feel special and she did the bare minimum. Sometimes not even the bare minimum. This next one really bothered me; its my 28th birthday and I hadn’t mentioned it was coming up. A sick part of me wanted to see if she would remember, I know it’s stupid to test people in a relationship but I was genuinely curious to see if she would remember. It comes the day of my birthday, and I don’t hear from her until 3:30 pm. “Happy Birthday!” That was it. I was floored. A couple days later she managed to squeeze me into her schedule and we go out for dinner. Again, didn’t pay for my meal. For her birthday we went to a nice restaurant and I paid for the entire fucking thing it was almost 150$. Don’t worry she got me an xbox gift card though……..
But the worst part, beyond not seeing each other was how she treated me and made me feel. In the beginning she was very nice and kind, but slowly I think her true colours came out. She’s very smart, but she needs to be right all the time. Like literally every single conversation she needs to come out as right. I was never allowed to have my own opinions, she would make me feel stupid and correct me every time. I’m a bit of a goof and like to be silly, but she would look at me like I was an idiot, if I did a pretend British accent she would criticize it and tell me to stop. In the end I felt like a shell of myself. I was terrified to say something stupid. She would call out every single thing I did, if I merged a lane early while driving, called out (that actually happened). If I wiped my mouth after every bite, called out. If I said something she would have to google it to prove she was right or at least prove that I was wrong.
I would participate in her family activities, like birthdays and holidays. Side note: her family is lovely. I got especially close with her mom. Her mother is a sweetheart, a lovely human being and she treated me better than her daughter ever did. Her mom and I even snap chatted every day. M wouldn’t open my snaps for days and I could see when she was online. As weird as it might seem, I would have rather hung out with her mom than her. There were a couple times when we were with her mom, that M would call me out on something trivial and even her own mother was picking up on the vibes.
I had convinced myself I really liked this person, once I told her I loved her. Why, I’ll never know. She responded with “thanks, I’m not there yet but thanks for telling me.” I was gutted. I didn’t love her. I never did. In the end I hated her.
I would lie to my friends about her and say I was happy, my mom liked her which was the worst part because it would break her heart if she knew how I was feeling and being treated. I would make it seem like I was happy and she was this lovely person, but deep down I was dying. Towards the end of our relationship I was hanging out with a good friend of mine and someone who helped me a lot through my journey of accepting my identity as a lesbian. She asked me about my relationship and how it was going, and I honestly couldn’t say anything positive. This was the first time I was honest with someone in my life about how unhappy I was and I wasn’t sure how to process it.
Eventually she broke up with me; she said she felt like she made me nervous and that I cared about her more than she cared about me. Initially it hurt, and I felt bad. But after an hour, I wanted to do a freaking backflip. I was elated to be free. For the past 2 years I had felt like less of myself than I had ever been. It was the worst 2 years mentally of my life. I had twisted myself up into this sheepish person who just felt lucky to be chosen by someone. My self worth was so low that I thought this was the relationship I deserved, that I would never find anyone else and I should just be grateful that she chose me.
As the title says I’m still trying to recover and heal. It’s been about 9 months since I last saw her and I’m working on myself. That relationship showed me how compromised my mental health was and that I need to take care of myself. I have been seeing a therapist. Now don’t get me wrong I have struggled with mental health my entire life, but those 2 years were the worst of it. I’m not dating right now because I want to focus on myself and my personal goals first.
I’m still embarrassed for how the relationship went and that I let her treat me. If anything I learned a lot from this relationship.
If you have made it this far props to you because this was kind of a hot mess and wayyy too long. But it’s been bothering me even more lately and I guess I just felt like this might help. Even if no one reads it.
She didn’t want a relationship, I don’t know what she wanted. She used school as a buffer to limit the amount she saw me. I feel bad for the next person she dates and I hope they come to their senses quicker than I did. I deleted her off everything and I hope to never see her again. In closing, I fucking hate her guts.
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2024.05.14 18:02 NotElizaHenry Oh my god, yarn is so expensive [adding more characters]
Prefacing by saying I pretty much only buy yarn on sale online, or occasionally a single skein of Malabrigo locally.
I made an outing to Wool & Company on Sunday with $150 in my pocket and dreams of a sweater in my heart. I had a picture in my head of the exact, very specific yarn I wanted and hoped existed. After a half hour of looking, I found it! DK, merino, oatmeal-y base with bright multicolor tweed speckles. Incredible. I’ll take 6.
Then I looked at the price. Oh. Dreams shattered, heart broken. This is what yarn costs when it’s not on sale.
Okay, pivot. My sweater will now be one stand of fuzzy lace alpaca and one strand of fingering. After the alpaca, I have $70 to spend on four skeins of fingering. That’s easy. It’s so small! I don’t use fingering much, but how much could it cost? It’s for socks! It’s not like people are knitting $40 socks, that would be crazy! Well, I have news for everybody: people ARE knitting $40 socks. Like, a lot of people, apparently. Every perfect skein I found was wildly out of budget. I think I spent an hour circling that store in search of something I loved that I could also afford.
Then: Cascade. I realized I never even entered the Cascade section. I’m at a yarn mecca; why would I? But here I go. Heritage Sock? None are quite right, but what’s this next to it? Fingering, almost perfect shade, I’ll take it. I bring my skeins up to the register and the woman who’s been helping me this entire time says “Great choice! I think these are only $5.50 each!” WHAT? I go check the rack again. She’s right! How is this possible? She explains that it’s two ply and most people don’t like knitting with two ply. I tell her that for $5.50, I’ll get over it. She rings me up and I’m $60 under budget. What a time to be alive.
Today I checked WEBS and the original perfect rainbow speckled tweed yarn is on sale for 25% off. Alas.
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I made an outing to Wool & Company on Sunday with $150 in my pocket and dreams of a sweater in my heart. I had a picture in my head of the exact, very specific yarn I wanted and hoped existed. After a half hour of looking, I found it! DK, merino, oatmeal-y base with bright multicolor tweed speckles. Incredible. I’ll take 6.
Then I looked at the price. Oh. Dreams shattered, heart broken. This is what yarn costs when it’s not on sale.
Okay, pivot. My sweater will now be one stand of fuzzy lace alpaca and one strand of fingering. After the alpaca, I have $70 to spend on four skeins of fingering. That’s easy. It’s so small! I don’t use fingering much, but how much could it cost? It’s for socks! It’s not like people are knitting $40 socks, that would be crazy! Well, I have news for everybody: people ARE knitting $40 socks. Like, a lot of people, apparently. Every perfect skein I found was wildly out of budget. I think I spent an hour circling that store in search of something I loved that I could also afford.
Then: Cascade. I realized I never even entered the Cascade section. I’m at a yarn mecca; why would I? But here I go. Heritage Sock? None are quite right, but what’s this next to it? Fingering, almost perfect shade, I’ll take it. I bring my skeins up to the register and the woman who’s been helping me this entire time says “Great choice! I think these are only $5.50 each!” WHAT? I go check the rack again. She’s right! How is this possible? She explains that it’s two ply and most people don’t like knitting with two ply. I tell her that for $5.50, I’ll get over it. She rings me up and I’m $60 under budget. What a time to be alive.
Today I checked WEBS and the original perfect rainbow speckled tweed yarn is on sale for 25% off. Alas.
2024.05.14 17:55 BlinkSpectre My ex GF messed me up mentally and emotionally and I’m still trying to recover
This isn’t something I would normally post but I am hoping it’ll be cathartic for me. This might be a long one and a bit of a mess so feel free to skip if you’re not interested in the read.
I 28f up until last August I was in a relationship with who we’ll call ‘M’ 24f for almost 2 years. We met on hinge. In general I’m very shy and not very confident person, and definitely new to dating as I spent most of my teens and early 20’s in the closet due to internalized homophobia. So I don’t have much experience dating. That context is important for the story. By all accounts, M was probably out of my league, (that’s what I told myself, again I have zero self confidence ) she was attractive, smart, came from a good family and on the surface a nice girl. The beginning the relationship was fine, she was in uni for medicine and her school schedule was pretty demanding. We’d only see each other maybe one every month in the beginning of the relationship, I understood she was busy with school and honestly I was still feeling lucky that she chose me to date.
A few months go by and we still remain only seeing each other once a month because her school schedule was so demanding. This is when the red flags start to wave, her school schedule was so demanding yet she was in multiple choirs that she would sing in once a week. She made time for choir but when I asked to hang out I was made to feel like a bother. Plus she played DND with at least 2 different groups of people.
Early in the relationship we were in her car after she dropped me off I asked if we could see each other a little more and she had a strange reaction, I didn’t want to seem needy so I backed off and later apologized via text. She responded with; “sometimes I just like to be alone.” Which as an introvert; I get 100%, so I let it be. But like….we only saw each other once a month as it was…..how could you possibly be alone any more??? I was always the one to ask to hang out, always. And every time I did I would sheepishly ask if she had some free time that weekend to hang out, because I felt like such a bother to her. I’m not exaggerating when I say we would easily go 3-5 weeks without seeing each other in person. We would text every day. But seeing her in person was a luxury. But don’t worry she always had time for choir every single week. Twice a week. Or DND. But seeing her girlfriend was too much strain on her school schedule.
I was always the one to text first. Whether it was good morning, or saying good night. Later in the relationship I wouldn’t text her just to see how long it would take her to text me that day, most time it wasn’t until 3-4 pm that I heard from her.
We never had sex, we barely even kissed.(which isn’t really important to me but damn). It was so difficult to have alone time with her so there was quite literally never an opportunity for intimacy. Towards the end of our relationship we would watch the bachelorette with her mom at her place, so we never had alone time for the last 3 months of dating.
For both valentines days we were together I sent flowers and chocolate to her house. She didn’t get me anything. For my 27th birthday we went out with my friends, and a small part of me wondered if she would offer to pay for my meal. Nope. She also didn’t get me a birthday gift or even a card. Flash forward to Christmas I get her a 250$ makeup palette that she always talked about and a blanket from her favourite K-Pop band. I got an xbox gift card and a cookbook. I need to emphasize that I DO NOT CARE ABOUT presents, I just literally wanted any sort of acknowledgment that she cared about me at all. I also feel the need to point out she has money, both her parents are lawyers and they are very well off and she gets paid to go to school because her field is very specialized. I was raised by a single mother and while I have my own career now, I’m far from rich. But I always went above and beyond to make her feel special and she did the bare minimum. Sometimes not even the bare minimum. This next one really bothered me; its my 28th birthday and I hadn’t mentioned it was coming up. A sick part of me wanted to see if she would remember, I know it’s stupid to test people in a relationship but I was genuinely curious to see if she would remember. It comes the day of my birthday, and I don’t hear from her until 3:30 pm. “Happy Birthday!” That was it. I was floored. A couple days later she managed to squeeze me into her schedule and we go out for dinner. Again, didn’t pay for my meal. For her birthday we went to a nice restaurant and I paid for the entire fucking thing it was almost 150$. Don’t worry she got me an xbox gift card though……..
But the worst part, beyond not seeing each other was how she treated me and made me feel. In the beginning she was very nice and kind, but slowly I think her true colours came out. She’s very smart, but she needs to be right all the time. Like literally every single conversation she needs to come out as right. I was never allowed to have my own opinions, she would make me feel stupid and correct me every time. I’m a bit of a goof and like to be silly, but she would look at me like I was an idiot, if I did a pretend British accent she would criticize it and tell me to stop. In the end I felt like a shell of myself. I was terrified to say something stupid. She would call out every single thing I did, if I merged a lane early while driving, called out (that actually happened). If I wiped my mouth after every bite, called out. If I said something she would have to google it to prove she was right or at least prove that I was wrong.
I would participate in her family activities, like birthdays and holidays. Side note: her family is lovely. I got especially close with her mom. Her mother is a sweetheart, a lovely human being and she treated me better than her daughter ever did. Her mom and I even snap chatted every day. M wouldn’t open my snaps for days and I could see when she was online. As weird as it might seem, I would have rather hung out with her mom than her. There were a couple times when we were with her mom, that M would call me out on something trivial and even her own mother was picking up on the vibes.
I had convinced myself I really liked this person, once I told her I loved her. Why, I’ll never know. She responded with “thanks, I’m not there yet but thanks for telling me.” I was gutted. I didn’t love her. I never did. In the end I hated her.
I would lie to my friends about her and say I was happy, my mom liked her which was the worst part because it would break her heart if she knew how I was feeling and being treated. I would make it seem like I was happy and she was this lovely person, but deep down I was dying. Towards the end of our relationship I was hanging out with a good friend of mine and someone who helped me a lot through my journey of accepting my identity as a lesbian. She asked me about my relationship and how it was going, and I honestly couldn’t say anything positive. This was the first time I was honest with someone in my life about how unhappy I was and I wasn’t sure how to process it.
Eventually she broke up with me; she said she felt like she made me nervous and that I cared about her more than she cared about me. Initially it hurt, and I felt bad. But after an hour, I wanted to do a freaking backflip. I was elated to be free. For the past 2 years I had felt like less of myself than I had ever been. It was the worst 2 years mentally of my life. I had twisted myself up into this sheepish person who just felt lucky to be chosen by someone. My self worth was so low that I thought this was the relationship I deserved, that I would never find anyone else and I should just be grateful that she chose me.
As the title says I’m still trying to recover and heal. It’s been about 9 months since I last saw her and I’m working on myself. That relationship showed me how compromised my mental health was and that I need to take care of myself. I have been seeing a therapist. Now don’t get me wrong I have struggled with mental health my entire life, but those 2 years were the worst of it. I’m not dating right now because I want to focus on myself and my personal goals first.
I still feel very embarrassed for how I let her treat me and embarrassed that I didn’t know the relationship was toxic. If anything I learned a lot from this experience.
If you have made it this far props to you because this was kind of a hot mess and wayyy too long. But it’s been bothering me even more lately and I guess I just felt like this might help. Even if no one reads it.
She didn’t want a relationship, I don’t know what she wanted. She used school as a buffer to limit the amount she saw me. I feel bad for the next person she dates and I hope they come to their senses quicker than I did. I deleted her off everything and I hope to never see her again. In closing, I fucking hate her guts.
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I 28f up until last August I was in a relationship with who we’ll call ‘M’ 24f for almost 2 years. We met on hinge. In general I’m very shy and not very confident person, and definitely new to dating as I spent most of my teens and early 20’s in the closet due to internalized homophobia. So I don’t have much experience dating. That context is important for the story. By all accounts, M was probably out of my league, (that’s what I told myself, again I have zero self confidence ) she was attractive, smart, came from a good family and on the surface a nice girl. The beginning the relationship was fine, she was in uni for medicine and her school schedule was pretty demanding. We’d only see each other maybe one every month in the beginning of the relationship, I understood she was busy with school and honestly I was still feeling lucky that she chose me to date.
A few months go by and we still remain only seeing each other once a month because her school schedule was so demanding. This is when the red flags start to wave, her school schedule was so demanding yet she was in multiple choirs that she would sing in once a week. She made time for choir but when I asked to hang out I was made to feel like a bother. Plus she played DND with at least 2 different groups of people.
Early in the relationship we were in her car after she dropped me off I asked if we could see each other a little more and she had a strange reaction, I didn’t want to seem needy so I backed off and later apologized via text. She responded with; “sometimes I just like to be alone.” Which as an introvert; I get 100%, so I let it be. But like….we only saw each other once a month as it was…..how could you possibly be alone any more??? I was always the one to ask to hang out, always. And every time I did I would sheepishly ask if she had some free time that weekend to hang out, because I felt like such a bother to her. I’m not exaggerating when I say we would easily go 3-5 weeks without seeing each other in person. We would text every day. But seeing her in person was a luxury. But don’t worry she always had time for choir every single week. Twice a week. Or DND. But seeing her girlfriend was too much strain on her school schedule.
I was always the one to text first. Whether it was good morning, or saying good night. Later in the relationship I wouldn’t text her just to see how long it would take her to text me that day, most time it wasn’t until 3-4 pm that I heard from her.
We never had sex, we barely even kissed.(which isn’t really important to me but damn). It was so difficult to have alone time with her so there was quite literally never an opportunity for intimacy. Towards the end of our relationship we would watch the bachelorette with her mom at her place, so we never had alone time for the last 3 months of dating.
For both valentines days we were together I sent flowers and chocolate to her house. She didn’t get me anything. For my 27th birthday we went out with my friends, and a small part of me wondered if she would offer to pay for my meal. Nope. She also didn’t get me a birthday gift or even a card. Flash forward to Christmas I get her a 250$ makeup palette that she always talked about and a blanket from her favourite K-Pop band. I got an xbox gift card and a cookbook. I need to emphasize that I DO NOT CARE ABOUT presents, I just literally wanted any sort of acknowledgment that she cared about me at all. I also feel the need to point out she has money, both her parents are lawyers and they are very well off and she gets paid to go to school because her field is very specialized. I was raised by a single mother and while I have my own career now, I’m far from rich. But I always went above and beyond to make her feel special and she did the bare minimum. Sometimes not even the bare minimum. This next one really bothered me; its my 28th birthday and I hadn’t mentioned it was coming up. A sick part of me wanted to see if she would remember, I know it’s stupid to test people in a relationship but I was genuinely curious to see if she would remember. It comes the day of my birthday, and I don’t hear from her until 3:30 pm. “Happy Birthday!” That was it. I was floored. A couple days later she managed to squeeze me into her schedule and we go out for dinner. Again, didn’t pay for my meal. For her birthday we went to a nice restaurant and I paid for the entire fucking thing it was almost 150$. Don’t worry she got me an xbox gift card though……..
But the worst part, beyond not seeing each other was how she treated me and made me feel. In the beginning she was very nice and kind, but slowly I think her true colours came out. She’s very smart, but she needs to be right all the time. Like literally every single conversation she needs to come out as right. I was never allowed to have my own opinions, she would make me feel stupid and correct me every time. I’m a bit of a goof and like to be silly, but she would look at me like I was an idiot, if I did a pretend British accent she would criticize it and tell me to stop. In the end I felt like a shell of myself. I was terrified to say something stupid. She would call out every single thing I did, if I merged a lane early while driving, called out (that actually happened). If I wiped my mouth after every bite, called out. If I said something she would have to google it to prove she was right or at least prove that I was wrong.
I would participate in her family activities, like birthdays and holidays. Side note: her family is lovely. I got especially close with her mom. Her mother is a sweetheart, a lovely human being and she treated me better than her daughter ever did. Her mom and I even snap chatted every day. M wouldn’t open my snaps for days and I could see when she was online. As weird as it might seem, I would have rather hung out with her mom than her. There were a couple times when we were with her mom, that M would call me out on something trivial and even her own mother was picking up on the vibes.
I had convinced myself I really liked this person, once I told her I loved her. Why, I’ll never know. She responded with “thanks, I’m not there yet but thanks for telling me.” I was gutted. I didn’t love her. I never did. In the end I hated her.
I would lie to my friends about her and say I was happy, my mom liked her which was the worst part because it would break her heart if she knew how I was feeling and being treated. I would make it seem like I was happy and she was this lovely person, but deep down I was dying. Towards the end of our relationship I was hanging out with a good friend of mine and someone who helped me a lot through my journey of accepting my identity as a lesbian. She asked me about my relationship and how it was going, and I honestly couldn’t say anything positive. This was the first time I was honest with someone in my life about how unhappy I was and I wasn’t sure how to process it.
Eventually she broke up with me; she said she felt like she made me nervous and that I cared about her more than she cared about me. Initially it hurt, and I felt bad. But after an hour, I wanted to do a freaking backflip. I was elated to be free. For the past 2 years I had felt like less of myself than I had ever been. It was the worst 2 years mentally of my life. I had twisted myself up into this sheepish person who just felt lucky to be chosen by someone. My self worth was so low that I thought this was the relationship I deserved, that I would never find anyone else and I should just be grateful that she chose me.
As the title says I’m still trying to recover and heal. It’s been about 9 months since I last saw her and I’m working on myself. That relationship showed me how compromised my mental health was and that I need to take care of myself. I have been seeing a therapist. Now don’t get me wrong I have struggled with mental health my entire life, but those 2 years were the worst of it. I’m not dating right now because I want to focus on myself and my personal goals first.
I still feel very embarrassed for how I let her treat me and embarrassed that I didn’t know the relationship was toxic. If anything I learned a lot from this experience.
If you have made it this far props to you because this was kind of a hot mess and wayyy too long. But it’s been bothering me even more lately and I guess I just felt like this might help. Even if no one reads it.
She didn’t want a relationship, I don’t know what she wanted. She used school as a buffer to limit the amount she saw me. I feel bad for the next person she dates and I hope they come to their senses quicker than I did. I deleted her off everything and I hope to never see her again. In closing, I fucking hate her guts.
2024.05.14 17:52 Far-Dragonfruit3271 Should I like their Instagram post?
Long story short, I met a person online. We hit it off immediately. After hours of phone calls and messaging over the course of a couple of weeks, they said they couldn’t do a LDR due to personal circumstances. (All considering, we live close.)
Anyway, we exchanged a few super long messages about all of this - basically trying to work something out for the time being until they knew they would be fine to pursue a relationship - before they finally sent a goodbye message one day. I responded saying that I understood, and I have been left on read for weeks on end.
On instagram, we haven’t really interacted other than watching stories here and there. I have been ignoring their stories for a few weeks, but they still watch every single one I post.
Anyway, now to get to the point, they posted about a very big life event that was referenced in the messages where we were trying to work something out (they knew it was coming.)
Also, while I doubt the caption is targeted bc it’s so playful, it very much could be, so there’s that.
Idk if I should like the post as a subtle way of saying I am proud of them or not. Bc it could read as “I see you’ve done this, I am here, talk to me.” And I don’t want to seem desperate at all.
I have been trying to ignore their posts, but I feel like a jerk if I don’t like it bc it’s such a big life moment.
Also, to clarify, I very much want them back. Like a lot. This was not my decision, and I’ve been heartbroken bc I’ve never met sometime I’ve vibed with so well before in my life. It’s like a twin flame/soulmate connection, and they feel the same bc they practically told me a few times.
Also, before anyone says I should move on for whatever reason, I’ve been trying. I have spoken with other people, but nothing has gone anywhere for a variety of reasons (the main one being that my heart isn’t in it and that just feels unfair to them.) I am healing though.
But yeah…
Should I like their post? What would you do?
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Anyway, we exchanged a few super long messages about all of this - basically trying to work something out for the time being until they knew they would be fine to pursue a relationship - before they finally sent a goodbye message one day. I responded saying that I understood, and I have been left on read for weeks on end.
On instagram, we haven’t really interacted other than watching stories here and there. I have been ignoring their stories for a few weeks, but they still watch every single one I post.
Anyway, now to get to the point, they posted about a very big life event that was referenced in the messages where we were trying to work something out (they knew it was coming.)
Also, while I doubt the caption is targeted bc it’s so playful, it very much could be, so there’s that.
Idk if I should like the post as a subtle way of saying I am proud of them or not. Bc it could read as “I see you’ve done this, I am here, talk to me.” And I don’t want to seem desperate at all.
I have been trying to ignore their posts, but I feel like a jerk if I don’t like it bc it’s such a big life moment.
Also, to clarify, I very much want them back. Like a lot. This was not my decision, and I’ve been heartbroken bc I’ve never met sometime I’ve vibed with so well before in my life. It’s like a twin flame/soulmate connection, and they feel the same bc they practically told me a few times.
Also, before anyone says I should move on for whatever reason, I’ve been trying. I have spoken with other people, but nothing has gone anywhere for a variety of reasons (the main one being that my heart isn’t in it and that just feels unfair to them.) I am healing though.
But yeah…
Should I like their post? What would you do?
2024.05.14 17:48 PdxFato Why I Make Music: A Totally Selfless Journey (Wink, Wink)
Hey, fellow sound alchemists and shower singers! You know, I’ve been doing some heavy, introspective thinking between my deep meditation sessions and procrastinating on my next big hit (that’s definitely going to redefine music as we know it). I stumbled upon a life-changing thought: why do we even bother posting our music online? Revolutionary, I know!
So, there’s this wild idea floating around that some people make music just for the sheer, unadulterated joy of it. And get this—they claim they don’t even care about money, fame, or becoming the next viral sensation on TikTok. Hilarious, right? Sounds like a sweet virtue signal or maybe a coping mechanism for those of us living in our studio apartments... I mean, state-of-the-art recording studios.
I mean, sure, I’m one of those noble souls who must create music—it’s practically my divine calling. But then, this sneaky question crept up on me: what if we stripped away all the glamorous goals like money, fame, or the dream of having a song played in a hipster coffee shop? Would life be happier? Would my synthesizer gently weep?
Remember the good ol' days pre-Myspace when we weren’t just endlessly churning out tracks to feed the online beast? Back then, it was all about navigating the treacherous waters of record label gatekeepers, not just hitting 'upload' on SoundCloud and waiting for the likes to roll in. We’ve been programmed to produce and post like it’s our second nature—thanks, internet!
And here’s a thought—apparently, the root of suffering is desire. So, if we just ditch the desire to “make it,” would we actually be happier? Or would we just end up playing sad tunes on a dusty keyboard in a dimly lit room, pondering our existence?
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So, there’s this wild idea floating around that some people make music just for the sheer, unadulterated joy of it. And get this—they claim they don’t even care about money, fame, or becoming the next viral sensation on TikTok. Hilarious, right? Sounds like a sweet virtue signal or maybe a coping mechanism for those of us living in our studio apartments... I mean, state-of-the-art recording studios.
I mean, sure, I’m one of those noble souls who must create music—it’s practically my divine calling. But then, this sneaky question crept up on me: what if we stripped away all the glamorous goals like money, fame, or the dream of having a song played in a hipster coffee shop? Would life be happier? Would my synthesizer gently weep?
Remember the good ol' days pre-Myspace when we weren’t just endlessly churning out tracks to feed the online beast? Back then, it was all about navigating the treacherous waters of record label gatekeepers, not just hitting 'upload' on SoundCloud and waiting for the likes to roll in. We’ve been programmed to produce and post like it’s our second nature—thanks, internet!
And here’s a thought—apparently, the root of suffering is desire. So, if we just ditch the desire to “make it,” would we actually be happier? Or would we just end up playing sad tunes on a dusty keyboard in a dimly lit room, pondering our existence?
2024.05.14 17:47 Far-Dragonfruit3271 Should I like their instagram post?
Long story short, I met a person online. We hit it off immediately. After hours of phone calls and messaging over the course of a couple of weeks, they said they couldn’t do a LDR due to personal circumstances. (All considering, we live close.)
Anyway, we exchanged a few super long messages about all of this - basically trying to work something out for the time being until they knew they would be fine to pursue a relationship - before they finally sent a goodbye message one day. I responded saying that I understood, and I have been left on read for weeks on end.
On instagram, we haven’t really interacted other than watching stories here and there. I have been ignoring their stories for a few weeks, but they still watch every single one I post.
Anyway, now to get to the point, they posted about a very big life event that was referenced in the messages where we were trying to work something out (they knew it was coming.)
Also, while I doubt the caption is targeted bc it’s so playful, it very much could be, so there’s that.
Idk if I should like the post as a subtle way of saying I am proud of them or not. Bc it could read as “I see you’ve done this, I am here, talk to me.” And I don’t want to seem desperate at all.
I have been trying to ignore their posts, but I feel like a jerk if I don’t like it bc it’s such a big life moment.
Also, to clarify, I very much want them back. Like a lot. This was not my decision, and I’ve been heartbroken bc I’ve never met sometime I’ve vibed with so well before in my life. It’s like a twin flame/soulmate connection, and they feel the same bc they practically told me a few times.
Also, before anyone says I should move on for whatever reason, I’ve been trying. I have spoken with other people, but nothing has gone anywhere for a variety of reasons (the main one being that my heart isn’t in it and that just feels unfair to them.) I am healing though.
And, for the record, I am not trying to change their mind or decision to not pursue a LDR at all.
But yeah…
Should I like their post? What would you do?
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Anyway, we exchanged a few super long messages about all of this - basically trying to work something out for the time being until they knew they would be fine to pursue a relationship - before they finally sent a goodbye message one day. I responded saying that I understood, and I have been left on read for weeks on end.
On instagram, we haven’t really interacted other than watching stories here and there. I have been ignoring their stories for a few weeks, but they still watch every single one I post.
Anyway, now to get to the point, they posted about a very big life event that was referenced in the messages where we were trying to work something out (they knew it was coming.)
Also, while I doubt the caption is targeted bc it’s so playful, it very much could be, so there’s that.
Idk if I should like the post as a subtle way of saying I am proud of them or not. Bc it could read as “I see you’ve done this, I am here, talk to me.” And I don’t want to seem desperate at all.
I have been trying to ignore their posts, but I feel like a jerk if I don’t like it bc it’s such a big life moment.
Also, to clarify, I very much want them back. Like a lot. This was not my decision, and I’ve been heartbroken bc I’ve never met sometime I’ve vibed with so well before in my life. It’s like a twin flame/soulmate connection, and they feel the same bc they practically told me a few times.
Also, before anyone says I should move on for whatever reason, I’ve been trying. I have spoken with other people, but nothing has gone anywhere for a variety of reasons (the main one being that my heart isn’t in it and that just feels unfair to them.) I am healing though.
And, for the record, I am not trying to change their mind or decision to not pursue a LDR at all.
But yeah…
Should I like their post? What would you do?
2024.05.14 17:47 ikusababy I Got Disability!!!
i received shocking news on mother's day- i won my disability case! on the first hearing! i remember coming to this sub searching for advice when i first applied. it seemed mostly just others asking the same questions i had or talking about being denied, so i figured i'd post about my rare case that got approved (in the US.) i can't give legal advice of course, just share my experience and hope it helps someone.
my migraines became chronic october 2020. i quit my job after being denied fmla leave. i had only worked on the record for 3 years at minimum wage jobs. the income was just enough so my husband (bf at the time) and i never really had to worry about bills. i first applied for ssdi in november 2022 (i wish i had applied sooner, i just was so stressed and didn't think i had a chance anyway.) got my first denial letter i think in april 2023. my MIL gave me the info of a few good local lawyers from her local MS facebook support group. i googled some of the names, checking reviews of some of them. called the first one on my list, was told they wouldn't represent me since i'm under 60 (or maybe 50? point being: 26 is a bit younger.) fair enough, so i called the next on my list. answered some basic screening questions and got a phone appointment set up.
i applied for migraines but also listed my mental health diagnoses. usually my mental health is manageable, but with the migraines it started to decline. i had the feeling this lawyer thought i was more likely to get ssdi for my mental health rather than migraines. but i maybe i was reading that wrong and he had to ask more about the mental health since it's a bit more complex to understand than migraines for some people idk. regardless i was honest and he agreed to represent me and was really upfront about how the process works. he told me i'd likely lose the first and maybe 2nd case, but he thought i had a shot. that gave me some hope since he had a lot of positive reviews and i'm sure wouldn't take me if he thought it was hopeless!
still, i stressed a lot because i struggled to find a doctor willing to make a disability statement. it was mostly an issue for me because i had just been forced to switch insurance (turned 27 yay) which made me have to find new providers that don't know me well. luckily my psychologist said he was willing and gave a letter of support! and so timeskip after some more denials, i'm set for a hearing over the phone. my lawyer called me the day before to go over everything; checking that i'm not exaggerating answers, pointing out possible things they could ask about, stuff like that. (not like coaching, moreso just checking that i can give clear answers and not panic lol.) he said he knew the judge and thought she was very fair.
i was super nervous but the hearing seemed to go well from what i could tell! it was so gratifying to hear the job expert say exactly what i've been saying; that i only have experience in low-med labor jobs and those jobs won't hire someone who must be absent multiple days a month. the judge mentioned possibly asking a doctor about applying a special rule they use for seizures to my migraines that would classify me as disabled. the judge was very nice and at the end gave me a "sorry you have to go through this" that felt very genuine tho idk if that's something all judges say. my lawyer called afterwards to say he thought it went really well, i answered things well, and the job expert seemed to agree with us. things seem like they could go either way, but my lawyer sounds more hopeful now too so i'm cautiously excited.
so then mother's day i get a call from my lawyer. i rush to pick up because my social security online account status updated to final review 2 days prior so i knew a decision was coming. and my lawyer tells me, "congratulations, you won" !!!! I contain a scream and say in disbelief, "oh my god, i didn't expect to win my 1st at all!" he explained that actually the judge had written to the doctor about my migraines and the doctor disagreed. my lawyer wrote to the judge that he disagreed with the doctor's descision as he was off about some facts in his report, and the judge agreed with my lawyer!!! so i won for the migraines! he told me about how much i can be expecting and that i'll have to switch my primary insurance to medicare soon.
so i think the moral is: roll a nat20 on lawyer and judge selection and you're good! jk. kinda. i know i'm incredibly lucky to have gotten approved and i know there's so many of you out there that absolutely deserve it but have to fight til the end of the legal system. i mean even my dad was told by his doctor to stop working after a heart attack, but he had to go to the final hearing (in which that judge apologized to him that he wasn't approved earlier.) but if you're considering applying or going thru it and are scared now, just know it's not impossible! i was an anxiety-ridden mess right before my trial and even had a mild migraine during the whole thing, but it went really well! and soon i'll be able to pay off my debts and once again contribute financially!!
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my migraines became chronic october 2020. i quit my job after being denied fmla leave. i had only worked on the record for 3 years at minimum wage jobs. the income was just enough so my husband (bf at the time) and i never really had to worry about bills. i first applied for ssdi in november 2022 (i wish i had applied sooner, i just was so stressed and didn't think i had a chance anyway.) got my first denial letter i think in april 2023. my MIL gave me the info of a few good local lawyers from her local MS facebook support group. i googled some of the names, checking reviews of some of them. called the first one on my list, was told they wouldn't represent me since i'm under 60 (or maybe 50? point being: 26 is a bit younger.) fair enough, so i called the next on my list. answered some basic screening questions and got a phone appointment set up.
i applied for migraines but also listed my mental health diagnoses. usually my mental health is manageable, but with the migraines it started to decline. i had the feeling this lawyer thought i was more likely to get ssdi for my mental health rather than migraines. but i maybe i was reading that wrong and he had to ask more about the mental health since it's a bit more complex to understand than migraines for some people idk. regardless i was honest and he agreed to represent me and was really upfront about how the process works. he told me i'd likely lose the first and maybe 2nd case, but he thought i had a shot. that gave me some hope since he had a lot of positive reviews and i'm sure wouldn't take me if he thought it was hopeless!
still, i stressed a lot because i struggled to find a doctor willing to make a disability statement. it was mostly an issue for me because i had just been forced to switch insurance (turned 27 yay) which made me have to find new providers that don't know me well. luckily my psychologist said he was willing and gave a letter of support! and so timeskip after some more denials, i'm set for a hearing over the phone. my lawyer called me the day before to go over everything; checking that i'm not exaggerating answers, pointing out possible things they could ask about, stuff like that. (not like coaching, moreso just checking that i can give clear answers and not panic lol.) he said he knew the judge and thought she was very fair.
i was super nervous but the hearing seemed to go well from what i could tell! it was so gratifying to hear the job expert say exactly what i've been saying; that i only have experience in low-med labor jobs and those jobs won't hire someone who must be absent multiple days a month. the judge mentioned possibly asking a doctor about applying a special rule they use for seizures to my migraines that would classify me as disabled. the judge was very nice and at the end gave me a "sorry you have to go through this" that felt very genuine tho idk if that's something all judges say. my lawyer called afterwards to say he thought it went really well, i answered things well, and the job expert seemed to agree with us. things seem like they could go either way, but my lawyer sounds more hopeful now too so i'm cautiously excited.
so then mother's day i get a call from my lawyer. i rush to pick up because my social security online account status updated to final review 2 days prior so i knew a decision was coming. and my lawyer tells me, "congratulations, you won" !!!! I contain a scream and say in disbelief, "oh my god, i didn't expect to win my 1st at all!" he explained that actually the judge had written to the doctor about my migraines and the doctor disagreed. my lawyer wrote to the judge that he disagreed with the doctor's descision as he was off about some facts in his report, and the judge agreed with my lawyer!!! so i won for the migraines! he told me about how much i can be expecting and that i'll have to switch my primary insurance to medicare soon.
so i think the moral is: roll a nat20 on lawyer and judge selection and you're good! jk. kinda. i know i'm incredibly lucky to have gotten approved and i know there's so many of you out there that absolutely deserve it but have to fight til the end of the legal system. i mean even my dad was told by his doctor to stop working after a heart attack, but he had to go to the final hearing (in which that judge apologized to him that he wasn't approved earlier.) but if you're considering applying or going thru it and are scared now, just know it's not impossible! i was an anxiety-ridden mess right before my trial and even had a mild migraine during the whole thing, but it went really well! and soon i'll be able to pay off my debts and once again contribute financially!!
2024.05.14 17:38 cadenswanigan Cat's Sudden Downturn
My cat was fine, happy, eating, energetic, and all-around normal on Saturday. On Sunday, he was sleeping more than usual and not eating. We took him to the vet Monday morning, and they said it was just a lung infection, and gave him some meds to put in his food... which he still wasn't eating, even if we tried to force feed to him. In the evening, he peed himself and started breathing weird and drooling. We rushed him to the vet, where they took him overnight. This morning, Tuesday, they said he has an enlarged heart and may not make it. According to looking online, even if he survives hospitalization, he'll die soon anyways.
I was going to take him to college with me, live my next 10+ years with him. He's my best friend, and probably the only reason I've survived the past of couple years. I'm just confused and don't know how to process anything. He's always been a perfectly healthy indoor cat with no issues, even a couple weeks ago when he had his first checkup with us.
Is there a chance he'll recover fully from this? This is the worst time possible, as I'm about to graduate and live thousands of miles from anybody I'm close to, and he was gonna be with me. Any consoling or hopeful information anybody can give would be greatly appreciated. I don't know for sure if he has DCM or HCM, or if it's diet-related, though he is just fed commercial food, so unfortunately I don't think it's that simple of an issue. I'm just sitting here depressed awaiting and hoping he's fine.
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I was going to take him to college with me, live my next 10+ years with him. He's my best friend, and probably the only reason I've survived the past of couple years. I'm just confused and don't know how to process anything. He's always been a perfectly healthy indoor cat with no issues, even a couple weeks ago when he had his first checkup with us.
Is there a chance he'll recover fully from this? This is the worst time possible, as I'm about to graduate and live thousands of miles from anybody I'm close to, and he was gonna be with me. Any consoling or hopeful information anybody can give would be greatly appreciated. I don't know for sure if he has DCM or HCM, or if it's diet-related, though he is just fed commercial food, so unfortunately I don't think it's that simple of an issue. I'm just sitting here depressed awaiting and hoping he's fine.
2024.05.14 17:32 Suspicious_Usual_768 Has anyone else experienced rudeness when posting about trauma-related things in other subreddits?
Long story short, I posted something in a subreddit devoted to my favorite band where I talked about how this line in a song was deeply reminiscent of what it’s like experiencing a life-altering traumatic event(s) and asking if anyone else felt that way. Most of the comments were great but there was one person that just made a really nit-picky comment about one off-handed sentence in the post about the song’s meaning. When I asked her that I would like the thread to stay on topic and not squabble about a subjective song meaning, she just doubled down and said some unnecessary things about how I only wanted people to agree with her. I have a really heavy fawn response and have a tendency to shove my emotions aside for other’s due to my trauma so I’ve been practicing speaking up about how something is making me feel. I ended up telling her that me sharing that post was really difficult and vulnerable and I wanted to talk about music’s impact on people with trauma- not discuss the song meaning. She acted like I was some sort of freak for saying that. I’m also getting downvoted for it. Idk it just feels… not good to put work into something and have society repeatedly show you that you are bad for it. I just don’t get how some people behave online. Like someone spills their heart out and that’s your response? To pick out a single sentence that doesn’t even really have anything to do with the rest of it? Would they respond like that to someone in real life? I’d like to think not, but I’ve also had people respond similarly to me opening up in real life too. This experience just made me a little sad and I wanted to vent to a group that might understand. Thank you.
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2024.05.14 17:25 AdArtistic4910 AITA for lashing out at my aunt over not sending a text?
(Before I get to the whole situation, I must ask that this post is not shared anywhere)
TW for: Pet loss
Anyways im 19 years old (F) and I only just recently lost my childhood dog of 12 years about a week ago. I loved that dog very much and he saw me through almost every single major part of my life, from elementary school, to middle, high and then to college. Unfortunately due to the type of dog he is, his breed is prone to skin and heart conditions. He had a stage 5 heart murmur and one night, he ended up passing away suddenly on my mom’s bed.
Im very grateful that my little guy got to pass away in a comfortable place with myself and my mom at his side. Even though the grief is eating me up inside, he didn’t suffer and even had a little bit of peanut butter before he went. But here is where the issue starts.
Ive never really been close to many members of my family but my aunt and her family was the exception to this. My aunt treated me well, she always acts kindly around me and is very nice whenever we come over to visit. She’s my godmother too so if something were to (god forbid) happen to my own mom or dad, I could rely on her to help. Well now that its been a week since the passing of my dog, I haven’t even gotten a text from her giving her condolences for my dog’s passing. Ive gotten more empathy from people here on Reddit and Instagram as well as irl and online friends but somehow my family couldn’t spare at least 10 seconds to text a simple “im sorry”?? It was eating me up inside and I got extremely angry. I felt lonely and forgotten about by people I believed I could trust so I went into my texts with my aunt and began typing a message. I wanted to chew her out but instead I wrote as dignified of a message as I possibly could. My aunt took the time to respond to my message to her, wishing her happy mother’s day but she didn’t even pause to acknowledge the pain I was in. My mom even let me know that my aunt knew my dog passed. I wrote that my aunt had broken my trust and that I feel forgotten about and ignored by my mom’s side of the family since my aunt, uncle and grandma didn’t even bother to send a text offering their condolences.
But then my mom ends up discovering that I sent the text. Apparently my aunt chose to send it to her and complain about how ‘strong’ I came off and whine about how she worked 24 hour shifts so she couldn’t text. I get it, work can be hard sometimes but it only takes 10 seconds to send a simple ‘im sorry’. My mom told me about and for some reason another wave of that grief came over me and I broke apart and started crying. My mom does believe that some stuff I should have maybe kept inside but she does agree that my family should have texted me. The people on my mom’s side of the family, especially my aunt and grandma have a history of neglecting the emotional needs of my mom to where she feels left out and now my mom expressed how upset it made her that I was now also being given a taste of that alienation.
But im conflicted. I don’t know whenever or not I should have just sucked it up and kept it in or if me snapping and getting outraged was justified. So, AITA?
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Anyways im 19 years old (F) and I only just recently lost my childhood dog of 12 years about a week ago. I loved that dog very much and he saw me through almost every single major part of my life, from elementary school, to middle, high and then to college. Unfortunately due to the type of dog he is, his breed is prone to skin and heart conditions. He had a stage 5 heart murmur and one night, he ended up passing away suddenly on my mom’s bed.
Im very grateful that my little guy got to pass away in a comfortable place with myself and my mom at his side. Even though the grief is eating me up inside, he didn’t suffer and even had a little bit of peanut butter before he went. But here is where the issue starts.
Ive never really been close to many members of my family but my aunt and her family was the exception to this. My aunt treated me well, she always acts kindly around me and is very nice whenever we come over to visit. She’s my godmother too so if something were to (god forbid) happen to my own mom or dad, I could rely on her to help. Well now that its been a week since the passing of my dog, I haven’t even gotten a text from her giving her condolences for my dog’s passing. Ive gotten more empathy from people here on Reddit and Instagram as well as irl and online friends but somehow my family couldn’t spare at least 10 seconds to text a simple “im sorry”?? It was eating me up inside and I got extremely angry. I felt lonely and forgotten about by people I believed I could trust so I went into my texts with my aunt and began typing a message. I wanted to chew her out but instead I wrote as dignified of a message as I possibly could. My aunt took the time to respond to my message to her, wishing her happy mother’s day but she didn’t even pause to acknowledge the pain I was in. My mom even let me know that my aunt knew my dog passed. I wrote that my aunt had broken my trust and that I feel forgotten about and ignored by my mom’s side of the family since my aunt, uncle and grandma didn’t even bother to send a text offering their condolences.
But then my mom ends up discovering that I sent the text. Apparently my aunt chose to send it to her and complain about how ‘strong’ I came off and whine about how she worked 24 hour shifts so she couldn’t text. I get it, work can be hard sometimes but it only takes 10 seconds to send a simple ‘im sorry’. My mom told me about and for some reason another wave of that grief came over me and I broke apart and started crying. My mom does believe that some stuff I should have maybe kept inside but she does agree that my family should have texted me. The people on my mom’s side of the family, especially my aunt and grandma have a history of neglecting the emotional needs of my mom to where she feels left out and now my mom expressed how upset it made her that I was now also being given a taste of that alienation.
But im conflicted. I don’t know whenever or not I should have just sucked it up and kept it in or if me snapping and getting outraged was justified. So, AITA?
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- The Dungeon Of Naheulbeuk: The Amulet Of Chaos - Goodies Pack
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- Worms Rumble - Armageddon Weapon Skin Pack
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- Worms Rumble - Legends Pack
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- Ashampoo Photo Optimizer 7
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- GameGuru
- GameMaker Studio 2 Creator 12 Months
- Intro to Game Development with Unity
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- 10 Second Ninja X
- 11-11 Memories Retold
- 112 Operator
- 12 is Better Than 6
- 198X
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- 7 Billion Humans
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- 8-bit Adventure Anthology: Volume I
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- A Hole New World
- A JUGGLER'S TALE
- A Long Way Down
- A PLAGUE TALE: INNOCENCE
- A Robot Named Fight!
- A Tale for Anna
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- Adore
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- AETHERIS
- Agatha Christie Hercule Poirot The First Cases
- AIdol
- Airborne Kingdom
- Alba: A Wildlife Adventure
- Alder's Blood: Definitive Edition
- Alfred Hitchcock - Vertigo
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- Another World – 20th Anniversary Edition
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- Aragami 2
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- As Far as the Eye
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- Assemble With Care
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- Assetto Corsa Ultimate Edition
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- Attack of the Earthlings
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- Automobilista
- Automobilista 2
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- AUTONAUTS VS PIRATEBOTS
- Avatar: Frontiers of Pandora™ - Ubisoft Connect
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- Baba is you
- Back 4 Blood
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- Backbone
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- Baldur's Gate: Enhanced Edition
- Banners of Ruin
- Bartlow's Dread Machine
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- Batbarian: Testament of the Primordials
- Batman: Arkham Asylum Game of the Year Edition
- Batman: Arkham Origins
- Battle Royale Tycoon
- Battlecruisers
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- BATTLESTAR GALACTICA DEADLOCK SEASON ONE
- Battlestar Galactica Deadlock: Complete
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- Beyond: Two Souls
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- Bionic Commando Rearmed
- BioShock: The Collection
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- Black Paradox
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- BLACKHOLE: Complete Edition
- Blacksad: Under the Skin
- Blade of Darkness
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- Blood And Zombies
- Blood Rage: Digital Edition
- Bloodstained: Ritual of the Night
- Bomber Crew
- Boneless Zombie
- Boomerang Fu
- Borderlands 3
- Borderlands 3 Super Deluxe
- Borderlands 3 Super Deluxe Edition
- Borderlands: The Handsome Collection
- Bot Vice
- Bounty of One
- Brawlout
- Breakout: Recharged
- Breathedge
- bridge constructor
- Bridge constructor medieval
- bridge constructor stunts
- Broken Lines
- Brothers: A Tale of Two Sons
- Brutal Legend
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- Car Mechanic 2018
- Car Mechanic Simulator 2015
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- castle storm
- CastleStorm
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- CHANGE: A Homeless Survival Experience
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- Chernobylite: Enhanced Edition
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- Chicago 1930 : The Prohibition
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- Chorus
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- Click and Slay
- Cloud Gardens
- Cloudpunk
- Code Vein
- Coffee Talk
- Comedy Night
- Command & Conquer Remastered (Origin)
- Complete Dread X Collection
- Conarium
- Construction Simulator (2015) Deluxe Edition
- Constructor Plus
- Control
- Cook, Serve, Delicious! 3?!
- cornucopia
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- Cosmic Osmo and the Worlds Beyond the Mackerel
- Cosmonautica
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- Creaks
- Creepy Tale
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- CROSSBOW: Bloodnight
- Crush Your Enemies
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- Curse: The Eye of Isis
- Cyber Ops
- Cybercube
- Danger Scavenger
- Dark Deity
- DARK PICTURES ANTHOLOGY: HOUSE OF ASHES
- Darksiders Warmastered
- Darkwood
- DARQ: Complete Edition
- Day of the Tentacle Remastered
- days of war definitive edition
- Dead by Daylight
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- Dear Esther: Landmark Edition
- Death Stranding Directors Cut
- DEATH STRANDING DIRECTOR'S CUT
- Deceased
- DECEIVE INC.
- Degrees of Separation
- Delicious! Pretty Girls Mahjong Solitaire
- Deliver Us The Moon
- Demetrios - Deluxe Edition
- Depraved
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- Dragon's Dogma: Dark Arisen
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- Earth Defense Force 4.1 The Shadow of New Despair
- Eastern Exorcist
- Eiyuden Chronicle: Rising
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- ELDEST SOULS
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- Elemental Survivors
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- Elex II
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- Empire: Total War - Definitive Edition
- Empyrion - Galactic Survival
- ENCASED: A SCI-FI POST-APOCALYPTIC RPG
- Endless Space 2
- Endless Space 2 - Digital Deluxe Edition
- Endless Space® 2 - Digital Deluxe Edition
- Endzone - A World Apart
- EPIC CHEF
- Epistory - Typing Chronicles
- Escape the backrooms
- Eternal Threads
- Europa Universalis IV
- European Ship Simulator
- Everdream Valley
- Evil Genius 2: World Domination
- Exorder
- EXPEDITIONS: ROME
- Expeditions: Viking
- Explosionade
- F1 2018
- F1 2019 Anniversary Edition
- F1 2020
- F1 RACE STARS Complete Edition Include DLC
- Fable Anniversary
- Factory Town
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- Fallback: Uprising
- FALLOUT 1
- Family Mysteries 3: Criminal Mindset
- FANTASY BLACKSMITH
- FARMER'S DYNASTY
- Farming Simulator 17
- Farming Simulator 19
- Fictorum
- Field of Glory II
- Fights in Tight Spaces
- Filthy Animals Heist Simulator
- Firefighting Simulator - The Squad
- Fishing Adventure
- Flashback
- FLATLAND Vol.2
- FlatOut
- FLING TO THE FINISH
- Floppy Knights
- Fluffy Horde
- FOBIA - ST. DINFNA HOTEL
- For the King
- Forgive me Father
- Forts
- Fred3ric
- Fresh Start Cleaning Simulator
- Friends vs Friends
- Frogun
- From Space
- Frostpunk: Game of the Year Edition
- Frozenheim
- Fun with Ragdolls: The Game
- Funtasia
- Gamedec
- Gamedec - Definitive Edition
- Gang Beasts
- GARAGE bad trip
- Garden Story
- Garfield Kart
- GAS STATION SIMULATOR
- Gelly Break Deluxe
- Genesis Alpha One Deluxe Edition
- Gevaudan
- Ghostrunner
- Giana Sisters 2D
- GIGA WRECKER
- Gigantosaurus: Dino Kart
- Glitch Busters: Stuck On You
- Gloria Victis
- Go Home Dinosaurs
- GOAT OF DUTY
- GOD EATER 3
- Godlike Burger
- Godstrike
- Going Under
- Golf Gang
- Golf It!
- Gone Home + Original Soundtrack
- Good Knight
- Gotham Knights
- GREAK: MEMORIES OF AZUR
- GREEDFALL
- Gremlins, inc
- grey goo
- GRID - 2019
- grid ultimate
- GRIP: Combat Racing
- Gungrave G.O.R.E
- Guppy
- Guts and glory
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- Hacknet
- Haegemonia: Legions of Iron
- Hamilton's Great Adventure
- Hammerwatch
- Hands of Necromancy
- Havsala: Into the Soul Palace
- Headsnatchers
- Heartwood Heroes
- Heat Signature
- Helheim Hassle
- Hell Let Loose
- Hellblade: Senua's Sacrifice
- Hellbound
- Hellstuck: Rage With Your Friends
- Hero of the Kingdom III
- Hero of the Kingdom: The Lost Tales 2
- Heroes of Hammerwatch
- Heros hour
- Hexologic
- Hidden & Dangerous 2: Courage Under Fire
- Hidden & Dangerous: Action Pack
- Hidden Deep
- High On Life
- Hitman (2016) Game of the Year Edition
- HITMAN 2 - Gold Edition
- Hoa
- Hob
- Hollow Knight
- Holy Potatoes! A Spy Story?!
- Home Sweet Home
- Home Sweet Home EP2
- Homestead Arcana
- Hood: Outlaws & Legends
- Hoplegs
- Hot Tin Roof: The Cat That Wore A Fedora
- HOT WHEELS UNLEASHED ™
- Hotshot Racing
- House Flipper
- How to Survive 2
- Hue
- Human: Fall Flat
- HUMANKIND DEFINITIVE EDITION
- Hungry Flame
- Hyper Knights
- I am Bread
- I Am Fish
- I am not a Monster: First Contact
- I Hate Running Backwards
- ibb & obb Double Pack
- ICBM
- Ice Age Scrat's Nutty Adventure
- Ice Lakes
- Impostor Factory
- IN SOUND MIND
- Indivisible
- INDUSTRIA
- Infectonator 3: Apocalypse
- Infinite Beyond The Mind
- Injustice 2 Legendary Edition
- Insane 2
- INSOMNIA: The Ark
- Internet Cafe Simulator
- Internet Cafe Simulator 2
- Interstellar Space: Genesis
- Iron Fisticle
- Iron Harvest
- Ittle Dew
- Ittle Dew 2+
- Jack Move
- Jackbox party pack 2
- Jackbox party pack 5
- JANITOR BLEEDS
- Joint Task Force
- Jotun: Valhalla Edition
- Journey For Elysium
- Journey to the Savage Planet
- JUMANJI: The Video Game
- JumpJet Rex
- Juno: New Origins
- Jupiter Hell
- Jurassic Park: The Game
- Jurassic World Evolution
- Jurassic World Evolution 2
- JUST CAUSE 4: COMPLETE EDITION
- Just Die Already
- Kardboard Kings: Card Shop Simulator
- Keep Talking and Nobody Explodes
- Ken Follett's The Pillars of the Earth
- Kentucky Route Zero - Season Pass Edition
- Kerbal Space Program
- Killing Floor 2 Digital Deluxe Edition
- Killing Room
- Kingdom Two Crowns
- Kingdom: New Lands
- King's Bounty: Crossworlds
- Knights of Pen & Paper 2
- Knock-knock
- Koi-Koi Japan [Hanafuda playing cards] *Koi-Koi Japan : UKIYOE tours Vol.1 DLC *Koi-Koi Japan : UKIYOE tours Vol.2 DLC *Koi-Koi Japan : UKIYOE tours Vol.3 DLC
- Konung 2
- KungFu Kickball
- Labyrinthine
- Lair of the Clockwork God
- Laserlife
- LAST OASIS
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2024.05.14 17:21 thatgirlthattravels 18 [F4A] canada / #online looking for genuine connections and flirty banter, keep me company this summer?💕
hi!
im done school for the year so now im turning up for the summer! i’d love to get to know some new people and make some new online friends that can keep me company!
a little mix of flirty banter and meaningful conversation would be perfect💕 would totally love someone I can talk to in my daily life about anything and everything
send me an interesting chat and tell me about yourself! but don’t just hit me with “hey”/“hi”/“what’s up”/etc. ✨please be able to hold a conversation✨and put effort into our talks. im super down to talk about anything as long as we vibe!
tell me if you’re watching the nba playoffs!🏀 tell me you’re team drake🦉💕 tell me about your summer plans! tell me about your passions!
vent to me about your job. tell me about your amazing relationship or vent to me about how messy the break up was; im here for the tea.
tell me your fav new show or song. tell me if the current events worry you.😩 tell me if you’re happy with life. talk to me about anything; let’s have a great conversation? :)
a little about me:
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im done school for the year so now im turning up for the summer! i’d love to get to know some new people and make some new online friends that can keep me company!
a little mix of flirty banter and meaningful conversation would be perfect💕 would totally love someone I can talk to in my daily life about anything and everything
send me an interesting chat and tell me about yourself! but don’t just hit me with “hey”/“hi”/“what’s up”/etc. ✨please be able to hold a conversation✨and put effort into our talks. im super down to talk about anything as long as we vibe!
tell me if you’re watching the nba playoffs!🏀 tell me you’re team drake🦉💕 tell me about your summer plans! tell me about your passions!
vent to me about your job. tell me about your amazing relationship or vent to me about how messy the break up was; im here for the tea.
tell me your fav new show or song. tell me if the current events worry you.😩 tell me if you’re happy with life. talk to me about anything; let’s have a great conversation? :)
a little about me:
- im lebanese / canadian
- im bisexual / pansexual
- im a goofy sarcastic person at heart, i love to make people laugh, im pretty open minded and if you need someone to rant to or vent im a good listener
- i have an older sister
- i love back and forth playful banter, roasting each other and all things that energy
- im a night owl (est time zone, bonus points if you can keep me company late at night)
- just finished my freshmen year of university in canada; i want to be a doctor eventually
- i have have the cutest cloud dog
- im super outgoing and outdoorsy and want to travel the world as much as possible, i love to visit different areas and take part in new experiences! hiking through mountains, kayaking, rafting, camping, soaking in the sights and the atmosphere, and trying all the amazing local food. love going out with friends to concerts, to dance, to go on road trips, cottage trips and beach days
- i love to stay active, im a big basketball fan. (also a casual nfl fan)
- i have progressive / leftist views. pro-choice, lgbtqia+, etc
- little bit of a foodie
- love hiphop and r&b the most but a listen to a bit of everything else too
- some shows i love: breaking bad, the bear, russian doll, game of thrones (before it became terrible), avatar the last airbender, house md (also i watch a few anime)
- some movies I love: everything everywhere all at once, spiderverse 2, the dark knight, interstellar, the incredibles
- i don’t play video games
- i love to read too; hot take, the percy jackson (and sequel) series > the harry potter series
2024.05.14 17:18 TheBestLotad Am I just anxious, or was I a fool to begin with?
Hi Reddit, I'm new, and my best friend uses Reddit so I hope they don't come to this sub. I only know about it because I listen to RSlash.
I (NB 25) love my best friend (NB 29) in a "more than friends" way.
I'll be honest, I'm terrible when it comes to relationships. I get clingy, lose myself in the relationship, always feel the need to "prove" my love; essentially I am an easy target for bad people. Because of this I haven't been in a relationship for 6 years, it helps that I'm asexual (sex repulsed), but I still have the desire for romantic love.
Me and my friend met online about 2 years ago and we instantly clicked. At the time I was still weary about getting into a relationship, as I wasn't confident that I wouldn't slip into those unhealthy habits. Funny enough, that was also around the time my therapist cancelled my therapy appointment without telling me and ghosted me. I'm guessing I didn't appear mentally ill enough? I don't know. And no she was fine, she just went on a vacation.
Anyways, me and my friend talked a lot, and clearly our talks were more than platonic. But hey maybe I'm wrong and it's normal for people to call their best friends by pet names, say I love you over and over again, and send love letters in the mail about how much you love them and want them in your life. They used to be so loving, and I felt so secure in what we were.
Then Christmas happened, and it hasn't been the same since. They got asked out on a date by a work colleague and accepted it, which shattered my heart. I told them that if they pursued the relationship, that I wouldn't feel comfortable being as loving as we were and that we would have to talk as regular friends do. I asked them what we were and if they loved me the way I love them. It hurt when they said that they weren't sure.
They cancelled the date with the other person, but I don't think I've recovered from that day. Even though from it we decided that we would plan on living together once we were at stable places in our careers (we were both having issues with our jobs).
One time I got super drunk with their friend, and the friend said my best friend loved me and wanted to kiss me but just would never admit it, which felt good to hear. I've heard from their friends that they know they love me and that I've been a force of good in their life, one asked me to please stay because I make them happy. Essentially all their friends have been saying that my friend loves me but just doesn't know it.
Meanwhile my friends, who aren't online all that much so haven't seen how me and my friend interact, have been wanting to set me up. One was trying to set up a double date between her bf, and then me and her friend. When I told my friend about it, they were obviously hurt and got quiet for the night, being sheepish to tell me that I should do what I want to do.
I didn't want to, I still wanted to be with my friend, even though we weren't "together" together. That was a few months, and the last time it's happened.
So why am I here? Shouldn't it be obvious that we have feelings for each other?
These past few months they've slowly been showing their affection less and it's been bothering me.
They get off work and I ask them how their day went, and they'll say they're tired and going to bed, then do exactly that. They won't ask about my day, and that will be our only interaction for the day. At one point this was happening every single day.
They no longer say all those kind words that made me fall for them in the beginning, about how I make their life worth living. They've stopped calling me all those pet names that made me feel special, they rarely even say "I love you" first.
I spoke with them, about how I miss these pet names, that I miss being told that I matter to them. I tell them that these are my love language and that I don't feel loved, and all they say is that they're sorry and they don't know how to make me feel loved. I JUST TOLD YOU HOW!
They used to plan on coming to visit me once they get the money, but when they do get the money they visit family instead. I understand that family comes first, but it still hurts to know that they basically lied to me.
I'm reaching my breaking point, I'm tired of playing this game of "will we, won't we". But at the same time I'm afraid that I might be over reacting, and I don't want to leave them alone if they do really want something. Plus it's really hard finding a partner when you're sex repulsed.
So should I just move on? I haven't told them that I'm ready to break off what little we have, but other than that I have been VERY up front with my emotions as I have them.
TL;DR: I'm anxious and tired after playing around with someone with commitment issues after 2 years.
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I (NB 25) love my best friend (NB 29) in a "more than friends" way.
I'll be honest, I'm terrible when it comes to relationships. I get clingy, lose myself in the relationship, always feel the need to "prove" my love; essentially I am an easy target for bad people. Because of this I haven't been in a relationship for 6 years, it helps that I'm asexual (sex repulsed), but I still have the desire for romantic love.
Me and my friend met online about 2 years ago and we instantly clicked. At the time I was still weary about getting into a relationship, as I wasn't confident that I wouldn't slip into those unhealthy habits. Funny enough, that was also around the time my therapist cancelled my therapy appointment without telling me and ghosted me. I'm guessing I didn't appear mentally ill enough? I don't know. And no she was fine, she just went on a vacation.
Anyways, me and my friend talked a lot, and clearly our talks were more than platonic. But hey maybe I'm wrong and it's normal for people to call their best friends by pet names, say I love you over and over again, and send love letters in the mail about how much you love them and want them in your life. They used to be so loving, and I felt so secure in what we were.
Then Christmas happened, and it hasn't been the same since. They got asked out on a date by a work colleague and accepted it, which shattered my heart. I told them that if they pursued the relationship, that I wouldn't feel comfortable being as loving as we were and that we would have to talk as regular friends do. I asked them what we were and if they loved me the way I love them. It hurt when they said that they weren't sure.
They cancelled the date with the other person, but I don't think I've recovered from that day. Even though from it we decided that we would plan on living together once we were at stable places in our careers (we were both having issues with our jobs).
One time I got super drunk with their friend, and the friend said my best friend loved me and wanted to kiss me but just would never admit it, which felt good to hear. I've heard from their friends that they know they love me and that I've been a force of good in their life, one asked me to please stay because I make them happy. Essentially all their friends have been saying that my friend loves me but just doesn't know it.
Meanwhile my friends, who aren't online all that much so haven't seen how me and my friend interact, have been wanting to set me up. One was trying to set up a double date between her bf, and then me and her friend. When I told my friend about it, they were obviously hurt and got quiet for the night, being sheepish to tell me that I should do what I want to do.
I didn't want to, I still wanted to be with my friend, even though we weren't "together" together. That was a few months, and the last time it's happened.
So why am I here? Shouldn't it be obvious that we have feelings for each other?
These past few months they've slowly been showing their affection less and it's been bothering me.
They get off work and I ask them how their day went, and they'll say they're tired and going to bed, then do exactly that. They won't ask about my day, and that will be our only interaction for the day. At one point this was happening every single day.
They no longer say all those kind words that made me fall for them in the beginning, about how I make their life worth living. They've stopped calling me all those pet names that made me feel special, they rarely even say "I love you" first.
I spoke with them, about how I miss these pet names, that I miss being told that I matter to them. I tell them that these are my love language and that I don't feel loved, and all they say is that they're sorry and they don't know how to make me feel loved. I JUST TOLD YOU HOW!
They used to plan on coming to visit me once they get the money, but when they do get the money they visit family instead. I understand that family comes first, but it still hurts to know that they basically lied to me.
I'm reaching my breaking point, I'm tired of playing this game of "will we, won't we". But at the same time I'm afraid that I might be over reacting, and I don't want to leave them alone if they do really want something. Plus it's really hard finding a partner when you're sex repulsed.
So should I just move on? I haven't told them that I'm ready to break off what little we have, but other than that I have been VERY up front with my emotions as I have them.
TL;DR: I'm anxious and tired after playing around with someone with commitment issues after 2 years.
2024.05.14 17:18 OwlGams I believe most people I've met don't like me.
I have a deep and hard to shake belief in my core that the majority of people I've met or known in the world offline don't like me. Even most people I've met online.
I'm not a bad person but I have intense emotions that I have struggled with. I've been to CBT and that has helped but I've gotten to the point I don't feel like it's worth it to try and make friends. It's too disheartening knowing I will do or be something that puts them off. I was badly bullied for more than half my life (I'm 36 now) and it's left a big trust issue in its path.
It's easier to be alone. But the thought of having nobody to know in my twilight years scares me. I keep picturing myself in a hospital bed as an old woman, nobody by my bedside to say goodbye and my heart breaks.
People like me and what I do from a distance. I don't know if it will ever change. I'm so tired of being stung by rejection and feeling so awkward around people.
As the years go by I notice I keep my distance even from online friends. When I'm close to someone I'm so scared of losing them that I sabotage myself or let myself fade away.
How do I get better? Am I too fundamentally broken?
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I'm not a bad person but I have intense emotions that I have struggled with. I've been to CBT and that has helped but I've gotten to the point I don't feel like it's worth it to try and make friends. It's too disheartening knowing I will do or be something that puts them off. I was badly bullied for more than half my life (I'm 36 now) and it's left a big trust issue in its path.
It's easier to be alone. But the thought of having nobody to know in my twilight years scares me. I keep picturing myself in a hospital bed as an old woman, nobody by my bedside to say goodbye and my heart breaks.
People like me and what I do from a distance. I don't know if it will ever change. I'm so tired of being stung by rejection and feeling so awkward around people.
As the years go by I notice I keep my distance even from online friends. When I'm close to someone I'm so scared of losing them that I sabotage myself or let myself fade away.
How do I get better? Am I too fundamentally broken?