So yesterday saw my 10th result bohot bura laga mere dada ji ka bday tha unhe pata chala ki result aya kyuki mere ek cousin Jo same 10th mai hai usne pehle hi apna result bata diya tha usse 96% aye aur muje 75-85 ke bhecch mai aye offcourse real percentage nhi reveal kar rha kyuki mere dost bhi follow karte Mera acc coming back mere dada ji ka phone ya papa ne phone handover kiya and I was literally shaking bohot bura lag rha phele mene happy birthday wish Kiya fir unhe result bataya aur unhone acha mene toh bola tuje acha hi yega aur mai rone lag gaya unhone pata chala ki mai roo rha tha toh muje samajha rhe thi ki kitne aye isse koi farak nhi padta and all but mai aur baat hi nhi kar paya fir mere bua (woh cousin ke mom ka) phone aya mene ekdam dhere awaz mai result bataya aur fir emotional hogya unhone ne bhi bola acha hai roo mat mere mai aur baat karne ki himaat hi nhi I feel like my parents don't deserve me baki sare dost 90+ la rhe hai aur sabke mumi status wagera laga rhi i feel bad and ashamed ki mene apne parents ko kitna disappoint kardiya mere mumi bohot sad thi but papa bole tikhe hai jo huya so huya ab agee pe dhyan de but kya karu kush samajh nhi a rha hamesha woh result yaad a rha hai raat mai soh nhi pa rha ekdam ese daar sa gaya hu sab dost maza kar rhe aur muje breakdown ho rha hai panick attacks a rhe....... I know I will do better sabko disappoint kardiya tution wali ma'am ko mumi papa ko family ko 🥲

So aaj mai ek get together me gyi thi after a long time hamari hi colony ki... (pta ni kis baat ki...) Aur waha bahut se bache bhi aye the... to mai mera bhai (in 10th) aur ek aur bacha (7th me) hum log baith ke ipl dekh rhe the aur normal baate kar rhe the... fir thodi der baad 2 7th&8th class ki ladiya aayi aur mere se aise hi baat krne lagi ... wo aise hi to nhi tha .. ajib sawal puchh rhi thi (cringe types... like do u read ffs? aise hi kuchh bekar prashn) 🤣 I was like wtf? Ye kya faltu baate krre ho...to bolne lagi ki arey aap to bahut innocent ho , aapka koi bf hai? maine bola nhi hai aur unse puchha ki kyu...tum logo ka hai kya ... and one of them said yesss and usne bola ki..... uska bf hai aur wo bhi uski bua ka beta ... cousin ... fucking incest 😵 achha thik hai iss age me kisi se bhi attraction ho jata hai lekin uska bf hai ...
Baat to dono aise krri thi ki jaise kaunsa teer maar liya ho 🤣... But jo bhi hai mujhe abhi tak samajh nhi aa rha ye kya ho rha hai🤧 I am sad :(
Han ik ye post iss sub ke according nhi h but just wanted to share :)
(ff= fanfiction)

Hlo Everyone So yeh mai apne baare mai bta rha kya mtlab rant hai🥲 So mai kbhi bhi padhai mai aacha nhi tha school mai na hi mujhe man krta tha padhne na hi koi seriousness thi ..fir 9th mai lockdown end hone ke baad seriousness aaya fir aacha se padha lekin sirf science padha aache se..aur sub mai interest nhi tha fir maine socha iit ka prep krunga books mangwa liya lekin pta nhi kaise start kru 9th mai yt pe search kiya mila nhi fir chor diya socha hatao bhencho fir 9th aise hi end hua mere 71 marks aaye out of 80 science mai aur sb mai average.. 10th aaya firse lockdown lg gya khub bakchodi kri padhai chor ke padhta tha lekin bhut kam ..... bgmi khela insta Chalaya ladkiyo ke chakkar mai nhi tha (mtlab tha thora sa) fir term 1 mai padha bhut ache se lekin sirf science 3sample paper khatam krdiye sirf science ke lekin baki subject bss 3 din pehle start kiya term 1 mai 80percent aagye Fir term 1 ke baad bkchodi ki us samay chutiya tha kuch nhi padha boards itne late se hone the phir bhi term 2 ke 20din pehle panic attack aaya bhut ganda wala and sexual compulsive thoughts aane lge bhut gande wale pta chla mujhe ocd hai phir term 2 26th April se hua us mai bhi compulsive thoughts aane lage jab mai exam dene jata aur ghar aata phir boards 18th may ko khatam hogye aur uske baad bgmi khela bhut kyuki mera interest bn gya tha mai socha tha tournament khelunga esports mai jaunga lund kuch nhi hua phir 3rd june ko jb train mai tha other city jane ke liye for 11th tab train mai delete krdiya lekin abhi bhi man krta tha khelu mai utna shi toh nhi khelta tha lekin aacha khel leta tha phir classes start hui toh maths and chemistry mai kuch smjh hi nhi aa rha tha physics aache se aa rha tha mujhe phir maine sir ko bola sir ne bola notes mai dekho fir maine yt pr search kiya mujhe nhi mila Sare jee mains level the us mai pta nhi tha ki jee mains level toh krlu pehle😓 or mohit tyagi sir ka channel ke bare mai bhi nhi pta tha aur kaise taise apna 1st diya 24th july ko 150 aaye usme maths attempt hi nhi kiya tha fir fever hogya uske baad ghar chle gya 10 days jab aaya coaching tb kuch bhi smjh nhi aaya sir log bole notes padho fir kha dikaat hai batao mujhe smjh hi nhi aaya kuch bhi fir yt pe oneshots dekhne lga kyuki detail mai nhi mila fir smjh nhi aaya tha toh frustrate hogya aur kuch nhi padha fir ghar aagya November mai chor ke socha bhi nhi kyu chor rha hun kya kya possible situations aa sakte hai chorne ke baad fir online kiya aur procrastination kiya bhut 12th start mai serious hua fir 15 din baad man hi nhi krta padhne ka push bhi nhi kiya fir oct mai dengue hogya fir november mai socha padhu lekin syllabus zero tha fir soche boards ka padhlete hai kaise taise phy and maths khtam kiye lekin bseb tha toh chud gye 68.6% aaya jan jee mains mai 60percentile the.. April nhi diya Ab drop liya hai ghar aane ke baad kuch nhi kiya insta bhi nhi chalaya naa hi utna movies dekha bss ghar pr hi thaa bss PROCASTINATION kiya boards mai aacha percentage lane ka opportunity tha miss krdiya ab bhut guilt and regret ho rha hai ki mere pass koi academic achievement nhi hai logo ne kitne olympiads phode hai lekin maine kuch bhi nhi kiyaa mujhe ghar nhi aana chaiye tha mai isiliye aaya kyuki backlog bn gya tha aur wha pr homesickness hone lga man nhi lagta tha lekin us samay ye sochta ki padh lete hai yeh 2 saal bhut important hai ab bhut bura lagra drop year mai aache se padhke apne academic records ko aacha krunga
Sorry itne lambe post ke liye agar nhi bhi padh rhe toh koi ni🙏😓🥲

Main jab chhoti thi tab meri dad mujhe ladkon ke kapde pehnati thi. Unko grandson chahiye tha par nahi mil Raha tha. Pehle main paida ho gayi. Phir mere uncle ko bhi beti hui, phir meri bua ko bhi beti hui. Par meri dad ko chahiye tha grandson toh woh mujhe hi bachpan se ladkon ke tarah kapde pehnate the, bal bhi cut karvate the. Almost nine years tak meri dadi ne mujhe ek ladke ki tarah hi rakha.
Jab main nine years ki ho gayi toh ek baar mujhe mere dadi barbar ke paas le jane wale the tab mere dadaji ne unko rok liya aur kaha ki, woh ladki hai, usko ladke ki tarah rakhna bandh karo. Uske bal nahi kutvana hai ab se. My brother was there but she still wanted to continue to keep me like a boy, I didn't like it, I didn't like having short hair and being dressed up like a boy, I just never said that to her.
My grandfather firmly said, no to her. She was upset about it. On the other hand I was very happy that I would get to grow my hair long and wear frocks and dresses.
I love my long hair. I like wearing dresses and looking feminine. I also learned how to do make up in 2023. I love doing make up and looking presentable.
If you wanted a son and got a daughter or got a son and feel like having daughter too but don't have the one you wanted then just let that child be the way they are. Don't try to make them something they are not. Just let them be who they are.
I hope these things will not happen in the future and parents/grandparents will understand and let their child being who they are.

bhai mere mummy papa mereko hamesha har baar ke liye rokte hai aur bolte hai ki they're being protective. kya karu bhai mai. apne room me rhu to bolte hai ki bas ek hi jagah pade rehna hai galti ho gya personal room deke bahar nikalne nahi dete bolte hai koi zarurat nahi hai jo karna hai ghar pe karo har baat par rok tok karte hai. kal hi ki baat hai maine bola mujhe gym jaana hai to mummy bolne lagi ki ham bhi chalenge baat karne ham bole ham kar lenge baat to uspe bhadak gyi aur bolne lagi itna bada umar nahi hua hai tumhara ki tum sab khud se karo. bhai meri age 18 hai kya gym jaana galat hai? maine bola mujhe gaadi sikhna hai to papa ne mana kr diya hai bole ki joint family hai dekh kr karna padta hai sab kyuki meri bua ji ke sasur ji ka tabiyat kharaab tha abhi nahi sikha sakte yaar mera college me ho jayega tb thodi na seekhenge ye bhi koi reason hua ab dur ke rishtedaar zyada important hai. jab kuch karne hi nahi dena hai to phir bol dena chahiye na ki nahi krna hai kyu baar baar taal rhe hai har cheez ko. upar se college ki baat kro to bolne lagte hai ki acchi jagah ho bhi jayega to nahi bhejenge jab reason pucho to bolne lagte hai muh band rkha kro jyada zubaan mat ladao jo bolte hai accha ke liye bolte hai. ham mana thodi kiye hai accha krne ko ham bas jaan na chate hai reason kya hai kyuki bhai meri life hai mereko pata hona chahiye na ki ham jo kr rhe hai uske peeche wajah kya hai ham kr kyu rhe hai. bhai mereko batao mereko kya krna chahiye kyu agar mai baat krne jau unse to bolenge zubaan lada the hai.
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aaj nibha (meri masi ki beti) ne poocha, didi wo purana ghar kaisa tha...apne kaam me vyast maine bina kuch soche smjhe pooch liya ''konsa purana ghar''
nibha: aree whi ghr jiski baithkr aap, mama, tanmay bhaiya, ansh bhaiya, aashi didi baat krte the.....
uss samay, mai bhool gyi apne saare kaam ke baare me aur maano samay yatra krke 2014 ki garmiyo ki chutti me pahuch gyi.......nani ke ghr ki gali me pahuchte hi, mann me bada kathin aur gambhir sawal aa jaata tha.....ki ghr me mukhya darwaze se andar jaau ya fir bade nana ji ki baithak wale ya fir chawk wale ya fir gaaye (cow) ke kamre wale darwaze se..........uss 8 saal ki saumya ke chote se dimag me itni badi samasya........toh socha chawk wale darwaze se andar jaakr sbko aashcharyachakit kr deti hu......ghar me pravesh krte hi sbko namaste bolne ke baad......mama ko dhoondne ka karyakram shuru ho jaata tha.......mama ko itne saare kamro me se dhoondna koi aam baat thodi naa hoti hai......fir mama ke saath computer pr games khelna.....aur sbse kathin kaam aansh aashi ki rah dekhna, unka intezaar krna,,, maano bichde hue premi ka intezaar krna.....roz raat ko khaana khaate hi, mai aur mama teeno baccho ko neeche chorr kr chatt pr bhaag jaate the aur to aur chatt ke darwaze ko band kr dete the......kyuki uss darwaze ko kholna koi aasaan karya nhi hai.....ye teeno uss darwaze ko neeche se pakad pr kheechte the.......aur hum dono upar khade hokar jaal me se inhe dekhkr bohot hasa krte the.......pr ye hasi zyada der tk nhi chlti thi iss hasi ke baad hume daat bhi khaani pdti thi.....fir raat ko sone ke liye sbki khaat (foldings) bichana aur unn khaato pr chaddar aur takiye bichane ka kaam mera aur mama ka tha...aur aashi ka kaam tha nani ke saath sone ke liye ladne ka, nahi nahi usko nani se zyada pyaar nhi tha, nani raat ko haath wala pankha istemal krti thi.....raat ko nana ji ke so jaane ke baad hum sb anushka didi aur unke bua ke baccho se hasi mzak krte the, anushka didi ka ghr humare ghr ke saamne wala hi tha......fir jaise hi nana ji ki aankh khulti toh hume aur daat khaani pdti,,,,,yhi sb krte krte subah 5 bje chatt pr macchar aa jaate the......jaise taise adhuri neend se uthkr park jaane ke liye tyaar hote the hum sb.....pr us adhuri neend me bhi kbhi thakaan mehsoos nhi hui........park se aate hue ganne ke rass peena,,,, aur ghr aakr nashta krte hi chinki masi ke bistar pr so jaana, aaj jha poore bistar pr akele aaram nhi milta uss samay ek single bed pr hum 5 bacche bohot shaanti se so jaaya krte the.....aur chinki masi, wo bechari kursi pr baith kr soti thi.....sach me....bohot pyaara tha purana ghr.....holiday homework ke naam pr sirf aur sirf baatein krna........nahane ke liye bathroom nhi chawki ka istemaal krte the hum bacche.....poora samay handpump pr latke rhna.....storeroom me chipkali se bachte bachate sabun nikaal kr laana.......jhaadu se phle seediyo pr saare joote chappal kone me lgana.....ladai ho jaane pr sb baccho ko alag alag kamro me bitha diya jaata tha.......porra din chutki masi aur divya masi ka wait krna......dophhar me sone ki jagah cartoon dekhna......purane ghr jaisa koi ghr dobara nhi bn skta.......inhi sb vicharo me khoyi thi ki tbhi nibha ne yaad dilaya ki aap apna kuch zaroori kaam kr rhi thi!!!!!

😅🤣😂Mera Lund kare AIIMS D se padhai 😂😅😂🤣😂itne jhatu college pe toh mai thookne bhi nahi jata😅😂😅😂India ka sabse best medical college Lpu h😅😂😅😅😂tum sab chutiye ho neet ki padhai kar rahe the😅😂😅😂😅meri hi kidney chura lo😂😅😂😅😂tadka laga ke khana maza aayega😅😂😅😂mar jaunga par AIIMS Dnahi jaunga😅🤣😅😂😅 rip to those jinhone AIIMS D le liye tum sabki ma ki chut😂😅😂😂😅😂😅 ab dekhna neet nikalne ke baad bhi tumko padhna padega🤣😆🤣😅😂😅mai toh bakaiti karke doctor ban jaunga🤣😅😂😆 vahan tumko sax sux bhi nahi milega kyunki vahan khet hi nahi h 🤣😂🤣😂😂tumhara chutiya kat gaya isliye bolta tha mat lena AIIMS D me😂😂🤣😂😂ab dekhlo kya hoga tumhare saath😂🤣😂😂😂
Finally i would say
doctor from lpu 😎 docrt from AIIMS D 🤡

😅🤣😂Mera Lund kare AIIMS D se padhai 😂😅😂🤣😂itne jhatu college pe toh mai thookne bhi nahi jata😅😂😅😂India ka sabse best medical college Lpu h😅😂😅😅😂tum sab chutiye ho neet ki padhai kar rahe the😅😂😅😂😅meri hi kidney chura lo😂😅😂😅😂tadka laga ke khana maza aayega😅😂😅😂mar jaunga par AIIMS Dnahi jaunga😅🤣😅😂😅 rip to those jinhone AIIMS D le liye tum sabki ma ki chut😂😅😂😂😅😂😅 ab dekhna neet nikalne ke baad bhi tumko padhna padega🤣😆🤣😅😂😅mai toh bakaiti karke doctor ban jaunga🤣😅😂😆 vahan tumko sax sux bhi nahi milega kyunki vahan khet hi nahi h 🤣😂🤣😂😂tumhara chutiya kat gaya isliye bolta tha mat lena AIIMS D me😂😂🤣😂😂ab dekhlo kya hoga tumhare saath😂🤣😂😂😂
Finally i would say
doctor from lpu 😎 docrt from AIIMS D 🤡

My sister is having a love marriage, now everything is going smooth and they are getting married in 2025. But how my family found out was not easy. They found both them them in night sneaking in didi’s room, since them things have been pretty rough. She is my bua’s daughter. And that that time my bua was at my home. Everybody knew we both are close, they held me captive and i kept things to myself until I didn’t had any option and told this to my did she also said ki tu bata de ab. And after those my bua and fufaji were pretty shocked and sad. Some family l drama continued and my didi dared to go on trip with her bf despite all these shitty things happening. I warned her not to go as everybody is suspecting something and they will find out anyhow. Still she went and got caught, one thing led to another and now everybody decided to get her married to that guy. Guy is undoubtedly very good and now everyone is happy. Today we 4 cousins were talking and we casually joked about the things that led to all this and my real brother said how they got caught what were all the plans to catch them, bla blah. Now its all worthless as they ehy are getting married. But she got so angry she literally said you’re disrespecting us and you could’ve stopped it its because of all this we still feel ashamed in front mt of our parents and all. I was like i told you do not go, and i sas there throughout still. I laughed today because now all this doesn’t even matter. That girl is not ready to understand. She just said I would’ve never laughed ed in your regrets and cut the call. Ido what to do, imo we didn’t do anything wrong by joking today. She ue totally thought about her and her husband instead seeing we have a 23 year bond.

My sister is having a love marriage, now everything is going smooth and they are getting married in 2025. But how my family found out was not easy. They found both them them in night sneaking in didi’s room, since them things have been pretty rough. She is my bua’s daughter. And that that time my bua was at my home. Everybody knew we both are close, they held me captive and i kept things to myself until I didn’t had any option and told this to my did she also said ki tu bata de ab. And after those my bua and fufaji were pretty shocked and sad. Some family l drama continued and my didi dared to go on trip with her bf despite all these shitty things happening. I warned her not to go as everybody is suspecting something and they will find out anyhow. Still she went and got caught, one thing led to another and now everybody decided to get her married to that guy. Guy is undoubtedly very good and now everyone is happy. Today we 4 cousins were talking and we casually joked about the things that led to all this and my real brother said how they got caught what were all the plans to catch them, bla blah. Now its all worthless as they ehy are getting married. But she got so angry she literally said you’re disrespecting us and you could’ve stopped it its because of all this we still feel ashamed in front mt of our parents and all. I was like i told you do not go, and i sas there throughout still. I laughed today because now all this doesn’t even matter. That girl is not ready to understand. She just said I would’ve never laughed ed in your regrets and cut the call. Ido what to do, imo we didn’t do anything wrong by joking today. She ue totally thought about her and her husband instead seeing we have a 23 year bond.

I'm 19M staying in Hostel far from my hometown because I got admission in tier 4 city gov college
So the thing is When I visited home, my father caught me watching porn at 3 a.m.( pure din me privacy nai milti and hostel me to pata hi hota h ak room me 3-4 bande vha bi privacy nai milti), video wasn't even started and they came and grabbed me by my neck from behind and literally slammed me down like those WWE fighters do, literally😭), then he grabbed my phone and went into his room and came again then muje bi pakad k le gye apne room me(literally jese koi police bande ko pakad k khich k leke jati h) and they started parents talk at 3 a.m. to 6 a.m. for straight 3 hours at night....
First my mom started shouting k mobile JAPT kar lo iska pele to(literally word that is used with criminal), koi jarurat nai h kal nikalne ki, ticket cancel kar do(me next day college k liye nikal rha tha hostel), then suddenly they both started crying like muje bas apna bachha sahi salamat chaiye aur kuch nai chaiye zindgi me, so I got shocked and asked what happened?
Then they started ranting about how my mama's life is now at worst condition( in short: 15 years ago a girl started talking to him on phone like this for months and months and proposed him just few months ago of his arrange marriage with conditions like me kisi ko nai manaugi, me bhag k shadi nai karungi, Jo karna h tuje karna h and all, so he broke up a marriage which family arranged but that girl back outs after he broke up marriage and then depression and toxicity at peak for 6 years and all shit happened then usk baad kahi aur bi shadi k liye koi ha nai bol rha tha to mama ne maximum kaleshi aurat se shadi kar li kyunki vo Sundar dikhti thi, in all this my nana suffered from all sides like samaj se, apne sasural se and mama bi bohot kalesh karte the har din and all, because of this much depression and stress for 15 years, he got brain tumor and died even without seeing his grandchild jise mami ne Milne hi nai diye akhri dino me),
now they misunderstood at first that I was talking to a girl at 3 a.m. and i do this everyday so mom started shouting mama ne aese hi zindgi kharab kar di mre parents ki, tuje bi yhi karna he kya? and all, so I argued how time is changed now and I know this stuff because aaj kal college me kese kese lafde hote h pata hi he and tried to convince them don't worry that much about me(vahi vale jo aap soch rhe h )...
Then mom said exactly, that's why I don't want you to go to out of town, pata hi tha bachhe hath se nikal jate h teri tarah, and argued we know why you had to go to that shitty tier 4 college and not got admission in top colleges in tier 2 city like us, pele hi larkiyo k chakkar me Top colleges to chali gai, aese hi hostel me rha to zindgiya barbad karega tu, hame apna beta ankho k samne hi chaiye and all...
(Since childhood, i had to listen to mom k tane k how my "bua's" got love married and samaj me nak kata Diya and log kesi kesi bate karte he since I was in primary, even in that put me in all boys school till 10th, so I didn't had any female interaction till 10th and was in deep fear to talk in tution also then I started junior college and I didn't hard worked that much since I was busy and stuck in figuring out what is a girl and how to talk to girls and tried to get into situationship and all shit as late teenager), so I argued you were the person who was treating me like criminal, really i was even scared to save her phone number and literally memorized those and was clearing history regularly like I was dealing dru*s and i was cleaning it's chat history and all since they check my phone in every couple of days even now when I go home(by shouting parents he tere aesa kya Ganda and ILLEGALLY Kam kar rha h tu k phone Dene se Darna pade han?)
So I finally replied you were the reason I stuck into larkibazi(unhe vahi word use Kara tha isliye exact word), since bachpan se hamesa Ghar me aesa mahol rakha tha k dar lage, isliye Mera time waste hua important, so they again started shouting we were the one who were asking you and teasing you many times like larkiyo k sath ghumne gya tha kya?(Pure 2 saal me sirf 1 baar bahar cafe/restaurant me larkiyo k sath Jane ki himmat Hui thi inke dar se),Ya Aaj kal bohot bahar ja rha h kisi k sath han? (This were the efforts in just last sem because baju vale liberal Sharma ji apne larke k sath bohot Frank the aur ham ma-bap-beta nahi the)...
So I finally tried to end the argument by saying please don't worry much about me, me kisi bi hisab se nahi bigda hu while I was crying (people still taunts me at college for being too much sida aadmi, aaj bi kabi normally 7 baje bad hostel k bahar per nai rakhta me), but they still taunted me like so jao bachha to hath se nikal gya lagta he while they were crying..
And again at next evening my mom started scolding and shouting at me like how it's too low level to watch porn and that's why they get boys married at 21 In mom's hometown ( my fathers side family is less conservative and chill but my mom's side families are too much conservative and toxic, specially in their hometown ), and final argument they done was agar hame laga k tu aese hi hath se nikal rha he aesi hi gandi aadate rhi to me Teri 2-3 saal me shadi Kara dungi
Later on father tried to console me and chill the things like don't worry that much i ain't gonna let her do that, and I will send you those links if you really want to watch(he was joking)...
But the problem is mummy don't listen to papa many times and sometimes too much possessive about me that it becomes painful, please help...
Tldr: zindgi k maze chhor k sabse sidha larka bana Raha to bi mar pad rhi h parents se tu bigad gya karke😭

I'm 19M staying in Hostel far from my hometown because I got admission in tier 4 city gov college
So the thing is When I visited home, my father caught me watching porn at 3 a.m.( pure din me privacy nai milti and hostel me to pata hi hota h ak room me 3-4 bande vha bi privacy nai milti), video wasn't even started and they came and grabbed me by my neck from behind and literally slammed me down like those WWE fighters do, literally😭), then he grabbed my phone and went into his room and came again then muje bi pakad k le gye apne room me(literally jese koi police bande ko pakad k khich k leke jati h) and they started parents talk at 3 a.m. to 6 a.m. for straight 3 hours at night....
First my mom started shouting k mobile JAPT kar lo iska pele to(literally word that is used with criminal), koi jarurat nai h kal nikalne ki, ticket cancel kar do(me next day college k liye nikal rha tha hostel), then suddenly they both started crying like muje bas apna bachha sahi salamat chaiye aur kuch nai chaiye zindgi me, so I got shocked and asked what happened?
Then they started ranting about how my mama's life is now at worst condition( in short: 15 years ago a girl started talking to him on phone like this for months and months and proposed him just few months ago of his arrange marriage with conditions like me kisi ko nai manaugi, me bhag k shadi nai karungi, Jo karna h tuje karna h and all, so he broke up a marriage which family arranged but that girl back outs after he broke up marriage and then depression and toxicity at peak for 6 years and all shit happened then usk baad kahi aur bi shadi k liye koi ha nai bol rha tha to mama ne maximum kaleshi aurat se shadi kar li kyunki vo Sundar dikhti thi, in all this my nana suffered from all sides like samaj se, apne sasural se and mama bi bohot kalesh karte the har din and all, because of this much depression and stress for 15 years, he got brain tumor and died even without seeing his grandchild jise mami ne Milne hi nai diye akhri dino me),
now they misunderstood at first that I was talking to a girl at 3 a.m. and i do this everyday so mom started shouting mama ne aese hi zindgi kharab kar di mre parents ki, tuje bi yhi karna he kya? and all, so I argued how time is changed now and I know this stuff because aaj kal college me kese kese lafde hote h pata hi he and tried to convince them don't worry that much about me(vahi vale jo aap soch rhe h )...
Then mom said exactly, that's why I don't want you to go to out of town, pata hi tha bachhe hath se nikal jate h teri tarah, and argued we know why you had to go to that shitty tier 4 college and not got admission in top colleges in tier 2 city like us, pele hi larkiyo k chakkar me Top colleges to chali gai, aese hi hostel me rha to zindgiya barbad karega tu, hame apna beta ankho k samne hi chaiye and all...
(Since childhood, i had to listen to mom k tane k how my "bua's" got love married and samaj me nak kata Diya and log kesi kesi bate karte he since I was in primary, even in that put me in all boys school till 10th, so I didn't had any female interaction till 10th and was in deep fear to talk in tution also then I started junior college and I didn't hard worked that much since I was busy and stuck in figuring out what is a girl and how to talk to girls and tried to get into situationship and all shit as late teenager), so I argued you were the person who was treating me like criminal, really i was even scared to save her phone number and literally memorized those and was clearing history regularly like I was dealing drugs and i was cleaning it's chat history and all since they check my phone in every couple of days even now when I go home(by shouting parents he tere aesa kya Ganda and ILLEGALLY Kam kar rha h tu k phone Dene se Darna pade han?)
So I finally replied you were the reason I stuck into larkibazi(unhe vahi word use Kara tha isliye exact word), since bachpan se hamesa Ghar me aesa mahol rakha tha k dar lage, isliye Mera time waste hua important, so they again started shouting we were the one who were asking you and teasing you many times like larkiyo k sath ghumne gya tha kya?(Pure 2 saal me sirf 1 baar bahar cafe/restaurant me larkiyo k sath Jane ki himmat Hui thi inke dar se),Ya Aaj kal bohot bahar ja rha h kisi k sath han? (This were the efforts in just last sem because baju vale liberal Sharma ji apne larke k sath bohot Frank the aur ham ma-bap-beta nahi the)...
So I finally tried to end the argument by saying please don't worry much about me, me kisi bi hisab se nahi bigda hu while I was crying (people still taunts me at college for being too much sida aadmi, aaj bi kabi normally 7 baje bad hostel k bahar per nai rakhta me), but they still taunted me like so jao bachha to hath se nikal gya lagta he while they were crying..
And again at next evening my mom started scolding and shouting at me like how it's CHHAPRI and Tapori to watch porn and that's why they get boys married at 21 In mom's hometown ( my fathers side family is less conservative and chill but my mom's side families are too much conservative and toxic, specially in their hometown ), and final argument they done was agar hame laga k tu aese hi hath se nikal rha he aesi hi gandi aadate rhi to me Teri 2-3 saal me shadi Kara dungi
Later on father tried to console me and chill the things like don't worry that much i ain't gonna let her do that, and I will send you those links if you really want to watch(he was joking)...
But the problem is mummy don't listen to papa many times and sometimes too much possessive about me that it becomes painful, please help...
Tldr: zindgi k maze chhor k sabse sidha larka bana Raha to bi mar pad rhi h parents se tu bigad gya karke😭

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