Maa beta aur maalish

sainik colony me dopher 3 baje se ratke 11:12 tak powercut tha bc , maa ki choot is jagah ki . maa chudaye ye jagah ye government aur yaha ke log . saale modi ka peshab peeke zinda rh lenge ye gawar log

Kya kru bc .....pdhne jaa raha to ye khayal aa raha dimaag mei ki agle saal bhi yhi sab hogya to kya? Agr 650 waale drop lele tab to 25 mei aake maa chodh denge ...... kya kru ......mere 2 dost hai unn saalo ko farq hi ni pdd raha wo pddhe jaa rahe ussi speed se aur mei yha 3 din se bas yhi backchodhi krr raha hu ...... kya kru bc pdhna chalu krdu ? Prr phir wahi dimag mei aata hai agle saal cutoff 680 pahuch gayi tab ....mei to general hu +up

Where were the NEETARDS when the same shit happened to JEETARDS. 27s1 ka shikar hu mai do saal padhke 192 pe 99 nhi bana. Uss time adv tak confidence ki maa chud gyi. 2nd session i couldn't improve( made errors) , adv pe 120 ban rhe( fucked it up) ,WBJEE pe 1.1k rank aur BITS pe 270( 2nd session k liye padhkne ka man nhi kar rha). Thankfully merepe reservation hai so kuch mil rha hai but still i have bad inferior complexes. The time when we needed support the NEETARDS weren't there for us. Behenchod muh pe boldete the "aur ache se padh lena chahiye tha" and sidhe sidhe rank inflation acknowledge nhi ki. tumlog ko toh atleast acknowledge kar rha hai NTA. Humlog ko kisine acknowledge nhi kiya sala bas 'equal distribution' bolke turn down kardiya. Tabh bhi i m pretty sure JEETARDS r supporting u all. To those who didn't support us during our bad times and now need our support you all should be ashamed of urselves. So many of you made fun of us and when u r rn in our shoes u need our help. You sat in our exams "For FUCKING FUN" whn humare bande log ki literally life and death situation thi. I saw so many fucking suicide posts during our results. Pls know tht those who sat for JEE.. u have blood in ur hands. And those who didn't we JEETARDS are with u

Jethiya sabko bolta hai ki "Buddhe Champfuck ke liye society me ek naya flat le rahe hai" aur Abdul ko bina wajah daat ke cake laane bhej dete hai, Abdul ka dost ye sab chutiyap dekh nahi pata aur cake ko ek time bomb se replace kar deta hai, jisse Champfuck ki mrityu ho jati hai. (Happiest episode ever)
Phir society members bolte hai ki, "arey Abdul hum to tumhe surprise me flat dena chahte the, family, pyar, jhat." Abdul bolta hai ki "maine bomb nahi lagaya." Bhide society ka ekamev secretary hone ke naate झाटा kuch ukhad nahi pata hai (vo toh Champfuck ke dictatorship me bhi nahi ukhad pata tha.) Toh society members Chalu Pandey ko bulate hai, lekin iss universe me police bhi ghanta kuchh ukhad nahi pati, toh berojgar Tapu sena bolte hai ki "hum karenge insaaf"(शाट.) Jab society ke log CCTV check karte hai tab pata chalta hai ki Abdul ke alawa koi aur gaya hi nahi uss buddhe ke flat me, aur police Abdul ke lakh samjhane par bhi usko jail me daal deti hai.
Ab buddha toh bomb se pehle hi jal chuka hai, toh usko direct visarjan ke liye le jaate hai, ek bus me bithake, Gokuldham ki toli chali Hong Kong type. Vaha visarjan ke ghat pe Popatlal ko apni umar ki ek lady se pyar ho jata hai aur Popatlal uss lady ko pata leta hai. Lekin kuchh reasons ke chalte yeh dono bichad jate hai. Ab ye pure society ke log Tapu Sena ki tarah bakchod toh hai nahi, jo puri jindagi Visarjan ghat pe bita denge, toh ab ye sab vapas nikal jate hai, raste me Babita ko ultiya hone lagti hai, tab sabko pata chalta hai ki Babita ki upper body ke sath pair bhi bhaari ho gaye. Yaha Iyer-Babita khush hote hai, lekin khushi dikhate nahi. (Obviously abhi abhi ek buddha mara hai, kaise khushi dikhayenge.) Toh kuchh emotional baate hoti hai ki dekho "Champfuck vapis aa raha hai bacche ke rup me, laura lesson." Bhide apne lame joke maarke thoda sa वातावरण chill karne ko try karta hai, "are Gujrati aadmi hai, vaapis to ayega hi." Lekin लवडा koi nahi hasta.
Ab Gokuldham me Jethalal se milne Sundar aata hai aur bolta hai "my dear Jijaji, Abdul aisa nahi kar sakta." Lekin Jethiya maanta hi nahi hai, tab Sundar bolta hai "my dear Jijaji, aap जेठालाल nahi झाटालाल ho." Aur vaha se chala jata hai. Baad me pata chalta hai ki Daya vapis aa rahi hai, aur ek gaadi aake rukti hai, usme se bsdka Sundar utar ta hai, phirse vahi bakchodi, "Abdul ne aisa nahi kiya hoga." Iss baat se Tapu Sena agree karte hai, "Haa Tapu! Haa Tapu." Chalu Pandey ko vapis bula liya jata hai, kyuki vo to Nalla baitha hai. Phir Abdul ko bhi jail se chhudvate hai aur puchha jata hai ki kisne bomb lagaya, toh sab bolte hai ki hume nahi pata, lekin Sundar bolta hai ki ek vyakti ko pata hai..... uski maa. Tab Chalu Pandey bolta hai, "bula teri maa ki chut"
(Aur ha Daya nahi aa rahi, hum sab chutiya ban chuke hai)
Phir jab sab log Sundar ki maa ko dekhte hai tab Popatlal ki gaand fatt jati hai. Kyuki vo Visarjan ghat vali Lady hi Sunar ki maa hai. Tab voh aurat batati hai ki Abdul ke dost ne bomb lagaya tha aur usko police pakad ke le jaati hai. (Maa chudaye proof)
Phir kucch mahino baad Popatlal ki Shaadi ho jaati hai, uski umar ki lady se.... Sundar ki maa se. Lekin Shaadi hote hi khana khate time Babita ke pet me dard hone lagta hai aur usko hospital le jate hai, pet se baccha nikalte hai aur Iyer Sinetest uss bacche ko bolta hai, "beta Vanakkam bolo, Vanakkam bolo." But vo baccha bolta hai, "JAY JINENDRA." Ab Iyer gusse se Jethiya ko dekhta hai, maano jaan se maar dega. Lekin Jhatalal ki jaan aur Iyer ki ijjat bachane ke liye Tarak Mehta bolta hai, "are nahi tumhi ne kaha tha na, ki Champfuck vapis aa raha, तर बघा बुल्ल्यान्नो बेशिस्त म्हातारा परत आला." Aur Jethiya ki jaan bach jati hai.
Series khatam kardo iss point pe.

grace marking ke wajah se hi sab kuch kharab hua hai hear me out

• FYI tie breaker mai ek criteria application no. ka bhi hota hai and jo ek hi center wale hai unke application no. same hai so woh sort karne pe ek hi sequence mai aaye hai (mind it 619,618 wale bhi wohi center se hai) so 62-69 wale sab grace marking ke chode hai
• BKL madarchod bhenchod chutiya NTA ne aur bhi centers pe grace marking de rakhi hai but kuch dusre criterias ki wajah se shayad woh sath mai nahi hai iss liye dikh nahi rahe
• Paper obviously leak hua hoga but itte bade level pe nahi ki itte sare baccho ko aaye marks
• in-fact paper leak ya cheating karwa ke bhi 720/720 lana bohot mushkil hai kyu ki NEET pen-paper based hai toh yaha 200 ques ki OMR bharne mai human error hona kafi common hai (aur specially aise chutiyo se jo paper-leak ya cheating pe depend hai pass hone ke liye)

randi ka pilla NTA ne hi sab fuck kiya hai; pata nahi kitte baccho ko grace mile wala aur usi ke wajah se sab gadbad hui hai (I mean sirf paper leak hone ke wajah se itta bada inflation nahi ho sakta (provided woh leak hazaro mai ho (jo ki mushkil hai kafi)))
best thing would be ki NTA sabka OMR public kare (atleast woh 67 baccho ka) tab sab samajh jayega; ya fir grace marking jinhe mili hai unka re-test kare...bhenchod thik se conduct karna tumhari responsibility hai ye tumhare side se blunder hua hai toh tum hi sambhaloge ham kyu de re-neet
NTA ki maa ka bhosda

Thought I'd provide this guide cause I've ran into this issue a couple times.
Before upgrading any of the nvidia packages: sync nvidia-beta-dkms on it's own first. Example using yay:
yay -S nvidia-beta-dkms
This will update nvidia-beta-dkms and nvidia-utils-beta
After that, the rest can by synced as usual:
yay -Syu --aur

:: 3 packages to upgrade/install.
3 aulib32-nvidia-utils-beta 555.42.02-1 -> 555.52.04-1
2 aunvidia-settings-beta 555.42.02-1 -> 555.52.04-1
1 auopencl-nvidia-beta 555.42.02-1 -> 555.52.04-1

These should install with no conflicts.
After that, all the nvidia beta packages should be upgraded. Remember to mkinitcpio -P!

Yar, i am basically 26Y guy doing freelancing(60-70k ban jata). And my family is consistently says the same words from past 6 months.
“beta shadi kar lo, ab tumahri age ho gai he“
“Main chahti hun kay tum shadi karo ta kay tumhary bachy tumhara haath bata sakain“
“Beta BV hoti he banda 100 sukh dukh karta he”
“Ali beta log batain banatay hain kay is ki shadi abhi tak nhi hoi is waja say shadi zarori he” ——————————— On top of that:
“BV main apni marzi say laoun gi, tumhe aur us ko meray mutabiq chalna ho ga(bcoz ye mera ghar he, agar apni marzi chalani he tou apna seperate ghar lae kr shadi kar lena)”
“Us ko ghar kay saray kaam karnay paray gain”
“ Beta BV esi cheez hoti he kay agar ap us ko 20k b do gay tou us main b ghar chala lae gi(exactly opposite of what say previously: beta agar 1 lac kama saktay ho tou phir shadi ka sochna ) “
-> i want a wife not a glorified maid. ————————————— What they dont realise:

• My father is a PLAYBOY ( sorry for this but having 3 wives and just paying kharcha and nothing else, from plumbing to Mineral water to grocery its my headache. Doing pretty much a brown dad chores but nothing in return )
  
• Litterly sometime i want to sucide bcoz i used to listen “ pani nahi bhara, abhi tak dahi nahi lae “, even though i try to give 100%.
  
• Family hates when i spend some time with friends ( every 10-15 minuts : kidhar ho? kab a rhy ho? )
  
• If economics was not the issue then why dont you considered when my testostrone was at its peak ( 18-24 age )
  

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Moral of the story: I am so fuckin tired of this, i know i am suffering alone right now but my family (if i start) will suffer, and i dont want this.
Looking for suggestions to end this mess from my life from both genders. Thanks.

25tard here, abhi recently 12th ke first mock test mai i scored 30 marks down from around a 100 that i was scoring in 11th. Ab bas 6 mahine bache hai maa baap dono give up kar chuke hai mujhpe ghar mai izzat bhi nahi hai ab baaki sab mujhse accha kar rahe hai mai hi peeche reh gaya.
galti bhi meri hi hai dosto ke chakkar mai pade raha aur time waste karta raha sote hue aur upar se homework time se kara nahi, na ki module. koi bhi topic aisa nahi hai jo mera itna strong ho.
i feel hopeless ab ki even if i study well 6 months mai can i atleast work up to 150-160 in jee mains 11th ka bhi pura acche se padhna hai wapis hand in hand aur 12th ka to hai hi
I was getting decent marks in 11th around 100 but maine fair notes banaye hi nahi acche se video lectures se padhte raha and now revise karne mai topics bohot time lagta jiski wajah se mai mocks ke liye kabhi syllabus hi time pe pura nahi kar paa raha.
apne teachers se baat kari to unhone kaha tha ki next test mai around 70-80 ka aim rakhu but again next week ko test hai and mostly pura syllabus bacha hai Even though im waking up early to study. Teachers bhi ab mujhpe itna focus nahi karna chahenge wo apne rankers pe dhyaan denge , even mere batchmates ab mujh se dhang se baat nahi karte.
is it too late for me? is it still possible to achieve my target considering ki i will be studying all the topics from the ground up (making fresh notes, chapters ke pehle 1-2 lec yaad hai not ki kuch aata nahi) is it possible to salvage this and if yes then please help me on how to
any and all advice is desperately needed. Please do not hesitate to go harsh on me and tell me the truth

Bachhe badhenge hi competition bhi apni maachudayega resources freely mil rhe hai sabko
Agar seats competition ke saath seats badh jayengi tabhi competitive exams ka sense banega else nhi dena better option rhega.
Tum bologe kuch nhi hoga sarkar nhi sunegi aur bhi baate lekin yehi solution hai agar uthao awaaz toh shayad kuch ho jaye lekin apani aukat nhi we're mere 17-19 year old chooze jinko IIT/AIIMS ka sapna bechkar coaching ne loota aur ab NTA mc loot rha hai
Remember toppers (top 1%) aur jinki cutoff clear nhi hui( bottom 90%) unko koi fark nhi padhta competition se lekin jo log deserve karte hai kuch (top 9% excluding the top 1%) unki maa chud jati hai
Phir bolte hai bhsdiwale aspirants s*icide kyu karte hai.
Fuck you education system (jaha padhne ke baad bhi kismat bharose bethna padhta hai chutiye se college me admission ke liye)

Youtubers making videos , kuch nhi hoga yhe nta h , tumhara baap nhi jo rho doge to Maan jayega , acche no. Layoge to Maan Jaye , yhe youtubers ke face PR dikh rha chamak , paise , aur apne course bechne ka confidence ( beta sabki baar nhi haarna h ) , sab bakchodi h bhai log. 99.99999999% kuch nhi hoga , kuch hua to samaj lo koi bahut bade level pr social media creators, news channel , and ofcourse politicians ( our lovely education ministers )
Just for fun -: pokhu uncle hote to maa chod dete nta ki ( Our ex- education minister who removed 75% criteria and removed boards too) Baki Delhi k Manish ji to khud help mang rhe h

Lambi story hai but sacchi story hai
I can whole heartedly say that I have one of the most supportive parents and they love me more than anything but their love can feel very toxic at times. My father have always been the strict straightforward realist and my mother have always been the over nurturing and supportive idealist. Throughout my childhood I have always favoured her more than my father because of her soft nature and better and modern parenting methods. But not every relationship in life is perfect. My mothe have always been a chronic liar since childhood. It is her second nature to make certain unrealistic claims to support her arguments. Though, it can be funny at times but often it feels insulting when she lies about me in public and I HATE LYING. I might have lied in my childhood out of fear but I don't lie now cause nowadays I really don't give a shit about public perception and am comfortable in my own skin. But my mother gives a lot of shit about her public image. Since childhood, If I got A- on report card, she would tell everyone I got A+. This is still somehow acceptable. Then as I grew up and we became close through my teenage years, I would often see her chats (not intentionally, just because we used to share the same number then), and I would be surprised to see that to every random stranger she ever had a conversation with, she always said that her husband is an IITian and works at a very high post in a company. Yes by outlook, we might had a good car at that time (Renault Duster), a nice apartment flat to live in Noida and a stable income to support a single International Tour at that time... But none of it had to do with my Father been an IITian. Because MY FATHER IS NOT AN IITIAN. My father have always been a good highschool student from a small town and then he failed to crack any Engineering Exams!!!! He studied Bsc. physics and hustled throughout his life and developed skills to land a stable job and lifestyle in a metropolitan city. And my father never hides his identity and scars. Now after boasting about fake achievements and not the real ones, I was next in the line. Let me summarise it concisely- Class 10th Result: 96.4% She told everyone 98.9%!!!! Even without my permission and forced me to lie because apparently "Beta no one gives a shit about your 10th Boards marks so 2-3 percentage upar neeche chalta hai"
I took dummy school. Whenever asked ki apka beta Kahan padhta hai, she straightforwardly lied and said DPS RKP. Bhai I left DPSN in class 10th and got admission in RKP but didn't went there!!! I rather chose dummy (big mistake though)
Then I miserably wasted my potential in the upcoming 2 years.
JEE mains 2023 Jan Attempt: 89.99 percentile She fucking told me everyone 97 percentile!!!!!!!! God!!!!!! And told me to prepare for Advanced kyunki itne mein toh Mains nikal hi jaayega!!! My father being the realist told me to focus on state engineering colleges, second attempt and BITSAT. But the fool I was I blindlily followed her.
Boards 12th (Maine ek din hi padhke diye the literally): 82% Bhai she told everyone 93% 😭😭 Bhai mere Dadaji ke Bestfriend ne marksheet maang Li toh she started screaming and fighting.
April Attempt: I fucked up! Lower percentile! Didn't Qualify! Cutoff was (90.someything).
So abb unke saar dost log Advanced ka centre poochne Lage (Because she already lied about my 97 percentile) and she said Noida. Bc unke bacchon ka bhi Noida tha. Toh woh kehne Lage ki car mein saare bacche ek saath exam Dene chale jayenge! Mummy ki phat gayi! Unhone bola ki BC mai exam hi nahi de Raha kyunki Mai boht depressed hoon!!! BC!!!!! WOH LOG HASS RAHE HONGE MERE PAR!! 🥲
Phir BC aur kya maine BITS bhi hagg diya. Mummy bolti Rahi yeh BITS-VITS kuch nahi hota, IIT hi hota hai!!! Drop le kar IIT laakar do mujhe.
Drop Year BC. Ek toh koi bhi poochta ki aapka beta kya kar raha hai, bolti 12th mein hai!!! Phirse Jhooth!!!
Bhai Jan Attempt: 93.4 percentile (I qualified Cutoffs)
April mein Dip ho gayi phirse
Abb koi result poochta toh kehti 97 percentile. Abb toh mujhe bhi aadat jaisi ho gayi thi.
I didn't listened to her this time, I followed my father's words. I started prepping for BITSAT.
Bhai Aaj Maine apne poore bachpan ka gussa nikal Diya jab meri maa ne limit cross kar di. Strangers ko jhoot bolna hai bolo but close relatives that are like family!!!??? Humari family friend ke bete ka NEET ka result aaya. Unhone poocha. And that relative said "My son took a drop for NEET last year. Iss saal uski 67 percentile aayi hai. Pichle saal usse options mil rahe the thore boht, but iss saal he is not getting a chance anywhere. We fought like a Warrior and I'm proud of him." Bhaisaab, the guts and pride those parents had on their son!!! Iske reply mein meri mummy ne bol Diya, "Haan actually Cutoffs high chali gayi na. Pichle saal mere bete ko DTU CSE mil raha tha. Iss baar toh woh bhi milna mushkil hai"
Bhai I burst out! BC!!! 99K rank aur 8K rank mein ZAMEEN AASMAAN KA FARK HOTA HAI!!!!!!! YAAR!!! AUR YEH STRANGER LOG BHI NAHI HAI!!!
What the fuck does it take parents to say that their son fought like a Warrior and they are proud of them.
Then she started her melodrama senti behaviour. Haan meri hi sab galti hai na wala rr. Phir mai darwaaza band karke roya yeh sochte huye ki meri mummy mere baare mein itna jhoot kyun bolti hai.
Mere Papa aajtak mere saath Jo bhi kiya ho par abhi mere baare mein kisi ko jhoot nahi bola. Kisiko bhi nahi.
Bhai before anyone says I am being too hard on my mom. Honestly, she is the best friend that I could have ever asked for. She supports every choice of mine. Some of the deepest lessons of sacrifice and hardwork, I have learned from her. She is a wonderful multitasker, an extremely talented and hardworking woman and a diligent and commited mother. The only thing that I absolutely hate about her is this chronic habit to lie not only about herself but the achievements of her son and husband. That's all.
Lying is my issue. Not parenthood.
And it breaks my heart everytime she lies, because I love her more than anything. And she feels ashamed to recount my real achievements to anyone.
It breaks me.
Shayad Jo pride Mai apni maa ko exam ke marks se nahi de paaya, woh pride ek din Mai apne art se zaroor doonga.
I will be the fucking best when I'm free from this JEE bullshit. I will grab my camera, go to villages and every corner of this country on a fucking local train from my own money and make documentaries and shortfilms, write stories, tell stories, make an impact.
I will make an impact so deep that my mother would be compelled to say only the truth about me.
Also I have recently started seeing my father from a different lens now. After all that I have gone through these recent years, the perception of my father has changed in my life from the villian of my story to a realist silent mentor of my journey. I have been a bad son to my father. I hope he forgives me and I'm trying to make our relationship better. There are no much talking in our father-son relationship but I know he is always there for me.
Thank you for reading my randirona, it certainly feels better now. Ab padhai karte hai waapis. Sorry bhi bolke aajata hoon Mummy ko chillane ke liye. 🥲🙏

718 ,719 marks its not mathematically possible when people pointed it out then nta gave a bullshit reply of giving grace marks to those who got paper late,if u were providing grace marks why didn't u tell us before at the time of omr release ,or during result release when people questioned u then u r giving lousy replies,
2- which formula did u use to give grace marks tell everyone that,when single mark is changing rank in thousands ,each mark matters.
3- why so many toppers are from single centre?
4-how did u decide who will get grace and who won't even in same centre some students got paper in time and some got it late
5- people who r saying paper was easy but the level was same as that of 2023, online sources are also same,then from where this huge rank inflation came from ??
For a paper which decide people's life NTA maa ki chut,bhosidiwala,tatti sale thik se paper nhi kara sakta toh kutte karaata kyu hai ??? This is just a entry level paper iske baad 10 yrs aur padhna hai to earn a living, aur competition bsdk ne upsc wala hai, Bhai tough paper bana na ☠️☠️☠️😭😭

Hello guys so I been actually in this platform for over 2 years now and I have enjoyed it but things are different currently and I want a solution for it. So it all starts from the start of my college which was around August of 2023 before that I was in 10th std and my vacations were good like I was an introvert and never needed friends and all. As soon as my college started I wanted to become an extrovert and I did and I made a lot of friends but with that came snakes fcked up. I met a girl as soon as the college started let's call her Ananya so she and I became best friend and I was very talented in everything so the whole college started knowing me and in a week we both became close friends and were in a situationship and after a few days my mom noticed it and took my phone to see the chats. I never deleted a single chat as I was loyal always to everyone and the love I did but she started hanging out with my best friend who I met during the start and was like the both used to sit on each other's lap just like I and her used too and then I was furious about what happened. I even told my mother that if time came I will marry her she is the only one. Ananya started hanging out with my best friend and labelled it as brother sister relationship and if it was why wasn't it from the start of college ???? I proposed her finally thinking she will say yes and half of my class supported me for that but then she said we were just friends right ?? And I was like what the hell ??!!! She was using me all the time my friend told me (let's call her Riz) so Riz was a chill girl and she told me that she is not worthy. Her and I became strangers and then I blovked her after a debate. She even dumped my best friend (that brother-sister relationship). After that I was number but I never gave and told anyone about it but for 3 straight months I was just nobody like a dead person inside a body I even thought of suicide but never did it coz I don't wanted a pussy death. After that I had an academic comeback time and showed everyone that I am capable of (don't forget I was an I introvert). After that suddenly new girl came into my like (call her Aditi) Aditi was smart and more good looking then her. Same shit happened and she ditched me. We met on insta she was in my same college and even said I like you. Shyd mein delusional tha. BC aageka pura sem mein ghanta gaya. Maa chud gyi thi Puri sem ki. Mein gaya he nahi 2nd sem pura socho 0 percent attendance. Bss ghr se seedha library jaake baith jaata tha introvert tha na toh waii aur joh chutiye dost the na riz woh sb unhone block maardiya tha coz uske ek bf ka joke maara tha toh usne block maardiya aur 4 fost the jinko mein mere naam ka sim card tk bnake Diya tha unhone ne bhi dhoka dediya. Ek keliye raat ke 12 bje tk uski gf se zhgda kyuki accha dost tha ek matter hogya that pr dono sath aagye aur mujhe accha laga. Har time socha.
Now present..
Abhi maa chud chuki hai. Pura sem gaya nahi tha paper aisey likhe aaya hu pr shyd pass layak hijaynga pr yaar mujhe agle sem uss clg mein nahi jaana hai but kya kru papa aur mummy Maan nahi rehe. And ab Maine ek bhi dost se contact nahi rakha hai sabko block Kiya hai joh bhi bacche the sirf 1 tha aur insta bhi delete krdiya no social life only gym. Abhi 1 mahina hai vacation toh plzzzzzz guys mujhe btao ki mein kya kru ki mera behaviour change hojaye aur aleg kya kru ?? Mujhe coding bhi psnd hai aur mein bhot projects kr Chuka hu

Hello guys so I been actually in this platform for over 2 years now and I have enjoyed it but things are different currently and I want a solution for it. So it all starts from the start of my college which was around August of 2023 before that I was in 10th std and my vacations were good like I was an introvert and never needed friends and all. As soon as my college started I wanted to become an extrovert and I did and I made a lot of friends but with that came snakes fcked up. I met a girl as soon as the college started let's call her Ananya so she and I became best friend and I was very talented in everything so the whole college started knowing me and in a week we both became close friends and were in a situationship and after a few days my mom noticed it and took my phone to see the chats. I never deleted a single chat as I was loyal always to everyone and the love I did but she started hanging out with my best friend who I met during the start and was like the both used to sit on each other's lap just like I and her used too and then I was furious about what happened. I even told my mother that if time came I will marry her she is the only one. Ananya started hanging out with my best friend and labelled it as brother sister relationship and if it was why wasn't it from the start of college ???? I proposed her finally thinking she will say yes and half of my class supported me for that but then she said we were just friends right ?? And I was like what the hell ??!!! She was using me all the time my friend told me (let's call her Riz) so Riz was a chill girl and she told me that she is not worthy. Her and I became strangers and then I blovked her after a debate. She even dumped my best friend (that brother-sister relationship). After that I was number but I never gave and told anyone about it but for 3 straight months I was just nobody like a dead person inside a body I even thought of suicide but never did it coz I don't wanted a pussy death. After that I had an academic comeback time and showed everyone that I am capable of (don't forget I was an I introvert). After that suddenly new girl came into my like (call her Aditi) Aditi was smart and more good looking then her. Same shit happened and she ditched me. We met on insta she was in my same college and even said I like you. Shyd mein delusional tha. BC aageka pura sem mein ghanta gaya. Maa chud gyi thi Puri sem ki. Mein gaya he nahi 2nd sem pura socho 0 percent attendance. Bss ghr se seedha library jaake baith jaata tha introvert tha na toh waii aur joh chutiye dost the na riz woh sb unhone block maardiya tha coz uske ek bf ka joke maara tha toh usne block maardiya aur 4 fost the jinko mein mere naam ka sim card tk bnake Diya tha unhone ne bhi dhoka dediya. Ek keliye raat ke 12 bje tk uski gf se zhgda kyuki accha dost tha ek matter hogya that pr dono sath aagye aur mujhe accha laga. Har time socha.
Now present..
Abhi maa chud chuki hai. Pura sem gaya nahi tha paper aisey likhe aaya hu pr shyd pass layak hijaynga pr yaar mujhe agle sem uss clg mein nahi jaana hai but kya kru papa aur mummy Maan nahi rehe. And ab Maine ek bhi dost se contact nahi rakha hai sabko block Kiya hai joh bhi bacche the sirf 1 tha aur insta bhi delete krdiya no social life only gym. Abhi 1 mahina hai vacation toh plzzzzzz guys mujhe btao ki mein kya kru ki mera behaviour change hojaye aur aleg kya kru ?? Mujhe coding bhi psnd hai aur mein bhot projects kr Chuka hu

1. Resources are free
2. Accept the fact that " Raja ka beta Raja nhi benaga " Log mehanat kar rhe h resources free h
3. PW is the reason bhale kitni gali do
4. Luck ( Bhale aap mehnat karo lekin aap bimar hue to aap gaye , accident hua aap gaye , todi si mistake Hui aap gaye , saal bhaar accha socre Kiya main paper me gadbad Hui aap gaye , samne Wale ne cheating Kari aap gaye , reservation nhi h aap shyad gaye , aapki galti aapki maa ch#d degi ) Edit -: Bsdk nta wale abhi just pata chala ki neet me normalisation Kari h chutyo ne ,

Edit 1 -: I don't know about reservation but just want to say I scored 92 marks in jee advanced but because I have 68% in cbse board ( in 2023 12 fail , in 2024 repeated 12 and got 68 this year ) as dropper , I don't get any iit while .... Leave that topic , fuck benchod yhe system Aisa hi tha , ab koi kuch nhi ukhad sakta , I am genral and probably EWS too ( Mera baap govt. Servant h to me koi fake certificate nhi banwa sakta ) aur aane wale time EWS ki maa chud jayegi jab har general hi EWS ka ho jayega

Bc exam hai ki majak hai .... maa ki chut bhai 660 pe bhi insaan safe nahi hai ( up + gen) next year to ye 690 pahuch jaayega ........ and getting 690+ is a matter of luck at d day ....mehnat 690 aur 650+ waale ki same hi rhti hai ...... kya kru ab bc mera iss madarchodh exam se bharosa uth gaya hai .... upar se 12th mei bhi aagya ye bhi nahi ki stream change krke maths lelu ....(koi tarika hai jisse maths le skte 12th mei to plz suggest) ......
Aur haa pcb duniya ki sabse madharchodh stream hai