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Okay so I have a 2017 dodge journey 4 cyl. I just replaced the camshaft position sensors, with of them, but it's still throwing this code and my check engine light will come on and the little car with squiggles under it, stability assist. Then my car struggles to accelerate and won't go above 40. I've had a shop look at it and they can't ever get it to duplicate what I'm explaining. I've installed new coil packs, spark plugs are fine, and just had shocks done professionally as well. I'm stumped. I've done all this other work myself but I'm confident in my work. Everything was done properly. And I just can't afford another fee to check my car and not find out what's wrong. I'm hoping it's not the TCM. Oh I've also checked all the fuses. Those are fine too and even installed brand new ones. Faulty parts possibly? I know it happens. Any ideas? Any other parts I can replace? I'm at a loss. Thank you for any advice. 🫶🙏

(Apologies for the length)
So here is mine. I (37M) made the decision, earlier this year, to leave the company I co-founded a few years ago. I've since been re-prioritizing, working out and improving my health, eliminating stressors, and planning my next business moves (basically self-focus). Last Fall I reconnected with a close friend (32F) that I had lost most contact with for a few years.
We used to work together years before and became close quickly and easily. We were always naturally flirty and still are, and one day she opened up about her feelings for me to which I happily reciprocated. This is where the problems began. Reason being that years prior I had gone through about 3 subsequent relationships/situations that destroyed my trust and desire for being vulnerable romantically. I had just given up for the foreseeable future. This reveal from her occurred during this aftermath period and I was unable to process, comprehend, and alleviate doubts/fears appropriately, preventing me from communicating with her about it almost altogether. She persisted and was graciously cool about what I'm sure was confusing to her with my horrible communication abilities at the time. Eventually she moved on and we just remained friends, with her leaving for a new job not long after. She also entered a relationship with a mutual acquaintance soon after that (randomly, not because of our situation). She was happy and growing in her life and I found joy in that but my missteps haunted me since she moved on. I meant the reciprocation but knew then that I couldn't be what she deserved and refused to use her affection for my own happiness. I also knew that I owed her an explanation, as I couldn't stand for her to possibly think I found something wrong or undesirable about her, leading to my actions before. It just never felt appropriate to do while she was seeing someone.
FAST-FORWARD (Don't laugh too hard at that)...
After leaving the job myself and helping start a company and going my own direction, my feelings never waned off but I didn't dwell. Around 4-5 years had passed. I would see her randomly here and there, still in her relationship, and it was always nice. It was apparent she was excited by my presence and always made the effort to share a hug and some time talking. We have an incredibly solid friendship and banter base that will always be around. Despite that, the occasions she would be where I was became scarce and it was back to the usual. During the days leading up to my decision to leave the company, I just needed a trusted friend to talk to. I ran into a mutual friend of mine and hers and during the catch-up they mentioned they had hung out with her recently and that she had ended her relationship. Now, someone in my position would probably relish in that information. I'll admit I wasn't bummed by it. I realized, however, that I more just missed talking to her and felt I should reach out. So I did.
Now we are caught up (It annoys me as well)...
Since last Fall we have been catching up and bantering better than ever and it has been great. The natural flirtation and everything has been there but more in-line with where we are now in life. She had mentioned her breakup during the initial reconnect, but never mentioned anything further from her end nor inquired about my status. We just focused on the stellar conversation and regained contact. I knew my feelings never went anywhere and they just became more enhanced as we kept talking (only via text to this point). I knew the possibility that she was seeing someone else was there but didn't really care. I wasn't much to expect her to consider letting her guard down a second time with me, especially without having spoken about what happened before. After much thought, I made certain I was sure of how I was feeling about myself, her, and the situation and texted her about meeting up. She was very excited to do so and we set up a plan and ended up meeting recently. I was just purely excited to see her again in-person, but the obvious hopes and desires we as people have are always there. I knew part of me would be gauging it all to see where we both stand.
It was a fantastic meet up but she did mention her breakup quite early on and also that she was dating someone currently. It did NOT hit me like bricks or whatever saying applies. It wasn't great to hear for that part of me that was hoping, but I knew it could be a thing going in. The real impact was the reevaluation of much of the previous conversations we had made, with before having no knowledge of her dating someone during so. It never got out of hand, just that natural flirtation and sharing of trusted information that can seem to have dual tonality to them. You just never know until you know. The evening carried on and we kept bonding really well and having a great time as friends (the tone it needed to take). I'll mention that this person is an amazing, generous, loyal, independent, and confident individual that overcame a lot of insecurities in life (like so many of us do or hope to do), and has incredible integrity. She would not intentionally disrespect the person she is dating. One of her many admirable qualities. We continued catching up and relocated to grab a bite to eat. During this portion we bonded on more things and I was finally honest with myself internally that I can't fight the fact that I do, in fact, love this person and it made me excited. I knew though that I had to now have that conversation about what happened in the past, which was long overdue and needed to happen before anything else could be broached.
I promise I'm going to wrap this up (I appreciate your patience if you got this far)...
It was now nighttime and a reasonable time to part ways. I knew my chance was now or never so I inquired if we could park for a second and chat. We did and I just went into it in the best way I could that respected her current situation (I feel too strongly and respect her too much to let my feelings disregard her boundaries). She listened and received it like a total boss, which is no surprise. Luckily it hadn't impacted her too poorly and the new knowledge alleviated any doubt she may have had about herself. I didn't really expect her to even remember it all anyhow. I just had to know she knew what happened and where I stood/stand. Human nature being what it is, I toed the line a few times with my words but I always made sure she knew I meant all due respect and meant it. Some things just build too much pressure when you hold on the them and they eventually get released. She was very reassuring that I was behaving and even revealed new information from her side of it back then and now. She allowed me to express everything I was able to within the boundaries present and was very kind about it. Obviously I had now revealed that I still maintained feelings for her amidst it all. I am not a pro on the subject of attraction, but I'm not an idiot either. The eyes and mouth can speak volumes, and I saw what I'm sure I subconsciously wanted to see. I knew I would run risk of breaching her trust if I persisted too far and I was feeling bad about keeping her out as late as it was, so I asked if I could make a couple inquiries that were appropriately worded. She agreed and I asked if after my idiocy back in the day when she approached me, was that where her feelings for me had stopped. She quickly and softly whispered "No.". I took that in and decided to ask, hypothetically, that if she had no attachments and I were to approach her, would I receive a half-way positive response. She had a slight pause and said "More than half-way.". Despite a heavy desire to explore further, I knew I shouldn't and by happenstance she got a phone call right after this. She said she needed to take it and it was her dad. I stepped out of the car but doing so I happened to notice the name on the dash screen (we had taken her car the the restaurant). I don't know her father personally or know his exact name, but it wasn't the one on the screen. I didn't and likely won't read into that too much, but thought I'd share it in here. Anyway, she handled the call quickly and got out to hug and say our goodbyes. We shared a long hug and exchanged thank yous and then found the opportunity to enact a fake threat of a gentle kidney goosing from some flirty banter a few days prior. She enjoyed it. We then parted ways asking each other to inform of their safe arrival home. Which we did.
So there you have it. Obviously there are many ways to dissect something like this. I feel we both behaved rather well even though I feel a bit of guilt and hope I haven't caused her any undue problems, as she is in a great place in life (mainly because of her personal and professional growth, not necessarily the dating). I also don't regret unburdening myself the way I did. I think we both deserved it for different reasons.
I suppose I'm just curious of your thoughts on it all. I'm doing alright after it all but know the dynamic is different now. She is likely juggling a thought or two just like I am, but we still talk as friends. She is content where she is but I could tell that, if perhaps the timing was different, we wouldn't hesitate to get together. I hold excitement at the thought but will not wait on chance. She is walking her path and me my own. Those paths may indeed converge one day, but her friendship is something I won't gamble away nor would she to mine. It also may never happen. These are the realities.
Thoughts/anybody else out there?
Thank you for your indulgence.

So I’m a little younger in my spiritual awakening. I’m very career focused. A little about me I’m a craft cocktail bartender who is very passionate about what I do. I struggle with two thing in my life Patience and Ego. That applies both in my career and dating which is my other big goals and every other aspect of my life. Anyways to my situation so 4 years ago during the pandemic I met a very influential person in the New York Cocktail. Scene I have managed to keep that connnectiong for four years prior to meeting him I had desires to go to New York but was scared. Well over the last couple of years due to breaks up, ego, guilt, depression, anxiety and things out side my control I have managed to burn bridges in my city. The thing is in my city the cocktail scene is very tight and if you burn one bridge you burn them all. Anyways I’ve been feeling for awhile even two years ago that I was time to leave but I’ve held on out of fear. I’ve lived no where else and all my friends and family are here. But I’ve felt pulled to New York for so long and have felt the desire more and more to go. Well now doors are opening towards NYC that friend I mentioned earlier is opening a cocktail bar and it’s right up my alley. I’ve expressed an interest and he’s open to the possibility of hiring me. And had expressed that if he’s doemst he’ll find someone in the high end cocktails bars to hire me. Now as of today I just landed a join that could make me enough money to go in less than 6 months. I honestly feel like this has always been the path that I was meant for and this friend was meantt to play a big part. Is there a possibility some of These Bridges were meant to close for me so I would be uncomfortable enough to go because I was always scared to leave but now I’m even more scared to stay. Just wanted your thoughts and any advice in my spiritual journey.

Hi! I recently upgraded and my new specs are • Intel Core i5- 12600K 3.7 GHz 10- Core Processor • Deepcool AK400 66.47 CFM CPU Cooler •ASRock Z690M Phantom Gaming 4 Micro ATX LGA 1700 Motherboard • TEAMGROUP T-Force Vulcan Z 16 GB (2 x 8 GB) DDR4-3200 CL16 Memory • MSI GAMING X GeForce GTX 1060 6GB 6 GB Video Card • Thermaltake Smart 600 W 80+ Certified ATX Power Supply I plugged everything in nice and tight I left one of my storages plugged in (with windows on it), I checked for misaligned pins on the cpu part of the motherboard. I reseated my graphics card, and I know it is on due to the light on the top. Everything looks good in the tower. Unfortunately, the whole thing will not display. I’m unsure of what it is because the graphics card seems to be on, and seated probably. There is no red light indicating something is wrong. It just won’t display. What is there to do?

Looking for my first gaming PC. All I need to know does the storage chip look good? And is the case compatible with a 360MM AIO and will it be able to fit all my parts overall. Here are the specs:
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We have been together since 4 years and I just saw that he commented on a post that asked : if you have the choice to save 2 what would you pick ? The options were mother , girlfriend, your kid and 20M $ , my bf picked his mom and 20M $ . I wouldn’t fuss about it if he didn’t have a history of letting me know that he would always choose money over me if he has the choice but he made it clear many times.
I understand that financial stability is important , but he doesn’t even know how to manage his money that well and borrows a lot from me (he gives it back ofc). So I don’t understand the obsession over money. I’ve asked him sometimes if he would be willing to lose me forever for 10 000 $ and he replies yes. I try to tell him that it’s a bit hurtful and weird in my opinion it’s so toxic . but he claps back saying that I never worked once in my life and that I wouldn’t understand.
It’s true we come from a different background thankfully my parents help me a lot . Him on the other hand he has to work to take care of himself and also his family back in is hometown. I try to be really understanding but it doesn’t make sense to me to be able to put money before a person who truly loves and support you . Money comes and goes right? If you lose some u can always gain it back but a genuine partner who loves you is so special nowadays and I feel like he doesn’t really see how lucky he is to be with me ( in the most humble way possible btw) .
He recently got a job at Sephora as a security agent. I was a bit nervous about it because he will be surrounded by women and he hasn’t always been honest about stuff. But I didn’t cause an argument and I accepted his choice and recently he told me that he needs to go back to his house and that he can’t live with me anymore because the Sephora shop is closer to his house. I got mad because he didn’t tell me about it sooner . Hell we were at the restaurant yesterday he talked about it he saw that my mood was shifting a bit so he said that he’s joking and that he won’t leave . As soon as we arrived home he came and told me that he needs to leave and I was so confused it didn’t sit right with me the whole process of letting me know about it. I got mad and again he called me selfish and told me that I wouldn’t understand cause I don’t have a family to take care of . I don’t know what do do anymore this makes me question everything. Is it normal to prioritize money that much?
TL;DR: My boyfriend commented on a post asking which two he’d save: mother, girlfriend , kid, or $20M. He chose his mom and the money. He has a history of saying he’d choose money over me, which hurts since he often borrows from me. I understand his financial background is different from mine, but his obsession with money feels toxic. He recently got a job at Sephora and decided to move back home without properly discussing it with me, saying it’s closer to work. This, along with his dismissive attitude towards my feelings, makes me question our relationship and whether it’s normal to prioritize money this much.

This weekend, Ajax Budokan invited Kodokan 9th dan and former head of the Tokyo Police dojo, Michio Fukushima Sensei, to conduct a 4 hour clinic for Kodokan Goshin Jutsu. It was open to yellow belt and higher, though the majority consisted of Yudansha. My senseis had the honour of demoing the kata, as Fukushima Sensei's health did not permit presenting each technique multiple times, though he did show some of the finer details, demo mechanics, and gave comments as to what was good and displayed what could be fixed. He also talked about older versions of the techniques and how/ why they have been changed. Regretfully, it totally slipped my mind to film during the seminar, as there was a lot of good information, translated (and left untranslated) by the interpreter.
Some General Notes on Fukushima Sensei Fukushima Sensei on multiple occasions mentioned how one should carry themselves and move, more specifically he talked about how he usually sees toris get away with bad shisei as uke's attacks are generally to kind or passive, and that if they genuinely attacked, most toris would be off balance. Additionally he mentioned that a lot of IFJ competition now is power judo, where the technical aspects are replaced for brute force and speed.
The main note he makes is to keep the knees alive (slightly bent and bouncy like a spring), and that most novices have a tendency to straight leg their kata. He also made it a great point to explain the logic of the waza in the kata and how the kuzushi is created. Other important details he talked about were that uke shouldn't be a limp noodle once his attack is over, that tori should keep good sabaki (unclear if sabaki was short hand for tai sabaki as he also stated tai sabaki on different occasions (the details were paraphrased by the translator)), and the usage of rotation from the hips to maintain proper balance (tai sabaki). Additionally, he talked about things relating to karada (the body) and some anecdotes (such as stories about judoka such as Michigami, Isao Okano, and Nagaoka if I was hearing correctly, though I don't speak Japanese, only somewhat familiar with it), which were left untranslated or paraphrased sadly.
Emphasised details in the kata (not explanations or descriptions of how to do a technique) and my experiences (FYI Sensei mostly used the Tomiki names for the waza Tori applied)
Attacks when held

1. Ryote dori - my partner and I (both new to this kata for the most part) went in on this one and struggled as we didn't see the detail of thumb in hand for the lock (blind leading the blind, though we later worked near a kind pair after this who helped check more closely as they were experienced in the kata)
   1. Yahazu (hook shape for hand) is very important to direct uke's arm
   2. You aren't pulling the arm away to free it, you are pushing your elbow forward which pressures uke's arm
   3. Te gatana to the uto (point between uke's eyes)
   4. When applying the lock (te gatame), make sure to rotate uke's hand such that the fingers are pointing up
   5. When applying the lock, take the uke's arm in the direction perpendicular to the line made by his feet
2. Hidari eri dori - I particularly liked this one, though my uke was confused the first few times as he kept trying to apply waki gatame.
   1. Tori must grab underneath uke's hand on the lapel when stepping back
   2. When grabbing uke's hand to break the grip and apply the lock (kote hineri), tori should have his thumb in between uke's thumb and fingers, and to take the uke's arm in the direction perpendicular to the line made by his feet
   3. Uke should try to maintain jigo tai rather than lean so the lock is applied cleanly
   4. Tori's hand should not be limp when delivering the strike
3. Migi eri dori - I couldn't get kote gaeshi to work properly, will have to practice and ask my sensei about it later, same with my partner
   1. Tori should maintain a upright posture as uke pulls him forward, and use the landing of his foot to drive his hand for the uppercut to uke
   2. Tori should try to keep uke's hand attached to his centerline as he makes tai sabaki
4. Kata ude dori - My uke was very stiff, so applying the initial lock to him proved difficult, though he claims he felt it. I found this kata easy to remember as the legs go left right left right (step, step, tai sabaki, kick, then lead with the right for the lock)
   1. You are kicking with the side of the foot
   2. The step before the kick pivot around so your feet are almost parallel
   3. For waki gatame, you should be standing inside his feet, near parallel to the line perpendicular to his feet
5. Ushiro eri dori - I had experience with this one as sensei had taught during some free time a while back
   1. The parry with the arm was stated to also be the preferred way to receive punches, though take that as you will (though it is a common method in karate as well)
   2. The strike should be to the suigetsu (solar plexus)
   3. Trap uke's hand with your head so that it can't wiggle all over the place when applying the lock
6. Ushiro jime - My partner and I both had a tendency to lift the shoulder off after spinning out, will have to work on that. I will be honest, had I known this escape, I probably would have come out of an incident a few years back (before I started Judo) rather unscathed as I was jumped and then kicked on the ground by a person who was quite a pain.
   1. The attack and initial defence are identical to that of katame no kata, following which tori rotates out
   2. Keep pressure with your shoulder until your grip has been changed
7. Kakae dori - We didn't have enough mat space to finish the throw without running into other groups, but the technique is surprisingly effective. Though I couldn't initially find out how to do the armlock and had to ask my sensei about it, now it's pretty easy.
   1. Rotate the arm away from you (clockwise from your perspective) and pull uke's arm into you
   2. During the initial stomp, straighten up and raise your arms to loosen uke's grip

Attacks when at a distance - I got less time to try these in general as I wanted my partner to get a feel for them as they are a bit more complicated and he is less experienced

1. Naname uchi - this was a fun situation, it shows how a little bit of atemi can be used to setup a randori waza, and Fukushima Sensei complimented my senseis' performance saying that it was better than the current text book
   1. Te gatana is used to redirect the strike
   2. Osoto otoshi is performed
   3. Pushing the arm through is important to create the kuzushi necessary for the waza
2. Ago tsuki - I didn't actually get a chance to try this one more than once as my partner struggled with it, he kept applying a shoulder lock by pushing on the elbow without the redirect with the thumb up (shoulder is still sore)
   1. when directing uke's attack up and away, do not lean back as then you are unstable
   2. Use yahazu to direct uke's elbow toward his ear
   3. As uke will not like this use the moment after releasing the elbow lock to throw him forward in the direction perpendicular to his feet.
3. Gammen Tsuki - My partner really liked this one, I can see the uses as I've used similar entries when messing around with strikes + judo with this partner as I have a bit of karate experience
   1. Uke is meant to do a break fall, thus tori needs to get out of the way after releasing the choke
   2. Uke should realistically be aiming for where tori's uto would be if he did not evade
4. Mae Geri - this was a relatively easy one to grasp, but quite a bit of practice is needed before a full force kick can be considered
   1. Rotate ukes foot outwards so that it is not easy for him to rotate in to escape
   2. In the original, tori would lift uke's leg high but many ukes ended up injured from hitting their heads, so now tori just pushes back
5. Yoko geri - My sensei has introduced this one at the dojo before as well, though he prefaced it with about a minute of just practicing a side kick. My partner (who suffers from light knee pain) couldn't kneel during the finish
   1. The use of the te gatana to redirect the kick in the direction it is going, very similar to karates low block
   2. During the finish tori creates a void for uke to be thrown but in real life tori would throw uke onto his knee

Attacks with weapons - I understand people dislike these (reasonably in some cases), but I've found them to be useful points to explore
Attacks with a knife - Sensei Fukushima mentioned how despite my senseis making it look easy
Both my partner and I have practiced these quite a lot (I was the only one who was taught it by sensei but we practiced it on our own time), so not as many personal notes. Though I don't have a good experience so my brain switches to serious and my heart rate increases despite the fact that I know these are fake weapons.

1. Tsukkake
   1. The elbow should be pushed forward (I've actually experimented with this in the past by asking uke to try to stab me as I applied the defence, and we've found after the initial push and strike, tori is in a relatively good position, be it to run away or finish the kata)
   2. Push the locked up arm up and towards uke, then guide him to the ground
2. Choku zuki - I struggled to apply the waki gatame, I'm guessing it was control of the wrist that was the problem, this form is relatively straight forward and makes sense
   1. The strike should not be a boxer style punch, but more like the first punch in szkt
   2. uke should not go limp
   3. when moving away from uke, take him perpendicular to the line between his feet
3. Naname Zuki - Personally I think this form is cutting it close in many regards, but the control tori has is quite surprising
   1. Don't grab the blade from the sharp edge

Attacks with a jo - PSA, no matter how much you trust your uke, mistakes happen (especially with such a solid weapon) so remain vigilant to mitigate damage

1. Furi age - this was a relatively easy technique to grasp as it is an application of O soto gari setup with a palm strike to the chind
   1. Tori should enter as soon as uke begins to raise his arm, almost a preemptive entry
   2. Tori strikes at the ago (chin) with a palm strike, then places his hand on the throat for the throw
2. Furi oroshi - My partner leant into the swing and wacked me on the forehead, it could've been worse but it just grazed the outer layer as I saw the jo come closer after my initial retreat and attempted to turn out of the way. Both a PSA for tori and uke. Tori do not keep your eyes off uke, and uke please don't lean into a swing, you are horribly off balance, and you make it harder for tori to read. Also uke don't speed up when you 2 are learning (I don't know why my partner chose too...)
   1. Do not hop back onto one leg and then towards uke with the other, it leads you to have bad posture
   2. Better to make a big retreat than get hit
   3. 2 strike, one ura ken (back fist), followed by knife hand push
   4. Uke's swing should be at a diagonal
3. Morote zuki - I didn't get to practice this one as my partner was taken a bit aback after the previous incident and couldn't get the steps right for this one. Fukushima Sensei mentioned something along the lines of how a judoka was faced with a juken and couldn't figure out what to do, and thus this form was created to address that.
   1. Tori shouldn't be rowing the jow away to shake throw uke
   2. The arm puts pressure on uke's arm forward
   3. Tori should be trying to angle the jo down towards himself after the initial grab

Attacks with a gun - I struggled with all of these, but I think the principles are relatively sound. Though in real life, I'd most likely give up my valuables. Fukushima Sensei emphasised hip rotation in these movements, as he says that you want to direct the gun away without moving your feet, which is what uke would be seeing when looking at your pocket.
Always make sure to begin your defence after uke is clearly focused on checking your pockets, never when his focus is directly on you

1. Shomen Zuke
   1. Grab the barrel of the gun thumb up
   2. During the disarm, push the gun's muzzle to face towards him
2. Koshi Gamae - I kept getting the second hand wrong and thus the barallel was pointed towards me in the final attack, will need to work on that
   1. Grab the barrel of gun initially with the thumb down with your right hand, and push the gun so that it is horizontal after turning left, then grab the gun from below with your right
   2. make sure to not point the gun at yourself when hitting with the butt
3. Haimen Zuke - this is quite a dangerous move in theory, but also one of the more likely ones
   1. Wrap uke's arm with your arm, but make sure to direct the muzzle up with the free arm
   2. [uke] should let go of gun, as this is a hard breakfall

Overarching and repeated themes in the kata

• The use of yahazu to direct the arm rather than grips
• Keeping uke's hand connected to your centerline when applying kansetsu waza
• te gatana is a useful tool to redirect and or strike the opponent quickly
• During the gun portion, always rotate the gun off your centerline, so that even if it does fire, it doesn't penetrate too deep
• Control the gun by the muzzle
• most finishes are done by guiding uke perpendicular to the line in between his feet
• Do not directly oppose an opponents force
• Maintanence of balance at all times and moving from the hips is key
• Uke should attack meaningfully
• Action reaction is used quite a lot to first lock uke up towards his face, so that when he pushes back he is easily lead away

Overall, it was quite a good event, and I learned a lot. This kata isn't the most realistic with the attacks (though apparently a few people I know have used the ryote dori attack shockingly), but what I've learned so far is relatively sound, hopefully some time soon I can convince my partner to do some live resistance sparring with some gear on (which I have done with the knife portion with a plastic knife). Fukushima Sensei had a lot to say, as he was actively discussing his experiences and koshiki no kata after the seminar with another Japanese speaker, and I hope to be able to attend another one of his classes again someday.
Here are some videos featuring Michio Fukushima from a few years back, both where he was actively demoing, and where he had a slightly more corrective position.
https://www.facebook.com/watch/?v=1253474818155243
https://youtu.be/VKgdMJS9eck?si=bGMemLfG9aquAHr1

Well I did it
It’s not set in stone per say
And yet it is
I said I’d never get a tattoo
Never get one for another person
In memory or honor
Well I guess we change
We become different people when need be
Now’s the time for change
For I am changing as we speak
Trying everyday to correct wrongs
Fix my psychological issues
Transform my body and heart
I’m quickly realizing I’m out of my league
It’s to hard to continue
Without my cheerleader
Rooting me on, I miss that
The back and forth
The way we do when we are together
That constant give and take
Mastering and matching witts
I miss our banter
And your smile
I miss your face, lol I do
So this week I’m gonna commemorate
You and all that you are
You’ll be a part of me forever
It’ll never go away
I’m doing this
For me too, I need to remember you
This way, as a distant planet
I myself am the wrangler of the stars
And also of the moon
So I figure, why shouldn’t I take a chance?
Let’s see if I can wrangle
The ultimate prize, you
For you are Saturn, the most prestigious
Of all the planets
Your magnetic charge fuels me
Pulls me to you in ways
Never experienced before
As a sole astronaut searching the skies
I sense the brightness of your light
I too want to feel the glow
I wrangle you in
In the hopes you’ll want to know
What it’s like to be like me
An astronomer out searching
For its hearts star

So, my brother is in an emotionally abusive relationship. I texted him this past weekend about a text his girlfriend sent to my mom (it was extremely disturbing and out of line) it was a mature message. She went through his phone and read the message (which he didn’t answer) then she physically threatened me to my brother who then told my dad. I then sent him a text message about how if she physically threatens me again I’ll escalate it legally and that physically threatening someone isn’t okay (I sent 4 texts in the span of 48 hours, he didn’t answer, but she went through his phone and read them). I decided to block his number because I’m over the situation and I said my part, I then removed him and his girlfriend from my social media so they could no longer view anything I post. I then received a dm from his girlfriend saying “if you don’t leave blank and I alone, I will be having you charged for harassment :)” that is a direct quote. 1. I’ve never texted her… I don’t have her number. 2. I’ve met her in person 1 time for maybe 5 minutes like months ago. 3. I asked for her number in the text to my brother prior to discuss what she was saying to and about my brother and sent the text about her physically threatening me (I’ve said her name 2 times over text and actually in my entire life). So, is her use of threaten to press charges a use of intimidation (illegally) to prevent communication between my brother and I (obviously abusive and controlling).

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Yesterday i left a 1 star review. And a lot of people made a 1 star review on the 12/05. Suddenly this morning my review and countless others are gone. It went from 4.5 to 4.7
And the best part is that i can suddenly no longer review this game.
Im gonna chargeback every single cent i spent on this game.

I know the tricks of the trade. - tailor your resume to each job posting - network - find a mentor - always keep your resume updated - don't sell yourself short
I could keep going. However, what do you do in the instance that you live in an area with limited options and you can't move due to spouses job?
I'm working in a lower mid-level position, in an office of 4 with a boss who can't see the future because he wants to keep old projects around, be a nice guy, and a "bully" (essentially not have to be accountable to anyone like the previous boss of 20 years), and is truly unwilling to do his part to help our organization grow.
I ask questions, regularly seeking growth opportunities, and hardly given much direction beyond "Well, it says to do this" for something that has been a "project" for years. However, there is no continuity or process to anything. It's rebuilding the wheel over and over.
I'm truly at a loss and feel absolutely stuck. I enjoy my work and the space I'm in, I wish I had a boss with more strategic vision rather than what's right in front of his face and 2 weeks ago.

We would love to do AV1 but don’t have enough time. Looking for a 3-4 day (2-3 night) hike that links multiple refugios. Has anyone done part of the AV1? Open to other areas. It is our first time in Dolomites. Will be there sept 20-25.

I am struggling to find jobs or even internships as a data science masters student. It doesn't help that I am a biology graduate and it feels near impossible to compete with younger people who already have 4 years of undergraduate statistics or computer science under their belt and my masters is only supposed to be a year and a half. I feel so ill prepared for this, I feel like my school should not have even let me into the program.
But I AM trying my hardest to catch up. It is hard to get into an internship since they always specify you have to return to school after completing and with my masters only a year and a half long, plus, time i need to learn/catch up and apply, the time frame is hell for me. I have to learn some web dev stuff as part of my courses too so I am looking into web dev jobs too as well as data analytics jobs.
So, my question is that for those who are or were in the same position as me, or those of you who transitioned form other careers to data analytics or web dev, what did you do before? What kind of jobs have lower entry requirements while giving you relevant and/or transferable skills? Right now, I am looking into part time bank tellers jobs and cashier jobs so far. I still have one more semester left after this summer to complete my degree.

Ok my comprehension skills are lacking. What on earth happened in the ending? I got lily 100% and fused with Adam. Then game ends with fighting an endless hoard of Eve's sisters......I did not find all the documents but I've tried to read most thing so hear is where I'm stuck. Long post apologies. Humans created mother sphere, then androids. They all started fighting, so mother sphere decides to kill all the bio-humans.... Bio-humans genetically mutated into naytiba in the underground labs to fight back. Then the space colony was created? So the colony was for the robots to escape? Not Bio humans correct? Then the mother AI drops part of the colony onto the earth to kill all life, but some naytiba survive. Some robots "who think they are humans this entire time" also survived the space station dropping. They never made it up to space to begin with. These are the xion refugees correct? Mother sphere AI then proceeds to make endless androids in space to send to earth to kill the rest of the naytiba. This includes Raven, and Eve? Raven goes down first and somehow discovers she is killing bio-humans and betrays mother sphere. She joins forces with Adam after meeting him instead of killing him like she was supposed to and somehow becomes a naytiba herself? I assume Adam gave her the power? Adam has been the only human who got lucky and didn't lose his mind during mutation? And hasn't aged, so hes like a thousand years old? He has also been searching for a way that robots and humans can coexist. If Adam and Raven were friends why does he shoot her at the beginning of the game and save Eve? Why does Raven attack xion when Adam clearly wants to save it? Then to wrap it all up why does mother sphere appear on the planet mention an eve protocol, then decide to kill us with 5 ships of squad fodder? Where is mother spheres body located? We never actually see the colony correct? The space alpha was just hanging on the side of the orbit elevator correct? Was Eve indeed a special designed android, or was she mass produced like all the others? Seems to set up a sequel where we kill mother sphere AI once and for all but im still trying to figure out who the main enemy is in all of this....please clear this up if you are a lore expert. I assume i got the "good" ending...

I remember being 4 and 5 years old in my southern Baptist church kindergarten class and being told that Jesus was coming back or I could die at any second, so I better not sin and to accept Jesus into my heart so I didn’t burn in hell. I remember being absolutely terrified of the idea that Jesus could come back at any moment. I remember being so scared looking out the window thinking it could happen at any minute. There was just always a feeling of impending doom.
My first panic attack happened when I was about 6 or 7 at VBS. We were in a small dark room and I don’t know why on earth the lesson involved this but the teacher said “if this building collapsed and you died right now, would you go to heaven?” I remember so clearly the teacher saying that and I was trying to cover my ears and I ran out and burst into tears and started having a panic attack.
It didn’t help that I also had a religious nut teacher in the second grade that would tell us basically everyday the world was ending and would read us insane articles about “proof” that it was about to end.
So basically my whole young childhood was very heavily focused on the fact that the world was going to end or you could die any minute so you must be ready for heaven.
And I know that’s what has caused such a deep seated anxiety in me all my life. It’s like my fight or flight mode always stays activated. I remember starting to dissociate from a very young age. I remember telling my mom I didn’t feel like I was connected to my body when I was so young.
I wouldn’t say I’m anti-religious now. I would like to believe in a higher power but I am terrified of churches. I remember being so scared of what the sermon would be about every time we went. I remember that constant fear that everything could end at any second.
Late 20s now and have tried to control with meds several times over the years but haven’t found one that’s worked for me. I feel like I really need therapy for this. That “doom” feeling has stayed with me my entire life in my best moments no matter how hard I try to bury it. It also hurts that my childhood was so full of fear. I wish I could hug my younger self and tell her to be happy and not afraid and that it would be okay.
This was mostly me venting since I’ve never really fully unpacked this but does anyone gave experience with this?

I am struggling to find jobs or even internships as a data science masters student. It doesn't help that I am a biology graduate and it feels near impossible to compete with younger people who already have 4 years of undergraduate statistics or computer science under their belt and my masters is only supposed to be a year and a half. I feel so ill prepared for this, I feel like my school should not have even let me into the program.
But I AM trying my hardest to catch up. It is hard to get into an internship since they always specify you have to return to school after completing and with my masters only a year and a half long, plus, time i need to learn/catch up and apply, the time frame is hell for me. I have to learn some web dev stuff as part of my courses too so I am looking into web dev jobs too as well as data analytics jobs.
So, my question is that for those who are or were in the same position as me, or those of you who transitioned form other careers to data analytics or web dev, what did you do before? What kind of jobs have lower entry requirements while giving you relevant and/or transferable skills? Right now, I am looking into part time bank tellers jobs and cashier jobs so far. I still have one more semester left after this summer to complete my degree.

I feel like I am losing myself in my relationship because I'm always feeling like a failure. My partner (29 M) frequently tells me things I've done wrong . Something comes up at least once a week where he says he doesn't feel listened to or "like a partner" in our relationship. I have tried really hard to fix previous concerns like letting him know when I'll be away from my phone or making changes to my routine to not be late to things. But somehow, something else always goes wrong. I'm sorry this post is lengthy but I'll try my best to explain the most recent example.
Yesterdat my bf slept through his brother coming to visit on accident. He woke up and texted me and said he was spiraling a bit about feeling bad about it and would be okay but just needed a "5" to show him I was there. (this is supposed to be a call back to him saying I love you 5 ever in the past)
I didn't see his text for 30 minutes and then told him l was soo sorry I didn't see this sooner and that I was really sorry he slept through his alarm and missed that,but his body must have needed rest. He said it's okay, it's just my brother.
We spoke for 40 minutes about mothers day and other stuff and then he said "hey you never sent a 5" and I said "oh shoot, 5". It clearly upset him that I hadn't read and replied to that part of his text. It made him feel not listened to, he said, that I chose to reply how I wanted instead of doing what he asked for. I apologized and also said sorry I didn't say a 5 sooner and that I wish I had seen his text and sent a 5 right away. He got upset that I was apologizing for not texting him right away. He said apologizing for the thing he's not even upset about (not replying for 30 minutes) takes away his agency and takes away from him feeling heard. He then explained it hurt that I didn't ask more about his feelings and just changed the topic after he said "it's okay". I think sometimes I forget people say "it's okay" to try to be strong when really they want to talk about their feelings. He emphasized he wished I had asked about his feelings and I said I definitely should have and need to be better about asking more.
I apologized a ton last night and called him and cried to him on the phone about how much I cared and how much I didn't want to hurt him. He told me it was going to be okay and he even told me he felt loved and cared about. He showed appreciation when I took accountability and said things like "I totally see how it made you feel not heard that I dint do a small thing you asked for" and "I really should have followed up by asking more about your feelings or why you were spiraling".
Today he got upset again once he woke up and said I was defensive yesterday and it hurt and that I talk at him and not with him (I did get defensive a bit by saying things like "I didn't know you weren't still okay and I took it at face value when you said you were okay" or saying "I told you I know I messed up and I shouldn't have ignored you opening up to me" when he brought up again how hurt he felt.
For 24 hours he has continued to talk about how hurt he felt. But I don't know what I'm supposed to keep saying besides sorry. I tried keeping my answers brief after he said i was making things about myself. Then he told me I really hurt him because he shared so much about how hurt he was and I gave a 10 word answer. I apologized multiple times for my 10 word answer. I tried asking what else he needs or what I could do to help and he told me I'm just Asking "out of self preservation". Then when I said I wish I knew what I could do to help he said "did you ask". Then he asked for examples of me asking accountability. I sent screenshots of when I said I messed up and hurt him and I should've done differently and he got upset and said "those are from yesterday and don't impact how I feel today". I tried taking accountability again. He is now repeating how hurt he felt about my 10 word text.
What am I supposed to do?? Would it be best to stop texting and just let him have time to feel hurt and upset at me?

My 4 month old is the light of my life and the best part of my day. I keep telling myself to focus on being grateful but I feel ashamed and irrational with how overwhelmed I am. It’s my birthday and I haven’t been able to respond to anyone. I feel sick to my stomach.
I keep thinking about my baby coming into the world via emergency c section and the terror I felt that he might die or be seriously injured.
I’m extremely stressed about my job. I was promoted before going on maternity leave and am struggling to keep up.
My elderly mom who I don’t have a great relationship with has cancer and no retirement savings. I’m extremely worried about her.
I miss my husband. I miss my friends.
I’m 25 lbs over the weight I was when I first got pregnant. Physically I feel very out of sorts.
I’m so exhausted at the end of the day that all I want to do is sit in silence.
I need to start making some changes.
I’ve taken medication for ADHD since I was in middle school. At first I thought this might be ADHD related, but I had an anxiety attack yesterday thinking about work deadlines this week. I broke down crying and was having trouble breathing. I’ve never experienced anything like this before, which led me to think it could be PPD. Any other mamas out there have a similar experience?

So, this has been going on for 5 years and I'm reaching the point of explosion!!!!!
I'm (35) married to my husband (55)
He has a son (22) who has just gotten married to his wife (20). His son is a narcissist and has been that way since the day I met him. He is very talented at a number of things (motocross, golf, etc.) And he is a hard worker. By all outward appearances he's a good person and can be very kind at times.
The issue is that he is very spoiled and has always been given the best of the best. ($1,200 phones, $7,000 dirtbikes, the nicest clothes and shoes and blah blah blah)
His mother is loaded and buys him cars, clothes, coach backpacks, $400 shoes for no reason, spends $2,000+ on his birthdays and Christmases and just bows down to his every want and need
I was raised with the power getting shut off every 3 months bc my single mother struggled to keep the lights on. I shopped (and still shop) at thrift stores and I've NEVER cared about having flashy expensive THINGS. There is more to life than stuff.
Anyway... his son will always say things like "where did you get that shirt? Wish?" He will pick on me about my hobbies. Pretty much saying the things I enjoy doing are lame.
If I started talking about politics or any kind of REAL issues going on in the world he would dismiss what I'm saying and say that I'm a conspiracy theorist (meanwhile, his world revolves around tic-tok and video games)
After he got married things have gotten much worse. Keep in mind, his wife is 20 and I'm 35.
He will compare how she looks to how I look. We went on a boat trip and she wore a bathing suit while I wore shorts and a tank top. I'm not fat by any means, but I would LOVE to lose around 15lbs and have the flat little tummy I once did.
His wife is 4 inches taller than me and has huge boobs and a completely different body style. I never once compared myself to her or envied her in any way, but he will say things to me like "how much do weigh?" And then ask her how much she weighs...and then say "how do you guys look so different when your only 5-10lbs difference" he makes me so self conscious and insecure comparing me to someone who is 15 years younger than me FOR NO REASON EXCEPT TO HURT ME.
She says things to me too.
We were playing pickle ball today. First time I ever played and I was doing so-so
My team was behind and she hollered out to my team mate "do you want me to come out there and take her place" (talking about me)
If I try to have a discussion with her about anything she will find some way to argue with Mr and tell me I'm wrong and it's impossible to have any kind of real diologue with her UNLESS IT IS ABOUT HER AND HER INTERESTS
It gets worse
Me and my husband have a 4 year old daughter who was born with a cleft pallette in the roof of her mouth and she's had surgeries and is taking speech therapy and is doing great
Well, my stepson and his wife just had a baby (5 months)
My stepson (in front of like 6 people/family members) said to me "our son is perfect, what's the matter, why can't you have a perfect baby too"? THAT IS HIS FUKKIN SISTER!!!!!
I race motocross with them every weekend. It's my husband's son/family and we see them often
LITERALLY EVERY SINGLE TIME WE SEE THEM ONE (OR BOTH) SAY SOMETHING CRUEL TO ME.
I'm a very encouraging person. My stepsons wife gained a lot of weight after her pregnancy and when she started losing the weight I'd tell her "you look so pretty today" or "you look great"
I have TRIED to lead by example and treat them how I want to me treated.
They NEVER tell me "good job" or say anything nice/positive to me. They feed off of hurting and picking on other people to make themselves feel better. They talk shut constantly and I'm nothing like that and don't want to be.
I smile and pretend things dont hurt me so that I don't rock the boat. I don't stand up for myself and don't even know how to.
Normally when I'm around toxic people like this I avoid them and cut them out of my life, but I'm at a loss for ideas and don't know how to move forward.
Any advice or encouragement would be most welcome. I've talked to my husband but he doesn't know how to handle it and doesn't want to talk to his son because his son picks on him too and my husband doesn't seem to care. I don't think he understands why I am so hurt/upset by it in the first place.
Mt husband always says "he was just joking" or "he didn't mean it"....THE GASLIGHTING IS UNBELIEVABLE!!!!!
Thanks for letting me vent. God bless you all.

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