Top back of scalp is sensitive
Alopecia Areata
2012.06.14 00:49 globalalopecia Alopecia Areata
Alopecia areata, also known as spot baldness, is an autoimmune disease in which hair is lost from some or all areas of the body. Small spots most commonly occur on the scalp and usually grow back within a year. A very small percentage of cases spread to the entire scalp (alopecia totalis) or to the entire body (alopecia universalis).
2016.08.08 23:35 sossij Yeezys - Discussion, Release Dates and More
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2024.05.14 16:18 Labrown315 Any advice on fixing this?
 | Sooo mad!!! Just got my package delivered of a few candles, had ordered them from Poshmark, and this is how they arrived. I used a mail forwarding service and pid extra fees to protect the items. Flower Cart arrived completely broken. I hope I can get the wax out so I can put it in an old empty jar. The Perfect Spring had the wax seperated so now there is only one wick that is out, the other two are lost in there somehow, I have no idea how to get the wicks back up to the top. So mad! One was a gift. I could cry. Any tips would be much appreciated! submitted by Labrown315 to bathandbodyworks [link] [comments] |
2024.05.14 16:16 CalmLaugh5253 I've seen enough videos to know it's not supposed to sound like this...
 | Gave in and got the Fluval 107 for our new 45g. To our disappointment, it's nowhere near a "barely noticeable hum you have to listen for and focus to notice, I literally keep it next to my bed". submitted by CalmLaugh5253 to Aquariums [link] [comments] I shook it until my arms hurt, reassembled it several times, check and lubed up the impeller, and it's still making this sound. And on top of that, it makes a much louder rattling sound for a split second upon plugging it back on, which must be the impeller scraping against something, but there is nothing wrong with it from what I can see, and when I spin it with fingers it seemingly fits nice and snug in there. The sound gets worse when we try adjusting the flow too. It's a newly set up tank. Everything is new, from the filter media to the gravel. At this point I don't know if I should give it more time in case it's still just trapped air in the filter itself or air it's pulling from the tank as it's new, or if it's just defect. (The splashing sound in the background is the other tank, not the canister) Any advice is more than welcome. We are at a loss š |
2024.05.14 16:15 BirchDiggler Constant aching and feeling to pop above/behind right shoulder blade
I had shoulder surgery back in 2015. All was well until I was released from light duty at work. I started over compensating with my left arm and at work, on an assembly line, Iād reach across my body and pull the product down to my with my left. I think that may what caused this.
That being said. From the time I wake until I sleep itās a constant aching and burning in my right shoulder blade area. It then got to where I couldnāt turn right. I went to a physical therapist and he said itās a common thing in wrestlers and that it was my chest plate, a rib issue there. Well he twisted me and popped my upper back and fixed it. But now along with the constant burning and aching now there is a constant feeling of having to pop where my right shoulder blade is. I lean and twist like every 3 min now it seems. Itāll eventually click pop and there will be instant relief. That only lasts a minute or 2 tops, then it goes back to hurting.
As of lately itās getting hard to make it click and it feels like my whole upper back is getting tighter and slouching more.
Oh! Also, above my shoulder blade I can press on one band of something. Idk if itās muscle or tendon, it feels like a small cord, but itās extremely painful to press on. When I do though and tolerate the pain, it subsides and the aching and needing to pop feeling goes away as long as Iām pressing.
Sorry for the novel.
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That being said. From the time I wake until I sleep itās a constant aching and burning in my right shoulder blade area. It then got to where I couldnāt turn right. I went to a physical therapist and he said itās a common thing in wrestlers and that it was my chest plate, a rib issue there. Well he twisted me and popped my upper back and fixed it. But now along with the constant burning and aching now there is a constant feeling of having to pop where my right shoulder blade is. I lean and twist like every 3 min now it seems. Itāll eventually click pop and there will be instant relief. That only lasts a minute or 2 tops, then it goes back to hurting.
As of lately itās getting hard to make it click and it feels like my whole upper back is getting tighter and slouching more.
Oh! Also, above my shoulder blade I can press on one band of something. Idk if itās muscle or tendon, it feels like a small cord, but itās extremely painful to press on. When I do though and tolerate the pain, it subsides and the aching and needing to pop feeling goes away as long as Iām pressing.
Sorry for the novel.
2024.05.14 16:12 ScholarGrade Juniors - If you want to improve your chances, NOW is the time to start brainstorming essays
There have been an increasing number of juniors visiting this sub asking for advice about writing essays. Below are some tips and advice for making your essay stand out as excellent. Feel free to ask questions because I will answer every single question in the comments.
I know from experience that many of you are struggling to identify a good topic for your essay. Conventional wisdom says to start by brainstorming a list of potential topics, and chances are, you have already started a mental list of ideas. You might think you only have a few choices for topics, based on your activities or experiences, or essay examples you read, or the rough draft you already started (or worse, that GPT started...). I advise, however, that you put down your list of topics and back away from it. Forget that exists for a moment. Seriously - thinking about this initial list tethers you to certain ideas that might not actually be your best options.
Now you can begin brainstorming with a clean slate.
Start with thinking about what you want to show in your entire application, not just one essay. Every single component in your app has one purpose ā to tell more about YOU. Filling out the rest of the application by rote and focusing solely on the essay is short-sighted and will leave so much potential untapped in your application.
Your goal with essay brainstorming is to ascertain how to powerfully tell your story in a manner that will fit these criteria. The entirety of your application (again, not just one essay) aims to showcase your abilities, qualifications, and uncommon attributes as a person in a positive way. Before you begin outlining or writing your application, you must determine what is unique about you that will stand out to an admissions panel. All students are truly unique. Not one other student has the same combination of life experiences, personality, passions, or goals as you do. Your job in your application is to frame your unique personal attributes in a positive and compelling way. How will you fit on campus? What personal qualities, strengths, core values, talents, or different perspectives do you bring to the table? What stories, deeper motivations/beliefs, or formative experiences can you use to illustrate all of this?
It is always helpful to start with some soul-searching or self-examination. You might not immediately know what you want to share about yourself. Itās not a simple task to decide how to summarize your whole life and being in a powerful and eloquent way on your application. Introspection prior to starting your application takes additional time and effort rather than jumping straight into your first draft. But it is also a valuable method to start writing a winning application that stands out from the stack.
You'll see the advice everywhere that all essay prompts are really about the same thing - you. The goal of each essay then is to showcase who you are, what matters to you, and how you think. I guarantee if you're on this sub enough, you'll hear the advice to "show, don't tell" when writing about yourself. But what does this mean really, and how do you do it well? How do you even get started on an essay that does this?
Once you have an arc determined and a story to share, think about what you want that story to say about you. This is where it can help to think of this as something you would share on a date - what impression does it make about you to the reader? Once you know this, start showing, not telling this attribute of yourself through your story. For example, instead of saying that you're compassionate toward others, you show an example of a time you were compassionate, then elaborate on why, and what it means to you.
So how do I get students to do this? All of my students complete that introspection worksheet. We go through it and find the stories, examples, anecdotes, conversations, memories, relationships, and other things from their life that will help us craft a strong and personally insightful narrative. We also make lists of the values, strengths, and key personal qualities we want to showcase. Once we have some topics, outlines, abstracts, or rough drafts, we talk about which stories to tell where, how to tell them well, and what details to include to present the best they have to offer. Then we refine, edit, polish, and enhance over and over until the story sings, but more importantly shows their heart and soul. We also go through all the other application components to ensure consistency, quality, and distinctiveness.
Here's why this works so well: at most highly selective colleges there is a primary reader (or 2-3) who will review everything first and then present it to the admissions committee, who then votes on whether to admit you. That presentation typically goes one of three ways:
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I know from experience that many of you are struggling to identify a good topic for your essay. Conventional wisdom says to start by brainstorming a list of potential topics, and chances are, you have already started a mental list of ideas. You might think you only have a few choices for topics, based on your activities or experiences, or essay examples you read, or the rough draft you already started (or worse, that GPT started...). I advise, however, that you put down your list of topics and back away from it. Forget that exists for a moment. Seriously - thinking about this initial list tethers you to certain ideas that might not actually be your best options.
Now you can begin brainstorming with a clean slate.
Start with thinking about what you want to show in your entire application, not just one essay. Every single component in your app has one purpose ā to tell more about YOU. Filling out the rest of the application by rote and focusing solely on the essay is short-sighted and will leave so much potential untapped in your application.
It's About You. Tell Your Story - And Be The Protagonist
An admissions officerās goal is to understand you fully, in the context of your background and the rest of the applicant pool. They will begin this with assessing your academic abilities and potential. Then they will evaluate how you will fit into the student body theyāre trying to curate. All of this can be somewhat broad and diverse and touch on several institutional goals. But they will dig deep to find out what each applicant is like, what your core values and motivations are, what kind of student you will be, how you will contribute to the vibrant and intellectual campus community theyāre building, etc.Your goal with essay brainstorming is to ascertain how to powerfully tell your story in a manner that will fit these criteria. The entirety of your application (again, not just one essay) aims to showcase your abilities, qualifications, and uncommon attributes as a person in a positive way. Before you begin outlining or writing your application, you must determine what is unique about you that will stand out to an admissions panel. All students are truly unique. Not one other student has the same combination of life experiences, personality, passions, or goals as you do. Your job in your application is to frame your unique personal attributes in a positive and compelling way. How will you fit on campus? What personal qualities, strengths, core values, talents, or different perspectives do you bring to the table? What stories, deeper motivations/beliefs, or formative experiences can you use to illustrate all of this?
It is always helpful to start with some soul-searching or self-examination. You might not immediately know what you want to share about yourself. Itās not a simple task to decide how to summarize your whole life and being in a powerful and eloquent way on your application. Introspection prior to starting your application takes additional time and effort rather than jumping straight into your first draft. But it is also a valuable method to start writing a winning application that stands out from the stack.
You'll see the advice everywhere that all essay prompts are really about the same thing - you. The goal of each essay then is to showcase who you are, what matters to you, and how you think. I guarantee if you're on this sub enough, you'll hear the advice to "show, don't tell" when writing about yourself. But what does this mean really, and how do you do it well? How do you even get started on an essay that does this?
Introspection Questions
Itās often easiest to start thinking in terms of superlatives, especially those related to personal insights -- what are the most meaningful things about you, and what do you value the most? Here is a list of questions to help you brainstorm broadly before you narrow down your focus for writing:- What are your interests?
- What sparks your curiosity?
- About what topics do you enjoy reading?
- With whom do you enjoy spending time? Who has impacted your life the most?
- Reflect upon āsuperlativesā in your life. What moments were most memorable, formative, enlightening, enjoyable, or valuable? What physical possessions, experiences, dreams, or lessons could make your superlatives list?
- Stop and think about what things, people, or circumstances in your life are really unique, fascinating, or outlandish. Are there any that really have a lot of "cultural flavor" (whatever your culture is)?
Find Your Story And Arc
Think of a small anecdote or story from your life that you could share that serves as a microcosm of who you are and what is important to you. It will massively help you narrow this down and find a gem of a story if you first start by thinking about your application arc or theme. This is the one-phrase summary of your entire application. It could be "brilliant entrepreneur who started her own successful business" or "talented athlete who wants to study economics and finance as they pertain to sports", or even "avid baker whose hobby sparked an interest in chemistry". It doesn't have to be related to your intended major, but it can help your arc be stronger and clearer if it is.Once you have an arc determined and a story to share, think about what you want that story to say about you. This is where it can help to think of this as something you would share on a date - what impression does it make about you to the reader? Once you know this, start showing, not telling this attribute of yourself through your story. For example, instead of saying that you're compassionate toward others, you show an example of a time you were compassionate, then elaborate on why, and what it means to you.
Essay Brainstorming Techniques
If you are having trouble finding a story, or simply have writerās block once you have picked your topic, here are some ideas to get your juices flowing:- Stream of consciousness writing -- Start writing whatever is in your head, and donāt stop for 30 minutes. You probably wonāt use what you just wrote for your essay, but it will help you find a starting point.
- Journaling -- Answer the prompt as if you were writing in a journal. This will get you in the habit of writing about yourself and establish comfort with the concept. It will also take you to a new level of introspection and self-awareness.
TwitterX style -- Write several rapid-fire responses to the prompt in 280 characters or less. Choose an idea from these responses to expound upon in your essay.- Read each essay prompt, then go through your introspection worksheet responses and connect the stories and insights to one or more of the prompts. Some students like using color coding to visually see how their different ideas might work together.
Why Essays Matter
Here's the thing a lot of people don't realize about college admission: it's not an award for being the smartest, most accomplished, or most impressive. It's an invitation to join a community. Far too many students think that if they can just show that they're smart enough, they'll get in. Yale even says right on their admissions website that 75% of their applicants are academically qualified to succeed at Yale. But only ~4% are getting in. That should tell you that they're looking for more than just top tier test scores and grades. To be perfectly clear, you will need top tier grades and (optionally) test scores to show that you're qualified, and the vast majority of my students come to me with this part already in the bank. But what sets the admits apart? It's personal insight - sharing who you are, how you think, what matters to you, and how you engage community. You can't just say "/IAmVerySmart, please admit me," or even "I did a cool thing guys! Isn't that neat!" You need to go deeper and show them your core values, personal strengths, motivations, aspirations, character traits, foundational beliefs, personality, etc. And you need to do it in a charming, winsome way that makes them like you and want to invite you to join their community.So how do I get students to do this? All of my students complete that introspection worksheet. We go through it and find the stories, examples, anecdotes, conversations, memories, relationships, and other things from their life that will help us craft a strong and personally insightful narrative. We also make lists of the values, strengths, and key personal qualities we want to showcase. Once we have some topics, outlines, abstracts, or rough drafts, we talk about which stories to tell where, how to tell them well, and what details to include to present the best they have to offer. Then we refine, edit, polish, and enhance over and over until the story sings, but more importantly shows their heart and soul. We also go through all the other application components to ensure consistency, quality, and distinctiveness.
Here's why this works so well: at most highly selective colleges there is a primary reader (or 2-3) who will review everything first and then present it to the admissions committee, who then votes on whether to admit you. That presentation typically goes one of three ways:
- Total enthusiasm, energy, and excitement. They strongly advocate for admission and paint a clear picture of how you will contribute to their goals and community. Everyone in the room picks up on that energy and is leaning forward in their chairs, looking for reasons to admit you. This is quite rare, generally less than 5 out of every 100 applications, even among those which are "fully qualified." When you do this right, you show depth, meaning, and valuable personal insights so the reviewer is learning about who you are and how you might engage the community they're curating. You come alive off the page as a person, not just another file.
- Business as usual. You're another great applicant in a pile of great applicants. They share a basic review of the facts, your profile, stats, strengths, weaknesses, etc. Maybe someone on the committee finds something they love, and they really push for admission. More likely, not and you get deferred/waitlisted even though there wasn't anything "wrong" with your application. They just didn't love you enough to commit.
- "Here's a stack of 20 applications that I didn't find all that compelling, so we won't present them individually, but you guys are the committee and you make the decisions. So let me know if there are any you want to talk about." In this case, unless there's a letter of endorsement from an athletics coach or your last name matches several buildings on campus, you're probably not getting additional consideration, much less admission. They will regret to inform you.
2024.05.14 16:12 karo_lina123 Can I back out of the car purchase
I had a test drive at the dealership but I said I would give them a call about my decision. I called them a few days later to say that I would buy the car. I paid the deposit via phone, they sent me the order form to my mail and said they would start preparing the car for collection(they had to do some repairs). They called me after a few days and left a message on my voicemail to call them back. I assume the car is ready for collection. Can I change my mind and not go ahead with this purchase? I'm ready to lose my deposit but can they charge me a fee on top of that for cancelling everything at this point of the transaction?
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2024.05.14 16:10 Del_Defe Just for the heck of itā¦ Optimal size/shape of a cardboard box (with closing flaps) in order to use the minimum amount of cardboard to maximize box volume?
Lacking the mathematical skills and intuition, I asked this elsewhere (reddit.com/explainlikeimfive/comments/1bl1r7z). It was kindly confirmed that a cube is the (stackable) shape that maximizes volume with respect to area.
That excludes the closing flaps, though (does that make a difference?!?), which I believe brings this question into the realm of calculus and thus out of the 5-year-old range so I thought Iād further inquire here: do adding flaps into the equation make a real difference as to what the shape is that maximizes volume with respect to area?
Discounting the thin flap that glues the cube together, cardboard boxes have eight closing flaps: -Four flaps constituting the top and bottom of the box (and thus integral to the area of the top/bottom), each measuring half the area of the top/bottom, that is, the length of the side it is attached to by half the length of a side perpendicular to it (i.e., four flaps measuring the width, along the X-axis by half the depth, along the Z-axis) -Four flaps superfluous to the area of the top/bottom, attached to the sides (along Z axis) and measuring the depth, along the Z-axis byā¦ half the width along the X-axis?
If Iām getting this right, we have a cube of volume V=XYZ and area A=2XY+4XZ+2YZ
That is, A=2XY(front/back sides)+2XZ(four flaps, constituting top/bottom sides)+2YZ(left/right sides)+2XZ(four flaps attached to the left/right sides)
Do these extra flaps even make a difference? How would YOU calculate the optimal shape?
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That excludes the closing flaps, though (does that make a difference?!?), which I believe brings this question into the realm of calculus and thus out of the 5-year-old range so I thought Iād further inquire here: do adding flaps into the equation make a real difference as to what the shape is that maximizes volume with respect to area?
Discounting the thin flap that glues the cube together, cardboard boxes have eight closing flaps: -Four flaps constituting the top and bottom of the box (and thus integral to the area of the top/bottom), each measuring half the area of the top/bottom, that is, the length of the side it is attached to by half the length of a side perpendicular to it (i.e., four flaps measuring the width, along the X-axis by half the depth, along the Z-axis) -Four flaps superfluous to the area of the top/bottom, attached to the sides (along Z axis) and measuring the depth, along the Z-axis byā¦ half the width along the X-axis?
If Iām getting this right, we have a cube of volume V=XYZ and area A=2XY+4XZ+2YZ
That is, A=2XY(front/back sides)+2XZ(four flaps, constituting top/bottom sides)+2YZ(left/right sides)+2XZ(four flaps attached to the left/right sides)
Do these extra flaps even make a difference? How would YOU calculate the optimal shape?
2024.05.14 16:10 HAZMAT_Eater Bad Batch Season 3 and Halo Season 2: Comparing the viewership and engagement
 | submitted by HAZMAT_Eater to thebadbatch [link] [comments] One Last Fight; Rise from the Fall February and March brought us a smorgasbord of TV shows to enjoy, and distract us from our studies and work. In this post I'll focus particularly on Halo: Season 2 streamed on Paramount+ and Star Wars The Bad Batch: Season 3 streamed on Disney+. All the data shown is taken from televisionstats.com unless otherwise stated. Beginning with overall popularity, both shows had relatively high popularity rankings. Halo has consistently been more popular than The Bad Batch for the entirety of the former's runtime, with the latter taking the lead about 2 weeks after the final episode (Figure 1). Halo spent 43 days in the top 10 versus 5 days for The Bad Batch, with neither achieving 1st place. The highest ranking for Halo was 4th place, achieved on the double release of episodes 1 (Sanctuary) and 2 (Sword) and episode 5 (Aleria), compared to the highest rank of 6th place for The Bad Batch achieved on the double release of episodes 10 (Identity Crisis) and 11 (Point of No Return) and the finale (The Cavalry Has Arrived). Despite the similar weekly releases of episodes in both shows, Halo has managed to maintain its popularity between episodes more consistently than The Bad Batch. Figure 1: Overall popularity rankings for Halo: Season 2 and The Bad Batch: Season 3. The green vertical lines highlight days when Halo episodes were released. Online engagement (OE) scores also favour Halo. Until April 3rd, it had greater OE than The Bad Batch, with a maximum ranking of 4th place for episode 5 against 6th place overall for The Bad Batch episodes 10, 11 and 15. Halo also had the higher absolute OE score of 41.78 on episode 8 (Halo) versus 33.68 for episode 15, and that was when The Bad Batch no longer had to share runtime with Halo (Figure 2). Figure 2: Online engagement scores for Halo: Season 2 and The Bad Batch: Season 3. Halo gained greater attention on Wikipedia, with 1.52 million Wikipedia pageviews against 976,000 for The Bad Batch. On days when the latter gained the lead, it was due to its episodes being released a day before the former's, so it had a one-day headstart (Figure 3). Pageviews for Halo peaked the day after the double release of episodes 1 and 2, and thereafter declined steadily until a final skyrocket on the day of the finale. Pageviews for The Bad Batch follow a similar trend with a peak achieved on the triple release of the first three episodes, then a steady decline until a renewed interest on the double release of episodes 10 and 11 and thereafter as the show's plot reaches its climax and conclusion when it achieves the highest daily Wikipedia pageviews (48,227). Figure 3: Daily Wikipedia pageviews for Halo Season 2 and The Bad Batch Season 3 Now something interesting: torrents! Halo still takes the cake here with a daily mean of 16,100 torrenters on eztv compared to 7490 for The Bad Batch (Figure 4). It had substantially more torrenters for every day of its runtime and even weeks after until the finale of The Bad Batch. What may explain such a thing? Paramount+ has far fewer subscribers than Disney+ (71.2M vs 153.6M as of Q1 2024). A non-subscriber who wants to watch a Paramount+ show but does not have access or wish to pay for a subscription will resort to torrenting. I will not be surprised if there is a significant crossover between those who have a Disney+ account and watched The Bad Batch there and those who torrented Halo. Since so many more people are subscribed to Disney+, there is likely not as much of an interest to torrent The Bad Batch. Figure 4: Daily active torrenters on eztv for Halo: Season 2 and The Bad Batch: Season 3. IMDb backs up the popularity rankings; Halo soared to 7th place 3 days after the double release premier and attained a maximum rank of 3rd place. It stayed in the top 10 until more than a fortnight after the finale, dropping from 6th to 21st. The Bad Batch trailed far behind until it barely overtook Halo about 3.5 weeks after the finale, with a maximum rank of 24th place (Figure 5). It must be noted that The Bad Batch had the largest rise in IMDb rankings from 331st place on the 23rd of February to 42nd place the next day. Figure 5: IMDb popularity rankings for Halo: Season 2 and The Bad Batch: Season 3. On the whole, Halo blitzes away with a 30-day OE score of 720.13 (compared to a baseline average of 100) against 284.18 for The Bad Batch. Honestly, not a bad performance of an animated show against a live-action one in similar genres. https://preview.redd.it/27fa5ta1de0d1.jpg?width=934&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=6d81906a640219c2a0ef22143d5c346eb3f7156c Final notes: I have loved watching both shows; you cannot ask me to choose between them. They scratched my itch of a good military/adventure-style story with plenty of meaningful characters and badass action scenes. There are some key differences to explain how either show performed: Halo Season 2 was done in live-action which still seems to be the preferred medium to mainstream audiences, which was what the show was marketed towards. The Bad Batch Season 3 could not reach the same level of popularity for the most part because not only was it an animated show, it was marketed more towards the core audience that has followed the show from the very beginning 3 years ago. Simply put, you need a lot less primer to start watching Halo than The Bad Batch. There is also the different trajectories of the plots for each show. Halo Season 2 is still a work in progress for the wider franchise with more content expected and hope for a bigger audience in the future. The Bad Batch Season 3 is the final part of a more mature production; everything is building up to the grand finale and the resolution of the plots. Thank you Bad Batch for a wonderful ride over 3 years. Thank you Halo Season 2 for being a vast improvement over Season 1 and getting more people excited for the show. |
2024.05.14 16:09 Inner_Issue3662 Please Help
Brother me and my girlfriend started dating in 2015 both 15 , we moved in together at 21- as of now basically almost 24* (im 23 shes 24 , a couple months older) , she had her own dark world and toxic household and so did i. Difference is i had a complete āfamilyā , she was raised by her mother who treated her indifferent because she is her dads twin. She gave the most purest and sweetest love . It even gives me chills to write about it. She surprised me countless times , validated my feelings , took care of me more than own mother did bro. She put her ass on the line for me whenever and vice versa. We traveled to her country mu country and countless other places at a young age all alone . Im gonna be honest i cheated by grabbing another girls ass in 2018 and a year later in 2019 the girl from hs called her to tell her and she waited for me in my house but i was such a coward i kept denying and denying even though she knew exactly what had went on. Fast forward in 2021 shit got so rough my family always hated her for no reason (jealousy is a real thing bro) and so much happened. And imma be honest in 2022 i was taking care of her since we moved in together but 2022 i told her quit her job around early January February i told her i got us cause i found a job paying great so why not? That was my baby you know? So that year i went to a whorehouse with this dumbass loser i was working with and i fell for the temptation. Mind you this was a bad year for her she gained weight up to 260 and her family (mom and sister) they always treated her like shit and always was jealous of even me getting her stuff and just loving her and supporting her. Im not gonna lie yes i cheated and she found out about it the same day cause i fell asleep and went through my phone. My dumbass recorded a voice note that those whores canāt even give oral correctly they use all teeth , so when she found out that was a dealbreaker. Bro i destroyed her with that and i know i fucked up so bad this chick had a hot meal from scratch ready for me every single day after work. Anyways fast forward to 2023, she told me when i get a job i got you and everything you ever did. She got the gastric sleeve surgery in September 2022 so 2023 in February she had started losing weight drastically and then eventually got a job the same month. Brother she was destroyed and still gave me food everyday still helped me still gave me sex just still was trying not giving up. I unfortunately didnāt see it this way due to my own internal problems and trauma and my selfish and stupid ways. Anyways even for my bday she took me to miami wasted $3k on the trip and it was amazing. Eventually it got toxic i got fired around October and i wasnāt really fully employed after that for a while so she had to pick up alot and my egocentric ass said hey i did it for you whats the problem a couple months you hold me down? (She should of been left me) but it got toxic and the stress from work her family me and me not working she was crashing out she would spazz on everyone and i dont blame her looking back she was just going though alot. We started cursing eachother out really bad and even got physical. Not fists punch or slaps just grabbing eachother , breaking stuff, throwing stuff out, breaking property. Anyways for her birthday we went to paris (February 2024) and it was great till we argued (i really shouldnāt have gone cause i got a job in February the whole month and first month on the job i requested a week off already and i lied saying it was something else but it was really this trip i had) anyways after this trip she someway somehow forced me to quit my job because i was out from 6am-7pm everyday monday through Friday. March came and dont get me wrong guys my family i am blessed enough that they were sending me little amounts of money here and there to get me through they know i needed to pay rent food etc. march came and someway somehow when she said something to me she slammed the door and walked out so i immediately reacted and then slammed the door open to chase her . I come back the whole door is ripped off the frame . All the hinges ripped off. I ran away like a coward because she kept screaming at me and cursing me out saying you gotta replace it now but i didnt have 1$ to my name and im asking my mom and she is being a bitch on purpose. Long story short that was march 23rd i get arrested 4 days later because of property of destruction and then get out on limited order of protection. We ran into eachother a couple days later and we spoke she invited me over and i lived with her again the whole month of April. Anyways in april im still just relying on my parents at this point because all these jobs im applying for are not in my favor to respond to me (no one hit me back up) . So towards the end of the month literally the Sunday before the 1st of May we get into another heated argument she said you dont do shit around here you a grown ass man this that and that and tbh bro i can show you my cashapp my mother send me like $1500 that month and every time she would send me $100 here or $300 there for food or something she would tell me waste it on weed. (We kinda of had a weed addiction we were wasting $40 a day 7days a week on weed, you do the math) so anyways most of the money my mom is sending me is being spent very inconsiderately and bad . I didnt think much of it cause i thought hey fuck it man im here whatever she wants to make her happy. Anyways fast forward after the argument sunday before may 1st the weekend before may 1st i leave again because it got so crazy i wasnāt trying to spazz out so i walked out and left. Monday she tells me come back ik your mom isnt cooking im not heartless i still wanna be friends with benefits or friends . Whatever she said and also she said i built this bond with you no one knows me like you do. (We lost our virginity to eachother , we literally told eachother our deepest darkest secrets , met eachothers families, did all this together was very intimate) so i went back and as she said we ate we cuddled etc. the next day after work we go out the whole day because her and mom and sister arent on good terms i forgot to mention we lived in a basement and her mother on the 1st floor. The whole month of april they were on bad terms (just walking by eachother not even talking or acknowledging eachother) so we go out the next day after that Tuesday before May 1st. After work we do all that and come back home at 6/7 ish . I havent checked her phone in ages cause i fucked up alot and honestly i kind of had a feeling if i did i was gonna see exactly what i was looking for. Anyways i still did it cause im a stubborn hardheaded motherfucker, and ofc i saw her texting sexual with some guy she told me she was talking as friends on and off for since November. The convo went like him: im dying to find out i just wanna carry you on top of me , her: omg i forget youāre so tall i love it , him: omg i forget youāre so short i love it, her: Stoppppp omg with the emojis, him: plus if you arenāt gonna wear that dress when we go out atleast where it when you invite me over :p , her: lol i guess im small ( she posted a picture in a shirt blouse showing her curves and body and curly hair) , bro i saw this and went back inside from checking her phone in the middle of the road and said is this what youāre doing to me ? Are you serious? She laughed in my face and said well youāre reading it arenāt you? I lost it and spit in her face and called her a nasty you know what just like her sister. How shes just like her sister (her sister fucks any guy to fill her void and to get money/gifts in exchange. (Going back as to why they werenāt on good terms in april her and her sister got into a physical fight because her sister wore her deadstock jordans i got her from 2018 that are now worth $700 and fried them . What blew my mind during the fight was her sister looked and me straight in the eyes that day and said i know alot about you as if she got something on me. That made me wonder alot. Also she called my ex gf a slut which made me think what the fuck) anyways fast forward after i catch her cheating on me she chases me in her underwear for 12 blocks and im toying running around cars with her at that point and i threw her phone on the ground and she ran right past it. Long story short i got arrested and now im facing a felony cause of that and its no contact as of rn till July when this court date happens. I miss the fuck out of her and regardless of anything i wish her the best and miss her dearly . Side note my brother showed me she was what appeared on a date Yesterday
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2024.05.14 16:09 Johama_ Screen brightness setting
 | With a recent update one my OP10 pro the screen brightness setting got moved to the top and now requires up/down motion instead of being further down while requiring left/right motion. I absolutely HATE this and I want the old setting placement back, is there any way to get it back? submitted by Johama_ to oneplus [link] [comments] |
2024.05.14 16:08 burnsidebase Does a face cream for very dry skin that wonāt make my face sweat exist?
Hi everyone I have a very very dry face for which I use First Aid Beautyās Ultra Repair Cream religiously during the winter and fall. I have to put on a generoussss amount, otherwise my face will dry out and crack especially around the corners of my mouthā¦ (I think my skin is actually sensitive to the fluoride in toothpaste which makes my mouth are dry out, but I havenāt stopped using it to protect my teeth, lol)
In the summer if I put on this thick face cream, and additionally put on sunscreen on top of that too, my face is soon sweating a lot. My pores cannot breath and sweat out and my face, especially on my nose, starts sweating out the creams lol. Itās not good. I get very hot cause I feel like I canāt cool down. Soon my face will be a wet mess of cream and sunscreen lol, itās not a good look.
Is there a more lightweight face cream that I can use that is equally hydrating? For example, I once tried using Cerave creams but they made my face even drier. So something that would work for dry face without making it sweat. If it exists. Thanks š
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In the summer if I put on this thick face cream, and additionally put on sunscreen on top of that too, my face is soon sweating a lot. My pores cannot breath and sweat out and my face, especially on my nose, starts sweating out the creams lol. Itās not good. I get very hot cause I feel like I canāt cool down. Soon my face will be a wet mess of cream and sunscreen lol, itās not a good look.
Is there a more lightweight face cream that I can use that is equally hydrating? For example, I once tried using Cerave creams but they made my face even drier. So something that would work for dry face without making it sweat. If it exists. Thanks š
2024.05.14 16:08 foetusized Saw a āRSD Exclusiveā hype sticker on a 7ā single in Walmart - Aretha Franklin āRespectā was a 2017 Black Friday āRSD Firstā release
I was at my local Walmart to buy cat food, and passed by this end-cap in the electronic department. They placed this 7ā single display on top of a BluRay/DVD new release display a few months back. This record caught my eye as I walked past, as I hadnāt seen it there before, and it had a silver foil āRecord Store Day Exclusiveā hype sticker.
Walmart is not a place I expected to see an RSD exclusive release, so I snapped a couple photos so I could look it up when I got home. It turns out this was a āRSD Firstā release (not exclusive as the hype sticker states) from Black Friday 2017.
The Doorsā single next to it is a 50th anniversary reissue of a 1968 promo single, so someone is stocking Walmart with 6ish year old 7ā singles.
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Walmart is not a place I expected to see an RSD exclusive release, so I snapped a couple photos so I could look it up when I got home. It turns out this was a āRSD Firstā release (not exclusive as the hype sticker states) from Black Friday 2017.
The Doorsā single next to it is a 50th anniversary reissue of a 1968 promo single, so someone is stocking Walmart with 6ish year old 7ā singles.
2024.05.14 16:07 UniversitySimilar150 AITA for wanting to be left alone?
Last night my partner (34 M) & i (33 F) were doing our nighttime routines. Iām currently experiencing a serious case of adult acne, but Iāve dealt with it on & off since I was 15. Heās known me since I was 14, so he knows what a sensitive & uphill battle itās been for me all my life. Lately I have been feeling comfortable enough to share my plight with him & not be embarrassed about it, as iāve always been able to keep it mostly to myself while around him since the acne hasnāt been to the point it is today. He has also been taking the time to remind me (on his own accord) that he cares nothing about acne on me, finds me beautiful, etc etc. It has truly been a step forward in our intimacy.
I was in the process of icing my acne to bring down some of the inflammation when he commented that he, too, had a pimple coming in and might ice his face. I said, āit works. I just want them to go down already.ā He responds, āi hope our children are blessed with my skin.ā I was taken a back by the comment initially & resisted the urge to immediately get offended, something I have been trying to work on. I responded saying āthatās a bit insensitive.ā He replied, āletās be honest. I have the better skin out of the both of us. ā I replied, āitās skin. How can you wish against something i have no control over.ā He said, ālook at my skin. I have the skin of a god.ā
At this point I began to cry & asked him to please stop talking. He tried to backtrack and said, āi didnāt mean it that way. Iām sorry if it hurt your feelings, iām just saying-ā i shut down at that point & asked him to leave me be. He wouldnāt, as he was still trying to explain his logic and how i was failing to see the clear (no pun intended) difference between my skin and his. I walked out of the bathroom and once he was out of it, i went back in & finished my routine alone whilst crying my eyes out.
He then closed himself in the room & I chose to sleep on the couch. Looking back, i do wish i couldāve found the words to communicate my hurt better instead of shutting down, but it reiterated to me what iāve dealt with combating my whole life. This idea that skin is just skin & iām no better or worse of a person or more or less ābeautifulā if i have spots on my face.
There are so many things you could wish for a future child and ironically enough, if he had said āi hope our child doesnāt have to go through this bc i see how difficult it is for you to deal with and i donāt want them to have to go through that pain.ā I would wholeheartedly agree. But the superficial aspect of it all is what really hurts me & i canāt stop thinking about it.
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I was in the process of icing my acne to bring down some of the inflammation when he commented that he, too, had a pimple coming in and might ice his face. I said, āit works. I just want them to go down already.ā He responds, āi hope our children are blessed with my skin.ā I was taken a back by the comment initially & resisted the urge to immediately get offended, something I have been trying to work on. I responded saying āthatās a bit insensitive.ā He replied, āletās be honest. I have the better skin out of the both of us. ā I replied, āitās skin. How can you wish against something i have no control over.ā He said, ālook at my skin. I have the skin of a god.ā
At this point I began to cry & asked him to please stop talking. He tried to backtrack and said, āi didnāt mean it that way. Iām sorry if it hurt your feelings, iām just saying-ā i shut down at that point & asked him to leave me be. He wouldnāt, as he was still trying to explain his logic and how i was failing to see the clear (no pun intended) difference between my skin and his. I walked out of the bathroom and once he was out of it, i went back in & finished my routine alone whilst crying my eyes out.
He then closed himself in the room & I chose to sleep on the couch. Looking back, i do wish i couldāve found the words to communicate my hurt better instead of shutting down, but it reiterated to me what iāve dealt with combating my whole life. This idea that skin is just skin & iām no better or worse of a person or more or less ābeautifulā if i have spots on my face.
There are so many things you could wish for a future child and ironically enough, if he had said āi hope our child doesnāt have to go through this bc i see how difficult it is for you to deal with and i donāt want them to have to go through that pain.ā I would wholeheartedly agree. But the superficial aspect of it all is what really hurts me & i canāt stop thinking about it.
2024.05.14 16:06 CalmLaugh5253 I've seen enough videos to know it's not supposed to sound like this...
 | Gave in and got the Fluval 107 for our new 45g. To our disappointment, it's nowhere near a "barely noticeable hum you have to listen for and focus to notice, I literally keep it next to my bed". submitted by CalmLaugh5253 to Aquariums [link] [comments] I shook it until my arms hurt, reassembled it several times, check and lubed up the impeller, and it's still making this sound. And on top of that, it makes a much louder rattling sound for a split second upon plugging it back on, which must be the impeller scraping against something, but there is nothing wrong with it from what I can see, and when I spin it with fingers it seemingly fits nice and snug in there. The sound gets worse when we try adjusting the flow too. It's a newly set up tank. Everything is new, from the filter media to the gravel. At this point I don't know if I should give it more time in case it's still just trapped air in the filter itself or air it's pulling from the tank as it's new, or if it's just defect. (The splashing sound in the background is the other tank, not the canister) Any advice is more than welcome. We are at a loss š |
2024.05.14 16:05 Sad_Bat7625 Feeling guilt for messaging my abusive ex
About a year ago, I [29 M] was in a toxic relationship with J [29 M]. While there were no serious stakes in it (no kids or messy finances), the relationship and breakup ended up emotionally affecting me in a way I had never really thought possible. I feel guilty because after the relationship I tried to be friends with my ex still, which I now see as a mistake in the context of this relationship, and then after a few months, he blocked me because I didn't respect a boundary he had set about not sending him long messages. He said he didn't feel safe since I "completely ignored" the boundary.
I was devastated, but over the course of the next few months, came to understand a great deal of ways that I feel that I had been abused during the relationship. I felt angrier and angrier, and even though I was seeing a therapist, it eventually boiled over. My ex had blocked me on discord and probably on text, but I went onto an astrology app called Co-Star that he had had me download, and sent a message using it that said something like, "You were an abusive partner, but you can make it right with an apology."
Now, I have no idea if he actually saw the message. It was sent with a weird feature of the app called Chaos Mode that apparently chooses to send the message at some future time, so who knows if it actually ever sent. I don't know if he still has the app, if he unfriended me, or whatnot. But I feel guilty because I enacted exactly the caricature of me that he had created--I hadn't respected his boundaries, and I sent the message anyways.
At the same time, I am still feeling very victimized by the relationship. To give you a sense of the kinds of things that were going on in the relationship, here's a few examples that I currently find a little horrific [Note: this kind of turned into a summary of the relationship after I wrote it]. I'm aware that to heal I should probably not be ruminating about these things, especially if they lead me to boil over and message him, but here you go.
The first time I had sex with him, he slammed the door on me for not being able to finish and said "finish yourself." When I came to bed, I told him I felt shame. He said "good." The next time we had sex, he set a timer for me and said I had to finish within 5 minutes. These were the first times I ever had sex. He was manipulative in bed, telling me he didn't want to perform certain acts because I didn't give him enough praise for them, so that I started exaggerating my pleasure; he blamed me for why certain positions weren't working and was frustrated with how my body worked. On top of this, he admitted at the end of the relationship to having had sex with me around five times after he decided to break up with me (before he did), which just makes me feel a bit icky.
He would put me down in pretty transparently cruel ways. One example was when I exerted myself, he said I sounded like a muppet and that he "didn't want to be dating a muppet." When I offered him a blanket but apologized that it might not have been washed in a while, he called me a baby. He would insult my ability to give complements, asking me to tell him what color his eyes are but then rejecting everything that I gave him, telling me I was bad at complements repeatedly (and saying that it wasn't fair of him because his other exes were artists, so no wonder I was bad). Now, there were times that he was complementary to me--he told me I was hot, good at singing, good at writing, smart--but also times where he would put me down for things I was less good at, like cooking.
He constantly made me feel insecure about my gender. (For context, we are both men, but he was raised as a woman). So he would make pretty sweeping feminist critiques over fairly mundane things, like if I complained when I was sick he would go off about how men are always babies when they are sick and women don't get attention. When I confronted him about some of the things he was saying, telling him that while I wanted him to express these kinds of social problems so that I could be aware and adapt, I was feeling insecure in the relationship--he flipped it around and told me that if I didn't feel loved, he could say "I love you" less, and that I hadn't been grateful enough for when he came to visit me. (I had written him poetry, deep cleaned my apartment, taken time off work, sent my roommate off for the week, bought him a bus pass, planned his visit, met him in the airport despite not having a car, and just an insane amount of work to be turned into, "you weren't grateful enough").
Other than namecalling, he was just plain controlling. The reason that the boundary around me not sending long messages exists is that when I felt insecure--which I think makes sense given the ways he would talk to me--I would often send him a few paragraphs apologizing and explaining how I was growing. Even though long messages were the first thing he said he loved about me, and that he said our communication was like magic, he eventually set up what he called an "Essay embargo" and told me not to write them. The first time he set the "embargo", he had said it was only until we met in person because he didn't want me to write anything that would make him nervous. After we met in person, I assumed the embargo had lifted. Yet shortly after, he set it again, giving a few explanations--the main one just being that he wanted to appreciate our relationship without overthinking it. It seemed playful. He definitely did also say that long messages made him uncomfortable because he felt obligated to send a response. So, when I did send messages, I would add that he didn't have to respond (which I realize is not fully respecting the boundary). I did ask after sending messages whether they were ok and he never responded to those questions.
Despite this, there were times during the relationship that I continued to send long, often apologetic messages. I had felt like this boundary was set playfully and I also was feeling overwhelming guilt that I, for whatever reason, needed his affirmation for. I am conflicted because on the one hand, I was definitely ignoring his boundary--but on the other, I feel like the boundary was not very thoughtful of my own needs, either.
Prior to the breakup, it was hell. He was getting angry at me for everything--for pretty mundane things like using the bathroom before him and stinking it up. He told me he had to show me how to do everything, but I realize now that a lot of this was just him being particular (e.g, he told me I don't know how to drink tea because I left the bag in, when I just like it strong). Unfortunately, I had flown 5,000 miles to visit him and was sort of trapped in his proximity, and was drunk on love still since I was trying very hard, it was my first relationship, and he had sold me on notions of fairytale romance and told me we were cosmically meant to be together and other lovebomby sort of things. We flew to a convention and I met some of his friends, and at one point he introduced me to a girl he had almost dated before, saying I was a friend and not a partner. I pointed this out to him later and he just said "does that make you angry?". He flirted with a woman at a party, telling her she was pretty while demanding that i bring him snacks (I feel so, so weak for not confronting him about this). He got drunk and I stayed with him as he passed out, but he was angry at me in the morning. When one of his friends told me they thought I was nice, because i was opening doors for everyone, my ex said "Is he really?" Questioning them.
The breakup itself was cold and calculated. He started it by telling me that he thought about not giving me any reasons for the breakup because I always overanalyze things. He told me he wouldn't have broken up with me if I was a woman. He told me I didn't take care of him and he needs a partner that takes care of him, and that his partners always feel taken care of. He threw some things I had said at the beginning of the relationship back at me--misquoting and misunderstanding them.
After the relationship, I had no idea what to think. It was my first relationship. It had started with fairytale romance. I had been passing his tests, I had been an exception to his long string of abusive relationships. He presented himself as this incredibly moral person (vegan, environmentally conscious, telling me of all of the ways others had abused him that he would never do, even his closest friends). I had completely internalized criticisms that he had had of me throughout the relationship, many of which had led to serious self reflection and my writing messages about my growth. Within a week I told him I still loved him and that I always would. He reminded me of his boundary around long messages and said they made him anxious. I was desperate. We took a few weeks of no-contact. We messaged short-messages back and forth, with a few life-updates to eachother each. He told me he was rescuing a kitten that he found, and I remembered how he could be kind.
But as I processed, more and more, I felt angry. I wrote unsent angry letters in the notes app on my phone for a month. I wrote myself a 20,000 word summary of the relationship. This was not a healthy way to process. It elevated me. (Some of you will probably comment that maybe I shouldn't have written this post for the same reason, but oh well--I wanted to process and I want to hear if others have similar stories). Meanwhile, my ex kept pushing back the date for when we would verbally connect again. Eventually, I boiled over. I did not insult him. But I wrote a long message explaining that I wanted to take 3 months of no-contact. I had entered another relationship and told him that even though I was feeling angry at him, he shouldn't be worried because even though I had baggage from the relationship, I was communicating well with my new partner. I also told him that I felt like if I did talk with him, that I would end up tearing him a new one, and that I needed time to cool down. I'm not proud of the message in general, but I didn't call names, tell him he was awful, or anything like that. I was just insensitive and told him I was angry.
And like that, I was blocked. It was over. A period of about 9 months, five of which we were together, with two before escalating towards love bombing and two after escalating towards my boiling over.
And yet, I had never expressed to him that I thought he had been abusive. I felt frustrated that I had told him that I would always love him, when in many ways now I hated him.
Five months passed, during which I came to realize more and more how messed up the relationship was.
And then I sent the message on Co-star.
Fast forward another four months to now.
I just sent him a text, knowing he probably has blocked me there too. It said something like, "I want my last message to you just be: I'm sorry, and I forgive you." I wanted to free myself. I needed to not feel angry at him or ashamed of myself. I needed to not feel like I had a million things to say to him--I needed to just say, this is it: I'm not sending more messages. I'm sorry, and I forgive you. It was for myself. I was forgiving him selfishly, even though he didn't deserve it, so that I could move on.
I feel like I shouldn't have sent this, but I don't feel bad about it yet, either. I needed closure. It always felt like there was some "message I could send" to detail his abuse, and I needed to not have that standing over me--I needed to forgive. I am now oscillating between wondering about myself--whether I have a problem with boundaries, since I had boiled over at this point three times to message him. Feeling frustrated I didn't assert myself about his abuse, that I doubled down on loving him. Part of me is glad that I sent the message on Co-Star saying that he was abusive, because it was the only indication I ever gave him, really, that what he did wasn't ok to me--he had blocked me before I could articulate anything. But I also know that this message even if received would not mean anything to him.
Anyways, now I'm venting about it here on Reddit. Does anyone have similar experiences surrounding self control messaging exes and feeling a bit out of control?
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I was devastated, but over the course of the next few months, came to understand a great deal of ways that I feel that I had been abused during the relationship. I felt angrier and angrier, and even though I was seeing a therapist, it eventually boiled over. My ex had blocked me on discord and probably on text, but I went onto an astrology app called Co-Star that he had had me download, and sent a message using it that said something like, "You were an abusive partner, but you can make it right with an apology."
Now, I have no idea if he actually saw the message. It was sent with a weird feature of the app called Chaos Mode that apparently chooses to send the message at some future time, so who knows if it actually ever sent. I don't know if he still has the app, if he unfriended me, or whatnot. But I feel guilty because I enacted exactly the caricature of me that he had created--I hadn't respected his boundaries, and I sent the message anyways.
At the same time, I am still feeling very victimized by the relationship. To give you a sense of the kinds of things that were going on in the relationship, here's a few examples that I currently find a little horrific [Note: this kind of turned into a summary of the relationship after I wrote it]. I'm aware that to heal I should probably not be ruminating about these things, especially if they lead me to boil over and message him, but here you go.
The first time I had sex with him, he slammed the door on me for not being able to finish and said "finish yourself." When I came to bed, I told him I felt shame. He said "good." The next time we had sex, he set a timer for me and said I had to finish within 5 minutes. These were the first times I ever had sex. He was manipulative in bed, telling me he didn't want to perform certain acts because I didn't give him enough praise for them, so that I started exaggerating my pleasure; he blamed me for why certain positions weren't working and was frustrated with how my body worked. On top of this, he admitted at the end of the relationship to having had sex with me around five times after he decided to break up with me (before he did), which just makes me feel a bit icky.
He would put me down in pretty transparently cruel ways. One example was when I exerted myself, he said I sounded like a muppet and that he "didn't want to be dating a muppet." When I offered him a blanket but apologized that it might not have been washed in a while, he called me a baby. He would insult my ability to give complements, asking me to tell him what color his eyes are but then rejecting everything that I gave him, telling me I was bad at complements repeatedly (and saying that it wasn't fair of him because his other exes were artists, so no wonder I was bad). Now, there were times that he was complementary to me--he told me I was hot, good at singing, good at writing, smart--but also times where he would put me down for things I was less good at, like cooking.
He constantly made me feel insecure about my gender. (For context, we are both men, but he was raised as a woman). So he would make pretty sweeping feminist critiques over fairly mundane things, like if I complained when I was sick he would go off about how men are always babies when they are sick and women don't get attention. When I confronted him about some of the things he was saying, telling him that while I wanted him to express these kinds of social problems so that I could be aware and adapt, I was feeling insecure in the relationship--he flipped it around and told me that if I didn't feel loved, he could say "I love you" less, and that I hadn't been grateful enough for when he came to visit me. (I had written him poetry, deep cleaned my apartment, taken time off work, sent my roommate off for the week, bought him a bus pass, planned his visit, met him in the airport despite not having a car, and just an insane amount of work to be turned into, "you weren't grateful enough").
Other than namecalling, he was just plain controlling. The reason that the boundary around me not sending long messages exists is that when I felt insecure--which I think makes sense given the ways he would talk to me--I would often send him a few paragraphs apologizing and explaining how I was growing. Even though long messages were the first thing he said he loved about me, and that he said our communication was like magic, he eventually set up what he called an "Essay embargo" and told me not to write them. The first time he set the "embargo", he had said it was only until we met in person because he didn't want me to write anything that would make him nervous. After we met in person, I assumed the embargo had lifted. Yet shortly after, he set it again, giving a few explanations--the main one just being that he wanted to appreciate our relationship without overthinking it. It seemed playful. He definitely did also say that long messages made him uncomfortable because he felt obligated to send a response. So, when I did send messages, I would add that he didn't have to respond (which I realize is not fully respecting the boundary). I did ask after sending messages whether they were ok and he never responded to those questions.
Despite this, there were times during the relationship that I continued to send long, often apologetic messages. I had felt like this boundary was set playfully and I also was feeling overwhelming guilt that I, for whatever reason, needed his affirmation for. I am conflicted because on the one hand, I was definitely ignoring his boundary--but on the other, I feel like the boundary was not very thoughtful of my own needs, either.
Prior to the breakup, it was hell. He was getting angry at me for everything--for pretty mundane things like using the bathroom before him and stinking it up. He told me he had to show me how to do everything, but I realize now that a lot of this was just him being particular (e.g, he told me I don't know how to drink tea because I left the bag in, when I just like it strong). Unfortunately, I had flown 5,000 miles to visit him and was sort of trapped in his proximity, and was drunk on love still since I was trying very hard, it was my first relationship, and he had sold me on notions of fairytale romance and told me we were cosmically meant to be together and other lovebomby sort of things. We flew to a convention and I met some of his friends, and at one point he introduced me to a girl he had almost dated before, saying I was a friend and not a partner. I pointed this out to him later and he just said "does that make you angry?". He flirted with a woman at a party, telling her she was pretty while demanding that i bring him snacks (I feel so, so weak for not confronting him about this). He got drunk and I stayed with him as he passed out, but he was angry at me in the morning. When one of his friends told me they thought I was nice, because i was opening doors for everyone, my ex said "Is he really?" Questioning them.
The breakup itself was cold and calculated. He started it by telling me that he thought about not giving me any reasons for the breakup because I always overanalyze things. He told me he wouldn't have broken up with me if I was a woman. He told me I didn't take care of him and he needs a partner that takes care of him, and that his partners always feel taken care of. He threw some things I had said at the beginning of the relationship back at me--misquoting and misunderstanding them.
After the relationship, I had no idea what to think. It was my first relationship. It had started with fairytale romance. I had been passing his tests, I had been an exception to his long string of abusive relationships. He presented himself as this incredibly moral person (vegan, environmentally conscious, telling me of all of the ways others had abused him that he would never do, even his closest friends). I had completely internalized criticisms that he had had of me throughout the relationship, many of which had led to serious self reflection and my writing messages about my growth. Within a week I told him I still loved him and that I always would. He reminded me of his boundary around long messages and said they made him anxious. I was desperate. We took a few weeks of no-contact. We messaged short-messages back and forth, with a few life-updates to eachother each. He told me he was rescuing a kitten that he found, and I remembered how he could be kind.
But as I processed, more and more, I felt angry. I wrote unsent angry letters in the notes app on my phone for a month. I wrote myself a 20,000 word summary of the relationship. This was not a healthy way to process. It elevated me. (Some of you will probably comment that maybe I shouldn't have written this post for the same reason, but oh well--I wanted to process and I want to hear if others have similar stories). Meanwhile, my ex kept pushing back the date for when we would verbally connect again. Eventually, I boiled over. I did not insult him. But I wrote a long message explaining that I wanted to take 3 months of no-contact. I had entered another relationship and told him that even though I was feeling angry at him, he shouldn't be worried because even though I had baggage from the relationship, I was communicating well with my new partner. I also told him that I felt like if I did talk with him, that I would end up tearing him a new one, and that I needed time to cool down. I'm not proud of the message in general, but I didn't call names, tell him he was awful, or anything like that. I was just insensitive and told him I was angry.
And like that, I was blocked. It was over. A period of about 9 months, five of which we were together, with two before escalating towards love bombing and two after escalating towards my boiling over.
And yet, I had never expressed to him that I thought he had been abusive. I felt frustrated that I had told him that I would always love him, when in many ways now I hated him.
Five months passed, during which I came to realize more and more how messed up the relationship was.
And then I sent the message on Co-star.
Fast forward another four months to now.
I just sent him a text, knowing he probably has blocked me there too. It said something like, "I want my last message to you just be: I'm sorry, and I forgive you." I wanted to free myself. I needed to not feel angry at him or ashamed of myself. I needed to not feel like I had a million things to say to him--I needed to just say, this is it: I'm not sending more messages. I'm sorry, and I forgive you. It was for myself. I was forgiving him selfishly, even though he didn't deserve it, so that I could move on.
I feel like I shouldn't have sent this, but I don't feel bad about it yet, either. I needed closure. It always felt like there was some "message I could send" to detail his abuse, and I needed to not have that standing over me--I needed to forgive. I am now oscillating between wondering about myself--whether I have a problem with boundaries, since I had boiled over at this point three times to message him. Feeling frustrated I didn't assert myself about his abuse, that I doubled down on loving him. Part of me is glad that I sent the message on Co-Star saying that he was abusive, because it was the only indication I ever gave him, really, that what he did wasn't ok to me--he had blocked me before I could articulate anything. But I also know that this message even if received would not mean anything to him.
Anyways, now I'm venting about it here on Reddit. Does anyone have similar experiences surrounding self control messaging exes and feeling a bit out of control?
2024.05.14 16:04 DearNeedleworker1627 How do I deal with My (f27) Bfās (m27) ex?
Bfās ex
My bf and I have been dating for only 5 short months but theyāve been the best months ever. He was in a long term relationship a year and a half ago (6 years) and she ended up cheating on him and is now engaged with another man. Heās told me he still tried to get her back after she cheated. This makes me feel like if she was single he would be with her. His grandma also accidentally called me his exās name. His family occasionally will bring her up. I found a picture of them together back then and sheās so much prettier than me on top of the fact that I already feel like heās out of my league. I hate this jealous feeling and almost feel like Iām the second choice. I hate this feeling Iāve never had to deal with an ex before
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My bf and I have been dating for only 5 short months but theyāve been the best months ever. He was in a long term relationship a year and a half ago (6 years) and she ended up cheating on him and is now engaged with another man. Heās told me he still tried to get her back after she cheated. This makes me feel like if she was single he would be with her. His grandma also accidentally called me his exās name. His family occasionally will bring her up. I found a picture of them together back then and sheās so much prettier than me on top of the fact that I already feel like heās out of my league. I hate this jealous feeling and almost feel like Iām the second choice. I hate this feeling Iāve never had to deal with an ex before
2024.05.14 16:02 Ka1v3n I'm lost...help
I just installed the free to play version of destiny 2 after being away from the game for years. I used to play D2 (and D1) on ps4. I played D2 and got thr Forsaken DLC. But then life took over and I didn't have time.
Now I started again on PC, linked my PSN account and really loved getting back into it...
But as far as I can see there is a LOT of stuff behind paywalls and stuff. If I check steam and i would buy everything that would come down to a whopping 520ā¬ to purchase.
I don't even know what half of the stuff would do. Annual pass... armor packs... back in the day you had the game that you bought. Then a DLC came out that you could buy and you got a load of new content and stuff to do.
But right now my main question is, what should i get to make it a fun experience. Playing 2 hours a day tops
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Now I started again on PC, linked my PSN account and really loved getting back into it...
But as far as I can see there is a LOT of stuff behind paywalls and stuff. If I check steam and i would buy everything that would come down to a whopping 520ā¬ to purchase.
I don't even know what half of the stuff would do. Annual pass... armor packs... back in the day you had the game that you bought. Then a DLC came out that you could buy and you got a load of new content and stuff to do.
But right now my main question is, what should i get to make it a fun experience. Playing 2 hours a day tops
2024.05.14 16:02 rea_lism I want to study at UP but all I get are discouragements from the people I know
UP is my dream school, but it's not like I've been manifesting to be an Iska since I was little. It was more like I was longing for it because I've already made up my mind that I'm not excellent enough to qualify to such a prestigious university. So, since then, I've kinda let it go but still longed for it. That's why I still took UPCAT even I already knew I would fail. As a consistent top student, I mustered up the courage to go through with it even with the knowledge na madaming mag eexpect na makakapasa ako. Bc UP is my dream school & I know I would regret it more to not try than try and fail.
Weirdly, I passed the UPCAT2024 even if I felt that the odds were against me hahahaha. So there. I was happy etcetera etcetera. But then, grabe ang feedback ng mga teachers at kakilala ko about up. My teacher who was from UP (but transfered halfway bc sguro nahirapan sya), said na ayaw nya akong mag UP ako ksi baka ma late dw ako ng graduate baka umabot ng six years kasi she has never met "kuno" na BA Lit na naka graduate on time. I know she's exaggerating but it doesnt mean that I dont feel discouraged.
Kaluluwa daw kapalit dun. Mas mahirap mag graduate sa UP kesa sa UPCAT. Di ko dw kaya mag adapt dun ksi zero ang interpersonal skills ko (which is true naman haha). Mahihiirapan daw akong mag adjust ksi I'll be on my own. Boring daw ang Miag-ao (idk why pero base sa nababasa ko, parang hindi naman). Sabi din nung isa na may kilala siya na graduate ng UP and nag masters sa UP pero wala paring trabaho. Etcetcetc. I've heard soooo many discouragements that makes me wanna back out even though I've already accepted the offer. It makes me look down on myself dahil BA Lit lang napasa ko. Parang ganun. Like mostly na kilala ko, parang dinadown nila ang UP just to make themselves feel better. It always starts with UP nga pero... And their faces everytime na sasabihin ko na sa UP ako mag aaral, parang nag ffrown sila or makikita mo ang disagreement sa face nila.
I know dapat di ako magpaapekto. Maybe it's just bc they feel insecure about themselves na sa local univs sila nag graduate? But why would they advice that to me as if parang end of the world na pag mag UP ako? HAHAHA Alam ko x10 na mahirap sa UP. Them saying bout UP's difficulty is ok, but what'm hurts is that parang mas ineemphasize nila na di ko kaya, na di worth it sya ipursue.
I want to pursue UP bc I want to serve my country. I want to be the one of the firsts na mag uphold ng truth and justice. Though superficial siya, I just feel that way. I want to practice the freedom of thought and speech, things I didnt have during my JHS and SHS years dahil Catholic school.
...or are they simply right that I dont belong? huhuu idk what to think anymore tbh. I'm afraid na maybe I've been holding on for superficial reasons...
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Weirdly, I passed the UPCAT2024 even if I felt that the odds were against me hahahaha. So there. I was happy etcetera etcetera. But then, grabe ang feedback ng mga teachers at kakilala ko about up. My teacher who was from UP (but transfered halfway bc sguro nahirapan sya), said na ayaw nya akong mag UP ako ksi baka ma late dw ako ng graduate baka umabot ng six years kasi she has never met "kuno" na BA Lit na naka graduate on time. I know she's exaggerating but it doesnt mean that I dont feel discouraged.
Kaluluwa daw kapalit dun. Mas mahirap mag graduate sa UP kesa sa UPCAT. Di ko dw kaya mag adapt dun ksi zero ang interpersonal skills ko (which is true naman haha). Mahihiirapan daw akong mag adjust ksi I'll be on my own. Boring daw ang Miag-ao (idk why pero base sa nababasa ko, parang hindi naman). Sabi din nung isa na may kilala siya na graduate ng UP and nag masters sa UP pero wala paring trabaho. Etcetcetc. I've heard soooo many discouragements that makes me wanna back out even though I've already accepted the offer. It makes me look down on myself dahil BA Lit lang napasa ko. Parang ganun. Like mostly na kilala ko, parang dinadown nila ang UP just to make themselves feel better. It always starts with UP nga pero... And their faces everytime na sasabihin ko na sa UP ako mag aaral, parang nag ffrown sila or makikita mo ang disagreement sa face nila.
I know dapat di ako magpaapekto. Maybe it's just bc they feel insecure about themselves na sa local univs sila nag graduate? But why would they advice that to me as if parang end of the world na pag mag UP ako? HAHAHA Alam ko x10 na mahirap sa UP. Them saying bout UP's difficulty is ok, but what'm hurts is that parang mas ineemphasize nila na di ko kaya, na di worth it sya ipursue.
I want to pursue UP bc I want to serve my country. I want to be the one of the firsts na mag uphold ng truth and justice. Though superficial siya, I just feel that way. I want to practice the freedom of thought and speech, things I didnt have during my JHS and SHS years dahil Catholic school.
...or are they simply right that I dont belong? huhuu idk what to think anymore tbh. I'm afraid na maybe I've been holding on for superficial reasons...
2024.05.14 16:01 music_plants_life my ex is being really weird, please help what do i do??? :(
when i was in like 7th grade and like 12 years old (im 16 now by the way) i dated this girl on and off
and when i say on and off i mean like 5 times in the span of 2 years (2020-2022) in which they broke up with me and then asked me out again 5 times
back then i was stupid and i went back every time bc i thought we were in love
i wont go into detail about the relationship because 1) i have zero care for how i was treated back then anymore, im over it 2) it was a lot and id be here forever even if i did want to talk about it
but to sum it up all of my friends absolutely hated this person and were mad i was dating them and were over the moon when we broke up for good
after a couple months after our last breakup we did what has always happened after we broke up and we formed a friendship again, i went shopping with them and got food with them, car rides with them etc
in 2023 i started dating the most amazing man i could have ever asked for, he has truly been a blessing in my life and has really changed my life for the better, and to top it all off he has really shown me how a healthy relationship should be. He has shown me so much kindness and has gone above and beyond for me and i'm so appreciative of him and all his kindness, he has taught me real love
when me and him started dating i stopped being around this ex
anyways, my ex hadn't tried to reach out to me since and they honestly haven't crossed my mind in half a year i thought (and hoped) that was the end of the story
TILL RECENTLY my friend group from one of my school activities is also somewhat friends with my ex, and this has never bugged me, but apparently it has bugged my ex strongly.
because half a year later since i stopped talking to this ex apparently they have started complaining to my friend in this shared group about how they ā¢ feel excluded when im around ā¢ feel i've been ignoring them ā¢ and how they believe this is all my boyfriends fault, and that my boyfriend is "controlling" who i talk to
its escalated because they brought it up to my friend again and said they were going to "confront" me about it?????
this kinda happened a couple months ago when they asked this friend if i dating my current boyfriend and trying to get info, but my friend said they should stop being weird.
Now they are back at it worse than before??
why can't they just let me go and leave me alone?
to be perfectly clear my boyfriend is the furthest thing from controlling, and im very offended that my ex is 1) trying to bad mouth him and 2) painting him as controlling and assuming im only destined for toxic manipulative controlling relationships like the one i was in with them
i know im better than that now and i think its wild they believe there has to be some outside force keeping me from talking to them
the reality is it was completely my own decision to stop talk talking to them, and i've been very happy with my decision
my boyfriend doesn't know about the current situation i haven't told him because hearing that someone is painting him to be controlling would break his heart, he is so kind and it's made me absolutely livid that my ex is so immature they have to shit talk my boyfriend to feel better about themselves
but should i tell him? and besides telling him, what do i do about the situation??
do i confront my ex and tell them to get a grip and stop being an obsessive creep? or is that what they want and should i just not ingage in the situation at all
PLEASE help me ššā¹ļø
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and when i say on and off i mean like 5 times in the span of 2 years (2020-2022) in which they broke up with me and then asked me out again 5 times
back then i was stupid and i went back every time bc i thought we were in love
i wont go into detail about the relationship because 1) i have zero care for how i was treated back then anymore, im over it 2) it was a lot and id be here forever even if i did want to talk about it
but to sum it up all of my friends absolutely hated this person and were mad i was dating them and were over the moon when we broke up for good
after a couple months after our last breakup we did what has always happened after we broke up and we formed a friendship again, i went shopping with them and got food with them, car rides with them etc
in 2023 i started dating the most amazing man i could have ever asked for, he has truly been a blessing in my life and has really changed my life for the better, and to top it all off he has really shown me how a healthy relationship should be. He has shown me so much kindness and has gone above and beyond for me and i'm so appreciative of him and all his kindness, he has taught me real love
when me and him started dating i stopped being around this ex
- because now that i was dating my amazing boyfriend i realized i used to hang around them in some hope they'd show me that temporary love again (i was very blind and easily controlled š)
- because now that i had realized this and was finally aware of how awful the situation had been and was now completely over them i realized they have always made me somewhat uncomfortable
anyways, my ex hadn't tried to reach out to me since and they honestly haven't crossed my mind in half a year i thought (and hoped) that was the end of the story
TILL RECENTLY my friend group from one of my school activities is also somewhat friends with my ex, and this has never bugged me, but apparently it has bugged my ex strongly.
because half a year later since i stopped talking to this ex apparently they have started complaining to my friend in this shared group about how they ā¢ feel excluded when im around ā¢ feel i've been ignoring them ā¢ and how they believe this is all my boyfriends fault, and that my boyfriend is "controlling" who i talk to
its escalated because they brought it up to my friend again and said they were going to "confront" me about it?????
this kinda happened a couple months ago when they asked this friend if i dating my current boyfriend and trying to get info, but my friend said they should stop being weird.
Now they are back at it worse than before??
why can't they just let me go and leave me alone?
to be perfectly clear my boyfriend is the furthest thing from controlling, and im very offended that my ex is 1) trying to bad mouth him and 2) painting him as controlling and assuming im only destined for toxic manipulative controlling relationships like the one i was in with them
i know im better than that now and i think its wild they believe there has to be some outside force keeping me from talking to them
the reality is it was completely my own decision to stop talk talking to them, and i've been very happy with my decision
my boyfriend doesn't know about the current situation i haven't told him because hearing that someone is painting him to be controlling would break his heart, he is so kind and it's made me absolutely livid that my ex is so immature they have to shit talk my boyfriend to feel better about themselves
but should i tell him? and besides telling him, what do i do about the situation??
do i confront my ex and tell them to get a grip and stop being an obsessive creep? or is that what they want and should i just not ingage in the situation at all
PLEASE help me ššā¹ļø
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2024.05.14 15:58 Impossible-Rich-3931 Worrying about my boy being neutered in dirty vets office
 | So this is my second cat, Iāve had my first girl for 2.5 years almost and sheās probably around 3.5 years old Iām guessing. I got her spayed the first 6 months I had her, I lived in AZ at the time and used the humane society, it was very clean inside and like a normal vet hospital with the larger waiting rooms and even put a name rage collar on her at the front. No odor or other animals, like I was comfortable leaving her there even though I was able to come back and get her same day after the surgery cause it was so early and I did. Well now I live in OK, in a smaller town with only a couple vet options, and an overflowing humane society which doesnāt have monthly spay and neuter deals like there was in AZ. So my parents recommended a dr here cause of the price and reliability. Well I walk in with my Iām assuming 8-9 month old boy that Iāve had since October, also my parents are the ones who set up the appointment for me cause we are hurting on money rn(Iām pregnant and out of a job, so one income is hard). So I just kinda trust my parents that itās ok, but I walk in the door and Iām hit with a wall of animal stink, there is no waiting room just a small little office and check in desk thing, and she had me come take him back to the cages and so I walked through the back with her and they had around 4-5 cats walking about and a large dog, in that room area itās like I could tell the dr and family live in that building as well kinda just based off the furniture there for the āpetsā of theirs just roaming. Never put a name tags on him, the kennels looked alright but some at the top were obviously junk storage and werenāt the cleanest. As well as one of her roaming cats in there had what looked like and eye infection, like not even her animals all seemed 100%, unless she took it in recently and is treating it. I didnāt look around too much and didnāt see a room that would be for surgery and it makes me anxious based on the lack of obvious cleanliness when I brought him to the back kennels. Also I canāt pick him up the same day I have to wait till tomorrow, and so itās making my momma heart feel so bad for leaving him overnight and heās not a year yet and will think we have him up maybe, all I know is heāll be scared tonight. Iām primarily concerned about the condition of the clinic and where this procedure will take place cause I really would hate for him to get an infection and potentially worse cause of the lack of sterilizing and keeping up with the clinic. We will see when I pick him up tomorrow but I donāt know if Iāll be receiving pain meds or anything for cleaning the site either like I did for my girl, I just feel like a bad cat parent for letting him have surgery there cause I wouldnāt take any sick pet there I feel itās so dirty and unprofessional feeling at least from what Iām used to back in AZ, I imagine even the bigger cities here will have nicer vets but because Iām in such a small town we donāt have really any options. Just hoping and wishing that all goes well and he isnāt being put at risk for a bad infection or anything. Is there anything I can do at home after I get him to help reduce possible infections and maybe pain management if that possible. submitted by Impossible-Rich-3931 to cats [link] [comments] |
2024.05.14 15:57 ArtisticAussie1 Weirdest dream youāve had?
So iām used to having bad dreams, I have a ton of anxiety and it tends to bleed into my dreams. Iām also currently off of nicotine 5 days cold Turkey, and on a T break from weed due to a surgery so my dreams have been much more vivid and weird lately. But this one I had last night was just so strange and, frankly, I would of preferred my usual scary being chased by something dreams.
Let me preface this by saying I currently have 3 smallish-med tattoos on my one leg. A cloud, a mushroom and a duck all which I love. So I was with my boyfriend and his mom and I guess we were going to get PokĆ©mon tattoos. I was getting Snorlax (which is an actual one I want) and we had went to some guy who did good PokĆ©mon tattoos. So initially I was in this guys shop and talking about what to get and then itās like I lost time, went unconscious or something and I woke back up in my room on the floor. I looked at my legs and they were filled with ATROCIOUS tattoos. There was a Snorlax one and the Snorlax one was actually amazing, it was the only good tattoo. But it was placed directly over two of my other tattoos. This guy had just scribbled over my cloud and drew a huge single line shitty cloud above it. He did two shitty duck tattoos, one being just a head outline with Xās for eyes. And my thigh was full of random lines and the top half was completely blacked out. My other leg in which I have no tattoos on in real life he had made into a saxophone? Like had the lines and buttons tattooed down the back of my leg, and the top of that thigh was also completely blacked out. I remember walking out to my boyfriend and he was not really being serious about it (no one ever takes me seriously in my dreams so thatās usual) heās the one that went āoh look itās a saxophone better look into blacking it outā And I just dropped to my knees crying and then I woke up. I donāt think Iāve ever woken up so confused yet relieved, and you bet I instantly pulled off my covers to check my legs lol. Iām sure it was just a withdrawal dream or something and it has no meaning but wow was it a weird one. Whatāre some of the weirdest dreams you guys have had?
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Let me preface this by saying I currently have 3 smallish-med tattoos on my one leg. A cloud, a mushroom and a duck all which I love. So I was with my boyfriend and his mom and I guess we were going to get PokĆ©mon tattoos. I was getting Snorlax (which is an actual one I want) and we had went to some guy who did good PokĆ©mon tattoos. So initially I was in this guys shop and talking about what to get and then itās like I lost time, went unconscious or something and I woke back up in my room on the floor. I looked at my legs and they were filled with ATROCIOUS tattoos. There was a Snorlax one and the Snorlax one was actually amazing, it was the only good tattoo. But it was placed directly over two of my other tattoos. This guy had just scribbled over my cloud and drew a huge single line shitty cloud above it. He did two shitty duck tattoos, one being just a head outline with Xās for eyes. And my thigh was full of random lines and the top half was completely blacked out. My other leg in which I have no tattoos on in real life he had made into a saxophone? Like had the lines and buttons tattooed down the back of my leg, and the top of that thigh was also completely blacked out. I remember walking out to my boyfriend and he was not really being serious about it (no one ever takes me seriously in my dreams so thatās usual) heās the one that went āoh look itās a saxophone better look into blacking it outā And I just dropped to my knees crying and then I woke up. I donāt think Iāve ever woken up so confused yet relieved, and you bet I instantly pulled off my covers to check my legs lol. Iām sure it was just a withdrawal dream or something and it has no meaning but wow was it a weird one. Whatāre some of the weirdest dreams you guys have had?
2024.05.14 15:56 DearNeedleworker1627 Bfās ex
My bf (27M) and I (27F) have been dating for only 5 short months but theyāve been the best months ever. He was in a long term relationship a year and a half ago (6 years) and she ended up cheating on him and is now engaged with another man. Heās told me he still tried to get her back after she cheated. This makes me feel like if she was single he would be with her. His grandma also accidentally called me his exās name. His family occasionally will bring her up. I found a picture of them together back then and sheās so much prettier than me on top of the fact that I already feel like heās out of my league. I hate this jealous feeling and almost feel like Iām the second choice. I hate this feeling Iāve never had to deal with an ex before
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