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In the game Re Zero: Lost in Memories that's now shut down, their used to be a Melancholy if that starts from arc 3.
And unlike the other if routes Subaru has forbid himself of using RBD because of Rem's last words; "Please... live."
The author stated that this was supposed to be April Fools story too but because of unexpected schedule delay he's putting it in the game. Thus confirming that this is supposed official Melancholy IF story.
Since it is still in the progress of being translated, I tried my best at summarizing and translating it. There might be some errors here and there but hope you enjoy it.
How it diverges from the main story is that; After Rem gets killed by Betelgeuse in arc 3, Subaru doesn't go to Mathers' domain and doesn't get killed by Puck.
After wandering in the forest while carrying Rem's corpse in the forest for a while, Subaru gets found by Reinhardt.
And after burying her in the bed of flowers that was nearby, Subaru faints, and wakes up at Astrea Mansion. But as Subaru starts to relive the memory of Rem being killed, he embeds that painful memory inside his brain and vows for vengeance.
After hearing what happened while he was in sleep from Reinhardt (mainly about Emilia's faction being eliminated by the witch cult) Subaru spends rest of his time learning swordsmanship from him.
But as Reinhardt starts to spend more and more time teaching Subaru, he slowly realizes that Subaru is willing to throw away his own life if it meant revenge. And after that moment, Reinhardt announces that if Subaru doesn't change that aspect of self-destruction in his behavior, he will teach him no longer. After hearimg that, Subaru explodes in anger and leaves after thanking Reinhardt for teaching him how to wield a sword. After leaving the Astrea mansion Subaru wanders around and stumbles into unknown territory, after a while he realizes that Crusch Faction had been erased from history due to the battle against the White Whale.
And there he meets up with Patrasche that somehow survived and she- Patrasche -voluntarily follows Subaru.
And so, they go on a journy to get revenge on the witch cult.
Later on, Subaru joins the gangworld (not an organization, just a term such as criminal underworld) to gain information about the Witch Cult. There, he meets Elsa Granhiert again and starts a friendly relationship with her like in the Pride Route but in more equal grounds. As he starts to help out Elsa's missions, she starts teaching him about her fighting style.
20 years have gone by yet Subaru still has no clue where the Witch Cult and Betelgeuse is.
Now due to the pain he has experienced so far, Subaru's personality has completely changed. He cannot empathize nor sympathize with others. He is cruel to both himself and others. And also due to trauma of not being able to do anything while Rem was being killed, his personality is now very self-deprecating. His face now resembles Hector, his outfit is similar to that of Al. He now wields a prosthetic arm made out of Rem's flail because he lost his left arm.
After returning to Lugnica, Subaru stumbles across the Loot House, and he meets old man Rom again there.
Subaru requests for information about Witch Cult but leaves without much success since Rom doesn't have any information that's useful right now.
While wandering around the ruins of Mathers' Mansion Subaru stumbles across the Forbidden Library and finds out that Beatrice is still alive.
Subaru requests a contract with Beatrice in order to achieve revenge against Betelgeuse but she refuses and orders him to leave.
Again, without much success Subaru leaves. But he takes few goods inside the Mathers' Mansion to exchange it for money at Rom's loot house to buy new equipments. (It seems that Roswaal too, has died.)
After somehow recieving long-awaited information about Betelgeuse (I don't really remember how it happened) Subaru plans for an ambush. First, he assassinates nearby Cultists one by one using Shamak. And to make Betelgeuse's guard down, he fights without using his full strength. And takes a blow from an Unseen Hand without dodging it. As Betelgeuse approaches, Subaru takes out a blade that was stored inside his prosthetic arm and finishes the Archbishop off by piercing multiple vital organs. But Betelgeuse possesses the body of one of his Fingers and completely obliterates Subaru and leaves, thinking he was dead.
Subaru gets healed by Beatrice who followed him since he left the mansion using magic and learns about Betelgeuse being an Evil Spirit, his ability of Possessing those who have talent as an Elementalist, and about his Fingers.
Subaru requests help for defeating Betelgeuse once again and Beatrice finally accepts.
Later on Subaru awakens at the bed of hospital that Felix Argyle has been working as a doctor after losing memory about Crusch Karsten.
Felix jokes about Subaru getting injured too often.
Then, Subaru tells Felix that he knows about the identity of the person Felix has long forgotten (Crusch Karsten), and if he wishes to know, he will have to join forces with him.
Felix obviously becomes furious and aggressively asks Subaru who that person is. And adds that if Subaru doesn't tell him, he'll kill Subaru.
Subaru would've won if he was in his normal state but while injured and in such helpless state, there was nothing Subaru could do. So Subaru started to yell that; if Felix was to kill him now, he'll never know anything about that person.
After hearing that, Felix hesitantly gives up.
Now that Subaru's wounds have healed and his body and Gate stabilized, he obtains an information about one of the Ten Swords of Power- the Life Sword (命劍 Inochiken).
Life Sword, once channeled with the its wielder's mana, had the ability to completely devastate one's soul that was struck with its blade.
So Subaru recruits Elsa and others in order to obtain the Life Sword and goes on another journey. Elsa, who has seemingly lost Meili to the Witch Cult, accepts Subaru's offer.
Finally Subaru and his allies arrive at the now-ruined-mansion of Margrave Rivack(Ri-ba-ku). He and his allies defeats all Witchbeast infestation snd Subaru obtains the Life Sword. And also gains the Margrave's belongings after killing the soul of Rivack that has become an Evil Spirit.
After returing to Lugnica once again, Subaru obtains an information from old man Rom that Archbishop Betelgeuse's homebase is near the Arlam village of Mathers' domain.
To fight Betelgeuse, Subaru first requests Beatrice to trap him and Betelgeuse alone using barrier magic. Thereby msking Betelgeuse unable to possess his Fingers.
This time too, Subaru doesn't fight in full strength but constantly uses Shamak to not reveal Beatrice's location to prevent him from going out of the barrier.
He gets caught by an Unseen hand and gets his right arm ripped off.
Betelgeuse, thinking that the victory was on his side, starts to ramble about being Slothful and insults Subaru for his "Misdeeds".
And as he gets closer and closer, Subaru uses Metia he obtained from Rivack's mansion and blinds Betelgeuse.
As Betelgeuse trip and squirm because of being blind Subaru reveals that if he fought in full strength he would've dodged every attack and Unseen Hand of Betelgeuse, but just to make the Archbishop's guard down, he didn't.
Subaru insults Betelgeuse for not changing the slightest and calls him "Slothful" for it one last time and plunges the Life Sword in him.
But as it turns out; A prosthetic arm is unable to provide mana for Life Sword to activate.
And Subaru, just like in the light novel/anime, gets possessed by Betelgeuse.
But Betelgeuse's mind also couldn't handle Subaru's mind who has lived his entire 20 years just to kill him.
In the end, Subaru's mind completely overpowers Betelgeuse's and Subaru asks Beatrice to stab him using the Life Sword.
As he dies alongside Betelgeuse, Subaru apologizes to Beatrice for not being able to live with her.
And in his last breath, Subaru dreams of his life where he could live with everyone happily ever after.
And then, he returns back to the save point in front of Kadomon's shop in arc 3 (when he was shopping with Rem).
Subaru realizes that he experienced Return by Death and finally realizes that everything he did was in vain. He collapses and rambles about everything he experienced to Rem. After being pampered by Rem, Subaru tells her about him being weak. And tells her that he never wants to experience such pain ever again. And unlike the light novel/anime, Subaru requests her to lend him strength and declares that *he will start over from zero*
And story diverges into the main story. Showing HOPE.
The End.
I really love this story and I am hoping for a proper translation of the story. Hope you enjoyed it too!
(Also, I completely forgot about Mimi Pearlbaton. Anastasia's faction too, gets eliminated by the Sin Archbishop in this story but Mimi achieves revenge against the Archbishop that deleted her faction.)

This post if partly for advice and partly for vindication.
Does having ANY undergraduate degree (Bachelor of Science in computing science for me) open doors to jobs that wouldn't be open for someone with high school diploma and work experience or a trade certificate. My parents always thought it did which is why I have a degree in a field I can't work in anymore and generalized anxiety. I just don't think in todays job market that me having a degree in an unrelated field makes me a more attractive as a candidate, than someone who has basically my same work history. In fact even in my industry (Software Programmer) I don't think the degree means much. Would like to know if others have a better gage if this is true for hiring proposes.
I know the degree and work history ( I was a video game developer) has made me unattractive for many part time minimum wage positions so I was wondering if someone could suggest jobs that I could look at instead. I am interested in trying anything that is not programming/ i.t./network (basically anywhere that I am expected to computer at a higher level than excel sheets). I am not against using computer software and could leverage my skills that way. I would like to explore my career options broadly, but I'm concerned that my work history will keep me locked into working on a computer somehow.
Recommendations about all different types of jobs are appreciated along with any other type of advice.

I’ll throw goo grenades for cover on the platform, but as the platform moves, so does the goo. And it’s EXTREMELY inconsistent. So I’ll be defending the platform and I can’t move AT ALL bc I’m stuck in my own goo grenade that I threw for protection. It makes me rage quit so often. FIX IT. wtf is this about???? Does anyone have this problem??? It makes me irrationally angry. To the point where I have to put the sticks down for the night. I’ve lost at least 10 games bc of this. And I rock heavy with a flamethrower so the only way to get unstuck is to light myself on fire which obviously leaves me vulnerable and I get obliterated every single time. Wtaf.

I have recorded two videos so far and when played back on the media player, i can only hear the mic and not the game. under "settings" in the audio mixer i have the Tracks configured as follows: 1 - Application Audio Capture, Mic, Game Capture 2 - Application Audio Capture 3 - Mic according to everything I've ready everything should come out no problem since the necessary audio stuff is all in track one. Even stranger, when the Mp4 file is plugged into Davinci i can hear everything in track one just fine. the mic and game is audible. Once exported, the new mp4 file produced also plays with no problems. Also noting that the i cannot scroll the player head on the file OBS produced, but its totally fine on the one Davinci makes.

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It was the beginning of my freshman year and I bought this cart off of some sketchy site called "delta 8 resellers". I remember taking 2 hits of it at night in my room when suddenly everything started feeling weird. Not even 5 minutes go by and im tripping so hard i thoughy i was on salvia. Everything in my room was zoomed out and whenever I stared in the mirror my face would start morphing into someone else. I then lay in my bed to try sleeping it off and everything around my bed was glowing. My pillow looked like something out of some video game and I was completely freaking out. Then my body just decided to stop breathing and I layed in my bed quietly struggling to get any kind of oxygen. I thought those were my last moments and then I just passed out. I woke up with my brain feeling like it was fried on a pan and I knew it wasnt the "og kush" that I originally thought it was. I still have no idea what was inside the cart. Spice maybe? I still suffer from severe derealization and I think the laced cart is one of the culprits as to why. Please anyone let me know what i possibly took and if anyone else had a similiar experience.

I went to the Giants game earlier today. Took a CalTrain from Hillsdale station and parked my car at 5:27pm. Went up to the station and paid for parking at 5:31pm. Came back to the parking after the game (Giants lost big time) and noticed I got citation for not paying for parking at 5:30pm.
Can I contest this? I have credit card transaction record that shows I paid for my parking spot at 5:31pm ($5.50) . Let me know if anyone has experience with this. Thanks much!

It’s undeniable that Rudy got his clock cleaned tonight by Jokić 1-on-1. But it’s crazy that in a 15 point loss, the Wolves only lost Rudy’s 40 minutes by 2.
Seems like whatever the Wolves figured out has been countered by the Nuggets 3 games in a row.

i guess this is a common feeling here. but i’m just so done. im so so done. i think my life has been nothing but one traumatic awful life altering experience after another, with few or no joys in between. there has been irreparable damage done to my psyche and it gets worse every day. i am an outcast, a social pariah, a freak, a bummer, whatever. i’m almost 25 and i have found nothing in life to bring contentment or joy or peace or anything of the sort. right now my spouse is ignoring me for a game as im locked in the bathroom trying to find painless methods to leave. i just don’t know. i don’t know how or why ive lasted this long. i dont know why i was put here in the first place. my life has been almost exclusively suffering. sure in the day to day it isn’t always that extreme but the day to day are difficult in and of themselves. not necessarily traumatic but because of the trauma and resulting severe mental illness i can hardly get through the day feeling even somewhat ok let alone happy or joyful. i’m so sad and anxious and alone. i make friends and i ruin the friendship within a matter of weeks, yet i rarely can even recognize what’s so wrong with me. but something clearly is because no matter the friends and no matter the circumstances it always ends with loneliness. i’ve been married for 3 years and nearly got divorced at least twice. one time included a suicide attempt. and since that time i’ve had a hard time trusting my spouse because he slept with someone while we were separated. it’s destroying my relationship because im paranoid constantly and always trying to check his phone because of the paranoia and fear. i have a laundry list of diagnoses and i take all this medication each day and it changes nothing. i’ve been seeking treatment since i was 12. ive been hospitalized probably about 10 times, ive been to treatment centers multiple times, countless therapists, every medication that exists for psychiatric issues, even the name brand last resort $600 a month bullshit for truly lost causes. they say suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem but the problem doesn’t seem so temporary anymore. i’ve had obsessive compulsive tendencies from childhood into adulthood, anxiety, self loathing, weight issues, etc since i was a literal 6 year old.trauma began probably before i had memory so i don’t even know what life is like without at least ptsd or anxiety or whatever the fuck. not only am i sad but im also angry. im so fucking angry and filled with rage and it’s exhausting. i just want relief. i’m a christian and i believe in heaven, and im just so lost as to why im even here when i could be there. lately i don’t care about the answer or the reason i just want to go. sorry if this is a jumbled incoherent mess. i’m not really going for legibility. i guess it’s just a last hope or cry for help. or something. idk what

I like reading good books, which just turn out to be whatever is placed infront of me. I’m a fantasy dweeb but doesn’t mind history or romance (my friend forced me to read bridgerton). If you got a favorite read or a read that you want to share feel free to send me a dm and recommend it!
I really like mythology and is struggling to find something that scratches that myth itch I play dungeons and dragons and lately I’ve been reading more of those books (making a glory of giants campaign)
In the pandemic my sister and I got really into movies, I got her to watch Star Wars, watched a ton of classic and modern horror movies. Lately watched most of the Rocky movies so they’ve been inspiring. I’ve watched lots of those comedy mockumentories, currently watching “what we do in the shadows”
My main video game medium is PlayStation, though I occasionally play pc. Currently doing my first play through of baulders gate 3. My sister got me into playing ukulele…and I’m pretty mediocre. Im a pretty good cook, I’ve always been cooking since I was a kid and I’ve continued into adulthood. I like American, South American, Mediterranean, Asian and Indian food and is always up for exploration
In highschool I really got into music. I collect vinyls when I see something I think I’d like. I mainly collect movie, show and game soundtracks, I have a couple of albums from artist (Igor by Tyler the creator is my favorite). I like 2000’s R&B, and lots of those modern chill pop songs. Most of my Spotify playlist is really relaxed music, a specific type you know? I’ll gladly send it to you if you ask though it’s a strange mix lol.
I could use some different friends then the ones I have now. I’m just kinda there, if I were gone things would continue like usual without me. Though I don’t wanna be that person that dumps on baggage when we talk! I want a completely clean slate with someone who is willing to make a friendship and at the very least mutually try! At least for a bit. From Florida If that matters to y’all!

Hii! ☺️
I’m bored and lonely. Looking for someone to keep me company.
I like playing video games, watching movies and listening to music. I also play guitar and I sing a little. I have some tattoos and also dabble with drums a little.
hmu if you want! (:

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(I’ll send you a picture of me but you should too.)

 I’m into anime, video games, I love all music except most rap, bowling, boxing, real estate, zelda and other nerdy things. 

I’m looking for a woman to treat like a queen, I like to be very honest and blunt, and I’m looking to get to know you first.
I don’t smoke anything, I drink occasionally/socially, I’m a Christian, and I’m not currently in school but I’ve been through real estate school and want to do business school at some point.

Second IDPA match. Been working on my draw and reload like crazy after the first one. Thinking through matches, working on visuals, etc…. Queue scene:
Stage setup: 9 targets, unlimited. 4 in middle through gap in cover. 2 on left side of cover, 3 on right of cover. 18 shots.
Division is CO so mags are 10+1 and 10.
Me, the genius second timer out there, is watching folks reload flat footed. What idiots! Wasting time like that, should be doing it on the move!
So what do I do? I plan my stage. Load two mags, 9 and 10. Why? Cause I’m smarter than everyone! I’m gonna shoot 8 at the middle 4 targets, keep one in the chamber and reload while moving to left cover for those before running to right to finish the stage…
Welp, I didn’t know you couldn’t do that.
Got dinged on the score and got a proper ribbing from everyone else in good nature.
Guess I wasn’t smarter than everyone else and learned something new at my second match.
Video is from my first ever low light stage and me dropping a mag and picking up in the middle of the stage, after which I lost all the focus.
Thanks again for the warm welcome to the IDPA world!

As the title says, just logged on to do dailies and check some stuff and after asking to log in again i get thrown at the start of the game with a completely new UID
I've had a ticket ongoing for a few days to change emails as I've lost access to the one I had link to the PSN account but received no updates in a couple of days. Just my account gone, what the hell is happening?

My (31f) partner (36f) and I have lived together since 2020 (I know- that’s not how these kinds of stories usually start) but dated since 2015. Ever since she moved in, my gf- let’s call her Alex, has been very vocal about everything I do. It doesn’t matter what- the weather, my job, our cat, family- if something upsets her, she can hold a grudge until her final breath, and can be brutally honest, even if it hurts someone else. In fact, she still is angry at my mother for one time threatening to call the police on Alex because she called her a control freak (in her defense, my mom was a lousy parent who never had kids who stood up for themselves, so she probably saw it as a threat) and it happened almost a year ago. Alex is on the Autism scale. Her sensory issue is touch, and she isn’t very good with physical affections. She has had past altercations that involved punches and pushes- namely by her father- and that only added to the trauma. Her sister (32f) -let’s call her Amy- is really the only family my gf stays in touch with as their father isn’t in the picture and their mother passed away in 2022 from Covid and Pneumonia. Another issue with Alex is her ability to have empathy- her ability to read emotions is her greatest weakness. She gets angry over good news and bad news, and immediately worries for negative reasons. For example, my cousin got engaged and I told Alex I wanted to save for a trip home to the wedding, but Alex was worried about the money and food budget. Things are tight and we’re both working, and we’re already saving for Alex’s estrogen (Alex is trans female, so mtof). So she didn’t share my joy for this wedding when she was being realistic. I love that she keeps my feet on the ground when my head is in the clouds. Today, I had a car accident. It wasn’t my fault, everyone was okay, but my car’s backside is in need of repairs. Thanks to insurance, I won’t pay, and if I do, it won’t be too much. I told Alex and she immediately demanded to go live with Amy for the summer, since Alex can’t handle the heat and she was convinced at the time I’d need a new car- which wasn’t true. I got worried and called Amy, but Amy confirmed that Alex didn’t call her, and we agreed she’s just having a reaction. I asked Amy if Alex was always like this, and Amy said “no.” Amy told me that Alex wasn’t good at understanding feelings or social cues, as this was their sign of her autism. If Alex was mad, she’d make threats, but never followed through- all bark and no bite, I guess. Amy always knew Alex only had four basic emotions- Happy, Sad, Angry and Afraid. But apparently everything changed when I began dating Alex. Amy said video games were all Alex could enjoy and feel like a normal person, and they grew up playing together. My favorite thing is movies, and when Alex found out, she began researching my favorite movies and celebrities. Her mom asked her about this new fixation, and Alex said “it’s my girlfriend’s favorite thing to do.” And it was a surprise to them. And one time, Alex got sick and called for me instead of her mother (this was about year three in our relationship and I was living far away). The biggest giveaway was when we went out for thanksgiving in 2020- Myself, Alex, Amy, her husband and Alex’s mom. Alex and I did usual couples stuff and banter, like hold hands, hug, and even light teasing, and Amy told me in our call today that she never saw Alex being a loving or affectionate person who can act like that- not even to their mother. The things Alex and I do are small things like having dinner dates at IHOP or going for a short window shopping day- Amy said she never did those things with the family- only me. Amy told me that until I came into Alex’s life, Alex was not an emotionally atuned person. They approved of me becoming a key person in Alex’s life, noting that our relationship not only changed her life, but probably saved it, too. Alex is becoming someone she can be proud and comfortable in. And she’s doing it for me and herself. And Amy was surprised to hear that I had no idea about this. When I got home, I hugged Alex. I realized in that call that no matter what happens, Alex was a million percent my person. I had no clue I was such an important person in Alex’s life. TBH, I don’t if we’re ever going to get married, but I do know that Alex has plans for our future, and i’m going to keep fighting for us, because Alex deserves everything and more.
TL;DR: My autistic partner overreacted to my car accident, but her sister said by being in her life, I made her happier and more empathetic and now I feel like I was sent for her to love and be loved.

i am level 133 and have almost 500 hours in the game, i was copper before ranked 2.0 and solo que but now with my duo ive climbed all the way to silver. i really. REALLY want to actually improve. so does my duo. but it feels impossible and like the knowledge creep is faster than i can learn. i warm up with arcade and do 1v1's with him. i practice my recoil and tracking but it all still just feels like shit. emptying half a mag into someones chest and not getting a kill, then they hit 2 shots on my legs and its gg. so i try to keep my mouse positioning head level and anticipate where i want to aim before i peak a corner. still gets domed by someone in spawn with ACTUALLY no recoil. but its not been for nothing, i still have a 1.2-1.4 WR and a 1.1 kd this season, he has a higher wr on average but only a .8 kd. we both practice with the ops we play the most and a lot of the time our silly shenanigins gets us wins, but thats slowly come to a halt and idk what to do, neither of us are burnt out (at least im not and he is always saying how much he wants to actually really get good). i have a good setup and ok ping, i just dont know where we are going wrong all of a sudden, dropping donuts and losing game after game after game. usually we have a game or two where one of us pops off and ends up as top frag, but again, thats been slowly stopping and i REALLY dont want it to. i dont want a cure all or someone to tell me that the ranked system is jank, im fine with climbing slowly. and ive watched dozens of videos on how to improve and do my best to take them to heart, im thinking of maybe hiring a coach to watch us play and give feedback but maybe that can be done with a vod review. idk where to start, i dont want our progress to stagnate and i wanna know where we are going wrong