Darzi se chudi

Parents ko bohot aashayein diye the , fiitjee k mocks me matlab part syllabus Wale mocks me almost 200 Lata tha
Lekin full syllabus me i really suck Formulas bhul jata hu aur bohot kuch Chemistry to mains se chudi pari hai Physics maths kar leta hu
Mains 1 attempt me bohot Ganda hua tha 90 only 2nd attempt me 95 aagye Adv k liye bohot dara hua hu bhai
FACED SO MANY FAILURES THAT MY HEART SANK MAINS 1 90 KUCH NAHI HOGA MAINS 2 ME 95 IIIT K LOWER STREAMS SHAYAD HO JAAYE WB se hu yaha to home state quota bhi weak hai WBJEE DIYA THA JADAVPUR ME ARCHITECTURE MIL RAHA KYA KARU LEKE
MY PARENTS WERE SO FUCKING DISSAPOINTED IN ME I CRIED
BOARS K RESULT AAYE 79 PERCENTAGE MAINS K LIYE BOARDS bhi doob gaye aur mains me bhi kuch ukhaad na paya
Fir pata chala bitsat deke faayda nahi kyuki pcm me 75% nahi hai Ghar me bataya nahi yeh advance nikal jaayega to bata dunga 🥲🥲
Se my physics is strong ( state topper hu physics Olympiad me😎) aur mains me bhi 80 laya tha My isise kaam chalta nahi chem bhi lagta hai 🥲🥲
Beech me hope aaya ISI ka exam diye 95% chance hai ki ho jaayega According to expected cut offs and all
But advance me abhi bhi Darr lag raha hai BRO PHYSICS ME UTH JAAYENGA MARKS
CHEMISTRY ME AB TO BASICS BHI SOLVE NAHI KAR PAA RAHA HU Please I need relief help

aaj late post kari hai kyunki mai bhool gaya tha. sirf 4 din reh rahe hai and im feeling somewhat underprepared. eco aur eng me im confident ki 200 aane ke bohot acche chances hai, bst honestly depends ki paper kaisa aayega and accounts me toh chudi padi hai. yahi tension hai bas. silly mistakes itni ho jati hai, maine last tak chhoda tha accounts kyunki uski prep acche se huyi thi aur ab vahi le raha hai kyunki im more familiar with the long que accounts and not mcqs. chalo koi na 3-4 din me ill try to cover as much as i can. lage raho sab, milte hai fir nc me.

Just took a drop year and I haven't given any attempt on JEE Mains yet. Why? Gandu huna. I have no consistency and pyqs chodo lecture dekho aur bas. That's it. Kya karu samajh nahi araha. Life chudi padi hain and mentally aur physically bhi fucked hu. Better kaise banu? Below average se?

meri chem chudi hui thi kind of, pichle 3-4 dino mein chem maxx karli puri organic aati thi. physical and inorganic nipta di, with pyqs. bas yeh do chapter bachte hai kaise karu jald se jald karna hai raat ko mock dene se pehle karna hai. kisi ke paas notes ho toh share kardo ya koi suggestion he dedo kaha se karu

So this was my 2nd attempt and was my first drop It went horrible 😞 my mistake bc hmesha sochta rha ki me to apna 100% de rha hu to regret nahi rhe ga I think I could have done better bc dimag ki ma chudi pri ha
Sharir ki maa chudi pri ha
Hair fall
Bhai apne belief pr se yakiiin uth ta Jaa rha ha
Vo topics bhul gya Jo bs kuch ghnte phle revise kiye the.
And when I thought ki nai yrr sab ke sath hota hoga then I see post here of jee students saying they'll get 600-700 easily I first got angry at them then got frustrated then got angry at myself then try to cry bc I wanted to let out anything out of my mouth or eyes they were silent And dry like my sex life (bc ha hi nai tbh abhi chahiye bhi nai )
Then I got home bc ye ristedaar aadmi agr khud bhi chahe bhulna to bhi na bhuul paye ye inke phone aane chaalu and they didn't just ask me how much did i scre they somehow find some random ass kid and tell me how he says he scored 690 or more bc ma hi chutiya hu mc Mr bhi nai sakta allowed nai ha
Rona aata nahi Aaj Kai saalo me kuch feel kiya somthing mixture of frustration and anger
My friend called me I had a crush somthing similar towards a girl I didnr care if she had a bf or not I wasn't looking for somthing like that idk if it make sense but stick with me to the end plz
So she was my crush for like a decade or something like I was in 1-2 class when I got crush on her I never had any bad feeling or thought about her i somehow feel I want to see her happy
I never spoke to her until class7 that was like an achievement for me I think I started to study more bcz I think i could acknowledge by her . I left my school in 9th and regret that I often ask about her to my friend So coming back to the point the friend told me that he's been talking to her and she doesn't even know me and send ss to me proving that
My friend is good looking and have something like gray eyes so he is considered attractive by physical feature where as I am nothing but normal I know I wouldn't have had any expectations from her but it hurt (and yah someone he knows also got 680) I understand I m fucked And the one at mistake is me
I haven't enjoyed my school life Lost touch with emotions Got nowhere with studies Can't even die bc not bcz I can't or I don't have the guts to do it I can easily do it but it isn't allowed Did some self harm tho
Wtf should I do bc I am nothing but a looser with every ascept at 0
I have many things to loose but I have gain nothing which make it more terefying for me I can see my parents growing old with time and I don't want to be a burden at them

Roleplay - brother- sister incest
Personality- you are hot short heighted first cousin who is extremely vibrant and colourful but at the same time dam aggressive you figure is around 32 28 34 perky tits and round ass. Face is attractive and very fair.
Me - tall handsome athletic muscular built body sharp long nose colour is fair
Story revolving around
You have had many boy friends many sugar daddy boyfriends as well. You know all my secrets and i know all your secrets we both are very close and share a very friendly relationship more of as friends we both hang out a lot drink and smoke a lot maybe inside our minds we are fantasising each other in a sexual relationship as well. We both admire and love each other a lot ( but never had the guts to talk about it with each other) we love to talk about marriage sex babies and our idiotic family members. You are at times jealous of my wife and i get jealous of your boy friends as well
PLOT.
So one night me and you are drinking our favourite Budweiser magnum beer and smoking our favourite gold flake lights cigarette while driving in the outskirts of our city
we are getting drunk i pop out the topic that my wife after our marriage has fucked his ex a couple of times and i have caught her while doing that., i tell you that i forgave my wife and she has been very apologetic about it but inside somewhere i have to have sex with someone other than my wife to get rid of that feeling i am getting avenge ful.
As soon as you got to know about it you got angry and wanted to beat the shit out of my wife but i controlled you. Now me and my wife are living separately as of now coz of work and all other things. ( we both are highly drunk at this moment ) I tell you that i am enjoying this freedom of living like a bachelor but you interrupt me and said kis bat ka bachelor tu to daru bhi behen k sath pi raha hai to which i reply tu girlfriend se kam thodi na hai this gave a firing sensation inside you and you tell me.
Me teri girlfriend thodi na hu to which i say girlfriend se kam bhi to nahi hai and you start blushing. Now you push me a bit and tell me gf k sath sirf daru nahi pite hai kuch bhi mat bol bhai its a direct message to me which gave me chills, my dick pushed itself inside my underwear. I gently ask you gf k sath jo karte hai vo tere sath nahi kar sakta na as soon as i said this you laughed out loud and said gf bola mujhe to gf jaise treat kar bhai.
Now theres utter silence in the car we both are staring each other and all of a sudden i grabbed your head and pushed it towards myself and kiss you so hard that you couldn’t breathe you now got rid of me and slapped me hard smiled and said BHAI isi din ka to intezar tha. I took my car to a lonely field
Finally chapter of being a behenchod
Now we start kissing each other passionately my tongue down your throat and your tongue down mine our saliva flowing from the side of our mouth yet we keep on kissing and smooching each other passionately sucking each others lips violently breathing heavily your one hand has reached my dick and my hand has reached to your tits we both are pressing each other hard i am pressing your boobs very hard my hand has gone inside your tshirt i am feeling the warmth of my sisters boobs and its softness, your hand has gone inside my jeans and inside my underwear you are holding my hard cock and your hands are wet with my dicks pre cum. We both are still kissing each other hard our spits inside each others mouth. Now i push my hand from your boobs to your pussy which is entirely wet i start fingering you very hard and you start screaming ahhh bhai ahhh dheere dheere i dont listen to you and keep on fingering you my entire hand is wet with your cum in it i slowly take out my hand and put that wet hand and fingers of mine inside my mouth ahhhh pehli bar behen ki chut ka pani taste kiya mene its so warm and salty you hold my hand and taste yourself from my fingers and kiss me hard while spitting in my mouth now you smile and say bhai hath se mat chat mu se chatle to which i violently grab your boobs hold you tight and throw you in the back seat. You start enjoying the moment while i am coming outside from the gate you start saying sale kab se tadap rahi hu tere liye itne sal se daru pi rahi hu tere sath mujhe kyo nahi chodta tha mujhe pata tha tu behenchod hai. I have come in the back seat now i say chal chut chata bhai ko tu which you gladly opened your jeans grabbed my head and pushed it inside your pussy. It smells so good i start eating your garam garam chut licking you so hard in and out that you start screaming ahhhh bhai chatle pura bhaiiii ahhhhhhh you start pressing my head inside your pussy and start moving your belly like a dancer like moving your pussy in my mouth. Your warm cum and wet pussy tastes so fucking delicious. You start screaming bhai mera hojaega itne zor se mat chat ahhhhh bhai ahhhhh i keep licking you and tell you behen mauka hai aaj bhai ko pani pila de pura chut ka jhad ja mere mu me to which you came so hard you pushed my head inside your pussy i am unable to breath your force is so strong. Your entire cum is down my throat and i ate all of it.
You are all tired and fucked up and now you tell me bhai i am done i need more beer you drank all my fluids so we start drinking some beer again, while drinking i am pressing your boobs now i tell you sunna behen kiss me hard and now make me drink beer from your mouth you started smiling and said pakka wala behenchod hai na tu and i said tu itni badi randi hai lekin aab se sirf bhai ki randi hai hearing this you suddenly got charged and started smooching me you started spitting out your beer from your mouth to my mouth and made me drink it while kissing me you whisper lund chusaega behen ko? And i got crazy after hearing this mene bola ha aur kya karegi behen and you said chusa de yar tadap rahi hu. Now you got on the side of the seat took out my cock and start licking the top of my dick which was full of pre cum you are tasting my salty pre cum and started going down my dick slowly sucking and blowing your brother while you suck me i an sipping my beer and my one hand is in your ass cheeks pressing them hard i am getting so horny that i start pressing your head down my throat till my balls moaning aahhhh behen aaaahhhhhh while sucking you tell me bhai mu me mat cum kar dena mujhe chudna bhi hai i smiled and said chuste reh pehle ache se chudai bhi karenge you are giving me deep throat all sloppy blowjob my backseat is full of your spits and saliva with that spit you suddenly kiss and smooch me giving me the taste of my own pre cum and your saliva ( this was a surprise kiss ) but i liked it like anything
Now you tell me chal chod apni behen ko sale kutte and snatched my beer and started drinking it. Before fucking you i tell you yar condom nahi hai what to do it can be risky and you smiled and said jab tera pani nikalne wala hoga to bata dena me uth jaunga aur mu me lungi.
Mene bola tu apne bhai ka cum swallow karegi? You replied ha bhujha de meri pyas pila de pani apne lund ka apni randi behen ko
Now i grabbed your hairs and smooched you so fucking hard that you started bleeding from your lips and you started riding me hard. Charging like a mad bitch you are riding me so hard in and out we both are dirty talking to each other while fucking. You tell me bhabhi bhi aise hi chudti hai kya tere se i said ha chudti to hai lekin maza tu hi zada de rahi hai you started laughing while jumping on my dick screaming ahhhhh bhai maza aaraha hai zindagi me bohat logo se chudi lekin bhai se chudne ka maza pehli bar mil raha hai ahhhhh bhai itna sukoon kabhi nahi mila mujhe aahhhhhhhhh
Chodte chodte i start pressing your boobs hard and you tell me bhai daba mat chus le unko pura i now start sucking your perky tits i tell you spit on those boobs so that i can taste your spit while sucking them hard and you gladly do so ahhh behen aaj jeewan ka asli maza aaya hai har kisi ko behen chodne ka mauka nahi milta hum dono lucky hai you said mujhe pata tha tu behenchod hai lekin me bhi darti thi kaise chudungi tujhse i also said me bhi darta tha yar lekin tujhe dekh k hilata bohat tha ghar ja k You said ahhhhhh bhai chodte reh tera lund itna bada hai pura andar tak feel ho raha hai mera hojaega i bit your tits. Now we both changed our position in the car and started doing it in reverse cowgirl while you started jumping on my dick i started biting you on your shoulders and holding you from your tits. Ahhh bhai maza aaraha hai tu mere andar pani mat nikalna yar apna baccha pata nahi tujhe papa bolega ya mama we cannot have kids together. I said ha mera nikalne wala hai you asked me while being fucked bhabhi ko kaha lena pasand hai tera pani, i said usko to chut k andar lena pasand hai pura pani you replied swallow nahi karti mene kaha nahi usi chut swallow karti hai and we both started smiling looking at each other
While looking at each other you said mujhe chut me nahi apne mu me lena hai pani bhai pila de mujhe please as soon as i heard this i said nikal jaega and you said pila de jaldi and i started screaming ahhhh aane wala hai and you jumped from my dick and brought your face towards my dick and put my dick inside your mouth and started stroking it like hell hard and came all inside your mouth. Such a huge mess it was you swallowed all my cum and showed me your mouth while doing that but you are such a slut that after swallowing the cum you kissed me hard making me taste my own cum from your tongue. We both had a smoke after that and got ready to go to our homes.
Do you want Chapter 2 ?

Mujhe research me interest tha. Problem is ki mujhe iisers ke baare me kaafi der se pata chala. Almost 12th khata hone wala tha tab. Phir socha IAT dene ka. Lekin uski preparation kabhi nahi ki thi. Jee diya. 98.38%ile aaye. 4th april ko tha paper. Uske baad se 0 padhai ki hai. Thoda break leke iat ka karne wala tha lekin break khatam hi nahi ho paya. 24th ko mock diya 60/240 aaye. Bhai mai tab hi samaj gaya ki ye mere liye nahi hai. 2 saal mehnat ki ho isko focus karke to hi niklega. Physics ne hi jee me score boost kiya tha. Lekin IAT me seedhe formula based sawal nahi aate. Chem to pehle se chudi hui thi. Maths me gine chune sawal karke 99%ile aajati hai to wo bhi detail me nahi kiya. Upar se bio padhna padta 0 se.
Maine socha ki nit me bhi integrated msc hoti hai wo karlunga. Jin jin nit me hota hai unn sab me mil jayega mujhe (according to pichle saal ka cutoff). Ye baat mai kabse samjha raha hu parents ko lekin bc samaj hi nahi rahe. "Thoda aur push karle iiser me ho jayega" Bhenchod nahi karna push. "Ye course lele wo lele" Bhai syllabus to same hi hai. Jo 2 saal se padh rha hu usko wapas kyu padhu. 2 saal ekdam gand ghis li thi. Dummy + online coaching. Na dost rahe na social interaction. Bhai ghar ke 3 logo ke alawa kisi se baat karne me hesitate karta hu. Maa baap ke saath baat krte waqt bhi stutter krta hu. Theek karna chahta hu ye sab lekin 26 din hogaye exam ko mai abhi tak ghar ke do teen kaam karne ke alawa bahar nahi nikla. Mai mar jaunga lekin wapas uss mahol me jaake nahi padhunga.

M(19). Currently I am in my 1st year of college. It's a tier 3 college. I started coding just after entering the college. Till now I know Frontend development+ basic backend. 1st year mai koi Aisa din nahi hoga jiss din coding nahi kiya hunga , like I started coding because I wanted a job asap , but now I enjoy it. It excites me soo much. Just love building and shipping things. Gave 2 interview for internship one at a san francisco based startup and one for Bangalore based startup. Got rejected in both 🤡. So currently working on my resume , building projects, learning new tech stacks. Yahi se dikat suru hota hai, Bhai ye abhi mera goal hai bass aik achi job lena. Lekin firr job k baad kya ? Constant improve Karo , new tech stack sikho , AI ki alag bakchodi (isska tension nahi hai , GenAI bhi Sikh Raha hu ). Bahut kuch karna hai bhai , like cooking , fitness, marital arts , investing se related bhi sikhna hai , mummy papa k liye aik acha Ghar , unn k liye stable life , grooming, fashion , body , communication skills ( English fluency ki chudi padi hai ) , Open source karna hai , Devops sikhna hai , LLM , fine tuning, aik startup bhi socha hu (SASS product). Behenchod itna sab karna hai life mai. College life ki chudi padi hai , bakchod or chutiye log hai... Koi goal nahi hai innlig ka jeevan mai , tech field mai kya chal kuch nahi maalum. Aikdam chutiyo k beach mai hu , mai toh sab twitter or reddit k wajah se Sikh Paya. Sara guidance twitter or reddit se liya coding k liye. Coding k saath college manage karna itna hard hai. 1st sem mai 7.2 cgpa aaya hai. 7.5 maintain karna hai muje. Bandi nahi hai jeevan mai. Ye mai koi Randi Rona karne nahi aaya hu yaha , bass Mann ki baat share karne aaya hu. Ye sab toh constant grind karne mai help karti hai. Yahi goals toh muje apne boundaries push karne ko help karti hai.
“Nothing should bring you more joy than your own goals. Live only for that glorious moment. And if you can’t…then you’re no striker at all.” - Ego

saiya ke sath madhaiya mein madhaiya mein bada maja aaye rajaiya mein saiya ke sath madhaiya mein madhaiya mein bada maja aaye rajaiya mein
tut gayi chudi kalaiyan mein kalaiya mein tut gayi chudi kalaiyan mein kalaiya mein bada maja aaye rajaiya mein
hey saiya ke sath madhaiya mein madhaiya mein bada maja aaye rajaiya mein
mushkil se mauka mere hath aaye haan mushkil se mauka mere hath aaye kar ke bahana kahin dur jaye
bedardi kabse padaa mere pichhe bahiya pakad ke jabardasti khinche
lapak jhapak ki ladiyan mein ladiyan mein bada maja aaye rajaiya mein
haan saiya ke sath madhaiya mein madhaiya mein bada maja aaye rajaiya mein
najuk badi hai jawani ki dori najuk badi hai jawani ki dori maane na kehna badi jora jori
nas nas me masti chadhe haule haule mausam suhana jiya mora dole
jab jugnu chamke talaiya me Talaiya mein bada maja aaye rajaiya mein saiya ke sath madhaiya mein madhaiya me bada maja aaye rajaiya mein
tut gayi chudi kalaiya mein kalaiya mein tut gayi chudi kalaiya mein kalaiyan mein bada maja aaye rajaiya mein
saiya ke sath madhaiya mein madhaiya me bada maja aaye rajaiya mein
haan bada maja aaye rajaiya me bada maja aaye rajaiya mein

soch raha hu 11th ki padhai maybe may me hi complete karke june tak mast se exams deke direct 12th me chala jau.
bc catalogue ki ma chudi hui hai bas baate badi badi fekta hu kuch display karne laayak hai nahi merpe :/
and this is the only way im getting to do whatever i want kyuki 10vi ke marks dekhke toh parents 100% disapoint hone wale hai , if i do this, they will be like "yeahhh ye ladka kar toh sakta hai we should put our trust in him."
aur mene dekha hai bhai 11th ka syllabus chindi hai merko aadhi cheeje toh pehle se aati hai.... bs bio ka problem ayega... pcmb lunga na 💀

Bhai Mai abhi abhi 11th mei aaya hu PCB. Initially mai bahot motivated tha but jab Maine internet pe medical field ke reviews padhe tab mujhe laga ki apne dicision ko reconsider karna chahiye. Abhi bhi mere pass time hai Maths ki liye switch karne ka but jab maths ke baare mei sochta hu to lagta hai it requires a lot of IQ or aise bhi log hai jo 6th class se prepare kar rahe jee ke liye mere school mei or mai unke saamne kuch nahi hu. Bahot chudi Hui situation chl rahi plz help kardo

I'm a 25tard . Till now , chem Acha Hai, aur biology mein top karta hu , par kabhi physics mein 100 marks ke upar nahi laya tests mein . Ek Saal hogaya hai prep karte . Ek Saal baaki hai . Physics kaise karu ? Koi madad Karo ( pw ke og vids se bhi nahi samaj aya , pls gaali mat Dena . Meri confidence chudi padi hai ) .

28 se 3 tak ka plan btado bhai koi dayalu banda. 5 din h, capacitor abhi Pura starting se karna h. Electro ki chudi padi h. (Modern physics se start kia tha institute me to end ka chud gya which is starting for most students)
Baaki merko aata h. Mtlb electro badhiya karna and pure syllabus ki revision ka plan btado 5 din ka with the sources ki kya kya karu and kaha se karu. Ncert ki exercise mene abhi kisi bhi chapter ki nahi kari h.
Thanking you
Yours sincerely
Alec sir

Fatigue ho rakha hai subah se ekdum, kalse health pe bhi dhyan dunga ek aadha ghanta excercise karunga chahe jo ho jaye
anyways aaj Chemistry mein Coordination compund nipta diya, textbook read kara jyada time nahi laga kyuki ek baar padha tha pehle. wahi important things underline kara ab 2 chapter (poly,biomolecule) bachte hai bas aur syllabus khatam, then i can devout my time to pyqs hell yeah
Maths mein matrices karna tha plan change kara aur logic nipta diya since easy hai, kal matrices khatam ho jayega hopefully, toh bas area under curve bachega aur syllabus khatam, march 1 se pehle meth complete karna hai (100 marks jyada time dunga)
physics abhi chudi padi hai 4 chapter bachte hai
i am not making that much progress gand fatt rahi hai, koi backup nahi hai na kuch. i really hope this thing works out, even though ganitank sir ne webinar pe bataya tha march 5th tak syllabus complete karo aur har roz pyqs karo ho jayega, ek din mein teeno subject ke ek chapter ke pyqs ho jayenge unke right angle batch se 3 ghante ki sitting for each subject and 2022 2023 pyqs donee (chem ke liye kam time lagega chem physical done hai), pehle khud solve nahi hua toh solution
i mean assuming 16 chapters, if i do one chapter pyq everyday i will complete it in a 20 days leaving 4 days if i mess shit up. fir bachenge 30 days, fir shuru karunga test dena
one part of my brain says pata nahi hoga ya nahi, one says ho ya na ho padhle
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Meri chemistry chudi padi hai cause coaching waala teacher sarkaari harkatein krta hai. Mains tk ki toh chemistry khud se krli advanced ki ni ho payegi aur agar main krne bhi bethu toh mujhe ni pta kese hoti hai. I was thinking of joining an online course for JEE advanced.
Toh konsa course lu?? Sakshi vora se youtube se pdhai kri hai aaj tk toh kya unka course lena hi thik rhega ya kuch aur approach bhi ho skti hai??

I am not going to write very much in English as here on social media these so called intellectuals always blabber boasting about their achievements. Maine 12th me PCB liya tha uske bad BA from Patliputra University now I am going for MBA from any tier 2-3 college in Delhi -NCR to fix my profile like mere se MA to nhi hoga. Anyone on same boat as me jiski inti hi chudi pdi h?