Papa ne mujhe aur choda mummy ko

Aaj exam tha ...nikale 7:30 m ghr s ...centre mere ghr s 1:00 ghanta dur tha ...gaye dene papa k saath ...saala office tha school k naam p ...aur waha pta chla ab kahi aur Jana h phir gaye aur hopefully time p pahuch gaye ...9:30 entry close tha ...bt waha dekhe line lga k roka h ...9:50 m entry diya...uske baad bina checking k ...Bina biometric k andr bola baith jao...baad m attendence banega...uske baad class m baithe phir 10 bje s exam suru hona tha...bt mc invigilator jo ek make aur female tha ...itta inexperienced aur chutiya tha kya bole...paper khola 10:20 m batna suru kiya ...aur chutiya ...ko padhna chahiye tha k jo question paper diye h wahi no. K omr bhi Dena h ...bt chutiya sb...idhr udhr kr diya aur usi m panic aur havoc hogya...teen baar toh alg alg omr diya aur qn paper sbko...usi m ek larki teeno baar omr m apna roll no bhr di...yani do baccha k gya exam... invigilator k glti s ...phir at the end jb 10:45 hua toh bola koi bhi kisi bhi no. Wale omr m bhr do bs paper code like ABC same hona chahiye...jbki question paper p clearly mentioned tha k same hona chahiye...uske baad bola ek ghnta milega ...sb protest k rha tha toh...aur exam k beech m examiner dono ...sign aur photo chipkane m itta nautanki kiya kya bole...phir attendance bhi nhi bna tha toh bola time pehle k hi bharo ...aur guess what ...30 m baad bola ab hogya ...paper do... literally...🤦🏻‍♂️ Hmko toh nhi Dena tha hm aise hi gaye the... Bt jisko Dena h seriously aur koi koi toh drop wla bhi tha...ek larki toh ek omr bhi bhari thi bs qn paper p jitna bana tick k hui thi...50 m 40 banana tha ...nta k management aur school jaha p hua ...kya chutiyapa tha🤦🏻‍♂️

Is computer getting hang in cet exam normal ? Mera 2 baar hang howa aur phir examiner ne seat change karwa diya. Time to poora Mila lekin saala momentum thoda Tod gya waise bhi pehle question me hi atak Gaya tha🫠
Bhai 95 percentile kitne pe banega. Tbh Paper thoda tough laga mujhe (shyad sirf mujhe hi tough lagra 🥲)
Kaha hamne IIT Jaane ke khwab dekhe the 10th ke baad aur ab cet me 90-95 percentile ke bhi lale ha😟

Aaj exam tha ...nikale 7:30 m ghr s ...centre mere ghr s 1:00 ghanta dur tha ...gaye dene papa k saath ...saala office tha school k naam p ...aur waha pta chla ab kahi aur Jana h phir gaye aur hopefully time p pahuch gaye ...9:30 entry close tha ...bt waha dekhe line lga k roka h ...9:50 m entry diya...uske baad bina checking k ...Bina biometric k andr bola baith jao...baad m attendence banega...uske baad class m baithe phir 10 bje s exam suru hona tha...bt mc invigilator jo ek make aur female tha ...itta inexperienced aur chutiya tha kya bole...paper khola 10:20 m batna suru kiya ...aur chutiya ...ko padhna chahiye tha k jo question paper diye h wahi no. K omr bhi Dena h ...bt chutiya sb...idhr udhr kr diya aur usi m panic aur havoc hogya...teen baar toh alg alg omr diya aur qn paper sbko...usi m ek larki teeno baar omr m apna roll no bhr di...yani do baccha k gya exam... invigilator k glti s ...phir at the end jb 10:45 hua toh bola koi bhi kisi bhi no. Wale omr m bhr do bs paper code like ABC same hona chahiye...jbki question paper p clearly mentioned tha k same hona chahiye...uske baad bola ek ghnta milega ...sb protest k rha tha toh...aur exam k beech m examiner dono ...sign aur photo chipkane m itta nautanki kiya kya bole...phir attendance bhi nhi bna tha toh bola time pehle k hi bharo ...aur guess what ...30 m baad bola ab hogya ...paper do... literally...🤦🏻‍♂️ Hmko toh nhi Dena tha hm aise hi gaye the... Bt jisko Dena h seriously aur koi koi toh drop wla bhi tha...ek larki toh ek omr bhi bhari thi bs qn paper p jitna bana tick k hui thi...50 m 40 banana tha ...nta k management aur school jaha p hua ...kya chutiyapa tha🤦🏻‍♂️

Aaj exam tha ...nikale 7:30 m ghr s ...centre mere ghr s 1:00 ghanta dur tha ...gaye dene papa k saath ...saala office tha school k naam p ...aur waha pta chla ab kahi aur Jana h phir gaye aur hopefully time p pahuch gaye ...9:30 entry close tha ...bt waha dekhe line lga k roka h ...9:50 m entry diya...uske baad bina checking k ...Bina biometric k andr bola baith jao...baad m attendence banega...uske baad class m baithe phir 10 bje s exam suru hona tha...bt mc invigilator jo ek make aur female tha ...itta inexperienced aur chutiya tha kya bole...paper khola 10:20 m batna suru kiya ...aur chutiya ...ko padhna chahiye tha k jo question paper diye h wahi no. K omr bhi Dena h ...bt chutiya sb...idhr udhr kr diya aur usi m panic aur havoc hogya...teen baar toh alg alg omr diya aur qn paper sbko...usi m ek larki teeno baar omr m apna roll no bhr di...yani do baccha k gya exam... invigilator k glti s ...phir at the end jb 10:45 hua toh bola koi bhi kisi bhi no. Wale omr m bhr do bs paper code like ABC same hona chahiye...jbki question paper p clearly mentioned tha k same hona chahiye...uske baad bola ek ghnta milega ...sb protest k rha tha toh...aur exam k beech m examiner dono ...sign aur photo chipkane m itta nautanki kiya kya bole...phir attendance bhi nhi bna tha toh bola time pehle k hi bharo ...aur guess what ...30 m baad bola ab hogya ...paper do... literally...🤦🏻‍♂️ Hmko toh nhi Dena tha hm aise hi gaye the... Bt jisko Dena h seriously aur koi koi toh drop wla bhi tha...ek larki toh ek omr bhi bhari thi bs qn paper p jitna bana tick k hui thi...50 m 40 banana tha ...nta k management aur school jaha p hua ...kya chutiyapa tha🤦🏻‍♂️

title ke 10th m 86% aaye uske baad 12th m 60% (pcm) aaye iska blame m kisi ko nhi apne aap ko deta hu ghar m kuch problem thi par uspe dhyana na dete hue. Koi mujhe pvt candidate ke bare m bata sakta h ki wo 5 subject dete h ya sirf 3 subject jo main h aur unhe practical wapis dena padega ki iss saal ke practical marks carry hojayenge. Apply kese kar sakta hu m?

bhai parso cbse ka result aaya h or me fail hogya hu(12th) or result dekhne ke baad mere ghar wale baith ke mujhe smja rhe the ki koi dikkat nhi h agli baar try karna. sab kuch sunn ke me apne kamre me jaa hi rha tha ki i got fainted or meko hospital leke gye or aaj subah hi discharge kara h mujhe or report me mental stress ki vajah btayi h. ab thoda thik hu me to mene socha h ki me private candidate ka form fill karunga to please koi bta do ki date kya h form fill karne ki aur thoda sa motivation bhi dedo.
aur iss sal fail hone ki vajah depression tha kyuki exam ke time pe hamare ghar me bhot bdi musibat aagyi thi mere ghar wale bhi face nhi kar paa rhe the uss problem ko aur meri dadi bhi shant hogyi thi mere phele paper ke din to me uske karan kuch bhi likh paya to please help kar do.
THANK YOU....
aur ab kya karna chaiye or kuch tips bhi dedena

bc 10th me 90 laye the,papa ne iphone prmise kiya tha 90.2% ke upar laya toh. What did i get? Faces of dissapointment because it was *just* above 90.
12th me 83.6 aaye. 97 in computers, they didn't talk about computers. pcm me avg 77.3% admittedly. What did I get? Papa ne sunaya bas. Bc i got scolded because it was *just* above the minimum 75% all colleges are asking.
BC sirf dant khata hu mai. papa ko pata hai how much I like photography, mujhe ek camera promise kiya tha, dad is backtracking on that too, ki zyada costly hai etc. 2 weeks back jab s23 was selling for 40k, he asked me if I wanted it. I told him phone nahi chahiye, ek camera le do pehle, phone jab mera tootega tab dekhenge. What did he say? He told me phone se photography ho jaega. BC itna dard hua ye sun kar. Now I didn't get either. I asked him to get an ipad for college so I can use it for my notes, it's much easier to organise in it. We discussed a bit. A few days later I told him ki US me sasta milta hai, chacha se mangwa lenge, what did he say? KYA ZAROORAT HAI TUMHE? BHENCHOD ITNA GUSSA AYA NA

Just realised NTA ne iss saal ke almost saare exams mein baccho ki gend maari hai. I think this is their personal best as of yet,we should congratulate them 1. We all know the 27th and 4th wala JEE fuckup, mera dost jisko hamesha haste hue dekha tha woh rone jaisi halat mein tha after the result. Honourable mention: Bhayankar Reddy🥵 2. NEET centre fuckups, ghatiya centres utha ke diye the baccho ko with bad faculty. There's that video that went viral just recently about that girl from Patna,and there are many more examples. 3. CUET Delhi walo ko kaafi jaldi yaad aaya election duties ka, this is a central agency that we're supposed to trust with our hardwork, aur yeh Babu log yeh sab kar rahe hai.
Take care homies, we're stuck with this apeshit of a system and we'll have to do with it,just keep working hard. And do your needful if you ever get a chance to improve this system(UPSC wale especially) Edit: 6s1,not 4,galti ho gayi🙏🏽

Haar chuka huu har jagah. 3 lakh kharch karke mains mein cutoff clear nahi hua aur boards mein 78 aarhe hai.
Abhi drop ke raha huu. I would daily update the tasks i did shoutout to u/dkshh . Reddit pe timer laga diya 30 mins daily ka toh zyada use nahi hoga and i dont have any other social media.
Resources I'm using PHY : Physics by Rohit Mishra lectures yt channel CHEM : CHEMIIT Vishal Singh paid courses MATH : ANNA Sir lectures
Material : FIITJEE Modules, PYQs, Reference books recommended by teacher
Test series : Boards ke marks dekhkar khareed dene se mana kar diya papa ne. Kisi ache pirated ts ka printout karke dedunga test.
Peace.

Some days back my gf got a call from this number +91875714327 (motice its only 9 digits) then he said “ main rahul bol rha hu brandbaaz se online kaam krke pese kamane he , meri gf ne naa bol dia to bolta he mere lie ldki dhund do phir shaadi krlo merese I mean kitne ghatiya log he “ phir meri gf ne mujhe kha mene try kia dial krke ispe gussa krne ka but 9 hi digit he to number nhi laga phir kuch din baad kal same number se call mujhe ayaa whi bola “brandbaaz se rahul bol rha hu mujhe yaad aagya to mene pucha konse city se bol rhe ho to bola mg road chennai pkka jhoot bola hoga phir me kuch nhi bola to bola ye bhosdika he gaali bak kr kaat dia” bhot hi cheap aur gnda tone tha us bande ka jor jor se chilla rha tha
Can anybody tell or help me koi action lia jaa skta he ky ispe kha complaint ki jaa skti he??

I started exercising around a week ago and also dieting so today my mom and sister were having dinner. Now I was sitting there watching tv and I felt super hungry but I couldn't eat so when they both finished the food my sister left a roti she was not eating it and my mom offered me. I told her I'm on diet and she said koi baat nhi ek roti se kuch nhi hoga I was also hungry so I agreed and mummy mujhe vo roti me sabzi roll krke de hi as I told her ki mujhe kitni zyada bhookh lagi hai and she was like mujhe pta hai mere bete ko kitni bhookh lagti hai maa hoon teri at that very moment I cried don't know why but apne aap Mera mood bhi kharab nhi tha kuch bhi nhi bas I cried. Phir meri behen bhi mujhe chidhane lagi but kya karu control hi nhi ho rahe the aansu. I felt like mummy ne kitni jaldi pehchan liya ki mujhe bhookh lagi hogi i feel blessed mujhe aisi mummy mili hai. Other people eat food to live but I'm one of those persons who live for food aur ye dieting bohot mushkil hai aaj rone ke baad lga kuch bhi ho maa jaisa koi nhi hota na kabhi tha na kabhi hoga.
Edit: To so my friend who are suggesting me to not starving but I eat like an elephant that's why I was feeling hungry it'll take time but I'll learn and I'm managing my nutrients so in evening and I'm overweight I've a bmi of 33 so I've to reduce my food intake and sugar that why I was feeling super hungry.

Hello ladies and gentleman, this is going to be a long post. I need to get this off my chest and I prefer using a throwaway (I hope the mods approve this)
Jo kahani mein bayan kerne jaa raha hun uss se shayad sab relate na ker sakein lekin apko aek naya perspective zaroor mile ga ke ese log bhi hote hain jo ese bhi sochte hain.
For the past 2 years, I lived a very weird life, I use the word weird because the more I think about it the more it doesnt make sense. Basically, I was living in the delusion that I had found happiness. Being a very emotionally stunted person meant I was taking everything at face value, never was too happy never was too sad, always expected a fluctuation in the the straight line that is life and treated every event as such. So when all of this started, I was stupid enough to let my guard down. Bohot bachaa ke rakha tha apne aap ko, aek dafa ki thi ye ghalti pehle aur socha tha ke ab phirse nahi kerni, lekin;

‎بہک کر باغِ جنت سے چلا آیا تھا دنیا میں، سنا ہے بعد مہشر پھر اُسی جنت میں جانا ہے، چلا تو جاؤں جنت میں مگر یہ سوچ کر چُپ ہوں، میں آدمذات ہوں مجھ کو بہک جانے کی عادت ہے

Coming back to my delusion, I found a girl 😂 How I found her is not relevant, but what is relevant is what I did after finding her. Initially, it was the same old story, boy meets girl, boy likes girl, boy has red flags, girl has red flags, but the chemistry is there and they choose to work through them and make it work. Sounds nice right? Mujhe bhi soch ke kuch aesa hi laga tha 😂 Reality was different, tab socha nahi ke kitne barre imtehan mein apne aap ko daal raha hun.
Thinking back to it, I had to fight for my place. I had to fight other potential candidates, which at the time, felt like the right thing to do. Infatuation, it its most embryonic stage, has a way of blinding you with false hope. Wearing those blinds I fell into what broke me so much more as a human being that all of what I had built myself to become, I found in pieces. It was surprising to see how I had let something take so much control. I wont lie, in the moment, it was perfect, I had everything I wanted.

زلف بردوش کون آیا یہ کس کی آہٹ سے گل کھلے ہیں
مہک رہی ہے فضائے ہستی تمام عالم بہار سا ہے

A big mistake I would say would be that I trusted her with myself. When I say myself, I mean all my weaknesses that I had been hiding from the world to be this person that everyone around me depended on. I know what you must be thinking, a child is typing this and acting as if he has the burden of the world on his shoulders 😂 Unfortunately, Im an adult who is mourning what I believed to be maybe my happy ending after the endless suffering I had been through.
Another mistake from the list of many was that I made earning my forgiveness very easy. Its very normal to mess up, but messing up to a certain point is acceptable, past that point you have to set your limits, which I didnt. Sometimes its surprising to look back at how much I let someone walk over me, thinking that I am conducting constructive dialogue which will prevent this from happening again.

کوشش بھی کر امید بھی رکھ راستہ بھی چن پھر اس کے بعد تھوڑا مقدر تلاش کر

By the end of all of it I had woken up, I knew I was destroying myself. As I type this, Im not sure how to describe it, it was the best nightmare anyone could ask for, being awake I feel like I have been put back in the jail of my own thoughts. I live in isolation, I dont talk to anyone anymore, its like Im back to being myself after learning how to be so much more. I did not get closure, for a number of reasons, which Im okay with, one of us had to live like this, Im just glad it could be me.
I think my brain, due to its limited capacity to process a range of emotions, hid a lot of bad memories so I dont completely shut down. I am very thankful for that, I didnt shut down, and went through all of this to the point where the deep ache in my chest has slowly begun to disappear. It hasnt fully gone away, it has its moments.

میں تو منیرؔ آئینے میں خود کو تک کر حیران ہوا
یہ چہرہ کچھ اور طرح تھا پہلے کسی زمانے میں

Bhai personally pata nhi mujhe feel ho rha hai ki sabka exam Jo kal unn sab ka exam postpone ho jayega like admit card site kamm nhi kr rhi it's 12 am aur bhenchod abhi bhi site kamm nhi kr rhi toh kab kamm kregi kya pata Lage tum log centre paucho aur pata Lage tumhare bhi exam postpone ho jaye waise bhi nta walo pe bharosa nhi kr sakte let's see kya hota hai bakki best of luck to everyone jinka kal paper hai
Bakki fuck nta Aur nta ki maa ko kutta chode

So I gave my 12 boards in year 2022, scored decent percentage(86%) CBSE board so like every other aspirant I thinked let's take drop for 1 year... When I gave jee with 12 I scored around 50 percentile(was not taking any coaching or any sorts of tution,na hi 11 12 mai koi tuition lo boards ke liye yt se padhta tha sirf) so when I write exam after one year of drop I scored 62 percentile in my first attempt aur second attempt mai 69 percentile.... I was shattered whole year I think ki agar 130-120 bhi le aya to state ke nit mai easily ho Jayega kisi circuital branch mai(I belongs to HP, here a general male candidate can easily get any circuital branch if you score 96-97 percentile due to home state quota). So I thought ki ab to kuch nhi hoga but fir ek din ek dost ne bola ki Bhai tu second drop lele.. I thought is year 96 percentile 140 Tak bani hai moderate shift mai to agar ek saal acche se padha to 160-180 tk le aunga(My first mistake ki maine apna goal hi chota seat Kiya like 180 number) Second drop le liya.. starting mai sab sahi ja raha tha up to July scoring good marks in mock like 110-120ish.Iwas happy ki chalo last year se progress ho rhi hai exam Tak 160-180 ho ji jayega...I didn't join any offline coaching was preparing from my home by pw prayas batch( My second mistake ki maine apne comfort zone Mai reh kar padhai karna decide Kiya, I know ki most of log aap mai se bolenge ki Bhai online Ghar se padh kar bhi ho jata hai and I completely agree with you but the thing is if you are preparing online for such big competitive exam you need to be disciplined which In my case was lacking)cut to Second drop result I scored same percentile like last year... Fully fucked up I know ki kuch nhi milega is pe aur kismat itni acchi ki is year 2024 jab exam Diya to first attempt 27 Jan shift2 thi aur second attempt mai 6 April shift 1 which you guys know ki dono mai hi high marks pe low percentile bni hai due to several reasons but mai apni failure ko is se nhi excuse kar raha.. I didn't study properly and I failed that simple ... Jab se exam aya hai zayda tar Ghar pe hi rehta hun aur ab bas suicidal thoughts hi ate haii... Most of the time depressed rehna ... Mai apne aap ko koi bahut bekar student nhi manta agar mehnat krte lag ke to ho jata but ab vo time chala gya aur mai bas ye cheez is liye idhar likh Raha hun kyunki ye sab baate sab log nhi smj sakte ... I hope ki mai mar jaun jitna jldi ho sake taki ye sab baate sochne nhi pdhe

So basically I can't focus at my home, And since I've decided to take a drop my mom keeps on taunting me and waisa jo mahaul hai wo mujhe yaha ni mil pa rha and I can't study, So kya mujhe ek full day library (8am to 8pm) join krna chahiye? Kisi aur ne join kiya tha in his/her jee prep oh do tell ur schedule in library

Galli hai agge sorry
Mai delhi ka hu bhenchod inn nta walo ko nanga kr ke rod se marro beech sadak pe bhenchod ajj mai 12 ghante se gand ghis ke padh rha hu bhenchod aur inn dallo ne paper postpond kr diya are bhenchodo Naa tumhari site kamm krti hai naa madarchod tumhare yha koi randi ka phone uthata hai naa bhenchod tum baccho ko assurance dete ho are madarchodo tumhara Kam kya hai bhenchod baccho ka chutiya katna kya? Madarchod nta walo bhenchod koi kamm time pe nhi krte raat me info de rhe paper cancel ho gya hai bhenchod kutte raand salle
Accha yeh batana ki 16 may walo ka admit card same rhega yaa uska bhi nya admit card ayega ham delhi walo ke liye 🤡

Mujhe Delhi walo se koi problem nahi hai Tum Delhi Wale bhaiyo aur beheno se mujhe koi issue nahi hai lekin NTA Wale chutiye hai kya? Mtlb Delhi mai postpone krdi dekho isse boht saari problem arise hoti hai.
1.Set badal dege to isliye Normalisation ho shakta
2.delhi walo ko zyada time milega prepare krne k liye
3.NTA wali ki MKC BC postpone Krna hai to pure india mai kro na sirf Delhi mai kyu
Last thing agar tum Delhi mai ho mujhe tumse koi personal issue nahi I am just frustrated with NTA saalo ne pehle Admit card ki BKC ki phir ye I am just fed up it's just infuriating that you study so hard for a exam and an organisation fucks it up.NTA ki MKC

Bhai mere 16 May wale exam ka Center hi update nhi kia tha inlogo ne pichle wale admit card me
Aaj Kai logo ka exam center update hua h aur Maine abtk Apna center nhi Dekha ab tk ab Kal purane admit card pr Jo center h usi pr Jane ki soch rha hu😭😭
Aur inki site pr likha h ki you should admit card by 14 may evening mtlb uske baad admit card download hi nhi kr paenge Kya ???😭 Pls help mere 16 may k paper ka to Koi center hi nhi Pta mujhe Ab uss din kaise exam du 😭 pls help me