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Hey guys I made my first manga with my artist early 2023 and we published it on Manga plus creators and with it's first chapter we got it to 7th place on the monthly awards and we gained quite a fanbase on MPC (160+ views) and my last previous artist is unavailable for now and we need to push out a second chapter preferable this month the style needs to be as consistent as possible in comparison to the style my other artist pushed out in other words dark and ominous. feel free to check out the chapter on mpc to get a good idea, https://medibang.com/mpc/episodes/df2401280135117080025852869/

I have been trapped inside my own home. I don't live in a first world country so I can't just move out or get a job. I live in a shitty third world country known as Myanmar where every odds are literally against me. I was planning to go thailand but now my mom has found out that I hasn't broken up with my gf(20F). And she has been so angry because of it. She asked me to show my messenger and I didn't do it because I haven't deleted the chat with my gf. It was my mistake, I should have been more careful. Now I am gonna be trapped in this hell hole forever now. My home is literally hell. My parents are racist af and the only reason they don't let me date my gf is because she is muslim and I am hindu. My dad literally said he will kill me and my gf if we don't stop dating. And my mom is a liar and manipulates me alot trying to make me hate my gf. They literally didn't send me to university for a year because my gf is in the same country as my university. My dad kicked my door so hard once because I refused to come out of my room. My mom once tried to forcibly take my phone. They are both verbally abusive to me when it comes to something that has to do with my relationship. And my mom just found out that I didn't break up with my gf and that I have been lying to them for 2 months. I am just thinking to off myself because things are going to be hell starting tomorrow. It is so hard right now not to harm myself. Please I need help and advice.

So i (f26) was dating a (m24) FP on and off for 5 months, my Bpd was acting up the last few months so needless to say we break up and get back together every other few days. We broke up for over a week, and i found out he was seeing another girl (24) and my feelings were really hurt and it really triggered me (even though i know I’m the one who left him last, so i know I’m wrong for this) but we got back together and he told me him and the girl only chilled twice and then the second time he “told her he wants to get back with his ex” and apparently she had no problem with that. 5 days later I’m working (I’m a manager at a cafe) and i literally see this girl from the outside window walking in ( i looked her up on ig ), coming in with a friend and her eyes are darting around like she’s looking for me and knows i work here. If she looked me up on ig which i assume she did then she knows I’m working here bc i post me at work, so now I’m pissed because i feel like she’s coming in to mess with me. I’m at a place where you seat yourself and I’m standing at the front and look over again when i hear her walking in and she just stops in her tracks and we make eye contact which felt like forever. Then i turned away first and walked away then when i checked again i saw her standing outside then she left. This triggered me and we broke up again and now i keep fighting with my fp and telling him I’m gonna leave him or making him feel bad because i feel bad and I’m good at doing that but i feel so shitty and he’s not acting the same or making as much of an effort and i just have a feeling something is going on . I found that i have a mutual friend who knows her and heard she has Bpd from the girls best friend as well. Idk just feel confused has anyone experienced this? I feel like she’s stalking me which is making me stalk her and try to post more pics for attention from either my fp or other men. I feel like I’m gonna get left for her

I'm so bloody tired. I've been working nonstop for the past 6 weeks where I've probably written over 40k words total. I've never worked anywhere near this hard in my life and I ran out of juice about 3 weeks ago and am honest to god baffled i'm still alive at this point. A chronological rundown of those weeks just to illustrate the absolute hell I've been through:
Weeks 1&2: Start of week 1 I found a completely new lead in my final thesis and decided to chase it up, after confirming with my supervisor that this is promising, incredibly original stuff (the previous plan was just to regurgitate existing literature and hope for a 2:1) I decided to toss 4 months of writing out the window and completely rework my entire thesis, which was 20k words but I wrote something close to like 25k before cuts and edits, and between revision. Deadline was end of week 2.
Week 3: Deadline for a 5k word coursework due end of this week which I wanted (needed) to have started earlier than I did but my thesis took all the way up until the last second -- friday noon. So I pulled three all nighters Saturday Sunday Monday (napped for maybe 2 hours each day) and managed to completely research (read something like 6 papers) and write the first draft (turned out to be 6k words) and got it to my supervisor for Tuesday, met with him Wednesday evening to discuss and luckily only minor revisions (and cutting 1k words) was needed so got that done thursday for the friday morning deadline.
Week 4-5.5: died for about 3 days after previous coursework was handed in, and then started researching for a new 5k word coursework. Had to pretty much teach myself everything from the ground up bc I didn't go to lectures or do any work on this module all year (i knew it was going to be 2 coursework and no exams so i prioritised other modules and my thesis. Completely my fault, i know) first draft was originally due end of week 4 but i just couldn't manage that so i pushed the meeting back. Got it in tuesday week 5 (6k words again), met with supervisor, turns out i needed some really drastic reworking, cut half the essay out and write half an essay more to address some fundamental points i'd missed, and also completely change the structure and narrative. Okay, this isn't due until end of next week so let me focus on writing my second coursework first)
Week 5.5-6.5: spent 5 days reading 7 papers multiple times to teach myself the content from scratch again, had to push back meeting again, still got draft in (5k words) late so supervisor hasn't read half my essay but that doesn't matter because 2 minutes into the meeting this morning and it became clear that i had fundamentally misunderstood the actual problem and my essay is completely off the mark. Luckily a fair bit of what i write can be recycled but the structure needs to be redone and i need to be making complete new points. Oh, and I still haven't reworked my previous essay, shit.
So here I am now, two 5k word essays due in friday morning and i've been staring at a piece of scrap paper for the past 3 hours trying to figure out how to structure the first one and completely blanking. I've been sleeping an average of one full night every 2 days for the past 6 weeks straight, i've lost 7 kilos (weighed myself this morning out of curiosity) from being nauseated all the time due to sleep deprivation and not eating as a result, I'm constantly on the brink of tears and almost broke down 3 times during my meeting with my supervisor today (didn't though! Go me) And watching my coursemates with identical workload breeze through it and all having finished their courseworks by now (and will almost 100% go on to get higher marks than me) just makes me feel so bloody worthless. The kicker is, these are my last deadlines for the whole degree. I will literally be done in less than 2 days and yet i have never felt more far away.
Oh and just got an email yesterday telling me i've been denied an ADHD evaluation because "there wasn't enough evidence it was impacting my academic, social, or private life." Real cherry on the cake, thanks NHS

My current tenant has been in my flat since mid-August last year and so far, no complications, polite student male and has been very honest if anything has gone wrong so in a way I feel like l've won some tenant lottery.
The contract that we have stipulates that he'll pay me a lump sum every 6 months for 6 months rent. He was very good with the first and even better with the second instalment and even better with the 3rd one which is due mid August but he reached out and asked if he could pay earlier beginning of May. I agreed since l'm not looking to raise rent and I'm more than happy for him to stay on.
He has messaged me again saying he'd be happy to pay the 4th instalment (although he doesn't need to and l've never asked him) today and that way his rent all the way up until August next year is covered. This was his message:
"Hey, I can also transfer the rent from January 2025 to August 2025 to you now since we have already signed the contract. Then all the rents between you and me are clear. Meanwhile, all the remaining fees will be those of various bills. Hope you will feel happy about that!"
I don't really see any con with that as I don't plan to raise the rent nor do I plan to go back to my flat in the next year. I'm also quite responsible in the sense that I keep all the rent in a savings account and only use the monthly amount when the new month starts.
If your tenant did that would there be any concerns you may have?

I realise this will probably get buried by Reddit but I think writing my thoughts down will help me either way. If someone does read I would like an outside perspective.
An inability to stick to any sort of routine or habit has been an issue since I've actually needed to do it which was when I first had exams for school.
I was just about intelligent enough to get away with it through school and end up at a decent university doing mathematics. I'd like to point out I did try repeatedly to get routines working and tried most methods I could find online.
I had a year out of school before university where I worked hospitality jobs and jobs that required no experience and although I enjoyed my time out of education it made me realise it's not the kind of job I would like to work in long term.
I entered university with this mindset and decided I wouldn't fall back into my old ways from school. This lasted about a month and through all of first year I basically repeated my old habits and scraped passes in all my modules. Luckily first year results don't count towards my degree which I believed at the time to be the primary reason I didn't have any motivation.
For second year first semester I did consistent half-assed work convincing myself I was doing more than I was and that certain things weren't necessary. I've never actually done consistent work so I saw this as progress. When exams came around I realised I've done nowhere near enough and decided now was the time to get my shit together for the second semester.
I bought and read the entirety of "atomic habits" by James Clear and decided I would use it and advice from the Internet to rewire how I think and hopefully finally fix this issue that I see as the main barrier to me getting satisfaction from life.
I went about a week doing what I wanted until I slipped. I woke up and just couldn't make myself get out of bed. I was on my phone until about 4pm when I woke up at 10am.
For the next week this happened or I was similarly distracted 3/4 times and I realised that once the novelty of my routine sets in my brain is going to take the path of least resistance so I need to make doing my work the most enjoyable thing to do.
I deleted every app off my phone that I would use to distract me if I could. I barred myself from using any enjoyable pass time until I complete what I want done in the day. Unfortunately I realised quite quickly I could easily trick myself into thinking I had grasped a concept or that I had done sufficient work for the day too easily.
So I decided I wasn't allowed to watch any TV or do anything on the Internet. I stopped myself from listening to music. I basically removed anything that could have a quicker rewards response than my work from my life.
My productivity and focus was up for 2 days but then came straight back down to where it was. My mind was able to distract me internally without needing external stimuli even when I put myself in a library cubical with no vision of my surroundings and noise cancelling headphones with nothing playing through. No matter how hard I tried to stay on task I would go down deep unrelated trains of thought.
The only times I can get consistent commitment are random times where I get 1-2 hours of focus. In these times I can achieve the same amount of work as I can in 6-7 hours of work when I'm distracted.
This semester felt like my hail Mary to get my life to a state where I have excitement about what my future will look like and now my first exam is tomorrow and I'm nowhere near the level I need to be for it.
I feel apathetic. I've been frustrated at times because I feel if I could just do some consistent work then these exams wouldn't even be difficult. But now I kind of feel nothing. I'm not depressed. Suicide has never crossed my mind nor will it. I just no longer have any sort of point or idea about even what approach to take in life.
Any advice, thoughts, opinions would be appreciated. I would like to point out if there's any productivity tip you have and it exists in on the Internet then I've almost certainly read it and tried it. I have had so many to-do lists, planners, calenders, and apps over my time trying to fix this.
The only thing I have yet to try is study drugs, I can source Adderall for myself illegally but it's very expensive if I wanted it daily and I'm concerned about potential addiction.

Hi all - I'm looking for some real-world insight + suggestions from people who might be using these products. I'm a PM, so I also posted in the PM channel, but I know a lot of people with the most in-depth experience are here.
The background: I've been investigating some CX+Analytics solutions for a client - it's for an internal corporate site (all logged-in users), with no revenue, no SEO/ad requirements, etc. Built on AEM Sites (Adobe Experience Manager). Consistent usage of this site by employees is important to the company.
Analytics/CX Requirements + Considerations:

• Measurement/Analytics: understand new and ongoing engagement (monthly active users, new users), and the usage of different features on the site, ideally by role/region/etc.
• CX Features: We also want some CX features such as surveys, site feedback, guided onboarding, and NPS/CSAT-type questions.
• Optional: Nice but optional in the solution are session replay, heat-maps, journey analytics, etc - we would not pay extra for these at this time, but would be nice to have them available in the future.
• Flexible/Variable Dashboarding: Ideally the analytics dashboard can be made very simple for the client to view some Key metrics for upper-management reporting, but there could also be a view for me and my team to get more in-depth to individual page and content views and feature usage as we also own content and iterative design.
• Flexible integrations: Something that doesn't lock us into one single product in case we want to change or add something. It's why tagging via Segment appeals to me.
• Cost: I think I can get agreement on any solution or combo of solutions that's less than ~$800-1000/month but the lower the cost, the more chance I have of getting what I want. If something truly did it all and very well, I could potentially make a case for something more expensive.
• Development: We'll have a dev team initially to implement tags but I am intrigued by the idea of a no-code option where we could do it ourselves so that after the dev team is done building our AEM templates and modules and we are adding new pages/content/forms/etc via the AEM platform, I don't need a dev team to get something tagged. But I've never used a no-code tagging solution so I don't know how intense or possible it would be for me to set up events with the properties I want.

Solutions I've considered:

• The site is built on AEM Sites but I don't want to use Adobe Analytics and I think their tags are relatively useless without AA? I haven't seen any solutions that use Adobe tags. Usually they work with Segment and occasionally Google Tags.
• Pendo seems to have it all, but it's expensive for our needs and I read some issues about the guided onboarding breaking every time a page was adjusted and the no-code tagging would break as well. Also, I suppose we're relatively locked in if we use their tagging.
• Plausible looks nice and light for the analytics but its seems mostly focused on stuff less relevant to an internal site, such as search terms, conversions, locations, etc.
• One thought is Segment + Mixpanel + ?
• I'm also looking at UserPilot, Mouseflow, Walk-me, Heap, Amplitude, HotJar for some or all of the desired features.

The amount I can learn about a solution from their website or even a live demo session, which I've done with a number of these companies, is surprisingly useless. And I can't do the free trial on each of them or any of them because I would need to even get the company to approve the software which is not a short process.
My ask to you: Does anyone have an opinion or wisdom to share?

I am a failure, I have this immense feeling of guilt, and I feel absolutely gutted to the core.
When I was pregnant I had GD so I got more growth ultrasounds and my LO was always in the >99th percentile for head size. I didn't really think anything of it as large heads run in my family. My grandpa, uncle, aunt, 3 boy cousins, and my sister were all born with large heads.
My LO has been progressing really well. He was born strong - could already support his neck, and has been growing like a weed and packing on the pounds. He can now lift his head during tummy time and support himself for minutes at a time - which is ahead of schedule. He moves constantly, really only sits still to eat. He's 8.5weeks.
Anyways I was taking pictures a few days ago of my LO doing tummy time on my husband's chest. As I was looking back at the pictures I couldn't help but notice how his head shape had changed in such a short amount of time. He always had a prominent brow but now it was like The Brain from pinky and the brain, round shaped with a very prominent brow.
So I googled this, assuming it was just a phase all babies go through and I was wondering when they start to grow out of it. What I came across was something called frontal bossing. My babies forehead looks text book to the picture. I started looking into causes and see Vitamin D deficiency - Rickets and my heart sank. I'm sitting here absolutely shattered, I completely forgot about these Vitamin D supplements. I have been neglecting these for 2 whole months. He maybe got 3 bottles in the first week and then nothing. I live in the Midwest, we have not been outside a whole lot and when we do he is pretty well shaded for walks.
I started looking at his body and his arms and legs looked bowed. I can't unsee the protruding forehead which cannot be cured, its there forever - the damage is done. I am sitting just sobbing writing this right now at the idea I caused this deformity on him. It makes me absolutely sick to my stomach at how ignorant and just stupid I have been to forget these, something so simple. It's one thing to make a mistake and mess up your own life, but to have actively caused this in my LO is something I can never forgive myself for. I am terrified to tell my husband about this. Terrified for his 2 month apt in a few days I don't even want anyone's sympathy, it is so undeserving.
I obviously started the drops and we have been sitting outside a bit each morning, but the damage I caused will always be staring me back for as long as I live.

I recently took the NBCOT again to be certified as an OTA and did not pass, I even scored lower than the first time. The first time I scored a 434 and the second time a 426. My study habits were better this time and I just focused on the exam questions instead of trying to retain so much information. I ended up getting two hours of extra time on the exam this time around w/ accommodations so due to that I felt more confident but unfortunately scored lower. My initial question is, what are the best study tools that worked for you all? And additionally, should I take a break from taking the test and take the next two months to study? Or try to take the test again in June before I go on vacation?
My thing is, I really want to be certified so I’d love to take it again in June but I don’t want to rush and everyone has said I’d be rushing if I took it again before the end of June.

I am currently an informatics analyst working for the hospital. I have applied to a few Application Analyst jobs and I'm wanting to go to Epic (charting system) after working 7 months in this role. Now that I have a little non-bedside experience I am seeing the reality of the salary. I love this job exponentially more than bedside but my cousin who graduated nursing school with me said he is going to Oregon to make 140k as staff. They're unionized there so they have 1 hour paid lunch breaks, and he said they're treated great. Oregon is MCOL. Upon scouring reddit, I'm seeing that anything close to 140k as an Epic analyst is quite the minority and rare to see unless you're in a director type role. If you do make anything close to that, it is atleast after 4-6 years perhaps. I make 73k right now as an informatics analyst and made 72k in the same hospital as a NIGHT SHIFT ICU critical care nurse (low pay is partly why I left; to search for more lucrative salary).
Eventually I want to quit everything all together within the next 10 years by using passive income from real estate investing (Just built my first home and renting out the extra bedroom units to travel nurses).
What do I even do? I am seriously considering going back to bedside nursing even though I hated it and had so much anxiety; but it could be my environment as well - I am a minority in the south (live 40 minutes next to Harrison, AR) and in Oregon I wouldn't be.... I wouldn't do ICU again either so that would maybe make a big difference.
I love the autonomy of Epic and working from home. But I can barely save up to purchase my next rental property like this. If I am trying to get a higher salary, it'll take years to get to 140k. Homes in Oregon are expensive at 400k average as well but I am not opposed to out of state investing.
Any advice is appreciated.

https://reddit.com/link/1csnqu3/video/mzzo2zz1zl0d1/player
Built my first PC two months ago.
Ryzen 7800X3d
RX 7900 XTX
32gigs DDR5
Everything has been running great. Gaming has been smooth and fast.
Recently, Adrenalin has not been tracking CPU temps, and my GPU clocks speeds have been irratic.
Seems to be staying cool.
All parts are two months old.
The video was while watching a Youtube video.
I installed the lastest Adrenalin drivers 24.4.1
Trying to learn this PC stuff, anyone have any advice and might know whats going on?

I’m the oldest of six children. (F,F,M,M,M,M) Since I was a child my dad constantly compared me to my sister to the point we were constantly in competition. As we got older, the competition stopped at least on my side. My sister likes books and she reads a lot. She gets good grades and loves school. I like art and have many little hobbies, like crochet, painting, hair and beauty things. I get good grades as well, and extremely good at math but I never had the need to study a lot so I would read my books or study the night before a test because I remember things better that way. I was called lazy because of that. My dad favored my sister since she was interested in books like him. There would be times where my dad would says (in front of other people) my sister is his favorite. I would act like I don’t hear and would say it louder and ask me, you know you’re not my favorite right? All these hurt me incredibly in my teen years. I isolate a lot and struggle with boundaries with everyone in return. With all these things, he still call me when he needs something done. I planned many of his parties spending nights doing decorations because “I’m good at it”. Spending hours doing things he could do but decide to ask me. He never ask my sister because she would say no or I’m busy. No matter how busy I am he’ll ask me to do something. I was uninvited to his graduation because I couldn’t drive him to work when his car was in the garage because I had a test and I still organized his entire graduation party and paid for multiple things. I couple days before the graduation, he accused me of stealing his money and not doing nothing for party. I told him not to call me that and I had everything planned and they were getting delivered the day of. This escalated and when my brother tried to stop him from coming at him he slapped me and kicked me and him out that night. That wasn’t the first time. Anytime I stand up to him, I get smacked and kicked out for the night. But that night I was determined not to ever deal with that again. A couple months later, me and my sister moved out to which he said we would not get the apartment and we would come back begging for him and when we do, we can’t come back. Thank God we got the apartment and moved out. Ever since he’s made it his mission to remind me he doesn’t need me and “he counts on my sister to step over in his elder years” the thing is I know for a fact my sister would rather put him in a nursing home than live with him, so I always I would but I don’t want to anymore. We’ll see when he’s older and she says no. Now here’s my situation, the last two boys are twins, we’ll call them G and M. They’re 7. G is like my sister, likes books and such. M likes sports and arts. So M is not the favorite. He gets called dumb and even his twin calls him that. He doesn’t want to stay home. Every weekend he comes to my apartment and spends the weekend with me. I have a two bedroom apartment so my sister has one room I have the other. He sleeps on the couch when he comes over. I don’t have a yard, a room for him, no toys nothing that children like. Yet every weekend he comes over, asks me to make food, eat and watch tv and sometimes we go to the pool or the park or I’ll take him to get ice cream. Just little things. Every Sundays he cries when it’s time to go home. Even when I tell him I’ll pick him up next Friday he still cries. I want to take him but I really can’t support him too. I have school and internship and a job but I don’t want him to go through what I went through. What can I go to help him so he doesn’t get hurt like I did?
Sorry it’s so long, I needed y’all to understand and I kind of wanted to vent a little too.

First of all, let's look at what projection sorcery is capable of at grade 1 level
Naobito is considered as the fastest sorcerer after Gojo, meaning that he's faster than Geto, Yuki, Yuta, Hakari, at least prior to 1 month training.
Naoya perception blitzed Yuji, one of the most physically gifted grade 1 sorcerer, and after that he said"should I speed up?".
Naoya was able to damage awakened Maki at his full speed, which is no small feat even though she was injured.
At honored one level, effects should be the same. Using projection sorcery, Gojo should be able to amplify his speed at bare minimum by 2-3 times. This is already enough to defeat Sukuna, but we still didn't include 6eyes. Given Gojo's reaction speed/perception(0.000001s) and 6eyes efficiency, projection sorcery would be MUCH stronger.
So what's the game plan?
Gojo will just beat up Sukuna at full speed, until he's knocked out cold and then continue beating his skull until it turns into a pool of blood. Sukuna won't be able to activate his CT, RCT, DE, DA since he's constantly getting beaten to a pulp, he won't be even able to process what's happening.

Looking to get my first premium ai subscription and wanted to know which one I should invest in. I’m a college computer science/engineering student. They all are the same price at $20 a month. From what I’ve heard Gemini is really lacking compared to other two so many considering ChatGPT and Claude

For context, ive been sick for over 1 month. The first 3 weeks I was coughing up blood every day. Within the first week if being sick, I went to my family practitioner for a check up. My doctor told me it was probably nothing. She couldn't find anything. I told her I was pretty sure it was pnemonia, but I trusted her because she is supposed to be a professional. I went on my way with some prescribed medication (didnt help me in any way). A week went by and I started feeling worse, pains in my chest and lungs, still coughing up blood. I went in for a second checkup and she said she couldn't find anything, prescribed me 2 different medications and sent me away. (Didn't help at all). A week later I called my doctor and told her my pains are getting really bad, and it was hard for me to do anything. She told me to go to the ER to get a CT scan which I did, and the doctor at ER told me she didn't want to do a CT scan on me because she thinks I only had allergies. HUH?? Since when did allergies cause someone to cough up blood for nearly a month and have pains that hinder you from working? Sent me away with prescribing me mucinex and claritin. (Didn't help me at all OBVIOUSLY). Finally I spoke to my doctor again and she ordered a CT scan (a whole month later from the date I went in for coughing up blood) and found out I had Pneumonia, just like I told my doctor from the very first day. At this point I'm pissed. I missed 1 month of work, wasted so much time and money because they didn't want to do a thorough job. I was finally prescribed the CORRECT antibiotics and I'm 99% recovered now.
People tell me to never self diagnose, but seriously, I lost thousands of dollars listening to these so called "Doctors", and I was correct in my own self diagnosis.