Mystery suspense 5th grade

Just recently I've had a close friend of mine venting about something pretty messed up that happened some years ago, even before I knew them (we've been knowing each other for about an year and a half).
It involves their step-father, and now, while neither they explained further in detail what exactly happened, nor am I going to for privacy reasons, it was pretty bad.
[TRIGGER WARNING: I am going to give a clearer explanation of the situation as I believe that, in order for you to understand, I should provide a more detailed telling of what happened. However, if you believe to be someone sensitive or you're not used to hear about explicit and traumatic stories, then I recommend you to skip the next paragraph, or just stop reading the post for your own good.]
Anyways, as I previously said, I haven't been given many details, but enough to know in what kind of situation my friend was in. It started when they were at the end of elementary school, and finished when they were about in middle school; while they said that the abuser never went as far as "deflower" them, he still has done something that is depraved enough to make him into a child predator. I'm pretty sure that I can't describe it in here because of Rule 4, but I don't feel like saying it anyways because it would be disrespectful towards my friend's regards (they don't know that I'm posting about this, but I feel like there's something deeper about it and I need answers; that's the main reason why I'm trying to be as transparent as possible).
They still live with their step-dad, but they just avoid him. I've always noticed it, yet I didn't know the reason until recently, though I've always noticed that they avoiding him that way was weird even for a step-dad - kid relationship, and so I've kind of thought that there was something more. I didn't expect it to be so serious, obviously.
Now, I didn't come here just to vent about a traumatic story a friend told me, and I don't need you to believe if it was real or not. I've come here to tell you because it made me have many thoughts about it.
I know the post it's starting to get long, so I'll try to cut it short. Really, I apologize for it being so long, but I feel like I need to share this.
For context, I've been in the internet not as long as many have here, but I've heard some of the most disturbing and depraved stories around on the internet. I've been watching Iceberg videos about true crime stories and some seriously messed up topics, even from reddit or 4chan, so It's not the first time I hear something messed up.
I've also had other friends share very traumatic and disturbing experiences, especially from when they were very young, that could be almost even worse.
If I'm going to be honest, I'm not going to say this to belittle this person's experience, but I've heard some things that could be way much worse and intense, like things that you can hardly recover from if you live them. That was just to clarify that I'm, if not completely desensitized, hard to impress.
So, while they were telling me this, I've felt a strong feeling of anguish that I haven't felt in years from hearing this kind of things, and I was starting to get incredibly uncomfortable, like as if it was something that had to do with me personally, and not just as a friend listening.
The feeling has lasted for almost an hour, and even when I would hear stories of this kind, and would get the chills from it being it too gruesome, I've never thought about it so intensely, and for so long.
I've also felt kind of guilty, and if I had to give a reason for it, it would be probably because I've made some pretty dark humored jokes that were close to the topic, though it's the humor that me and them are used to, and I've never seen them get uncomfortable at them, and they've done some pretty dark toned jokes about it to (it was before I found out about this fact, that's also why I didn't really expect it, especially because this friend as hardly ever been open about traumatic experiences). But at the same time, I still feel guilty about it, even after knowing that it's not my fault since I didn't know about this, and also because they still seem to be comfortable when I do that kind of jokes, so I don't know really why I feel this way.
I've also never felt so personally involved in a story of a deeply traumatic experience, and while I still felt disgusted, I've felt very deeply disturbed while hearing it, and afterwards.
I don't know if it's because, while other people venting to me about this have felt more free, while this friend was cleary hesitant about telling it. Though they didn't seem uncomfortable about the experience itself, but rather what would I have thought of them after hearing it and if my personal view about them would've changed (of course it didn't). In fact, they have referred that they were "fine" about it (I'm guessing they meant that they recovered from it, yet I'm sure that nobody recovers completely from something like that), and they were chuckling about it, but it was clear that their laughter came from nervousness, which makes completely sense, because someone will hardly feel completely comfortable about telling something like this.
But what I'm just saying is, they didn't look anguished or deeply scarred from it, thankfully, so I don't think that it was their tone or body language to make me feel that bad about it.
Now, I've made this post for a question that involved mostly me rather than them. I hardly recollect any memories that go from my early childhood to about 4th-5th grade. I've already mentioning that I can be very paranoid, and I think a lot, maybe even too much. But you could already tell from reading this.
I feel like as if my brain wiped away part of my childhood. I still have some memories about some friends I've made, and some games I used to play, but I hardly remember anything that I haven't been told from my parents. I've felt like this way before I was told this story, by the way.
Now, for context, I live in a healthy household, and no one from my family has never abused me. I've never been bullied or abused by adults, at least not at the point for it to be traumatic, and I don't live in a place where there's a high crime rate. Besides, I've never left home alone until middle school.
I'm don't know much about psychology, but I know that sometimes it can happen that your brain erases traumatic memories from the past, yet they still remain in your subconscious, so they can still have effect on you.
Now, going straight to the point, I've already said that I'm paranoid, but I'm very afraid that something important from my childhood might have been erased, and I can't remember it at all.
I'm not saying that anything actually happened, but I've also never felt this strange in a while, so what I'm looking for is answers, and if you would mind to answer my doubts it would be very kind of you, after all is what I've been writing this post for.
Feel free to ask any questions, however keep in mind that I won't give away very private or specific information about my or my friend's personal life. Also consider that I' a minor, just so that you might think twice before asking certain questions.

Over a century ago, a British archeologist named Howard Carter began excavations in the unforgiving Egyptian Desert with the hopes of discovering something; something that remained a mystery for many centuries: the 3400-year-old tomb of an ancient king, Tutankhamun.
The site Carter chose for this excavation project was the Valley of the Kings, which was a burial place of ancient kings for many centuries. Before Carter, several archeologists carried out excavations in the Valley. And in the process, discovered several tombs and artifacts.
But archeologists weren't the only ones the Valley attracted. For generations, the Valley was raided by thieves, who exploited it in every way possible. So much so that when Carter arrived at the site with his men in 1917, they found themselves standing atop 30-foot piles of debris stones.
And it's for the same reason why many archeologists questioned Carter's sanity when news of his excavation reached them. Without exception, all of them labelled the Valley a heavily exhausted Site.
But Carter would listen to no one.
He gathered all the resources, and manpower, and for the next five years, went all in into the excavations with the support of his rich patron George Herbert, 5th Earl of Carnarvon.
Those five years were a rough period for the passionate archeologist because up until the end of it, he wouldn't discover anything worthwhile to justify the enormous money being spent.
At one point Carnarvon lost all his hope and called Carter to inform him about the partnership break. But Carter was somehow able to talk Carnarvon out of his decision. He pointed out how some artifacts discovered by another archeologist nearby had Tutankhamun's name inscribed on them. And that Tut must be lying somewhere underneath that place waiting to be found.
Finally, the day arrived in November 1922.
After back-breaking labor, nasty heartbreaks, and burning ₹210+ crores, it happened. A boy carrying water slipped and fell over what at first seemed like a stone. It was, of course, a stone, except it was the first stone step of the flight of stairs to the tomb.
In the weeks that followed, the stairs kept spiraling downwards reaching a distance of 26 ft. At the end of the final step, one of the workers' picks clanked against a limestone wall. Unsure of what was inside, Carter made a tiny crack in the wall and reached a candle inside—to check if the air inside was harmless to breathe. After reassuring, he widened the crevice to look inside the chamber…
When his eyes recalibrated to the low light of the chamber, after a brief blurriness at the candlelight, he witnessed the softly illuminated objects gradually coming to life—objects that last saw light over 3400 years ago. Carnarvon asked from behind, "Can you see anything?" Almost breathless, Carter answered, "Yes… wonderful things!"
At last, the team discovered the Tomb of the 19-year-old Boy King Tutankhamun. To date, it's the most intact tomb of a pharaoh to be ever discovered.
In the years leading up to the opening of Tut's Coffin in 1925, over 5398 objects were found in the chambers of the tomb, including furniture, golden jewels, figurines, musical instruments, board games, war weapons, clothes, vessels, carts, and a number of other things that Tut would need in the afterlife. Almost every object inside the tomb was either made of Gold or covered with it.
Tut's mummy lay inside three layers of coffins, with the innermost one made entirely of solid Gold and the rest wooden. Altogether, the total value of the entire collection in the tomb is estimated to be around $27 million in today's money.
Now, it's been a century since Carter opened that Tomb, but still, there's been no discovery in archeology that has matched its magnitude. Nothing ever has remotely come close to that.
Doesn't this story sound ridiculous to you in a way? How delusional someone should be to continue digging for five straight years despite seeing no evidence of progress?
On top of it all, Carter or nobody knew whether the Valley of Kings was exactly where Tut's tomb was located. They just went with their hunch. Five whole years and hundreds of crores would have been for nothing if the hunch turned out to be wrong. Carter knew this. But still, he took that leap of faith and persevered.
If Carter's mental strength and confidence are one thing, the faith Carnarvon had in Carter is everything. I couldn't understand the logic behind Carnovan's decision. Why would someone in their right mind bet a ridiculous amount of money on something that was just a theory with little to no evidence? What if Tut was never buried in the valley? Is it because Carter was a better salesman or was it Carnorvan's conviction that had him pouring money regardless? We know not.
But it's their combined belief, intuition, and effort that made this ultimate discovery possible.
It's easy to get discouraged when you don't see the results early on. But despite that, if you trust your guts, believe in your skills, and keep putting in the work.. one day you will find your own version of Tut's treasures.
So keep digging. For if you never dig, you will never know.

Recieved my first kindle this morning and I LOVE it! Already started my first book and 65 pages in 🥲 can anyone give me any tips for the kindle??
Also looking for light weight cases & a screen protector with no glare.
Oh also, any thriller, suspense, mystery, or romance novels! Feel free to throw any book recs :) reading Never Lie by Freida McFadden now!
Thanks!!

"Looking for a thrilling series to binge-watch? Dive into the gripping world of 'Sand Land: The Series with the Devil' available for streaming online now! Follow the journey of an unlikely alliance between a lone wanderer and a mysterious entity as they navigate through a post-apocalyptic wasteland. Filled with action, suspense, and unexpected twists, this series promises to keep you on the edge of your seat. Don't miss out, start watching today!"

any mystery thriller story recommendations? a story that has really steamy sexy romance with suspenses and cliffhangers?

i literally barely remember it, i read it in like 5th grade. pretty sure it's a series, and one of them has realistic wings on the cover?? idk so like these agent angels had bracelets that told them what to do or how much time they had left or something.

I have tried an tried and tried from 11th grad till my 2nd year of Btech to just have some epic academic comeback. But the problem is that i just am never able to do it..
Its just a different reason every time, sometimes its phone distracting me sometimes its my obsession with sports and sometimes its movies and tv shows. And even if i do manage to sit down and study the initial stages of studying without the pressure of a deadline seem to be very very difficult. The concepts never come to me in one go. Some concepts seem to easy and hence become boring and some things seem so hard that it demotivates me for the rest of the session. I am never able to execute my study schedules.....
I just completed my second year end term and i may have a few backs. I expected this since my academics have slacked of in the last year. However i will once again make a list of things to change in my life, such as wake up early, do some coding daily, go to the fucking gym study the syllabus in advance, etc..
This wont be the first or my last time giving myself false hopes again. And now i have expected myself to fail again miserably in the next two months.
Is there anyone who was a below average or average student, then just changed their academic status in one single semester or something. I have frankly never seen such examples ever in my life. From what i have noticed after studying in the same school for all my life, the students who were generally good academically in 2nd or 3rd grade remain to be the so called toppers forever. I have never ever seen someone go form average or below to top notch scholar ever,
The fact that hurts me the most is that i try, I genuinely sacrifice my social life, my outings etc., to be able to study....however there are people who engage all sorts of entertainment like clubbing and sports and seem to breeze through college. Furthermore i have no technical skills. All my coding knowledge is limited to the algorithms taught in class while here are people who have been coding since 5th grade and know 8-9 languages.
Has anyone here ever had that transition that i have been trying for the past 5 to 6 years. How did you do it, please batao. How do i go from being a nobody to someone who has the skillset that are at least the bare minimum to become hirable.

Freshman year of Highschool I had made a lot of friends. I was in ROTC,marching band and symphonic band. This was the only year of high school I had a decent experience. Sophomore year majority of the friends I had made freshman year were taking advanced AP and Honors classes. I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life so I just continued to take regular classes. I became friends with the wrong group of kids. These kids convinced me to start smoking weed and start skipping school. I was never doing my schoolwork so after my sophomore year I had to retake all of my core classes that summer because I had failed every single core class. I had failed so many classes I wasn’t even able to retake them all in that summer and I ended up having to retake some of the classes first semester of junior year. Junior year it got worse. I started skipping school more frequently I was smoking weed and doing edibles I even tried Xanax and opioids at some point. I was constantly getting in school suspension and detention.
I had quit both marching band and ROTC by my Junior year. I became very depressed due to bullying and hopelessness. Started hurting myself and had to go to a mental hospital. By senior year I am actually doing a lot better. For the first time in Highschool I got a 4.0 GPA and I am no longer depressed. However I am in an online high school program my graduation is this month and honestly I don’t even feel proud about it.
I didn’t have a real high school experience. I never went to any homecoming dance. I wasn’t able to go to prom as I had been suspended too many times and my grades were too low. I wasn’t able to go to prom my senior year because the online Highschool program I am in doesn’t offer a prom. I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life during Highschool so I never joined any sort of career related clubs. I did have friends during Highschool but these were the same people that convinced me to start doing drugs and skip school which only added to my bad mental health. It’s obvious those friends didn’t care a bit about me. The few good friends I did have ghosted me.
It just sucks seeing all the people I used to go to high school with posting their senior year experience. They go on field trips, go to proms, volunteer work, award ceremonies,etc. I wasn’t able to do any of that because I decided to go to an online Highschool my senior year. I mean my mental health and grades are better now but I sacrificed my social life for this so was it really worth it?
I just wish I would’ve been a better student during Highschool. I wish I wouldn’t have ever done drugs or smoked weed. I wish I would’ve actually tried in my classes. I wish I would’ve taken harder classes so I could’ve gone to my dream school. I wish I would’ve had more extracurricular activities. I wish I would’ve participated in more events at school. I just wish I could redo Highschool to make it more memorable.
If I have kids one day and they ask about my high school experience what am I going to tell them? I was a failing stoner. I just get sad thinking about Highschool I had so many opportunities to do better during high school but I didn’t.

Just have to vent quickly. I teach art and just left the art museum with my fifth graders. 84 students split into 11 research groups, 22 parent chaperones. Tons of work to make it happen. My four 5th grade teachers spent most of the two hours sitting in the museum cafe, doing nothing, while the students and parents were exploring the museum and presenting. WTF! Didn’t think I had to write instructions for my colleagues.

Yeah I don't really know what the art style would be but when I look at it I think graffiti. I included a reference image for style so the drawing would lean closer to that. I want this style in a drawing of two of my friends and me (reference images will be sent but full disclosure the three of us are African American so you will have to be able to do black hair styles even if simplified) Poses can be discussed but they might end up on the more dynamic side like these images are. (if this isn't dynamic at all my bad I'm running with everything I learned in art class in 5th grade) The turnaround is kind of quick I'm trying to have this done by the end of may but the sooner the better. I'm not really sure how complicated this style would be so I'm open to discuss budget. Also if you could demonstrate that you've done something simila can do this that would be great but I know this isn't really a common style people are doing. Thanks!
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My daughter is in 4th grade this year and had so many problems at the new school we entered that I’ve had to withdraw her for homeschooling. She has fallen behind due to the teachers not tutoring or offering extra help. She has adhd but is super bright. I was wondering if there are any homeschool curriculums online that she can complete 4th and 5th grade, and offers extra education like STEM OR STEAM. Thanks in advance.

Penn Hills schools?
Looking to move back to the area and my fiancé owns a house in Penn Hills. In the Fall, my kids will be in Grade 5,9,and 10. Is the school LGBT affirming and save? How are they with IEP? We’re moving from out of state so looking at school options. My freshman loves music and would want to be in marching band..how’s their band? My 10th grader is non-binary and queer and is supper artistic, how’s their art program? My 5th grader has IEP for dyslexia, how’s the support? Anything would be helpful. We can’t afford private school at this time. Thanks

Looking to move back to the area and my fiancé owns a house in Penn Hills. In the Fall, my kids will be in Grade 5,9,and 10. Is the school LGBT affirming and save? How are they with IEP? We’re moving from out of state so looking at school options. My freshman loves music and would want to be in marching band..how’s their band? My 10th grader is non-binary and queer and is supper artistic, how’s their art program? My 5th grader has IEP for dyslexia, how’s the support? Anything would be helpful. We can’t afford private school at this time. Thanks

Since I was a kid, I knew how my parents were. I used to hate them; I felt left out. My parents used to sleep separately. My mom and us would sleep in a different house, and my father would sleep in our childhood home. Sometimes we slept together. We were that type of middle-class family—my parents could buy us our wants and needs, but due to business, they were busy. My dad sometimes went to his childhood province. Being a second child, I was kind of a brat and talked back to my parents. But as I grew up, I got shy and became an introvert. It’s hard for me to share my problems with people or even my parents.
We have a lot of houses, specifically my grandparents’. They are upper-class people. Different people, relatives, and nannies took care of us while our parents traveled or were busy with business. I didn’t care much, but in 5th grade, I learned my dad cheated on my mom with my mom’s best friend. They got married secretly and had a child. It really bothered me. I started to change; I got quiet, shy, and very introverted while my mom was suffering. But I also hated her instead of hating my dad because she didn’t really care about us. She cared more about our sibling. She didn’t even know how to be a wife to my dad. Still, my dad divorced his second wife and got back together with my mom.
By the way, when we found out about the cheating, my mom was also pregnant with her 6th child. Now we’re seven siblings altogether. I also have an online friend who I met online. I started sharing my problems with her to the point she even changed her IG user to my name, like @mynameismygirlfriend. And by the way, she’s not my girlfriend; she’s just a friend. Then one day, my mom spanked me and told me to go take a shower. I brought my phone with me and chatted with that online friend in the bathroom. My mom checked the bathroom because it didn’t have a lock. She caught me and was trying to get my phone, but I was pulling it back because I had sent a message saying, "I hope my parents divorce." That message really ruined my life. Do I regret sending that message? Maybe yes, maybe no.
Another thing is my diary, where there’s a page saying I hate her and I wish she hadn’t become my mom. I wished my dad’s youngest sister was my mom because I was jealous of my cousin and how my auntie treated them. For months I was suffering because my mom was hurting me almost every day, and I was suffering almost every day. One thing for sure was considering suicide. I was suffering from depression and anxiety at that time, but my mom doesn’t believe in that stuff when it comes to me because my parents said I was just being distracted by a devil.
Since I was a kid, I knew I was not the favorite child, but it’s okay; I learned to live with it. I also developed a habit of stealing money from my parents, and they found out about it twice. They always bring it up when something is missing; they would immediately ask me. By the way, part of my diary is about me trying to change, but it’s hard when they keep bringing up my past. All those bad habits were left in my past, but you choose to bring them up whenever there’s a topic about those habits. You would bring it up. Yes, I still constantly leave whenever you talk and try to teach me a lesson, but because you guys keep bringing up my past. Sorry if I was disrespectful, but I'm really tired of you guys abusing me mentally and physically. You’re ruining me day by day. I can’t wait to leave this house and prove something. If being boastful is what my parents call me, I don’t care. I’m tired. There’s a lot that you guys don’t know about because these are only a few things you did to me.

Well here we are, FG, our first decades tournament, the 2010’s. Thank you to everyone who nominated movies, and let’s get right into it!
Results of Round 1

• Spider-Man Into the Spider-Verse (2018) (9) beat 10 Cloverfield Lane (2016) (8) and Sorry to Bother You (2018) (6)
• Snowpiercer (2013) (11) beat 12 Years a Slave (2013) (7), and Spotlight (2015) (6)
• Skyfall (2012) (9) beat 127 Hours (2010) (8) and Spring Breakers (2012) (7)
• First Reformed (2017) (10) beat Skate Kitchen (2018) (3), and Steve Jobs (2015) (3)
• 1917 (2019) (9) beat Sing Street (2016) (6), and Stoker (2013) (6)
• Silence (2016) (14) beat 20th Century Women (2016) (4) and Stray Dogs (2013) (3)
• Sicario (2015) (17) beat Sunset (2017) (3) and 50/50 (2011) (3)
• Shutter Island (2010) (11) beat A Field in England (2013) (5), and Tabu (2012) (2)
• A Ghost Story (2017) (13) beat Short Term 12 (2013) (6), and Tehran Taboo (2017) (1)
• A Separation (2011) (7) tied with Shoplifters (2018) (7), and beat The Act of Killing (2012) (3)
• The American (2010) (8) beat A Silent Voice (2016) (2), and Shin Godzilla (2016) (2)
• The Assassin (2015) (11) beat Shame (2011) (7), and A Star is Born (2018) (5)
• Scott Pilgrim vs the World (2010) (11) beat Ad Astra (2019) (6), and The Avengers (2012) (4)
• The Babadook (2014) (10) beat All is Lost (2013) (7) and Rubber (2010) (4)
• Annihilation (2018) (15) beat Room (2015) (5), and The Babysitter (2017) (2)
• Roma (2018) (12) beat April and the Extraordinary World (2015) (4), and The Conjuring (2013) (3)
• The Big Short (2015) (7) beat Aquarius (2016) (5), and Right Now, Wrong Then (2015) (0)
• Arrival (2016) (16) beat Raw (2016) (3), and The Big Sick (2017) (1)
• Atomic Blonde (2017) (6) beat Rango (2011) (5) and The Captain (2017) (3)
  
• The Ballad of Buster Scruggs (2018) (8) beat Post Tenebras Lux (2012) (3), and Bait (2019) (1)
  
• Portrait of a Lady on Fire (2019) (10) beat Barbara (2012) (1), and The Counselor (2013) (1)
  
• The Death of Stalin (2017) (8) beat Popstar: Never Stop Never Stopping (2016) (6), and Beasts of No Nation (2015) (3)
  
• Birdman (2014) (7) tied Phoenix (2014) (7) and beat The Double (2013) (2)
  
• Black Swan (2010) (11) beat Phantom Thread (2017) (8), and The Drop (2014) (3)
  
• Blade Runner 2049 (2017) (11) beat The Florida Project (2017) (9), and The House That Jack Built (2018) (2)
  
• The Grand Budapest Hotel (2014) (15) beat Blindspotting (2018) (2), and Paddington 2 (2017) (1)
  
• Blue is the Warmest Color (2013) (7) beat Only Lovers Left Alive (2013) (6), and The Great Beauty (2013) (2)
  
• The Handmaiden (2016) (11) beat Bone Tomahawk (2015) (7), and Only God Forgives (2013) (4)
  
• Once Upon a Time....In Hollywood (2019) (15) beat The Hateful Eight (2015) (8), and Bridge of Spies (2015) (4)
  
• Boyhood (2014) (7) beat Once Upon a Time in Anatolia (2011) (5), and The Hollars (2016) (2)
  
• O.J. Made in America (2016) (10) beat Parasite (2019) (9), and Brooklyn (2015) (5)
  
• Nightcrawler (2014) (12) beat Burning (2018) (7), and The Hunger Games: Catching Fire (2013) (1)
  
• Nebraska (2013) (7) beat The Hunt (2012) (4), and Byzantium (2012) (4)
  
• Mysteries of Lisbon (2010) (4) beat Carlos (2010) (3), and The Imposter (2012) (2)
  
• Carol (2015) (12) beat The Irishman (2019) (6), and mother! (2017) (3)
  
• The Lighthouse (2019) (9) beat Moonrise Kingdom (2012) (8), and Cemetery of Splendour (2015) (4)
  
• Moonlight (2016) (9) beat The Killing of a Sacred Deer (2017) (5), and Chappie (2015) (3)
  
• Molly’s Game (2017) (8) beat Coherence (2013) (7), and Cloud Atlas (2012) (4)
  
• The Master (2012) (11) beat Mission Impossible: Fallout (2018) (6), and The Martian (2015) (5)
  
• Cold War (2018) (5) ties Meek's Cutoff (2010) (5), and beats The Missing Picture (2013) (2)
  
• The Nice Guys (2016) (14) beat Contagion (2011) (5), and Mary Poppins Returns (2018) (2)
  
• Margaret (2011) (9) beat The Place Beyond the Pines (2012) (6), and Creed (2015) (2)
  
• Dawn of the Planet of the Apes (2014) (8) tied with The Raid 2 (2014) (8), and beat Maps to the Stars (2014) (3)
  
• Drive (2011) (17) beat The Revenant (2015) (6), and Mandy (2018) (4)
  
• Django Unchained (2012) (11) beat The Salesman (2016) (3) and Made in Dagenham (2010) (2)
  
• Mad Max: Fury Road (2015) (9) beat Train to Busan (2016) (5), and Diamantino (2018) (1)
  
• Eighth Grade (2018) (5) beat Elle (2016) (4), and Long Way North (2015) (2)
  
• The Turin Horse (2011) (10) beat Logan (2017) (9), and El Camino: A Breaking Bad Movie (2019) (0)
  
• The Way Back (2010) (8) beat Locke (2013) (5), and The Tree of Life (2011) (4)
  
• Embrace of the Serpent (2015) (10) beat Little Women (2019) (6), and The Whispering Star (2015) (2)
  
• Enemy (2013) (6) tied with The Wind Rises (2013) (6) and beat Like Someone in Love (2012) (3)
  
• Life of Pi (2012) (9) beat The Witch (2015) (8), and Evangelion 3.0 You Can (Not) Redo (2012) (1)
  
• The Wolf of Wall Street (2013) (7) beat Leave No Trace (2018) (6) and Exit Through the Gift Shop (2010) (3)
  
• Ex Machina (2014) (9) beat Thoroughbreds (2017) (4), and Le Havre (2011) (3)
  
• Three Billboards Outside Ebbing, Missouri (2017) (13) beat Ladybird (2017) (9), and Extremely Wicked, Shockingly Evil and Vile (2019)
  

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I am currently in Tier-2 CSE, I have total 8 'F' Grade, I have no will to even sit and study for 1 hour, I don't know why i am doing like this, i feels like i am very very exhausted. All this 1 year I was like,
I just wakeup, use phone in class, attend labs (didn't try to understand anything just did watching what everyone is doing, no understanding), come to hostel browse internet, game or reels or youtube, then sleep.
I didn't even studied anything during examination,I don't know why, I just can't understand what is happening to me, my mind already gave up, i now feels like i can't even pass anything no matter how much i studied.
In one of the end sem exam of 2nd sem, I knew answer of a question but i didn't have the will to write it on paper, and I didn't write it. In all the exams i just sit, look into the question paper, look into board.
Each paper can only get cleared in parallel, like 1st sem subjects can only be cleared in 3rd, 5th & 7th sem or summer term. And i can get take maximum 1 subjects in 1 term. If i am not limited to take limited cource.
Dean said, from the next sem, my credit will be get reduced to only 4 cources until i reach CG of 5. then after that i have to clear those cources which get removed due to credit limit.
I am thinking that i don't have any intrest left in any of these stuffs, i just want to leave it
I feels all the money is wasted now. I was good till 10th, average in 12th (48k in mains),Sometimes i feels like i should just get a basic job which i can get now(if).
I am going to tell my parents (fat bhut rhi h)that i have failed and now i will discontinue my studies and and will ask if i can join my their business.
Have anyone face similar issue, How did you face this?